#thank u sm for dropping by and being so kind 🥺🥺

[woozi]

yza day??? when is yza day oh my 😭😭😭 happy birthday yza!!! 🎂🎂🎂 caratblr (which also means ME) misses you so muchhh 💖💖💖 i hope you're doing well wherever you are!!

[yunoclips]

Being a jeno ult has been a fucking challenge with the recent updates😭 and my obsession with sub puppy jeno has inflated ngl. So can you please do a fem Dom reader x sub jeno when reader was away for quit a time n needy jeno do anything to grab her attention as she loves to tease him❤️🥺 (can u include mommy kink?)

Thank you and loves your work sm💜

Thank you for the kind words <3 Puppy Jeno is such a good concept !! I hope you enjoy ❤️

You had just gotten home from a business trip , you had flown away for a week. Leaving your loving boyfriend Jeno at home. While it was hard being away from him , it was especially harder for Jeno. Jeno was a very needy person , he needed your attention constantly. Nd like the good girlfriend you are , you would always give it to him. 

When you walked through the doors of your shared apartment you were met with silence and darkness. The lights were off and Jeno was no where to be found. You sighed and started to take your shoes off at the front door. Walking over to the kitchen grabbing yourself a glass of water and downing it before heading towards your bedroom. 

Opening the door , you were met with your boyfriend Jeno laying on the bed. Phone in hand mindlessly scrolling through his social media apps. He had on loose shorts and a skin clad white shirt. His hair was sprawled out on the pillow. He looked so cute. 

“Guess who’s home” Calling his attention immediately. The second he hears your voice he sits up on the bed. You witness his eyes lighting up as you start to undress. Taking off your jacket and outside clothes. 

“Did you miss me baby ? I know I missed you lots.” 

He nods fervently. “Missed you so much.” A hint of desperation lacing his voice. 

You chuckle silently to yourself. You head to the shower to wash off all the burden’s of the day. When you head back out to the bedroom. Jeno was sitting on the bed , staring at the bathroom door with his mouth slightly agape , his tongue peeking through his lips. 

You walk over to your shared bed and ruffle your hands through his hair as if he was a puppy. You know he loves being treated like a puppy.

Sprawling out across the bed you let out a deep sigh , closing your eyes. The peace doesn’t last too long as Jeno decides to sprawl his body on top of yours. Nestling his head in the crook of your neck. You were startled by the sudden weight on top of you but quickly started to pet his head. He was falling into head space. 

“I bet you really missed me right pup ?” 

He whined at the nickname. 

“Puppy’s can’t stay away from their owners for too long now , can they.” 

He picked his head up to stare into your eyes before shaking his head no. His eyes were slightly glossy. He stared at you with such desperation before dropping his head back into your neck. 

You let him stay like that for a minute before you started to feel movement. At first you thought he was shifting his weight for comfortability , but that wasn’t the case. You could feel something hard grind against your leg. Followed by a whimper. He was trying to get himself off on your leg. 

Catching onto what he was doing you , you grabbed a fistful of his hair and pulled his head back so he could face you. When you caught a glance of his face , his cheeks were red and his tongue was lolling out of his mouth. 

“Good Puppy’s don’t grind on mommy without permission.”

“I-i’m a good puppy please , I’m good. I’m sorry it just really hurts mommy please.” He was absolutely wrecked. 

“You should’ve thought about that before trying to grind on me without permission. Mommy can’t let that slide now can she?” 

The look on his face was priceless. Tears starting to gather at his eyes. Drool dribbling down has face as he had his tongue hanging out of his mouth. 

“If you want to be a good puppy go sit at the end of the bed.” 

He needed to learn that he couldn’t do certain things without permission. 

You started to remove your panties. Spreading your legs wide so he could get a good look at your wet cunt. 

“Looks good right pup? I bet you wish you could taste it” You say as you bring your middle and ring fingers to your mouth. Swirling your tongue around them before pulling them out. A thin line of saliva keeping the two connected. You bring the fingers down to your cunt and use them to spread your lips. Clearly displaying your vulva.  

You observe as he starts to pant, whining like a distressed dog.

“Only good puppies get treats.” 

You start to rub small circles around your clit. Making sure to moan extra loud , just to tease. You can hear Jeno start to cry. Constant sniffles can be heard. His hand reaches to touch his  errect cock but you stop him. 

“Don’t. If you touch I’ll make myself cum right here and leave you with a hard cock with nothing but a pillow to help you.”

He obeys quickly and balls his hands up into fist , resting them at his side. You watch in satisfaction before continuing. You plunge two fingers into your cunt. Slowly working yourself open. You start off with slow strokes before increasing your speed. Your thighs close in on your own hand before you force them open. 

Jeno sits at the end of the bed with tears running down his cheek, his mouth forming a pout. Bottom lip quivering and jutting out.

“Wish I had a good boy here to help me out.” You say in between a moan. You were starting to get close to your climax. “Maybe I should go out looking for one.” 

That comment broke him , he starts to sob and beg. 

“Please , I’m so sorry I’m a really bad pup and I made mommy mad. I-im really sorry please don’t be mad at me. I-i’ll be good I p-promise I’ll be good.” He looks absolutely broken. 

You observe his face before deciding enough was enough. 

“Are you gonna be a good boy for mommy ?” 

He nods with quickness. 

“So come here and help me out , show me that you’re my good pup.” 

He quickly crawls over to you. Dragging his shorts and boxers off in one swift motion. You barley get time to comprehend his actions before he spits on his palm , jerking himself off with vigor. The next thing you feel is his thick cock entering you. The girth stretching you out so deliciously. 

You grab a hold of his biceps. He takes no time before he starts to fuck into you quickly like a dog. The pressure in your stomach building quickly. You can feel your clit throbbing and the walls of your cunt spasming. You look up to catch a glimpse of Jeno’s face.

His tongue is hanging out of his mouth , drool falling onto your cheek. His eyes were crossed and his eyelids were twitching. He was breathing erratically. You could feel his cock start to throb. He starts babbling 

“I-im a good ..mmmm fuck… good puppy, I-im a good pup for m-mommy only ughh” His words slurring together. Barley audible. He starts to choke on his own breath. Choked out moans are punched out of his chest. 

He starts to fuck into you with sharp , hard and slow thrust. One , two , three before he flushes his hips against yours one last time. Warm semen painting your walls. He continues to grind into you , as if his body was on auto pilot. His head has fallen on your chest. Wetness of his saliva spread across your hardened nipples. 

You take a couple seconds to catch your breath. Moving your hand to rest on his head , you start caressing his head with slow strokes.

“You were such a good boy for me. Mommy’s good boy.”

