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"stolas, i...i really can't stand seeing you like this. is there anything i can do for you? i know you think it's your fault but listen to me, none of this shit is your fault. it's all that fucking elsa with his messed up asshole who fucked you over. and...maybe myself too. and i'm really sorry for that. but you have to continue trying to get your daughter back. i'm here, well everyone at IMPs is here to help you." (blitz @ stolas)
Stolas looked surprised to see Blitz had been awake as he was expecting him to be alone in his thoughts. He was a little embarrassed at first but, he paused here.
"...Blitz it's..it's far more complicated than that. Please.." He paused again and looked down at his hands. "This wasn't something you did. I did. I chose this. I chose all of this. It was the right thing to do. I couldn't let you die because of me...it's not right at all." He told him as he sighed here. resting his back against the couch as he thought about this.
"I can't....she...doesn't want to see me anymore." He immediately felt the whelping of tears forming at the words and thoughts of it all. "She fucking hates me and it's all my fault. I should've explained things between her mother and I and I never did and..." He bent over crying a bit as he felt rather broken on the inside over it. "I never wanted her to hate me. I adore her more than life itself."
#t: answered asks#m: stolas#;v; ohhh lovely hello!#thank you for this ask#thank you for dealing with my birdie babe
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đđđđđđđ ! â oscar piastri x fem!f1presenter!reader
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đ ! â in which oscar asks for your number after an interview you did with him. little did you know a little birdie was watching the interactionâŚ
đđđđđđđđ ! â some misspelling in the threads and curse words.
đđđđđđđ đđđđ ! â also i fucked up w the dates and im way too tired to fix them⌠also realized jan 15 wasnât even when oscar was in mclaren yet. i worked on this late at night so please excuse all the mistakes đ.
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âł you're too sweet admin, love u đŤśđź
anna_paull gorgeous!!
âł stop im fangirling so hard rn! you're literally amazing & i love your content!!
anna_paull thank you prettyy! đŠˇ
user1 Y/N WHO IS THE LUCKY GUY??
user2 BABE IK I SAW THE TWEETS
user3 IKR LIKE SPILL U CANT HIDE IT NO MORE
user4 pretty, pretty, pretty girl
âł thats all you, love â¤ď¸
user5 so did everyone see the tweet?
user6 yes
user7 yes
user8 yes
user9 yes
user10 yes
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oscarpiastri i love you â¤ď¸
âł i love you so much
user1 STOP THIS IS SO CUTE
user2 MY HEARTTTT
user3 MY PARENTSS đŤśđźđŤśđź
liked by yourusername and oscarpiastri
yoursibling finally, i had to deal w these fuckers for months. MONTHS I TELL YOU
âł i smell jealousy.
landonorris what about us oscar? WHAT ABOUT US? đ
âł l-look lando⌠iâm sorry.. i love someone else, and thats y/n.
landonorris HOW COULD YOU?! I LOVED YOU! FOR WEEKS, MONTHS, AND YEARS. *SLAPS AND RUNS AWAY*
âł wait! l-lando listen to me!
yourusername sorry lando, guess I stole your bitch
landonorris HOMEWRECKER!!!
user1 wtf is this comment section đ
user2 HELP THEYRE SO FUNNY đ
user3 my divorced parents đ landonorris oscarpiastri
user4 we knew. we all knew.
yourusername look man⌠we tried our best đ
âł if it werenât for those gossip accs everything wouldâve gone well đ
yoursibling so cute! (im throwing up)
âł stay jealous xoxo
yourusername thank you! (im not driving you to starbucks)
yoursibling FUCK WAIT IM SORRY
#pablitosgf#oscar piastri x you#oscar piastri oneshot#oscar piastri#oscar piastri x reader#f1 x y/n#f1 instagram au#f1 fanfic#f1 x you#f1 x female reader#f1 imagine#f1 fic#f1 one shot#f1edit#f1#f1 x reader#mclaren
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There's one piece of concept art that made me see the entire Apology Tour disaster in a different light.
So, we've been talking with @warblogs17282 about Stolitz and how their break-up ended up playing out in the 'Apology Tour' episode.
Why ended up? Well, there's a collection of concept art which, to my limited understanding of this craft, is one of the first steps in the production process of animation. This post by @birdy-babe includes a great chunk of it, shared by artists after the episodes aired (like storyboards, but much more stylised, showing how different some original ideas were). Long story short, one of the concept arts from the 'Apology Tour' episode suggests their quarrel was originally meant to be much harsher.
A short summary of the concept art to see what we are dealing with
In the background, you see a lot of apology postcards and silly cutesy stationery, suggesting Blitzø is in the middle of his Apology Tour.
The contact name isn't 'Stols' but 'Bird Dick,' implying their relationship is at an earlier stage, with less respectâat least on Blitzø's part.
There's a photo partially cut by the edge of the messages screen. From the signature gloves and boots, cowboy hat covering Blitzø's private parts, and visible nipples, it appears to be a nude imageâreplaced in later stages of development with stupid gay affirmation memes (as hard as it is to believe, I couldn't imagine there could be anything worse than the Striker horse gay jokes... well, it could, my dudes, it fucking COULD).
There are three messages, one of which is unsent:
"Stolas, cum awwwwwwn, u no u want it :)"âlikely attached to the nude;
"Dude just talk to me"âdesperation crawls in; he finally realises the shit has hit the fan;
"Im sowwy :("âan apology, but the text remains unsent, perhaps because it seems pointless, given that the 'Not Delivered' notifications and warning signs indicate Stolas has blocked his number.
Why do I find this fascinating, and why does it fill me with immense hope?
Because they still fucking care so much, and neither has completely closed the door on the other. By comparing the concept art to the final product, you can see how many intentional choices were made in dialogue, visuals, and behaviour to make it clear that these two idiots still want things to continue. Stolitz is meant to fucking live.
Now, if you want to see some comparisonsâevidence, reallyâlet's dive into each other's changes, focusing on what we can gather from the concept art.
Blitzø's side
Change 1âthank gods, no nudes. The gay memes are sillier and a bit lighter. Of course, they still showcase utter disrespect, a horrible prejudice against sexuality, and a poor understanding of how deeply Stolas was hurt, but I find them... less bad.
Change 2âno more 'Bird Dick.' Blitzø has actually come up with a real nickname for Stolas! Feelings are boring for you, huh, Blitzø? I can almost hear the songâs lines: "O-oh, hooked, addicted you might say, conflicted in a wayâŚ"
Change 3âBlitzø's attempts to apologize now show much more contemplation. Since Stolas hasnât blocked him, Blitzø knows his words arenât just being thrown into the void. Although the 'unsent' detail remains, it now carries real weight and impact.
All three changes are seen in these two GIFs.
He knows he did wrong. He knows he wants to salvage it. He might not yet know how to do it healthily, but he triesâhe tries so fucking hard!
Look at the range of raw, cutting emotions as he speaks to Stolas and finally delivers his apologyâprobably the only one he genuinely meant. Well, maybe except for Verosika, a bit later.
It's not that it's hard for Blitzø to say 'sorry'âwe've seen him do it a lot lately. He's actually quick to apologise and take responsibility, so Stolas's remark about him not feeling any remorse couldnât be further from the truth. But the fact that he isn't running away this timeâchasing after Stolas and trying his best to mend thingsâis drastically different from how he treated Verosika back then.
Stolas's side
Hereâs the moment that struck me deep. Itâs the only change, since the concept art shows Blitzøâs POV, but itâs such a significant one.
Do you think Stolas has moved on? Do you think heâs done with Blitzø? Not convinced, even when heâs literally singing about still wanting Blitzø?
Well, hereâs your proofâhe didnât block Blitzø. They scrapped that.
More than that, the entire interaction emphasizes that Stolas isnât pushing Blitzø away for good.
How do I know this? Stolas is very insistent on using phrases like 'for now,' 'right now,' and 'now' throughout his attempts to tell Blitzø off.
Here are some citations:
"I was hoping my lack of 'ha-ha's' in response to the photos you sent me would be an indicator I didn't want to talk right now."
"Seeing you right now is hard!"
"I'm tired of this! I'm uncomfortable with how you're speaking to me now!"
Why is this so important? Because he isnât asking Blitzø to leave him forever. All heâs asking for is time.
Even while hurt, Stolas gives Blitzø plenty of chances to explain himself civilly. Look at the hopeful glances each time Blitzø shows any glimpse of genuineness.
Stolas fucking hopes Blitzø will take back all the cruel things said and brash actions done.
You know, Stolas... I've spent the entirety of this morning listening to love ballads, and that was...
For what?! You want me to be like, "Oh sorry, this entire time I assumed the worst because I was convinced a prince could never love someone like me and I've let my self-hatred stop me from apologising to anyone I could ever care about!"
You see the furrowed brows and the sad look? Stolas hopes for the best... but gets the worst because Blitzø isnât there yet.
Iâd even go so far as to say Stolas is acutely aware that Blitzø uses his brashness as a shield to protect himself. He literally sang about it in 'Just Look My Way.'
Unless it's me? And no matter what in this world I could give, it's not enough to get through these walls you've conjured up to live.
So, what gives?
Is this the behaviour of people who want to give up on a relationship they still clearly hold dear?
No. Even when theyâre angry, aggressive, hurt, or drunk, they still seek understanding and forgiveness. They continue to listen and try.
They might lack the skills and may choose the wrong time, place, or words to express what truly matters...
One person, scared of being rejected so much that he unconsciously conveys this message by saying, "You donât have to stay here with me," and carrying it throughout the whole conversation...
The other, coming to terms with his feelings, admits them, and his fears, a bit too lateâwhen his romantic interest is too drunk to comprehend anythingâŚ
And in both casesâself-loathing, self-hatred, doubts, scars, trauma⌠and a lack of hope.
But there is hope. No, this is reassurance, my folks.
You know when it's hardest to stay in a relationship? When itâs hardest to come and say, "I am sorry," when itâs hardest to still love the person?
When youâre hurt. When theyâve hurt you.
And, despite that, you still come to them and still want to talk to them.
If this isnât ironclad evidence that this is more than just a fling or a couple of fun sex dates, I donât know what is.
And the 'Apology Tour' fucking proves it, rather than ruins it. It only strengthens the point. Itâs easy to live in happiness, but itâs so hard to go through it while youâre in pain. When you see them doing that, you realise it means everything to them.
Stolitz is to live.
#GET OFF MY MEN#they are so stupidly in love I want to smack them sometimes and... idk put them in a cage OR SOMETHING and make them fucking talk for once#they so fucking care for each other they go above and beyond to change for the better#they've already changed just because they want to be better for their love#even though they don't fully realise it#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss apology tour#stolitz#blitzø#stolas#stolas x blitz#blitz x stolas#blitz#stolas goetia#akira's whimpery metas
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Holy shit! Your blog is an oasis in a desert istg. Finally some proper unadulterated femdom content on this hellsite. Thank you so much!
If your requests are still open, can I please get some sub!Dante content? General headcanons or just a little pegging for my bbg :) Up to you. And thanks again <3
P. S.: A word of advice: try to avoid more explicit tags, like sub!character or dom!reader, and use something more general like character x reader. I've noticed that Tumblr algorithm doesn't take into account actual contents of the post and shadow bans based on tags. I've seen some really outrageous stuff fly under the radar, because it only had fandom tags and nothing specific. Hope this'll help at least a little bit. You don't deserve to deal with this bs. Wish you the best!
hiiiii anon, I really appreciate these kind words, here just for you.
Oh and I'll absolutely give you your âdailyâ dose of pegging Dante :P
Devils Do Cry!
Sub!Dante x FemDom!Reader
A/N: I am so unmotivated (also it's 10 pm and I'm tired as shit, so if this is bad, I'm sorry)
���So... Who's Elizabeth?â you question out of nowhere as you pull your sword out of the Hell Caina's chest, causing it to wither away. Dante becomes stunned at the question, raising a brow at you. âJust another Devil Hunter, why?â
He swallows thickly at your serious expression. You prop your glasses up and wipe the blood off of your weapon. âA little birdie told me that you went on a *date* with her last nightâ Dante whimpers and furrows his brows before propping himself up properly. âOh yeah? Well maybe that little birdie was trying to make you jealousâ your face becomes even more serious. âWhy would Nero wish to make me jealous?â
Dante stops in his tracks and nearly bursts into a sprint, damn you little nephew! âI uh- uhm-â his sentence cuts off as you grab his collar and shove him against a wall. âDon't lie to me Dante! What were you doing last night!?â He sobs as he licks his dry lips. âI'm sorry (Name), but I promise I didn't do anything, I just- walked her back home, that's all, and Nero must've thought something elseâ
You drop Dante and turn away, walking back to his office space with him not far behind you.
â~ 5:30 PM ~â
You lie on your stomach as you flip through the pages of the magazine, munching on the cheese pizza while doing so. Your fingers rest at the bottom of the page while your eyes fixate on the pictures, making you unaware of your surroundings. Your reading becomes interrupted as the doors slam shut, making you look up at Dante. âJeez those two are a pain in the assâ he sighs while stretching.
âIf they're so annoying, why are you friends with them?â you ask while flipping to the next page, placing your hand under your chin. âWell you know, it's nice to have some company in this shitholeâ He answers while walking up the stairs. You scoff and lift yourself off the couch. âHey! Which drawer do the magazines go into?â you shout while fiddling with the book in your hands. âMy desk drawer!â oh wow real helpful.
You roll your eyes and walk behind the desk, opening up the top drawer, nope, the middle one, nu-uh, the bottom one perhaps? Your hand grabs the handle and just as you're done opening it halfway, you slam it closed and grip the magazine in your hands even tighter.
A few moments later Dante rushes down the stairs, oblivious to your shocked expression. âHey babe so, Morrison will be here in a few and- are you okay-â his sentence cut off as he stares at your grip on the bottom drawer handle.
You both stand there in complete silence, until you stand up and purse your lips, dropping the magazine on to his desk. âSo how long have you had those?â you ask while side eyeing him. Dante stands there in complete shock. He lifts his hands up and defence, trying to think of an excuse. âHow. Long. Have. You. Had. Those?â Now your entire body was facing him. âA-awhile it's that, I've been hesitant on asking you..â
NSFW Below The Cut X3
A bright blush covers his face as he answers your question. âBend over the deskâ you command while opening the drawer with your heels. âBut Morrison-!â his sentence interrupted as he's pushed against the desk. âI don't care about Morrison, if walks in here that'll be his own problem. Now, bend over the desk, and take off your pants while you're at itâ
A sob leaves Dante as he follows your command, taking off his pants and boxers while bending himself over his work desk, spreading his legs open and resting his chin on his forearms.
Meanwhile with you, you pull the strap-on out of the drawer, and you're not gonna lie when you say it's packing a decent size, 8-9 inches at least and relatively girthy as well. You notice the ring gag in the drawer and pull it out, it'll be of good use. You set the strap aside and lift the gag right in front of Dante's face. He gasps and looks back at you, you smile and giggle. âYou know what to doâ were the only words you said before he sighed. Shoving the gag into his mouth, you grab the straps and adjust it to your liking.
You reach back down and grab the lube out of the drawer. You grab Dante's hand and squeeze the lube on to his fingers. He looks back at you with confusion and you just smile at him. âI can't just shove this entire thing into you without any preparation, go on, open yourself for meâ you continue smiling as he lets out a soft whimper.
Using his free hand, Dante spreads his ass open, allowing his fingers to slip in easier. He slowly inserts his middle finger in, soft gasps escaping him as he inserts another finger. He goes knuckles deep, making him arch his back, his free hand quivering and struggling to hold himself open.
His upper body basically falls limp as he starts to finger himself, getting lost in pleasure and completely forgetting about your presence. You grin and grab his wrist, giving him a fright in the process. You pull his fingers out and grab the strap-on from his side.
You tie the harness around your hips and grab the lube, carelessly squeezing some on to the strap, causing a little bit to fall on the floor beneath you. You stroke up and down, smearing the lube all over.
You slowly insert your strap into him, heavy moans escaping him as he grips the front of the desk. âAh! nghhhh~!â drool slips down his chin as his eyes begin rolling back. You insert the entirety of the strap in him, the harness touching the skin of his ass.
You readjust yourself and lie on top of Dante's back, wrapping your arms around his shoulders. You short thrusts cause sobs to escape Dante as tears begin to fall from his eyes, leaking onto the desk below him. Your nimble fingers remove themselves from his neck and creep down towards his dick. Your free hand wraps around his leaking cock, pumping up and down gently.
Your other arm wraps around Dante into a chokehold, making his hands move from the desk to the arm around his neck. Letting go of his dick, you untie the gag move your hand back to its original position, pumping faster than before. âShit! You're killing me! Just fuck me already! I need it, please!â Dante's tears roll down on to your arm along with his drool.
You unwrap your arm around his throat, causing him to drop on to the desk. You grab his arms and lock them behind his back, speeding up your pace in the progress. Dante cries and moans, not caring of someone or something hears him. âGod fuuuck~! Yesyes! Oh you make me feel so- so good! Ah! Ah~! Nggggh!â
Your hand lets go of his arms, but like the loyal slut he his, he keeps them there as you grab his hair, lifting his head up and biting his neck. âYes!! Oh fuck yes! Faster, faster! Fuckmefuckme!â Dante moves his hands to his dick as both your hands grip his hair and jacket collar. âI'm g-gonna cum! Pleaseplease! Let me cum! AH!â his begs and pleas turn into a nonsense of sobs as you rake your fingers through his messy and sweaty hair. âCum for meâ you whisper in his ear.
Dante sobs and cries as he releases all over the floor, some even getting on his desk. Quite sobs escape him as his left over tears form a small puddle beneath him.
Just as you lift yourself up, Morrison busts through the door, an unpleasant look on his face. âConsidering that you two have stopped fucking like two rabbits in heat, just take this before my day is even more ruinedâ Morrison hands you a letter, not saying another word and slamming the building doors closed, his car revving up and leaving the area just as quickly.
You set the letter aside and stare at the fucked out Dante beneath you. âWhat to do with you...â
#fem reader#devil may cry#gaming#dmc5#dante sparda#dante sparda x reader#dante x you#inbox#vi's answer â#anon
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Overprotective - Hawks x Reader
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Request: hi ! if you donât mind could i request something for hawks?? you can do it as a oneshot or hcs (which ever works for you). basically my idea was that the reader and him work together but reader gets injured. its not even that bad maybe just like a deep cut on their or something but people come to load them into the ambulance and hawks is just in protective birb mode. mans has his wings around them and is glaring at anyone near and reader is just like âpls i just need to get stitches then iâll be fine dummyâ. protective hawks just makes my heart go hnnnggghhh,,
A/n: fun fact of the day, protective Hawks also make my heart go S;DFJLASDFLJA;SDJFA, I love him sm, like he's such a bastard but he's an amazing bastard yk? I mean just look at how absolutely dumb and adorable he looks in the bannerâ¤ď¸ Anyways, thank you so much for the request and I hope you enjoy it!!!
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âHawks, the situation has gotten a little bit out of hand, they can use an extra hero out there.â One of Keigoâs assistants informed him over the phone.
Before he even replied, he flew quickly over to the site, âIâm already here. Whoâs on duty right now?â Keigo released some of his feathers to rescue some civilians, and listen in on whatever ruckus was happening.
âKamui Woods and H/n, but their quirks arenât the best fo-â Keigo didnât even let the woman behind the phone finished before quickly turning off his phone and sending even more of his feathers to scan the area for you.
If he was called in for backup, that meant you and Kamui Woods werenât able to contain the villain very well. Or it could mean both of you were injured far beyond being able to defeat it. His mind raced trying to listen in on every corner of the danger zone.
The villain wasnât exactly incredibly destructive or murderous, he was just a criminal with a rather pesky quirk. Being able to create spikes wherever his skin touched and on his hands, led to a lot of bystanders in the busy area getting injured, both Kamui Woods and you, were rather overwhelmed.
âWoods, rescue the civilians, Iâll try to ambush him.â From one of his feathers, he could hear your voice and pinpointed your location before swiftly flying over there.
His eyes landed on yours, and for a brief second, you faltered in your position, rather shocked at seeing Keigo there. This small shock led your ambush to completely failing, the man had enough time to react to your attack.
The spikes on his hands were directed to slash your chest, if it wasnât for a red feather quickly pushing you back, your chest wouldâve been a giant gash by now. Keigo flew down and quickly apprehended the man with his feathers quite easily. Making you slightly scoff behind him.
âAlways got to show off huh?â he looked back at you with a small smirk, only for it to immediately falter when he saw your right hand on your shoulder. Blood dripping from your fingers.
âBirdie, I thought you completely dodged it?!â Keigo walked over to you eyes glued on the wound, wings rather puffed up from worry.
âHe can extend his spikes you know?â Since Keigo was still looking pretty alarmed, you tried calming his nerves down, âLove, it's literally nothing. I get worse injuries all the time, itâll probably take 2 stitches and thatâs it. I am a bit tired from all the fucking running though.â
You said the last words in a more joking manner and started to head over to an ambulance to get your wounds treated and transported to a hospital to check for any further damage.
That was your plan, before Keigo suddenly picked you up from the ground, his wings taking flight immediately.
âOi Keigo what the FUCK are you doing?!?!??!?â You yelled, being completely shocked at the fact that a second ago your feet touched the ground, now there was no ground to be seen.
âWho knows if the people in the ambulance were actually working with the thief.â
At this point you were flabbergasted, this man picked you off your feet just because of a deep cut in your SHOULDER, not even your legs, and didnât want you to deal with paramedics because he was scared of them being the thiefâs accomplices.
âYou are literally making zero sense.â You let out an exasperated sigh knowing full well Keigo isnât letting you go any time soon.
Finally arriving at the hospital, Keigo was literally on your tail the entire time. Even when going up to the desk to explain what happened to when you had to explain the circumstances you were in (those circumstances being you didnât get to the paramedics on sight because of a certain hero).
When one of the nurses came to bring you to another room, Keigo followed once again.
âExcuse me, sir, we need to bring you to a different room to do a check-up on you.â There were a few scratches here and there from the previous fights before your skirmish with the villain. But he completely ignored the nurse. Only fluffing up his wings even more.
âSir?â âOh, Iâm incredibly sorry, Iâd like to say with my little birdie over there.â Keigo gestured towards you whoâs being led to sit on a bed before getting stitches.
He came over to stand next to you and hold your hand in his.
âBabe, Iâm literally a pro hero, Iâve gotten stitches more times than I can count. It's ok.â You tried reassuring him. Codeword: tried.
When the doctor came in with her tools, Keigo literally glared daggers at her. The room felt like it dropped a couple of degrees and you can feel the doctor getting slightly nervous from the dangerous glare of the rather intimidating hero.
Who wouldnât be intimidated when an extremely popular heroâs lover was being treated by you?
âOk no Iâm not doing this, babe wait outside.â Keigo immediately looked at you with an offended expression. As if you just insulted him and all of his ancestors before him, âYouâre literally intimidating the poor doctor, this will take about 15 minutes and then you can come back in.â
You kept a stern tone to him and he dejectedly, like a child after getting scolded by his mother, walked out the room. Leaving the âsuspiciousâ (at least to him) doctor and you alone.
15 minutes had passed and when the doctor left the room, she was immediately met with the menacing glares of the fastest hero, âTheyâre ok right?â The doctor stammered trying to answer him, âUhhh yeah, yeah sheâs fine. Its, it's not that deep.â
After answering she immediately paced away from Keigo who was already entering your room.
He took a seat beside your bed laid his head on the crook of your uninjured shoulder, wings lightly fluttering from the joy he was feeling. He had the biggest dopey smile you had ever seen.
âYour wings look really fluffy right now.â You remarked reaching out to caress some of his feathers. They were incredibly soft despite how dangerous of weapons they can be when he wanted them to.
âI was worried, am I not allowed to worry for my incredible birdie?â He cooed to you before wrapping his hands around your waist, peppering kisses all over your face. Causing you to giggle and lightly push him away.
âIâm a pro hero you know, I know when to ask for help.â You held up the feather necklace Keigo gave you, showing you technically could signal him to come to your aid any time if you needed to, âYou donât need to worry about me, pretty boy.â
The dopey smile somehow grew much more into a heartwarming one. He climbed onto the hospital bed, snuggling with you on it, was it slightly uncomfortable? Sure. But you wouldnât have to stay here for that long anyway, so why not just have a little calming cuddle session.
Keigo, feeling your head on his chest, his hand tangling itself on your hair, and his other hand holding firmly on your waist, reminded himself. You will be okay. He doesnât always need to baby you. Youâre perfectly capable of doing things.
