#thank you again jan ♡♡♡

[natsukishinomiyaswife]

I was waiting to see if you saw the new cards to drop this

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH JANNNNNN!!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡

I SWEAR YOU ARE ALWAYS SURPRISING ME WITH SUCH WONDERFUL GIFTS!! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH ♡♡♡♡ (I definitely need to write some Treydia for you, considering how you're always drawing them lol ♡)

And can I just say we are winning with this event?? All of our faves got cards!! ♡ (And they all look so good!! lol ♡)

I absolutely adore this, Jan!! ♡ It's so so cute ♡ I love the outfit you gave Lydia, and the idea of Trey's hat flying off is so cute ♡♡♡ (And just think... Treydia and Diya double date 👀👀👀)

Thank you so much Jan!! ♡ I appreciate this so so much ♡♡♡

[natsukishinomiyaswife]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH JANNNNNNNNNNN!!!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡

I LOVE THIS!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH IT'S SO GOOD ♡♡♡♡♡♡ SWEET DREAMS MY BELOVED 🥺🥺🥺🥺 This is so accurate Jan ahhhhhhhhhh ♡♡♡♡♡ Lydia having her eyes closed while Silver is determined ♡♡♡ (I can just imagine Lilia telling him how "important" Pocky Day/the Pocky game is for couples lol ♡)

Oh I adore this! Thank you so so much 🥺🥺🥺🥺♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Oh no Sheepy my hand slipped 🫢🫣

@natsukishinomiyaswife

[world0fmadness]

REFLECTIONS OF A MEMORY

jan “ hellhammer ” axel x reader

♡ general dating headcanons for jan!

୨୧ i have just a couple more requests i’m working through, i’m so glad you guys like my work enough to request things from me <3

♡ requested by anon | view my metal masterlists here and here

reading music recommendations: nekroisantrop by urgehal - trumps of an archangel by ancient

♡ i can see jan being so lovey dovey and into public displays of affection when he’s drunk!

୨୧ i mean, he already likes pda quite a lot but when he’s drunk? it’s times ten…

♡ seriously, you can’t get his hands off you! he’s always got his hands on your hips and his lips somewhere on your skin! wether it be bringing your hand up to kiss as if you’re a princess, pressing kisses to your shoulder or neck, it does not matter where it is on your body, he just absolutely loves kissing you when he’s drunk!

୨୧ he’ll always be pulling you down onto his lap too, holding his beer up to you to you and messily asking if you want some as you stroke his curly hair

♡ he’s super loud when he’s drunk too, he cannot shut the fuck up and practically yells at you about how hot you look tonight and how much he loves you…

“ fuckin’ love you, y’know that? so fuckin hot, baby, hottest girl in the world! my hottest girl, ever! fuckin lucked out real good on you, baby ” ( the slur in his words is so bad, you probably can’t even fully understand what he’s saying most of the time )

୨୧ most of the time you think he’ll be embarrassed about it in the morning when he’s sobered up but he never is, he’ll just shrug his shoulder and smirk, telling you it’s true before pressing a kiss to your lips

♡ another thing jan does whilst drunk is he’ll take off his bandanna and tie it around your neck, not too tight of course, just tight enough to where it won’t slip off

୨୧ he sees it as a sign that you’re with him, like wearing a cowboys hat per say… wear the hat, ride the cowboy… wear the bandanna, ride the drummer… so corny

♡ but he does this even when he’s not drunk because he just likes how it looks on you!

୨୧ anddd again, it often deters men who know him because they recognise it as his bandanna and if it’s on you well, they know what that means

♡ please sit on his lap as he plays the drums!

୨୧ jan swears it makes him focus and play better but the rock hard feeling against your thighs contradict that…

♡ he’s absolutely the type of guy to jut his legs as you sit on his thigh, he knows how the denim of his jeans feels against you, he’s especially smug if he knows you’re not wearing panties

୨୧ if you look back at him and nudge his shoulder, he’ll just look at you with a cheeky smirk and wink at you, one his his hands trailing up from your hip towards your chest where he squeezes one of your boobs

♡ this doesn’t go unnoticed by øystein who quickly snaps his fingers and yells at jan, telling him to focus on the damn drums whilst jørn just shakes his laugh and chuckles and pelle… well pelle couldn’t really give a shit, he’s staring off into the distance in his own world

୨୧ i don’t know why but i feel like his hair smells really good…

♡ like he uses a lot of decent products on his hair and really looks after it well! he’ll always get so smug and goofy when he catches you sniffing his hair

୨୧ if you ever pick up a new shampoo or any type of hair product for him because you think it’ll be good for his hair type, he’ll fall even more in love with you but tries so hard not to show it

♡ jan always tries to act so smug and confident but he just can’t get over it, it’s one of the most thoughtful things anyone has ever done for him

୨୧ so whilst he might just smirk and give you a kiss on the cheek as a thank you when you first give him the product, later that night when you’re laying on his chest falling asleep, he’ll mumble a proper thank you into your hair

“ thank you… for the stuff earlier… it means a lot, y’know? just didn’t know how to say it ” ( he doesn’t fully expect you to respond and if all you give is a sleepy “ you’re welcome ” back, he just smiles and kisses your head )

♡ sit on his lap and help him with his corpse paint!