[writingforstraykids]

My beloved cutie mooties🥺🖤

(edited 12.05.24)

🖤@atinyniki🖤

Niki, my beautiful sunshine, I'm so grateful to have you through thick and thin. I'm still convinced you're cute and idc whether you accept that or not. I love talking to you and you're one of the kindest people I know (unless you yell at me you meanie...joking obviously, chill guys😂🖤) I'll always be there for you...also pls stop spending so much money on me cutie😭 Keep shining sunny bunny...love you, pretty girl🖤

🖤@zehina🖤

my beloved (not so silent anymore) bestie, i love our shared European confusion and confusing the others together in return. you're such a cute little kitty and we all know u love being called cute so...you're very cute, deal with it🤭I love our shared stupidity whenever we talk about the boys and seriously, every time you send me your part for the rambles I'd drop to my knees and pay for it bc holy shit. I'll always be there if you need me, keep fighting lovey. love you unnie🖤

🖤@galaxycatdrawz🖤

azzy, I'm so proud of slowly pulling you a little from the shadows you were hiding in😂 also...idk how I managed to do so, but I'm still laughing about achieving most of your tumblr milestones😭 i love sharing requests with you, working out ideas or simply do as you said and write what my brain couldn't figure out. thank you for always being there for me and sharing your brilliant brain with me, co-writer🤭 also it's such a bummer we live so far away bc after what we talked about so far I know you'd be the best cuddle buddy🥺 love you azzy my cutest little thing🖤

🖤@jinnie-ret 🖤

jinnie my dear, even though we haven't talked that much so far, I always love it when we get the chance🤭 can't wait to get to know you better as well and I'm already so excited for that fic👀looveeee your writing sm🖤

🖤@sona1800🖤

you're my newest mootie and I love you so much already it's ridiculous (niki can confirm that🥹) you're always so sweet and you literally outshine every fic with your loving reblogs and comments (I'm just too speechless to answer properly, I really love them🥺) so yeah, that's why you got the tag "the cutest" 🤭🖤

🖤@silverstarburst🖤

Ash. my dear, we don't have that much time to talk usually because you're either working or I'm asleep (a rarity but still). Nevertheless, you have a special place in my heart by now and I'm thankful for your presence in my life. I know who to text if I need someone to kick ass. Your reblogs make me smile like some idiot every time, thank you so much for appreciating my lil dummy ideas so much. love you mama wolf🖤

🖤@slutforchanlix🖤

Miu, babyy, I've made you cry way too often with stuff like this—my bad. I know it's not always easy, but you're one of the kindest people I know, and I love that I have someone with whom I can talk in my native language for once. You're a sweetheart and thank you for always being there for me. I still plan to meet you one day hehe. Long story short, you're amazing, don't let anyone else try to make you believe anything less than that. Bin immer für dich da🖤

🖤@michelle4eve🖤

heyy mimi, we haven't talked much so far...sometimes accidentally when you mistook my icon for niki's I hope that's easier now😂😉 you seem like such a kind soul and I hope we'll get closer over time (no rush dear!) I'm happy over each of your reblogs, especially after you told us you're too shy to do so sometimes. I really appreciate it, you cutie🖤

🖤@chrizzztopherbang🖤

I always loved seeing you pop up in my notifications with your sweet comments. I already think you're a sweetheart, I know we haven't talked that much yet. Still, I loved prereading your fics and getting a glimpse into your genius brain. Don't give up writing as long as you have fun with it, because you're truly amazing at it🖤

🖤@wolfyychan🖤

You've been around on my prior blog already and still my stupid brain didn't realize you've changed usernames for so long😭😂 I always look forward to your excited comments and reblogs, they're truly a boost of motiviation ngl. Hope to have you around for a long time🤭🖤

🖤@james-is-here🖤

Your excitement for that Minchan series made me think about writing bonus chapters for the first time in months. I really love seeing how you get so invested in some of the stories, which makes me want to do better hehe. Also...omg...I'm still thinking about that one fic you wrote a while ago🫠 I'm excited to see what's next and hope we'll get the chance to maybe talk some more🖤

🖤@queer-possum🖤

Without giving away too much, your brain is amazing. I love your requests so much and you're always so kind when I get back to you to make sure I get everything right. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to write about certain topics and stuff I haven't so far🖤

🖤@chanandminhoenthusiast🖤

love, love, loveee your blog (for obvious inspirational reasons😉) you seemed like a very sweet soul whenever we talked before and I'll always be there if you need someone to talk, even about the most random bullshit😂🖤

🖤@palindrome969🖤

You're such a lovely person, I can't even put it into words properly. Your writing is beautiful and I'm still in love with that stargazing fic with Channie😭 always love talking to you and seeing your comments🖤

🖤@5starluvr🖤

I've told you so before, I wanna kiss your brain so bad sometimes. The stuff you come up with for me to write is brilliant. I can't wait to finish more of your requests and share ideas as soon as possible! Love you hehe🖤

🖤@mellhwang🖤

Heyy sweetie, I love seeing you in my notes and I swear I'll get that Minchan x Hyunjin thing done for you!! Thank you for all the love, dear🖤

🖤@lost-in-avoidance🖤

The amount of times I made you choke back tears at work is...concerning and I'm so sorry, I don't do it on purpose, I swear😭😂 your reblogs are always so genuine and make me feel like I did exactly what I wanted to with the fic in question. I appreciate your words so much, thank you!

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

hehe..... ari.......... i am already here...... knife and fork in hand............... gimme food gimme lore. how did you and mister sweetheart mister laios mister oblivious meet?????? was it a meet-cute, or a meet-ugly perhaps???? like an accidental meet-ugly????? he bumped into you and spilled his food all over you???? i could see that i think it would be qwfully cute actually:333 anyway hehehehe please indulge me i really wanna know more abt the two of you!!!! - @teddybeartoji

MICKEY . you work fast ……. i have to respect it…….. BUT WAHHHH THIS MADE MY BRAIN SPIN SO FAST :(((((((( sniffle . i love him. I HAVE MANY THOUGHTSS pls bear with me my sweet sunflower…….

here is a snack for you while you read :33 🥪 and a kiss on the cheek. mwah!!

OKAY SO . i’m very fond of the meet-ugly idea….. thank you for the free lore i’m a tiny pigeon eating crumbs straight from ur hand 🐦🐦 NO BC. it feels so fitting doesn’t it…… a pair of losers stumbling into each other’s lives………. we’re both at some adventurer’s restaurant stop and i trip over his foot and drop my plate of food . and he apologizes. and i’m like . ah . he’s cute. (puppydog effect 💔)………. and i end up joining his party somehow. i don’t think it’d take a lot of convincing tbh i’m susceptible to manipulation and peer pressure at any given moment 🙏🙏 maybe it’s like… right after the falin thing. and they’re desperate to fill up their party. and i’m just like . okay yeah. bc i wanna see the dragon + laios has bewitched me 😔😔

….. actually this got me thinking abt . what kind of adventurer i’d be …. and as much as i love & adore playing as the knight-esque sword guy when it comes to rpgs….. realistically i feel like i’d be a magic user …. or a bowman ….. or a rogue like chilchuck . a bard ??? 👀 maybe ????? ANYWAYYYY that’s not important i just think it’s fun 2 think abt :333 (which class do u think you’d be mickey 🎤🎤 i need to know!!!!)

AND THEN . yeah. i’m just….. crushing on him. i think. and the more i get to know him the more i’m like. i need him to be happy. i need him to succeed. i want to stay by his side . etcetc…… down horrendous in other words <///3 and he’s just so oblivious yk???? marcille and chilchuck get it immediately and they’re both like . my condolences. he’s happily married to monsterkind 😐😐

BUT LAIOS IS JUST . he’s just so caring….. yk……….. makes me food and pats my head and drapes a blanket over me when i get sleepy . ik i’ve already said it but!!!! i rlly do see arilaio as a black cat/golden retriever kinda deal…… w me being . very eepy all the time . a little grumpy. i just feel like that side of me would peek out around him bc he’s big and safe and warm :3 i’m normal abt him btw .

i’m already starting to get 2 into it so i’ll stop myself BUT. i do also wanna say!!!! this is . a yapper/yapper dynamic…….. bc i feel like we’re both good listeners. but also yap a horrific amount when it comes to smth we love 😭😭 yk how he is abt monsters….. i’d be the exact same way but like . w books. or games. or whatever. so it’s just him teaching me abt monsters while i look up at him w hearts in my eyes + me rambling abt smth or another while he gives me Intense Eye Contact and asks follow up questions <3333333 OK I’M DONE . he just. he is….. the way he is . which is perfect . 😔😔

anyway !!!!! THANK YOU SM FOR THE QUESTION MICKEY….. 🥺🥺🥺 you’re the sweetest little guy ever and i hope you know i love you <3 i hope you’re resting a lot and soaking up the sunlight!!!! and i hope you sleep so well tonight :3 i’m tucking you gently into bed as we speak!!! bringing you extra blankets and fluffy pillows and a big cup of jasmine tea <33333

this is literally arimickey + laios btw <333333

[celestie0]

Hello ellie! 😍 im just here to drop a ‘few’ words so don’t mind me 🤪 (i fear it may have turned into a yapsesh oopsies!)