âHey, birdie?â You hummed in reply, âSorry for how weird I acted.â You snorted, weird was an understatement.
âIt was cute seeing you overprotective though.â With that Keigoâs laughter filled your ears. Like a soft calming tune.
It was weirdly serene, bandages all over your left shoulder, the sun lightly setting, and an amazing man (bird? Man-bird?) in your arms.
#bnha#mha#hawks x reader#keigo x reader#hawks#keigo takami#hawks x you#keigo x you#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#keigo takami x reader#hawks x y/n#keigo takami x you#hawks one shot#hawks fic#hawks fanfic#hawks fluff#keigo fluff#hawks imagine
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đđmy heartâs dizzy and I my dose of serotonin whenever I read your proseđ¤đ˝đŠ was wondering if you could do reader with an erratic future-vision!quirk so when they first meet yandere!Hawks theyâre suddenly plagued by erotic, sensual, 365days-level of disturbing visions of them, so reader actively avoids them (itâs like those Tik Tok future-seeing videos playing to âPlay Dateâ)
Prelude - Hawks isnât a famous pro-hero in this, but he still has his quirk. Itâs not really mentioned a bunch tho lol. Â This is rlly long, but I decided not to put it into two parts because the smut is so slight lol. Hope this meets your expectations anon, thank you for reading!
Pairing - Â Keigo Takami X Reader
Warnings - NSFW mentions, dubcon, noncon. No out-and-out explicit smut, just a really long story. Hawks is manipulative and gets what he wants
Music -Â https://open.spotify.com/track/5ukAQcKEIJuzIbP55xp07x?si=iz6I-RoDSdCNYhT2Du8etg
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He was a friend of a friend, someone you had only met once or twice.
Your friend kept bringing him to hangouts, he kept showing up on her instagram feed, Â getting mentioned in her twitterbio, and eventually it came out that they had started dating. It didnât catch anyone by surprise.
What did catch you by surprise, was how infatuated with him your friend was.
âHeâs just sooooo hot, isnât he?â She squealed, shoving her phone in your face to show off a shirtless pic he had just sent her.
You nodded in agreement, quickly appraising the pic before turning your head. Yeah, her boyfriend was attractive, but you werenât one to ruin relationships. Plus, you and Keigo had never really talked past the brief âHeyâ and âWassup?â said in greeting when introduced the first time.
âCan he come to the mall with us on Friday? I promise there will be no third wheeling.â Your friend begged, clasping her hands together. You thought about it for a second - this had been a fun shopping trip the two of you had planned a few weeks ago, meant as a girls date on a day the mall wouldnât be crowded. But would it really hurt anything if her boyfriend came along? Probably not.
âYeah, I donât mind.â You shrugged, watching your friends face erupt into a wide grin. âBut donât ditch me to go makeout in a bathroom or something, got it?â
âSir yes sir!â Your friend faux saluted, before patting you on the shoulder. âThanks girlie!â
You jerked back, head suddenly swarming with visions, your quirk activating. Your quirk was helpful in some ways, but you mainly tried not to use it - headaches resulted, and you hated getting glimpses of the future. Sometimes theyâd be good, but they were often bad - you had gotten a screenshot glimpse of your brothers death, his face marred and bleeding out onto the pavement.
It still made you sick to think about it.
Touch wasnât something you could always avoid, but you tried, seeing as how it activated your quirk, giving you visions of your future with whomever you touched, or whoever touched you.
You saw your friends face, eyes puffy with tears, shouting something. Then another scene flashed, your friend on TV, talking to a reporter.
Thankfully, the visions ended, this episode relatively quick due to how short of a time she touched you.
âOh shit, I forgot, Iâm so sorry.â She rushed to apologize, holding her hands up and backing away from you.
âItâs-itâs fine.â You wheezed, waving your hand in the air to signal that it wasnât a big deal. The vision just probably meant the two of you would get into a fight soon, which wasnât uncommon. Â It was fine, you were fine.
ââ
The mall wasnât too crowded, which made the day pleasant. Your friend was talking to her boyfriend, hand tangled with his as the three of you walked in.
âSo (Y/N), what do you think about that new Victoriaâs Secret launch?â Your friend bumped you with her hip, drawing your attention as she pulled you into the conversation between her and her boyfriend.
âOh, um⌠what?â To be fair, you had zoned out when the couple started being gross and mushy, which was like, the second your friend met Keigo at the door.
The blonde man laughed. âVictoriaâs Secret just launched a new line of lingerie, have any thoughts about it?â
Turning red, you smiled sheepishly. âAh, wellâŚ. From what Iâve seen of their stuff itâs⌠nice? So Iâm sure itâs good.â
Your friend mock-gasped, almost slapping you on the arm before quickly remembering your quirk, drawing her hand back. You gave a quick nod of thanks.
â(Y/N)! Donât tell me you didnât even know about it?! I practically live, eat, and sleep Victoriaâs Secret, itâs impossible to miss their product drops when youâre one of my friends.â
Unsure how to respond, you floundered, opening and closing your mouth like a lost fish.
âBabe, leave her be, sheâs probably just shy.â Keigo stepped in, giving his girlfriend a chuckle as he steered you both towards a shop.
âFineeee.â Your friend whined, turning to focus on the task ahead. âThey have a VS shop here though, youâre not getting out of here without going in with me!â
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The VS store was huge, smelling sweetly of flowers, bright colors assaulting your vision, soft pop music filling your ears.
It was hard not to cringe at all the fancy lingerie, you were honestly a bit embarrassed to be strolling through the store with your friend, let alone her boyfriend by her side.
âDoes-does Keigo mind?â You quietly asked your friend, out of earshot of her boyfriend, who was looking at perfumes, last time you checked.
âNot at all birdie, Iâm used to clothes, any form, any shape.â
You whirled around, squeaking in surprise at Keigo, who had apparently finished with browsing the perfume. He was flashing you a 1000 watt grin, continuing with what he was saying. âIâm a model, practically every girl Iâve ever met Iâve seen in less than full underwear, itâs no big deal.â
âOhâŚ. Cool.â You offered, cheeks turning red again. You felt like such a blushing schoolgirl, turning red when faced with looking at bras and panties, flushing when a man got too close.
It was the nature of the store, you told yourself, that was making you so embarrassed.
âOo! What do you think of this one?â Your friend was holding up a babydoll, pink, with light fabric and zero coverage.
Keigo wolf whistled. âMan, thatâd be a good look for you. Lets buy it.â The couple moved on, pointing at different clothes, your friend occasionally picking one from the rack to hold up against her body, looking for Keigoâs opinion.
They were cute together, laughing over the cheesy names on the tags of the lingerie, holding hands as the browsed, your friend occasionally stopping to plant a kiss on her boyfriendâs cheek.
âI think thatâs everything that I likeâŚ. (Y/N), your turn!â Pulled out of your casual observance, you back pedaled. âMe? No, Iâm not really the type to wear this kind of stuff - I donât even think most of it would fit, I have weird proportions.â
âNonsense!â Keigo looked around for a moment, going to the nearest rack to quickly sift through bras, before pulling one out. âThis one would make all the boys drool over you honey.â
He held it out towards you, shaking it slightly when you hesitated to take it. Was your friend okay with him talking to you like that, pushing underwear at you to buy? A quick glance sideways showed she was more than okay with it, clasping her hands excitedly as she watched you.
The bra was sheer, soft lavender fabric forming the cups, an intricate embroidered detail of flowers dotted haphazardly over the bra. It was pretty, but you werenât exactly partial to it. When would you wear it? Who would you wear it for? You werenât sure it was your style. Plus, it probably wasnât even your size.
âMy armâs gettinâ real tired.â Keigo joked, before you finally took the garment from him. Checking the size, you paused for a second, blinking towards the man.
âHow did you-?â
âYou spend enough time in the fashion industry, you learn to tell a girlâs size just by looking at her.â Â He seemed to puff up, as if he was proud of his bra-sizing skills.
âLet me help her pick out some things too!â Your friend cried, rushing past you to head over to the next rack, ushering you to follow with a wave of her hand.
You ended up with an armful of lingerie - bras, panties, Â an odd bustier or two, and some other flowy items, like a sheer robe and a lacy chemise. The choices werenât exactly made by you, more so made by a combination of your friend and Keigo together. They had alternated holding up items towards your body, comparing color and garment cuts, lost in their own mushy-gushy world, and it was almost like you didnât exist for a few moments, nothing more than a barbie doll to dress up.
But now the three of you stood in line to checkout, and you felt included again, your friend cracking jokes that were making you snort, Keigo watching the two of you interact.
Until your friend accidentally brushed against your arm as she shifted forward in line.
Again, you saw her tearful face, heard her sobbing, before the other scene flashed, of her on TV, talking to the reporter. She still looked upset, eyes rimmed red, nose running, hair a mess.
With a gasp, your vision returned to the present, and you were wobbling on your feet, almost falling.
âOh god, Iâm so sorry (Y/N), Iâm so so sorry. Here, let me take that, go sit down by the entrance.â She fussed over you, face concerned as she carefully took the stack of clothes from your arms, making sure to not make contact.
âOh fuck, is she alright?â You heard Keigo ask, your friend stepping in front of you as he moved forward to check on you.
âYeah, sheâs just feeling a little dizzy. Can you make sure she doesnât fall and crack her head open? Just wait by the entrance please.â
âOkay. Oh, here-â You were a bit dazed, but you saw Keigo fish his wallet out of his pocket, thrusting the entire thing into his girlfriends hands before patting her on the shoulder âWhichever card is fine.â
And then you were stumbling towards the entrance, towards the bench right outside.
You hated seeing the future. Why was your friend crying? What had happened to elicit such a reaction? The unknowns killed you, kept you up at night as you tried to puzzle out the events that could lead up to the scenes from your visions.
Not looking where you were going, you tripped on air, unable to catch yourself as you plummeted towards the ground.
But then you were seeing Keigo.
He was above you, face flushed and sweaty, hair tousled, his chest bare. The room was dark, barely lit, and he was so close. The man leaned down to kiss you, then the scene changed.
You were bent over a table, only able to see the solid wood your face was smushed against. There was a heat in your belly, a tingling between your thighs, and pressure. Someone was talking - Keigo, muttering behind you angrily. You head was pulled up, a hand fisted in your hair, and then one of your knees was pushed up onto the table, and the pressure inside exploded into pure pleasure.
You felt yourself screaming, bucking your hips as you suffered through whatever the feeling was.
The scene changed again.
Hands tied above your head, you were pressed against a wall, sitting on some kind ofâŚ. Saddle? Your legs couldnât touch the ground, and you squirmed, before gasping loudly.
There was a nub in the seat, ribbed and textured, slick with some kind of liquid⌠From you? Then you saw Keigo, standing in front of you, smirking at you with hardened eyes.
He had something in his hand, arms crossed over his chest while he fiddled with the object, muscles flexing. He was shirtless again, and-and his cock was hanging out of his sweatpants, pressed against his belly, smearing precum over his skin.
You tried to say something, anything - the visions never lasted this long, it was too intense, there was so much sensation. But your mouth wouldnât move, choked up.
Keigoâs hand was on his length, rubbing slowly, saying something that didnât reach your ears.
The scene changed.
Something was shoved down your throat, warm and twitching. You were sobbing, choking, clawing at whatever was in front of you. A dark laugh filled your ears, and you opened your eyes, met with the clenching abs of a strong stomach.
Keigo was brushing your tears, no, smudging them over your face. Were you wearing makeup? His cock was sitting in your throat, his hips moving in tiny jerks, stabbing your esophagus, making you gag.
Then you were back in the present.
A hand was holding your arm, keeping you from falling and making contact with the hard floor.
â-N)? (Y/N)? Are you okay? Talk to me birdieâ
You made a panicked noise, pulling yourself out of Keigoâs grip so fast that you fell flat on the floor, scrambling backwards away from the man.
He almost looked scared, confused as he followed after you, holding out his hands. â(Y/N), you gotta calm down, youâre gonna make yourself sick.â
The man reached for your arm again and you pressed yourself against the floor, screeching out a loud âNo!!â before he could touch you. Keigo paused, looking at his hand, then at you. âHey, hey, Iâm not gonna touch you. Itâs okay little birdie, youâre alright.â He cooed, sinking to his knees in front of you.
You were hyperventilating, wide eyes trained on Keigo. Your thoughts were swirling in your head, you couldnât focus, the sensations of the future still echoing through your body.
Keigo crouched there while you steadied your breathing, talking to you the entire time, trying to help you relax and calm down. You werenât sure what he was saying, something about the weather? Or a dog? But you could feel your breathing evening out, head clearing.
âHey, she fall?â You friend was carrying two bags, crouching down beside Keigo, cocking her head at you.
Her boyfriend nodded, turning to her and taking one of the bags. âI caught her, but then she freaked out and fell for real.â
Your friend nodded. âI shouldâve told you earlier, she has a touch-based quirk. Every time someone touches her, she sees snippets of her future with that person.â
Keigo cocked his own head, gazing at you curiously. âI guess her future with me isnât too positive then?â
Your friend shrugged. âEh, she just hates seeing parts of the future. She doesnât want to know whatâs going to happen, makes her worry or something like that. Donât take it too personally, sheâs like that with everyone.â
âIt-it-â you rasped out, causing both sets of eyes to swivel towards you. â-I hate it... because-âcause I canât ever cha-change it.â You shivered.
Keigo nodded in understanding, before rising to his feet. âThink you can walk to my car? Iâll drive you two home, I think youâd benefit from some rest.â
He dropped you off at your apartment, and you wearily waved at the couple as they drove off, before heading inside.
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A week passed, then two.
The visions you had concerning Keigo were plaguing your mind, filling your body with anxiety. There had been a distinctive feel of fear during each one, and despite all the other various sensations felt, the most overwhelming had been distress.
Whatever was going to happen, you werenât going to like it.
You were holing up in your apartment, ignoring your roommates when they knocked on your door, only leaving your room to eat or grab water. You couldnât sleep, too scared youâd have dreams, or more accurately, nightmares of what you had seen.
Curse your quirk.
Trying to pass time, desperate to keep your mind off of the future, you threw yourself into any activity you could find.
First you tried coloring - it was supposed to be relaxing, but it gave you too much time to think.
Then you tried gaming, spending hours in front of your computer mashing the keys. That worked for a bit, but your eyes and head soon protested.
You listened to music at full volume, tried several workout videos, even resorted to cleaning your space with fervent energy.
None of it took your mind off the inevitable.
â(Y/N), someoneâs at the door asking for you.â You jerked awake, slumped over uncomfortably on the floor, the half finished card tower in front of you promptly knocked over at your erratic movements.
â(Y/N)?â Your roommate called again.
âYeah! Coming, sorry.â You mumbled, scrubbing sleep from your eyes. You guess your body would give out sometime and force you to fall asleep, but as you moved to stand, you sorely wished your body had chosen a more comfortable place to pass out.
Opening the front door, you immediately took a cautious step back, sleepy demeanor vanishing.
Keigo smiled at you, one hand in the pocket of his jeans, the other holding a bouquet of flowers.
Flowers?
âHey birdie, mind if I come in?â
You stared at him for a second, immediately on guard. Why did he have flowers? Why did he want to come in? Wasnât he dating your friend? She didnât live here, what was he doing here?
The man cleared his throat, raising an eyebrow at you. You moved to the side, holding open the door for Keigo to come inside.
Your roommates were home. If anything happened, they would be within earshot.
Keigo shot you a smile and a thanks, before immediately moving into the small living room, taking a seat on the couch. When he saw you still hovering by the open door, he patted the cushion beside him.
âCome sit, I promise I donât bite.â He thought for a moment, before grinning. âWell, not unless you want me to.â
Hesitantly, you shut the front door, going to sit in a ratty armchair further away from the winged man. If this bothered him, the man didnât let it show other than a short pause before he spoke.
âSo, I know it probably seems like, super weird for me to show up at your apartment, but hear me out.â
Flowers were shoved in your lap, Keigo taking great care to avoid touching you. Â âI felt bad about the other day, and my girl and I decided that we should get you some flowers. She picked âem out, it even says so on the note.â Â The man laughed, running a hand through his hair.
âSheâs so uptight about this kinda stuff. Anyways, just wanted to say that Iâm sorry for grabbing you like that. If I had known, I wouldâve let you fall flat on your ass. But I know now, so Iâll be better, cool with you?â
Finishing his little speech, Keigo held out his hands, wings stretching behind him to mimic the gesture.
Looking at the flowers in your lap, you felt your hands shaking. Picking up the little note attached to the bouquet, you found that your friend had indeed picked out the flowers, which made sense. They were your favorites, and in a nice color too. Â Keigo had left a messy, scrawled âSorry!â in one corner, before signing by his girlfriends name.
âUm, thank you Keigo, you didnât have to apologize.â You murmured, rubbing one of the flower petals between your fingers. You were so glad your quirk extended solely to humans - if you were shown glimpses of the future of everything you touched, you would most likely go mad.
âNah, I wanted to. Also wanted to swing by, check how youâre doing. You been taking care of yourself?â He relaxed on the couch, legs spread, arms resting behind his head. This wasnât his home, yet you totally could believe that it was by the ease with which he owned the space with his presence.
âOh, well⌠Iâm still here, soâŚâ You shrugged.
Keigo frowned. âThatâs not a fun answer. How much sleep you been gettinâ each night? Eight hours?â
You shook your head, huffing out a breath in place of a laugh.
Keigo clicked his tongue. âNo sleep? Thatâs bad for you yâknow. Have you at least been drinking water? Eatinâ?â
You nodded quickly, looking up to meet the manâs gaze. âIâm not a kid. I appreciate your concern, but itâs not necessary.â
At this point, you think the best thing for your health would be for the man to leave.
The blonde man stared at you for a moment, before sighing. âAlright, I get it. But I donât want to hear that youâve passed out or something, got it? Your friend would kill me.â
He rose to his feet, and so did you, walking him to the door. âThanks Keigo, and thank you again for the flowers. That was very sweet of you both.â
Keigo beamed, giving a two fingered salute. âYou deserve it birdie. Well, have a good rest of your day, yeah? Eat something.â
You smiled, at Keigo as he turned away, beginning to whistle as he strolled down the hall.
Once the door was shut, you found a vase for the flowers, filling it with water and setting it on the table. Your roommates would think it was pretty, and it was, a nice little centerpiece.
That really was nice of your friend and Keigo to offer you flowers.
ââ
âWelcome to Gold Nile Jewelers, how can I-â You blinked at the man entering the shop. â-Keigo.â
âBirdie? You work here?â He looked just as confused as you felt, cocking his head to the side as he approached the counter.
You looked around the small display room, nodding your head. âYep⌠You looking for anything specific today?â
âAh, right!â He clasped his hands together, bending over to lean on the display counter as he looked up at you. âSo professional (Y/N), itâs just me.â The man chuckled.
âActually, I thought Iâd get my girl a cute little bracelet or something like that, you think sheâd like that?â
Knowing your friend, sheâd be ecstactic. âOh, absolutely. Any particular occasion, or just an âI love you giftâ?â You asked, already running through the list of bracelets in stock.
âItâs our two month anniversary in another week, thought Iâd get her a little sumnâ sumnâ, yâknow?â
Gold Nile Jewelers was an expensive store. You patted yourself on the back for not dropping your jaw when he said âtwo month anniversaryâ. People came here for wedding rings and special occasion jewelry, not monthly anniversaries like some high schoolers.
Well, unless they were rich.
You showed Keigo the selection of bracelets currently available, the man listening quietly to your product descriptions and recommendations, asking questions about the fit and feel, and if you think your friend would like a particular one.
âHonestly Keigo, I could choose one I think sheâd like, but itâd be more special if you chose for her.â You finally told him. Â He wasnât annoying you, but you felt frustrated with his apparent lack of knowledge about his girlfriend. How did he not know what her favorite color was? âIâd suggest coming back in a few days. Go home, see what kind of jewelry she wears, pay attention to the colors she gravitates towards, if sheâs allergic to any metals.â
Keigo tapped his chin. âHmm, you have a good point. I guess I should pay more attention to those kinds of things.â
You nodded as you began to pack the expensive bracelets back into their display cases. âGifts for a significant other can be hard. Honestly, it means a lot if they pick it out themselves and surprise you with it. Makes it special.â
âOh, you have a partner?â Keigo asked, bright eyes watching your hands work.
A frown almost crossed your features, but you stopped it before it could show. âAh, sorry, thatâs not really a work-appropriate question.â
âAwh, câmon! Itâs just me, weâre friends, canât you tell me?â Keigo pouted, batting his eyelashes at you in an exaggerated, dramatic fashion. The display made you laugh, so you indulged him. After all, he was a friend. No harm in telling him something he was bond to know sooner or later.
âIâm actually single right now. But as a jeweler sale associate, I know how much it means to a person when their partner picks out a gift for them, especially if itâs a surprise.â
Keigo nodded his head solemnly. Â âThat makes sense. I better follow your advice then eh? Find out what she likes-â he mused â-I can do that.â
âGood luck Keigo!â You called after him as he strolled through the door, waving when he smiled at you, giving that same, goofy two fingered salute that he always did when saying goodbye.
The man unnerved you, the visions you had experienced concerning him making you worry. But as long as he was dating your friend, you felt that youâd be fine.
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Keigo showed up again two days later.
âBack so soon?â
âYou know me-â He shook out his umbrella, placing it in the drip-bin by the door, wiping his shoes on the mat. âI always try to be speedy with my work.â
It was grey outside, drizzling slightly. You loved these kinds of days, where you could sit near a window and watch it rain while sipping tea. It was so peaceful and calm, and always soothed your stress.
âFind out anything useful?â Whatever he could tell you would make it easier to refine the jewelry selection for his particular needs.
âSo, she doesnât have any bracelets, and I asked her about why and she said they annoy her. She likes necklaces.â He clarified,. You could tell by the way he puffed up that he felt proud of his detective skills. âI even made a note of the lengths - she likes ones that dip low, which-â He wolf whistled, and your stomach turned. But it was fine, just awkward.
âAlright, I think we have quite a few like that. Let me collect them for you and lay them out.â
Keigo strolled around the display room while you bustled about, looking in each case at the shiny metals and stones Â
You laid out the necklaces, calling Keigo over. The man smiled brightly at you as you showed him the selection, noticing he was gravitating towards the more simply, elegant choices.
âIâm sure she would be thrilled with any of these.â You offered, Keigo silent as he tried to decide between two necklaces.
Still, the man shook his head, quirking his lips. âI justâŚ. I need to see them on, yâknow?â Then he brightened, as if he had just thought of something. âHey, can you try them on? Model one for me? Just to see what itâd look like.â
You laughed nervously. âSorry Keigo, but Iâm not allowed to do that, itâs against company policy. Only customers get to try on the jewelry, and thatâs if theyâre supervised.â
âAwh, câmon! No one else is here, and I wonât tell.â The man leaned forward, shooting you a quick wink before he snatched up one of the necklaces, holding it out towards you. âPlease? I just need to see it. I promise Iâll buy it.â
He was so insistent, and no matter how loud the alarm bells were wringing in your head, you felt cowed by his confidence.
âUm, still⌠I donât think itâs allowed-â
âFuck whatâs allowed-â He cut you off, snorting. â-I want to see what it looks like. Itâs just me (Y/N), Iâm not gonna snitch.â
A heavy sigh, and you finally agreed, taking the necklace from his nimble fingers. Â You slung it around your neck, not fastening the back as you held it in place. Hopefully that would be enough to sate Keigoâs curiosity.
His eyes immediately followed the curve of the necklace, how it dipped low towards your cleavage (curse you for wearing a lower-cut shirt today). You tried to ignore the leering.
âHere, let me help you fasten it, doesnât look right otherwise.â
Before you could protest, he was sliding behind you, deft hands reaching for the necklace your had in your grasp.
âKeigo no-!â
But it was too late.
You were pressed up against a wall, face-first, your hands gathered into the small of your back and held there with a vice-like grip. There was pressure between your legs, something hammering into you, in and out, in and out, in and out.
Keigo was talking to you, you could tell it was the man by his voice. What was he saying? You were too overwhelmed with the sensation between your legs to focus on the words falling from his lips.
Sweat dripped from your temples, Keigoâs chest pressed up against your back was slick with perspiration, his nipples hard and pressing into your skin. It was an uncomfortable situation-
And then it changed.
You were tied up now, tight enough that you couldnât move no matter how you thrashed. Knees bound in such a way so your ass was up in the air, arms stretched out in front of you, anchored to the headboard of the bed.
Keigo was behind you again - nothing to indicate that the tongue running through your core was his, but somehow, you knew.
