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Tagged by @go-daniel and @daniel-dr3 (thank you, i love tag games! 💕)
last song: somewhere only we know from Keane. Im in some really nostalgic moods recently and that one just hits me in some way
currently watching: the tour the france series on netflix. Bc yep i love cycling and watching it and getting the perspectives from team leaders and more insight is just really interesting to me. Im impatiently awaiting the new season of The summer I turned pretty tho
currently reading: i’ve just finished Reckless by Elsie Silver the other day and i have to choose a new book to read. But i dont know how i will pick a new book bc those Elsie Silver books have me in a chokehold 🥵
latest obsession: hmmmm�� daniel is my 24/7 obsession but non daniel related maybe just like raspberries and strawberries since the season is upon us and oohhhhhh CHOCOLATE STRAWBERRIES 🤤🤤
Tagging @formationlapsz @yesloulou @ricciardo-is-thriving @goldenboyricciardo @mcl4r3n @formula-niall @formulahs @maxiel-jpg @accio-ricciardo (only if you want to and havent done it before! 💞)
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SYLUS "THE RELENTLESS CONQUEROR"
— Love & Deepspace (2023), dev. InFold [x]
#sylus#sylusedit#qin che#qincheedit#秦彻#love & deepspace#love&deepspaceedit#love and deepspace#loveanddeepspaceedit#恋与深空#gamingedit#dailygaming#tw: blood.#my gif.#this is probably so niche but it got me to gif so who cares#cynthia liking another silver haired and red eyed guy? no one is suprised#i will be back to astarion gifs shortly#i'm just following the inspiration at the moment#also yes i know there are a lot of particle glitches but i could not for the life of me fix it so pls ignore 😭#erin if you’re reading this i didn’t know if you wanted to be tagged in this so let me just say thank you for checking this beforehand 🤍
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✨🤍 some steddie softness for @thefreakandthehair's birthday, i hope it's the very best so far! 🤍✨(please please your day comes first, read this whenever you have time and space to breathe 🤍)
Eddie is not a religious man — far from it, actually. But there are a few things that make him believe in higher powers. In angels. In destiny and luck and a love so strong it could conquer everything.
This very moment is one of them.
Stevie, soft and sleepy beside him in the back of the car as Nancy is driving, the dim light of the passing street lamps painting his face in hues of gold like the light itself favours Steve Harrington, caressing his features with the softest of shadows.
He’s beautiful. Ethereal. Perfectly angelic with his eyes closed, his whole body turned towards Eddie in the warmth of the car.
It takes Eddie’s breath away, his heart taking up space where before there were his lungs and ribcage, growing in size until he feels like he is about to burst. And even then he keeps looking, staring at that pretty face that looks so at peace with the whole world right now. Eddie has never seen Steve like this, but now he understands why people start wars. Why people defy gods and death itself to be with their one true love. Why Orpheus looked back.
He understands. Because Steve, his Stevie, warm and safe and perfectly fine in the backseat of a car? That is everything. He doesn’t even need to kiss or touch so long as he just gets to look. And be. Oh, to be at the same time that Steve is.
That might just be life’s greatest gift to him.
A tiny sigh falls from Steve’s lips and Eddie really, really might be about to burst.
“Hey, angel,” he whispers, because moments like this aren’t made for anything but hushed words, their truths too heavy, too sincere for the world to hear and keep on spinning. He doesn’t need the world to spin as long as there is Steve.
“Hi,” Steve whispers back, his eyes still closed but the smile lighting up, luring Eddie in like he is but a moth drawn to the flame.
Eddie leans in and rests his forehead against Steve’s, his hand coming up to cradle a light-kissed cheek. Steve leans into it, following Eddie’s hand like maybe they are twin stars pulling each other closer until there will be an explosion of light and creation. Steve nuzzles against his palm and leans further into Eddie’s body until they share the same breath — but still it’s not enough.
Eddie wants to say so many things now that their hands are entangled, their soft exhales mixing. But after a while he notices that Steve is humming before gently singing along to the song coming quietly from the speakers.
“Take it easy with me, please. Touch me gently like a summer evening breeze. Take your time, make it slow. Andante, Andante. Just let the feeling grow.”
