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(Mature, NC-17, Cairo Sweet/Jonathan Miller, Jairo, student-teacher, age gap, angst, language, sex/smut (Chapter 2 & 3 are the explicit ones), etc. This fic begins at the very end, where the film left off.)
Note: I'm publishing [this first chapter only] here in advance of its publication on AO3. I'm growing tired of the blackouts. I don't publish there often enough to not be affected. Just please, if you liked it, go to AO3 once it's published there for the blah blah. I'll let you know when it is. // I'm still working on Chapter 3, it's 90%. Homestretch. And yet I want more Jairo....
Summary: Judgement day in front of the school board has come, but Jonathan Miller had something more than a fancy lawyer to get him out of trouble. Can he and Cairo escape a dangerous situation and work out their differences? Maybe after some fancy bourbon and a cigarette. Or two.
Tags from AO3: Teacher-Student Relationship, age gap, Age Difference, Seduction, First Time, First Time Blow Jobs, Loss of Virginity, Mild Cock Worship, Mesophilia, Somnophilia, Mildly Dubious Consent, Fellatio, Cunnilingus, detailed sex, Sex, Oral Sex, Vaginal Sex, Literary References & Allusions, Literary Fucking, Consenting Adults, Erotica, Drama, Dramedy, Erotic Thriller, Fluff, Fluffy, Dialogue-Driven, narration, Southern Gothic, Canon Compliant, Miller's Girl, Definite Amber Heard references, Underage Drinking, Underage Smoking
Chapter 1: If You Asked Me To
Opal County Board of Education
âI came.â
âThat you did.â
Jon shook his head at her smirking satisfaction. âThisâŠthis is your last chance, Cairo. Last chance to come clean.â
âHave you come clean, Jonathan?â
âAs a matter of fact, I have. I have come quite clean about your d ââ he stopped himself with a frustrated sigh. It was hot enough outside without abandoning decorum (with his accuser, no less). âYour midterm and the circumstances around it. I'm just hopinâ against hope that in these last few minutes before this very public hearing, you will too.âÂ
âIt isn't public, is it?â
âIt's public enough.â His eyes suddenly lifted to the attention of someone in the short distance beyond Cairoâs head, and he waved as the footsteps clacked up the stairs. âSpeakinâ of hope.âÂ
âHey Mr. Miller!âÂ
Cairoâs jaw clenched when she heard the sing-song voice of Winnie Black, but when she turned towards it, she was dumbstruck by how different Winnie looked: her usually untamed mane was combed back, the length of her long, bushy tresses held at bay with a baby pink hair band. Her light grey and pink argyle cardigan complemented her pleated knee-length skirt, which was far too tight on her curvy form. She looked like a completely different person, and if it weren't for the careless, open-mouthed way she gnawed on her gumâand her white faux fur tote bag that looked like a yetiâs nutsackâone might believe that she was.
She yelped as she almost fell into Jon, snagging the toe of her black Mary Janes on one of the steps.
He steadied her with his hand. âOo, careful there ââ
âI'm just so eager to help you that my feet got ahead of me,â she cooed, her trademark flirtatiousness as incapable of being contained as the breasts that were almost bursting through the white dress shirt underneath her sweater, which she pulled down and adjusted as she righted herself.
Jon spoke to her, but his gaze remained frozen on Cairoâs bitter countenance. âOkay, well don't â you don't wanna git yourself hurt now, Miss Black.â
âWe sure wouldn't want that now, would we,â Cairo blurted, staring at Winnieâs profile. Her words cut fast like a bullet, killing the cordiality between Winnie and Jon instantly.
Winnie finally turned to acknowledge Cairoâs presence. A sly grin peeled across her lips as she checked her out from head to toe and back. âWell look who showed up lookinâ like her dog done stepped on a bee.â
Jonâs internal seismometer could feel the impending quake. Cairoâs eyes hadn't left Winnieâs face. He dipped his chin and picked up his bag, backing away. âI'll let you â I'll give you some space.â
âSee you on the other side, Mr. Miller!â
Winnie snapped her gum as she watched him purse his lips and turn up the stairs, hopping up each step towards the doors. She languidly turned back to Cairo with a sigh, her judgmental eye scanning her former friend up and down.
âThe preppy look don't suit you.â
âThat suit don't suit you.âÂ
âLooks like two can play at this little cosplay game, sweetheart.â
Cairoâs brow remained deeply furrowed. She could feel her breathing start to tighten. âWhat're you doing here?â
âI'm here to testify against youâŠlike I told you I would.â
âAnd like I told you, your credibility ââ
âWhat credibility? I haven't told any lies, Cairo. I mayâve flirted heavily with a teacher, that's my cross to bear. I've already written it all down, just like you did,â she said, sliding a manila folder out of her bag and holding it up, fanning herself with it. âI don't know Your Honor ââ
âIt's not in front of a judge, you ââ
âI was just beinâ a lilâ aggressive with my platonic affections for Coach Fillmore,â she continued, uninterrupted and undeterred. âYou see, young people can get a little crazy sometimesâŠ,â her voice faltered. She looked down at Cairoâs shoes, then looked up, a tear falling from her eye, her lip quivering. âCairo made me send that photo to him ââ
âYou fucking bitch, I'll ââ
âYouâll what, kill me?â Winnie had shut off the water works as effortlessly as Cairo had, and Cairoâs small stature jolting forth didn't even make her flinch. âOh honey, I know you don't care enough about me to trade Yalie blue for prison orange. If they'll even have you after this.â
Jon leaned against a pillar base, watching Cairoâs face fall from the top of the stairs, her heart-shaped lips dropping open. Broken. The turn of her chin towards him in her crestfallen disbelief lasted a lifetime. Â
Winnie turned and hopped up the stairs. She pat Jon on the stomach, causing him to huff.
âAlmost showtime, cowboy,â she said, turning around and walking backwards. âI meanâŠMr. Miller, sir.â She winked at him, but her eyes widened as she stuck her fingers in her mouth and plucked out her gum, flicking it into the trash bin behind the pillar before she stepped in through the buildingâs doors. She waved at him with the same fingers, and he waved back.
When he turned his head, Cairo was slowing her steps to the one right underneath him. His heart leapt from his chest to his throat, then to his gut: her brow had relaxed into a neutral position, but she still looked terrified.
âIt's too late, isn't it.â
âFor some things, maybe.â He watched her frown deepen, and she moved to continue into the building. He was able to grab the crook of her elbow, but upon her nasty glare, he let go, hands up. His own brow softened. âMaybe not,â he offered, his concern thickly coating his words. âYou'll get destroyed in there, Cairo.â
âToo late for that,â she grumbled, attempting to continue on.
âHey,â his abruptness startled her still, and he was able to cut in front of her path. He moved to place his hands on her shoulders, but instead, stuffed them in his pockets. âI'm here. Not for me, my fateâs already decided. I'm walkinâ in there on suspension. I'm here for ââ he sighed through his nose. âI know you didn't want this. Nobody does. But I understand what I did, Cairo. Now when you walk through those doors, you'll understand what you did too, and no oneâs ââ he swallowed, shaking his head and averting his gaze. He lowered his voice and his lips to her ear.
âPeople don't look too kindly on manipulators, even in this day nâ age, even in the thick of #MeToo. That's all I'm sayinâ.â
âI don't have anything more to say than what is in my written complaint, so I politely decline to take â to make any further comment.â
âWhere are your parents?âÂ
âDon't need âem.â
âWell, what about your lawyer, or advocate, anyone?âÂ
âDon't need one.â
Principal Joyce Manner was nonplussed. âMiss Sweet ââ
âDon't I have the right not to testify?â
âWell, you were the one to bring the complaintâŠ.â
Cairo couldn't mask her disgust at the female lawyer Jonâs wife had hired as her parting gift to him. She was a celebrity lawyer with the capacity to render any liar lie-less within minutes of interrogation, apparently, and she was pricey; much pricier than even Cairoâs parents.
And she was gorgeous, just like each of her parents.
In another timeline, the lawyer and the lawyers' daughter might be related; both flavorful, petite, dark brunettes, the chestnut undertones of their hair were particularly visible under the natural light pouring in from the windows of the hearing room. There was little difference, how the sun touched their skin and clothes, but their individual posture was telling as Cairo sat forward in her seat while the lawyer relaxed her shoulders and clasped her hands before speaking softly.
âMiss Sweet. Thank you for showing the courage to be here. You're a very brave young woman.â Her voice was mellow and comforting, emphasized by her upturned, pitying brow, but Cairo knew better. Same look, same vocal tone as Mama Sweet whenever she was doing the same thing during her own trials to butter up the hot lobster she was slow-boiling on the stand. It appeared that this lawyer could sense from Cairoâs silent defiance that the tactic wasn't working, as she quickly flipped off the heat. âPlease tell us in your own words what happened between you and Professor Miller. Starting from when you first entered his classroom.â
âCan I plead the fifth?â
âThis isn't a criminal trial, Miss Sweet.
âThen why do I feel like you're treatinâ me like a criminal?â
âThat's not our intention today, Miss ââ
âIsn't it?â
âMiss Sweet. Can you just proceed to tell us what happened?â
âAnd I have stated quite plainly that I have no desire to do that. Everything I had to say is in my complaint.â
âLet's move on, then,â the lawyer didn't miss a beat, nearly clipping the end of Cairoâs sentence. âYou had a conversation with your classmate about Mr. Miller. Miss Winnie Black?â
Her gaze automatically flickered to where Winnie sat just behind Jon. She was unreadable, but then, Cairo had hardly stopped to read, her eyes quickly turning back to the podium.Â
âIâve had several conversations with Miss Black about Mr. Miller.â
âWill the board please look to Exhibit 7B, please,â her strike was swift and hard, as if she had been anticipating Cairoâs calculated caginess. She approached the stand with a thin packet of papers, placing it on the ledge next to Cairo's water bottle. âApologies, Miss Sweet, here's a copy for you, please review it.â To observers, the time that the lawyer gave to Cairo to look over the documents seemed far too short, but they were also so far unaware of the conversationâs brevity. âDoes this look like a conversation you had?â
âLooks like one. Coulda been edited,â she half-heartedly suggested, carelessly dropping the transcript back where the lawyer had put it.
âI assure you, it's not edited. In fact, this is a transcription of an audio recording provided by Miss Black in Exhibit 7A, which I will play for the board in just one second ââ
âHey, I object to my beinâ recorded without my consent ââ
âTennessee is a one party state, Miss Sweet, or did Greg and Ivy not tell you that?â The expressed familiarity with her parents had its intended effect on Cairo, with her turning to Joyce for support that wasn't there. The lawyer dropped her eyes, shuffling her papers. The unkindness of her rhetorical question stung, the board members shifting uncomfortably in their seats as the lawyer reached for a small remote.
Cairo shot up out of her seat. âThen I wish to withdraw my complaint ââ
âItâs too late for that, Miss Sweet. The matter is out of your hands. Now sit down,â Joyce spoke up and tried not to show her annoyance. She waited until Cairo slowly sank back down, defeated. She nodded at the lawyer, whose thumb was poised but patient on the remote. âPlay the recording, please.â
What're you doinâ to Mr. Miller?
I'm testifying against him. In front of the school board.
Why?
He underestimated me. I overestimated him.
Are you okay?
I'm inspired.
That's not funny.
It is. A little.Â
Please don't do this.
Why?
You're gonna ruin his life. And for what? To avenge your rejection? To punish him? Because he didn't want to [bleep] you?
He wanted to [bleep] me, Winnie.
Huh. Yes. But he didn't leave his wife for you. âŠI'll testify against you.
No you won't.
Excuse me?
I'll show them the evidence I have against you and BorisâŠand not only will your credibility be shot to [bleep], but you'll incriminate him as well.Â
Cairo abruptly popped out of the leather seat and sprinted past all of the scrutinizing eyes towards the double doors.Â
Two teachers can lose their jobs. Oh hey, maybe we can double team.
Jon had shifted in his seat the moment she started objecting. Not a single person moved to chase after her. Not one, until it was almost compulsory for his feet to start flying down the same path.
Winnie: âhow's it feel?â
âFuck you!â Cairo cursed aloud at the text.
Winnie: âknowin that I'm gettin that rec that you so desperately wanted? đâ
Jon called out, slightly out of breath as he chased her down the barren sidewalks. âCairo! Cairo, stop! Don't do anything stupid ââ
She whipped around, her face contorted in a pathetic anguish. âIt's too late for that!â She turned back to her phone, hyperventilating.
Cairo: âFUCK OFF!!1âÂ
She typed quickly, her hands shaking, even as she screeched the words in real time. Her phone hit the pavement as hard as she threw it; it bounced against Jonâs shoes as she sobbed and continued ripping her way through the sidewalk in her Keds.Â
Winnie: âright back atcha, bb đđœđđđœâ
He scooped it up, glancing at the shattered screen and their conversation before pocketing it and struggling to keep up with her quick strides.
He had almost reached her. It surprised him how briskly she could speedwalk on those little legs, and he was already panting. He tried to grab her arm, but she jerked away. âCairo ââ
She turned again, her face reddened and tear stained. âJust fuck ââ
She squealed in terror as she was suddenly weightless, his body a blur to steal her tiny form from the path of the oncoming SUV that hadn't seen her. She hadn't even heard him scream her name to warn her. Maybe he did. Or maybe it was all in her head, just like everything else.Â
Whatever it was, it stole her breath, and she fell limp like a ragdoll in his arms, fainted.
âCairo? Cairo,â he said, holding her up. Jon looked around, struggling to keep her upright. There were a few uninterested people around the street corner; the other few people who had passed in their cars seemed to slow down until he backed onto a bus bench, heaving her onto it lengthwise with her back to the street. He slid her phone out of his pocketâits shattered screen was almost chipped in one corner, flashing on and off depending on how he held it. He dropped it into his jacket pocket before his trembling hands found their way to his own. Still panting, he glanced at Cairoâs form on the bench, scanned the area for the nothing that it was, and cursed.
Boris pulled up to the curb in his black sedan as Jon waved him down. Jonâs sweaty, thankful face filled his passenger side window as soon as he lowered it.
âI didn't know who else to callâŠor text.â
Boris grunted in his irritance, leaning against his steering wheel. âWhere is she?â Jon moved aside, revealing her body on the bench. âIs she dead?â
Jonâs brow furrowed in his disbelief. âWh â no, she's not dead! She just â she just fainted. And now I think sheâs sleeping. I don't know â she's breathing, but not wakinâ up.â
Boris sighed, craning his neck to look up and down the street. âI don't think I need to tell you what this looks like ââ
âThen don't â we're beyond looks now ââ
âMaybe you are, but I ain't drivinâ no unconscious student back to their house! Alone! With you!  Wake Sleeping Beauty up, we gotta get âer home.â
Jon looked back to the bench where she lay, her body quietly breathing. He looked back at Boris, a withering shake of his head telling of his desperation.
Boris slow-blinked into a rolled eye, acquiescing to Jonâs pleas and putting his car in park.Â
âGod damn it,â he pointed his finger at his face while unbuckling his seatbelt.
âYou owe me bigtime for this.â
âI know.â
Sweetland Manor, Lovell Hill
âJust set her down there, right there on the settee ââ
Jon led Boris inside, and his instincts could've led the good coach to believe that he might've previously been inside her house for an extended period of time, even when he hadn't. Borisâs wide eyes drank in the darkly opulent hallways and decor until he was directed to set Cairo down on the velvet couch near the tall windows of the parlor.
