#thank u sm seriously :')))

[crowkip]

one day i'll finally actually finish smth from the insane backlog of kon sketches ive got lying around,, one day

[kiwibirdlafayette]

[descends from the heavens like god] YOU CANNOT SUCCUMB TO PEER PRESSURE SOCIAL MEDIA ENGAGEMENT IS A LIE AND MEANS NOTHING YOU MUST KEEP GETTING PROGRESSIVELY WEIRDER AND WEIRDER FOR THE REST OF TIME. NORMAL DOES NOT EXIST AND IN PURSUIT OF TRYING TO GET THERE YOU WILL ERASE YOURSELF AND EVERYTHING YOU LOVE. PURGE THE WEAK. DO MORE FREAK SHIT

AAAAAA GOD JUMPSCARE /very pos

Do not be sorry you are right you are spittin straight facts ‼️‼️ I am committing this to memory, i am pastin it to my wall. i will no longer try to be normal. i shall get weirder you are right. i become sillier i become goofier by the day

this is insanely based of you like thank you so much geniunely ilysm <3 I needed to hear this :']

[scatterbrainedbot]

ZACH OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT DO YOU MEAN I MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY?!!! IM SO SORRY OFERJGFERN IM SO MAD IM ONLY FINDING OUT NOW.

IM SENDING YOU ALL THE GODDAMN AMAZING VIBES AND HUGS AND BEST TIMES EVER IN THE WORLD. TY FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL LIGHT IN THIS COMMUNITY AND ABSOLUTELY FEEDING US WITH YOUR ENDLESS RICH CREATIVITY AND BEAUTIFUL MIND!!! YOUR PASSION, ART, AND REFLECTIONS NEVER CEASE TO AMAZE ME AND FILL ME WITH SM HAPPY STIMS LIKE- AGH!!!!

IM GONNA STOP YELLING NOW BUT ILYSM /P AND HOPE ONLY THE BESTEST THINGS EVER HAPPEN FOR YOU AND AND YOUR THE BEST AND AHHHHHHHHH QAQ <33 <33 <3333333

NO WORDS. ONLY CRY.

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

[heartbreak-sandwich]

Billy used one of his hands to rub fast circles over your clit with his thumb, and you picked up your pace, slamming down on his throbbing, hard cock over and over until you were both covered in a mixture of sweat, saliva, bite marks, and bruises.

"Fuck, I think I'm gonna -- oh, fuck. Mmmnn -- fuck, I'm gonna cum."

"Just don't stop fucking me, baby, please," he begged as you lost control. Billy gripped your hips hard, definitely leaving nail marks, and started fucking up into you at a merciless pace. The sounds of skin on skin, your helpless cries of pleasure mixed with the agony of overstimulation,

STOOOOOOOOOOOPP YESSSS THIS WAS SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD 😰😰😫😫😫😫😫. THE PASSION OMG

AAAAHHHHHHHHH thank you sm for this 😭💕 sometimes I forget I even wrote that oneshot, but it's SO MUCH FUN! I appreciate you taking the time to leave such nice words in my inbox. 🥰 thank you for reading my fics, and I'm so glad you enjoyed this one!!!

If anyone needs reference, this excerpt is from He's the Bad Guy ❤️‍🔥 - a Billy Hargrove x Fem!Reader smutty oneshot 😈

[vampireyuuta]

guys this is my formal apology. ive had two (i think) writing blogs before but at the most i got a few notes and like three requests. i did post that prompt list and i really wanted to write things for the people since school is draining my creativity. BUT i am drained and putting unnecessary pressure on myself. so, unfortunately, requests are not open and the ones sent will not end up completed.

thank you all for the amount of support! im really grateful people like my writing.

my askbox is open! but reqs and that prompt list is not. you can send me ur horny brainrot/thirsts (PLEASE DO ILL LOVE U SO MUCH) and anything youd like, but please refrain from specific requests. thank you all for understanding <3

[spadesncrows]

I am biting the head of off your art. it is delicious

i will reiterate. is my blog a restaurant for u guys yes or no

do i need to make it a restaurant?? is this in demand??