Eddie knows the song, recognises it instantly, and his breath gets stuck in his throat once more. Because he has a secret. He loves it. He has imagined for the longest time that one day, someone would make it his song. Sing it for him, to him.
He’s never told anyone because he has a reputation to uphold and more than enough metal music to listen to, but of course Steve wouldn’t care about his secrets being secret, and just oh so casually make his deepest, most private of dreams come true.
He’s an angel, that one. A hero. Myths and fairy tales should be woven around that heart of his, folklore speaking of his name until history itself wouldn’t dare to forget. No one can convince Eddie otherwise. Not in that moment, not with Steve singing so quietly, so gently, so adoringly.
I think I love you. I think I can’t ever stop, not when I’ve seen you like this. Not when you’ve just shown me what life can be about, what it should be about. Gods, I love you and love you and love you.
That’s what he wants to say.
But all that comes out is a marvelled, “Shit, Stevie.”
It has the desired effect of a huffed breath, an even wider smile, and Steve cuddling further into Eddie’s side, eyes still closed. Eddie brushes a kiss to Steve’s forehead and feels like maybe his love can make it into the fairy tale, too.
It will. Oh, it will, when Steve finally lifts his head from Eddie’s shoulder and looks at him through hooded eyes, all soft and sleepy and safe. A moment passes like this and Eddie can’t breathe, maybe he can never breathe again — but it only lasts until Steve slowly, so very slowly begins to lean in to claim Eddie’s lips with a kiss so gentle it could bring him back from the dead.
Eddie kisses Steve back just as slowly, because in moments like this there is no rush, no hurry. There’s only them, there’s only this. Only a kiss until there is another.
And with Steve, there is always another.
Nancy smiles as she is taking the long way to Steve’s house, rounding Loch Nora twice because she knows how comfy Steve gets in cars at night when he doesn’t have to drive and there is soft music playing.
Eddie kisses her goodbye on the forehead, fully aware of what she’s done. He doesn't tell her about the sun and the myths and all the wars he would start for Steve.
Nights like this are not meant for telling anyone about them. They can hardly be believed as it is. They can only be lived, hand in loving hand.
#steddie fic#steddie#eddie x steve#steve x eddie#dio words#hi lex happy birthday i hope you like this bit of incoherent softness i hope you like the sleepy feeling in the back of a car at night#when all the lights go whoosh you know?? with some music? idkidk but writing this was fun anyway :D#also because sincerity is for tumblr tags let me just say thanks again for being in my dms sometimes and listening to my whumpy rambles#here you have some fluff to make up for it :D no but seriously you deserve nice things so i'm happy to see you getting some today 🤍
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cheytermelon's 2024 top 10~
i love this trend heheh 💖
tagged by @jiwoonhyung @jeonghanic @caspleosvt @chwedout @honeydewtual and @yutaslaugh on my main blog here (thank you! ✨)
also tagged by @bamgeut @jinjjayo on my multi blog and @seonghwacore @rlvaille on my seonghwa blog (thank you guys too i hope you don't mind i'm just gonna put everything here 😭💖)
rules: go here to see your top 10 posts of 2024, share them and tag others ✨
1️⃣ soonhoonsol - jxw :: last night (825 notes) 1️⃣ hwanwooyoung - wooyoung face card <33 (1,912 notes) ✨ 1️⃣ hwatermelon - two pretty hockey players (1,170 notes)
2️⃣ soonhoonsol - fav wonwoo photoshoot (764 notes) 2️⃣ hwanwooyoung - mingi crazy form ending fairy (989 notes) 2️⃣ hwatermelon - mma 2024 'iomt' performance (1,011 notes) ✨
3️⃣ soonhoonsol - svt out of context: musical heirs #1 (618 notes) 3️⃣ hwanwooyoung - wooyoung // 'hush hush' mv (829 notes) 3️⃣ hwatermelon - drive me crazy, why don't you? (928 notes) ✨
4️⃣ soonhoonsol - svt out of context: going rangers #1 (605 notes) 4️⃣ hwanwooyoung - 240604 'work' wooyoung (639 notes) 4️⃣ hwatermelon - seonghwa // 'hush hush' mv (871 notes) ✨