âGod damn. Didn't know Miss Cairo was rollinâ in the dough.â
âYou didn't?â
âI told you before. I know where the line is ââ
âAnd that's why you're still teaching and I'm not ââ
âThat's exactly right. Now letâs get the Hell outta here before that line gets stomped on any more,â he turned, trodding back down the hallway towards the colonade. Jon followed, but with a different type of urgency as Borisâs keys jingled in his hand.
âI can't leave her alone.â
âThat's for damn sure ââ
âThat's not what I mean,â he stopped in his tracks at the front doors. âBoris.â
He threw his head back and turned. âMan, you can't be serious â"
"I'm very serious, I haven't been more â"
"You're in enough trouble already ââ
âAnd I would never forgive myself if somethinâ happened to her! I'm already never gonna forgive myself. But thisâŠitâs the least I can do for her now.â
âFor her or for you?â He stabbed his car key so hard in his direction that Jon could feel the wind of it on his face.
He swallowed. âAre you askinâ out of concern or curiosity?â
Boris huffed, nodding as he watched the tip of his key scratch into the center of his palm. His anger vanished, replaced by guilt. They both listened to the white noise of it before he softened, and looked his friend in the face. There was genuine concern written into his brow, and genuine fear as well. âYou really think she'd do somethinâ to herself?â
âShe's all alone.â
âIs she?â
âDid you see anyone back there with her? Or here?â
âI take it Miss Black ââÂ
âTestified for me, remember?â
Boris put his finger to his lips, looking like he was going to be sick. He shook his head, hard. âGod damn it!â He continued to his car, incensed and alone. He whipped open the car door and stabbed his key at Jon again before dropping into his seat. âNext time, call an Uber.â
Jon hurriedly approached close enough to plead for one last thing. âAnd uhâŠplease don't ââ
âDeaf, dumb, and blind. Like Helen Keller,â he said as he turned his key in the ignition.
âDrive safe, Helen,â he waved.
âWho's that dumbass talkinâ? I don't know who the fuck he is, never seen him before in my life.â
It was a blended storm of frustration and consternation as he stood over her, watching her shoulder rise and fall as she lay dead to the world, but thankfully not dead. She came pretty damn close, though.
Goddamn, Little Ghost. What am I supposed to do with you now?Â
The pressure in his bladder that he felt so strongly in the hearing room had returnedâit had been driven away by the tightening he felt the second he pulled her away from the path of the SUV; a miracle considering the situation should've called for instant releaseâso much so that it overpowered his reluctance to let her out of his sight. At least she was home, and there didn't seem much incentive to run.Â
Run to the bathroom, maybe grab a drink of water or juice if she has any, then come right back was the plan.
Of the Greek Revivals in the South, Sweetland Manor, a.k.a. Lovell Hill, most closely resembled the Thornhill plantation house in Forkland, Alabama, and Jon knew this after some midnight Google stalking the day that Cairo told him where she lived. Still, heâd been drinking the night he looked at the floor plans, so his mindâs eye was bleary when it came to what was where.Â
Across the hall from the parlor was a bedroom, but his urgency sent him down the hall and past aâa library!âthat he would have to check out after he was done with his business. As he started to breathe deeply in his attempt to avoid incontinence, he smelled an oddly sweet scent in the air, wherever he stepped: it was a dichotomously light and heady fragrance that reminded him of the tropics. The Bahamas. Bimini, in particular, where he and Bea honeymooned so many years ago. It was a strange combination of floral andâŠfruit? He stopped, his body temporarily forgetting its need to piss as he wracked his brain trying to place the scent. Pineapple? No, it's not that sharp. It smelled just as sugar-savory, though, and it was coming from all directions. He thought for just a moment that perhaps it was a Glade Plug-in, but those things were never as pleasant or subtle. A minor stabbing in his abdomen woke him out of his enchantment; he pinched his nose to rub out the obsession as he peeked around corners, finding the dining room, the rather modern kitchen, a large back patio that had an absolutely gorgeous Edwardian wrought iron and glass table, and finally, the bathroom. Or, a bathroom, since this one seemed to be a mere water closet off of the kitchen.
He glanced at himself in the mirror after he was done. He looked awfulâhis normally bagged eyes were even baggier from lack of healthy hydration and sleep. His reflection couldn't blame him; ever since Cairo turned in her midterm, he hadn't been able to sleep much. Obviously from her current state, she hadn't been able to, either. A splash of cold water against his eyes and he was headed back to that kitchen to quench his thirst after all of the stress and activity of getting the little tired ghost back home.Â
It was odd to see such a modern kitchen in an old mansion like this, but it is what it is, and perhaps her parents were foodiesâGreg and Ivy Thompson, as he was informed by his own entertainment lawyer, hobnobbed with their rich and famous clients on the regular, so surely there was a celebrity chef amongst that lot. White with black and gunmetal furnishings, the decor was minimalist compared to the rest of the house, and the cabinets, plenty; Jonâs breath caught at the sight of them. Not the cabinets themselves, but what sat on the shelves behind the glass panels of the doors.
Row after row of staggered row of hard liquor: vodkas, tequilasâŠwhiskeys. Not just any whiskeys, either, as heâd discovered after his beeline to the row of beautiful golden browns behind the cab right next to the fridgeânone of that Crap Daniels gasolineâbut celebrity whiskeys and bourbons. Decent ones, at that. Bob Dylanâs Heavenâs Door Small Batch, Lagavulin Offerman Edition Charred Oak Cask, Sassenach Limited Batch Blended. A lonely blue bottle of David Beckhamâs Haig Club Clubman in the back, untouched. His hand twitched and went straight for his favorite, a mostly full bottle of Sweetens Cove Blended Bourbon. He opened it, deeply inhaling the notes of toasted oak and brown sugar, his mouth watering for the sweet taste that reminded him of a densely alcoholic Almond Joy. He found himself a crystal lowball glass and poured it halfway full before replacing the bottle in its place, taking a moment to thank the cabinet for its fine spirits before gently snapping its door shut.
He checked his watch as he briskly headed back down the hallâHow long had he left her for?âbut not without almost spilling his Cove all over the front of his shirt when his feet stopped on his recent memoryâthe library. All of those leatherbounds, hubbed spines, gilt letter volumes of classics, wall-to-wall, floor to ceiling shelves packed full and equipped with sliding ladders on each for the ghostly occupant of the house who might be a little too short to reach. He could already see where sheâd deigned to, from the empty spaces on the highest of shelvesâŠand lower shelves where he, but not she, could reach. It tickled him to imagine her attempting to reach for one of the tomes and failing.Â
He set his glass down onto a lower empty shelf and reached into one of those high hollows of darkness next to a ladder, the gilt of â1905â on the foot of a spine catching his eye. âNOVELS OF THE SISTERS BRONTĂ | THE PROFESSORâ it read in gold between the raised bands of its fine, red Moroccan leather. It had been moved, possibly read, but lazily left behind against others that were too thick and obscure for a busy young girl. He flipped it into his hand and reached for his glass, pausing for a moment to appreciate the little finger marks in the dust on the edge of the shelf that heâd missed before.
His anxiety was quelled once he wound his way back to the salon. She was still fast asleep, huddled in a little ball against the velvet and pillows, her bowed lips in a frown as she breathed through her nose. Her normally kempt bangs were clinging to her forehead in sweat, but there was a slight shiver to her breaths. He glanced around the room, the afternoon daylight still spilling in to illuminate its quiet sanctuary, but there was nothing else besides more pillows and books, so he put his treasures down on the book-crowded coffee table and skipped over to the bedroom across the hall.Â
He winced when he found it, but it was the only thing light enough to tote around quickly without cumber: a Denver Broncos woven throw, from their 2015 Superbowl win against the Panthers. Jon was a Titans man through and through, but he also had great respect for the Panthers (at least, he had great respect for Borisâs Carolina fanaticism). He was there, in San Francisco with Boris, thanks to Bea and her highfalutin' connections. Also thanks to Beaâand Borisâhis own collectible throw lay unused in its bag in a closet back at the house, after he was convinced not to burn it in the parking lot after the game.
He draped it over her body as carefully as he could without waking her, his only fright being a soft murmur from her throat as it settled around her shoulders. He seemed to be incapable taking his eye off of her very safe and secure form, even as he pulled one of the salon chairs up to the coffee table, where he relieved a spot of its books for his bourbon. He sat, Brontë book in hand, but was reminded of his pocket heavy with their phones when the bulk jabbed into his thigh.
Cairoâs screen was totally fucked. She had thrown it with such force that it rendered her neon green case useless against the hot, solid Tennessee pavement. It turned on, but there was no use trying to access any apps. He laid it face up next to his glass and checked his own phone, which shouldâve been thanking its lucky stars that it hadn't met the same fate as hers. A message from Boris and a shit ton of messages from Bea.Â
I oughta block her.
The obsequient in him merely steered his brain towards ignoring the messages as they came, and instead checking what Boris had to say. The problem was, Jon didn't know what to say back. Just as he couldn't admit his feelings to him that day in the bleachers, he couldn't admit to them now. But now, he was just angry about it. Angry at himself for being so gutless, but also angry at Boris for pretending like he hasn't done worse.
Yes, damn it, yes, I'm in love with her. She'sâyou don't get it, she's eidetic, I'm eidetic. To the same photographic degree! Fuck man, don't just look at her face, her body, that's all bonus! I'm talking about her mind. Her mind. It's overflowing with talent and knowledge andâŠand feeling. That gâŠthat woman knows things. She isâŠexceptional. And I went about this the wrong fucking way. I know that. Â
But fuck, Boris. Fuck you and the lesbo porn you're jackinâ off to, with her nâ...her nâ Miss Black! Don't you get it? She wanted you to show that shit to me. God damn! Fuckinâ self-righteous asshole. Don't gimme any of that goddamn line shit eitherâŠlike you ain't after Miss Black. You gave her your phone number, dumbass! Imagine what would happen if fuckinâ Cairo turned you in, too. She's got those photos hanginâ over your head now, we're brothers in arms. Don't you fucking abandon me.
Jon reached for his glass and took his first sip of the Cove, the nutty Neopolitan dessert notes blanketing his tongue and granting a little calm and clarity. He punched in a simple emoji and left it at that, pocketing the phone and getting comfortable to read, his eyes flickering up to keep watch on the girl who seemed to have no idea that he was there. Or that she was there. Something pretty hard must've hit her in that moment she wasn't hit, but Jon would keep vigil regardless. It was the least he could do.
That, and without his car, he was pretty much stranded there.Â
But, you're only really stranded when you don't want to be where you are, and his acceptance of that fact quickly dispatched the excuse to another sip of that sweet, sweet bourbon. He sat back into comfort and slipped his reading glasses on, prepared to keep company with another English professor and a girl who was much more demure and diplomatic than the little wrecking ball at his feet.
âCairo? Cairo!â
Jon popped up when he realized heâd fallen asleep. He nearly tripped on the Broncos throw at his feet when it hit him that he must've been asleep for more than ten hours, and that in ten hours, a lot could happen with a broken-hearted young girl whose life had crumbled before her eyes. He thought he might start to hyperventilate when he caught wind of it again.
That smell. That weird, tropical scent of flowers and something. It was stronger, somehow. It felt damp, and this time was accompanied by a very faint and muffled 90's power ballad. Celine Dion? He followed his senses, and they led him down the hall and up the stairs, where an acrid cloud of fresh cigarette smoke was wafting out of a room at the top. The cloud swallowed the pleasant scent, but at least now he could breathe.
The music had stopped the second he stepped foot into the room. He found her on the window seat across from her bed, cigarette in hand and laptop in her lap. The ashtray on her little table stand told of her chainsmoking, since it clearly needed to be emptied.
She craned her neck to look over her shoulder at him.
âLeft, right, left, soldier. Or didn't you get the memo?â Her eyes followed him as he stood to lean against her footboard. âI left you a note.âÂ
âI didn't â I didn't see a note.â
âI knew I shoulda stapled it to your forehead. You just looked so peaceful, I didn't wanna wake you.â
He was snoring when I woke, his open book on his gut, threatening to slide off onto the floor on the next inhale. I slipped it carefully from under his slack fingers and placed my blanket over his form, along with one of my mamaâs decorative pillows under his cheek. Gets cold at night in this old house, and a crick in the neckâs made worse by it.
Kissing him for the first time was a lot more tender than it was in my imagination. It was the feel of his beard on the backs of my fingers that was unexpected. Softer than it looked, even with every other hair deciding to grow at an angle unconducive towards neatness. The funny corner of his open mouth was all I could get from him in his state, lest I wake him from his exhausted slumber. I can still feel the hairs poking into my lips, even as I tried to keep it brief.
I could've pet that beard forever, though.
I left it propped up on the coffeetable. I thought for sure you'da seen it. âLeft, right, left, soldier. Come and find me.â Written in red and punctuated with a stupid little schoolgirlâs stupid little heartâŠbecause goddamn â
I still love you.
âBut that begs the question, why did I wake up to find you sleepinâ in my house, and why haven't you gone?â
âThose are two separate questions ââ
âI believe they have the same answer.â
â...I wanted to make sure you were alright.â
âDo I look alright?â
He pursed his lips. Her hair was brushed out, and she was wearing an oversized flannel nightshirt over floral silk shorts. Blush over black was somehow fitting, and aside from that odd mismatch and the redness around her eyes, she looked cleaned up.
âYou look like you been cryinâ. Have ya?â
She took a long draw on her shortened cigarette, shortening it further down to the filter. âI vomited so hard I was up in tears, does that count?â
âSo you're not alright.â
She crushed the end of her stub into a pile of ash next to the other butts in the ashtray while at the same time reaching for a new one.Â
âI'll manage,â she said as she struggled with her low-fuel lighter. She checked the end and twisted back to her laptop, taking a big drag and exhaling slowly as she started to close tabs on her browser. She glanced at him, dismissive with her cigarette hand. âYou can go. I know you don't wanna be here.â
âNow what on Earth gives you that impression?â
âSo you do wanna be here?â
He eyed her cigarette, and her pack. âMay I?â
âYou may.â As he bent back from taking the cigarette, he looked around for something to sit on. âI got a chair by the vanity,â she gestured.
He humbly thanked her and dragged it over, close enough to reach the ashtray if he needed it. He lit up, his first large stream of smoke directed towards the ceiling.
âTell me why you wrote it,â he said, his eyes watching the smoke drift. He turned his head to see her slightly confuzzled countenance.
âI told you why ââ
âNo. No more hiding behind academic aspirations. No bullshit. It's just you nâ me now. You nâ me ââ
â â â coastinâ on a tattered raft out in the ocean, all alone save for the salty sea air and the shit-droppinâ seagulls aboveâ?â She watched Jon chuckle, smoothing his hand over his eyes and then his mouth. Her second recitation from Apostrophes and Ampersands had its intended effect on him, just as the first one had before, but she remained guarded. Coy. Lovestruck. âBecause I wanted you to fuck me.â
âWhy?â
âBâcuz I wanted you to take my virginity.â Her words came forth a little deeper now, her voice exuding a husky quality that he hadn't heard before. It could have been the cigarettes, or more likely, her conscious denial of the present tense.
He shook his head, but his nervous chuckle betrayed the disbelief of his position. âI'm twice your age.â
âMore than twice.â
âCairo, please.âÂ
âYou're askinâ me whyâŠwhy I wanted you to take my virginity.â
âThat's exactly what I'm askinâ.â
She finally looked away, taking a drag with a big sigh. âIf you have to ask, you can't afford the answer.â
âPlease, Cairo, I'm already under suspension ââ
âWell I guess that makes two of us then, doesn't it,â she sniped, busying herself with her laptop.