[sevlawless]

okay so the n route has been bothering me ever since i played it and i needed to air my frustrations out as a way to cope i suppose

for reference my main detective who i use for n is felicity, but sometimes i also use arabella to test out some options i wouldn't normally pick and just to see how the romance works with a detective that isn't exactly that compatible with n. so when i first played, i used felicity and then later on when i was doing a deep dive into the romance and the plot, i was using arabella just to see if certain things held up yk! and lord how i wish it did LMFAO

just a little disclaimer that this is all just my opinion and i'm willing to listen to other points of view about this! and i do not mean any of what i say as a dig or to be hateful toward n, they are my favorite li in twc and the fact that i love their romance and their character so much is probably most if not all of the reason why their route in book 3 was so weird to me, and why i make the critiques that i do.

under the cut because this is a doozy and also book 3 spoilers

first of all the main thing in the demo chapters is that n gets mad if you try and fight the trappers bc they are so scared of losing you and like i GUESS i get it but this is literally our life now you're just gonna have to get used to it. and this wouldn't have even been an big issue for me if it was properly addressed! when i played using arabella i tried being mad, i tried staying mad, and it kept getting swept under the rug by the plot. like are we seriously not going to talk about this??? at all?????? and it seems very ooc for n NOT to say anything about it when you get a moment alone because why would they not address it, ESPECIALLY if your mc was still upset over it. AND ESPECIALLY IF YOU’RE IN A RELATIONSHIP LIKE- these things need to be discussed in order to grow as a couple and there needs to be healthy communication or else this is not going to work. like you're telling me we were living with unit bravo for WEEKS and this shit just never got brought up again?

this also ties into my next gripe- n's backstory. so, if you snooped in the demo they won't tell you anything, which okay. mc shouldn't have done that, sure, but n doesn't even give a reason as to why they're upset by that. obviously you can be like "well i think anyone would be upset if you delved into their past without their knowledge or permission" but YOU ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS PERSON WHY IS THERE NO COMMUNICATION OF FEELINGS. i would have appreciated that scene a hell of a lot more if n sat you down and was like "i'm upset that you did this, here's why," but all they do is get sad and then that's it. when i played as arabella i had her snoop AND get upset over the argument during the trapper fight, and n said something along the lines of "i know sometimes we regret doing things" as a reference to snooping AND the argument which??? just does NOT hold up at all and had me irritated as hell.

if you didn't snoop in the demo, n takes you to their room and shows you a picture of their family and talks about them and how his brother joined the navy and didn't come back (their brother was killed by vampires) and that's why they decided to join the navy, as a way to try and figure out what actually happened. this scene started off great, but it's cut short way too quickly because n drops the photo and the frame breaks. and then they basically just shoo you out. there's really not any option to comfort them, and the option that is there is not good enough. and it's not that n had to tell us EVERYTHING in that one scene, but it's more so the fact that it NEVER gets brought up again. your mc can't take a moment to bring it up and n sure as hell doesn't say anything else about it. which is so ?????? im sorry you supposedly love this person (im saying this for both mc and n) and yet neither of you address it again??? it makes no sense at all.

onto the research/combat scene… i've done the combat scene once so i can't really speak on that as much as the research one so. most of the research scene is fine aside from the fact if you're not in a relationship (which i did for one playthrough with felicity) n brings up bobby if you dated them which felt so bizarre but anyways. the option to realize you love n… i would love this IF the option where you tell n you love them actually mattered. LMFAO if you tell n you love them they literally just stare at you and then the sex scene pops up. like are you kidding me??? n would not just leave you hanging like that even if it was just to say that they don't feel that way yet. and the sex scene itself is… fine i suppose but it doesn't feel as intimate as it should be. there's little to no dialogue and it just feels so weird to read. like why would neither of you be saying anything?? not to mention the fact that you're literally OUTSIDE of the warehouse where any of ub could see you at any point it just feels wrong to have sex at that point at least in my opinion. and the talk after feels so short and weird i feel like both the detective and n would have more to say. and that moment is quickly brushed away by the plot.

