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teripharaoh · 1 year ago
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I was only a chapter in your book of love stories to be told
And you were……..
The library to mine a love story of endless pages I often read
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teripharaoh · 2 years ago
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I wish you were a little more broken
So I’d be the reason your fixed now
Wish I was a little more put together
So I wouldn’t feel like I only count when I’m needed
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teripharaoh · 3 years ago
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Falling start
I hope the trauma you’ve endured releases you from its grasp
I hope the heartache you’ve felt melts like ice under the Sun rays of your growth
I hope for the loneliness clinging to you like lint on your favorite top washing away
And if all my hope fall on deaf ears tomorrow I want you to become stronger I want you to fight relentlessly for your freedom of depression
I want you to go to war for your peace
I need to see the fire in you soul as you heal the missing pieces of what was & whats to come
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teripharaoh · 2 years ago
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Save a prayer for me
I usually stay up wide awake at night cuz I can’t sleep tunnel vision of the life I live & the ones who scream rules of street NIGGA keep your heart solid don’t you ever let ‘em think you soft
stay hungry young nigga eat up or get knocked off & too much ambition too quickly is how you take a loss
Save a prayer for me
Save a prayer for me please
pick your weight up & weight up & don’t wait up that’s how you fall behind cuz it’s always another lil nigga who think he hungrier than you but this spot is mine
Save a prayer for me please
Save a prayer for me
I aint been living right
I don’t sleep at night I got them night sweats and burden on my chest my mother raised a gangster the street light was my cradle now I’m wishing for forgiveness on my soul but I Dnt know if my prayers alone can save it
Save a prayer for me please
Lately I been wonder what’s down the street My feet been on the corner so long but this how I eat mama showed me the game experience made me grab that blick faulty courage made em try me & fear was like a father who told how to click
You was a dead nigga tryna playing grave digger this ain’t the movies I dnt freeze when I pull it triggers
Save a prayer for me please
Save a prayer for me
I aint been living right
I don’t sleep at night I got them night sweats and burden on my chest my mother raised a gangster the street light was my cradle now I’m wishing for forgiveness on my soul but I Dnt know if my prayers alone can save it
Save a prayer for me please
IF I can kick the habit of being reckless & so savage then maybe karma won’t try to buck me frenemies act like they really love me all the while lookn for a way to take it all from me the streets being on my mind but I don’t wanna leaving my mind on the street the same corner that once kept me feed shackles me with fear that it won’t let me leave
Save a prayer for me please
I ain’t been living right
So I don’t sleep at night
I got them night sweats &
a burden in my chest
Street life raised a gangster
Street lights was my cradle
But I been wishing for redemption on my soul
But I don’t think my prayers alone can save it
Save a prayer for me please
If I move my feet a little & make it down the street maybe there’s some hope for me
Or just relief either way
save a prayer for me please
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teripharaoh · 3 years ago
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Stop Me
He walked into the room and for some reason I felt like my breath is at a red light I felt like all the doors around me were sealed tight
Get the fuck out of here
He laughed ask me to stop
it seemed as if I was locked inside of a jar waiting for slow sleep to take me and then he touched me
Just go away
let me know when to stop
You need to leave I said as he continued to Slide a hand down the nap of my neck wrapping it into my the back of my head & tangled into my locs
Get off of me
He said tell me to stop
I watched the hunger in his eyes that devoured my will his lips burned my mouth like a fine liquor the taste of Addiction & forbidding sliding off his tongue numbing my senses to the alarm and ringing in my body begging for a end
Please leave I whined
Tell me to stop
I Choked on the words that wanted to but won’t escape. Close my eyes begin to blur with the high that wet my cheeks
Stop doing this to me
Make me stop
The closure I felt I had my undoing unravels and his tongue travels down the curves of my breast
The way he grips me my heart clenching between my thighs as my insides began to shatter
Why wouldn’t you just leave me be
I won’t stop till you tell me too
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teripharaoh · 3 years ago
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I hope you learn that everything I write isn’t influenced by you…
So stop asking if I’m alright
I don’t need to make you feel guilty
You do that yourself every time you read my notes & think … maybe I did that …….
