#thanks for the tag 🤧🤧

[crystallizsch]

The First Kiss (?)

yuusha tala x jamil viper (oc x canon) word count: 800+ cw: pure angst

(awajkjfsdkjl omg some writing reveal about their relationship dynamic? 😳 ALSO THIS ENDED UP BEING LONGER THAN INTENDED AAHH and there are bound to be typos in here but uhhh anyways—)

At last, they found themselves alone, wrapped in each other's arms, savoring the calm evening air.

Yuu smiled and raised her bare hands to cup Jamil’s cheeks gently. It was rare for the prefect to have her gloves off. So Jamil’s face heated up at the touch.

“Haha. Your face is warm, Jamil.”

“Whose fault is that I wonder?”

“Couldn’t be me.”

They joked, feeling their breathy giggles against one another and realizing their lips were almost touching.

Was this… Was this finally the moment?

Sure, she was already incredibly lax with him before — being affectionately touchy with him and constantly giving him quick and casual kisses on the cheek (as she does with basically her closest friends). But they seemed to have become close in a way that was more than Yuu’s “overly friendly” nature.

So what about a kiss on the lips?

A sudden wave of uncertainty hit the magicless prefect. Her hands dejectedly slid back down Jamil’s chest as they curled into fists.

The implications of a first kiss on the lips felt a lot heavier on her than she thought.

They have both been dancing around their feelings about one another. They both knew what they felt about one another and even made a show of teasing each other for it. But neither explicitly stated what those feelings even were.

Yuu felt much more guilty in that regard, considering her more than a flagrant expression of that affection toward him. One would think she was leading him on, but that was never the case.

And she really, truly liked him but—

Jamil tightened his arms around her waist when he felt the hesitation in her body. This subtle move caused Yuu to look deep into Jamil’s eyes again. Her heart squeezed at the sight of a soft and gentle look as she looked back with a distinctly sorry expression on her face.

It was bizarre that these were once the dangerous eyes that brought her pure hatred toward him. Now that they looked so kind and genuine, they admittedly felt more dangerous. How unfair.

“…..We don’t have to, you know,” Jamil said in a low voice. It sounded vague enough that even he did not know if he was only referring to them sharing a kiss or having a relationship overall. He also tried to be reassuring, but he was aware of the slightly sad and disappointed tone he let slip in his voice.

Yuu gulped and then felt her breath hitch in her throat. It was as if Jamil had read her mind.

Damn you, she wanted to say to him. At this point, she did not know what to say. Yuu felt like she was caught in a lie and wanted to prove him wrong. But she can’t. It wasn’t that she felt anything less for him; she simply felt conflicted about finally sealing her feelings with a kiss. The prefect just wasn’t ready. She doesn’t know when she will be. And she did not want to admit that.

Meanwhile, Jamil was relatively ready to receive that kiss. Of course, he would not say that out loud. From his perspective, Yuu would have to act first if there was truly something more to their relationship. But it seems like today was still not that day.

“I’m sorry…” Yuu whispered under her breath.

Jamil did not answer. Instead, he gave a quick peck on the prefect’s nose, which caused her face to flush. She quickly buried her face on his shoulder with a shaky sigh, her hands gripping his clothing. The vice housewarden half-heartedly laughed at her reaction as he snaked his hands higher around Yuu’s back, giving her a gentle hug instead.

There were no words exchanged between them for a period of time. They simply rested in each other’s embrace.

Still, this indeterminate name to their relationship weighed heavily on both of them.

Jamil couldn’t even say that he would wait for her. Because that would be a lie. As painful as that realization may be, he knows he wouldn’t. Why would he? Yuu repeatedly expressed her homesickness anyway.

Besides, Jamil was used to it. All good things were never permanent. That was what he was telling himself at least... Somehow this time, it was getting harder and harder to convince himself that he could simply accept losing something — her specifically.

And for Yuu’s part, she was also aware of this — that she knows she’ll be leaving all of this behind one day. The prefect had her own plans for the future, and she assumed that the vice housewarden would have his own.