Help omg idk if this is tmi but like im on my period and I was reading chap 3 of ihm right… and how could i prevent myself from laughing at my fav goofy ahh lighthearted romcom series on tumblr? 😔 put 2 and 2 together and boom i had my ketchup bottle moment when reading the dialogue bye 💀🤚 I LITERALLY HAD TO STOP FOR A MOMENT TO PROCESS WTH JUST HAPPENED LOL

Anyway, i rlly LOVEEEE your writing style for ihm,, the goofiness n domesticity is what I need as therapy for the heart wrenching angst fics ive read 😤 the way you write y/n + gojo’s dynamic and quarrels never fail to make me crack up like an egg and i love you for that 😔 THANK YOU FOR CREATING A COMFORT FIC FOR US ALL 🥺🫶

I hope I’m not stepping out of line here but your feelings abt the smut in ihm is totally valid and i understand you. That anon probs didn’t intend on bringing any harm but like there’s bountiful of smut in the jjk fandom that I’m sure they could have read instead of commenting smth so ignorant and disrespectful 🥲 Pls every time i search ‘jjk x reader’ in the search tab, i’m always greeted by endless posts of smut one-shots 😭 but fr this fandom actually needs to stop being a buncha horny brainrots bc im actually over repetitive and predictable smut,, everything just feels so shallow :,0 (everyone is entitled to their own opinion so dont atk me pls) and them invading your personal space by demanding smut is just not it… and we all know you don’t have to cater to them bc u don’t owe them anything! no need to listen to the smut hungry anons bc they don’t even care abt the blood, sweat and tears you pour into ur fics if they’re pushing you to write smut 😡‼️ they can go fulfil their dirty desires somewhere else ;-;

Words seriously cannot express how much I love your stories and just wanna applaud you for not immediately jumping into smut and actually having relationship buildup,, it makes the stories have sustenance and ik u want ur fics to be memorable in a unique way to your lovely readers 😇 but we seriously need a smut ban n touch grass movement in the jjk fandom for a bit bc this is getting out of hand 😭

I LOVE YOU ELLIE AND PLS DONT BE DISCOURAGED BY THESE SILLY ANONS BC AT THE END OF THE DAY THEY R NOTHING + YOUR SUPPORT SYSTEM (us ACTUAL readers and gojo) WILL ALWAYS HAVE UR BACK AND SHOWER U IN THE LOVE THAT U DESERVE!!! ❤️

hiii bb!! PLEASE the ketchup bottle moment sent me to the moon also so fucking relatable xD and omg i'm so glad you enjoy the lightheartedness of ihm so far!! it's been sm fun to write and it's become a comfort fic of my own as well <33

thanks so much for the support on the smut thing <3 i've been toggling back n forth between feeling awful for coming at that anon like that vs being glad i stood up for myself lol, but ultimately, i just needed to share my perspective. i don't think they were trying to be rude either, which is why i felt bad, but i spoke my truth lol

and i totally agree w you (pls no one attack me either) but i'm honestly kind of sick of just seeing straight smut on my feed. like it's fine when i'm in the mood but the tumblr algorithm for jjk feels like your partner constantly begging you for sex 24/7 lol. but yea power to whatever someone wants to read, but don't impose it on an author.

anywho i've been talking a lot ab this situation lolol i feel like there's nothing i haven't said anymore but i totally agree w everything you've said!

thanks sm for you lovely words of support bb :'') i love u tooo and i'm so blessed to have the community of support i have on here!! this situation has definitely made me realize i'm not alone. have a wonderful dayyy (also hope your period is treating you well) <3

[yioh]

hellu yura it's eli (or well, spencer now ig, but im also still eli lol) i just wanted to drop by and say that im not online much anymore (im trying to be tho) but now and then i come on here or on insta and i see ur art and i might not know who anybody in your works are, but im always so so glad ur still creating and i love every single piece. i remember seeing u make druck art back in 2018/19 and ur still out there, making such gorgeous, wonderful things!!!! never ever stop doing the things u love. i hope that time, and the universe at large, is being kind to you, my friend

ELI HIIIII gosh i’m so sorry it took so long for me to reply to you😭 but thank you so SO much you are the sweetest dearest friend i have on here !! druck was really the root of all my creative outburst i will never forget 💪💪💪💪 thank you so much for dropping by and noticing everything i’ve been drawing even though you’re not familiar w the media that’s truly so so sweet of you 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💓💓💓💓💓💓aahajsvwkbdsj i really hope you have a lovely day today i love you sm my friend !!!!

[satoruhour]

t!!! i am dropping by with some good music and new year wishes! 🎶🎉 thank you so much for being part of my 2023 🥹 you’re always so friendly and so kind 🥺 i adore your energy so much!!!!!

as a year end pick, my favourite read from you is: spidey!gojo omg 🥺 he is so adorable PLS

if i may ask!! 🥺 (pls feel free not to answer if uncomfy!!) how was 2023 for you? what’s a favourite thing (anything) you discovered this year? do you have any reflections from the past year? any resolutions for the next? 🥹

MY LOVEEEEE aw tysm! i hope everything good in your life comes to you in 2024, both resolutions and wishes and wish u to have a long nice time with ur bf 🥹💟 tysm for being part of my 2023 too im so glad to have met a mutual like you 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

THANK YOU BSHDHASH i honestly wrote that half asleep and a little awkward since its been long since ive written but thank you sm for liking it 😭😭😭😭😭😭 i will need to read more of your stuff pls ive been so busydfys

2023 was okay i guess 🥹 neither that great nor bad - other than grieving, it's been a fun mixture of work and then transitioning into university and just a year full of new experiences (and also more tattoos) i learnt some lindy hop, made loads of friends @ uni, taken the leap the go back into studying. but ig you gain some and you lose some which i wont be gg into detail but its part of life!!

im not too sure on favourite thing but in general ive discovered that i like writing lore a lot on my fics. it's unavoidable!!! my laptop also needs servicing. im slow at reading and i wish i had prepared more for uni, i shouldve at least asked this person out for a casual lunch, im getting more broke, but like. WHATEVER ya know ..... i think its both unfortunate and lovely that i get to experience all these things bc then itll just prepare me for the next round something similar happens ! i dont know, im not good with putting my thoughts into words 🥹

i usually dont set resolutions much, but if it's something i think it's to be less anxious of what people think of me as a person and to just dress / act how i want. shame is a social construct, embrace the cringe, etc. and also i wanna keep a consistent journal LMAOOOO

ty for the questions sel, theyre always such a joy to ponder over and write out sel 😭😭😭😭😭 you are my twin, my 🥹 enjoyer (albeit the other one, but its ok) bc youre so real for loving the emoji tbh. i love it too!! so much! may 2024 be immensely good to you throughout and i hope u rmb im always here for you, ty for being my mutual 🥹💟

[seiwas]

sel sel sel!!! its been a while since i popped into ur ask box so i thought id thank u for ur rb on my gojo drabble here :3 i come w treats 🍵☕️🍩🍪🍰!!