Or maybe I didn’t do that enough…..
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teripharaoh · 3 years ago
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She doesn���t look like me
I’m not sure why my mind is wrapped around the thoughts of you Reasons trailing down the front of my panties Wetness coating my skin with night sweats
I think I know when your around my body Alarms ringing heat waves to hate you & have you at once my focus not to peer into the nothingness of your dark orbs that Mock my movements or the sly smirk of an overachiever know it all that pisses me off
I wanna mush you & get slammed into the wall by the weight of you body at once
the toxic smell of lust & dreaming mixed in the air
it’s an infatuation urging my ego to take what it wants if it’s meant to be then it will & if it’s not I’m prepared too take it anyway & learn my hash lesson of playing with my own emotions later
It’s not even love I’m after just a strong need to tame a untamable beast to make sense of a mystery to find out his secrets & take notes with my body
Then I see it this little light flicker with images of embracing & pillow talks dream walks & hold me just to hold me Bonnie & Clyde bonds shacked to the wrist
was that love?
But then there she is smiling in your face & you show a kindness I’ll never see
you share a laughter I’ll never hear
you share a kiss I’ll never feel
you share a bed I’ll never have
I wonder is it because she didn’t look like me?
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teripharaoh · 3 years ago
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Breaking Focus
She stared at the white screen words painting confusion and ideals (scroll click click type) (click)Tingles in my hand started to react fuzziness somehow creeped along her back I feel you watching me with a quick glance up eyes magnetic I feel you’re storm flowing within you two rooms away(scroll click space) my ears poking out to the sounds of wrestling moving from another room getting closer to the frame of the door you shadow me with no words just observation which spoke louder it ringing in my ear and the hesitation to look at you once more
making its way around me no commentary hearing the weight of my bed sink in as my stomach follow suit(type type enter)
Curiosity eating its way into the center of my brain stealing images of you over my shoulder your eyes closed hands resting behind your head as if on cue you sense my distraction & open your mouth to say pay attention
Setting me to reread the same sentence I’ve read the last five minutes my mind not comprehending the words I’m drinking I continue to refilling my cup
And I feel the same uneasiness you hovering just above my head arms caging me his breath landing whispers just below my ear and around my throat (type scroll) I am flabbergasted your finger tips trace the outlines of my lips I begin to speak he says you should be writing his hands cling to the skin of my thighs like pants so I feel the feather touch as he begins to play gymnastics between the folds of my lady The tips of my toes performing at Nutcracker and I the leading lady (Scroll delete) attempting to fill the lines of my paper as he feels the lines of my passion with need (delete delete delete)
Replacing my seat with his lap are you finished he asked… me looking at the empty blank screen that ironically spelled Fantasy for this was just a womans dream around the forms of his hands that never left the paper or the mind of the the writer (ENTER & SEND)
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teripharaoh · 3 years ago
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Somethings
Kinda wish it was worth it for a while
some things burn the brightest & die the quickest
Some moments make you feel everything & nothing all at once
Something are worth the wait even if it’s just for a while
-Teripharaoh
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teripharaoh · 4 years ago
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Sounds of a broken mirror
Sometimes I wonder why we’re here maybe it’s because I’m delusional and you’re insane why am I a magnet for destruction and you’re a fixer-upper why do I attract everything bad you want to be the hero
Sometimes I feel like The universe is playing a cruel joke on me maybe the sound of my heart breaking is it’s favorite lullaby because it’s always on constant repeat
I could even be the Lois lane to your Superman cuz I’d cause you far more pain then any rock would ever
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teripharaoh · 4 years ago
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I need that arm to hold me still while I’m cumming on your dick
I need those arms to sooth my shaker body as electricity springs from my caves
I need those hands to cradle my head as if floats on my high of you
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teripharaoh · 4 years ago
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My pen
