#thank you again for sending smth in!! really appreciated ♡

[balladetto]

colourful munday interview / no longer accepting / @gerudospiriit, @ordonianpumpkin, @sapientiiae, & anonymous

thank you all bunches for sending these in! ♡ had fun answering each one; all under the cut because i am not and will probably never be a concise person, ahaha

[ ruby ] give one random fun fact about yourself.

i can play two instruments! the piano and guitar, though i'd say i'm pretty rusty with both. given the practice, i think i could get back up to par again with the former? i formally learnt both in the sense that i know the rudiments of music theory and can still decently read notation, but that's about where the extent of my knowledge ends...hasn't stopped me from getting absolutely obsessed with the intricacies of instrumental osts when it comes to mechanics, aesthetics, leitmotifs, etc. asflkdsj

[ olive ] what gives you the most inspiration for your muse(s)?

it really depends on which muse i'm writing! in general, i like to revisit their canons (i.e. replaying their games or rewatching their movies) and examine all the details and overarching themes/motifs i can catch in them if i need a boost of the Muse Presence, but sometimes i'll take inspiration from completely unrelated media i've consumed that i feel could be applicable to my interpretations

e.g. i've been taking some tidbits from caine from jw4 for link recently, in that he's someone who knows his "role" in life, is really fucking good at playing it (however much he doesn't want to), and would give almost anything to escape it. even as he's totally settled into it! despite the myth he makes of himself in this one movie he shows up in, he's a ghost in his own world. he goes through the film reluctant to do the things he so easily does anyway, with his hand forced by the high table because he has someone he loves so deeply, yet at the end of it all: he's still afforded some measure of happiness because he was loved by someone so deeply in turn. these two are really not the same type of characters at all, but caine's Vibes are part of the Feel i want to communicate through link's story!

other times, i'll come across a fic (often not even for the same characters or media lskjdf) that gives me the worst brainrot and that'll flavour how i want to frame my writing and what i want readers to Notice for muses. but i otherwise tend to keep it contained to overanalysing canons! honourable mention @ my partner, for being the best sounding board and engaging with me on all my rambling ♡

[ navy ] what do your muse(s) mean to you?

they're my best friends, they're my pals, they're my homeboys (gender neutral), my rotten soldiers, my sweet cheeses, my good-time fellas—

they're my blorbos of all time! they mean so, so much to me!! especially the ones that have stuck around for nearly or exactly a decade like link, the zeldas, aidan, and gold; those were some rough (trans)formative years that they carried me through, and i had so much fun with them! i still am!! plus, the friends i make through writing these muses will always leave such an indelible impression on me no matter how many years pass (i am looking directly at people like issie and adri and kris as i say this sldfjdkf still leaves me gratefully gobsmacked that i found you again after so long!) ♡

[ mulberry ] what tips would you give someone with writer's block?

don't force it! try not to agonise over it. come back to it at some other point after you've gone and done something else that might be just as creative in nature (drawing, crafts, etc.). dip into your other hobbies if you have them! read. watch things, play games! consume as much as you've outputted! take care of yourself!!

above all, remind yourself that you're more than whatever writing you can give to anyone!

[ blonde ] what is your favourite type of music? favourite artist? favourite song?

hard to choose, because i don't have a genre i'm super dedicated to? ig if i had to pick based on what i generally listen to a majority of the time, my favourite type would be whatever category osts fall under askdjlf

i think it's also because of that that i tend to steer towards songs i can't understand without translations? if there are words i can pick out, i get a bit too distracted, and half the time my audio processing issues make it so that i only sort of make out most of the words, which distracts me on a different level sdkfjfl following that, my favourite artist(s) in terms of songs with lyrics would probably be yoasobi :) i listen to their pieces the most consistently!

ahhh...literally will never be able to choose a favourite song when i have so many! for the moment...i'll pick rito village, as played by kass and his sweetums!! it's just such a sweet rendition ♡ and i want more people to be reminded of it! lmao you thought me leaving my birdies for a hot second would get rid of the brainrot. absolutely not they've still got a Grip on me sldfksjdl

[ lime ] describe yourself as a character / mix of characters you've always related to the most.

minor npc in the protagonist of the series' life that's like. just a passing face, but has an entire life beyond saving the world that makes actually saving the world all the more meaningful by way of their story coming together with every other npc's to weave this feel of a world that's actually alive.

