#than all of you find balance and joy in every area of your life in this autumn

[walkingwiththegods1]

The Spiritual Meaning of Autumn: Time of Finding Balance and Calm in The Year (And... In your Life!)

Many people... Always feel sad, at the arrival of Autumn. Not because they may suffer from ''The Seasonal Depression'' (Which is, when for the change of duration in sunlight; some persons fall in depression, until that season; ends), because the change in sunlight and in weather; means than they are forced to spends more times indoors than outdoors, feeling bored and doing all the things they were intentionally postponing; and than now they most do, 'cause all social activities have become scarce; and this is the only thing they must do, to forget their annoyance... But Autumn, is not a season to despises to; no... Is an oportunity to do something than we forgot to do, in our fast and loud modern society...

...To relax and find balance, and our time with our closer love ones; or alone!

The Autumn Equinox (like in Spring), is the time when the day and night; has the same lenght; which is different from The Summer's and Winter's Solstices, where the day and night; has a different lenghts. The Spring and Summer, are seasons of many social activities; were all is full of color: The Spring, is associated with Love and Life; while Summer, is associated with Passion and Adventure; and these two seasons, overall; are associated with Youth, Beauty and Joy, which explains why the arrival of Autumn; may feels ominous for many people: Autumn... Is associated with Sadness, Decay... And the Darkness than starts to grows and to permeates everything around us. But, if you takes your time to reflexionate about it; Autumn, may be equally as fun and/or important, as its brights and colorful sisters.

This is the things you can do (with your love ones, or by yourself), to revitalizes your heart and soul; and, as a moment to connect in this season; with Deities/Nature/The Earth:

Taking an slow little walk, while feeling Autumn with your senses: The smell in the air of the soil mixed with rainwater, the sight of the fallen leaves in its different colors; the feeling of the earth beneath your shoes/boots, etc... Will helps you to connect to Nature/Spirits/Deities/, by being relax; and being in the present moment.

Watching the rain fall in front of a window, while reading a book; drinking a tea, or both: You will feel the positive and magical side of Autumn with these activities, be it than you are sitting with a coat; with a big duvet/blanket over your clothes, or... Even sitted in bed.

Seeing an clean and beautiful sky, after the rain: If appears a rainbow, will gives you the chance to feel magic and hope; despite the gray clouds around the rainbow. (But... That feeling is as equal as powerful, by seeing a clean and bright night of Autumn; after the rain!)

Enjoying the sounds of a Thunderstom: Just like Electrical Storms... It will connect you to the raw energies of The Planet, and with Gaia's Heartbeat; and also... To the Deities of The Thunder!

Amazing yourself by seeing an Electrical Storm: Nothing like seeing an Electrical Storm, to connects to the magic and power of the Air and Storm Deities; and... You'll have something to watch, when electricity is gone! (Note: Watch them inside of home, at 1 or 2 meters awat from windows; for your safety!)

Converts an area of your house in your personal refuge, from the chaos of The World: If could be your Attic, your cellaret; your basement, or... A little room than you never found a use to it; until now: Turning it into a beatiful place to shut yourself for a few minutes, when be around people became too draining; or, after a very hard day at work/college/street. And... Don't worry about spends a lot of money, in this project: Trowed what can't be used anymore (or sell what you still have in good state) of that place of the house, painted in a soft or neutral color; put one chair and a tiny table to sitted in comfort, hang a beautiful drawing than calm you or a motivational quote where light hit it, buy an tiny ceramic essential oil burner with its tealight candle, put the light candle under the ceramic plate; put 1 or 2 drops of an essential oil for Spirituality over the ceramic plate oil burner (Frankincense, Lavander or Sage Oil; for example), and... Enjoy your new space for Meditation/Calm Time/Me Time/Praying!

Making a Homemade Dessert/Sweet, to eat it slowly: You can make this as offering to The Deities/Spirits/Nature, and/or to have a moment for you! Eating a little piece of your creation without a hurry, and without distrations; remains us of the sacredness of eating and being in the present, by focus only in the sensation of every bite; tasting each spoonful, and feeling the softness/hardness/dryness/humidity/warmess/coldness of what are you eating, at that moment. (If you are diabetic/hypertense/allergic... Use recipes for your condition, and be mindful of eating an small portion; and leaving the rest to eat the next day, or share it!)

Takes a time for yourself to only drawns, dances; sings, writes poetry or an story; which makes you feel relax: When you creates with your hands, or moves your body and/or voice; you are connecting with your own spirit, and with the creative forces of The Universe; plus, with The Deities of The Arts and Inspiration (which they needs than we are in a calm and quiet state, so we can recieve their energies/inspiration more easily; and we can create with less difficult); 'cause we can't recieves the messages when we are stressed/restless. (So now you know, what you can make the next time you need to find inspiration/creativity: Do something fun without thinking, at home... And you will recieves a visit, from The Muses!)

Meditate about what area/s in your life are out of balance; and what you can do to improve it/them: Takes this time to sit quietly for a least five minutes without any distrations, and thinks in what important part of your life; you are dedicating too much or too little time: You are spending to much time in Spirituality?!... Time to spend more time with your family or friends, to avoid fall into isolation or fanatism. Your Emprendurism is receiving little attention from you, lately?!... Takes 20 minutes or more of your day, to see how you can improve it; or see if you should change to another kind of Emprendurism or Business than will be more easy for you to manage and invert money in it. Your SO, is demanding you more time and you are not feeling lately the desire to pass more time with him/her/them?!... Maybe is time to think if that relation have a future, and what you can do to improve it; or end it in the less painful way possible. When all our areas (Health/Wellbeing/Social Life/Alone Time/Wealth/Spirituality), are mostly well... We can feel at peace with our lifes! AND, at last...

At the moment the sunlight, dies out... Take it to talk to your Deities, or reveal in their presence/energy: Twilight... Is a very misterious time, when The Human World and The Spiritual World, suddenly get connected; and many weird phenomenons, happen with ease. (I know that for my own experiences, when The Gods and Goddesses have appeared in front of me in that moment of the day; suddenly and mostly in front of me) So, if you need to ask them for something very important; talks them of something than worries you, or; thanks them, but you misses the magical moment of the early morning, after waking up; and you can't wait to bedtime then, keep calm; and... Wait for Twilight!

That's all for today: Happy Belated Mabon Greetings! And, balances The Darkness and Light in you... So Be It!

[botanicalsword]

North Node in Natal Chart ☜ life purpose and area of focus

Our inner aspirations - Talents ; Potential

The North Node is associated with our sense of fulfillment, representing our deepest desires that inspire our quest for satisfaction.

North Node signifies the potential that an individual can develop. The North Node represents a harmonious relationship between us and the collective soul, thus bringing about breakthroughs in our social sphere.

When the North Node aligns with different houses in our birth chart, offering valuable guidance for our lives. Each house represents a specific area of focus and provides insights on how we can navigate and grow as individuals.

On the other hand, the South Node is connected to our need for security. The South Node represents our habits, responses, situations, and experiences that provide us with a sense of security. The South Node refers to a person's past patterns and tendencies. It represents the disharmonious aspects between us and the collective soul, resulting in obstacles in our social relationships.

➻ • ➻ • ➻ • ➻ • ➻ • ➻ • ➻ • ➻ •

1st House

Look inward, understand their own needs, and independent

good to pursue self-employment

learns how to share with others since they cannot rely on others or intimate relationships

rely on themselves - they have to be independent

they are forced to do things on their own and end up doing better than before because they have the ability

2nd House

Accumulate wealth and enhance self-worth; success will naturally follow

focusing on improving yourselves and your financial situation

can earn wealth through their skills

have a specific expertise

have the ability to excel in their profession

resources are not something they possess and must be shared with others

Cultivate strong motivation to accumulate wealth

3rd House

Transform the abstract into the concrete, simplify complex ideas

master effective communication

learn to communicate with people and become messengers of information, sharing their original ideas with those around them

4th House

a stable and harmonious family life provides a solid foundation for our career pursuits

find a balance between our personal and professional lives

learn to balance their family and career by developing their family life

let go of the strong attachment to power as they were power-holders in past lives

Seize the opportunity to play important roles on the social stage

5th House

Develop your talents and boundless creativity to reap abundant rewards

that will bring immense benefits and fulfillment.

well-suited to leading major projects

they need to be mature and objective

avoid spontaneous and childlike behavior

overlook present joys in pursuit of long-term goals

6th House

Emphasis the importance of choosing the right career path

align your work with your goals

strive for efficiency and effectiveness in your professional endeavors

step out of their imaginary world

engage in tangible service work every day

7th House

highlights the significance of interpersonal relationships and collaboration

let go of self-centeredness, learn to compromise

cultivate positive connections with others

learn to let go of themselves and not focus on how others perceive them

8th House

emphasizes trust and sharing

adopting a selfless mindset

being open to collaboration that can bring you numerous rewards and opportunities

need to undergo the destruction of their ideology in order to transform and liberate their souls

9th House

look beyond worldly distractions

explore profound truths and philosophical ideas

venture into new territories, both physically and intellectually, in our quest for knowledge and enlightenment

learn to find the logical reasoning behind all common knowledge and allow it to form more complex and sophisticated structures

spend more time studying profound knowledge

expose themselves to diverse cultures, as it allows them to make comparisons with their own culture

10th House

prompts us to take on social responsibilities and strive for professional success

embrace independence

make a positive impact in our chosen career path

develop a sense of social responsibility

fulfill some social responsibilities through their work and do meaningful things on the social stage

11th House

Step into the public sphere

pursue career opportunities

gain recognition, respect, and the chance to make a meaningful contribution

learn not to be too selfish and to value the importance of the socials

achieve balance through socialising

12th House

cultivate self-understanding and inner growth

focus on our spiritual development

help others achieve their goals that can find deep fulfillment and purpose in life

avoid busyness and overwhelming attention

engage with activities like meditation retreats that allow them to quiet down

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[dannyboy-writes]

Running away

After fleeing the Fire Nation's land you found yourself in a small fishing village. Filled with flowers in spring and sunlight in the summer, with piles of leaves in autumn and a tad of snow in winter. Just a hint of whiteness. 

