#thanks for asking lovie!

[anto-pops]

am i... a slut... because my self respect disappeares when you post your writing and im always left craving the touch of a man and it scares me sometimes. real talk though thank you for always keeping us well fed smut mother your verbage and literary genius is forever appreciated <3

Test results are in and I have great bad news

[mintytealfox]

UGHHHHH OMG i was listening to this song earlier (its in tagalog) and I couldn't stop thinking of nortalice during this line

"When I'm with you,

I don't know what to do

To turn away or to gaze

at your beauty?"

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY AAA maybe the brainrot is real. (Song is dulo ng hangganan btw which means "the end of time")

GASP OH MYY GOODNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

😭😭🙏

Gosh the image of them both thinking that towards the other ;; Seeing the other in their element and the one watching is just: "wow"

(why-is-this-the-best-I-could-find-oh-my-gosh-searching-for-gifs-on-tumblr-is-so-hard-why-this-works-though-heh)

[depravedangelbaby]

HI ANGEL!! ILY!! 💖💖💖

For the ask game:

10. What is the hottest thing someone has ever done with you in bed? 

13. Have you ever had your own underwear in your mouth? Have you ever had someone else’s underwear in your mouth? Has your underwear ever been in someone else’s mouth?

31. What’s something that turns you on, but you’re a bit embarrassed by?

80. Do you have any recurring fantasies you keep coming back to? Do you think they’ll ever happen?

hiii babe, ilyyyyy 🩷🩵🩷

10. ngl.. it's gotta be the dad telling me he's gonna get me pregnant while holding me down, choking me, n cumming in me 😵‍💫🥴 (shoutout to vasectomies <3)

13. answered here :)

80. always always have cnc/rape fantasies 😵‍💫 ideally it'll happen soon.. but uhhhh.. yeah 🫠

[jamietarttsnorthernattitude]

4, 29, 42?

Thank you my lovely friend <3

4. what is the plot bunny you’ve been carrying for the longest? optional bonus question: do you ever wonder why you haven’t written it yet and experience deep existential dread?

Oh this is tough. I somewhat mentioned it to you last night but I think a lot about season 1 Roy telling Jamie his right foot was kissed by God and it makes him question his faith (ignoring Jamie’s hard work etc) and then in the finale telling Jamie actually he is out to get him. I think about Jamie getting hurt sometime after either of these incidents and Roy feeling guilty and then the added angst of Jamie essentially throwing Roy’s words back at him. And why yes it does fill me with existential dread thanks for asking :)

29. give us a spoiler for one of your stories.

“I shouldn’t have said that to Keeley,” Jamie stared at Rebecca intently. “Aren’t you gonna tell me that? Call me a prick for doing that when she’s with Roy?”

“I don’t think I have any moral ground to stand on here, Jamie,” she said, taking a sip from the freshly opened wine bottle.

“Because you broke up with Sam?”

Rebecca spit the wine out over herself.

42. describe the aesthetic of a story in 5 words.

confusion, isolation, fear, wanting, pain

[mxltifxnd0m]

imagine sam being a hypervigilant parent when his kids start using the internet bc when he was like 12 he used to go in chat rooms and play games with other people (who he supposed to be his age ofc bc he’s smart) and he met someone who he thought was a rlly pretty girl who understood him and was totally hot wanted to meet him and they were in the same area but they never ended up meeting bc he left town on the day it was all supposed to go down (he begged john to stay but john is a cunt so he was like “naur”) and like a few days or weeks later (however long it’d take to forget it) there’s a news report on a child trafficking ring that’d got busted and if they showed the photo they used to try catfish ppl sam would be like “shit” in his head and he never talked to anyone about it because he thought ppl would see him as stupid.

anyways cut forward to now and ur like proper confused as to why he’s so hypervigilant like “urm why r u such a helicopter parent around the kids” obvs you’d be protective too but he’s a different breed

also side note he kept them off the internet until like they started middle school and even then he was reluctant, if he had the full say he wouldn’t have allowed them on the internet until high school

yeah then he tries to keep it from u bc he’s scared you’ll see him as less masculine and more stupid so you two drift until it kinda turns into a big(ish) argument but eventually in bed after the kids have gone to sleep u ask him and play with his hair and he breaks down and tells you everything and how he still thinks about it to this day and you just comfort him as he holds you suffocatingly tight, like veins are visible he’s using that much force and his biceps are flexed and his boob is twitching like in that one scene in s1 where he’s shirtless fresh out the shower (i heard it’s a nervous twitch idk) but yeah and you just make him feel loved and comforted through and through

then when the kids are old enough for the story to be comprehensible to them he tells them and they understand and make sure they’re careful (obvs there’s still gonna be arguments bc they’re teenagers but ygm)

-💽

oh god this is going to break my heart T_T but i could believe this happening to sam because he probs would have unrestricted internet access when he had the chance to be on a computer in the local library so he would be playing games and going on chat rooms. but lets not forget that his boy is 12 and doesn't exactly know the rules of the internet since they weren't well established at the time.

