#thank you sm I'm crying

[worm2stringsideblog]

this is the best thing I've seen all day

[lil-lemon-snails]

decided to draw some of your guys' tags from my harlequin sun and moon post!!! These guys are so much fun and you're all so funny >w<

[iwantmochisoup]

Mochiii I tried to doodle this a bit earlier to add to the art trade but I draw slow asf so it’s been a few days-week? Ahh anyways I wanted to try to draw Chuuya eating mochi soup— I’m not sure if this is even correct but wanted to send it anyways!!!

I habitually draw Chuuya with piercings, hope that it’s okay haha

UWAAAAAAAA I'M CRYINGGGGSHJDGFAJHSG HE' SO BEAUTIFUL GORGEOUS AHHHHHJDKFHLAH I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH THANK YOUUUUUUU QWQ

ahhhh but seriously thank you sooo much!!!! i can't even express how much i love it ahhhhhhhuueueuueue his cheeks ahhhh he's sooo cuteee ahhhhdsjkfahlsjfhljk qwq i'll make mochi soup tmrw in honor of your insanely pretty artwork qwq

[smilefullofcaligari]

VOX'S FIRST DESIGN FROM 2013?!?!?!?!?!!!!

HE'S SO FUCKING CUTE AND DORKY I'M OBSESSSSSSSSED SSSSSSSSSS

I'm gonna go cry now.

[kokushibosbestie]

GUYS I HAVE 72 FOLLOWERSS OMG YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳

YIPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

ILY GUYS SMMMMM ❤❤❤❤❤😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[greensagephase]

So I had wrote out a massive paragraph talking about different songs that I hoped might inspire you for Nonviolent Communication regarding Gabriella and Miguel… However, tumblr had other ideas and decided to reload and delete all of my hard work.

So first things first, highly recommend you check out the song Happy/Sad by Nathan Lane featured in the Adams Family Movie where Gomez is singing to Wednesday about growing up because to me it reminds me of how Miguel would react to Gabriella and we all know Miguel is very Gomez coded.

Secondly, because tumblr’s cruelties, I just said fuck it and rather typing out every single song for you to go back and forth listening to I just made a playlist.

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/74RQFVEFTmHizHTshKg5dS?si=mFg1O5fHTLy226vYohjnUw

Here is the link to it, I made it especially for you.

Last thing before I go.

Y/N x Miguel especially for NVC…

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.

Trust me.

Rue... I'm sitting here first of all, feeling so touched about the playlist!!! As Dr. Doofenshmirtz (Phineas and Ferb) once said, if I had a nickel for every time someone made a music playlist for one of my writing projects, I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird (AWESOME) that it happened twice!!! EEEEEEEE, THANK YOU OMG!!!!!!! You're the second person that's made one for me in almost 10 years (the first being my best friend for an old fanfic back in the wattpad days)!!!

Second... Rue!!!!!! I swear there's only like 13 songs I don't recognize at all, but the rest are in my liked songs already!!! The following songs: - "Isn't She Lovely" - "Your Song" - "Slipping Through My Fingers" (OH MY GOD HOW DID I FORGET ABOUT THIS SONG FOR NC!?!?!?! IT BREAKS MY HEART EVERY TIME, I'M LITERALLY CRYING RN 😭😭) - "Butterfly Fly Away" - "Chiquitita" (no bc how do you know I'm a big fan of ABBA???? I love them and this song!!!) - "Thank You For The Music" - "Tu Sangre en Mi Cuerpo" (girl, you listen to Pepe Aguilar?? I'M SHOOK!!! And now I'm imagining Miguel and Gabby singing this together, brb... gonna go cry again😭) - "Matilda" (no, the way I was listening to this song the other day and thinking about Miguel??? "You can let it go/you can throw a party full of everyone you know/and not invite your family, cause they never showed you love" and "you can start a family who will always show you love/you don't have to be sorry for doing it on your own" tell me this isn't Miguel!! 😭😭I was already thinking of adding this one for a future chapter) - "Beautiful Boy" - "Yellow" - "The Scientist" - "Rivers and Roads"(I heard this one again a few days ago while on shuffle, and I was thinking this would be a good song for NC, hehe!) - "Promise" (this Laufey song always gets me omg) - "Pluto Projector" - "Heart To Heart" (one of my favs by DeMarco) - "Are you Lonesome Tonight?" (one of my fav songs by Presley, period!! Always gets me emotional) - "Ma Belle Evangeline" (The Princess and the Frog is one of my fav princess movies ever (probably the second; it switches with Rapunzel; depends on the day) and I love this song by Ray!!) - "Recuerdame" (YOU CAME STRAIGHT FOR ME WITH THIS ONE AND I WAS THINKING ABOUT ADDING IT BUT THEN DECIDED AGAINST IT BECAUSE I KNEW I WAS GOING TO CRY HARDER IF I DID😭😭😭😭)

