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*DASHES INTO THE ROOM, STRANGELY PHYSICAL HEARTS SPILLING OUT OF MY ARMS*
I HEARD ASH NEEDED LOVE TODAY AND I’M HERE TO TELL YOU 25 REASONS YOU ARE INCREDIBLE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT. SO HERE WE GO, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER, 25 SUPER COOL AWESOME ASH THINGS THAT MAKE MY DAY BRIGHTER
1) your blog name is just!!! Really cool!!! To this day, I don’t know why, it’s just a daily source of giddiness. Love me a blog with a really cool play on word name and hey howdy hey look what we got here, a super cool blog with a super cool name
2) you are so amazingly kind??? And incredibly involved with your readers??? You are the sort of writer I thought existed when I was a smol sheltered bean and lo and behold one of my first outings I find a super awesome cool and interactive writer who cares??? So much about what she’s putting out into the world, and how it affects others??? You are both an inspiration and a gift??
3) thanksgiving lives in my head rent free, day after day, minute after minute. Catch me sweeping up popcorn at work and all of a sudden my brain is starting my cinematic presentation of stuff being spooned onto a pitifully empty plate, and the warmth of the holidays being stolen away by the things that lurk in grey eyes :)
4) you and your blog have (has? Grammar. Bleh) been such a source of wisdom, and it’s just wonderful. I know I can’t be the only one. You share so many wonderful resources, and you *care* so much I just. Yeah. You’re incredible. I cannot even begin to explain how much I’ve benefited from running across this wonderful place.
5) I cannot speak about the amazing things that comprise ash without going absolutely bonkers about your w r i t i n g. I just. You are so good at layering meaning upon meaning upon meaning into your works, until they become this beautiful, colorful sedimentary formation of gorgeous intent and heartbreaking subtext.
6) and beyond just subtext, IMAGERY, ASH. IMAGERY. I COULD WANDER DOWN YOUR SPRAWLING CORRIDORS OF DESCRIPTION FOR HOURS. GET LOST IN ALL THE LITTLE NOOKS AND CRANNIES WHERE DETAILS LIE AND MY HEART GOES TO BE FULL AS WELL AS TO SHATTER
7) just about any time I’m up early I see a happy little green discord bubble that makes my heart go ☀️❤️ and I’m not a morning person, but it always puts me in a happy mood to start my day
8) hello random point here!! Just for me to say you’re amazing and I love you!! I’m allowed to do that cause I made the rules :P
9) you are taking a break!!! A well deserved, wonderful break to rest the ash head!!!!! Take care of the ash brain!!! For inside it are many wonderful things!!! Many amazing gifts to this world that you bless us with!!! Take care of the ash!!!
10) now I will sing a song: *clears throat* OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH HOW I LOVE THE ASH OC’S, THE ASH OC’S, THE ASH OC’S! HOW I LOVE THE ASH OC’S THAT BREAK MY HEART IN TWO
11) you were the first whump writer I ever really came into contact with! That’s not to say I hadn’t read whump before, but I had never interacted with anyone before. And nervous little me stuck my head in and you went HELLO WELCOME WE’RE ALL VERY FRIENDLY HERE HAVE A SLICE OF HEARTACHE PIE AND JOIN THE FUN and I cannot thank you enough for that
12) your profile picture. Please. It gives me so much serotonin
13) stop I’m already gay. This comes with no context but it doesn’t even need it. You know who this is about.
14) Chris owns my entire heart and also my soul 🥺 so does Kauri, come to think of it 🥺 and Jake 🥺 and Krista 🥺 and-
15) I FINISHED THE BAD ARC RECENTLY AND HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME. HOW DARE YOU DO SUCH A FANTASTIC JOB RIPPING MY HEART TO PIECES IN SUCH A BRILLIANT MANNER. HOW DARE YOU MAKE SOMETHING SO gOOD HURT SO BAD. HOW DARE-
16) Teach me to write pls you are a goddess of prose and I bow at your altar
17) HEY GUESS WHAT IT’S ANOTHER RANDOM BLURB WHERE I JUMP IN AND REMIND YOU THAT I LOVE YOU IN CASE YOU FORGOT WHAT THIS WAS ALL ABOUT! YOU ARE FANTASTIC! YOU ARE SPLENDED! KIND! IMPORTANT! TRULY MAGNIFICENT!
18) never has someone ever managed to make me so worked up over a roomba, I swear to god I am more invested in Kiera’s well-being than I am in my own, PLEASE TELL ME MY FUNKY LITTLE VACUUM MAKES IT
19) Vincent! Shield! Breaks! My! Heart! Someone! Please! Help! Him! For! The! Love! Of! God! Please! Just that whole...kauri’s whole....and Owen and....😭 you have such good concepts and they break me to pieces and the (minimal though it is) comfort stitches it back together and ASHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
20) five more left! Five more left! Cause I can only fit 25 in! But there is! so much more! About the Ash! Of that I’m sure! Look out. Here comes the Ash love!
21) this is specifically a me thing, but in following some of the discourse that passes through your blog, I have learned a *lot* about the world, and about myself. I won’t give specifics, but you actually encouraged me to talk with someone, and secure a diagnosis that I’ve been holding off on for a long time. And it has opened up so many pathways, and helped me see the world in such a different light and I just. I can never really thank you enough for that?
22) I can never get enough of how amazing you are at flipping the usual narrative on its head, and drawing out such crucially important morals from it? God I just. Ash
23) you’re still here! You’re still going! The world is a crazy place, and the internet even crazier, but look at you! You’re here! In spite of it all, it’s still you! And I thank my lucky stars every day for it!
24) this is just a fun fact but you are one of (5) blogs I keep post notifications on for, constantly. Tumblr and I are very fickle friends, but I cannot tell you how much it gives me a little rush of glee (or terror or sorrow or fear depending on the content) whenever I get that little banner pop up on my phone and it says ASHINTHEAIRLIKESNOW POSTED:
25) Number twenty five is simply, truthfully, and completely that you are Ash! You are wonderful, and brilliant, and a light in a world that gets pretty dim, every now and then. Even when your light feels a little grey, never let it go out ❤️ you are loved, and you are so very special, and you deserve tenfold of the goodness you put out.
ANYWAY, IN CONCLUSION: WE LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK ASH!!!!!
Anon, I have no response that can possibly match what I was sent here. This was delightful and it made me feel the same way I felt when I first saw the ‘boom da yada’ commercial for the Discovery channel, which is to say... awesome. Thank youuuuuu for this list!
#also sorry I didn't reply right away I went to bed I think right as this came in and stopped checking my inbox#eeeeeee#my anons are the best
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Sins of the Fathers Update
This is a story set at the same time as Teddy Lupin starts Hogwarts, and the mystery of a muggleborn girl he meets on the train.
I will be updating this story Monthly.
Chapter One: Hogwarts
Chapter Two: Portraits and Memories
Chapter three: Dear Mr. Potter
Chapter Three. Dear Mr. Potter
Harry sat at the kitchen table of his home surrounded by his family. Lily was sitting in her high chair happily working on some buttered toast, Albus was stirring his porridge in imitation of his father who was doing the same without paying much attention to it. His focus was on a field-report that had been hand-delivered to his home early this morning. James kept taking sideways glances at his mother then looking down sheepishly spooning enormous mouthfuls into himself. Ginny was sitting between her two boys, this morning's daily profit in front of her, a slight thinning of her mouth whenever she glanced at her oldest son, the only indication she was still mad at him.
If anyone had seen this family only ten minutes earlier it would have been a completely different scene. Sparing a thought for his wife he glanced at the ceiling and spotted a rather stubborn blob of porridge still stuck there. He casually took out his wand from his inside pocket and vanished the offending blob. Ginny pretended not to notice although she had looked at him as he’d taken his wand out. He rolled up the scroll and placed it with the others in the bag at his feet, then tried to enjoy his porridge. He was stopped from eating more than a few mouthfuls by the post bell ringing.
They had been forced to install a drop-off point for owls due to the volume of mail they received, although they had few neighbours, it was always best to be cautious. It was kind of like a letterbox for owls on their roof, along with a small roost for owls to take a rest if they needed it. He gathered up the stack of letters from the collection point in their shared office and brought them back into the kitchen. He put them on the table and started sorting them into his and hers. “Oh look, daddy,” James exclaimed pointing to one of the letters. “That one has a sticker with a face on it, but it’s not moving.” He looked curiously at his parents. Harry leaned over and picked it up. The letter had a Muggle stamp in the corner and was addressed simply to Mr. Harry Potter in a very neat script. His curiosity peaked, he opened this one first. Ginny tsked at him slightly for opening it without doing any safety checks first, but he knew that any jinxed letter would not get through the charms he had placed upon the owl shoot. When he finished reading it he handed it to her without speaking.
Dear Mr. Harry Potter
I hope you and your family are well. My name is Camilla Winters and I met your godson, Teddy on the train to Hogwarts. He was very kind to me and we are friends now, but I’m very worried about him as he keeps searching the castle for a portrait of his mother.
I feel terrible as it’s my fault this happened, I gave him a message from a portrait of a woman with pink hair that looked like him. She told me she had promised not to distract him from his lessons and that’s why she is hiding now I think. I wish I hadn’t told him the message as he has been so sad and distracted ever since. Please don’t let him know it was me that told you, when I suggested asking a teacher where her portrait was he got a little angry with me and told me to drop it.
I hope this gets to you. I’ve never used an owl before I added a stamp just in case. A fourth-year assured me all I needed was a name, but I didn’t tell her who I was sending it to. Teddy says you understand him because you lost your parents too. If you could let me know what I should do, I would be very grateful as I am worried the teachers are going to start noticing he’s not concentrating.
Camilla
“I thought it odd we hadn’t heard from him yet.” She mused, “just thought he was too busy having fun. This Camilla sounds like she has her head on right.” She looked at her husband knowing exactly what he was thinking about doing. “You can’t just go march up there and snap him out of it. Even if you could find an excuse to get into the school. You don’t even know what house he’s in love.” He turned to her as if to argue then thought better of it.
“I wasn’t going to go to the school.” He lied, she gave him a disbelieving snort in response. “Ok maybe I thought about it but you're right it’s not the way to go.” He noticed two out of their three children were no longer interested in breakfast. Albus was sliding a finger through the dollops that had escaped his bowl, and James was screwing his eyes up tight like when Teddy changed his appearance, then looking at his reflection in his spoon. “I’ll speak to Neville, I would have thought he would already have this sorted. I spoke to him before term started thinking this might be a problem.”
“Neville can only do so much, especially if Teddy isn’t in his house. He has to let that teacher sort it out.” She lifted lily out of her high chair and placed her on the floor next to her building blocks. “I’m seeing Andromeda today. I'll ask if Teddy has mentioned this to her.” She cleared the table and cleaned it with a couple of swift flicks of her wand. Albus looked up slightly disappointed that his drawing material had vanished. “Mum’s coming to take the boys for the day, and Lily needs shoes now she’s walking.” She reminded him, he hadn’t forgotten, but she liked reminding him and he nodded and gave both the boys a kiss on the head and a murmur to behave as he walked back into their study, taking the pile of his letters with him.
The room was spacious for a study, big enough to comfortably fit two desks and a studded leather sofa and still not feel cluttered. Apart from his desk, that always looked cluttered.
“Sirius.” He said to the portrait of his godfather that hung on the wall while placing Ginny’s post on her tidy desk. The image of Sirius used to make the picture had been taken the day of Harry’s parents wedding, before Azkaban had drained him of his vitality, handsome and often smiling with long black hair. He appeared to be at his ease, lounging in an armchair one leg hooked over the side, eyes half closed, but at the sound of his name he sat up straight and alert . “Can you go to Hogwarts and tell Professor Longbottom I would like to speak to him if he is free for lunch. I will most likely be at my work before you return. I will make sure I can speak to you there.”
“My pleasure to help,” he said and walked to the edge of his frame and disappeared. The couple in the other picture just smiled serenely down at him while he rummaged around in his desk. Ginny walked in with Lily on her hip while he was still searching.
“That’s the boys at mums.” She glanced at the empty frame but said nothing about it. “Are you working from home today?” He shook his head, continuing to search. “If you organised, and took the files you no longer need back to work, you might have a better chance of finding things.” She said it in a very patient tone like she had said it many times before, she turned to their daughter who was trying to stuff her fist in her mouth. “Is daddy a messy boy!” She said in a silly voice smiling and making a face, Lily giggled, brown eyes sparkling. Harry made a noise at his wife but knew she was right, he needed to find time to clear out his desk.
“If you are out as well today then I won’t be home for lunch. I will do my best to be home for dinner.” Finding what he was looking for he slipped it into his pocket, then came over and blew a few raspberries on his daughters neck and planted a few kisses on her cheek, she giggled even more slapping a hand against his cheek. He turned and gave his wife a kiss wrapping an arm around her briefly whispering “love you” into her neck, before grabbing his bag and walking to the door and apparating to work.
When Harry arrived at the atrium he kept his eyes forward deliberately not paying attention to anyone else who might try to catch his eye. He did it without even thinking about it anymore.
“Morning boss.” The young Auror who had been standing leaning against the memorial fountain looking completely at ease, joined in step with him as he made his way towards the lifts. The brisk pace did nothing to stop his swagger.
“Morning Caldwell.” He acknowledged his companion. Now that he was with company he started scanning the various wizards moving about the atrium. The busy morning rush had now passed and there were only a few stragglers like himself. Owen Caldwell might act like a bit of an arrogant sod but he was a very good guard dog, and a very good Auror, he had taken very well to the lesson that confidence breeds confidence. Harry was much less likely to be intercepted on his way into the office when he was seen talking to someone else. He used to take the time to speak to people when he came into work until he realised it was taking him longer and longer to actually get to his desk. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to help, the problem was that people would want him to deal with every issue the ministry dealt with, regardless of who they were supposed to report to. He had never asked them to do it but one morning he started being met by someone from headquarters in the atrium, and all of a sudden he got to his desk before noon. “Has anyone at Bodmin made it in for the scheduled update yet?” The easy smile on Owens’s face faulted for a moment as he replied.
“Not yet boss no, and it’s getting pretty close to the deadline. Maybe we should send someone to check?” He meant himself, rumours were he was getting quite close to one of the agents currently out on mission. Harry knew how reckless people could become when they are trying to save those they love. He was a prime example of that, he shook his head.
“The reason why we have 24 hours to check in is because, as you very well know, you can’t always just pop back here and say hi.” There were a few people standing waiting when they got to the lifts so they ended the conversation. He recognised one as his brother in law Percy who looked to be deep in discussions with a witch he didn’t know. They nodded to each other in greeting but Percy didn’t stop to talk to him or slow down his conversation. Harry tried not to listen, knowing Percy it would be about something very important to him, and incredibly dull to anyone else. When they stepped into the lift Harry noticed there were already a handful of memos flying in lazy circles above his head. One of them dropped down and started to gently bump him on the side of the head. Taking the memo he put it in his pocket without reading. He knew who it would be from, no one else’s memos came to him directly.
The Auror office was the usual bustling place, memos zoomed about like they were supercharged a few Aurors stood chatting over the top of their cubicles. Nobody took much notice of him walking in. He would say there were still a lot more of his staff who were older than him, but his youth had never been a problem, there were far fewer now that were more experienced than him. The problem had been filling the spaces left by the devastation after the war, not everyone was suited to being an Auror, even those that thought they wanted it didn’t always after a few harsh reality checks. And Harry refused to let anyone qualify that wasn’t up to standard, even before he was made head of the department, standards had been improved when he was placed in charge of selection and training. Finally the Auror office was back to the strength it had been before Voldermort’s resurrection, still not at full strength in his eyes but the foundations were strong.
“Get everyone who’s working on the Bodmin case in the conference room in fifteen minutes. I have to take care of a few things first. I'll meet you there.” Owen wandered off then with a loud “you got it boss” Harry, his mind already back on Teddy didn’t respond. When Harry entered his office he was pleased nobody was waiting for him, he took the small picture frame he had been searching for in his desk at home and placed it on his desk, along with the memo he had nearly forgotten about. Sighing, he opened it.
Harry
Don’t think I haven’t noticed that you are avoiding me! I really need to speak to you about Kreacher. It's very important and I’m not going to take no or silence for an answer. If I have to I will bring it up out of work but neither of us want that as it’s a delicate matter. It’s nothing to worry about either.
Hermione
He ran a hand through his hair and decided that although Hermione wasn’t a high priority he couldn’t keep putting her off, he had a rough idea what it was about. He was about to reply to her when Sirius’ face turned up in the frame.
“Professor Longbottom says he will be at the three broomsticks for lunch today and he is going to bring Professor Mcallister along too.”
“Did he say why he’s bringing him?” Harry didn’t really know the charms Professor, he had only met him the handful of times he and Ginny had gone to the annual memorial service. Then he answered his own question “He is head of Teddy’s house isn’t he?” Harry shook his head and knew he wasn’t going to get anymore from the painting. He looked back down at the memo from Hermione and decided now would be as good a time as any to go see his boss.
Her office wasn’t that far away from his. Magical law enforcement was a big department and they pretty much had this entire floor. He knew the Bodmin meeting would be waiting for him soon, but he also hoped that it would give him an excuse to get away from Hermione if he needed one.
She was standing outside her office when he arrived talking with her assistant. He was pleased he wouldn’t have to argue about making appointments with the assistant once again. That reminded Harry he needed to do something about finding a temp replacement for his own assistant, who had gone on maternity.
Hermione smiled at him when she saw him approach. “Well I’m glad my last memo finally did the trick, come and take a seat.”
“Will this take long? Only I have a mission briefing starting in about…”
“It’s alright this won't take long your department can manage without you for a moment. She lifted a scroll from a pigeon hole behind her and handed it to him.
“What’s this?” he asked, feeling the weight of it.
“Read it and see”
“I’d rather you gave me the abbreviated highlights,” he complained, opening it and sitting down, the scroll unfurled and rolled along the ground stopping only when it bumped against Hermione’s desk.
“It’s Kreacher’s will.” She explained sitting down herself with another stack of papers.
“He made a will?” Harry was surprised, Kreacher hadn’t had a great deal of possessions; those he did had been mainly forced on him by Harry and the kids giving him presents every christmas. He had received the letter about a month earlier telling him the ancient Elf had finally passed away peacefully. The truth was Harry had no idea how long Elves normally lived, he knew Dobby was still fit and well and living at Hogwarts, Harry made sure to send him socks every year. “Anything he left us can be sent to the house ill make arrangements from there,”
“It’s not as simple as that,” she went on quickly realising that he was about to leave. “Kreacher made some arrangements in his will for his Legacy care to be passed on.”
Harry fought the urge to roll his eyes at her, “Meaning?”
“You are getting a new house elf.”
“What?”
“It will take some time. The elves themselves sort this kind of thing out. Kreacher was part of a quite expansive family line, but all are already with households as far as I’ve been informed.”
“I thought it was one of your missions to stop elf slavery, and them being treated like property.”
Hermione sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose. “It is something I am still working on, and things have improved greatly, but the elves themselves are very proud of their service and you can’t change their minds over centuries of traditions overnight. Elves are in a better position than they were, they have recognised rights to fair treatment, holidays and living conditions, they are allowed to report their family of any wrongdoing within it without punishment. A basic right to me but scandalous to nearly all the elves i have spoken to about this. But anyway I digress. Expect yourself to have an elf living in your home very soon.
“I’m not sure how Ginny is going to take that.”
“Better you tell her quick before one turns up”
“Anything else?” He rolled up the scroll as he stood up to go.
“No, I think that’s everything. I'll see you at dinner on Sunday?”
“Barring a catastrophe, we’ll be there.”
*
Very little had changed in hogsmeade over the years since Harry was at school. It had survived relatively uncathed from the devastation during the battle of Hogwarts. The small village was sunlight when Harry apparated at the small square with it’s equally discreet memorial stone. Harry paused a moment and refreshed the wreath of snow white Lilies that was laid against it.
It was not a long walk over to the three broomsticks but still Harry was greeted by a few people as he made his way along the cobbled street. None of them looked familiar to him so he didn’t stop, just nodded his head politely and moved on.
Harry spotted his old friend immediately as he entered the cosy pub. He was sitting at a table away from the bar with the enormous frame of Professor Mcallister. They both stood to greet him as he approached. Neville and Harry shoulder bumped as they shook hands and slapped each other on the back in a very well practiced way. When Harry offered his hand to the other man it was enveloped by two large and surprisingly powerful hands. “Nice to see you again professor.” Harry greeted.
“Bartemius, please call me Bartemius.” They all sat down and Madame Rosemerta came over to take their food order bringing Harry a butterbeer without having to be told, she squeezed his shoulder as she left. “So I take it you are here to talk about Ted Lupin?” Mcallister began without prompting. “I was hoping this would be sorted without you having to be told.”
“His friend wrote to me. Camilla?” Mcallister smiled as Harry fished the letter from his pocket.
“Ah yes she’s a bright young witch. So sad about her own past, I had a feeling they would be drawn to each other, especially as they have been sorted into the same house. I do wish she had come to me, but now I see the reason why she hasn’t.” Neville took the letter once Mcallister had finished with it and scanned it quickly. “The portraits of Dora and Remus Lupin are in locations that Teddy doesn’t have access to. We were prepared to move Professor Lupin's portrait if he had been sorted into Gryffindor.” Mcallister added in a tone that said he thought it was highly doubtful. “All the portraits of those who died in the war hold very little of the true selves, although I think some of the students have been teaching them their history. I am surprised to read that the portrait felt strongly enough to send him a message.”
“The photograph used by the artist was the one taken with Teddy in her arms, the maternal bond must have been transferred through.” Harry explained, he had become quite knowledgeable on this subject over the years. Neville leaned back in his chair taking a long dink from his cup.
“The students teach them all sorts of things.” He said with a slight smirk, then continued more seriously “It’s always a disappointment to find out it’s not truly them. Professor Lupin’s picture knows loads about defensive spells and the correct way to deal with various dangerous creatures, but ask him about his wedding, or his friendships in school and the answers dry up.”
“Probably for the best he doesn’t know much about the marauders, from what I’ve heard of them they were quite a handful” Mcallister chuckled then seemed to realise whos company he was in, “No offence Harry.”
“None taken I assure you.” Harry knew all too well that disappointment. He had thought, like so many others did, that all portraits were as true a representation of their living selves as the old headmasters portraits were. It had only been when he had been fighting to get Severus Snape’s portrait hung as a rightful former headmaster, that he had found the truth, that it took years of the former headmasters teaching their hidden image everything they could, as Severus had only been headmaster a year he had not had the time to impart much of his knowledge. The more the artist drawing the picture knew of the model also helped. Harry squashed down his mild irritation at the memory.
“My godson is stubborn, and keeping him from these pictures is not going to make him any less determined.” He thought for a moment. “Could you move them to a place he does have access to, so he can speak with them privately?” He looked at their faces and they nodded. “I doubt it will take more than a couple of hours this weekend for him to realise that it’s not truly them, but if it does take him longer we can tell him he can only visit that room at the weekends, and keep it locked the rest of the time?”
“That shouldn’t be too difficult to do. Dora's picture is currently in the staff room. Remus’ in the Gryffindor common room. Some students might comment on its removal but pictures wander all the time and we could just put a blank canvas. The last few years have had smaller intakes, this is the smallest group in my time at the school.”
“There will probably be an upswing next year,” Harry added with a smirk taking a swig of the beer he then asked. “So what have the students been teaching the pictures?”
#teddy lupin#hinny#married with kids hinny#auror potter#not a romance story#hogwarts mystery#original female character#mysterious past#tj writes#teddy school days
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Hi, yes, hello beautiful! Can you write a fic where MC accidentally sends Ethan her entire fanfic folder by mistake 😂🤣
How To Get Away With Fanfiction
I’m reliving my embarrassment 😭 but it is done and idk wtf happened with this lmao. This is also to make up for earlier kmjhygfd
Only tagging @ao719 @oofchoices @loveellamae @burnsoslow because no one else should have to read this unless they click on the read more and if they do... god bless. And thank you to Maroe for helping me come up with some of these ideas!
It had been a long day at work when Dr. Gertrude-Sue Claws made her way home to do the one thing that relaxed her; writing fanfiction.
She had thought of the perfect idea for Spirit and Rainbow Dash and her fingers flew across the keyboard.
There was something about the multi colors in his mane and tail that drew him to her. He lived by the phrase, “hump ‘em and dump ‘em,” which he planned on doing with Rainbow Dash, but not without consent because horse jail wasn’t fun. He had heard the horror stories from his human friends, Kurns and Bryce.
“Rainbow Dash,” he neighed.
“Spirit…” She neighed back in response, she knew all about his...extracurricular activities. He was the biggest fuck horse out of the herd. Ever since Rain had died from drowning, god bless, he hadn’t been the same. It was also why he paid more attention to Rainbow Dash because she had Rain in the first part of her name.
“Let’s do this,” he smirked with his horse mouth.
“Fine…” She turned her back to him as he reared on his hind legs and mounted her, letting out a series of neighs.
She laughed silently to herself before moving on her Owen Hunt fic and she knew how much she was going to enjoy this one especially.
Owen was walking through the halls when he saw five women stalking towards him like cats, one even had whiskers drawn on her face. “Anitah with the h, get him!” He heard one of them command and watched as she came up to him, kicking him in no man's land. He felt them drag him into an empty exam room.
“MAROE! You got the chainsaw?”
“Nah bruh, Bears and Rams were in charge of that,” she explained.
Anything but Krista, cocked her half shaved eyebrow at Burns and Ella. “Y’all got the chainsaw?”
“No, but I have the cream for the burn I’m about to inflict,” Burns snickered to herself at her own joke, the others joining in before getting back to business.
“Burns, Ella, go scope out the cafeteria for some good food because I can’t kill in good faith on an empty stomach and as me and Ella say, we always get food first,” Anything but Krista said, turning her attention to the two people left, throwing them both a knife. Then proceeded to stab Owen numerous times, but making sure not to hit any major organs yet.
“We need a blender,” Anitah with the h announced.
“Are you thinking what I’m thinking?” Anything but Krista and MAROE said at the same time, looking at each other and bursting into laughter at the jinx.
“If that was making a human smoothie, then yes. We’ll show him that no one messes with Derek Christopher Shepherd,” Anitah with the h said smugly, pulling a blender out from behind her back and plugging it into the wall.
“You...you pulled that out of your jacket?” MAROE asked in a surprising tone.
“Y’all don’t keep blenders in yours?” Anitah with the h asked as if that wasn’t common, but it was good to know that she was always prepared.
Suddenly, the walkie talkie came to life, “Team Bears/Rams to Team CA, what y’all want from here? Over and out.”
“Team CA to Team Bears/Rams, we want CookOut. Over and out.” Anything but Krista responded. “It’s about time y’all tried a little piece of heaven,” she looked at Anitah with the h and MAROE.