5️⃣ soonhoonsol - coquette jeonghan (520 notes) 5️⃣ hwanwooyoung - drummer wooyoung (636 notes) 5️⃣ hwatermelon - seonghwa's impersonating himself (826 notes) ✨
6️⃣ soonhoonsol - svt out of context: going rangers #2 (518 notes) 6️⃣ hwanwooyoung - 240516 'maestro' jeonghan (604 notes) 6️⃣ hwatermelon - 240531 'empty box' seonghwa (803 notes) ✨
7️⃣ soonhoonsol - hoshi // 'spell' mv (514 notes) 7️⃣ hwanwooyoung - mma 2024 'iomt' mingi (595 notes) 7️⃣ hwatermelon - ponytail seonghwa (792 notes) ✨
8️⃣ soonhoonsol - cutie patootie wonu (501 notes) 8️⃣ hwanwooyoung - 231202 'crazy form' hongjoong (552 notes) 8️⃣ hwatermelon - guitarist seonghwa (784 notes) ✨
9️⃣ soonhoonsol - 240516 'maestro' wonwoo (484 notes) 9️⃣ hwanwooyoung - 240531 'work' wooyoung (509 notes) 9️⃣ hwatermelon - he's literally just standing there (776 notes) ✨
🔟 soonhoonsol - i also want to know what's so funny (404 notes) 🔟 hwanwooyoung - girl dad wooyoung (466 notes) 🔟 hwatermelon - soccer bf seonghwa (731 notes) ✨
okie we done <3
tagging to do this: @hongtonie @soobinies @hoshingi @96z @featdino 💖💖💖 (if you already did this pls lmk!!)
#tagged#hwatermelon sweep i'm crying 🤣#top post overall is wooyoung ofc very on brand#but the way this main blog can't even compare to the other two i am crying i should make more svt content#i'm also sorry this is so long... i apologize#hi anna!! 🎅🏼#hi dante!! ⭐️#hi cas!! 🌸#hi mary!! 🩷#hi rhi!! 🍠#hi resa!! 🥐#hi calli!! 🤍#hi rowan!! 🕶️#hi ann!! 😇#hi lucie!! ⚡️#thank you all of you for tagging me i really appreciate it 💖💖💖
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Make Me Write
I was tagged by the wonderful @softest-punk & @krankittoeleven Thank you for thinking of me 🤍
The name of the game: Post your current WIPs with an emoji, people can then send you an ask with the emoji and ask for a fresh snippet!
OK - I’m restricting myself to what I have sitting in Ellipsus which I’m slowly chipping away at. I wish this was a sum total of my WIPs but alas! I will get to writing over the next week or so if anyone wants to make a request 😊
🌲 The House in the Plane Tree Grove - An AC Odyssey fanfic, Alexidas. Borne of the desire to write these two together without all the stress and grief of the Good Spartan - and, again, just vibing with these characters. Also, an opportunity to write about Sparta before I forget everything.
💔 By His Hand - An AC Odyssey fanfic, the second half of one part of the Thalexios saga (there’s a mouthful). They’re fighting about Alexios’ past again, this time about what Brasidas did or didn’t mean to Alexios.
🏺 The Silver Ploughshare - An extension of the Good Spartan, filling in gaps during the years 428-7 and the complicated events after the death of Arkhidamos with greater historical focus than I was originally willing to grapple with.
🌝 Crushing Hard - I guess I’m admitting to writing this non-RPF mcyt fic after all (it’s published anonymously). It’s Smallidarity focussed, a kind of fragmented, non linear, mutual-pining collection of scenes.
☀️ Time - original contemporary fiction, about err…well. Time being a flat circle, grief, the fading away of a town and the past - and such. Thus far also intentionally non linear and fragmented.
❄️ What Songs Were Left - original historical fiction, Roman. About family secrets and leaving the things one has always known behind, starting over etc.
🌊 The Hand of Fortuna (remix) - original historical fiction, Roman. Overhauling the published book of the same name to actually focus on the characters instead of the plot. The title will change. It’s really about disintegration and re-integration within a family. Will the Centre Hold type stuff. Also just vibing with my OCs :)
Tagging with no pressure at all @aeide @ainulindaelynn @findusinaweek @theinkandthesea @soronya @merelyafigment @ghostlycircaea @asneakyobserver @aro-pancake-writes
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thank you cat @girljeremystrong for the tag because this is the cutest thing ever 🥹
come decorate my tree !
tagging literally everyone who i’ve enjoyed seeing on my dash this year! i think everyone should make a tree actually!
