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I have no idea how to thank you for all the love, this is insane! I am so grateful for all of your support and interactions. I feel so welcomed, and happy to be here sharing my words with you!! š¤āØ Here's a few updates for what I've got going on:
I've put together another Fic Rec Masterlist! I've been reading some awesome fics lately. I hope you check them out, and show the writers some love!
My current goal is to finish up the Enies Lobby arc for We've All Got Needs since I've been slacking. I apologize for the wait, the ADHD brain has been hard to wrangle. I'm planning to get us through the arc, and then back on the seas to find a good place for a pause. I also have a character x character spinoff miniseries planned for that little poly world, as well as some extra scenes. But I'm going to find a place to pause the main storyline because I'd like to only focus on one long fic at a time so there won't be too much wait in between updates while I work on shorter fics. WAGN is my priority right now, and I've got a few requests lined up. I've added a poll below, so let me know which request you'd like me to start on next! Then I promise, NUMBERS GAME will be back!
Requests are still closed for my birthday month while I catch up, because every time I open them I end up passing out, and waking up a week later with a new 20,000+ word miniseries that was supposed to be a smutty one shot. š
Once I catch up on these goals, I'll open up requests, and put out another poll for a new character for an x Reader fic. I love your ideas so much, and I'm excited to share the ones I have on my list with you. š„°š„°
I can't thank you all enough! Writing was something I always wanted to be doing, and now that I've gotten started, I don't want to stop. Lately I've been feeling more confident in my work, and all of the encouragement, and the screaming in my comments means the world to me!
I hope your day is SUPER!! ļæ½ļ潚š¼
~ Lynna š¤
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Helloo i just wanna confess that im so in love with your frans dynamic ššššššš their interaction, their platonic relationship.. aahh somehow whenever i see them i can feel their vibes as a someone who loves platonic partner so bad, the calm vibes and their own shenaningans- which i couldnt stop laughing
Like, romance but most dominated with platonic?? Homies but at the same time love each other but still friend agdhd like that idk how to describe their relation but damn i just love them
How you draw sans and frisk are my most favorite especially your frans dynamic, hope you have a nice day and keep making what you love about them!! š
AAAA THANK YOUUU š I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW š„ŗš
I've been reading what you wrote over and over and I'm just so glad to hear these from you! Indeed, those are the vibes I'm aiming for these two. Like other people around them, they couldn't really make out of what their relationship status is based on the binary "platonic" and "romantic" relationship. But you just know that they love and appreciate each other and always stick together and that's for sure š
I say they're "queerplatonic" because that's the most accurate "label" we can match to their relationship but if you actually asked them what they are, hehe you know what they'll say XD (omg I just love things that exist outside of the established standards made by Society TM)
I should tell y'all the story of how I slowly developed these two's relationship cuz it is also something that's connected to me personally haha ;D
EEEE again, I'm so so happy that you like my interpretation of Frisk and Sans!^^ What being obsessed with these characters for years does to a mf:
Please I'm more than happy to share my own take on these two as an individual and how they got to the being the people I've been drawing now as you can tell that these versions of Frisk and Sans are canon compliant and takes place years after the events of the game ĆŗįĆ¹ my ask box is always open š
Thank you so so much! Your words made my day and night and I'll still come to re-read this again and again! Please accept these humble lil doodles and I also wish you a wonderful day/night šš
#asks#thank you for the ask!#my art#sona#frans#sansfrisk#sans x frisk#frisk x sans#frisk#sans#qpr frans#indeed i love them so much too T.T#my blorbos! i'm shaking them so hard-#there are days and nights where i spent so much time thinking of them that it's actually kinda concerning haha-#also i should drop my frans' queer identities later in a seperate post/ask (if i get any)#again thank you very muchhh TvT#i'm holding your words gently and i'll try not to squish#these 2 keep me from going insane#or they're the ones that's making me going insane?#you decide#wow you read all of this? awww <3#imma go back to my lil dent where i vibrate like a hair trimming machine
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Hi there :) I just wanted to appreciate you for creating this blog, I adore Damien & Angelaās dynamic so much :D
Smoshtwt isnāt too fond of Damangela, ācause a lot of them seem to think all of us ship them romantically (it seems like most of us just enjoy their fun & teasing dynamic!), so being over here is just a lot more fun with less drama!
Anyway, it looks like todayās Games video is gonna be a TNTL Trivial Pursuit - hoping for Damangela!!
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Thanksš I'm happy you like my blog! :D
Smoshtwt can be something else I tell ya. If it was all shipping they are still so aggressive for no reason. I try to stay out of it as much as I can.
(I'm a longtime fandoms lurker. There's a lot of new blood all the sudden trying to change things up, I will not sway and buckle because they think it's 'cringe'. Like I know it's cringe?? I just don't care. It brings me joy)(the word "fan" literally comes from "fanatic" and you're telling me I shouldn't be excited about my cutiesā¢?? be quiet.)