You were begging and pleading, withing in your restraints against his tongue, but he wouldnât let up, he wouldnât let you crest the mountain that had built up inside. He kept chuckling, the vibrations running through you and making you buck your hips. You felt disgusting.
Then the bed was gone, and Keigo was in front of you. He was sitting in an office chair, your legs straddling his lap. Hands on your hips were dragging you back and forth, grinding you on the hard member protruding from Keigoâs lap. He was flushed, letting out little moans as he kept eye contact with you, smiling and praising you.
Then you were back.
Gasping, you shot away from Keigo, the expensive necklace clattering to the ground as it fell from your hands.
The man froze, confusion etched across his features as he watched you bend over, trying to catch your breath, to calm down, to ignore the lingering sensations from the futuristic visions.
â(Y/N)âŚâ
âI think-I think you should leave.â You heaved, tears building. That had been awful, everything had felt good but you hadnât. You felt uncomfortable and disrespected and stupid. That couldnât be your future with Keigo, you wouldnât be able to handle that. He was your friendâs boyfriend, for goodness sake!
Keigo opened his mouth to say something, but you snapped at him âLeave.â, making the man click his jaw shut.
He walked out the door, shooting you concerned glances the entire way.
You felt better as soon as he was gone, the door clicking shut after him. Thankfully, you were the only employee out front at the moment, and no other customers were present, so no one but you and Keigo had experienced your outburst.
Bending down to pick up the necklace, you inspected it carefully, horrified that you had dropped such an expensive item. It was alright though, so you brought it back to the others, shakily beginning to gather them up to put away.
You didnât want to see Keigo again.
ââ-
âI just donât understand!â
Your friend sobbed, surrounded by tissues on your bed, eyes red and blotchy. Â You wished you could rub her back, our give her a hug, but you knew what would happen. So you stayed on the floor, passing up tissues and offering wordless sympathy.
âWhy would he break up with me? Why?â
You shrugged, looking for words. âI donât know⌠Iâm sorry that this happened, but if he canât see how awesome you are, then heâs an idiot.â
She sniffed, blowing her nose. You could tell she wasnât convinced, but she didnât say anything further, instead choosing to wipe her eyes.
She had called an hour or so ago, tearful, asking if she could come over. Refused to tell you what was wrong, but the second you let her in, she had burst into tears, explaining everything.
Keigo had broken up with her via text, that asshole.
âI justâŚ. I thought we were good. Did I do something wrong? I just donât get it.â
âNeither do I. You said he just texted you out of the blue?â
She nodded her head, going to blow her nose again. âWe were supposed to go out for dinner tomorrow, itâs our two month anniversary.â
You cringed. Did your encounter with Keigo in the jewelry store have something to do with this? Had you driven your friendâs boyfriend away? Had you weirded him out? Oh god, what if this was all your fault?
Your friend broke down into a sob again, slumping onto your bed. You passed her another tissue. âItâll be okay. I think heâs a stupid fucker that just wanted to play with your heart. Â He isnât worth shit. You deserve so much better than him.â
She nodded, blotchy eyes seeking out your own. In the back of your mind, you cringed, seeing the exact same scene from your vision. Well, at least the two of you hadnât gotten in a fight.
ââ-
A few weeks later, Keigo was at your door.
âYou need to leave. Now.â
âAw, câmon (Y/N), at least hear me out?â
You huffed, crossing your arms. Maybe he had a dumb explanation for why he had dumped your friend. You were wary of him accidentally touching you again though. âFine, but make it quick.â
âNo promises.â He grinned, breezing past you and into your apartment. He beelined for the chair you had sat in last time he was here, leaving you to take a seat on the couch.
âAlright-â He settled in, fixing you with a gleeful eye. âHow do you feel about your quirk?â
Caught off guard, you blinked. Wasnât he going to explain why he had broken your friendâs heart? âUm, what?â
âYour quirk, yâknow, the one that makes you see the future?â He leaned forward, rubbing his hands together with a smile. He seemed far too pleased, and it made you nervous.
âI hate it. If I could get rid of it, I would.â You stated, ready to move onto a different topic. But just as you were about to ask him about your friend, he rose to his feet, fishing in his pockets.
He drew out a bracelet, black and red, thin. âWell then, lookie what I have.â The man walked over, sitting down quickly on the couch next to you, causing you to immediately scoot to the end. You didnât want him touching you.
âOh, sorry.â He apologized upon noticing your unease. Instead of scooting closer, he simply tossed the bracelet onto your lap, leaning back as he watched you look at it curiously. âPut it on, see how it fits.â
âI donât need jewelry Keigo, and I think we should be spending our time discussing why you bro-â
âJust put it on (Y/N), please? I promise you wonât regret it.â
Huffing, you did as he asked, clasping the bracelet around your wrist. It fit snug, almost too tight, but it hugged your wrist comfortingly. It was pretty, but you didnât see what this had to do with your quirk, or with your friend, or anything that held any relevancy.
Bracelet now on, you fixed Keigo with a blank stare. âHappy?â
âI donât know.â Keigo grinned. âAre you?â And then he was hugging you, arms wrapped around your shoulders, face buried in your neck.
You shrieked, already panicking as you tried to ready yourself for the onslaught of  visions that accompanied physical touch.
They never came.
Choking back a surprised gasp, you drew back from his hug to find Keigoâs eyes, the man smiling down at you as he watched your reaction.
âKei-KeigoâŚâ You stuttered, shocked, surprised, euphoric, confused - so many emotions, all at once. You couldnât even think to brush off the hands still around your shoulders, thumbs brushing at the tops of your exposed collarbones by the neck of your shirt.
You werenât able to think rationally, couldnât focus on anything but the awe you felt at being touched without being slammed with visions of the future.
You forgot about the terrifying visions you had gotten when Keigo touched you.
You forgot about how he had hurt your friend, broke her heart with no explanation.
You forgot about his hands refusing to leave your body.
âKeigo, this isâŚ. Amazingâ You breathed, wide eyes snapping up, catching his smiling face, eyes crinkly and twinkly.
âI had my team modify some quirk-cancelling cuffs! You seemed so upset whenever someone touched you, I couldnât leave you with such a burden.â
Nodding, you returned your gaze to the bracelet, turning your wrist this way and that to look at the bracelet from different angles.
âI mean, I know how much I like being touched, and touching. I think Iâd totally die if I couldnât.â Keigo chuckled, but you werenât listening.
The rest of his time sitting next to you on the couch was spent explaining the colors he had spent so long picking (âTheyâre my personal favorite, arenât they nice?â) and why he had decided on a bracelet (âIt couldâve been a necklace, but I think it looks better in itâs original cuff design, looks cooler that way.â).
By the time he had to leave, you were completely sidetracked, so distracted with your shiny new jewelry that you didnât even remember to ask what his deal was with being a jerk to your friend, his now ex-girlfriend.
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â-and then he gave me the bracelet. I wasnât thinking much after that, I just⌠I can hug you, isnât that incredible?â
You gave your friend another squeeze, feeling a smile dance across your face. But then you sobered, pulling back from her with your hands on her shoulders, quickly becoming serious.
âBut heâs really starting to kind of weird me out. Why wonât he explain why he broke up with you? Heâs being a little bitch. I tried asking him a couple times, but he kept cutting me off, and I feel like the bracelet was a distraction to stop me from busting his chops about his behavior towards you.â
Your friend looked sad for a second, before shrugging. âI dunno, he just said things werenât working out, and that while he liked me, heâs not ready for a relationship right now âcause of where heâs at in his life.â
âPsh-â You scoffed, going in for another comforting squeeze for your friend. â-thatâs code for âIâm a fuckboy and want to sleep aroundâ.â
âI knowâŚ.. But it still hurts.â You friend sighed, wrapping her arms around your neck. âBut at least he gave you that quirk thing. Iâve never seen you so happy.â
âI just wish he was a mildly decent person.â You grumbled, detaching from the hug to sit back, glaring at the ceiling. âHe gives me the fucking creeps.â
âHow so?â You friend locked her head to the side, throwing her arm over the back of the couch. You had called her over the second Keigo had left, finally gathering your wits about you.
âI dunnoâŚâ You shrugged, not quite ready to tell her about the disturbing visions containing him. Did that have something to do with their breakup? Was it your fault? What was going to happen with Keigo? It honestly scared you, the residual feelings and sensations you could remember from the visions.
Your friend nodded understandingly. âSome people just give off those vibes. Well, at least we donât ever have to see him again. Good riddance I say.â
You agreed.
ââ-
Knocking on the door, you shuffled your feet as you took in the house.
It was one of those rich places - nice neighborhood, fancy street filled with lavish houses, expensive cars. You felt slightly out of place, shifting from foot to foot in your clearance-rack clothes.
The door swung open, revealing a sleepy Keigo, shirtless, clad in nothing but sweatpants.
âOh, um-â You quickly turned, averting your eyes, trying to give the man privacy in case he hadnât realized he was shirtless. It looked like he had just woken up from a nap, eyes blinking owlishly, hair mussed.
âHey (Y/N), come on in.â
Still keeping your eyes turned away, you stepped inside the opulent house, trying not to gape too much at the decor inside. You didnât want to look like a complete peasant in front of Keigo, but heâd already been to your house, so you could imagine that he knew of your poor-ness.
âSomething wrong? You can look at me yâknow, Iâm not gonna turn you to stone or something.â Keigo joked, voice entirely too close for comfort.
Head whipping around, you found that he was too close, practically almost touching you as he stood beside you, head cocked as he watched you.
âNo⌠nothings wrong, youâre justâŚâ You gestured to his torso, and Keigo looked down in confusion, before looking back at you, a grin on his face.
âAh, just woke up.â He shrugged, before reaching out to touch your arm. âBracelet still keeping that quirk at bay?â
You nodding, following the blonde as he turned and walked further into his house, towards the kitchen.
âGlad to hear! I just wanted to look at it a bit, make sure nothingâs worn or torn, yâknow? Hate for you to have to deal with the no-touching thing again.â He said over his shoulder, gesturing for you to sit down at the island, on one of the barstools.
You did so, watching the man open his fridge, take out a carton of milk, uncap it. âIs it too tight?â
âNope.â
He drank right out of the bottle, and you watched some dribble out of the corner of his mouth, down his chin. The man finished gulping down the milk, taking the bottle away from his lips to swipe at the white trail of liquid rolling down his chin.
Eyes dark, he made contact with your own eyes as he cleaned his chin with a finger, stuffing it in his mouth to suck it clean.
That was gross.
The next second, he was back to normal, cheerfully putting the milk back into the fridge. âGood, good. Now, mind if I take a look at it? You should keep it on though.â
You nodded, and Keigo straightened, walking around the island to sit next to you, shuffling his stool closer.
He grabbed your wrist, laying it out on the island, before beginning to poke at the bracelet, running his fingers over it, fiddling with it, squeezing the tendons in your hand, smoothing his hand up your arm.
It felt a bit intrusive.
âSo the visions are all blocked?â
âYep.â
âAnd you can touch and be touched?â
âYeah.â
âHowâs your appetite? Sometimes complete quirk suppression can make you lose your appetite.â
âItâs been normal, I guess Iâm a little hungrier than normal, but Iâve been getting out more too, not as afraid of crowds.â
âNice! And how about your libido?â
You spluttered, choking on your own spit, snatching your hand away from Keigoâs wandering touches.
âExcuse me? Thatâs a bit personal, thanks.â
Keigo shrugged, bright eyes hooded and lazy. âItâs just a question.â
âAre you done making sure itâs all good? No broken parts?â You changed the subject, narrowing your eyes. You canât believe your friend had ever dated him, that you had ever thought he was anything but a playboy.
You wouldnât even be here, in his house, but he had come into the jewelers a while back (both you and your friend had blocked his number), spouting something about your bracelet needing constant checks and maintenance in order to keep suppressing your quirk. (âWouldnât want it to stop working, right? Just stop by sometimes, hereâs my address.â).
So here you were.
Keigo leaned back a little, raising an eyebrow at your irritated tone of voice. âWoah there, donât get snippy. Iâm doing you a favor, right? Iâm not trying to hurt you or something.â
Technically, you guess he was right. But he had played your friend, had fucked with her feelings. He was a fuckboy, liked messing with each and every girl he could find, and you didnât care to be one of them.
âAnd I appreciate that Keigo. But I like to keep my private life private.â
Keigo was silent, simply holding out a hand for you to place your arm in, so he could fiddle more with the bracelet.
Several moments of awkward silence passed before he spoke again. âYouâre being awfully ungrateful. It makes me think you donât even want this little gift. If I were you, Iâd be doing everything I could to show the person kind enough to do such a thing for me how thankful I was.â
Lost for words, you stared at the man. Was he expecting some sort of award? Some sort of prize? Itâs not like you had anything to give him.
âI donât have anything to give you in thanks. Just my words, which Iâve said plenty of. I didnât ask you to make this for me.â You pointed out.
âSure, but you use it, donât you? You wouldnât like it if I took it away, right? Think about how miserable your life was before I gave you this.â
Your life had been miserable. Afraid to go out in crowds, afraid to leave the house, Nervous about grocery shopping, about paying and having the cashier touch your hand as they handed over the change.
Scared of public transportation, of coffeeshops and bookstores, of public parks, even your own home. What if one of your roommates forgot and touched you? Or accidentally bumped into you?
Plus, you could hug now, and shake hands, and slap your friends back when she told a horrible joke, or tap her when you wanted her attention.
You didnât want to go back to before. âIâm sorry Keigo⌠I really do think itâs lovely, and I can never thank you enough for doing this for me.â
Keigo let go of your arm, and it swung back to your side. You could feel the man looking at you.
âYou know what would let me know that you mean it?â
God, it better not be something sexual.
âYou could buy me coffee. Or maybe a cookie from that bakery on 1st Avenue, you know the one? With the little bunny pastries?â
That surprised you.
âYou go there? Thatâs my favorite place.â You mused, looking at Keigo in surprise. He didnât seem the kind of guy whoâd like a place like that. But appearances could be deceiving.
âOf course! I really like their stuff.â
âAlright,â You conceded, rising to your feet. âIâll get you some stuff from there. Want it today?â
Keigo rose to his feet as well, crossing his arms over his bare chest. âYeah! Let me get dressed real quick, and then Iâll go with you. Donât go anywhere birdie.â He shot you a wink, before sauntering past you, out of the kitchen. Â You raised a brow, surprised. He meant to go with you?
âMake yourself at home while you wait, donât be afraid to kick up your feet!â Â
ââ-
The bakery smelled as lovely as usual.
A warm atmosphere, good food, friendly employees. It was your favorite place for a reason.
âAlright, what do you want?â You asked Keigo, the two of you staring up at the menu.
âHmm, I donât know. What are you going to get?â
âProbably a muffin, those are my favorite.â
âWhat!?! Thatâs my favorite too! How crazy.â Keigo smiled at you, dimples showing. You got the feeling that he was brown-nosing you, but you kept the thought to yourself, striding up to the counter to order.
Muffins purchased, you approached Keigo, who was lounging by one of the display cases, admiring the delicate, mouthwatering masterpieces held within.
âAll good to go?â His smile was so charming, so friendly, you almost caught yourself wanting to see it more. Huffing in irritation at yourself, you pushed past him, shoving the bag with his muffin into his chest.
âHereâs your stuff. Iâm going home now, see you around.â
âWait!�� Keigo turned, jogging a little to catch up as you exited the bakery. âWe gotta eat these before they get cold - hey, birdie, are you listening to me?â
You werenât, stoically keeping your head turned forward, walking with determination. There was only so much of Keigo that you could tolerate, and you had reached your limit. He was starting to really annoy you, didnât he get that you wanted to go home? Youâll just eat your muffin on the subway, itâs not that hard.
â(Y/N)-â His sudden growl was punctuated by an arm on your shoulder, spinning you around and pulling you towards the man.
âHey-!â The sudden collision of your face with his chest knocked your breath away, almost causing you to drop your own muffin in the process.
When you managed to gather yourself, you shot a glare up at Keigoâs face, only to find the blonde smirking down at you, a fierce glint in his eyes.
âI expect you to listen when Iâm talking, got it? I donât like being ignored.â
Thatâs evident.
You tried to back away, but he still had a hand on your shoulder, squeezing you tight to him. âKeigo! Let me go, you stupid idiot-â
âStop it, Iâm not doing anything to you, ya big baby.â He cooed down at you, before taking his hand away, letting you stumble backwards.
He was just messing with you, teasing you. It was obvious, yet still you allowed him to be around you.
âAlright, Iâm sorry, I know all the touchingâs gotta be new still. Wanna go eat these in the park? Iâll buy you some ice cream if you want.â
âI donât want ice cream, I want to go home.â
Keigo frowned, walking after you when you turned on your heel, heading for the subway. âWhy do you dislike me so much? Iâve done so much to help you, and yet you spit in my face. Your parents ever teach you how to be grateful? Or even respectful?â
You gasped at his accusation, stopping in your tracks to whirl around, only to find the man far closer than what you had expected. Still, you tried to hide your surprise at his proximity, jabbing a finger in his direction.
âYou are a playboy, you broke my friendâs heart, and you want to sleep with every single person you come across just to mess with their feelings. I donât want to be around you. I wonât get dragged into that.â
The man watched you, face solemn and contemplative. âIs that really how you see me?â
âWhy would I say any of that unless it was true?â
He ran a hand through his hair, looking up and around, as if gathering his bearings, before back down at you.
âHave you ever considered that Iâm the one getting my heart broken?â
âYeah right-â You scoffed, only for Keigo to cut you off.
âPeople want to sleep with me because they think itâll get them something that they want. Fifteen second fame, a piece in a tabloid about my ânew loverââŚ. Think itâll help them further their career, or that Iâll give them money. I canât find anyone real.
âAnd my friend wasnât real enough for you?â You spat, not believing him for a second.
âNope. Â You think she liked me for who I am?â
âUh, yeah? She gushed to me all the damn time about how good you were, how she felt about you. That girl held nothing but love and affection for you.â
The man snorted, rolling his eyes. âYeah, sure, love for my wallet.â
âSheâs not like that.â You argued, brows furrowing.
âReally? Cause she was sucking me dry, and not even in a sexy way.â
You crinkled your nose at what he was implying. Your friend wasnât like that, she truly had felt for Keigo, had liked him as her boyfriend. She wasnât just a leech.
âIâm done talking about my failed love life.â Keigo said lowly, nudging your shoulder. âI just thought two friends could hangout, but it seems like you think all I do is try and fuck people.â
âNo, KiegoâŚ. Thatâs not what I meant.â Maybe it was, maybe it wasnât, but right nowâŚ. You almost felt a twinge of sympathy for him.
Some of what he was saying made sense, how people would try and use him for various reasons. But that still didnât explain his sudden and harsh breakup with your friend. And over text no less, a complete douche move!
But you felt bad about his words, about how he seemed to actually want to hangout, and yet you were accusing him of trying to sleep with you. But what about those visions you had had? Was that even how they went? Or were you remembering falsely based on your bias towards the man?
And what about his suggestive touches, his leering gaze? Was that maybe just how he always was, and it wasnât exclusive to you? Were you inflating your place in his life, thinking that he wanted you?
It was confusing, and you didnât want to think about it, try and untangle the lies from the truth. Right now, you just wanted to eat your muffin.
âIf you really didnât mean it, then can we go eat these in the park? I just want to chill with someone that isnât trying to gain something from me. I want to spend time with someone thatâs real.â
With a half-irritated sigh, you nodded, hoping you wouldnât regret hanging out with the obnoxious man.
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He kept calling you, texting you. Youâd had to unblock his number at some point, in order for him to text you about the bracelet and when he needed to look at it.
âCome overrrrr, Iâm bored!â
âBirdie, are you hungry? The delivery place gave me extra Torikatsu and I donât want it to go bad. Can I come drop it off?â
Heâd swing by the jewelers, leaning over the counter to talk to you about a recent shoot heâd booked, or something he saw recently.
Keigo seemed to slowly insert himself into every facet of your live, against your will, ignoring every subtle, irritated attempt of yours to turn him away. Every single time you saw him, your mind would inevitably think of the visions, but you felt like you couldnât trust yourself with those anymore.
The man assured you at every step, he had no romantic feelings for you, he just wanted a friend, someone to put him in his place, be honest with him.
You definitely were honest.
Snapping at him when he showed up at your apartment uninvited, coming up behind you on the street and grabbing your sides, laughing when you shrieked and tried to hit your attacker, only to realize it was Keigo.
Tearing into him when he tried to talk badly about your friend - she had been having less and less contact with you, and you couldnât figure out why. Now your relationship with her was reduced to curt text messages. Maybe she was just going through a hard time, and wanted alone time? Still, you let her know you were there for her, whenever she needed.
You were honest when Keigo asked your opinion on food, TV shows, clothes, movies. It was almost satisfying saying something sucked, just to see Keigoâs face fall slightly, before he shook his head, whining.
âThen help me pick something out! I canât do it without you-â
He totally could, he was just being a baby.
The more he inserted himself into your life, the more you realized that he was akin to a petulant child, just with muscles and a penchant for inappropriate touching.
Whenever he saw you, heâd try to draw you into a hug, letting his hands drop far down your back, way too low for you to feel comfortable. Youâd slap them away, and Keigo would laugh, before ruffling your hair.
Heâd have you come over so he could check your quirk suppressor, except he was in the middle of a show, and it was getting to the best part. (âSit down, shhh, itâs just getting good!â) Youâd have to sit through the entire thing, enduring Kiegoâs hand lazily drawing shapes over your pants on your thigh, simply putting it back whenever you shoved it off.
He was insufferable, irritating to no end, but you could tell he was a lonely man, bitter about his love life and with his friendships.
So you tolerated his presence.
After all, he wasnât trying to hurt you. Thatâs something he reiterated every single time you shied away from his touch. He made you feel like a fool for thinking the man was hitting on you, when he made it so clear that he wasnât, only interested in friendship.
Until you fell asleep at his house.
Another one of those days were he needed to look at your quirk suppressor (which you were 99% sure was fine, it seemed like he just enjoyed seeing it on your wrist). He had been rummaging around in his room before he had to run and open the front door for you, talking as he walked back to return to his previous task.
Apparently he was trying to find a good shirt, seeing as how he had pants on, but his chest was bare. Keigo instructed you to sit on the bed for a second while he retreated into his massive closet, trying to find a good shirt  to go with the rest of his outfit.
His bedroom was pretty large, a full California King taking up the majority of the space, neatly made. The sheets and blankets felt soft beneath your fingers as you sat on itâs edge, prepared to wait for Keigo for a bit.
The man always took his fashion very seriously - one time heâd even spent two hours trying on clothes until heâd decided on an appropriate outfit to go to the park.
So you followed your tired eyes, exhausted from work and dealing with Keigo, worrying about your friend, daily life stressors and the like. Â Keigo wouldnât mind if you laid back, right? Your feet wouldnât be on the bed, so itâd be fine.
And it was fine, pleasant, the room the perfect temperature.
You were roughly jerked out of sleep by pressure. Pressure on your hips, pressure on your lips.
Eyes jolting open, you tried to inhale, only to find yourself unsuccessful.
Keigo was on top of you.
Panicking, your hands came to push at him, a muffled sound of protest being squeaked out from where his lips pressed against yours.
Noticing you were awake, Keigo pulled back, smiling the whole while.
âIâm not willing to wait anymore, I just gotta have you.â
His eyes were glinting, hair tousled, still shirtless. You felt goosebumps arise as you remembered the vision you had so long ago, of this exact moment.
âWai-mmph!â His lips were on yours again, passionate and warm, moving eagerly. A wet tongue pressed at the seam of your mouth, surprising you and making you blanch, which allowed the man access.
Kiegoâs tongue explored the inside of your mouth, playfully tapping your own wet muscle, encouraging you to lift it and wrestle with him.
This was too weird, this wasnât happening, you couldnât do this-
Biting down hard, you snapped your teeth shut on his tongue, and Keigo yelped, drawing back immediately.
âOuch, what the fuck!?! Chill out (Y/N), geez.â His hand was dabbing at his mouth, wincing when it came in contact with his bleeding tongue. You had bitten him deep, but you werenât focused on that right now.
âWhat are-what are you doing?â Your voice was breathless, disoriented. The room feltâŚ. Dark, and suffocating, as if it was closing in on the two of you, trapping you.
Keigo looked down at you, and it was only then that you realized you had been moved to lie on the bed fully, shoes off, legs splayed. The man rested on his stomach between them, his weight pressed against your body, keeping you still.
âI told you, I canât wait anymore. Iâve been as nice as I can, but itâs time you started paying me back for everything Iâve done for you.â
What? Paying him back-was he talking about the quirk suppressor he had gifted you? Had he been lying about his true intentions this whole time?