“That’s a negative ghost rider, the closest CookOut is on the other side of the country. Over and out.”
“Well you better get on your way because you two also need to try a little piece of heaven, we’ll save the good stuff for when you get back. Over and out.” The trio resumed their slice and dice game, taking a short break to play Choices because the latest chapter of The Nanny Affair had just been released and even Owen wasn’t going to keep them away from Sam Dalton.
A couple hours later, Burns and Ella arrived with the food, handing out their respective trays to their respective orderers, they were able to keep the milkshakes from melting by their cold hearts.
“Ahhh gimme my milkshake,” Anything but Krista snatched it from Burns’ hand, earning a slap on her hand from her adoptive mother and a threat of taking away her pony...again.
“Yooo this shake hits different,” Ella exclaimed.
“You could even say that it slaps,” MAROE added making her squeak.
“It’s the one good thing North Carolina has to offer for me,” Anything but Krista chimed in, fist bumping Anitah with the h because the struggle was real. The cows really did outnumber the people, they just hoped that there wouldn’t be a cow revolution because that would be awful except the yeehaw folk would probably survive since they did have a song called “A Country Boy Can Survive.”
“Burns, we left you the honor of picking the perfect weather for us to dispose of the body which is more like liquid at this point. We need rain, thunder, and lightning to erase all of the evidence. Watching “Forensic Files” has finally come in handy. And Ella, we need you to pretend to be a nurse or something to help us get out of here. I’ll be honest, I haven’t thought that far ahead…” Anything but Krista admitted, but they expected that from her so they already had a plan in place.
“If anyone happens to see Derek Shepherd, I ask that you tell me,” MAROE added.
“Not if I find him first,” Anything but Krista said.
“He’s like fifty four years old…” Burns said being ever the good adoptive mother.
“Then I call Spencer Reid!” Anything but Krista exclaimed.
“I have Lucifer then,” MAROE challenged knowing that would get under her skin.
“Children, calm yourselves.” Burns shook her head.
“Hey, I’ll be eighteen in like a number amount of months,” Anything but Krista said.
“I’ll be eighteen before you,” MAROE said, sticking out her tongue.
“I’Ll Be EiGhTeEn BeFoRe YoU,” she repeated, placing her hands on her hips and doing that Spongebob meme. After thinking of a better comeback, she grabbed her knife she used on Owen earlier and plunged it into MAROE’s back.
“Et tu, Brute?” MAROE said with shock in her voice before her body crumpled on the ground.
“Yes, bye bitch.”
The other three just stared as the blood drained from her body before turning their attention to Anything but Krista. They were the epitome of 👁👄👁.
“What? She wanted to “due” anyway. And at her funeral we can play “To Be So Lonely” because well she will be lol.”
“Anywaysss, we gonna get food or what?” Ella asked as she covered Owen’s body with a sheet.
“Wings?” Burns suggested and they all agreed. After arriving at the restaurant, they were very shocked to see MAROE sitting at a table waiting for them.
“It’s the trying to kill me for me,” she said upon taking their seats, glaring at Anything But Krista specifically.
“It’s the stealing my fictional husbands for me,” she retaliated.
“It’s the acting like children for me,” Burns' authoritative voice came.
“Sorry,” they both murmured as they looked over the menus to order their food. The rest of their lunch going smoothly, their victims already forgotten about. Don’t mess with hangry chicks who hate Owent Cunt.
“So who’s next?” Anitah with the h asked.
“Ahh you’ve gotten the first taste of blood and now you’re addicted,” Burns observed. She would make for a good profiler for the FBI at Quantico. She would have a cool nickname; Cunt Punter.
“Why not just kill everyone we hate?” Ella questioned.
“That’s a great idea! I say we kill Guy and Vanessa,” Anything but Krista suggested.
“And Landrat!” MAROE added, the whole group agreeing, finishing their lunch before getting to their killing spree.
Gertrude-Sue was laughing at her made up characters and story when she received an email from Ethonk Remy to send him a folder that she had. Goggle Drive was acting stupid so she didn’t realize that she had shared her fanfiction folder with her boss before it was too late. She saw a little giraffe pop up in the right hand corner telling her that he was already viewing what was inside the folder.
“Holy donkey claws,” she cried out loud, smacking her hands against her face.
Meanwhile, Ethonk was going through her folder when he came across a document and his eyes went wide. “What are they doing with the dog?” He said to himself.
Wonder pets, wonder pets
We're on our way
To help a friend and save the day
We're not too big
And we're not too tough
But when we work together, we've got the right stuff
Gooo wonder pets yaaaaay!
The phone
The phone is ringing
The phone
We'll be right there
The phone
The phone is ringing
There's an animal in trouble
There's an animal in trouble
There's an animal in trouble somewhere
“What the hell are Wonder Pets?” He continued inspecting the different documents ranging from murder of one Owen Cunt, horses having sexual intercourse, Wonder Pets stuff, four kids and a dog where they did questionable things with each other, a sponge and a starfish were high on marijuana, a game where Gertrude-Sue had made him and her a family that looked way too realistic for his liking, two bunnies who kept hopping around with one of their little brothers, and multiple documents about Matthew Gray Gubler, Tom Holland, Tom Ellis, Patrick Dempsey, and Harry Styles which were all quite disturbing.
He took out his phone to call her. “Hey uh, Gert, what is this?”
“Oh well you see, the funny thing is that I accidentally sent you the wrong folder so if you could just pretend like this never happened, that would be fantastic. Okay thanks bye. I’m sending you the right one this time.” And she hung up, ready to throw herself off a cliff at her stupidity.
One thing was for sure, she would never make this mistake again.
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Field of Poppies Part 3
Summary: After being apart for six years, childhood friends Tommy and Amelia reunite under odd circumstances. Tommy is an outspoken young man and Amelia is pregnant and out on the streets. The bond of family can be unbreakable but it is tested often. Especially when Europe descends into war.
Part 3: Amelia questions the Shelbys actions as they establish themselves as bookies.
March 1909
Polly said that Amelia wasn’t feeling well and wouldn’t be joining the family for dinner. The only one who seemed hung up on this fact was Tommy. The others were happy to go about eating and chatting about their day. As John had predicted, Ada seemed to forget what she was crying about that morning. She was all too excited to tell everyone that she had been the best at double-dutch in the schoolyard. Even better than that no-good-pigtailed-bratty-stuck-up-snob Ingrid.
Tommy wasn’t too interested in the mundane details of his family’s life. His mind was elsewhere, so he finished dinner quickly and headed upstairs.
When Amelia arrived, Polly had to rearrange the Shelbys to make room. Tommy had to camp out on the couch a bit longer than he would’ve liked because none of his siblings could agree to any proposed arrangement. John and Ada didn’t want to bunk together. Arthur argued he was the oldest and should have his own room. And none of them wanted to be placed with Finn. Finally, Polly put her foot down. Tommy and John would share a room and that was that.
But when Tommy passed what once was his room, the door was open and it was empty. He frowned and continued down the cramped hall. The bathroom door was closed and he could hear retching from inside. He lightly knocked on the door. “Mel? Alright?”
The young woman cleared her throat and stood up from her spot kneeling at the toilet. She rinsed her mouth out in the washbasin and opened the door. “I’m okay.”
“Sounded like you were getting sick.”
“It’s normal with the baby.” She assured him; a bit embarrassed that he’d heard her.
“Oh.” He nodded and could remember times when his mother was ill with his siblings. But he hadn’t thought much of it. She had always put on a brave face for her kids. “Pol said you weren’t feeling well.”
“Long day, I guess.” She moved past him and went back to the bedroom.
Tommy followed even if she didn’t really invite him to. He leaned up against the doorframe. “Anything you want to talk about or I could fuck off ‘n leave you be.”
She laughed softly and waved him into the room. “Close the door, would you?”
He obliged, going to sit on a chest across from the bed, by the nearly empty desk. Even if it was his room, he didn’t want to invade her privacy.
Amelia sat down on the bed and leaned down to remove her stockings. She felt so sluggish and weary but couldn’t tell if it really was just because of her busy day or because her mind was a factory of worries. She tossed the stockings toward the hamper and began to unpin her hair.
“What’s on your mind? You look-concerned.”
“Do you think that not having your father around really…well, I guess that’s a stupid fucking question. I just…” She groaned when she couldn’t find the words to voice her distress. She realized she wouldn’t get anywhere if she was asking rhetorical questions in some roundabout way. “Do you think that my child will hate me because they won’t know their father? Honestly, be honest.”
Tommy was surprised. He expected she would go to Polly with such a problem. True, they were longtime friends but what did he know about children and parenthood? “I don’t think your child would hate you for anything? You’ll be a great mother, Mel, you know that.”
Amelia tipped her head up to the ceiling. She could feel tears welling up in her eyes and she didn’t want them to fall. “I want you to be honest with me, Tom, not to say nice things. We both know nothing in this fucking world is nice.”
“Hey, now. Look at me. Amelia, look at me.”
She did so, reluctantly. A tear slipped down her cheek as she met his blue eyes.
“Yeah, so the world’s a pile of shit. But there are nice things if there weren’t then what would be the point of living, aye?” He pointed out. “I don’t know what your child will say ‘bout anything. But I know that they’ll think the world of you because you did everything for them. That’s something, right?”
She shook her head. Everything in her wanted to stay miserable. She wanted to torture herself because she felt she deserved it. All of her actions had led her to that moment. She deserved what she got. But Tommy’s words coaxed her gently to a nicer place. A place where there was hope. There was the possibility that she could succeed in raising her child.
“I’ll say it again but you’ve got a family here. We’re gonna help you out. And-and if I need to step in as some sorta father figure than I will.” He straightened up a bit as he finished. Suddenly determined to take on the challenge he’d thrust upon himself.
“Tom…”
“I’m serious.” He reiterated with a half-smile. “I mean, I may not be any good at it, but I’ll try. I said I’d take care of you and I intend on doing that. I’m not some good for nothing like-” He purposefully didn’t finish his thought. It didn’t need to be finished; they both knew they were talking about Arthur Sr. Tommy strove to be the exact opposite of his father. He wouldn’t beat his children, wouldn’t drink their money away, would provide for them, would make sure dinner was always on the table, would give them a sense of safety and love. He could give that to Amelia’s child, they both deserved to be treated well. Why shouldn’t Tommy be the one to do so?
“I can’t ask you to do that.” Amelia looked hesitant. Would it be nice to have a strong male figure in her child’s life? Of course. She worried what would happen without one. But to put that responsibility on someone else her age? They were both still so young.
“You don’t have to ask.” He shrugged and stood up. “Are you feeling a bit better? I could see if they spared you any leftovers downstairs.” He offered as if it were the first thing he could do to prove he was fit to help her out.
She smiled. “Maybe a bit of bread.”
“Alright, just be a mo’.”
May 1909
After his talk with Amelia, Tommy was more intent on setting up the betting shop as soon as they could. The empty place offered so many possibilities in his eyes. Possibilities that could lift him and his family out of poverty. Both he and Arthur knew it would be an uphill battle. There were already plenty of betting shops tucked away in the dark corners of Birmingham and elsewhere. Using fronts as laundry, pubs, or even butchers. Beyond that, there were men who controlled the tracks. They fixed races to their heart’s delight and didn’t take kindly to others who tried to do the same. Without explicit permission, of course. Their bookies were violent and no one in their right mind would go after them. Maybe that’s why everyone thought Arthur and Tommy were mad.
And perhaps they were, but that didn’t stop them from beginning to take bets out of the shop attached to the flat.
Polly wanted to be upset that her nephews were bringing trouble so close to their home. But she couldn’t deny the income that they were starting to bring in. It wasn’t much at first, but it was something. Something that could be counted on for groceries or unexpected expenses. And since Tommy and Arthur had stopped attending school around thirteen, they made mistakes with the odds. So, Polly felt she could step in and mind the books better than they could. She never claimed to be a saint.
Being a charming man meant Tommy could count on a lot of people joining his little setup. People he’d known for years and could trust. Danny Owens was a good friend with a good heart, Freddie Thorne knew him from Greta’s meetings. Jeremiah attended church with Polly but he wasn’t shy of a little criminal behavior to survive. There were others, but there was a hierarchy of trust that Tommy took very seriously. Family always came first.
But with the betting shop came trouble. Other bookies weren’t so keen that the Shelbys were starting to dip their toes in the business. There was already enough competition in Birmingham alone. So, trouble started to brew.
It started with just some harassment. A few threats and taunts. The Birmingham Boys apparently weren’t going to chalk the Shelbys up to just some amateurs. Even if there was a whiff of a potential threat, they learned to step in and snuff out the problem.
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That’s why, a few months after the betting shop was established, Tommy was jumped by five men. Luckily, they hadn’t roughed him up too badly. But he did look to be in bad shape when he staggered into the flat. He was limping and held a blood-soaked handkerchief to his nose
“Tom!” Amelia gasped in horror when he came inside and ran into her at the base of the stairs. Six months pregnant, Polly had warned her to be a bit more cautious when it came to surprises and overexerting herself. But of course, she couldn’t be prepared for everything Tommy decided to get into.
“S’alright, s’alright.” He grunted and made his way into the kitchen. He was certain one of his ribs was broken and his nose might have been too. It hadn’t exactly been a fair fight. He was taken completely by surprise as five of the Birmingham Boys popped out around a dark corner and immediately pummeled him to the ground. Once the initial blow wore off, Tommy tried to fight back but there wasn’t much use. Had Arthur been there, maybe they would’ve had a chance. But alone, he was knocked to the ground and had his ribs kicked in as the older men shouted slurs at him.
“What happened?” She followed him, still in shock.
“Got attacked.” He answered through the cloth over his nose and mouth. He went to the water pump and tried to get it going but the pain in his side was too much. He winced in pain and stifled a yelp.
Amelia quickly dragged a chair over to the pump and made him sit. She filled up the basin with a bit of water and found a dishcloth to use. “Can I see?”
Tommy removed the bloodied handkerchief. The blood seemed to have ebbed by the time he limped home.
She carefully began to wipe the blood away from his face. “What else hurts?” She asked. They could talk about what happened when she was sure he was okay.
“Me ribs.” He rested a hand over the painful spot.
“Alright, well, let me clean you up and I can have a look.”
Tommy took a few deep breaths. His heart was still racing and of course he was still pissed off that he’d been bested. Of course, he could take some solace that he was severely outnumbered and at a disadvantage. Still, it bruised his ego.
Amelia tried to lighten the mood a bit. “You looked like this after you beat up Ben Hearn because he kissed me.”
It drew a smile from him as he remembered the event from when they were around ten-years-old. Tommy was heartbroken when he heard around school that Ben had kissed his best friend and secret crush. But when he got word that Amelia hadn’t wanted to kiss Ben in the first place, Tommy decided to get retribution. Ben had gotten a lucky punch and made Tommy’s nose bleed. But that only angered him more to the point where Arthur had to pull his younger brother off the other boy because it looked like Tommy had murder in his eyes.
“You knocked out his tooth.”
Tommy shook his head. “I knocked out two of his teeth.” He corrected with a familiar smirk. “And he deserved it.”
Amelia sighed. “You were always getting into trouble back then. I thought maybe it would change when we got older but…” She rinsed the cloth and watched the red water trickle into the basin. “Maybe this betting shop idea is too dangerous.”
“Mel-”
“I know why you’re doing it, and I admire your initiative but you have to know what you might be risking. Money won’t do us any good if you’re injured or-”
“It’s alright. You don’t have to worry.”
She hung the wet cloth against the side of the basin and turned back toward him. “Tom, if you’re coming home like this then I think I have a reason to be worried!” She exclaimed.
“I know, and I’m sorry. I’ll sort it out.” He promised.
Amelia wanted to scold him further but didn’t have the heart to. Besides, once Tommy set his mind to something, there wasn’t much hope for swaying him. Getting beat up never stopped him before, it likely wouldn’t stop him in the future. “You said your ribs hurt too?” She asked quietly.
He nodded.
“I can take a look at them but if they’re broken you ought to go see a doctor.” She washed any stray stains of blood off her hands and the washbasin.
“Can’t afford a doctor right now.” Tommy stood up with a grunt and returned the chair to the table. He didn’t want Polly asking questions the next morning if she found the kitchen in disarray.
“What do you mean? I thought Arthur said you had a good week. Said you had extra money.” Amelia dried her hands.
“We did.”
“So, where’s the money?” She questioned further.
“I spent it.” Tommy grabbed a bottle of stout and uncorked it.
“On what?”
“You’ll see tomorrow, Mel.”
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The next day was Saturday and Amelia had the day off. She watched over John and Ada to give Polly a well-needed break.
The weather was unseasonably warm so she took the two kids outside to play so they wouldn’t be cooped up indoors. Amelia sat on the steps darning one of her stockings while Ada skipped rope and John played football in the street with other neighborhood kids.
There was a small group of people next door waiting to place bets for the next day’s race. To the untrained eye, they looked fairly inconspicuous. Amelia hadn’t asked what might happen if the cops would catch wind of the operation. No one mentioned it, so she assumed they either had it handled or intentionally didn’t want to think about it. Still, Polly had instilled in everyone that if the police were to come around, no one knew a thing about betting shops.
“S'cuse me miss, is Tommy Shelby ‘round?”
Amelia looked up from her stockings and smiled. “Danny?”
The young man’s face broke into a look of disbelief. “Mellie? Is that you?” He removed his hat and got closer. “Tom said you’d come back; wasn’t sure I’d recognize you.” Danny Owens had been a longtime friend of the Shelbys. As a boy he was much taller than anyone in class but was quite awkward and quiet. He was from a very poor family, just like the rest of them. He was painfully shy from growing up with an abusive father. But once Tommy and Arthur took him under their wing, he became a bit more confident. He wasn’t much for fighting but if it was necessary to protect his friends, he would step in. Though, most kids wouldn’t even try to fight him because of his size and broad shoulders.
Yet, Amelia had always known him as someone with a gentle side. “It’s been a while.” She agreed. “How’s your family?”
“They’re good. Yeah, everyone’s good.” Danny fidgeted with his hat as he spoke to her.
She could tell he didn’t really want to talk about his family which was all well and good. Amelia didn’t want to talk about hers either. “You were after Tommy?”
“You haven’t seen him ‘round have you?”
“He should be in the shop. You can go through the kitchen if you’d like.” Amelia scooted to the side so Danny could get by.
“Thanks, Mel. Glad you’re back.” He smiled and walked into the flat.
As he passed, she noticed his knuckles were bruised and there was a bit of blood smeared over the top of his hand. It sent a shiver down her spine as she realized it wasn’t just Tommy getting into trouble. Everyone she once knew as a child was getting caught up in this violence. It might’ve been small skirmishes, akin to the ones they used to get into in the schoolyard. But Amelia reasonably knew that there were much larger stakes at risk. None of them labeled their actions as organized crime, but that’s what it was. Amelia had heard about large scale gangs in London who controlled a lot more than just horse races. They had control over pubs and other businesses, paid off the police, and there were rumors that they had influence over government too.
She wasn’t sure that was Tommy’s end game but she also didn’t know if he had any control over that. Could someone remove themselves from the lifestyle? Or were they in it for life?
With a sigh, she set her stockings aside and checked on John and Ada across the street. There were so many questions about the future that she couldn’t even try to begin to answer. All she could do was see what came of it.
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That same night, Amelia was in the kitchen making dinner while Ada rattled on about how she was going to go riding tomorrow and how Uncle Charlie might let her try to jump.
The front door opened and Tommy poked his head inside. “Mel?” He called.
“In the kitchen!” She replied.
“Right, stay there, don’t come upstairs ‘til I say.”
She raised an eyebrow but listened and continued peeling potatoes while Ada went on about horses.
There were a few bumps against the wall and the staircase railing after the front door shut.
“Fucking hell, this thing weighs a ton!” Arthur cursed.
“Oi, be careful.” Tommy chided.
“Be careful? It’s gonna damage me ‘fore I damage it!”
A couple bangs and thumps and swears later, Tommy called Amelia upstairs.
She and Ada went up and found him and Arthur in the bedroom. She looked confused until she saw the cot in the corner. Her mouth popped open in shock. “Tom?”
He smiled a bit sheepishly. “For the baby.”
“But I thought…I thought we would just move Finn’s in here.” She walked over to the new piece of furniture.
“That thing’s older than any of us.” He shook his head. “Ought to toss it once Finn’s done with it.”
Amelia ran a hand over the smooth oak wood. It was pristine, no nicks, or peeling varnish to be found. There were even intricate designs in the solid wood side and legs. She felt herself getting teary-eyed. She was didn’t even notice as Arthur herded Ada out of the room and back downstairs. “This is what you spent the money on?” She asked.
Tommy nodded and shrugged. “The baby needs one, so why not?”
She sniffled and went to hug him tightly. “It’s beautiful, thank you.”
He hugged her back, feeling a sense of accomplishment. Then adoration swept over him. He hadn’t realized how much he loved making Amelia happy. He was always fond of her, but seeing her smile was one of the best things to see, in his opinion. Maybe he was still too young to know what love was, but he had a hunch that what he was feeling was love.
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i won’t hesitate (for you) chapter eight
Jo is happy, at least she feels like she is. When someone from her past shows up, will her and her daughter’s world ever go back to normal? Or will things change for good?
Hey friends... So it's been over a month.... I bet you guys thought this story was done... Honestly for a moment I did too and I was super bummed because I love this story so much. But stepping away from my writing and focusing on myself did the trick and I am now happy to report that I have the WHOLE ENTIRE rest of Hesitate planned out and I'm slowly (very slowly) chipping away at writing to make those plans a reality. Thanks to all of you for being so patient and for wanting me to continue this project!! You're the beeeeeest!! xoxo Nina
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“Jo… Jo come back to bed, baby. Alarm doesn’t go off for ten minutes.”
Izzie stared down Alex’s still sleeping figure, watching him for a moment before continuing to walk around the room and get ready for the day. Every morning for the past week, Alex would always call out for Jo when Izzie got out of bed for work. She didn’t think he knew, but the words annoyed her more and more everyday.
“Babe, come back,” Alex groaned, rolling on to his stomach and reaching out for the side of the bed that Izzie had just left. “Jo… Jo…”
“I’m not Jo, Alex,” Izzie exclaimed in frustration, prompting Alex to fly up in bed and look from the empty side of the bed to Izzie. “I am not Jo! And I never will be and if that’s a problem for you, then you can run back to Seattle!”
“Izzie no… I’m sorry I,” Alex ran a hand through his hair and let out a groan. “I wanna stay here for the kids but I… I don’t think you and I are going to work out this time.”
“Why would it ever? You’re just the same pathetic man I left ten years ago,” Izzie threw a pillow towards Alex as she walked out of the bedroom. “I can’t believe you, Alex. Actually I can! You’re still not good enough for me.”
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Deep breaths. In, out, in, out. Good, you can do this. Today will be a breeze.
Jo had found out about her pregnancy a month ago and every day since then had consisted of her trying to keep her breakfast down. Some days were better than others, but today might be the worst. She’d had to break out her elastic banded scrubs this morning because her regular scrubs wouldn’t pull up over her hips. The elastic was much more comfortable, but the thought of her body changing again had sent Jo into a fit of tears on the bathroom floor which resulted in her throwing up for almost 20 minutes.
“Karev! I’ve got an abdominal obstruction and I think we’re gonna need an emergency colostomy surgery,” Owen sidled up to Jo as the two walked into the ER, the older man sending Jo a grin. “But that’s up to you of course. Good luck!”
Jo grabbed the chart outside Trauma Room 2, entering the room with a forced smile. Her stomach had been flipping back and forth since she woke up this morning and she’d thrown up twice before she came into work. Apparently her baby was not happy to be residing in her uterus.
“Hi Mr. Little, I'm Doctor Karev and I’m gonna check you out real quick and we’ll see where to go from there,” Jo tried to put on a happy face as her stomach churned unpleasantly. She grabbed her stethoscope and began her routine check. “You said you’ve been having stomach pain, how long has that been going on for?”
“About three days,” the older man let out a groan as Jo began to palpate his abdomen. “Oh that’s not a pleasant feeling. A little softer dear or…”
Jo looked up as her patient fell silent, watching in abject horror as the man leaned forward and vomited across his lap. Moving as quickly as she could, Jo leapt back but was greeted with blowback across her chest and arms.
“Oh god,” Jo’s stomach flipped a final time before she turned to her left and emptied her stomach onto the floor of the ER. Jo felt as if the whole room was staring her down as she stood next to a pile of her own vomit. It was as if those dreams of going to school naked had come alive, a feeling of horror washing over Jo as she processed what had just happened.
“What the hell is happening,” Owen rushed over, looking from Jo to her patient, who was staring at her in shock. “Mr. Little, I’ll get you another doctor right away. And someone to help you clean up. Karev, follow me.”
Turning to follow Owen, Jo paused as the scent of vomit overwhelmed her senses once again. Stepping around Owen, Jo leaned over the closest trash bin and emptied her stomach again, a strangled cry leaving her as the acid burned her throat.
“You can go home,” Owen was standing behind Jo now, a gentle hand resting on her back as she stayed bent over. “We’ll survive without you. Go home, Jo.”
A heavy sigh left Jo as she nodded to Owen, standing up and heading upstairs for the attendings lounge. She hadn’t even been out of the house for an hour and she felt like the whole day was going down the drain.
Pressing a hand against the growing swell of her stomach, Jo silently begged the little life resting there to just calm down for the rest of the day. Her almost 12 week bump was harder to camouflage, but Jo knew that the closer she came to her second trimester the less her morning sickness would be an issue. She let out a heavy sigh, head popping up as the empty elevator chimed, signaling that it had arrived at its destination and was kicking Jo off into reality.
“I’m looking for Doctor Karev, it’s not a hard question to answer!”
Jo groaned as she turned a corner, not wanting to deal with anyone else today. Her job came first though, so she walked to the nurses station and put on a brave face.
“I’m Doctor Karev, what’s the issue,” Jo looked from the nurse to the woman standing in front of her, feeling as if she’d just been punched in the gut. “What the hell are you doing here?”
Jo had never met Izzie Stevens, but the woman was unmistakable. Her painted lips turned down at the sight of Jo standing in front of her, obviously disappointed that she wasn’t Alex. The perfectly curled blonde hair and full face of makeup didn’t sit well with Jo, realizing with a flash of anger exactly why the woman was there.
“I’m not here for you, I’m here for Alex,” Izzie came around to stand a few feet in front of Jo, arms crossed as she stared her down. “Why don’t you tell me where your ex husband is and we can all get along.”
“Oh I am not starting with you today, you need to take your pathetic ass back to Kansas,” Jo took a step forward, arms crossing to mirror Izzie’s stance. She knew she was attracting attention, she could see Levi frantically grasping for his pager out of the corner of her eye, but she couldn’t stop herself. “You know as well as I do that Alex doesn’t want to see you. You fucked him over and he’s moved on. And I know damn well he’s not going to want to talk to you.”
