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[yuwuta]

i politely demand you talk about your nge/pacrim au!

thank you for enabling my behavior and for all your art omg <33333 i will attempt to coherently and briefly outline my thoughts

the short version is: yuuta/rika saves you post-battle and both are irrationally upset when it turns out that you already have a boyfriend. 

yuuta would like to take some of the credit for digging you out the rubble, but the truth is, it was like his mech was on auto-pilot, overriding all of his controls to dig you out of a lifeless environment and stash your cold, limp body in the center chamber until yuuta and rika were transported back to the base. 

yuuta doesn’t understand why he lost control of rika like that, nor does he understand why he feels so upset when he goes to visit you in the infirmary and there’s already some other man by your bedside holding your hand. he vaguely recognizes kokichi as a junior engineer who’s done a few surface level repairs on rika, and he’s surprised and green with envy to find out that kokichi is also your boyfriend. 

yuuta doesn’t understand the anger he feels, or the headache he gets, or the panic attack that’s threatening to rise in him, or why his feet automatically drag him back to his mech, or why he feels like he could hear rika’s faint sobs and screams in his head and he lay in his pilot chamber. none of it makes sense and he can barely sleep because of it, but it happens every time he thinks about you and kokichi for too long; and strangely enough, if the thinks about how rika seemed to come to life to save you for too long. there’s some kind of missing link he can’t piece together. 

when you’re conscious, you can’t seem to recall any part your childhood, and only have your memories from college onwards, save for bits and pieces of the attack you were a victim of. yuuta learns that you were studying to be an engineer, that you were moving to work at the hangar and be closer to your boyfriend, that kokichi was slated to pick you up from the airport that ended up being the site of attack. a small part of yuuta wishes kokichi had been there, thinks that rika wouldn’t have found him in the rubble. 

you’re the miracle save, and somewhat become the baby of the hangar. world-renowned pilots you’d only ever studied in class stopped by to give you their condolences, offer their help. you try to remain calm when satoru gojo and kento nanami make an appearance as a duo in your tiny recovery room, calling you brave and bowing to you with a home cooked meal in hand. senior engineers do their best to recover your work from college, assuring you that your injuries and recovery period would be a non-factor in the hiring process—that you were free to start as soon as you felt comfortable. you get the most attention from yuuta, who makes himself a friend, and a critical part of your recovery, essentially firing your physical therapist in favor of fixing you himself. 

everyone makes you feel welcome, but yuuta makes you feel safe. he holds your waist while you re-learn to walk, he sneaks you into the pilot’s lounge while the jaegers have their repairs done—and nods in faux-sympathy as you mourn the presence of your boyfriend, who seems busier than ever these days with nuisance repairs, jokes about how yuuji and megumi seem to be particularly reckless with their jaeger lately—he squeezes your hand when you have headaches and fractured flashbacks of your past that you can’t piece together, he holds you when you cry out of pure frustration of not being able to remember who you are

yuuta’s a real smooth talker, too. always knows exactly how to comfort you while your boyfriend is busy, always talks to the press about you so preciously, always makes you feel like you have a purpose even if you can’t remember your past self—maybe you weren’t meant to remember anything before him and rika, maybe it was meant to be this way. it’s a twisted comfort, but it’s something to cling to, it’s better than crying over memories you no longer have.

everyone notices yuuta’s weird reverse stockholm syndrome lol… the way he hovers over you like he’s your sole protector and savior, the way he demands to be privy to all decisions about your health care, the way he remains close to you with no fear of your boyfriend. nobody says anything, though—yuuta’s a pilot, a good one, and one the few solo pilots in the entire world. he’s precious and vital to humanity, worth a thousand men, worth ten thousand engineers. besides, his friends see something special between you two, especially the co-pilot pairs; satoru and kento, megumi and yuuji, choso and yuki—they know compatibility when they see it, and boyfriend or not, you have something special with yuuta. they all share a common thought: kokichi is fighting a losing battle. and even if he could beat yuuta, he’d never win against rika.

[alexandria-alexis]

Hey to everyone who’s waiting for an update to the point of no return!