The last thing you would've expected from your travels was to end up here, having somewhat of a normal life, filled with joy. The only thing you would've changed was your last conversation with a certain someone. 

“You used to have long hair,” a familiar but distant voice said, as you turned around. 

"You used to be shorter," you said, face as serious as you could.

With a still straight face she said, "I could have you executed for that."

"Only if you can catch me," you finally broke a smile.

"True," Azula said, smiling as well. 

"What brings you to this lovely and remote area of the world," you asked, pulling some things off the table.

"I was searching for someone. They owe me a goodbye," she said playfully.

You put some water in a kettle, "I believe they said goodbye already."

"Did they?"

"I gave you a letter, it's more than I did to most," you defended. 

"You didn't give me a letter." 

"Well, I hid it in your room. You found it, you can't lie to me Azula," you laughed. 

She tried to maintain a serious face but dropped it soon as well, "I did find it." 

"I couldn't exactly leave it laying around, not with everything that was happening."

"I understand," she nodded. "I just wish you had given it to me." 

"I thought of it, but it was late. I had to ninja my way for it, I'm very proud of that," you said.

"Because of the guards?" 

"Yeah, that and the fact that everyone had my face in a reward poster…" 

She clasped her hands together and nodded. 

"Why are you still standing, Zula?" You said bringing a kettle of tea to the table and sitting down. "Get comfortable, do you want anything else?"

"No, it's fine," she said, shifting in her spot. 

"Is everything okay?"

"Of course. Why wouldn't it be," she asked in a paranoid tone.

"No reason," you said as she sat down. "Did you really come all this way just to get a goodbye?"

"Don't be silly, y/n. It's on the way in my travels," she lied. 

It had been too long since she last saw you, and the way your voice strained in your throat took her off balance. Perhaps this was how you'd always spoken, but she didn't think so. Maybe she had just grown too paranoid.

"Where are you going?" You asked. 

"Oh, let's not speak of that. How are you?" 

The question rocked you off your place, but you managed not to show it. 

"Well, I'm doing well. There's not much to do around here but fishing, so I do that, and sell that as well. I'm growing this tree in the back, it used to have a torn branch and it was falling off, but now it's looking good," you explained. "Sorry, you're probably bored by this." You said, knowing Azula wasn't one to be interested in the common occurrences of life.

"No, continue," she dismissed. And as you raised your eyebrow asked, "Please." 

"Well, there is also a small dragon-moose that comes around every now and then, searching for food. I tend to leave a pot of fresh water and some leftovers for him." You paused to sip on your tea, "Other than that it's all pretty calm. There's mostly old people here, so no one asks many questions. They usually tell stories to me, not the other way around, which is good." 

It was good, Azula thought. If you were still in hiding, even if you weren't in Fire Nation soil, it was good for people not to ask many questions. 

"How do you know it's the same dragon-moose?" She found herself asking, much to her own surprise.

You were taken a bit aback by the question but answered anyways. "Oh, he has a little white spot in between the eyes. Plus he always waits for me to sit down before he eats the food. I don't know why, really."

She smiled, again to her surprise. How simple your life was, and how content with it you sounded. All you did was fish, feed animals and listen to old people's stories, and yet you looked like the happiest person in the world. 

“It sounds wonderful,” she simply replied.

“Yeah… You sure you're fine?" You asked, concerned. It had been some time since you last saw her, but she didn't use to ask this many questions. 

“You have nothing to worry about, y/n. I promise," she nodded.

"Okay… Do you plan on staying?" 

"Would you like me to stay?" 

"I'm asking so I know how much food I should make, you don't have to stay."

"If you want me to stay I'll stay," she stated.

You blinked in surprise, not expecting that. "Uh, yeah, I would love that," you smiled. "That would be great." 

She nodded once again, this time with a smile plastered on her face. She thought about staying there, in your little house by the sea. 

Things would be so easy if she just had one more chance with you.

But she had Zuko and his friends on her heels, and it was better to leave you out of Fire Nation problems. One last dinner with you, that was all she needed.

When you woke up next morning with the house silent you knew she was gone, and when you walked into the kitchen and saw the note you hoped she was safe.

A little ‘thank you’ was all you had, and it was all you’d need.

[cyberclouddream]

Your Philosophical Dance

Aries in the 9th House (Leo Rising)

You’re all about chasing experiences when it comes to learning. Like, if it doesn’t get your heart racing, you might lose interest pretty quickly. One minute you're diving into a wild philosophy course, and the next, you're off on a spontaneous trip to explore something completely new. You thrive on hands-on adventures, so seek out opportunities that let you learn through real-life experiences. Just keep an eye on what really lights you up; that’s where the magic happens.

Taurus in the 9th House (Virgo Rising)

You love your comfort zone, especially in learning. There’s something cozy about sticking to familiar topics, but sometimes it can hold you back from discovering something fresh. It’s like binge-watching your favorite show on repeat instead of checking out that new series everyone’s talking about. While you can really dive deep into what you love, it’s good to mix things up a bit. Every now and then, try stepping out of your bubble—you might find something that surprises you.

Gemini in the 9th House (Libra Rising)

Your mind is always buzzing with ideas, and while that’s super fun, it can also get a bit chaotic. You jump from topic to topic like you’re flipping through a playlist, which is exciting but can leave you feeling scattered. You might start reading one book and then suddenly want to dive into another before finishing. It's cool to be curious, but maybe focus on a couple of things that really catch your interest. That way, you can really dive deep instead of skimming the surface.

Cancer in the 9th House (Scorpio Rising)

For you, learning is an emotional ride. You pull from your feelings and memories, which can give you some unique insights but might also make things feel a bit heavy sometimes. It's like your past experiences are nudging you while you’re trying to explore new ideas. Your emotional depth is a strength, especially in areas like spirituality or psychology. So, remember to balance those feelings with fresh perspectives—it can lead to some truly enlightening moments.

Leo in the 9th House (Sagittarius Rising)

Learning feels like a performance for you, and you love being in the spotlight. While you shine when you express yourself, you might find yourself getting caught up in topics that impress others instead of what genuinely excites you. Think of those times you debated a theory just to show off your knowledge instead of really engaging with it. Tap into that charisma and focus on what you’re passionate about—it’ll make your educational journey way more fulfilling.

Virgo in the 9th House (Capricorn Rising)

You take a super analytical approach to learning, which can be both a blessing and a bit of a drag. You get so into the details that it sometimes feels more like work than fun. Picture yourself knee-deep in textbooks, stressing over every little fact instead of enjoying the ride. Your knack for digging deep can lead to some awesome discoveries, but don’t forget to find the joy in it, too. A little creativity can go a long way in making learning feel more exciting.

Libra in the 9th House (Aquarius Rising)

You’re all about balance, but that can make it tricky to figure out your own beliefs. You might find yourself swaying with the opinions of those around you, which can leave you feeling a bit lost. It’s like being in a conversation and just agreeing instead of sharing your own thoughts. But your quest for harmony opens you up to a ton of ideas that can really enrich your understanding. Embracing your own voice while staying open to others can lead to some amazing insights.

Scorpio in the 9th House (Pisces Rising)

You dive deep into life’s big questions, and that intensity can bring you some profound insights. But, honestly, it can feel a bit heavy at times, like you’re carrying a lot on your shoulders. You often explore complex ideas that make you rethink everything, which is awesome but can be a lot to handle. Leaning into that emotional depth can lead you to amazing revelations. Just remember to take breaks when needed—sometimes, stepping back helps put everything in perspective.

Sagittarius in the 9th House (Aries Rising)

Learning for you is all about freedom and exploration. You thrive on new experiences, but that can sometimes make it tough to stick to one topic. It’s like you’re always on the lookout for the next adventure, ready to discover something new. While your enthusiasm is infectious, try to find a balance between your desire to explore and the need to dive deep into what you love. That sweet spot between adventure and focus can lead to some really rewarding experiences.

Capricorn in the 9th House (Taurus Rising)

You take education seriously, often treating it like a job to get done. While your ambition is impressive, it can sometimes drain the fun out of learning. You might focus so hard on reaching your goals that you forget to enjoy the journey. Think of it like ticking off items on a checklist instead of savoring each experience. Remember, education should inspire you, so allow yourself some freedom to explore—you might just uncover something that truly captivates you.

Aquarius in the 9th House (Gemini Rising)

You’re all about challenging the norm, which can lead to some pretty exciting educational paths. While it’s awesome to embrace the unconventional, don’t completely dismiss traditional ways of learning. You might find yourself gravitating toward unique subjects that spark your curiosity, but there’s value in the classics, too. Think about how blending old wisdom with your own fresh perspective can create something special. Keeping an open mind will enrich your learning journey.