Izzie stared at Jo for a moment, her lips finally turning into a smile as she began to laugh at her. Jo could feel her blood boiling, her heart rate pounding loudly in her ears as she clenched her fists in an attempt to keep herself planted in her spot.
“Oh please, I’m sure that bratty kid of yours isn’t even his either, stop putting on this picture perfect princess show,” Izzie chuckled, narrowing her eyes as she saw Jo’s face redden. “Oh did I hit a nerve? Serves you right you-”
“You’re a sorry excuse for a mom if you think putting your kids through what you did was the right thing,” Jo’s voice rose and she took a final step towards Izzie, her face inches from the older woman’s. She shouldn’t retaliate, but Izzie had gotten under Jo’s skin and she wasn’t going to let her get the last word.
“And you’re a shitty person on top of that for what you dragged Alex through. So you can talk about your stupid children of the corn and you can even talk about how much you fucked over Alex, but you do not get to talk about MY daughter. If I hear her name in your mouth again, so help me I will drag you back to Kansas by your hair myself you self absorbed home wrecking psycho.”
That set Izzie off, her hands coming up for Jo just as Alex ran up and pulled her away from the blonde. Jo, for what it was worth, was thankful that he’d come when he did because she wasn’t entirely sure that she could have kept her hands to herself.
“Jesus Christ! Don't you dare lay a hand on her Izzie,” Alex’s voice bellowed through the halls as he stared down his ex. “What the hell are you even doing here?”
“Well I came to check on you, but it seems that your washed up ex here has you fooled once again. Are you even sure this one is yours? Or maybe she trapped you on purpose this time,” Izzie sneered, eyes roaming down to Jo’s stomach. The dark blue scrubs were pulled tight against her abdomen as Alex held her, making it clear as day that she was pregnant. “You’re lucky you’re pregnant, I would ha-”
“You’re lucky I’m pregnant,” Jo yelled back, Alex tightening his grip on her as she tried to break away from him. “You’d be out cold right now if I wasn’t you stupid bitch!”
“I don’t want you here Iz, and I really don’t appreciate you yelling at Jo like that,” Jo could feel the anger radiating off of Alex as he set Izzie straight. She could tell that Alex’s firm grip on her arms wasn’t just to her benefit, but his too as he held back his barely restrained rage. “Might I remind you that you’re the one that spent three years lying to my face about the paternity of your kids.”
“Now what the hell is happening in my hospital,” all three doctors turned as Miranda Bailey walked up to the scene, Meredith trailing behind her with a sour look on her face. “Izzie Stevens, I know damn well you’re not standing here right now screaming and threatening to physically attack a doctor of this hospital, and a pregnant one at that.”
“Doctor Bailey, I-”
“That’s enough from you,” Bailey fixed Izzie with a glare, eyes narrowing threateningly as she looked upon the doctor she’d once known so well. “You’re going to turn around and walk out of here and you are not to set foot in Grey Sloan again unless they bring you in a damn ambulance or so help me I will have the police here faster than you can say ‘LVAD wire’. Are we clear?” Watching the situation in front of her play out, Jo could feel the familiar pull of anxiety coursing through her. She’d been able to keep it at bay since Alex had come back home, but the ocean of worry and fear began to crest in her stomach again. Her heart began to beat unsteadily as she brought her hand to cover Alex’s on her arm, her feet feeling more unsteady the longer she dwelled on what just happened.
“Jo? You okay?”
Jo’s eyes snapped up to Meredith, who was looking at her quizzically. She could feel Alex tensing behind her, his grip on her tightening as he looked her over. She could feel herself begin to sweat and her forehead heating up as she leaned her weight against Alex.
“Babe? What’s wrong?”
“I’m fine, I’m just a little anxious,” Jo knew as soon as the words came out that Alex would understand what she meant. The nerves in her body were shot and she was pretty sure she’d pass out if she attempted to move out of Alex’s arms. She lowered her voice as she squeezed Alex’s hand, “I just really need to get out of here. Please.”
Alex nodded to Meredith before he began to lead Jo away from the tense hallway, his arms never leaving their place around her shoulders as they headed for the attendings lounge. Her breathing was ragged by the time she sat on the couch in the lounge, Alex’s hand running over her back as sobs began to well up from within her.
“You don’t believe her right? You don’t think I lied to you about Harper or this baby do you,” Jo tried to keep herself composed as she looked up at Alex, but the sad expression on his face made her begin to cry even more. “I swear I wouldn’t do that to you Alex, please don’t believe her.”
“Jo don’t listen to a word that comes out of her mouth. I know you’d never lie to me like that,” Alex wrapped his arm around Jo, bringing her into his side as she continued to cry. “I know you’re not trying to trap me, I know you. You’re a brilliant surgeon, an excellent mother and a fantastic wife, so don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.”
Jo felt the wave of anxiety crash inside of her finally, Alex’s words doing little to ease her thoughts as she continued to sob loudly. She held a hand to her chest as her mind began to reel from the words that had been thrown at her.
“I can’t… I can’t breathe,” Jo choked out between sobs, gasping loudly as she tried in vain to calm herself down. “I’m so sorry… Alex I’m sorry.”
“Babe, look at me, come on Jo,” Alex held his fingers under Jo’s chin and waited for her to look up and meet his eyes. “Breathe with me, in and out. You’re not doing yourself or the baby any good by freaking out. Deep breaths, there you go.”
Jo’s breathing evened out as she followed Alex’s instructions, moving a hand down to cradle her stomach as she closed her eyes and concentrated on her breathing. When she was satisfied, she leaned her head against Alex’s forehead and took a deep breath.
“I’m sorry it’s just… I wasn’t expecting that today. Or ever,” Jo let a low chuckle out, eyes fluttering open to meet Alex’s. “And I might’ve thrown up on the ER floor earlier but that’s not important.”
“Yeah you smell like fish guts,” Alex joked as he pressed a kiss to Jo’s hair. “Let’s go get Harper and go home. We can put on a movie and relax, okay?”
“That sounds like the best thing I’ve heard all day.”
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“She picked the movie, I had no say in it,” Jo walked out of the bathroom and looked from Alex to Harper with a smirk. “Come on Jo, you know I can’t say no to her.”
“I know you can’t, you’re a big softie.”
Jo settled into Alex's left side, his hand coming around her to settle his hand against the curve of her stomach as Harper cuddled deeper into his right side. She’d showered and changed while Alex and Harper had set up in the living room to watch Moana upon Harper’s insistence. After their unsettling morning, neither of them wanted to be anywhere else.
“I’m sorry about what happened, if I had even the slightest idea that she would come here I would have told you Jo, believe me,” Alex’s tone was hushed as he kept his eyes on Harper. “That part of my life is over, I’m going to file a protective order for all three of us tomorrow.”
“Alex, I-”
“No, I can’t keep going to work worrying about you two every second of the day,” Alex finally turned his gaze back to Jo, eyes scanning her worriedly. “I… when I went back to Kansas to settle everything Izzie pulled some crazy stuff. Things I didn’t think she was capable of and things I don’t want you or Harper or this little one to be subjected to. So please, let me do this so I can feel like I’m doing something to help.”
Burrowing her head into Alex’s chest, Jo nodded and used one hand to run through Harper’s curls. The little girl meant more to her than anything, along with her sibling still growing in Jo’s womb. Her and Alex could agree on that much, so she would let him do what he felt was needed to protect them.
“Daddy quiet,” Harper poked at Alex and then pointed back to the television. “Watch movie.”
Jo felt Alex’s chest rumble as he laughed at Harper, her heart feeling lighter than it had in years as she enjoyed the quiet evening with her daughter and her… well Alex was definitely something. She wasn’t eager to label things, afraid it would disrupt the sense of peace they’d fallen into, but she had a good feeling about their relationship this time around.
“Mm I found another house for us to look at this weekend, it’s close to the hospital and it has a big backyard,” Jo looked up to Alex, who’s eyes were already on her. “I think we should put an offer in on this one. Trust me.” “I do, I’d trust you with my life,” a knock sounded at the door, Alex prying himself away from both girls who had no problems voicing their displeasure with him. “Sorry girls, I gotta get the pizza and I know neither of you were going to stand up and get it.”
“Just gives me an excuse to cuddle with Harps here,” Jo pulled Harper into her lap, the little girl giggling as her mom wrapped her up in her arms.
Jo and Harper sat in silence for a minute, intently watching the movie playing out. When Alex didn’t return, Jo turned around to see what he was up to, only to find him still standing by the door.
“Alex?”
“She’s taking me to court,” Alex muttered, holding up a small stack of papers. “Izzie served me and she’s taking me to court for child support.”
#jolex#greys anatomy#greys anatomy fanfic#jo karev#jo wilson#alex karev#hesitate#nina writes#jolex fic#jolex fanfic#jo x alex
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LAST OF UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!
I started playing the very second it was made available to play and just finished it last night at like 4 in the morning. And of course it destroyed me. I love this series man so much man. ;w;
SO! I don’t usually do this but I’m like, fuckin’ dyin’ to talk about it a lil bit so if ya have plans to play it, SPOILERS BELOW THE CUT. <:
-Aight so lemme just say right off the bat that this game is fucking. Gorgeous. The environments, lighting, visual design, the level design, everything was spot on. And don’t get me started on the CHARACTER MODELS. AND ANIMATION. Like bro that shit was lifelike in not just appearance, the characters emoted and carried themselves with so much life they felt legitimately real. They were all so unique too; characters had unique special ticks to just them (Like Ellie pinching her fingers when nervous or upset, or Joel standing taller and squaring himself when talking about hard subjects like he’s bracing himself for it, or Jesse giving his stunted headtilt when he talks) and expressed in a way that was just. Bruh. Aight I’mma stop but fuckin hell what they pull off with the characters in specific in LoU (both part 1 and 2) is just somethin’ outta this world.
-For anyone interested in playing it, the game is roughly 22-30 hours long if you’re just focused on the story, and much longer still if you take the time to explore and find all the little secrets. Some secrets include unique cutscenes and dialogue that are well worth the look; I haven’t found all of ‘em yet but I’m considering trying a completionist playthrough.
-Joel’s death fucking destroyed me. I’m in no way surprised he died, but it hurt regardless, just how quickly things went south for him and Tommy there. And ELLIE. FINDING HIM AND WATCHING HIM GET REKT WAS PAIN INCARNATE. Set the tone hella hard and I’m fuckin’ here for it.
-I’m not gonna lie I fully expected to dislike Abby given she rekt Joel, even though I figured it was for a pretty good reason before it was revealed her pops was the doc Joel killed. But damn. I really enjoyed Abby, a lot actually. From a gameplay standpoint I dare say I enjoyed her section more than Ellie’s since you were BLASTING ENEMIES with those fuckin’ GUNS of hers. And by guns I mean her arms’, jesus she was shredded. As a character, she felt a lot like Ellie from a different perspective and mindset, and I really appreciated the reflection the two of them had. Two sides of the same coin, basically. Also I really, really liked how killin’ Joel brought absolutely no peace to Abby at all, and you caught her beginning to regret it. And it kinda sorta acted as the catalyst to her shift in how she viewed the world. I think that’s a good portion why she latched onto Yara and Lev so hard. Perspective is everything, and there is always more than just one side of a story.
-In the same vein I had a blast learning more about Abby’s friend group, dynamics, how she lived, who she worked for and her past and everything. Of them all I think I liked Nora the most, but Mel and Manny were both reaaaalll close seconds. O:
-Speaking of, DOGS. DOGS DOGS DOGS. So many dogs man and you got to play with and pet them! Fuck yeah. That should be a rule in gaming; if you have a cat or a dog in the game, you should have a button to pet it. Also good gorl Alice is best doggy don’t fight me on this. uwu
-Jesse and Dina were the beez knees I fuckin loved them man. They were exactly the sort of folks I can see Ellie being best friends with. ALSO, this one isn’t major, but I really appreciated that there was no love-triangle here? Dina and Jesse dated, smashed, didn’t work out but they still remained good friends. Ellie’s first reaction to seeing Jesse is to confess that she and Dina kissed, and Jesse readily accepted the fact that Dina moved on (and he had too). It’s just refreshing. No bullshit love triangle there, just three people who really understood each other. Also jesus christ, I really didn’t want Jesse to die. Goddamnit. But I’m so glad they didn’t kill Dina too like, I was fully prepared to see her get fucked up. Base rule of LoU: anyone you like has a high probability of dying. ;w;
-BRO THINKING OF JESSE, ELLIE, AND DINA MADE ME REALIZE THE PARALLEL OF THEIR RELATIONSHIP TO MEL, ABBY, AND OWEN. Ellie’s triangle was essentially non-existent; no feelings of betrayal or anger, just understanding and love, like there was a deep-seated bond here that would weather anything. If Jesse had lived, I wouldn’t doubt he, Ellie, and Dina would have lived together to raise the baby together. Meanwhile Abby’s triangle had Owen seeming to unable to let go of the past he and Abby had together, that poor bastard was still in love with her, and how that supplemented the slow deterioration of all three’s friendship. I was sad to see Mel turn on Abby the way she did but like. I mean. Dude was ready to leave Mel in the dust for Abby despite HIM GETTING MEL PREGNANT. Abby also kinda did drag everyone into this, even if it was of their own violation. Oof. Though it did feel like she was angry at both Abby and Owen equally, not just blaming Abby for everything there... or at least the romantic relationship part. Honestly probably one of the few times I actually enjoyed a love triangle in a story, or at least of this caliber.
-Isaac, the leader of the WLF? He was cool as fuck. I love how much character they packed into him without even showing him too much. Like there was a scene where Nora mentions she tried to question Isaac about Owen and she said “he gave her that fucking look and told her to drop it”. Hell, when he was talking to Abby, he isn’t that much taller than her but he felt like he outright dwarfed her with the way he carried himself and how they reacted to him. I love shit like that man. But anyway fuck Isaac. uwu
-Not gonna lie I kinda wish I got to see the leader of the Seraphites, but it was hella cool to learn that she had been dead already and how the Seraphites operated with and without her. I don’t think I found everything regarding that specific point in game, but it sounded a lot like a peaceful religious leader who’s words and teachings were twisted to suit the goals of corrupt members of the tribe. She was essentially an equivalent to Jesus, at least to the Seraphites.
-I honestly really loved all of the characters introduced but I have to admit that Lev and Yara were standouts. Yara’s one hell of a big sister, lemme tell you, and the lengths she went through to make sure Lev was safe really shooketh me. AND LEV. MY CHILD. MY SON. To those of you who are familiar with the LGBT+ controversy around the game, he and Ellie are what people are complaining about. Ellie because she’s gay, Lev because he’s trans.
Lev in particular was heartbreaking. His tribe were outright hunting him for who he was, as well as Yara because she chose to protect him. The mindset the tribe had was pretty much isolated to them though.
And jesus. That scene with him and his mother? Fuck.
-YARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :( BRUH that scene pissed me off, fuck you Isaac, you bastard.
-THE SCENE. WHEN YOU PLAY AS ABBY. AND YOU FIGHT ELLIE. WAS SO FUCKING COOL. AND SCARY. Ellie man, that section really showed how efficient and smart she is. She legit tricked me a few times not gonna lie, like I thought she didn’t see me but she’d pretend she wouldn’t, only to ambush me with a FUCKING MOLY. Also the fact that the game outright says “hey uhhhhh you can’t actually take her head on, she’ll fuck you up in a heartbeat bro”. Welp. A really strange mix of horror and sadness and pride there. Hm. :/
-Mom!Ellie was so fucking sweet to see. And it made me catch a glimpse of hope that Ellie actively tried to soldier through for her fam’s sake. But she clearly had demons she had to confront and I’m angry at Tommy for disrupting her and Dina’s life, but it felt necessary. Still made me sick to my stomach to watch her go after Dina fucking BEGS HER TO STAY. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
-Speaking of Tommy, it was so sad to see how much he fell after Joel’s death. It really showed just how much he was like his brother though; underneath a gentle man is someone you best not trifle with, and is very familiar with doing horrific things to reach a goal. Because fuckin hell, Tommy is legit a badass. That sniper part was SO. COOL. Aaaaand terrifying. RIP Manny. :/
-Bro, I’m very curious to see more about the Rattlers but. They were fucked up in a special kind of way. There’s no telling what they did to those people they captured and enslaved. Seeing Abby in the state she was in after seeing her throughout all the game in tip-top shape was painful. That poor girl was literally skin and bones and... just beaten down.
-ELLIE AND ABBY’S FINAL FIGHT WAS SO SAD. I HATED (but I loved) EVERY SECOND OF IT. I was so scared Ellie had fully lost herself there, when she threatens an unconscious Lev to force Abby to fight, who at that point, very clearly didn’t want to. Honestly. Ellie clearly didn’t either, far as I could tell, but it felt like it was the only way she knew how to confront everything. Fight it, until you kill it, or you die. It also felt like Abby understood that since she was in Ellie’s shoes once upon a time.
-I don’t care what anyone else says I’m so happy Ellie let Abby go. I’m so glad she chose not to go through with it. For so long Ellie has been angry and resentful about a lot of things, and she never got a choice once throughout the majority of her journey. As much as I will 100% agree with Joel sayin “fuck this supposed cure, fuck the Fireflies”, it’s not fair of him, or the Fireflies, to just outright take that choice from her, that she didn’t really have one to begin with. She was justifiably angry with Joel and the moment she chooses to try and forgive him, he dies. Another choice stolen away from her. The fact that she chose mercy despite everything, and it was prompted by a memory of Joel, the very reason she was doing this, is profound to me. Like she finally understood why he did what he did, and why he said he’d absolutely do it all over again. Hell, she probably even reached the understanding that her and Abby really aren’t that different from one another in that aspect.
-Ellie returning to an empty home, with Dina and JJ gone, was heartwrenching. I fully understand why Dina left and she honestly had every right to, but it still hurt man. :C AND ELLIE. PLAYING THE SONG JOEL MADE/SUNG FOR HER. ALWAYS KILLED ME. But this instance in particular was something else man like fuck I balled like a baby. Especially when it was followed by the fact that Ellie and Joel were on the cusp of mending their broken relationship only for it to be ripped away man. Goddamnit.
-ELLIE AND JOEL DUET NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. FUCKIN HELL I love this game.
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So, this isn’t really a review more than it is me just sharing some of my thoughts on the game, but if ya want me to give it a rating? 10/10. If not a perfect score? At least a 9/10.
The Last Of Us as a series is one that’s moved me more than any other game I can think of honestly (outside of Telltale’s The Walking Dead), and just like the first one, LoU2 left me thinking about it for hours after. It’s thought-provoking, it’s compelling, it’s fun as fuck, aaaaand it’s made me cry like a baby a good number of times. I also really appreciate the fact that, in this game, they actually show the consequences of your actions. Like, they made you consider the fact that you aren’t just killing grunts to get to the next enemy or mowing through mindless drones. You’re killing people, who have lives, and friends, and families.
We got to see Joel for who he was: a very broken man, with a very dark past, who has done very horrible things in this shitty post apocalyptic world, but he is a father, and protective, and loving and thoughtful, who will do anything, anything, to protect Ellie. Blood or not, Ellie is through and through his child. But Abby only saw a monster, and could you blame her? He killed her father, and countless others, and she never got the full story. Just that a man came in and killed the entire hospital, put an end to even the smallest possibility of finding a cure, killed her dad in cold blood, and walked away no problem. And then it cycles right back to Ellie, where Abby becomes her monster.
It’s just some grade-A storytelling as far as I’m concerned, and I’m someone who usually prefers happy endings. LoU always leaves me feeling bittersweet but goddamn do I love this series. I’m kinda hoping for a DLC, to be honest? Like LoU part one, where you found out about Ellie and Riley. I wanna see what happens to Ellie; I get the distinct feeling she returns to Jackson and hopefully scrounges out some semblance of a decent life there, after confronting Tommy and (hopefully) making peace with Dina. But we’ll see! uwu
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With a Little Help From Our Friends
Pairing: Dean/Cas, background Jody/Donna, past Claire/Kaia Rating: Teen Word Count: 3.3K Warnings: minor mention of alcohol, mention of canon minor character death Written For: Representation Week, hosted by @misha-moose-dean-burger-lover and @specialagentrin On Ao3
Bad boys, bad boys/Whatcha gonna do, whatcha gonna do/When they come for you
Dean pulled out his cell, shrugging off Sam’s eye roll. Only one of two people would be calling him with that ringtone, and Dean would be damned if he was going to let Sam take the joy out of the phone call. He looked at the screen and smiled.
“Jodes, what’s up?”
A brief pause made Dean nervous, but before he could question it, Jody spoke up. “Dean, you’re not in the middle of anything, are you?”
“Nope. Just got back from a vamp nest in Tulsa. We’re keepin’ an eye out, but taking it easy at the same time.” Dean kicked his feet up to emphasize the point, even if Jody couldn’t see it.
“I hate to do this to you then, but I need you.” Jody sounded defeated, and Dean quickly sat back up in his chair.
“What’s going on, Jody?”
“It’s about Claire. And you’re the only person I think would be able to help her out.” Jody let out a sigh. “I wouldn’t call if I thought had any other options.”
Dean frowned. Jody was normally on top of things when it came to all of the girls. “Alright, let me get Sam and Cas–”
“No. No, no.” Jody interrupted. “Just you. Please.”
“Are you sure?” Dean looked over at Sam who had closed the book in front of him. Dean held up a finger and shook his head.
“Dean, she’s going to be embarrassed that I called anyone. But out of all the people I could think of… You’re the one who can probably relate the most.”
“Alright, let me pack my bag, and I’ll be on the road in about twenty minutes, okay?” Dean tried to sound reassuring. “I’ll see you soon, I promise.” He hung up the phone and put it back in his pocket.
Sam raised an eyebrow and rested his chin on his hand. “What’s that all about?”
“Jody needs some help. Hold down the fort? Call me if something comes up, I’ll join you and Cas when I’m done helping her out.” Dean shot a finger gun at Sam before heading to his room.
…
After a quick goodbye to Jack and Cas, Dean took to the open road, hoping to make the trip to Sioux Falls in less than four hours. He popped some Seger into the tape deck for the first half of the drive, and as if they knew the tape was over, another phone call came in.
“D-Train! What’s up?” Dean smiled as he answered.
“I hear you’re on your way to Jodio’s.” Donna’s thick-but-sweet accent came through the speakerphone.
“I am. You know what’s going on?” Dean reached down and grabbed the box of tapes off the floor while keeping his eye on the road.
“Claire’s in a bad place right now, Dean.” She hummed a little, as if in thought. “You know it’s been about a year, right?”
Dean snorted. “Donna, I love you, but you’re assuming I even know what day it is.”
“What are we going to do with you, Winchester? Hmm?” She took in a deep breath. “It’s been a year since the Bad Place.”
“Shit.” Dean briefly closed his eyes and ran his hand down his face. “Wait. What can I do to help her out with that?” Donna started to reply, but her voice was cutting in and out. He picked the phone up off of the seat and noticed his phone only had a bar of signal. “Donna, I can’t hear you, I’m going through a bad spot.” He heard the phone beep in disconnection and shook his head. “Well then.”
He reached into the box and pulled out a random cassette. Upon looking at it, he realized he grabbed Metallica’s Black album and push it into the deck after pulling out Seger’s Night Moves. He tossed Night Moves into the box and took a look at his phone. The bars showed full signal again, and for a moment, he contemplated calling Donna back. He shook his head and turned his focus back to the road.
…
Rather proud of himself for making the drive in three hours and fifty-seven minutes, Dean pulled up in front of Jody’s home, parking Baby next to Jody’s Jeep. Donna’s truck was parked on the other side, and Dean was even more confused as to what he could offer that Jody nor Donna could.
“I thought I heard that engine!” Donna walked down the front steps and pulled Dean into a hug. “I swear you got a horseshoe up your butt with how fast you got here.”
“Probably.” Dean leaned into the back seat after Donna let go and grabbed out his duffel. “So, where’s Hunter Barbie?”
Donna pointed over her shoulder at the house. “In her room. Jody’s trying to get her to eat.”
“Trying to get her to eat? What the hell? Claire puts away food like it’s going out of style.” Dean’s face dropped as he followed Donna into the house.
“We know.” Donna nodded in agreement. “But…”
“Is that Dean?” Jody appeared from the hallway, a full plate in her hand. “Thank goodness you’re here.”
Dean looked back and forth between the two women. “You gonna let me know why you wanted me here?”
“I thought I would be able to relate to her.” Jody hung her head. “With what happened to Sean and Owen.” She leaned into Donna as Donna wrapped her arm around her shoulder. “I get that first love strikes fast, but she blames herself for Kaia’s death.”
“So, how am I supposed to help again?” Dean asked, slightly nervous about where the conversation was going.
“Dean, you’ve gone through something similar, when Cas died.” Donna smiled sadly at Dean.
“I’m not…” Dean shook his head. “Nope, you got that wrong.”
Jody’s head snapped up. “Don’t you dare say that you don’t love Cas, Dean Winchester. Don’t you do it.” Jody got into his personal space and jabbed at his chest with her finger. “You can pretend all you want, but your family has eyes, Dean. Now go in there, and talk to the girl who looks to you for fatherly advice.”
“Jodes,” Donna quietly chided Jody and took her hand. “Don’t push.” She looked at Dean. “Go talk to Claire. Please?”
“Still don’t know how it’s going to help.” Dean walked up the stairs to the bedrooms, vaguely remembering which one was Claire’s. He listened carefully, and heard the soft sobs coming from behind one of the doors, and stopped to knock on it. “Claire?”
“Are you fucking kidding me?”
Dean heard the muffled retort and couldn’t help but laugh. “That’s what I said, Kiddo. I’m coming in.” He pushed down on the door level and opened the door. Claire was laying on her bed, hugging the Grumpy Cat that Cas had bought her for her birthday. “Hey.”
“Jody seriously called you?” Claire’s bright blue eyes peaked over the stuffed animal, and Dean could easily see the resemblance between her and Jimmy. “I’ll get over it. I just need a few days.”
“Yeah, that’s what we tell ourselves, isn’t it?” He reached into his pocket “Remind me, you’re over twenty-one, right?”
“Dean, I’m twenty-three.” She pushed herself up to a sitting position. She tilted her head curiously. “What are you doing?”
“Jodes probably has you dry at the moment, doesn’t she?” He offered his flask to her. “Just a little burn down your throat to ground you.”
Claire looked at Dean in surprise. “Seriously? Jody has the guy who suggests getting drunk to deal with his feelings come and talk to me?”
“Excuse me?” Dean closed his flask back up and put it in his pocket. “A shot of whiskey never hurts anyone.”