TNTL TRIVIAL PURSUIT!!!! I wonder who it will be today!! (as always, hoping for šÆļøšÆļøšÆļøDamangelašÆļøšÆļøšÆļø)
#šÆļøšÆļøšÆļøDamangelašÆļøšÆļøšÆļø#TNTL Trivial Pursuit#smoshblr#damangela#Thank you my little birdy! I love getting the scoop! <3#sorry for getting a lil into the drama Anon! I just answered another ask about Twitter so I'm still a little heated from that!#I think its kind of the whole point to be a lil cringe#we're literally called FANS? like FANATICS?? HELLO???#I read a whole article about where the word āfandomā came from and it was very entertaining! apparently it originated in sports!#specifically baseball! in 1903!#OVER 120 YEARS AGO#(they talked about how the 'dom' in āfandomā could have two meanings- 'King-dom' or āa state of beingā like 'wis-dom')#very interesting to me
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yknow im probably going to sound a bit overdramatic for a moment with this sorry but,
ive said like two lore streams ago or w/e that im not going to let myself get as heated as i did at the start with how gun's been handling ( read : forgetting she exists ) maria all this time bc at this point i consider my portrayal of her an oc, as i essentially feel across the board with my other texas muses frankly but like.
i do think, while i was obviously thrilled to no end that they announced maria & she was playable etc, i do think the execution of her in-game really sincerely disappointed and pissed me off so badly. like yes end of the day shes a bunch of pixels etc etc whatever sure but its like. genuine frustration at how absolutely sidelined she has been since day one. and i know theres plenty of valid arguments for other characters receiving similar treatment ( ie. sonny ) in a variety of ways, and i do get the angle of maria initially serving as a haunting of the narrative, haunting her friends and sister and being more of that sort of invisible presence rather than physically there in the moment like they all are - but its severely disappointing to see just how little they give a shit about her, both in lore & in gameplay etc.
model-wise? shes completely fine i adore how she looks and everything shes beautiful shes adorable shes exactly as babygirl as i hoped and imagined her to be & look. but shes otherwise both so underwhelming and so borderline useless ( being generous ) and her ability is just the most uncreative pointless thing i feel they could have thought to give her. like. theres so many pieces i can rip apart for just that alone but i dont wanna yap for an eternity lmao
i just wish they gave an ounce of a shit about her. and like sure yes they could easily alter things or add on things on for her in the future etc. sure, yeah, fine and all but its just... i dont think im going to forget how sloppily put together they made her. or how they've consistently forgotten & disrespected her all these months. and with them branching away from her & the friendgroups' story into other victims' as time passes, their already sheer-ass attention spans are only going to grow thinner across the rosters and i guess in my eyes theyre just never going to make up for any of how they treated her character. and like yes thats fine bc i & others will do her infinitely better justice than they ever will but its still just like... its still disappointing.
like so much went wrong with that release day that i think i was just trying to cling onto the excitement of her just being playable but everything else, certain other complaints etc i wont get into, made me think that disappointment in how she was executed was an exaggeration on my part bc im too attached to her lmao and so i kinda just internalized the disappointment i think but it really is just like man. i feel like ive lowkey been in mourning of her since she was released. no faith at all that they are ever going to give her an ounce of dignity outside of how her model looks.
and again. i know i and the fandom do her infinitely more justice than they ever will at this point and that fact alone does make up for this all, i just wish she was remotely fun to play as and didnt feel like such a slapped together, zero-thought, near copy-paste non-asset in-game. i play her bc i love her but she also just makes me fucking sad LMAO
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#sorry for random whatever this is its been eating away at the back of my mind since release day & only worsened while playing lately lol.#im literally so fucking thankful that ive been able to work on her for so many months & that ive had such lovely experiences building#her character from the ground up with this lil corner i love you guys so sincerely & bigly for helping her grow into the character#she is currently & will grow into in the future - i just wish gun would love her w even a fingernails worth of how much we adore her.#( 'mourning' is probably overdramatic as hell but its the word that comes to mind lmao ) like i know my expectations need to stay#reigned in w/ gun & i try to but it is just. discouraging as hell w/ her in-game & then the constant worsening state of the#game on top of it not helping in the slightest lmao. anyways sorry again ignore me im just thinking too strongly about my girl-#end of: im proud of where ive been able to take her & how ive built her over this nearing year of writing her & im beyond happy w/ the#connections shes made & the stories being built & all of it. shes my oc as she stands on this acct & i truly hope i keep#building her for a long while more. sorry if u read thru all this nonsense also thank u & kisses to the sky for loving my girl w/ me <3#we all do more than gun literally ever will with any of them.#gonna go lie down & prob cry a moment & then return to Normal and try to write FNJKSD
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they all love me for the way i get a little prosey on the canvas discussion board
#for reference im majoring in something that requires the reading comphrension of a hatter driven mad by mercury exposure#and the upper division history electives are now my only artistic outlet at school. aside from some unnecessarily detailed renderings of#protists. that i doodle during lab/rec#so yah I am getting a lil prosey with it#professor you want me to debate the validity of non-written historical sources in sub-saharan africa? let's fucking go#anything to get a respite from chemistry people's writing (i stg. one second it's āthis is water :D it makes hydrogen bonds!!ā#then its āDECODE THIS ALPHABET SOUP OF AMINO ACIDS NOW YOU LITTLE BITCH OR ELSE YOU WON'T GET THIS PAPER A T A L Lā)#I understand that you need specialized language for this field. and I have way less trouble understanding publications than#ye average underprepared undergrad (thanks research experienceeees). and i genuinely do love learning the right terminology#but man it's so joyful to actually write something meaningful. to have opinions and hypotheses that don't have to be shared through#sixty layers of veiled#journal-approved words. anyway
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Mage Ranks the JD2023E Mapā¦ Locked Out of Heaven
ITāS BLORBO TIME BITCHES. Um, I mean, weāre getting a bit dramatic now in our story line, as we meet Jack Rose, the flamboyant superstar son of our main villain!