Pisces in the 9th House (Cancer Rising)

You often drift into your daydreams when it comes to learning, which can be both a gift and a challenge. Escaping into your imagination is super tempting, but it might pull you away from practical knowledge. It’s like floating on clouds instead of focusing on what’s right in front of you. Your intuition can guide you to incredible insights, so finding a balance between your dreamy thoughts and grounded research can help you navigate both worlds smoothly.

[safety-pin-punk]

A Joint Message With @polyamorouspunk

Dear Punks,

We are gathered here today… again… to talk about a shared view of the punk culture specifically in the tumblr bubble that we share between ourselves and also with so many of you.

To be frank, we get a lot of asks, which is a joy for both of us, and we love answering your questions with our opinions, other’s opinions, bouncing things off each other and our other mutuals, and directing you to anything that you might find helpful in your inquires. However, as we have stated in our other, previous letter, from which this was literally copy-pasted word-for-word verbatim, we are not, nor do we believe that there is a “perfect” punk.

Every punk is going to have different opinions. Someone else having different opinions than you, than us, than each other, doesn’t make them a “bad person”. It doesn’t make them “not punk”. And honestly, sometimes it feels like people worry that if they DO have different opinions that go against the masses, they will be crucified, which… yeah, honestly, is true, you will be. There’s going to be opinions from us you probably wouldn’t like, because they don’t “go with the masses”, but… isn’t the point of punk culture to think critically for yourself instead of just emptily echoing the words of others to voice a shared and yet unattainable promise of some sort of utopia? 

At the core of punk both on and offline is forming your own opinions based on critical thinking, learning from others, and learning from your own life experiences. And more so recently than in the past, it feels like these things are being forgotten and left behind. To be quite frank, it’s tiring to see people grab onto a belief or way of thinking without fully understanding it, why they believe it, and especially not taking time to consider why the otherside of an argument may have some validity to it. And sure, to a degree, this is expected on the internet. But currently, our online scene seems to be full of people who are ready to jump at each other and anyone who dares to share an opinion that isn’t the popular one. And to a further extent, people seem to have forgotten that gray areas exist, and most issues are not a black and white matter.

This, among other things, has led to some feelings of inauthenticity, burnout, hesitation, frustration, lack of interest in engaging with the community as we once did, etc. But there are many, many other factors as well offline in our personal lives.

Key is working as a chemist and a DJ while balancing a personal life, a relationship, helping her family, and exploring new hobbies. While also trying to navigate buying a house. So she doesn’t devote as much time as she used to to Tumblr at the moment.

Punk is raising a kitten, trying to work on their mental health, and working a lot more hours than they normally would, leaving them with not as much time as they would previously spend on tumblr making content.

Another thing that we are both dealing with is trying to live up to the expectations put on us. Honestly, the closest Punk came to acting like they expect people on here see them led to them being really unhappy, and they had to take a step back from IDing with “Punk” at all, as it was becoming unhealthy.

For Key, she has always tried to make it a point that there is so much more to her than just being a punk, but when running a punk blog, people tend to expect you to fall into a specific set of likes and dislikes that really don’t align with her as a person. This is part of the reason she has taken some time off focusing on her punk blog, to instead work on embracing some other parts of herself.

In conclusion,

We wanted to point out and acknowledge why we may seem not as active at the moment, while also addressing something that we both see as a major issue in our shared online space. While we take the time we need to refresh, recover, and work on ourselves, we ask that you all do the same. Take time to really think about what you believe and why. Consider other points of view, and not just if they are right or wrong. See if you can figure out why people believe something different from you. But most importantly, remember to stay true to who you are and don’t allow yourself to be another cog in a machine.

[polyamorouspunk]

A Joint Message With @safety-pin-punk

Dear Punks,

We are gathered here today… again… to talk about a shared view of the punk culture specifically in the tumblr bubble that we share between ourselves and also with so many of you.

To be frank, we get a lot of asks, which is a joy for both of us, and we love answering your questions with our opinions, other’s opinions, bouncing things off each other and our other mutuals, and directing you to anything that you might find helpful in your inquires. However, as we have stated in our other, previous letter, from which this was literally copy-pasted word-for-word verbatim, we are not, nor do we believe that there is a “perfect” punk.

Every punk is going to have different opinions. Someone else having different opinions than you, than us, than each other, doesn’t make them a “bad person”. It doesn’t make them “not punk”. And honestly, sometimes it feels like people worry that if they DO have different opinions that go against the masses, they will be crucified, which… yeah, honestly, is true, you will be. There’s going to be opinions from us you probably wouldn’t like, because they don’t “go with the masses”, but… isn’t the point of punk culture to think critically for yourself instead of just emptily echoing the words of others to voice a shared and yet unattainable promise of some sort of utopia? 

At the core of punk both on and offline is forming your own opinions based on critical thinking, learning from others, and learning from your own life experiences. And more so recently than in the past, it feels like these things are being forgotten and left behind. To be quite frank, it’s tiring to see people grab onto a belief or way of thinking without fully understanding it, why they believe it, and especially not taking time to consider why the otherside of an argument may have some validity to it. And sure, to a degree, this is expected on the internet. But currently, our online scene seems to be full of people who are ready to jump at each other and anyone who dares to share an opinion that isn’t the popular one. And to a further extent, people seem to have forgotten that gray areas exist, and most issues are not a black and white matter.

This, among other things, has led to some feelings of inauthenticity, burnout, hesitation, frustration, lack of interest in engaging with the community as we once did, etc. But there are many, many other factors as well offline in our personal lives.

Key is working as a chemist and a DJ while balancing a personal life, a relationship, helping her family, and exploring new hobbies. While also trying to navigate buying a house. So she doesn’t devote as much time as she used to to Tumblr at the moment.

Punk is raising a kitten, trying to work on their mental health, and working a lot more hours than they normally would, leaving them with not as much time as they would previously spend on tumblr making content.

Another thing that we are both dealing with is trying to live up to the expectations put on us. Honestly, the closest Punk came to acting like they expect people on here see them led to them being really unhappy, and they had to take a step back from IDing with “Punk” at all, as it was becoming unhealthy.

For Key, she has always tried to make it a point that there is so much more to her than just being a punk, but when running a punk blog, people tend to expect you to fall into a specific set of likes and dislikes that really don’t align with her as a person. This is part of the reason she has taken some time off focusing on her punk blog, to instead work on embracing some other parts of herself.

In conclusion, We wanted to point out and acknowledge why we may seem not as active at the moment, while also addressing something that we both see as a major issue in our shared online space. While we take the time we need to refresh, recover, and work on ourselves, we ask that you all do the same. Take time to really think about what you believe and why. Consider other points of view, and not just if they are right or wrong. See if you can figure out why people believe something different from you. But most importantly, remember to stay true to who you are and don’t allow yourself to be another cog in a machine.

[herunswithscissors]

Friends of ours lost their 22yo son to suicide recently. He was struggling, but kept the depth of it hidden. There are no words of comfort to give, only grieving alongside those who have lost one that they love.

A good friend pointed out that in the midst of this weeping, while it does not diminish the grief, perhaps something good might come out in that those who are similarly struggling with thoughts of suicide might get some perspective that their lives matter beyond the tiny world mental illness traps you in. Your life matters and is worth living.

Our brains are a precariously balanced mix of meat, electricity, and chemicals. Sometimes because of our experiences and/or biology our brains begin to lie to us. It withholds joy and pleasure. "It’s like trying to laugh at a joke that isn’t funny. Trying to smile for a photo you don’t want to be in. It’s like waking up in the morning and hating that you actually woke up. It feels like someone is just draining the energy out of you all the time, every moment you are awake." Doing anything requires immense willpower. Just plain old staying alive becomes a conscious choice made over and over again. You are just so tired and everything is just too much to deal with. The constant state of suffering leads one to try various ways to feel something positive, feel anything, or just escape the emptiness. It's why depressed people try so hard to bring joy to others and help others- they want to prevent others from suffering too and it allows them to feel some happiness vicariously.

The inevitable diminishing returns on the attempts to feel better, feel anything, or just escape eventually lead to the conclusion that there is only one way out of this hell. And depression shrinks our awareness of our own meaningfulness and inner world. The void is all we can perceive. The knowledge that we are loved, cared for, or important is lost. We can sincerely believe that our loss will not so drastically affect our loved ones and escape through death is a viable option.

These are all false of course. Falsehoods our sick brain tells us with honesty, because suicide is quite reasonable given what we are perceiving.

If you are feeling like you don't want to be here, wishing you would not wake up, desiring an accident, imagining about killing yourself, drugging yourself into oblivion, or seriously thinking about if or how you might kill yourself, you need to talk to someone. I got lucky. Someone who loves me more than I love myself saw me spiraling into self-destruction and made me get help and continues to support me in spite of myself. I spent years where my full-time job was not research or teaching, but just keeping myself alive. It's still my job now and then. But the difference now is that after many years of therapy and prescriptions I know that feeling is temporary and false.

I'm sorry it hurts so much right now. When you have some distance from these feelings (I hope that you will give yourself the chance to), I hope you can see that your life is worthwhile and important because you are.

