#thank you Yan i love this

[royaltea000]

YO! Being a drawing, what’s there to be afraid of!

[hellishgayliath]

OH MY GODD

A little gift, nothing much)

@hellishgayliath @moonstruckdraws

/if you dont like it, you can ask me to put it down, no problemo/

[akesthe]

Yandere Manga

Killing Line

This manga is only at seven chapters currently and is still ongoing. The main character is a high school girl named Mako. She was abandoned by her father and has had to resort to dating a sugar daddy to make money to live. She witnesses an assassin kill her sugar daddy, and is supposed to be killed as well. Then she mentions wanting to see a movie and apparently he is a huge movie nerd and decides to temporarily spare her. His name is En and he works as a hitman hired by Mafia groups.

I dislike that the main character is a high school girl and is involved with adult men, not the best thing. There are some comedic silly moments that I did like with the rival assassin. However, chapter six made me lose all love for En. If he really did do that, I'm not sure I would call him a yandere. It's only seven chapters so far so I can't judge it too harshly. Overall it's not bad but it's not great either. I like the art though so 6/10.

[xinyuehui]

I missed you so much. Look, I'm all grown up now. No longer the tearful little fairy. But I still think that's the you I find most adorable.

春花焰 · Kill Me Love Me · 2024

[lovesickbaker]

Oh, I'm simply one more small inconvenience away from snapping in the bloodiest and most merciless way possible. Just one more meaningless whimper in my ears from another pathetic soul, and I feel like I could mutilate someone beyond reasonable recognition with my bare hands. This anger mixed with endless frustration sickeningly fills all my thoughts and eats away at my bones; I feel it crawling through my veins, and hiding between cracks in my mind.

[yanchive]

Idk if this is a controversial take or not, but if your yandere oc is like... a total asshole to their darling in more of a "I dont love you, I just like to torture you" kinda way, then they aren't a yandere.

The core aspect of yandere is the obsessive love. Sadistic yan's might be into harming their darling as a form of expression of their type of love, but without the love(obsession) part, they're just an abusive person.

All yanderes are inherently abusive, regardless if its physical/verbal/emotional/mental/etc., but not all abusive people are yandere. I particularly hate seeing the word yandere being stapled onto content that has no aspect of yandere traits.

[14dayswithyou]

are you a compsci major :0

✦゜ANSWERED: I wish I had the brains and dedication for that ^^; If anything, Ren would be the compsci major (if he chose to go to university with you)!! As for me though?? I'm currently double majoring in digital media and social working ;v;

[bitterflames]

#VAYNE TELL US MORE ABOUT THE SWORD GUYS 👀 #(if you want) #(if you don’t want that’s also fine I will just continue staring at the chain linking them together and going HNNNNNN) (via @jianghushenanigans)

THEEEBES omg thank you for asking about my sword guys! 💜 tbh there's not much plot here, just vibes; feng yan's kind of an alternate version of an oc i've had for a long time. brainstorming "what if it was xianxia?" au stuff with the bestie got a bit more involved than planned and Things Escalated. but here's the basics!

feng yan (courtesy name feng leji, but he'd much rather you didn't) was a kid with exceptional spiritual talent who got scooped up by a cultivation sect at a young age and pretty much immediately molded for Warfare. he's shackled to an ancient haunted weapon that increases his destructive power tenfold and is slowly killing him every time he uses it. feng yan is cool with this! it means he can be Useful! his grasp on his own worth as a human being is, uhh, not great.

that weapon's name is beisheng and it's alive and it loves him, in whatever fashion an unhinged accursed sword who's a guy can love a guy who thinks of himself as a sword. it's (he's? they're? i don't think beisheng has any kind of a concept of Gender) absolutely full of resentful energy and just plain fucked vibes; feng yan's pretty much the only one who can wield it at all, due to his own Big Yang Energy and also the fact that beisheng just likes him.

they're not exactly romantic or platonic, they're a secret third worse thing (doomed soulbound hostage situation). neither one is really fixing each other or making each other worse; beisheng's own nature is pretty immutable, and feng yan resists the corrupting influence of the Horrors by being at heart just kind of a silly guy (despite all the edge). in another life, he'd probably have been very happy as a simple village blacksmith.

to sum up their relationship though, it's pretty much like this:

[soljierpg]

I don't need sleep I need to learn more about Lilith Darkstalkers Aensland

[eatinurgutz]

oh my love, you’re ok! 🤍 i am so glad… ive been painfully worried about you the past few days. i haven’t been able to make it too clear since ive been busy.. but I really have been so so worried. :( i hope you’re doing better, and i hope things are ok for you right now. 🤍

the idea of having fun together and doing things together is so so.. wonderful. even just parallel play, or just talking while we play games together… im getting butterflies just speaking about it. 🤍 there is a little bit of a problem with venting to you, my dear.. it would probably give me away, as i tend to vent quite a bit in love letter, and even sometimes on my tumblr. not a crazy amount, id like to think. but there’s a chance it would give me away. but, either way, i appreciate you offering that to me my dear. once you know who i am, i will tell you everything. 🤍

do not fret about short responses or late responses my dear. as long as we get to speak. as long as i know that you’ve seen me. 🤍 i know you’ve been struggling my dear, i really have been missing watching you on love letter and on tumblr. :( but you are back, and well. that’s all that matters. that’s adorable, we could be little ghost buddies together! 🤍 endlessly wandering the world together.. how romantic.

