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[bebemoon]

the solitary shipwreck scavenger, requested by @allthestoriescantbelies .

[6ronze]

I think you're physically unable to make a theme that doesn't eat. HELLO THIS IS STUNNINGGGGGGGG. I'm kissing your smart, creative little brain

HOLD UP IM PULLING OUT A MIRROR

[magicshop]

his smile could cure the world ♡ [for @morshiberna ♡]

cr. 0613data

[boxwinebaddie]

uncle neen!!! welcome back omg i was so sad to see u disappear </3 hyh !!! i had a question i asked last time but i was wondering since ur rewriting ur fics, are u planning on posting them on tumblr? or on ao3? pls be kind to urself too<33

good MORNING, lovie!!!!~ <3 c':

( or whatever time it is, where you are at the moment! )

i'm very excited to announce that you are my very FIRST new ask message on my brand new blog!

( teri is my first follower; ly ter. <33 o//3//o )

***long overdue UN ramble-bramble under the cut. xx

i /do/ miss my six hundred bajillion ask memes and am mourning the loss of all my online creations and great joys as a deranged southpark fanfiction author and the legacy i built with my tiny, gay weird hands

( i will go into it another time, but i had a very, very frightening bipolar episode surrounding my blog and my role on here as a writer, friend and mentor to you all, deleted all my things in a horrible panic, was able to recover them...but in the -- what i hope is the *very last* -- after shock of my episode...i got very scared, very sad and deleted both my dearly treasured and beloved, beautifully cult followed by many of you and other ghosts of sp style fanatics past ao3 account**

**( with peppermint on it at 13k likes which...oh my god, please be gentle with me, that was a very, very hard blow and rough realization for me and i am sorry to everyone who loved that fanfiction and wanted to go back and read it for posperity and personal comfort...i miss her too; rest in peace, pep, my first born. my sweet girl. </3 )

...and most tragically of all, i deleted my tumblr blog, with over one hundred pages of carefully curated content surrounding my sp aus, your lovely, insightful and thoughtful questions and inquiries, also typed with your tiny, weird gay hands answered, in turn, with mine, torched the ev. of those memories in the final blast and lost my window into your world through that medium...

...which is literally heartbreaking to me, because more than even my silly fanfictions or my blog, what i loved to do, was talk to all of you and read your wonderful messages each day and remind myself of why i should be here and continue to do what i do. </333 :'''c

BUT! my darlings, as ravenstan would say, 'it's always darkest before crimson dawn', for the very first time in several weeks ( which, i fear, and i was, full of fear and horrible self loathing/dread every waking and nightmarish moment ), last night, i cried for a very, very, very, long time, held myself together in the broken places -- told myself and the girl i was that i loved her and i was going to take care of us and be brave -- and broke the fever ( a little off key like jersey kyle, but very lovely nonetheless; love you tone deaf king. x my sboyf. )

today, i woke up this morning and slept...PEACEFULLY and woke up PERFECTLY HAPPY AND RESTED...

AND SMILED. QUITE. WIDE!!!!~ :D

and that is a baby step, but it is a step in the right direction and also almost wanted to make me weep like a baby again because i literally have not felt happy or like i do not hate myself for like, i shit you not, over like 15-20 days...it was frightening and fucking horrible! SLAY!

nevertheless ( or the most, finally ) i am excited to welcome in a new era/year of change on my blog and within myself; which is an era of peppermint flavored 'hope i'm healing' in a delicious rem(ember) font.

unfortunately, because i nuked my ao3 account, i do not currently one atm, but am in the process of recovering it.

( i'm not condoning any kind of rude/uncivilized behavior bc people are allowed to do anything they want -- but i'd really like to get my user back and would appreciate it a lot if no one used it to create another ao3 account just because it would be confusing for my readers and disheartening to me to not be boxwinebaddie anymore. )

until then, i will be writing/drafting rem(ember) in my messy google docs, am storyboarding everything to the best of my ability ( which is not perfect, but nothing is -- except stan and kyle to each other -- but god loves a trier, which is why he hates me: i prefer hell where it's drier -- that way my girlfail guylinea will not run. xx )

KALE SEITAN! ;)

posting little snippets of it on here for all of you, probably put it here on my tumblr and post it up to ao3 if i can regain my account/one in general ( i am a little worried that because of how long it's been, the loss of all my followers and, what i assume, is a decreased public or tiktok generated interest in sp, it will do poorly; rip </3 )

-- but the point is...that i want to start doing stuff for myself now. and not because i think i should or create unnecessary stress/sadness surrounding my strength or weakness as a writer or person ( or like, beat the living shit out of myself every single day anymore )...