@ef-1 @kneelander @dewisnation @atreebreathing @eastoncowan @j-ustkeepgliding @19960525 @583416 @mmarnerz @shoot-the-puck @shaysucksatlife @mattyhatty @malewag @mattynmarns @ahxena @austronauts @bitchell-marner @butchmarner @cujoforever @donttelltheelff @fouraloe @gianniisantetokounmpo @glovehearts @grittysleftnut @glitterandsummerdaze @handandglove @hockeyburner @hamiltonsf1 @kucherovv @marnerism @mitchmrner @mitchyohara @nylwnder @pokedcheck @schecoperez @sergeifyodorov @significant-narratives @tiger-balm @tacoskittles @tufzy @veryknies @wqller & anybody else that sees this!
#this is SO CUTE CAT ILY THANK U FOR TAGGING ME#i hope i got everyone if i didn’t you can come yell at me for being a horrible person#🩷🤍🩷
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🌟 GIF MAKERS YEAR IN REVIEW 2024 🌟
tagged by @uhhrellys (thank you ily !!!!! 🤍)
RULES: pick 8 (or more!) of your favourite gifsets of 2024 and then pick 8 (or more) gifsets of someone else’s from 2024!
getting back into making gifs this year has been so much fun and there are a few gifsets of mine that i adore but here are my top 8:
daybreakers gifset
cabin in the woods gifset
final destination gifset
knives out gifset
quinni + amerie + darren gifset
talk to me gifset
chicken run gifset
pride and prejudice and zombies gifset
some of my favourite gifsets of the year from others (in no particular order):
robert sean leonard in married to it by @queenofthekings
dead on arrival by fob — buddie by @girldadbuckley
corner of the sky by ben platt — evan buckley by @aaronstveit
the good place — michael and janet by @benoitblanc
series appreciation: orphan black by @userhalsey
dan and phil and tiny horse by @ncutii-gatwa
mary elizabeth winstead in final destination 3 by @swkywalker
this is the last moment of my life — eddie diaz by @uhhrellys
horror comedy movies: happy death day by @queenofthekings
spooky musicals — the nightmare before christmas by @vinnymauro
sabrina carpenter's tours through the years by @shortnsweetgf
amanda lehan canto by @uhhrellys
damien hass by @miwtual
eddie diaz in 9-1-1 — portrayed by ryan guzman by @daisyjohnsn
there are so many more i could list but i am going to stop so this post isn't really long lmaooo
tagging: @queenofthekings @aaronstveit @benoitblanc @girldadbuckley @vinnymauro @shortnsweetgf @ncutii-gatwa @miwtual @swkywalker @daisyjohnsn @userhalsey (no pressure as alwaysss <3333)
#thank you so so much for tagging me 🥺🥺🤍🤍#you are all so fucking talented !!!!!#tag game#about me#text
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my top 10 posts of 2024! (get yours here!)
i was tagged by @jeonghanic, @fairyhaos and @chwedout to do this! thank you so much for tagging me you guys💞💝💖 it's been over a year since i've been a part of caratblr and i've had so much fun being here🥰 i love this little corner of the internet where i get to be totally in love with 13 silly boys hehe😔🤍thank you for being here and being so kind and lovely~ i'd like to tag @facethesuns, @vcrnons, @jeonwon-wonwoo and @seoksoonwoo (no pressure ofc!) to do this if you haven't already!
1. maestro fancam that shook lives (mine).