“So a bottle of JD is a shot now?” Claire shot back.
Dean pointed his finger at Claire while trying to find the words to prove her wrong. “It’s better than the alternative, and I’ve done the damn alternative.”
“You’ve been sober?”
“Sonofabitch.” Dean ran his hand down his face. “Is this how you’ve been treating Jody and Donna?”
“Nope. They walk away when I tell them to go away.” She laid back down, grabbing the stuffed animal and rolling over. Her back fully to Dean, she commented. “This does mean I don’t want to talk to you.”
“Now I know why they called. I can out stubborn your ass any day.” Dean crossed over and sat on the foot of the bed. “Now. I understand we’re about to hit a year since that… place.”
“And the fact that you all hid from me that there’s an Alternate World version of Kaia here. And you keep telling me to get over her.” Claire’s voice raised in anger with each sentence. “Why should I get over her? Cause there are other girls out there? Cause there are boys out there? Newsflash! I’m a big flaming Lesbian! And this isn’t exactly the best area to go looking for that.” Claire sobbed into her Grumpy Cat. “And I want Kaia.”
Dean’s heart broke, watching Claire collapse in on herself. “Hey Kiddo, come here.” He put his arms out to the sides, offering a hug. “You’re getting softie Dean right now. Come here.”
A sniffle and some shuffling around on the bed and Claire curled up in Dean’s arms. “I know as hunters, we’re not supposed to entertain what-ifs and what-could-have-beens. But Dean, I’m young. She’s… she was young. We should have had more of a chance. I promised to protect her.”
“I know, Claire.” Dean rested his cheek on the top of her head. “And in turn, she jumped in front of you. Protecting you instead.” Claire nodded into his chest, and he took a deep breath. Dean knew why he was there. “I promised to take care of Cas like that, you know.” He gently rubbed Claire’s back as she cried into his chest. “But he’s a freaking angel of the lord. What can I do to protect him?” Dean shook his head. “I’ve watched him die too many times. And this last time? It was too real. It hurt so much.” He closed his eyes. “Claire, he died not knowing how much I love him.”
Claire pulled back slowly. “Did you just admit…” She shook her head. “You do love him.”
“Yeah, I do.” Dean nodded. “I’ve loved Cas for a long time.”
“Does he know? You got a second chance.” Dean blushed at Claire’s question, causing Claire to erupt. “DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WOULD GIVE?”
“Calm yourself, Barbie.” Dean threw his hands up in defense. “I want so badly to tell him, but it’s never the right time.”
“Newsflash, Dean. It will never be the right time. Stop pushing it off.” Claire squinted and shook her head. “What are you so afraid of?”
Dean stood up abruptly, nearly knocking Claire off the bed. “Nope. Not turning this around on me. I’m here for you.”
“Yeah, well sometimes, one finds healing in the healing of others.” Claire pointed at the recently vacated spot. “Sit your ass back down. You’re supposed to be acting like my Dad and taking care of me, now do it.”
“Because this is how you win me over.” Dean rolls his eyes. “Besides, you said I’m supposed to be helping you. How am I helping you if you’re talking to me about Cas?”
“I’m not thinking about Kaia. I’m working on another problem. Which is why you won’t tell Cas you love him.”
Dean mumbled to himself, despite knowing that Claire was going to make him repeat himself.
“Did you think I wasn’t going to hear that?” Claire glared at Dean. “Look who you’ve surrounded yourself with. Donna and Jody are my moms. They’re together. I just told you I’m a lesbian. Charlie is a lesbian. Rowena has no idea what gender means and will sleep with anyone that’s pretty. Sam is your brother and loves you no matter what. Hell, he’s been putting up with you and Cas forever.”
“Putting up with?” Dean stared in disbelief. “The hell is that supposed to mean?”
Claire laughed and the first hint of light returned to her eyes since Dean entered the room. “Dean, do you really think that you’ve hidden the fact that you’re in love with Cas? Part of the reason I hated you was because I saw how much you loved Cas. And as much as I wanted my father back, I couldn’t do that to you or Cas.” She shook her head. “Dean, you love Cas like the sky is blue, like the grass is green, and like how you think Dr. Sexy deserves one more season.”
“That obvious?”
“That obvious.” Claire nodded. “You really haven’t told him because you thought that your family would disown you? Dean, you’re Bi, not a…” Claire chewed on her bottom lip as she thought of her next words. “You’re human. Humans come in so many different flavors.”
“Shouldn’t I be saying this to you?” Dean sat back down on the bed next to her. “You’re the one who’s suffering.”
“I’m finding this rather cathartic.” Claire leaned against Dean again. “You know, you can’t exactly have this speech with me anyway. It’s not like I’m hiding in the closet. My issue isn’t that I was afraid of telling Kaia how I felt. It was that we never had a chance to explore it. You have Cas. You have love.” She held up her finger as soon as Dean started to open his mouth. “Don’t you dare say that Cas doesn’t love you, cause he’s just as obvious as you are, probably hoping that you’ll pick up on it.”
Dean let out a sigh. “So, you’re calling us idiots?”
“Your words, not mine.” Claire held her hands up in defense before putting them back down. She paused and rested her head on his shoulder. “Thank you, Dean.”
“What the hell for?”
“For coming. For distracting me. I’ll always wonder ‘What if’ when it comes to Kaia, but through your inaction, you’ve reminded me to keep living.” She smiled coyly.
“Now that’s just rude. You can make it up to me by joining me for some of Jodes’ cooking.” Dean bumped his shoulder and playfully pushed Claire up. “Come on, Kiddo.”
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The next morning, after packing up Baby with a ton of leftovers, and getting hugs from the available wayward ladies in his life, Dean hit the road back to Lebanon. He relaxed on the drive, letting Zeppelin keep him calm as he calculated his next steps.
Unlike making the trip to Jody in less than four hours, Dean took his time and clocked in at closer to five. He was almost dreading returning to the bunker, and when he pulled into the garage, he took a moment to calm himself, using a breathing technique Donna had showed him. Dean looked towards the entrance to the bunker, and let out a sigh, getting out of Baby and grabbing his duffel.
As he entered his room, Sam popped in behind him, quietly closing the door. “So?”
“So what?” Dean dropped his bag on his bed, not bothering to turn around and look at his brother.
“What happened up at Jody’s?”
“You probably wouldn’t believe me if I told you.” Dean grabbed out the leftovers, turning around and shoving them into Sam’s hands. “Apparently we need more food from Jody.”
“Jody did not have you drive ten hours round trip for food, Dean.” Sam looked down at the containers in his hands. “What’s the actual reason you were there?”
“It’s been a year.” Dean shrugged. “I didn’t realize it until now, but it’s been about a year since we found out about other universes, and we went traipsing around in them, trying to find everyone.” He grabbed out the extra clothes he hadn’t needed and started to put them away. “It’s been a year since Claire lost Kaia, and Jodes thought I had a similar enough situation in which Claire could identify.”
Sam nodded. “You watching Cas die.”
“Yeah. While protecting me. Us.” Dean nodded. He let out a sigh knowing that the easiest hurdle to jump was the one in front of him. “Sam, I’m Bi.”
“No shit,” Sam replied. “Did you think I didn’t notice? Or did you think I would hate you?”
“Dad, uh…”
“Not a good enough excuse, Dean.” Sam interrupted. “Dad didn’t raise me. Dad didn’t take care of me when I was sick. Dad didn’t make sure I got to go on field trips. You did. You’re my brother and my best friend. You honestly thought I’d care that you’re Bi?” Sam shook his head and crossed the room, pulling his brother in for a hug. “I know we don’t do this, but dammit, Dean. I’m not going to hate you because you’re in love with a guy.”
Dean held up his finger, before adding another to make finger quotes. “‘A multidimensional wavelength of celestial intent.’ I love Cas.”
“So what are you going to do about it?” Sam raised an eyebrow, clearly amused.
“I’m going to go tell him.” Dean stepped past Sam and opened his door.
“He’s in the library!”
Dean shook his head and moved down the hallway slowly. He tried to convince himself that things wouldn’t change. He tried to remind himself that no matter what, he and Cas would remain best friends. And as he turned the corner, finding a smile appearing on Cas’ face when Cas saw him, his heart stopped, and the need to fly almost overtook his desire to fight.
“Hello, Dean.” Cas pulled the ribbon of the book he was reading between the pages and closed it. “Sam said you had gone to Jody’s. Is everything okay?”
“Yeah, I think I was able to help. Maybe not in the way that they imagined, but things were better when I left.” Dean crossed the room and sat in the chair next to Cas. “You hold down the fort okay?”
Cas tilted his head to the side. “You were gone for a day, Dean. Nothing significant happened in your absence.”
“Maybe not here,” Dean muttered, hoping Cas didn’t hear him. He took a deep breath in through his nose and slowly exhaled. “Cas, you know you’re my best friend, right?”
“Yes.” Cas nodded, as he carefully watched Dean. “Why are you bringing this up?”
“Hear me out, Cas. Please?” Dean waited until Cas nodded before continuing. “There’s something I’ve been hiding for a long time, because I was afraid that I’d be disowned, or Sam would hate me, or I’d lose you.”
“While I refuse to speak on your father, there’s nothing you could do to push Sam or myself away.” Cas shook his head.
Dean hung his head and closed his eyes. “I’m Bi. Like, Bisexual.” The silence that hung in the air could only have lasted seconds, but to Dean, it felt like an eternity. He looked up, his eyes finding Cas’. The angel was looking at him, his eyebrow raised in confusion. “Cas, say something.”
“I’m trying to figure out why you think that would chase me away. I’ve told you before I have no preference when it comes to gender or sexual orientation.” Cas turned in his chair to face Dean better.
“I didn’t think it would be my orientation that chased you away.” Dean moved to the edge of his seat, getting closer to Cas. “Please don’t hate me?” He leaned in, wrapping his hand around the back of Cas’ neck before pressing his lips against Cas’. Dean felt Cas freeze under the gesture. He pulled back slightly, his lips still close enough to feel Cas’ breath. “I’m sorry, Cas. I just needed to know–”
Dean didn’t get to finish his sentence. Cas’ mouth crashed back into his, swallowing the whimper of surprise that escaped Dean’s lips. Unlike the first kiss that scared him, Dean felt warm, he felt safe. Dean knew that Cas loved him as much as he loved Cas.
Dean was home.
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Jurassic World + My oc
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Here you go.
My Jurassic World story, just with my oc (canon compliant)
My friend’s oc does appear in here, but she’s not on any social media. Besides, she’s kinda my editor/beta reader...
Emily Grant, daughter of Alan Grant and survivor of Jurassic Park, sat down on her couch with a contented sigh. She took a sip of her coffee and switched on her TV. The local news station was in Spanish, but she wasn’t intending to watch it. The paleontologist simply wanted background noise.
The 32-year-old kicked her feet up on the coffee table and reached for her book, intending to get some reading in before she went to work. Unfortunately, her phone chose that moment to ring. Sighing, she lowered her feet to the ground and answered it.
“Dr. Emily Grant speaking. How may I help you?”
“Dr. Grant, this is Claire Dearing.”
“Claire! Nice to hear from you,” Emily Grant set down the cup of coffee she’d been sipping and switched off her clunky little TV.
“Yes, well, Mr. Masrani has a request that I’d like to pass along. We’re planning a series of public speeches for next week and would like you to give one on Friday.”
“Uh, one moment. Let me check my schedule,” The paleontologist reached across her coffee table and pulled her calendar toward her, flipping it open to the correct day, “What time do you have in mind?”
“Sometime that morning preferably, since we have other speeches later that day.”
Emily frowned, “Can I get back to you later today? I’ve got a couple things I’ve got to sort out.”
“Certainly. You’ll be getting an email about it too, I believe.”
“Thanks Claire.”
“No problem.”
Emily hung up and set her phone down on the table with a sigh. Ever since she’d been hired as a consulting paleontologist for Jurassic World in 2013, she’d been living in her little one bedroom, one-bathroom bungalow on Isla Nublar. Recently, with the sharp increase in the species of dinosaurs on the island, she’d been extra busy.
Her job involved checking up on the dinosaur’s well-being, ensuring they were happy in their environments and ensuring those environments were accurate and met all the needs of the dinosaurs. Supposedly, the park had recently hired paleo-veterinarian to assist her with the first part of her job, but she had yet to meet the man.
With yet another sigh, Emily got off her couch, coffee cup in hand once more, and crossed the living room to her bedroom door. Once inside, she set down her coffee and peeled off the sweater she’d worn to bed the previous night. She swiftly exchanged it for a gray tank top and dark blue flannel, which was probably completely unnecessary, given that it almost always ended up around her waist by the end of the day. A pair of jean shorts, tallish socks, her usual pair of hiking boots and the classic Grant fedora were added to complete her look.
A quick stop in the kitchen to put her coffee in a travel mug and another stop at the coffee table for her phone, calendar and customary messenger bag had her shutting the front door behind her.
Emily swiftly went down her front steps and made a beeline for her jeep, which was a dark green, and park issued.
“Emily!” The paleontologist glanced around, her blue eyes landing on her neighbor, Elizabeth Greene.
“Lizzy! What can I do for you?” Emily tossed her bag on the passenger seat and jammed her mug in the cupholder. Shutting the door, she turned to face her friend of two years. They’d met when Emily had first moved in and though Lizzy had been a bit of a fangirl, the two women had quickly warmed to each other and struck up a friendship.
“Today’s not a paddock day, right?” For the past year, Emily had been dividing her time between the researching at the raptor paddock and working with other dinosaurs. It had been a bit of a struggle to be so near the animals that had traumatized her so much, but Emily had worked around it, and it wasn’t as bad anymore.
“No, I’m on brachiosaur duty today. And I gotta say, the jungle they’ve got there is horrid for walking through.”
Lizzy laughed, “Alright, you’re stopping by tomorrow though right?”
“Of course. I might be a bit late, depending on if my groceries come tomorrow or Wednesday.”
“Sounds good. I’ll let Owen know,” with that, the raptor trainer jogged back across the gravel driveway that they parked their jeeps in and vanished into her bungalow.
Emily hopped into her driver’s seat, turned the key in the ignition and drove off to the brachiosaur paddock.
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Emily peered over some type of fern, Ellie could likely tell her the exact species, and jotted down yet another thing in her small notepad. The brachiosaurs were recovering from a bout of Bracken Fern Poisoning, and it was her job to check on how they were doing. Emily was then supposed to report her data to the lab for analysis. So far, nearly two thirds of the herd had recovered, and all appeared to be doing well.
She flipped her notepad closed. If she hurried, she’d have time to work her way around to the other side of the herd before noon. And Emily was starving, so lunch break was sounding better and better by the minute. She quickly finished up and started to trek back through the jungle. After a few minutes, she reached the admittance gate and one of the handlers let her through.
“How do they look?” the handler was a middle aged, enthusiastic woman by the name of Mary-Anne. Emily didn’t know her very well, but always found her to be a pleasant woman.
“Wonderful. I can email you my notes once I’ve got them organized,” Emily opened the door of her jeep, which she’d parked nearby, and set her bag and notebook inside.
“That would be lovely! Did you get a chance to all of them?”
“Yes, it looks like some of them are still recovering, but the rest look perfectly healthy. And I didn’t spot any more Bracken Fern.”
“Lovely! Thanks again dear!”
“It’s a pleasure Mary.” Emily hopped into her jeep and headed for Main Street, intent upon getting some lunch and starting the process of organizing her notes into something comprehensible. A short while later, she was parking her jeep in the employee parking and making her way down the street, dodging tourists as she went.
The only benefit of having been only 9 during the horrifying ordeal in 1993 was that hardly anybody recognized Emily as an adult. Most of the world knew her as a small, bandaged and terrified child, hiding from the press behind her father, or clinging to Ellie. And Emily was perfectly happy to keep it that way.
In the next ten minutes, Emily had grabbed a cheeseburger from Dairy Queen and found a secluded, air-conditioned spot to go through her notes. She took a sip of her pop and began transferring her notes to a larger notepad, organizing as she went. In about half an hour, she’d finished her lunch and finished about a third of her notes.
Satisfied for the moment, Emily began packing her stuff up, only to stop when someone called her name. Looking around her eyes finally landed on a young, Hispanic man in a suit jacket and dress pants with tousled black hair and tanned skin.
It took her a moment to realize why he looked familiar, “Sam?”
“I thought I recognized you!”
In college, Emily had done an English project with Sam, and though they’d been friends all through college, they’d fallen out of touch afterwards. Though she’d never admit it to anyone, she might have had a small crush on him.
Smiling, she stood to shake his hand.
He returned the gesture, “What on Earth possessed you to come back here?”
Emily laughed, “A job offer.”
“Well, that’s the same reason I’m here. What job did they rope you into?”
“Consulting paleontologist. I thought you couldn’t decide on your major?”
“Well, I finally did. As of last week, I’m officially a consulting paleo-veterinarian,” he puffed up a little, obviously teasing Emily.
“So you’re the person who’s supposed to be helping me!” She shook her head in mock exasperation, “Much help you’ve been though!”
“I’ll have to get started then. It’s been kind of hard to track you down though.”
“I’m a busy woman. I’ll be at Paddock Ten at about eight o’clock tomorrow morning.”
“Hmmm… eight’s a bit early for me, but I’ll try to make it. What sort of dinosaurs they got at paddock ten?” Sam sat down on the bench.
“Raptors,” Emily resumed her packing.
“What?!” he sat forward, his jaw hanging open in disbelief, “You seriously… I can’t believe you’d work with them after what happened!”
Emily sighed, “It wasn’t easy, but they’ve got this fascinating relationship with their handlers and-”
Sam cut her off, “You couldn’t keep your nose out of it?”
“Well,” Emily laughed, “Yeah, I couldn’t keep my nose out of it.”
Sam was grinning as he said, “Well, I’ll leave you to what looks like a pile of notes. I’ve got to pick up my groceries anyway.”
“Alright. It was nice to see you. Do you still have my number?” Emily wasn’t quite sure what prompted her question.
“Yeah, somewhere in the depths of my contacts. I’ll see you around Grant,” With one final smile, Sam stood up and walked down the hallway. As Emily finished her packing and strode quickly in the opposite direction, she found that she could barely contain her grin.
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Kid Detectives, Adult Problems.
As The Kid Detective becomes “a surprising darling” of a hit with our members, Jack Moulton talks to its Canadian writer-director Evan Morgan about broken projectors, the pressure of proving yourself, and what happens when precocious kids grow up.
“The premise felt immediately funny but it also felt immediately sad and painful.” —Evan Morgan
A growing number of indie films over the past decade recognize that ‘coming-of-age’ is not a teen-exclusive life event—indeed, that it often takes decades to work out who we are, versus who people perceive us to be. The Kid Detective takes that premise and steals off into the night with it, blending noir with indie slacker in an offbeat, genre-flipping tale of a washed-up, thirty-something private eye who was once a star solver of local mysteries.
Adam Brody (Ready or Not) stars as Abe Applebaum, the detective in question, who seizes a chance to step back into the small-town limelight when a young woman (Sophie Nélisse) asks him to help find her boyfriend’s murderer. Veep’s Sarah Sutherland also stars as Abe’s secretary, taking calls about lost cats and other inane mysteries.
Reviews on Letterboxd praise the “delicious premise” that explores “the darkness lurking beneath the surface of small-town America”. They also appreciate Brody’s “phenomenally pathetic” performance, and the unexpected swerve in the final twenty, noting that “sometimes movies don’t recover from a shift in tone in the third act… but here it all [falls] into place”.
The Kid Detective is the directing debut of Toronto filmmaker (and Letterboxd member) Evan Morgan, who first received attention for The Dirties (2013), an alternately funny and upsetting micro-budget dark comedy in found-footage style, which he produced, co-wrote and co-edited. Morgan’s work is drenched in pop culture: Abe’s talent for deduction is demonstrated by how he digests movie narratives; The Dirties, too, has endless movie references. So we were chuffed to quiz Morgan about the films that have played an important role in his life.
What was premiering The Kid Detective at the 2020 Toronto Film Festival like for you, under the current conditions? Evan Morgan: We were in quite a rush to get the film finished for the online platform that they had made—I signed off on the final cut on Thursday and then I was reading a review of the movie by Saturday. I was still in that mode of trying to scrutinize everything and implement my final notes, and then all of a sudden the movie was done and I could never touch it again. It certainly was a surreal transition to make that quickly.
It was also extremely gratifying to see people respond to it for the first time. We knew that we weren’t making a movie that was for all tastes but when you’re reading the first response from the first person who’s ever reviewed it and they’re picking up on stuff you intended, you start to let your spine unclench a little bit. You can sort of finally say goodbye to the process of making something and enjoy the process of people interacting with it.
Have you been reading the Letterboxd reviews? Obsessively. I’ve been refreshing Letterboxd all the time. I’ve been joking with my editor and composer a lot about how people posting their reviews on Letterboxd, on their YouTube channel, or other little outlets would never expect the filmmakers to be instantly reading their reviews.
You’re also a member! How do you use Letterboxd? I’ve always been a big film nerd. Ever since I was a teenager I was making lists at the end of the year and obsessing over an order that would always change. A friend of mine, Matthew Miller, who produced The Dirties, recommended that I hop on Letterboxd and instantly I was going through the library rating and organizing everything, and it became a real slippery slope. I remember spending hours on it in the first week.
Now, after actually having made a movie that’s on a larger scale, I’ve found that my sensitivity has changed a lot in the last year. I’m less inclined to give a star rating. I’m happy just to catalog the film so I can reflect on it and just use the ‘like’ button. That’s been an interesting shift in my relationship with how I see movies after having finally completed this project.
I know this idea had been gestating a while for you, what was the seed of the story? I’d written a short film in film school, which I never shot, that was about a child detective who was still a child and was solving grisly murders. I was obsessed with the first season of The OC and I thought Adam Brody was so funny. I was impressed with how he broke out of the formula of that show. I knew he was someone I really wanted to work with and we happened to cross paths at Sundance because The Dirties was premiering at Slamdance. It was clear to us that we shared a similar sense of humor and taste.
I was looking back on my old ideas and I saw an opportunity to re-conceive this one for him because I immediately identified with the protagonist. I’ve always known I wanted to be a filmmaker and thus had that sense of expectation where people would joke: “he’ll grow up to be the next Spielberg!” It’s incredible encouragement when you’re young but it also creates this unfortunate sense of pressure where you’re beholden to a future that you actually haven’t achieved or lived.
When I graduated film school, I was suddenly left in the space of my own apartment where now it was up to me to actually make this happen, to write and direct a feature film. The process acquires this unfortunate pressure because it’s not just about watching ideas unfold in front of me, I also have something to prove. I was at a point in my life where I was doing a lot of writing and not having great success in terms of actually finishing a script so this premise resonated with me and I saw an opportunity for people to connect to this character in their own way.
I revisited The Dirties after watching The Kid Detective and I finally understood why there were those huge The OC posters in Matt and Owen’s edit suite. I assume that was your idea? Yeah, it was. We were all big fans of that show. The cultural references they made were things that were important to us at that particular moment and we loved Seth Cohen [Brody’s character]. When I ran into Adam at Sundance, I shared a link to The Dirties, forgetting that his face was in the background of about twenty minutes of our movie. We were back in our hotel that night and it suddenly just occurred to us—“wait a minute, shit. We should probably warn him that his face is a big character!”
How did you conduct your research into detective work? What excited me about this premise was the character and not so much the genre. I think the genre is alluring in a sense that it’s so hallowed. The set pieces are so familiar in terms of the PI office, the receptionist and the glass of scotch. That stuff was all super cool and enticing, but I was never a big mystery person. I was intimidated by the process of writing because it felt very much outside of my wheelhouse.
The first thing I did was buy a bunch of Raymond Chandler books from the Philip Marlowe series. I read those super quickly and thought they were super funny. I also read a bunch of Encyclopedia Brown books. So, the world of The Kid Detective exists between these two realms. I started watching bad TV procedurals where the detectives try and find the victim within the span of 42-minutes just to absorb as much as I possibly could.
Here you have a whimsical directorial approach while the film reflects upon a cynical, changing world. In comparison, The Dirties also deals with young adult trauma but couldn’t be further from this in style. Can you talk about your use of juxtaposition this time around? There was no more fun experience than shooting The Dirties. It really was a film made by four best friends having an endless sleepover in their parents’ basement. That’s where the energy, the life, and the humor of the film comes from. We were always relying on the darker component of the dramatic payoff to provide us with a structure so that we could goof around as much as we wanted knowing that it wasn’t all for nothing. Those dramatic stakes would provide it with a different kind of technical legitimacy. We didn’t have any money to make it but it didn’t have to look like a big Hollywood film because it was made by the characters.
It wasn’t a conscious decision to recreate the same dynamic with The Kid Detective in terms of dealing with dramatic issues in a very light way. The premise felt immediately funny but it also felt immediately sad and painful. I wanted to find a way to wrap them together without forfeiting the humor or the reality of the characters. It’s interesting how a lot of people are responding to the way the movie reveals itself to be dark because, for me, this was always inevitable. If you’re going to tell a story about a stunted adult, like a kid detective who never really grows up, the only way for the character to grow up is to confront something that is so sinister that it would break them from their selfishness.
Which detective movies most influenced The Kid Detective? The biggest films that were in my head when I was writing this movie—and also in terms of our aesthetic—were Chinatown and Blue Velvet. Chinatown was a movie that I had more of a relationship with as a teenager than I did the older Humphrey Bogart movies like The Big Sleep and The Maltese Falcon. Blue Velvet also has a suburban setting that reveals this darker underbelly—two characters driving around in a convertible, interviewing people, and putting themselves in greater and greater risk. Those were the movies that we wanted you to be able to put the film on the shelf with.
Jim Carrey in ‘Ace Ventura: Pet Detective’ (1994).
Which film made you want to become a filmmaker? This is an easy one for me. I was a very big fan of Jim Carrey when I was eleven and I remember seeing Ace Ventura: Pet Detective for the first time and having my mind blown. I didn’t even know what some of those jokes were referring to, but I was so delighted by his energy and the absurdity of that movie. It invited this ferocious interest in acting and consequentially, the world of film. I got really excited when I heard he was working on his first dramatic feature and that it was going to be directed by Peter Weir since I was already a fan of Dead Poets Society.
I remember going to see The Truman Show with my family on the first night that it played and the projector broke about an hour into the movie. I was broken—I knew that was I watching my favorite movie that I’d ever seen. I was absolutely blown away by the world and the story. After about 30 minutes, the theater staff came out and started offering vouchers to see it again but I wouldn’t let my parents leave—I said “no, we have to stay and finish it!”—and then I was rewarded with what remains my favorite movie ending ever.
That was the point when my interest shifted from wanting to be in front of the camera and the center of attention. I was kind of the class clown as a child. If you’d asked at the time, I’d say I wanted to be a comedian. This was the moment where I decided I wanted to tell stories and start writing scripts.