but yeah i think he would have a negative outlook and berate himself for being naive and so trusting of people on the internet and it puts him off of chat rooms and any kind of social media. and im of the mindset that he wouldnt be a fan of dating apps because we all know the catfish rate on those loll

ooh yeah he would be so anal about having screen time for your kids and limits them and has parental control on all of his kids devices and checks it constantly for what your kids are doing and you figured that this was just for his peace of mind but you thought it was a bit excessive but you let it happen. but yeah i agree the fact he'd try to keep them off of the internet as long as possible but his kids are smart and are able to work around it (they just go to you if they need help with it and what not) but he knows its inevitable that his kids need to use it for school and what not.

ooh i could see this becoming a big argument because he might become really overbearing with his kids and being paranoid about who's out there on the internet and he's kept this to himself for so long (he hasn't even told dean about this) and when you do argue about it, he eventually blows up and admits to what almost happened to him when he was younger and you let him talk it out and comfort him. now you know why he's been overbearing with the kids and them being online.

ughh please don't put that in my mind because i will start clawing at the enclosure i get put in when i see a half-naked sammy (i will be putting this key detail in my next smut fic trust lol) but yes he just needs to hold you as he calms down and falls asleep as you coo in his ear telling him he's safe and loved and other warm sentiments as the two of you calm down from the argument and all of the big emotions that were expressed that night.

and yeah i fully believe that he tells his kids about his experience when they're older so they can understand the full gravity of the danger on the internet. they would be understanding just like their father but before he admits it to them, they're definitely stubborn and they kinda roll their eyes at him being like 'we know what we're doing' and being stubborn little shits like him lol

[scftpcws]

Hello! How have you been? How has your fic writing been going so far?

hiiiii love!!

i’ve been good! fic writing is going great!

its hard sometimes but super rewarding when i write something i like. i’ve recently been thinking of writing a multi part Saltburn fic!! im so excited

[1v31182m5]

I wonder what wpuld sonia find attractive about randall in just curious :) BTW it's a really adorable ship

İT REALLY İS!!!

Oh oh boy what she DOESNT likes about Randall would be a better question.

He cooks he cleans he reads poetry he studies he’s a nerd he is flexible to do gymnastics he knows french ( I headcanon both of them are half french half american and laughed at this coindicince when they learned hfagakdnaks) he’s super sweet to her and let me get on to the things she doesnt likes about her beloved fiance;

The elephant in the room here is “oh so she didnt liked when she changed after college didnt she?” No! İts not it. Just like how Randall’s fans like both of him I dont see why Sonia wouldnt like both Randall’s too. The thing she didnt liked about college Randall was that he never stood up for himself and standed like a coward at every situtation leaving the job to protect him to Sonia. The thing she doesnt like about today’s Randall is now he’s a bit grumpy now jabsjahsjahsı (again, she’s very in love of both))

[inkykeiji]

Hi Clari! Ik you're not really focused on it right now, but do you think you'd ever be tempted to write Dazai/Reader/Fyodor or Dazai/Reader/Ranpo? I love brunette genius sexymen. Hope you're having a good day! :3

hello!!! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ oooh yes!!! i actually had a dazai x reader x fyodor mafia au fic idea, but it was only ever outlined and only a tiny bit of it has actually been written. i love fyodor so much as a character and i wish i wrote more for him, especially narrative pieces! i’d love to further explore what i believe his romantic relationship dynamics would be,,, maybe one day!!!

aw thank you sweetpea, i hope you are as well!!! unfortunately i have been sick in bed all day (¬_¬")

[pervygf]

favorite movies and shows? if picking favorites is hard, maybe just whichever ones come to mind first

hmm.. hazbin hotel and helluva boss!! also bridgerton!! miraculous!! the umbrella academy!! lucifer n just so much more, i also love lots of movies though, my comfort ones are zootopia, legally blonde (i love the musical more though <3) the princess diaries, ten things i hate about you n hmm how to train your dragon!! im more of a bookish girlie now though <3

[kokinu09]

HAPPY NEW YEAR KOKI !!!!!!

Lovie visiting another river to watch the fireworks 🥰 Oh the things you have seen little one ❤️

Thank you for stopping by! Have some sparkling grape juice to ring in the new year!! 🥂

(cuz I know you’re not supposed to have alcohol! hahaha)

[anto-pops]

girl i-i

how do I recover???? I’ve never read anything better than this? The teasing??? The HANDS THE WAITING!!! how do i recover??????? oh my god

The short answer is you don't recover, you just carry the lingering feeling with you for the rest of your life aHAHAHAHH THANK YOU THOUGH !!! I'm glad you liked it 💕

[lottiecrabie]

just reread gto for the eight time and cried <3 like i have done every other time <3

my sweet child. you getting emotional still after reading Ugh u just get me☝️☝️ so so happy to hear that it is Still working on you i love you

