#thank you for always sending me such sweet messages anon 💜

[stormyoceans]

Have a nice day, Monica!🌸 I am sad to hear that your condition has not improved. I don't know if you've talked about a sleep therapist, but maybe you should see another doctor who won't forbid you caffeine, but will really help you figure out the causes of your insomnia. I'm morally with you, Monica! I'm not sleeping well right now either, but it's more because of the nightmarish situation in a world where everyone hurts each other. It seems that our species is genetically devoid of the word "peace", and the realization that everyone chooses violence as a method of conversation makes my heart clench. Anyway, I want to support you! I'm your personal Kevin McCallister, remember? I'm sorry for not doing my job well in setting traps for your insomnia😞. Be sure to take care of yourself! Only you have yourself!🌸

my dear 🌸 anon,

im actually so very grateful for all the hard work you do in setting up the traps for my insomnia. that pesky little devil sometimes is still able to sneak past them, but every time i get what for me can be defined as a good night of sleep, i know it's because there's my own personal kevin mccallister looking out for me, and for that im never gonna stop thanking you 💜

im sorry to hear you’re also having trouble sleeping tho. for what is worth, i truly do understand how you’re feeling. just because im not particularly vocal on here about what’s happening in the world, it doesn’t mean im indifferent to it, and even being able to have the choice of not talking about it in a curated space like tumblr is an immense privilege. and while we may not be able to change the world by ourselves, we still can do our small part in trying to make it better by doing what we can to help those in need, even if it’s just by spreading awareness. it may not sound like much, but if more and more people start to do that, and we don’t get tired to fight for what’s right, maybe one day things will change

im not sure this is much of a soothing thought, but i want to support you as well, anon. im holding your hand and im here if you ever need to talk 💜

[dovahkinniez]

🐍anon here with a request

I’m recovering from surgery RN, so I was wondering about your Kaidan and Lucien head-cannons for when you are hurt ❤️‍🩹

I’m like, obsessed with your writing and love ur brain, you post🔝notch stuff 💜✨✨

` 𖤓 . . . LUCIEN + KAIDAN.

Hey, thank you very much. Such sweet compliments. :] I really hope you are recovering well, angel. <3

Ps. SO SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY!! I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL. (PLS TELL ME HOW YOU ARE, either message me or just send it in the inbox. Whatever makes you comfortable xx)

#LUCIEN

Lucien is naturally a bit of a worrier, if he notices you are ill or in pain he makes it his priority to make you comfortable and rested.

He's pretty adamant about it too. Its funny to see because he suddenly turns strict but in such a sweet and caring way. (He's so cute)

Will make sure you're tucked in bed, bringing food, constantly checking your temperature.

He does lowkey take advantage of it if you're the type that's independent and doesn't need anyone. He loves that its him looking after you for once.

Gives you warm cuddles, kissing your forehead and cheeks gently as he hums you off to sleep after a restless night.

This man reads to you, tells you his own stories and adventures before he met you and it always sends you off to sleep. He does joke afterwards that his life is so boring you fell asleep, to attempt to cheer you up.

If you're in pain he uses his healing hands on you, specifically learnt it if you ever were to get hurt, probably learnt it after a scare and now it's a good thing he learnt so he can always keep you safe.

#KAIDAN

As tough as this man is. He crumbles when you aren't okay. Especially physically. He can give you pep talks. He can motivate you. He can even understand and help you through hard and challenging times but when he sees you in pain and ill he simply evaporates into nothing but worry.

Constantly asking if you're okay. Checking your temp. Looking at you from across the room all serious.

(For some reason I'm imagining him stressed out like from the TikToks of all the dads to the home depot theme song in different areas of the house thinking)

He does his best cooking for you. Even makes you your favourite meal and dessert to make you smile. He'll help you wash and insists on pretty much carrying you everywhere.

You could sneeze and this man is acting like you're about to slip into a coma... he's an undercover dramatic.

Holds you extra close at night. Makes sure to sleep after you and to wake up before you do and tells you to get him up if you wake up in the night.

He's so gentle and sweet too, though. Even though inside hes like a headless chicken, he's calmly helping you do things, gently putting the blankets on you, doing your hair so it's tidy and not bothering you.

He's the type to remember the little details!!