But the only way out is through and that requires talking. I hope you have people nearby who love you you can talk to. If you do, talk to them. If you don't, this will be harder. Either way, you should also get into counseling. A good counselor will help you find ways to survive, build better mental pathways, & develop tools for processing emotions.

Brutal honesty- American mental health treatment system is shit and difficult to navigate. We have far too few professionals in many areas and online is often the only option. But you are a fighter. Look at you all alive and shit when depression has been trying to kill you 24-7. Live a little bit longer. You can do it. And if you are going to live a little bit longer, counseling can help you live it a little bit better.

[glassmarcus]

Klonoa 2: Lunatea's Veil—Prestige Mascot Platforming

*Played in July 2022, Written in November 2022, Mild Spoilers immediately

Your goal is the peak of the floating ruins. It's the penultimate level. You're coming off of a bombastic set piece level where you overcame a gauntlet of trials to gain entry to the final area of the game. But the momentum stops. You are soothed by the atmosphere and pacified by the incoming music.

A somber, yet inspiring tune plays. It's a song that entices reflection. It feels nostalgic even though it's the first you've heard of it. You listen closely to the tune as you scale upwards towards the precipice. The melody is strong, but there's an attempt to snuff it out. The wind blows powerfully to disrupt the audio. The volume of the song is drowned out and muffled by the unceasing zephyrs of the fortress.

Reminiscent sound clips appear and try to take their claim as the main event of the piece. These clips aren't just from this game, but the first one as well. They are memories of your adventures. The ones you remember fondly and ones you'd rather not think about right now. These memories stay with you, but none the less, they are still just memories. They had their time. This is NOT their song.

What's past has passed. The melody returns to full volume. It progresses forward. YOU progress forward.

It doesn't matter how hard the wind blows and how invasive the whispers of the past get, the melody always returns. Because it's not done. Because YOU aren't done.

You ascend, tasked with trials that are more difficult than anything you've faced before. They seem daunting, but you are prepared for them. If you weren't, you wouldn't have made it here in the first place.

Every success. Every failure. Every lesson you remember. Every bad habit you forgot. They've all trained you to be the person you are today.

You've gain peace of mind through embracing tranquility. Nothing gets to you like it used to. Your rage has been tamed and it takes a lot more to knock you off balance.

You've turned your joy of life into a thriving passion. It's not just about the destination for you, but living in the moment and finding satisfaction in every aspect of the journey.

You've attained observation through discourse. Every enemy you've faced you've learned from and gained an understanding of how their aggression can work for you.

Your indecision has been forged into an armor of caution. No longer are you a victim of reckless instinct and every decision you end up making you know is the correct one.

You've felt great sorrow. Sorrow you may never recover from. But that sorrow has only strengthened your resolve. You know that it will get better and so you strive towards that place in time where it does.

So you attempt the challenges. You probably fail them the first time through. But that's more than okay. You try again.

You fall into endless chasms.

You are burnt by cerulean hot flames.

You are maimed by a myriad of foes.

You fail as many times as you need to. But you persevere. The winds may roar, but you keep your footing. You move forward. You aren't done yet.

But, Why? Why don't you give in? Why not just accept that this is how things are and this is as far as you can go? It's just a game, right? Well.

Maybe there's spite to drive you.

Maybe you're running from something and want to keep running.

Maybe you think this will make you stronger.

Maybe you're just bored.

Curiosity?

Pride?

Closure?

There could be any number of motivating factors behind why your are doing this, but they all converge to one common point: This reason, has led to you making a decision.

Klonoa is not a character with deep motivations. At least not in this game. There is no wholesome backstory connecting him to the land of Lunatea. He has no family or friends to protect. He has no complex ideals he desires to espouse. He’s just… some guy, who wants to finish his adventure. It’s just a dream. None of this matters in the grand scheme of things. Tomorrow he’ll visit some other dream and go on a different journey. He could mail it in and suffer no consequence. But he doesn’t. He wants to see things through. Real or fake, he wants to help the people he met in this world. He knows he’ll probably never come back to this place ever again, but he still fights for a happy ending. Just because this is something he decided to do. Resolve is resolve, no matter where it’s derived from.

And just like Klonoa, this hard as nails level is something you decided to surmount and you don't owe any explanation further than that. Not to anyone else. Maybe not even to yourself. So you're going to follow through. That resolve will not go to waste. You know you can do it. You know that even if it seems hopeless and not worth it at some points, you will overcome. You will reach that peak. Simply because you decided you would.

While we're on the topic of peaks, lemme tell you how fucking sick the rest of this game is.

Peerless level design. Beautiful visuals. Thrilling set pieces. Snowboarding. A story for a platformer that actually connected with me. Klonoa fashion glow up. Perfect platforming and puzzle balance. Raw as hell boss fights. Klonoa 2: Lunatea’s Veil owns. It's a sequel to Door to Phantomile like how Empire of Dreams is a sequel to Moonlight Museum. But there are a few things Moonlight Museum did better than Empire of Dreams, while this is just a substantial vertical upgrade to a game that was already good. More levels, more ideas, more mechanics and still pretty lean. You can view having to revisit levels as some form of padding, but honestly they are remixed so well and shake up the formula enough to the point they feel like new challenges.

This game really made me appreciate how fucking brilliant Klonoa's move set is. It's extremely simple, but you can accomplish a wild amount of things with just the two buttons you’re given. And the complexity of what you can do depends on the enemy placement. You see games like Kirby and Mario Odyssey where your move set is dependent on the enemies you encounter. But what you have to do with that move set is never taken full advantage of. In Kirby's case because power ups are optional; In Mario's case because it having all its power ups being used as effectively as possible is unfeasible given the amount there are. In Klonoa 2, using your enemies’ abilities is vital and the mechanics are always pushed to the ceiling of skill and problem solving. You always have to be aware of which foes are around you and how you can use them, not just when you are prompted to do so. It's very mindful level design. Because each enemy is a problem solving tool it makes it so the enemy placement always has a purpose and is always fair.

When I found out that they halved your hit points from the first game, I thought this was either going to kick my ass or be piss easy. It ended up being just as hard, but more efficient than Door to Phantomile. In Klonoa 1 you were really only in danger if you got combo’d by a ton of hits or fell off. And even when you died you still had a surplus of lives that the game hands out to you like candy. Now look, I hate lives. I have not been shy about this in the past. But I do like items that you need to get through skill and problem solving. Klonoa 2 gives health and lives more value by making lives rarer and health easier to lose. While maybe not as valuable as gems and fragments, these survival collectibles are worth figuring out how to get and gives the level design more layers. And the game is really just trying to nudge you in the direction to try and collect lives. It’s not trying to be a dick. Klonoa 2 will literally just spawn a life after you die twice in a row. It even rewards you with 3 lives if you fuck up a section enough times and then get to the end of it with no lives left. It uses the illusion of an imminent game over in order to trick you into being a responsible gamer. I would still prefer another type of in-level item that aids you. But this is the most I've respected a life system on a console game.

My only real issue with this game is depth perception at some points. It's not a big deal, but it elicits powerful retroactive bitterness. Why did this entire franchise skip the 3DS? It's built exactly for a system like that. It is perhaps the one sidescroller I would actually use 3D for. Kirby came close, but depth was only required at certain points. Klonoa just makes sense in stereoscopic 3D. I'm so pissed. After beating this game I couldn't help but imagine the scenario in which they kept making these games. Klonoa has such potential and deserves as much love as the other Scrimblo Bimblos. It certainly has a better track record than the rest.

Allow me to codify this real quick, because this is a nonsense term I’ve been using that requires context. A Scrimblo Bimblo is soft pejorative used to refer to the cartoon mascots that showed up in the 90’s and early 2000’s and any character who might carry that same type of energy. I’m talking about your Sonic the Hedgehogs, your Crash Bandicoots, your Aero the Acro-bats, your Ty the Tasmanian Tigers, your Jazz Jack Rabbits, your Izzy the Iguanas, your Glovers, your KAO the Kangaroos, your Bubsy the Bobcats. Characters you may have never even heard of, but you can picture them in your brain and be 60% accurate as to what they look like. It was an over saturated market for a time and few have survived to this day. Klonoa is a fun cartoon mascot platformer, but he ends up being more memorable than the others by having quality stand out games and not giving away the character design in the name. Seriously, I think he’s supposed to be a cat, but I’m still not convinced.

I'd rather play the first 5 years of Klonoa games than the first 5 years of any other platformer franchise. After playing Sonic Origins I can confidently say I wouldn’t be upset with a timeline where Sonic and Klonoa switched places and we got dozens of Klonoa games and no Sonic games after 1996. Klonoa is like...if Sonic was consistent. Not game play wise of course, but just being an incredibly appealing character design with a fun concept and a unique flavor of edge. There are only a handful of great Sonic and Klonoa games. But those handful of great Klonoa games are basically all of them. When it comes to it’s platforming titles, the kid don't miss. Even Dream Champ Tournament, which had some stupid shit in it, is better than most platformers on the GBA honestly. I love Rayman 3(GBA), but I won't sit here and act like every handheld Klonoa game doesn't dab on it super hard. But I know that there is no way Klonoa could become a huge franchise. It has too much... integrity.