MAP: Locked Out of Heaven - Bruno Mars DIFFICULTY: Medium EFFORT: Moderate JD+ NEEDED?: No SEASON: Base game/Enter the dancerverses playlist
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Category Seven Autism Event inbound under the cut! Seriously, though, this one is long, ramble-y, and overall just a big excuse for me to infodump the fuck out of this map. It might not make a lot of sense, but putting it all down made me happy, so I hope it makes you happy to read it :)!
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I donāt need to tell you this song is good, right? Itās Bruno fuckinā Mars, of COURSE itās good! This song was actually pre-Uptown Funk, and itās honestly one of his best songs from that time. I actually hated a lot of early Bruno Mars stuff (Grenade my beloathed), but now heās probably one of my favorite vocalists. So yeah, I donāt need to tell you the song fucks! You already know that!
However, itās the way that this song is used that fascinates me. The original context of the song is just āwanting to spend the night at someoneās house because theyāre real good in the sackā, and the JD team saw that and went āBut What If Itās About Parental Neglectā and ran with it. During the second verse, Night Swanās face keeps taking over the background, thatās supposed to just be reflections of Jack dancing. And during that final chorus, after the first gold move where Jack is on his knees, and Night Swan Tower reveals itself, the jumbotrons that had Jackās face on it are replaced by the towerās visage, as the chorus sings āIāve been locked out of heaven/for too long/for too longā and it fades back to his room, right where we started. Hell, even before that, heās pointing to the audience during the lines āCan I just stay here?/Spend the rest of my days here?ā, telling us in pretty fucking clear terms that his passion isnāt what heās supposed to do, but what he wants to do - perform. Heās been locked out of heaven for too long, heās been kept away from the love a mother should express for her child. And now heās trying to find that happiness in his performance.
Speaking of, the routine! Itās fucking great! I think itās ranked pretty fairly in terms of difficulty and effort, but if I can be honest, I found this routine shockingly easy. Itās not the easiest thing in the world, but after the technical nightmare that was Rather Be, and the (slight spoilers) upcoming technical nightmare that is Majesty, I would consider LOoH as almost a breather level. Almost, I say, if it wasnāt for the FIFTEEN SPINS you have to land. Seriously, between the one leg spin-hop, the full circle he makes during the chorus, and even the spin you have to do before the final Gold Move, thereās a reason a lot of people were joking that this song shouldāve been called āSpinned Out of Heavenā. But maybe itās the theater kid in me (itās probably the theater kid in me), I didnāt find the spins all that difficult or demanding. And both the Gold Moves in this routine are fairly easy, with one being the jump you have to do at the start of the final chorus, and the other being the final move in the entire song, the hand raise that you started with. If I had to complain about one thing, I would say that I wish they had you āholdingā the microphone in your right hand more. Itās easy for me to imagine holding the mic while doing certain moves, the bridge of the song being the most obvious, but most of the time itās āinā your left hand when the game only tracks your right hand. Itās just a bit of a dissonance in my head, where it goes āwait, but i AM holding something in the right hand, why are you saying thereās something in my left?!ā. But at that point, thatās just a nitpick.
The whole choreography tells us so much about Jack as a dancer. Heās flamboyant, heās a showman, he lives for the dramatics. He knows how to work a crowd! His stage presence is amazing.
Speaking of! Jack Rose! The blorbo that has ruined my fucking life!!!