âThatâs not right, it was a gift, you-you donât have to pay back a gift.â You spluttered, feeling as if your chest was collapsing.
Keigo shook his head, swooping down to leave a bloody kiss on your forehead, which you cringed at, before pulling back to speak.
âNah, it wasnât a gift. You know how expensive it was? You were always gonna have to compensate me. Now shush, I wanna feel you-â
One of his hands grabbed your jaw, keeping your face turned towards his, pressing down until tears formed in your eyes. His lips were bloody from the bite on his tongue, tasting unmistakably like iron.
You didnât want this.
Trying to bite him again left you with a slap to your thigh, making you cry out. Keigo huffed out a laugh against your mouth.
He detached from your lips, just to start nibbling at your jawline, elating streaks of red where his lips touched.
âGod, you are so sexy. I was trying to chill, but then I came out and you were sleepinâ all cute, and I couldnât fucking stop myself from touching.â
âStop doing this, I can pay you with something different. I donât wanna do this Keigo.â You whispered, on the verge of crying.
âNo, I get to decide what youâll be doing for me, itâs my bracelet-â
âItâs not, you gave it to me, please stop-â
âShut up.â He growled sinking his teeth into the side of your neck, nipping at the skin hard enough to have you screaming. âYouâre so ungrateful, whereâs my thanks? Iâve done so much for you.â
âThank you, thank you Keigo, I appreciate it all-â You hurried out, hoping it was what he wanted to hear âBut I canât do this, please donât make me. I wanna go home.â
âThere we go, I like the sound of you thanking me. Youâre going to thank me for each and every time you cum tonight, got it?â
âNo, no, we canât do this, I canât! Get off of me, please-â
âYouâll do it, or else Iâll whip you until your flesh hangs off of you in strings.â He hissed, squeezing your jaw cruelly.
The tears in your eyes overflowed as you fell silent.
âAw, birdie, donât cry. Iâm not gonna hurt you, I never have, right?â He waited for a second, watching your face before he pressed harder, eyes hardening âRight?â
You nodded jerkily, and Keigo came to kiss your tears away, savoring their salty taste as they rolled down your cheeks.
âKeigo, this isnât right though, please get off me. I donât want this-â
âYou want me to take this away?â A hand caught your shaking wrist, the one that had the quirk suppressor fastened snugly around it, wrenching it up so both of you could see it. âHuh? Put you back where you were in your miserable little life? Running away from everyone, holing up in your apartment, not willing to touch or be touchedâŚâ
The very thought made your insides churn, and a fresh round of tears rolled down your face as you shook your head no, lips wobbling as you whined. You felt so pathetic, so small and dumb underneath Keigo.
âThatâs what I thought. Youâre going to relax now, right? No more begging unless itâs for more.â
He didnât wait for an answer, beginning to shuffle around until he could slide his hands under your shirt, pressing against your tummy as you flinched away.
âDonât worry birdie, youâre gonna like every single thing weâre gonna do. Youâve had sex now, yeah? Since I gave you the bracelet?â
You shook your head ânoâ, itâs not like you were eager for sex before you got it, and all the touching-without-terrifying-visions thing was still new to you, the dating world was being eased into. Somehow though, every single date seemed to be crashed by the man on top of you.
Keigo lit up like a Christmas tree, licking his lips gleefully. âOkay, okay, I can-whew, thatâs hot-I can be gentle.â It sounded like he was trying to convince himself more than he was trying to convince you, his hands skirting up your ribs, shucking up your shirt as the traveled higher and higher.
âKeigo please-â
âDonât you dare say stop, Iâm not gonna. Youâre the first person that doesnât want anything from me, youâre real, and Iâm not stopping.â
His admission made you cringe, recoiling from his touch. He followed you, palms finally smoothing over your breasts, over your bra.
âYouâre going to do what I say, or else this-â Your wrist was wrenched into view, red-and-black bracelet glittering. â-gets removed. And Iâll still do whatever the fuck I want, but youâll be off in your mind having visions of who-knows-what while I have my way. Got it?â
Your blood chilled, body suddenly feeling ice cold. His tone was dead serious, spitting out the words with a sense of finality.
âSo, just lay there and take it birdie, Iâll be good to you.â
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Tiptoe - Poppy x MC
Taglist: @somewillwin @uhh-the-green-thing @jmojellybae @simp-pony @made-me-deep-blue @uselesslesbianfr @it-lives-in-braidwood-manor @belvoiresqueenbee @alexlabhont @samanthadalton @crazzyplays @sparring-hyena @baexpoppy @cloakanddaggerthings
Summary: Poppy and MC meet in summer and they were dating but broke it off, not related to free falling dhaisja don't ask about ch3 idk either.
A/N: uhm hi I've been a ghost for like months lol but I heard from a little birdie that queen b is coming back in September and I'm so ready to clown for my wife Poppy again. Based on song below which is a bop. I also did not check my spelling or grammar I die like a dumbass. My one braincell would like to thank u all and Gabi for this fic đ
There's hardly anything in this world that captivates you, until you see her. Her flawless skin, her blonde hair and those deep chocolate orbs that you just want to stare at and drown in forever. Who knew such a beauty existed? It boggles you to know that the Min-Sinclair heiress is perfect. One might say that you're jealous but deep down you know that's not the case. Jealousy? No, it's not jealousy, you're enthralled by her. It's not even because of how fucking gorgeous she looks, it runs deeper than that. There's just this weird sense of kinship that you feel when you look at her. She's more than the ranking, she's vulnerable and actually cares, something you saw when you went to the animal shelter.
The way her eyes sparkled when she saw the rescue animals, the way her mouth curved into that gentle smile. Who knew the queen bee of Belvoire had a heart? Her vulnerability is further shown when you realise that the golden girl of Belvoire has her own scars, her pride a by-product of the hurt caused by family and so called friends.
Having seen the forefront of it all, Belvoire is cutthroat. Everything matters, the clothes you wear, your family name. It's a free for all, no one cares who gets burned, low blows exchanged, it's all a big mind game and those who fall under pressure lose not just their reputation but everything they have worked for. But apart from all of that, she's still the first thing that makes you smile.
It's damning, the way your mind and heart races at the thought of Poppy. The way her eyes light up when she flashes that gentle smile, where one look is all it takes to make your knees weak and the blood rushing up your cheeks. You've never seen such a beauty, her smile is like a soft ray of sunshine, warming you up. However, she's also as mysterious as the moon, especially since she acts so sweet and the next minute she's as cold as ever. It's enough to give you whiplash.
Such gentle and delicate features, yet her personality is as fiery as the sun, I guess it's true what they say, the sun is beautiful yet staring at it can become painful.
It's confusing as to why Rosie's fallen so hard for Poppy, they've been rivals from the start, with each other's goal to come out on top. Things have definitely changed after the night they slept together, Poppy's words have no actual bite to them. If she were brave enough Rosie would've called Poppy out on it, but she's so confused on where they stand that she doesn't want to risk this newfound "friendship" if one can even call it that.
It suddenly hits Rosie like a brick. 'Wait, has Poppy been courting me in her own weird way or am I imagining shit?' She becomes more confused as Poppy seems to stare at her longer than she ever did, sometimes Rosie would meet eyes with Poppy who seems to have a longing stare as if she has so much to convey yet has no courage to do so. Sometimes it gets to the point where Poppy blushes after she realises that both of them have been staring at each other for too long. Both of them being a flustered and blushing mess, looking away as if they've been burned from getting too close to a fire.
Most people in Belvoire would argue that its not longing and wistful glances that the two are exchanging, they'd say that those were intense glares formed from the ongoing rivalry that the two have established in public, but anyone who personally knows Poppy and Rosie would say differently. There's also an ongoing bet between the students of the school. Some argue that Poppy and Rosie are secretly dating whilst the rest argue that they absolutely loathe each other and the ongoing stares are to intimidate each other to give in and leave Belvoire.
Zoey and Veronica are secretly in cahoots in which they bet that the two are definitely dating or in Veronica's words "those two are definitely fucking" which earns her a fond smile as well as a roll of the eyes from Zoey. Chloe suspects something between Poppy and Rosie, considering they genuinely don't seem to put energy behind the insults they throw at each other. She doesn't think that the two are lovers but she definitely thinks that they're secretly friends.
It's not until Veronica sees Rosie wink at Poppy when she thought nobody was looking, and she was certain that the blonde would glare at Rosie but imagine her surprise when Poppy flirts back by winking back. In which she's all too excited to text Zoey about. "Omfg bitch, you won't believe what I saw today, like holy fuck the two gays were flirting when they thought no one was looking." All she gets in response from Zoey was "show receipts pls."
Rosie can feel herself falling for Poppy, both of them know that things have changed. Neither seem too interested in fighting and when they do argue, it's all for show, after all no one knows that they're secretly pining after each other. She suddenly remembers how they met.
-Flashback-
Being relatively new to New York, Rosie was eager to meet new people and what better way to start off than hooking up with strangers from a random bar? After all, the city was big and it's been a while. As soon as she arrived someone immediately caught her attention. One Poppy Min-Sinclair, dressed to the nines, she was definitely Rosie's type. Not really expecting anything Rosie struts towards her, in hopes of beginning a conversation.
At first Poppy seemed uninterested, scoffing and she felt a presence near her. She didn't really want to deal with anyone considering they're usually just random guys who wanted to hook up in the bathrooms or worse they're drunk as fuck trying to flirt with her. However, imagine her surprise when she looks at the person that dared to sit by her. Poppy would be lying if she said that the girl in front of her wasn't her type. She seemed sweet, and had a gentle smile. It was also a bonus that the girl seemed to know how to dress herself.
When their eyes met, there was this lightning spark that just fit into place, the two had chemistry. It was undeniable, the two just knew how to push and pull. The banter was there, so was the attraction.
Poppy wasn't shy about showing her attraction, obviously checking Rosie out, which earns her a low chuckle from the other girl. "At least buy me dinner first before you undress me with you eyes?" said Rosie with mirth dancing around her eyes, whilst Poppy just laughs, soft and languidly slow. At which point Rosie knew she was screwed, the blonde in front of her looked like she just walked out of the runway, and her laugh was definitely something Rosie wanted to hear more of.
She's pulled out of her epiphany once Poppy speaks, voice sultry and pulling Rosie in like a siren. "My name is Poppy Min-Sinclair, and I do what I want sweetheart." The confidence she exudes is shown in her voices. It's addicting the way the blonde presents herself, every move calculated and poised. Every word that leaves her lips is deliberate and elegant in her own unique way. If she was in her right mind, Rosie would've been terrified by how enraptured she was by this girl in front of her.
Rosie wasn't one to back down from a challenge therefore she decides to tease the girl in front of her. "Is your name supposed to be important? I've never heard of it. Anyways, since you've introduced yourself so nicely, my name's Rosie." Poppy just raises an eyebrow at her semi-surprised that the other girl hasn't heard of her. "Sorry babe, the whole world doesn't revolve around you." said Rosie with a cheeky smile and wink and before Poppy can retort Rosie finishes off by saying "but it definitely should revolve around you, I mean look at you, you're mesmerising."
If it were any other person, Poppy would have definitely rolled her eyes and walked away, but Rosie seemed to mean it. The other girl definitely looked like she wore her heart on her sleeve, and it was just so damn endearing that Poppy, against her usual M.O., she decides to stay and talk to the other girl. 'She looks cute enough, but if she's gonna be annoying then I'll just ditch her later.' thought Poppy.
Both women were intrigued by each other, and one thing led to another. Before they knew it they were together in a hotel room. Neither of them cared about who made the move first, all they knew was that they had to have each other one way or the other.
Despite her pent up desire and lust, Poppy still cared about her reputation, after all even if she was on break it didn't mean she can be careless, plus she didn't exactly want to expose Rosie to Belvoire's dirty laundry, the girl seemed nice enough and Poppy wasn't about to mess with this girl. Sure she's a fucking bitch but that doesn't mean she wants people to suffer because of her unless they've wronged her or any of her friends in some way. She's petty but she's not that petty.
God knows Belvoire is a shithole.
They're definitely closer than what should be conceived as acceptable, considering Rosie is literally one step away from kissing Poppy. Not like either of then cared considering they were too focused on each other to pay attention to their surroundings. It's only when the bartender coughs that the two pull away from each other as if taken out of their seemingly lulled state.
Rosie's about to say goodbye, considering the blonde seems like she's torn between leaving or staying, but she's caught by surprise when Poppy yanks her arm back. "Where do you think you're going, little lamb? I didn't say I was done with you yet." The way it was said was enough to make Rosie shiver. The way the Min-Sinclair heiress said it so confidently, it didn't help that she looked to be the epitome of lust and desire at that moment, but from then on Rosie knew she was fucked, both literally and figuratively.
Before she knew it she was pulled into a car headed to the nearest luxury hotel, which just so happens to be a presidential suite at The Ritz. Rosie didn't show but she was shocked. She knew the girl was rich, I mean come on her clothes are fresh off the runway and the blonde exuded power and wealth. But this was like a bucket of ice water being dropped on Rosie's head, this was definitely something she wasn't expecting.
NSFW AHEAD
She's taken aback by the inside of the hotel suite, she expected it to be fancy, but nothing could prepare her for the plush king sized bed, as well as the overall layout of the room. It looks like something straight out of an IKEA magazine, Rosie can't help but think.
"Well, are you just going to stand there or are we actually going to fuck?" says Poppy. Rosie is taken aback from how bluntly Poppy put it. Speaking of which, the blonde girl is already half way through removing her clothes. She couldn't help the gasp that escapes her as she gawks at Poppy and the way her body looks so perfect, unblemished milky white skin that looks so soft, all Rosie could think of is leaving marks in her wake. She licks her lips in anticipation as Poppy gives her the come hither gesture, and Rosie is immediately lured in, like a moth drawn to a flame.
Her hands immediately raise up, helping Poppy out of her clothes, until all that remains is Poppy's underwear. Her eyes scan Poppy's body and out of the corner of her eye she can see Poppy's satisfied smile. Rosie is pulled in, her body pulled in flush against Poppy. Her eyes dart over to Poppy's lips as she leans in to kiss Poppy. A hand covers her mouth as she hears "Not yet Hughes, it's unfair if I'm the only one in my underwear."
Rosie's ears are definitely bright red at this point and she's pretty sure that her whole body is flushed, but she gives Poppy a show as she takes each article of clothing slowly, piece by piece as if testing Poppy's already short patience. As she takes her blouse off, Poppy's staring at her so intensely she can feel her legs wobble. The look conveying an unspoken promise. It's enough to make her a little self conscious, but her confidence is regained as soon as she sees how flushed Poppy is. It also helped that she saw Poppy gulp, looking at her like she's the only thing in the world. "See something you like, Min-Sinclair?" she can't help but tease and the blonde rolls her eyes.
"You were doing so well until you started speaking. Just get your ass over here. I'm not used to waiting for things I want." said Poppy. Rosie struts over to Poppy.
She's immediately back at Poppy's side, the Min-Sinclair heiress looking her up and down which makes Rosie nervous as the way Poppy stares is intense. Her doubts are quickly quelled as she's soon tugged harshly the collar. Poppy pulls her in roughly for a kiss, as their tongues dance and weave against each other, battling for dominance. They both step forwards towards the bed, and the noises that come out of Poppy is irresistible and music to her ears. She sounds incredible and Rosie can't get enough and with a flick of her tongue Poppy is putty in her hands.
They both fall towards the bed, Poppy ending up under Rosie. They pull away quickly to catch their breath, and Poppy's eyes are blown so much so, her pupils are dilated like a cat ready to catch its prey. Her lips parted and bruised, taking in oxygen as if all of her breath has been taken away. If Rosie thought she was in charge, she's got another thing coming. Their position is switched, as Poppy expertly flips them over, landing her on top of the other girl. Rosie ending up with her back against the bed as Poppy straddles her. "You're a good kisser, Hughes." she says and Rosie smiles mischievously "I try." she replies.
Poppy's quick to kiss Rosie again, as if she's her only lifeline teetering her to the world. Every kiss shared feels like sparks flying, the intensity and passion leaving them both breathless. It's not like Rosie's gonna give in and let Poppy top her, she quickly pull Poppy by the waist, bodies completely flushed against each other before rolling over so that their position is once again switched. This time Rosie comes out on top.
Before the other girl can complain, Rosie's quick to shut her up but trailing kisses from lips to her neck. Poppy smells like fresh cherries and vanilla, which for some reason is very fitting. After all cherries are sweet but the fruit itself can be dangerous, however there's a hint of danger. After all cherries do have cyanide in the seed. The whimpers and moans that come from Poppy's mouth are sensual and spurs Rosie on even more. She can't get enough of the blonde.
She can feel Poppy's nails taking across her back, and she's sure that those are definitely going to leave marks, not like she minds considering she's too far gone from the sound of Poppy's moans and whimpers.
Rosie looks at Poppy and she can't help but admire how beautiful Poppy looks under her, eyes half lidded and chest heaving. "You look better when you're quiet, Princess." said Rosie, but instead of reporting Poppy just pulls her back in and their lips are clashing against except this time its rough. Poppy pulling and tugging at her hair, while leaving small nibbles on her lips. Rosie knows that her lips are going to be all sorts of red and bruised the next morning.
Rosie's hand finds their way to the waistband of Poppy underwear, and she can feel the wet patch. She slides her hand inside and moves her fingers to find Poppy's clit, where she rubs small circles, and she feels the blonde jolt from the sudden contact and Rosie is about to apologise until she hears Poppy's breathy moans. "I swear to god, if you stop I'm going to fucking kill you." whimpered Poppy.
Rosie just smiles against Poppy's skin as she continues teasing Poppy until the other girl is a panting and whimpering mess. "I need your fingers inside me Hughes, stop fucking around and actually start fucking me." It's said so desperately Rosie finally grants the blonde her wish and starts pumping her fingers in and out until the blonde cums, back arched away from bed and a loud and filthy moan is all the can be heard. Rosie helps the other ride out her orgasm by cooing gentle words and leaving kisses that are definitely going to leave marks on the Poppy's unblemished skin.
-NSFW END-
-FLASHBACK END-
The casuak hook up turns into dates and outings, and both of them start to catch feelings for each other. As much as it surprises Poppy she genuinely enjoys the time that she spends with Rosie. The other girl always making sure to make Poppy smile. It doesn't help that Rosie had this weird way of knowing when Poppy was upset or stressed in which she'd always do something to help the blonde feel better. Rosie's become a constant, a home away from home in a sort. Always there even on Poppy's worse days, not giving in even when Poppy's relentlessly cruel and bitchy. If she weren't so fucking smitten Poppy would have thought that Rosie was a Saint considering how patient she is. However, she refuses to confess her feelings to the other girl first, after all she's a Min-Sinclair and they don't confess ever. People confess to her.
They're both stubborn, therefore they both refuse to even acknowledge their budding feelings for the other. Though there have been too many times where Poppy has gotten jealous when people stare too much at Rosie, though it's reserved and usually subtle. Poppy quietly stakes her claim by always having some sort of physical contact with Rosie. It could be something as simple as a hand on Rosie's forearm or wrist. But the real warning comes from her passive aggressiveness when others get too close to Rosie or the glares that are given if anyone is dumb enough to try and flirt with the other girl.
It's not like Rosie is any better. Whilst Poppy is subtle with her jealousy, Rosie is not. She's always quick hold Poppy's hand as if to signify that the blonde is hers and it's even worse if anyone ignores that. She becomes more physically affectionate. She hugs Poppy as if her life depends on it. There's also been a few times where if Rosie's patience was tested she'd get really jealous and the next time they're intimate she always leaves marks where no one but her or Poppy knows. It's also when she becomes quite dominant in the bedroom and it genuinely entertains Poppy so much so it's become her second favourite past time. The first definitely being their intimate moments.
It gets to the point where both of then get so frustrated they confess how they feel that the same time, which becomes one of their inside jokes considering they both felt like idiots for not confessing their feelings sooner.
However, it's not like summer lasts forever and both of them end up breaking it off, since Poppy actually likes Rosie and she refuses to put her through the shit that goes on in Belvoire. "It was fun while it lasted, Hughes, but I'm sorry. I have to go back and I'm not sure I'll ever see you again." said Poppy, voice cold as ice as if the whole thing didn't matter. Poppy would be lying if she said that it meant nothing, considering she's never been happier. The other girl definitely had a special place in her heart but as they say if you really live someone you have to let them go. She might be cruel but she's not about to fuck Rosie's life up by involving her in the stupidity of Belvoire, she deserves better. Maybe after unibersity she can find Rosie and they can try again.
Rosie's quite sure that she's never going to find anyone that makes her feel the way Poppy does, but she's not one to make things more complicated. "I'm glad I met you Poppy Min-Sinclair, it's been fun while it lasted. Maybe someday we can meet each other again."
Imagine her surprise when it turns out that Poppy attends Belvoire, both of them shocked to see each other again. The only difference being that Poppy seems much colder than the one she met before. Her eyes didn't have that shine or hint of mischief. It looked too detached. "What are you staring at?" said one of the girls following Poppy. Her eyes widened in surprise as the person her roommate Zoey warned her about was Poppy. She's barely acknowledged by Poppy as she just walks away without a word.
Things start to get more complicated as both of them are put against each other, as they compete for the top spot. It's not like Rosie really cared about the fucking thing, in all honesty she didn't even want to compete with Poppy but it's not like she had a choice considering no one cared that she didn't want to compete with Poppy. It gets to the point Rosie avoids Poppy altogether, not really wanting the unsolicited drama with the other girl.
It becomes even worse when rumours start that th reason why the two girls avoided each other like the plague was because Carter was cheating on Poppy with Rosie, and this gets blown out of proportion during the football game in which the screen shows a poorly photoshopped photo of Rosie and Carter kissing.
The way Poppy looked at Rosie broke her heart. Poppy looked tired and upset. She looked like she was betrayed and worse of all the look was directed at her. It's made even worse when Poppy wordlessly looks away, tears on her eyes as she runs to get away from the stadium.
Things change when Rosie chases after Poppy. It's the first time she sees Poppy cry, and it breaks her heart because how can she be so foolish. This was the person she fell for, and it sucked because she was the reason why Poppy was upset.
She approaches Poppy carefully, and as soon as she's noticed. Poppy's eyes narrow into a glare. "What do you want Hughes? Haven't you done enough already?" she yells, her voice full of venom. The words sting, but Rosie marches on, as she apologises. "I know I'm the last person you want to see, but I wanted to say I'm sorry. You didn't deserve all of that." She reaches out to try and comfort Poppy but she stops as remembers that she's the reason Poppy was crying in the first place. They both stand there in a tense silence, both not wanting to speak until they both say something at the same time. "Why didn't you tell me that you go to Belvoire?" they both say in sync.
Rosie lets Poppy speak first. "If you said that you were going to be attending Belvoire, maybe things would have been different." she says and this catches Rosie's attention. "Different how?" she asks and Poppy looks at her eyes softening as she says "I would have admitted that I was falling for you."
That's how they got back together.
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love me love me (say that you love me) - spencer reid
spencer reid x fem!reader
title from lovefool by the cardigansÂ
summary: after a close brush with death in the field, y/n visits an injured spencer in the hospital to have a heart to heart.
warnings: a lil bit of angst, fluff bc im incapable of writing pure angst, descriptions of injury
word count: 1,987Â
notes: this is my submission for @veraiconcosââ fic writer challenge, i spent a super long time on this and i really hope you guys enjoy it as its one of my favorite things iâve ever written âşď¸
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settling in to what would be another evening of unfortunate, unwanted solitude due to your boyfriend having yet another late night at work, you stretched out across the sofa, wine glass in hand, ready to relax after a hard dayâs work.
that was until your phone began to ring and vibrate obnoxiously across the wooden coffee table.
âjj? hi, whatâs up?â you inquired, curious as to why she was calling you during a case.
âwe got the guy, but spence wasnât so lucky.â she began hesitantly. âhe almost got shot, but he was stabbed a few times.â
she heard your stifled gasp through the speaker, cutting you off before you would inevitably begin rambling off questions, a habit of spencerâs youâd acquired after a long while of knowing him. âdonât worry, he keeps telling everyone heâs fine. doctor says the wounds might scar, but overall he should be alright.â
you scrunched your eyes closed, willing your racing heart to slow with the news that spencer would be okay. despite jjâs calming tone and the relatively good news from the call, you couldnât help the nagging feeling that your boyfriend was not, in fact, okay.