but god sel u r. the sweetest in the universe i think?? i appreciate you so so much for working ur way through my masterlist 😥🥺 n taking the time to pick out lines and comment so thoughtfully on everything!! (pls dont feel pressured to keep going if its draining tho!!! just knowing that u enjoyed them makes me so happy!! <33) u always say the kindest things and u always Get it so well too… ur spoiling me w all ur bigbrained thoughts i love reading em sm <3

as always im so happy u enjoyed my characterization of our boy 🥺🥺 means sm coming from u!! i dont write for teen gojo v often but i see him and adult gojo as fairly different… to me teen gojo is in this state where hes detached, but still has some kind of hope that he can breach that distance and connect w others…. while adult gojo is totally resigned to the impossibility of anyone genuinely understand him </3 but thats also why i can see teen gojo having a crush and like. wanting to Act on it as opposed to adult gojo who feels one single ounce of intimacy and immediately backs off LMAO

im trying not to rant too much in ur ask box PHDJD but!! i rly do want u to know how grateful i am for u!!! knowing that u like my writing means the world to me 🥺😥 all ur comments r so thoughtful and u rly do always see exactly what im trying to do w certain lines n dynamics and its just :’3 yeah. im picking u up and spinning u around!!! i hope this week treats u w all the kindness that u deserve sel <333

ari omg?!!?! 🥺 YOU are so sweet coming in here, thanking me with this looooong and sweeeeet message 🥺

read ari’s drabble here

i am munching on all those treats 🥺 thank you so much 🥺🫶🏻

i am soooo far from completing your masterlist omg this is just the tip of the iceberg!! truly!!! i always save ur works for a time when i know i’ll be in the right headspace to read and process it 🥺 but!! i am always so excited and happy to leave my comments on your stuff!! i adore the way you write and characterise!! you deserve every bit of appreciation 🥺

YOU have a big brain pls. 😭 i agree that teen gojo varies so much from adult gojo & i think the turning point was probs suguru 😭 i love the hope you attach to gojo as a teen, how he still hopes for something amidst everything 🥺 it also just ACHES me to think that he’s turned a bit jaded as an adult and no longer thinks anyone will get him 😭

pls feel free to drop by w everything and all that you wanna share ari 🥺 i appreciate YOU so much for writing works like this, for also being so supportive of others’ stuff, for being sososo sweet 🥺 i hope u r getting all the love u deserve this week ily 🥺

[jattendschaton]

Hewllo!! I just wanted to drop a msg to thank u for reblogging my art and i love reading ur wonderful tags it has so much enthusiasm and energy ❤️❤️💗💗🥰it makes me so happy about it!!

AHHH hello!!!! Thank you for messaging me, you are so wonderful and kind <3<3<3 🥺🥺🥺 I'm so glad my tags could bring some extra joy to you!!!! I absolutely adored your artwork (in case anyone hasn't seen it yet, you have GOT to look you will fall in love https://van1shiro.tumblr.com/post/731801543556415488/happy-halloween-the-special-was-amazing) I have honestly been thinking about it for hours, it's beautiful and so inspiring!! It's like this perfect snapshot of a story—so intriguing alongside being incredibly cute. I love it sm, thank you for sharing it with the fandom!!

[6okuto]

QKHDEKRBWBDJDH Im too shy to go off anon but just know that im ur secret admirer ahshdjshdjejd also sending u anon love is fun hehe 💓💓😚😚

im glad to hear that ur eyes r getting better! Hope ull be able to get the rest u need and deserve after ur sem is over <333 im doing great myself !!seeing ur reply to my ask just made my week 💗💗💗💗💗 i hope u too r eating well and staying hydrated and most importantly get enough sleep 😭😭😭😭 i hope ur day continues to be filled with happy things love u !!!💕💕💕💕💕

U dont know what kind of beast uve unleashed when u said u wanted to know more abt my ocs ong...Osjxiejdieje pls dont mind my rambling im so shameless byeee 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ also these infos might be weird its just based off my own understanding of stuff and not accurate to common knowledge so ⚰⚰

The alchemist- she's a bit on the gloomy side and honestly just tired of life 😭😭 i went with this origin first so her personality is like pretty much based off the game mc we play as, just a tad bit more passive 🚶‍♀️will melt down and turn into mush at the slightest bit of affection so i paired her with leander, and since shes gone through a lot i thought, she deserves some treat <3 and throw in mhin into the equation too hehe another random fact abt her is that she loves plain water... a LOT. Since shes a mage apprentice, i imagine that she probably learn a lot of magic stuff after meeting leander, mostly to get stronger and for self defense

The hound- she got massive trust issues (being betrayed by her friend in the thief syndicate and all) so shes extremely wary of the LIs, like if u think the in game mc is wary of the ppl in eridia, she's like 10x worse. Honestly lowkey like mhin 2.0 except a lil bit snappier 😭 i pair her with kuras and their relationship is kinda like him trying to get a stray cat with human issues to warm up to him 😭😭 doesnt get along with any of the LIs at all and always keep an arm's length around them, but she only lets kuras into her life (and fun fact he loves feeding her) surprisingly tolerates mhin too, and learns a lot abt how to use weapons from them, and since she was in a thief syndicate i imagine her agility lvl is v high (and dont tell this to my unnamed mc but my alchemist and hound mc is my favourite children...)

The unnamed- shes raised like a royalty all her life, since being an oracle means that everyone borderline worship her, but being raised at a temple also means theres many restrictions and shes honestly lowkey sick of being treated like it, though she keeps the perfect facade up, all smiles and all. Shes kind of a lil shit since after running away from the temple, she finds it hard to keep her nice facade up but still tries too hard to keep em (this results in her going 😄😄 but when she suddenly snaps she was like- omg i accidentally let my true colours out- and went back to being nice and all smiles as if her previous outburst didnt just happen- yes shes two faced) i pair her with ais and vere (aka the lil shits 😭) honestly their relationships r just ais and vere trying to make her snap and drop her nice facade its kind of hilarious

Andd yeahhs thats abt it abt them !! Sorry this got much longer than it shouldve been 😔😔 but thank u for being curious abt my silly goofies 🥺🥺 my personal fave is mhin!! And after finish talking to ais and kuras i...im lowkey interested in them disjdjejdjejdj theyre so fun??¿¿ 😭😭 leander is high up in my list too but i mostly see him as a big bro figure bc of his friendliness 🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️

ANYWAYS I LOVE U SM OKAY RMMBR THAT NIA SENDING U LOTS OF VIRTUAL HUGS THHANK U FOR BRIGHTENING UP MY DAY 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

its fine i know who u are. im lying. im not. i have a hypothesis i wont say bc well thatd be awkward if i was wrong wouldnt it. STAY PERF! SENDING U ..NOT ANON LOVE...wtf is the opposite of anonymous. KNOWN! IDENTIFIED! jesus. i need to go back to sleep i think i slept for like 3 hours my body hates me or sometign....THANK YOU!!!! i will continue 2 look 4 happy things 2day. reacted under cut 2 save space :heart:

HELLO ALCHEMIST MC!!! the plain water imcirny?@%? that's real actually stay hydrated OMGG learning magic after meeting is saur smart... is she ending up w leander... WHAT IS MHIN DOING. stay so strong

HOUND MC AND KURAS that's so real. handling 2 mhins...u can do it bro... LOVES FEEDING HER 🙁 i cannot wait 2 hear abt how she lets her walls down i think the hound option is just soo good for that and kuras is an interesting choice 4 it.. + w mhin's own...defensiveness and such....yeah . stuff is going to happen here

WOWW. UNNAMED FACADE OF HAPPINESS...love the trope I LOOVEEE WHEN CHARAS DO THAT i giggle a little like omg AIS AND VERE. jesus. wow. oh wow. there is so much u can do there. oh that sounds like itll be so fun to develop