Quick note before I get into this... Iām not crazy when I say his name, Jack Rose, probably comes from the two main characters from Titanic, Jack and Rose, right?! No one else has pointed this out, not even the wiki, and I feel like Iām going fucking crazy. Like I know āJackā is a very common guyās name and āRoseā ties into the face his main color is red, but together? Thatās a Titanic reference, baby! Iām not the only one who saw that, right?????
Anyways! Look at this man in his red suit, his stupid (affectionate) feather boa shoulder piece, his lipstick matching his hair, his gold glove, his stupid little microphone!!! All of this combined makes for one hell of a memorable character, at least for me. I love love love love LOVE monochrome character palettes, I love the mix of reds and blacks, I love it when random strappy things are on a character, I love a little pop of fur...
... wait a god damn second. Those are all the elements my ultimate blorbo of all time has!!!
(pictured: my ultimate blorbo of all time, aka my warrior of light in final fantasy xiv, ahrora, in her current outfit. note the reds, blacks, strappy things, and pop of fur. no matter what, sheās always gonna be my absolute favorite just because sheās my oc i poured so much into. donāt worry rora, youāre not getting replaced, you never could be <3) (it doesnāt help that her main class is quite literally dancer ALDFSKJAS;DFLKJASLD)
Okay, thatās a bit of a stretch, but I do adore red-coded characters, and honestly with the feathers itās reminding me of one of my top 5 favorite characters of all time, Yamato Kazakiri from Animal Sentai Zyuohger, mostly because theyāre both red and both give off Bird Vibes and not much else. But Yamato could sometimes serve this type of cunt. But now weāre getting twenty miles off from the topic so letās get back the fuck on track.
Okay Iām sorry this is so much longer and more disjointed than the other reviews but this map makes me scream cry and throw up.
The map starts with Jack as a kid, dancing alone in his room. His mother, Night Swan, looks on, and motions in a way that says sheās disapproving of her sonās actions.
How itās supposed to come off: Night Swan disapproves because Jack is supposed to be training to be the leader of her army, and shouldnāt have time for frivolous shit like āhis own happinessā.
How it comes off to a lot of people: Night Swan disapproves because Jack is expressing his interest in a traditionally āfeminineā hobby.
Iām not sure how many people related to that second interpretation, but I did see a LOT of people say thatās how they felt when they saw this cutscene for the first time. Personally, my interpretation was more like the first one; Jack wasnāt being absolutely perfect, and she thinks that if heās not, he shouldnāt even bother. Of course, a bit of parental neglect never stopped anyone! It just traumatizes and yassifies you!
Honest to god, when I first saw this transition from his child self to his adult self, it made me gasp a bit, Even after his mother has expressed disapproval, heās still going forward with being a performer. Sure, he is the main leader of her assimilated army, but he just wants to perform in front of people! And he loves it! And the audience loves him too!
But at the end of the day, the one person who he just wants to get some form of approval from wonāt give it to him. Heās not good enough.
No, not good. She doesnāt care much for good.
Heās not perfect enough.
God, the love of performance and heartbreak over still not getting any love from his mother after all this time is portrayed so well by his dancer. Makes me feel extremely insane.
I think a question thatās fair to ask is āwell if she wants Jack to follow all her orders, why not assimilate him, too?ā. And I think the answer is twofold. One, she needs someone whoās able to make snap decisions outside of her own brain to lead her army successfully. If youāre left to your own devices, you may end up making a huge mistake you didnāt foresee. And secondly, no matter how much parental neglect sheās shown Jack, on some level she canāt bring herself to assimilate him because he is her son. She doesnāt care about his happiness, but she doesnāt want to lose someone who may potentially be the final tie to her life before Night Swan, since the dad seems to be M.I.A. And her disapproval of Jack being a performer might stem from her own insecurities of being a failed ballerina; sheās already gone through the pain and humiliation of trying to be a performer and failing, and she doesnāt want Jack to go through the same. Of course, there might be an element of jealousy there too. He IS a successful performer. Heās performing in front of an arena of people, for godās sake! Sheās seeing him live out a dream she couldnāt have, and wants to shut that down for him.
Many thoughts, head full, blorbo living in there.
Of course, by the end of the map, the Just Dancers make it through to where heās staying...
But for now, thatās where our story must stop.
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GENERAL RATING: THUMBS UP!!!!!!!!
SPECIFIC RATING: 10/10
Holy shit this is my favorite map in the whole game. I donāt give a shit. The choreography is fun and easy for a theater kid like me to grasp while still being genuinely challenging in a fair sense, the story of the map is told so well in less than five minutes, Jack Rose is just an iconic coach, everything about him just rattles my fucking brain like a cup of dice. Does he know how much I care about him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And to top it all off, he gets a song that already fucked hard and gets it recontextualized to be about an emotionally distant, neglectful mother, and how he just wants that closeness with somebody, anybody, and that he just wants to perform!