My pen has morning orgasms & nightly links oh my pen is a soft moaner & even louder freak that’s how these words were create a daily
My pen was a quick nutter when inspired and if you thought Ink was low give it a little shake watch your face this pen was A squirter 
Juices flowing from tip my pen is a slut One sheet of paper isn’t enough it’s signs off on anything I spread across every line Handel me & grip I am your favorite trip 
My pen was the bust down you ain’t gotta seduce me to get me wetter my pen was always green light on go slide me a sheet & it was whenever 
My pen is a disrespectful bitch building you up like its Play-dou knocking you down like it’s Legos you may have to see the movie
my pen was forever mood this bitch always stay groovy always with the shits quick to correct a nigga & educated his bitch 
This pen was a line leader it’s going to let you know your place this pen was a love maker have you feeling special an it ain’t even took you on a date my pen was gonna touch bases in your heart ain’t even know who is empty  my pen was a thief in the night slide down your chimney
My pen was a housekeeper for your mental sweeping up your insecurities  my pen is the best friend you could lean on my shoulder and tell me your stories and I promise to be your warrior my pen was the jeweler giving you your crown my pen was your fucking mama and if you was outta line I layed yo little ass down
My pen was the fucking rioter shout my injustice shouting my frustrations exposing my depression out in my tears standing tall words written down about my fears
My pen was The psychic scribbling out my love language and how this mental needs to be touched how my spirit longs to be fucked and how this body needs to be felt and how these emotions needs to be held my pen is overwhelming
My pen is loud and silly my pen anxious my & obnoxious ny pen is obsessive & anti-social
My pen is narcissistic my pen is sympathetic my pen is a sarcastic asshole Who knows no boundaries my pen is proud my pen is depressed my pen is the rule maker the law breaker
My pen is love & sometimes its angry
My pen is overjoyed
Because today somebody heard my pen
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teripharaoh · 7 years ago
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Unfortunate flames
I don't think you understood this kind of tragedy screams escape my mouth in silent pause I wanted to crawl inside myself & hide in these walls but words will penetrate me like missiles in the sky My eyes painted red with no more tears to cry Feels like the weight of depression lays on my shoulders I try to push her off me but she just wants somebody to hold her I roll out of bed and trip over bipolar This close to losing my shit I push him in the closet & say we can hash this out later we had a verbal argument but he made me sign the paper I'd get dressed & sit in the mirror for hours painting my face all right take a pic just to go wash it off in the shower My lifes on auto repeat There's nothing special about it Only seems interesting when I'm talking about people that don't exist but between the pages of of my scripts the cracks in my mind the folder on my computer the pen and the line I don't have a romantic life shid unless you call a once every few months screw he comes over & only loves my body and I'm good for one month maybe two But I never complain because I'm more worried that I'll never be right it's unlikely that someone looking at me and see the light right So I rather wake up to wide windows facing the sea I wanna smell the wet cold air in the middle of the winter watch the leafs fall in the autumn rain Or drive out of the city and see the stars torch the night But as of right now I'm asking depression am I holding her tight as she weighs down on my spirit she snuggles me up I know what she likes Right now I'm in a physical argument with bipolar I've kicked the book shelves down and flipped the sofa I tore all my art off the walls and decorated my floors with shirt pants and drawers Because the outside world has push me to my edge when I've had enough of enough of misfortunate event I broke down and cried when my eyes are never wet when my heart is never rage this space was my forest & I was the flame
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teripharaoh · 7 years ago
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I'd never lie to you she lied
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teripharaoh · 7 years ago
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6:09am of you called me right now and said come over I'd cum for you just to slip back into my sweat and lay in my own bed like nothing ever happened with traces of you gripping my mind
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teripharaoh · 7 years ago
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Letters to the moon but he never answers he just comes back every night to hear my secrets and run away with them or maybe he laughs about them with the sun and that's why she watches me so brightly
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