DO NAWTT APOLOGIZE i like 2 hear abt everyones ocs bc i dont make them LOL i am sure mhin would love u. i think they need the same amnt of support + self care reminders u give me like TAKE CARE OF URSELF...LET PEOPLE TAKE CARE OF U... i hope something so awesome happens for u today :heart:

[tetzoro]

hai aimsie 💝💞 i know u’re away on hiatus but i jus’ wanted to drop by n lyk that im thinking of u + missing ur presence dearly ! ! u’re alwys so sweet n fun n friendly to everyone n i only hope that u receive back all the love n kindness u put out into the universe 10 fold 🥺 u r vrie pwecious to mi ( n all ur favies of course ! ! ) n ilusm :3 litl angel wings for angel aimsie :D ! !

hiii precious cocopup 🥹🫶 it’s silly bc whenever i go to type your name it wants to autocorrect to xoxo and i think it means i need to give u the biggest hug & sm lil smooches ! so get ready !! ♡⌒(>。<) thank u sm for taking the time to write me this sweet message T^T i hope you know how much i appreciate you ᰔ your ability to uplift others and make them feel all warm & fuzzy is something i look up to so so much !! ur truly inspirational :’) AAAA i can gush about u forevvaaaa but i will stop here (for now hehehee) and thank you again for being so kind to me !! i love u smmm !! ᰔ

[asscandles]

heeeello!! first i gotta say that i love ur writing so much<3 u are a blessing for the tokyo revengers fandom.

can i request yuzuha with a soft bestfriend (like, they’re totally opposites bc yuzuha is… her, and her bestfriend would be like soft and a little against violence and shy…) and how they meet and how their relationship would be like in the daily? thank u!!

hello! thank you sm babe, you're so kind🥺 i had another request similar to this one, so i decided to combine them both into this one.

also, since yuzuha is CRIMINALLY underrated and there isn't a lot of content for her, i decided to give this one extra attention and write a bit more! i hope you like it :D and god, i hope it fits her character. i wasn’t too sure

being best friends with yuzuha is… interesting, to say the least

ngl when yuzuha first met you, she lowkey thought you were a wuss LMAO

it’d all started when you’d accidentally collided with a black dragon member while sprinting out of a side alley. despite having been that one that had gotten knocked on their ass, you’d started apologizing profusely and repeatedly bowing your head. however, your apology didn’t seem to appease the gang member. you were mid-apology when you suddenly found your collar being crumpled up in the boy’s fist and your entire body lifted off the ground. you’d yelped and pried at his iron grip on your shirt, pleading with him to let you go and desperately insisting that violence isn’t necessary.

that was when yuzuha materialized behind him and placed a restraining hand on his arm, telling the black dragon member to calm down and dryly asking if he had anything better to do than pick on crybabies like you. it’s safe to say she caught a quick elbow to the face and stumbled back. you shouted at him to stop and impulsively kicked your foot forward, driving it into his groin. he’d promptly gasped in agony and reflexively dropped to his knees, unceremoniously dumping you onto the concrete in the process. “oh, god, i’m sorry! i didn’t mean to--” your fretting ceased when you noticed that yuzuha was still on the ground. you immediately scrambled up and to yuzuha’s side.

“are you okay?” the genuine, almost frantic concern in your tone caught yuzuha off guard. but what stunned her even more was your appearance. there was no way in hell that you belonged here. you donned pastel hues and carried a light grey satchel complete with a macaroon charm that clicked and clacked whenever you moved. your features were soft, eyes round and sparkling with a sense of worry so innocent and pure that it made her want to do two things. first, she wanted to dislike you just for having the ignorance and audacity to be carelessly wandering around in such a dangerous part of town. second, she wanted to feel frustrated because the violence in the town had gotten so extreme that her first instinct was to dislike you for being here. yuzuha wasn’t quite sure which desire was more powerful.

“yeah, it’s nothing.” she’d waved off your concern and stood up. “it’s dangerous here. you should leave before he recovers.” however, seeing that rat bastard knelt on the ground in obvious pain made her crack a small smile. “that kick wasn’t bad, though.”

“oh, uh, thanks…” you chuckled nervously, inconspicuously fiddling with the hem of your top. “i’m not super big on--ah! hey, you’re bleeding!”

“am i?” yuzuha quirked a brow. upon brushing her finger against her cheek, she discovered that a small cut had been opened along the skin, but it was barely bleeding. the way you’d said it made her think that she was losing a shit ton of blood. “oh, it’s alright, don’t worry.”

“this is all my fault, i’m so sorry.” you leaned forward in a deep bow, trying your best to keep your voice from wavering with guilt. “if i’d been watching where i was going, this wouldn’t have happened. please forgive me!”

“huh? no, seriously, don’t worry about it. it’s barely a--what are you doing?”

you were feverishly rummaging through your satchel, the tip of your tongue peeking through your lips and forehead creased in concentration as you searched. yuzuha tilted her head as she watched you search. “um, hello?”

“i found it,” a small yet accomplished smile appeared on your lips as you yanked your fist free, pieces of paper jutting from the spaces between your fingers. “here, please take this.” you opened your hand, offering to her a single alcohol wipe and a bandage. “since you got hurt because of me, please use these to patch yourself up.”

“really, it’s barely a scratch.” yuzuha held up a palm to decline. “i’m used to looking after my brother, so this kind of stuff doesn’t bother me.”

“what..?” you blinked at her incredulously. “please forgive me for saying so, but that’s not good. no one should be accustomed to pain.” you shook your head.

“it’s fine. it’s not as bad as you think.” yuzuha reassured you. even so, she knew full well that she was concealing a large bruise on her jaw beneath a layer of makeup. but, it’s not your business. hell, you looked so delicate that she feared one flash of her injuries would cause you to faint. “what’s your name?” she questioned, changing the subject. “i’m yuzuha shiba.”

“oh, i’m (reader).” you smile. that’s such a lovely name. yuzuha. you extended your arm further, prompting her to take the wipe and bandaid. “please take this. i know it isn’t a big cut, but it’s still broken skin. if you don’t clean it, it will get infected.”

“alright, fine,” yuzuha accepted your offered supplies with a half-smile of slight amusement.

once you bid her farewell and you both went your separate ways, yuzuha never expected to interact with you again. she was resigned to only bear your memory in the form of a pastel pink bandaid and a fleeting chuckle as she admired her new “accessory” in the mirror. however, fate has a funny way of being unpredictable--fickle, even.

it proved that fact when yuzuha bumped into you a number of other times--a couple times even literally. more times than not, your shy personality and inability to do much other than apologize meekly in the presence of the black dragons landed you in a few sticky situations that yuzuha promptly saved you from. before long, it became a habit of hers to immediately check out the target of a group of black dragons instead of minding her own business. god, they’re such an airhead, she thought.

there was no definitive start to your friendship. yuzuha just kind of grew accustomed to your presence. although she spent a great deal of time with her brother, before long, your absence became glaringly obvious to both her and hakkai. you were a scaredy-cat, but less of a nuisance than she initially thought.

besides, you were kind and seemed to bloom like a brilliant sunflower in her presence. seeing the relief in your eyes when she intervened and how flustered you got whenever you were faced with opposition, and hearing how overly yet genuinely ashamed you were when you apologized made her want to protect you. given her past of watching over hakkai and vowing to protect her family, the compulsion to take you under her wing was pretty natural, making the transition into your friendship almost effortless.

in the beginning, yuzuha was never a clingy friend. despite your friendship, she still kept a couple walls erected to guard her heart from further damage and keep you from finding out their family’s secrets. she thought you couldn’t handle it--that it wasn’t really your business to begin with. she thought you were too weak, and that it would freak you out. they aren’t mature enough, she concluded. not only that, it’s a family matter.