i guess the next plot line is whether u told tina or verda or nobody about the supernatural. going into book 3 this was probably what i looked forward to the most and ofc it barely delivered. i liked seeing tina and n interact but that quickly turned sour for me, not because tina started rightfully bringing up how much mc has been through, but because n really does not do anything with that pov being voiced to them, which is so fucking ooc it pains me. when they go to talk to mc after their conversation there's no discussion just "i wanted to see you" okay but WHY did you? i would have taken a li pov of what tina relayed to them literally anything! and it's just another thing that gets swept under the rug because of the stupid ass plot.

another thing about the dinner that gets lost in the plot of book 3: tina/verda bringing up your li possibly drinking your blood and mc can react a number of different ways and i wish it had been talked about more than just in that moment 😭

the only scene that i genuinely enjoyed in all of n's route was after that building caves in on mc and you're back at the warehouse traumatized and bruised and defeated. n runs you a bath and if you pick that option helps you out of your clothes and then helps you settle into bed. i wish there had been more discussion of anything in that scene but mc was so out of it i was okay with no talking. and then redacted petname <3 the other thing i was most looking forward to! one thing i did dislike about this scene though was that we didn't really get a glimpse on how n was feeling yk usually mishka offers the li's pov on a scene and not having that made that moment not feel as rounded out.

the pool scene… first of all why did n get this one. like it would have made sense for m, hell even a! and again the scene felt so shallow and then the option to have sex. you're telling me your first time with n can be on a fucking pool table???? that is so not their vibe AT ALL and it feels so weird to even have that there. it was unnecessary as well as the other opportunity to have sex and i feel like mishka just put them in there as like fan service when who (in my opinion) genuinely wants this if they romance n and have them as their main route. i had hoped the first time n and mc have the opportunity to have sex it would be a more intimate setting because that's more fitting for them and my nate mc, felicity. but nope! and then the scene gets cut short because n has to go on patrol??? and again the sex scene itself … neither of them feel personable it's like a "one size fits all" type of approach and that just does not work if this is supposed to be interactive fiction where we create a personality for our mc's that cannot fit this specific mold mishka wants to put everyone in.

being invited to what might as well just be a fucking slave trade (i have many thoughts about this auction plotline as well but for now im discussing n's route) had me so confused because why would mishka even do that and then n's comment about the stationary? i need you to be fucking for real. the scene before you leave for the mission with n just felt so weird like we get it n is protective of mc but at this point it just felt like a hinderance which sucks because one of the things i love most about n is their deep care for mc and they just sounded like a broken record and it annoyed me so bad.

after all that, the scene when you come back and n is in tears confessing their love for mc i wanted to enjoy it i really did and i just could not upon replaying because it feels so unbelievably hollow. we have not discussed anything pertaining our relationship and when there are things that need to be discussed they are so underwhelming it's hard to even care. there are a handful of things n and mc both need to work on in order for this relationship to work and the fact that they're not being addressed makes it difficult for me to enjoy anything about this route. you can't even tell n you love them back for fuck's sake like hello.

a theme that i did not think was going to be as prominent as it was in this book but n contemplating mc turning into a vampire and AGAIN there wasn't ever really a discussion about this between mc and n and i feel like this will come to a head as the books progress but i don't think it fit into book 3 considering so many other things were being thrown at us.

all in all i truly desperately wanted to enjoy book 3 and enjoy being with n but i cannot when there are so many things ignored, sidelined, or just completely forgotten in order to push the plot forward.