He blinked. âWhat?â
She turned her laptop towards his view: there was a .pdf file letter with the Benson Agricultural Wildcats seal in the center at the top on the screen, but that was all he could read without his glasses. âTwo weeks out of school suspension with a permanent note on my record,â she announced with a defeated acceptance. âFor âsevere violationsâ of the Student Code of Ethics.â She shut the laptop and set it aside on a pile of books, sliding her legs off the seat to hang over the edge and ashed. âI checked my email when you were sleepinâ.â
He swallowed. Something like that ain't gonna get âer into Yale.
âSurely your parents can take care of that ââ
âI don't want them to take care of it. I want to take responsibility for my mistakes. That's the adult thing to do, isn't it?â
âCairo, honey, you don't have to ââ
â âHoneyâ?â
âI may be makinâ another mistake by continuinâ to treat you like a friend, but that's all we are right now, isnât it?â
âAre we? Friends, Mr. Miller?â
âYâaint in my class anymore.â
âThatâs âcuz you ain't teachinâ it no more. Right now, at least.â
âAnd whose fault is that?â He watched her brow rise, and he swore he could hear her breath catch whatever it was she was going to say. He put his fingers up, his perpetually nervous smile diffusing his heat. His voice sometimes wavered under such stress, and it was stressful to look into her big brown eyes. âI didn't comeâI didn't stay here to argue.â
âThen why are you here?â
âBecause I didn't wantcha to be alone right now ââ
âWhy?â
âGod, you ask too many questions! ââ
âJust the same questions you're askinâ me. âWhy?ââ
âCan you just â please. I got nuthinâ right now. Between the suspension nâ the divorce, I just ââ he pressed his fingers into his eyes. âPlease.â
She hadn't taken a drag on her cigarette in more than a few moments and had to ash. Her large eyes were heavy-lidded in her search of his face for his intent. âYou want me to make you feel good about yourself, is that it?â
âNothing about this is ever gonna make me feel good about myself, Cairo.â
Don't be too sure about that, she thought as she took a long drag. âWhat was the question again?â
âYou know what it was.â
She sighed. â âTell me why you wrote it. No more hiding behind academic aspirations. No bullshit. It's just you nâ me now. You nâ me, coastinâ on a tattered raft out in the ocean, all alone save for the salty sea air and the shit droppinâ seagulls above.â â Satisfied with the subtle shake of his head and his smiling eyes, she crushed the long end into the ashtray. âThat's exactly why I wrote it.â
âButâŠwhy?â
âThat ain't good ânuff reason for ya?â She watched as he struggled to comprehend his stationâŠand her. âWell, why notâŠâ
âBecause I'm too old for you.â
âI wasn't finished.âÂ
âMy apologies.â
âWhy not you, is what I been askinâ myself for weeks. Once I was around you, that is. Your captivatinâ lilâ words on the page of your one and only book ââ
âYou mean those mediocre words?â
âI was mad when I said that, I'm not mad right now at least not yet,â she snapped.
âI'll stop interrupting you.â
Her gaze flickered away in shame, but just for a missed moment. âNo, that wasn't right, and I apologize. In case you haven't noticed, sometimes my temper matches my height. I don't mean to slight you as hard as my stature.âÂ
âYeah, you are a littleâŠa lilâ shrimpy,â he smirked.
â âA little shrimpyâ?â
âJust a little,â he teased, holding his fingers up to almost pinch the air. It drew her grin back, and she blushed.
âYou really wanna know why?â
âI do.â
She inhaled deeply, as if to answer with a defeated affirmative. He had finished his cigarette, and upon her offering the near-empty pack, he obliged, slipping one out and nabbing the lighter so that he could light hers as well.
âLookit us. Just like old times.âÂ
âIt can't be like old times.â
âIt has to be, since it's the answer to your question.â Her curtness indicated a self-righteous sensitivity, but she softened as smoke made its way out of her nose. âI wanted to save myself for someone with whom I had a connection. And I don't connect with boys my age. Never have.â
âYou've connected with other, uh, older ââ
âWhy Mr. Miller, you do sound jealous ââ
âI'm not jealous ââ
âGood, âcuz you shouldn't be. Youâd be the first one. HenceâŠvirâŠginâŠiâŠty.âÂ
It was the first time in a while heâd seen that neon smile. It was the first time in a while it came to the door, following her favorite person into the shared fresh air and the sunlight of his eyes.Â
âDonât lie to me now, Mr. Miller. I know you felt that connection too. Otherwise you wouldn't be here.â
He looked away. He hadn't sat back in his chair after reaching for the cigarette, instead twisting his body to lean against its solid arm rest as he stared at her while she talked. His gaze swept over the piles of books and papers next to her on the sill, and her laptopâs energy light flashed red, then stopped.
He picked at his fingernails, the cigarette hanging carelessly between his fingers. âStill got your sights on Yale?â
âWhat's it to you? Itâs not like you can write me a recommendation.â
âI could still get my wife to write you one.â He erased at an invisible chalkboard with his finger and pointed. âSoon to be ex -wife.â
âNow thatâŠis a gargantuan feat I'd love to see.â The soft neon glowed in amusement.
âBarbaric,â he chuckled. âBut sheâll do it, if I ask nicely.â
âAnything to get the little homewrecker outta sight, outta mind?â
âNo, that's â no. But she'll have to, if she wants me to sign the papers.â
Her brows raised. âI'm not sure how I should feel about such coercion, Mr. Miller.â
âNo oneâs askinâ you to feel anything about it. Just take the rec. It's what you want.â
âAnd how do you know what I want?â
He leaned back in the chair. âFair ânuff. Then what is it that you want?â
He could see that she was chewing on her inner lip before answering.
âI'm almost embarrassed to admit that I still want you.â
His hands lifted up off his thighs, gesturing at himself. âThis?â
âThat.â
âI'm too old for you.â
âYou said that already. But I think thatâs up to me to decide.â
âCairo ââ
âMr. Miller. Jon. May I call you that?â She took the ashtray and emptied it into the little trash basket by her feet. She set her cigarette into one of the grooves to let it burn. âI told you why I wanted you, yet you seem to be fishinâ for more. Do you really need me to elaborate ââ
âMaybe I do. Maybe I need a damn good reason for why I'm even here, in your room, in your hou â your mansion, alone with you when just a few hours ago, we were sittinâ in an academic courtroom watchinâ our lives get blown to smithereens!â
âOr maybe you just need some reassurance that what you're doinâ is right.â He balked, but she hit a nerve. One of many sheâd been battering for weeks, and her grin of awareness turned neutral. âI can assure you, it's alright. Weâre both legal adults, ain't no crime here ââ
âMaybe no crime, but ethically ââ
âNot every romance is ethically sound, Mr. Miller.â
âRomance. Is that what this is? You â you wrote that it wasn't.â
âI did, but that was your line in the context of fiction and right now that's neither here nor there.â She watched as he stammered through whatever it was he wanted to say, shredding the words with his teeth. âI know how I feel about you.â
âAnd you think you love me.â
âDon't you feel the same?â
âI â this isn't about how I feel ââ
âThen what is it about, Jonathan?â
âPlease ââ
âSorry. Mr. MillerâŠsir.â
âWe could've had this talk before ââ
âWeâre havinâ it now.â
âI shouldnâa done what I did, but you shouldnâa done what you did.â
âCoulda, shoulda, wouldaâŠthree of my least favorite auxiliary verbs,â she blew a small raspberry at them to emphasize her annoyance.Â
âAnd whyâs that?â
She blinked into deep thought, as she would often do around him during class and office hours. The intensity of his stare always gelled her thoughts to completion.
âHesitance for the weak,â she nodded. âAnd the negatives are often rooted in fear and regret.â She quickly plucked the nearly burnt out cigarette up for a drag, but it was already done. She watched its frayed end scatter its burning tobacco bits as she pushed it down against the gray of the previous ash. âE.g.: If I had thoughtâŠitâd make you fall out of love with meâŠI wouldnâa done it ââ
âIt didn't make me ââÂ
âSo you are still in love with me?â
â...I never said that.â
âYou never say anything. You write it. But you haven't written anything inâŠwhat is it, decades now?â She didn't mean to sound so derisive. She dropped her eyes to her bare feet. âI mean, why can't you just adm ââ
âAlright! Alright,â He put out his cigarette and stared, his knuckles at his lips. âIf I have felt anything for you ââ
âCome on, Jon ââ
âThis won't work. It can't work.â
âWhy not? If two people like you nâ me are in love, why can't we just ââ
âBecause it's inappropriate. It's always been inappropriate. And that was my error, my mistake. I led you on ââ
âDid you? You said no bullshit. Yet here you areâŠâ
âYou sayinâ I didn't lead you on?â
He watched as she slid off of the seat and approached his chair without breaking eye contact; or at least, he believed it to be eye contact. However, she stepped over to him with eyes glassed over, not focused on anything but the wholeness of his presence. She leaned her thigh against the armrest as he sat, stricken by her proximity. The last time she was like this, she emasculated him in a manner not unlike Beatrice had several times before; but this time, Cairo's expression was less than furious. Her eyes finally focused on his, which reflected a similar fear and impuissance of which he reflected before; however, once their glances touched, contact dissolved the discomfort into reassurance.Â
âYou led me to where I wanted to be,â she shifted against the armrest and casually lifted her hand to his beard. It hadn't been a day and she missed the feel of it on her fingers. âAnd now you're here. Where I want you to be.â
His hand covered hers on his cheek. âCairo ââ
She wrested it free, pushing it away as she continued to pet his beard and stare into his eyes with hypnotic determination. âYou wouldn't be here if you didn't want to be here.â
âI'm just â I was just ââ
âJust what? Concerned about me?â
âYes that's exactly it ââ
âI want you to look me in the eye and tell me that you never wanted me the way I want you. No bullshit.â She was leaning into him; her hand had migrated to the nape of his neck, the soothing scrape of her fingernails having done their job. He looked her in the eyes and, when he said nothing, she pushed herself upright. âThat's what I thought.â
âWhat now, then? What do you suppose happens now?â
Her eyes trailed over his head and features, roaming around until they settled on his lips. He felt like a slaughter steer, and she was checking him for quality.
âSleep with me,â she shrugged.
âYou â I mean that's ââ
âI didn't say fuck me. I said sleep with me. You remember what sleep is, don't you?â Â
âI haven't gotten a decent nightâs sleep in weeks.â
âWell then. My suggestion must sound pretty damn enticing, doesn't it.â
He insisted on turning around before she got into bed, despite the fact that she was wearing the exact same thing sheâd been wearing since he found her. They had agreed to keep their clothes on, and thus Cairo saw no problem in him watching her get into bed; Jon, however, knew better than that.Â
He was still reeling from the dayâs events, but their conversation made it pretty clear that they were on the same page of the dirty fantasy that sheâd written for him. Same page, same paragraph, same sentence, same words, same word, same letters, right down to the crossed t and dotted i. But he couldn't risk excitement, or even a hint of desire, especially when it could have been objectively stated that she was scantily clad: her shorts barely passed halfway mark down her thigh, and her shirt hung almost as low as the hem of her shorts while she was standing. She might as well not be wearing anything down below, but that was another idea that sent him mentally scrambling for distraction.
If only he remembered the existence of the vanity mirrors. Or, insisted on sleeping on the right side. But the right side was her side, as she so firmly informed him before dipping out to her bathroom for a minute while he stripped and got himself settled in.
Dumbass. Borisâs voice rang in his head.  Dumb. Ass!
Ripping the covers over his head wouldâve been far too childish. He lay on his left side while watching her kneel onto the bed behind him, a particularly sly grin on her face.Â
The grin was only there because sheâd caught him staring at her reflection.Â
He quickly dropped his eyes, but it was too late. She unbuttoned the highest buttoned button on her top, slowly, pausedâ Was she tonguing her cheek? âand then lifted the covers, wedging under the sheets next to him, about half an armâs length away.
Neither faced the other, but he still felt the need to peeâeven though he already had.
âYou know you can face me. I won't bite.âÂ
Her voice had become tinged with diffidence while Jonâs breathing had gotten heavier, but come Hell or high water, Cairo was going to have her heaping Big Spoon somehow. âI just think itâd be warmer if one of us faced the other. And my back is cold.â
At once, Jon rolled around under the covers to face her back, and that's when it really hit him: that sweet, intriguing fragrance from before.Â
It was her, obviously. But that still didn't answer the question of what its tantalizIng scent profile was, or from what or where it came.
Could be perfume. Or the scent of her laundry detergent. Her hair. He resisted getting close enough to be sure, and instead stared at the dainty flowers of the floral pattern of her pink flannel nightshirt, visible between strands of her hair.Â
She, on the other hand, dared to scoot just a little closer, jutting her behind towards him as she made herself comfortable. He looked down into the gap between them; her shirt was pulled tight to the front, exposing the small of her back and its concave dip of her spine into the blackness of the crack of her silk shorts. He moved back a little, with ample room for the covers to hang low enough to shield his sinful view, but unfortunately for him, her body wriggled with him, and he sighed.
They were hardly settled for one minute before she turned her chin to speak over her shoulder.
âI never said fuck me, but you can if you want.â
He had closed his eyes in an absurd attempt to think his way out of the room and into sleep. Maybe if he couldn't sleep soon, he could go raid the kitchen for some more Cove. The image behind his eyelids of her head that had been there a minute earlier when he closed them remained almost exactly the same, except now he could see her shiny gold ear cuff on the helix of her little ear, as she had drawn her hair behind it. Everything about her was little, and adorable.
Save for those giant eyes thatâre too large to be proportional to the rest of her face and features. Those things were bigâŠand dangerous. And right now, Jon really wanted to read them, since he was pretty good at finessing her sincerity with just a quick skim.Â
âI'm not going to fuck you.â
âSure, Jon,â she taunted. She could feel his eyes on the back of her head. It was the same feeling she got whenever she sat in his class. He was watching. Always watching. The way it thrilled her. The way the thrill terrified her, making her hope that someday it would become more than a stare. More than a shared cigarette, or biscuit. More than an argument that ruined their lives.Â
âI haven't slept much either, you know.âÂ
âYeah?â
She turned her chin further, then twisted her body around to face him, his hand in the shortened space between them unsure of where to go before it retreated to rest by his belly. The light from her lamp behind him created a halo around the silhouette of his hair until her eyes adjusted; his doleful eyes exuded concern. Pity, even.
And she hated that.
She reached towards his face, and he flinched.
âMay I?â she asked, her voice as small as she looked. He nodded, and she reached her fingers along the edge of his jaw, scratching her black fingernails through the hairs along its line. She bent to touch her forehead to his chest, humming in bliss.
His stomach twisted in knots, a terrible contrast to the feel of her fingers on his face and the heat that radiated from her little body. His eyes trailed over the sheet covering her shoulders; her hair splayed over it in loose strands, and he was tempted to run his fingers though it. The temptation translated to something else, and he moved his hips back at a safe distance from her under the guise of adjusting the covers.
âWell, Little Ghost. Looks like you got your way,â he whispered, cupping his hand over hers to cease the scratching.Â
âNot quite.â She shifted back a little, tilting her head up. âCan I tell you somethinâ, Jon?â
She trapped him in her gaze, her brows knitted up in earnest. He exhaled, not conscious that his fingers were tinkering with one of the rings on her fingers, the pad of his index scraped by the prongs of its jewel setting.
âWhat it is.â
As they lay locked in their stare, her brow crumpled, her expression caving to her emotions. He watched the faint muscles of her face contort, her lips pressed together to hold back what she could, however futile to fight against desperation. She choked out the words as the tears flowed freely, rivulets of regret and adoration.