[konigsblog]

If there is something that I got out of this whole mess, it's the fact that I feel so safe coming to your blog. You are so beyond sweet and respectful and you wish warn people and tag everything time and time again. And your absolutely sweet and respectful response to trans masc ask just made me like you even more! Coming from someone who is trans masc and has dealt with a lot of dark stuff that you write about in past, I can honestly say that I never felt uncomfortable or unwelcomed here 💜

I just wanted to send you some kind words because I assume you're being swarmed by hateful anons.

this is so sweet to hear, i'm so thankful my blog can be a comfortable, safe space for somebody. it's great to know my blog is judgemental free and full of love, i'll welcome anyone with open arms, you guys are so adorable and the sweetest !!! :') 🫂💐

i appreciate all the sweet words you sent me, as well as the people in my messages making sure i'm alright considering all the hateful anons. i'm beyond grateful for a community of sweethearts where i'm able to talk about my struggles, and not worry about being judged – and i'm glad others can feel the same, it just means all the people on this blog are welcoming and friendly, always helpful whenever someone's needing support or advice. 💗💗

thank you, my dearest, for the sweet message !!! ☀️🙌

[mimikoolover]

HI THERE 🥺💕 I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL. I’VE BEEN NOTICING ALL THE HATE AND CRUEL MESSAGES FROM SOME IGNORANT ANONS TARGETING YOU, AND I THINK THE WAY YOU'RE HANDLING IT IS INCREDIBLE. MUCH STRENGTH TO YOU, LOVIE!! I HOPE THOSE AWFUL PEOPLE, ALWAYS SO CAUGHT UP IN THE DRAMA, DISAPPEAR FROM YOUR DMS OR ASKS BECAUSE YOU'RE TOO SWEET AND KIND FOR THAT. 🥹 I LOVE YOU AND YOUR BLOG SO MUCH! KEEP BEING THE AMAZING JIKOOK LOVER THAT YOU ARE AND CONTINUE SPREADING POSITIVITY. SENDING YOU ALL THE LOVE AND HAPPINESS 💓💖🌷🌸💐💘❤️‍🩹

thank you lovely!! ily😭💓🤍💜you have no idea how much this message means to me🥹I really want to continue spreading positivity and love for jikook🥲💜that is the reason why we're here. if only those anons understood that too instead of arguing about things that don't matter😭

[fallen-faerie]

im genuinely so baffled by the amount of hate you recieve. you don't even speak on this blog! it's mind boggling. all u do is post cool images and people send u such violent hate. im sorry u have to go thru this. i really enjoy your blog anyway, and all the blogs similar to urs bc this aesthetic is cool as fuck and so r u <33 ur posts make my little internet bedroom so sparkly cool and weird thank u for ur service <3

thank u so much ur so sweet🥺💜

and don't worry i'm just going back to ignoring them. its not always easy for me to tell when someone is manipulating me and someone made me realize they are just trying to upset me to get my attention. and i'm done giving it my attention altogether. its just hard to ignore sometimes because its nearly every single day. and i don't want to shut off my anons for good because i love getting messages from ppl who may be afraid to approach me off anon. i understand how it is to be that shy. so i will do my best to ignore it🖤 kind messages like yours mean a lot to me so thank you again🥰

[for-a-longlongtime]

just wanted to pop in and say hi and that i love your writing. i'm always so excited to see a fic of yours pop up on my dash!!

Anon 😥🥰 Thank you so much for sending such a sweet message, it means a lot to me. I've felt burned out in a lot of ways this past month, and the worst part is that while my heart wants to write so badly (and on so many thing), my neurospicy/depressed brain has just not been cooperating in any way. Currently I'm even having a hard time focusing on just *reading* fic. It makes me sad, but I try to remind myself that we all go through periods like this... right?

Your message made me open one of my WIPs to just give it a go again - we'll see if it works! I heard about a particular advocacy issue/campaign that's happening next week, which happens to align perfectly with an idea I've had for months now, so fingers crossed this one will come together. 💜💜💜 I miss these guys a lot.