2. cutie that stole hearts with a wink
3. seungcherry moments that live rent free in my mind
4. nana wonwoo that broke the internet
5. fluffy long hair wonwoo...save me
6. clingy maknae with his leader hyung
7. hearthrob mingyu for lalali
8. songs that don't fit hhu unit
9. jeon 'meme' wonwoo
10. action hero wonwoo for maestro mv
#tagged#mentioned#mutuals🤍#thank you so much for tagging me!!!#this blog has been a source of my joy this year <33#i enjoyed looking at my progress :((#also i've giffed so much this year how insane!!#🌟
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piccrew challenge tagged by @chanrizard 🤍
i'm tagging (with no pressure) @astralis-is-typing @that-crazy-five-foot-two-chick @gemini-trash @brandnew-daisy and whoever else wants to do it !!!! no pressure obviously 😌
#tag game#would tag this as face but this was the most i could get her to look like me#its semi accurate!#thanks for tagging me Sa!!! 🤍🤍
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i was tagged by @lostintheparsec (hiiiii thank you so much 🥺) to post 5 songs from my on repeat playlist to let u pick your favorite :33
no pressure tags: @mayfriend @officialkendallroy @lolastones @furiousfinnstan @tenderhaunted @biwindblade @ambergreyowl @whoevenknowsdude @ibuprofengirl @waterloggeddaughter and anyone else who wants to do this 🖤
#gadanie żaby#tag game#i've been going thru the spectrum of human emotions every day for like 2 months now and my on repeat playlist is the proof tbh#once again thank you for tagging me you're so sweet 🩷#btw i'm shy about tagging ppl so that last sentence is extremely true if you want to do this just imagine your url amongst the @s 🤍
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i really hope this doesn't come across as weird, but i spent the last two days, i think? going though your meta tags and i found myself saying "i Need to study your brain under a microscope" out loud like twice. i'm genuinely fascinated by your thoughts and i hope you know you have the only valid opinions about rosekiller (together, but also as individuals) ever
rosekiller thesis to me
#a#thank you anon!! this is too kind 😭🤍... my meta tags are so beloved to me i am glad at least one person is reading them#they take turns being scared because barty continuously horrifies & terrifies evan (sexually) but evan scares barty with his bug eyes
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I'm on bluesky too now friends!! 💙☁️
So far it's the social media account I'm the most active on! I've been slowly reposting my art, talking about my life and my art ideas (and I've opened commissions there too if you guys are interested)
No pressure though 🫶 thank you all for already following me here on tumblr!!
Hope you guys have a lovely day! 💐🤍
#bluesky#i don't think I say thank you enough on tumblr#I can't always read everything but sometimes I see your tags and messages and ahh you are just so nice and sweet#thank you so much for following me and liking my art#I'm never ever taking this for granted!!! I hope you know this!!! 😭🤍
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part 1 | part 2 | part 3 (these make one big story, you won't understand this part without the others)
day 04: here come the tears
a/n: the people have requested a surprise eddie pov and i have decided to pull a eurovision and ignore the public vote, just a little bit. but you get a tiny eddie pov, as a treat 🤍
Steve is crying. It's 1:07 a.m. and Steve is crying. And there is nothing Eddie can do about it as he's lying in bed, his heart breaking further with every passing second that they lie there in silence, quiet sniffles carrying over the phone.
Steve is crying and Eddie is breaking. Steve is not talking to him and Eddie is breaking. Steve is not okay, and neither is Eddie. They're both breaking.
And Eddie doesn't know what to do about it, how to fix it. How to make it better. How to tell Steve that he misses him, how to ask him to talk to him, how to keep him. To stop him from slipping through his fingers further and further until all there is is silence.
"You know," his mind wanders back to years ago, his heart cracking at the memory. "I had the biggest crush on him for the longest time. Forever, really."
He remembers the way Steve's eyebrows shot up, his eyes round with... shock? Surprise? Or maybe something bad?
"Oh?"
"Yeah," Eddie had chuckled, fiddling with the straw in his drink to give his hands something to do. "Remember that kiss?" Steve nodded. "Well." Another chuckle, awkward this time, and possibly too revealing.
Steve grinned at him, a self satisfied smirk that wavers just a little. "So you're saying you did fall madly in love with me, Munson?"
Eddie's breath had hitched a little because Steve remembered those words so perfectly that had since doomed Eddie completely. But he covered it up with a laugh so easily, he was sure Steve didn't notice.
"Maybe," he grinned. "But eh, that's in the past."
It wasn't a lie; not really. But wasn't the truth either.
The truth was that Eddie had moved on. The truth was that it's the kind of crush that was never really a crush. The kind that is a Forever more than anything else.
The kind that will always be there, a flame burning inside my chest that carries your name and keeps it alive, keeps me warm. The kind of flame that will always be ready to become a bonfire again. Just say the word, Stevie. It's written in the universe. Say the word and I'll be yours.