these songs literally have me like this rn ⬇️

ALSO NOT "CHASING CARS" PLSSSSSS THAT SONG ALWAYS MAKES ME WANT TO CRY WITHOUT FAILURE - it's nearly 1am and I'm listening to it now and trying not to cry about it (again) AHHHH BUT YOU'RE SO RIGHT - IT'S FITTING!!!

I'm def adding some of these, Rue!!!!! Thank you for making this playlist for me, I'm so happy right now 😭😭 This was so sweet of you!!! Also, I'm sorry Tumblr messed up your post!! I've seen some people complain about tumblr doing that to them, it sucks!!!

But THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!! I LOVE THIS PLAYLIST!!!! I hope you're having a wonderful week so far, Rue!!! 💕💕🫶🏼🥹

Alondra❤️

[lofan]

WHAT A YEAR TO BE ALIVE-

[5ilent5cience]

QnA on the Creator of ROTTMNT: DD

(ya'll my hands are shaking rn everytime i got mentioned with fanarts,,,)

Yes I have open the QnA so there is an ask box on my profile so it's free to ask me anything, i won't bite! Especially getting to know about my AU 'Donnie Disaster' which is i am so proud of this. :]

To anyone to commit fanarts onto my home, Ya'll just— i can't,,, I was dying in happiness staring at your works, i was super speechless of how many of you all love my au sm(lol charot). Like lami kaayo ma-umiyak aaaa grabi gyud mo lahat,, Why are you doing this like i didn't do anything wahhh ;0; and oml i almost reach to 200 followers you guys—

So Once again It's sm funny and appreciate that you guys love the comic so far which i'm overjoyed with it, Thank you sm for ya'll support. Just being a proud Softshell turtle oc Designer

[myreygn]

i'm crying to myself about this thought but i had to share it with you

sanemi and shinobu pretending to hate each other in public but some nights when no one's awake or looking, they'll just tell each other stories about kanae, so they don't forget her

but at the same time it's a little sad bc the more you tell a story, the more it changes in your head and the closer you come to forgetting the real story entirely

okay bye

WHY WOULD YOU- AHHHH

they also promise themselves to stop every time it happens but then sanemi can't sleep and finds shinobu sitting in the kitchen or shinobu goes to patch up sanemi and then ends up staying the whole night even tho sanemi should recover, even tho they should sleep, even tho they shouldn't do this.

but it's too... nice. it hurts but it's nice. it's the only time sanemi sees a genuine smile from shinobu, the only time shinobu might get sanemi to shed a tear and not gonna lie, that feels kinda good too, to be the one to see that and to be the one to know about that. (they would never hold it against each other. kanae wouldn't want that.)

and sanemi loves and hates listening to shinobu because it feels like their good sibling relationship is being rubbed in his face but goddamnit she loved her sister and her sister loved her and that's great, that's painful but great. and shinobu loves and hates listening to sanemi because he's not good enough for kanae, no one is ever good enough for kanae but goddamnit he loved her sister and her sister loved him and at the end of the day that's really all that matters.