[dayurno]

hiii I canNot BELIEVE that you think a rock and a hard place is not very good. I love it so so much it’s such a fun piece of writing excellent Kevin excellent sex scene it’s brilliant!! I mean I appreciate your standards because it’s how we get to read incredible pieces of writing by you (I still cannot get over how good the name of the game is btw. I feel like everybody has moved on and I’m still stuck on ‘because it is the same reason’ AKDHAKAJHA 🫡🫨😵‍💫) however please accept my formal appreciation of a rock and a hard place (and also everything else on on you ao3. Okay byee) 🤗

SORRYSORRYSORRY i think the reason it's not up to my standards anymore (along with, really, a lot of other stuff i've posted) is because ah seriously it's just not written very well i'm a true believer that writing sex scenes has to take a lot of deliberate planning and attention to detail + pacing which at the time i wrote that fic i did not yet have.... really wrote it with my dick because i wanted to wife kevin day up without even considering the implications of it all! my foolish self. but it's ok..... i took it out of anon because i wasn't fooling anyone and i'm trying to do this no shame thing in 2024 so you know!

AND AH wow i admit even i had forgotten about 'because it is the same reason' RGIKSJLKFJSD :) tnotg andreil to me is the best way i've ever written i can and will try to replicate it but i'll fail. though thank god kevin will always be perfect in every iteration and glittering facet

[mxltifxnd0m]

sam listens to jeff buckley and no one can change my mind, especially early szns in his loverboy era, he’s also the typa person to have a diary and write you unsent love notes. even before u n him get together it’s like his diary and he writes abt u and dean finds it and reads it all and teases him constantly and then keeps doing things to try and catalyse a relationship (which eventually does happen but u hv to make the first move bc he’s too shy to) also he’d buy you a big bunch of flowers and make a basket of all ur fav things (snacks, a book, a cd, a dvd, maybe jewellery if he wins enough in poker or smt, etc.) and give u those puppy eyes like “im sorry i didn’t make the first move” bc he’d kick himself abt it bc john obvs trained them up to be masculine but he’d be reassured by kisses and all would be okay but yeah. he’s deffo the typa guy to have been in love with you for years before you actually find out😋🤞

-💽

ARGHH YOUR MIND I NEED TO BE INSIDE OF IT !! I LOVE ALL OF IT HONEY <33

sam would be the type to listen to slow love ballads and think of you and never really dwell on it until one day it smacks him in the face when he's looking at you with love in his eyes.

(more under the cut bc i yapped)

omgg referring to early seasons sam as his loverboy era is so accurate!! i think when he gets older he loses his shyness over time but YES he would be really shy about just expressing his admiration and love for you because he's scared about the implications of you being in a relationship with him just because of the hunting life he leads. but he's just brimming with love and affection for you and has no way of expressing it without risking the friendship the two of you have, so he has a collection of letters addressed to you in a separate journal (i like to think the journal also has other papers shoved into it because he might not have his journal readily accessible and so some letters were written on random pieces of paper that he found in the motel or a in a notepad and ripped them out).

AHH yes i love matchmaker dean (even if he's blatantly obvious about it)! i don't think dean would intentionally seek out this journal because sam keeps it well guarded but sam accidently left it out before he went out of the room and dean couldn't help but snoop, and read the letters. sam would come back to see dean holding the journal and they would have a little scuffle for it because dean's a little shit and an annoying big brother. sam would eventually get the journal back and endures the teasing from dean and no matter how many times sam tells him to knock it off with the matchmaking, he still does it.

sam would have mixed feeling about not making the first move since he wanted to tell you about his feelings but relieved when you told him first and kissed him because you like him back!! and he would be the type to spoil you as much as possible because you deserve it and he can finally do the things and give you the things he'd be dreaming about at night or daydreaming about since you had consumed his mind entirely.

ooh i think he'd be a mix of being cluelessly in love but also being aware about it! like it would take him a bit before it would hit him that 'oh no i care about them in more than a platonic way'. like if the two of you were childhood best friends and just have an intense bond with each other, he'd be like 'yeah i would die for them because i care for them so much and they've seen me at my lowest and still was there for me throughout it all and im fiercely protective of them and i would burn the world for them if they anything bad would happen to them. yeah its totally platonic though :)'

yeah mans is down bad for you even before he realizes that he's deeply in love with you. but when he does, that thought process just increases until you guys get together and then it doubles ten-fold LOL.

[ikihtoe]

HELLO MY LOVES

it's been so long and I've finally got the time to get on this app omg I missed this place.

i have a few words for my mutuals in the tags so I hope you read it a bit at least—I've decided to post this because, idk sending them to you one by one is a bit time-wasting.

[thedevilspearl]

Poison for ask game!!

ᴘᴏɪsᴏɴ — what is your biggest turn–on?

what if i said you are my biggest turn–on??? what then???

i suppose my biggest turn on sexually is dirty talk, but other than that, nothing turns me on more than a big, warm, comforting hug from someone who loves me, maybe they give me a nice, slow massage after a candle–lit soak in the bathtub, it’s all so soft and romantic and ugh i’d be so turned on!

i’d be so motivated to go down on them and suck the soul out of them because that’s what they deserve for making me feel loved <3

➛ obey me ask game (special guest)