also! unnoticeable character, perhaps, but the protagonist of their own life :) slfkjfd sorry. zelda might've been a core part of my personality since childhood but mp100 changed my brain chemistry on a molecular level at ~sixteen. hard for me to leave its truisms and themes alone

[ azure ] is there a specific character or type of character you want to write but never have? why?

there are specific characters i've been hankering to write but just don't think my writing style will do them justice in terms of narrative voices OR don't feel very confident in my interpretation of those narrative voices in the first place, yeah! reigen arataka from mp100, kazuha kaedehara from genpact (who wouldn't be affiliated with the rpc at all now that i no longer play the game, which is another hurdle), and link from albw to name a few.

there's also the issue of my time and energy, and other writers' interest in interacting. maybe one day i'll bring one of these to the fold, but it won't be anytime soon sdlfkdjf

[ cherry ] what is one thing you love about yourself?

hmm. i'm very proud of my progress in terms of mental health recovery! dunno if that's something i'd say i love about myself though sflkdjf so maybe how in-depth i can go in terms of character analyses? at least for characters that i feel are really understated or don't often get to shine in fandom communities and such. i do love a majority of my muse interpretations (outside validation's alway nice ofc) — i wouldn't be able to write them otherwise!

[ cerulean ] what is your favorite (type of) character to write?

i know the person who sent this in wants me to say the truth so here it is slfkjdkl i really like writing characters who did not get the resolution or healing they should've gotten from their trauma in their canons. i like exploring what that does to them and what healing might look or not look like for them. i especially loveeee collecting dynamics for them because that's ultimately what heals everyone, isn't it? that outside support and care :) it's cathartic to write, and i hope it's meaningful to read for my writing partners when we really get into the nitty gritty of it!

[ apricot ] what do you think your life will be like in ten years?

happy? happy. i don't tend to mull on the specifics so much. though i'd like to think i'd still be writing, at least! there are some other really personal things i'm not super comfortable with sharing in a public space, but to the one who sent this in: i hope i'll still be with you. i hope we'll get to be together not just in our hearts. i hope we'll have physically built up lives of our own ♡ sorry for getting disgustingly sappy but i love my loveliest lady!! slfkjdl

[ fuchsia ] bonus round: angst or fluff? one-liners or paras? plotting or winging it? memes or starter calls? single muse or multimuse?

i like reading and writing both, with a slightly heavier inclination towards fluff! paras unless it's shenanigans. i vibe with both, but work better with prior plotting! either is good and i do not mind them! i do have a preference for running multimuses now just because it makes it less of a hassle when you've got multiple blorbos bouncing around in your head, though love interacting with both!

[moonrisecoeur]

Ur the best sub Leon writer soooo… idk if you seen these but ppl treat las plagas parasite as sex pollen 😭 and I’m so here for it. Concept : re4 leon infected by the parasite OK but he starts out very agressive but ofc he’s a sub so he does whatever reader wants in order to yk… achieve the goal of the parasite (breeding 😔 who said that? Not me) And pls make the reader mean, I love mean femdoms sm, they are chefs kiss. If you need more clarification post it I’ll send another one idk but I’m just seeing what YOU come up with. LOVE UR WRITING btw I love how it’s pretty in character tbh cuz I read ur bully Leon one and I was like “yeah fr like he’s too caring to be a bully 💀”

OMG WAIT MY DUMBASS FORGOT TO ADD: you said smth so mean to him that he came too early. He was so sorry for coming early and the mess he made in you But then he continued to keep going trying to pump more- OK SORRY

the BEST?? idk about that but i shall take ur compliment and deliver to you only my best work so thank u bestie i appreciate it sm !! ^-^

las plagas is crazy cuz like the black veins, the loss of control with your physical body, the pain it causes… that’s literally so hot. leon was so fuckable all of re4 but especially in the scenes where his body is being controlled that man is SCRUMPTIOUS

also just so you know. the veins on his dick are black as well ♡

no pronouns mentioned, afab parts mentioned, plaga leon has to be a top im sorry (technically in straight relationships men are always topping unless u count pegging BUT in this context i mean he’s a top more like ‘he’s a sub but he’ll fuck u stupid’ like that’s the vibe)

you spot his blonde hair from across the hall, running over to him excitedly. thank god you found him.