୨୧ i mean, we’ve all seen his, right? i refuse to believe he never poked himself in the eye real bad doing the eyeliner

♡ so since getting with you, he’ll just let you do it for him! he’s always much more pleased with how clean and straight the eyeliner comes out when you do it, not to mention you didn’t poke him in the eye as he did himself once

୨୧ though you have to be prepared for sitting on his lap because his hands will be wandering, dipping under your skirt or jeans to squeeze your ass with a smirk across his face as you tut

♡ he’ll do this anywhere too! in the dressing room before a concert with all his band mates in the room?

୨୧ he will do it no hesitation, this man is a filthy dog when it comes to pda…

♡ you’re probably always on his lap to be honest!

୨୧ he doesn’t see why you’d want to sit anywhere else, he’ll pat his thigh for you to sit down on and plant kisses on your neck as you talk to your shared friend group, smirking against the skin when one of your friends goads him on

♡ similar to fenriz, jan loves when you trace his tattoo with your nails or kiss it!

୨୧ it’s a pretty easy way to get him kind of hot and bothered… it’s the one spot on his body, aside from his cock, that makes him feel like you do when he grabs your ass and what not, it’s his special spot if you will!

♡ he would probably go nuts for you gripping his biceps when he’s on top of your during sex!

୨୧ it just makes him feel strong and he likes the slight pain of your nails digging into the skin as he groans into your neck

♡ when he hasn’t been drinking the night before, jan loves working out in the morning! he’ll just be working out in some boxers and nothing else, throwing you a wink when he catches you staring from the doorway

୨୧ he loves when you get under him as he does push ups or straddle his waist as he does sit ups, he’d love kissing you as he leans down or rises up and does it with a huge smirk on his face whilst some black metal plays loudly from his music setup

♡ jan is the type of guy to love watching shitty romance movies with you just because he gets to make you laugh a lot by making jokes about the scenes and characters

୨୧ he’s always picking you up from behind and throwing you over his shoulder, no matter your size, for that reason too! just to hear you laugh as he picks you up and hoists your body over his shoulder before he brings a hand down on your ass

♡ he just loves making you laugh <3

[ritcchamadayo]

Hiii! Um this kind of vent but can you please do the dorm leaders+Floyd finding their s/o's diary which has many suicidal thoughts written in it. For example.

21st of Jan

I have no desire to live anymore. I hope I'll die quickly <3

22nd of Jan

My mom told me to stab myself to death or drink chlorine....might as well as do it...

Like kind of way

And I'm really sorry if this is triggering and I totally understand if you don't want to write it.

Thank you

thank you for sending in a request lovely (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡

I'd be happy to write them! If you ever feel down in the dumps, please reach out <3 I hope this will cheer you up!!

"Don't worry, I'm here."

Dorm Leaders x Reader

Tw//Su*cide, Mentions of Death. Please read at your own discretion!

*knock knock*

"Y/n? May I come in?"

Heavy footsteps resounded against the cold floor, a light creaking noise echoing through the room as the door opened. Seeing your sleeping figure on the bed, the visitor quietly walked towards your unmoving body.

In your sleep, you clutched an old battered notebook in your arms. Your eyes were all puffed up, as if you'd cried yourself to sleep. Your visitor slowly sat on the bed, prying the notebook out of your hands. It had a lot of torn papers and splotches of ink, and they couldn't help but want to take a look inside.

"I know this might come off as an invasion of privacy... But excuse me."

January 21st.

I'm slowly starting to lose it again... I have no more desire to live...

January 22nd.

Today is no different. I hope I can die quickly and get out from his hellhole.

January 23rd.

I got a call from my mother.. I had no intention of listening to what she wanted, and she screamed into the phone that I should've killed myself... I'm beginning to think that I should.

January 24th.

I wonder if anyone would miss me if i died... I can't live like this anymore, no one should know of my suffering... This book is the only place i can say these. I hope God will put me out of my misery...

Riddle Rosehearts

"Oh... Sevens..." Riddle couldn't help but clutch the notebook in his hands. Behind all your cheery smiles and constant support for him and his dorm members, he never knew how much you suffered behind his back.

Tears almost threatened to fall from his eyes.

He sat himself beside your sleeping figure, gently waking you up while holding onto your hand tightly as if you'd disappear if he let go. "My dear (Y/n)... I'm here for you. I don't know what your mother has done to you, but... I know how it feels. And I don't want you to suffer alone anymore."

Leona Kingscholar

"..Hm?"

Leona sighed, putting the book on the bedside table. "I know people from this school come with some sort of baggage, but.."

He hopped onto your bed and scooped you up in his arms, hugging you close and enveloping you with his arms. You might even hear a faint growling hum from inside his chest that stirred you awake.

"Now, who said you can keep this a secret from me, hm? If you were struggling, you could have told me."

Azul Ashengrotto

He was shocked, to say the least. He's always recieved your help and support when it comes to his own endeavors, but he never thought you'd have such a deep scar within you.

"Oh, (Y/n)..."

You'd wake up with the book nearly placed on your table, while Azul comes into your room with a tray of hot tea and snacks in hand. He'd set them down on your bedside table as you sit up, pouring you a cup to wake you up.

"Rise and shine, (Y/n). Now, why don't we have some tea and relax today, yes?"

Floyd Leech

"Who *dares* hurt my shrimpy like this?"

He's furious. He's really furious. He might even track down whoever hurt them and give them hell. But no, Floyd won't.

Why? Because you're there in front of him, sleeping peacefully even though your cheeks are stained with tears, and Floyd's heart breaks from the sight. And so Floyd throws the book haphazardly behind him, letting the old papers flutter around.

