#thank you nonie

[strawberryspence]

I JUST READ UR FIC ABT DUSTIN AND STEVE'S WILL AND HOW FUCKING DARE YOU!!!!! HOW FUCKING DARE YOU!!!! IM SOBBING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY AKKDJDJJDJDHHD AAAAAAHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭😭

11/10 best experience of my day <3

i love the way ur screaming at me but also 11/10 i made ur day. 😭😭

thank you lovely anon. pls let me pass you some tissues. no more sad stuff from me till 2023 i promise <333

[louroth]

Lou I'm so sorry for this random thought but I had to leave it out in the open: remember that ask whose premise was a role swap between L and the hunter?

Just, what would they have thought of the 'puppet corpse' the Vicar brought, of her words about a celestial seemingly taking the hunter as their spouse?

"They're what?" Leith's one brow raises in interrogation as they pin the vicar with their stare, dark as night.

"A concubine."

It starts as a mere twitch in Leith's eye, their body perfectly still, hunched as they are over the body of the hunter like a mother of dragons protecting her young. There's a hitch in their breath as their eyes flicker to the hunters dead gaze, and then they start to rumble from deep within their chest, something terrible prowling in there, begging to be let out. Their eyes slowly travel back to meet the vicars, wanting nothing but to wipe the smug smile off her face. Without thinking, Leith flings a knife that grazes her serpentine torso before lodging into a pew. There’s a beat of stunned silence even as the knife rattles and the guards stiffen into readiness.

And then she laughs. Like it's genuinely funny. If Leith had any less self preservation, they'd plunge another knife into the vicars throat and listen to her gurgle, and then they'd laugh, too. They'd laugh and laugh and laugh.

Instead Leith clenches their jaw and hefts the weight of the hunter into their arms silently, as if it's no matter at all; as if their knees aren't buckling and their chest isn't being torn in two. They turn on their heel, walking out. The vicar snickers, stopping her guards with a waggle of her fingers.

She won't hear the promise Leith whispers into the deaf ears of the hunter. But she knows. Leith will stop at nothing to find them again.

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Leith buries the hunter beneath the tree they once climbed together as younglings, placing a palm against the trunk as if they could bleed it for memories. They kiss the earth where the hunter lay, and [whatever flower you associate with your hunter] begins to grow there the second they do. It breaks what little sanity Leith has left to see the first sprout break through the loose dirt, to then recognizing the bloom, and they rise then, slowly- like a new metamorphosis- they set their jaw and check their knives and then they walk into the forest, one simple goal in mind: to find what's theirs and take it back. Whatever it takes.

[defiledtomb]

I appreciate Ouroboros for letting players do an MC who used to be sweet and kind, but now just completely behaves like a gremlin (ﾉ⁠≧⁠∇⁠≦⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠ ⁠ﾐ⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻

Right (!) the emotional wound that opened the day the hunter realized that everything they cared for either abandoned them or was lost forever. And then the slow infection of that wound year over year, decade over lonely decade, until it rots them from the inside and warps their personality into something so much darker.

OUGH I love it too. The scenes where past personality are going to come into play are already so juicy to me; a piece of the hunter is shown and everyone loses their minds, getting a heady dose of what the MC is beneath all the grime of trauma. Every RO reacts differently of course, but it is safe to say that Id/L would drop to their knees, shellshocked and close to weeping, at seeing the MC they used to know again.

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[footballandshit]

[caliburn-the-sword]

i CAN'T keep reading y/a dystopian fiction and then being surprised EVERY single time when the young sweet loveable character dies. i nearly CRIED in maths today and it wasn't because i was getting my marks back. in the future i will make sure to not get attached to the kid character ever again

[aprito]

It's always a giggle when I see Sasosaku promoted and I always think back to you <3

sos #truthers really won that day me included we will always be thankful to megahouse for this gift

just look at the line up

[t3acupz]

Do you have anymore Randell x Matthew headcannons or ideas? :0

Beasthawk headcanons:

Randall is from a wealthy socialite family in Baltimore, Maryland. At the age of five, he was diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome. He always did very well academically in the elite private schools his parents paid for, and went on to doubled majored in engineering and paleontology at John Hopkins University. Randall’s parents sent him to be treated by Hannibal Lecter when he was 16 for his identity disorder. Hannibal taught Randall how to hide his symptoms, and encouraged his homicidal ideation. Hannibal treated Randall for two years until he was 18 when he left home to go to university. He’s currently 27 years old and working at the Baltimore Museum of Natural History. When he is working there alone at night, he likes to take the skulls and claws of apex predators home so he can recreate them using stronger materials for his mecha kill suit.