Going by the two main games, the intent seems to have each one be it’s own individual journey. You can’t really build a franchise off that. You need cast members and settings to stick around so people can get attached. The only constant Klonoa has is Klonoa himself. Sure this leads to fresh ideas for main entries, but it also leads to less iconography being developed for the series. Familiarity is marketable. Look at Pokémon for instance. It’s THE franchise, and when it made a left turn and abandoned all it’s iconography in Gen 5, people were not receptive to it at all initially (Unlike me who wasn’t receptive to it for the correct reasons). Then immediately afterwards it started to lean back into that familiarity and sales went back up. Klonoa can’t really grow if it replants itself every game.

The side games (Moonlight Mansion, Empire of Dreams, Dream Champ Tournament) are a way around this where they seem to reuse characters all they want. But that also just makes the canon fairly murky and hard to follow. It’s not clear how much these games impact the console games, so there’s a lack of cohesion you might expect. Also, Klonoa regularly reuniting with his friends kind of defeats the conceit of the franchise. They can only pop up so many times before they become thematically inconsistent or contrived. I like Huepow, but every appearance he makes, dampens the ending of Door to Phantomile. And even worse than the spin off platformers is The Legendary Star Medal, which just feels like a dev team didn’t know anything about Klonoa and made a top down action game about him. These Spin-offs are something they could have theoretically kept doing, but they admittedly sully the main games a bit by existing. Each game contributing to the mythos while also being self contained is definitely ideal and the direction you’d expect it to go. But instead of doing that or making more side games, they just sort of stopped making them. And I wonder if it’s just because of a lack of interest. Maybe no one has any ideas to top Klonoa 2 so they just didn’t try. Or they just didn’t have funding after their rush to create a franchise didn’t yield immediate results. I’m just gonna assume it’s the latter.

Back when the Reverie collection was announced, I made a post on Twitter referring to Klonoa as “The one true Scrimblo”. I hastily drew Klonoa in the style of early 2000’s Yuji Uekawa and made that my profile picture for half a year. At this point I had only completed Klonoa 1 and didn’t even like it that much. It was a raw display of fraudulence and I had no clue what I was talking about. I just wanted to like Klonoa. I got swept up in the hype.

Yet. I ended up being correct about that. He really is the best one. Sonic will always be my favorite platforming mascot of course, but I’ve played enough horrid Sonic games to know that he may not be the most appealing representative of the sub genre’s quality. Though now Sonic is currently on an upswing. Every aspect of the franchise is doing relatively well. If there was a time for Scrimblos to reclaim some of their former power, it would be now. Things were looking pretty dire for a bit. Spyro and Crash are resting under the heel of Activision. Rayman has been devoured by the Rabbids. Sly Cooper is gripping the edge of that cliff. Everyone else from the 90’s is basically dead, aside from Bubsy, who we cannot allow to make another game under any circumstance. But now we have Sonic making decent games again, Kao the Kangaroo coming out of nowhere with a new installment, and the Ty games getting remastered for...some reason. And now Klonoa 2 is easily available for the first time 20 years. We’re looking at a potential new age of wacky mascot platforming, and I consider that a good thing. It feels like it’s important to keep franchises like these in circulation. Would I even be as big into gaming if didn’t latch on to Scrimblos as a kid? I’m not sure. But what I am sure of is that I would have loved Klonoa if he didn’t evaporate instantly before I ever heard of him. So I want to be there when an actually new Klonoa game comes out so I can shamelessly shill it with everything I got. I eagerly await the rightful king of silly animal flagships to return to the kingdom and claim his seat on the throne.

[thecatsandthecrone]

Wheel of the year: Litha.

Photo by Georgiana Avram on Unsplash  

☽🔮☾🕯🃏🌕🕸✨🍃🍄🧿🌙✩ 🪄📚

Litha. Midsummer. San Juán. Summer solstice. Every culture has a different denomination for this festivity, which is just as popular in countries of celtic or pagan tradition as in those that are christian. This festivity celebrates the solstice of Summer, the beginning of this season and it marks the longest day of the year. In the Northern hemisphere it is originally celebrated around the 20th to the 21st of June, but in some countries the celebrations are stretched just until the 26th. In the southern hemisphere, Litha happens around the 20th to 21st of December.

Litha comes right after Beltane and before Lammas.Supposedly, this festival is more closely tied to Anglosaxon traditions than to celtic or pagan religions, and it is therefore not really linked to any deities. The name of this festival supposedly comes from the old Anglosaxon name for June, albeit some historians believe it might come from old Anglosazon words for "summer", "gentle" or "navigable". It is unclear where this festival started, but what it celebrated and its associations are clear and evident.

Litha celebrates the first of Summer, the heat of the Sun at its peak, and the season where Spring dies down to bring forth a full, lush summer. Flowers begin to die down leaving their place to fruit, baby animals are now in their infancy, the weather is hot and nature is bountiful.

Litha is a celebration of life and abundance in every sense of the word. It is a time for joy and celebration, and for letting go of inhibitions. This is a good time to manifest abundance and wealth into your life. As it is to be expected Litha is also closely tied with elements such as the Sun and fire, as well as with certain tradititions related to abundance or fertility. This is also a good moment to rejoice in the joy of life, to reflect on the abundance and blessings that the Gods have cast upon us and to share love and abundance with your loved ones. Litha is a moment of excess, no holding back here: celebrate, feast and love to your heart's content! While this festivity is not closely associated with any deity in particular, it is fitting to celebrate those related to sensuality, sexuality, abundance or fertility here. Both very feminine and very masculine Gods are in honour here, as well as those relating to the Sun. In Wicca, this is the moment where the Maiden aspect of the Goddess becomes the mother, while for Romans the Gods to honour were Juno (goddess of motherhood and the household) or Apollo (God of the Sun). Other good deities to worshio might be Lugh, Sunna, Horus, Hestia, Minerva... as well as any God or Goddess related to masculine or feminine energy! Likewise, this festival honours lush, virile or yonic imagery as well. Sensual images would not be out of place for Litha, but anything vigorous works as well: the most common association is the sun, but fires and candles are also important. So are certain types of flowers (particularly those yellow or orange, said to mirror the sun's exhuberance), certain types of trees (the oak tree in particular), water (as a balancing force for the sun and the other element required to enliven nature)... and, of course, this festival has strong ties to the Fae Folk. There are plenty of traditions associated with Midsummer, all of them heavily dependant in the area where you live. In Spain the most common tradition is "las hogueras de San Juán", where people barbecue, lit fires and enjoy a wonderful time partaking in different traditions with their families (in the north of Spain, you must jump over the fire 7 times to make a wish, while in the south you must find certain flowers, soak them in well water and wash yourself with it 1st thing in the morning to stay young). In Sweden, they dance around a Maypole, drink schnapps and eat pickled herring with potatoes. In some areas of the UK, they sing and dance while waiting for the sunrise.

Of course not all of this traditions will be celebrated in your country: it's possible that they don't celebrate any at all! In any case, no matter if you are a solitary practicioner, part of a community, in the broom closet or out of it there are numerous traditions that you can partake in to celebrate Litha! -Feast: Like with most festivals, Litha is a good time to feast. However, Litha is particularly suited to it as it is a festival that celebrates wealth and abundance. Don't hold back today, and make sure to share with your community, the loved ones or the less fortunate. A barbeque on top of a fire would be a good option, but so would a picnic close to a nearby body of water. Read more for some foods that are particularly suited to a Litha festival. -Dance: Dance is not only associated to celebration, happiness and merrymaking but it is also associated with sensuality and fertility. Many midsummer traditions around the world include dancing, so this would be a good time to let loose and enjoy all your body has to offer. Make sure to pay attention to how your body feels, and how the music makes you feel for an extra-sensual experience! -Light a bonfire: Bonfires remind us of the power and strenght of the sun, and are often used to honour it. A lot of midsummer traditions include bonfires, lighting them, sitting by them, or jumping over and dancing around them. If in your country they light bonfires, find a local one and join the festivities; but you are welcome to make one in your backyard as long as it is allowed and you follow all the regulations required in your country. -Light candles: No luck with bonfires? Not a problem. Candles are a good, simple and discrete option if you cannot have a full-on fire. Consecrated or not, particularly fitting candles would be white, red, orange or yellow.

-Honour the sun: A good way to enjoy Litha would be to watch the sunrise or the sunset, and to truly appreciate all the beauty and good that the sun offers us. The sun is such an important force in our lives, dictating the rythm of nature, keeping us warm, feeding the plants... Enjoy a moment of sun and meditate on just how much it offers us. -Go be by the waterside: A counter force to the sun, water is also celebrated during Litha. Water is another important source of life, vigour and vitality and required to keep our crops healthy and alive just as much as the sun. If possible, spend your Litha next to the sea, a river, a lake or even a well. -Enjoy freshness: Litha is a time where plenty of fruits, berries, flowers and herbs mature and are at their most fragant and tasty. It would be particularly fitting to enjoy foods including this ingredients, or to enjoy them as is. Going out to pick some of this ingredients is also an excellent idea. -Decorate your altar: Just like with any other festival, decking your altar in the colours of Litha is a good option.Decorate by using colours, stones, flowers, herbs or anything associated to the festival. Consecrate it to any deities that relate to this festivity of you want. This are only some of the options that you have to enjoy this festival, but of course there are much more. Explore, enjoy yourself and let loose! Colours associated with Litha: White, red, orange, yellow, purple, gold Crystals associated with Litha: Amber, tiger's eye, jade, onyx, cinnabar, fire opal Food associated with Litha: Meat, fish, honey, fresh berries and herbs, seasonal fruit, honey, bread

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[calamityblog]

I missed your posts, Sasha. I follow this blog for all three of you, even though I understand that you were sick and that  you don't like social media that much. I'm glad that you're posting again. What's your workout routine?

