#thanking autocorrect for carrying me this far never would’ve made it this far without u buddy ur the realest

[mayday505]

Mirs hopeful delirious 4am bsd thoughts:

I do think chuuya is gonna be a main player in the manga at some point, possibly and most likely relating to Arahabaki and Corruption, but it’s gonna take a while before we get to that point. My man will have his spotlight in a few years trust me.

[cassie-archive-blog]

A LOVE ONLY WE UNDERSTAND ➝ CASSCASS.

TAGGING ➝ Cassidy Holliday, Cassius Holliday.

LOCATION ➝ Their hotel room.

TIME FRAME ➝ 1/27 (2025), late night.

WARNINGS ➝ Very brief violence mention.

NOTES ➝ Cassius picks Cassidy up from the club, breaks some guy’s jaw, then they fix their issues.

Cassie should've probably thought to bring a jacket with her, given the fact that she wasn't a teenager anymore, and didn't need to show skin to have people notice her. She didn't even want anyone to notice her, in fact. She just wanted to get away from the hotel to save herself the disappointment of not having Cassius walk through the door, and couldn't think of anywhere else to go. Like he'd said, she needed to start realizing that people had time for her, but that was a flaw she would probably never quite get over. The moment she'd started texting her husband, Cassie had stepped away from the stage, the crowd, and everything that reminded her where she was. She'd just sat outside of the door, kind of freezing her ass off in the tiny black crop top she was wearing and skintight pants to match. She was sure Cassius wouldn't love her outfit, but it was probably the least of their worries. All she wanted was for them to fix everything now, and of course for her head to stop spinning.

Aiden had a lot running through his mind and it was beginning to get overwhelming, yet when Cassie asked him to pick her up he couldn't refuse. Yes, he was still pissed, but that didn't mean he could justeave his wife outside of a club for God knows how long. So, he told her he'd be there and he was. Granted, Cassie didn't need to know about what he was going to do when he got there. There was already a man on his mind when he thought back to Cassius video, one who was being extremely handsy with her. So, when Cassius arrived, he spotted his wife before parking and getting out of the dark. "Get inside, cass" He said, once he was close enough to be in ear shot of her, he was letting his anger fuel him as he swiftly made his way inside and zoned in on his target. This felt like a blast from the past, from when he saw Cassie again for the first time after all those years. When he spotted the man, he realized that there was more than one thing he'd be reliving. Cassius didn't hesitate before walking over and rearing his hand back before sling shooting it forward and colliding with the other man's jaw. "That's for touching my fucking wife" He spat, but of course the guards had something else to say on his rage outburst

Cassie wrapped her arms around herself in an attempt to fight off the cool breeze, and as she saw her husband pull up, she did everything she could not to sway on the spot too much. Thanks to having turned off autocorrect, he knew she was hammered already, but she didn't need him to physically see how bad she was. It went to no avail, though, especially not when he breezed right past her. "What?" she questioned, thinking back to his last text message. All she'd really noticed was that he hadn't told her he loved her back, and the rest of it had gone right over her head. He'd told her he wanted to go in there, though, so she whirled around in time to watch him make a beeline for the guys by the stage. She should've guessed really, and bit back a sigh as she watched his fist meet the stripper's face. Cassie knew there was no point in even trying to intervene, so she just stood and waited, giving the security guys a sympathetic look as they marched over to him.

Aiden had to have known what was coming next but in truth he jdidnt give a flying fuck. It felt good to hit that guy and he got another blow in to, before he felt a grip on his shoulder and looked back to see very two familiar faces. Jesus Christ, these guys were still here? Cassius thought for a distracted moment before he felt himself being shoved by a very angry stripper. He was ready to brawl again when the body guards stepped in and literally began carrying him put, he probably would have fought back had his wife's eyes not been on him. Aiden felt himself being tossed outside in a very familiar fashion as he heard theme life. "I can't believe she actually married that idiot" One bellowed out and the other laughed along. "I don't know why you're laughing, you totally owe me 50 bucks" The rest of the conversation was blurred as he stood himself up and wiped himself pff. At least he got some of his aggression out on that guys face so, there was that to be thankful for. Though, he was sure he had fucked something up in process and it wasn't far from over, him and Cassie had things to do cuss back at the hotel room and he wasn't exactly looking forward to it