...so i am writing it slowly, carefully, synthesizing all the info i gathered from over a year of answering your questions ( which helped me develop my sp au styles and their worlds into the lovely, seemingly breathing paper machslayed things they are now ), am going to write the fanfiction i always/wanted/ to write ( i’ve always wanted to rewrite RM, but was so busy and overwhelmed with my blog/my irl stuff that i couldn't )

and i'm calling it...

<3

p.s. ( i love you ): i am going to give my grandmother a copy of the first chapter of peppermint for christmas because i wanted to do something special/sentimental for her and secretly push the gay middle school style agenda ( she is actually very woke and thought my uncle might be gay for a while when he was younger, haha xx ), but i want to give them different names, so that on the off chance it gets passed off to my mom, my dad or manages to travel by world of mouth ( my grandma has a tendency to gab, but i love her a lot ) that it can't specifically be traced back to my dead ao3 or my blog.

so if any one has any ideas for silly interesting names i could give my sons, names for other characters or south park in gen. hit me up! <33

thank you for your interest in my work -- and in me, in general. i love you all dearly, i hope you heal ( i know you will ) and smile, pendejos because got a lot coming up on that crimson dawn and a lot of crazy shit coming down on that *jersey i won't say i'm in luh megara vc*

~SCHARLET sLUt~

cheers! mazel! ;) xx

-uncle nina, in her healing era <3

[ddarker-dreams]

After seeing your post about brainstorming for darling’s outfit in nexus, I ended up sketching some ideas. I love designing outfits/characters! Sadly I haven’t come around to completely reading the series, so I don’t know if the outfit would work for the region. Sorry ‘^^

Anyway I just wanted to share my sketches and say thanks for writing! Hope you have a wonderful day ^-^/

[shaanks]

reporting live today on av day from somewhere on this planet to ask, how did shanks celebrate your birthday with you? was it a private celebration with only the two of you, some extreme partying with the crew? what did he have under his right arm sleeve? 🎤

Lotus you're literally so sweet 🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭 it was kind of a mix of both!! We went to a tavern for lunch, drank a good bit too much (rum drinks my delicious beloved), listened to loud music and had boisterous fun with the crew!!! And then dinnertime was just us tucked away somewhere quiet where we could enjoy each other's company a lil more easily. We're staying at this really pretty, really comfortable Inn by the seaside and it's just been so nice, I think we're actually gonna go hang around on the beach today, just a lot of relaxing together and enjoying not having anything to be responsible for atm. ; u ;

[bakery-anon]

♪ positivity prime time! share five things you love about yourself, four things you're excited about, OR three people you care deeply about and why. pass this along to someone whose posts make you smile ♪

Ave ilysm <333 thank you for sending this to me 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

Three people I care deeply about [tumblr edition]!!!

You! (Ave) You were one of my first mutuals on tumblr and I’m very grateful for it. You didn’t have to respond to me, hell you didn’t even have to follow me back but you did. You wrote One Summer Day and I just needed to tell you how much I loved it (and still do, guys please I have brainrot and it’s her fault). Thank you for making me feel special, when I’m sad you send me things to cheer me up and I’m so appreciative of that. You remind me of drinking hot coco with friends and going to fall markets. Talking with you feels like a warm hug from someone you haven’t seen in a while. You never make me feel like I’m annoying you or that you would literally be doing anything else than talking to me and I’m so happy for that. Thank you for continuing to be my friend and look over my essays and let me ramble to you about things. Thank you for being my biggest supporter <3 I love you Ave, thank you for being my friend. (I hope writing goes well and that you did a good job on your presentation you had <3)

Vannah! My lovely!!! You’re one of my newer friends but that doesn’t discredit how much you mean to me! <3 you’re an amazing person and truly one of my biggest hype people be it for something I’ve written or for homework. You remind me of a cozy blanket, talking with you makes me feel all warm and wrapped up. Thank you for listening to my rambles and finding a way to make me happy when I’m sad. I hope you won’t be too hard on yourself, remember it’s okay to take breaks and admit that things are hard! You’re so funny too, out conversations make me giggle so much bcs we’ll both say outrageous things and make each other laugh. Thank you for being my friend Vannah I love you <3 (I hope homework goes well and your test! You got this <3)