“leon!” you call out, grabbing the attention of the man in question, as you catch up to him. finally finding him in this nightmarish place after getting separated was the best thing possible, “holy crap, i’m so- i’m so glad you’re okay— woah, what… what happened to you?”

he takes a cautious step back, still seemingly holding a little bit of control over his body, “they said it was a gift in my…. my blood… don’t know what the fuck that was about..”

you take a step forward, reaching out your hand to touch his face, fingers tracing the black lines that were once veins invisible to the naked eye. but he stops you, his hand roughly grabbing your wrist, “don’t.”

“don’t… what?” you ask nervously, shoulders slumped.

“you need to… stay away from me,” he groans from pain, and you’re too worried to listen to his words, “stop, get away from me, you— i could hurt you! i don’t want to hurt you…”

but you don’t listen to him, betraying his wishes by shaking off his grip and reaching your hand out again. he can’t try to stop you this time. he moans, actually moans, when your fingertips touch his face, caressing him softly.

“really? it’s that good?” you ask with a small smirk on your face. leon thinks he could die.

“f-fuck…” he mumbles, finally coming closer to you. his hands wrap around your waist as he leans in for a kiss that you’re not ready for, and you both stumble backwards while you try to ground yourself.

he’s getting rough, aggressive, and you need to push back a little or else he’ll consume you entirely. not that you’d mind.

“leon, ease up,” you whisper, pushing him back slightly, and when a growl escapes his throat, you know he’s clearly not in any state to listen, “leon.”

he annoyedly makes eye contact with you, trying his best to listen to what you’re about to say. he is trying, and that’s the worst part. this is him at his most gentle, most restrained.

“you need to listen to me, okay? can you do that?” you ask softly, hand against his chest to keep him from diving too deep into you, and pressing a kiss to his lips. it’s softer. he moans into your mouth needily, but you don’t let him get rough. instead you sweetly get the taste of him. sure, it’s not a delicious taste, but he’s a delicious experience.

you enjoy the way he’s trying so intensely to control and contain himself, for your sake. he knows what you want from him is not his full fledged desires out in the open, completely unchecked.

when you pull away, he looks wrecked already, “please, you can’t do this to me, not if you’re just going to walk away and leave me desperate.”

part of you wants to reassure him. i’m not going to leave you. i would never abandon you when you need me most. but the other part just wants to ravage him, take all of him for yourself, leave nothing of him left but the perfection you’ve created. perfection in your eyes. maybe he’s not the only one infected with some kind of tainted desire.

instead, to accomplish both, you kiss him again, letting your own intensity and desire take over, potentially overpowering his. he whimpers, his shaky hands holding your hips for stability. he’s not being grossly possessive and rough like before. he’s softer now, pliable.

when you pull away, you whisper, “we need to get somewhere safe.”

“wha… what?”

“i need to take my time with you, and we’re not safe out in the open like this…” you say, leaning in to press a kiss to that sweet spot right below his ear. it’s so cute how truly weak leon is right now. sure, that’s always been his weakness, but it’s elevated multiple times over by this parasite in his blood. you have half the mind to thank that weird cult.

when you find a safe room, you’re immediately back on him, pushing him against the wall, enjoying the way he whimpers as you kiss him, his need for you multiplying by the minute.

“please, please, i need you, i need you so fucking bad, please, i need to take you, need to make you mine, need to—”

“shut up,” you groan, fingers roughly grabbing his jaw, pushing his head back and away from you, “you’re going to be good, or you won’t get what you want. i don’t care how badly you fucking need me, you’re going to be patient. you’re going to be nice and obedient or you’ll get nothing from me. and that little parasite inside of you is horrified at the idea that you won’t get to fuck my pretty pussy, hm?”

he looks pathetic, moaning like a whore at just some words, but it’s the way you say them, the way you say them, that kills him. he eventually calms himself down enough to nod with his eyes shut tightly, “i’ll do whatever you say. you know that.”

“lay down on the floor,” you command, almost growling back at him, and he opens his eyes in surprise.

“what?”

“you heard me. on the ground, beneath me, right now, leon,” your eyes narrow at him, enjoying the way he weakly sinks to his knees before sitting down completely and laying back.

“like this..?” he asks, confused. he doesn’t know what’s about to happen, and that excites him immensely.

you take off your belt with all your utility tools and your jeans along with it. then finally, your underwear. he looks up at you with wide, delicious eyes.

he asks so sweetly, even though he knows the answer, “are you… are you gonna make me..?”