oh my dear, you aren’t “lucky”. you are the way you are, and that’s why i am here. this isn’t a stroke of luck.. you are yourself, and that’s why i am here. in my eyes you are perfect, despite any flaws. my heart yearns to know more about you, honestly more about all of you… i do know you’re part of a system. ^^ i have only been addressing you, nik, but if i am to be an important part of your life one day; i would like to get to know everyone. 🤍

oh my goodness.. you’re imagining a future with me. 🤍 i could melt. you are absolutely wonderful. i just want to fall to my knees and hold onto you and never let go.. cuddling, i would absolutely love to cuddle with you. of course i care enough.. you are my muse. you made me start writing again, you caused me to believe in love again.. i remember when you got your first anon on love letter (i believe it was your first.. i can’t quite remember. i was not an og member of love letter). i was so angry. i just watched on the sidelines.. “why couldn’t it be me?” “only i can be that for nik.” now im here.. writing you letters. haha, i guess i ended up being right. she wasn’t good for you.. but i am, my dear. 🤍

im glad you like reading!! maybe i can buy you some books. do you have an amazon wish list? i also quite enjoy reading, though ive been slacking.

oh my gosh.. i absolutely love Christmas, which means i love Christmas movies. i think i do prefer the more cartoony ones.. i love a Charlie Brown Christmas. My all time favorite is Nightmare before Christmas.. yes i count it as a Christmas movie, so what? :(

oooo, questions from my muse 🤍 ill do my best.

1. my timezone is CST.

2. i actually don’t watch too much anime.. but if i did have to choose, i love saiki k. it’s one of the only anime’s i regularly watch.. there are so many that ive been recommended that i need to see. i also remember watching haikyuu.. that was quite good.

3. i actually already gave it away in this letter.. Christmas is my absolute favorite holiday. maybe it’s just nostalgia.. maybe it’s the fact that christmas is such a family-oriented time of year.. it brings me so much joy.

thank you so much, my dear. i wait patiently for your response. 🤍

love, coco ☕️

I'm sorry i have had you worried about me! I've been busy as well, so it's okay if you get busy! I know. . I would love to do absolutely anything with you, coco. We could paint, watch movies, go shopping, watch operas, cuddle, or whatever you like. <3 You don't have to vent to me, if you think itll give you away! But if you're having a bad day, lmk. I'll try to cheer you up. It's okay to be sad, but i wanna see you smile too. :) I think I'll probably join LL back, later. Most of these other yandere servers aren't the same. . . :") plus i wanna gush about you somewhere you can see! When we talk, i kinda just lay there and kick my feet like a silly school child with a crush. . . I love when we get to talk, even if its not alot. :) i love when you say such good things about me in these letters! It makes me feel important, and wanted. I'm sure the other system members would love to get to know you! :3 as some of them front more than others, they have seen me talk to you! :) Although i have something to say- I'm really sorry i don't write as much as you do. In your letters you write alot and mine aren't even that long. . . I hope that doesn't upset you. :( im very bad at writing about my feelings and using the correct words. I'm trying to write as much as i possibly can, because i dont want you to feel im not trying enough, because i am trying my best. I don't want you to find someone else to anon, but if you were too, i wouldn't stop you. I want you to be happy, as happy you can be, even if its not with me. 🤍 I've always been used to being a second option, when i was younger. Although I've found myself doing it to others, i feel bad for it. I don't want you to think you're not enough like how i used too, with past relationships. I am quite over dramatic, extremely sensitive, controlling and i act like a child. I want to try my best to be good for you, and be everything you want and need. I am. . . (idk the word for it, but i do without thinking) and im afraid one day i could make a decision that would hurt you or us. I wouldn't want to do that, if i ever do anything that makes you uncomfortable or feel sad, please let me know. 🤍 im not the best with communication, so ill try for you, coco. Im sorry about my first anon, shes no longer in my life, so don't worry about that. Also, i wouldn't want you spending money on me, as it would make me feel bad for it, but as soon as i get a job, maybe we can try buying things for each other, so it would be more fair. :) i do also like Christmas, but mostly just the food. . . :") i want to get a job before then, so i can buy you something! 🤍 i do like the charlie brown Christmas movies too and nightmare before Christmas! You remind me of sally. <3

1. Alright then! As is mine.

2. I've never watched either of those. . . :") but maybe we could watch one together? Im also not big on anime, but thats okay. :3

3. I really hope we can spend Christmas together, then. I wouldn't mind that at all. . . It would make it even more wonderful, to spend my Christmas with someone who i love and care for. If only there was a mistletoe we could kiss under. (๑¯ิε ¯ิ๑)

[break-a-neck]

I got these weeks(?) Ago how do I even respond

[snail-migraine]

Hiii everyone!

I know it's been a long minute, and I'm sorry I kept you all waiting for so long but I do have an update for you all!

In case you haven't noticed yet I have changed my username! And whole bunch of other stuff as well. I decided that I didn't really want to just stick only to yandere style writing, as I want to write for things other than yanderes. I probably could've done so with my previous username, but I felt that having yandere in my name made it a bit confusing.

Anyway, I want to thank you all for being willing to stick through this with me. It means a lot. I have so many plans for so many things I honestly don't know where to start lol.

[carla51two]

DO YOU HAVE A PLAYLIST?

why, yes :]

[iero]

Halloween mobile layout is gone and we are now onto to the black and purple layout!!

[lovesickbaker]

Oh? Were you truly convinced you could leave so easily? No, my angel, that's unacceptable.

Don't be unreasonable now. I'm clipping your wings because I love you. That's what you wanted, wasn't it? Someone who would love you oh-so much, who would do anything to have you.

Those were your words.

I'm taking the choice out of your hands. We wouldn't want you being able to go away simply because a momentary and nefarious confusion devoured that mind and heart of yours, would we?

Hold still for me, will you?

[lorelune]

to me, your trademark are these soft men going insane and deranged for their loved ones <3 the silent yan manipulation <3

RU.... thank you thank you i am HONORED i love writing nasty awful yan men being loving and horrible because of it <3333