Cassie knew that being at the strip club probably made this whole night worse. If she'd been at any other club, it would've been bad enough, but at least there wouldn't have been strippers there. At least Cassie wouldn't have been up on stage and received the kind of attention that she had. One good thing about it, however, was that because a lot of the staff members knew her, security included, at least it would mean Cassius wouldn't be in too much trouble for flipping out like he had. It still wasn't fun to see her husband thrown out onto the sidewalk like that, and Cassie made sure to glare real hard at the guards as they walked away. Their conversation was fucked up, but Cassie knew she and Cassius had much bigger things to worry about, so she just walked unsteadily over to him, pulling him up from the ground. "Are you okay?" she asked, a semi-annoyed look on her face as she helped him to the car, her arm wrapped securely around his waist. Him being there helped to steady her, too. It was safe to say that getting them both into the car really wasn't a fun task, though it still beat the silent ride back to their hotel, with Cassie leaning against the cool window with her eyes closed, trying not to throw up. Soon enough, though, they were where they needed to be, and Cassie had no idea what to say. She just sat on the edge of their hotel bed, looking away from her husband and hoping he'd start.

Aiden hadn't been aware of much of anything else after they had gotten themselves to the car and had driven all the way back to the hotel. Bow he found himself getting her some water and handing it to her as she sat on the edge of the hotel bed. There was a lot to say and quite frankly he didn't even know where to start, but hell, he had to say something. "I don't take it you saw how wrecked I left that guy, huh?" He smirked at the memory himself, knowing that it wasn't the best line of topic but whatever. "Talk to me. Cass. What's going on in that head of yours because I'm completely out of the fucking loop. I feel like I don't even know what you want anymore" Cassius sighed, running his fingers through his hair. He hears her when Cassie says she didn't mean it and that she's slrry, but apart of him wonders if she really did mean what he said and just used her sisters words to give her that push

Cassie frowned up at her husband, finally meeting his gaze as she took the water from him. “Yeah, I saw. You’re going to get your ass arrested one of these days,” she said, her words slightly slurred, though she was able to control them for the most part. Hopefully, the water would help to sober her up at least a little bit. Taking a long sip from the bottle as he spoke, she listened, trying to think of how to word what she wanted to say. Like she’d said before, it was difficult for her to really talk about things. Not just with Cassius, but with everyone. She was trying, though, and she knew she needed to try harder. “I told you what’s going on with me,” she finally said, glancing down at the water bottle as she balanced it on her thigh. “There are a lot of things going on with me, and I told you all of them. But I guess on top of that, it kind of just comes down to the fact that I miss you.” She took a breath, unable to not roll her eyes at herself. “I know it sounds so pathetic, but I just miss you when you’re not here. I should never have said what I said, I just got in my head about everything.” She finally looked up at him. “I know there’s no one else. I know that you love me. I also know that I definitely don’t want a divorce. I just miss you, that’s all.”

Aiden sighed and took in all of her words and he swears he believes her but he can't get the word divorce out of his head, the way she said it making it sound so finally. Like him running away all those u ears ago is coming to bite him in the ass all in one go and he's mad about it. God is he possed, but he can't be because Cassie hasn't had it easy either and he knows that. What kind of man does that make him to not understand that his wife has faced struggles that not many people had and coming back to a place that just reminds you of the darkest times on your life. But she still said it, she still went to the strip club and got drunk and maybe punching that guy helped but then why does he feel like he's still losing an ongoing battle? When Cassie says she misses him he sighs and drops to his knees in front of her. "Cassie, I'm right fucking here. I will always be right here. Even when it feels like I'm not. I know you're going through a lot and I understand thay, I swear I do. But you fucking threatened to leave me without warning and I know ow I did the same stupid shit to you years ago but we were kods. We had no idea where we were going, what we were doing. We'really adults now and I took that shit fucking seriously" He sighs, taking her hands in his own. "You can't throw around the word divorce because enough miss me. Talk to me. Tell me what you fucking need because I sure as shit can't read your mind. You wanna quit your job and come touring with me? That's fantastic, we'Lloyd leave tomorrow. But don't let other people change your view on things just because things seem like they're changing"