[inkykeiji]

so i’m kinda a lurker but i just wanted to tell u how much i love love love ur work, you’re my favorite notification fr 💜💜💜 keep it up

-🪻anon

oh sweet hyacinth anon!!!!! ( ੭ ˘ ³˘)੭‎°｡⋆♡‧₊˚ i love u so much, wow!!! what a lovely little message to receive aaah <33 thank you for taking a moment to send me something so precious bb, it means the whole world to me to hear this <3

even if you’re just a lurker, i appreciate you being here with me & reading my work so much. please feel free to stop by my inbox literally any time, if you feel comfy doing so! i am always happy to hear from you ( ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ഒ

[javierpenaispunk]

I think a tumblr break might be good for you 💕 I know it's hard not to get caught up in the "popular" blogs but it can help to take a step back and a small break to realize at the end of the day this is just a silly website meant for fun 💜

Hello sweet anon, I guess you're probably right, I mean, I do have fun in here most of the time and I love it when I get to interact with the lovely people here (a mention or a tag always make my day) but since I'm not in a good place right now I easily get hurt or upset when things like this happen.

It's just not easy to find your place when you are an introvert who have nothing really to offer to the fandom and even though i'm not proud of myself for saying this, I sometimes get jealous at how easy it is for some people here to make friends and how amazing it must feel to always be mentioned and to get daily messages in your ask box. It's childish to think this way and i'm ashamed to admit it but thing is, I get attached to people so easily and I wish that I could be important for them too you know? But that's my problem and my constant fear of rejection talking, they're definitely not responsible for this.

Anyway, I'm oversharing here, i'm sorry. I do think a break would be good for me.

Thank you for your message, it truly means a lot that you took the time to send me this 🩷

[moistvonlipwig]

I think I was the ghost missive T-T

Tumblr hates me lately idk why. My replies on posts always disappear too.

Anyway, the message I tried to send was that: Your symptoms sound rough and I hope you feel better soon! I think I also tried to send positive vibes and good soup. 🍲💜✨

sending this as an anon because those asks seem to be going through

— wrought-tweaks

oh thank you that's so sweet <3 yes i never got your message so i think you must have been my ghostly visitor. i hope tumblr stops trying to erase your #impact!!! i don't feel better yet but hopefully tomorrow i will :)

[readingfolklore]

Hi sweetness, just reminding you that you are utterly gorgeous and ethereal as always. Unfortunately I don’t understand why these weird anons are being the way they are but I know they’re little bitches who probably still sleep next to their mum in bed at night. DO NOT MESS WITH MY QUEEN. Lots of love my dearest! 🖤💜🗡️✨

what in the good heavens, this message has made my entire day! 🥹🥹🥹

thank you so much, angel!! your random, kind messages always appear in my ask box at the right time - you're like the taylor swift of tumblr, she always releases new songs / albums when they are needed the most. 🤍

i adore you so much and am grateful for your friendship. you're one of the best people i know. and don't worry, after talking to @sleepyyphilia, i feel a bit better about the anons - they're pathetic low lives with nothing better to do than to spread hate and that's their problem, not ours. just super grateful to have amazing, supportive people following me and no one is going to ruin my friendships with such people. love you my fairy queen, sending you the biggest hug with a sprinkle of pixie dust for extra love.

🧚🏻‍♀️🌞💕🌈🍃🌼🐇✨

[prythianpages]

Okay hi, this ask is going to seem sooo weird because I don't think anyone does this? But can you be my friend?T-T?, I'm new here, like just downloaded this app a few days ago and I'm basically new to all of this, I don't know this all too well, but I'll remain on anon until you say you want to be my friend because I don't want to be publicly shunned.But hi, I'm kmar(pronounced with a very strongق not k, its an arabic name which means moon >-<), i JUST turned 18 (like febuary just) I'm really tunisian (a very veryvery very very very small country in the North of africa) and I'm a very lonely person HAHA, I don't have alot of friends and since I'm 18 now I realised that I seriously need to stop being such a social outcast, I'm a Muslim+ a hijabi but obviously I respect everyone no matter what they are or how they choose to identify and I like to think I'm nice? 😿. And yes I'm that pathetic and lonely and miserable I really need friends, I'm super shy and this is actually me making an effort, I'm sorry if this feels like an interview I really am but I just want you to get to know me and see if you actually are interested, if your not ofc feel free to ignore this and go on with ur day thank uuu. I'm gonna send this to alot of people but I promise it's not me mass sending its people I actually admire (on the 3 days I've been here I know its crazy T^T) .I feel stupid but thank u soooooooooooooo much for reading this and I promise u I'm not this awkward if you talk to me (I hope? 😣)