Ness! You’re also one of my newer friends on here!!! I appreciate and love you deeply!!! <333 you make me giggle and kick my feet. Our DM’s are such a safe cozy space, we yap so much and I want to thank you for allowing me to feel comfortable to do that. Thank you for making me feel loved and cared for. You didn’t have to answer my first ask and have a yap session with me but you did and I’m thankful for it everyday. Thank you Ness for making me feel loved and safe. You remind me of watching my favorite movie (The Princess Bride). Talking with you helps melt my stress away and I forget I was even sad when we yap. Thank you for being such a lovely amazing person. Thank you for being my friend and trusting me to let me be your friend too. I love you Ness!!! <333 (I hope your wrist feels better)

Q gets an honorary mention bcs they have tumblr now lol <3 omg guys I’m gonna try not to ramble too much for this one bcs I need content for my Christmas letter I’m giving them. Q, you’re lovely and I’m so happy that you’re my friend. We only met just last year but we’ve made so many memories together that it feels like longer. You’re a joy to be around, I know you don’t feel like it all the time but I enjoy just sitting in silence with you. You’re my support and I know that I can go to you for anything, thank you for letting me be myself. For letting me lay on you, and ramble about things you don’t care about, and convincing me to do and try things I normally wouldn’t. You remind me of dancing in the kitchen bcs it’s something we’ve done. You find new ways to make me laugh and I’m so grateful for you. There’s a certain calmness that envelops me when we hang out and I get really sleepy. I heard that when you feel safe around someone you get sleepy because you don’t feel the need to be on alert. I love you Q and can’t wait to make more memories with you <3

(guys I love all of my moots <3 there should be a button that like sends all of your moots a notification telling you how much you love them).

[mixtapedoh]

the amazing, showstopping, incredible @musicallisto enables me daily <3333

for your consideration <3; you may now rest soundly in the knowledge that i am, in all things, correct.

[httpiastri]

paul aron is the type of boyfriend to want to experience life to its absolute fullest with you. random late night drives windows down screaming your favorite songs, riding motorcycles in italy, seeing every piece of art in paris, DATES ON THE EIFFEL TOWER, water balloon/water gun fights on lake/beach days, BOAT DAYS, that go karting thing in tokyo where you can drive thru the streets as mario kart characters, midnight convenience store runs in japan, mukbang food trips in singapore, island hopping in the philippines, taking pottery classes, arcade dates, scuba diving, snorkeling in the keys, TRAVELING AND EXPLORING THE WHOLE WORLD TGT, literally “i’d do anything and go anywhere as long as i’m with you” 🥺🫶🏼 ugh paul aron you have no idea how much ily

ALSO he’d definitely let you pick out a movie on planes and then has to be absolutely sure that both your screens start at the same time so you can watch it together.

-🧸

aaaAAAA OKAY. idk how much of this i can say without frEAKING OUT. but you're soooo right…. i think paul is actually SUCH a sweet boyfriend, and he loves exploring stuff and… just living life with you, yk? like i feel like he radiates kind of the vibes of a low-key boyfriend who doesn't really care, he acts like nothing is really a big deal, and at first that kinda intimidates you because you think that's how he actually is…. but when you get to know him and realize that that's just the exterior/front he puts up?? wow you'll see what a cute and energetic boyfriend he is 🥺

and god he takes you on such fun dates…. all of the stuff you said and just like… you think he might not be enjoying the art galleries in paris, but then he squeezes your hand, pulls you closer and just whispers "you're more beautiful than all of these combined" like ?!?!?!?!?!!!!! out of nowhere 🫠🫠

god you wrote so many good examples, im so 😭 travelling with paul would be so so much fun and just….. god i wish i was able to experience it 💔 and i feel like he definitely insists on you coming with him when he travels for race weekends? like no matter where in the world, he's just like "i booked you a ticket" without even asking 🥺

AND NOOO NOT THE AIRPLANE MOVIES???? god now i cant stop thinking about flying with him… just like….. resting your head on his shoulder when you wanna nap, holding hands and him brushing his thumb along the back of your hand to help you stay calm, giving you little kisses to your forehead/top of your head…… and sharing headphones while listening to music, or him getting the stuff in your inflight meal that you don't like and vice versa, and playing little games against each other…… idk i just feel like since he's so used to flying, he'll do his best to just make sure you're having an alright time :(((

[sillymanzy]

The turtle is so evil so diabolical mischievous even he be the lil devil he is he definitely committed tax fraud...