âthanks, babe. would you mind telling me where you guys are? am i allowed to come visit?â your voice took on a hopeful tone that your hands betrayed, anxiously twirling a loose strand of hair that had fallen out of your bun.
âvisiting hours ended a little while ago, but iâm sure i can pull a few strings for you.â your chest deflated with a relieved sigh at the thought of having visual confirmation spencer would be fine. âi just texted you the address, see you soon, y/n.â
âyou too. bye,â the phone dropped onto the table with a hollow clatter. you downed what little was left in your wine glass before standing up from the sofa to get ready. you still couldnât shake the feeling that something was up with spencer so you put in an extra bit of effort to wear some of his favorite pieces of clothing of yours, just to bring a smile to his face.
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after receiving special clearance from jj at the front desk, you headed down the hallway. you never liked hospitals; you found something about about the stark white, sterile halls cold and off putting.
the door slowly opened, a gentle creak emanating from its well-used hinges. you had hoped your entrance would be quiet enough to let the boy wonder rest, but alas, he had woken up.
though the way his irises glistened in the artificial light when he saw you was just as gratifying.
ây/n, what are you doing here?â the interrogative sounded less like a question and more like an exclamation of awe, but you werenât complaining.
âwhat, you didnât think iâd show up when a little birdie told me my boyfriend was stabbed on duty? some girlfriend iâd be,â you scoffed sarcastically.
the plastic legs of the chair skidded across the linoleum as you dragged it next to the bed. spencer held out a hand towards you to hold, a sure fire sign something was wrong.
he loved affection, especially from you, but he only seemed to initiate it on blue moons.
you gratefully slipped your fingers in between his and gave them a quick, reassuring squeeze. âwhat happened, hon?â
his amber hues flicked to several spots around the relatively uninteresting room before landing on your intertwined digits. âwe raided his apartment just like we usually do and i happened to be the first one to come across him. i saw he had a gun and iâm lucky i ducked pretty quickly or else i might not even be here at all.
âmorgan and i moved in on him to make the arrest, but it slipped our minds that the profile said he was hyper-vigilant and paranoid, and i failed to notice knife he had in his other hand and he stabbed me a few times before emily pulled him away from me.â spencer recalled with an expertise that came as a surprise to absolutely no one who knew him.
âyou say that like youâre reciting a poem,â you frowned, rubbing a thumb across his knuckles. âyou couldâve died, spence.â
âi guess itâs just not that big of a deal to me?â he seemed to question his own statement as it passed through his lips. âi think iâve grown so accustomed to putting my life on the line that i just doesnât even faze me anymore.â
âi get it, but donât you ever - i donât know - get worried you wonât come back to me one of these days?â you averted your eyes to the floor.
his grip on your hand tightened exponentially, causing your gaze to snap up to his. âof course i do, i worry about you all the time. isnât it normal to worry about the person you want to spend the rest of your life with?â
his admission of love brought heat to your cheeks and tears to your eyes. âgood, good, iâm glad we both agree on that then.â you smiled sadly.
the presence of an oddly heavy silence weighed down on both of you as you sat in thought. âdo you ever get tired, y/n?â the genius queried quietly, elaborating when he noticed the confusion etched across your features. âi mean - well - tired of me? of my life being on the line every time i go to work? of thinking that maybe that time you said goodbye to me when i left would be the last time? doesnât that exhaust you?â
this was exactly what you had been anticipating since jj called. the drawn-out periods of unusual silence, less eye contact than normal, the anxious fidgeting. not that youâd tell him, but youâd subtly began subconsciously profiling as well.Â
  âif youâre asking if i get tired of those things, then yes, i do,â you murmured softly. âbut if youâre asking if being with you while i have to deal with all those things is exhausting, then my answer is no. absolutely not.â
another pause. spencer played with your fingers, fiddling around with the ring heâd bought for you as fond memories swirled through his mind. âwouldnât it be easier if you were with someone else? i donât know, maybe someone with an average career where they donât look at dead bodies and arrest serial killers all the time? maybe a barista or something less traumatizing than what i do?â
your lips curled up into a smile as you giggled. âyeah, i mean, of course thatâd be easier, but when has life ever been easy? and besides, why would i want a barista when i could have a badass, genius iq level guy like you?â
he grinned, holding eye contact for the longest period of time since you passed through the door. âi think those attributes directly contradict each other, but whatever makes you happy, love.âÂ
the tension had lifted, conversation flowing with ease, yet you could still tell there was something off about reid. something left unspoken.
âhey,â you murmured, brushing a stray strand of hair out of his face. âyou sure youâre alright?â
a moment of hesitation flickered through his eyes before he answered. âof course i am. didnât i say i was?â
âyou did, but you donât have the best track record when it comes to being honest about your emotions.â you watched several emotions pass through his eyes - one of his tells; those hazel hues could be read like a book.
he seemed to take a deep, collective inhale before he spoke in a small voice. âi know you said you werenât tired of me, but iâm just scared youâre lying. n-not that i think you would ever be untruthful,â he immediately corrected himself upon understanding how his words could be perceived.
âi-â tears brimmed his coffee colored optics, terrifying you for what he might say next. âyouâre the most important thing in my life- in the world even- and iâm just worried youâll leave me. iâll come home one night when youâve decided youâve had enough of this life and you have all your bags packed, ready to leave. i donât want to lose you. i canât lose you.â
noticing a few drops had landing on your lap, you realized youâd been crying as he admitted his insecurities to you. âi love you so much, spencer. more than anything in the world. and i know how hard it is to quiet those voices, and i know whatever i say will only be enough to quell them for a while, but youâre everything to me. just know i would never, ever even dream of leaving you.â
you sniffled, wiping the tear tracks from your face when you looked over to spencer. he held eye contact with you, something you knew was challenging for him to do.
ây/n,â he moved a hand to cup your cheek. âif i asked you to stay, would you?â
you let his words sink in and nodded nearly imperceptibly. you laid a kiss on his palm before turning to him again. âabsolutely. i am wholly and completely devoted to you, spencer reid.â
his cheeks burned and his brows furrowed, almost as if he was having trouble accepting your straightforward answer. âdo you promise?â
you debated a sarcastic response, but you were unsure what his reaction might be in such a vulnerable state, and you didnât want to find out.
âi do, my love.â you murmured, crossing your pinky with his. he settled, visibly, too, at your admission of adoration. you knew he struggled with fully trusting those around him and you were immeasurably proud of him in this moment.
âare you heading home?â his soft lilt broke the silence that had blanketed the room with its persistent presence. âi wouldnât blame you if you were.â
âare you kidding? after all that rom-com sappiness you think i want to leave?â you both laughed, basking in the positivity of the moment. âiâm afraid youâre stuck with me. look, i even brought a change of clothes and everything.â
while you loved the adorable look of surprise on his face, you almost wished you could wipe away any doubts he may harbor in his mind about you and your unwavering loyalty. you looked up at him again as he spoke. âare you going to sleep in that chair?â
âiâd lay with you, but youâve got wounds everywhere and no way in hell am i risking re-opening anything thatâs been sealed.â you held your hands up in mock defense, earning a chuckle from the doctor.
âyou could, um, put your head on my chest,â his cheeks tinted pink. âi love it when you do that.â you planted a quick kiss on his cheekbone before pressing a longer one to his lips.
every time your lips met, as cliched as it was, it felt like the first again. not in every way, they were missing the same awkward teeth clashing and spit swapping as the original, but you could almost feel every ounce of passion jolting all the way through your being. and most assuredly, spencer reciprocated your feelings as he chased your lips every single time they made to retreat from his.
you pulled the chair as close to the hospital bed as you could and rested your head on his chest. the lyrical, constant beat of spencerâs lulled you to sleep, creating a symphony just for you.
before your eyes closed, you intertwined spencerâs fingers with yours, prompting him to look down at you. âiâve got promises to keep, and miles to go before i sleep.â
though he knew it was medically impossible, spencer reidâs heart leapt a mile in his chest at the irrevocable love he felt for you, both in that moment and always as he completed the line, âand miles to go before i sleep.â
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Hello hello! I just started reading through your work and I'm loving them!! =''') Could I request some fluff with Hawks? Where the reader is just down and feeling like a burden and he's there to comfort them?
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for a long time.
pairing: hawks x reader
warnings : slight angst!
you curled up even more, hugging both your knees together after yet another long session of tears - now flowing down your face, and losing their journey as theyâve reached your jawline.Â
this was never the first time you had a breakdown alone, when keigo wasnât next to you. when he wasnât holding you in his arms.Â
instead, it was a lonely, melancholic night, as you were drunk on your own words, as it chanted in your head like a haunted memory.
am i not good enough?
why donât i feel so right?
is it because i feel like iâm a burden to the number two hero?
so i am the weight on his shoulders, is that it?
maybe he heads off to work more because he wants less talk.
the room was dark, you had no lights on. maybe it was the headache that was bothering your fear of brightness, too. you could fall asleep easily, but today wasnât it.
you soon heard the front door open, and then close slowly. panicking, you wiped your tears away, because that could either be one of your friends - or maybe even keigo, finally back from a long day of work.
ây/n?â your thoughts confirmed that it was him, which made you grab even more tissues sitting on the cabinet nearby.Â
âmy lilâ birdie~ there you are-,â
too late. he saw you dumping the remaining tissues from earlier into the dustbin. âh-hey, keigo! how was work?â
âwe could deal with that later. did something happen?â
âoh! would you like some supper, maybe? i made your favorite.â
âchickadee, love of my life. baby. your eyes arenât telling me the same story.â he grabbed both your shoulders. âwho hurt you? what is going on? please, donât keep it away.â
âaw, come on keigo. you know i donât do that.â
âi heard sniffling, y/n. please, donât do this to yourself.â
ây-you what...?â
âi came home earlier than expected. you may have heard the front door opening, but i have my tricks.â
none of that mattered at this point. your boyfriend caught you, and there was no turning back.Â
âhave i ever hurt you, keigo?â
âwha...? hurt me? i- wait, i should ask you that.â
âno. i should.am i...am i bothering you? have i ever been a burden to you, both in life and in work? have i done anything wrong? is there a time where you regret-,â
âhey, hey! y/n. donât. please.â
he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you in closer. âdonât. ever say that i regret anything of this. of us. heck, iâve never regretted it for a moment, even.â
he cupped your cheeks with his soft, plump hands. âiâve always thought - before you and me - that my whole life was...pointless. just the same routine over and over again. no one to share my real personality with. sure, i have friends with me; theyâre not and never the same as you.Â
i wanted to have someone that i could hold on for a very long time.â
it was like the time had finally come to a halt, with just those few words of agony, loneliness and despair. it was a call, saying that you were not alone. saying that he too had some - many things that he has hidden from you.
âwhen i had you, my world begin to go on this wild trip that i never wanted to come home from. you were home. still are. everyone literally knows how infatuated i am with you. everything about you is so...how do you do it? argh, point is.....this love shall never be regret. i have done some things that i have regretted; but never this. nor will anyone step in between the both of us, wanting to pull away what we have.â
âkeigo. you know you donât have to say this to make me feel better.â
âyo, what?â he chuckled softly. âkeigo takami is always true to his word. especially to his whole life, right in front of him.â
he lifted your chin a little, giving soft pecks on your forehead, trailing them down to your nose, and your cheekbones. âwe all have those days, babe. i do too. and i admit, i didnât want to tell you anything. i thought it would be easier, but now i see i was wrong. for that, i apologize.â
âi should apologize, too.â
âwell, letâs be more open, then. you and me. and since weâve not done it in a while - letâs go on a date. get some of your favorite food. long talks. beach walks. sound good?â
âmhm. sound good.â
keigo then proceeded to bring you into your shared bedroom, laying you down on your bed. he hovered above you, golden eyes glowing amidst the now dimmed lights, looking into your e/c ones.Â
âbabe. promise me one thing.â
âwhat is it?â
âwhatever you feel, you want to let out, do it. we can then both grow together. as one. and if i do have to change, iâm ready.â
âyou bird brain. no, you donât. youâre perfect.â
âbut iâm your bird brain.â
âexactly.â
he leaned in closer, finally placing his lips onto yours. it seemed like a long awaited kiss from the number two hero that night, and it was definitely something you would cherish forever.
for a long time.
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(a/n): V E R Y RUSHED IâM SORRYđđ butttt i love to keep âem short and sweet, because hawks is a gentleman and a cutie.Â
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Foreign Touch ch 3
Chapter Summary: Y/N has a special name for our Thomas on Facebook! Will these two finally talk?
Warnings: Once again, I didnât proofread. Sorry <3 minor cursing?(Is cursing a warning? like wtf.)
Word Count: 1,450 (Give or take)
PreviouslyÂ
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After the dream with Jefferson, Y/N found herself always watching him when they were in the same class. Even at the game Friday night, as the cheerleaders were cheering for the team, Y/Nâs eyes watched Number 17 with the name âJeffersonâ on the back. The dream made it so she would look at the bushy, curly haired jock and blush. Y/N hated herself for blushing.
Surprisingly he never did try to talk with Y/N after the text messaging he had sent her. Y/N actually had her eyes peeled for him just in case he tried to talk with her.
Yet when the game was finally over, their team winning. Everyone was celebrating. Y/N was being invited to the after parties, yet Y/N couldnât. She had a early morning and a busy weekend ahead of her. With tutoring and helping Alex with his campaign. She waved to the other cheerleaders before gathering her things.
âY/N! Thought I missed you!â A familiar voice said from beside her and Y/N froze, wide eyed.
Thomas.
The very same man she wanted to avoid. How could she stand in front of him after that dream?
âJefferson! Get away from my sister!â A voice called from far away. It was enough to distract the football player and allow Y/N to slip away quickly.
Rushing to her car, face red as a tomato. Y/N let out a breath she didnât realize she was even holding in before getting into her car.
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Laying around the living room floor, Y/N was eating some popcorn as Alex, John, Herc and Laf were all on the couch watching Brooklyn Nine-Nine.
âI think⌠my soulmate is a bag of sour gummy wormsâŚâ Y/N said randomly with a sigh and rubbed at her eyes. Visibly tired, hair still damp from her shower. Wearing a pair of black slim sweatpants and a black tee-shirt with the cookie monster on the front of it. Y/N looked over at her friends.
âI just ate a whole bag of the gummy worms, Y/Nâ Lafayette said, holding up the empty bag to prove it.
Gasping, sitting up. Y/N placed a hand on her chest. âYou ATE my soulmate? You asshole.â She tossed a throw pillow that was on the floor at the boy and they laughed.
Yawning, Y/N stood up and rubbed her eyes. âIâm off to sleep. Night guys.â She waved and moved to the stairs and quickly made way to her bedroom.
Once the door was closed, Y/N crawled in bed and grabbed her phone. Only to sigh and seeing that Thomas had sent her various messes on Facebook messenger. Why did he have to come to her for help? Y/N had enough on her plate to add one more person to help. Honestly.
With a sigh, she sent a message, hoping it would get him to back off. Honestly, why did everyone want Y/N to help them? Surely there were other smart people at the school.
When he called her, Y/N frowned and moved so she was sitting on her desk chair and accepted the call. Putting on her earphones so no one would hear Thomas Jefferson of all people talking to her.
âOk. What the hell do you want?â Y/N asked, getting right to the point.
Only to narrow her eyes at Thomasâ smiling face.
âat least his smile is niceâŚ. and a cute dogâ
Shaking her head from that thought. Y/N sighed. âCome on, I want to sleep.â
âRIGHT! First, are you ok?â Thomas asked, catching Y/N by surprise that he seemed to actually be worried about her. After Y/N nodded, assuring him was was fine. Thomas went back to why he was bothering her in the first place.
âSO, my parents, they are going to be celebrating Twenty-Five years of marriage⌠the silver anniversary.â Thomas sighed. âA few birdies in school said you usually plan the Hamiltonâs parties⌠and Iâve been to some of those with my parents. Youâre good. I was hoping to⌠hire you to help me plan a party for my parents.â He raised an eyebrow and Y/N frowned.
That was the last thing she expected him to say. Sitting there on her chair, Y/N was thinking about it. Maybe doing some planning could be a good thing?
With a sigh, she eyed Thomas on her phone screen. âFine, Iâll help you.â She agreed and couldnât help but smile when he did. The man had an incredible smile.
âThank you so much for this. Iâll pay you for your service. No need to worry about it. OK?â
âJefferson, chill out. Weâll talk about money another timeâŚâ Y/N rolled her eyes smiling. âArenât you supposed to be partying?â she changed the subject and glanced at the time. Usually at midnight everyone at the game who was at the party were wasted by this time.
âNah, my parents took me out for a big celebration dinner.â He shrugged. âWhy didnât you go?â
Y/N shrugged and looked around her room. âHave too much to do tomorrow. Didnât want to be hungover for it.â She simply stated before tilting her head. âHey, do you think I should put fairy lights around my room?â Y/N randomly asked Thomas.
Thatâs how the two spent the next hour and a half. Talking while her phone was resting up against her desk pointing at her bed and she was stringing lights up around her room.
âYo... your room is so much cooler than mine.â Thomas snorted once Y/N had finished and was laying on her bed holding her phone.
âI donât doubt it. I do have better taste.â She smirked and winked at the male before laughing. âOK, I am going to get off now and actually sleep. Iâll⌠unblock your number tomorrow and weâll talk about the party. Deal?â she raised an eyebrow.
Once they both agreed to that, said their goodnights with little smiles. Y/N rolled her eyes when Thomas ruined it.
âDream of me, I know Iâll be dreaming of you.â
Of course, that just got Y/N to hang up on him instead of actually replying.
âCocky asshole⌠ugh.â Y/N muttered as she turned off the lights and closed her eyes. After minutes of rolling around to find a comfortable position. Y/N finally fell asleep.
âOooh, Thomas!â Y/N yelled out as she walked around a house with a huge smile on her face.
âCOME FIND ME!â a voice called back and Y/N just laughed before going on a search throughout the home.
It wasnât until ten minutes of looking for the tall doofus she felt hands on her waist and her sides were being tickled.
âNOO!â she squealed and quickly got away, giggling. Turning and glaring at the man, she crossed her arms over her chest. âYou asshole!â
âAww, Iâm sorry sweetheart.â Thomas pouted and stepped forward. His hands returning to her waist, their foreheads touching and small smiles on both of their lips. âBut hey, you found me!â he wiggled his eyebrows and Y/N just laughed.
âYeah, whatever. Lunch is ready.â She tried to get out of his grasp. Yet, Y/N found herself pressed up against the wall.
Thomas softly kissing her cheek. âFine⌠weâll pick up after we regain our energy.â
As the two walked towards the kitchen, Y/N glanced up at Thomas. âHey, can I have a kiss?â
Thomas, with a smirk on his face shrugged. âI dunno, Y/N⌠CAN you?â he asked, and Y/Nâs mouth fell.
After about a minute of silence, Thomas sensing he fucked up, gulped.
âGuess I canât.â she shrugged and walked to the kitchen, leaving Thomas standing in the doorway.
âY/N⌠babe, I was just kidding.â He laughed and followed after her.
âYeah? Pity, I donât want your kisses anymore.â She simply said as she sat to have to tomato soup and grilled cheese sandwich, she made for them.
Not having it, Thomas turned her chair around and lifted Y/N head with his finger under her chin. âCome on, baby girl⌠gimme a kiss?â he smiled and the two met in the middle. Lips softly brushing against one another.
Once again Y/N woke up gasping and her hand flew to her lips. âWhat the heckâŚâ she mumbled and rubbed her tired eyes. Checking the time and seeing it was a little past Four am. Y/N fell back against her pillows and sighed. Wondering what the hell was up with her dreams. She could NOT have a crush on Thomas Jefferson.
Streets away, Thomas was laying in his own bed. Thinking about both the dream and the girl in his dream. Surely it meant something⌠they talked, and he dreamt of her. Of course, he woke up as soon as they kissed. But it HAD to meanâŚ. Something!
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Come Sail Away âľď¸
Summary: You and Bucky go on a vacation which leads to an unexpected turn of events.
Warnings: 18+ NSFW, SMUT, dub-con if you squint, fingering, hand job, spanking, daddy kink.Â
Notes: Hey everyone! This is my entry for @imanuglywombat âs Ugliest Wombat Challenge. This theme that I chose is Beach Babes so hereâs what I came up with. This was loosely inspired by the TV show The Nanny, if you know the episode Iâm referencing then you know itâs about to go down. Anyways, please like, comment, reblog, inbox, and follow me for more!! Enjoy :)
The warm summer sun was beating down deliciously on your skin. The salt from the bright blue sea infiltrated your nostrils and was filled with with the scent of summer. Ah, summertime, where the days were unbearably hot and the nights mimicked the same. Less clothing to be worn and not a care in the world.Â
You welcomed the warm weather with open arms. After dealing with a gruesome winter, and a spring which brought no tease of its following season, you were more than ready to throw your heavy coat into storage and get on the first bathing suit you could find. Yes, summer was here and you were drinking in every inch of the wonderful season.Â
Work was rough this winter. Spending days to sometimes months in places that werenât your own bed, sleeping in the most horrid conditions, and worst of all, the inclement weather had gotten you sick more times than you could count on both hands. Well, thatâs what you signed up for with being an Avenger and all. You might not have super soldier serum to suppress the frigid air or a suit which comes with a built in heater to offer a blast of warmth in all the right places, but you have a nice week long cruise (courtesy of Tony) to forget about those lone nights in Siberia which ended up leaving you bed ridden for two weeks.Â
Now youâre here, standing on the ships edge looking out of the vast ocean. Not a singular care in the world crosses your mind. You craved this, you craved the peace and bliss.Â
âYou stay out here any longer Iâm afraid youâll jump overboard and be one with the fishes,â Bucky chuckles from behind you and startles you.Â
He was asked by Tony to âkeep watch over youâ which was code for âBarnes you need this vacation just as much as her, please for the love of God relax,â however, Tony would never tell him that. Bucky enjoyed working, a little too much. After all this time he was finally able to be the good guy for once and did whatever he could to keep the newly acquired bravado intact.Â
âBarnes, didnât expect to see you so close to me. Usually youâre hiding out of my line of sight, or so you thought,â you muttered the last part to yourself. He was really taking this watching over thing seriously.Â
âWas getting bored. Iâm starting to think this mission was more a vacation for me and you,â Bucky shakes his head and chuckles.Â
âYouâre just now figuring out Starkâs master plan?â You kiddingly scoffed as Bucky rolled his eyes at you. âYa know, you really could use a break.âÂ
âI got all the time in the world to have a break.âÂ
âOh yeah? When?â You challenged him.Â
âWhen Iâm dead,â Bucky winked at you before walking off to his room, announcing that he was going to take shower.Â
âOh before I go, dinner later?âÂ
âDepends will you be sitting with me or sitting from afar like the last couple nights?â You kid with him and he rolled his eyes.Â
âYouâre a real pain in my ass, ya know that?âÂ
âHey, someoneâs gotta be,â you winked and Bucky turned away fast, mainly to hide the blush spreading on his cheeks.