but sometimes they part ways feeling worse than before. sometimes they can't scrape all the details together, sometimes they disagree about a minor detail. sometimes shinobu recalls an event a little differently than she did last time and she might not be aware of it in the moment but sanemi notices. sometimes sanemi can't remember kanae's smile and he doesn't ever say it, blames it on the medicine but shinobu sees it in his eyes.

and then they get up and say goodnight and go home because when that happens kanae's absence feels too real, too present and once you become more aware of a dead person's absence than whatever you have left of them it's time to take a step back for a moment. and maybe it also feels a bit like losing kanae once more and they can't do that. they just can't.

[guidingthulite]

mafuyu, tsukasa and bunnies, or why boku wa kuuki ga yomenai should get into project sekai

this is an analysis originally posted as a comment on youtube, but someone asked me to post it on tumblr, so here we are! if you're reading this, thank you! i appreciate your support very much!

when it comes to character analysis comparing these two, i feel like i don't have much to add, but a recap would start things up nicely!

first of all there's the obvious things they have in common, like being the sole responsibles for their sekais, and the first song being born in them, but even threre, they are quite different! you can't say there's an empty place in the wonderland sekai, it's an ever-expanding amusement park, and new things keep appearing in it! it was even the first sekai to gain all six virtual singers, while mafuyu's the last.

also, they both forgot childhood memories regarding rabbit plushies and family members. when mafuyu did, she shut down and thought more about what this means for her and who she is as a person. while tsukasa remembering just created a song, there was one time when tsukasa remembered something and shut down, during dazzling stage. though, unlike mafuyu, after shutting down, instead of thinking about that, he went "i can use this pain to better my acting skills" which is like. tsukasa. tsukasa darling no, oh no.

also! mafuyu was the first character from her unit to get an event, while tsukasa was the last (they even had they same attribute!).

mafuyu, to my knowledge, hasn't been missing from any n25 event, while tsukasa has been absent from nene's first two events.

actually, while mafuyu's not the leader, everything revolves around her: mizuki relates to her, ena envies her and is kind of fed up with her 'i don't care' attitude (yet worries about her), and one of kanade's main reasons to keep composing is to save her.

tsukasa's the opposite. even though he's the leader, he never feels like a 'main character'. hell, his first event was more of emu's 2.0! even when the conflict revolves around him (in the wonder halloween or the doll festival events) he rarely shows up, he's out of focus.

there's also the fact that, when it comes to themselves, they also parallel each other. tsukasa's self-centered, boasting about how he's going to become a dazzling star and everyone will look at him! and mafuyu is a selfless honor student who will help anyone who ever needs it. ... but it's not actually like that. tsukasa is very selfless, would do ANYTHING for his loved ones, and wanted to become a star to make others happy. mafuyu, while lacking a sense of self, when asked if she wants to do something, like going on the mystery tour or to the fan festa, answer something along the lines of "as long as it'll help me find myself"

hell, even how honest they are. tsukasa is an actor, but he's very earnest, and genuine even to a fault. he's very emotional and if he feels something, he'll express it somehow. mafuyu has a persona she won't give up, and if she even SEES someone from her school, she'll put it up inmediately. but when it comes to their issues, mafuyu knows what's wrong with her and is working towards getting it, but tsukasa buries his issues and IF SOMETHING he'll ask toya for advice but not before telling him that he owes him or that he's the best underclassman ever.