“yeah, you are. i’m going to sit down on your pretty, pretty face and you’re going to enjoy every second of being beneath me, where you belong, servicing me, and making me cum.”

his heart skips a beat at the thought of belonging beneath you, “yeah, fuck, okay—”

“—and you’re not going to fucking talk until i cum, got it?”

he nods, and once you sit down upon your throne, he gets right to work. he laps up the fluids of your cunt like a dog, working tirelessly, sucking on your clit and tongue fucking you. this is his place. he deserves nothing more than to be here with you, caving to your every desire even if all of his thoughts include breeding you and getting you pregnant with his babies. he’d do anything you asked if he could just have that.

he’d be at your service, at your mercy, until you chose to give him what he wanted.

but he makes you cum so fucking hard that it’s impossible to not give him what he wants, especially when rough hands grab onto your thighs as you’re cumming and he’s still giving you the head of your life through your orgasm. he grabs you just to stabilize you, but also to be possessive.

he can’t help how bad he’s gotten about jealousy and possessiveness with this parasite. he’s never been the jealous boyfriend, knowing you could hold your own and you’re loyal and stuff, but something about the way he looks at you now is different. it’s deep and primal. he looks at you like he needs to have you, and no one else can.

it’s insanely hot, but it’s also inconceivable how uncontrollable those urges are. leon has good self control, and you notice it in how he’s acting. again, this is him at his most restrained. he’s trying to keep himself from pouncing on you, taking everything he wants from you because he knows you don’t want that.

somewhere deep inside of him, he’s still himself, still that awkward and dorky guy that just wants to love you and give you everything you want. you wouldn’t want that.

when you roll off of him, laying down next to him to give yourself a moment to recover, you press a kiss to his shoulder, a sign that it’s an act, your harshness isn’t real. he returns the gesture by kissing the top of your head. a sign that he acknowledges your motives.

“please,” he whimpers suddenly, startling you out of your daze as his hand caresses your back softly, “i’ll let you control everything, you can do whatever you want with me, but fucking please, i’m so desperate to put my cock inside of your pussy, baby. i can’t think straight, and i’m trying so damn hard to control myself but i won’t be able to much longer…”

“yeah? you wanna put your cock inside of me? feel it throb inside the wetness and warmth of my cunt, fill me up with—”

he cuts you off with a loud moan, his hands grasping onto you and his eyes shutting tightly at the thought of such pleasure. he looks wrecked at the mere mention of cumming inside of you. you obviously have to capitalize on this fact.

“oh? so it’s the filling me up part, isn’t it? the ‘gift’ you have makes you really want to cum inside me, hm?” you say, smirking cruelly at him, watching his resolve crumble as he moans shamelessly, “do you want… breed me, leon?”

he gasps, breathing heavily. he’s incredibly wound up, and now you know the real reason he’s insatiable and uncontrollable, “f-fuck, i— it’s not that i want to, it’s that i need to… i need to fuck you and breed you so damn bad, i—”

you cover his mouth with the palm of your hand, enjoying the way he groan in pleasure when you straddle him. god, he’s not even inside of you, but he looks fucked out. he looks he’s about to burst already.

“god, you’re so fucking desperate,” you mumble to him, leaning in closer to whisper to him despite having him muzzled with your hand. not that he’d ever hurt you, he would never even imagine it, “you’re going to fuck me stupid, okay? you’re going to fuck me until my legs go numb and i can’t feel anything but you… and only when i tell you you can, you’ll breed me, fuck your cum even deeper into me and not let any of it escape. understood?”

he breathes shakily, not responding. obviously you forgot you have your hand over his mouth. when you take it off, he nervously says, “got it. i’ll… i’ll be good. i’ll make you feel so good.”

your voice is dark, cruel, full of malicious intent, “you fucking better, or i won’t let you cum. you’ll get to fuck me, sure, but i won’t ever give you the satisfying orgasm your body is desperately aching for. you won’t get to fill me up, and all you’ll have left to fuck for your little orgasm is your hand.”

his heart aches. the idea of disappointing you makes him feel a physical pit of nervousness in his stomach, the same ones he felt when he was more like himself. he just wants to feel like himself again.

“g-got it,” he whimpers. you get off of him, and he’s got you pinned immediately, gently resting you against the ground he was previously laying on. the image of you beneath him has him breathless. he feels like he’s worshipping a god with every move he makes.

he slides his cock into you, groaning at how easy it is, how wet you are. he bottoms out almost immediately, enjoying the way your body wraps around him in almost every sense. he silently adores you. he loves that you want him, crave him just like he craves you. that underneath all of your dominance, you’re his lover too.

fuck, he’s starting to feel possessive again. he beings to thrust into you, his body moving faster than either of you can handle, but you keep your cool better than he does.