Randall also has dissociative identity disorder, and his other personality is The Beast. He can’t control when The Beast takes over but he needs the mecha suit to feel like his body matches his mind or else he starts having a nervous breakdown.

Matthew doesn’t like to talk about his past. His biological parents were physically and mentally abusive. Even at the age of 29, his chin scar still gives him bitter flashbacks to his childhood when he looks in the mirror. He was taken into a several foster homes and group homes starting at the age of seven. He studied various specialities during his adolescence because of the time spent with different foster families (information systems technican, basic nursing skills, explosive ordnance disposal, culinary arts, etc). However, Matthew never lasted more than a few months in each new home because of his behavioral problems. He was 15 when he had his first stint at a mental institution where they officially diagnosed him with antisocial personality disorder (APD).

Matthew Brown is not Matthew’s given name. He has had multiple identities and has been using forged ID documents to find work ever since he was 18.

Depending on which canon divergence I feel like exploring, Matthew is either still in love with Will Graham but also has feelings for Randall or he hasn’t met Will in the canon yet.

They like to go hunting together for both humans and animals. Matthew brings his tranquilizer gun, and once their prey is immobile he enjoys watching Randall tear them apart.

After some coaxing, Matthew convinced Randall to get matching tattoos of a hawk encircling a cave bear on their left biceps.

Matthew loves to listen to Randall talk about engineering and prehistoric animals for hours. Randall’s low monotone voice makes him feel calm.

One day, Randall found a stray tortoiseshell kitten in a dirty alleyway in Baltimore. Matthew is more of a dog person but Randall looked so ecstatic that he let her stay. Randall named her Smiley (after Smilodon).

NSFW headcanons:

Matthew is always covered in bruises because when The Beast fucks him it’s always rough with a lot of biting.

Randall typically likes to bottom for Matthew when he is not The Beast.

Matthew has an average-sized cock but on the thicker side. Randall has a large cock that curves up a bit.

Matthew enjoys giving head but Randall finds that it makes him oversensitive. Matthew loves watching Randall squirm and moan as he holds him down while he’s sucking his cock.

Sometimes when they cuddle before sleep, Matthew uses Randall for cockwarming. Randall doesn’t mind because he loves being held.

In an Omegaverse AU, Randall would be an Alpha with a calm nature and Matthew would be an Omega with a hostile nature.

[hazzabeeforlou]

I really want to be objective and not make conclusions to suit the happy land in my head.. So I've looked and relooked, you know? So like I really want to think F is his kid. So why the early announcement and Tam following preg accounts? So I thought the timeline was much earlier maybe? But that doesn't go well with the bump pap pics. They were just that excited at 2 months? Okay then I spose. If I were to explain the behavior around it, it was either fake or it was reluctant fatherhood right? He was just a shitty dad who didn't want a kid.. what abt rbb and sbb signalling the pregnancy tho? So are we to dismiss the legitimacy of the bears which showed up every concert? Okay done. What was with all the pap walks? maybe 1d thought it was good pr(???).. Maybe the fake pics were just the cousin being crazy and the missing bump is a play on angles. Why ignore the kid for years? Maybe they met in private then.. so if he really cares, how is he trusting a trump supporting anti-vax fam to raise his kid? Is that how less he cares about him? His affection for his kid ends at the stories he can tell and the tickets he can sell? He's such a shitty father. Isn't it, then? I don't want to believe this because his character and personality are what have saved him. But with this? He named him FREDDIE REIGN!! What a damn fuck you statement after all the gay rumors surrounding him.. I'm tired of making sense of these things tbh. He's kissing him on the lips. He's his kid. But what was all that bullshit of 2015-16 then? Am I really delusional to think things don't add up? I'm sorry to rant in your ask box.. you can just delete this if this was troublesome :'(

Behold, a snapshot of my brain at all times.

