#thank u for reading...m i will be going to sleep...m gn}

[sahrii]

🤲🏽 msby black jackals!atsumu x reader angst where reader and atsumu are dating in secret but his fans dont know and y/n gets pretty hurt and jealous over some incident (you can choose) and its hurt/comfort with atsumu posting y/n 🙏🏽

smau + written if u can? snjdjsjdka sorry

only this time ! 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚

atsumu miya x gn!reader

warnings! please pay attention to the dates and times, they’re kind of important, emotionally overwhelmed reader, mentions of drinking, hurt to comfort, mentions of crying, stupid atsumu :(, reader is alr friends w kiyoko and yachi, private relationship, cursing

also i’d like to thank @dearru for beta reading hehe thank u sm!

[11.11.2018, 12.08pm]

𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩

[11.11.2018, 12.34pm]

that was the first time atsumu never stood up to his words. he never ended up coming. he never ended up hugging you. never ended up telling you that it’s going to be okay. never ended up with his lips on yours, murmuring between kisses that he loves you to the point where it was going to kill him. never.

it was a murky, lonely night. you’d given up on him coming ages ago and sat on the soft yet lorn mattress of your bed, wrapped in what seems like ten blankets, thinking you’d be better off with his body heat instead of your own—or the blankets.

he’s probably too tired from practice. or something important popped up. or it might be that he’s just stuck in traffic and he’ll end up coming. you continued making excuses for him while drifting off to sleep, thinking of how good your night would’ve been with his arms wrapped around your figure and your head on his toned chest, listening to the echoes of his heart whispering words of love into your ears.

𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩

[12.11.2018, 11.23am]

𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩

your trembling fingers clicked on the video yachi sent. this couldn’t be him. it couldn’t be atsumu. not when you told him you felt like absolute crap yesterday.

your eyes began to sting with tears and your felt as though the weight of the whole world fell unto your shoulders. you felt suffocated. suffocated and every other connotation of that word as if someone was purposely clutching at the back of your neck and pushing your head into water. you couldn’t breathe.

he didn’t even bother texting—no, he was out, getting drunk with his teammates at a fancy restaurant surrounded by a bunch of girls. truth be told, he wasn’t quite close to any of the girls, who you assumed were fans, but that didn’t really matter. what mattered is that he wasn’t there when you wanted him to be.

you chucked your phone to the other end of the bed and buried your face into the closest pillow to you and let your sorrowed tears soak the case of your white pillow.

𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩

𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩

[21.11.2018, 4.03pm]

[notes: left on seen]

𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩

[21.11.2018, 9.28pm]

one knock, followed by two then another one. it was atsumu’s hallmark knock. you know that because it’s what he’s been doing every time he comes over. one knock, two knocks, and then one more knock.

you expected him to come, but hoped he didn’t. or maybe, deep inside, you hoped he’d come. you missed the way the earthy, clean smell of his cologne sneaked into your nostrils every time you’d nuzzle your head into the crook of his neck. the way his autumn brown eyes stared into yours. your missed the way his hand felt against yours, soft yet peppered with tiny callouses.

your breath hitches as you opened the door, only to find atsumu. your atsumu. with worried, remorseful eyes. eyes that screamed at you with apologies.

you stepped aside, silently inviting him in, and he accepted, gratefully by stepping a foot in. you closed the door, eyes stuck to the ground, unable to meet his honey orbs.

you wanted to hug him and tell him how much you missed your body being embraced by his arms and your fingers combing his soft yet tangled hair and—

“i—fuck! ’m sorry. ’m so sorry, i didn’t—listen, that day I was gonna come over, i really was—but i completely forgot that we had the team’s annual dinner that day—it completely slipped out of my mind and, i don’t know, i’m a dumbass ‘kay? i’m a shitty boyfriend and—“ he breathed. his hands were clenched and glued to his sides. “i’m an asshole and ’m sorry. you don’t deserve that, you deserve way better and you deserve to feel like you’re my priority. fuck—’m so sorry,” he stared into your eyes. you could feel your eyes stinging with tears, and a lump forming at the back of your throat.

“atsumu—listen, i was upset and i’m still upset. like—it’s not even the fact that you went out. if you sent me a text, i would’ve not minded. it’s the fact that you went out when i told you that i felt like shit and then never texted—like—i had to know from a video yachi sent on the group chat. do you know how much that hurt, atsumu?” your rasped out, fighting against the tears. in your heart, you’ve already forgiven him, but in your head, you had to tell him because you don’t think you can handle feeling like second to everything else one more time.

“i know, and i honestly don’t have anything to say to that. that was so shitty of me, i don’t know what the fuck came over me. ’m sorry,i—i promise this won’t happen again,” his hand was clutching his hair now, slightly tugging it. “so please, ’m sorry—please forgive me,” he whispered. it was as if you could see his voice physically break, and that was all it took for you to hurry his way and swing both your arms around his neck. and for him to wrap his arms around your torso.

it felt good, all the tension melted away. the weight on your shoulders was pushed off as soon as your skin made contact with his. as soon as you felt the hot breath of his mouth landing onto the crook of your neck. you pulled away slightly so that your eyes were directly staring at his, noses almost touching.

“only this time,” you said, referring to the fact that you forgave him so easily.

“only this time,” he repeated, hugging you closer.

𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩

[21.11.2018, 11.35pm]

later that night, after briefing each other about how your days have been without each other around, he said that he had to send a quick text to the coach telling him he’ll be missing practice tomorrow to spend the whole day with you (he was secretly planning to miss the whole week, but was too afraid to tell you so he decided to leave it till tomorrow night).

your head was laying on his chest, listening to the rhythm of his heartbeat, legs tangled with his. your thumb lazily swiped down against the slightly cracked screen of your phone, updating your twitter feed every few seconds while he was busy texting his coach.

suddenly, a new post on atsumu’s twitter appeared. a picture of both your hands intertwined with the caption: [for everyone asking what’s the most important thing to me]

you glanced from your phone into his handsome face, leaning in to place a small peck on the apples of his cheek.

“you are such a dork” you grinned, snuggling into his chest one again.

“you love me though” he replied, lopsidedly smiling.

and it was true, you did love him.

[hisaame]

OK kinda a specific request but like- could you do a Scara x fem!reader or gn!reader where he’s like overworking himself due to his studies(probably bc of his mommy issues sjsjks) and reader is like comforting and convincing him to go to sleep w her/them since it was late? Modern au ofc. And basically Scaramouche is being all stingy about it like “no I’m fine” and stuff but eventually goes to bed because of readers sweet words haha

Of m y god this ones adorablw i love soft scara THANK UU!!

╰⪼ “fine, for you." ♡

╰ — scaramoucheˊˊ」

╎『modern au!ˎˎ

[fluff] — 『warnings: workaholic scara, soft scara again (i swear these arent real warnings), cursing, scara mommy issues, readers pronouns arent used, but feminine body type』

It has already been a long week for you and Scaramouche, school was a pain in the ass, as well was studying. You would usually be studying at the schools library with friends, or mainly with your boyfriend, Scaramouche. But even with you being done with everything, he continued studying, alone.

It was late at night, around one in the morning, you had just finished some chores since you didn't have much to do, and you weren't tired then. But now you were, all the chores you did worn you out. You thought your lover jad already gone to sleep or is possibly waiting for you, but once you entered your twos' bedroom with a tired yawn, you saw Scaramouche still at the desk, focused.

'he's still studying?..' you thought to yourself, slowly walking over to your lover who seemed too focused to even notice your there. But with a gentle pat on his shoulder, he flinched slightly, then turned to look at you with tired eyes. "[yn]? Why aren't you in bed?" he asked, rubbing his eyes as his other hand still held a pen between his slender fingers.

"Shouldn't i be asking you the same thing?" you replied with a raised eyebrow, looking at Scaramouches own eyes that seemed to already have eyebags under them, his eyelids drooping as he forced himself to stay awake. "shit," he mumbled "you go, ill join you later. I have to finish this shit." with a groan, he turned back to studying, his eyes trying to soak in every word he reads from the book, and writing the more important things down.

You sighed, a bit frustrated now. "Scaramouche, please, finish it tomorrow, you look like you're barely awake." you pat his head, running your fingers through his dark indigo locks. You just loved him too much to let him overwork himself like this, he needs to be getting enough sleep. "Cant you fucking see i cant? This is important, alright? Do you think i wanna fucking do this either?" he groaned, frustrated with how long he's studied, and barely able to focus with his sleepiness. But seeing how he was a bit too mean to you, he mumbled "... Shit, im sorry. Love, please just go to bed, im fine."

he rubbed his eyes yet again as you replied "not without you. If im going to sleep right now, ill make sure you're right beside me.", you crossed your arms below your chest, glaring at your boyfriend. Why must you be so persistent? He cant even get his studies done with you like this. "I told you im fine, plus ill be in bed soon anyway." he put his hand on your hip, still reading over the words he's trying to memorize. His hand caressed your hip, then went around your thighs to pull you close. "There will be no later, come on." you groaned, too worried about your overworked lover.

"mmh, so soft..." the male mumbled, pressing his head against your stomach, to where he could reach since he was sitting down and you were standing up. He used your stomach as a head rest while reading. His hand still caressed your plush thighs. "Yeah? U can hug me all you want when we're in bed." you smirked, seeing how this was actually working. He narrowed his eyes, very tempted. After all, he could just finish this tomorrow, right? No big deal? Tomorrow he promises himself to study with you.

"fucking fine... Lets go. You better keep your word." he finally gave up, standing up lazily as the both of you walked to bed. He quite literally threw himself on the bed while you followed by doing it the.. safer way. He groaned as soon as he stretched his back, cramped from being in the same position. Now he gets his reward. You.

He lazily wrapped his arms around you, nuzzling his face into your neck, all while you held him in your arms. You did scold him a little for overworking himself, to which he only giggled and said "oops".

And he fell asleep almost immediately...

♡

[ivy-plays]

Ik I already did one request but I love ur posts sooooo can u pretty please do like blitzo and anyone u wanna add headcannons what there like during ✨spicy✨🥵🌶️time and if u don’t do nsfw that’s ok just some dating headcannons thank uuuuuuu

Here’s a meme for your time

Of course dear! It won't be too explicit bc we'll. I'm not used to writing anything explicit but this is right in my skill set lol. And thank you for the meme! I now want dinosaur ravioli 😔

Plot: request

Raiting: 16+/m

Reader: gn bc y'all know why lol

Style: head cannon/ bullet points

Warnings: like. 1 cuss word I think but the whole second half is spicy head cannons so. Read at your own descrrssion I'm not your mama and can't tell you what to do

I'm just doing Blitzø in this one bc I haven't written anything like this before so I want to make sure it's well received before I write for everyone else lol.

Blitzø:

Basic relationship stuff:

Very chaotic

And I mean VERY

You would naturally probably work for him either after or before y'all become a couple.thats up for you to decide.

Like Loona, he wouldn't yell at you or blame you when something goes wrong on a job .

And speaking of when y'all are on jobs he always has an eye on you and tries to stay close to you,not because he doesn't think you would be able to defend yourself. He definitely knows you can.

(which may or may not turn him on . Anyway)

He just is protective of the things and people he loves due to being afraid to lose anyone else he cares about.

You have to sit through his hours long rants about horses and his..."research" ....

You become another parent to Loona. (Who she likes slightly more and y'all laugh at how pissed off Blitzø gets about it lol)

It would be Blitzø and you who went to go steal Stolaz grimware (or however tf you spell it idk man)

Blitzø was very hesitant when it came to the whole sleeping with Stolaz thing ,but you told him you didn't care bc you knew that he didn't have feelings for the owl. (Yet)

Stolaz would probably rope you into the deal as well bc mmmm plot

Anyway.

Being in a relationship with Blitzø will be chaotic and challenging at times. (Like when he starts to doubt himself and whether or not he's good enough for you. Good enough to be happy.) But. You're always there for each other and it all works out in the end.