she kept you at arm’s length, letting you open up to her if you needed to but then proceeding to bottle up her own emotions behind that casual smile of hers. she would always put on makeup before she saw you to ensure that you never saw her bruises. she was stiff whenever you went to embrace or touch her, unfamiliar with the affections of other people who weren’t hakkai.

friendships were always difficult to maintain, given her family’s reputation and her affiliation to the black dragons. yet, you didn’t seem to have a problem with any of it. you just stuck by her side as if you were blissfully unaware of the hardships and turmoil she endured.

she was prepared to stay this way forever. she never expected to be allowed a close friend. being able to share secrets with someone other than family, being close enough to swap clothes with them, and being able to cry and have them rub her back until she calmed down--she just accepted that it wasn’t part of the package deal.

however, she was forced to take that risk. she didn’t want to, nor did she have time to prepare. it just hit her like one of those uppercuts that come all the way up from the floor.

it happened when you and yuzuha were out strolling through the city, and it suddenly started pouring rain with about five minutes of advanced notice. you both sought refuge under the overhang of an empty bus stop, and you were both panicking--you because your ice cream was watered-down and no longer edible, and yuzuha because the rain was washing her makeup off. she did her best to hide the previously concealed wounds, but it was only a matter of time before your smile withered, your ice cream hit the ground, and your eyes rounded with horror. you were distraught, to say the least, demanding to know who the hell hurt her and inquiring as to why she didn’t say anything, especially since you had touched her there more than once and hated the idea of accidentally causing her pain.

she’d reflexively brushed you off, dismissing your concern with an “it’s nothing” and an “it barely hurts.” you two argued back and forth, your concern rising to match her increasing irritation at the entire situation. she lashed, “i told you, i’ve been taking care of my brother since we were kids! this kind of stuff isn’t that big of a deal. so just stop worrying about it!”

but then, you challenged her with, “well, shit, yuzuha!” you tossed your arms in the air in disbelief, your usually timid and apologetic demeanor now swallowed up by your fear for yuzuha’s safety. “then who takes care of you?”

at that moment, yuzuha fell silent. her lips were parted to reply, but she was shocked to discover that she couldn’t. she didn’t know why, but… she didn’t have a rebuttal. she didn’t have anyone to name. she didn’t have anyone who popped into her mind. there was only this sickening feeling of cognizance that slowly trickled through her body, dripping with painstaking precision into the gaping abyss of dread and cold despair that yawned wider and wider each time yuzuha realized that every person she could think of had never come to her assistance.

when was the last time she’d leaned on someone’s shoulder?

when was the last time she’d reached out for help, and someone had taken her hand?

when was the last time someone protected her?

ah, that’s right. she’d forgotten. all this time, she’s been resigned to looking after and relying on only herself. she figured that if her own family wouldn’t help her, then who the hell would?

“no one. i don’t need anyone to take care of--”

“then, i’ll do it!”

what? all yuzuha would do was blink incredulously at you. you? the meek crybaby who she kept having to save? surely, you were joking. the idea of you being able to protect her was so unlikely that she almost accidentally laughed on the spot.

but then, you took a step forward, and when yuzuha’s gaze fell upon your face, her amusement dissipated in her throat. your eyes burned brighter than she’d ever seen before. a tenacious fire breathed with life in your eyes, swelling and dancing with more fervor than she’s ever witnessed from you before. pearls of frustration and pain scintillated along your lashes, but they didn’t extinguish the flame--no, they sustained it. your features were a concrete statue of solemnity, genuine purity, and sobriety, no longer soft with naivety nor drunk on daydreams.

“let me help you, yuzuha.”

she’d expected your words to be empty and only bear weight whenever it was convenient for you, so you pursuing your spoken desire to help her had her reeling a bit

she must admit, it was a bit overwhelming at first. but after a while of gradual progress, she stopped resisting and allowed your deft hands to calmly and gently inspect her wounds, she willingly showed you where she kept her makeup remover, the surprise she felt whenever you invited her and hakkai over began to fade, and she eventually quit avoiding the small mental health checks you tagged onto your conversations over tea or coffee.

over time, the flowers seemed to have a tad more color, the sun seemed a little warmer, the breeze was a bit more soothing, and her smile seemed to come a little easier. hakkai even commented on her transformation, mentioning that she seemed happier. yeah, yuzuha was pretty glad to have you around.

after a comparison of your appearances and demeanors, the public eye always assumed that yuzuha was the dominant one in the friendship and protected you, which is only half true. it’s more of a 50/50, an equal give-and-take situation. while it’s true that she protects you from physical harm and threats from others, it’s also correct that you protect her in an emotional and mental sense.

the first time yuzuha cried in front of you, it was on her bathroom floor. yuzuha’s hands were trembling so badly that she couldn’t muster enough control to peel the back of a bandaid off. she’d failed. she’d done her best, but it wasn’t enough. she’d agreed to endure a brutal beating from taiju, so long as he agreed to spare hakkai. however, he’d disregarded the deal, savagely beating hakkai while yuzuha shouted from the corner, too exhausted and gripped with pain to intervene.

she’d promised to protect their family, but all she could do was watch helplessly as taiju rained down blow after blow on hakkai’s exposed face. she’s a failure. she couldn’t do anything. god, she can’t remember the last time she’d felt so weak.

she barely remembered texting you to come over, but when you showed up in the doorway holding your lit phone screen with a worried frown, she vaguely felt her own phone pressing into her palm. without a word, you’d gone to work, gently wiping away her makeup before dressing her wounds with utmost care. you gingerly brushed a stray lock of hair away from her face with the back of your hand, saying with a soft smile, “that looks like it hurts. but you did really well, yuzuha… you can rest now. it’s going to be alright.”

then, she broke. tears began flowing down her face in endless rivulets, and she squeezed her eyes shut against them. the only sounds in the room where the rustling of fabric, the dull thump of her package of makeup wipes falling from your hands, and a series of shaky inhales, whimpers, and hiccups as she finally poured out all of her pent-up emotions. you hadn’t hesitated to draw her close, nestling her face into your shoulder and murmuring soft reassurances to her while she wept into your shirt. there was only a moment of reluctance before she surrendered to your embrace, rocking forward and freely allowing you to support her without having to worry about holding herself up.

for the first time since she was a young child, she didn’t have to worry about being strong. she could finally relax, revel in the warmth of someone else holding her, and cry without fear of being judged or perceived as frail. that day, you became her foundation--her pillar of support that she could fall back on during difficult times and trust to catch her.

having yuzuha as a best friend means that you have to be okay with her butting in on your life sometimes. you opened her heart to you, you little shit, now you have to deal with the consequences. she doesn’t really overstep, but she does remind you about upcoming assignments and events, make sure you’ve eaten, make sure that you get enough sleep, and inform you about the reputations of the people around you that wish to become your “friend”

she’s blunt with you, but only because she believes it will benefit you. she won’t hesitate to tell you when you need to be more assertive and less of a doormat (but, then she’ll apologize and rephrase her wording when she sees your smile dim), and she will tell you when you’re wrong. she expects you to do the same for her, but she also understands if it’s too confrontational for you. regardless, she at least wants you to be unafraid to voice your opinion, because if you don’t, then she fears that your guys’ bond will become similar to the one of subservience and unchallenged dominance that she shares with taiju. but, if you stand up for yourself, she’ll be so proud. she’ll be off to the side watching you firmly tell someone to leave you alone and recording you like “you’re doing great, sweetie”

she’s 100% that friend that tells the waiter that your order is wrong while you plead with her to forget about it and insist that it’s okay

you’ll have to be the one to initiate affection. she doesn’t like a ton of physical affection all at once since it can get overwhelming, and it takes her a while to get used to spontaneous hugs or sudden movements accompanied by displays of fondness. but she does like affection in moderation, and when you do show it, she’ll either sit there and quietly enjoy it, or she’ll nonchalantly return it

she’s also that friend that no matter how much time you two spend apart, she can pick up the phone and speak amicably with you as if nothing has changed

if you’re that crow friend that likes to pick up pretty stones and give them to people, if you give them to yuzuha, she will absolutely keep them. she may act a bit embarrassed or think it’s childish, but she’ll never turn down a gift from you. she keeps them in a glass jar tucked safely away under her bed where taiju’s fatass hands can’t reach