"Good," Steve said after a while, and Eddie remembers frowning, remembers that he wanted to ask what that tone was, what Steve was thinking. If he was worried or disgusted or felt betrayed that Eddie's been so hopelessly and helplessly in love with him.
But all he said was, "Yeah. Remember Chrissy? We're kinda official now."
And Eddie had known then just as he does now, that he'll be a happy man with Chrissy. She's his best friend, a sunshine on bleak days. She's no Steve, but she makes him happy. He had to move on from Steve – to try – and allow himself his own kind of happiness. He'd never expected to find it with Chrissy, but he loves her so much. He's grown to love her in the past years – not the movie kind of love, not the all-encompassing Steve kind of love, because that flame inside his chest can still only carry one name.
But life is not a movie. And love is not always a fire. But he's still warm, still content, still happy. And so is Chrissy. She knows about his flame, says she understands. Eddie thinks he has one of her own, but he never asked; just held her that night, creating more of that silent happiness.
…Is he happy? Lying in bed, listening to Steve's quiet breaths that are barely audible over the phone, remembering the kiss, the confession, the Forever that he tried to move on from, he wonders what he's doing. Wonders if that contentment is worthwhile if it somehow lead him to losing Steve.
Did he miss something? Did he fuck up without realising?
He can't ask; Steve won't talk.
All he can do is lie there and feel that flame that still carries Steve's name after ten, eleven, twelve years scorching his insides.
All he can do is wonder if the whispered, "Good night, Stevie. I miss you," is some kind of goodbye. All he can do is lie awake all night and wonder where they started losing each other.
~*~
Missing Eddie is worse than loving him. Missing Eddie makes it feel like all the heartbreak songs are written for Steve and his pain that will persist.
It’s been three months since the engagement party, and the sharp, biting heartache that cut into his lungs every time Steve tried to take a deep breath has dulled now, turned into a constant ache, an emptiness, the sorrowful traces of where an I love you turned into an I miss you.
He’s barely talking to Eddie anymore, and with every passing day he just misses him more.
Steve types the words I miss you over and over and over again, but never hits send. Just stares at them, wondering if Eddie knows. Wondering if he’s doing the right thing. He isn’t. There is no right thing. Nothing is right. Not without Eddie.
He scrolls up in their chat, past Eddie’s questions if he’s okay, past his very own I miss yous, up and up and up to the strings of hearts, to the inside jokes, to the gentle teasing, to the You’re my favourite persons, to the happiness and joy and good, good times.
He scrolls and scrolls until his phone vibrates and tells him there’s a new message in the chat. Steve frowns, his hollow heart racing as he scrolls down again to see Eddie’s new message.
Eddie Munson: — Can I come over?
Steve frowns.
— why? are you okay?
Eddie Munson: — No. — Nothing is okay. You’re gone and you’re not talking to me and I miss you and I’m losing you and I don’t know why — I dont know anything. — I just wanna know, wanna talk, wanna understand — I wanna fix this. I fucked up, I think, and I wanna make it better. — I need to talk to you — Please. Please can I come over
Steve swallows hard, as he reads the incoming messages over and over again, watching the little bubble that says Eddie’s typing still. Watching as it disappears and reappears, reading until his eyes begin to sting and his vision is blurred with tears for the first time this week.
Letting them fall as he types,
— no. please dont
Eddie doesn’t reply to that, and Steve breathes out long and hard, throwing his phone to the side, not caring where it lands on the couch as he slumps over to the other side, turning up the music even louder.
Oh, can you tell I haven’s slept very well Since the last time that we spoke. I said, ‘Please understand I’ve been drinking again And all I do is hope.’
It consumes him, this song and the way it was written for him. The way it was written about him. Because he has no right to ask Eddie to stay. He’s the one who’s leaving. He’s the one not telling Eddie what is wrong, why he’s pulling back so suddenly.
I’m not strong enough for the both of us. What was I supposed to do, You know I love you. Please, stay.
Please stay. Please, please, please stay. It’s about him. It’s about Eddie. About them.
And Steve listens to it over and over again, not caring that his neighbours will know it by heart by know, will be so tired of him wallowing for weeks and months, and will come knocking soon. He doesn’t care, not when Mayday Parade are singing, All the love’s still there, I just don’t know what to do with it now.