(I also think in the end you two would bring Stolaz into your relationship after the both of y'all realized you had feelings for the owl and talked it over with each other before bringing the idea to Stolaz)

Now. ✨Le spicy bits ✨

SIR KINK

I really do think Blitzø would have a massive authority kink and would want you to call him sir.

Mans likes to feel in control.

Now on the flip side of that. I do think Blitzø would be a switch but with a heavy preference on being on top.

Like. If you were to beg him enough he might let you top him or if he is tired enough.

But even then he still has some level of control over you and is telling you what to do .

That's just how it is. I don't make the rules lol

I also think (based off of lines said in sertin episodes as well as the pilot) that he would be into bondage and a masochism/saidism.

Definitely prefers to do the tying and not the one to be tied up. Again. He likes to have control.

And be prepared bc mans has a whole stash of shit like whips (of all different shoes and materials.) Gags, many different things to restrain you with. (Handcuffs,rope, sashes, his own hands)

He would also be a big damn tease. Like. I have a feeling Blitzø could get off just off the way you squirm and beg for him to stop messing around and fuck you already.

10/10 would blind fold you.

Throat fucking *cough cough clears throat* what was that??? I didn't hear anything.👀

[tears0fsatan]

★! ⛓️ ⟩⟩ mm demon brother thirsts mm

𖥻 characters... lucifer, mammon, leviathan x gn!reader [seperate]

𖥻 genre... thirsts

𖥻 warnings... nsfw ! written with m!reader in mind BUT can be read as gn!reader, minors, ageless blogs n fem aligned dni thank u, dom!reader, nipple play, thigh riding, edging [im a sucker for edging heheh], implied dacryphilia [on ur end]

𖥻 a.n... hi *hands you sticks and twine* i present you some of my horny thoughts with ACTUAL gn!reader bc there simply isn't !! enough !! gn!reader !! content !! next time i plan on writing m!reader ehhehehehehe sub!luci :giggles: :blushes:

 … ♥︎ ?! lucifer

— lucifer grumbled under his breath as he trudged back to his office, hot mug of shadow coffee in his right hand while he ran his fingers through his hair with his left. he was beyond exhausted and wanted nothing more than to sleep but his pride and responsibilities kept him from retreating to his bedroom.

because he kept his eyes trained on the floor, he didn't see you sitting on his chair. you noticed this and cleared your throat, causing the oldest brother to look up. you raised a brow at his unkempt appearance.

"mc, what are you doing? it's late... you should be in bed." lucifer let out a tired sigh. he set his coffee down on his desk, taking note of how tidy his previously cluttered desk was.

"i could ask you the same, lucifer." you took note of the bags that hung under said demon's eyes and an idea popped into your mind.

he stared at you quietly as he stood by his chair, expecting you to move. you shot him a smile and pet your thigh, signalling to him that you wanted him to sit in your lap.

the two of you remained quiet as you stared each other down, seeing who would be the first to back down. lucifer let out a noise that was clearly intended to be a growl but because of how worn out he was, it came out sounding more like a groan.

"i'm serious, mc, i have work to finish." you stayed put in his chair, even going as far as to lean back, showing the avatar of pride just how serious you were about this.

maybe it was the exhaustion or the sleep deprivation or maybe a combination of both, but for once, lucifer relented. if it were any other time, he would find your stubbornness tiresome, but today he let himself indulge in your care.

hesitantly, he made himself home on your lap, wiggling around a bit to get comfortable before picking up his mug and taking a sip from his warm shadow coffee. you couldn't help the small smile that grew on your face as you took notice of the faint blush on his ears that was slowly spreading to his cheeks.

as the first born began to continue his work, you wrapped your arms around his waist and rested your head on his shoulder, watching him skim through documents and sign his name. you noted that the demon was unusually tense, which gave you the idea that he was probably hyper-aware of your every move.

"don't mind me and focus on your work." you lightly commanded and started feeling him up. your playful hands travelled from his toned abs and found themselves unbuttoning the rest of his top. immediately, your hands found his nipples. you twirled and pinched the pink buds between your fingers while you kissed up and down his neck.

it wasn't long before lucifer fell apart in your hands, letting out the sweetest groans and pants in all of hell. his hands latched onto yours and he leaned farther into you, dropping his pen onto his forgotten paperwork.

you smiled against his neck, knowing you had won and lucifer had given up control for the night, "let me take care of you, my dear." 

… ♥︎ ?! mammon

— you glanced at the second born who sat quietly beside you. tonight was yours' and mammon's designated movie night. it was his turn to pick a movie and as much as you loved your partner, the movie was beyond boring.

you could think of many more ways of enjoying the evening than sitting through a movie about gambling.

slowly, over the course of thirty minutes, you had managed to gently get your lover to hook one of his legs over yours without suspecting anything.

you placed your hands on both sides of his hips before rocking him against your thigh. the surprised moan he let out was addicting and you couldn't get enough of it.

the demon looked at you with a wide eyed expression, mouth open and pink dusting his cheeks, "h-hey human! whaddya think yer doing?!"

you didn't reply, merely dragging his hips back and forth against your thigh once more. mammon gasped and screwed his eyes shut, his head dropping against your shoulder and arms moving to grip onto your arms.

"wait!" you immediately stopped, letting go of his hips.

"are you okay?" you asked, worried you had taken things too far, "i'm sorry, did you not wanna do it tonight?"

mammon shook his head and turned around to face you, hands gripping onto your shoulders, "j-jus' wanted ta face ya." he quietly mumble, blush growing darker on his face. your breath hitched, oh hell, what did you do to land yourself such a pretty demon?

you couldn't stop yourself from leaning forward to give him a kiss, placing your hands back on his hips to rock him on your thigh. you swallowed up all his moans and whimpers as he grabbed onto your shirt, you could feel just how hard he was.

when the two of you ran out of breath, mammon panted and laid his forehead against your clavicle, "m-mc, please." he whined out, all high pitched and needy.

you tsked, pausing your ministrations which only made the demon whine louder, "please what? cmon baby, i know you can say it."

your words only made mammon moan, you could feel him trying to rub himself off faster, but your grip on him held him from doing so.

"you need to tell me, baby. how can i know what you want if you don't tell me, hm? be a good boy for me and tell me what you want me to do." the praises flew out of your mouth, you thrived off of his reaction to the petnames.

"faster! please! jus-justa bit more, please!" he cried out, eyes skewed shut, tears leaking out of the corners of his eyes.

"atta boy, thats a good demon." you shushed him, kissing the corners of his mouth. you continued moving his hips, knowing it wouldn't be long until he tipped over the edge.

with a loud wanton whine, he came on your lap. you continued to kiss him, moving down to pepper kisses along his neck as you helped him ride out his high.

"you did so well, baby boy."

… ♥︎ ?! leviathan

— the sight in front of left you feeling rather proud of your work. the third born laid underneath you, face red and stained with tears.

it was an hour ago when you entered leviathan's room, your only intention to play a game the demon talked about. whay you weren't expecting however, was levi sitting in his bathtub, eyes skewed shut with his shirt hem caught in his teeth, shorts pulled down to expose him rubbing his length.

you knew you should've left, seeing as the demon had yet to notice you entered the room. you should've walked back out the door and pretended as though you didn't just walk in on him. but something about him made you unable to look away.

so, you gently closed the door behind you and leaned against it, waiting for the moment the demon would open his eyes and realise he had an audience. you were itching to come up to him and replace the hand wrapped around his hard dick with yours but you held yourself back, wanting to see where staying quiet would lead to.

your wish was soon fulfilled when leviathan took a sharp inhale, eyes immediately opening wide when he caught whiff of your scent.

"oh don't stop, i was enjoying the show." you smirked, pushing yourself away from the door and towards the speechless demon.

"m-m-m-mc wh-wh-what are you d-d-d-doing here?" levi yells, blush on his face resembling that of a cherry tomato. "h-how-how long have you been h-here?"

you bent down beside his bathtub, angry red tip standing tall directly in front of you. "long enough." you hummed, making eye contact with the demon in front of you.

"would you like my help, baby?" you cooed, taking note of his dick twitching.

"please!" levi whined loudly, not letting a second go to waste, eager to chase his high. you smiled, knowing just what to do with your little serpent lover.

"what a good boy." you purred, gently wrapping your hand around his hot length.

an hour and five ruined orgasms later, you found yourself straddling the avatar of envy. you considered letting up now, tempted to overstim the poor demon.

"colour?" you asked, making sure that he was still on board and okay with everything.

"green! p-please!" you rewarded him with a peck on his lips, levi completely oblivious to the plan you had waiting for him.

"don't you think it's time i reward you for being such a good boy for me, levi? do you think you deserve to cum?" the demon below you eagerly nodded his head.

you sped your hand up, teasing his slit just like you knew he liked. because of how long you had teased him, it didn't take long for him to cum.

the demon panted, clearly tired from dragging out his anticipated orgasm. he felt your hand picking up speed and rubbing him again, causing him to look up at you in a panic.

"oh baby, did you think we were done?"

© 2022 TEARS0FSATAN. please don’t repost, modify or translate my works anywhere!

[134340am]

blanket thief

todoroki shouto x gn!reader, ~0.5k, sfw

shouto doesn’t need to sleep with a blanket — his quirk does a fine job of regulating his body temperature after all — but he does so anyway, relishing in the soft, plush feel of his duvet and of your body against his. 

so you didn’t realise till you two slept together for the first time that shouto is a total blanket hogger and an absolute menace to deal with. his pure strength alone, in addition to him being a deep sleeper (y’know, like most boys), means that he just won’t let go no matter how much you tug. 

you wake up on your side of the bed shivering, hands and feet frozen, and you’re fighting for your life to get even one square inch of blanket out of his death grip.

this won’t do.

you give up on trying to get your blanket back, instead deciding to prioritise getting warm instead. and that means squeezing as close as you possibly can into shouto’s side, pulling his arm over you, plopping your head onto his chest. you settle comfortably into the groove of his body, sighing as his body heat washes over you in a comforting hug. lucky you for choosing the left side of the bed when you first moved in, because his fire-wielding side is heating you up faster than a hot mug of tea.

“shouto, it’s cold…” you mumble, tucking your frozen nose into his neck in an effort to try and get as close to him as possible.

your boyfriend rolls over, half awake and sensing your movement. he pulls you closer to him on instinct and your frustration melts away immediately because he smells so good. clean, warm, and sparkling – that’s how you’d describe shouto’s natural scent. 

it gets you drowsy almost immediately, until he responds: “‘m not cold. the blanket’s warm.”

“i know you’re not cold, you blanket thief,” you huff in exasperation. You sneak a hand up between your bodies to pinch at his nipple in revenge, but shouto’s almost all conked out again.

“‘m not cold…” aaaaand he’s gone.

if not for the fact that shouto is a pro-hero who needs all the rest he can get, you’d be doing worse than pinching him. but you push aside your annoyance, savouring how warm and toasty and loved you feel in your boyfriend’s arms.

maybe you’ll give him hell in the morning. but for now, cocooned in this soft blanket with your lover, you hug him closer and go back to sleep.

a/n: if u read this i hope ur bed will always be of optimal temperature for good and restful sleep. thank u for reading! reblogs & feedback appreciated as always :-)

(masterlist)

[redheadedpineapple]

Haikyuu bois with a s/o suffering on their period

Haikyuu bois with a menstruating s/o in pains ): Bokuto Koutarou, Akaashi Keiji, Tendou Satori, Miya Atsumu fluff, slight mentions of blood / vomit, reader has a menstrual cycle GN!R

──────〔Bokuto Koutarou〕──────

ok this poor man is so concerned

he knows about periods and stuff right

but you keel over out of nowhere with your arms wrapped round your stomach

HE PANICS SM get this man a paper bag

rushes to your side and spitfires a hundred questions

you can’t help but smile at his energetic way of trying to help before grimacing again because PAIN

he’ll ask what he can do to help and does exactly as you say (and more)

picks you up to lie you down on the couch with a blanket, water, and a wastebin

goes to a local drug store and picks up some painkillers, a heat wrap, and extra menstrual hygiene products for you

sees the candy at the checkout area and has the brilliant idea of getting your favourite fast food/takeout for you along with your favourite candies (:

when he gets home with everything, you smile so widely

“Okay! It’s cuddle central now!” 