@edgywithaheart

Also I drew wallet for u as a turtle:P

[sxibunny]

You’re so so so so sooo sweet 🥺😘

No you !!! <3

[apricotdeer]

there's a monster at the end of this book

[fuckyeah-dragrace]

hi hello nattie my dear <3 i hope you're having a great day!! it's been a sec since i came and said hello to everyone, so i'm doing it now: hello!! i would love if you updated me on something going on in your life recently, or if you'd rather not do all that, i'd love a fun fact about anything you want!!

hey hi gi my darling beloved!! i hope the same to you!!

life update: back in school for my second year and i already feel exhausted haha :) lots of meetings for my org now and classes aren't too bad so yay. im just struggling to find a balance with school, clubs, work and being able to breathe because i miss all of you guys so much !!! i so badly just want to have a week to be on here the whole time and chat with all y'all <3

but i know i've been saying this since like april but i'm going to come back and i'll be here and you guys will wish i was gone hehe

[majortomwaits]

🐮🤲

send me a 🐮 and i will refresh my pinterest and give u my first four pics as a random moodboard

[volivolition]

[A note is slipped under your door, when you open the door nobody is there][the note is written in scratchy bold letter, the note reads:]

IT'S WEDNESDAY SOMEWHERE!!! Y'ALL KNOW KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?! WIP WEDNESDAY BABYYY :D (ps. turn the paper over)

- RED

[Y'all turn the paper over and there is a drawing attached to it with tape]

[Under the drawing there is text that reads:]

Do y'all remember the seacritter quiz? Ya, I drew us as the critters :] hope y'all like it 💛💛💛

[immediately pins the drawing on the fridge with star shaped magnets] wow this is SO PRETTY AND CUTE WAUGH <3333 your coloring is always so wonderful, i love the little fish as my earrings waughhhh :'] <33 you are such a cute sunfish i love this for you!! :D <333 thank you for taking the time to draw this, its so lovely!! swims around you in circles appreciatively!!! 💛💛💛

HAPPY WIP WEDNESDAY SUN(FISH)DAY!! hgkjh lets see, i haven't been writing for a while actually, but here's a snippet from one of my more recent fics, "Who Are You, If Not..." which is an esprit centric fic! :] <33 [rips a section out of my manuscript and flings it out the window. the wind carries it to you to read!]

ESPRIT DE CORPS has many of his eyes shut in futile efforts to sleep. However, when he closes one set, another pair opens unwittingly. Through them, he can see his fellow psyche skills lounging around him with blankets and pillows. Their varying shades of purple are familiar. He tries to take comfort in it. But it's too quiet – …

ESPRIT DE CORPS [Easy: Success] broadens his scope to tune into the other skill types across the mindspace. Intellects… sleeping, Encyclopedia among the bookshelves of the memory banks and Conceptualization's dreams painting soft brush strokes above xer. Physiques, mostly sleeping besides Endurance who sits by Half Light with a grunted promise to keep watch while she rests. Motorics, all asleep, Hand/Eye and Savvy a pile of arms together and Interfacing slowly recharging. Esprit concentrates on each of them, but it's not what he's looking for either – …

divider by @/saradika-graphics!

[boltlightning]

23 for the writing meme pls

23. that was inspired by a work from another medium (music, visual art, dance, etc.)

this is INCREDIBLY on brand, but for there stands an ancient grove (hadestown, 500 words) i was leaning on the visuals from overgrown post-apocalyptic settings, specifically this unused concept art of old chicago in destiny, and a little of the opening area of stray:

(and also the Actual Overgrowth on the train tracks that i saw on the way back from seeing the show in dc)

The lights of the Underworld have changed. Guiding her path along the familiar tunnels are links of dim, warm lights which illuminate the veins of silver that run rich through the walls. The dense air greets her like a friend, kissing her cheeks and rustling her hair. It brings her the perfume of the loam of the earth, the spray of the Underworld’s rivers. Underfoot, the rigid pavement is cracked with sprouting weeds, and roots and vines crawling below unsteady her steps. Persephone surprises herself by thinking this dark, imperfect place already feels like home again. She emerges upon what was once the factory floor. The tile has been torn up and the earth tilled. Asphodels grow in one field, long sweeping grass of gold in another. Background to this sight, disabled machines are stacked against the wall — cracked, crumbling, still shuddering with the echoes of Orpheus’ song — and moss carpets it all. The wall is quickly vanishing behind jagged green mountains of steel and stone. The Acheron River, where it flows down the hill from the train station, tumbles over a mill, creaking and groaning as it turns. It emerges beneath as the Styx, redirected, flowing slowly as it circles and circles the land of the dead.

writing excerpt asks!