There was no point in committing to anything. Because if they dare even act upon their true feelings, or heavens forbid say it out loud, it will make the inevitable separation even harder.

this was the vibe when i was writing this btw hgffjhklj

[my-maehem]

Aaah!!! Your Seb is so freaking adorable!!! Please draw more Seb please please please you're awesome!!!! ♡♡♡

AHHHAHAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH— 🥰🫶

Just because you made my day, here are some Seb warm up sketches I did from photo ref~

I’m trying to make a more edgy Seb but I keep making him cute LMAO

But here is a PoTO Seb I’m working on— 🫣

He’s got a rose for you 🌹❤️

I did age him up 👀

[thedeadthree]

⚖️ 𝐇𝐄𝐃𝐘 -`. fo(tv) • 🥂 𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐀 “𝐃𝐎𝐓” fo(tv)

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[queerdiazs]

snippet sunday 🍇

i got very sad after i shared my snippet for fuck it friday so i deleted it but i'm fine now, lmao, and anyway, have a lil-big snippet of a holiday fic i'm working on <3

“So, you’re telling me,” Ravi starts in, all wide-eyed and giggly like he’s been given a secret he can’t wait to share, “that you’ve never kissed anyone under a mistletoe? Ever?”  Eddie shakes his head. “Nope,” he replies, shrugs, and adds a few extra spoonfuls of sugar to Buck’s coffee before sliding it his way. “Sorry, pal. It’s kind of hard to get in the Christmas spirit when it’s eighty degrees in December.”  “It gets colder than that,” Buck says, frowning. He pulls the stool out next to him, patting the seat as an invitation. “Texas?”  “Mhm.” Eddie sits next to Buck and leans back, sipping his coffee. “My parents never really bought into the overproduction of the holiday season, and Shannon and I couldn’t afford to buy decorations for the house we were renting. I wasn’t there most of the time, anyway.”  Shannon decorated as much as she could, borrowing things from her mother and Eddie’s abuelo. It was more for Christopher than her; she always preferred Halloween to Christmas, and Eddie only grew to enjoy the holidays when he was there to witness his son breaking into his presents for the first time after Shannon left.  After, putting up mistletoes was never a priority because he had nobody to kiss. Christopher learned to cut out snowflakes with construction paper and craft scissors, and Eddie hung dozens up all around the tiny house wherever his son pointed. Along with ten strands of multicolored lights and a cheap tree from a secondhand store, the house looked straight out of a Hallmark movie.  The Christmas before Shannon died—hilariously, the only Christmas the two of them spent together with their son—was more for her and Christopher than Eddie. Kissing Shannon under a mistletoe was the last thing on his mind.  “That’s sad, man.”  Eddie hums. “It’s fine. I didn’t missing out on anything special or formative.” He sprawls out, knocking his knee into Buck’s beneath the island to grab his attention. “Besides, aren’t mistletoes poisonous?” 

tagged by @daffi-990, @wikiangela, @eddiebabygirldiaz, @disasterbuckdiaz, @monsterrae1, and @exhuastedpigeon 🫶🏼

tagging @callmenewbie, @jeeyuns, @spagheddiediaz, @wildlife4life, @thewolvesof1998, @theotherbuckley, @watchyourbuck, @evanbegins, @try-set-me-on-fire, @devirnis, @fortheloveofbuddie, @giddyupbuck, @ladydorian05, and @loserdiaz if any of you wanna share today 💖

[loves2spwge]

💚 STANKYLE LOVE FOREVER AND EVER 💙

my stan & kyle commission <3

+ bonus natural colored hair

[lumiereandcogsworth]

okay so I was thinking about robselle (shocking) and how Giselle definitely grows her hair back out eventually, which leads to Robert waking up to a face full of messy curls. and then THAT got me thinking, both your blorbos have long(ish) hair. does belle ever wake up to adam's hair in her face ?? or vice versa? this is kinda just an excuse to talk about blorbos hair really

eeeee how fun!!! okay i will begin by linking this post because believe it or not i’ve actually made a whole thing about belle + hair headcanons. i don’t know what compelled me to do that that day but it’s a good one. BUT, we Must have more!!!

i think it’s absolutely possible that they’ve both woken up with face-fulls of the other’s hair. belle is usually the one that’s up in his space, more often than not, so it’s usually adam who wakes up in her hair.