[covetyou]

Sorry if this is weird but I just need to thank you because your Joel fics are the only fics I can get off too. If I need some good material to nut too I always come to your blog ❤️ thanks for writing the hottest stuff

I'M SOMEONE'S NUTSPO. LOOK MA - SOMEONE NUTS TO MY FICS.

I don't think you realise what an honour this is nony, thank you. I have a few go to writers for my own nutspo and I'm very grateful to them too, so I know this feeling from the other side and what a very strange but lovely privilege it is to be that for someone else.

and maybe the knowledge of someone hunting down my blog to get themselves off shouldn't fill me with warm fuzzies, but it DOES and that's just fine by me.

happy 💦ing nony 💛

[louroth]

also i cant wait for monster leith to see their ring on mc and just be like “mine mine MINE”. want this giant monster to scoop me up and take me to their lair. thank you for your time.

[romanticatheartt]

Question 25

25. a book that had u bawling ur eyes out?

As Long as the Lemon Trees Grow

I haven't been the same since that book, I cried from chapter 2 till the end of epilogue.

[defiledtomb]

if its not too spoilery…is pastlover!L jealous/hurt if MC is romantically interested in someone else? Does he understand?…feeling like doing it just for the angst-factor

It is not too spoilery, I think! Mainly because, well, those scenes aren't entirely written yet and comprise only of the notes in my outline 🧍

And the notes say...(I'm shaking them like an eight-ball) "Clenching teeth."

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[noh07]

Thank you.

How come that you love me

while I sometimes can't?

I mean, I do like me,

but more than that is hard.

If you wouldn't always

remind me to care for myself,

I would forget. In many ways,

you help me save myself.

Thank you.

this one is dedicated to my peanut again. she's so amazing. she can always make me feel good. she's always able to make me take care of myself, even when i really don't feel like it.

she's my angel <3

[dearly-somber]

OMG OMG ITS FINALLY HAPPENING, EVERYBODY CALM DOWN 🏃‍♀️😲🫨 I am so so so excited to see how YN acts now that she knows she is in love 💓

Ps. I love the series so much, you're an amazing writer 💞🤧

KENJDIA PLEASEEEJQBFJ IM SO HAPPY YOU’RE ENJOYING IT 💕💕

SNDJJA YOU’RE TOO SWEET THANK YOU SO MUCH <333 It really means the world to me 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[aprito]

noni ur art is so important to me, u truly get the sos energy

getting even one person to look forward to the slop i post is a win in my opinion

[seiwas]

I jus wanted to say that i love how you don't explicit write Satoru and col having sex, but you beautifully alluded it that we just know oh the love birds did it! It's really immaculate alongside everything else you do that i have nothing more to add except that i think he's gonna be or he already is horny 24/7 around her because how could he not? But again he's sooo enamoured and it's beautiful i love it 💕🙌

hello dear nonie!! thank you for dropping in to say such a compliment omg?? 🥺 and thank you for reading it too!!! ik it takes up time to read smth that long 😭

it really means so much that you appreciate that lil bit of my writing omg 😭 bc i rlly cannot for the life of me write explicit (i'd butcher it 😭😭) but!! i really wanted to include an intimate scene between them bc i think it's so important to show the progression of their relationship!!

and also just!! they can't not be fucking like c'mon to call it immaculate omg 😭 that's such a high praise!!!

i think i've actually tried to hint at it a lot that they have done it already!! or at least been very intimate with eachother!! esp with satoru being a lot touchier with reader! because-- i just-- you just can't be that comfortable with someone without having done anything with them i think sdbfshdajb so that alluded scene in 'so this is what it means to be in love' definitely isn't their first time!! but i do like to write things really subtly so i guess this means it worked if it wasn't that obvious 😭

i wanna write their first time so bad but i'm so sure i'd rlly do such a bad job writing it sfbajf pls just imagine it in ur mind jhsdbsjaf

to support what u're saying tho, yes satoru gets horny a lot esp when it's still fresh!! 😭😭 can't keep his hands off reader!!!! he also cries like 1 time and gets really emotional/sentimental during others 😭😭 other times he's also a dork n literally says the unsexiest thing during a really sexy time 😭😭 n he likes marking