Cassie knew that she’d fucked up, and she knew she’d upset him, but she didn’t realize how badly. She figured he’d just been really pissed that first night when this had all happened and he’d left, just like she was when she’d called him and flipped out for no reason. She didn’t realize how much she’d hurt him, and all she could do was stare as he dropped to his knees in front of her. “I would never leave you, Cassius,” she said softly, her voice a little raspy given all of the yelling over the music in the club. She shook her head, keeping eye contact with him. “I know it was a long time ago when you left, but every time you leave for work now and I know that I’m not going to see you for a little while, it kind of just brings that all back.” Cassie allowed her husband to take her hands, holding onto his gently. If he wanted to know what she needed, she figured she could tell him. It made sense to get everything out there right now to save them revisiting it, anyway. “I need more time with you. I know that you’re doing what you love, and I want to be able to see it. I need to quit my job because it’s really fucking with my health.” She chewed on the inside of her cheek, feeling way too vulnerable already, given how difficult she found it to talk about things like this, but she could do it. “I need you. And I’m so sorry for throwing around that word like it’s nothing. You’re right, I would’ve fucking murdered you if you’d done that to me. I don’t know what I was thinking, but I do know I didn’t mean it. Just tell me how I can show you that and I will.”

Aiden didn't want to be so angry and in truth, he was a lot less upset than with this fight first started. It was the about the blame and how many times they could throw it around, it was about the fact that Cassie threw around a word like it was nothing and maybe Cassius was missing a lot of signs he should have been zoning in on. Maybe Cassie wasn't always excited for him when he went off on tour and he could understand that, he hates it for her. But until recently, Aiden thought she enjoyed her job, now come to find out it was actually one of the core routes to what was going on with her. "I'm going to need you to listen to me very carefully. I didn't put a ring on that finger for shits and giggles you're fucking Cassidy Holliday and that's how it's going to be.I'm not leaving. Not again. Not like before" He sighed, nodding his head to her request because he knew they were simple. "Just come with me. We'Lloyd travel the world together, go on tours. Whatever you need from me, cass. Whatever you need and it's yours." Cassius looked at her and tolled his eyes. "Of I even thought about the word divorce youD hear it and kick my ass so yeah, I'm a little smarter than that" Aiden said with a. Chuckle and then sighed again. Moving to sit beside her. "I don't know, cass. I just--I didn't like it. I don't like that that's where your mind went when you're upset with me and I know you said you didn't mean it, I get that..I just. You're not the only one who freaks out at the thought of someone leaving"

Cassie and Cassius had always been way more similar than either of them would probably care to admit. They’d both suffered shitty pasts, they’d both fallen in love with their best friend despite how terrifying it was to open themselves up to each other like that, and they both had to deal with all of the time they spent apart now. It was hard for both of them, and maybe now was the first time Cassie was realizing that. This didn’t just suck for her, it sucked for him, too. She wasn’t sure if she was supposed to be smiling yet or not, because she knew she’d hurt him, and she knew he was angry, but she couldn’t help the faint smile that appeared on her lips as he spoke, reminding her of who she was and how he wasn’t going anywhere. “I’ll come with you,” she nodded, “I would love to get to be there to watch you doing what you love to do. You just might have to hold me back from any fangirls that try to get a little too close to you, that’s all.” She was mostly teasing about that last part. Hearing Cassius chuckle made Cassie feel a little better about the situation, like it was finally beginning to be fixed. She refused to let go of his one hand as he moved to sit beside her, keeping her fingers laced through his, though she dropped the other, simply looking at him as he spoke. The realization that he was scared of her leaving made her feel both terrible and somewhat comforted. Mostly the former, though. Giving him a sympathetic smile, she reached her free hand over to cup his cheek, turning his face towards her own. “I promise, I would never leave you. I have always been here, and I’m always going to be.” Her fingertips gently brushed against his cheek, her eyes scanning his face. “I want to kiss my husband, but you didn’t tell me you loved me back earlier, and I’m not sure I could handle you pulling away from me. So kiss me first.”