You'd wake up in a bit of shock as he flops on top of your body, giving you the strongest but gentlest squeeze of a lifetime with him coiled around you, like an eel would. "Shrimpy, call me if anyone dares to hurt you. I'll give it back ten times worse for you, okay~?"

Kalim Al-Asim

"(Y/n).....!!"

He'd be in tears. Actually he'd start crying and bawling his eyes out while reading through your notes. He'd hold the book in his hand, weakly and shakily reading through it, before he launches himself towards you. He knows how powerless he could be when it comes to solving someone else's problems, but he still wants to try.

You'd be shocked to see Kalim running towards you and tackling you to the bed suddenly, of course, and you'd ask what's wrong when you realize he's trembling and gripping your shoulders.

"If... If your life is truly as hard as the book says, then run away with me! You can live with me, anything to make you no longer hurt! I'll show you a whole new world!!!"

Vil Schoenheit

"Oh my." Vil read through the book with eerie calmness, his hands elegantly flipping through the pages. He lets out a sigh, putting the book down beside you and watching your sleeping figure.

One thing is for sure, you didn't expect him to prepare an entire private spa day for the two of you once you woke up. He'd put on facemasks on you, giving you a manicure and just simply relaxing with you.

"I've noticed you're a bit tense, darling."

Vil cupped your cheeks softly, rubbing it with his thumb. "Being too stressed will ruin your beauty. Talk to me when you're feeling overwhelmed, I'll listen."

Idia Shroud

"Are you the MC for a game's bad route or something?"

Idia sat on the bed, holding the book in one hand and your hand in another. Idia's very familiar with the feeling of losing someone, so to think he might lose you too is upsetting.

He'd be angry, of course, but he's still very gentle with you. He'd check if you had done any prior self harm and make sure you're alright. It's a rare moment where he's off his games after all, and he doesn't want you to leave his sight. He'd even speak without his tablet!

"...W-What? Is it so weird for me to care? Well sike, I don't want to lose anyone ever again so good luck stopping me, lol."

Malleus Draconia

"Child of Man, your life is much shorter than that of Fae. Is it really worth it to throw your life away?"

Malleus looked into your eyes, soft worry filling his eyes. Malleus knows how short a human's life span is compared to fae, and he's afraid of losing you due to unnatural circumstances.

He never liked it if anyone left him behind. He didn't want his friends to leave him, he didn't want his dorm mates to leave him. He especially didn't want you to leave him.

"Forget about your pain, Child of Man. I will make you the protagonist of your own fairy tale, with me by your side that is. I'll take care of the rest."

[bouquetface]

Hello ⊹˚₊♡⟡˙⋆

I would like to participate the "Astro Game". My request is a general reading since I don’t necessarily have anything specific to ask. Detail anything you may feel intuitively called to mention. I’m currently in my mid-twenties, just a girl in this world trying her best to navigate where she belongs in this world. Thank you in advance!

໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১ ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧

Hello

Here are placements that caught my eye:

Sun conjunct DSC

- You may have friends who are in competition with you. Either they or you feel the need to out do the other.

- Your sense of self may be deeply tied to how other people feel about you. You may adapt many traits from other people without even realizing it. You can tend to mimic those around you. Especially when you admire them.

- Your partner will be someone who worships you. They will praise and gush about you. It’s possible you end up with a partner that is more into you than you are into them. This may make the relationship feel safer for you.

- You may encounter egotistical partners as well. They may want you to be more into them than they are into you. They may be cheaters. They simply love the attention and validation from people.

MC conjunct Chiron

- You will experience a scandal that damages your reputation/public perception. I don’t mean to scare you, however I do want to give an honest read.

- The good things is those who know you will not turn their backs on you. Those who don’t know you but know of you will gossip about you. Your MC is at 29 degrees this suggests this scandal will be what you are known for. Regardless of the truth, people will believe what they want and spread this scandal and rumours about you.

- Once again, I don’t want to stress you out with this. Everyone gets gossiped about. For you it will simply be more of a transformative event. And it can occur more frequently throughout your life. As a result, you may choose to become more private. You will trust way less. You will be cautious when you let people in. You will cut out those who were not true friends to you in your time of need.

- This event may have already occurred since pluto has been transit your first house. Or it may have taken place when South Node is in Scorpio. This transit conjunct your MC & chiron may have triggered a karmic release. Jan 19, 2022 – Jul 17, 2023: You may have let many friends go.

- In case this event hasn’t occurred, I would suggest never sending texts or photos that you wouldn’t want shown around. I would suggest avoid troubled relationships in the workplace. Avoid gossiping about others. Avoid starting relationships in the workplace. However, it is your life so please do as you wish. I don’t believe in living your life based on astro or letting astro define your personality.

[moonbiscuitsims]

My V Sim is looking amazing now, cyberpunk CC jacket for ts4 by @darte77 I'm obsessed

I've been looking for it for so long but I thought this download was a sims 3 download oops

I'm so happy with how perfect she is <3 even with my terrible hair edit I love her

Again I think this build was @hamsterbellbelle as well as the recommendation for the jacket so thank you forever for being the royalty of sims 4 cyberpunk <3

Neon Lizzie's bar lights I think are from @hydrangeachainsaw

Also I forgot in my lasts posts but credit to @mimoto-sims for Johnny Silverhand

[zu-is-here]

Hey zuu

Oh hii Gayfish! (*'▽'*)

UPD:

Oh no reason to worry about it! (ówò) Your family comes first so there's nothing wrong in delaying <3

My bad I'm empty-handed either but happy birthday to the twins! (〃ω〃) Your latest reblogs with them are such a nostalgia ☆

How are you doing today? *^* Heheh yours is sooo cute too! Pink rulesss (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)♪

Take your time╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

Bruh!! It was such a mistake to use mascara cause I cried all my tears out in the end ;w; Did you like it?