âI'm sorry,â her voice keened into sobs as she withdrew her hand from his jaw to join it with her other, clutching at his t-shirt. âI'm so, so sorry Mr. Miller, please don't â hate me. Please donât leave me. Please, I'm sorry, you don'tâknowâhow sorry ââ
âHush now, Cairo,â he held her to his chest, his heart aching with every tremor and hiccup. He smoothed his palm over the back of her hair as she cried it out. âYou're okay. Youâll be okay. Everything's gonna be alright.â
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Unprofessional Attraction | ONE
⥠pairing - yunho x afab!reader ⥠word count - 13K ⥠series synopsis - There's no such thing as a coincidence, right? CollegeSenior!Reader (22) and linguistics teacher Yunho Jeong (27) indulge in an entanglement of inappropriate gravitation. It's risky and it's wrong, but listening to one's better judgment never leads to anything as intoxicating. When someone threatens this secret relationship with blackmail to expose the truth, things take a turn for the worse. Graduation can't seem to come fast enough. ⥠warnings for this chapter - fluff and explicit content (mdni), slight age gap, teacher/student relationship, other members are featured, pining, some obsessive behavior and manipulation (mainly from reader), drinking alcohol, inebriated driving (big no no frens!) perverted!yunho, bigdick!yunho, sprinkles of praise, fingering, cunnilingus, unprotected sex (mention of bc pill tho), porn with plot ⥠A/N - part one is kinda tame, the next two parts will have more explicit scenes. I hope you enjoy, and please look forward to the rest! I haven't posted a fic on tumblr in many years so pls be kind âĄ
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4
Yeosang is too attentive, especially when it comes to his best friend.
Thatâs why he knows you well enough to call you out when he whispers, âYouâre staring again.â
âIâm staring at the whiteboard, pretty sure thatâs what youâre supposed to do in class,â you argue, not bothering to even glance at him. Itâs quite obvious that your eyes are too busy soaking in things that donât have to do with phonology.
Your linguistics teacher, Yunho Jeong, is dressed particularly charmingly today. Something about the tight-fitting white polo shirt and chocolate brown slacks he has on this class is too distracting. It doesnât help that his hair is a little more messy than usual, you wonder if he was running late this morning. Linguistics has nothing to do with your major, however, for your final semester in college, you simply needed a filler class for your last few credits. Yeosang suggested joining him in this class so you could both support each other, but he never factored in the fact that youâd be too distracted by the teacher to do anything of use for him. There werenât many younger teachers such as Yunho at your university; in fact, you were pretty sure this was only his second semester teaching in general. He was generally a mild-mannered and easygoing teacher, but he was also able to command a room when necessary.
A minute later, Yunho offers everyone a 10-minute break since the last section of his lecture lasted a little longer than he anticipated, and the class immediately breaks out into chatter.
âHeâs single, you know,â Yeosang turns towards you and props up his head on his palm, âOr so Iâve heard.â
âDonât tell me things like that, youâll make me delusional.â
He doesnât miss the goofy smile tugging at your lips as you stretch your tired limbs from too much sitting. The lectures for this class were two hours long, but they were only twice a week on Wednesdays and Fridays, so you couldnât complain too much.
âWhat the hell does that mean?â
âThat I might have a chance with him,â you nudge him playfully.
âIâm not sure heâd want to date someone barely passing his own class,â Yeosang quips quickly, subsequently squeezing his eyes shut when you flick his forehead in response.
âWatch your mouth, I am not âbarely passingâ!â You return your eyes to the subject of your conversation, slowly taking in his form, âFor the record, I could definitely pull him if I tried to. You think he likes younger women?â
âThat is a terrible idea,â your best friend immediately shakes his head. âAbsolutely not.â
âSurely I would be guaranteed to pass then though, no?â you offer instead, half-joking.
âYou havenât gotten laid in the last month and this is the first person that comes to your mind to fix that?â Yeosang scoffs incredulously.
âI wouldnât just be in it for the sex,â you clarify. Your keen eyes watch his every move, from the way that his large hands flex as he thumbs at his phone to the way he purses his lips in curiosity at whatever heâs looking up. Like a lion stalking a gazelle before pouncing. âHeâs quite literally perfect. Tall, smart, handsome, financially stable⊠the whole package. I deserve a man like that, right Yeo?â
You meet Yeosangâs eyes curiously, and he reminds you, âI think youâre forgetting heâs our teacher .â
âWe graduate soon,â you whine, âAct now, worry later. I could graduate with a boyfriend already lined up the minute I get handed my degree.â
âYouâre playing with fire, ____,â he holds his hands up in surrender. As your best friend, he knows youâre not joking, despite how much you might play it off later. He knows that once you set your mind on something, you generally donât stop until itâs achieved, âLetâs see you try, though. Itâll be entertaining.â
When class resumes, you listen to the rest of his lecture with renewed cravings and an unusually optimistic disposition Yeosang has never seen you hold for this subject.
From that moment forward, every instance you âstumbledâ across your teacher was planned. You figured out which parking lot he parked his car on during the day and bought a proper parking pass for that lot, now alternating between taking the shuttle and your car to the university. Your schedules crossed occasionally on your driving days, and youâd simply offer warm greetings or cheerful send-offs depending on the time of day. Yunho was a man of habit who visited the same campus restaurant nearly every day he worked during lunchtime in between his midday classes. It didnât take much energy to stop by a couple of days a week and run into Yunho, giving you the ability to strike up a conversation or two when asking for recommendations on what you should order. These instances were simply to put you more on his radar, instead of just being a face in the sea of students in his class.
He seems to be good friends with two other teachers who are also around his age, teachers Seonghwa Park and San Choi. You wonder if getting in their good graces would somehow transfer to your teacher, by word of mouth. Luckily, you have a friend who has Mr. Park for a history seminar. On a Sunday night, you shoot a text to set the stage.
 [Y/N: Jongho!!!! Itâs been so long since weâve hung out :(( Can I swing by your class tomorrow and pick you up? Letâs get lunch!]
When 2 PM rolls around on Monday, you make the mistake of trusting the shuttle to come on time. Itâs nearly 3 PM when you get to the necessary building, and youâre sure Jonghoâs class ended close to half an hour ago. The plan to run across Mr. Park is thrown completely out of the window, you are only worried about Jongho being upset with you. You know heâd never, but still. Being late to something planned ahead of time always upsets you to no end. You curse at yourself over and over every stride down the hall, and itâs good that the hallways are virtually empty or else youâd probably look crazy. Eventually, you make it to your destination.
Youâre just about to blindly call out an apology to Jongho but end up stopping dead in your tracks as soon as you enter the door; not only is Mr. Park in the room seated at his desk, but heâs also accompanied by Mr. Choi and Mr. Jeong. Theyâre huddled together, Yunho leaning against the whiteboard leisurely with a cup of coffee in his hand while intently listening to Seonghwa complain about the registrarâs office fucking up another one of his studentâs enrollment for his class.
âThere she is,â Jongho sighs this aloud as if his prayers have been answered.
He didnât know if you were going to still make it and heâs dying of hunger from skipping breakfast. Immediately, all three menâs eyes turn towards the entrance. You pray to God that your face isnât flushed with how hot you feel being the fixation of so many eyes. Or maybe itâs more so how handsome the men are that those eyes are coming from. This surely isnât the time to have such a weakness for a strapping man in a button-up and crisp slacks.
âHello, ____,â Yunho is the first of the three to speak. Subsequently, San amiably nods toward you in acknowledgment.
âGood afternoon all,â you greet everyone, bashfully adding, âIâm so sorry for interrupting.â
âNot interrupting at all,â Seonghwa waves his hands, dispelling those fears, âWe were curious why Jongho was sticking back so late. He assured us a friend was coming to get him and we just chose not to leave him.â
Well, this is embarrassing. You nod hastily and glance toward Jongho, who is practically skipping down the lecture hallâs steps. Yunho wants to crack a joke about seeing you everywhere, about how you both must be magnets or something else silly, but he decides to keep that to himself. He doesnât want it to seem like heâs keeping track of course, even if he is.
Instead, he affirms to the other men, âThis is a student of mine.â
Admittedly, your ears had tuned every other word out except âmineâ, and you nodded a little too enthusiastically. You havenât been this discomposed in a long time, too bashful to look any of them in the eyes, and you pray itâs not showing too much elsewhere. Jonghoâs friendly hand landing on your shoulder grounds you.
âYou ready?â
âAbsolutely,â you puff out.
âDonât cause too much trouble for her, Jongho,â Seonghwa pokes a bit of fun at one of his top students, who replies by waving him away and scoffing. They seem to be relaxed with each otherâ this is something you desire to achieve with Yunho soon. You snatch up your friendâs hand and finally move to leave for lunch, if it could even be considered that now with how late it is.
âSee you Wednesday, Mr. Jeong,â you look back and shoot him a wave, accompanied by a charming smile. He nods back, offering you his own as well.
Unbeknownst to you, Sanâs eyes follow you out the door with Jongho, especially surveying the plush of your thighs rubbing together as you walk. Such as yourself, skirts are surely a weakness of his.
âSheâs a senior, right?â he murmurs, half-jokingly.
âStop it,â Yunho promptly elbows San in the arm, earning a stifled laugh from Seonghwa.
Yunho has heard stories about Sanâs slight affinity with the pretty college women when he goes out to bars on the weekends. Nobody from his own classes, of course. Needless to say, Yunho would not let him even think about you that way. No way in hell.
âI was just asking, Jesus.â
Seonghwa stretches his limbs from his chair, âItâs never âjust askingâ with you.â
âYou buy a table of women drinks one time and your friends never let you hear the end of it,â he groans with a roll of his eyes, âGod you guys are the worst.â
âYeah, sure, thatâs what it is,â Seonghwa concedes sarcastically.
âJust donât make any unannounced visits to my classroom anytime soon, you buffoon,â Yunho chastises him while pressing his cup to his lips, âAnd Iâm serious.â
âYou got that,â San yields, âWouldnât wanna be a cock-block.â
Yunho nearly spits his coffee, âI beg your pardon?â
San nearly doubles over in laughter and, to Yunhoâs surprise, Seonghwa has joined in. He doesnât particularly enjoy the look theyâre sharing and it makes the back of his neck burn with heat. Yunho doesnât know why heâs so embarrassed but he steers the conversation away from discussing you any further. He ignores the feeling of indignation and possessiveness pooling in the pit of his stomach.
It doesnât take long for you to decide youâve done what needed to be done outside of the classroom; the cherry on top now was simply to get him alone more privately.
You didnât have to try very hard for this to happen; your work on your paper outline was already sub-par at best. You did fairly well on the quizzes and packets he passed out once a week, but that final paper preparation was surely going to be a challenge. When you find enough courage in yourself to email him about seeing him during his office hours for extra academic help on formatting your paper and choosing a more concise topic, he replies quickly and enthusiastically. According to your syllabus, the topic should relate to what youâre studying for your degree, but the real meat and potatoes of the paper should incorporate an aspect of linguistics in relation to your career path. Yunho understands how something like this can be difficult to tackle, so he assures you not to worry and that you both will work on perfecting it in no time.
âMr. Jeong, do you mind if I text you instead? Itâs more convenient for me than to email,â you end up asking him at the end of class on a Friday.
Yunho doesnât mind this and he says so; he's put his phone number on the syllabus for situations like this. Moreover, he doesnât think anything of it when he receives a text from you the morning of your first session telling him good morning and saying that youâre excited to finally get some guidance. You follow up by asking how he likes his coffee, and if he prefers muffins or donuts. Even after this indicator, heâs still surprised that you show up at his office right on time at 10 AM on Monday with two fresh cups of coffee and a couple of things from the campus bakery.
His office is fairly small, but not enough to feel uncomfortable. Heâs decorated it to his liking though to make it feel a little more homely on the days he has to stay late for one reason or another. He watches you marvel at his space before you set down everything in your hands and relieve yourself of your backpack.
âGood morning!â
âGood morning ____, welcome in,â Yunho smiles. âYouâre very punctual.â
âOf course, I meant what I said about being excited,â you tell him honestly, settling into the seat in front of his desk, âThe right one is yours, by the way.â
Yunho timidly thanks you before sliding it closer to himself. Heâs never had a student do something for him like this, then again he hasnât been teaching that long to begin with. Regardless, he appreciates it and the gesture goes straight to his heart. He takes a sip to emphasize this.
âIâm all ready when you are,â you proclaim, clasping your hands together.
With that, he begins to look through his folders for your class number and finds the topic idea and outlines youâve submitted previously. He doesnât even have to look for your name specifically, you always tend to write his name and your class section in a particular way on the top of your work that is very appealing and oddly unique.
âYou have really pretty handwriting,â Yunho murmurs out absentmindedly when he finds it. When he lifts his head to see your intrigued eyes gazing back at him, he clears his throat and adds, âMine looks like chicken scratch so Iâm always fascinated by others.â
âAs long as itâs legible, thatâs all that matters,â you hum with a smile, âAnd I can read yours just fine, so youâre fine.â
Yunhoâs not sure why that mild compliment, something that should probably be insignificant, steals his words from him for a moment. Instead, he offers a hum in place of thanks while quickly taking another sip of his coffee. He glances at his notes before speaking again.
âOkay, so when I reviewed your work, it seems like you generally have a solid topic,â he begins, âItâs definitely something that can be a bit more concise, but itâs fine. The problem is that youâre trying to incorporate too much into the paper as a whole.â
You nod in understanding, so he takes a sip of coffee and continues.
âThatâs good and bad, for a couple of reasons. Itâs good that youâre being ambitious and trying to give lots of information. This shows me that youâre planning on doing a lot of research and youâre going to be very knowledgeable about your topic,â Yunho cocks his head, âIf you set yourself up like this, though, your paper will end up being over twenty pages easily. And we both donât want that, right?â
He gives you a knowing look, and you canât help the candid snort you let out at his frankness, âDefinitely not, oh God. Iâm so sorry.â
âPrecisely. So, letâs work on cutting some of these sections out and conjoining some of these bullet points in others. Sound good?â He holds out his hand with a grin as if to make it a deal, and you grant him a firm shake.
After a considerable amount of time figuring out which parts of your paper to chop without losing the vision, Yunho feels his limbs tighten from sitting too long. Heâs been in this chair since 9 AM, so he asks, âCan we take a quick break? I need to stretch a bit.â
âOf course!â
When he stands to full height and stretches his arms, your eyes inconspicuously survey the way the edge of the desk lines up right with his pelvis. Perfect height for extracurricular activities⊠You wonder if heâs the type of guy to be open to something like that, fucking his lover in his office. Surely this thing is sturdy enough to withstand it, you muse. The thought of him bending you over the desk just to prove how sturdy it is makes you rub your thighs together. You decide to chug the rest of your now-cold coffee to get your brain back on track. Yunho collapses back into his office chair gently and lets you know heâs ready to resume. The rest of the time is spent setting up a list of some things you could tweak when you go home on your own and prepare for him to view in a couple of days.
On Wednesday, for your second meeting, you both convene at his office directly after your class with him in the afternoon. You smell especially good today, a mix of jasmine, vanilla, and something else he canât put his tongue on⊠but itâs got Yunhoâs head a bit foggy. Still, the meeting is engaging and brimming with useful help just as the last. Leaning back in his chair, he takes a brief moment to review a printout of what youâve implemented into your outline from your last meeting discussions. Itâs definitely already an improvement, but there are still a few things that could be tweaked in terms of sectioning. He grabs his favorite pen and lays your papers out in front of you, leaning forward to mark things you should be mindful of. A circle here, a quick jotted note thereâhis soothing voice explains each eagerly, and you can tell just how much he loves this subject by his enthusiasm. You reply to all of his criticism and suggestions with just as much enthusiasm. Yunho finds himself leaning in a little closer than might be suitable for the circumstances, but his brain is still ensnared by your perfume. He doesnât even realize what heâs doing, truthfully, but it doesnât bother you a bit. In fact, youâre a little too enamored with watching his large hands grip his pen and flex while writing to notice heâs calling your name.