Bokuto will bring you onto his lap and cuddle you so close, making sure not to hold you too tightly. When he sees you having bad spikes of pain, he’ll pull you just a bit closer and kiss you and tell you that he loves you in a million different ways to try and distract you from the pain. 

He’s probably put on your favourite show or movies so you can watch together, and he’ll put his chin on your shoulder to snuggle you better. When you lean back onto him and let your head roll back against his shoulder, he’ll rub your tummy and soothe you. 

The first few times, he’s a bit clumsy, but he gets the hang of it to help you get through the week.

──────〔Akaashi Keiji〕──────  

he knows how to take care of you

everyone has to learn somehow anyway

it’s just that he learned through vast research and reading online forums from the very first day he met you

so when you’re finally comfortable enough with him and your relationship to let him be around you while you’re on your period, he already knows what to do

he’s prepared a bunch of your favourite foods and candies

stocked up on products of all sizes and forms in his apartment

when you come over, he’s made a blanket fort for you two and will give you all the love and attention you crave

makes sure you know he’s not annoyed with you

he’ll moderate your binge eating cravings for your own health, but as long as you’re healthy, he complies with nearly every wish of yours

if you’re vomiting and in complete misery, he holds your hair back if he needs to and will rub your back

doesn’t care about the mess, just makes sure you’re feeling nice n clean n comfy

“Kaashi,” you murmur, yawning. “‘Vrything hurts.” 

“I know, darling. C’mere.” He pats his lap, and you barely manage to crawl to him.

You push your face into the crook of his neck and wrap your legs around his waist. He’s got a heating pad between the two of you, and you purr at the warmth. He brushes through your hair, still damp from the shower, and softly hums. As you drift to sleep in his arms (his nice, nice arms), he keeps his lips against the top of your head and fingers sifting through your hair. 

You’ll wake up in the same position---he won’t move from that spot even if it kills him---all warm and comfy. When you’re reluctant to get up, he’ll carry you to the restroom so you can do your business. 

When you’re menstruating, you go from a monarch to a deity, and Akaashi Keiji will treat you as such.

──────〔Tendou Satori〕──────

laughs at you for a good half hour at first

you whine at him to shush 

he won’t

not until the particularly bad cramps start

that’s when you’re clutching your stomach and can’t move, and that’s when tendou gets mega confused and concerned

at first, he thinks it’s something unrelated

then he realises 

“ah fuck.”

he’ll furrow his eyebrows and try to figure out how to help

when you start barking demands at him, he complies with a smile

he’ll tease you here and there

“oh, pwoor baby needs their snackies”

but he’ll still get you them (and some for himself) regardless

will cuddle you if you wanna

you two will lounge around watching random, poorly rated netflix movies and making fun of them

even while you’re throwing up or in real bad pain, he makes you laugh

“Sto-o-op!” you whine, stuck between gut splitting pain and laughter. 

He goes on and on, exaggerating both his words and hand movements, and you can’t stop laughing. 

“I’m gonna die! Satori,” you draw out his name, a plea for mercy. He pokes your shoulder and giggles at you and pauses for a moment. You think you’re safe for a moment. 

“Hi gonna die, I’m dad.”

“You suck! I can literally feel blood gushing out and squelching, please.”

He just laughs at you as you smack him, scolding his dumb comedy. Being on your period with Tendou Satori means giggles all day long and also just. Pain.

──────〔Miya Atsumu〕──────

this man thinks he’s so smooth and knows everything

he prepares the heating pad and the treats and the food

he does not prepare for the absolute hell it really is

you’re on your knees in front of the toilet

he’s so confused, like doesn’t it just make you moody or whatever?

he carefully kneels next to you and rubs your back and asks if you’re okay

“NO MIYA ATSUMU, THERE IS BLOOD GUSHING OUT OF MY GROIN AND VOMIT GUSHING OUT MY---” 

he panics and tries to figure out how to help

if he asks, he probably won’t get much more than 

“i’d like my body to be restructured thanks”

when you’re feeling well enough to get away from the toilet, he’ll treat you so well

will binge random youtube series with you and joke about it

when you’re laughing really hard and it starts hurting, he’ll make sure to not giggle at you (even though he really wants to) and hold you close n make it all ok

You’re groaning into his chest and he’s coddling you, mumbling for you to remember to breathe and that he loves you and that it’ll be over soon and he’ll take you to your favourite restaurant or park or anything you’d like.

As you’re regaining your composure (and will to live), you smile at Atsumu and thank him. He’s stuck between a mix of cockiness (of course, he’s the best boyfriend) and confusion (but isn’t that the minimum he could possibly do? He wants to do everything and a half he can for you, but he’s lost as to what else he can do).

Miya Atsumu tries his best and will comfort you so much. The days after are pure bliss, finally feeling better and up for activities with him. 

[ukaibitches]

timeskip!Tsukishima nsfw alphabet

gn!reader x timeskip!tsukishima

cw: nsfw themes, sex, nudity, mentions of choking, breathplay, knifeplay, degradation, humiliation, spanking, gagging, masturbation, the word ‘cock’ (tell us if we missed something)

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A= Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

He is the type to always have a water bottle near the bed to avoid having to get up to get water after sex. The aftercare wouldn’t be nothing too fancy, he would cuddle you and give you gentle kisses (especially when he thinks he was too rough).

B= Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His favorite part of his own body is definitely his fingers. They’re long, strong and can reach all the right places when fingering you.

Otherwise, on your body, his favorite part has to be your waist. He loves the way your body curves and how his arms fit in perfectly when he hugs you from behind.

C= Cum (Anything to do with cum basically)

He loves when you swallow, it just makes sense with the humiliation and degradation kink that he has but he also has a thing for creampie. The view of his seed leaking from your hole is just fascinating, but he would only do it with your full consent.

D= Dirty secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He’s always rough and tend to be really closed, almost cold. But he secretly loves when you are rough and teasing with him

E= Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Tsukishima was not really experienced when you started dating but he has always been observant and he almost studied what pleases you the most. In addition, he learns FAST

F= Favorite Position

His favorite position is doggy style not only because of the hypnotizing view, he loves the feeling of his hip slapping your ass and the control he can have. He often leaves marks at your hips and waist, where he grabs you to make the perfect angled thrusts hit your g-spot.

G= Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

Let’s be honest... Tsukishima Kei is never goofy. It’s just his personality and that’s completely fine :)

H= Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc)

He’s not very hairy and don’t see the necessity of shaving it all off. He makes sure to keep everything clean and the short. Yes, the carpet matches the drapes, but it’s a little darker.

I= Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect)

It depends. He is usually really rough and degrading but it doesn’t mean he can’t be romantic in bed or on any other occasion. Some days, he’s just on a soft romantic mood and the fucks you lovely *sparkles*

J= Jack Off

He is not the type to jack off very often and when you started dating the frequency became even lower.

K= Kink

Dom/Sub dynamics, Degradation, Humiliation, Breathplay, Gagging and Impact play

L= Location (Favorite places to do the do)

Your bedroom is the ideal location for him. Tsukishima is really reserved and he won’t risk being interrupted by someone while he’s having an intimate moment with you. Your privacy is the priority, at least for him.

M= Motivation (What turn them on)

He finds it really hot when you yell at him. Every time you two have a little argument, he gets a turned on and every time you tease him, he teases you back... the tension rises and become sexual. That’s the way you solve your relationship problems: fucking

N= NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He would hate food play for obvious reasons and someone interrupting you would be a big turn off

O= Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

He prefers receiving but wouldn’t deny giving if you ask him. As we said before, Tsukishima would be really observant and would know exactly what you like. When receiving oral, his gagging and deep throat kinks show a lot.

P= Pace

His pace wouldn’t necessarily be fast but it would be really strong and almost violent. Sometimes he would thrust painfully slow just to tease you and see how desperate you can get for his cock

Q= Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc)

He wouldn’t feel like quickies are worth it. However if you give the idea and he’s in the mood, he wouldn’t say no.

R= Risk (Do they like to take risks, etc)

As we said before, Tsukishima wouldn’t like the possibility of getting caught during sex but he likes to try new things even if they’re considered dangerous or risky in any way, like choking, breathplay or even knife play

S= Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last...)

He can last long and definitely has a lot of(?) stamina but he prefers a long sex section than multiple shorter rounds since he’s already on the mood.

T= Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

He wouldn’t own any toys. He would, in fact, like to use toys on you but he would prefer if you had your own toys. This way, you’re able to choose your favorites and the ones you feel most comfortable using.

U= Unfair (How much they like to tease)

We can all agree that he would tease A LOT. Anywhere. At any time. He likes to see you getting flustered and becoming a total mess so he teases you in various ways and he lives for it. At sex time, he likes degrading and humiliating you a lot and sometimes, he calls you by the nickname he uses to call you in bed, when your outside or with friends, to see you becoming a blushing mess.

V= Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

He doesn’t moan a lot, would just let out some low groans here and there. However, he gets really aroused when you moan or when the sex gets loud in general... the sounds make him go crazy.

W= Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character)

Tsukishima and you were arguing over who would pick the film that you were going to watch. You were mocking that he always chooses bad movies and after losing all his patience he said “Why don’t you shut up and suck my cock” in a teasing way. After that, you completely forgot about the film and actually sucked his cock :D. After that night, situation/ like this started being a recurring thing between the two of you.

X= X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants)

He has a long skinny penis lol

His cock is pretty and gets really veiny when hard. It is around 17cm (6,6 inches)

Y= Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

It depends a lot on his mood. He gets turned on easily when he’s with you but when he’s alone, he doesn’t get desperate or anything

Z= Zzzzz (How quickly the fall asleep afterwards)

He sleeps really quickly but only after he makes sure you’re okay and feeling good after some cuddles and aftercare

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[ze-maki-nin]

Pumpkin Cookies!

Requested-Na! I came up with this idea with some ideas from @sugarrbbee!! Thank you <33 (Again-)

Pairing: C!Niki x Gn!Reader

Idea: You bake Pumpkin Cookies with Niki!

Tags/Warnings: None, Fluff! (If there is any warnings that I missed pls tell me!)

A/N- This is SUPER long! Like 2,716 words long!(Not including this beginning part and the endnote thing!) It's also my first fic so please dont be rude/mean!

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The sun shone through the light blue curtains, making you stir in your bed. Groaning, your teary eyes blinked open.

"What time is it?" You murmured, turning onto your back slowly. Bringing your hands up, you slowly rubbed the tears out of your eyes. Yawning, you sat up, the soft blanket falling off of you.

Looking over to your nightstand, the black clock read '7:10' "It's so early" You grumbled, glaring at the alarm clock. Slowly pulling off the rest of the blankets and swinging your legs over the bed.

You let your feet dangle for a minute, staring off into space. You then huffed and jumped off the comfortable bed, landing on the cold, wooden floor. Stretching your arms over your head, hearing popping noises.

You huffed and dropped your arms, walking over to your dresser. Opening the middle drawer and pulling out a black sweatshirt and pair of jeans.

You closed the drawer and made your way to your connected bathroom to get ready. You set your clothes on the counter and walked over to the shower, turning it on. Warm steam slowly started to fill the room.

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Turning off the water, you got out and reached for your towel and wrapped it around you. You pulled out the blow dryer from a drawer and plugged it in, then turned it on.

The hot air blew on your face, making you smile at how warm it was. You then turned it so it was blowing on your wet hair and started drying your hair.