Hey, thank you for sending this. It means a lot to know someone's interested in seeing my posts. Marcy always says good things about you, so it's good to know you live up to that.

I don't want to share my exact routine since I've been training strength for about ten years and doing different sports for most of my life, so I don't want anyone trying to push themselves to do what I do. It's important to slowly work up to more intense activity or you could seriously injure yourself. Working out also involves a lot more than just being at the gym. It's about building healthy habits for all areas of your life including eating and sleeping. When you do more physical activity, your body should begin to crave these positive changes naturally but it's important to stay on top of things.

This is a rough overview of what I do in a day with some advice for how to train if you want to build strength.

I train for around an hour and a half almost every day before I go into work. I'll eat something small in the early morning like a protein bar or shake before going to the gym with a more substantial breakfast afterwards that could include eggs, yogurt, beans, vegetables, etc.

It's important to train different muscle groups each day so I rotate between leg, arm, core, back, and full body workouts. I recommend looking up beginner exercises if you're just starting out. You don't want to immediately jump into heavy deadlifts just because it looks impressive. If you don't have a training partner or coach, you should also look up what the proper form and technique looks like for each exercise you do. YouTube videos are the most helpful to get a visual representation.

These are a few exercises that I do for each area: Legs: Deadlifts, squats, leg extensions, leg presses Arms: Pushups, chin-ups, bicep curls, front raises Core: Planks, crunches, Russian twists, in and outs, bridges Back: Lateral pulldowns, rows, pull-ups

You want to find the number of sets and reps that work best for your body for each exercise and make sure to rest both between sets and between different exercises. A rep is one action, like a bicep curl. A set is the number of those that you do in a row. For example, if you were doing 3 sets of 10 reps of an exercise, you'd do 10 exercises in a row, rest for about 3 minutes, then repeat that twice more. You should feel like you're pushing yourself slightly past what's comfortable. Adequate rest is crucial because otherwise you'll start to tire yourself out and risk doing exercises improperly which can lead to injury.

After working out, I listen to my body throughout the day and eat when I'm hungry, focusing on protein-rich and healthy foods. If I'm craving something sweet, for example, I'll usually reach for Greek yogurt over a cookie. I find that I crave unhealthy foods less than I used to but there's nothing wrong with treating yourself occasionally. Depriving yourself of things that bring you joy can really damage your psyche and make you less motivated. I hate when people use the word “cheat day” for eating foods they enjoy. There is no cheating in balancing your diet.

If I'm feeling very fired up or stressed, I might go to the gym after work for a half hour or so to do some cardio work. Anne usually cooks dinner and she helps with including lean meats, fish, beans, whole grains and rice, and plenty of vegetables as much as possible. I sleep from about 9:30 PM to 5:30 AM to wake up feeling refreshed and ready for another day.

Since I'm very experienced, I work out five days a week, but if you're new to strength training I recommend starting with three days a week and working your way up to four. Taking rest days is extremely important. I take mine on Wednesdays and Saturdays. I might do some light exercise on those days like playing tennis or racquetball with Anne, but I also take those days to actually rest and recover. It might seem like training every day will make you stronger, but your muscles actually strengthen more during rest days. It sounds disgusting, but strength training creates small tears in the muscles you're working. Resting allows those tears to repair themselves and that's how your muscles grow stronger and increase in size.

I also recommend mixing in exercise that you personally enjoy doing. Training is repetitive by nature and it can get boring. Some days, I don't go to the gym at all. I've gotten into surfing, and I practice sword fighting with Anne even though it's an impractical skill here. This kind of exercise lets me see the rewards of my training and it's also just fun for me.

Even if you were just asking for curiosity's sake, I hope this advice is helpful. Taking even a small first step towards better fitness can make a huge difference for your quality of life in all areas. I'd be happy to talk about this more anytime.

-Sasha

[khashanakalashtar]

A few months ago I would've reblogged this with no addition, maybe left a #felt or #mood in the tags, but in the meantime I've had my meds switched out.

The thing I was on before was great at making me not suicidal, I was on it for like seven years, I would have told you I loved it. The first sign that it had stopped working?

Was not being slightly dissociated literally all the time. Which was leaps and bounds a better place to be than miserable, but I had straight up believed real wonder and awe were something I had simply grown out of. I did not think I was capable of those emotions anymore, the kind that lets you stare at a grasshopper and go, "fuck, this EXISTS, look at it!" The mindful kind. If anything, I thought those were emotions reserved for people not living in a world falling to pieces around them, people who had real-life friends and partners and job satisfaction, people who made it to the gym and took walks and ate well-rounded meals.

My meds stopped working and I got back highs and lows, both, I got back wonder and awe and feeling alive and I got back lying in bed using all of my strength not to hurt myself. A whole range of emotions I thought I didn't have anymore.

The first thing they tried me on muted the highs and lows again, but it did nothing for my executive function, and I straight up told my psychiatrist, the amount of sugar I'm having to eat to get myself to do anything is not sustainable. Honestly I could probably handle the bad days if I could function on the in-between days, but I can't make dinner or take a shower or get through a workday without eating handfuls of chocolate, even if my mood feels fine. And I pointed out to my psych: My old medication was a dopamine/norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor. So she switched me to something with epinephrine in it.

Y'all, someday is now.

Someday I'll read this book, someday I'll paint that picture, someday I'll start job hunting, someday I'll schedule an eye doctor appointment--it's now. I'm doing it. I can do it.

I read a YA novel in one sitting. I haven't pulled that shit since high school. I can do more than one thing in a day now. I've scheduled like four things, done the household chores before they started gaining sentience, tried to visit the cobbler and an art exhibit, gotten my mother's Christmas gift, refilled my meds, made serious progress on three pieces of art, applied for several jobs, read that book, planned my Halloween costume, and voted within, like, the last week.

Because, now? I can decide to do a thing and just do it. There's minimal arguing with myself. It doesn't take effort to move from the "fine I'll do it" stage to actually doing it.

I keep cycling through a couple repeating thoughts. "Is this what it's like to be neurotypical?" "It was never supposed to be this hard?" "I've actually been disabled for my entire adult life, in the legal sense of significantly impairing my ability to do things in several areas of my life and not just the 'mental illness counts' sense?"

And also, "Every time I thought, 'Is this really all there is?' the answer was no?"

It's not perfect. Brain still requires more rest than I want it to. Couldn't leave the house today, or spend the daytime working on art or applications, but I took a shower and did the laundry, including the ironing, and that's more than I usually get out of days like this.

(And you know what, it's a lot easier to get exercise or eat balanced meals or clean your shower before it molds or do activism if you don't have to fight yourself about it for hours. It's like the opposite of a negative spiral. It's easier to maintain friendships and develop new ones and consider career paths and find things that give you joy and purpose.)

You know how we're always telling suicidal teens that they don't know what their life is going to be like yet, that they can't begin to imagine how different adulthood is going to be and the person they're going to become? I think we need to stop forgetting that this applies to every stage of life to some degree. Teenage Kieran had no idea what life was like, because they had only experienced a piece of it, but early 20s Kieran and late 20s Kieran also had no idea what life was like, and they would never have believed Kieran today existed. I can only assume that I still have no idea what life is like in my 30s and 40s and after. The idea that "you never know what the future might hold" has actual meaning to me now.

I don't want to imply that all of you just need to get on better meds, I know that's not the answer or even feasible for everyone. I just want people to know that it isn't a platitude when I say you never know what the future might hold. You might get to practically-30 and have the hopeless grind of a life that you can't look too far in the future of without depressing yourself suddenly look like an opportunity.

Also that "not actively suicidal" is a fine first goal for an antidepressant, but maybe don't stay on it for seven years without at least considering raising your standards.

Someday might come.

i thought my suicidal late teens were the hardest years of my life but nothing could’ve prepared me for my 20s waking up everyday with no purpose, feeling so lost, unable to keep up with friendships, watching everyone move on with relationships and careers and being unable to catch up. and I’m such a “life is not a race” type of person but damn I’m losing so hard rn

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Discover Adventure and Joy with Watta Fun Tours

One of the most compelling aspects of Watta Fun Tours is its ability to cater to diverse preferences. If you’re a thrill-seeker, the tours offer activities that will get your heart racing. Think zip-lining through lush forests, rafting down powerful rivers, or even bungee jumping over breathtaking gorges. On the other hand, if you’re looking to unwind and soak in nature’s beauty, the tours feature serene hikes, peaceful boat rides, and tranquil beach excursions.

What sets these tours apart is their thoughtful curation. Every stop, activity, and itinerary is designed to strike the perfect balance between excitement and relaxation. This means that no matter your pace, there’s something special awaiting you.

Family-Friendly Adventures for All Ages

For families, finding a vacation that keeps both kids and adults entertained can be challenging. Fortunately, Watta Fun Tours has taken this into consideration by offering a range of family-friendly activities. From interactive wildlife encounters to cultural experiences that spark curiosity, the tours ensure that even the youngest travelers are engaged and excited.