â____?â he calls for a second time, to which you finally meet his gaze while blinking bashfully. âYou okay?â
âIâm sorry, I think I spaced out for a second,â you answer honestly. He is absolutely too close to you right now and the way you can see the details in his eyes is making your brain short-circuit. He finally sits back in his chair and chuckles warmly.
âWe have been working for quite a while today, Iâm sure itâs a lot of information. Maybe we should wrap up for the day and meet again next week? Iâm a bit tied up on Friday,â he ponders. You canât help the hint of disappointment that makes its way onto your face, and he notices. Thereâs this unusual feeling in his chest right now; why does he feel regret for his stupid schedule? He leans forward on his elbows and cocks his head, âYouâre doing very well, you know that? Weâve made a lot of progress after only a couple of meetings. Iâm very excited to see how this comes together at the end of the semester.â
âIâm very self-conscious about my writing, so I appreciate that, Mr. Jeong,â you confess with a sheepish smile.
âYou have nothing to be stressed about, I love what Iâve seen so far,â he continues his praise, âAnd Iâm very happy youâre in my class, ____.â
The smile he gives you after such a statement manifests dozens of butterflies in your stomach, and you canât help but match it. These one-on-one sessions go on 2-3 days a week for about two more weeks, loosening him up to you. He successfully becomes much more casual and unfiltered in your presence before you decide to up the ante. The following Tuesday of the next week, you remain on campus fairly late after classes end for the day, seated on a bench near the parking lot you both share. Itâs warm outside even with the sun gradually setting, and you spend the time mentally rehearsing exactly what you planned on saying when he arrives to leave for home. He should be here any minute nowâ
â_____?â
You spin around at the familiar voice calling out your name. Itâs him, of course, coming from the staff meeting you found out was being held this evening. Finally , you think. He stops just short of where youâre perched on the bench.
âOh, hello Mr. Jeong.â
âWhat are you doing out here so late?â He inquires quickly, and thereâs a tinge of concern laced in his voice. However, he realizes that asking this might be out of the realm of things he should know, youâre a grown woman after all. So, he follows up with an excuse, âItâs getting pretty dark out.â
âItâs a bit embarrassing,â you mutter, glancing away from his gaze.
Yunho canât deny, heâs a bit mesmerized by the way you look tonight. Heâs never seen you with your make-up done up like this, or your hair styled so charmingly. When you glance back at him again with those long, fluttering lashes of yours, he feels the back of his neck turn hot.
âYou can tell me anything, you already know,â he reminds you, âI wonât judge and Iâm always available to listen.â
âWell⊠I have a reservation for dinner with someone at six⊠but it seems they stood me up,â you reveal while mindlessly fiddling with a frayed string on the skirt of your dress. Yunho glances down at his watch: itâs 5:48 PM. âThey were supposed to pick me up a while ago. I was trying to hold out some hope, but⊠Iâm just being stupid.â
Yunho furrows his brows; why would someone stand a girl like you up? Youâre beautiful and exceptionally smart (despite any kind of trouble you may have had with your paper). Youâre also one of the sweetest people heâs ever crossed paths with in life. Many of those paths having been crossed within the last month, of course. Still, he canât fathom it.
âIâm so sorry to hear that, ____,â he tells you truthfully. Then, he thinks about how your car isnât here, and how the shuttle wonât be around until 6:30 PM. Heâs slightly apprehensive before offering, âDo you want a ride home?â
You give him a winsome smile that pierces into his heart with an invisible arrow, âYou donât have to do that. I appreciate the offer though.â
âNo, really, I donât mind at all,â he says with more confidence. The idea of him being your knight in shining armor, buried deep in the back of his head, is shouting at him. Thatâs when you decide itâs time to take your shot, for better or worse.
âWell, in that case, would you like to accompany me to the restaurant instead?â you inquire, glancing up at him curiously. âI already paid for the spot, so I wouldnât want the reservation to go to waste.â
Normally, youâd follow up a statement like that with a: âBut itâs okay if not.â Â
Not tonight.
You didnât want to give him an out to this proposal willingly. You can see the mild indecisiveness in his face anyway, all the way down to how Yunhoâs hand tightens around the handle of his briefcase. You did get all dolled up for whoever you were supposed to be spending the evening with, and heâll feel awfully bad letting you go back home to take it all off for no reason. Itâs just a dinner, he tells himself.
âSure,â Yunho finally says in an exhale, âLet me pull around my car.â
While he walks off into the parking lot towards his car, you bite down hard on your bottom lip to stop the dishonest smile thatâs threatening to spread across your face. Was it all a bald-faced lie? Of course it was! But, sometimes it takes some white lies to get to what you want, and what you wanted was no longer that far out of reach if tonight was anything to go by.
When he finally pulls around to pick you up, you allow yourself to slip into the mode you usually go to on dates. It doesnât hurt to pretend tonight, itâs like manifesting your reality. You thrum your fingers against your bare thighs, to no particular beat, while staring out of the car window at other passing cars during your brief trip on the highway.
âIs this a restaurant youâve been to before? It looked really nice online,â Yunho eventually says into the silence, trying to make small talk. He had briefly skimmed the reviews while plugging the address in on his phone.
âI havenât, actually,â you divulge, going further, âIâm a bit of a foodie, you know? I like to try new places occasionally.â
That conversation flows smoothly for the rest of the drive, and even smoother when you both are seated and eating dinner in a booth towards the back of the restaurant. Itâs nice to see him in a more relaxed setting.
âThank you for joining me tonight, Mr. Jeong.â You offer him some well-deserved gratitude as you wipe your mouth, signaling the end of your eating. âMakes things a lot less embarrassing tonight for sure.â
âNo need to thank me, I enjoyed your company,â he smiles. He doesnât even hesitate this time before adding, âThat bastard doesnât know what heâs missing out on.â
The bubbly laugh and adorable smile you grant him the experience of witnessing enraptures him, the tips of his ears burning at the thought of how he wants to be able to produce that from you again and again. Yunho hasnât been on a date in a while, so heâs sure this feeling is just because heâs attention-deprived. Still, itâs something he notes mentally. And, even though some might consider it inappropriate, you and your teacher both began having dinner occasionally, just like that. Platonically, of course.
 âWe can go over my questions for my paper topic here rather than in that cramped office of yours, you know?â Â
Surprisingly when you proposed this, he showed little resistance to the idea. Yunho enjoyed getting out of the house for the evenings he usually spent alone with a few beers and a Netflix series. He enjoyed having a pretty girl keep him company even more. He reminds himself every time he picks you up, though, that this is simply work and nothing more. Just some overtimeâhelping a student who enjoyed his class get better at the material. Itâs not meant to be enjoyable.
But after the first few times of these âinformational paper relatedâ meetings, conversations involving anything to do with linguistics slowly molded into Yunho placing a nimble finger to his lips to say a silent shhh, followed by, âLetâs not talk about schoolwork tonight, okay?â
That moment, when you noticed that slight shift in Yunhoâs energy, the atmosphere from there turned more informal. You become more conscious of those important invisible lines between student and teacherâ or even more teacher and friendâ that have begun to blur significantly. âGood evening Mr. Jeong,â became, âLeâme taste your food, Yunho?â
To which he never declines, naturally.
Tonight, on the 5th dinner, the climate between you both plows further into the downward spiral of informality, warm and fairly flirtatious. At least, thatâs what you surmise by the way he keeps openly teasing you this evening. Itâs all innocuous banter, but that doesnât quell the adoration you hold for him in the pit of your stomach. Itâs enough to make your thighs clench together underneath the table. You finally decide to shamelessly reciprocate, teasing him about the way his hair is going every which way tonight. You emphasize how the style is still very handsome despite him looking like heâs been through hell and back.
âI was having a pretty bad day today until I remembered where I was going tonight actually,â Yunho divulges, pushing the wrinkly sleeves of his shirt up to his elbows. He truly has been through hell and back today, between snooty older teachers and idiot freshmen both treating him like heâs a student just because of his age, âThese kinds of nights with you always make my day, so itâs been saved.â
A playful smile tugs at your lips as you cock your head, âIs it the food or is it the company?â
He leans forward on his forearms with a prepossessing smile, one that makes your heart thump loudly in your ears.
âBoth, of course,â he teases again, âI suppose the food is just a bonus, though.â
He takes notice of the way your cheeks are dusted in crimson as you shyly avert your eyes and locks that innocent image into a deep chamber of his mind along with all the others. He practically has a photo album saved mentally. Itâs not too long until the food comes, and things become all about eating. A fair amount of time into your dinner, you decide to add a new element to your dynamic.
âDo you mind if I drink a little tonight?â you inquire quietly while your eyes skim the wine menu briefly. Not like you were going to care about his answer, but it was simply fun to ask. He chuckles.
âYouâre an adult,â he points out instead. You smile to yourself before meeting his eyes from behind the menu. Thereâs something especially curious tonight behind those dark irises of his. The unfamiliar stare he gives you from behind his bangs is accompanied by a subtle smirk that makes your stomach tie into tight knots.
You turn away your eyes until youâre able to catch the attention of your waiter once more. In the process of requesting a glass of some Cabernet Sauvignon, you hesitate before saying the name of which brand because of the price tag for one glass, but most risks are pricey and tonight you felt like splurging for the reward in return: releasing your inhibitions. The waiter turns towards Yunho to confirm if heâd like to add anything before he leaves.
âBring a bottle of that instead, please. Weâll share,â he requests alternatively. It takes all of your strength not to look at him like heâs crazy as the waiter nods and heads off to fetch it.
âItâs on me tonight,â Yunho beats you to the punch on declaring anything about his decisions.
âYou donât even know the price of it.â
âDoesnât matter,â he quips back with a chuckle, âAre you suggesting I canât afford it?â
âYunhoâŠâ
âDonât even give me that, ____.â
The way he blithely says your first name with a different warmth now always causes your heart to swell in your chest. All formality is truly gone between you two. You both share matching smiles in place of any further words about the matter.
When the waiter returns briefly with a freshly opened bottle of wine and two glasses, you both offer him words of gratitude before he slips away once more. Yunho wastes no time pouring you both a proper amount, sighing contently when finished. You lift your glass towards him and grin once more, âCheers?â
âCheers.â
Yunho surely got his moneyâs worth, because the bottle is gone between you both quickly, signaling the end of your dinner as well. You donât feel the few glasses fully set in until Yunho is helping you out of the booth, your legs feeling akin to a newborn baby deer as you bashfully stumble into his arms. You suppose your food wasnât as carb-heavy as usual tonight. Youâre not drunk, but surely youâre not sober either. He doesnât mind holding you steady on the way out of the restaurant, a guiding hand timidly pressed to the small of your back.
As much as you despise the thought of driving under the influence, itâs pouring an insane amount of rain upon exit of the restaurant and Yunho insists heâs fine enough to drive. The dilemma that arises is how your place is further than he has confidence in making it to in this storm while inebriated. You know just as well as he does that thereâs no way heâs driving you home tonight.
âI have a spare bedroom,â he begins, and glances over at you, hoping you understand what he means because heâs not sober enough to come up with the words to ask you otherwise. The pouring water is making it hard for him to keep his eyes open but he doesnât miss the feigning look of indecision in your eyes. He tries to ignore the way the rain has soaked through your dress enough to make it plaster your body. It accentuates every contour of your figure, from the rounds of your breasts down to your supple thighs. When the boom of thunder somewhere far off fills the silence after his proposal faster than you do, he panics slightly.
âI can get you an Uber ifââ
âYou already paid for an expensive bottle tonight, donât waste more money on an Uber,â you grasp onto his arm fondly, sopping breasts squished into his bicep. Your lips curl into a soft smile at his attempt at chivalry though, âIâll be fine. Letâs hurry though, okay? Iâm cold.â
That statement is followed by a sharp shiver running down your back, and thatâs enough for him to drag you along with him to his car with quick, but careful, steps.
Surprisingly, Yunho lives in a townhouse. Youâre very thankful not to have to walk up the stairs of a condo. He thanks God thereâs an empty parking space in front of his house, he hates when the tiny lot fills up before he gets home. You both prepare yourselves before rushing out of the car and to his front door.
Your hazy eyes train themselves on his pretty, slender fingers fiddling with the doorknob before he finally gets it open. Those same fingers grab your hand and pull you through his front door with him mindlessly. Another chill immediately runs down your spine at the cool AC blasting through his home, which he immediately runs off to turn down.
âBoth bedrooms have bathrooms with showers,â Yunho sputters while quickly heading off to find you a towel and some spare clothes for which you could sleep in.
While youâre still peeling your drenched shoes and socks off, he settles on a fresh t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants since itâs still a bit chilly in the house. You try not to track too much water through his home while you journey through his living room and meet him halfway.
âIâll shower in the guest room,â you tell him, taking the items.
He runs an anxious hand through the wet hair sticking to his forehead, âI can also dry your clothes if you leave them on the bed.â
âFuck, thatâs great,â you sigh with a smile, stepping past him but cocking your head back to add, âWait about five minutes before you come grab them, I should be in the shower by then.â
Just as you requested, Yunho comes into the room a little over five minutes later when he hears the shower running. His eyes confirm that the bathroom door is closed for your privacy before grabbing your wet clothes and retreating to his laundry room down the hall. He chucks them all in his dryer and runs it on medium heat and maximum dryness. While thatâs running, he busies himself with running to his bedroom and speedrunning his shower to ensure heâs out before you. Heâs a man on a mission, pulling on clothes and towel-drying his hair before rushing to the laundry room to get your clothes.
Yunho pulls your garments from the dryer one by one, making sure thereâs nothing left wet. He stops when he pulls something out that catches his eyes. Your underwear. Heâs quite enticed by them, even if they were pastel pink with turtles... Hot, he thinks sarcastically. Yunho eyes the crotch curiously and remembers that technically he didnât wash your clothes at all. Itâs been a while since heâs had a girl over his home and that, on top of the thought of even holding your underwear, is taking a small toll on him. He gives in and puts them to his nose, breathing in deeply.
Oh God ⊠Even after they've been soaked in rain, your scent is still heavy on the fabric. He groans, why did you have to smell so fucking good? He remembers that you are quite literally right down the hall while he's here sniffing your underwear like a pervert. Itâs your fault, right? Yeah, itâs your fault for trusting him with such a sensitive piece of clothing by himself. Itâs your fault for smelling so good and looking so pretty andâ
He gives up on rationalizing it and presses the clothing fully onto his face again, inhaling heavily and feeling himself grow harder and harder by the second. His arousal grows worse and worse, precum dampening his underwear with every deep inhale and fluttering thought of what you probably taste like⊠He finds his hand mindlessly palming himself, and luckily his groans are muffled by the underwear bunched up in his face. Thatâs when he hears the water shut off.
Yunho whispers a handful of obscenities as he hurries to the room to place your dried clothes on the bed while youâre still in the bathroom, closing the door behind him softly. Heâs long gone by the time you step out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel.
Normally, youâd stay in the shower until your fingertips are pruney, but you suppose being a good guest includes not using up all of his hot water. There were more pressing things to attend to anyway, like the tall attractive man patiently awaiting your presence outside of this room. So, when you tug on your now dry panties and his previously provided clothing, you quickly make your way out of the room and to the living room. Youâre not exactly sure what you expected upon seeing him, but heâs indeed still exceptionally handsome freshly out of the shower. Those same curious eyes gaze at you behind his shaggy bangs, still in the process of drying. Clad in a simple white t-shirt and a pair of athletic shorts, his biceps and strong thighs are fully on display as he lounges on the couch. The way his long legs are man-spread now that heâs comfortable in his own abode makes you swallow a little harder than usual. Still, you meander over and sit on the other side of the couch, not too far away.