PLS compliment her. she’s a whole goddess and a half. you know she is. your praise and admiration always makes her sheepish and scarlet-faced, mumbling about how that isn’t true and how you’re embarrassing her. you never listen to her, though. she’s a beautiful girl, and she needs to accept it, plain as day.

whenever you two go to the mall, you always insist that she tries on clothes. she sneaks out of the dressing room to show you, only to hiss at you to quiet down when you start gushing and raving about how amazing she looks. still, she can’t fight the glowing smile of appreciation that pinches at her cheeks when she checks herself out in front of the mirror with you hyping her up in the background

she once almost strangled you when you approached a model scout and volunteered her without her consent

if you’re grounded and can’t leave the house, she’s more than prepared to climb through your window during the late hours of the night, a backpack containing a couple snacks secured around her shoulders. one time she banged her head on the windowsill and fell forward onto your bedroom floor. you helped her up and tenderly patted her head, but your eyes were blurry with tears of laughter as you did so

if she can fit in your clothes, she’ll probably ask to borrow them. you’ll be hanging out in your room and she’ll be picking through the contents of your closet, humming in acknowledgement while you tell her a story. when you pause, she’ll turn around with a shirt like, “hey, can i borrow this? it would match with the black pleated skirt we got at the mall the other day.”

“actually, i think it would go more with those distressed jeans you have. it just gives more jeans vibes, you know?”

“oh, wait. you have a point… yeah, you’re right.”

“but yeah, you can borrow it.”

it goes both ways, though, so long as you can be trusted to return her belongings in a timely manner. if you can’t fit into her size of clothing, then you’re welcome to borrow any accessories she has, like belts or necklaces.

you two have friendship necklaces, each necklace possessing half of a heart that’s only complete when you connect the two necklaces. yuzuha doesn’t wear it whenever taiju is in a bad mood out of fear that it will get broken during one of his tantrums; but when she isn’t the target of his rage, she always wears it under her uniform

as an adaptation to her home atmosphere, yuzuha has developed the ability to pinpoint even the smallest changes in someone’s mood or energy. that being said, all you have to do is walk into the room and set down your bag a tad bit harder than usual, and she’ll immediately lower the book she’s reading and ask, “what’s wrong?”

if she walks into the room and finds you laying face-down on the floor wallowing in your own negative emotions, she’s that friend that will take a moment to process like, “o-oh, okay. wait, hold on. let me put this down… okay, what is it? what are we doing? what’s wrong?” before clearing a spot to lay down next to you on the floor. “are you upset?” if you just mumble intelligibly and don’t move, she’ll sit up and start lightly drumming her hands on your back, telling you, “if you don’t tell me, we can’t fix the issue. talk to me, babe. what are we doing?”

she does her best to keep you steered away from any conflicts or violent outbursts that spontaneously erupt, knowing that you aren’t really one for violence. you’ll hear screaming and cursing around the corner, and yuzuha will promptly turn on her heel, link your arm with hers, and stroll back in the direction you just came from, suggesting, “let’s head back to my place. yours is too far of a walk from here.”

being friends with yuzuha means getting along with hakkai. at first, you didn’t like him because he kept hiding behind yuzuha like a little bitch and letting her get beat up in his stead, but when you saw how passionate and energized yuzuha was when praising him and talking about him, you grew to accept him for the sake of not upsetting her.

he was a bit intimidating, so you didn’t talk to him much, anyway. but, you still invited him along with you and yuzuha since she seemed quite attached to him and you didn’t want him to feel left out. after a while, you discovered that he’s a pretty decent guy, and you allowed yourself to relax just a bit more around him

yuzuha has you on speed dial next to hakkai, and she’ll lowkey be offended if you don’t put her on yours jdsfklzofjigz

she likes taking pictures of you and her whenever you’re together. she told you that she likes keeping them for the memories. if you took the pictures and made a cute, little scrapbook with stickers and her favorite colors, she would probably tear up. but if you point it out, she'll deny it, of course

pls don’t ever break her trust. she’s gone through so much, and she could really use someone like you around. take good care of her, okay?

[subskz]

EVERYONE WAKE UP NEW CHANNIE FICJUST DROPPED! i don’t think this one was up when i followed ur last acc so it’s completely new to me and it absolutely DID NOT DISAPPOINT! the way u write him… ugh channies the sweetest angel goodest baby boy in thr world 🥺🥺

i love when u upload sm it always feels like i’m unlocking an achievement. my favorite pastime. my heart is fluttering. life is suddenly good

once again, your writings make me veryvery happy :(( it’s been a really long week so this was nice to come back to and wind down with <3 it’s perfect, ur perfect, i will never be able to stop thinking about this one. mwa kisses <3333

HELLOO omg i didn’t realize that it’d been so long since four was up!! another ancient artifact hehe but i’m really thrilled you still enjoyed reading it, thank you so much babe!! channie is indeed the goodest sweetest boy even when he’s being bullied a lil bit 🥰

unlocking an achievement PLEASE 😭 i’m sure i’ve said this before and will continue to say it but you really are such an angel, i can’t tell you how much your kind words mean to me! and i’m so touched that my writing can boost your mood somehow, i hope you know that’s exactly what your sweet msgs do for me ♡ thank you again for being so lovely n supportive, i hope this week is much better for you than the last! ilysm mwah 😽💓

[saintobio]

Omg this is my first ask ever!

First, I just want to say you’re an amazing writer and I genuinely think you could write TV shows one day if you ever aspire to.

Secondly, you did what needed to be done with chapter 10. 😩 I won’t deny that I am a die hard hopeless romantic IRL (and have been involved in some angsty a*s romantic dynamics that didn’t end well before :/) so Gojo and YN being end game regardless of how complicated everything gets is something I helplessly desire. With that being said Gojo most def deserved everything that occurred this chapter (even though I kind of felt bad for him :( I ALMOST, extreme emphasis on almost, wanted YN to just give him a break.) BUT I know YN is justified in acting the way she is and inviting everyone to their “date” as well. Technically speaking, even though I know it was stated YN wasn’t intentionally trying to hurt Gojo by inviting everyone, that’s exactly how “date” night would be in their marriage based on their current dynamic. Although I’m truly surprised Gojo was as vocal and vulnerable in front of everybody about how he felt (including Sera fgbjhbm LMAO) the “I want you” was just the cherry on top. 😙🤌🏾 I can’t wait to read how this conversation between Sera and Gojo goes down, I hope for everyone’s sake Gojo just calls it quits but I’m 65% sure Sera and Gojo ending on any type of positive note is not happening. I pray she’s not pregnant! LOL because I for sure see Sera trying to make Gojo and probably even YN suffer if he ends things, she’d be miserable (kind of already is) and misery loves company. I also can’t wait for YN & Gojos convo when they both get home. Will YN reveal her illness? Will Gojo FINALLY drop Sera? Will YN somehow have a cute moment with Gojo & show him her designs? (Please I beg LMAO 🥺) Find out next time on Dragon Ball Z! Again your writing is AMAZING, and full of surprises yet somehow extremely realistic! Didn’t expect this to be so long sorry, anywho can I be this 🧶 emoji anon? :)

thank u sm 🥺 and yes deep inside i want gojo endgame too so we’ll see :’) the next chapter will start w yn and gojo’s conversation but it’s not rly gonna be very dramatic. our girl needs to calm her heart hhhhh tho there are definitely sooo many drama that will unfold still so it’s best to tune in :D pay attention to finer details! thanks again for reading!!