Hi!!! So sorry it took me a bit to respond. This week has been chaotic and tiring. I can be your friend ☺️ welcome to tumblr! I’m 25 for the next 4 days 🥳 but I’ve been on here since I was like 15. I didn’t start writing on here until my early 20s though since I used wattpad for that. I’ve basically been chronically online since I was young and nothing has changed haha

Your name is so pretty 💜 I go by Hope on here. It’s not my real name and not that it’s a huge secret. I just had given my original main blog name to friends irl and I am very shy/nervous about them reading my stuff and was worried they’d somehow find this page too even though they’re not ACOTAR fans lol. Goes to show how much anxiety gets me.

I didn’t have many friends irl until I started uni. So don’t feel bad! Making friends can be hard, even more so if you’re shy and awkward irl like me. But as far as making friends on here, everyone I’ve interacted with in the ACOTAR community are really sweet 💕 so I hope you have a great experience as well!

I’m always open to talking but I’d recommend messaging my new main blog @hopeinvelaris because I’m unable to view messages sent to this page unless I’m logged into my old main account.

[stormyoceans]

i literally think your subconscious is holding onto phumpeem because you were feeling a little out of the bl world, cause they're not even that good 😭 i'm glad you're back with a new hyperfixation though! feels like the vv monica we know!

SKJFGSKDJGFDSKJGFSDK I MEAN. FAIR (re: phumpeem maybe not even being that good) HOWEVER CONSIDER THIS

AND THIS

AND ALSO LET'S GO BACK TO THIS

LIKE IM SO FUCKING PREDICTABLE IT'S HONESTLY EMBARRASSING BUT I GUESS THIS IS THE SHIT THAT WORKS ON ME IDK GIVE ME A SITUATIONSHIP WHERE THEY GENUINE CARE FOR EACH OTHER AND MY HEART WILL LATCH ON TO IT LIKE A DOG WITH A BONE

also i would hate for you guys to think i've become less insufferable it was about time i went back to my true annoying as fuck self

[theidiotwhowritesthings]

Hey JJ!

I’m the anon that requested the dancing with Din fic. I’m blown away! The way you write, how you characterise Din, every emotion that you portray pulls on my heartstrings. And this doesn’t just apply to the fic I requested - everything you write is truly unique. Your docs are a source of comfort to me and many others on tumblr, on ao3.

Not only that, but you’re so sweet and kind to all your followers and those who send you asks, I never feel afraid to send you an ask because you’re such a kind and open person.

Life is tough for me, for you, for all of us, so please never feel pressured to answer an ask or write/update a fic, please rest and take it on your own terms when you need to.

I love inevitable and afs SO DAMN MUCH. They way you characterise us, the softness of din, all of the fluff and angst really just makes me melt into a puddle. A lot of people (including me) turn to your fics as a source of comfort, warmth, and love. Something safe and secure. I’ll be honest, it’s like a cup of hot tea after a tough day. So thank you JJ, for everything.

I love you so much for the comfort you bring to me and so many others, you really brighten up my day :]

(And I’m also very glad I guessed correctly that you are a swiftie!! DWOHT is one of my favourite songs and the way you turned it into an amazing fic it breathtaking)

🫶🫶🫶

I am honestly speechless. Which is quite the feat because usually the difficulty comes in getting me to shut up. wow. just wow. W O W. I am foaming at the mouth feral with gratitude. Got me crying in the club? Nah, you got me crying in my living room on a Wednesday night in my ratty ass pajamas🥺

I am so so so so so glad you liked the oneshot! It was fun to write for sure and loved the inspiration for it. I was so torn b/c half my heart just wanted to do cute dancing fluff with Din, but the other half grabbed me by my melodramatic soul and said, "break their hearts". Luckily, at last minute I held off on the breaking hearts thing and instead chose a happy end lolol.

Your words seriously do mean the world to me b/c my anxiety always tries to convince me that I'm doing the same stuff as everyone else but not as good. So, thank you💜

Personally, I see every single message I get, no matter how small, as a gift. It takes time to type out a message or a comment or an ask and I am honored that anyone would take the time to talk to me. At the end of the day, I write because I truly love to write. However, getting to interact with y'all is the highlight of my day. Nobody in my day to day real life knows that I love writing so this is where I get to explore that and express what I love the most.