Children can participate in treasure hunts, storytelling sessions, and hands-on workshops, while parents enjoy the scenic surroundings. Every family member leaves with memories they’ll cherish for years. The tours are also staffed with knowledgeable guides who make every activity both educational and enjoyable.

Immersive Cultural Experiences

Travel isn’t just about seeing new places; it’s about connecting with them. Watta Fun Tours emphasizes cultural immersion, giving travelers a chance to dive deep into local traditions and customs. Imagine visiting a quaint village where you can learn traditional crafts, sample local cuisine, and participate in age-old festivals. These experiences offer a genuine glimpse into the lives of the people who call these destinations home.

In addition to cultural activities, you’ll have the opportunity to explore historical landmarks and learn about their significance. Every tour is designed to be a journey through time, blending the past with the present in a way that’s both engaging and enlightening.

Eco-Friendly Travel for the Conscious Explorer

In today’s world, sustainability is more important than ever. Watta Fun Tours is committed to eco-friendly practices, ensuring that their tours have minimal impact on the environment. Travelers are encouraged to respect nature and leave no trace behind. Many tours incorporate activities like beach clean-ups and tree planting, giving participants a chance to give back to the planet.

The company also partners with local communities, ensuring that tourism benefits the people who live in these areas. By choosing Watta Fun Tours, you’re not only having an incredible adventure but also supporting responsible travel practices.

Customizable Tours for a Personal Touch

One size doesn’t fit all when it comes to travel. That’s why Watta Fun Tours offers customizable options that allow travelers to tailor their experiences. Whether you want to focus on adventure, culture, relaxation, or a mix of everything, the team works closely with you to create the perfect itinerary.

You can choose the destinations you want to visit, the activities you’re interested in, and even the type of accommodation that suits your style. This flexibility ensures that your tour is a reflection of your preferences and interests, making it a truly personal journey.

Expert Guides and Top-Notch Service

No tour is complete without knowledgeable guides who bring the destinations to life. Watta Fun Tours prides itself on its team of expert guides who are passionate about sharing their knowledge and love for the places they explore. These guides don’t just lead the way; they enrich your experience with fascinating stories, local legends, and insights that you won’t find in guidebooks.

The service doesn’t end with the guides. From the moment you book your tour to the final farewell, every detail is handled with care and professionalism. Customer satisfaction is a top priority, and it shows in every aspect of the tour.

A Memorable Journey Awaits

At the end of the day, travel is about creating memories that last a lifetime. With Watta Fun Tours, you’re not just booking a trip; you’re embarking on an adventure that will leave you with stories to tell and experiences to cherish. Whether you’re traveling solo, with friends, or as a family, these tours offer something truly special.

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Mera Gaon Mera Desh Resort – Authentic Village Stay in Haryana

Mera Gaon Mera Desh: Your Perfect Getaway in Delhi NCR

In the hustle and bustle of city life, finding a serene tourist spot in Delhi NCR that offers fun, relaxation, and cultural experiences can feel like a challenge. Enter Mera Gaon Mera Desh, a vibrant destination nestled near Haryana, where you can escape the daily grind and step into a world that blends tradition with entertainment.

Discover Activities Tailored for You

At Mera Gaon Mera Desh, there’s something for everyone. Whether you’re planning an activity my day with family or friends, this spot delivers. Try your hand at pottery-making, test your skills with kite flying, or join in traditional Indian games like kabaddi. If you’re looking for an engaging tour location near me, this destination is the ultimate crowd-pleaser.

A Foodie’s Paradise Nearby

Good food completes any trip, and this spot doesn’t disappoint. Visitors exploring restaurant area near me or take out restaurants open now near me will find plenty of delicious options close by. Whether you want authentic regional dishes or comforting classics, the area restaurants near me promise to satisfy every craving.

Step Into a Village Environment

Mera Gaon Mera Desh takes you on a journey into the heart of rural India. With its authentic village-inspired environment, this destination near me feels like a breath of fresh air. Designed with a farmhouse aesthetic, the location is perfect for relaxation, providing a tranquil backdrop for unforgettable memories.

A Family-Friendly Spot

Looking for a fun spot near me that everyone can enjoy? Mera Gaon Mera Desh caters to visitors of all ages. The games, performances, and cultural displays keep both kids and adults entertained. It’s one of the best visit places near me for families looking to bond while exploring India’s rich traditions.

Special Offers for Visitors

What’s better than a great experience? A great deal to go with it! Mera Gaon Mera Desh often provides exclusive offers for groups, festivals, and events. Whether it’s a discounted entry or a curated package for a special occasion, you’ll always find added value in this incredible tourism spot.

Easily Accessible for All

Conveniently located near Haryana, this tourist spot in Delhi NCR is an easy drive from the city, making it an ideal destination near me for day trips or weekend outings. Its proximity to urban hubs ensures you spend less time traveling and more time enjoying.

The Perfect Balance of Fun and Culture

Mera Gaon Mera Desh isn’t just a location—it’s an experience. From thrilling activities to a serene environment, it offers a seamless blend of adventure, relaxation, and cultural enrichment. Whether you’re in search of an area restaurant near me, a unique activity day, or a picturesque backdrop for your next outing, this spot delivers on all fronts.

So, when you’re planning your next getaway, let Mera Gaon Mera Desh be your top choice. It’s more than a tourist spot in Delhi NCR—it’s a destination that brings joy, culture, and memories together in one incredible place.

Visit:- https://meragaomeradesh.com/

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Martial Art Karate Classes Ellenbrook: Learn Karate with Expert Instructors

Martial arts have long been celebrated for their ability to instill discipline, focus, and self-confidence in individuals of all ages. At Shobukan Martial Arts, we are proud to offer Martial Art Karate Classes Ellenbrook that cater to beginners and experienced practitioners alike. Whether you are looking to improve your fitness, learn self-defense, or develop lifelong skills, our academy is the perfect place to achieve your goals.

Our Martial Art Karate Classes Ellenbrook are structured to provide a balance of traditional techniques and modern training methods. Students are introduced to foundational movements, kata, sparring, and practical self-defense skills that are rooted in the rich history of karate. Each session is designed to challenge you physically and mentally, ensuring consistent growth in every class.

Located conveniently in Ellenbrook, our facility is equipped with a safe and welcoming environment where students of all ages and fitness levels can thrive. We take pride in fostering a sense of community, where camaraderie and mutual respect are at the core of every interaction. Whether you're a parent looking for a structured after-school activity for your child or an adult eager to enhance your strength and coordination, our Martial Arts Academy Ellenbrook has a program tailored to meet your needs.

Our instructors are passionate about helping students unlock their full potential. With years of experience and certifications in karate instruction, they ensure that each participant receives personalized guidance and support. They emphasize not only mastering the techniques but also embracing the values of martial arts, such as perseverance, respect, and humility.

The benefits of enrolling in our Martial Art Karate Classes Ellenbrook extend beyond the dojo. Regular training improves flexibility, balance, and cardiovascular health. Furthermore, the mental focus required in karate helps reduce stress and build resilience, skills that are invaluable in everyday life.

At Shobukan Martial Arts, we believe in empowering individuals to succeed. Our programs are crafted to encourage continuous learning, enabling students to progress through belt levels at their own pace. The sense of accomplishment that comes with achieving each milestone motivates participants to aim higher and achieve more.

For families, our Martial Arts Academy Ellenbrook offers a unique opportunity to bond through shared activities. Many parents and children find joy in training together, strengthening their relationships while staying active. Additionally, our family-friendly classes are designed to accommodate varying age groups, making it easy for everyone to participate.

If you’re looking for more than just physical training, our classes are the perfect choice. Karate promotes personal growth by teaching essential life skills, including time management, goal-setting, and teamwork. Students gain a sense of responsibility and self-discipline that positively impacts other areas of their lives, such as academics, work, and relationships.

Enrolling in Martial Art Karate Classes Ellenbrook is a decision that promises long-term rewards. As students advance in their training, they develop confidence in their abilities, gaining the courage to face challenges with a positive attitude. This transformation is one of the most fulfilling aspects of our programs, and we are committed to supporting every student on their journey.

Our Martial Arts Academy Ellenbrook is also actively involved in the local community. We regularly host events, workshops, and competitions that allow students to showcase their skills and connect with other martial arts enthusiasts. These events provide a platform for growth, building self-esteem, and creating memorable experiences for participants. For more information, visit us at https://shobukan.com.au

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Bali Meditation: A Journey to Inner Peace and Clarity

Bali, with its lush landscapes, serene beaches, and rich spiritual culture, has long been a magnet for travelers seeking peace, balance, and a deeper connection to themselves. As a destination renowned for its wellness offerings, Bali provides the ideal environment for meditation and mindfulness practice. For those looking to immerse themselves in a transformative meditation experience, Bali meditation retreats are an opportunity to find clarity, strength, and peace on a profound level.

At the H2O Yoga and Meditation Center, located on the tranquil island of Gili Air, we offer a unique setting for those seeking to explore Bali meditation in its truest form. In this article, we will take you on a journey of how meditation in Bali can help you find your true essence and why it is an experience that can leave a lasting imprint on your mind, body, and soul.

Why Bali Meditation?

Meditation in Bali is more than just a practice—it’s a journey of self-discovery, healing, and spiritual growth. With its serene natural surroundings, Bali offers a sacred space where individuals can slow down, reconnect with themselves, and find a sense of clarity. Whether you’re a seasoned meditator or a complete beginner, Bali’s energy invites you to let go of distractions and deeply connect with the present moment.