i’ve written this into a fic (here) but i love belle braiding hair as a stim, and i think she makes little braids in adam’s hair a lot. like in how to train your dragon 2?? that scene near the beginning where he just has little braids in his hair from her?? yeah <3

another little thing is that she loves to do is mess up his hair when it’s wet after he’s bathed. like he’ll come out with a towel around his waist and he’s using another smaller towel to dry his hair and belle runs over and grabs the smaller towel out of his hands and she proceeds to mess it up a bunch so that when she pulls away, his hair is all flat in front of his face. and he’s like “are you done?” and she laughs and says “yes💖” and he flips his hair back and rolls his eyes

sometimes when she’s feeling extra pranky and she rips the towel from around his waist and runs away. but that’s for another time (although she kind of does something similar here lol)

anywayyy adam is very fussy about his hair, as you can imagine. he has a standing appointment like every other week to get it properly trimmed and set. he likes his barber because they don’t talk. it’s like ron swanson and his barber. NO WORDS. so adam finds the experience relaxing and kind of a respite from the stresses of life

he used to never have his hair down except for being in bed. like from the moment he woke up he would tie it back with something. but since being with belle he actually does have it down a bit more often. still always tied back for being in public, but if he has a day off and he’s just with his family, it MAY be down. if he’s feeling ~wild~

speaking of his family, all his kiddos absolutely love to put things in his hair. flowers, crowns, pins, ribbons, clips, you name it! it’s not his Favorite activity, but ugh, he just can’t say no to them 🤧

MOST importantly, and this is truly crucial, is that adam loooooves when belle plays with his hair. anything from braiding to stroking to massaging his scalp. it just knocks him OUT. one of his absolute HAPPY PLACES is laying on belle’s chest, eyes closed, and she’s either humming or rambling or reading aloud. and it’s just… bliss 🥹✨

belle loves the way that adam likes to stim with HER hair. if he’s not reaching for her hand to play with, he’s raising his hand to a strand of her hair and he’s twirling it while they speak. it’s SO cute and she has to be so inwardly fond about it. true tragedy is when belle’s hair is up in a bun, and her hands are full, so what is adam supposed to stim with!!!!!!!!!! (probably her earrings or just put a hand on her waist or he’ll insist on taking the things she’s holding so he can use his other hand to hold hers <3 he’ll find a way to be physically affectionate with his wife!!!!!)

as a last note, i think belle really loves when adam’s hair is messy in the morning. she just in general loves how he looks when he’s sleepy; tired eyes and grumpy face and messy hair, all wrapped in his robe and holding his morning tea. AGH he’s so cute!!

[taeraenini]

put your spotify repeat playlist on shuffle and post the first five songs that pop up and see which ones your mutuals think best represents you! 🎶

tagged by: @dazzlingkai and @yoohyeon (thank you! and sorry if anyone else tagged me and i forgot 🥲)

(there is a correct answer btw lol. and funny thing is that the 6th song that came up was dallas love field...)

tagging: @kimsuyeon @kunfetti @minkyutie @jungsungchan @tipannies @moonsua @leegahyun @isabelleadjani @sheawolfmp3

[crescentfool]

@catnatch drew whiffy the squiffy for me for artfight! thank you for drawing my girl she is the best 🥺💙

[milkbreadtoast]

me having entire conversations in the tags of posts w ppl by going "#prev ..." has the same vibe as me passing notes back and forth to someone in class that the entire class reads before the notes get there

edit: ...alternatively having convos w someone by like. writing a message on the blackboard or sidewalk and then checking later and someone else has added to it while i was away...

[whoblewboobear]

risk of a kiss (with no fear) - SUGARSTUDS - Big Brother (US TV) [Archive of Our Own]

Here's the ao3 fic!