“don’t let yourself start to think you’re in control,” you murmur, leaning up to press your lips to his shoulder, baring your teeth but not hard enough to draw blood. just enough to remind him of his place, “you belong to me. not the other way around, got it?” you growl into his ear.

he can’t even respond, too enraptured by your body and the feeling of your control over him leaving him a shuddering mess.

and you can’t even deny it. he’s putting in the work, thumb playing your with your clit just like how he knows you like, and clearly he’s getting the results he’s looking for. his body comes closer to the edge sooner than he’d like, but he tries to stave it off, for your sake.

still leaning into him, you whisper in your darkest voice, “maybe i should leave you like this, so you can stay this desperate… for me. i would try and cure you, but… not sure if i really care anymore.”

he shudders, voice giving out on him as he tries to plead with you. he cums without warning, obviously his body did it without the consent and go-ahead of his conscious mind. he already looks embarrassed at cumming without your permission. you don’t really have the mind to care right now, but you remember it for.. later.

“i’m gonna cum, fuck, leon, give it to me, give in to your cravings, your desires, your needs,” you moan in his ear, desperate for him, only him, and he’s yours, he’s all yours, it’s all he’s ever been and all he’ll ever be. he keep fucking you even after cumming, keeping you filled up, pushing it deeper, “make me yours.”

and he has no choice but to comply.

[karinasbaby]

hey there! i just finished reading your jay fic and wow just WOW. i'm so bad at giving feedback, but i have nothing but good things to say!! i love a lovesick jay oh gahd literally giggling like jay did in the fic. literally one of the best jay fics i've read! honestly can't wait to read your future works!! hope you have a wonderful day!! 🧡

ps. just a little extra appreciation for you writing with jay as the main character bc i'm literally scrambling to find jay-centered fics. well i know they're out there, but not as much as the other members ya know?

hello my sweet anon !! starting off i just want to say that i’ve read this ask like 16 times since u sent it and i’ve been smiling for like the past hour atp. i love love love lovesick jay as well !! he’s so romantic and sweet and i just had to make him a ceo as well ☝️ there’s just smth about ceo jay that makes me physically fold like he’s so manly and protective and has this lovingly intimidating aura around him (genuinely have no idea if this makes any sense but i really hope it does) i could go on literal rants about him for hours i’m not even kidding like that’s my husband and i will talk about him nonstop for the rest of my life 🤞so so happy that i was able to make u giggle like jay in the fic bby 🤭!! thank u so so soooo !! much for ur kind and sweet words they mean so so much to me and i hold them very dear & close to my heart angel :( ♡ i can’t wait for u to read my future works and to read ur reactions as well !! and u too pls have an incredible week & take care of yourself my love <33

you’re genuinely so so cute 😭 thank u sm for the little extra appreciation as well when i tell u my heart skipped literal beats my heart was like !!! you’re so so cute & sweet pls :( and i agree !! there unfortunately aren’t a lot of jay fics in comparison to the other members so i’ve made it my mission to always post about my man 🙏🏼 (me and hana will always yap about jay so pls look forward to that😭) and again im sending u so so many kisses & so so much love my angel thank u so much for sending this ask and for your wonderful feedback ☹️♡

[atmymercy]

Hello, hope you're doing well! 🤗 I read multiple times the rules, lowkey hoping this is the right period to send a question 😅 if not well I'll try next time 🙏 I prefer to be on anon but I'll send you my initials in your DM. My question is always about my person, I don't recall my prev qst so I ask smth else.

Q: will my specific person (💙) love me for who I am even if I don't meet all his expectations (well unless he teaches me) ? I'm kind of insecure about my body odor 😭 all that you can pick up is fine ^^

As for my fave hot drink, I love foamed coffee - I pour milk in a glass and put it in the microwave for a minute (more less) and I pour the hot coffee already prepared by my mom. this may be obvious but I love it with lots of foam, so that's the only thing I have in top.

Thank you so much and if I don't get pick up neither this time, I'll try next time 😆❤️

a.r.