You turned off the blow dryer, setting it down, and started running your hands through your hair. Humming a tune, you picked up your clothes and started getting dressed.

Once the jeans were on all the way, you picked up a brush and started brushing out your hair, getting all the naughts out. Putting the brush and blow dryer away in a drawer, you picked up your dirty clothes and walked out of the bathroom to throw them in the dirty basket.

Walking back over to your dresser, you pulled out some socks from the top drawer, closed it, then sat down on your bed to put them on.

You huffed, looking at the clock on your nightstand, it read '8:20' "Time for breakfast" You mumbled, standing up and walking over to your door. Opening your bedroom door and walking out, closing it behind you.

Heading down the warm hallway, you made it to your living room. You looked around it, trying to spot your black cat Nightmare. Your brows furrowed not seeing the cat anywhere. Taking a couple steps towards the couch, stopping right behind it.

You looked down and saw a black fur ball "Silly Kitty" You giggled, petting their head. The cat stirred in its sleep, but not waking up. You hummed and headed towards the kitchen.

Heading towards the fridge, you pulled out some eggs. Setting them down on the counter near the stove, you closed the fridge and headed to a coupard and pulled out some toast, a pan, and some non-stick cooking spray.

You put the pan on the stove top, turned it on, and sprayed some cooking spray in it. Turning around, you put the spray back and waited for the pan to warm up. Once it was warm enough, you picked up the eggs and cracked them into the pan.

Sizzling sounds filled the kitchen as you pulled out some ingredients to make coffee. You finished pulling the ingredients out and started making it.

You paused, looking back at the eggs in the pan and set everything down. You walked over to the pan and flipped the eggs. You grabbed the bread out of its bag and put it in the toaster.

You huffed, turning back to your coffee to see Nightmare up on the counter, swatting at the cup "Don't. You. Dare." You said slowly, staring your cat in the eyes.

Nightmare just stared back, their tail swishing back and forth, and swatted the cup off the counter, all while looking you in the eyes. They then turned around and started sassily walking away.

You just stared at the broken coffee mug on the ground, the coffee that was in it spreading all over the floor "Stupid Cat" You grumbled, turning of the stove top, so you dont burn your eggs, and bent down to pick up the glass pieces.

"That was my favorite mug too!" You groaned, standing up and carefully putting the glass shards in the trash. You grabbed a mop out of the closet and started cleaning the coffee.

Once you finished cleaning, you put the mop away, planning to clean it later, and turned towards your eggs and now done toast. You grabbed the toast, buttered them, and put them on a plate, along with the eggs.

Bringing the plate over to the dining table, you sat down and began eating, without a coffee. You finished up your breakfast, picking up the plate and heading to the kitchen to put it in the sink.

Once you finished putting everything away, you walked out to the living room and saw Nightmare stretching on the couch. You sighed, shaking your head, heading over to them.

You gently picked them up, them meowing in protest but stopped once they felt your hand on their head "See. It's not that bad you Crazy Cat" You said, walking towards the door.

You set the fluffy cat on the ground, and slipped your boots on. You stood back up, Nightmare climbing up you side and laying on your shoulders.

"Lets go Nightmare" You said, petting their head and heading out the door. You smiled, breathing in the fresh air. You closed the door behind you, locking it, and headed towards the center of town.

Walking along the path, Nightmare asleep on your shoulder, you waved and smiled at the people.

"Y/N!!" You heard someone yell. You turned your head to the side to see Tubbo running towards you with a big smile.

"Hey Tubs!" You said back, ruffling the boys hair, being mindful of his horns. Tubbo just giggled, playfully smacking your hand away.

"Stop it! Anyways! Do you think I could talk with you? We haven't talked in so long!" The boy said, bouncing on his feet.

"Bubs! We talked yesterday!" You laughed, smiling at him

"I know! But it feels like we haven't talked in forever~" He whined, pouting at the taller person. You just chuckled and waved him to follow you.

"Alright!!" He said excitedly, running to catch up to you.

You just smiled, shaking your head at the boys excitement. You reached up and started petting the lazy cat around your shoulders, listening to the boy ramble.

You hummed, agreeing to whatever the boy next to you was saying.

"This is my stop" You said, nodding towards Nikis Bakery.

"Awww~ I wanted to talk to you more~" He pouted, crossing his arms and stomping.

"Oh hush you baby! We'll talk tomorrow!" You said, ruffling his hair again

"Promise?" He said, looking up at you with his big doe eyes

"Promise! We can even go to your house and hang out there!" You said, kissing his forehead

"ALRIGHT!! SEE YOU TOMORROW!" He yelled excitedly, running away, probably to go find Tommy.

You chuckled, shaking your head and walked towards Nikis Bakery.

You opened the door, the bell chiming above your head.

"Hello and Welcome-Y/N!" Niki said, running over to you and giving you a hug.

"Hello Sweets!" You chuckled, hugging her back.

Nightmare jumped off your shoulder and onto hers "Hello there Nightmare! How are you?" She asked, petting the Gender-Neutral cat, who just meowed back in response. Niki just giggled, watching as the cat jumped off her shoulder and towards the little corner she had made for them, it had a cat bed and some food and water.

She turned back towards you, eyes sparkling in excitement "What are you doing here? I didn't know you were coming over!!" She said, dragging you behind the counter.

"I thought I'd help you with baking today!" You said, letting her drag you.

"Really?! Alright!! What should we bake?" She said, stopping in the kitchen and turning around to look at you.

"Well I thought we could bake some Pumpkin Cookies!! Since it's almost fall!" You said, smiling at her.

"OMG! YES!!" She said excitedly, jumping around her kitchen and grabbing ingredients.

You chuckled and started gathering the pots/mixers/utensils/etc. for you guys. Setting the last of the stuff down next to Niki, who was rocking back and forth on her heels.

"What’s first Chef Niki?" You asked, smiling at the excited girl

"First! We have to preheat the oven to 350° F. and GRease the baking sheets!" She said, taking out the baking sheets.

"Alright! I'll preheat the oven!" You said, walking over to the oven and preheating it, then heading back over to Niki.

"Okay! Now we're going to combine 2 1/2 cups of flour, 1 teaspoon of baking soda, 1 teaspoon of baking powder, 1 teaspoon of cinnamon, 1/2 teaspoon of nutmeg and 1/2 teaspoon of salt!" She said, taking out all the ingredients excitedly.

"That's...A lot...." You said, sweat dropping at all the stuff in front of her.

"Well Duh! They're P u m p k i n" She said, looking at you with a 'Duh' face.

"Right right" You said, bringing your hands up in defence.

She just giggled, turned back to the ingredients and started putting them in. You smiled, dropping your hands to your side and walking to her side. You watched as she carefully put in the dry ingredients in the medium sized bowl.

You then smirked and walked behind her. You then carefully wrapped your arms around her waist and-

"AAAA! Y/N!" She screamed, dropping the teaspoonful of baking powder onto the floor. You laughed, spinning in a circle while gripping onto Niki.

"PUT ME DOWN!!" She yelled, gripping onto your arms and laughing.

You laughed and put her down gently. She quickly turned to you and jumped at you, wrapping her arms around your neck and legs around your waist.

"WHOA!" You said, wrapping our arms around her waist so she wouldn't fall. Niki giggled into your neck, hugging you tighter. You just smiled, hugging her back just as tight.

She jumped off of you "Come on! Let's continue baking you trouble maker!" She said giggling and heading back to the ingredients. You just chuckled, shook your head, and walked back towards Niki.

After you guys finished with the dry ingredients, Niki pulled out a large mixing bowl "Okay! Now we need 1 1/2 cup of sugar and a stick of butter!" She said, taking out the sugar while you softened the butter.

You dumped the two ingredients in the bowl and set it on the mixer, turned on the mixer, and then started blending it.

"What next Niki?" You asked, watching as she got out some beat pumpkin (Pumpkin paste? Idk-), a large egg, and vanilla extract.

"We need to add a cup of beaten pumpkin (Or pumpkin paste-), 1 large egg, and 1 teaspoon of vanilla extract!" She said, handing you the egg while putting in the pumpkin.

"You got it!" You said, carefully cracking the egg into the mixing pull, as to not get any eggshells in. You walked past Niki, who was now putting in the vanilla extract, and over to the sink to put the eggshell in.

You then washed your hands of the egg and small shells, dried them off, and then walked back over to Niki.

"Now we have to slowly add the flower mixture in!" She said, grabbing the medium sized bowl and slowly dumping it in. Once she finished she handed you the bowl.

"Go put it in the sink pls!" She asked, smiling at me as she got out some spoons.

"Yes Ma'am!" You fake saluted, making her giggle, and walked over to the sink, carefully setting the bowl down.

You walked back over to Niki, wiping the imaginary dust of your sweater "Is it ready?" You asked, hugging the smaller girl from behind.

"Yup! Now we just have to scoop it on the cooking sheets!" She said, handing you a spoon to help her.

You two started scooping the cookie dough onto the sheets, making them a medium size. Once you finished filling up the cookie sheets, you put them in the oven for 15-18 minutes.

"Lets clean up a bit and then get working on the drizzle!" She said, dragging you over to the sink to clean the dirty dishes you guys used.

You just chuckled and rolled up your sleeves, turned on the water, and started cleaning. You grabbed the soap and started to clean the medium and large sized bowl, Niki putting more dirt dishes in the sink.

The oven dinged, signaling that the cookies were done.

"I'll get the cookies out and put them on a cooling rack (?)" Niki said, taking out some cooling racks and setting them up.

"Okay!" I said, finishing the last dirty dish as Niki took out some oven mitts and carefully took out the cookies. She then carefully took the cookies off of the pan, with a spatula, and set them on the racks.

You turned off the faucet, dried your hands on a towel, and pulled down your sleeves walking over to Niki, who has now finished putting the last of the cookies on the racks.

"There! Now we just have to wait for them to cool and make the glaze!" She said, taking off her oven mitts and setting them down. She headed over to the coupards and pulled out a small bowl and some ingredients.

"Okay! We need to add 2 cups of sifted powdered sugar, 3 tablespoons of milk, 1 tablespoons of melted butter, and 1 teaspoon of vanilla extract!" She said, adding all the ingredients in while you watched.

You looked over to the cookies, then back to Niki, who was manually mixing the glaze, then back over to the cookies. You started quietly walking over to them, and took one.

It was warm, not too warm, but the right amount. You brought it up to your mouth and

"NO!" Niki screamed, snatching the cookie from you and setting it back on the rack

"You have to wait Y/N!" Niki scolded you like a mother would her child.

"Sorry! But they look so good!!" You whined, pouting at her.

She just sighed, grabbing your arm, and pulling you over to the glaze she finished.

"You can help me drizzle the drizzle over the cookies! And then you can have one!" She said, handing you a spoon, put some cookies on two plates,and set one in front of you, the other in front of her.

"All you have to do is put some drizzle on the spoon and drizzle a bit over the cookies!" She said, showing you how to do it.

"Okay!" You said, copying her actions and drizzling some drizzle over the cookies.

You two continued drizzling some stuff over the cookies until they were all covered in drizzle.

"There! Now you can have one!" Niki said, putting the two spoons and bowl in the sink and started washing them.

"ALRIGHT!!" You cheered, picking up one of the cookies and biting into it.

"Hmmm!" You hummed in delight

"These are so good!" You said, shoving the rest of the cookie in your mouth, making Niki giggle.

Nightmare walked into the kitchen, curious of the noise that was coming from the place. The cat saw Niki giggling next to you and You shoving another cookie in your mouth, crumbs getting on your face and clothes. Walking towards their owner, the cat pawed at your leg.

"Hmmm" You hummed, looking down at the cat

"Hey Nightmare" You greeted the cat with a smile, leaned down and picked them up.

You giggled, Nightmare licking the crumbs off your face.