He just wants someone close to him to care about it, too!
... Is that really too much to ask?
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THANK YOU for reading, especially if you actually DID read my absolute fucking brain rot on a page and didnāt just scroll down to the end. No shame if you did, I would do the same LMFAO. Next time, weāre looking at the penultimate song in the playlist, Majesty! Thereās no obligation to follow me (especially not after the absolute thesis i just wrote), but if you wanna see my rankings of all the other JD2023 maps, please stick around! I promise they wonāt be as long/disjointed/nonsensical as this one ended up being! Have a good day!
~ Mage <3
#just dance#just dance 2023#jd2023#jack rose#jack rose just dance#mage's rankings of just dance 2023 maps#danceverses rankings#i need a just dance tag#SORRY FOR THE WORD VOMIT IN ADVANCE. THIS DOESN'T MAKE ANY GOD DAMN SENSE.#the Mage rambles#i have a lot of thoughts about this man and i cannot succinctly word it to save my life#so you will have to be subjected to a glorified stream of thought#a lil behind the scenes here but i write these rankings late at night#it's almost 3 am on sunday and my brain is fucking BUZZING like crazy#also! cameo appearance from my most beloved oc ever! say hello to her or i will blow you up!#ANYWAYS THANKS FOR READING. I AM GONNA SCREAM MORE NOW <3
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0 days since bringing myself to tears writing something for Overmorrow
#roadie rambles#(a LOT. the brainrot is winning today)#overmorrow tfs#project E#oh you beast of a project you. already causing me pain this early onā¦#sat down and hashed out a bunch of dialogue without really planning to today#since I write out of order I donāt always know what Iām gonna end up working on/having inspiration for#so I just let my head go at it#and whaddya know. it was one of the emotional scenes#I worked on some other parts too but this was a /very/ important scene so it was nice to get some of it down#so anyway I cried š
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which is really great bc I was so immersed I didnāt even realize how emotional it made me#(having the playlist on Did Not help)#I think this is the kinda story that needs to move me first before I can even think of showing it to anyone else#and by that I mean I need to pretend I didnāt write it and see if Iām able to feel the weight of it still#as long as itās making me feel deeply and making me /think/ thatās my indicator that Iām on the right path#ā¦then again. it doesnāt take much to make me feel and think so weāll see if this idea of mine holds any merit š
#did I mention that I. still donāt quite know what Iām doing#Iāve only got the pieces of this puzzleā¦but each day the picture becomes a lil clearer#okay thatās it for my word vomit; writing tumblr tags is so cathartic#thanks for reading! š«¶#overmorrow misc
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as someone whoās very excited to read your Dess raises Kris AU, something that iām really excited for is the dynamic between Dess and Chara! From the little excerpt we saw of them in the past iām so curious as to how theyāre relationship functions / how itāll effect Kris growing up and such. If it isnāt too much to ask, could you go a bit in depth as to how they āworkā in a sense?
jkegkjdfgdf IT MEANS SO MUCH THAT UR EXCITED.....WOW.....like i am too its just so fun to know other people are!!
and! yeah so. i go into them a lot in this post here where i said. a lot of what my ideas are right now (and its said better lol) but i can for sure talk about them forever and ever and ever. most relationship of all time.
under the cut cause Oh My God it was not supposed to be this long.
so!!! i think a lot of how dess and chara work is that as time goes on it becomes increasingly obvious that They Do Not, actually. like, the way i see dess is that she is very much a person who needs to be on the move--she cannot stay in one place. that just...isnt who she is, and its stifling, and she HATES being weighed down. and kids, uh, sorta do that to you lol. vs chara, who like...has defined xirself around this role xe took up, 'cause the huge difference between them is that chara chose to have frisk and dess just sorta ended up with kris, right? so thats one point they arent ever going to like, understand the other one on.
so a lot of what leads them to deciding to stick together is this sense of loneliness they both feel...dess for being someone who is always on the move has also always had people with her: azzy, for one, but i think shes also the sort of people who makes a lot of like, surface-level friendships? i think shes A Lot and most people never get to know her that well, but like...chara DOES. and vice-versa for chara: people never bother to get to know xir, but dess WANTS TO. dess really truly cares about xir and xir life and who xe is which is very new for chara. cause before this all xe's had is frisk who is. literally a two year old and doesnt have any other choice lol.
theyre both people who have been dealt a poor hand in life in regards to dark world bullshit, something they cant exactly get help with through like, traditional means. they meet when theyre both super young--iirc dess is 18, chara 21? 22?--and yknow, raising a kid at that young an age isnt the most common experience. dess has run away from home, basically, and chara's a college dropout with a biological family xe never want to see again...neither of them have anybody else! they dont have any help! so they bond over that, a lot. its like...seeing someone Like You for the first time in your entire life.