OH yay!! (*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)

[spoilers for Barbie]

Ah I can feel you! (ówò)

Perhaps I didn't take it so politically cause Ken's attempts were more ridiculous than depressing to me, although there's a deep message here.

I guess this is not so much about patriarchy or matriarchy, but about the right to be whoever you want without being obligated to anyone?

That's what made me cry in the final, when Barbie asked her creator to be a human and not an idea and felt what it's like to be one ;w;

Oh!! (°▽°) I suppose it's really individual cause I didn't cry at all when I watched Everything Everywhere All at once, and while everyone was talking about how Great this movie is (it is! *^*), I was like "?? Well that was 60% crazy, 30% fun and 10% sophistic :'D"

Looks like it's controversial indeed ("ó3ó) What do you think would be a better ending? *^*

Pff true, she acted so good xp I also enjoyed Alan, he looks so confused the whole movie XD

Speaking of the other movie— did you watch Oppenheimer? *^*

Sadly no cause we can't watch it in cinema now :') But if they'll make it legal, I'll definitely go the second time all pink! \(//∇//)\

Oh these men ε-(´∀｀; ) Alternative? :0

Awww true! (〃ω〃) That's some real things <3

> Also no I haven't seen the other movie, but my friend has, and she really enjoyed it! So has jan!

This is not as exciting as Barbie is heh, but I'm a big fan of Christopher Nolan's films, and he nailed it again <3 (The adult scenes were superfluous though, but a man can have at least one in his career right? x)

[text ahead cause of the images limit xp]

> Alternative? You know like goth, punk things like that

Ah I see! (ﾟ∀ﾟ) Looks like it's not common for them in our modern world x)

> Other then the movie zu, how have you been? What you been up to?

Working on the next part of Trapped! (☆ω☆) Hopefully I can finish it before opening commissions, that's when the real work starts xp

Do you have other news to share? *^*

> Good luck with commisons zu!!

Nothing new, just been listening to phantom still, I wonder if there were any songs left out of the movie that you might not have heard

Thank youuu Gayfish! <3

So addictive (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)♪ Oh I wonder too *^*

> Recently I've been super into Notes and Notes twisted every way. As well as Why have you brought us here? Have you heard any of these before?

Woah— I don't remember listening to the first one! (°▽°) And I like how leitmotif repeats in the second one ☆ The voices are ssso good... *^*

> Oh! Did you just go off and listen to them now?? I love them to!! The way the voices mesh in the argument, and how christens name being repeated 3 times is a common motive.

Yesss! ♪ The musical must be better in terms of listening to them, cause in the movie, watching them steals almost all the attention :'D

> And the tunes of "His eyes will find me there, those eyes that burn"

Is the same as "hunt down this murderer, he must be found" in the finally

OH right!! (*⁰▿⁰*)

> It's also sad, how much the songs are starting to reflect christens trauma. She's so frightened, and his fear is growing ever strong, its twisting her perception of it all. All up until the point kf no return, and then the phantom singing all I ask of you.

The moment she realises that he knew about her and her lover the whole time. And she hears his true motive has truly been her the whole time, and she stands up and rips off his mask

Trueee, that was so intense in the movie as well ;w; Thought that's where the viewer knows that Erik saw them and knew about them, but the music shows it another way *^*

> I still haven't seen the movie, but the musical is spectacular visually as well.

I wonder if you'd enjoy the 25th anniversary recordings, it's very well shot.

The only thing that turned me off from the movie si that the phantom was cast for his appearance, not his voice, when it really should have been the other way around for a character who's a musical genius.

Awww I would! *0*

I've heard that many actors tried to get this role (Antonio Banderas as well?) and they took vocal lessons for this cause singing songs on their own was a prerequisite ☆

> Did you know that the longest running Broadway phantom played the role for 7 years? Almost every night for 7 years! The way they hop from one song to the next, his poor voice.

He got the biggest round of Applause at the end of the show

FOR real?? \(//∇//)\ That's crazy yet respectable!!

> One thing that was pointed out to me, which kinda kills alittle bit of the tension, js when Eric is over hearing All I ask of you, he's hiding behind the horses bottom, in the statue XD idk if makes me.laugh.

In the book he's ontop of a very high up statue, and it's a wonder he even heard them.

You know I've actually been to that oprea house

PFF well he's hiding after all xd You've been there?? (*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)

> Also I'm sorry if you are getting tired kf talking, idk if you are busy with trapped and would rather take a break?

Oh I really enjoy talking to you about them! *w* We can both take a break though, no rush anyway <3

> Well if you do wanna watch it, you can rent it on you tube. It's my favourite versionnnn.

Of course if you get the chance to actually watch it ! Do!

I'm going to be keeping an eye on it, waiting for it to return, Andrew said that it should come back, so if it ever comes back to London, I will tell you just in case it co-alines with a time you could visit!

I know I want to see it againnn.

Awww that would be amazing, thanks! \(//∇//)\

> Ok! We can take a break heh, sorryy

But I'll see if I can find a picture of the oprea house and send it over!