Thank u anon and thank you as well to the anon that sent the link I love yall 😘

[seiwas]

eye emojis u 🎭 but for bkg LMAO

niku baby 🥹 thank you for sending!!! our bkg brainrot begins NOW 🤧🥺❣️

🎭 A headcanon about what they lie about

(this is all aged up!! when he’s pro and everything!!)

i think bkg lies about inconveniences a lot, or at least only gives half-truths of it 🥺 it’s hard to explain, like, he definitely isn’t afraid to speak his mind if something’s bothersome or a hassle, but i think when it comes to the things he wants to do for you despite that, he won’t really let you know the full scope of whatever it is he’s had to go through 🤧🥲

he clears up a saturday for you, no occasion, just that he hasn’t been able to spend a lot of time with you lately (and you really don’t expect him to—never have, knowing that the job’s busy and this is just what comes with it) but you wake up and he’s there, making you breakfast and you catch on when he stays longer to eat it with you too 🥺 when you ask him about it he just shrugs, tells you he wasn’t assigned anything today and that’s it 🤧

he doesn’t tell you the full truth that he had to switch around a few shifts, even had to agree to do more paperwork (that he really doesn’t prefer) for the next week if it meant someone could cover for him today 🥺

i see bakugo as really thoughtful, as in, the type to remember things you say in passing only to bring it up later on/show up with it in hand, but i don’t think he’d ever be showy about it 🥲 & deep down in his shoujo-manga-reading heart, i think he’s a romantic too 🤧

he also definitely does a lot of things for you without really wanting you to know, just because you like to tease him about how sweet he is 🥺 that he loves you like this 🥺 your laundry’s folded the next morning after leaving it in the machine the night before 🥺 and if you tell him about one favourite drink or food, your pantry’s always stocked full of it without you having to do it 🤧 he never admits to it when you ask him (even though it’s so obvious because who else would do it, if not him?) 😭

i also think he definitely lies about finishing that chocolate bar you always keep in the fridge 🍫 he teases you for having a sweet tooth, but your stash is depleting a lot faster than it normally does, so you’re sure he’s getting nibbles of it 😭 (it all started when he ran out of energy bars—got home after a run to find that the only thing he could replace it with was your dang chocolate bar 🤧 and he’s been hooked ever since) when you confront him about it, he straight up lies to your face 😭 almost gaslights you into believing that you’ve been eating more of it lately without you realising 🤧 (tbh… this is his toxic trait 😭)

also, he for sure lies to himself when he catches feelings for you, no matter how obvious it is 🤧 the period of in-denial is long for this one 😭

send me any of these emojis with any character you have in mind and i’ll answer!

[phosphophillight]

i saw one of your oc arts and please please tell me about them!!

(more specifically i saw the one you captioned "designed what remiel looked like as a kid today" and-- !!!!! the colors!!! the shading!!! it's amazing)

AHHH HELLO!!! THANK YOU SO MUCHH

I’ll do my best to explain it! I’d like to mention that the artwork isn’t actually a canon scene that happens and is moreso? symbolical 🤧 If that makes sense.

The characters name’s are Soleil (she uses any pronouns! In case me switching them gets confusing!) and Remiel, Remiel being the kid, obv.

I’ll have to go into my world building deets a lil so . apologies for that bc it’s usually kind of loaded😓

Soleil is something I call a guardian. A guardian is basically a piece of The Sky, a personification of sorts. The Sky is sort of like a god. In the very, detached, concept beyond your comprehension kind of way, that doesn’t communicate or really intervene as itself. Simply just. exist as the biggest thing, the thing everything else branches off from.

And Soleil, is one of many guardians. A guardian is the heart of a universe! They emerge in empty spaces within the ether, and fill it with a world that directly parallels their consciousness, their feelings etc.

Soleil is special in the way he interacts with everything around her. In a way she can hear all the faint melodies of everything that exists, including the sky itself! Which she actually kind of, hates! He thinks the sounds coming from The Sky are always very melancholic and upsetting. Therefore when Soleil finally gets to make their own world, a sort of veil appears, that hides The Sky away from her world, and “silences” the sounds.

Inherently, Soleil also shares the same melody with The Sky, as they are a part of it whether he likes it or not, but he refuses to acknowledge this. Drowning out their own sound, the sound of The Sky, with the sound of every living being on their world.

The world continues to thrive in this fashion, with Soleil existing as a distant observer to her creation for a loooong time until one day. A kid is born and this kid? Has the same melody as The Sky. This kid, is Remiel!

Remiel is a lot of things, I can say A LOT about his childhood, which I won’t get into right now as It’s not important to the context of the drawing. Main things that he is, that matters right now, is that he’s quite literally Soleil’s perception of The Sky, hidden deep somewhere in their subconscious, becoming a real physical tangible person in the world that emerged from their feelings!