The beauty of Bali lies not only in its picturesque landscapes but in the spiritual energy that permeates the island. Bali is known for its sacred temples, rich traditions, and deep connection to nature. This unique blend of spirituality and natural beauty creates the perfect environment for meditation. When you engage in Bali meditation, you are not just practicing a technique; you are aligning with the island’s healing vibrations, which support a deeper sense of peace and personal clarity.

Meditation as a Foundation for Life

At H2O Yoga and Meditation Center, we view meditation as a foundation for personal growth. The benefits of meditation go beyond the time spent on the cushion—it impacts all aspects of life. Whether practiced physically, mentally, emotionally, or spiritually, meditation helps to create stability and strength during life’s challenges.

In Bali, where the pace of life is slower and the natural environment encourages mindfulness, meditation becomes a tool for grounding oneself in the present moment. Regular meditation practice can foster mental clarity, emotional balance, and physical relaxation. It also encourages personal awareness, helping individuals navigate life’s ups and downs with greater ease. Once you establish a regular meditation practice, the benefits ripple out into other areas of your life, improving your relationships, decision-making, and overall well-being.

Discovering the Right Meditation Practice

There is no one-size-fits-all approach to meditation. At H2O Yoga and Meditation Center, we understand that each individual has unique needs and preferences when it comes to meditation styles. This is why we offer a variety of meditation practices, allowing participants to explore different techniques and find the one that resonates most with them.

From mindfulness meditation to guided practices, loving-kindness (Metta), and silent meditation, our Bali meditation retreats provide participants with the opportunity to explore various approaches. Whether you are drawn to deep breathwork, visualization, or silent contemplation, there is a meditation style to suit every individual.

The ultimate goal of Bali meditation is to connect with the true nature of peace within. At H2O Yoga and Meditation Center, we focus on helping participants not only experience calm during meditation but also carry that peaceful energy into their daily lives. Meditation in Bali is about creating and maintaining a vibration of peace that extends beyond the practice, so you can live with greater joy and presence.

The Magic of Gili Air: A Reflection of Your Inner Peace

One of the most unique aspects of practicing Bali meditation at H2O Yoga and Meditation Center is our location on the magical island of Gili Air. Gili Air is a peaceful haven where nature’s beauty serves as a mirror for the beauty within you. Surrounded by crystal-clear waters, pristine beaches, and lush tropical landscapes, Gili Air offers a tranquil environment that supports deep reflection and healing.

The island’s natural beauty allows for a sense of calm that is difficult to find in the hustle and bustle of everyday life. Here, you can slow down, take a deep breath, and reconnect with your inner self. The gentle pace of life on Gili Air offers the perfect backdrop for practicing mindfulness and meditation, helping you release stress, find contentment, and embrace the present moment.

As you immerse yourself in Bali meditation on Gili Air, the island’s healing energy helps you access your inner peace, bringing clarity and balance to your life. The serene environment reflects the natural beauty that lies within all of us—often hidden beneath the distractions of daily life. Gili Air is the ideal place to rediscover your true self and experience the profound benefits of Bali meditation.

The Benefits of Bali Meditation

The power of meditation in Bali lies in its ability to create lasting transformation. When practiced in such a nurturing environment, the benefits of Bali meditation extend far beyond the retreat. Some of the key benefits include:

Mental Clarity: Meditation helps quiet the mind, making it easier to clear mental clutter and find clarity in your thoughts. With regular practice, you’ll experience improved focus, better decision-making, and an enhanced sense of awareness.

Emotional Balance: Meditation encourages emotional regulation by fostering greater self-awareness. It helps release negative emotions, reduce stress, and create a balanced emotional state. As a result, you become more resilient in the face of life’s challenges.

Physical Well-Being: Regular meditation practice reduces stress, lowers blood pressure, and promotes overall physical health. When combined with yoga and other mindful movement practices, meditation helps to restore balance and rejuvenate the body.

Spiritual Growth: Bali’s rich spiritual heritage offers a unique setting for those seeking to deepen their spiritual practice. The island’s sacred energy, combined with meditation, helps cultivate a greater sense of connection to the self and the universe.

Connection with Nature: The natural beauty of Bali enhances the meditation experience by providing a peaceful environment that supports relaxation and introspection. Spending time in nature helps to center the mind and foster a deep sense of well-being.

Embrace the Healing Energy of Bali Meditation

Whether you’re seeking clarity, emotional healing, or simply a chance to reconnect with yourself, Bali offers the ideal space for meditation and personal transformation. At H2O Yoga and Meditation Center, we invite you to explore the many benefits of Bali meditation, whether you are new to the practice or looking to deepen your journey.

By choosing to spend time in Bali, you give yourself the gift of silence, reflection, and healing. Meditation in Bali creates a lasting imprint on your mind, body, and soul, helping you return to your everyday life with a sense of calm, clarity, and a renewed connection to your true self. Embrace the healing energy of Bali meditation and take the first step toward a more peaceful and fulfilling life.

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Unwind and Transform at Yogdham Rishikesh: A Comprehensive Guide

If you’re seeking a place to connect with your inner self, escape from the rush of modern life, and rejuvenate your mind, body, and soul, look no further than Yogdham Rishikesh. Located in the picturesque foothills of the Himalayas along the banks of the sacred Ganges River, Yogdham offers an immersive experience in yoga, meditation, and holistic wellness. Here’s a look at what makes Yogdham a top destination for spiritual seekers and wellness enthusiasts alike.

Why Yogdham Rishikesh?

Yogdham Rishikesh stands out as a haven of tranquility and self-discovery, offering not just yoga classes but a holistic experience that touches every aspect of well-being. Known for its skilled instructors, serene environment, and comprehensive wellness programs, Yogdham has something for everyone—whether you’re a seasoned yogi or a curious beginner.

Key Features of Yogdham Rishikesh

1. Diverse Yoga Programs

Yogdham offers a variety of yoga styles, catering to practitioners of all levels. Some of the popular programs include:

Hatha Yoga: Focused on breath control and physical postures, it’s an excellent foundation for beginners.

Ashtanga Yoga: A more vigorous practice suited for those looking to build strength and stamina.

Vinyasa Flow: This style emphasizes flowing movements synchronized with breath, creating a graceful and meditative experience.

Whether you’re interested in deepening your practice or pursuing a career as a yoga instructor, Yogdham offers teacher training programs that are internationally recognized and led by experienced instructors.

2. Experienced and Knowledgeable Instructors

At the heart of Yogdham is its team of skilled yoga teachers who bring decades of experience and passion to each session. The instructors are committed to guiding each participant on their personal journey, providing individualized support and encouragement.

3. Tranquil, Scenic Location

The setting of Yogdham is an integral part of its appeal. Surrounded by mountains, lush greenery, and the calming presence of the Ganges, the center offers an ideal environment for personal reflection and growth. Here, you’ll find:

Yoga and meditation halls with inspiring views.

Outdoor spaces where you can meditate or practice in the fresh mountain air.

A chance to experience the spiritual ambiance of Rishikesh, which has drawn seekers from around the world.

4. Simple, Comfortable Accommodations

Yogdham provides accommodations that promote a simple, mindful lifestyle. Rooms range from shared dormitories to private quarters, all designed to offer comfort and cleanliness. This minimalist approach allows you to focus on your inner journey without distractions.

5. Holistic Wellness and Ayurveda

Beyond yoga, Yogdham is committed to offering a well-rounded wellness experience. They provide a range of Ayurvedic treatments and wellness programs designed to cleanse, balance, and revitalize:

Detox programs that include diet plans, herbal treatments, and practices that eliminate toxins.

Ayurvedic massages and therapies that promote relaxation, improve circulation, and restore harmony.

Personalized consultations with Ayurvedic practitioners who offer insights into your unique constitution and lifestyle.

6. Community and Cultural Engagement

A stay at Yogdham isn’t only about yoga; it’s about connecting with others and experiencing the vibrant culture of Rishikesh. You’ll have opportunities to participate in:

Kirtan sessions where chanting and music create a communal sense of joy and connection.

Philosophical discussions and workshops that deepen your understanding of yogic principles.

Excursions to nearby temples and scenic spots, allowing you to explore the natural beauty and spiritual heritage of the area.

7. Nourishing Sattvic Meals

Nutrition plays a key role in the holistic experience at Yogdham. The center provides sattvic, vegetarian meals that are both delicious and designed to cleanse and energize the body. Prepared with fresh, local ingredients, these meals support a healthy body and a clear mind, enhancing your yoga and meditation practices.

Embrace a Transformative Journey at Yogdham Rishikesh

Yogdham Rishikesh offers more than just a yoga retreat—it offers a complete journey of self-discovery, healing, and transformation. From the moment you arrive, you’ll feel the powerful energy of the place and its dedication to nurturing every aspect of well-being. Whether you’re aiming to deepen your yoga practice, achieve better health, or simply reconnect with your inner self, Yogdham provides the perfect setting for your personal transformation.

If you’re ready to take the next step on your wellness journey, Yogdham Rishikesh is waiting for you. Come, immerse yourself in a world of peace, healing, and rejuvenation, and leave with a renewed sense of purpose and clarity.

Plan your visit today and experience the true essence of Yogdham Rishikesh!