âYour place is very nice,â you state absentmindedly, glancing around at the walls of his home. âVery fit for a bachelor.â
Without you noticing, Yunhoâs eyes skillfully study the way youâre so casually in his clothing. Youâre too busy glancing around at unnecessary things anyway; he wonders if youâre rambling about his decor because youâre nervous. Heâs nervous too, but not for the right reasons. Regardless, seeing you in his clothing is taking an additional toll on his mental health. How did you both end up in this situation together⊠This is wrong, he thinks. He shakes his head to try and clear those corrupted thoughts from his mind. It isnât until you realize he hasnât replied to anything in a couple of minutes of you jabbering that you finally peer over at him. His eyes are trained on the short distance between the both of you, mindlessly chewing on the nail of his thumb.
âYou okay?â you ask, finally catching his attention.
He nods hastily, âDefinitely. Sorry, itâs been a long day. Mind is on empty.â
âYouâre fine, no worries.â
Itâs uncomfortably quiet for a moment as you both exchange stares. Youâre seconds away from breaking the silence before Yunho steals the chance.
âIâm sure youâre tired, so we can head to bed,â he suddenly exhales, hands clasping his thighs, âThe guest room is all yours for as long as you need it.â
You take the chance and lean forward toward him on your palms at this statement, slightly sinking into the couch while you gaze at him, âIs that what you really want, Yunho?â
Thereâs now an even longer moment of silence where you both stare each other in the eyes again and the room is unbearably quiet. Yunho finally breaks it after his Adamâs apple bobs uneasily.
âOf course,â he awkwardly chuckles with furrowed brows, âWhat do you mean, ____?â
Your heart deflates. For a second, you wonder if maybe youâve been reading his body language incorrectly the entire night. Thereâs a flare of embarrassment that ignites on your cheeks as you immediately retract yourself.
âI suck at making jokes,â you match his chuckle nervously, âDonât mind me.â He cocks his head at you curiously and you stand to your feet before he can catch the way your face is lighting on fire with every passing second. You avoid looking at him as you begin striding back to the guest room, âGoodnight Yunho, see you in the morning!â
Yunho is left alone to his own devices once he hears the sound of the door to the guest room closing down the hall. Sitting alone on a large bed in your teacherâs home feels surreal, and all too disappointing the same. You press your palms to your eyes to try and settle the embarrassment that keeps washing over you every time you think back to your impromptu attempt at making an advance toward him. God this fucking sucksâŠ
After a few minutes of setting up some alarms on your phone for the next morning, you decide you need to go get some water and wash away tonight from your mind forever. Yunho Jeong doesnât like you more than a friend, itâs time to accept your fate and that you failed at attracting him. To be fair, it all was a shot in the dark to begin with. You try not to be too hard on yourself and hope that heâs already in his room by now.
But, if thatâs all truly the case, then why is Yunho standing in front of the guest room door when you open it? His arm is positioned as if he was about to knock. Yunho had been standing there for quite some minutes, debating his next actions in his head, overthinking as usual. Though, could it be considered overthinking if the consequences of his actions could lead to delinquency? Had you not opened the door to go get water, albeit unknowingly, he probably wouldâve psyched himself out.
âOhâ Did you need something?â you mumble and look up inquisitively at him. His mouth lingers open for a few seconds before he learns how to speak again.
âCan we talk?â
âOf course.â You canât help the hint of confusion gracing your face as you step aside and allow him inside the room, âIs everything okay?â
When you close the door and face him, he looks distraught. Everything was indeed not okay.
âAre you still drunk?â He asks first.
âI donât really think I was ever drunk,â you tell him, âBut no.â
âNeither am I.â
At first, it doesnât click about why heâs confirming this. You also donât notice the way he gradually takes tentative steps forwardâor the way youâre equally taking steps backâuntil your back hits the bedroom door. Heâs so close that you can smell the minty mouthwash still fresh on his breath unfurling over your face. Still, he looks hesitant about his actions.
âIâm sorry, I was just⊠nervous before,â he swallows. He watches your face shift from confusion to realization; heâs referring to his response when you shot your shot. You relax against the door.
âAbout?â Is all you can ask in a soft voice, left hand daringly reaching up and cupping his cheek.
âAbout drunken words,â he continues, his voice just above a whisper. You can see the stutter of his heart against his chest. âAnd my feelings.â
Your thumb brushes his bottom lip, âWhat are you feeling, Yunho?â
In a moment of fleeting courage, he gently grabs your right hand and leads it to settle below his groin, pressing it against him a bit for good measure.
âWhat does it feel like Iâm feeling to you?â
Your cheeks heat up at the feeling of him in your palm; you didnât expect him to be so forward about it out of nowhere. The overall anticipation of the situation is killing you, even though everything feels like itâs moving too slowly and too fast all at the same time. All of your effort was leading to this point and yet, somehow, you still donât feel nearly as prepared as you thought you were to finally fuck him, to finally fuck your teacher. That doesnât stop your cunt from clenching around nothing at all at his words alone, because this is definitely what youâve wanted so badly for weeks.
You try to swallow even though your throat feels parched, mindlessly whispering, âOh my GodâŠâ
Then, you give him an experimental squeeze which has his eyelids fluttering closed, and a deep grunt leaving his flared nostrils.
âFuck âŠâ he groans. Itâs too natural, the way you subconsciously run your hand up and down the bulge, feeling it harden even further. Yunho is at his wit's end. âI need you to tell me exactly what you want ____,â he reminds you.
You get it, heâs covering his bases because of his relation to you outside of this bedroom. Consent is sexy regardless, so you grant that to him.
âI really, really want you to fuck me Yunho,â you purr as your hands creep up his chest until you can wrap your arms around his neck, âAnd I think you want the same, right?â
Yunhoâs hands sneak under the t-shirt on you and he massages the flesh of your sides, fingertips ghosting up your skin until they reach your breasts. His thumbs brushing against your hard nipples involuntarily make you whimper his name, and this is all Yunho needs to hear to proceed without such caution. The moment he leans down and smashes his lips to yours, time stops.
Itâs nasty, the way your tongues are dragging against each other, spreading trails of saliva everywhere.
Itâs nasty, the way he canât help but drag that same tongue down your neck, sullying your freshly washed skin with spit.
Itâs even nastier, the way he moans out your name, shamelessly grinding his clothed boner into your crotch, searching for friction because heâs touch-starved.
âA-Ahâwait! Bed, please,â you let out a broken moan at the way he sucks and bites on your neck. Yunho grunts in agreement, spinning you around and forcefully guiding you back until you both reach the bed. You canât help but giggle when you fall back on the mattressâ heâs so hungry for it, for you. And youâre more than ready to give it to him.
âCan I take them off?â He still asks like a gentleman, though his fingers are impatiently already tugging at the bottom of your sweatpants. You nod with fervor.
The moment he tosses them away, the situation begins to feel a bit more real to you both. Maybe itâs because youâre sopping wet and semi-exposed, and heâs not, so you become bashful and self-conscious.
âTake yours off too?â
Yunho doesnât hesitate to oblige you. He peels off his shirt and shoves his shorts away easily. Thereâs a brief second where he hesitates before also pulling his boxer briefs down and finally fully exposing himself to you in all his nude glory. Yunho hasnât slept with a woman in a while, but heâs never had complaints about anything, and especially not his size. He can tell by how your eyes are drinking him in, that you wonât have any either.
âYouâre so handsome, you know that?â you murmur, eyes hazy as they rake over him from his broad chest to his defined abs, then his defined hips to his heavy cock. Thereâs a cute hue of pink dusting his cheeks at the compliment.
Yunho doesnât give you a chance to stare at him very much longer before heâs finally ridding you of your shirt, lips meeting yours again the moment itâs tossed. Itâs not long before that naughty mouth of his indulges in your breasts, licking and sucking on your hardened nipples like theyâre the only thing that will keep him grounded to earth. Youâre a moaning mess underneath of him, hands carding through his tresses and lips struggling with telling him how much you love his mouth. He could suck on your beautiful breasts all day but there are more pressing matters at this time.
His eyes never leave yours as he kisses all the way down the expanse of your stomach to the waistband of your panties. Only then does he close his eyes to bury his face in your clothed cunt and take a deep breath, filling his lungs until they feel like they're about to burst. Heâs so content that now he can do it knowing the real thing is right underneath. It gets him hard all the same as the laundry room. You watch him grind himself into the mattress for some relief just at the smell of you.
âIâve never done something like this before,â he divulges, pressing heated kisses into the skin of your sensitive thighs.
âWhat, eating pussy?â you tease to ease his nerves. He stares pointedly at you from behind your mound.
âYou know what I mean.â
Your hand reaches down to find a comforting purchase in his hair, âNeither have I, Yu.â
Yunho can feel himself falling apart faster and faster, and the nickname is not helping him keep it together at all. He hooks his fingers in your panties and gently tugs them down your legs, joining the rest of the discarded clothing on the floor. Your cheeks tingle with heat when his hands spread your legs wider, eyes seemingly mesmerized.
âSuch a pretty pussyâŠâ he whispers, marveling at the way your sticky lips tremble when you clench around nothing.
He solves that by pushing in two of those pretty fingers of his, all the way down to the last knuckles. The desperate moan that flies from your lips sends him into a depraved headspace. He immediately latches his mouth onto your throbbing clit and sets to work, thrusting into your squelching squeezing heat and sucking to his heartâs content. Yunho loves eating pussy, truly. Thereâs something truly cathartic to him about holding a womanâs legs down while she twitches and grinds against his face as heâs slurping up every bit of essence that seeps from her greedy hole. He even removes his fingers and opts for lapping at your heat like a starved man instead. Up and down, left and right⊠His tongue leaves no inch of your heat untouched. He loves the feeling of your slick coating his face when he pushes his tongue as deep as he can into your hole. He feels your hands yank him by his hair before he can even get to the fun part. He gazes up at you in confusion, mouth messy and eyes indubitably pussy-drunk.
âPlease,â you beg, chest heaving, âI want you inside.â
Yunho licks his lips clean before crawling back up your body to fulfill your request. Youâre right honestly, thereâs only so much grinding he can do into the mattress to ease the ache of his hard cock. He leans over to grab a condom from the nightstand but you pull him back over, mumbling about how youâre on the pill and that itâs fine.
Heâs so big, the way heâs engulfing your whole body with you caged between his arms like this. Gazing into your eyes, he drags the blunt tip of his cock back and forth through your dripping folds, occasionally pressing it hard against that clit that heâs taken such a liking to sucking on.
âHey,â you mumble against his lips, catching the full attention of his blown-out irises. âI can tell youâre nervous. Just relax and lose control, for me. Okay?â
Yunhoâs last rope of restraint snaps.
The moment you feel his tip finally breach your entrance, you squeeze your eyes shut and mewl at the feeling of his thick cock sliding into its rightful place. Yes, obviously heâs meant just for your cunt, because you fit like a glove when you're swallowing him in so badly the deeper he pushes. He doesnât stop until heâs buried to the hilt, despite your squirming and twitching underneath him at the feeling of being so full. Â
âIâm about to move,â he pants, adjusting to the feeling of your warm walls squeezing his cock, âHoly fuck.â
When you nod, he finally lets go of his inhibitions. He begins to roll his hips at a nice steady pace, large hands clasped to the backs of your thighs as he pushes them towards your torso. His mouth hangs open in ecstasy and his eyelids lower lazily at the way your walls suck in his cock so tightly and squeeze it like theyâre begging to be filled to the brim. You reach up and latch onto his arms to ground yourself, head dizzy and overwhelmed at the feeling of him starting to snap his hips just a little faster now that youâre stretched out a bit more to accommodate him.
âYunho, fuck, youâre so big,â you whimper, nails digging into his shoulders. Yunho grinds his pelvis into you at this remark, rubbing against your clit with his happy trail.
âAnd youâre taking me so well,â Yunho praises with a lopsided grin, âFeels good?â
âSo fucking good.â
Yunho pushes your legs back even further as he leans in to capture your lips in a sloppy kiss. Youâre so pretty with those glassy eyes and those flushed cheeks of yours, but thereâs something about that that quivering bottom lip that makes him want to suck every sound from you himself. He finds himself bucking faster and faster, unable to maintain any kind of self-control.
He breaks away to catch his breath, eyes lazy as he groans, âLet me hear you. This is what you wanted, yeah?â
âMhm, yes, yes,â you whine desperately, âI wanted it so bad. Wanted you so bad.â
You grant him a flurry of shameless bitten-off moans, egging him on further and further. Yunho buries his face into the crook of your neck, making your skin damp between his own warm gasps and grunting obscenities. He doesnât think heâs ever felt this aroused before; yes, heâs so painfully hard at the fleeting thoughts of how inappropriate everything is. Heâs your linguistics teacherâheâs not supposed to be teaching your cunt how to mold to the shape of his cock. Heâs not supposed to be massaging your clit and babbling nonsense about how heâs going to lick your pussy clean when you cum. How can he say that to a student? However, his eyes roll back at that thought.
âIâm going crazy,â he groans into your skin, mindlessly speaking his thoughts aloud. âIâm so close.â
Youâd say the same if you could, but your mouth canât form proper words with the way his long fingers are rubbing quick messy circles around your clit. Instead, you put your mouth on the shell of his ear and say his name in a filthy mewl. Your legs tense up and your toes curl; Yunho can feel you cum around his cock a beat later, encouraging your convulsing and whimpering. He can only manage to give you a few more rough thrusts before he pulls himself out and allows himself to empty his balls in quick spurts all over your torso, a mix of âfuckâ and â____â leaking from his mouth at how filthy the action is, dirtying you like this. Heâs a man of his word though, quickly hefting himself back down to your sopping cunt and diving face first to taste everything he missed tasting earlier. The groan of pure bliss he lets out into your sensitive cunt has you squirming away, much to his dismay. But he finds himself chuckling anywayâhe got to taste your cum and, even if it was for only a few seconds, heâs satisfied.
Cleaning up and cuddling after is far from awkward, Yunho feels comfortable with his arms wrapped around you and head on your chest. You find yourself mindlessly scratching his scalp and playing with his messy hair, while his large hands massage the muscles of your thighs. Itâs immensely intimate, and this scares Yunho deep inside. Unbeknownst to his stress, youâre settling into a mental state of bliss; you canât wait to see where this night leads you after, even if it might be a little awkward back in the classroom at first. He tries not to dwell on such thoughts for too long, eventually falling asleep under your touch.
Yunho wakes up to a cold, empty bed. Glancing over at the clock on his nightstand, he catches some time he canât be bothered with reading fully, nine-something-in-the-morning. He groans internally at the bittersweet arrival of the morning. After a few seconds of just lying there, bleary eyes staring at anything and everything, he remembers that heâs not supposed to be alone right now. The grimace that crosses his face is heavy.
He lugs himself up and out of bed to find his phone, which heâs left God knows where. After a bit of searching, heâs even more upset to see a lack of text from you about leaving. Leaving with no word after sex⊠Yunho has been in this position before and it makes him feel like shit. It feels even worse considering that this is not just some random woman, you are his student. Heâs a chronic overthinker, he knows he is. Yet, he canât stop his mind from filling with a plethora of miserable thoughts about what this could mean.
Did you simply want to fuck him and nothing more?
Did you regret sleeping with him and want to leave without confrontation?
Did you sleep with him to then leave and tell someone, maybe to humiliate him?
All of these thoughts scream at Yunho until he finds himself clenching his jaw, and tears are pricking at his eyes. He hates this feeling every time it happens; it makes him feel like heâs not good enough. In a moment of brief irrationality, Yunho debates if he should outright block you.