"It seems Nightmare likes the cookies as well!" Niki said giggling, petting the fluffy cats head, making the cat purr and lean into her hand.

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I'm the cat Hehe-

ANYWAYS!!

Hope you guys like it! It took so long to write and edit!!

I'm not super proud of it but it's good for my first fic!!

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[himbo-kuto]

pairing: atsumu x gn!reader  genre/warnings: fluff, good fun / tsumu being a shithead lmfao, minor language  word count: >1k plot: when atsumu thinks osamu’s glasses are lame

atsumu groaned into his arms as he slumped over onto his desk. his brother was rather indifferent, but of course, suna was there to get the juicy details.

“what did he do this time?”

the blonde twin was quick to let out another groan just thinking about the events that just transpired mere minutes ago.

“he ate complete shit in front of y/n-san this morning.” osamu spits out nonchalantly. it wasn’t too long until suna let out a gut wrenching laugh just thinking about his stupidity. 

“h-how did you m-manage to do that!?” the brown haired middle blocker began to wipe the tears forming at the corner of his eyes as he slapped the man in question on the back, but all he got in return was more mumbles. 

“he was leaning against the school gate and it rolled away from him cause of  his fathead.” osamu said as he took another bite out of his onigiri. it was here that atsumu had enough bullying from his brother and second year friend. 

“WE’RE TWINS YA ASS-- and why are ya even wearin’ those glasses anyway!? ya look lame as hell!” atsumu was clearly projecting his frustration out on his brother, but he didn’t think too much of it as he casually flipped him off. 

“at least i didn’t eat the concrete in front of my crush--” atsumu was about to give him the ol’ one-two but before he could knock out his twin brother, the aurora of the room suddenly became lighter.

the door to the classroom opened like it was slow motion and there you were in all your glory. it wasn’t that you particularly stood out, or that you were crazy smart--you just always saw atsumu for who he was. you always laughed at his jokes, ate lunch with him, helped him on all the tests (even if he didn’t need it), and even went so far as delivering notes to him when he was out sick. 

his fist was cocked back, ready to put osamu to sleep when you made your way over to the three boys. you had non-judgemental eyes as you held out a bandaid to the older twin.

“hey atsumu.. i thought you might need this--i’m sorry that it has hello kitty on it, my sister used up all of my regular bandaids.” the light haired boy could’ve sworn his heart flew out of his chest right then and there-- in that moment he would’ve fallen hundred times if it meant getting hello kitty bandaids from you each time. 

“don’t worry, that fall wasn't anything-- i’m always diving in volleyball anyway! but thank you, i love hello kitty.” he tucked the bandaid within his shirt pocket for safekeeping.

“i have to run and do teacher errands, but i’m glad to see that you’re okay! i’d love to see you play volleyball sometime!” you shot him a warm smile as you waved over to the three of them. but before you could leave, something caught your eye.

“oooo- osamu are those new glasses? you look really handsome in them!” you flashed him his own separate smile before making your way out of the room.

he looked over to his brother, giving him a shit eating grin.

“samu give me your glasses right now--”

not even a week later, atsumu was strutting down the hallways of inarizaki with a fresh pair of glasses on. he didn’t need them, the best setter? of course he had 20/20 vision, but ever since that day you complimented osamu, he had to get a pair of his own-- even if they were fake.

he did his best to be seen around you with those square frames resting upon the bridge of his nose, but he just couldn’t get the timing right. he saw you walking down the hallway and pretended to read a book (that was upside down btw) only for you to turn the corner. he made sure to pack a lunch that day since you always did, but of course this was the day that you forgot it on the counter and next thing you know, it was already the end of the day.

atsumu was growing frustrated, yanking the spectacles off of his face on his way to the gym. he looked at them, sticking his tongue out at them as if they were going to give him a reaction. however, too caught up in his little world, he failed to notice you walking his way. it wasn’t until you called his name that he looked up from his own reflection in those small lenses. 

“atsumu! i feel like i haven’t been able to see you all day, even if you do sit in the back of our class.” just when he thought he was feeling down, hearing your voice just picked up his mood. 

“yeah.. i guess the day was just off i guess..” he clutched the glasses in his hand, holding them behind his back now feeling kind of embarrassed to go to such lengths to try and fish for some compliments from you. 

“are you going to practice now?” you gestured over to the open gym where the sound of pelting balls could now be heard.

“u-uh yeah! yes-yes-- i’m going to practice!” he wanted to smack himself for not being able to form the simplest of sentences around you. 

“alright, i won’t hold you from your team. but let me know when your next big game is! i’ll be sure to cheer the loudest for you!” you began to walk backwards, waving your hands to him as you made your way around the outdoor corridor. 

he gave you an energetic wave back as he watched you round the corner, now knowing he didn’t need a lame pair of glasses to get to know you. 

“oh and atsumu!” he refocused his gaze on you as you held a thumbs up to him.

“those new glasses looked great on you!”

[stickyy]

could i get a reader x ururaka where the reader kidnaps her and forcibly 'protects' her by coddling her and keeping her in a soft room with everything she could need and not letting her leave, even if it means restraining, or even injuring her? tysm! i'm really looking forward to seeing your blog grow! (btw if you cant/dont want to write ururaka, midoriya or shinso are also good!) ♡

thank you so much for your kind words!! :D i hope you enjoy, i kind of went for a more somber tone bc i like Angst, so this was moody and fun to write!

warnings: yandere!gn!reader, kidnapping, very mildly graphic mutilation (hands and ankle), drugging mention, very vague vomit mention, angst, best friends to lovers (gone wrong) /s

word count: 1.5 k

note: the scene describing mutilation is sandwiched by two dashes (-), incase u dont want to read it :D

AFTERMATH

The pattering of rain against the kitchen window is loud, accompanied by the sizzle of food on the stove and the distant chatter of news anchors coming from your TV in a domestic cacophony of sounds. It’s a Saturday morning, and it would be a pretty relaxed one if not for the deep pit of dread in your stomach. You had a rough night, to say the least. Trying to keep yourself present, you rub the dark bags under your eyes as you tend your routine of making breakfast every morning. Maybe a meal between the two of you will fix things. You hope so, at least. You tune into the television in an attempt to distract yourself.

“... are still in search for missing Hero, Urav-”

You’re suddenly uninterested, shutting the cable off with haste. Breakfast is as good as finished, anyways. 

The house is quiet, save for the rain, and the silence settles as a sickly chill under your skin. Taking your time to ensure your footsteps are quiet, you head towards the door at the end of the hallway. The normally innocuous door frame looms over you and you want to shrink away, go back to a time where things were okay. You place the tray on the small table outside of the room, fishing for the keys in your pocket. There are 3 locks; two require keys, while the other is an opposite facing deadbolt. You make quick work of opening them, daily practice rendering you nimble. With the door open and the keys back in your pocket, you grab the tray and push the door in with your hip, your stomach dropping and your heart fluttering simultaneously at the sight of Uraraka, still sleeping peacefully.

You place the tray on her bedside table gingerly, opening the curtains to her window afterwards. The dim, muddy light wakes her, her form stretching under the plush covers.

“Good morning!” you chirp, over enthusiastic as you sit on the edge of her bed. Her hair is messy, skin splotchy from laying in one place all night (you give her sleeping pills at night, and they tend to keep her in one place). She rubs sleep from her eyes cutely, sighing before speaking to you.

She hums in response. Even when she’s angry, she’s always so polite, sweet enough to offer you any response after what you did to her. Her gentle voice, no matter if she’s laughing or talking or screaming or crying, is music to you. The noise does more to set you at ease than you’d like to admit, her voice like stitches to your wounded heart. You can’t help but smile, warmth spreading over your skin. You love her so much, it’s why you do what you must to keep her safe.

“Did you sleep well?” you ask, as you do everyday, setting up her breakfast in front of her. She’s silent. You expect as much, yet it still stings, and you spare a glance at her to see an expression you can’t quite read and don’t quite like. That’s all it takes for the pit to return, guilt and remorse stirring through your veins. You can only muster offer a soft noise in response, sitting back with your own plate of food. You start first, choosing to focus on the flavor of the food, the softness of the duvet, the rain- anything but the silence. 

But it’s so difficult; you want nothing more than to be able to ignore her, to not feel so attached and needy and sorry. She burns so brightly, even when she’s upset, and you’re a moth to the flame, unable to look away for long. You don’t even realize that you’ve scarfed down half of your food, but it’s glaringly apparent when you look to Uraraka’s food to see it untouched, cooling rapidly. You glance at her face yet again, and her forlorn expression prompts you to break the thick silence.

“Does it still hurt?”

She flinches but doesn’t respond, hugging her arms to her chest and turning away from you. The rain is deafening against the window, and you notice you’re not hungry anymore.

“I told you I was sorry,” you say softly, eyes unconsciously darting to the bandages on her hands, trailing down to her legs, obscured by the covers. She continues to ignore you. You can’t take it, you need to hear her say something, anything.

 “You know I hate hurting you. I hate it, but you tried to run again. Why? We’ve been doing so good, I thought you were happy! I thought you finally understood! You have everything you need here, and even if you don’t, I can get it for you. I’m not even mad, not anymore, so please just-”

“Just let me leave,” her voice is hoarse, and you can see stray tears trailing down her flushed cheeks, pained eyes trained on your face. You swallow, using all of your willpower to turn away from her gaze. You stand suddenly, taking a deep breath before heading into the bathroom, grabbing the first aid materials you left in there. You make the executive decision that it would be better if that conversation never happened, so you pretend as such when you return to the room, replacing your somber expression with a warm smile.

“Let’s get this cleaned up,” you peel back the covers and take a look at her ankle. 

-

Her shin is twisted slightly straightened yet still awkward in angle, absurdly swollen, skin littered with large splotches of wine purple, faded blue, and putrid yellow bruises. It looks like it hurts, and you feel yourself deflate, guilt chewing at your insides yet again. You’d never meant to do this to her, but you had no choice. Last night, while you were cooking dinner, you figured you’d let Uraraka keep you company as you chopped vegetables, seeing as she had been extraordinarily compliant recently. That was a mistake, as you had to act quickly when you heard the screech of the chair pushed back suddenly and the loud stomp of feet against hardwoods. You caught her before she could reach the front door, threw her to the floor, and in your irrational fit of panic you stomped hard, once, twice, three times, over and over until the sickening, dull crunch of bone snapped you out of your frenzy. In all of your time with Uraraka, both pre and post living together, you’d never seen her cry quite like this. Her loud, pained, fearful sobs made your stomach turn, and no matter how hard you tried to console her, she wouldn’t stop, thrashing to get your arms off of her. She couldn’t move far, and so you had to wait and watch her writhe in agony until she tired herself out, chest heaving, face covered in tears and snot and drool. You helped her to her room and quickly wrapped the wound, leaving her alone for the rest of the night. You were unable to sleep, hunched over the toilet for the majority of the early hours due to waves of nausea, crying spells ebbing and flowing.

(The bandages on her hands are different. Ridding her of her quirk was the only way to ensure she’d stay put. You’d had a few drinks, taken the largest kitchen knife you owned, and did what you had to. The wounds were cauterized and healed, but you kept the bandages on so she wouldn’t have to look at the scar tissue where the last ligament of her pinky fingers were missing.)

You clean her ankle, gently caressing the distorted flesh with rubbing alcohol. She returned to her reticence, save for small (cute) pained noises when you pass over a particularly tender spot. You take solace in the moment, cherishing the chance to take care of her. 

(When you rewrap the wound, you’re deliberate in doing it incorrectly. It will heal, but it will heal wrong, and then she’ll have to rely on you to get anywhere. The idea is tantalizing, and you suppress a shiver.)

-

“There, all done,” you grin up at her, surprised to find her looking back, expression exhausted but aware, awake. You pack the materials up quickly, climbing back onto the bed. You take note of her breakfast, undoubtedly cold now.

“I can heat that up for you.”

“‘M not hungry.”