It's alright! (ówò) I'll be looking forward to it *^*

@help-im-a-gay-fish OH wow!! \(//∇//)\ This is a great photo, "catching a moment" <3

He did a really good work at trying to make it as real as possible though *w*

> Me ans Jan found a night tour of the opera housessss I think we might goooo

*GASP* That's awwwsome! (〃ω〃)☆

[sherrymagic]

Lana, do you have any wishes for GMMTV part 2 tomorrow 🫰🏻???

hi there anon!!

to be honest, most of what i was wishing for for Part 2 has already been confirmed to not be happening, and the rest of my top wishes is likely not going to happen as well (not this time at least) since most of the actors involved are not even attending the event.

so in the end this is all i have left on my wishlist:

rumors about the PerthChimon series being a mafia story being true and the budget to be decent, if not super high at least higher than last time. i'm also praying the gods for a director that hates rallenty takes of the same scene from 17 different angles + repeated flashbacks of stuff that happened 3 minutes ago just as much as i do, i don't deserve to go through those things ever again

a FirstKhao/EarthMix mess. and i mean a really messy plot, which for knowledge is 10 times messier than whatever Only Friends was trying to do. FK can have their romcom too i just crave this one imaginary series more than anything ever since i watched Moonlight Chicken, it doesn't need to be done now, i don't even need it before 2025 but if the universe wants to make up for all the stuff i wanted that i'm not getting this is the way to go (unrealistic i know, but a girl can dream)

this is mostly based on a tumblr post i read a while ago but vampire!JoongDunk sounds good. or anything fantasy/supernatural, i feel like Dunk would pull of that sort of character really well with his looks and general aurea

Louis Thanawin back in action with a bl pairing, preferably with a chance of displaying his true potential with something different since i feel like it hasn't happened with the bl characters he's played in the past. give him the thai adaptation of La La Land he was born to play with the most perfect partner assigned to him by my delusion

more gl shows, and apparently it's pretty much confirmed we're getting at least another one although i'm rooting for more. if i could chose i'd especially love to see Earn, Lookjun and Jan getting their own pairings and i think it's about time for Lookjun to get a lead role in a gl, but as long as the plot feels solid i'm not that picky on the pairing combinations & actually ready to be surprised!!

this is it, pretty basic and mostly non-specific i know, but it's all i have to say for this round. hope some pleasant surprise is coming my way though, perhaps something i didn't even think of!

this was fun to write, thank you very much for asking ♡♡♡♡

[kimuramasaya]

every month of 2023! 🎉

rules: link your favorite and/or most popular post from each month this year <3 (it’s totally fine to skip months!) and tag some CCs you love!

tagged by @ambivartence @dongkwan and @xiaojuun thank you beloveds 💓

I'll tag @woodziecup @lunetual @dreamaze @hwichanis and @mizugucci, but if you haven't been tagged and want to do this, consider this your tag!

I did not post nearly as much as I thought I did this year, and my gifs really got increasingly niche 😅 I'm just linking to my favorite set from each month since there are few months with only a couple posts

jan: txt sugar rush ride studio choom. these aren't the best since they were the first gifs I made in 3 months, but this is what got me giffing again, so it feels important

feb: tnx sungjun love or die. here's where the niche content starts. my other tnx sets from this month did better, but I liked this one best

march: vanner hyesung vlive. this was my busiest month as I made my way through old vanner content and vity groovy stages

april: dkb lune 24/7 compilation aka the time I made 27 lune gifs and then only posted 15 to look less insane

may: ikon jinhwan u. when will my husband return from the war 😞

june: vanner on idol league. my belovedest peak time winners ♡

july: jinhwan solo concept photos. remember when I went off with this coloring? I still can't believe how well these came out I'll never color something so well again

august: vanner gon performer ending fairy. everyone needs to perceive my wonseo it's not optional

sept: vanner hyesung performer ending fairy. I only posted 4 sets (all of vanner) this month, but even if I posted more, my cutest hamji would probs still be my fave

oct: ini masaya hana ending fairy. my one and only post for the month. this started my jpop posting, which somehow has a smaller audience than my kpop flops

nov: ini drop choreography video. despite me not discovering this song until like august, it was my second most played song of the year. this was also probably one of my most rewatched yt vids, and i do think everyone should watch it at least once

dec: jo1 takumi radiovision. I've barely posted this month, but expect more jo1 and ini gifs next week since I'm done with work for the year. it's just me and my audience of 4 against the world

[saradesuchiha]

DES Ü'S NARUHINA FAIR WRAPPED!

PS. LONG POST LMAO

hogwarts au // this was alot of fun to make. this was supposed to be like a quick draw but i was enjoying the moment rendering this comic i ended up w a full blown illustration lmao

1. sunshine family 2. vampire 3. arranged marriage 4. forbidden 5. right person, wrong time

i discovered alot of new creators and very much loved and enjoyed @lavdiiaa and @narutosgirl7's entries :D

//in no particular order

powerful_niya day 12/15/28 entry @powerful-niya - arranged marriage / gifted & cursed / royalty HISTORICAL AU IS MY WEAKNESS. I'M SUPER IN LOVE W THIS. i loved the combination of the elements and it is beautifully written. 100/10 STARS *CHEF'S KISS*

narutosgirl7 day 27 entry @narutosgirl7 - smile FLUFF. FLUFF. FLUFF. i was a smiling idiot reading this. U OWNED MY HEART

secrettastemakerland day 27 entry @secrettastemakerland - smile DORKY IN LOVE NARUTO UGHHHHH hinata w braces ashflaksfhakla + sakura being the best wingwoman!! this fic is so adorable

croissantandmacarons day 8 entry @croissantandmacarons - in-laws HINATA MEETING NARUTO'S FAMILYYYYY AAAAAAAHHHH i love their interactions. minato and kushina and jiraiya in this story. very heartwarming

jimni_soo day 6 entry -sick this is a portuguese fic. i read this w google translate. i balled my eyes reading this. i couldn't think straight. i'm too soft and very emotional for fic like this and yet i loved it