âSee ya later,â Bucky called out to you.Â
â
Debating on whether or not was a good time to pull yourself away from the amazing view of the ocean, you had to sadly leave your peaceful space on the balcon and go meet Bucky for dinner. A quick shower and a few shimmies into the beautiful gown Natasha lent you later, you were on your way to dinner.Â
Tony gave his team nothing but the best. From top of the line technology and the best clothes money could buy, he made sure that you and Bucky got a luxurious treatment while on this vacation. This included dinner at the most refined restaurant on the shipâs deck. It was so exclusive that you needed to book your reservation there first before you booked your tickets for the cruise. Of course, Tony being Tony, and your title as an Avenger, made it easy for the restaurant to put your names down in their coveted black book of mile long reservations.Â
Now here you are, standing a little ways from the hostess desk waiting for your beloved co-worker. While you waited you took in the beautiful scenery of the restaurant. So classy and elegant you felt out of place even if you had on an expensive gown. You were so caught up in the extravagance that you didnât notice a hand at the small of your back.Â
âYou clean up nice,â Bucky stood next to you in a suit and tie. He had recently cut his hair before the trip, but that didnât stop him from throwing in a little gel.Â
âI could same the same for you too. New product?â The two of you made small talk as Bucky gave Tonyâs name for reservation.Â
Unbeknownst to the two of you, the hostess eyed both and you up and down and warily took you to your table.Â
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Dinner was fantastic. Like the restaurantâs atmosphere the food also had an elegant taste to it. The wait staff was equally classy and charming to all the patrons too. You and Bucky were sipping on expensive wine and dining on fine desserts until a waiter, not yours, approached you.Â
âDid we enjoy everything so far?â Bucky looked at the man confused.Â
âYeah, yeah everything was great thank you,â being the polite person you are you gave the waiter a smile.Â
âWell we love hearing that customers, let alone two Avengers, are enjoying the establishment. Anyways, I was sent to come tell you that the captain has requested your presence at his table overlooking the sea. A little birdie told me you two enjoy quite a view,â Bucky was on guard at all times during this exchange. Itâs not that he didnât trust the waiter it was that he wondered why their waiter wasnât getting them.Â
âSounds good to me. Câmon Buck letâs go,â you stood up and began to follow the waiter. Bucky reluctantly got up and pulled your arm so that you were walking at his pace.Â
âDonât you think itâs a little fishy that right after we get done eating the captain wants to see us?â
âOh Bucky, who cares! Maybe he didnât want to interrupt us or something,â Bucky was always a paranoid person.Â
âI just got a bad feeling about this thatâs all,â you giggled and shook your head in attempt to brush off Bucky and not appear rude towards the waiter.Â
âAnd here we are! Captain Richards will be out momentarily,â and just like that the waiter was gone leaving you and Bucky to your own devices.Â
Not long after Captain Richards appeared. He offered you both a glass of wine and you both drank. Bucky was a little hesitant but decided to drink after you made a move to your second glass. Soon, one glass turned into almost half a bottle of expensive wine gone. You were swimming and Bucky was grinning like a mad man.Â
âSergeant, would you mind fetching me and this beautiful young lady another bottle? Iâd get up but I donât have your tolerance and can barely walk a straight line,â Bucky was happy to oblige and went to Richards quarters.Â
âSo when will you be leaving us Ms. Avenger?â Richards asks you.Â
âBucky and I dock in two days in Mexico. We were planning on flying back to New York,â you slowly got up and ran over to the balcony. Your drunken state was taking in the dark misty waters.Â
âWell we will be missing you greatly Miss,â Richards has his hand on your back, lightly pressing you into the railing. âItâll be such a shame that no one will be seeing you anymore, around the decks I mean,â you eyed the older man up and down. What did he just say?
âItâs such a shame, I do like you and your little partner but in order for us to continue our plans we canât let the law, let alone a group of super freaks, ruin it,â with a harsh shove your body was lurched off the balcony.Â
Your reflexes hit fast and you snapped out of your inebriated state. Last second you cling onto the very last bar of the balcony. Your heels were knock off and sunk into the water.Â
âLittle shit câmere,â Richards growled as he stomped his heavy boot on your fingers. He crushed down so hard and you almost didnât budge but your grip was weakening. He squished and scraped both hands successfully off the bar and you fell into the ocean.Â
âY/N? Captain? Is everything alright,â Bucky emerged from the captains quarters with a new bottle of wine.Â
âOh Sergeant, please help! Your comrade just flung herself overboard!â RIchardâs yelled.Â
âWhat! Oh fuck, Starkâs gonna kill me! Hang on Iâm coming! You gotta stop the boat. Alert the coast guard,â Bucky struggled to free himself of both shoes. He made is way over the balcony and plunged in to find you.Â
âWill do Sergeant,â Richards grinned evilly when he heard a solid plunk in the water. âWill do.â The captain chuckled darkly before pulling up a com on his wrist, âthe threats have been eliminated. Hail Hydra.â
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13 hours missing
You awoke with a gasp. It felt like air had hit your lungs for the first time in ages. Your body was wet and the gown was sticking all over you, not to mention the sand in unwanted places. You barely had a chance to register your surroundings.Â
âBucky? Bucky!? Bucky are you here?!â You finally stood up, legs wobbling a little, and you tried to find your super human friend.Â
âOh fuck, Bucky are you okay?â After walking down a long strip of beach you found him. His face was planted in the sand and his shoes were long gone. He seemed like he was breathing but still unconscious.Â
âBUCKY WAKE UP,â You yelled and pushed Bucky with all your might to turn him over. Bucky, much like you, awoke with a gasp and claimed as much fresh air as he could.Â
âWhat? Huh, where are we? Y/N?! Oh my god, youâre okay?!â Bucky was a babbling mess and couldnât even form a coherent sentence.Â
âYes, yes, Iâm fine. Richards threw me off the boat!â
âThrew you? He told me you got drunk and fell over! That fucking bastard!âÂ
Bucky began to explain how he jumped in after you and grabbed you. He saw the boat wasnât stop so he tried his best to swim after it. Not long after he grew tired and the waves were picking up. Low and behold here you both are, trapped on a deserted island.Â
âFuck,â you breathed out.Â
âWe are so fucked,â after a while and sitting around and doing nothing you and Bucky decided to make some type of shelter.Â
âYou think theyâll find us?â You questioned.Â
âThey have to. Theyâll know somethings up when we donât come back,â Bucky finished putting together a leaf type hut and was now getting wood for a fire.Â
âWhat are we going to do?âÂ
âThereâs nothing to do. We gotta wait it out and hope theyâll come looking for us,â Bucky sighed and hauled over some wood from fallen tree branches.Â
You could only hope Tony and the team would come looking for you. Neither you or Bucky had an idea of how long youâve been on the island. Clearly not long enough that neither of your starved, but still there was no matter is finding out when someone would rescue you.Â
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One week missing
âBuckyyyyyyy,â you groaned irritably, âIâm so hot and so hungryyyy.â
It had been over one week since you both fell overboard. No one had come to rescue you yet and your were becoming impatient.Â
âI told you that if youâre so hot to rip that fucking dress and make it shorter,â Bucky grumbled.Â
Bucky had been done with your shit by now. The days and nights were so unbearably hot that you both were losing your minds. Bucky had ripped up his suit into shorts a wore a t-shirt under his suit. It wasnât much but it had to do.Â
âBut I canât! Natasha will kill me if I rip her dress,â you whined for the millionth time.Â
âThe heatâs gonna kill you before she does,â you gasped at Buckyâs rude comment.Â
âDonât say that. Donât say weâre gonna die out here!âÂ
âIâm not gonna die but you will if you donât rip the fuck dress,â Buckyâs voice grew louder. Youâd be damned if you had to rip this dress.Â
âBuckyyy,â you whined his name again.Â
âWHAT!â Bucky yelled in irritation causing you to shift back from where you were sitting.Â
âIâm hot,â you really were driving him and yourself stir crazy.Â
âI canât fucking stand this shit. Câmere,â Bucky lunges towards you and you tried to scramble away. He was fast and grabbed your ankle.Â
âAww youâre hot sweetheart? Lemme fix that,â he grabbed the gown at the bottom and tore a big slit. It was torn all the way up your thigh. It showed everything and nothing at the same time.Â
You tried to kick him off but he worked too fast. Bucky made his way towards the middle of the dress and ripped right below where your breasts were. He easily made the expensive gown a shitty slit skirt and a crop top. Sure, it felt a little cooler, but now you almost felt naked in front of your co-worker.Â
âThe next time I hear you complaining I wonât hesitate to rip that outfit to shreds,â you choked back a gasp as Bucky got up and made his way to get more firewood. You almost missed the hint of lust in his eyes
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Two weeks missingÂ
Your body was dirty, your stomach barely filled, and damn it it was getting more and more hot as the seconds ticked away. You starts to lose hope that anyone would come looking for you and Bucky. Speaking of, Bucky was becoming more and more irritated with each passing day.Â
His words to you were clipped responses or inaudible grunts. You were almost afraid to ask him a question in fear that he would kill you. Of course he wouldnât, but you didnât want to hear him yelling at you anymore.Â
Night had fallen and the bugs started to come out. Icky mosquitos leaving scratchy bite marks all over both your skin. Bucky would slap a few on himself every so often, but you kept scratching away.Â
âStop doing that,â Bucky spoke as you dig your too long nails into your skin, âyouâre gonna bleed from all that scratching.â
âI canât, itâs so itchy. How am I suppose to get them to stop?â
âThereâs a hot spring a little ways into the woods, I can show you and you can shower off,â he tried to be nice, but his irritably was peaking through.Â
âEw gross, you bathed in there too,â you didnât want to get naked on this island, hell with how Buckyâs been acting who knows what he might do if he saw you naked.Â
âSo Iâm gross now? After all Iâve been doing for you? You think Iâm gross,â Buckyâs eyes narrowed in on you.Â
âItâs just, you used that spring too, so isnât that like contaminated?â You tried your best to put the words nicely but Bucky wasnât having it.Â
Bucky chuckled, âI canât believe this. I gave us a shelter, Iâve been busting my ass to get you food, fuck I even dived into the fucking ocean to save your ass. And you,â he seethed, âyouâyou are so fucking ungrateful and Iâve just about HAD IT!âÂ
You froze in your spot as Bucky yelled at you. Tears were brimming your eyes as you tried not to let them fall. He was right, you have been acting a little bratty, but you chalked it up to blame on minimal food and heat distress.Â
A tear spilled from your eye and you looked down to wipe it away. The last thing you wanted was for Bucky to see you cry. What you didnât realize, was that Bucky made his way over to with hatred in his eyes.Â
In one swift motion, Bucky grabbed you by your knotty hair and positioned you across his lap. Your eyes widened as you began to kick and push yourself away. You only stopped when Bucky laid a smack on your ass.Â
âStop moving,â Bucky spanked you again.Â
âIâve been nothing but kind to you and this is how I get treated,â *smack*, âgiven you shelter,â *smack*, âfood,â *smack*, âwould it be too hard to get a simple THANK,â *smack*, âYOU,â *smack*.Â
Bucky assaulted your bottom five more times before he heard you crying. He pushing you off of him and you laid face down in the sand. He brushed off your cries and walked past you.Â
âCâmon letâs get to bed. If I so much as hear a sniffle your ass will be redder than a sun burn,â Bucky sauntered into the hut leaving you in the sand to collect yourself.Â
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Three weeks missingÂ
You avoided Bucky like the plague. The only time you would see him was when you went to bed. He left you your food for the day but you ate it long after he went to sleep. It was a good system, for you at least. All that was on your mind was forming a plan out of here.Â
The day was no hotter than the last, if not more. You ended up tearing off more of the gown and made a short skirt for yourself. The only problem was the little slit but you didnât care. Itâs not like anybody was going to be looking, or touching there, anyways.Â
Thatâs another thing you were mad about. Almost a month since you got stranded and you were feeling deprived of touch. You wouldnât dare touch yourself with Bucky sleeping next to you, and sadly your discreet toy was hidden away in your suitcase. It was probably tossed overboard so the ship wouldnât be held responsible.
You gnawed at the tiny wet sensation between your legs. You wouldnât be lying if Buckyâs half naked form wasnât turning you on. Oh, and getting spanked had you withering a little during the nights. You longed to find some sexy guy on the cruise that would fuck your brains out. Sure, Bucky isnât ugly, but he is your co-worker and you donât like mixing business and pleasure.Â
âFUCK, Y/N!â You heard a scream coming from the woods.Â
âY/N, HELP ME PLEASE!â You ran towards where the screams were coming from.Â
You saw Bucky stumble out of the woods. His shirt was off and only a pair of boxers on. Bucky was grabbing his thigh which was dripping blood.Â
âOh my god, Bucky what happened!âÂ
âI was bathing in the fucking hot spring and when I got out this stupid fucking snake fucking bit my fucking thigh,â he was curing up a storm and clenching his jaw hard.Â
âWas it poisonous?âÂ
âY/N, I donât know, but if it is then you need to suck the poison out,â Bucky started to lose his balance. You held him up but he kept sinking down.Â
âPlease, Iâm sorry, help me,â Bucky has tears in his eyes and was shaking.Â
âOkay, okay Iâll help you,â you knelt down to where to bite was and put your lips to his thigh.Â
Bucky gasped as you lightly started to suck. Once you thought you had a good amount you spit it off to the side. You put your lips back and sucked vigorously. Bucky felt himself growing hard and tried to maintain it.Â
You werenât paying much attention to the main above you. He was tending up and you had minimal time get as much poison out of him, depending if he had any or not. You heard Bucky gasping above you but ignored him. He loosened up a bit and put his hand in your hair. He stroked it a little as you tried to pull away to spit more poison out. Then, he stopped you.Â
âThatâs enough, baby. I think you got it,â you were still faced with his thigh until you slowly began to look up. He was hard. Very hard. His boxers had a tiny wet spot on this and he was trying to contain himself.Â
âI-I could go if you-â
âNo,â Bucky finally looked down at you, âyour good with your mouth arenât you, sweetheart?âÂ
You blushed furiously and looked away. Buckyâs fingers tilted your chin up towards him.Â
âDonât be shy now,â he paused, âfuck I really wanna kiss you,â Bucky licked his lips and eyes you up and down.Â
âThen why donât you?â Your voice spoke before your brain could process anything.Â
âCome down here sweetheart,â your body was vibrating with ecstasy and excitement.Â
You slowly crawled up to him and planted your lower body in between the leg that wasnât bitten. You laid on top of him and stared at him for a moment. The moment lasted to long for Buckyâs liking and he grabbed the back of your head and pulled you forward.Â
Your lips met with a crash. The kiss was opened mouthed and sloppy. The exposed parts of your warm bodies was enough to send a pool into your panties. Bucky moaned deeply into the kiss. He tried pulling you even closer.
Your mind was swirling around in lustful thoughts. It almost didnât register to you the way you ground down on his thigh. You both moaned. Bucky urged you on with his hand firmly on the small of your back.Â
You started to grind harder and slower wanting to savor it all. Bucky finally broke the miss and you both gasped for air. You kept your forehead pressed against his.Â
âBaby, let me touch you,â he rasped out.Â
âB-but it feels sâgood,â you moaned getting wetter by the second.Â
âIâll make it feel even better, princess.â
You begrudgingly rolled on to your back beside Bucky. Bucky careful got on his side and looked you up and down. He groaned and licked his lips taking you in. Slowly he removed your top.Â
âThink you can get the rest off for me, honey?â You shook your head and rapidly pulled off the mini skirt and your panties.Â
Bucky was hard as a rock and began to slowly palm himself through his boxers. You removed his hand and palmed him yourself. Bucky trialed a hand down your body all the way to your aching pussy.Â
âSo wet, did I make you this wet, honey?â You bit your lip and shook your head. You began palming him faster.Â
âAs much as I enjoy this I think he would like skin to skin contact,â you eyes widened more as Bucky began to circle your sweet little nub.Â
You dipped your hand under his boxers. He was big, really fucking big, and he was leaking from the tip. You started to stroke him slowly and firmly. Bucky made quick work and started rubbing around your mound.Â
He dipped a finger in and you gasped loudly. Bucky smirked and began his work. Quick thrusts in and out making the most beautiful squelching sounds you both ever heard of. The stimulation was setting you into overdrive as your stroked him faster.Â
 âPrincess,â you moaned out, âyouâre soaking daddyâs fingers,â Bucky stopped all movement and looked up at you. You seemed unfazed and still withering in pleasure. Of course, you thought that by stopping movement he wanted a response, what you didnât know was that he had just outed himself and his secret kink.Â
âMâsorry daddy. I-I just like it so much,â little whimpers left your throat as you thrusted yourself on his fingers. Bucky was shocked that you responded but had no intentions of stopping you from fucking yourself on his fingers.Â
âItâs okay baby, daddy likes it so much too,â Bucky picked you his motioned as a fast pace.Â
You stopped stroking him due to the amount of pleasure you were receiving. He was like a jack rabbit thumping in and out of you. He then pulled his finger out of you completely. His big palm rubbed you all over. From clit to pussy you were drenched in your own arousal.Â
âGotta get you wet, gotta get you ready for daddyâs thick cock,â Bucky was a madman on a mission.
Your orgasm hit you like a bullet. You arched your back and screamed Buckyâs name. By the time you came down from your high your pretty sure your soul left your body.Â
âDonât think we are done just yet, princess.âÂ
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Four weeks missingÂ
âFUCK, DADDY!â You screamed out as Bucky fucked you harshly against the tree.Â
Ever since the snake bite incident, you and Bucky has been non stop fucking. Turns out you both needed to burn off that heat distress and having sex repeatedly was the way to do it.Â
Morning, noon, and night Bucky had you on top of, under, ass up, mouth on, and sometimes back to, at all times. His cock became your new favorite seat. You two wouldnât go anywhere without each other. Even while you were eating or bathing his cock stayed planted in you at all times. The days were hot but the night got cool after some intensive âexerciseâ.Â
Now here you are, bare naked up against a tree getting pounded by your co-worker. Or were you technically lovers now? Doesnât matter, all that matters is you cumming.Â
âCâmon baby, let it out. Let it all out for daddy, baby,â after that day Bucky wouldnât be Bucky anymore. You were always princess, honey, sweetheart, or baby. Bucky would always be daddy.Â
You did slip up your third time fucking the first night by calling him Bucky. He growled and pulled out of you and spanked you till your ass was cherry red. You liked it and he liked it. It was like the pleasure youâve both been dreaming of.Â
âFuck, Iâm gonna ugh Iâm gonna fucking explode in this pussy, honey. Would you like that? This little pussy fucking flooded in my cum. Say it baby, say you want my cum,â Bucky then laid you back on a giant rock and fucked you harder.Â
âDaddy I want your cum. I want your cum in me and I want it all over me. Fuck daddy please please PLEASE!â You screamed out as you came again.Â
Bucky moaned as he released into you. Give him five more minutes and heâll be ready to go again. He was determined to make you body full of his cum.Â
âTurn around baby, letâs see that gorgeous ass.â
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âThere,â Steve shouted over the radar.
âWhat? Did you find something?â Wanda ran over to where Steve was sitting.Â
âI think I gotta hit on Buckyâs signal! Maybe Y/N is there with him?â Steve says.Â
âWe can only hope. Thank god Tony put that tracker in Buckyâs arm. We wouldâve never found them,â Wanda says looking at the radar.Â
âHey if you want I can get a camera down there to see if they are there. Better we know now and not just see a random metal arm sticking out of the sand,â Wanda and Steve shot Clint a death glare.Â
âGeez tough room. Okay sending a camera down,â Clint maneuvers the little drone camera to where Buckyâs signal is pinging from.Â
Slowly the camera makes its way through the beachy landscape and into the wooded area of the island. There, the drone picks up two blurry figures.Â
âHey guys, I think I got something,â Clint calls Steve and Wanda over.Â
âIs it them?â
âMaybe itâs a bear?âÂ
âClint there are no bears on an island.âÂ
âAre they- are they naked?â Wandaâs eyes widen as the picture got clearer.Â
âOH MY GOD MY EYES!âÂ
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Appreciation Post đ¤
back at it again, my loves. Iâm â¨annoying⨠anyway here ya go <3
@approved-by-dentists CLARISSA! my love, my dude, my bro, babe, have i ever told you how much i love you? Because itâs a lot, like a lot a lot. Youâre funny, seriously your humour is top tier, youâre unbelievably supportive and ik i could tell you/vent anything and youâd be there no matter what. Alskskkaks i wish we lived closer so i could give you a hug bc ilysm. Your writing is genuinely phenomenal and your mind is beautiful. I could go on all day about how amazing you are if i could, you were one of the first friends I made on here and i cherish you. Sorry i ratted you out in among us bby <3
@im-a-writer-right RIA BBY! omg i love you youâre so hilarious it genuinely hurts. I acc cackle whenever i talk to you, throwing my head back in fits of laughter. Snuggluffagus, youâre so precious and amazing and talented and beautiful. Schmoopie, youâre my affectionate drinking buddy and i couldnât wish for anything better. You gotta start believing in yourself more because youâre one of the best people iâve ever met <3
@hufflepuffgirly AMBER! So we havenât been talking very long, i know, but i really just love you. Youâre such a god damn ball of sunshine and a beautiful soul and your writing reflects that completely. Youâre such a cutie, so supportive and kind, agh youâre amazing and i could rave about you all day. I love talking to you (even if we both are awful with replies) and i canât wait to do it more in the future <3
@potterverseimagine LEE! You bloody queen omg. Youâre so intelligent? Youâre so talented? Youâre so amazing? Youâre so beautiful? The literally support from you warms my heart and to see your blog grow makes my heart swell. I love talking to you and getting to know you more (and your chaos) and youâre so kind, it genuinely hurts how kind you are. We stan this queen <3
@coffee--writes BRIANNA, if I could, i would shout shakespeare insults at you all day long and never tire of it. That last one you did had me deceased. Youâre so amazing and intelligent and i know that whatever you do, youâre going to achieve great things. Your writing is amazing and so unique i literally fall in love every time. I love talking with you, I hope to more in the future because as weâve found out, our music/book/movie tastes are the best <3
@dogweedanddeathcaps LEE! JESUS CHRIST! omg, i could do it in all caps but i think thatâs too far. I actually adore you. Youâre incredibly strong, powerful and amazing and someone who i will always aspire to be like. Youâre the most supportive squishy bean and iâve missed you dearly. Iâm glad i have the chance to talk to your more because i love doing it. Not only that, but your writing literally does something to me, i canât cope. Iâm always going to be your number one fan <3
@birdie-writes BIRDIE! hello alsksksk. Okay i know we donât talk a lot, i know and itâs a shame because youâre such an amazing person that really only deserves the best. Youâre so talented, your writing and mood boards are such an asset to this community and i know youâre going to far. YOURE WONDERFUL and please donât let anyone tell you otherwise <3
@yourssuccubus SOOKIE! my boo, again we donât talk a large amount but youâre amazing. I really think you are. Your writing is phenomenal and i will never get over how long it took me to find it - iâm a fool. Youâre beautiful, and funny, and a really incredible person that deserves a lot of happiness. ILY BBY <3
@masterofthedarkness VAL! babe, the fact that youâve been here so long makes me teary eyed. You were one of the first ones here and i canât thank you enough for all the support youâve given me in that time. You yourself are an amazing writer and an even more amazing person. Your chaos and kindness fit so well together, youâre such a bean. <3
@decalcomanei REN! i simp, simping goes both ways, my love. Your writing is phenomenal and thatâs not the only place you have incredible talent. Everything you put out just shows off how amazing you are. Alsjsnkask and you can always make me laugh, ilysm. Youâre just- mwah <3
@blisfvll JEN! iâm so sorry i said i was intimidated by you lmao. Okay but for real, i know we donât talk a lot but ily. Youâre like? So amazing? I die whenever you reblog something of mine. Your writing is just so incredible and youâre amazingly talented. Like share? Kidding, keep your talent, thatâs something youâre allowed to be selfish with <3
@iliveiloveiwrite MILLIE! aldksnkadk i know we donât talk a lot, or have only recently started but ILY! Not only do i fangirl over your blog and every time we interact or you reblog something of mine, but youâre such a supportive person. Literally kills me how kind you are (and patient because iâm an idiot ;â)) Youâre talented, intelligent, wonderful and literally i will never get over your writing. ever. <3
@leahstypewriter LEAH! Youâre amazing. Your mind and imagination is your greatest asset and wow wow wow i know youâre going places, i just know it. Because no one with that much talent wonât go places. Itâs impossible. I canât wait to see your books in shops and sitting on shelves. Your beautiful, wonderful and incredible strong for dealing with all that you have and being able to get through it. Ily bby <3
@chaotic-fae-queen ANNA! omg bby ily and how kind and supportive you are. Youâre patient, understanding and there for anyone who needs it. You are nothing short of a squishy bean whose talent will always amaze. Youâre strong and good natured and ily <3
@just-a-belgian-girl SHAYNA! we donât taking a whole lot but i just think youâre one of the most adorable people that is so supportive and amazing. I love interacting with you and talking with you because you just bring a smile to my face, always <3
@mytreec AHH HI HELLO! i know we donât talk but your reblogs and comments actually mean the world to me. I literally canât describe how happy it makes me when i see youâve reblogged something of mine. And then to see that you write your own fics now is ever better, youâre incredibly talented <3
@willowbleedsonpaper MIMI! omg i missed you while you were gone but youâre back and ily. I can gush and ik youâre gonna see it. Youâre amazing, wonderful, incredible and talented and just a spectacular person that deserves all the love and support in the world, just like you give it - which always warms my heart <3
@chudleycanons EMMY! hi i know weâre fairly new mutuals but like hello hi ily. Your writing is incredible and i canât believe itâs taken me this long to find it. I havenât finished your series but i know when i do iâm going to be screaming about it. I love everything you put out, itâs amazing and youâre so cute!!!!! <3
@ccelinewritess CELINE! hi :) i know we donât talk but um hi :) i think youâre really amazing and idk why but i really just wanna hug you. Um yeah, youâre incredible and your blog aesthetic is everything ily :) <3
@andromedaa-tonks MIA! hello :) i know we donât talk but your gifs are amazing, i really love them. Like a lot and youâre so relatable god damn. Anyway, ily and um youâre wonderful <3
#lena vents#um yeah i love you guys#youâre so sweet and precious#appreciation post#mutuals#MWAH MWAH MWAH#fight me on this i dare you
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The birds and the...bunnies? chapter 2
Keigo takami x reader This takes place a few hours after the first one ends. Rating 18+ Words:1590 Warnings: Smut, mentions of breeding Thank you to my beta reader @kamehamethotâ i love you (This might become a series but only if yaâll want more. If it is what the people want. If it is what the people need. I shall provide.)