Which coming-of-age protagonist did you relate to the most as a teenager? Not super original, but I was obsessed with The Catcher in the Rye as a teenager. I don’t know if I necessarily saw my experience reflected in a movie—I’m sure it’s out there. Rushmore was another film that Adam and I used as a reference when we were pitching this movie, in how The Kid Detective exists between that and Chinatown. It’s also about a character dealing with his own expectations of himself and ultimately having to evolve out of his selfishness.
I think that there’s something about the coming-of-age genre that is very special to me and I continue to really appreciate and recognize it. I really enjoyed Adventureland, which came out about eleven years ago and it’s sort of underrated. I guess in its own way, Blue Velvet is a coming-of-age story too. Those are the ones that are the top of my list.
What are your favorite Canadian films that really could not be made anywhere else but Canada? It seems I should have an immediate answer to that question. It just proves how bad Canadians are at celebrating themselves. There was a movie called Monsieur Lazhar that stars Sophie Nélisse, who’s the leading actress in our film. It was her first film role at eleven and it’s an incredibly sensitive and quiet movie that was nominated for Best Foreign Language Film at the Oscars that year. That’s a really amazing example of Canadian filmmaking at its best.
If you’ve had time to watch any films this year, what is your favorite film of 2020 so far? This is another tough one for me because I was honestly so immersed in trying to complete The Kid Detective—we were editing intensely from the very beginning of the year and throughout the lockdown. I was so exhausted by that process that I lost track of what was happening in terms of new releases, so I watched quite a few old movies and there were a few movies I revisited.
The movie that probably had the biggest impact on me was Midsommar, from last year. I couldn’t believe the precision and how unshakable it was in terms of those images. It got me excited again in the way that sometimes you feel when you have to see a movie more than once in order to truly see it, because the first time you’re dispensing your expectations. Maybe you wanted to like it or maybe you didn’t want to like it, but the second time you don’t have the same anticipation, and as a result you notice things that you didn’t notice previously.
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Once Upon a Time 2x17 “Welcome to Storybrooke” Review
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First off, hope everyone is holding up well during this troubling time. On the plus side, it’s given me more time with my kids. Ha, okay, couldn’t say that with a straight face. I love my kids, but being with them 24/7 is tough, okay. So let’s move onto one of my favorite episodes. I love that we get to see how Storybrooke is from the beginning, although it does raise a lot of questions. I feel like we’re in Westworld, but Regina’s the only one who can change anyone’s path. And the characters can change their clothes and tiny little details. But it’s great to see Storybrooke’s origins and how needy and unhappy Regina was even though she thought she’d won.
Summary: Mary Margaret is not doing well with her choice to kill Cora. Regina attempts to enact a spell that will make Henry love her using Mary Margaret’s heart. In 1983, Storybrooke appears and an unsuspecting father and son are caught up in its first days.
Opening: A tree falling on Kurt’s truck
New Characters:
Kurt and Owen Flynn: The father and son duo are camping out by what becomes the T(r)oll Bridge when Storybrooke literally drops on top of them. Kurt is confused about where this town came from, whereas Owen doesn’t really question it. They run into Graham who welcomes them to Storybrooke. They meet Regina in Granny’s Diner and Granny tells them she can get them a room. Kurt seems to be a little wary of this town that just popped up out of nowhere, but Owen is seeing it as an adventure. Owen is also quite precocious as he’s sitting in the seat at Granny’s (later that day?) that Regina always sits in and Owen tells her he’s already sitting there. Regina let’s them know she spoke with the mechanic and they’ll be able to leave within a week instead of two. Kurt thanks her and tells her they’re from New Jersey (home of The Boss). Owen gives Regina the lanyard he made as a gift for letting him sit in her seat. Kurt is happy that his son is so kind. Regina invites them over for dinner before they leave. Owen isn’t that happy about being there and tells Regina that he doesn’t like her lasagna. Regina asks him to pick some apples out for turnovers. Kurt tells Regina Owen’s mother passed away six months ago. They bond a little about starting over and new lives until Owen calls for Regina about making dessert. Owen asks Regina why she’s not a mom, he thinks she’d be a good one (well, Owen is really not a good judge of character, is he?). Owen talks about how he hated New Jersey and how his friends all treat him weird since his mom died. He and Regina bond over dead parents (she doesn’t tell him both her parents are dead, but Owen’s supposed to imply). Regina asks Kurt to think about moving to Storybrooke, but Kurt tells her their life is in New Jersey. He is completely polite about it and doesn’t call Regina out on her crazy whatsoever. Owen seems upset about it though. Kurt comes to thank Regina the next day before leaving town, but he catches her talking to Graham’s heart (he doesn’t know what it is), about keeping them in town by making him seem like a drunk driver. He also hears her say to bring Owen to her. Regina, of course, tries to make him think that he heard incorrectly. Kurt is freaking the fuck out so he tries to leave. Regina is still trying to convince him he heard wrong but Kurt isn’t buying it. Graham comes into Regina’s office and tries to arrest Kurt for drunk driving. Kurt tells him he’s being controlled somehow by the glowing thing shaped like a heart. Graham questions him about not being drunk. Kurt somehow realizes that however Regina is controlling Graham is in that box, so he pushes it off the desk and it makes Graham let him go. Kurt gets in his car with Owen and hightails it to the border. A high speed chase between the Flynns and the sheriff (and Regina in the passenger seat) ensue. Kurt is scared for Owen and Owen is just scared in general that the nice lady is coming after them. They almost make it to the town line when the sheriff’s car comes from a side street and blocks them. Kurt tells Owen to make a run for it and to call his uncle when he gets to another town. Owen obviously doesn’t want to leave his dad, having just lost his mother a few months earlier, but Kurt is practically begging him to get away. He tells Owen that the lanyard he gave him (when they were camping at the beginning of the episode) will mean he’s always with him no matter what. Graham pulls Kurt out of the car and they struggle. Kurt tells Regina he can never have his son. Owen stops right before the town line to see his father. Kurt tells him to run again. Owen asks Regina why she’s doing this to them. She promises she’s not going to hurt him, she just wants them to be together. She reminds him that he liked the town and wanted to stay here, but Owen tells her he didn’t want to stay like this. Regina immediately backs down and apologizes and lets Owen go. Owen runs off with Kurt in the cop car telling Owen to run. Owen comes back with two state troopers but there is nothing at the town line indicating there is a town there (Owen recognizes the boulder at the border). For some reason, they don’t go any further down the road that is there to investigate. Owen vows that he’ll find his dad and never stop looking for him.
Character Observations:
Regina: She has made the curse work and landed in 1983 Maine. She’s so happy that she has ‘won’. She obviously has also had all the knowledge of this realm’s stuff downloaded into her head, because she doesn’t find anything she is wearing or seeing strange. She goes out into the town and observes the ‘chaos’. Geppetto is always fixing the sign on the store, Rumplestiltskin is walking obliviously down the street, Red and Granny are fighting, Archie is walking Pongo. Regina is overjoyed. She goes to visit Mary Margaret at school and takes her to the hospital to visit the John Doe (David) who is there. Regina is absolutely ecstatic to see that Mary Margaret does not recognize her true love. Regina goes to Granny’s and gets apple pancakes and meets Owen and Kurt Flynn. She is understandably confused when Kurt says he needs a room for the night as she doesn’t expect to have strangers in their town the first day they are there. Regina speaks to Graham and tells him she doesn’t like surprises, they make her feel threatened and that bad things happen when she feels threatened. Later that day Regina discovers Owen sitting in ‘her’ seat when she goes to get food. She seems very confused that Owen still won’t move after she tells him she always sits there and Kurt just laughs about it. She tells them that their car will be finished by the end of the week and that she is the mayor. She’s just as subtle about wanting them to go home as Emma and Ruby were to Greg in past episodes. Before they leave Granny’s, Owen gives Regina the lanyard he’d made during their camping trip as thanks for letting him sit in her seat, and Regina honestly doesn’t know how to react to his kindness. She awakens the next morning happy again with what is happening in town. We go through the same walk she did the first day, but this time she runs into Mary Margaret who is as timid as a mouse around her. We also see that when Regina is at the hospital, Mary Margaret is now a volunteer, instead of Regina introducing her to John Doe. But her happiness quickly fades within the next few days (see Timeline Issues below). Regina is no longer getting joy out of seeing Mary Margaret unhappy and she’s upset that Mary Margaret won’t even fight back when Regina gets in her face about their run in on the street. She goes to Gold about how she isn’t happy but he can’t help her because he isn’t Rumplestiltskin. He wants to know what’s wrong with the life she has. Regina is upset because everyone does what she wants them to because they have to, not because they want to. So what was Regina expecting, that everyone would come over to this new land and treat her like the queen she thought she was and that they would just be okay with it? That she would be accepted? That she would be forgiven for all her past misdeeds? Because I have no idea how she thought this was going to work otherwise. So, Regina calls up Kurt and invites him and Owen over for dinner because they are the only two in town she can’t control. And she’s so genuinely happy when Kurt accepts her dinner invite. Owen is in a mood when they are eating dinner. He tells Regina he doesn’t like her lasagna, and she just plays it off as not being the best cook and asks him to help her make dessert. Kurt apologizes for Owen’s behavior and tells Regina that his wife died six months earlier and that the camping trip was kind of a fresh start. Regina empathizes, saying coming to Storybrooke was her attempt at a fresh start but it hasn’t worked out as she’d hoped because she has no one to share it with. Owen interrupts their tender moment by asking about dessert. She and Owen make turnovers and both of them are extremely happy. Owen says she’d make a good mother and they bond over lost loved ones. For some reason, this makes Regina ask Kurt if they’d be willing to move to Storybrooke (she does preface it by saying it’s a crazy idea). Kurt says they have a life back in NJ and can’t and Regina is obviously hurt that Kurt is ruining her plans at having a child in her life (also, if she has the knowledge of cheesy romance movies in her head, then this isn’t a complete out of left field question). The next day Regina goes into Evil Queen mode trying to sabotage Kurt from leaving town with Owen. First she attempts to have Billy keep his car longer at the mechanics, but he’s already picked it up. Then she tells Graham (through his heart) to pick up Kurt for drunk driving and bring Owen to her. Unfortunately, Kurt overhears this. Regina tries to explain that it wasn’t what it sounded like, but Kurt knows it’s exactly what it sounded like. And I kind of get Regina’s reasoning for all this; Owen said he was unhappy and she wants to make him happy by replacing his mother. She would have liked to do it with Kurt there since they kind of had a spark, but now he’s just in the way of making Owen happy. Since Regina doesn’t understand how family dynamics work, I can see why she’d think that she was ‘saving’ Owen by keeping him with her. But after she tries to have Kurt arrested and a car chase throughout town, she realizes she is hurting Owen when he tells her he didn’t want to be with her like this. And instead of letting both Kurt and Owen leave, she keeps Kurt and only lets Owen go. We last see her on the other side of the town line barrier which keeps the town invisible crying as Owen brings the authorities to try and find his dad.
Meanwhile, in the current day, Regina is very upset about losing Cora. I’m going to assume magic is what got Cora a coffin and engraved plaque already as it’s been like a day since Cora died. Gold comes by to pay his respects and Regina is pissed since it’s basically his fault Cora is dead. She admits she knows he tricked Mary Margaret into getting her to put Cora’s heart back in, and she tells Gold that Mary Margaret will die for what she’s done. Gold tells her she won’t do it because it will cost her Henry. He tells her to give up her obsession with vengeance as it will never make her happy (um, tell that to your ongoing feud with Hook). Regina thinks it will, but Gold reminds her that she wasn’t happy during the curse and that was supposed to be her ultimate vengeance. He tells her she still hasn’t learned that she can’t get everything she wants. Cora ripped out her own heart to get the power she wanted, Regina will have to either give up her vengeance or give up Henry. Regina says she’ll find a way to have everything. Oh lord, all that work she did at the beginning of the season, gone, because Cora couldn’t leave things well enough alone. Regina starts going through her mother’s things looking for something. I’m not sure if she knows what she’s looking for or just knows her mother had something to help her get Henry (because she kept telling her not to worry about getting Henry), but she gets really frustrated and combined with her grief starts tearing things up and eventually finds a spell in one of her mother’s dresses that will help her. She goes to the loft intent on taking Mary Margaret’s heart, but Gold is protecting her. While contemplating her next move, Regina receives a phone call from Greg about Henry being out in the woods by himself. She goes after him. Regina finds Henry trying to light dynamite by the well. He wants to get rid of magic. He says she’s only trying to stop him because she wants to cast the curse to make him love her on him. She magics the dynamite away and Henry tries to guilt her into not casting the curse, reminding her that it won’t be real. You’d think, after how she felt just days into the curse about everything not being real, that would be what would change her mind, but she apparently doesn’t mind that it wouldn’t be real, as long as Mary Margaret pays for what she did. She tells him they can be happy and have everything but Henry says not like this they can’t, and that reminds her of what Owen said to her 28 years ago. But Emma, David, and Neal come to stop her before she can get too far into that memory. Emma tells her to stay away from her son, but Regina gets to say Henry is her son this time, and that Emma will never see him again after she casts the spell. Emma says Regina will have to go through her to get Mary Margaret’s heart and Regina is fine with that. She gets a fireball ready but Henry gets in between her and the trio. Henry is still insisting on getting rid of magic but Regina tells him you can’t just get rid of it. Emma says getting rid of magic won’t solve anything but Henry disagrees and, besides what it did to Mary Margaret, reminds Regina what it did to her. He says it makes good people do terrible things, which gets a tiny response from Regina, but then Emma has to add in ‘and bad people’ and Regina has her murder face back. Henry begs Regina to help him get rid of magic. She can’t, but she can light the spell on fire so she can’t use it. Henry thanks her and leaves with his family, leaving Regina in the dust, again. Mary Margaret goes to Regina’s and begs her to kill her. Regina is understandably confused (especially since her family just spent the whole episode making sure Regina doesn’t kill her), and doesn’t want to because she knows Henry would never forgive her, but she doesn’t learn from her mistakes, so she takes Mary Margaret’s heart. But instead of crushing it like she’s dreamed of for years, she takes satisfaction in the fact that there is now a dark spot in it because of what she did to Cora. She insists it will only get darker once she’s had a taste. Mary Margaret begs her to crush it, but Regina is reveling in the fact that Mary Margaret is finally suffering due to her own actions. She even assumes Mary Margaret will be the reason her family ends up suffering and falling in the future. And then Henry will be hers and she will have everything she’s wanted. Regina is once again extremely happy as she listens to Mary Margaret beg Regina to kill her and hysterically cry when she puts her heart back in. Regina turns the mean back on and tells Mary Margaret to get off her porch as she slams the door in Mary Margaret’s face.
Mary Margaret: I’m not going to talk about Mary Margaret from 1983, there is no point as she is a static character who can’t change. Now, current Mary Margaret is very depressed. She won’t talk to anyone or eat anything throughout the entire episode. Even when Regina comes to take her heart and Gold protects her, she makes no move to even defend herself. All the fight has gone out of her. She finally speaks when Gold informs her Regina has destroyed the spell. She wants to know how Gold lives with himself for all the horrible things he’s done. He tells her you convince yourself you’re doing it for the right reasons. And that eventually you might believe it. Mary Margaret doesn’t look convinced. She goes to Regina to have her kill her. So, here’s where I have a problem. Look, I get that Mary Margaret did something terrible. She killed Cora, and as Henry points out earlier, Snow White doesn’t kill people. But she did it basically to save her family. While, yes, it was straight up murder, it was kind of a pre-emptive strike at self-defense as well. Is she really willing to sacrifice herself, after everything, just because she can’t live with the guilt? That doesn’t sound like the Snow White or Mary Margaret we’ve learned to love on this show. So it’s a good thing Regina won’t kill her. Regina does pull out her heart because she does plan on killing her, but when she sees that Mary Margaret now has darkness in her heart, she realizes that Mary Margaret may end up destroying her family without any help from Regina. Mary Margaret is begging and pleading for Regina to kill her, but she won’t. Regina’s too happy about Mary Margaret potentially bringing around the downfall of her family all on her own. She leaves Mary Margaret a blubbering mess on her front porch.
Gold: He does help out Regina in 1983, even if he doesn’t realize it, seeing as he was cursed. He helps give Regina some clarification about what the curse actually did. In current Storybrooke, he goes to the Mills crypt to pay his respects to Cora. Regina scoffs at this as he used Mary Margaret to kill Cora to save his own life. He tells her that desperate times call for desperate measures. Gold tries to convince Regina not to move forward on her revenge against Mary Margaret. She had a whole curse worth of vengeance and all it left her with was a gaping hole in her heart (Maleficent gave Regina this same warning in The Thing You Love Most). Gold tells Regina she can’t kill Mary Margaret and keep Henry. Cora knew this, that’s why she ripped out her heart. Regina vows she will have everything. Gold goes to the loft to warn the Charmings about what Regina is up to. David tells him he needs to find out exactly what Regina is up to. Gold doesn’t want to, but David reminds him that, not only are they now family, but Mary Margaret saved his life, so he owes her a debt. Gold doesn’t seem too happy about that, but he always pays his debts. Gold and David go to check out Regina’s crypt for clues. They notice the mess Regina made and Gold discovers that some of her potions are missing (how?). Gold figures out Regina is going to cast the curse of the Empty Hearted, which would make Henry think he loves Regina, but Regina needs the heart of the one she hates most to complete the spell (because, of course the final ingredient for a love spell would be to kill someone). Emma implores Gold to do something, but Gold points out that his debt is fulfilled by giving them the info. David and Emma don’t agree, but Gold tells them that wars have costs, and as this is a blood feud, blood is the price. Gold tells them that Cora was dangerous because she didn’t have a heart, Regina is more dangerous because she does. While David and Emma are out trying to figure out what to do about Regina, Gold is playing watchdog over Mary Margaret. Once Regina has given up her quest for Mary Margaret’s heart, Mary Margaret asks him how he can live with himself after all the horrible things he’s done. Gold tells her that you tell yourself you did it for the right reason and eventually one day you’ll believe it. It does not seem like Gold believes it yet. Maybe if Neal ever forgives him he’ll find it was worth it.
Henry: He’s kind of annoying in this episode. I get that he’s tired of everyone lying to him, but he still doesn’t believe Emma when she tells him that Mary Margaret is partially responsible for Cora’s death. He doesn’t think Snow White would do something like that. Did he not read the book? Snow and Charming had to fight a war to get their kingdom back. Does he think no blood was shed in order to do that? And Henry is still mad that Emma is lying like she did about his dad (I really wish Emma would tell Henry the truth about why she was protecting him from Neal). When Henry finds out that Regina is going to use the love spell on him, he’s obviously upset, especially when he finds out Mary Margaret’s heart is the final ingredient, and that apparently killing Regina is the only solution. Henry wonders what happened to them being the heroes (even heroes have to kill people sometimes). Also, David was always in favor of killing Regina, it’s in the damn book! Henry runs off with Emma following. Emma brings Henry to Granny’s to talk to Neal, who invites him to New York until this whole thing blows over. Henry thinks if they can just get rid of magic then all their problems will be solved (like father, like son). He pretends to go to the restroom but runs off instead. We see him running through the forest. He runs into Greg, who was taking a hike (although neither one are on an actual trail), and lies about being in the woods for a boy scout merit badge (oh, so it’s okay when Henry lies but not when anyone lies to him, got it). Regina catches up with him at the Wishing Well with dynamite he stole from the dwarf mines. He’s apparently decided the Wishing Well is the source of all the magic in Storybrooke and is going to blow it up (wouldn’t the fuse go out once it hit the water, or does dynamite not work that way?). Regina magics it away and basically tells him that even if the spell doesn’t create real love, it will be enough for her, and they can have everything. Henry says not like this, which harkens back to what Owen said, and maybe Regina would have changed her mind right then and there, but Emma, Neal, and David show up. Regina is about to fireball them when Henry gets in the middle. He’s still insistent on destroying magic, but Regina says it doesn’t work like that. It’s not until Henry says that magic is what makes people do bad things, specifically Mary Margaret and Regina, and that it’s destroying their family, that Regina finally backs down. Henry is relieved, and goes off with the Charmings. Look, I get that Regina isn’t trustworthy, but how come every time she does something to change for Henry he barely acknowledges it? It’s like ‘Thanks for not killing everyone, I’m going to leave you now so you can get so upset again that you’ll try to kill us all again soon and we can do this all over again.”
David/Emma/Neal: Most of their stories are intertwined. David is trying to save Mary Margaret from Regina and herself. Emma can’t stop lying to Henry until he calls her out on it (to be fair, no kid needs to know his grandmother was partially responsible for killing his other grandmother/step great-great grandmother). I just wish she’d tell him the truth about Neal instead of hiding that from him. Why has no one asked either Neal or Emma why they broke up and why Henry was born in jail? They all know these two things happened, why haven’t any follow up questions been asked now that Neal is in town? David and Emma discuss possibly needing to kill Regina in order to protect Henry and Mary Margaret, but this makes Henry upset so he runs off. Emma follows him and apparently calls Neal to meet them at Granny’s, as they already have a plan set up when she and Henry arrive. Neal invites Henry to come back to New York with him to wait out Regina’s plan, but Henry thinks they just need to get rid of magic (I’m sure if the situation wasn’t so dire Neal would be beaming with pride that his son hates magic as much as he does). When Emma comes back over Neal is patting himself on the back for convincing Henry to come with him, but Emma points out that his backpack is gone when he’s just gone to the bathroom, and berates Neal since Henry is their son. They realize he ran. They enlist Ruby to help them find Henry, which leads them to the mines. David figures out that Henry must have stolen some dynamite, and Neal realizes that he wants to use it to get rid of magic. Neal wonders where Henry thinks he can blow magic up. Luckily, Emma knows because that’s where she and Mary Margaret came out from their trip to the Enchanted Forest. They get to the Wishing Well and see that Regina is already there. David gets his gun out when Regina threatens them with a fireball (really David? When are these people going to learn guns don’t work against magic?), and Emma makes a lot of pointed comments about how bad of a person Regina is (not helping right now), before Henry gets in the middle and Regina finally backs down. Seriously, stop antagonizing the Evil Queen people!
Greg: He’s seemed pretty innocent up until now, with the exception of filming Regina doing magic. Here he’s eating at Granny’s and goes on a hike (although nowhere near the hiking trail). He seems like a pretty nice guy when he calls Regina about Henry being in the woods. But we find out at the end that he’s actually Owen! And he’s there to find his father! So he didn’t accidentally crash his car, he came there with a purpose and he had to have recognized Regina because she looks exactly the same.
Questions:
How can Regina already have a seat at Granny’s, they’ve been there for one day? Did she build that into the curse as well?
Why did Regina wait 17 years before adopting Henry if after interacting with Owen she realized a child was what she was missing in her life?
How did Henry learn anything at school if the teachers taught the same thing everyday? And how did Regina not think Henry wouldn’t notice this?
How did Mary Margaret leave school while her children were at recess and make it back in time for them to be back in class when Regina took her to the hospital to visit John Doe? Or did Mary Margaret just not go back to school?
Did Regina know Cora had brought the spell with her, or was she just looking for something that she could use to help her? Cora had kept telling Regina not to worry about Henry when plans started going awry. Was that always Cora’s backup and Regina knew it?
Why doesn’t Regina have a protection spell around her crypt, or even to the hidden chamber below? Why wasn’t Cora’s stuff in her secret room where no one could get to it?
I get that Gold was helping protect Mary Margaret, but why is there no other protection spell on the loft? Between Emma and Gold, Regina should not have been able to get in there.
How was Regina planning on explaining to Kurt and Owen why everything was the same every day if they stayed. I get them maybe not noticing it for the first week, especially since whomever they interacted with would have gone off their set path, but if they’d moved there what would have happened?
Does Regina know who Neal is? I’m assuming she figures he’s Gold’s son, since that’s who they went to find in NYC, but does she know he’s Henry’s real father? Does she not wonder why he is trying to protect Henry?
And on that note, did Emma ever explain to Neal about Henry being adopted by Regina and how she was the Evil Queen? I’m assuming she shared the whole convoluted story on the way back to Storybrooke, but that would’ve been nice to see.
Why did Regina only let Owen go? What was the point in keeping Kurt there, especially since no one else could see the town?
And how does not seeing the town work? Couldn’t people just continue driving through the invisible barrier on the road that you can see? Or is it like how the people of Storybrooke never had the desire to leave; for some reason people won’t go past a certain part of the road because of a bad feeling?
Also, how does Storybrooke get outside supplies if no one can see the town? Like, I get that everything resets itself every night, so I guess they normally wouldn’t need anything, but where are these car parts coming from?
If Mary Margaret got a dark spot from helping Cora die, why was Cora’s heart all red with no dark spots? Is it because she didn’t have it in her chest when committing her horrible deeds?
Observations:
Regina’s haircut in 1983 is the same as her current cut, not the cut she had in the Pilot. Although, since Regina had the capability to change, she could have had it cut, but it should have been a more 80s style.
In the school scene, Regina and Mary Margaret are wearing the exact same outfits that they wear when Emma comes to town and they’re looking for Henry after he ran away, which again, doesn’t make sense because they should have been wearing 80s style clothes in 1983.
The Daily Mirror Headline reads: Reagan: Soldiers Will Be Staying Beirut.
The accompanying headline on the dog article reads: Shelter Dog Adopted by Couple That Stole Him.
Regina moves into Owen’s seat after he leaves.
Love the juxtaposition of Gold and Regina with Emma’s glass unicorn mobile between them.
The dress Regina finds the spell in is the dress Cora was wearing when she and Hook came over on the Jolly Roger and the dress she wore when she first revealed herself to Regina.
Mary Margaret has a quill of arrows hanging near the front door of the loft.
So much for the lock August made for Mary Margaret’s loft. It doesn’t work against magic.
Regina used to keep Graham’s heart at her office instead of in her crypt.
Two Tron references made. The last name Flynn is also the last name of the main guy from Tron, and the bench with the computer ad on it is for Encom, which is the computer corporation from the film.
Greg gets Regina’s number off of Henry’s backpack tag. He apparently hasn’t changed it since moving in with Emma.
Timeline Issues:
Including the first day and the montage scene, I think that’s supposed to be 3 days. We have the first day where Regina realizes the curse worked and she observes everything going on in her new town. She also meets the Flynns on this day. Then we have the montage which shows her waking up with Graham, bringing Mary Margaret to see John Doe (although Mary Margaret is a volunteer starting the second day), and then Regina walking Main Street and running into Mary Margaret right past Granny’s. The thing is, running into Mary Margaret has to take place before going to see John Doe because it’s early morning (as evidenced by the Ruby/Granny argument), so, for some reason, we’re seeing the day out of order. Regina wakes up, she walks down Main Street and runs into Mary Margaret, and then she’s with Mary Margaret when they go see John Doe in the hospital. So, Regina starts getting bored on the third day (unless we’re missing some days), but it still has to be within a week because the Flynn’s are still there and attempt to leave after a week since Regina asked Billy the mechanic to get them out of town quickly.