//in no particular order

nuella day 3 entry - study dates NUELLAAAA GURL U KNOW I LOVE U AND UR ART. i'm so in love w this. this was inspired by our times. i adore that film sm!!

hyorinbaek day 23 entry @hyorinbaek - cottagecore I LOVE THE COLORSSS. SO PRETTYYYYYY

jjoneechan day 28 entry @jjoneechan - video game THIS IS SO COOL. JEI IS SO TALENTED.

av_bocetos day 28 entry @avbocetos - royalty AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA this was for prompt exchange. i love royalty aus. i didn't expect her to make so many entries in this prompt. GURL U SPOILED ME SMMMM ILY

lavdiiaa day 9 entry @lavdiiaa -crossover for the nth time, i love historical aus LSHFALSKFHSALKFHAF THIS IS TOO CUTE. LOOK AT THEM FLIRTING. ANDDDD HANABI IS TOO DAMN ADORABLE. for some reason ur art reminds me of one of julia quinn's book covers. i can't recall which is it but it's one of the illustrated versions

//in no particular order

@sessakag @powerful-niya @secrettastemakerland @narutosgirl7 @/fernand53914020 (twitter)

i was patiently waiting and also always excited to see ur entries. i literally put off my reading list to read fics this month. i read fics in the morning and didn't expect to read some smut at that time lmao. thank u sm for all ur wonderful works.

//in no particular order

@/nuella (twitter) @/toyokonotokoro (twitter) @shamylicious-blog @/hinahimalena (twitter) @popipapepu

talented. amazing. wonderful. beautiful. idk how many adjectives to put here abt u and ur art/socmed au. thank u for blessing us w ur work.

funny, we had nh fair idea + plans wayyy back feb 2022.

it was supposedly for nh week (april) but considering we just finished nhmonth2021 and sunshine siblings week (jan) we thought creators needed a creativity break.

we were also considering the possibility that someone might host nhmonth2022 around may. bc last year, we had a backlash setting nhmonth2021 in december. some ppl told us it's overshadowing hinata's birth month and told us to move it around november instead or may since they told us it's naruhina's wedding month. but our main concern was for the participants bc they were the ones needed more time to prepare their entries for we announced it last september.

this year, that one anon ask ignited this to happen.

tbh i was hesitant at first to host again bc of last year's experience. it was fun but it was quite nerve-wracking bc i thought no one will participate considering there were ppl boycotting nhmonth2021. i was afraid it may happen again. very grateful for ate @quirrrky uplifting my spirit to continue hosting this event.

this year's celebration was a BLAST

i literally had the time of my life.

i did mention earlier that i experienced emotional stressed. it's bc of some internal fandom conflict but it wasn't related to the event. but some misinformation happened and the event was thrown in between, so i had to put myself in the situation and mediate. i didn't expect to be this emotionally attached to this fandom. i don't like seeing my mutuals fighting and it was quite hard for me to deal w the situation. it somehow got into me and derailed my momentum, so i took a break.

very grateful for all the entries bc it has kept me going every day. my heart swells w pride and joy seeing everyone's work. i enjoyed seeing and reading each one knowing the creator put their heart and soul into making it for naruhina. i wish i could express myself better w words and tell everyone i truly feel. i just hoped u feel our gratitude and our love and respect through our thank u cards.

i also loved seeing ppl commenting to the creator's post. sending their love. some got inspired to write or draw based on ones entry. i also love seeing ppl giving ideas according to a specific prompt and maybe someone will took inspiration from it.

how i wish i could have more entries. i only have 12 prepared before the event started. i wanted to draw the remaining days on the same day to challenge myself like i did last year, but i failed this year lmao. i was also anticipating some random things to happen that may inspire me to make art.

well, it turns out it did. one for the dilf thread and one from my crazy interactions w ate @bornonthebreakofdawn and @keycipo. i was just innocently scrolling through twitter, i did not expect to see that underwear huhuhuhu. i always send ate born anything naruto related and when i saw that post, i immediately sent it to her. didn't expect senny's posts abt giving naruto little hats. then suddenly both random ideas merged KLASHFKASHFSALKFA IT WAS CRAZY. i was smiling the entire day. i wasn't expecting @wickermayne to join in and write something too hahaha thank u sm for that wonderful, smutty fic. it was such a treat!

my total entry count is 16 but i have +2 more pending bc it's a collab w @keycipo. +2 more i didn't release; one is i decided to delayed posting for personal purposes. the second felt like it didn't fit the prompt. but i'll post these soon at the right time.

speaking of collabs, i'm very grateful for the ppl i collaborated w this month:

@powerful-niya, i can never thank u enough. u are such a sweet heart and a visionary. i very much loved and enjoyed working w u. i'm so happy i met u. my door is always open for ur wonderful ideas. can't wait for us to collaborate more in the future.

@mysummerchoi i know u very much hate angst but i'm very grateful u jumped in and took time and effort to make our collab possible. thank u for always putting up w my crazy ideas. love u always ancient one.