He types that into Eddie’s chat. Doesn’t hit send. Sends it to Robin instead, and gets a shaking hands emoji in return. It makes him smile as he re-starts the song.
~*~
That night, he wakes around 2 a.m. to a missed call an hour ago and one new message on his mailbox. He lifts his phone to his ear with shaking hands and bated breath, a pit opening in his stomach when he hears the Judas Priest song that’s been in his Sad Eddie playlist since the beginning.
His heart cracks open when he hears Eddie’s sniffle, a heavy sigh, and another sniffle, followed by a little, Fuck.
“Stevie? I’m… You don’t get to do this. You don’t get to just— to just disappear. To slip through my fucking fingers, or float away like a— a dream, when you wake up, and you wanna go back to sleep because it was a good dream, and you— I don’t wan’ you to be a good dream Steve. You’re like… Fuck, man!”
Eddie’s voice is breaking, and so is Steve’s heart as his hand begins to tremble and he sits up in bed, closing his eyes, squeezing them shut because he doesn’t want to see the world as Eddie’s rambling at him.
“I miss you. I miss you so much, and I don’t understand what’s happening. I don’t… I don’t wanna miss you. How do I get you back, Stevie? Please just… God, please just talk to me. I’d do anything for you, you know that. Just tell me, just say the word. Just… Just say the word, please.”
There’s silence after that, only Judas Priest’s Here come the tears over and over as the song is ending. Steve is crying as he listens to Eddie’s silence.
“Just. Just… Please, Stevie.”
The call ends then, the line cutting to the staticky voice instructing him to save or delete the message. Steve saves it. He doesn’t know why.
He also doesn’t know why he’s scrolling through his contacts with trembling hands and hits Call when he reaches Eddie.
The call doesn’t even get to the second ring before it’s picked up already.
“Stevie?” Eddie sounds breathless, wild, and just a little hoarse. Like he was still crying.
“Hi,” he says lamely, still shaking, a little breathless himself, and with absolutely no idea what he should say.
“I’m… Hi.”
Silence falls, and Steve wipes at his eyes. He’s still in bed, just sitting there with his phone pressed to his ear, and the ball that’s coiled inside him is growing larger and larger with each passing second that he doesn’t say Sorry, that he doesn’t say I miss you, too. That he doesn’t say I love you.
“Can I come in?”
He blinks, the question throwing him off his thought spiral. “Huh?”
“I’m sort of… outside your building right now.”
Why, he wants to ask. No, he wants to say. You’re gonna see, you’re gonna know, you’re gonna hate me forever.
“Okay,” he breathes and climbs out of bed, blanket around his shoulders despite the summer heat, because suddenly he’s freezing. He buzzes Eddie in, listens to him on the phone as he walks up the stairs, neither of them thinking of hanging up, and opens his doors with shaking, trembling hands.
tagging: @sexymothmanincarnate @mcneen @livsters @eddiemunchondeeznuts @abstractnaturaldisaster @steddie-as-they-go @hyperfixationgoddess @goodolefashionedloverboi @stxrcrossed186 @imzadidragonfly @eddiemunsonswife @bidisastersworld @ghost-ly-s @romanticdestruction @walkingaftermidnight07 @anaibis @rainydays35 @mightbeasleep @sunfloweringstories @korixae @tuesdaycats @totoroinatardis @ilovebookshowboutyou @musical-theatre-gay @theluckyalien @copingmechanizm @srra @changelingbaby @sassygoop @obsessivelyme @r0binscript (sorry if i missed anyone just give me a shout if i did <3)and thanks to everyone who said nice things about this 🤍🌷
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#steddie fic#steddie#steddieweek2023#steddie week fic#steve harrington whump#eddie munson whump#dio words#hi uhm. please nobody be mean to eddie for moving on or think he's emotionally two-timing chrissy i swear i'll try to make it make sense#but moving on is good and healthy pls don't give him shit for it <3 sometimes in life that's what happens#also thank you all for being so nice to me legit all your comments and tags keep me going 🥺😭🤍🌷 thank yous
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dear everyone,
a while ago, i hit 1.5k followers on this blog.... i didn't want to get too sappy but i really wanted to write something, so:
the fact that over one and a half thousand individuals follow me is truly insane and too much for my little brain to grasp. i want you to know that i'm so extremely thankful for each and every single one of you and this makes me so so so happy. this is way more than i ever had expected when creating this blog.