So that was an intense episode! We got to see early Storybrooke, the reason Regina decided to adopt Henry, and discovered that Greg is really Owen! I really liked seeing early Storybrooke and I liked that Regina pretty much figured out that the curse still didn’t make her happy after such a short time. No wonder she’s still mad as hell, every time she thinks she’s ‘won’, something happens to take her happy ending away. I’m still not sympathizing with her, but she’s not going to change if no one believes in her. And now we have to wonder what happened to Kurt. I can’t imagine that he’d still be around, but I guess we’ll find out soon. And what is he planning on doing with all the videos he’s been taking?
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Three | May to June 2017 | Five |
The month began with you frantically arranging all the tasks you needed to accomplish. Jaebum had messaged you several times, each one left unanswered. You assumed he was just shaking his head at your stubbornness, not really assuming anything was wrong. That he would come home and make sure everything went back to normal. Except you wouldn’t be there when he came home. It was heartless, you knew it but you couldn’t figure out what else to do at this point. You had hidden a pregnancy, broken your own heart and were about to leave a country you called home for over three years.
“You should at least write him a letter. You’re going to break his heart anyways. At least give the dude closure so he can move on from your pathetic ass” Bree snorted through the screen. It was your weekly skype date with the two women who you loved more than anything. However, the conversation was not going in a positive direction as neither of them pleased with your actions and justifications at the moment.
“I also think you need to write him a letter, if not, text. SOMETHING! This is insane you just leaving him without thinking of the bigger picture.” Kassie stated as a matter of fact.
“Well what do you want me to do. ‘Hey Babe, I’m sorry, but I am kinda eighteen weeks pregnant. Sorry for hiding almost half a pregnancy….SURPRISE!’ Like really?” You bit out, face contorting in annoyance. It was the same conversation lately. Everyone was upset with your decision. They couldn’t believe you were actually going to hide this baby and run away.
“Well whose fault is that!” Kassie retorted with just as much annoyance. You huffed out a response to her.
“Ladies enough. Listen, we love and support you no matter what. We just feel like this was not the best way to handle the situation, but we support you. We just know how much shit you’ve been through and you deserve the world babe.” Bree insisted while looking intently at her screen.
“I love you both. I know the decision I made is selfish, but I didn’t know what to do…” You mumbled looking down to your lap, tears threatening to spill over any minute. These pregnancy hormones were killing you. “Hey, listen, I’m sorry. We got you. Everything will work out eventually. I promise” Kassie assured.
“thank you…” You replied. After several more minutes of chit chatting the girls said their goodbyes, having to get ready for work, and you needing to get ready for bed. Tomorrow you had another ultrasound appointment, and were excited to finally find out what the gender of the baby was. As if they knew you were thinking about them, the little human sent out a very hard kick. “Well, hello to you too, little bean.” You whispered rubbing your belly. You definitely were starting to show now, however still able to hide the small round belly with sweaters. Sighing, you stood up from your position and headed to bed. It was going to be a long day tomorrow.
The following morning after dropping Jaidyn off to school, you made your way to the clinic for your eighteen week check up. The clinic was busy on this particular morning, with many moms to be already in the waiting room. Upon registering for your appointment, you took a seat in front of the window, figuring to pass time you can watch people walking by as you read over different pamphlets on pregnancy and the first few months after birth. It was a painfully long 45 minutes with a full bladder, before you were finally called in by a nurse to a room.
The technician followed her in and began the vigorous amount of tests and scans of your uterus and the human inside. As the technician swirled the wand around your belly, you watched as the little human you had created twisted and turned on the screen. You were already hopelessly in love with this tiny being.
“Alright Ms Y/L/N, your baby is developing perfectly, everything looks healthy and on tract. Would you like to know the gender of your baby?” The technician asked as she rolled the wand around your stomach for a better view. “Yes please, if it is easy to tell” You replied with a wide smile on your face. The technician brought the ultrasound in between the baby’s legs. “Do you see?” She asked with a smile.
“Yes, yes I do” You smiled, as tears slowly fell down your face. You were looking at the newest member of your little family. After receiving the ultrasound pictures, you packed your things and headed to work. You only had a few more days until the end of your contract, which was a bitter sweet reality. You clutched the picture of your beautiful baby, thinking about how this tiny human was about to make your life so much sweeter.
Before you could even fathom it, you were days away from heading home. May went by seemingly fast after your last medical appointment, a combination of finishing work, and packing your life away and were getting ready to ship your belongings home, had left little time to dwell on the reality around you. You had the hard conversation with Jaidyn that you two would be moving home to Canada. Jaidyn was not happy, she had a life in Seoul that she loved, and moving home was not “a good choice” in her words. However, after much persuasion, you had convinced her that she was going to be happy back home, in your little town with her grandparents and friends. JB had continued to message you, but you refused to answer any of them. His last text had been almost a week prior, and as you reread it, your heart was breaking. You were causing him so much pain.
[3:16pm] Jaebum: Look, I am angry. You’re being a selfish frigging brat. I get it, you’re upset but to be so immature that you can’t even respond. I am trying here, but I will only give you so much. I need to think about myself too. You’re hurting me. I want nothing more than to hold you and love you, but you can’t even give me a text back. I miss my daughter and you won’t even send me pictures or answer the phone. You’re just… Wow… really. We’re heading to Thailand from Japan. I’m sorry, I wish I could see you sooner. I’ll be back in Korea on June 5th. So please baby, let’s talk this out. I hate this shit. I love you. I’ll be waiting.
“He’s returning to Seoul on the day I leave.” You said into the receiver.
“And you’re really not telling him anything?” The male on the other line asked.
“No, I’m not.”
“What’s so bad about this guy, that after what… three years, you can’t even be honest with him?”
“Nothing is wrong with him, He is perfect. But I won’t wreck his career. I can’t do that.”
“I don’t understand, you’re putting this guy ahead of you and his child… what type of man… You know what… whatever. I don’t understand. I just know that this guy doesn’t deserve you if you think that his career is worth more than this child. When you come home, you will have me to support you” Owen said, he was having a very difficult time with you being dishonest, but he was your best friend, and he would be there to pick up all the pieces when you came home.
“Thank you, I know you don’t get it. I know it sounds crazy and after everything you’ve been through… I just love him so much I need him to succeed” You were toying with your hands now, anxiety getting the best of you.
“Okay, I love you and because I love you, I will support your decision. I am also selfish because I want my niece and you home.”
“Will you pick me up in Toronto? I know you hate the city….”
“Of course. I wouldn’t miss this homecoming for the world.”
“OK, I’ll talk to you later. I am going to get some packing done. I can’t believe I’m moving home.”
“Me neither, I was against you abandoning me in the beginning anyways so I am excited to have you back, you jerk” He said right before he ended the call. You smiled to yourself, it was a little bit easier to go home to him. The man who had been your best friend since you were sixteen. The man who has been there non stop as the stellar uncle to your kid when her own biological father was a flop. You knew without a doubt he would be just as amazing with this new baby as he was with your first born. You went back to packing the apartment after that phone call. Time was running out in Seoul.
“Mom, can we get Starbucks?” Jaidyn asked as she wheeled her suitcase along the corridor to your designated gate. Why was this airport so big? You thought to yourself. You had popped in your opinion now, enough that if people knew you, they would be questioning your rounder belly. Still today, a very hot day, you wore a hoodie to hide the not so little bean growing rapidly in your tummy.
“Sure, hey… I’m going to get us a chair over there, you go right a head and get in line, can you see me?” Jaidyn nodded after your question.
“Good, you know what I like, get us both a treat baby” You said with a smile on your face. You were having cramps today and were anxious about flying. Your nerves intensified when you checked the flight schedule and noticed there was a huge possibility that Jaebum may arrive to Incheon prior to you actually being on the plane now due to a delay. You dreaded seeing him. Especially since you literally only texted him an hour before, well aware that he was in the sky and he wouldn’t get it until he landed. You knew what you had done was unbelievably heartless, yet you refused to take it back. Your phone chimed to notify you of a text message from your mom, wishing you a safe journey home. With your phone open, you went to the conversation you had with JB. Countless unanswered messages from him where he declared his love for you, for Jaidyn, telling you how he was miserable with you ignoring him. It all came down to your last message to him.
[1:15pm] You: I’m sorry. I’m moving home to Canada today.
It was a simple, yet devastating text message. The type the punches you in the gut and leaves you kneeled over and sobbing. And now you were silently praying that your flight wouldn’t hit a further delay and overlap the time you and him would both be at this airport, because if you saw him, if he begged, you would fall into his arms and tell him everything. If he asked you to stay, you would. You would ruin him.
“Mom, is Appa going to meet us here, I miss him so much. Will he at least say goodbye to me?” Jaidyn asked as she returned and placed a drink in front of you, drawing you out of your thoughts. Her seven year old self was asking so many questions lately. You were avoiding them at all cost until you arrived in Canada. You just didn’t want her to know about this baby yet, or know you had ended it with the man she saw as her dad. It was weighing heavily on you, and your sanity was slowly unravelling.
“No baby, he’s not home from Thailand yet. We will talk to him once we are home in Canada okay?” You answered, looking down at your drink. You had become a liar. Constantly avoiding the issues at hand to try and keep the peace within.
“Less than twenty minutes until we board the plane love, are you excited to see Uncle Owen and Gramma and Grampa” Asking to distract her.
“Oh yeah! Uncle Owen is picking us up!!! I can’t wait to see him!!!” She exclaimed as she took a sip of her drink. You guys sat in silence for a bit, just waiting for the agents to call boarding. That’s when you heard the screaming. Your breath hitched in your throat and you tried to make yourself small. You knew all to well those types of screams. Fans screaming. Oh Fuck, you thought. Taking deep breaths to prevent yourself from having a panic attack, praying it was some other idol group walking through the airport, and not the man you were desperately trying to avoid.
“Maman, who is that? Why are they screaming?” Jaidyn looked around from her chair. “I don’t know sweetie, lets not stare.” You replied, also while trying to be discreet as you looked around. Please, please, please.... You silently prayed. Ding. Your cellphone went off. Pulling it out of your pocket cautiously, like a bomb that could explode any minute, you opened to your messages.
[3:55pm] Jaebum: Are you in the airport?
[3:56pm] Jaebum: Please baby, tell me you’re still here.
[3:56pm] Jaebum: Baby, please. At least let me say goodbye to Jaidyn.
You took a deep breath, you knew he could see you had read the messages. You struggled with yourself. The internal battle waging on.
[3:57pm] Jaebum: Answer me. I will fucking find you in this airport so help me god!
[3:58pm] You: I’m sorry, I truly am. But I don’t think it’s best to see each other. Please think of your fans
His reply was instant.
“Good Afternoon Ladies and Gentleman, we are now ready to board Air Canada flight AC062 destination to Toronto. We kindly ask you have your photo ID ready and locate the zone number on the top of your boarding card. We will be boarding zone one momentarily” You exhaled as you heard your flight being called for boarding. This was it, you were finally leaving.
[3:58pm] Jaebum: I will fucking tell the world right now about you, I will do whatever I need to do to make sure you don’t leave me. Please baby, don’t leave me. I need you, I need Jaidyn. DO NOT GET ON THAT PLANE!
Your phone started buzzing, JB was calling you. You quickly rejected the phone call. You didn’t know how much willpower you had to keep yourself from answering until you were on that plane, seated and buckled in. JB was frantic at this point, you had ignored his phone calls, them going straight to voicemail. He had been so elated to see you had finally messaged him back after weeks of ignoring him. Only his happiness had been crushed when he read your message. He didn’t think you were serious about breaking up, he figured he could fix this like he always did. You were stubborn and bold, but you loved him. He couldn’t believe you were actually ending it, and moving across the world. Why, what had he honestly done to make you this unhappy to make you move back to Canada. You loved Korea, Jaidyn loved Korea. He was trying to engage you in what little conversation he could, buying himself enough time to find you. You were in the airport, a quick search of flights shown there was only one to Canada, which meant if he could get to that gate he could find you, and hold you. Hell. he was pretty sure he would tackle you to the ground at this point and not let you board that plane, not caring who witnessed it. He hadn’t even had time to let anyone know what was happening. He had just showed his phone to Jinyoung and prayed he understood. Jinyoung had stared at him with wide eyes and then told him to go, pulling out his own, JB assumed, to message the others. He was running now. Surprisingly he had managed to get away from the fans who had been waiting for them. Trying his best to get to you, where ever you were in this godforsaken airport. DING! Please baby, please he thought.
[4:03pm] You: I’m sorry JB. Goodbye.
JB stopped in his tracks doubled over, gasping for air. No. He couldn’t stop himself, staring at your text message, he began to cry.
You were anxiously in line, desperate to get on that plane, looking around cautiously. If he saw you, if he found you, it was game over. What felt like forever you approached the agent, handing her the passports and boarding passes to scan. You were just about to walk through the doors when you caught the eye of someone. Jinyoung was standing just off to the side, staring at you with wide teary eyes gasping for air, looking like he wanted to yell at you. You shook your head not even bothering to try and hide your tears falling. Ushering Jaidyn away and onto the plane. Jinyoung’s heart broke for his friend, for the loss of you and Jaidyn.
You watched as Korea disappeared before your eyes from your tiny window. Jaidyn had fallen asleep the moment the engines turned on leaving you in a self loathing, pity party. You left the only man who had shown you what love really was, because you couldn’t be honest with him. You left behind your home and your life our of fear and selfishness. You were a terrible person, well, that’s what you were telling yourself until you felt a swift kick in your bladder and a head falling onto your shoulder. You were a mother, and even if it was selfish, you were going to protect the three people you loved the most. You hoped one day the people you loved would understand the choices you made
. JB found his way back to his members after what seemed like forever after watching your plane take off, feeling numb to the pain that was in his heart. The members just looked at him cautiously, knowing that this loss would forever change him, would change them. You had become family, they had helped raise that little girl of yours. There was confusion and anger, unanswered questions that they needed clarified. This wasn’t you. You loved them all, you loved JB with your whole being. Something was wrong.
“Hyung, I am so sorry!” Jinyoung gasped, rushing forward and wrapping his arms around JB.
“I couldn’t find them, I couldn’t find them before she left.” JB buried his face into Jinyoung’s shoulder.
“I tried to stop her Hyung, but I was to late. I am so sorry, she was walking on to the plane when I finally found her” Jinyoung said, his own tears threatening to fall. “It’s not your fault. It’s mine. I asked so much of her, she tried to tell me how unhappy she was. She just wanted a normal life. I ruined everything” JB mumbled, tears still falling.
“Let’s go home and just try to figure out what to do next. We will get her back Hyung. There is no way she is gone” Jackson piped in. All JB could do was stay positive he would find you again.
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The First Bite
Characters: little Dean Winchester, little Sam Winchester, appearance by Bobby Singer Rating: E for everyone Warnings: allusion to child abandonment, allusion to child endangerment, scared child, angst, a little bit of fluff Summary: A small country store, the best pie in the county, and a boy looking for work. The story of how Dean fell in love with pie. Word Count: 6,400-ish (holy crap, I wrote all that?!) A/N: I read a Tumblr post that talked about why adult-Dean always chipmunk’s his food and has a deeply passionate love affair with pie. And so, I came up with this slice of heartbreak.
A huge “thank you” to the phenomenal writers @thesassywallflower and @percywinchester27 for being my betas! The kind feedback from your talented perspectives is so appreciated!
This is a work of fiction based upon characters created and owned by the CW. My work is not be published without my written permission.
(1st ever moodboard by me. Photo cred. to owners via Google)
Effingham, IL ~ 1988-ish
Knees creaking as he descended the stairs, Louis “Louie” Moenning ambled over to the window of the store, and switched on the “Open” light. Just like clockwork, Owen Weis drove by and honked his hello as he sped down US 40 to work, Louie waved his reply as he unlocked the front door. Coffee maker fired up, popcorn machine plugged in, Louie worked his way down his morning punch list.
Once Effingham got all modern and built a Walmart, business at his little store had taken a real hit. But, then that Schultz fellow helped build the giant ‘Cross of the Crossroads’ out on Highway 70, and he had enough tourist traffic to keep the lights on. Things had been pretty quiet lately, though. Louie paused to enjoy the view of blue sky as he looked northeast towards town. Vic and Ada Lovelace had stopped by yesterday with a couple of bushels of apples from their trees. Vic Lovelace was by no means a reliable source of information, but Louie always enjoyed chatting with him.
“Heard George Prescott down at the diner say they’re having that same problem at St. Anthony’s again. Up on the mama floor. Lights won’t stay on, and he’s checked the wiring top to bottom. I’m telling you, it’s a spirit. It’s a spirit from that fire in ‘49,” the old coot insisted, slapping his knee for emphasis.
Nodding exaggeratedly, Louie poured the other man a cup of coffee. “Sure, Vic. Probably one of them nuns. Better watch she don’t smack you with an invisible ruler for snitching my caramels when you think I’m not lookin’.”
A mischievous grin touched Louie’s face when he recalled Vic’s scandalized expression. He didn’t buy into all that nonsense, and no spirit had been thieving his candy for years.
“Don’t forget to water the plants!” The reminder echoed down the stairs from the living quarters above. Louie just grunted as he bent down to unlock the safe. Violet and her plants. He swore that woman had a whole green hand, not just a thumb, with her knack for growing things. The old bell jingled a welcome as the front door opened, and Louie kicked the safe shut and stood.
A wiry young boy, maybe 9 or 10 years old, stood just inside, holding the stack of the day’s newspapers Marchie had dropped off for him. Serious green eyes stared up at him as he keeled back from the strain.
“Well, thank you for hefting those, let me take ‘em. You’re a might young to be handling that,” Louie hustled to take the load from the youngster.
“Thank you, sir, but I got it. Where do you want ‘em?” Louie nodded in recognition at a man’s pride, staying just close enough to grab something if need be.
“Right over there by that metal rack, if you don’t mind, son. Yep, that’s perfect,” praised the old man as the lad carefully plopped them down, scooting the string-tied stack as close to the rack as possible. Faded blue eyes squinted down at him, and Louie offered him a smile. “You must be new around here. Think I know all the kids.”
“Just passing through. You mind if I look around?”
Another smile touched Louie’s face. “Not at all. I got me a few comic books at the end of the magazines down there,” he pointed. The youngster’s mouth pulled up at the corner in a half-smile before he turned towards the aisles. Rounding the counter, Louie watched the little stranger for a moment. He was in the grocery aisle, staring studiously where Louie knew the chips, crackers, beef jerky, and the like were displayed. He shook his head fondly as he squatted back down by the safe - growing boys are always hungry.
The front door bell rang again, snagging Louie’s attention. A fellow walked in, worn quilted vest tossed over a flannel button-down. A ragged ball cap, so faded the logo couldn’t be read, sat on top of longish dirty blond hair - a mullet, Marchie would have called the cut. Louie could smell the stale cigarettes on him from here. From the bloodshot eyes and hand tremors, he figured the stranger was beyond hungover.
“Help you, sir?” Louie called out, startling the man.
“You got coffee?” His shoulders hunched behind the query as he shifted on his feet awkwardly. Louie hesitated a moment before lifting his chin towards the machine.
“Brewing right now. First pot might be done.” The stranger turned, hesitated, then fidgeted his way to the coffee pot. Louie watched him for another moment; when he did nothing more than pour himself a cup of coffee, he returned to his task. His fingers hurried to open the safe to get the cash drawer, his memory seeing the gun he kept under the counter.
Movement out of the corner of his eye drew his glance up - the hungover stranger stood at the end of the counter, staring at him. The hairs on the back of Louie’s neck prickled, and he cursed his bad knee when he couldn’t get his feet under him to stand.
“That coffee’ll be fifty cents. If you want to come around this way to the front, I can help you there,” Louie offered, a clear warning in his voice. The stranger didn’t move, just stood silently, coffee dribbling over his shaking fingers to the floor. “Mister, you step around here to the front, and you can pay and get on the road.”
Just when Louie was about to scramble for that gun, the rack of chewing gum and breath mints on top of the counter toppled over, slamming into the stranger. As he cursed and grappled with the metal stand, cellophane packages raining in all directions, Louie climbed to his feet and pulled the gun free, placing it visibly on the counter.
“Sorry about that, Pops. By the way, I forgot to tell you. Chief Nelson from the PD said he’d be stopping by at 8:30 this morning to drop off that book. I told him that would be okay.”
Swallowing past his suddenly dry throat, Louie nodded gently at his green-eyed back up.
“That’s just fine, sport. We’ll clean this up in a minute. Why don’t you call down to the station and ask Nelson to join us for breakfast?” Before the lad could reply, the stranger bolted for the door and ran. Louie took a moment to calm his afib, then turned to look at the boy.
“Young man, you just helped me in a mighty big way. Thank you.”
Thin little shoulders shrugged as he studied his shoes.
“It was no big deal. He needed to get bent.”
Louie wasn’t sure what ‘get bent’ meant, but he nodded in agreement. “Well, it was a heckfire lot more than ‘no big deal’. I figure that fella planned to rob me.”
His little saviour stared out the door after the ne’er-do-well, shaking his head. “Humans suck.”
Chuckling, Louie carefully stepped over the spilled packs of gum and righted the metal rack back onto the counter. Without a word, the lad started scooping handfuls of gum to the counter while Louie grumbled to himself as he scooted the rack into place. When he turned back, he smiled to see all that gum being studiously stacked by brand and flavor. Louie watched the young man for another moment before reached down and scooped up the cash drawer, fishing out a shiny silver dollar as he wedged it in the register. He smacked the coin down by the boy’s elbow with a flourish, then extended his hand out.
“Young man, I don’t know your name, but I’m Louie Moenning. I’d be pleased to shake your hand, and I hope you’ll take that as a thanks for your help this morning.” The kid surprised him by looking at his hand first, then the money, before putting his own smaller hand in his. The strength and calluses in his grip further surprised Louie.
“Dean Winchester. You don’t have to pay me for that. Just doing what’s right.”
Such grown up wisdom in such a little fella. “Well, Dean, consider it payment for hauling in that newspaper and stacking up the gum nice n’ neat. Hard to get any help from young people these days.” Louie busied himself setting the packages back on the rack; from the corner of his eye, he watched Dean stare at the silver dollar, then glance back towards the grocery section that had earlier engrossed him before he joined in restocking the gum.
Footsteps on the stairs announced Violet on her way down. He grinned when his bride appeared in the white dress with big yellow flowers he’d given her for her birthday. She complained she looked like old wallpaper, but he thought she looked just like Princess Di. Wonder if Prince Charles ever got the glare Vi was shooting at him now?
“You didn’t water the plants, did you?” she accused, hands on her hips.
“Now, Vi, I had a customer, and this young man was kind enough to help me.”
Violet’s brown eyes began to sparkle as she smiled. “Louie! Have you finally changed your mind about hiring some help?”
He blinked at her in confusion. “No, no, Violet, I-”
“He looks like a strapping young man, too. Think you can handle boxes when orders come in?”
Dean snapped to attention. “Yes, ma’am. I can carry boxes just fine.”
“Violet-”
“How are you at sweeping?”
“Real good. I can sweep really good.”
“Vi-”
“Stocking shelves?”
“Violet!” Louie frowned at his wife. This was getting away from him. Yes, they’d talked about him hiring a helper, but he didn’t know this boy, helpful or not.
The boy in question turned those green eyes back to him, earnest and hopeful. “Mr. Moenning, I’d be happy to help you out for a few days. I can be here at sunup, and I’ll work till dark. Whatever job you need me to do. You don’t have to pay me much.”
Shooting his wife an exasperated look, Louie folded his arms over his chest. “How much you figure ‘not much’ is, son?”
Dean looked down at the floor, then cast a brief glance over his shoulder towards the shelves behind him. Neither of the Moennings saw his fingers twitch as he counted. “Two dollars and thirty-four cents.”
Both Moennings blinked at the strangely specific amount, then turned to regard each other. Louie pursed his lips when he saw the mulish set to Violet’s chin, and sighed.
“Mr. Winchester, I’ll tell you what. You go out front and water Miss Violet’s plants for me, and I’ll pay you that two dollars and thirty-four cents. Alright?”
“Yes, sir.” The boy hurried out the door, and Louie turned to his wife.
“Violet Iola Moenning. What do you think you’re up to?”
“Louis Daniel Moenning. Your promised me you would hire a helper. And one shows up practically gift wrapped.”
“But, Vi, we don’t even know this boy. He said he was just passing through. For all we know, his family could be mixed up in all kinds of...ne’er-do-well stuff!” Louie sputtered at his wife. She scoffed at him as she stepped forward to peer out the window.
“Nonsense! Just look at him. He’s even got the water pressure turned down so the water doesn’t plow into the dirt. That little man is being real gentle with my petunias. Better than you’ve ever been,” she scolded with a side eye in his direction. He only harrumphed as he came around to join her studying the boy.
“Well…,” Louie watched as Dean finished up watering, and began carefully coiling the hose - more so than he was wont to, he had to admit. “He was mighty helpful this morning. Thinks good on his feet.”
Sensing victory, Violet patted his arm gently as she wrapped her other arm about his waist. “And since he’s not staying long, it would just be for a few days. Like a test shot those car salesmen talk about.”
“Test drive, Vi.”
His wife only sniffed. “He may need to make arrangements, so you pay him his money and tell him to come back tomorrow.”
Knowing he’d well and truly lost, Louie only sighed as Violet took herself back up stairs. The bell jingled again as Dean returned, and Louie had to smile at the hopeful look on his face. Moving back to his spot behind the counter, he opened the register. “Well, now, Mr. Winchester. For your help this morning, here is two dollars and thirty-four cents. You go on now and enjoy your day, and I’ll see you back here 8 o’clock sharp. Deal?”“Deal.” Green eyes crinkled a bit as Dean grinned at him before he studied the money in his hand. “Would it be okay if I bought a couple things?”“It’s your money, son. You’ve earned it.” Without a word, Dean spun and hustled toward the shelves. Certain he’d be returning with a comic book, Louie shut the register and finished piling the gum and mints where they belonged. The boy returned in a quick minute, carefully placing a box of Ritz crackers, a small can of Vienna sausages, and a can of Coke on the counter. Almost proudly, he slid the silver dollar from earlier and the newer coins and $1 note towards Louie.“Thank you, Mr. Moenning. I’ll be here in the morning.” Chuckling to himself, Louie bagged up the foodstuffs for the boy and waved him out the door, watching him run west down the highway. Growing boys and their food - he should have figured.