and all that said its the kids thing that really throws a wrench into everything.
because dess cant stay still, right? she cant. shes not wired for it. but chara does, and she trusts chara, and chara doesnt mind watching kris, so dess doesnt feel bad leaving them with xir. but. a day becomes a week. week a few weeks, a month, a few months. as time goes on dess coming home grows more and more sparse. but theres this sense of like...chara doesnt really know who xe is, anymore, outside of this family xe has? outside of being a parent and spouse? so to chara, to leave dess is like, unimaginable. dess is xir person. dess loves xir, which is something xe cannot really comprehend as a loveless aromantic, but having never been loved in xir entire life (chara had a Bad childhood lets just say) its like...dess chooses xir. and sure, shes gone a lot, but when she does come home, her home is XIR. her home is chara. its gloriously dizzying.
and dess does feel the same way!!! dess never really means to leave chara for so long, she just...loses track of time. hates being Needed by kids in any way more than a cool aunt they see occasionally. funnily enough she gets on with frisk better because frisk doesnt really expect a mom out of her. (that isnt to say its returned lol kris likes dess wayyyyy more than frisk does. but for dess its easier to be around frisk cause they dont expect anything). if the kids werent a thing chara and dess would actually work a lot better--chara is a lot less adventurous and likes staying back and tending to things, but without frisk to like, REALLY cement that xe'd enjoy going out with dess, probably not into dark worlds but travel might be nice. and dess wouldn't feel so much pressure, if its just chara, 'cause chara kind of just likes dess for who she is. so for just-chara, dess could stay. dess is used to people wanting her to be someone else--her mother, her father, hell, even AZZY, who like...he never acted on it, but he had a crush on her for their entire friendship. she knows he'd rather she return those feelings.
but chara GETS HER. chara cares for her in a way that doesnt want her to become something she isnt--its why they get married!! dess never felt romantic love, and still doesnt, but its chara who makes her go--oh. oh, so i think i know why people might get married, actually. its saying--youre my person, and chara is her person. and vice-versa, of course. dess is this light chara never had.
but. of course. they have two kids.
which. complicates things. dess puts chara first--she LOVES chara, loves xir in every single way she can feel love. but chara...chara cares about dess, a lot. its why xe's really blind to a lot of xir faults for a while...because thats dess. xe doesnt know where xe would be without dess. but chara is a parent. frisk and kris do come first.
the kids are like, aware of this. frisk is very much aware of this--they're younger than kris but they dont have these rose-colored glasses about dess, and they sort of notice, how much of a toll it takes on chara to be a single parent, essentially, still. dess sends money back--she IS sort of the breadwinner lol, turns out selling weird dark world things is sometimes actually a viable career--but she doesnt, like, parent. when she comes home shes a friend. but not a parent.
kris fights with chara a lot. idealizes dess. its that idea that the parent who has to be the PARENT, be the one to say no, be the one to deal with all the crying and meltdowns and just general messiness of raising another human being, is the one that also gets the most flack. dess is never around! which is hard, but it also means she never messes up. at least in kris's eyes, lol.
for frisk and kris dess really is the one thing that like, gets in between all else. its the wound they all keep opening again, because shes never around, and it hurts. whenever she comes back and stays for a week when she said a month the kids know how sad chara gets!! how lonely xe is! but kris writes it off because dess will come back, and frisk grows bitter. its the one thing the two dont talk about because its the one thing that fractures their sibling relationship. every serious fight the two have is in some way about dess.
the entire reason why noelle and kris end up meeting? because kris thinks that if they prove themself as brave like dess, and dive into and close a dark world like she does, she'll stay longer this time. but of course all that does is get them stuck.
dess never does things maliciously. she does, really, truly, care about chara, kris, frisk. but she also just...does things. she never looks before she leaps. she shies away from facing consequences. and thats like...the sort of thing you CANT do, when youve got kids. but she never wanted them. she never meant to take kris.
she's just. in too deep. and chara does NOT hold her accountable which doesnt help. it would be best for the kids if chara got a divorce but. chara cant do that. xe cannot be alone again.