[cherrysmokesaconha]

Me when ppl use my art as pfp

/pos

[aureatchi]

UR JUST CASUALLY DROPPING POETRY IN MY TAGS NOW ???? i’ve read ur tags over and over again….i have to leave before i get my tears all over ur inbox T^T im kissing ur brain erie u have the most beautiful way w words

YEAH MHM !! ( ◡̀_◡́) STOP IT MAI FJSJJW HEHEHE it was a sleepiest ramble but thank you sm :’) but you’ve given me sm to think abt bcz i’m back to the ‘artist who hasn’t been the muse’!lover & ‘who finally shows them they’ve been one all along in his eyes’!fedya 🥹

UGHH i am connecting it to your scenario + the whole worshipping in adoration — his physical affection is more seldom than his other love languages but here, as he’s kissing you, he comes to find he can finally communicate what he truly feels for you in this way. letters in your language could never express the complexities of his feelings well enough, while you’ll never b able to grasp the roots of his tongue in russian even if you’ve learned it to understand him (unless one’s native language is also russian :<; used this example bcz words is def what he uses the most) but shared eye contact & the way he cups your chin open up a whole new form of communication…looks like he’s flipped who’s adoring who hehe. which is when you realize he’s admired you all along too.

he’s amazed how, so angelic you are once again; you’ve even showed him a new way to use his hands, in the best way.

[derekgoffard]

silly little headcanon:

Colin cleans his place exclusively with pink stuff cleaning products.

-they smell really nice-

!!!!!AWAHHHHH😭😭😭😭😭😭😭!!!!!!!! OHHH MY GOSHH THANK YOU SM FOR THIS ASK I----- 🥺🥺😭😭 THIS IS SO SO SWEET AAAHAAH!!!! \(T_T)/

Anon you are so true! HAHA! 😭🙏 All of his favorite scents are typically colored pink- so he sees that as a double win LOL! ( his favorite scent everrr is strawberry! ☝️ but he also likes cherry blossom, rose, and candy scents alot 🤝 )

He's also the same way with perfumes...I can imagine him in the perfume selection looking at all the perfumes and deciding that "I have to smell as pink as possible" so he just...buys all the pink perfumes and just. pours them all together LIKE A PINK-CORE MAD SCIENTIST LMAO 😭 HVAHVSVH

[dipperscavern]

hey !!!!! ( I whisper, blood soaked, sword and shield in hand from defending your inbox.)

although I expressed my love for the Jon thing you just came out with…. boy yoy yoy was i giggling and kicking my feet. THE WAY JON AND THE READER CONVERSED WAS SO… NATURAL? IT SHOWED EVERYTHUNG WE NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP. like so comforting, to jest with such ease, can’t stop smiling around one another… him teasing them… after being granted the power to ask anything of them, he takes the simple act of one kiss over any spare rations or clothes they have to offer when we KNOW how much he and every black brother needs every scrape of rations they can get. buddy I love you and side note please order a new breastplate and helm for me, Kay? a particularly fiesty anon bit a chunk out of the iron and I feel vulnerable. love ya, bye.

me attacking all the angry, non-whimsical anons harassing my pookies inbox btw

i gasp seeing you so torn up. “my knight..” i whisper, hands reaching for you to scan for injuries. i turn to one of the four guards that accompany me everywhere — “fetch the maesters!” he nods swiftly, turning and sprinting to the castle

THE WAY THEY CONVERSED BEING NATURAL… OH UR SUCH A FLIRT. that compliment is all i could ever want in this lifetime i swear i’ll cry

ALSO I LOVE U!! breastplate and helm are on the way… yes, indubitably…

[rattkween86]

You are such an absolute ray of sunshine and I’m so so so glad to exist in the same online space as you. You’re an amazing writer and a wonderful friend and ilysm. Also low key crushing bc you’re freaking adorable too wtf lol 💚

confess something you've thought about me on anon (pls💕)

AO;ISDFJD;OIHA This is SO SO KIND 😭 The feeling is completely mutual. I'm so glad fandom brought us together 💕 I love you very much, and I'm so lucky to know you!!