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Louie guessed he shouldn’t have been surprised that the young Mr. Winchester was a man of his word. What he wasn’t prepared for was how the boy gave him a heart attack by popping up in front of the door just as he was unlocking the next morning. While he calmed his afib down, Dean proved his readiness to get to work. Newspapers were hefted in, the string pocket knifed free, and the daily dose of headlines plopped in the rack. Louie couldn’t help the approving smile he gave the boy as he directed him to the wash closet for a broom.
That day set the pace for the next four. Dean would be waiting on the doorstep well before 8:00am, and always got right to work - newspapers, sweeping, dusting. Wednesday was soda truck day, and the boy dragged or pushed cases like a pro. Thursday brought Robbie with the food goods delivery, and again, he found himself impressed at the boy’s stick-to-it attitude with the bulky packages of canned goods, bottles, and the like.
At noon, Violet brought him lunch, happily adding an extra plate for the boy. Dean always stared at the sandwich, chips, and cookie for a moment. He’d thank Violet politely, ask if he could eat it later, and return to work when given permission. The first two times it happened, he and Violet just shrugged at each other. The plate always stood empty by afternoon. The third time, Violet had to dash off to lunch at a friend’s, and Louie got a phone call. The fourth time, Violet didn’t want to take ‘no’ for an answer.
The day had started rainy, with Dean surprising him with his absence from the doorstep. Louie caught himself staring out at the highway, looking in both directions for a glimpse of the boy.
“He’s late?” Violet’s query sounded behind him. Louie grunted his reply. “He shouldn’t be out in this rain.”
Dean was a surprisingly reticent ten year old, proving himself an expert in classic rock and hand tools, but unwilling to talk about much else. Louie realized with a pang he didn’t even know where the boy was staying. When he turned around, Violet stood wringing her hands as she squinted into the downpour. “He’ll be wet through when he gets here. I’ll go make something hot to drink.” She spun on her heel and hurried back upstairs.
Silently, Louie went about his normal routine - coffee maker, popcorn machine, cash drawer - 8:08am. The quiet store, so familiar from before, seemed altogether too quiet without the serious little worker bee of the last three days. The elder Moenning shook his head and ambled to the wash closet for the ‘wet’ rug. Any customers today were sure to track in water, needed to give them somewhere to wipe their boots. As he struggled with the bulky, awkward floor mat, the bell jingled.
“That you, Dean?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Glad you made it! I’ll be right there!” he called out. No answer came from the boy as Louie finished wrestling the mat out, carrying it to lean against the counter for a moment. Dean wasn’t just inside the door as he expected; a slight scuffle-ish sound drew his attention to the back. Dean appeared, looking like a half-drowned pup, wet wedges of dark hair dripping into his eyes. He’d tried to keep the worst of the rain off with a trash bag, but Louie could hear the squelching of his soaked shoes from here.
“My goodness, boy! Am I glad to see you. You didn’t have to come all this way today! Couldn’t your dad drive you?” Louie hurried to drag out the old space heater from under the counter, ignoring the complaints of the coils as they heated up while he peeled the boy’s sodden jacket off of him.
“He’s working. ‘S alright, I wanted to be here.”
“Louie, is that Dean?”
“Yes, Vi, he’s here.” Muted exclamations filtered down, staccatoed with Violet’s footsteps above them. Moments later, she pounded down the stairs as Louie tried to urge Dean to kick off his shoes.
“Heavens to goodness, child! You’re soaked through! Here - you sit right there and drink this. I made you my special hot chocolate.”
Dean’s shoulders hunched, his hands bunched with discomfort. “I don’t want to make any trouble. I’m fine. I tracked a bunch a’ water in, I’ll go get the mop.” When Louie and Violet wouldn’t rest till he’d drunk the beverage, the boy chugged it in four swallows and bolted for the mop without a word.
The rain kept customers away. After he wrung out his socks and shoes and studiously mopped up the tracked-in water, Louie had Dean tackle expired products. After setting him up with empty boxes for the refuse, Louie started a deep clean of the popcorn machine. It gave the older man a chance to think and watch.
No one could ever complain about the determination with which the boy went after each chore, not one too menial or too dirty. He attacked the pesky dustpan-leftovers line and straightened magazines with a precision he remembered from his Marine uncle. No complaints, no stopping to rest, just a serious gaze and busy hands. Maybe too serious.
Ready to give credit where credit was due to the father who clearly taught Dean an impressive work ethic, as Louie watched the boy today, he was more ready to give him a piece of his mind. Faint shadows flagged the boy’s eyes, and more than once, he paused from his work. Catching his breath? A small hand rubbed between his eyes. Headache? Louie wasn’t sure, but he did know whoever this Winchester was, he wasn’t taking care of his son.
When Violet reappeared with lunch, she’d done some extra fussing. Their ham and cheese sandwiches had an L and a D carved in the bread, the chips arranged in a circle around them.
“Here we are!” she sang out, handing both working men a plate. Louie pressed a kiss to her cheek, offering her a warm smile as he sat down.
“You’ve been reading Betty Crocker again, haven’t you, Vi?” He chuckled when she shooed him away, turning to face the boy as he tried to slink away.
“Now, young man, you’ve been working like a fiend messing with all those cans and boxes. I insist you take a break and eat your lunch right now. I can’t have you gettin’ sick on me!” she exclaimed, urging the boy to the folding chair she’d set out for him. Louie nodded his approval as he gestured with his sandwich to Dean.
“Come on, Dean. Break time. Work’ll still be there after we eat.” Dean squirmed a bit under their watchful gazes, then took a bite. Satisfied, Violet turned to her husband.
“Ada’s going to drop by my Avon order today, if she wants to get out in this rain.”
“Whaddya get?”
“Just a lipstick. I was out of Bold Orchid.”
Louie shook his head as he chewed around a chip. “You mean, the pink one?”
“Louis Moenning, you have no fashion sense.”
“I agree, dear. It’s a good thing I have you.” When Dean scooted off his chair to amble towards the back, they paid him no mind - he’d been told time and again to help himself to a soda.
“They got any more apples ready?”
“I hope so, I put the last of them in a pie for after dinner.”
Dean reappeared, chewing the last of his sandwich as he offered his empty plate to Violet. “Thank you, Mrs. Moenning.”
She patted the boy’s cheek fondly. “Of course, hun! I love to see clean plates!”
He shrugged his shoulders a bit awkwardly, turning to Louie. “Mr. Moenning, the coffee machine stopped working again. Want me to unplug it and get the tools?”
Louie grumbled to himself, telling Dean, “yeah, let’s take another look at it.”
Violet smacked a pink/Bold Orchid kiss to his forehead, taking the plates back upstairs. While Dean dug in the closet for the tool box, Louie approached the coffee machine. As he stared accusingly at the cursed contraption, a movement to his right caught his attention. Louie glanced over at the display of umbrellas - one must have fallen and opened, for the dome of the thing showed out towards the store. With a careful lean, Louie snagged the item, wiggling it when it appeared to get stuck on something on its way.
A pair of huge hazel eyes stared up at him, startling Louie something fierce.
“What the...who are you?” he stumbled out, reaching down to tug the youngster to his feet. Small, swimming in a too-big rain jacket, the little curly top looked absolutely petrified. His bottom lip trembled, his hands shook - holding a ham and cheese sandwich with a D carved in the bread. Flummoxed beyond description, Louie took a step back. “What is going on here?”
In a blink, the little mister mustered up a scowl, trying to look mean. Then, he squared himself up into a miniature little boxer’s stance.
Louie didn’t remember a lot about the next few moments except pain, shouts, more pain, crying, and stars and black dots in his vision. Gradually, Violet’s voice threaded its way into the mess.
“Louie! Louie, what happened? Dean, who is this boy? It’s alright, hun, don’t cry - Louie if you don’t open your eyes this instant, I’m calling an ambulance!”
Growling under his breath, Louie tried to roll to his side, cupping his throbbing manhood gingerly. “Don’t call an ambulance!” he barked out. After another moment of Violet’s whispered reassurances, Louie dragged in a deep breath as a different voice came through.
“I’m so sorry! I’m sorry! He didn’t mean to, it was my fault! I’m responsible, please don’t punish him. I’m sorry!”
Dean. It was Dean’s voice. Louie forced his eyes open and saw his serious little soldier clutching the pint-sized boxer to him, tears running down his face. While Violet steadied him, Louie made his way to his feet, the pain in his crotch still keeping him hunched over.
“Alright, everybody,” he declared, still short of breath. “Alright, let’s everybody calm down. Violet, why don’t you go get a couple more chairs? I think we all gotta do some talking.”
Five minutes later, the four of them sat facing each other. The littler little boy was wedged firmly against Dean, Dean’s arm tight around his shoulders. The bedraggled ham sandwich had long ago lost the fight, laying in limp chunks from the youngster’s chubby fingers. When Violet had offered to take it, the boy had clutched it closer; Louie knew the heartbreak in his wife’s eyes mirrored his own.
“Dean, why don’t you introduce us to this young man?” Louie started, adjusting the icy liter bottle of beer against his abused parts. Pale, solemn, Dean tightened his arm around the little boy’s shoulders.
“This is Sam. He’s my brother.” The boy’s voice croaked with the words. A ten-year old’s terror trembled his chin for a moment, belied by the protective ferocity glowering from him. Louie nodded while Violet tried a winning smile at little Sam.
“It’s very nice to meet you, Sam. Sam, I’m Louie Moenning, and this is my wife, Violet.” Sam ducked his chin in answer, looking for all the world like he was trying to disappear. Louie thought another moment before he spoke again. “I’m sorry I scared you earlier. You packed me a real good punch. Did your brother teach you to do that? Hit a man in the privates if you think he’s going to hurt you?”
A beat of silence, then the little boy nodded. “He said they’d go down like a potato and leave me alone,” came the tiny answer.
Louie had to smile at that, chagrined as it was. “Well, Dean was right. I sure went down like a potato. And, again - I’m sorry I scared you.”
Serious hazel eyes blinked at him before he offered Louie a nod, then looked up at his brother. “Dean, is that the lady who made the sandwiches you brought me?”
“Yeah, that’s her.”
Sam turned a shy smile to the lady. “They were real good, even with the cheese. Dean said I could pick it off and just eat the ham. Was that okay?”
Louie blinked at the question, watching Violet’s head tilt a bit in confusion as she cleared her throat.
“That was absolutely okay. Now - I know the sandwich you’ve got there has cheese on it, and it looks a little tired. Why don’t you come with me, and I’ll make you a new one with no cheese?” she asked gently, holding a hand out to him. Sam shrank back against Dean’s side, looking up at him fearfully. “Oh, don’t you worry, hun. Dean’s coming for a new sandwich, too.”
Astonishment blinked from Dean’s green eyes as his gaze shot between the two Moennings.
“No, I - I gotta get back to work. You don’t pay me for sitting around.”
Memories flipped through Louie, awareness stitching sadness behind. The very specific $2.34 and the carefully chosen groceries. The disappearing sandwiches. The absent father. The clear fatigue and headache from earlier. Dean’s actions were more than just protective over his brother. He was raising his brother - earning money, buying food, sacrificing in a man-sized way from his little boy heart.
Clearing his throat once, twice, Louie tried to smile. “That’s alright, Dean. You’ve earned a break. You go on and help Mrs. Moenning upstairs.”
As soon as the three disappeared upstairs, Louie closed the store up. There was more important work to be done.
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If little Sam’s words had broken Violet’s heart, those shared at their dinner table stomped all over the leftover bits. Sam, who she learned just turned five, often lifted hazel eyes to Dean, waiting for his nod before answering questions or making a move. She’d made a double-batch of her famous Sloppy Joe sandwiches, along with crinkle cut French fries, pickles, tall glasses of chocolate milk, and no cheese for Sam. Gradually, the littlest Winchester warmed up to her. He chattered about how strong Dean was when he piggybacked him to and from the motel seven whole times now. About all the ‘radical’ bugs he’d found under the big tree by their fence where he waited each day for Dean. How Dean taught him his numbers to the Scooby-doo song.
Dean, on the other hand, sat as silent as stone. He wouldn’t touch one morsel of food until after he saw his brother’s plate filled and several bites down the hatch. After the hushed conversation she’d had with Louie, Violet wondered when Dean had last had a first bite of something without having to worry about whether his brother was hungry. When the sandwich platter was empty, and the little faces were pleasingly sauce-smudged, Violet ducked into the kitchen and returned with the apple pie she’d baked earlier.
“Now, I hope you boys like pie! My Violet makes the best in the county. She won a blue ribbon for her apple pie,” Louie praised. She blew him a kiss as she began to slice.
“Do I like pie?” Sam whispered to his brother as Dean wiped his face.
“You will, don’t worry,” came the confident whisper in reply. Louie sent his bride a proud smile as she placed a huge slice in front of each boy. Curiously, she handed only Dean a fork before she continued slicing for the two of them.
“You go ahead, Dean, tell me what you think,” Violet encouraged nonchalantly, seemingly very involved in her cutting. Dean looked over at Sam, who simply watched his brother disarmingly. The older boy looked downright uncomfortable before turning to his brother.
“Here, Sammy, I’ll take the next fork.”
“That’s alright, Dean, I’m counting on you as my expert taste tester. You show your brother how eating apple pie is done.” Violet served up another slice with aplomb, and Louie quickly realized her endgame. He busied his hands holding the pie plate for Violet, both of them watching Dean from the corners of their eyes.
Tentatively, Dean dug the tines into the pastry, coming away with a healthy chunk of golden fruit. The syrupy goodness, delicately dusted with spices, coated the apple luxuriously. When Sam nudged his elbow with a, “go on, show me!”, Dean carefully took the bite. As the flavors unraveled in his mouth, Louie couldn’t bite back the grin when the boy’s eyes drifted shut.
“Mmmm,” he murmured absently. Violet smiled, radiant in her glee, as she handed Sam a fork with a flourish.
“There you go, young man!” she crowed. “Show us what you learned from a master pie taste tester!” Smiles abounded across the table as everyone enjoyed the dessert; and if Dean’s smile was a trifle brighter, a bit more grateful, no one was the wiser.
While Violet had the boys help her clear the table, the doorbell downstairs summoned Louie to the little-used “front door”. Ada Lovelace stood there, bag in hand, smiling up at the bearded man behind her holding the umbrella.
“Ada, hello! Come to sell my beautiful wife beauty products she don’t need?”
The woman trilled a laugh as she lifted the bag. “And bring you apples! Louie, this man has a question for you about someone. Robert, was it?”
“Bobby, ma’am. Bobby Singer.” The newcomer paused as Louie ushered them both in the entry way out of the rain. He removed his hat, showing a head of thinning, reddish hair that matched his beard as he shook hands with Louie in greeting. “I’m sorry to bother you, Mr. Moenning, but I’m looking for a couple of boys. Man down at the Field & Dream Motel back a mile or so said they headed this way this morning. Both have dark hair, kinda’ quiet.”
Louie squinted at the man, studying him briefly before he gestured up the stairs. “Come on up, both of you. Violet’s got coffee and pie on.”
The quiet Mr. Singer hesitated a moment before heading up the stairs. He kept his back to the wall, not entering further into the room while Ada unbuttoned her jacket.
“Violet! Company,” he called. The clinking of supper clean-up stopped as Violet murmured something before she stepped into the doorway.
“Ada! You didn’t have to come out in this weather!”
“Oh, it was no trouble. Saw you’d closed up, everything alright?” The shorter woman’s gaze flicked between the Moennings curiously.
“Right as rain, just decided to close early for a good meal.” After Louie’s statement, the boys appeared, both of them pausing at the sight of the stranger.
“Uncle Bobby!” Sam shouted delightedly, running to the man. A wide smile crinkled Dean’s eyes, relief sagging his shoulders a bit.
“Hey, there, boys! Good to see you!” Mr. Singer hefted Sam up to his hip, ruffling Dean’s hair affectionately. “You ready to go?”
“Is Dad with you?” Dean wanted to know. Louie caught the flicker of frustration on Mr. Singer’s face before he schooled his features.
“No, he asked me to come get you two and he’ll meet us at my place.”
Nothing could hide the disappointment that wiped away the smiles from the boys. After an awkward moment, Violet clapped her hands.
“Boys, Mr. Moenning and I can’t possibly eat all that pie. Come help me pack it up for you. I’ve got some Tupperware we can use.”
The three adults watched Violet lead the boys away before Ada turned to Louie.
“I need to be running. Would you give this to Violet?” When Louie nodded his affirmative, she handed the bag over. “Oh! Before I forget - did you hear what happened in town today?”
“No, no customers in today.”
“Well. First of all, after the most bizarre chase through the hospital, the police caught a man who had been lurking outside the nursery. He was going to steal a baby, can you imagine? All the lights kept going out up there again, doors kept getting stuck, it was a mess. By the time it was all over, the only door that was stuck was to the room he’d run into. The fool was raving like a lunatic that someone kept trying to attack him. He’s in jail as we speak. But that’s not the only thing!”
Louie shook his head, baffled at the gall of the perpetrator. “Well, my goodness, Ada! What could top that tale?”
The woman leaned forward, intent on her news. “The groundskeeper at the cemetery found a grave disturbed. And not just disturbed - completely dug up! Someone broke into the casket and burned that poor soul!”
Disgusted and mystified, Louie frowned at the woman. “Who on earth would do such a thing?”
Ada shook her head, just as baffled. “I don’t know. And the saddest part? It was one of the nurses who died in the hospital fire of ‘49.”
Louie snorted at that. “Oh, Lord. Don’t tell Vic that! He’s for sure that hospital is haunted!”
“Haunted,” Ada scoffed at her husband’s notion. “It is sad, though. That grave was Fern Riley’s. She’s the nurse that died in the fire trying to protect the babies.”
Silence fell at the announcement; the day St. Anthony’s Hospital burned had been a sad one. Everyone in the small town had been affected - everyone knew many, if not all, of the 77 people who died. Ada sighed, then rebuttoned her coat.
“I best get back to Vic. Tell Violet she can write me a check later for the lipstick.”
“Her pink lipstick?” Louie smirked as he ushered the woman to the stairs.
“Bold Orchid, Louis, get it right,” she sassed. Louie waved her on her way before turning back to Robert Singer. The man had a strange stillness about him - like someone who knew a lot more than what they’d ever say. Before Louie could ask, voices and footsteps told him Vi and the boys were headed this way.
“You from around here, Mr. Singer?”
The other man shook his head. “South Dakota.”
“You know this Winchester fella?”
“Enough.”
Watching Dean hold the green Tupperware of pie like it was the Holy Grail, Louie fixed a stern eye on Singer and dropped his voice.
“You tell him from me that he’s doing a piss-poor job of being a father, leaving his children hungry and fending for themselves.”
It was a small comfort to watch Singer’s gaze dart to the boys in shock, then curdle with disgusted anger.
“I’ll be more than happy to.”
A chorus of happy chatter from the boys accompanied them as everyone trooped down to the store. While Dean reminded Sam to make his thank you’s and good-bye’s to Mrs. Moenning, Louie popped open the register before coming around the counter for his own farewell.
He smiled at Sam’s well-trained seriousness as he pumped his hand in a man’s handshake, looking for Dean’s approving smile afterwards. As Dean stepped towards him, Louie placed a warm hand on his shoulder, smiling down at him.
“Well, Mr. Winchester. You were a man of your word. You did every job that came your way, and more besides. Minimum wage is $3.35 an hour. You worked for me four days here, and you did a man’s work every hour. So, here’s $110.00. There’s your wages for hours worked. You earned it.”
If the boy’s eyes got any wider, they were going to fall out of his skull. The boy’s throat bobbed once, twice, as he swallowed.
“I - I - I can’t accept this, Mr. Moenning, it’s too much!” Dean frantically shoved the money back towards him, but Louie raised his hands and stepped back.
“No. We had a man’s agreement. You’d gone anywhere else, they’d a’ paid you minimum wage. Ain’t that right, Mr. Singer?”
The man’s mouth opened, closed, then opened again. “Mr. Moenning’s right, Dean. If he says you worked the hours, then he can pay you a wage he sees is fair.”
“Yes, sir. Thirty-two hours at $3.35 an hour - you take that $110.00 and we’ll call it square. Deal?” Louie held a hand out to the boy; he stared at it for a long moment before he looked up at the older man. Tears shimmered in the green eyes as he shook his head firmly. Gratefully.
“Thank you, sir. Th-thank you.”
Louie smiled at him as Violet stepped up to his side. They looped their arms about the other’s waists as Singer led the boys to the door. Sam waved a smiling good-bye to them as Dean paused at the door.
“Thank you, sir. Ma’am. I mean...thank you.”
Swallowing the lump in his throat, Louie felt Violet tighten her arm around him comfortingly. “You’re a good man, Dean Winchester,” he told the ten-year old boy. Just like that first day, a corner of his mouth kicked up a bit in a half-smile. With a little wave, he followed his brother out the door. The roar of a truck engine sounded, and they were gone.
The Moennings never saw the boys again, not that they expected to. Whenever it rained, or the coffee machine broke, they’d remember the two fondly. They wondered if Sam still had all that hair, if Dean was still a natural with tools, if both of them were still so serious. They always shared a quiet smile when they had apple pie. No words needed to be spoken as the memory of serious green eyes threaded between them. They both hoped that whenever there was pie on the table for the Winchester boys, wherever he was, Dean always got the first bite.
**2nd A/N: The hospital fire mentioned here is a true story. St. Anthony’s Hospital in Effingham burned down April 4, 1949. Among the 77 lives tragically lost - patients, employees, nuns, a priest - was 22yo nurse Fern Riley. A nurse in the maternity ward, she was heard shouting, “I have to stay with my babies!” as she ran towards the nursery, where her body was later found.
In case they want to read it: @pinknerdpanda @littlegreenplasticsoldier @mirandaaustin93 @my-mind-is-incognito @mrswhozeewhatsis
#weechesters#Sam Winchester#dean winchester#spn fanfiction#supernatural fanfiction#sam and dean#sam winchester fic#dean winchester fic#child abandonment#child endangerment#scared child#angst#supernatural angst#the first bite
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Prompt #210 - Not Ashamed
@lunabelles : ‘holy shit! She’s on her way over here right now, she/he CANNOT see you!
ANON: ‘who topped?’
from: morning after sentence starters
it’s not the morning after??? nor is it a sentence starter?? idek what happened here??? It’s also 4am??
AO3
NOT ASHAMED
‘Oh, oh, Owen!’ Claire moaned on a high note as her orgasm snapped and flared, sending shockwaves through her body. She gave him a lazy grin, cheeks split as she lowered her chest to his, their mouths meeting upon decent. With Owen’s arms wrapped around her back, Claire allowed herself to collapse onto him. ‘Why don’t we do this more?’
Owen hummed, fingers splayed across her back as he drew nonsense shapes, giving her a minute to recover before he started thrusting again with small strokes from beneath her sated body. ‘You work too much.’ He told her without hesitation, face drawn in stern lines as sweat continued to sit on his brow. Owen was too concerned about his own release to notice her small flinch.
He wasn’t wrong. Her hours were long and relentless, her job unforgiving. He had once asked her why she lived at the resort instead of employee housing, expecting her answer to be one of a higher standard. She lived in the Hilton purely because it provided closer access to the Innovation Centre and all that it held. Claire wasn’t exactly proud to admit that, but this was why Masrani hired her; dedication to her work. It did, however, interfere with their arrangement.
They were currently tangled in the sheets belonging to her bed in said resort apartment. It didn’t interfere that much but it certainly made Claire say ‘no’ on far too many occasions where her place was the only option. She didn’t want him spotted sneaking in and out of her apartment. She didn’t want to be caught fucking the Raptor handler when Claire knew she should damn well know better. Owen wasn’t jeopardising her job but in the eyes of a few, he was well below her league. That and she knew the hullabaloo it would cause when the Jurassic World staff uncovered that she and Owen were doing something about all that sexual tension.
He was just a bad habit. Nothing permanent. That was why she wanted no one to know. Because the second people found out would be when things started getting sticky.
Claire used work as an excuse not to see him. Late meetings. Early meetings. Busy schedule. All of it a means to control what was happening between them. To doctor when they did and did not see each other. But, work had also become her excuse to see him too. Bad day, stressful day, brilliant day, high achieving personal goals day or a completely slow and out of her mind kind of day. Owen was stress relief with a cocky smile and a firm hand on her hip. He made her happy for those short hours she allowed.
Claire pulled away from him, rolling off the man's chest as his cock slipped from her body, still hard. She pouted at him, playing sympathetic as wrapped her fingers around the base of him and brushed her lips against the tip. Claire didn't know what it was, but she liked giving Owen head. Never had she usually enjoyed that part of intercourse but Owen was selfless and Claire was happy to return the favour without his need to ask. The thing was, he never asked her to do it, never gripped her hair or forced her to stay on her knees. Things with them were always about what made the other comfortable. The sex was often rough and hard, pushing the air right out of her lungs as his hands left marks on her skin. But, never would he thrust his cock in her face and demand she swallow. Claire found she liked it when the option was her choice. Her idea. She loved it when Owen was completely unaware, the man never expecting it and always surprised when she settled between his legs and lent forward.
He propped himself up on his elbows, eager to watch as her gaze met his, Claire’s smile wicked before her lips spread across the width of him. She had barely begun when she scraped her teeth gently up the sides of his thick cock, Owen letting out a sound of pleasure when someone knocked on the door. She ignored them at first, but Owen could tell Claire's attention had shifted. She was still bobbing her head in his lap, her tongue swirling around him but not with the same focus. He sighed, dropping down on his back in defeat as the knocking persisted, Claire letting him go with an easy pop as she reached for her robe and moved for the door.
From her bedroom, Owen could hear Claire’s voice but not her words. Someone there kept her attention for a few minutes before her voice got closer, her words clearer. ‘I just need fifteen minutes and I’m all yours.’ She reappeared, cheeks red and eyes wild as she shut the door behind her with frantic movements. ‘Holy shit!’ Claire swore for the first time outside of sex. He had never heard her cuss in panic or anger, just sheer lust. ‘She’s gonna come down the hallway, she cannot see you!’ Claire moved for him, hissing as she grabbed his wrist in an attempt to pull Owen up.
‘I’m sorry? Who?’
‘Zara.’ She hissed, keeping her voice down low as Owen sagged worry flaring in the back of his mind that she had a partner who didn’t know about their activities. ‘Get up.’ Claire grunted, letting go of his wrist as she stood in front of him, her hands on her hips. ‘Seriously, Owen. I don’t want her to see you.’ She busied herself in picking up his clothes, throwing them at him one by one.
‘Where the hell am I supposed to go?’ He asked, standing in front of her, butt naked and clutching his clothes to his chest as he heard Zara’s footsteps approach the door. Claire just stared at him, wide-eyed and annoyed asking him silently how on Gods sweet Earth was she supposed to have the answer to that. Her eyes trailed behind him, landing on her large closet before she stalked towards him and encouraged the man inside.