That’s that, then. You decide not to push, instead opening your arms in a gesture of peace, knowing how much she loves (tolerates) your cuddles. She gives you a scrutinizing look, before nodding once, the only invitation you get. You move the tray to her bedside table, quickly scooting next to her and wrapping your arms around her gently. She doesn’t quite reciprocate, settling for just leaning against you, but you’ll take anything you can get. Your nerves are set alight, and you vow to yourself that you’ll never hurt her again. You know you did the right thing, keeping her fed and pampered and safe. You’d make up for it, devote yourself to seeing her smile again, even if only once.

“You’re not mad at me, right?” you can’t help but ask, always seeking her approval. 

She’s silent. The rain doesn’t stop. 

[sugako]

c+k: aran

aran x gn!reader

sum: aran is excited to give you a very heartfelt gift for valentine’s day <3

cw: fluff, happy tears, sickeningly sweet romance, established relationship, l-bombs

a/n: one more day of confessions + kisses :’) this has been a super fun writing exercise and experience for me and i hope you all enjoyed at least a couple of these..i love aran very much and just wanted to write him doing something super soft so here we go

Before you had even thought about Valentine’s Day Aran had come home with an armful of kitschy decor for the house. 

“I just thought you would like it.” He shrugged, trying to hide how excited he personally was. 

“I love it.” You took the little love hearts and all the cute, cheap decorations and placed them around the house. Every room had at least one little thing set somewhere. 

The next week you came home early and walked in on him scrutinizing a slow song. He hurriedly clicked it off before you could get a good listen. 

“What are you doing?” You chuckled, snuggling into bed beside him. 

“N-nothing, just listening to some new songs.” He snapped his laptop shut before you could peek at the screen. 

“Uh-huh, okay.” 

“Really!” 

He was so abnormally excited in comparison to his usual self when February 13th rolled around, you thought he might just give you whatever he had been working on that night. For hours, he locked himself up alone in the bedroom, keeping whatever he was doing a secret from you, only coming out for food. You were a bit worried, considering you had agreed on simple gifts. Admittedly, the secrecy and pressure built up excitement in you as well. 

“Aran?” You asked just as you were about to fall asleep. He squeezed your sides and hummed to let you know he was still awake. “Don’t put too much pressure on yourself, mmkay?” 

“What do you mean?” He grumbled out even though he knew exactly what you meant. 

“Just what it means. You’re perfect, ya know.” Your eyes fluttered shut and darkness started to creep in. 

“‘M not perfect.” Even though he disagreed you can hear the smile in his tone. 

“Shut up, go to sleep.” 

“You woke me up.” 

“Sleep.”

...

Finally, the twenty four hours had passed. After a long breakfast full of yours and his favorite things and you had given him his gift, he could get on with his part. 

First, he pulled a crisp, cream-colored envelope held closed with an eloquent, pink wax stamp. After, he handed you something wrapped in plain brown paper with a little heart stamp beside where he had scrawled your name. 

“Open the card first.” He directed, even though you already had a finger under the fold, lifting the wax. Still, you nodded, unable to stop smiling. Ready hands slipped out a beautiful piece of cardstock with a long hand-written letter. 

He nervously sat back, not letting the expression show, while you read through his words of love and hope for the future. Meanwhile, you were trying to hold back happy tears. He went on, in pretty prose, how much he admired you and all the little reasons he loved you, citing little memories here and there. 

“Aran…” You finally choked out. “I think that’s the nicest thing I’ve ever read.” 

Before he could see the tears slipping down your cheeks you set the card on the table and threw yourself into him, wrapping your arms around his strong core.

“It’s true.” He whispered, warmly rubbing your back. “I love you, so much.” 

“I love you, too.” You whisper out and sit back up, wiping your face before you open the gift. It’s flat and small and you honestly can’t even think of what it might be until you tear the corner of the paper. “A CD?” You asked, heart swelling. 

“Songs for You.” He reads the title he drew on the case. “That’s a little corny, but I promise there are good songs on there. There’s a list on the back. I put all of your favorite love songs and ones from our favorite movies and figured we could listen to it if we take a road trip or whenever really.” 

You let out a broken chuckle, still overcome with emotion from the letter and the simple gift. “Thank you, I love it.” Grabbing his hand, you rushed him to the center of the room and stuck the CD into the player you had sitting on a sideboard. His hands wrapped around you and pulled you close, letting your cheek rest against him as you swayed softly to the tunes. 

Songs for You (Condensed Version)

“Ain’t No Mountain High Enough” 

“Sanctuary” 

“Haunt Me” 

“Q.T” 

“Endless Love”

“Novels” 

“Boredom”

“The First Time I Ever Saw Your Face”

“What Is Love? Tell Me, Is It Easy?”

“I Like U” 

“Thinkin Bout You”

[tendouluvr]

ARSYN’S MATCH-UP EVENT

invites only‼️ /j

hi yall im bored so i wanna do some matchups for fun lol. disclaimer, this is my first time. i am also very bad at matchups. and i will not be taking shit seriously so if u get a matchup u dont like, just look away silly 😂😂🤣😂

if you’d like a matchup, pls send an ask (on or off anon it doesn’t matter) w the following info:

hq, bnha, or both

character gender preference (m or f)

ur aesthetic

ur fav song [or current fav]

what color ur vibing w rn

ur fav weather (sunny, windy, rainy (boooo), cloudy, etc)

one emoji. any emoji. just one.

based off of the info u provided me, i will give u a character, a somewhat moodboard, and an extremely small scenario thats super vague and short but cuuuuuteee

im posting this and going to sleep right after so i’ll get to any requests when i wake up :3 not sure how long i’ll have this open for but um yes

thanks for reading and have fun!!!! i sleep now gns 😴

[lightsoul201]

Chapter One

The feeling of the wind brushing through my skin feels like thousands of kisses tracing around my body. The trees moving in sync makes me think that they're dancing to a song that never gets old like you can hear it on repeat without needing to skip just to find the “one.” As I’m looking around the garden a blue butterfly came flying in front of me. I lifted my left hand and the butterfly landed in my index finger, as I was about to touch it with my other free hand the butterfly flew away. I was about to leave when I saw the blue butterfly stop in front of this entrance where it leads you to a small maze. I can tell that the butterfly is trying to lead me to a path, so I went after the butterfly.

As I was in front of the entrance the blue butterfly flew inside, of course I started to follow the butterfly. Every path we took was making me think if there’s even an exit. On the last turn we took I saw a very bright light. I look up to see the butterfly but it blends with the light so all I can hear is the wings flapping away through the exit. Every step I took the light would become brighter until the last step the light died down. Looking at the yard I see a girl with long brown wavy hair wearing a white gown standing there admiring the flowers that were in the ground. Then, the blue butterfly flew in front of the girl and then she let out a small giggle. I stand there in awe, her laugh makes me feel like I can hear it on repeat. Out of nowhere, my wrist started to feel itchy. I lifted my sleeve to see what’s happening to my wrist. That’s when a letter appeared on my wrist. A letter “R”. That’s the only letter I was able to see. I wasn’t able to see the first letter.  I looked up to see the girl if she knew I’m there, but just when I was about to see her face. 

“MIDORIYA”

“AAAAHH!!”

I looked all over to see where I am and I just realized that I’m in school. “Midoriya, are you even listening to me.” I looked at Iida who was screaming at me. 

“You can’t keep on falling asleep in the middle of the lecture. This is the fourth time I have to wake you up. What do you have to say to yourself?” Iida was looking at me in disappointment. 

“I’m so sorry Iida, I didn’t mean to fall asleep. I stayed up all night finishing homework. I promise I won’t fall asleep in the class again.” I said, hoping to stop this argument. 

“You promise that this is the last time you’ll fall asleep in class”

“I promise,” I said.

“Good, now class is over. I’ll message you the homework and the notes that we took today.” Iida said while walking out of class.

“Thank you Iida.” 

While I’m putting my books in my backpack I started to remember the dream that I had a few minutes ago. The girl. Who was that girl? Does she come to this school? I’ve never seen her before. Then I checked my left wrist to see if the letter was still there. To my surprise, it’s not there. Is it a coincidence? Not sure, but it felt so real. Why am I the only one that doesn't have my soulmates initials? Kamanari and Jirou have each other's initials. Basically the whole school has their soulmates initials. This reminds me of when I was in middle school I didn’t have a quirk, but this, come on my soulmate should be anywhere here in Musutafu. 

As I was walking to the building where my dorm is, I see the trees moving the same way in my dreams. 

~A few hours later~

Finally finished doing my math homework. Damn, I didn’t know that precalculus would be this difficult. I checked the time on my phone and it’s 11:30 pm. This always happens to me. That's why I fall asleep in class because I sleep late every single night. I really need to sleep early so Iida won’t have to wake me up and give me a lecture.

I got up from the chair and went to bed. As I’m about to turn off the lamp in my night stand I saw that there’s a full moon out tonight. I’ve read a book about the moon and basically whenever there’s a full moon out it means that the moon goddess has awakened. I heard some myths that you can make a wish to the moon goddess and your wish will come true. Will it actually come true? I don’t know, I’ll message Uruaka. 

~M

“Hey! I know it’s late but can I ask you something?”

~U

“Hi, it’s ok. Yeah, what’s on your mind?”

~M

“I know this may be a dumb question but, do you believe on the moon goddess thing? Like is it true that if you make a wish to the moon goddess it’ll come true?”

~U

“...... I don’t know. I heard some stories about the moon goddess. I’m not a true believer, but I don’t think your wishes will come true. If you’re thinking of making a wish then go right ahead. It’s your choice.”

~M

“Ok, thank you Uruaka. Sorry for being a bother”

~U 

“You weren’t a bother, please don’t apologize. But why did you ask me all of a sudden?”

~M

“It’s nothing. I was just wondering since there’s a full moon tonight.”

~U

“Alright then. Gn Midoriya. Sleep well.”

~M 

“Goodnight Uruaka, See you in class tomorrow.”

Well that was embarrassing. Why did I have to ask her? I’m pretty sure she’s thinking that I’m a dumbass for asking that. Of course the moon goddess isn’t real. But, I won’t know if the wishes can come true if I don’t try it out first. Right?

Then I’ll make a wish just this once. I got out of bed and walked to the window so I could see the moon clearly. I kneeled down so I won’t get tired of standing.

“Hello moon goddess, my name is Izuku Midoriya. As you may know, I don’t have a soulmate nor do I have the initials. I’ve waited for an initial to pop up on my wrist, but nothing happened. Should I wait a little longer?” 

I waited for a response and I heard nothing but the sound of my breathing. What am I doing of course I won’t get a response. Damn it Midoriya, I’m always like this. Just keep on talking to the moon goddess and hope that my wish comes true.

“Anyways, I wish that I’m able to get the initials of my soulmate… Or be able to know who my soulmate is. Please help me moon goddess, help me make my wishes come true.” 

After saying my wishes, I went to bed having hope that my wish would come true. But deep down I know that it won’t and just be single for the rest of my life until I take my last breath.

[thechampagnelovers]

Wayhayy I am back! It took me a bit longer, I actually tried studying yesterday and today I was at the dentist and that sucked big time and I had some late lectures so I am back a bit later than intended. It‘s 8 p.m. here now and I am still in a lecture but I just can‘t concentrate so I thought I‘d take some time to answer. :) I usually don‘t sleep very well or very healthy and I especially don‘t have a pattern, whoops. I think when I last wrote it was around 11 p.m. which isn‘t crazy late to me but it could also be I might write you when it is around 4 a.m. here. I tell you, Insomnia sucks. 😅

Did you have time for yoga today? I stretched a bit and went for a walk and my back is happy about it for sure!

I still googled the crocs hahaha and I liked the blue ones with white and red too! But I think I will stick to one colour first, get back into the flow. 😂 I mean summers is still a long way to go, so I have plenty of time to pic out outfits that will rock. I agree on the shorts tho! Crocs and shorts are a match made in heaven!