THEIR SONGS TOO. tsukasa's, besides the world hasn't even started yet (whose meaning again gets overlooked because when i read the lyrics for the first time, knowing what they meant to symbolize, i went "oh. oh this guy's not okay is he" and emu and miku go "this is a very cute and bouncy song, tsukasa!" IT'S NOT. I HAVE A PASS, I DON'T KNOW JAPANESE. YOU GUYS DO. WHY DID TSUKASA GET THE PINOCCHIOP SONG.) is a lot about the "we". tondemo wonders talks about how cool WE are, how WE still believe in wonders! and when it doesn't, it's about how the singer feels about the person the song is being sung to. and 88☆彡 is SO CLOSE to tsukasa being self-aware. SO CLOSE. i want the next tsukasa focus to destroy me. to kick my ass and stab me to death.

mafuyu, even though has not much sense of self, has her songs be more about... well... her. SHE is the jackpot sad girl. SHE remembers laughing with "you" when she's alone. isn't that strange?

also! the virtual singers! mafuyu's are most likely based on the other nightcord members (rin, sort of tsundere-y but caring deep down, is ena. meiko, not wanting to get involved directly and putting a distance between who she calls friends, even though she is trying to help, is mizuki. luka, being harsh when it comes to criticism, but having good intentions nonetheless, is kanade (though her harshness most likely stems on how harsh kanade is on herself. harsh, yet truthful) and miku, not knowing much about the world but wanting to experience it, is mafuyu herself. i haven't read the bug event, but i've heard len is mafuyu when she was a child.

wxs virtual singers are... kind of strange, when it comes to analysis. they're very secretive! wxs miku even refuses to talk about what she does when no one is visiting, which ties in with what i said before, that tsukasa barely depends on others when he's in trouble. but if i had to think of a pattern... they're there to help the members of wxs! compare wxs miku at the beginning of the main story to her in the latest event, or even the first few wxs ones. she's much more upbeat! as if she's trying to keep up with emu. rin and len are curious, and rin helped nene make more friends. len even got slowly more and more interested in rui's inventions. luka provides a sense of comfort, and meiko is very supportive! kaito... kaito's who tsukasa wants to be and never will. hell, they even bully him like wxs bullies tsukasa! and yet, he's responsible, wise, and can provide advice to anyone! the ideal big brother.

also, is it just me or the fact that wxs luka is the only virtual singer to first appear in a non-unit event is weird as hell? it wasn't even a tsukasa-focus! saki was the main chatrecter!

while n25 miku is mafuyu with an added childish wonder, kaito is an idealized version of tsukasa. and i think it's really funny, you know? how kaito's wxs "key" virtual singer, while he's taking his sweet time appearing in the empty sekai.

also, parents! mafuyu's put a lot of pressure in her, i guess you could say they pay her too much attention. tsukasa's (AND I'M NOT BLAMING SAKI FOR THIS, SHE'S A RAY OF SUNSHINE AND I ADORE HER) barely paid attention to him when he was little. he would wake up in the morning only to find them gone. or even in the middle of the day. or he would spend entire afternoons on his own because his parents had left. i don't really remember them appearing much on current events. i mean, i don't remember them showing up to tsukasa's show in stage of dazzling light, and they weren't around much in the doll festival event... ACTUALLY, he did run from their house to the hospital and they just. didn't notice. neither tsukasa nor saki mention being scolded for running away like that...

and this is kinda dumb and inconsequential, but tsukasa's first event was originally held during my birthday (june 15th) last year, and this year, a mafuyu event was held during my birthday. oh, and their palettes are opposites too!

SO THEN, WHY IS BOKU WA KUUKI GA YOMENAI THE PERFECT MAFUKASA DUET?

because i really like the song.

just kidding!

as i said in the video, the POSING, it's very tsukasa-ish. and there's a girl, the one the posing guy likes, who's always smiling, mantaining a perfect girl persona. posing guy takes interest in her, and tries to get a reaction out of her, which never happens. this is where my hcs start so take this with a grain of salt lol

emu has probably already told tsukasa about mafuyu. how she has this scaaaaary senpai who is always smiling but it's so unnerving! and her wonderhoy... is so not genuine! so tsukasa gets curious because what kind of person could scare emu. if she met a super aggressive thug she'd probably befriend them, getting them to smite her enemies or whatever.

so tsukasa meets mafuyu and yeah, seems pretty normal, emu's exaggerating, until SOMETHING happens and tsukasa's like HUH. HUUUUUHHHHHHH. so he tries to get a reaction out of her. not by being annoying or bothering her, just trying to get her to do something other than like. :)

tsukasa would probably become the first non-nightcord member who mafuyu shows her true "self" to because he's being too annoying (he didn't mean it!) ... but mafuyu finds it endearing. or, like, the lukewarm edition of endearing. they'll work on it.