‘Claire?’ Zara knocked on the closed bedroom door. Claire hummed in acknowledgement, opening it with a smile. ‘Do you want me to go over your schedule?’ Owen listened as the other woman perched herself on the edge of the messy bed without a word before unlocking her phone and going over Claire’s meetings for the day. The closet door was left open just an inch, enough that Owen could see Claire in the en-suit brushing her hair and starting her makeup routine.
He crouched there for ten minutes, knees starting to ache as he mourned the perfectly good erection that went to waste — for him, at least Claire seemed to enjoy it before she shoved him in her closet to put her job first.
Zara was still talking, no longer sitting as she leant against the bathroom doorframe blocking his view of Claire. He had zoned her out, too busy cursing himself for getting in the damned closet, to begin with.
He liked Claire. A lot. Owen couldn’t count on both hands the number of times he had dropped something to be at her beck and call. It was a little too eager maybe, but it said a lot about how he felt for her. He was still denying it was anything more than lust buried deep in his bones. They were working on getting it out. She had taken the opportunity one too many times to push him away and this was his final straw. Owen grunted as he forced his stiff knees to move, bringing him back to his full height as he pushed the closet door open and stepped out into Claire’s bedroom.
‘You know what? I’m too old to be hiding in the closet until the coast is clear. I did that enough when I was in high school.’ Zara startled, but Claire, standing behind her looked at Owen like she half expected him to throw in the towel. She shrugged, trying to play nonchalant as Owen’s frustrations grew. ‘Don’t look at me like that! You’re the one who shoved me in there Claire like you’re ashamed.’
‘I am — I’m not ashamed of you, Owen Grady.’ She answered but he couldn’t hear an argument as to why not. ‘Would you put some clothes on?’ She sighed, hands raising and falling to hit her hips with a soft smack. He was still naked, Zara standing so her face was turned away, embarrassment tinting her cheeks.
He apologised as he turned back to the closet to find his jeans.
‘I’m going to leave you two alone.’ Zara announced as she hurriedly moved for the door. He thought Claire’s assistant was gone when the bedroom door squeaked, her voice sparking up again. ‘Just curious,’ she started, ‘who topped?’ Owen didn’t hesitate in pointing a finger towards Claire, too scared of Claire’s wrath to verbally answer the other woman. Zara winked at him, her smirk wide as she turned back to Claire. ‘Your first meeting isn’t until ten. I won’t expect you any earlier.’ She sang `have fun’ as she disappeared out of the apartment leaving Owen and Claire to their standoff.
‘I’m not ashamed of you.’ She told him again, eyes sincere but tired. Owen tracked her, watching Claire move from the en-suite to her bed, pulling herself onto it before sitting with her legs crossed. ‘I just, I don’t know.’ There was no excuse to pull. She honestly couldn’t look Owen in the eye and give him an answer as to why she panicked. It was just that: panic. She didn’t want anyone to know about them but she wasn’t ashamed. Claire was so used to keeping things private. Secrecy was her default. ‘I just didn’t want everyone in our business.’ That was honest. ‘I’m still trying to figure out what is going on here.’ She didn’t know if she wanted anything out of their relationship beyond sex. Hadn’t even stopped to think about Owen as a permanent fixture in her life. ‘If other people know they might push us in a direction we’re not ready for.’
Owen could reason with that. He didn’t know what he wanted or expected from Claire but if she felt like her boundaries were about to be pushed he would do anything to stop her from running away or feeling pressured. ‘Just don’t shove me in the closet again.’ He dropped beside her, bed bouncing under his weight. Claire nodded, chuckling softly as she apologised, her hand on his.
‘Why don’t you stop by my place later tonight and we’ll continue what we didn’t finish this morning?’ Owen asked, leaning into her side. ‘And you can’t say you’re busy because I heard Zara say your last meeting ended at seven, three times.’
She turned a grin to him, eyes rolling as she stood and stepped away from the bed. ‘I can do that.’
#clawen#claire x owen#owen x claire#jurassic world#despite the odds#i'm sorry this is probably terrible Jill#but yolo#it was Eliot or Dickens who said 'write a short story a week for you can't possibly write 52 terrible stories'#so that's my theory on life#sometimes they're terrible but sometimes they're good???
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Proper that is a Tuesday dealt with let’s take a seem at Wednesday no half of 7:00 mass i can take that and possibly would you are taking the eight o’clock in any respect proper i will be able to take that as good no um the half 6 evening Mass on Sunday night mass too early no challenge i will be able to take as well I just make a note mornin Ted Barney Google Google there’s a there’s some shaving cream simply there no there’s now not that no your gran no on you oh where exactly Ted simply there under your ear here yes and there is a there’s a little more long past no there may be nonetheless only a contact two minutes it’s everywhere the situation Oh God how on this planet did all that get there I didn’t even shave this morning so what are we doing today Ted confessions and mass and things like that I suppose sure to colossal matters like that it is first-class being a priest is not it Ted god it’s beautiful out oh wait let L you Ted enjoyable lands come to craggy Island it will be here Saturday oh yes this is the fairground factor oh i’d no longer a lot curiosity in that form of factor myself to be sincere they’ve bought a spider baby what a spider baby you are aware of it’s style of a freak show factor you are aware of it’s acquired the body of a spider nevertheless it’s in reality a little one how is that this a little one does it have a nappy on us or something no when does it have the top of a baby no well if it looks like a spider and it would not virtually gurgle at your whatever how do you comprehend it’s simply a youngster to hold it in a pram Dugan are you obviously certain about this you’re not confusing us with a dream your head or some thing no actually I saw it on the information honestly oh oh wait no virtually no did you say it it was once a dream yeah have you ever been finding out identical to I told you Bob Ted i’ve yeah yeah sorry about that but we will have to go anyway Ted come on it’ll be nice last yr I needed to go with the horse-driving and it was once simply superb I did not comprehend you would experience horses well it wasn’t a real horse Ted find it irresistible it was once this ancient fella with a saddle on him go it ought to’ve been about eighty you understand of direction he couldn’t go very quick like I was once sort of lashing him with the weapon all could not get a lot of a response out of him you realize and the way lengthy had been you up on them i might say it was about but an hour so that you were upon an eight-year-historic man driving him round and deciding upon him for 60 minutes you understand that photo will stick with me for the leisure of my life I all mentioned yeah it is great isn’t it come on we will have to go no i don’t think I might take the excitement to be sincere consider I just say if there is whatever on the tv cleaning soap a form of jumper is essentially but they’re just going learn the old diagram hey father Ted Kelly speakme hi there father sorry to disturb you my identify is Terry McNamee i’m producing the program religion of our fathers for small screen television Aaron at the second doing a particular on clergymen who work in isolated communities and that i was wondering for those who’d be enthusiastic about speakme to us good that’s that is very um that is an extraordinarily interesting fifth of Our Fathers is my favourite software you understand good you we’re the first man or woman we thought of deal with that I could come over and we might give you a small cost in your predicament help a unwell okay nobody no have to be anyone Ted only a second Oh rapid question how precisely do you get to craggy Island father it would not look to be on any Maps no what wouldn’t be on any Maps no Terry we’re now not precisely big apple now the satisfactory option to to find it’s normally to move out from Garlin or quite north till you see the English boats with the nuclear symbol on the side even very practically the island when they may be dumping the historic glow-in-the-darkish one thing are there any other priests residing there with you our researcher does not mention anyone else um well no there is no one else here i will see what Saturday then i will give you a name when I get there I the answer again Ted by no means activate the tv when father Jack’s asleep you know the way he’s but he’s always asleep sure well someone who served the church as long as he has deserves a relaxation just fairly an honor for us to guard in his historical age yeah appear at him dreaming of prior glories indubitably ladies pay concentration we have acquired a distinctive treat at present it is very kindly volunteered to take him all via volleyball practice and he’s just jogged my memory that it is very warm today so there’ll be no need to your tracksuit tops whats up father Dougal McGuire right here and welcome to this week’s top of the Pops after which at number forty five this week is father Ted Crilley after I’ve bought the power and the quantity 15 for the sixteenth week in a row his father Jack Hackett with IMS Sleepy breeze how does that cup shake get on the television is the tv damaged again father yes we’ve got an hindrance way there may be nothing mistaken with that that can’t be fixed with the visible you understand snigger in the head to park and now then who’s pretty me please mrs.Doyle T sec I to find mr. Doyle you want to have a cop i know thanks mrs. Doyle truthfully i want have a cop are you sure an hour tart no i’m not within the mood types all right so like a while but you are no longer have a drop oh thank you mrs. Owen oh i’m first-class Noorie they take aside father and seriously no and what do you say to a cup take off cup this cup of tea take off oh gosh there was a mobile name prior from a Terry McNamee all right who’s that Ted I’ve by no means heard of him anything to do with there wasn’t on the television yes he is coming to Vic’s tv yeah good you’d be right here the next day or 12 grand yeah that’s good you called any one Ted still no longer working you are without difficulty the exceptional doo-doo-doo-doo higher than all the rest penis god Ted you worried the life out of me they’re doing the historical pop star thing bear dougela I was Ted yeah it was first-class being on television in these days I suppose I’ve caught the historic telly ebook with the mattress canine get some sleep you do not get overtired do you ever need to get into television you’re sad Ted annoy i wouldn’t mean to send that style of factor relatively yeah yeah i don’t think you would be a lot just right at it surely why not well you are a little serious don’t seem to be you and your eyes are bit crossed yeah they’re a little bit wonky tag the cameras can decide on that up you know i’m not pass eyed Dugan you’re somewhat no Ted sure half the time I have no idea if you’re speakme to me your father Jack dude why do not you just get some sleep correct simply have to say the historical prayers our Father who artwork in heaven hallowed hallowed be thy identify Papa do not preach doodle you understand which you can praise God with sleep turn your head a vegan for a tiring day God there may be tons of ways that you can praise God isn’t that head like that time you instructed me to praise Him by using just leaving the room that was a just right one sure Ted mmm Ted yes knock-knock who’s there father Dugan McGuire goodnight Doga right here you bit higher than others that is it you made it then I suppose so there isn’t any indication that it’s craggy Island there is no indicators or something it’s there a person looking at you with the t-shirt saying I shot junior ahh you are right here so what the line is very unhealthy father you’re a enormous muffled i’m on a transportable cellphone you caught me by way of surprise when you phoned me you know the way i am on the toilet so the place will we meet at any place we can get a number of good shots any nearby landmarks no what no there aren’t any landmarks right here now Terry no not all comprehend although the island itself is a type of landmark quite the general rule is that if you are heading away from it you’re going within the right course correct there’s the discipline feeling good that sounds good it’s not a area really however it has less rocks in it than most places father i’m going to meet you on the subject now how do I get there ask Tom there he’ll support you out proper father Thanks Holy Mary mother of God content material i’m so sorry it was only a joke attempt to hinder doing that once more dougela hi proposal was once really herself it’s the last factor i need you’re correct there Ted anyway it can be time for Jax stroll time to your walk father Jack the clips am i able to bring up the mobilephone land head he’d love that no he would not take him around the cliffs and this time if you’re going near the brink put on the brakes he used to be most effective simply fortunate the last time and you are not coming yourself i do know I think i’m going to stay right here and pray for a whilst Oh what are you after Ted i am no longer after something dude it’s no longer unknown for participants of the clergy to wish on occasion it likes greater than to get out the recent air that’s it now to your go is that invoice however man this is given every single some thing once he’s out thirty is a high-quality time he knows they is not going to kiss once I’d be half that father what you up to yourself good I feel i’ll just keep here and have slightly of an old pray all correct fill within the pressure it’s to the weekend patrons are reminded that our facilities are at a reminder of the unavailability I do not even used to be on here hello fatter whats up Tom tell your nuts and did you get them listed here are made it EJ i’d prefer to movie a seek advice from the island Faust I mean high-quality proper so I simply wait in the area noticed her Farah this time I’ve killed him in newcomer i’d need to speak to about that later i’m doing an interview for the tv keep your arms on the sides what’s quite cows database you have a face like a parrot it well is he is received some unfair between us ah no fatherhood hey John Oh Paquito his father your thanks I’ve bought to satisfy someone now clearly i’m going to be interviewed for a television software particularly are that’s notable father i will kill you notable on tv well thank you I say you’ll be able to be greater than a match for a gay Borden or Terri Morgan or any of them supply me a couple of weeks to get to their level I need to go now i am looking to monitor down this movie you’ll be able to and so they often want to do a number of shut-united states of americaof grasp pictures and Nadi’s and that such factor we’re going to be late onset get a repute is the variety of Marilyn Monroe type see you quickly don’t hassle Ted get them i could not run cheese out of it over here in these days come right here seem at me oh good day Ken what are you doing here anyway Ricky was in this kind of thing you are supposed to be taking Jack for his walk good i’m are the cliffs have been closed today i would kiss be close doodle hope you comprehend it wasn’t that they had been long past you kissed forgot how might they simply disappear corrosion come on off that me straight to the children with you there is simply an additional cop returns to move with him you are straight residence to you right here i might need to hear any longer nonsense all people else is here do just right you are a priest you’re presupposed to exhibit some decorum this wasn’t a priest don’t you say that so he instructed me one time he does not even suppose in God take all the credit score at head however what the crater dying it’s known as out given that it was a younger fella killed on it final 12 months come on i am ailing and worn out York dead seem there is a fortune-teller come on we’ll have one go in there do not rest your money on that stuff – we will take you on no account be aware of there possibly something in it it’s rubbish how might any one consider any of that variety of nonsense just no extra ordinary than that stuff we realized within the cemetery heaven and hell and everlasting life bitch take it critically Ted well you are so two men to take it severely oh yeah yes having had an eternal lifestyles sure of course I can help you go in you go residence straight after that good i will I promise that all right whats up let’s go Ted cuts on one scared off preferred i’m going to do it and which you can watch whats up there take a seat you ought to pass my palm with silver silver i do not raise large luggage of it around give me a pound now i’m going to interpret one card at a time please I wasn’t concentrating and might be it would choose one other no no it is a common misunderstanding the Grim Reaper doesn’t suggest loss of life in a literal experience alternatively it will mean the dying of an historic subculture and the opening of a new one i do know what that is it’s regularly about a new lamp i am getting for my bicycle good it is going to now not come to be clear on the subsequent car that is rather weird there may be best purported to be one in each and every percent whats up Tom it can be alternatively Crilley around yet he’s yeah he is in Dale that’s a bad scar you could have acquired there tongue where did you get that it was once a in an argument oh i am hoping you won’t say something II did Lester I’ve had worse than that i can weed past anteed that to me appear like a deer pretend thanks my father jacket electing some house it’s almost 5:00 in time for his consuming goodbye that is where I bought this okay Shema Israel has back to me come on no father we higher be off come on there you might be father we got right here at final yet another father’s dead to the sector do you don’t know what’s going on gende but it’s time Kiran come on yeah you heard from from from the television good sure we just requested you a few questions Wow am I going to be on the small screen television well sure we will off with a history of the island after which move on to how existence has converted for the Islanders economically and socially father how would you say the individuals’s devout beliefs right here on craggy Island have been affected by the arrival of television and higher entry on the whole god no they may be speaking to generate great there i am it’s me look i am on the television tube no God does he particularly exist I imply little I don’t know i do not even consider in organized faith spiderbaby it 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Proper that is a Tuesday dealt with let’s take a seem at Wednesday no half of 7:00 mass i can take that and possibly would you are taking the eight o’clock in any respect proper i will be able to take that as good no um the half 6 evening Mass on Sunday night mass too early no challenge i will be able to take as well I just make a note mornin Ted Barney Google Google there’s a there’s some shaving cream simply there no there’s now not that no your gran no on you oh where exactly Ted simply there under your ear here yes and there is a there’s a little more long past no there may be nonetheless only a contact two minutes it’s everywhere the situation Oh God how on this planet did all that get there I didn’t even shave this morning so what are we doing today Ted confessions and mass and things like that I suppose sure to colossal matters like that it is first-class being a priest is not it Ted god it’s beautiful out oh wait let L you Ted enjoyable lands come to craggy Island it will be here Saturday oh yes this is the fairground factor oh i’d no longer a lot curiosity in that form of factor myself to be sincere they’ve bought a spider baby what a spider baby you are aware of it’s style of a freak show factor you are aware of it’s acquired the body of a spider nevertheless it’s in reality a little one how is that this a little one does it have a nappy on us or something no when does it have the top of a baby no well if it looks like a spider and it would not virtually gurgle at your whatever how do you comprehend it’s simply a youngster to hold it in a pram Dugan are you obviously certain about this you’re not confusing us with a dream your head or some thing no actually I saw it on the information honestly oh oh wait no virtually no did you say it it was once a dream yeah have you ever been finding out identical to I told you Bob Ted i’ve yeah yeah sorry about that but we will have to go anyway Ted come on it’ll be nice last yr I needed to go with the horse-driving and it was once simply superb I did not comprehend you would experience horses well it wasn’t a real horse Ted find it irresistible it was once this ancient fella with a saddle on him go it ought to’ve been about eighty you understand of direction he couldn’t go very quick like I was once sort of lashing him with the weapon all could not get a lot of a response out of him you realize and the way lengthy had been you up on them i might say it was about but an hour so that you were upon an eight-year-historic man driving him round and deciding upon him for 60 minutes you understand that photo will stick with me for the leisure of my life I all mentioned yeah it is great isn’t it come on we will have to go no i don’t think I might take the excitement to be sincere consider I just say if there is whatever on the tv cleaning soap a form of jumper is essentially but they’re just going learn the old diagram hey father Ted Kelly speakme hi there father sorry to disturb you my identify is Terry McNamee i’m producing the program religion of our fathers for small screen television Aaron at the second doing a particular on clergymen who work in isolated communities and that i was wondering for those who’d be enthusiastic about speakme to us good that’s that is very um that is an extraordinarily interesting fifth of Our Fathers is my favourite software you understand good you we’re the first man or woman we thought of deal with that I could come over and we might give you a small cost in your predicament help a unwell okay nobody no have to be anyone Ted only a second Oh rapid question how precisely do you get to craggy Island father it would not look to be on any Maps no what wouldn’t be on any Maps no Terry we’re now not precisely big apple now the satisfactory option to to find it’s normally to move out from Garlin or quite north till you see the English boats with the nuclear symbol on the side even very practically the island when they may be dumping the historic glow-in-the-darkish one thing are there any other priests residing there with you our researcher does not mention anyone else um well no there is no one else here i will see what Saturday then i will give you a name when I get there I the answer again Ted by no means activate the tv when father Jack’s asleep you know the way he’s but he’s always asleep sure well someone who served the church as long as he has deserves a relaxation just fairly an honor for us to guard in his historical age yeah appear at him dreaming of prior glories indubitably ladies pay concentration we have acquired a distinctive treat at present it is very kindly volunteered to take him all via volleyball practice and he’s just jogged my memory that it is very warm today so there’ll be no need to your tracksuit tops whats up father Dougal McGuire right here and welcome to this week’s top of the Pops after which at number forty five this week is father Ted Crilley after I’ve bought the power and the quantity 15 for the sixteenth week in a row his father Jack Hackett with IMS Sleepy breeze how does that cup shake get on the television is the tv damaged again father yes we’ve got an hindrance way there may be nothing mistaken with that that can’t be fixed with the visible you understand snigger in the head to park and now then who’s pretty me please mrs.Doyle T sec I to find mr. Doyle you want to have a cop i know thanks mrs. Doyle truthfully i want have a cop are you sure an hour tart no i’m not within the mood types all right so like a while but you are no longer have a drop oh thank you mrs. Owen oh i’m first-class Noorie they take aside father and seriously no and what do you say to a cup take off cup this cup of tea take off oh gosh there was a mobile name prior from a Terry McNamee all right who’s that Ted I’ve by no means heard of him anything to do with there wasn’t on the television yes he is coming to Vic’s tv yeah good you’d be right here the next day or 12 grand yeah that’s good you called any one Ted still no longer working you are without difficulty the exceptional doo-doo-doo-doo higher than all the rest penis god Ted you worried the life out of me they’re doing the historical pop star thing bear dougela I was Ted yeah it was first-class being on television in these days I suppose I’ve caught the historic telly ebook with the mattress canine get some sleep you do not get overtired do you ever need to get into television you’re sad Ted annoy i wouldn’t mean to send that style of factor relatively yeah yeah i don’t think you would be a lot just right at it surely why not well you are a little serious don’t seem to be you and your eyes are bit crossed yeah they’re a little bit wonky tag the cameras can decide on that up you know i’m not pass eyed Dugan you’re somewhat no Ted sure half the time I have no idea if you’re speakme to me your father Jack dude why do not you just get some sleep correct simply have to say the historical prayers our Father who artwork in heaven hallowed hallowed be thy identify Papa do not preach doodle you understand which you can praise God with sleep turn your head a vegan for a tiring day God there may be tons of ways that you can praise God isn’t that head like that time you instructed me to praise Him by using just leaving the room that was a just right one sure Ted mmm Ted yes knock-knock who’s there father Dugan McGuire goodnight Doga right here you bit higher than others that is it you made it then I suppose so there isn’t any indication that it’s craggy Island there is no indicators or something it’s there a person looking at you with the t-shirt saying I shot junior ahh you are right here so what the line is very unhealthy father you’re a enormous muffled i’m on a transportable cellphone you caught me by way of surprise when you phoned me you know the way i am on the toilet so the place will we meet at any place we can get a number of good shots any nearby landmarks no what no there aren’t any landmarks right here now Terry no not all comprehend although the island itself is a type of landmark quite the general rule is that if you are heading away from it you’re going within the right course correct there’s the discipline feeling good that sounds good it’s not a area really however it has less rocks in it than most places father i’m going to meet you on the subject now how do I get there ask Tom there he’ll support you out proper father Thanks Holy Mary mother of God content material i’m so sorry it was only a joke attempt to hinder doing that once more dougela hi proposal was once really herself it’s the last factor i need you’re correct there Ted anyway it can be time for Jax stroll time to your walk father Jack the clips am i able to bring up the mobilephone land head he’d love that no he would not take him around the cliffs and this time if you’re going near the brink put on the brakes he used to be most effective simply fortunate the last time and you are not coming yourself i do know I think i’m going to stay right here and pray for a whilst Oh what are you after Ted i am no longer after something dude it’s no longer unknown for participants of the clergy to wish on occasion it likes greater than to get out the recent air that’s it now to your go is that invoice however man this is given every single some thing once he’s out thirty is a high-quality time he knows they is not going to kiss once I’d be half that father what you up to yourself good I feel i’ll just keep here and have slightly of an old pray all correct fill within the pressure it’s to the weekend patrons are reminded that our facilities are at a reminder of the unavailability I do not even used to be on here hello fatter whats up Tom tell your nuts and did you get them listed here are made it EJ i’d prefer to movie a seek advice from the island Faust I mean high-quality proper so I simply wait in the area noticed her Farah this time I’ve killed him in newcomer i’d need to speak to about that later i’m doing an interview for the tv keep your arms on the sides what’s quite cows database you have a face like a parrot it well is he is received some unfair between us ah no fatherhood hey John Oh Paquito his father your thanks I’ve bought to satisfy someone now clearly i’m going to be interviewed for a television software particularly are that’s notable father i will kill you notable on tv well thank you I say you’ll be able to be greater than a match for a gay Borden or Terri Morgan or any of them supply me a couple of weeks to get to their level I need to go now i am looking to monitor down this movie you’ll be able to and so they often want to do a number of shut-united states of americaof grasp pictures and Nadi’s and that such factor we’re going to be late onset get a repute is the variety of Marilyn Monroe type see you quickly don’t hassle Ted get them i could not run cheese out of it over here in these days come right here seem at me oh good day Ken what are you doing here anyway Ricky was in this kind of thing you are supposed to be taking Jack for his walk good i’m are the cliffs have been closed today i would kiss be close doodle hope you comprehend it wasn’t that they had been long past you kissed forgot how might they simply disappear corrosion come on off that me straight to the children with you there is simply an additional cop returns to move with him you are straight residence to you right here i might need to hear any longer nonsense all people else is here do just right you are a priest you’re presupposed to exhibit some decorum this wasn’t a priest don’t you say that so he instructed me one time he does not even suppose in God take all the credit score at head however what the crater dying it’s known as out given that it was a younger fella killed on it final 12 months come on i am ailing and worn out York dead seem there is a fortune-teller come on we’ll have one go in there do not rest your money on that stuff – we will take you on no account be aware of there possibly something in it it’s rubbish how might any one consider any of that variety of nonsense just no extra ordinary than that stuff we realized within the cemetery heaven and hell and everlasting life bitch take it critically Ted well you are so two men to take it severely oh yeah yes having had an eternal lifestyles sure of course I can help you go in you go residence straight after that good i will I promise that all right whats up let’s go Ted cuts on one scared off preferred i’m going to do it and which you can watch whats up there take a seat you ought to pass my palm with silver silver i do not raise large luggage of it around give me a pound now i’m going to interpret one card at a time please I wasn’t concentrating and might be it would choose one other no no it is a common misunderstanding the Grim Reaper doesn’t suggest loss of life in a literal experience alternatively it will mean the dying of an historic subculture and the opening of a new one i do know what that is it’s regularly about a new lamp i am getting for my bicycle good it is going to now not come to be clear on the subsequent car that is rather weird there may be best purported to be one in each and every percent whats up Tom it can be alternatively Crilley around yet he’s yeah he is in Dale that’s a bad scar you could have acquired there tongue where did you get that it was once a in an argument oh i am hoping you won’t say something II did Lester I’ve had worse than that i can weed past anteed that to me appear like a deer pretend thanks my father jacket electing some house it’s almost 5:00 in time for his consuming goodbye that is where I bought this okay Shema Israel has back to me come on no father we higher be off come on there you might be father we got right here at final yet another father’s dead to the sector do you don’t know what’s going on gende but it’s time Kiran come on yeah you heard from from from the television good sure we just requested you a few questions Wow am I going to be on the small screen television well sure we will off with a history of the island after which move on to how existence has converted for the Islanders economically and socially father how would you say the individuals’s devout beliefs right here on craggy Island have been affected by the arrival of television and higher entry on the whole god no they may be speaking to generate great there i am it’s me look i am on the television tube no God does he particularly exist I imply little I don’t know i do not even consider in organized faith spiderbaby it can be obtained the physique of a spider however the mind of a little one it wouldn’t quite chew you uh on SN gotten older no I can’t suppose it both i am on the television yup shaking in the air a baby has been lodged within the tunnel of gods if that if we are able to have a nurse please to the tunnel of gods thanks a goat and youngster have now turn out to be abilities collectively and the North has grow to be worried in the within the immediate and one other Norse is required to release the Norse we asked for earlier thanks you
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