This frustrates Soleil, they tried SO HARD to keep that sound out of the choir, to tune it out, to drown it out and now its back.

Okay so to sum it all up here. Soleil is created by The Sky, and is a piece of The Sky. Remiel is created by Soleil, but represents The Sky.

If, for simplicity’s sake I refer to The Sky as Soleil’s mom, to make the dynamic easier to understand, Soleil is Remiel’s “mom”, but Remiel is a literal representation of Soleil’s view of her own “mom” which Soleil hates, but despite this she’s also a lot like and shares many traits with her “mom”. And it’s just a big mess of, I’m your creator (mom), but you’re my creator, but we’re also similar, we are the same, but we’re not the same, you made me and I made you. And so forth.

Remiel doesn’t grow up to be the best person, that’s why I chose to draw him as a child. I think that’s especially when the interpretation of this dynamic as more familial hits hardest, because it could also be seen as directly reversing the dynamic, where Sol is a very old thing, as old as their universe quite literally, and Remiel is just a kid, about to hear a lot of things he wont like. ^_^

The more maternal interpretation also makes me upset /pos as Soleil’s issue is not really with Remiel or The Sky, but it’s with herself and her feeling stuck, unable to detach herself from their creator and it’s misery.

Sorry this is kinda messy n all over the place I hope I could get the main idea across at least😓 THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN! For the ask and the compliment :3 It means a lot!

[chuluoyi]

SORRY TO ASK-

But is your fushiguro series still going? It left me on the edge of my seat!!!!!!! IM ITCHING FOR MORE ITS NOT FUNNY 😭😭I LOVED IT SO MUCH THOUGH

I love your writings so much 💕💕💕💕💕‼️

(Where we are forced to date Naoya)

hello hello !! 🥹 aww asks about unholy matrimony always have a special place in my heart—and yes it is!!✨ now it’s up to chapter 12 and chapter 13 is going to be the last chapter!!

[fullscoreshenanigans]

HAPPY VALENTINES!!!!!! 👆little bug freaks

𝕆 𝕌 𝔾 ℍ 𝓢𝓚𝓡𝓤𝓝𝓚𝓛𝓘𝓔𝓢!!!!! LITTLE TINY BBY BUG SKRUNKLIES IN MATCHING PINK!!!! 💖🖤💞🧡💞🤍💖

[chryblossomjjk]

going to be writing all day today. am finding intrinsic values in writing again so the inevitable community label won’t kill my motivation again lol. tbh this piece is v much a fun personality piece lol like it legit just full of my type of humor n is full of anime references n yeah lol so im thinking it won’t be a long write like the weekend was!!! also i think u guys will love this jk. he is v relatable and endearing and different from the other jk’s. like he’s not dom n confident like imagine jk. he’s not free n charismatic like practice jk. he’s not cynical and parasitic like the weekend jk. he’s for everyone still struggling to find their footing in relationships, friendships, and just adulthood in general 🤧🥹🤧💗🥹🤧💗 love him dearly lol

[souvenir116]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers! Spread the self-love 💞

hi lotuss thank you 🥺❤️

1. Once I Pull This Trigger Off because its my baby... first newborn really. The reason I first started writing. because I wasnt like "Oh I'll write something but I need a topic" I was like "I will start writing because I need to turn this idea into reality and tbh. I dont think ill ever write better plots than this. this one had sm plots that and sm details that it hurt my head... but it was worth it. i also dont want to brag but I'm very proud of the scenario 🧚🏻‍♀️

2. vanilla carnations

its my safe place 🙂‍↕️ my most sweet fic (and canon kitty Charles!!)

3. In private

I LOVE neighbors flatmate aus etc and this one could have been written much more longer but I had fun jumping from one point to another. Charles learning his worth and Max taking care of him/ the complexity of Charles' dreams etc. wrote it for about 2 days and it was sm fun

4. dui

if only i could collect my thoughts on this lol. maybe had potential but i kinda wasted it w my irregular uploading but yeah anyways ❤️

5. cherry blossoms

just bcz i had to fill the list 🧚🏻‍♀️ we are still cold w this baby i think... yeah