♡ giveaway winner - 2/5 ♡

hello ar! i am doing well! thank you for asking! and aww! thank you for reading my rules and caring about my giveaway! i really appreciate that! i try to make them as simple as possible!

oooh! that sounds so lovely! especially when you're adding some mother's love in as well in the form of the coffee she prepared! lol so sweet and tender of a drink! i can see why it has a pull! does putting the milk in the microwave make it all foamy? this makes me want to add milk to my next tea! lol

for you, i got the king of wands, page of cups (reversed) & king of cups.

ooh two kings! so this is a big ole yes, honey! "you're being a fool, i only want to be with you" is also what i immediately heard as well so if you needed to hear anything more clearly it should be that! it's straight from your specific person's mouth to you! omg! and i just heard it repeated again! "i only want to be with you!" so it's like they're saying that you are being silly. they only want to be with you. you worrying about these silly little insecurities is only showing your immaturity. interesting. so your spirit guides are warning if you allow small insecurities to get in the way of love, you are only showing that you are probably too immature for love, which is why your spirit guides want you to be brave, outgoing and calm when you approach one another! the negativity only pulls from the beauty of you two being together finally!

hope you enjoyed it! please give feedback or buy me a coffee/tip when you can! if you want to explore this further, please also consider a private read. also thank you for sharing with me!♡

love & light!

-tea

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[domjaehyun]

breathe in, breathe out, relax, breathe in, breathe out, relax.. yes, I'm doing breathe exercise bc you fcked the air out of my fcking lungs miss jewel (crying to the pain but what's new). idk, idk how to tell you another way that you're just an incredible human being and im so happy to know you. that's just crazy how over heels you can make me over a fictional story of a man.. an attractive man bC THE DAMN THREE PICS OF HYUCK LITERALLY LURED ME IN TO START READING EVEN THO I WASNT READY. like, I wasn't given the chance to take a breathe of air u know 😮‍💨 I think you got the memo of the majority of your domjaehyun fam, WE LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE HYUCK'S CHARACTER and u just combined all of our weaknesses into his character .. today.. you delivered a masterpiece 🤜🏻🤛🏻 good job, you really did ♡ thank you thank you and thank you for this, I hope you know that you're have the power to lighten the days and nights of many of us ♡ and we appreciate you so much for that hehe. *cough* anywAY ladies let's get back to our favorite story, hyuck is so hot ????? also, was a chill reading, it was recovering bc of the little change of the background (minus the walk to the convenience store who added some spicy stuff for the story development hehe, I'm mad at that lily girl hm but I don't blame her. yn's attitude during this scene was funny to read lol but hyuck's response to it.. damn.. if only had eyes for her I'm so jealoUS). speaking if this scene.. THE SCENE BEFORE ? the way you build the tension between them, hyuck trapping her against the wall of a building.. giving in into the kiss but being interrupted by something else, it only build more and more the tension and i was waiting for the moment where it would explode 😶‍🌫️ it was like a countdown, it was so hot omg. I liked the side characters as well, it was a good distraction from the tension between our two hotties!! i literaly loved the way you wrote hyuck, like.. the way he wasnt having any filter toward yn and how he literally spoke about the truth ? it was so unexpected and it got me crazy 🥲 and the way he touched her.. oh god I need to calm the fck down before I start doing a mess of myself lol. there is too much things to say omg 😭😭 I'm so active at night itd funny bc it's always during this time that I send you feedback hehe but anyway who care ! the sexe scene?? like.. in front of my salad like that ? they didn't even check if there was ppl lmaoo exhibitionist much ? or they don't even care and couldn't resist anymore.. damn that sounds hot.. mutual pinning is so hot when it's writing right, and this my friend, you did it with a perfect score ♡ also, I'm jumping from scene to scene I'm sorry but the sight of hyuck smoking is hot, but only for the mind pic tho, bc it's bad for the health and I don't like the smell of weed, but again, who care hyuck is so smexy right ✨️🗿 ALSO THEY HAVENT EXPLICITLY SHARED THEIR MUTUAL CRUSH RIGHT ? (or else I'm really blinded by my live for hyuck) I would have loved a final ending with this, but I think the whole story speak for itself when it comes with mutual attraction with feelings involved ❤️‍🔥 again, you keep surprising me with how phenomenal your writing is, you're doing so much for your audience, I love you 👉🏻👈🏻

okay i’m gonna. do smth new and make sure i address every part of this by like. quoting it in a way? HEAR ME OUT YOU’LL SEE OKAY UNDER THE CUT :D

okay my responses are in the indented block quotes :D

breathe in, breathe out, relax, breathe in, breathe out, relax.. yes, I'm doing breathe exercise bc you fcked the air out of my fcking lungs miss jewel (crying to the pain but what's new).