Waking up again to a room thatâs not yours might be cause for concern for most people, but with the warm skin under your cheek and the gentle puffs of air being breathed into your hair you were the farthest thing from concerned.
Youâd taken today and the tomorrow off so you could deal with your heat without being disturbed.Â
That whole plan fell over, burned to ash and sank into the swamp the instant you hit the call button on Hawkâs contact the night prior.
Now you were here, naked in your loverâs arms as he slept. Heâd stayed with you all of last night and into this morning. It was late afternoon by the looks of the sunlight as it streamed in through half closed curtains.
Heâd asked you to be his and now you were, you belong to the winged hero and he to you. Your heart swelled in excitement and affection for the man you lay intertwined with. Your ears twitched as a puff of his breath brushed against its fur, your ears werenât only sensitive to sounds but to touch as well.
It was something Hawks had exploited last night, kissing and nibbling them while he touched and caressed every part of you that he could.Â
Your heat wasnât finished maybe not till tonight or tomorrow morning depending on how active you and hawks were. The thought made heat rise not only in your cheeks but also in your core.Â
He was still asleep, so peaceful and warm. His muscles were defined so nicely in this light too, from his pecs to his abs, your eyes feasted on the form below yours. Your thighs began to tremble at the thought of being wrapped around his waist and being held in his arms like he did earlier, your legs shifted, sliding over his waist of their own volition. Heâd slept on his back and wings just to make sure youâd be comfortable, he held you close and helped you with your heat. He was being so good to you that it made your eyes water a little, these dang hormones were just the worst but the feeling of love that being his brought was so strong and so real.
You wanted to bury yourself in his embrace and just stay there forever.
Hawks stirred as you sat up to straddle his waist, you plush rump pressed to his member in anticipation. Briefly you wondered if heâd need to head out to work soon you didnât want him to go.
One radiant golden eye cracked open to peek up at you as you ground on his slowly hardening dick, he smiled warmly at the sight.
âAgain Bunbun? Youâre really insatiable arenât you?â
âIâm sorry itâs just that being near you makes me unreasonably horny and my heat is making it worse.â
Hawksâs lips quirked up into a perfect little smirk. âYou mean you feel like this even when you arenât in heat? Oh Bunny youâve been holding out on me! To think that all this time weâve been dancing around our feeling when we could have been fucking like-â He leaned up on his elbows and stared into your eyes and you knew what was coming, ârabbits.â The smug satisfaction in his voice at the dumb joke was you guffaw and you grabbed a pillow to whack him. âThat was awful, an illegal joke, a crime against bunny rabbits everywhere.â
âA crime!? Bunny no, I would never, Iâm a hero we donât commit crimes.â He put a hand to his puffed chest and said in a voice too serious sounding to match his personality, âWe save people and step in when things get hare-y.â You brought the pillow down hard again to smite him for his words. HOw was he able to pun so soon after waking?
God why did you love this man?
His hand snatched the pillow away and he tossed it away into the room where it landed with a soft âfwumpâ.Â
âThatâs not very sweet of you my cinnamon bunbun.â He pecked your lips and ground his hips against yours in retaliation.
You kissed him back, your moans growing steadily louder with each subsequent thrust from his hips. You were drenched and feeling weak in the knees and he hadnât even penetrated you yet. His hands came up to cup your cheeks, smooshing them. âGoodness I could look at you forever, you know that?â He booped your nose with his so gently, it was a simple act of affection but it was nearly more than you could handle.
âAnd all jokes aside bunbun,â he kissed you again tenderly, each peck filled with sweet emotions, âIâm so glad it was me you reached out to. Being here, holding you, kissing you, loving you. Itâs better than anything I could imagine.â You whined at his words, feeling the sincerity in them as he lifted you hips off his to position his length at your entrance and pressed into you.
Soft hums of satisfaction worked through your body as he bottomed out quickly, this wasnât going to take long at all. Simply hearing his words could have brought you to the edge.
He runs his thumb and forefinger along one of your ears as they flop down the back of your head.Â
âGod you're so cute you know that?â He brings the floppy ear forward and peppers it with gentle kisses. The ginger kisses forced your body to wiggle lightly in his lap and he enjoyed not only your whines but also the feeling of your walls clenching as you did. âNo Birdie donât! Theyâre sensitive.âÂ
âAre they now? Kinda like my wings I guess.â His kisses turned to nibbles and you melted entirely. He was being petty and getting revenge but he still enjoyed pressing his lips to your ears.
âPlease Hawks stop teasing my ears and fuck me. I need your cum so bad.âÂ
Giving your plea a moment of thought he decided to have mercy and let it go. Instead his hands came to rest on your hips, his fingers sinking slightly into the pliant flesh.
âOkay Bunny. Iâll fuck you, Iâll give you all that you need.â He lowered his face to your collarbone and sucked a tiny patch of skin till the skin was a deep purple, you gasped as his tongue ran over the mark. When his hips finally began a steady rhythm you nearly cried in relief. He felt so good inside you. Keigo found himself simply enjoying watching you get more worked up, your eyes practically rolling into the back of your head when he hit your sweet spots. Dragging his cock over them just so, so he could feel your inner walls tighten and hear you cry his name.
Fuck you were stunning. The true meaning of beauty and when you fell apart on his cock Keigo was fairly certain he was getting to see a preview of what heaven looked like.
âHawks I-Iâm so close.â The words tumbled from your lips but you werenât even sure you were lucid enough to understand them at that point.
âCum then Bunny, cum on my cock like a good girl.â His command was all you needed, crying his name as he pushed you over the edge. He laid you down beneath him, the bed creaking with the force of his thrusts. Sex with you was never going to get old, you came so prettily beneath him and it drove him wild. Keigo could feel the tightness in his stomach and groin increasing with each snap of his hips.Â
âPlease Keigo, give me your cum, I need to feel your cock cum inside me more!â Your thighs were vices around his waist keeping him deep inside you as he tipped over the edge.Â
Thick sticky cum flooded into you, his body quaked as he released rope after rope of the reproductive fluid. Once he was done he collapsed onto you, smooshing you. âFuck bunny babe your pussy sure milked me good.â âOf course, how else am I going to get you to breed me?â He laughed warmly and kissed your ear. âDamn bunny if itâs breeding you want just name a time and place. Iâll be sure to give your cute little hole as much cum as it wants.â
When you finished getting bathed Hawks informed you that heâd have to leave to patrol for a while. You didnât want him to leave or to be alone but he had a duty to guard the people of his city and he couldnât shunt the work off onto his sidekicks forever. He left you with a passionate kiss and a promise to be back before dawn if he could. âIf youâd like you can stay a while or for the night again if you want.â You kissed him, your lips soft against his as you laid your arms over his shoulders. âI will but I want to get dinner with Rumi first. She texted me during our sex marathon earlier and I said I would meet up with her for at least coffee and dessert.â Keigo nodded and slowly let his arms leave your body. âIâll see you later then. Take care, my sinnamon bun.â You giggle and he couldnât stop himself from kissing your nose just once before his wings carried him off into the darkening sky. âYou too birdie.â
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66. Kim Lip x Reader â˘Togetherâ˘
This came longer than expected, hope you enjoy it
Warnings: slight mention of abuse
A locker slammed shut a few feet away, one of the guys from the swim team threw you a flirty look as he passed by, his friends hanging around him like flies, resting your head against the cool metal, you closed your eyes, trying to regain control over your thoughts, you didnât even hear your best friend approaching until her face was an inch away from yours, dark eyes staring at you inquisitively,
âYou look awful y/n jesus, weekends at your dadâs seem to be taking a toll on you.â
Picking up your backpack, you flung it over your shoulder, hitting a freshman in the face in the process, Siyeon broke out in a fit of laughter as she ruffled the poor boyâs hair before shoving him playfully, he didnât seem to be having so much fun as scurried away without even giving you a chance to apologize, you let out a tired giggle before your eyes met with the disapproving ones of last person you wanted to see at that precise moment. Siyeon stopped in her tracks as she felt you tense up against her, but it was too late, the senior counsellor had already grabbed your arm, your best friendâs grip tightening around your other,
âY/n, you will not avoid me any longer than you already have.â
You smiled sheepishly at the older woman who had insisted on scheduling sessions every Monday mornings with her, after having found out about your current family issues through a notice that unknowingly to you been passed to all your teachers.
âListen Yoona, I get it, youâre young and full of passion for your job, youâre ready to help poor teens struggling with how butt ugly they are, but I do not need your help, Iâm fine and more than competent to handle my emotions and my struggles on my own thanks, have a great Monday.â
Her pretty face morphed in shock at your words, shrugging her hands of your arm you made a quick b-line, dragging Siyeon behind you.
âSarcasm and denial are not the way to deal with this y/n!â
âAh! Lippie thank God youâre here, maybe you can talk some sense into your girlfriend.â
Her hands reached for the sides of your face, lifting it slightly so that she could get a good look at it, she immediately noticed the dark circles under your eyes, you werenât wearing any makeup, and your lips seemed more chapped than usual, you felt your body tingle under her worried gaze, pulling away from her you glared at Siyeon who only pulled her tongue at you,
âWhy? Whatâs wrong babe?â
She tried to pull you back towards her so that she could look into your eyes but to no avail, you resisted, grabbing onto your best friendsâ arm, Jungeunâs eyebrows furrowed with concern,
âNothing is wrong, Yoona just tried to scold me for hitting a freshman, but I manged to get away from her devil grasp just in time.â
You knew your girlfriend hadnât bought a single word you said from the second they left your mouth, she was about to reply when by miracle Jiwoo popped up from behind her, not even greeting an of you before diving into the wild account of how her weekend went, her bubbly voice cutting through the tense atmosphere that had been previously forming. You felt Jungeunâs inquisitive stare on you all the way to class, for probably the first time in your life you were relieved of arriving at your algebra lesson, your teachersâ expressionless face welcomed you in the doorway as you scurried inside, thinking about the imminent conversation that was going to happen the next time youâd see your girlfriend.
You knew avoiding confrontation was probably the least rational choice you could make, yet you found yourself sitting alone on one of the restricted balconies on your schoolâs second floor, with the curtains pulled inside you knew it was impossible to see you, this had become your go to spot whenever you felt like skipping class to be on your own, nobody ever used the language lab in the morning anyways, just making it easy for you to disappear when needed.
The night before had been so chaotic you hadnât even had a moment to prepare your lunch for today, your stomach grumbling in complaint as you nibbled on some crackers that had been in your backpack since the previous week,
Your phone lit up on your lap, as another one of the girls sent you a message, asking where you were, you were about to turn it off when a message from your best friend arrived,
From Wolfassđş: I know where you are, Iâve told the girls you had some homework to catch up on, Lippie isnât buying it and she keeps staring at me as if she wants me dead. Iâm terrified.
Your heart swelled with love at the realization the Siyeon would always have your back no matter what, it had been that way ever since you were in your diapers, she never left your side.
To Wolfassđş: I owe you a thousand, love you so much.
As the bell rung you made the decision on skipping literature, guilt pooling in your stomach as you imagined Jungeunâs face as she walked into the classroom without seeing you in your usual spot next to the window, so that you could look at the birdies when things got boring.
Your phone vibrating dragged you out of your self hate spiral, another missed call from your girlfriend and a new message.
From Wolfassđş: You know I got you, but I really think you should give Miss Lim a chance, you donât have to handle this thing on your own babes, and youâre gonna have to talk to Lip at some point, that girl loves you so much sheâs on the verge of killing herself from overthinking.
You felt your muscles tense in anxiety at the thought of having to talk to Jungeun about how you were being forced to spend the weekends at your dadâs place, she knew your relationship with him was complicated to say the least, but you were also aware of how much it would pain her to know what you really had to go through.
To Lippieđ: Sorry about today babe, not feeling very well donât worry tho I wonât miss tonightâs game, Iâll see you there and we can talk after
To Lippieđ: I love you
From Lippieđ: Iâm already worried but ok
From Lippieđ: ttyl
She was not happy at all. You cursed at yourself for being so damn stupid, knowing you should have been honest with her from the beginning, and yet, your own denial had stopped you. Not being in the right head space you packed your stuff and left. Your mom was on a day shift today so you knew there would be no one at home to interrogate you on how come you werenât at school.
The chilly spring air nipped at your cheeks, wrapping your arms around yourself you closed your eyes as Jungeunâs familiar scent enveloped your senses,
âYouâre so cheesy y/n, wearing your girlfriendâs team sweater at her first game as team captain. You almost make we want to throw upâŚâ
You shoved Siyeon so hard she almost fell off the bleacher, ignoring her curses you scanned the field anxiously until your gaze fell on a familiar head of chocolate locks, Jungeun was busy tying her hair into a tight ponytail, her eyes scanning the crowd, timed seemed to stop for a second as her nervous gaze met yours, a toothy grin plastered itself onto your features as you waved at her. Her own smile didnât quite reach her eyes as it usually did, giving you a small nod, she lowered her head back to the ground.
Your body worked faster than your mind, quickly getting on your feet after leaving your soda with Siyeon, you bounced down the crowded bleachers, making your way to the side of the field you pushed your way through the school paper club until you reached the fence that separated you from the team. You didnât even have to call her, in a second your girlfriend was in front of you, hands resting on the cold metal between you. Your hand reached for her cheek as you smoothly pulled her into you, her lips fit perfectly between yours, a low hum of appreciation swallowed in the kiss. Pulling away as you heard her coach calling all the players to him, you smiled warmly,
âDonât be nervous, youâll do great, just as usual.â
Jungeunâs cheeks tinted pink at your words, you caught her red lips in one last loving kiss before turning around, your girlfriendâs eyes never leaving your figure as you made your way back to your seat, warmth spreading through her entire body after the quick interaction. She was ready to win.
The eerie car park was almost empty by the time your girlfriend stepped into it, in a second she had spotted your figure, resting against her car, scrolling through your phone, with the last energies that remained Jungeun sprinted towards, a surprised squeal leaving escaping mouth as she lifted you into her arms.
âWell look if it isnât miss star player herself.â
An embarrassed groan tumbled out of her lips, running her hand through her soft hair she smiled at you. There were these moments in your relationship in which neither of you had to say a word, and yet you both understood, you knew her smile meant more than she could ever even put into words, yet a shadow of concern still lurked in the corner of her eyes.
âI like seeing you in this sweater, I think it brings me good luck.â
Her long fingers toyed with the strings of your sweatshirt, slowly creeping up until they reached your chin, she pulled your face to meet her own. Again, as her lips danced with yours, you could understand exactly what she wanted to say, her fingers trailing down to your hips, suddenly you found yourself pressed against the cold metal of the car, unsure whether the goose bumps came from that or from your girlfriendâs tongue sliding against your bottom lip, almost as if she was asking for your permission. Your fingers pulled teasingly at the soft baby hairs on the back of her neck, her cold hands finding their way under your shirt eliciting a small hum of appreciation that only seemed to spur her on, her lips detached from your own before leaving a hot trace along your jawline, on your pulse point, teeth nibbled at your sensitive skin as your head tilted back in response.
Jungeun pulled away at light speed as a series of whistles and cat calls echoed through the parking lot, a few of her teammates that had obviously lagged behind could be heard laughing as they made their way to their own vehicles, your girlfriends head burying into your neck, you could only imagine the shade of crimson her cheeks had turned. Chuckling softly you caressed the back of her head before getting into the car, your fingers toyed with the heating panel for a couple of minutes, trying to ignore the unspoken words that hung in the small space, you could feel Jungeunâs eyes on you every few seconds.
âPlease keep your eyes on the road, I would like to make it home alive.â
She didnât even bother clapping back at you with some snarky comment like she usually would, her hand snaking from the gearshift to your thigh, giving a light squeeze, her gaze straight ahead, a nervous sigh fell from your lips as you focused on the trees flying past you.
âMy dad won his latest custody appeal.â
You took the complete silence that followed your statement as an invite to carry on,
âWhich means, I now have to spend weekends at his place.â
Jungeun slowly nodded her head as she processed the news, you took her eyebrows furrowing as a bad sign,
âWhich is, as you know, the last place I ever want to be. But he convinced the judge that he is a brand-new man, three years sober and with an actual job in a garage downtown.â
The older girl seemed to know where this was heading as her fingers intertwined with yours, her thumb rubbing small circles on the back of your hand,
âOnly one of those two statements is true, Iâm sure you can guess which.â
As you turned into Jungeunâs driveway the car came to a stop, unfastening her seatbelt she turned to face you, her thumb reaching to wipe away a tear you didnât even know was there.
âY/n why didnât you tell me sooner?â
Biting at your lip, you couldnât seem to find a plausible answer to that very easy question, you were scared to look into her sweet eyes as the silence around you became almost suffocating.
âIâm not angry babe, I just wished you would have told me, Iâm sure my mom could help us figure something out, y/n you canât stay at that place if it isnât safe, please, donât do this to yourself. If something happened to you I...â
Tears started falling from your eyes as you felt the concern oozing from every pore of her body, not being able to stand seeing you like this, Jungeun pulled her seat back as you took the invitation to climb onto her lap, small sobs rattling through your body, one of her hands started rubbing comforting circles on your back, the other pulling your head even closer to her as she kissed every inch of you she could reach.
âI donât want you to be scared y/n, I promise weâll figure this out, together.â
#kpop scenarios#wlw#lesbian imagines#wlw scenarios#kpop trash#girl group scenarios#kpop girl groups scenarios#kpop oneshots#kpop idols#kim lip#kim lip scenario#loona#loona headcanon#loona scenarios#dreamcatcher scenarios#siyeon#chuu
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Takami Babies
So in a bored moment I came up with baby names and then some hawks inspired baby names. I don't ever see a lot of pregnant/parent hawks stuff so I wrote my own that is also inspired by @bbq-hawks-wings
Phoenix and Soarin Takami twins born on the cool September 22nd night. Actually night and morning your daughter born first a strong Virgo. And your son a gentle Libra. Their birthstones being Sapphire and Opal being born at the end of September. Your daughter was born quite late into the night while your son was the next morning. You started labor around 6-7 o'clock you remember seeing the beautiful sunset behind your husband. His wings making a beautiful silhouette against the painted sky. Your daughter arrived several hours later at 11:15 pm September 22nd. And much like the traits of her sign she was very determined to be born and did not want to wait for you it was difficult getting her out. Your son on the other hand could wait and was a much more mellow process. He was born at 7:55 am September 23rd. You saw the sunrise the same as it had set when you began labor. Beautiful oranges and yellows bouncing through the sky leaking into to the room. Your daughter 7 lbs 9 oz. Had dark blonde hair. Not light enough to be a blonde but not a full brunette. A light toffee if you will. And undoubtedly had Keigo's golden glowing orbs with flecks of brown in them. Your son 6 lbs 2 oz. Has tuffs of dark brown hair with golden blonde tips. And the most beautiful eyes one emerald green the other a honey gold. Not as bright as Keigo or Phoenix but more of a brown.
As mentioned before it was a difficult time getting your daughter out than your son. Well that is because she definitely had her dad's family quirk. She has red little nubs on her back. Most children develop quirks around 5 but since Keigo had a mutation quirk your kids are more likely to be born with theirs. Once she was out Keigo cut the cord the nurses cleaned her up and gave her to him.
"She has wings love" he says crying. "She really has wings" he stated again. The only thing other then healthy beautiful babies Keigo wanted was for one of them to get his wings. "Hey there Phoenix. Your so beautiful and I am so happy your here. I love you so much baby girl."
After feeding, holding, and bonding with Phoenix you feel your son ready to make his entrance.
Your sitting in a bath and with a few pushes he's out. Dad cuts the cord again and you both go through a wave of emotions one more time. Just like your daughter he gives his baby a welcoming speech.
"Hey there Soarin your here, you finally made it. I can't believe how beautiful you are. I love you so much baby boy. " And just like his sister he goes to get checked out and cleaned up. While the nurses are taking care of your son your husband holds you still crying.
"You did it babe! You made, carried, and delivered not one but two beautiful healthy babies. I am so proud of you my love. Your so strong and such a trooper. I love you so much." All you could manage was a small smile and nod embracing him.
You guys had decided no visitors while still in the hospital just so you could just have the freedom to bond and be raw and emotional with your new family. Just after a few days of being alive Phoenix is his "Princess" and she is a total daddy's girl and has him wrapped around her chubby little finger. You both love both kids equally but being both avians he has a special bond with his daughter. Soarin is your bugaboo but he isn't necessarily a mommas boy. Definitely prefers mommy over daddy. But to be expected from a baby.
Both babies have various nicknames from the family Keigo has special birdie inspired names for them individually. Phoenix is his chickadee and Soarin is ------. You know Keigo has a thing for nicknames but, you thought you would have to share some of the same names as your children. Keigo feels that names are very important and special to each person just as important as your given name. You do have dove, lovebird, and baby bird those are specially for you. You're happy you still have baby bird even if you do quite literally have baby birds. And of course there is kid but that is his own slang much like ol' sport and Gatsby. He thinks it gives a playful kick to a sentence. You found amusing is that Keigo won't be calling he won't call his own kids "kid" until they are teenagers and are harder to handle. His little name for everyone has a timestamp for his own kids. But the only reason he uses it is to lighten up the mood or make something a bit playful in the same way Gatsby uses ol' sport. Keigo won't even use "kid" in the same sense as he does at work. Instead of a bit serious tone like "Watch it there kid you'll get yourself killed like that". For the kids he'll be more so silly like "Ugh you're killing me kid."But that's for the future right now you were both focused on the newly founded life in your arms.
~Le timeskip~
Your all at home sleeping in bed the twins in their bassinets on either side of the bed. Keigo talked you into the more expensive one that had an opening on the side and rolly wheels. Thank God you opted for that one cause it was much more accessible than a regular bassinet. Especially with Phoenix and her extra limbs you needed to worry for. She would usually be on daddy's side because if this. Like any other baby she would wake up every few hours for feeding time or a change. But being a newborn she had to sleep on her back which could cause her wings to rub raw. You and Keigo spent a decent amount of time cutting holes into her clothes and jammies for her wings to breathe. But that could only go so far. And each cry was for different things and when her wings hurt it was more of a fussy hiccup. Kiego soon figured out what cried meant what and found a solution to when her wings hurt.
He would pick her up and hold her for a few minutes hushing her telling her it'll be alright and she is strong enough to get through it. Then he would take her to change her diaper and put on some different clothes. Off came the footed pajamas and swapped with a pair of thick sweatpants, fuzzy socks, and a hat. He would also change out of whatever he wore to bed into sweats, a baby wrap carrier, and a thick winter jacket lined with fuzz on the inside. He would gently put her on his chest tying the carrier around them careful to avoid her wings. Then zipping his jacket over both him and his little girl. He would keep their shirts off intentionally so he could get some skin on skin bonding time and let baby's wings breathe for a minute. By the time they were dressed she was usually back to sleep but it was the next part that lulled her back into a deep sleep. Keigo would open the slider to the patio connected to your room and take off.
They wouldn't go to far or fast but just a casual fly. They fly over the city filled with bright lights. The air whipping around them as they flew out in the night sky. Keigo would hover overlooking the city and hold his daughters head to whisper just to her .
"When you are big enough princess you'll be able to fly with me and you'll love it up here bebs. Maybe even your brother will get wings and fly with us. But right now with you and these special moments I would trade the world just to stay like this forever."
Then he would make his way home to you and your son. Undressing and re dressing himself and phoenix. He would put her jammies back on check her diaper but hold her for just a little longer while looking out the large glass window.
"I know it's hard right now princess dealing with learning how to breathe,eat, hiccups, and darn little tummy aches. Not to mention these big ol wings that are just in the damn way. But your growing constantly everyday you get so much stronger and bigger. In just a blink of an eye you'll be taking your first steps and first flight. Don't worry we'll get there just get through this and you can do it. Okay princess? I promise."he'll kiss her once more and put her in the bassinet then sink into the bed.
"Have a good flight?" You startled him back awake a bit.
"Mm yeah, breezy night. Did I wake you?"
"No Soarin woke up as soon as you left and wanted cuddles."
"Ah so I did technically wake you up. Sorry babe." He kisses your forehead.