It is also my absolute honor to bring comfort to anyone who seeks it out! I love the idea that somebody would seek out something that I wrote to make them feel better on a bad day. I'm legit just touched😌

Anyways, just thank you again (to every single one of you honestly), but thank you anon for taking the time to write such a lovely and caring message b/c it was my 'cup of hot tea' after my touch day in the office today🥰

[dorkydiaz]

Hello barbiediaz of has-a-girlfriend fame

This is bonkers but I do not control the affection machine and I latched onto you and your adorable relationship like an octopus, I hope the two of you had an awesome holiday together!

My girlfriend, that I account to having been influenced to date me via the diabetes level vibes from when you and your partner got together, sent me the most adorable presents for Christmas, and I am going to see her soon!

Idk I'm so sorry if this feels insane but it's like there's a connection or smth of pining distant kinship

have a happy holiday season!

-gf anon

awww thank you sweetness!

i love this message so so much this is so nice! one thing tho is that the “diabetes inducing” thing is a bit of a sore spot for me as i am type one diabetic, as well as it perpetuating misconceptions, and i take the chance to educate whenever i can 💙 i truly appreciate and love the sentiment and intention behind it 💙 (steps down from soap box and gives you a hug)

anywhosies

amelia and i have been texting all day (like that’s different than any other day lol) she’s been sending me cat and dog pictures and silly videos 🥺 and then we will have our holidays together in 5 days!! eek i’m so excited!! and i’m excited for you to be able to go visit your girlfriend too! and i hope you have the best time!

thanks for sending in a message, as bonkers as it may feel to you, i loved receiving it and hearing about your day! i always do, even on ordinary ones 💜

[ruerock]

I didn’t realize it was your birthday!!! Happy birthday I hope you have an amazing day ! I’ve never sent you an ask or anything but I’ve been trying to put away a little bit of money from my job to by a few of your prints (your art style is so beautiful and I love it so much) and I always love seeing your themed adoptables sales. I hope this year of your life is filled with love and light!!

~ 💜

WAH WHAT IF I CRY!! this is so sweet thank you so much anon!!! i hope your year is amazing as well, im so flattered you like my art this much! 🥺 thank you for sending me this lovely message, i really appreciate it (and you 💜)

[readingtheentrails]

Self Love Game

We're all cool as ice, but we don't always recognize it, so send this to 5 people you think are as awesome as it comes and let them say 5 things they think are neat about themselves 💛😎

This is cute! Thanks anon, whoever sent this on, it's very sweet. 1. I have very nice handwriting. Haha, I was so desperate for validation as a child that I used to set myself handwriting homework and make my mother grade it 😅 But now, I do actually have quite lovely handwriting. The only letter I don't do "correctly" is the lowercase r, which I do the same way as my mum, and I refuse to change it because I like being able to see her fingerprints on me. 2. I try my best to be kind. I don't always get it right and I do make mistakes, but I really do try and I will always apologise when I get things wrong. Before I say something aloud or send something, I try to ask myself if it adds positivity or negativity to the world, and if it's the latter, I'll try to keep it to myself. Obviously in the real world that doesn't always work and sometimes you need to get negative things out too, but I mean more about not saying mean things about people, etc. There's no need to drag people down when we're all doing our best.

3. I don't take myself too seriously. I'm very silly. I'm not too afraid to make a fool of myself. I'm also a Grade-A idiot. More than once friends have said "I don't know how someone so smart can be so stupid" 😅 I love to have a laugh and can be a bit of a clown and I'll make myself the butt of the joke if it will cheer you up. 4. I'm a reliable friend. Sometimes it takes me a while to reply to day-to-day messages because I often feel like I don't have very interesting things to say, but when you really need a friend I will be there, no questions asked.

5. Uhhhh, I'm really fucking struggling here. Five is a lot! Um. I'm resilient, I guess? I've been through plenty of life-shit (haven't we all?) and plenty of mental health-shit (haven't we all?) and I'm still here, ticking away. This time 18 months ago I thought I was dead and buried and yet somehow I came back up with the daffodils so I guess I'll just keep on going. That's all anyone can do 💜 If anyone wants to participate in this but didn't get it in their Ask box, please do so!