It’s been about a week since my last update and I said that I aim for my stories to be posted once a week at some point, even if it’s not the same date, and that I’d update you if I couldn’t write it in time. So here’s my update to you all - so I’ve been not the best with my physical health at the moment, I don’t want to go too much into detail but I had to go to A&E and the effects of that whole thing are still like heavy on me. I’ve been too shattered to write mostly even though I can’t wait to do so 😩.

Hoping I can finish the chapter this evening, but if I don’t post it so soon pls don’t think I’ve abandoned it !!! I want to make this chapter as best as I can.

[dipperscavern]

dippy, love of my eternal life, where r u I miss u 😭 (obvs if something’s happened and u need time it’s okay im just wondering pookie)

hi!! using this to actually say something after my sudden hiatus

first off hi baby i miss u too!! i miss all of you guys actually :(( and i’m very sorry for my random disappearance, nothing actually really “happened”… i just kinda woke up one morning and everything wasn’t okay anymore. i’m not sure if i’m explaining it right but i’m just having a really hard time mentally rn 💔💔 i’m gonna take a bit of time off to feel better & get my head back on right

but thank you to everyone who checked up on me in my inbox!! it really means a lot <33 i love n miss u guys & i promise to feed y’all real good when i come back kisses kisses kisses

[shiawasekai]

Idk how this works, but 4,18,28 please

Hello, thank you. It's perfect like this! From this ask game

4. What did they do before they became a crusader? Did they have a job, an occupation?

Answered here!

18. If they survived, what is their life post crusade?

Nela survives the Crusades, staying in Drezen as its governor. To put it in few words: she has nowhere else to go anyway, and despite the many struggles and the growing mental health issues she also feels fulfilled by the job and has a talent for it. She has grown attached to the place and its people, it's where she belongs now that her home is gone.

That's... not as positive a choice as it may sound.

The first few months after the Crusades are won, Nela remains busy. However, as soon as Drezen and Mendev start to settle in, the companions go on their respective ways and the workload goes down... she crashes and goes on a downward spiral.

All the mental issues and trauma she had shouldered by playing the part of the perfect Commander start to appear, and she declines fast. Any attempt to help is pointless. She doesn't want to talk about the actual sources of her issues, so there is no way for anyone to intervene. It gets bad, really bad. She starts to self-harm a few months in.

It's only thanks to Sosiel's intervention that the situation gets solved before it can reach a critical point. Sosiel and Nela share a homeland, both coming from Carpenden, Andoran. He knows her relatives, enough to have mostly figured out by himself what's truly going on and approaching her brother, now an elder man in his 90s, with the full story. A way to return the favor, so to speak.

Samel, Nela's brother, ends up rushing to Drezen to meet up with Nela. Having a part of her family, her old world, back is a massive relief, but it's as much of a relief to have someone she can afford to be fully honest with. She doesn't have to fear hurting him with her feelings and thoughts, or to show weakness to the wrong person as someone in a position of authority. It doesn't magically make it all better, but it gets her started.

She ends up retiring from Drezen for about half a year to get some rest and work out her issues, moving to one of Daeran's properties closer to Nerosyan. Anevia and Irabeth contact her from time to time for bigger decisions, but she is mostly left to rest and recover.

It takes her years before she works out through it all. It's never fully gone, but she is finally comfortable in her own skin and at peace with how her life turned out. She remains just a governor, stubbornly refusing getting any more political power and making an effort to discourage anything that may push her beyond the edge onto divinity.

She also remains in contact with the Hand of the Inheritor and her fellow angels companions. From time to time, she goes on escapades to help them out in other planes. The rest of her time and effort is spent in helping out with purifying the Worldwound and providing aid to the efforts of the Sarkorians, druids and other followers of the Green Faith.

Daeran and her only marry once the worst of her own issues have passed, about 2 years after the Crusades have ended.

28. Would they be a companion instead of the KC? What would their storyline and personal quest be?

Answered here!