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hi dest :)) i love your works sm and ik you have a new series started so dont feel like you have to write this but would you take a request for a blurb/oneshot for cevans x reader whos gets overstimulated rly easily and causes anxiety? so chris has a group of buddies over to watch a football game and reader just gets overwhelmed with the noise of the tv and the shouting and the talking and she goes upstairs and chris finds her just trying to calm down? just fluff 🥺 thank u in advance 💜💜

sorry it's been a few weeks! figured it was still ok to post this now though since this weekend is all about football 🤪 thanks for the request <3

pairing: chris evans x reader

summary: you begin to feel overwhelmed while hanging out watching a game with chris and his friends.

warnings: feeling overwhelmed/anxious from too many voices and loud noises

word count: ~700

a/n: i relate to this so much but just wanna give a lil disclaimer to be safe. i wrote this based on personal experience, although i'm sure overstimulation and anxiety of this kind take on many forms, and everyone has different ways of coping. as always, i'm not an expert.

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he's aware of the discomfort you experience when there are too many people around you for too long, too many sounds all taking over your senses, so he asked first if it was all right to have a couple people over for the game, wanting to make sure you don't feel uncomfortable in your own home

but you assured him it was ok, that he deserves to have some fun. you know everyone who'd be coming and figured you could handle it for a few hours, especially if they're all focused on a game

but as the afternoon goes on, you're becoming more and more overwhelmed as everyone gets more and more into the game

you're sitting on the couch next to chris hoping it helps to be by him, but your body starts to tense with how much he's moving and talking to the television and those around him

“having fun?” he asks at one point, gently placing his hand on your thigh to get your attention

you're trying your best to block out some of the noise, trying to minimize your focus on the surroundings that are bothering you, so it takes a moment, but you shake your head and turn to look at him, putting on the best smile you can muster. “yeah of course”

he doesn't completely buy the smile or the shaky voice you use to answer him, so he keeps an eye on you for a while, not missing the way you begin to nervously bounce your leg and play with your shirt to loosen it so it’s not rubbing against your skin so much

he's about to say something, but their team gets a touchdown, various cheering noises coming from the tv mixed with the cheering, yelling and sounds of high-fives coming from your guests

it’s suddenly too much, you quickly stand up, subtly covering your ears as you head to your bedroom to try to calm down

chris notices, but wants to give you space to do so before he checks on you, so he just lets out a sad sigh and tries to focus on the game again for a couple minutes

getting away and into the safe confines of your guys’ bedroom, you immediately pull your t-shirt off, leaving you in just your sports bra, already feeling a little better not being hyper aware of the feeling of the material on your body

you do your best to breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth, your body finally loosening up a bit, enough for you to sit on the edge of the bed and continue focusing on your breathing

chris walks in on you doing so, and his face drops seeing you

“sweetheart?” he calls out softly, and you jump a bit, lifting your head to see him in the doorway. “hey, just me,” he smiles

“sorry, i just needed a minute,” you explain, finally feeling like you can let out a deep breath

“no need to apologize,” he says, walking closer to you, and points at the space beside you. “is it okay if i sit next to you?”

“yeah of course,” you nod

you rest your head on his shoulder, signaling to him it's okay to touch you, so his hand comes to rest on your back, soothingly stroking against your skin

“i’m sorry-”

“no,” you cut him off. “you trusted me when i said i'd be ok today, and i appreciate that so much. i just overestimated what i could handle”

he doesn't say anything more, just presses a kiss to the top of your head and continues rubbing your back while you continue to savor the quietness

“you can go back out there,” you tell him after a while. “i’m just gonna relax for a while”

“you sure? i can certainly sit in here and watch updates on my phone or something”

“i'm sure,” you promise, lifting your head up to give him a reassuring kiss. “i don't really give a shit about football anyway,” you shrug playfully

“i know,” he laughs. “thanks for always indulging me”

“anytime, babe”

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your last chapter in Plan F 😭

I am. IN AGONY!!!!!

SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 24 of PLAN F

I need to know what happens next, where do they go to next, the Van Eck mansion?? that forest/lake vacation house?? the Slat?? how do they carry an unconscious Wylan and Kaz + Juni back? does Inej have to let go of Kaz and allow Matthias to carry him? (PAINFUL) I bet Matthias recognizes the name Juni, at least vaguely. god, I can't wait to see his reaction, and they're all there but Nina and now there's this baby... is Wylan gonna have to go through some sort of withdrawal (ouchie) but he's ultimately gonna be okay right 🥺??

THE LITTLE KANEJ CRUMBLES BROKE ME 🤧 "what happened to your hair? & that's my line" OUCHOUCHOUCH I am in pain. kanej my beloveds I can't wait to see into Inej's thoughts, I bet it's mostly kazkazkazkazkazkazkaz but sigh. I love her so much and them and they're back together now and Kaz is all hurt and starving and sleep deprived and maybe on the verge of hypothermia and absolutely exhausted and injured and bleeding and and and. I won't be able to get this out of my head any time soon oof. thanks a lot for a great chapter and GOD MY MIND IS IN SHAMBLES

hi!! wooah no one’s ever reached out to me about this fic on tumblr before ur making me feel cool haha AHH ok.

i’m sorry for the agony!! i’m… trying to make up for it?? eventually??? … it’s the little things that count

it’s kinda funny that u asked about how they carried kaz + juni + wy back all that way because i purposefully skimmed over that particular practical detail hoping nobody would notice ;’) it’s a valid question, one i struggled to answer myself but since you caught me, here goes…

matthis and jesper probably carried kaz and wy, inej carried juni and held onto the hostage?? the hostage is vry scared of jes so he wouldn’t try anything, though his captors’ hands being quite full presents the opportunity. it’s a long way but they’ve got their horses, they’ve got their wagon, it’s all goooood.

matthias might recognize juni’s name yes… the question is whether he wants to… denial is a pretty powerful thing.

as for wylan… not quite withdrawal because van rooij did promise him he wouldn’t need to be dependent on the drug to continue experiencing its long-lasting effects after she shipped him off.

i made the specifics and nature of the drug vry intentional because it’s not just going to be important to wy’s storyline going forward, but the plot as a whole.

sorry i’m being purposefully vague because i don’t wanna spoil anything about the coming chapters!!

as for kanej, i’m vry happy u enjoyed the chapter 24 crumbs, u have no idea how hard it was to stick to the plan for the chapter to end with kaz passing out after dropping the vaguest hints of information (like the drama king he is). i was tempted to keep him awake just so he and inej could catch up on cuddling in the sand, but that might’ve been a lil awkward with the others also there experiencing like several separate crises lol. they had to move on, they’ve got things to do

hopefully chapter 25 gave u some of of the kanej fix you were hoping for! much more to come of course, i could write them endlessly

thank you sm for sharing ur thoughts with me! ur so kind and ur interaction with my silly little fic makes my day ❤️ sorry i’m a bit late to reply, i need to turn my tumblr notifs back on but i rly appreciate hearing from you!

i’m currently editing chapter 26 so that’ll be up soon (and hopefully do a better job answering some of your questions than i did here).

thanks again!