IM SORRY FHFDGDFGS I DIDNT MEAN TO CAUSE BREATHING PROBLEMS!!!!! that was not my intention BUT IM HAPPY YOU LIKED IT :D

idk, idk how to tell you another way that you're just an incredible human being and im so happy to know you.

OMG??? this is so sweet wtf thank you so much 😭😭😭

that's just crazy how over heels you can make me over a fictional story of a man.. an attractive man bC THE DAMN THREE PICS OF HYUCK LITERALLY LURED ME IN TO START READING EVEN THO I WASNT READY.

DFHJGSJKLF I’M SORRY your message abt not being ready made me cackle earlier 😭 it took me so long to find pictures i like and i kept finding pictures that spurred OTHER fic ideas it was so painful :(((

like, I wasn't given the chance to take a breathe of air u know 😮‍💨 I think you got the memo of the majority of your domjaehyun fam, WE LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE HYUCK'S CHARACTER and u just combined all of our weaknesses into his character .. today.. you delivered a masterpiece 🤜🏻🤛🏻 good job, you really did ♡ thank you thank you and thank you for this, I hope you know that you're have the power to lighten the days and nights of many of us ♡ and we appreciate you so much for that hehe.

:’) THANK YOU he’s so fun to write i love him i do i do :’) thank you omg a “masterpiece” PLS ive been worried abt this fic im like . no one is gonna like it …………….. very nervous…….. so this means a lot thank you omg :’) and all these kind words im MELTING PLS THANK YOU 😭

*cough* anywAY ladies let's get back to our favorite story, hyuck is so hot ????? also, was a chill reading, it was recovering bc of the little change of the background (minus the walk to the convenience store who added some spicy stuff for the story development hehe, I'm mad at that lily girl hm but I don't blame her. yn's attitude during this scene was funny to read lol but hyuck's response to it.. damn.. if only had eyes for her I'm so jealoUS).

HE IS SO HOT YOU’RE RIGHT !!!!! and yeahhhhh late night adventures are fun and good opportunities to get close to people :D and OKAY YES I WANTED TO MAKE THAT KINDA CLEAR………….. we do not hate lily we do not blame her she just fell victim to his charms even if he didnt know he was doing anything !!!! we are a lil aggravated that she wanted him but we, like you said, cant blame her 💖 #welovewomen #respectwomen aND OKAY NO BC I REALLY LIKE WRITING WHIPPED MALE CHARACTERS IT’S MY LIFEBLOOD AT THIS POINT…….

speaking if this scene.. THE SCENE BEFORE ? the way you build the tension between them, hyuck trapping her against the wall of a building.. giving in into the kiss but being interrupted by something else, it only build more and more the tension and i was waiting for the moment where it would explode 😶‍🌫️ it was like a countdown, it was so hot omg.

HEHEHEHE i enjoy teasing it’s so fun omg it’s probably like my favorite part of writing 😵‍💫 I LIKE THE EXPLOSION MOMENT I LOVE THAT SHIT!!!!!!!! THANK YOU :D

I liked the side characters as well, it was a good distraction from the tension between our two hotties!!

omg i wanted to give jaemin and jeno more screen time tbh but i was really trying to avoid this being as long as it ended up being 😭 i had a whole deleted scene in my mind but it’s gone now </3 so sorry to nomin

i literaly loved the way you wrote hyuck, like.. the way he wasnt having any filter toward yn and how he literally spoke about the truth ? it was so unexpected and it got me crazy 🥲 and the way he touched her.. oh god I need to calm the fck down before I start doing a mess of myself lol. there is too much things to say omg 😭😭

eeeee i love direct men that’s so hot to me and i just think . he’d be upfront about liking you like . he might flirt in convoluted ways but overall if he likes you i firmly think You Would Know 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 and YEAH THE TOUCHING. …… *dies* this was self-indulgent of me will be real. will be very real. yes. i like touching 😭

I'm so active at night itd funny bc it's always during this time that I send you feedback hehe but anyway who care !

it is okay i am active whenever i feel like it so no hour is too late !!!! :D

the sexe scene?? like.. in front of my salad like that ? they didn't even check if there was ppl lmaoo exhibitionist much ? or they don't even care and couldn't resist anymore.. damn that sounds hot..