[basketobread]

I hope you have the most wonderful Christmas like you only deserve, lovely ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for always brightening up mine and many other people's days, you are the greatest gift of all!! 🙌

HIIII THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH FOR YOUR KIND WORDS!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ANYONE CELEBRATING!!! you always brighten up MY day and i cannot thank you enough!! HAHAHA you're too kind ❤❤❤❤❤

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

Are you aware that I'm-a-gay-fish and Zu ship dr//m/are ?/genq

okay so it took me a while to answer this but i finally found the words to so here goes; yeah i do know, and i totally understand if you don't ship it, neither do i, but there's nothing i can do about it?

they're allowed, so long as they don't harm people, to do whatever they want on their own platforms. and before you ask me if i support *ncest, would you actually ask someone if they support toxic relationships and murder whenever they ship two unhealthy killers with mental problems? because that's funnily enough what most people do around here! you can say it's not the same, and that they're romanticizing it, but i can personally detach myself from fiction enough to realize that while this concept depicted in their art shouldn't be recreated in real life, that doesn't mean they actually engage or support people that do that irl- they asked zu the same question so many times, and frog doesn't either and i've known gayfish for three years! you're well within your right to stop associating with them or distance yourself from their content but i myself won't.

i know fiction affects reality to a degree, don't twist my words please, but if you're too young to consume that kind of content with a nuanced perspective or is triggered/affected by it then as long as they tag their content properly then you can unfollow, block and move on. i have a habit of following and reblogging people's works before looking at their bios and before i know it find myself having to choose between two sides i don't belong to and i frankly don't want to! anti this or proship that- in this online era you have to adapt by keeping your cool and curating your own online experience and viewing people in black and whites is stressful, painful and dangerous for everyone involved. i don't even reblog the content you probably have a problem with, and i'm honestly still scared of the response i'll get-

i will not blame or hate whoever unfollows or blocks me for this, it's to be expected, but please don't think about it like some bad vs good guys dilemma? sometimes thought provoking morally grey ambiguous stories with messed up characters spark more positive discussion and healing than people looking into it because they suffer from the same delusions and want a justification-

like realistically, in my blog, most ppl here are basically shipping two literal skeletons with magic in their bones who are sometimes almost the exact copy of one another, and who theoretically have a very similar dna, and sometimes they make shipkids, which, if you know anything about *ncest, is one of the main reasons why you shouldn't bang your siblings - mostly from a moral standpoint because that's so gross i can't even think of it, but also because any offspring would suffer greatly from physical and mental diseases hidden in their genetic code- like. you could argue it's not the same but it's sancest for a reason. and even when they're widely different sanses, you wouldn't think fell x sans is wrong (at least in this specific community) but really we've all just gotten numb to how weird that sounds. trust me, there's a reason we don't talk about our ships to outsiders HHH

TL,DR: so while i greatly encourage you to block people and content you don't want to see/associate with, including me! i hope i made it clear why i, personally, don't care about dreammare and whoever ships it.

[yutaslaugh]

YUTASLAUGH'S 5K AND PARKGOWONIE'S 1K FOLLOWER CELEBRATION!

YAY i can't believe my main reached 5k+ followers and 1k on my sideblog (even though i've barely been active there). thank you everyone and bots <3 to celebrate, i'm taking gif requests for both my blogs ♡ my faves are nct 127, wayv, blackpink, red velvet, and the new loona groups/soloists but feel free to also request for other groups (e.g. svt, riize, sf9, twice) - i will try my best to do all requests!

requests can be made for:

single video (mv/stage/content video/etc.) of a member (include timestamp)

idol x hair colour/style

idol/era x fancam compilation

group x outfit compilatons

any other compilations/ideas

special shout out/thank you to some of my faves @stepmom @sunghanbin @awek-s @possession1981 @bethereforme @soonhoonsol @lloveorloved @leemarkies @hvangrenjvns @naptimed @jentlemahae @yunogf @renjunniez @jsuh @rainbowrenjun @jwooyoung (and many others but i can't remember what everyone changed their users to 😭)

[merotwst]

ARTWORK GIFTS FROM FRIENDS UWAAAAHHH!!!! IM SO GRATEFUL MY HEART IS SO FULL TODAYYY THANK U FOR ALL THE GREETINGS AND LOVE!! im gonna make a compi of the fic gifts to me as well!!!! so my fellow jamil enjoyers can sift through the collection of wonderful presents im lucky to have recieved from sucb amazing people. i will never take all this love for granted thank you so much everyone <33

by my best friend @seitasaurus the love of my life

from an irl friend i love dearly!! they don't have a tumblr so i cant tag them :((

i was lucky enough to recieve jamilana art from @robo-milky!! i love this and i'll treasure this drawing of my scrunklies forever!!! thank you, chris!!