@jjoneechan so happy that we're able to collaborate! jei is one of my fav artists in narutwt. we both have different styles and putting our drawings together was quite challenging. i was scared at first that i might ruin their art when i was editing them together. but i really loved how it turned out. IT WORKED SO WELL *chef's kiss*

@avbocetos AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH u are a wonderful wonderful person. so happy we did this huhuhu. i didn't expect for u to make THREE/FOUR ART from the prompt i choose HUHUHUHU thank u thank u smmmm~

@keycipo I BELIEVE IN U. take ur time. we can post anytime ;)))

THIS GETTING SO LONG. I STILL HAVE MORE TO SAY HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA but i'll cut to the chase.

to the ppl who donated and bought the printables on my ko-fi, thank u sm. i hoped u enjoyed the materials and goodies we have for this event.

i already express my gratitude abt creator spotlight. huhuhu

I'M FOREVER GRATEFUL TO THIS COMMUNITY. my love for naruhina has extended for u guys. thank u for welcoming me and my art. thank u for giving me an opportunity to host an event for naruhina. thank u for always believing in me. thank u for the friendship and love and support and everything. i love all very very much.

🌤️

[natsukishinomiyaswife]

WINNERS

Thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday! I sincerely appreciate it so much, and I certainly wasn't expecting so many people to gift me something ♡ I will cherish your kind words and gifts, and can't even describe how grateful I am for each and every one of you.

I feel so thankful to have so many wonderful friends ♡ Gushing about our favorite characters, our OCs, our OC x Canon's ♡ It's been so much fun enjoying Twisted Wonderland with everyone ♡♡♡

Now, onto the results!

In first place, earning themselves a fic written by me of their OC x Canon (or a x Reader fic, if you prefer) is...

@anbaisai!

(I can't believe it! An excuse to write MORE Jamimayu lol ♡)

I will be DMing you to go over any thoughts/ideas you had in mind for the fic, but if you would like it to be a surprise, that's fine too!

I then proceeded to get you again on the second spin Syder, so I decided to start removing names to make it fair lol ♡

In second place, earning themselves a match up and first date scenario (for them or their OC!) is...

@cheerleaderman!

Congrats Jan! I'll DM you a form for you to fill out (with your info or your OC's info!) so I can find you your perfect match ♡

Your match up will include an explanation as to why I chose that character, what your relationship is like, and what your first date would be! (I will also be including a small graphic that acts as an intro for my choice, along with who you almost got paired with! Here's an example of what the graphic would look like:

(The graphic is made by me using in game assets, specifically the character's sprites/live2d models!)

And in third place, earning themselves the opportunity to select a draft I have for me to finish, is...

@rizdoodls!

I will DM you and ask for your preference of character (your faves lol ♡) and if I have drafts featuring them, I will summarize/send you a part of it (so you can decide which draft you want me to finish ♡)

Trust me, I HAVE TONS!! lol ♡

Again, thank you to those who gifted me something! I sincerely appreciate it, and thank you so much for making my birthday so much more wonderful ♡

(And while it's not much, be prepared to get something in your inbox from me 👀👀👀 Consider it a party favor ♡ lol)

@meltedbluecaterpillar, @skriblee-ksk, @offorestsongs, @midnightmah07, @viperbunnies

@crystallizsch

Thank you! ♡

[natsukishinomiyaswife]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH JAN???? ♡♡♡♡ OH MY GOSH!!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡���♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

This is amazing!!! ♡♡♡♡ Lydia looks so cute, and the game screen is adorable!! ♡ I love the little sheep mascot, and naming the game after the title you win in the story mode is such a good idea!! ♡♡♡♡♡ I love it love it love it ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

I'm honestly so happy you (and everyone else) loves this AU as much as I do!! It's so much fun to think about ♡

Thank you so much Jan!! ♡♡♡ This is absolutely amazing!! ♡♡♡♡

A drawing for @natsukishinomiyaswife AU [here]

Tried to make some kind of game screen and made a little sheep mascot

She had another apron but I accidentally erased it

[human-wof-designs]

hello it’s nice to see you again, I was wondering if you could show us when the queued characters will be posted? Please and thank you ♡

really excited to see Blue,Cricket and Luna :D

(also maybe you could add Dusky,Freedom,Cottonmouth and Malachite?)

okay let's see.. . ...

25 jan: tourmaline

30 jan: ruby

4 feb: scarlet

other february designs (unsure of order yet): coral, grandeur, stonemover, glacier

1 march: blue

5 march: cricket

10 march: luna

15 march: swordtail

[dobaara]

hello! feel free to ignore this, but i've been seeing your poems on my dash and i was wondering if you'd like to share a bit about the thought process behind them, your inspirations/influences and how you got started. did you start writing and then study form, or the opposite? or did you not study form at all? also, how long have you been writing? i'd really like to get started with poetry as well but i feel like everything i write is forced and stilted. if you have any advice, i'd love to hear it! if not, that's totally fine of course. have a great day.