Okay it really sucks that books are expensive? I mean this is probably a dumb question but is there a certain reason why? If it is good I will find a way to send my copy to you!! 💆🏾‍♀️

I hope you enjoy your book. 🥺 is it non-fiction?

Thank you for all the recs!! I am genuinely an idiot for not thinking about the fact that these are established authors that probably have their works translated when I typed out that ask agsjskl! Funnily enough when I was younger I did read Isabel Allende. I read the book series the city of the beasts! I think I read book one and had the others on cd or something like that. It was really good! I will get back to you on those when I am done with rwrb but I screenshotted everything. Same goes for the fic recs! I will definitely come back to report what I read and how I liked it!

Did you have time for the snippets or the album trailer? If yes, what do you think? I think I will fall in love with River Road especially after I heard it in the Album trailer. 🥺 Ahh I am excited for the album! But I didn‘t really hear an upbeat sound so I guess we will have to wait for the whole songs to come out to be sure. 👀

At this point I have to scroll between all the asks we send so I don‘t forget a point haha sorry if this all messy I am also a bit tired (I was up til 5 a.m.). If I do forget something you what me to still answer please tell meeee! Hope you had a good day. x

hi nony <3 i’m happy to see u again 

i’m so sorry to hear about your insomnia :( i totally get it, but rn it’s winter for you and you’re back in lockdown so don’t even bother to “fix” it becuase it’s not worth it lol, we’ve all been there too. just give yourself time, try to rest as much as you can and your body will slowly readjust, specially when winter is over. my sleeping schedules has always been all over the place but lately i’ve been waking up with sunlight bc it gives me a few hours where i can be completely alone and in peace i just m*asturbate but i appreciate it a lot when people don’t bother me lol

I just finished doing yoga when i saw this ask! i didn’t do a headstand today tho, but i’m noticing i’m slowly getting a little better at this routine i’m doing. it’s a little hard but i love it. I just wish i could remember to do the headstand! now my body cooled off so i can’t do it :/ i love to hear your back is happy <3 mine is too lol

the reason why are books so expensive is the ✨economic crisis✨ my dear friend. although the economy has more of less been constant, from 2015 to 2019 everything went down and just everything in general got so expensive lol and that’s on neoliberalism 😌 in reality, books are not that much expensive but for people who like reading and buy many books on a regular basis, it’s a lot of money, but i’ve been shopping a lot in second hand book stores and facebook marketplace is a heaven, a curse but also a heaven (i had to delete the facebook app at one point because i couldn’t stop buying books) so i guess it’s alright. and pleaseee !!! don’t worry love, you’re so nice <3

the book is fictional, although i’m reading it kinda slowly bc rn i’m hooked up on a writing rush (and the book is kinda ✨sexist✨ but i’m hoping it’s going to get somewhere, ugh remind me to never read anything by a white men again)

ohhh i haven’t read la ciudad de las bestias but it sounds so good! and i’ll love to hear your opinions soon <3

i just heard the album trailer and omg!!!! i’m claiming river road rn!!! it’s SO GOOD, i have a feeling it’s gonna be a fan favourite (and it’s a ziall song, i know it). tbh they all sound so good, really chill tho, not much upbeat so far but it’s okay because zayn does it sooooo good, he can sing anything tbh (also i love the fact that we both have the same fav songs fdjksfjkl you should drop your fav songs from ot5 and we can compare) 

don’t worry about answering everything! this love letters are already too long lmao. go get some sleep!!! gn love <3

[antiadvil]

5 times Dan and Fiona were not dating (and one time they were)

summary: Dan has been confused about her sexuality for a long time, and Fiona isn’t helping. Or maybe she is?

Labels are overrated. Having sex with girls is fun. Just as long as there aren’t any feelings involved. And there aren’t any, right? Right?

rating: M

wc: ~3k

notes: right so, halfway through outlining this fic I decided it would be fun to write little interludes that contain every message Dan and Fiona send between chapters. so... this is the result.

They're designed so that they don't have to be read to understand the upcoming chapters, and there isn't really an overarching plot or anything, just a collection of fairly random conversations, but I hope you'll give them a read anyway.

chapter 2/12- Interlude One

current chapter on ao3 | tumblr masterlist | first chapter on tumblr

October 20, 2019:

Fiona, 11:34 am: I woke up so late holy shit

Dan, 11:36 am: lol

Dan, 11:36 am: what time did you go to bed

Fiona, 11:36 am: …

Fiona, 11:37 am: Late

Dan, 11:37 am: i got up at 10

Dan, 11:37 am: ha

Fiona, 11:37 am: Look at Miss I Have My Life Together

Fiona, 11:37 am: Does she deign to share her advice with her loyal peasants

Dan, 11:38 am: no

Fiona, 11:38 am: :(

Dan, 11:39 am: suffer

Fiona, 11:41 am: I am

Fiona, 11:41 am: We’re out of cheerios

Dan, 11:42 am: why

Fiona, 11:42 am: I ate them

Dan, 11:42 am: so you see why this is your fault?

Fiona, 11:43 am: No

Dan, 11:43 am: hmm

Fiona, 11:43 am: Shut up

Fiona 11:43 am: Ok bye I apparently need to go to the grocery store

Dan, 11:44 am: wow that’s so weird i wonder why you have to go to the grocery store

Dan, 11:44 am: bye have fun

Fiona, 11:55 am: grocery shopping is never fun

Dan, 11:55: you’re never fun

Fiona, 12:06 pm: :(

 Fiona, 6:40 pm:

 Dan, 7:02 pm: WHAT

Dan, 7:02 pm: DONT CALL ME OUT LIKE THIS

Dan, 7:02 pm: LOOK WE WERE JUST FRIENDS OKAY

Dan, 7:02 pm: female friendship is a very powerful thing

Fiona, 7:03 pm: sure lmao

Fiona, 7:03 pm: Glad to help you discover the power of female friendship last night <3

Dan, 7:03 pm: STOP

Dan, 7:03 pm: YOU’VE CALLED ME OUT ENOUGH

Fiona, 7:04 pm: have I

Dan, 7:04 pm: yes

Dan, 7:04 pm: be nice :(

Fiona, 7:04 pm: What if I’m not a nice person?

Dan, 7:05 pm: you are tho

Fiona, 7:05 pm: no u

Dan, 7:06 pm: 🥺

Fiona, 7:06 pm: bottom

Dan, 7:06 pm: fuck you

Fiona, 7:07 pm: lol that’s not how top/bottom works, dan

Dan, 7:07 pm: FUCK YOU

Fiona, 7:07 pm: ok maybe if you ask nicely

Dan, 7:07 pm: no thoughts head empty

Fiona, 7:08 pm: good thing I’m not attracted to you for your brain <3

Dan, 7:08 pm: …

Fiona, 7:08 pm: too far?

Dan, 7:09 pm: roast me harder daddy 🥺

Fiona, 7:09 pm: jesus fucking christ

Fiona, 7:09 pm: i hate you

Dan, 7:10 pm: :(

Fiona, 7:10 pm: ugh FINE I don’t

Dan, 7:10 pm: :)

October 21, 2019:

Dan, 10:31 am: wanna see my favorite tumblr post

Fiona, 11:42 am: YES

Dan, 11:43 am: … did you just wake up

Fiona, 11:43 am: DO YOU THINK I’M THIS ENERGETIC WHEN I JSUT WOKE UP?

Dan, 11:44 am: *JUST

Fiona, 11:44 am: SHUT

Fiona, 11:44 am: GIVE ME POST

Dan, 11:45 am: 

Fiona, 11:46 am: That’s your favorite tumblr post?

Dan, 11:46 am: yes

Fiona, 11:46 am: Should I be concerned that it’s about murder

Dan, 11:47 am: it’s not about murder

Fiona, 11:47 am: Yes it is

Dan, 11:47 am: it’s about homiecide

Fiona, 11:47 am: I will kill you

Dan, 11:48 am: you’ll homiecide me?

Fiona, 11:48 am: NO

Fiona, 11:48 am: I will kill you

Dan, 11:48 am: :(

Fiona, 11:48 am: :)

 Fiona, 10:43 pm: How was your day?

Fiona, 10:43 pm: Kill any homies?

Dan, 10:45 pm: No

Dan, 10:45 pm: Come over, you can be the first

Fiona, 10:45 pm: 🥺

Fiona, 10:45 pm: I’m honored

Fiona, 10:46 pm: Can I though? I crave death

Dan, 10:46 pm: oh no

Dan, 10:46 pm: why?

Fiona, 10:47 pm: I did a procrastination again

Dan, 10:47 pm: now why would you do that?

Fiona, 10:47 pm: Because I’m stupid

Dan, 10:47 pm: 😔

Dan, 10:48 pm: what have you learned from this?

Fiona, 10:48 pm: Absolutely nothing

Fiona, 10:48 pm: I will do it again

Dan, 10:48 pm: we love to hear it

Fiona, 10:49 pm: 😔 you do maybe

Dan, 10:49 pm: how are u imply that i take pleasure in the downfall of others

Fiona, 10:50 pm: YOU LITERALLY SAID IT FIRST

Fiona, 10:50 pm: YOU SAID YOU LOVED TO HEAR IT

Dan, 10:51 pm: really? that doesn’t sound like something i would say

Fiona, 10:51 pm: Stop gaslighting me

Dan, 10:52 pm: :)

Fiona, 10:52 pm: :(

Dan, 10:53 pm: go do your homework

Fiona, 10:53 pm: FINE

October 22, 2019:

Dan, 4:12 am: wake up i’m bored

Dan, 4:15 am: why can’t i sleep i hate myself

Dan, 4:20 am: haha 420 blaze it

Dan, 4:20 am: i’m kidding i don’t smoke weed

Dan, 4:20 am: i’m lame

Dan, 4:32 am: i have class at 9:30 am i’m going to die

Dan, 4:32 am: pray for me

Dan, 4:56 am: i think i’m finally tired

Dan, 4:56 am: i hate myself

Dan, 4:56 am: wait i already said that

Dan, 4:56 am: oh well

Dan, 4:56 am: good night 🖤

Fiona, 9:42 am: Oh no

Fiona, 9:42 am: Did you make it to class?

Dan, 9:44 am: im dying

Fiona, 9:46 am: Oh no

Dan, 9:50 am: i made it to class but i regret my entire existence

Fiona, 9:51 am: Oh no

Dan, 9:52 am: shut up

Dan, 9:52 am: i have never been this tired

Fiona, 9:52 am: When do you get out?

Dan, 9:55 am: 11 🤡

Fiona, 9:55 am: Why did you even go to class today holy shit

Dan, 9:57 am: I’m stupid

Fiona, 10:00 am: Can you leave?

Dan, 10:05 am: i’m already here i might as well suffer

Fiona, 10:06 am: D:

Fiona, 10:06 am: suffering bad

Dan, 10:11 am: whoa really

Dan, 10:11 am: thank you for letting me know

Fiona, 10:11 am: Of course

Dan, 10:12 am: where would i be without you

Fiona, 10:12 am: Class

Dan, 10:13 am: wait

Dan, 10:13 am: i am in class

Fiona, 10:14 am: Yeah

Fiona, 10:14 am: Without me

Dan, 10:20 am: u have a point

Fiona, 10:21 am: I have lots of points

Fiona, 10:21 am: Come hang out with me, I’ll save you from going to class at 9:30 am

Dan, 10:25 am: my hero

Fiona, 10:26 am: 🥰

Dan, 10:35 am: only 25 more minutes

Dan, 10:35 am: i can do this

Fiona, 10:36 am: Just so you know, falling asleep in class is completely valid

Dan, 10:40 am: i can make it

Dan, 10:40 am: i believe in me

Fiona, 10:41 am: Okay

Fiona, 10:41 am: Good luck!