THIS ONE IS THE CUTEST FROM MY LOVELY ARIN @shinmon-c!!! SHES SO TALENTED I LOVE HER TO THE MILKY WAY THANK YOU I CAN NEVER RECOVER FROM THIS

from demmmm!! squealing so much AHHH this is so cute and so real this is the type of shenanigans we would get up to @demonichikikomori THANK YOU SO MUCH SENDING YOU SO MANY HUGS

[httpiastri]

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[prettyinpunk]

the way you skulk 'round the house...

ART #2 FOR HER INCREDIBLE FIC AND(early) BIRTHDAY PRESENT FOR MY ☀️ @killedbythegroove (1/3)

[warmspice]

My sister is trying to set me up w her TA.. grad students tell me more about how I can charm u to fall in love w me...

[sleepinginmygrave]

tiny horse? 🥺

OH MY GOD I SAW THE POST WITH HIM AND JGHHGNHGHJJJJJJJ THE FLOOF LOOK AT THE FLOOF AND HE IS TINY OH MYGOD HE'S SO SO BEAUTIFUL THO BUT HGHGHHHH HE LOOK LIKE THE SOFTEST LITTLE BOY EVER

[seariii]

SORRY THIS IS SO LATE

(my laptop decided it wasn't going to co operate for a good while and I kinda had to rush sorry again)

BUT YEA HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY >:D

I'm melting, you gave her her kitty hairpin, I'm literally melting that's so cute, I fell down because that was so cute and so adorable and thank you so much and I love you a lot

ALSO DONT BE SORRY! I HAVENT GONE TO SLEEP SO THE DAY HASNT CHANGED!!!!

Thank you a lot, honestly, thank you... I'm saving this and holding it close to my heart... So pretty so cute .... It means a lot, thank you

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

Heyy! You don't have to post this, but know that we mothlings love you vv much alr? 🥺 Your blog always brightens up my day when I get notifications holy moly. It's sort of a fluffy safe space, like how you'd imagine hugging/cuddling Foul Legacy himself feels.

That's it, that's the ask. A lil bit of appreciation to beloved person behind the blog. We love you. 🥰❤️

Is that creepy to say as anon asjfjfkdkskksksksks pls don't take it the wrong way omg

aaauugugghgh anon you are so sweet!!!!! i'm so glad my little blog feels safe, i try very hard to make it as welcoming and comfy as possible so i'm very happy that i've succeeded at least somewhat!! Foul Legacy is giving you all the hugs and snuggles right now!!!! :D

[xumoonhao]

(a few bonus shows that i love just as much but didnt make the cut since i could only choose 9: the end of the world, with you; tsuritama; yuri!!! on ice; original sin; solomons perjury.)

the wonderful @lovenee tagged me to post 9 of my favourite shows!!! thank you soooooo much for the tag omg, im sorry it took so long ||orz like i saved the pictures so long ago and then simply . forgot..... but!!! this was a lot of fun to do!!! i really dont watch a lot of shows tbh but picking my favs was easy bc the ones i watch i tend to love bc i truly do have So much love to give. if i enjoy something slightly it becomes a fav. im really so easy to please <3

i will tag @hoshogie, @grlfriends, @chanonara, @earlymay, @jeonghanurl, @deshimango, @faguts, & @grenocket to do this as well!!! no pressure, ofc ofc (p≧w≦q)

[mobius-m-mobius]

HELLO STRANGER i am sorry if this is really sudden and out of he blue, but i was just reminded of the existence of the show Mad Dogs, and i have been looking in tags EVERYWHERE to try and find this one promo image for the show where there was a car in the swimming pool, and now i wonder if i just hallucinated it. do you have any leads? D: -signed a displaced Life on Mars fan

Hey there!! Omg please know finding anything related to Mad Dogs in my inbox is never anything but a pleasure, it seriously is my favorite show in existence and unbelievably underrated so the more talk of it the better.

On first thought I'm wondering if this is the pic you're looking for:

and if so there's also a small video promo of the same scene right here as well if you need it 🥰

If not let me know and I'll be happy to browse around, this is the only one coming to mind atm but I'm currently away for work without access to my usual files so can check those later!