i made this account back in june purely for my own enjoyment; i created it mainly because i was disappointed in myself for having stopped writing, since writing has been such a big part of my life since forever. ever since i stopped writing about kpop, i had barely written anything at all... i made this account just for fun with no pressure and no expectations, and before i knew it, this blog turned into something so special for me. the blog, all of the people i've met through it and all of the moments we've shared, all mean the world to me.
honestly, i'm not sure what i would do right now if i didn't have this blog and this community. these last few months have been pretty rough for me, but i've always been able to come back on here and gain a smile or some laughter. you've all helped me so much, even if unintentionally – every single interaction helps me push forward. i'm eternally grateful for every single like, comment, reblog and ask i've received on here, and your kind words really do mean the world to me. i don't know where i would be without you.
i hit 1k a while ago but didn't celebrate it properly, so i decided to make an 1k/1.5k-celly that i will be releasing soon (when i have more time to actually write)(hopefully at the start of december). please stay tuned!
and once again, from the bottom of my heart, thank you all so so so much. you truly are the best. 🧡🧡
#i never got near this much support on my old blogs (or wattpad accounts for that matter)#my most liked fic on my kpop blog had a little over 300 likes#and now my most liked fic here has over 3k notes#its all so insane to me#i'm so incredibly thankful for this community#i truly do not know how i would've stayed sane if i didnt have you all and this all#the support and sweet words i've been receiving is so so kind and i'm so so thankful#i read through every reblog & comment & ask i get and they make always me feel so warm#i get so giggly and kick my feet even at someone writing like “this was alright” in the tags of a reblog#i have a photo album saved for my fave tags & comments for when i feel down :((( gives me so much happiness#i love every person who's ever even shot a glance at my blog#hope everyone has a wonderful day 🤍🤍#thank you again!!!! from the bottom of my heart
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tag game: tagged by @1stlove !! thank you for tagging me, I hope you're doing good love 🩷
last song: a kind thing to do by cavetown ft. vic fuentes (currently on repeat, I'm obsessed with every cavetown song i've heard so far 🍃)
favorite color: lavender and olive green 💜
last book: the new percy jackson book, wrath of the triple goddess (my favorite series ever i will always eat up a pjo book!! also I really loved this book and that it took on a bit more of an emotional tone)
last movie: hmmm i rarely watch movies tbh but i think it was the incredibles, I did a rewatch of it not too long ago it’s a classic!!
last tv show: percy jackson!! (no surprise there lol, also going to rewatch it again soon because i miss it 🥹💙) and i rewatched season three of heartstopper around the same time too!!
sweet/spicy/savory: savory!! i like spicy too, and sweets when im craving them but i always need something savory afterwards
relationship status: singleee
last thing I searched: hot topic site to get some christmas shopping done
current obsession: ofc percy jackson (show and books, have loved it since i was twelve and my obsession has recently come back full force thanks to the show lol), also just reading in general is always an obsession for me. music wise: jin's new music especially heart on the window and falling, cavetown like i mentioned above, my favorite pop punk songs from middle school again esp fall out boy songs, and i'm not even religious but christmas music lol, special shoutout to michael buble 🤍
looking forward to: ... percy jackson season two coming 2025 😌 (i looove sea of monsters, it's such a fun book with really great emotional scenes and some of my favorite scenes from the entire series so i am veeeery excited for season two!!) 🩵
tagging: @jinstronaut , @rapmooni , @gukkiee , @yooboobies , and anyone else who wants to!!
#thank you so much for tagging me I love reading through these!! 🤍#also to everyone I tagged I hope you don’t mind and please don’t feel pressured!! I hope you’re all doing well 💞#mine#as you can see the percy jackson brianrot is in full force but I barely have anyone to talk to about in irl so I need to get it out somehow!
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Tagged by @ronandreams . Finally got to this 50 days later! Thanks for the tag, Chance 🤍
Rules: list your five all time favorite films and have people vote on which one matches your vibe
Kind of an eclectic mix lol
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