Heâs impulsive like that when heâs worked up. However, after a few minutes of begging himself to calm down, he tossed his phone away and went on to make a cup of tea to ease his agitation. He knew this was a mistake from the start and he still did it.
He doesnât get a text from you until after 11 AM.
 [Y/N: sorry for leaving without saying anything!! I forgot I had prior commitments this morning, didnât wanna text you until I was sure youâd be up. hope you slept well :)]
Yunho doesnât know what to think. Prior commitments? Surely this wouldâve been something you wouldâve mentioned before he drove you to his home last night. It is Saturday though, so itâs plausible. He opens the message and leaves you on read instead.
Earlier this morning, you were certain Yunho must have completely tired himself out after sleeping with you because he failed to wake up when your alarms went off. You make a mental note that it only takes him cumming once to make him go comatose (and maybe a little wine to boot). You had left his place with no ill intentions, and your message was truthful. So, when you get left on read by him, it ignites a small flame of insecurity in you. Youâre never one to double-text a man, but considering this is something you put a great amount of effort into getting to happen, you put your pride aside when you don't get a reply by the next day.
 [Y/N: Wondering if you want to try a new restaurant after work tomorrow⊠Let me know if youâre interested!]
To your surprise, Yunho replies that heâs too busy. He doesnât offer to reschedule for a better day, which isnât like him. Instead of taking it too seriously and replying something disheartened, you let him know that you understand and to let you know if anything changes. He opens this message and doesnât reply. You try again on Tuesday. This time, your inquiry is more succinct, no fluff.
 [Y/N: Are you free Wednesday?]
He answers this similarly to the last attempt, maintaining that heâs too busy to see you that day as well. However, this text is more curt than the last. When you cave in and ask him which days heâs not busy, he leaves you on read, again.
 [Y/N: Do you have a free moment to talk then?]
Yunho doesnât open this text altogether, and the disgruntlement this stirs within you lingers in your system all day, even when you decide to go out with your friends to clear your mind.
Throughout his class with you the following day, you endure Yunhoâs eyes practically boring into you at various points in time. Itâs like an itch that canât be scratched, nagging at your scalp while you keep your head downcast towards your laptop. Thoroughly, as distractions do, it keeps you on edge and unfocused throughout the whole lecture. It doesnât help that Yeosang is out today, so you feel alone even surrounded by so many people.
At some point, during a quiet moment of everyone completing an individual assignment he had handed out, you glance up over the screen of your laptop and catch his attentive eyes gazing back. He gnaws on the nail of this thumb as he usually does when his brain is on overdrive, his eyes calmly lingering on the fixation of all his thoughts. Eventually, he turns them away and decides to focus on something else irrelevant involving his phone. Anything to take you off of his mind.
You quietly snicker to yourself and roll your eyes. So, he can play on his phone just fine during class but canât find the time to text you and talk? Men will be men⊠If he just wanted to sleep with you and leave at that, he could at least tell you, you brood. You try not to let it get to you, but itâs hard to focus on anything for the last half hour of class. You donât bother sticking around after and instead, preoccupy yourself by striking up a conversation with another acquaintance on the way out of the doors. Yunho notices the way you act like he doesnât exist while leaving and it makes him a bit bitter. He knows itâs irrational, but youâve really done a number on him, so he canât help it.
On Thursday, youâre sick of the games altogether. Being the super sleuth you were at the beginning of this mess, you knew when Yunho typically went to his office in between classes to get grading done that he couldnât do throughout the day. So, when you finish your mathematics class, you pack up your things quickly, knowing he should be roaming this same hall in very little time. Thereâs one thingâor person, you supposeâthat you didnât account for in this plan.
âYouâre terrible at covering hickeys, you know,â Hongjoong chides, eyeing your messy job at applying makeup to your neck.
To be fair to yourself, you hadnât realized Yunho had sucked one onto your skin the night you both slept together, and the dark blotch was too annoying to deal with every single day. You bruise too easily and they donât go away fast enough. Admittedly, you had slacked off on the cover-up today. You chalk it up to secretly being in Fight Club, which you remind him, the number rule is to never talk about Fight Club! That, of course, was not a good enough reason for Hongjoong, and you regret that you didnât acknowledge beforehand he would surely grill you endlessly about your recreational pastimes.
âOkay seriously, I just wore my choker too tight yesterday and it pinched my neck, that's all,â you explain as he quickly follows you out of the classroom. He squints at you with skeptical eyes, as if he is not believing any of the piping hot shit youâre serving him on a platter. Phase two was to gaze at him with winsome eyes, ones he was definitely familiar with. They always worked on Yeosang, but Hongjoong was harder to subdue.
âDonât.â
âJoong, Iâm telling you, thereâs nothing more for me to answer here.â
You employ a small pout to boot.
âAnd you think I believe that?â
âI think you should believe it.â
He rolls his eyes in annoyance. Meanwhile, your eyes inconspicuously search for Yunho in the sea of classmates flooding the hallway; there was a very important conversation you had hyped yourself up to finally have with him. One that surely would not be done if it didnât get done today, at this very moment. That would obviously fail to happen if Hongjoong kept pestering you with his concerns. Suddenly, your eyes spot the tail end of Yunhoâs styled hair turning the corner and leaving the hallway. Goddammit!
âJoong, I really gotta go,â you say frantically and secure your backpack onto your back. His lips open slightly in puzzlement, but thereâs nothing he can say before youâre already shoving people out of the way to make it through the hallway to follow him to his office.
You take the stairs while he takes the elevator to waste some time; hopefully, he'll be set up and comfortable by the time you get to his floor. When you make it to his office, heâs indeed already seated and filtering through sheets of work from students during the last class. You donât bother knocking before entering; he hadnât afforded you the comfort of manners lately, so neither would you.
Honestly, had anyone else burst into his office so unannounced like this, he might've cussed them out by accident. But before he can get any words out, you can see the physical shift from annoyance to puzzlement wash over his face as he realizes itâs you, then, genuine dread graces his face before downcasting his gaze.
âI need to talk to you,â you insist, âNow.â
Heâs having a hard time even meeting your eyes when youâre speaking and itâs pissing you off tremendously.
âIâm a bit busy right now,â he sighs, now in the process of looking through his desk for a pen that works. âItâll have to wait for another time.â
You ignore him entirely, âWhy are you avoiding me, Yunho?â
âIâm not avoiding you,â Yunho quickly objects. âIâm justââ
âYouâve blown me off twice this week already,â you counter. âNow I canât even come see you at your office?â
Yunho puts his head in his hands and tries to collect his thoughts. Heâs too sensitive to handle this conversation with no preparation beforehand. Then again, the longer he keeps isolating, the longer heâs going to keep feeling like shit. He can hear the undertone of hurt in your words, but heâs only doing whatâs best for you, right?
âThe least you could do is give me a real reason,â you continue. He finally lifts his head and meets your frustrated eyes. âJust give me a real reason to and Iâll fuck-off all you want.â
â____, that night was a mistake,â he tells you simply. The look in his eyes says otherwise. You know heâs lying but it still feels like a punch in the gut.
âA mistake?â
âItâs something that shouldnât have happened, and it was inappropriate of me to do that with you. Letâs just forget about it and move on, please.â
You furrow your brows in agitation, âYou really feel that way?â
âI do,â he murmurs, eyes falling back to the papers in front of him. He visibly hesitates for the briefest moment before picking up his pen and resuming his grading. This feeling of rejection hurts a little more than usual. Why do you feel like a failure? Why do you feel like a fuck-up? Maybe itâs because of the effort you put into this man, unlike many others. You stand there in his doorway uncomfortably silent until you find it in yourself to offer some final words.
âWeâre both adults, Yunho,â you remind him in a voice that airs on the more serious side of yourself. Heâs never heard you sound such a way with him. âNo one has to know what two grown adults do in their free time. And you donât owe anyone any explanations.â
When he doesnât look up from his paperwork anymore, you finally leave and gently close the door behind you.
Nearly a week after that day, your phone begins to ring while youâre out at a bar with friends. Yeosangâs nosy eyes catch the name on the screen and he gives you an incredulous look. His name still has a heart beside it and you havenât updated him on anything regarding Yunho since telling him that you both were texting each other outside of class.
âWhat is he doing calling you at 9 PM, miss?â he teases as you move your phone to your lap, âBooty call?â
âWould you like to ask him yourself?â you snort.
âBoo, why can I never know anythingââ
âOh but when I mention the obvious hickey, Iâm imagining things, huh?â Hongjoong interjects with narrowed eyes when he overhears you both bickering. âWhoâs the mystery man?â
âItâs nobody,â both you and Yeosang say in unison.
Hongjoong quirks a brow at how you both are gazing at him with matching smiles, suspiciously. He lets it go quickly and instead butts into Mingi and his girlfriendâs conversation. By the time you glance at your phone, Yunhoâs call has already gone fully unanswered. Subsequently, you chose not to return the call later when youâre done and home. You didnât necessarily want to talk to someone who called such an intimate moment with you a mistake. And especially not intoxicated. If he wants to talk to me that bad, heâd just send whatever he needs to say in a text, you tell yourself. But, of course, those texts donât come. Yunho doesnât know how to express himself like that over message. However, after getting wasted, it takes everything within you not to text him first in a fit of overwhelming horniness. Whatâs the worst that could come from letting him know that youâre craving the feeling of that thick cock of his splitting you open, or how maybe this time you should test out your gag reflex? Yeosang knows you well enough to take your phone from you after a certain amount of shots, so you donât get that opportunity anyway. God bless your best friend.
A couple of days later, you still find yourself unable to let things go. How can you when Yeosang brings it up any time you speak alone? For someone so sure you were making a huge mistake, he sure is desperate for the tea. Itâs like heâs your frontline cheerleader (which he usually is anyway). If he found out you both fucked, surely heâd lose his mind.
âYou canât keep me in the dark, Iâm still dying to know how much progress youâre making with Mr. Jeong after seeing him call you that night,â Yeosang pleads, âHave you both met up in private off of campus yet?â
âThatâs classified info,â you state and try to stifle your subsequent laughter when you hear him grumble. You still hadnât found it within yourself yet to tell him that your plan had failed. âYouâll know by if I pass this class or not.â
âJust a little hint, please? Iâm on my knees.â
âProgress is being made, Yeo,â you disclose in a sing-song voice. Surely a little white lie wouldnât hurt in the meantime, âHeâs a very good conversationalist, you know. With that deep voice of his, and especially late at night.â
Yeosang groans in annoyance, âYouâre killing me ____, Iâm too curious! You didnât entertain a single man at the bar, something juicy has to be happening.â
You debate on at least telling him about the extra study sessions you and Yunho had been having before things were soiled, the innocent stuff that he could gush and tease you over. But, just as youâre about to say something, he cuts you off unknowingly.
âShit, Mingiâs calling. Leâme call you back,â Yeosang groans, and you offer a hum of affirmation before the line clicks. Maybe itâs for the best that you had been interrupted before you put your foot in your mouth.
You quickly fill the silence by shuffling one of your âDoing Choresâ playlists and focusing your mind on cooking the remainder of your dinner. A couple of minutes later, the chime of your phone interrupts your music. You continue to focus on stirring while your other hand carelessly presses the answer option.
âThat was quick,â you giggle.
âFelt like forever to me,â a familiar, deep voice replies. You freeze and glance over to see Yunhoâs name on the screen of your phone in place of your best friendâs.
 Fuck.
âGood evening, Mr. Jeong,â you reply instead. âI thought you were someone else, my apologies.â
âHave we really already reverted back to the formalities?â he sighs and his voice already sounds a bit defeated.
You roll your eyes, âIâm a bit preoccupied right now. So unless youâd like to discuss my class work, I donât have time to entertain this.â
âJust give me five minutes, please.â
You turn off the stove and snatch up your phone before ambling to your bedroom.
âSpit it out already, Yunho.â
âI canât stop thinking about you ____,â he admits.
Hearing you say his first name makes him feel a smidge better, even if itâs in irritation. He wonders if you can feel his heart pounding through the speaker or the way it makes his fingers tremble while holding the phone. âI was just scared, you have to understand that at least. I told you Iâve never done that kind of thing before, ever.â
âThought it was a mistakeââ
âI only said that because you left without saying anything. I thought you regretted it!â
âI literally told you why I did that, you decided to not believe me apparently,â you counter, voice laced with the slightest bit of frustration as you sit on your bed. Then you add in a mutter, âInstead of talking with me like an adult.â
Thereâs a long moment of silence. He doesnât hang up though, so neither do you. You stare at the timer under his name, continuing to count up seconds full of emptiness.
âIâm really sorry,â Yunho finally sighs. âI said a lot of things I didnât mean. I was just scared.â You remain silent and it eats at his confidence slowly. Heâs desperate and doesnât really care if it shows at this point, so he goes on to fill the silence again, âYou were right, weâre adults. Itâs not anybody elseâs business what happens outside of campus. Thatâs why Iâm trying to fix things now. Please.â
You sigh heavily while stroking your temples. This conversation is not something you had prepared yourself for, but the desperation in his voice is hitting you right in the gut. You know heâs being sincere, but itâs just hard to make yourself that vulnerable as well. You both know the truth is that itâs not okay, none of this is. Itâs all extremely inappropriate. What you are doing with each other could ruin both of your lives if found out before you graduate. Itâs risky; and yet, you still find yourself saying a sentence you definitely shouldnât be saying:
âListen, I genuinely like you Yunho.â
âAnd I genuinely like you too, ____. So let me take you on a proper date,â he says a little too hastily, but he canât stop himself from the excitement that bubbles inside of him, stemming solely from you even reciprocating his feelings, âAnd not just a dinner like usual, I mean something thoughtful.â
âSomething thoughtfulâŠâ you repeat after him, accidentally punctuating it with a giggle at how foolish the whole situation seems. âAre you serious about that?â
âAbsolutely,â he assures you, âOnly if you want to, of course.â
You sigh and smile to yourself at how heartfelt he sounds. Sure, there are millions of ways this could go extremely wrong, but you decide to ignore those thoughts and take him up on his offer. If you were one to listen to the better part of your judgment, you wouldnât have gotten yourself into this situation in the first place. It would be a shame to let that work you put in go to waste just because of a little hiccup in the road. Besides, Yunho was surely the best fuck you had received in quite some time. There was plenty of time through the rest of the semester to explore that side of him again as well. The conversation ends with you both agreeing to meet with each other in a few days, Yunho promising to make it enjoyable even though itâll be discrete.
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late hours in his office (professor!spencer reid)
cw: teacher x student (reader is 19 and in college), semi-public sex.
âI just canât get this, no matter how hard I try.â You speak back to him, he had one hand supporting his face as his elbow rests on top of the wooden table, heâs pensive, as if wondering what could possibly be wrong â is it his teaching style? His way of speaking? â at least, thatâs what you think heâs thinking, right now, heâs more focused on the way your dark pleated skirt brushes over your thighs, on the way your lips move, itâs not easy for him to to teach and at the same time hold himself back from you.
âCome here.â He whispers, his voice is soothing and it echoes around the empty classroom, for a moment, you almost forget what youâre here for. You take a few steps closer and drop your books on his desk. âCloser.â He mutters, your breath itches, but still, you walk to him, standing by his side.
One of his hands wraps around your waist, placing you flush on top of his lap, his face peering through your shoulder as he holds you close.
âSpencer, what are you ââ you try to speak, but he just shushes you and rotates your notebook to him, his hand on your waist going down to you thigh.
âShow me what you donât understand.â You can feel his breathing right against your neck, your fingers tremble as you open your book, turning the pages and pointing to the topic you donât get.