hii hello how are you?! thank you for asking me this, I'd love to tell you more! <3

okay so I started writing mainly to try and cope with my trauma and try to heal from it, it still does hurt but I'm glad I decided to write about it, it made the pain a little easier to digest. And I mainly wrote stuff in the genre of heartbreak and sadness (let me tell you, this one poem I wrote that was a mix of the first seven minutes of one of my favorite movies and my own experiences that I wrote three years ago is still one of my favorites to this date) and I found that I quite enjoy writing in that genre, I think it was my way of coping with stuff, which seems ironic but at that time I feel I was truly in my element. My friends all started calling me "Tragedy Queen" like the actress Meena Kumari because I was the most cheerful person who wrote about gut-wrenching stuff. And I started writing at the start of 2020 maybe in Jan (I used to joke around with my friends saying my writing was so bad it bought a virus to my country, god I should have shut up) and at that point of time writing was an escape for me, I did not learn any form, I just wanted to write what I felt and honestly did not think of anything else. I still remember the first poem I wrote (I cringe so hard while reading it now)

And now if you'll see, I write a lot about love, both romantic and platonic because it's what I've been yearning about all these years. If you do check my poems out you'll see that there's always an undertone of longing in some of my poems. For me this shows a lot of healing because after everything I faced where I genuinely hated myself to a place where I couldn't write about love (again both platonic and romantic), happiness and contentment without breaking down at least thrice and havjng my hands shake, this shows a lot of moving forward for me (holy shit I have never acknowledged this before now oh mu god) I still do write a lot of heartbreak because I feel heartbreak has become like a bubble, a comfort space for me. My friends still call me Tragedy queen from time to time, but now I think I kinda like that title now. And it's not like I've completely changed, I'm still insecure of my writings and hate them on the occasional day but I've slowly learned to love it and myself too.

I don't think so I'm in any place to give you advice because I'm still a learner but my advice would be to read poems often. I'm not saying that you have to read one poem per day but that's a nice habit that I'm glad I have. And along with that some time before, I used to write four-five lines everyday as a warmup! (I lost that habit because of uni but thank you for reminding me of it) and also when you do write stuff, realise it's for yourself, I forgot to keep that in mind and tried writing for maybe posting it on here or anywhere else and I genuinely hated what I wrote so do keep that in mind!

happy writing!! <33

— ghazal ♡

[konveeart]

I thought last year I made the Art Summary post in January but I played myself. Anyways, Happy New Year!

I figured in early 2023 that I have a difficulty differentiating "want" with "have to". It's a real piece of tangle that became alarmingly obvious in the last months, between end-September to spectacularly turn into an aggressively-flashing-sign in December. I found more balance than I ever have to this date in the first half and by losing it in the second I can confirm what made it work, which is a big win. I am entering 2024 determined, carrying my worries and feeling nervous, but I don't feel desperate. At least, not in art..! For the future.. the pov might heavily rely on my dopamine levels and Vitamin D deficiency.

I drew a lot this year! The difference between sketching and drawing/painting grows in my folders but I've consistently for 2 years kept a "warmup" folder which also grows with a satisfactory level of diligence and fun. I taught myself to draw decent hands (still struggling when they are closed or.. doing more things than fingers being spread-out to show "I am a hand"). I also did a lot of new things!

::Quick Summary

January: launched an enamel pin ks campaign || February: drew a lot of アキ天, zine work & made my first home-made sticker-sheets🍓|| March & April: chibi-style exploration, SK8 sticker-sheets, sketchbook challenge and campaigned another special-merch collaborative project (」*´∇｀)」 || May: Convention time! ..and final zine work for the year (￣▽￣)ゞ || June & July: busy with the ks & packing orders || August: r e s t ♥ (with the best beans! I miss you all!!) || September: revisions, file-sorting, wrap-up commissions, picking up my projects again || October: online-shop run, comic-drafting, life gets busy || November: life is on fire, paperwork, learning to study (and succeeding) but getting tired, trying my best to keep on drawing!! || December: burnout caught up, Christmas cards give me life (*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡, escaped to the mountains, pet a lot of cats

Thank you for an adventurous year 🌱 Wishing everyone all the best for the coming one ♥

Fun facts:

I've done a decent amount of work for myself and I plan on doing more! I keep having the difficulty of working out some boundaries for myself but it's improving.

This is not a resolution but if by the end of the year I have not sorted out my files, that's it I'm deleting them...! (bold statement)

Feb-Mar-April I discovered The Pudding Club and GOON and their music gave me so much energy! This is one of my favorite songs and makes me do a little dance every time I hear it~

What steadily led me to burn-out by December was denying myself wind-down time, daily, for four months (if not more). I remember feeling anxious in Jan - April for making so much work and still going. "Can it really be this good? Is this normal??". But the seedling sprouted and I took good care of it, despite my worries. I intend to keep taking care of it with more diligence. Sleep and food are necessities, and so is play.

[thatdeadaquarius]

WHOA?!

100 FOLLOWERS??!! A POLL!!

This calls for a celebration!! 🎉💃

Hello!! Aquarius here!! It hasn't even been 2 weeks i think and I've hit a 100 followers?! 😵‍💫

I don't know what ya'll are on!😃 /lovingly

But I wanna thank you for the positive feedback on all my SAGAU/Genshin posts! 🤲💙✨️

So, I figured for all those shy askers out there, we'd do a POLL to see what you guys would like me to write for you!!

This will be an anonymous poll and your name will not be needed nor recorded unless you give it to be tagged when I’ve posted the things!

YOU WILL HAVE UNTIL Jan. 20, 2023 (my bday eyy) TO SUBMIT UR VOTES!!!

♡

✨️🌧Click me!!🌧✨️

♡

(Let me know if the link doesn't work in the comments here :/ )

🍓Again, Thank you for being so sweet!!🍓

CHEERS!🥂

✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️🌒🌧🌊Aquarius♒️🌌🌘✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️

♡the beloveds 🫂

@karmawonders