OKAY THAT WAS A LOT. uh. if you (general) wants to know more!! hit me up!!! tho i will say i'll have more to say about other relationships lol, i think i've said most of what i can able dess&chara right now. BUT I AM ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT THIS AU I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ON HOW IT CHANGES THINGS--
#drkau#ask#deltarune#i hope this is! something lol#everything is subject to change as i write them cause im way worse at Describing this relationship than writing it#i wrote a lil 4k word test of it and i just want to gesture to that like there. read it. youll see#but thats just for me lol idk where id even post that.#but yeah. i say a Lot on this blog but i am better at putting that into like#writing yknow? where i can show it#BUT THANKS FOR ASKING I LOVE TO TALK ABOUT IT STILL EVEN IF ITS DISJOINTED AND MESSY#hint hint nudge nudge if anybody wants to ask about other character relationships :3 ive put a lot of thought into them all#like. did you know susie and kris went to middle school together.#that toriel and carol are married#that the asriel and noelle relationship is So Fascinating#DO YOU KNOW HOW KRIS AND NOELLE MEET AGAIN CAUSE ITS REALLY GOOD#god you dont even know what things are like when kris and dess are revealed to be alive. oh my god
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tell me about love is receiving so much love since i posted it and it's makin my heart tear up a lil š„¹ thank you so much to everyone for taking the time to read all 7k words of it š and for all your very kind words about it ā”
#im really so touched!! i read every single one!! all tags and comments and asks and everything!!!#some are even from writers whose works ive adored for a while and it makes me freak out a lil!!!#tell me about love is probs my longest fic to date!!#and it's also the fic i've spent the most time on (2 weeks omg haha)#it means a lot to me bc ive always been intimidated to write gojo!! bc hes so complex and im always worried abt mischaracterising him#or reading him wrong and portraying him wrong#but with lots of encouragement from niku and sera on my other gojo fics i think i slowly found my rhythm with him !!#i owe my gojo works rn to those two fr !!! and augustinewrites bc i love keeping up with the fushiguros... and saetoru for rich boy gojo#anyway this is a lot of words but i just want to thank you all so much for all the love on it!!#and thank you for seeing my vision!!!#shotorus.process#col tag
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iāve always been a silent reader of yours and i saw your announcement thingy & i just wanted to let you know your works are TOP TIER āØ ! i really appreciate your writing overall and ALL of your stories ! youāre such a great author and no matter what you choose to do iāll support it :) !!!!
ahhh thank you so much!! and ty as well for reaching out despite being a silent reader. this is for all who read silently actually but: i'm always sooo thrilled when you guys choose to talk to me despite being shy. it makes such a difference and i love those interactions so much bc you're the sweetest. so please never hesitate to reach out, bc i will always welcome you kindly!! š¤
#and we can talk about legit anything!! i think especially now all ccs rlly need the support so armyblr doesn't die so yeah š„ŗ#we appreciate every lil word so much š¤#thank you for being here and reading and loving my stuff!! you're so sweet!!!#notes for rid š¹#anon
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I've wanted to write a dissertation on the localization differences inćSawashiro's Chapter 13 scenes FOREVER you have NO idea, thank you so much for pointing that out.
I did experience the full game back when it was only out in Japanese so I've certainly got Thoughts on both in comparison to the original as well. Although it's not exactly what you were talking about, I do personally think the playfulness is 100% purposeful and the more accurate take in this case! Not just in a literal sense, but in terms of authorial intent.
Chapters 1, 2, and 13 specifically are full of homages to and subversions of his character as seen in RGGO. Playfulness, unpredictability, and an off-putting sense of humor are central to RGGO!Sawashiro. He also happens to be particularly fond of fake-outs like that. Obviously a lot has changed between games, but there's a lot of fascinating interplay as well, even with 7!Sawashiro's much more subdued presentation. Yokoyama has said he was going for a story that doesn't require RGGO's context to understand or enjoy, but a story that's nonetheless made more interesting by taking RGGO's context into account. The effects of that approach are of course going to be apparent in RGGO's main antagonist.
So I don't think it's far-fetched at all to say there's a sense of humor there we just don't get to see much of, being Ichi and being in the situations we're in when we encounter him. I think that kind of works for him as a character whose idiosyncrasies are conveyed equally by what we see and what we don't see.
... I guess I kind of ended up writing a dissertation anyway lol sorry
this is like getting a letter from the president thank you so much for your dissertation and your work in general im actually framing this on my brain walls
#fave#snap chats#ON THE REAL THOUGH LET ME. TALK NORMALLY FOR A SECOND#i DID actually want to make a note bout sawashiro's dialogue during chapter 1 too in my initial post#but i didnt think it was anything super noteworthy- tho now im glad my thinking's been validated in a way#weeks back when i actually did take the time to read through the old RGGO chapters and familiarize myself with RGGO jo#RGGJO if you will AHA--#but on the real when you mention it i DO remember his personality feeling#saying 'relaxed' feels hyperbolic/inaccurate but he definitely did not feel /as/ uptight as Y7jo comes off as#maybe cause his portrait art has him smiling for once ā ļø#but its due in part because we got to see RGGO jo more For Obvious Reasons and we got to see him interact with others more#that he got to feel a LIL more personable. not OVERLY friendly but yk. Just Enough to notice in comparison#in the way that i like comparing eng and jp texts it IS really fun looking between RGGO and Y7 jo#obviously they would borrow aspects from RGGO to put into Y7 but it is real neat being able to point them out/see them#i wish i could use my words better to express how much of a fan i am of reading this but just know i am#just very cool and interesting insight all around thank you again for writing in
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thinking a lot about how love makes everything lighter. how healing it is to be truly seen and cherished and held.
how love makes you brave enough to do something new or scary because of course i canāhow could i not, with you here keeping me steady?
how having a sleepy angel in bed suddenly makes someone a morning person. i wake you up with kisses peppered all over your face and bring you flowers on my way back from work and you call me handsome and greet me with a kiss and i look in your eyes and all i can think is iām home, iām safe, i love you.