Dan, 10:45 am: i don’t believe in me

Dan, 10:45 am: i’m dying

Fiona, 10:46 am: If I believe in you will that help

Dan, 10:47 am: no

Fiona, 10:47 am: 13 minutes, you can do it

Dan, 10:50 am: i cant

Fiona, 10:50 am: You can!

Fiona, 10:51 am: I will reward you if you do

Dan, 10:52 am: how

Fiona, 10:52 am: 😏

Dan, 10:53 am: 😳

Dan, 10:54 am: how

Fiona, 10:55 am: Live through this class and you’ll see

Dan, 10:56 am: it better not be socks or something

Fiona, 10:56 am: Oh no of course not, I would never

Fiona, 10:56 am: It’s sexual favors

Dan, 10:57 am: FIONA

Dan, 10:57 am: im in CLASS you can’t just SAY THAT

Fiona, 10:58 am: Oops

Dan, 10:59 am: i hate you so much

Fiona, 10:59 am: Shh

Fiona, 10:59 am: One more minute, you can do this

Dan, 11:00 am: don’t change the subject

Fiona, 11:00 am: Too late

Fiona, 11:00 am: Did you survive

Dan, 11:01 am: no

Dan, 11:01 am: you fucking KILLED me

Fiona, 11:02 am: Too bad

Fiona, 11:02 am: I was really looking forward to seeing you again

Dan, 11:02 am: well too bad

Dan, 11:02 am: you should’ve thought of that before you said things like that

Fiona, 11:03 am: I’m not good at thinking

Dan, 11:03 am: okay philosophy major

Fiona, 11:03 am: I never claimed to be a GOOD philosophy major

Dan, 11:04 am: …

Dan, 11:05 am: (can i have those sexual favors now or nah)

Fiona, 11:06 am: The prize was for surviving

Fiona, 11:06 am: I thought you said you died

Dan, 11:07 am: ugh

Dan, 11:07 am: i hate you

Dan, 11:07 am: i’m going to go home and take a nap

Fiona, 11:07 am: That sounds like a great idea

Fiona, 11:07 am: Sleep a lot you deserve it

Dan, 11:08 am: i will sleep so much

Dan, 11:08 am: gn

October 23, 2019:

Fiona, 7:14 pm: I did a cooking

Dan, 7:14 pm: I did too you’re not special

Fiona, 7:14 pm: Okay but did you bake cheesecake

Dan, 7:15 pm: no

Dan, 7:15 pm: did you?

Fiona, 7:15 pm: As a matter of fact, yes

Dan, 7:15 pm: can i have some

Fiona, 7:16 pm: No

Dan, 7:16 pm: :(

Dan, 7:16 pm: why’d you bake cheesecake

Fiona, 7:17 pm: Because I CAN

Fiona, 7:17 pm: idk, don’t you ever get the urge to bake cheesecake at 6pm on a Wednesday?

Dan, 7:18 pm: i have never gotten the urge to bake something in my life

Fiona, 7:18 pm: Okay, have you ever gotten the urge to *eat* cheesecake at 6pm on a Wednesday?

Dan, 7:18 pm: now we’re talking

Dan, 7:19 pm: yes ofc

Dan, 7:19 pm: are you sure i can’t have any

Fiona, 7:20 pm: Yes

Dan, 7:21 pm: :(

Dan, 7:21 pm: why not

Fiona, 7:22 pm: It’s not a large cheesecake

Fiona, 7:22 pm: … I may have eaten a large chunk of it already

Dan, 7:22 pm: and you didn’t save any for me

Fiona, 7:23 pm: I did not

Dan, 7:23 pm: i’m blocking you

Dan, 7:23 pm: never speak to me again

Fiona, 7:23 pm: D:

Fiona, 7:24 pm: but im cute

Dan, 7:25 pm: so?

Fiona, 7:26 pm: I’ll save some for you next time 🥺

Dan, 7:26 pm: really? 🥺

Fiona, 7:26 pm: yes 🥺

Dan, 7:26 pm: ok i guess i won’t block u 🥺

Fiona, 7:27 pm: 🥺

Fiona, 7:27 pm: That’s so sweet

Dan, 7:28 pm: i’m generous like that

Fiona, 7:28 pm: What would I do without you

Dan, 7:28 pm: eat more cheesecake because you wouldn’t have to save any for me probably

Fiona, 7:29 pm: When you put it like that

Fiona, 7:29 pm: Why do I even talk to you

Dan, 7:29 pm: You’re asking me??

Fiona, 7:30 pm: I guess so, yeah

Dan, 7:30 pm: um because i’m cute

Fiona, 7:30 pm: Hmmm

Fiona, 7:30 pm: Yeah, probably

Dan, 7:31 pm: cuter than cheesecake :)

Fiona, 7:31 pm: Now, I don’t know if I’d go *that* far

Dan, 7:31 pm: cuter than cheesecake :)

Fiona, 7:31 pm: … cuter than cheesecake

Dan, 7:32 pm: i’m glad we’ve come to a compromise

Fiona, 7:32 pm: I don’t think insisting that I agree with you is a compromise

Fiona, 7:32 pm: I think that’s just getting your way

Dan, 7:32 pm: it’s a compromise

Fiona, 7:32 pm: No

Dan, 7:33 pm: COMPROMISE

Fiona, 7:33 pm: FINE

Fiona, 7:33 pm: Compromise

Dan, 7:33 pm: see? another successful compromise

Fiona, 7:33 pm: … yay us

Dan, 7:34 pm: we’re doing great :)

Dan, 7:34 pm: communication is so important

Fiona, 7:34 pm: Uh huh

Fiona, 7:35 pm: I’m going to go finish my cheesecake

Dan, 7:35 pm: :(

Dan, 7:35 pm: as long as you save me some next time

Dan, 7:35 pm: see? i compromised

Fiona, 7:36 pm: Huh, I guess you did

Fiona, 7:36 pm: Good job

Dan, 7:36 pm: thank u

Dan, 7:36 pm: enjoy your cheesecake

Fiona, 7:37 pm: I will :)

October 24, 2019:

Dan, 4:09 pm: i literally can’t wait until the weekend

Dan, 4:09 pm: i want to die

Fiona, 4:15 pm: Will you stop wanting to die on the weekend

Dan, 4:16 pm: no but i’ll forget about it

Fiona, 4:16 pm: Close enough

Dan, 4:17 pm: i have written so many papers in the past week

Dan, 4:17 pm: i want to die

Fiona, 4:17 pm: Oh no

Fiona, 4:17 pm: When are you done writing papers?

Dan, 4:18 pm: never i’m an english major

Fiona, 4:18 pm: I’m so sorry

Fiona, 4:18 pm: Do you want to talk about it

Dan, 4:19 pm: … yes

Fiona, 4:20 pm: Is this a crisis about your major? I’m an expert on those

Dan, 4:20 pm: no, i love english

Dan, 4:20 pm: well i don’t really *love* anything but english is tolerable

Fiona, 4:21 pm: lol

Fiona, 4:21 pm: I think lots of people don’t *love* what they do

Fiona, 4:21 pm: There’s nothing wrong with that

Dan, 4:22 pm: I guess

Dan, 4:23 pm: do you *love* philosophy?

Fiona, 4:23 pm: idk

Fiona, 4:24 pm: I like it

Fiona, 4:25 pm: Honestly I probably won’t end up doing it long term anyway

Dan, 4:25 pm: Why not?

Fiona, 4:26 pm: Not a lot of people get paid to sit around and ponder the mysteries of life

Fiona, 4:26 pm: Unless you go into academia I guess and ick, that’s so much grad school

Dan, 4:27 pm: yeah i guess not

Dan, 4:27 pm: people don’t really get paid to sit around an analyze literature a lot either, do they?

Fiona, 4:27 pm: idk

Fiona, 4:28 pm: Do they?

Dan, 4:28 pm: i feel like probably not

Dan, 4:28 pm: should’ve paid more attention in english 100 lol i think they talked about that

Fiona, 4:29 pm: We all should’ve paid more attention in our orientation classes yet here we are

Fiona, 4:29 pm: Worst comes to worst I’ll just use my CS minor for something

Dan, 4:30 pm: you’re getting a CS minor?

Fiona, 4:30 pm: I had already finished like half the required classes when I switched to philosophy so why not?

Fiona, 4:31 pm: Also it was one of my parents’ requirements for letting me switch but we don’t talk about that

Dan, 4:32 pm: lol

Dan, 4:32 pm: unfortunately i don’t have a cs minor to fall back on

Fiona, 4:33 pm: It’s not too late to get one :P

Dan, 4:33 pm: no thank u!

Fiona, 4:34 pm: aww

Fiona, 4:35 pm: too bad

Dan, 4:35 pm: i am not willing to stoop to doing math to appease capitalism

Fiona, 4:35 pm: lol, have it your way

Fiona, 4:35 pm: English is a good degree, you’ll be fine

Fiona, 4:36 pm: Besides, you have a few years to figure things out

Dan, 4:36 pm: this is true!

Dan, 4:36 pm: i’m going to go forget about my problems and procrastinate dealing with them

Fiona, 4:36 pm: have fun <3

Dan, 4:37 pm: i will!

October 25, 2019:

Dan, 11:24 am: college is stupid

Dan, 11:24 am:

Fiona, 11:26 am: You can still do that now if you really want

Dan, 11:26 am: it’s not the same

Dan, 11:26 am: you live with the constant fear of someone catching you

Fiona, 11:27 am: Okay but you admit that you *could*

Fiona, 11:27 am: You’re just a coward

Dan, 11:28 am: excuse me

Dan, 11:28 am: what did you just say to me

Dan, 11:28 am: i’ll fight you

Fiona, 11:29 am: Okay

Fiona, 11:29 am: To the death or just to giving up?

Dan: 11:29 am: i’d die before i’d give up

Fiona, 11:30 am: Death it is

Fiona, 11:30 am: It’s been nice knowing you

Dan, 11:31 am: you too

Dan, 11:31 am: okay bye i have to go write a paper

Dan, 11:31 am: it was nice talking to you

Fiona, 11:32 am: :(

Fiona, 11:32 am: It was nice talking to you too

Fiona, 11:32 am: Write fast and then return to me

Dan, 11:33 am: ofc <3

Fiona, 11:33 am: <3

October 26, 2019:

Fiona, 9:51 pm: Any fun plans this weekend

Dan, 9:55 pm: Writing more papers lmao

Dan, 9:55 pm: wbu?

Fiona, 9:56 pm: aww :(

Fiona, 9:56 pm: Same I guess, mostly just homework

Fiona, 9:56 pm: 😔

Dan, 9:57 pm: honestly

Dan, 9:57 pm: fuck homework

Dan, 9:58 pm: will you run away to the woods with me

Fiona, 9:59 pm: 😳

Fiona, 10:00 pm: That’s kinda gay

Dan, 10:01 pm: no it’s not

Dan, 10:02 pm: we will live in a cottage with two bedrooms

Fiona, 10:03 pm: But that’s less fun

Dan, 10:05 pm: 😳

Dan, 10:06 pm: that’s kinda gay

Fiona, 10:07 pm: I’m kinda gay

Dan, 10:08 pm: 😳

Fiona, 10:08 pm: 😏

Fiona, 10:11 pm: Can we move to the woods after I finish this paper

Dan, 10:12 pm: no sorry i’m leaving right now

Fiona, 10:13 pm: Oh well :( I’ll try to visit

Dan, 10:14 pm: thank you

Dan, 10:14 pm: just let me know when you’re visiting and i will make you the most mediocre stir fry you’ve ever had

Fiona, 10:15 pm: lmao sounds good

Fiona, 10:15 pm: I have to go work on my paper now :( but I will visit your cottage in the woods as soon as possible

Dan, 10:16 pm: appreciated

Dan, 10:16 pm: good luck on your paper!

Fiona, 10:16 pm: good luck on your move to the woods!