LOOK SJFJSJJDSJDJS they were temporarily not of sound mind and body cut them some slack </3 the horny took over </3 BUT if it’s any consolation i imagined haechan parked like. in a relatively quiet area like there aren’t even many houses so the chances of someone coming out were low !!!

mutual pinning is so hot when it's writing right, and this my friend, you did it with a perfect score ♡

EEE THANK YOU i’m obsessed w mutual pining it’s so cute and fun 🥴🥴🥴

also, I'm jumping from scene to scene I'm sorry but the sight of hyuck smoking is hot, but only for the mind pic tho, bc it's bad for the health and I don't like the smell of weed, but again, who care hyuck is so smexy right ✨️🗿

that is totally okay weed isn’t for everyone!! he’s rly so . so fine like i just think Hyuck Sexy—

ALSO THEY HAVENT EXPLICITLY SHARED THEIR MUTUAL CRUSH RIGHT ? (or else I'm really blinded by my live for hyuck)

YEAH YOURE RIGHT THEY DIDNT SAY OUTWARDLY “i like you” at any point for real but they get at the point in other ways !! like when haechan says he likes her too much to be mean to her yknow?

I would have loved a final ending with this, but I think the whole story speak for itself when it comes with mutual attraction with feelings involved

🥺🥺🥺 thank you omg and yeah i kinda hoped? ppl would react like that? bc i wanted it kiiiinda open ended? possibly bc another song inspired another part to this fic but idk . idk 🧍🏽‍♀️ idk!!!! but it’s safe to assume they’re like . basically together at this point BUT they’re still kinda toying with each other!!

❤️‍🔥 again, you keep surprising me with how phenomenal your writing is, you're doing so much for your audience, I love you 👉🏻👈🏻

THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU TOO 😭😭😭 IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT GENUINELY!!

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hug anon~ ❤️

to author personally this time <3 thank you very much! it’s been a very fun arc for real and i enjoyed it so much. and i must add that i rly love your story! i’m gonna keep reading it and enjoying it, it’s rly amazing and so so great. fr i haven’t read anything which would make me want to write smth into the asks and also get me to follow the story and the whole profile in a long while! everything’s just so interesting and great and i love it. and in case i have any new ideas soon or late i will send some asks again. you’re amazing! i hope i did well expressing myself, wouldn’t say i’m actually very good at it so yeah. all the love <3

Hug anon please don't make me cry at work 😭🥺 I too have absolutely loved this arc and will miss it greatly. I just feel bad to say the same type of thing every time :(

Also, I really appreciate your feedback! It's been a long time since I've felt inspired to write or communicate, so I'm right on the same boat :) I hope I can continue to write some cool stuffs!

You've honestly communicated beautifully and I hope you stick around! ♡

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i know i have no obligation to send you asks, but also i am sorry for not sending one sooner - mei, are you okay?? there's been a lot happening in your life recently, and i just wanna really check in with you: are you good to keep going like you are right now? like. will you be okay or will all of what's happening (your exams, the fire, and all the other stuff) hurt you too much if you keep going? just. it's okay to take a break if you need one, however that may look for you, and i think you're not hearing that enough so. i'm telling you: you can take a break. please take care of yourself, mei. you're important.

(also, two other things: don't feel too guilty about receiving help from your uni that others don't get, because while that sucks, it's not your responsibility + it's absolutely okay to feel a little angry at your friend who started the fire. it's okay, you're not a bad person for that. sorry again for not sending this ask sooner) 🌟💓

hello hello first off do not apologise for not sending the ask sooner at all ! i appreciate that u sent it and also i didnt answer for a while bc i kept rereading it when i felt rly . sad/overworked w 0 support etc bc it's so sweet !!

thank u so much for this !!! i am actually not rly okay but yesterday i just cried for a while which i haven't been able to do in months and months and like . yh i feel a little better knowing i still have the capacity for that ! fortunately my exams are over, unfortunately this intensive module im starting will be . intensive . and u are right w implying that doing this the way i have been doing it is not sustainable !! i think staying up for ridiculous amts of time is starting to get to me a bit :') one of these days i promise i'll make time for a rest day ! i think i rly need one of those: not sleeping, just . resting. doing nothing . not even smth exciting, just staying in and like laying down and expending 0 mental energy ...i rly wanna do that

for now im gonna stay in venice for a bit and hopefully being in such a lovely place will cure me a tiny bit despite the essays ! also thank u abt the comments abt receiving help from uni and being angry at my friend, i appreciated the validation so much !! im ok w my friend now and and as much as i feel guilty abt it, i'm glad my department doesnt treat its students badly :) ♡♡♡

thank you so much for this again lovely !!!! this was a very thoughtful ask and it helped me a lot when u sent it !