#came into work the other day n my coworker immediately commented on how happy i look#youāre snoring next to me right now sleeping peacefully. i cant wait till itās morning so i can wake you up with kisses#having a lil cry bc i love my girlfriend so fucking much you guys#i held a spider today and was very brave about it bc i am. SO not a bug guy. but my baby keeps me safe#trying not to cry loud bc baby is SLEEP and iām just being dramatically gay#just gotta gush to get it out#baby when you read this: thank you for being my safe place to land. i love you more than i can put into words#lovebun#sam soliloquizes
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man, writing is so fun, like we have our little words and we put together like a puzzle, and that itself invokes feelings??? like it is the closest i have ever been to magic!!!
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If a ttrpg has options for the player characters to be furries, they will succeed. Homebrew can solve any problem, but baked in RAW furry rules are your ticket to fame.
Cyberpunk: Absolute horseshit no one is running around as one those handsome little robot sergal fuckers
Lancer: Deergirl piloting a mech, fuck with me
Monster of the Week: Become Cryptid
DnD: Pirate all of their content, become tabaxi, come aarakocra, become harengon, become leonin
Monopoly: play it in your fursuit you had to pass go fifteen fucking times to afford I guess
SO fucking true. My enjoyment of a setting is hands in hands with how many weird lil fellas there are running around. Like one of my sonas is a kobold I'm not immune to furrybait ttrpgs
Also can you actually play as a deergirl in Lancer because uhhh uhmmm šš
#love a ttrpg im slowly getting back into then after not playing for years#have so many game stories in my brain#lancer seems v cool!!#havent read it yet but mecha is rad and the crunchy combat style reminds me of my halcyon 4e days#need to play more systems tbh#like ive played d&d for years (4e and then 5e)#but ive also dabbled and run oneshots in FATE which was really fun i love how you design your own character feats#and the fate token system is a lot of fun#im actually now gearing up to run Blades in the Dark with some friends!!#very excited hehe been doing a lot of prep lately#not as many funny lil guys in there but i think cool heists make up for it#once again i have spent far more time throwing words in tags than in the actual ask#awe well hehe#thanks for the ask anon i hope ur having a great night :3#ask#anon
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well. i just finished writing the last official chapter of shire. which means the only thing left is a prologue, which in my mind, is an entirely different thing that serves as a bridge and almost as itās own entity, not quite shire but not quite mordor.
ima save the cheesy and sentimental words for the authors note but. lots of big emotions happening right now š„¹
#i did it#i finished a fic#holy fucking hell#like yeah the prologue has to happen but technically if i never wrote another word#this serves as the ending i always wanted for shire#im dead ass so emotional my lil babies#bittersweet moments in this chapter and not everyone got the amount of happy ending i want#thank god for a sequel#this is just wow though#thank you guys for reading#i donāt say it often enough#i hope no one reads these tags š#shire#hailey talks too much
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I think it is important and good for the soul and whatnot for every person who considers themself to be even marginally Music Aligned to have collected a list of songs that are, in some shape or form, Them
I don't mean your favourite songs, I don't mean whatever sounds best, I don't mean making a playlist for yourself like you were a fictional character
I mean songs that feel so intrinsically linked to your very being that they might have just taken up residence in your soul. Songs that are somehow part of your story, your experience, your...you
Grab those songs. Put them in a pile. Make a playlist and listen and watch and feel as its heart starts to beat, a monument to you
#i dont. have a better way to explain this#some songs just make themselves a lil home in your soul#(also step 2 if we're friends/mutuals is to show me that playlist if you feel comfortable doing so)#(i wanna hear! experience! this is important and sacred and sweet to me)#how many songs there are doesnt matter. no rules#it can be two it can be twenty#there can be songs you dont even listen to all that much anymore but they still feel like old friends#and ones you found this week#anything goes as long as you feel it deep within yourself that its correct#and you never have to show anyone but i. i think its important to have this#if you feel like music is a part of you i think you should let it have a place to lay that out#and for you to not forget#kata's chatter#my own playlist of this nature is 11 songs and lemme tell you not all the reasons for the songs on there#are deep and poetic and verbose#sometimes its just. this song is important. to me and my life#in a way that runs deeper than pretty sounds and pretty words and drives its roots into me as i am#okay evidently i need to sleep! goodnight#if you read this: thank you
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