"It's fine. I said you didn't. Let's get some sleep." Keigo sighs in agreement and snuggles you some more.
Thanks for reading:) I have some more baby tamaki stuff coming on the way and even might make a series out of it! But let me know if some ideas you would like to see! I'm also thinking of given Phoenix, Phoe(fee) for short and Soarin So. Soarin also needs a special birdie nickname and middle name so let me know!
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Until My Heart Stops Racing
Pairing: Mitch x Mike (or Bitch as I like to call them, ya know cause Believe x Mitch.....nvm lol)Â
Fandom: The Powerpuff GirlsÂ
Note: This was a commission for the wonderful @lisathefan who gave me the cutest prompt and I know she loves her crack ships. I hope you enjoy my dear and thanks to my beta, Faxx for helping me!Â
Word count: 5538
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The car whipped into the parking space, dirt flying around us and I felt my heart rate finally go back to its normal beating. I looked over to Butch who had a goofy grin and ignoring everything he just did.
âButch your driving is terrible. Now I get why you fly everywhere.â I groaned as I finally got out of the car. âI swear if Brick saw how you drove this thing... actually I donât want to think about it.â I thought that speeding was illegal but apparently if the cops canât even see your car, it's a free pass. And being in touch with the puffs might be a bonus we all have.
Butch let out a laugh before locking the car. âRelaxe Mike, what Brick doesnât know wonât hurt him.â He shrugged and sometimes I wondered how he could even say that. Brick could kill someone with just a glance but when you are a superhuman, and his brother, maybe the effect doesnât work.
Maybe I should ask Blossom about that.
The beeping of other cars brought me out of my trance as I followed him on the dirt path.
âAnyways, why did you drag me all the way out here?â I turned to see the lights and the signs. âThe fair?â
In front of me was the entrance to what could only be deemed as a somehow legal way to make people shell out three hundred dollars on cheap food and even cheaper ride systems. Every kid wanted to go to the fair and, yeah, it was fun when you were five, but now that we had just graduated high school, it seemed more dangerous than fun.
âYeah, why not?â
I glanced at him and he only smiled widely but something in his eyes had mischief written all over it. âWhat's the deal?â
He sighed and smirked.
âA little birdy told me you got heart eyes for a certain someone.â Butch threw his arm around my shoulder. âAnd as the king of romance, Iâm gonna help you out.â
Theres always a small tinge of fear whenever Butch gets an idea. It either ends badly where someone gets hurt, usually him or bad in the way that we all get in trouble and the notorious Powerpuff Girls have to get us out of it. But this...this was much worse.
âButch, what did you do?â I said through gritted teeth. He only laughed at me instead of answering and pushed up towards the gates.
âRelax. Look they are here.â He pointed.
I followed his sight and walking up towards us was Buttercup, Robin and Mitch. Butch let out another laugh, probably because he could hear my heartbeat. Fuck superhearing. Of course Robin opened her mouth. You tell a girl while youâre throwing up that you have the biggest crush on your best friend who wears dark leather, has piercings and makes your heart swoon and think that she can keep her mouth shut. But no, she canât.
âHey guys.â Butch waves to him before leaving me to wrap his arms around Buttercup and ignore the public by kissing her square on the lips. PDA is always gross unless youâre the one doing it, so I canât blame them. Also it's funny to watch her smack his arm.
âSup Mikey.â Robin smiles smugly. Little demon.
âHey. Hi Mitch.â He gives me a wave and a nod of the head and I have to mentally tell myself not to blush. Stupid hormons.
âCome on you two.â Robin says and grabs my arm and Mitchâs and forces us towards the carnivalâs entrance. âLets go!â
One of the perks to being besties with the puffs is the mass amount of freebies. Buttercup swiftly pulled out a ticket for each of us and handed it to the ticket collector.
âSweet, free entrance.â Mitch smiled at me and held up his hand for a fist bump.
I gladly returned the gesture and every time I did so, I wondered if he could feel the electric spark between us. God, I need to stop reading romance novels.
âAlright losers. Weâll see you all later tonight, meet up for fireworks at 9?â Buttercup said and apparently everyone already had a plan that I was not aware of.
âSounds good to me!â Butch smirked. âBC and I are going to do coupley stuff no one wants to see and Robin said something about henna soooooo.â He looked at me. âGuess Mitchy boy and Mikey are on their own.â I didnât miss his wink and before I could protest, everyone was walking away.
My mind was now racing as I tried to comprehend what was happening. I realized in this moment that the group had ganged up on us, well specifically me. Mitch probably didnât even think twice as the group broke up but they were out of their minds if they thought something was going to happen.
âWanna hit the rides?â He asked.
I take a breath before nodding. We turn into the direction of the ride area and I have to remind myself that he is just a friend. A friend. Nothing more, nothing less. I usually have my emotions in check but for some reason, they want to act up now. All I have to do is get through tonight without embarrassing myself or giving Butch the satisfation of him being the king of romance. As if that were possible.
The area is buzzing with so much energy. Thereâs little kids whining and screams coming from the various rides. The smells of corn dogs, popcorn and, oddly enough, waffles mixed in the air and I canât tell if it smells good or not but I know my pockets are gonna be much lighter by the end of the night.
We get into the shortest line for the tickets and it's truly a scam that each ride is a separate cost.
âI donât feel like dying tonight so I think two rides is good for me.â Mitch says and I laugh a little because it's true. Just watching the swings makes me feel like one of them unhinge and plummet to the ground but that's what I get for being a paranoid person.
âI feel you. How about the rollercoaster and ummm... the spinning ride?â I suggest.
âSounds good to me.â He smiles and god fucking dammit, those damn dimples.
The line moves as we chat about the newest horror movie coming into theaters and how Mitch saw a certain pair of redheads making out in a car.
âWait for real?â
âI swear to god dude.â He raised his hand. âUnless some other chick wears a big ass bow, it has to be them.â
âInteresting.â I smile and soon we get called next.
âHi there boys, how many tickets can I get ya?â the older woman asks.
âTen.â Mitch says and I reach into my pocket to grab my wallet, that may or may not have a photo of all of our friends and definitely not for the reason that I can see his face at any given time, but Mitch stops me and places the cash in the tin. âI got it.â he says casually and something inside me felt all warm and fuzzy as the row of blue tickets was handed to him.
âHave a nice date night.â The woman says as we walk away and I almost do a double take thinking I heard her wrong. But when I look over to Mitch, he seems unaffected by the words so I just let it slide.
The rollercoaster isnât as grand or cool as the ones at the theme park, it doesnât even go upside down but it has a good bit of hills and bumps to give some air time so i guess it will do. The only problem is that these workers donât care and make Mitch and I sit in the same cart as these two younger kids.
After we get the bars onto us, the ride starts to go. In front of us the girl grabs the boy's arm and I give a small eye roll as we start to climb the lift hill.
âBabe I'm scared.â She cries and he wraps an arm around her shoulders and Iâve never been so jealous of middle schoolers before.
âThese carts are so damn small.â Mitch complains. And it's true. The two of us squished in this together leaves no space for our arms. The pressure of our shoulders touching isnât too bad but it's to the point it almost hurts. âHold on.â He says and I feel him pull his right arm away from mine and throw it behind us. âSorry this is better.â
âNo, it's cool bro.â I say even though I realize that this boy really just made it ten times harder to breath now.
I can barely grasp my surroundings as the rollercoaster takes its first turn before the drop. I can see the ending of the track as we go down but the only thing my brain is processing is the fingers tightening on my shoulder.
âHoly shit.â I mumble hoping that Mitch doesnât know how he's affecting me.
We let out screams and shouts as we go up and down, flying around on the track and I try to enjoy myself, I really do. Before long, it's over and Mitch reaches his hand out to help me up and I take it with silence.
âThat was fun.â He smiles and I am really happy he ignored his moms protests and got that lip piercing. It suits him.
âYeah.â Is all I can muster and he gives me a look before walking towards the next ride.
Luckily as we enter this ride, thereâs more room. Only our knees touch as we buckle in the seatbelt and I feel myself being able to breathe better.
âGood thing we didnât eat before getting on here.â I laugh as the lights start to flash.
He snorts and nods. âRobin would have blown chunks either way.â
The ride is a simple circular track with small hills. All it does is follow the path and goes around pretty fast. Simple but a classic. The music begins and soon we feel the cart shift. I'm sitting on the right while Mitch is on the left, next to the exit and he wiggles off his black beanie just for good measure. His light brown hair, slightly damaged from dying it black back in freshman year, is ruffled from hat hair and my god is it cute.
âFucking love this ride.â Mitch smiles and it begins to pick up the pace.
Soon, we are at full speed, which is fine. Perfectly fine. Except for the fact that the gravity from the ride is pulling me towards Mitch and no matter how tight I hold on, I end up smacked against him. Shoulders touching and I can clearly smell his cologne. It's the scent of sandalwood and campfire and my god does it smell heavenly. Men just smell like nature and I am more than okay with that.
But Mitch doesnât mind, because why would he? Instead he's laughing and truly enjoying the ride. I smile and laugh too because honestly, it's just fun to spend time with him. The ride is over faster than I wanted and we hop off, slightly dizzy and I walk a little out of line but he catches my arm and pulls me to him.
âEasy dude.â He chuckles and I nudge him playfully and ruffle his hair before he plops on his beanie. Goodbye cute hat hair.
All of a sudden, my shoulder is hit. It was a pretty hard smack and my body jolted to the side as Mitch grabbed me from falling.
âLook a bunch of homos.â I look up and realize that it's some assholes from our school.
Duke Jones and Mark Dalton. Some of the few people who actually try to be douchebags on the regular.
My eyes do heavy eye rolls and I want to scream at them but I've never been a confronting person. My voice is in my throat but Mitch takes a step forward, his hand never leaving my arm.
âAnd what of it? Really dudes? You think some lame insult is gonna hurt our feelings. Youâre lucky I donât just kick your ass, better enough I can call Buttercup in a second and have your bodies all the way across this place. Grow the fuck up and maybe donât choke on your toxic masculanity.â He sneered and sometimes I forget that Mitch can be pretty intimidating.
Their eyes widened as Mitch pulled out his phone to show BCâs number. They mutter something before turning and rushing off in a hurry.
âYou okay?â He asks me.
âYeah.â I say. âSorry you got caught in that.â
âIt's not a big deal.â
But it is. It's not a secret that I'm out and proud. Yeah its cool and all to not have to be closeted, even Princess came out last year so its nice to know that someone higher up wonât pick on me, but even then, it sucks. No matter where I go in life, someone will be there with a flame thrower of slurs or anger for something I didnât choose. As for Mitch, theres something about him being called gay and him not having a hissy fit about it that makes me feel safe. Uhh fuck.
I take a second to recollect myself and Mitch just pulls me from the herds of eyes that saw that fiasco.
âLets go here.â He points to the hall of mirrors and for some reason it's beginning to get extremely hard to be around him.
But I take a deep breath and push those feelings to the side once again.
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The hall of mirrors was by far the lamest thing the fair could have done. Sure, as a little kid it was cool and slightly scary but now, all of our heads could see just above the tips of the mirrors making it lose the effect. It probably would have been more fun if the others were there. Butch would hide behind the mirros trying to scare us before Buttercup sent some lasers his way causing them to bounce everywhere and making us duck and cover. Good times. However, it was just Mitch and me.
While Mitch was walking, I couldnât stop thinking about those jerks just now. Of course everyone already knew about my preference but Mitch seemed unbothered by being referred to as gay. Probably because he's not some asshole that thinks it's a bad thing, I mean if he did, why would he be friends with me for all this time? Heâs just a good person, that's all.
Not to sound like the coming of age kid, but I knew I was into dudes before I could comprehend the idea of love or romance, I just thought they were pretty to look at. Moving to a new city at such a young age was hard for me, not to mention the whole invisible friend that tried to kill everyone. But after everything was said and done, I did in fact make some friends.
The famous superheroes had become my pals and when Buttercup introduced me to Mitch, I think that's when it all went downhill. We became the dynamic duo and everyone always paired us as the best friends, which is true but...it makes me feel guilty.
He turned a corner and I stopped walking. All of a sudden I was lost and staring at a mirror. Just me in my beat up sneakers and the uncertain face I seem to be wearing a lot lately. There's always a time in your life where you stop and contemplate everything, question all your decisions and how nothing truly matters.
âHey you stopped walking?â Mitch said to me and I looked at him with a shaky smile.
âSorry. Lost in thought I guess.â
âCare to share?â He asked and leaned against one of the mirrors.
I laughed to myself thinking about what I could possibly say. âYeah sure Mitch, why donât I just tell you that Iâm in love with you and how it pains me to wake up to know that you will only see me as just a friend. Why donât I just rip out my heart and put it on a silver platter for you to squash or just confess and kiss you here, ignoring all the states and hopefully pissing off some people?â
â...What?â
My eyes shot open and my eyes met his. He looked at me with confusion and shock. His mouth hung open slightly and it took me a solid three seconds to relaize that my dumb ass had just blurted that all out.
Panic. That's all I could feel as he stared like a deer caught in headlights. I could feel myself on the verge of tears and suddenly the air was too thick as I turned and ran, not caring about the employee telling me I was going the wrong way.
Mitchâs voice echoed behind me but I couldnât stand to turn and look towards him. To hear the pure rejection and probably the disgust. Throwing away years of friendship for some stupid feelings? What was I thinking?
After nearly hitting my head several times, I made it out and ignored the weird stares and glances people were giving me. All I wanted to do was find Butch and get out of here and hope that I can just pack up and move away for college. Maybe even change my name.
Instead I found myself pushing my way into the bathroom stall and biting my arm to stifle my sobs. I felt like my heart was about to shatter, that all my nightmares where coming true all thanks to my stupid mouth. I was a fool to think that someone like him would even consider me as something more, a complete and utter fool.
âMike?â A voice called and of course the sneakers peaking outside the stall belonged to Butch.
âWhat?â I spat bitterly. âGo away.â
I barely heard his sigh. âDude, I donât know what happened but suddenly Buttercup saw you burst into here. Really dude, is everything fine? At least come out and talk to us. Plus it smells really bad in here and there's a line of dudes.â
There's some truth to the matter and I wiped my face and pushed open the stall with a little too much force but luckily he grabbed it and just nodded towards the exit.
Robin and Buttercup are standing outside and luckily, I donât see Mitch.
âWanna explain what happened?â Robin asks as she hands me a tissue from her purse.
âNo. I just wanna go home.â
Buttercup looks arounds then back to me. âWhere's Mitch.â
âProbably somewhere and never wants to see me again.â I mumble.
âWhat?â She asks and looks towards Butch then back to me.
Butch raised his brow. âMike, did you tell him?â
âTell him what?â Buttercup asked.
It was at that moment that Buttercup didnât know that I was practically in love with her best friend. Maybe Robin and Butch planned this together but it didnât matter, not anymore. I would be losing two friends after this. Great.
âLook. It doesnât matter. He doesnât feel the same way.â My throat is dry and it hurts and there's no doubt that my face is red and flushed with tears. âI'm just gonna call my mom to come get me.â
âCome on Mike donât go.â Robin asked and she padded my arm.
âYou donât get it, Robin.â I spat. âYou donât understand what I just did. Thanks to someoneâs dumb idea, I now lost my best friend. And for what? Did we really think he would like me back? That he could even see me in such a way? I donât even know if heâs gay or let alone into dudes. But who gives fuck? I donât.â
Butch took a step towards me but my anger only rose. âCâmon Mike I'm sure-â
âThis was a stupid idea Butch!â I yelled and at that moment I didnât care what anyone thought. I was embarrassed and hurt. âI just want to be alone.â I pushed past him and the others, ignoring everything they were saying because it didnât matter any more.
It didnât matter that my friends tried to help something that shouldnât have even been considered. It was just a stupid crush. Nothing more, nothing less. Hopefully by the new semester, it would be gone and out of my systemâŚ. hopefully. A stupid crush that Iâd been harboring for years and titling on a scale of something more.
It wasnât long until my tears dried and I found myself among the section of carnival games. All of the rigged and hard to win and if you did win, it would be a small sappy prize that you would toss into a garbage bag or try to sell for a nickel at a garage sale.
There were darts and guessing the weight of a small pig. The basketball tossing and hitting the giant hammer looked tempting but instead I walked to the game that no one had ever won. Ring toss. A game of chance and so incredibly rigged, it's a miracle if one prize is won in a year.
Without a second thought, I gave up a fresh twenty dollar bill and the girl working, who clearly hated her job, handed me the biggest bucket of rings. Enough to keep me entertained until I call my mom or muster up enough courage to ask Butch for a ride back like a dog with its tail inbetween its legs.
I thought I had it all figured out. I thought I could be okay with this. But I was stupid. Stupid to think that the boy I had a crush on, one of my best friends, would like me back, or even be into dudes for that matter. But no, instead of having my secret crush kept, ya know, a secret, the one person who shouldnât know, did.
I tossed another ring into the sea of bottles, the high pitched clinking echoed for just a moment as another was tossed. Maybe this was pointless. Maybe trying to figure out feelings was a waste of time because in all honesty, I never knew.
Like the plastic rings people pay way too much for, you jump and you think youâll land on that bottle, secure the prize and show everyone up. Prove that you can do the impossible.
But then you miss and reality comes back. The bucket dwindles down and soon youâre left with nothing but regret for trying and shorting eight bucks.
âHey.â
I turned, of course he would follow me. Why wouldnât he? He was probably here just to tell me to let it go and sweep it under the rug, and say it's not weird when it totally is. Or he was going to come out and say that maybe our friendship has come to its expiration date.
âOh. Hey.â I threw another one, missing again.
I tried not to care as he stood next to me but I passed him the bucket and he took his own shot, missing, just like me.
âHave you been crying?â He asked and there was no way around it.
âYep.â I popped the p and threw another ring. âLook Mitch, Iâm sorry what I said-â
âDonât be.â.
Oh
âMost guys would just push someone like me away if that happened.â
He hummed and tossed a ring, missing. âWell, Iâm not like most guys and I thought that was pretty clear. Especially after those jerks. I value your friendship too much to get worried or upset.â
I looked over at him, and that in itself was a mistake, because it would be just my luck that the other carnival games with their bright flashing lights would surround him and make it seem like he was glowing. The lights soften his features, a small twinkle on the black orb of his earring and making those very so light freckles appear.
Almost like a painting hung up in a museum. You think the trip is boring, and for the most part it is. A few interesting things here and there but just as you are about to leave, you find a room you hadnât explored. It could be nothing and you could leave, forgetting everything in the last three hours and moving on with your life.
Or it could be life changing. As if when you walked in there, the most captivating painting was on that wall and you wonder how you skipped it in the first place. You stare at it, taking in the picture itself and the meaning. Stepping closer and looking at the paint strokes, the time taken to make this is clear and it's full of questions and mystery. The small plaque on the wall fails to answer.
He picked up the last ring. It twirled in his fingertips unsure of where to go.
âI kept thinking, you know.â He said. âI remember watching a show, a random cartoon and an ad for a pride festival popped up. I thought nothing of it, didnât know what it meant at the time but my father did. He was outraged and changed the channel, screamed and shouted saying that if his son ever was caught doing something like thatâŚâ Mitch paused and closed his palm.
I could see the hurt in his eyes as he sighed.
âThen he would have no son. So when I found out what it all meant and learned about myself....I thought it would be best to never act on it. No matter how much I wanted to look towards another guy, I couldnât.â
âIâm sorry Mitch, I didnât know.â And it was the truth. I wanted to mentally slap myself for not realizing that he was, in fact, gay as well. Way to go Mike, your gay-dar is broken. But then again, you canât just tell a sexuality clear as day. I canât blame him for hiding it, after everything with his dad.
He sighed again. âBut when you told me that. Told me you wanted me, I think I started to realize that I would rather have something I want no matter what others think of me. I envy how you can just come out and be proud, as you should, but I wish I was that brave instead of a coward.â
âMitch.â I slid my hand on top of his cautiously. He didnât flinch or have any indication of pulling away. âIâm scared every day. Scared that someone might yell something offensive or even try to hurt me. Just like those assholes did earlier.But I canât stop those things from happening but I can choose to not let them affect me. It's hard but you know youâre surrounded by people who care about you. Plus your best friend is an actual superhero.â
âI know, Iâm sorry. You probably donât want to date such a fuck up like me.â
Fuck up? Did this boy really think that?
âI would never see you as that.â I said honestly. âIt's normal for us to have conflicting feelings when someone in our life isn't supportive. It's never gonna be a walk in the park or smooth sailing but when you're with someone who cares about you, it makes it easier.â
He sighed for the hundredth time. It was clear the gears in his mind were running at full steam and he looked at the ring in his hand then to the bottles.
âI guess youâre right Mike. I guess I was thrown off that the dude I've liked since kindergarten likes me back.â He looked towards me and tossed the ring, not bothering to pay attention. âI just hope you haven't changed you mind-â
The next thing I know, my hand is tugging on his worn leather collar and his lips are pressed to mine.
I never thought that my first kiss would be as enchanting as this. You always think it's magical and fulfilling but in reality it's probably a mess of lips that donât move quite as well and somehow there's a tongue doing whatever it wants. I guess I canât count this as my first kiss because Robin had peaked me on the lips in third grade, also giving me the clear sexual awakening of how I never want another woman to come near me again, but this was different.
He tasted like cotton candy which I should find gross and oddly weird but I didnât mind one bit. At the beginning there was a bit of hesitation, or maybe he was caught off guard since I did interrupt him but I couldnât help myself. Stupid hormones. He wasted no time kissing me back and I even felt a hand on my waist pulling towards him. Although it lasted only a few mere seconds, it was like a lifetime of waiting had lifted.
When we pulled apart, loud speakers and alarms went off above us. I looked towards the game, I noticed one single plastic ring was stuck on the bottle. The worker smiled at us before nodding.
âWow, I canât believe you made it, especially without looking.â She said and I looked to Mitch who just shrugged.
âWhat? You kissed me, I just threw it.â He smiled brightly and I hugged him.
âSo what will it be?â I asked him and he turned towards the prizes.
âWell, what about that dinosaur?â
âI love dinosaurs.â
Mitch smiled. âI know.â
The worker used a ladder to climb and retrieve the massive blue dinosaur prize. As a kid, i used to dream of winning such a cool thing but know, I think I got something better. Mitch handed it to me with a blush and I looked at it with just as much pink on my cheeks.
âYa know.â Mitch started. âI have enough tickets for one last ride. Maybe the ferris wheel?â
âThat sounds good.â He reached out his hand and I took it. Before I could blink, I felt his lips press against my cheek.
âI donât like to see you cry.â He said.
I simply hummed and we walked hand in hand to the ferris wheel before deciding to give the prize to some kids. He handed the tickets to the worker as we climbed into the cart and began to go up. He threw his arm over my shoulder like he did on the rollercoaster, but this time, I leaned against him and let those emotions I tried to keep at bay, run wild.
âIâm really glad Butch dragged me here.â I said honestly and Mitch only laughed and silenced me with his lips pressed against mine.
âMe too.â
When we pulled apart, a few questions still lingered in my mind.
âYou mean, youâve liked me this entire time? And you knew I was gay?â I asked hesitantly. It wasnât a secret, the last part at least.
He scratched the back of his neck, a nervous tick he's had since he was little. âI mean I wasnât hundred percent sure, I thought maybe it was a one time thing or just happened occasionally. But as we got older, more specifically high school, I think that's when it hit me.â He sighed. âAll I knew was that I wanted to be with you until my heart stopped racing.â
His eyes met mine. Iâve always hated when people didnât see the beauty in brown eyes. They think they are dull and lifeless, only one hue but that's far from the truth. Mitchâs eyes had spots of gold and a slight tint of green, breathtaking to say the least.
âI mean itâs a shame we spent our high school years just as friends.â My hand went on top of his. âBut Iâd rather have you as my friend instead of losing you so I understand. But what about your dad? Will be okay with us dating-or well I assume we should-â
âI donât care about his opinion of us. Plus we would be idiots not to date at this point. If he doesnât accept. That's his loss not mine.â His gaze went to the sky where a firework exploded.
The colors lit up in the sky and we realized we got lucky as our cart stopped at the very top. It felt unreal to be sitting next to my best friend and now, boyfriend. There's always moments in your life that you feel like were meant to be. Maybe it's the career you chose or the person you marry. Milestones that are already set in stone and fate just happens to bring you together, all that stuff. And as I looked at him through heavy lashes I thought that maybe, just maybe, the stars aligned on this one.
That or I would have to admit that Butch is the king of romance, even though he did literally nothing today and this was all me. Either way, Mikey boyâs got a man.
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