LYRIC ANALYSIS TO TIE ALL OF THIS TOGETHER, I GUESS

translated lyrics by vgperson!

mafuyu is very... unreadable. he trusts emu's judgement, so even though she's smiling, she probably isn't really feeling it. he's tsukasa tenma, world future star, of course, so he'll get to the bottom of this! ... he just hopes he doesn't get mafuyu to hate him on the way.

tsukasa's behaviour is very... unconventional? he breaks the rules on the daily (thank you, rui! you made him a war criminal, just like you did with mizuki!) he doesn't really act according to any communicative rules, he's just. him

(like when he bumped into kanade and started communicating solely by onomatopoeia.)

(she did it back, so i guess that's good?)

tsukasa decided to become a star, and since saki liked his shows and his exagerated movements made her laugh, he adopted this as his default.

also, that last part, the pv has classmates saying "so happy we're shooting lasers!"

i want robo-nene to do that.

as i said. tsukasa tries to get a reaction out of mafuyu, but she doesn't yield, if she does, tsukasa's gonna tell the church emu, and if emu knows, the whole school knows, and that... would be bad. so she's not gonna play this game, she'll entertain it, sure, but she won't play.

i skipped a lot, sorry, but nothing to add :')

this, more than his mafuyu situation, would be more about where he was before the main story started. he focused so much on wanting to become a star, that he forgot why he wanted to do that in the first place

(we could also take into account the theory that mafuyu was, at some point, a childhood friend of tsukasa's, but due to both repressing their childhood, they forgot about one another. then this lyric could apply to the two of them instead of just tsukasa)

mafuyu THINKS tsukasa just wants to see her break, so she doubles down, but some part of her does want to trust him, so she takes barriers down slowly, because she IS getting tired, and maybe if only tsukasa sees, even if he tells emu, they'll think she's telling a lie or something, because why would they believe the cloudcuckoolander over the honor student? so mafuyu just joins tsukasa's toomfoolery... not by tomfooling herself, of course. she just indulges him and gives him what he wants: a peek at the real mafuyu

and mafuyu probably would think something like "well, now that he's seen the real "me", if that's how he wants to call it, he'll be disappointed and leave, and he can stop bothering me" but tsukasa is genuinely tearing up because mafuyu trusts him that much

he, of course, doesn't tell emu. but he makes sure to tell her that there's nothing wrong with mafuyu.

[gonguji]

SNIFF SNIFF... I love my mutuals so much!

[banqanas]

Yukihiro Utako sensei bless you............thank you so much for your service...........

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

You're do cute, I could just eat you whole ;3

don't EAT me blue cmooon >:'(( i'm just a lil guy i'm just a bday guyyy<33333

[theophagie-remade]

I love you you looked like you needed saving scene. I love you stage play for making it look like Deku's doing everything in his power to blow Kacchan

[mitsuyaya]

My dearest Yumi,

I hope you’re having a day as wonderful as you. I just wanted to tell you how proud I am of you and how much I miss you. I hung out with Inumaki today and found some stuff you’d like while going out shopping. The day was fun but I wish you were right beside me with your hand in mine. I can’t wait to come back to you and show you the gifts!

I also wanted to say that I admire how compassionate and driven you are. You never fail to inspire me and I want to say that I love you so much. If you ever need me I’ll always be here for you.

Forever yours,

Yuuta Okkatsu

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[missmielyhoran]

This is so- 2000? 2000??? I can start a cult wtf!!!

Thank you sm you guys I love you so muchhhhh😭😭🩷🩷 Ahhdgsusyayegsbvddjhd