(also oh my god I am blushing like a fucking idiot??!?!?! omgomgomgom people do not get crushes on me what is life 😅🤭)

[lexosaurus]

LEXXXXXXXXX CONGRATS ON THE PENULTIMATE STEP TO BECOMING AN OFFICIAL COUSIN OF VLAD MASTERS AND ALSO GETTING A DEGREE OF EDUCATION HIGHER THAN HIM GOOD LUCK ON YOUR DEFENSE OF YOUR THESIS YOU’RE GONNA KILL IT HARDER THAN THE PORTAL KILLED DANNY

AWWW THANKS BIB! 💚💚

Also, for those who didn't know, Bib was a HUGE help to me my first semester of school by basically teaching me how to do all the math for one of my classes. Math is really not something I'm good at, and I was really struggling with the homework! But Bib saved the day and also my GPA! 💚

So again thank you for everything nd YES I WILL KILL THAT DEFENSE SO HARD THE COMMITTEE WILL BE SHAKING IN THEIR BOOTS

[connorconsumestrousers]

THABK YOU I WAS RHE ROOMMATES ANON AND FINALLY I HAVE BEEN FED ILYY THANK YOU

OH MY LORD !!!!! I WONDERED OMG I SHOULD'VE KNOWN A LONG TIME AGO

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ari i am just hopping in to tell you that you are so amazing!! and those bouts of writer self-doubt and insecurity are so real. i don’t know if my words will do much (bc i know firsthand that it can be hard to believe & convince yourself at times!) but!!! i love that you continue to write and share your art here with us 🥺 i personally adore your writing, and i am constantly in awe of the words you string together!! at such breakneck speed too akzndk 🥺

we will always be our own’s worst critic!! but the silver lining i’ve found is that it can only mean we’re always looking for opportunities of growth—for opportunities to make things better than how we’ve done them before (even though they’re already very good!!!!) 🥹 i love the care you put into your writing and how you handle your stories with such consideration 🥺

at the end of the day, i hope you love the things you create 🥹 whether it’s objectively ‘good’ or ‘bad’ (by what standards, i’m not sure), but i hope you write the things you love in a way that makes your heart so full of it 🥹 cheering you on always and always! i am 100% sure anything you write, you’ll have me reading it gobsmacked with my jaw on the floor 🥹 (as i pick each of them from my growing stack of your works in my tbr… JALsnsksnsj)

SNIFFLE HIC SOB ….. SEL…………

i …. really really needed this ask i think :’3 thank you!!!!!! you’re an angel . and i love you. i’m feeling a little better now, but it’s hard to fully shake it off, yk? your words definitely help though!!! 🥺🥺 you’re one of my favorite fic writers Ever and your opinion really does mean so much to me…..

and !! you’re so right!!! i think it’s a very beautiful thing to want to grow and be better …. and i’d never want to change how much i care about my writing, for better or for worse !!! i think that sometimes i forget that i’m still growing a lot, and that my writing style still isn’t really finalized :’3 i guess a part of me is scared that my writing won’t live up to people’s standards if it evolves? even though that’s a silly thing to care about 😭 but i really do love the things i create!!! even the ones i don’t think are very good are precious to me 🥺 they’re my babies at the end of the day…. i forget that i’m Allowed to love my own writing sometimes. so thank you for reminding me of that sel 🥹🥹

i love you <33333 so so soooo much . this really was just what i needed to hear… it’s a sucky feeling but i know i’ll get through it :3 i’m gonna do my best to use it as motivation instead !!!

[disengaged]

hey pegs i'm so sorry about all the shit going on atm, idk what to say but hope ur okay + it all gets less fucked up v v soon for u

THANK U ♥️♥️♥️

i finally got to talk to the OT and the RSW today (ON MY FOURTH DAY HERE ?????? smfh) and they let me have clothes >:) and some markers and sudokus and stuff. still have the security guard following me 24/7 & can’t leave the ward or have shoelaces but whatever. i feel so much more human now that i’m allowed to wear pants