âRight here.â You tap two times, he nods and grabs his pencil, handing it to you.
You take his pencil between your fingers, his other hand envelopes yours, gliding it to the equation.
âAll you have to do⊠is subtract these numbers..â he explains slowly, his words get muted, all you can focus is on how close he is and how his hand slides closer and closer to the middle of your thighs, the only thing that brings you to your senses is when he squeezes softly. âGot it?â
You breathe in nervously, head tilting to the side to look at him. âI â I didnât catch that, sorry.â
Spencer chuckles, drops the pencil and keeps his hand over yours, his fingertips touching past the brim of your panties.
âYouâve been very distract lately, you know?â He smirks. âI hope college hasnât been too rough on you.â His fingers slip past your panties completely, his thumb playing through your folds.
âN â No, itâs fine.â You answer, your back hits his chest, legs slightly squirming on your lap.
âMaybe you just need to relax.â He whispers, thumb rolling soft circles on your clit.
âSo just⊠stay put.â
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Teachers Pet
Label Mature 18+
Summary When you begin to fail Professor Butlers advanced math class in college because you canât stop fantasizing about him, he comes up with a way to satisfy your lust and increase your grade simultaneously. When you are finally on the verge of receiving an F he propositions you. The more you sexually gratify him the higher he will raise your grade.
Student teacher relationship
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Teachers Pet
âï»żProfessor Butlerâ You wrote his name in your note book encircling it with hearts as you smiled to yourself.
He was your advanced mathematics teacher in college and even though his class became extremely difficult you still wanted to be so smart for him.
You look up from your note book in his class and watch him drawing odd shapes on the board explaining a theory for the test tomorrow. You already know you are definitely going to fail.
All you do is get lost staring at him on full display in front of the class now.
When he would walk around the room being engaging you would stare lustfully at his fit body.
When he neared your desk reading from his math text book to the class you would study his handsome face.
When he would explain a new theory looking sternly as he wrote out the equations you would stare into the depths of his blue eyes.
You were especially drawn to his full lips, the way they would curve into a smile when he was passionate about an idea.
His voice was like rich honey and his body was tall and trim. With his perfectly feathered sandy brown hair, and gorgeous smile you were no longer able to pay attention to any of his lectures.
The way he dressed was classic and masculine. You especially loved the blue button up shirt he had on today. Heâs worn it over a dozen times and you think it must be his favorite. He paired it with blue jeans that maybe be didnât realize completely accentuated his cock.
It drove you wild when he would rest back on his desk and his crotch would bunch up at the zipper. You already knew he had an obscenely large cock and it made you shiver at the thought.
As he rests back on his desk in the compromising position again you began to reminisce about the time you saw his large erect cock. You squeeze your thighs shut and quickly look away biting your lower lip trying to regain composure but your core is already throbbing at this point.
You search the room to see if anyone else is aroused in the front row instead of learning math, but you are only one.
It hadnât always been this way, before it was a simple crush, he was your very kind and handsome math teacher who adored your brilliance.
The infatuation began the first week of second semester. Professor Butler requested you to come to class half an hour early which wasnât unusual you were his top student then.
He would go over your notes with you and have discussions about upcoming class assignments. His stance was always kneeling by you with one hand placed on your desk and the other resting on the back of your chair.
Being so close with him was very intimate. It made you feel like you were being drawn into his orbit and that every breath he took resonated with yours.
In the magnetic pull of the shared space, you could feel his warmth and his rich voice as it carried even more weight being so near.
He had you going over an advanced equation that was giving you difficulty for the upcoming test. You had never struggled in his class before and it made you apprehensive.
As you worked out the problem he began to slowly trail his thumb across your back as he held your chair. It was the first time he had ever touched you.
The air become charged with anticipation, and his touch, intentional or accidental, sparked a cascade of sensations. It is a moment you distinctly remember when time seemed to pause.
As he continued to slowly trail his thumb across your back you understood it was intentional.
You stared at the pencil in your hand which had come to a stand still on the paper.
âDoes it distract when I encourage you?â He asked gently.
âN-no itâs fineâ you stammered and willed yourself to finish the equation even though his touch completely altered your mindset.
He pulled the paper from your desk when you set your pencil aside and he examined your work. He slowly smirked
âYou got it wrongâ he said looking back into your eyes. âTry again.â He said placing the paper on your desk.
You blinked in shock that you gotten it wrong but began to work again as his striking blue eyes studied you, the pressure had never been so intense.
In that moment you werenât sure if you were doing the work to be a good student or doing the work to be good for him.
He was only focused on you, lingering on every curve of your face and every movement of your hand as you willed it to stop shaking. You began scratching out your current work to start over. Your confidence was wavering you wanted to prove yourself so badly.
He tenderly placed his hand around yours to stop you and guided it back to a certain set of numbers in your formulation âHere is where you went wrong, this is where you second guessed yourselfâ he revealed. You stared over at his handsome face and desired him greatly your eyes immediately fell to his full lips before you quickly looked away.
You forced yourself to focus and found your mistake beginning to do the math correctly the second time. Thats when he slowly trailed his thumb across your back again sending ripples of sensation through your skin, igniting a spark of connection that transcended words.
You stopped working and stared straight down at your paper only able to focus on his touch. Seeing you so distracted he slowly trailed his hand up to your shoulder giving it a tender squeeze.
âIâll let you get back to your work, but I want you to come in early again tomorrow.â He stated as he stood. You nodded in agreement and he left you to complete your work.
As you watched him walk back down to his desk you wanted him to come back you wanted him so badly. But you felt very guilty because you were well aware Professor Butler was married, he clearly wore a wedding ring on his left hand.
Due to the amount of time and proximity together you developed a deep crush on him and with just a touch it clouded your entire judgement. Was he attracted to you or was he encouraging you?
You found out the answer the next day.
Compromised
You arrived to Professor Butlers class early as he requested and entered the room silently not to distract him as he worked.
As you quietly closed the door behind yourself you finally looked to him and caught him in a position of complete compromise. With his laptop open he was pleasuring his very large cock.
You stood frozen watching him, his eyes were closed in bliss and he was making short breathy noises. You fell into a daze of arousal until his eyes opened locking with yours and shocking you out of your trance. You scurried across the room trying to pretend you didnât see.
He quickly clicked the buttons to turn off his screen and fidgeted with his hands beneath the desk to put his large cock away before quickly standing.
He knocked over his thermos in the rush and reached for it but the container clattered to the floor sending tea flying everywhere. Hearing the noise you stopped in your tracks.
âIâm so Professor Butler Iâm so sorry! I didnât mean to scare you like that .â You said in a panic. You donât know why but you are the one who felt embarrassed.
âWhat did you see?â He asked a little breathless
âN-nothing Professor Butlerâ you said as your hands fidgeted nervously from the lie.
You eye his shirt completely ruined as well as his desk. âAre you okay?â You asked because you know the tea mustâve been very hot.
He slowly relaxed his composure and began unbuttoning his shirt as he responded.
âYea Iâm fine I always bring a change of clothing incase of accidents like this.â
You sucked in a breath because before your could even turn he had already stripped the shirt from his body.
You blinked stunned staring at him instantly aroused by his muscular physique. As he looked up his eyes met with your gaze you quickly turned on your heels to give him privacy.
You heard him mutter âFuck my pants are wet tooâ making your face blush youâd never heard him upset or cuss⊠ever. Nothing phased him.
You began to climb the steps to your seat as you heard him open his desk drawer. By the time you were seated he was almost finished buttoning on the new clean shirt he retrieved.
âI have to go to my office .â He announced glancing at you as he left the classroom.
The room became eerily quiet without his presence and sitting in silence you noticed the tea was still spilled on his desk. Wanting to be helpful you decided to clean it up while he was out of the room. You were also secretly dying to know what he was looking at on his laptop. Collecting a towel from the white board you came to stand at his desk wiping it down.
As you got close to his laptop patting up the liquid spilled near the keyboard you pressed the space bar and it turned on to reveal your college id picture on the screen. Your knees went weak with all the information flooding your mind at once. He was pleasuring himself to your photo before you arrived to see him.
You quickly pressed the sleep key to turn the screen off and put the towel in the class hamper. You rushed to your desk and sat down in a daze, should you leave? Should you stay? Is he going to cheat on his wife with you ?! Your heart was pounding as he entered the classroom wearing a pair of new jeans.
He walked to his desk and saw the mess had already been cleaned then he pressed his laptop screen on seeing the display, he looked up directly at you. You panicked averting your eyes quickly to your desk, you were frozen you couldnât even pretend to do anything else.
You had such crush a crush on him yet finding out he felt the same stunned you. You wondered what would be the bigger problem for him if the school found out or his wife found out.
As he made his way up you avoided his gaze by staring down at your hands on your desk as you picked at your nails. He slowly crouched down next to you peering at you like he had done a dozen times before but this time it was different.
You watched his finger trace down your hand to get your attention as his voice broke the silence
âWhat did you see?â He asked again more directly.
âI didnât see anything Professor Butler.â You answered knowing the ramifications of your next actions.
He studied your body language for the tell tale sign you are lying. Your knee bounced uncontrollably under the desk and he coyly smiled.
âYou have tells when you lie.â He said gently.
âProfessor⊠I donât want you to get in trouble.â You blurted out.
He smiled. âWhat did I do that would get me in trouble ?â He said beguilingly.
You finally looked over to him and his eyes were soft and kind as he looked into yours. His gaze shifted down to your lips. He was deep in thought as he leaned closer before he hesitated regaining his senses.
âI should get ready for classâ he said standing and leaving you at your desk.
Your heart broke into pieces. He had wanted you but he calculated it, and he didnât like the odds.
After that day he no longer looked at you or smiled at you, what was far worse is that he completely ignored you. The test you studied for with him you passed but you began to fail every sub-sequential one soon after.
You knew not to an ask him for help because he would refer you to the tutoring center like he did for all his other students. When you got to a C- you finally went, and to your dismay the tutors only gave you the answer key. They were cocky and rude talking down to you and even out right dismissive when you asked for help.
You missed the way Professor Butler would gently tutor you, he helped you immensely. But he never requested to see you again and you never asked.
Knowing he desired you made you physically crave him on a subconscious level. All you could do was think about him in class, and in your dorm, you lost track of your studies in his course entirely.
Once you were at a D- you sat in bed in your dorm wondering how you lost the concept of math so quickly. You also contemplated how badly you were going to fail him for the upcoming test. You couldnât accept your fate of receiving an official F in Professor Butlers class it was too painful.
Satisfy Your Lust
When you finally snap to attention in class Professor Butler is handing out the practice tests. You quickly put your notebook away, the test is tomorrow and you desperately hope this will help you pass.
He addresses the class as he walks the room. âOkay so now that weâve gone over all the concepts this week, here is what youâve all been waiting for the practice test!â he says holding up a thick stack of papers smacking it lightly in his hand.
The class groans as he begins handing a stack to the first person of each row as he continues âHey you guys this is mandatory stuff this is whatâs going to help you pass the test tomorrow I wouldnât misguide you.â he affirms.
Professor Butler drops a stack at your row and you collect one test before handing the stack to the next student.
You feel the room shrink as you look at the hieroglyphs on the paper. You want to curl up into a ball.
Professor Butler checks his watch and then the clock above the board for the second hand.
âOkay Iâm gonna call it right⊠aboutâŠnow. You have thirty minutes to complete the practice test when you are done drop the completed packet in the basket on my desk and return to your seatâ he announces to the entire class.
Everyone begins working.
Your eyes fill with fear as you look at question one, you are going to fail so badly. You shakily write your name and start. The first question is multiple choice. You work through the math on a sheet of scratch paper to get your answer.
When you check the choices your answer isnât even there. You try question two and three before the defeat starts eating you alive. The questions only increase in complexity and you begin circling multiple choice and filling out word problems at will.
When Professor Butler kneels next to you it catches you off guard but you are hopeful that maybe he can tell you have no clue what you are doing and will finally offer assistance.
When he is eye level you look to him and are mesmerized by his stunning face again. You missed being so close to him and are comforted by his presence. He has a look of perplexity as he leans in to speak privately with you.
âI donât know how to tell you this butâŠâ he glances around then back to you whispering very closely not to be overheard âyour legs spread open like that is very distracting to meâ he confesses and checks your reaction.
Your face flushes bright red as you snap your legs together faster than lightening. His eyes soften looking at you as his full lips curve into a smile.
âOur little secret.â he says smiling at you. Being so stressed you forgot to cross your legs and the embarrassment swells inside of you.
He stands up and returns to his desk. As he is seated you can see he has full view to look directly between your legs the entire time âŠ. and of all days you wore a mini skirt with pink panties that have little red hearts on them. You want to die.
One by one everyone stands and places their tests in the basket and you quickly fill in the remaining answers to seem timely. As you place your test in the basket Professor Butler collects it and immediately begins circling your answers in red. Your confidence plummets.
The bell rings with his stopwatch signaling the end of the practice test and you let out a sigh. You feel completely hopeless about receiving your first F tomorrow and quickly gather your back pack.
As you pass Professor Butlers desk he calls to you.
âHey wait up a sec.â He says from his seat gesturing you back. You stop in your tracks stunned, this is the first time heâs addressed you to speak with him in days. A few girls push past you in your disorientation.
One of them even turns back to mouth âteachers pet.â to taunt you before she exits the class.
Though you were once top student of his class you are definitely not teachers pet anymore, you are going to fail him and thereâs nothing you can do about it.
You stand in front of his desk as he sits and waits for everyone to leave the class. He is leaned back in his seat, fingers interlaced and elbows on the arm rests. He is in deep contemplation as he looks at you.
âHow confident do you feel on your knowledge of the test tomorrow?â he asks staring at you with eyes full of inquiry.
You shift on your feet and bite your lower lip as you lie âReally good.â He watches as you nervously fidget tugging the hem of your skirt, your body obviously betraying you.
âFail this test tomorrow and itâs an F in my class.â He says sternly and as he stands he gives you a look that adds to the sting of his words.
âI know Professor Butlerâ you confess almost out right apologizing for your actions.
âWhat is happening with you? You were my top student?â He asks as he collects a spray bottle and cloth to wipe the board. You gaze over him lustfully as he wipes it down remembering him shirtless.
âIâŠI-Iâve been really distracted lately.â You admit regaining your thoughts.
âDistracted by what? This is the answer you give me every time, why wonât you tell me.â He asks earnestly as he puts the bottle and cloth away.
Professor Butler then firmly places his palms flat on his desk as he stands behind it. His blue eyes are piecing as they search yours. âIf you wonât say what it is how do you expect me to help you?â He asks directly.
You bite your lower lip at the mere thought of telling him to help in the way you need him. Yes Professor Butler I sexually fantasize about you in class and want to make it a reality. I saw you pleasuring yourself and I know you want me too⊠you cut your thoughts short. You know heâs already made up his mind about how far he will go and he would never go for that.
The tension amplifies between you two quiet moment.
âLet me see your notes.â He demands and your eyes go wide.
âM-my notes?â You ask in shock, you know only his name is written in your notebook surrounded by hearts.
âYes your notes the ones you shouldâve been taking as I was speaking today. I practically outlined the test, but you would know if you were paying any attention.â He says giving you a glance.
Your heart beats wildly from his direct line of questioning, when he sees you are speechless he continues it.
âWhat are you always thinking about when Iâm talking?â He asks as he walks around his desk and sits on the edge. He crosses his arms and slightly rests back directly in front of you. Your eyes immediately fall to the outline of his enormous cock in his jeans when he sits that way.
Your face flushes pink as you begin to feel so much arousal you canât breathe all you keep thinking about is him pleasuring his big cock.
âProfessor Butler IâŠâ your words stick because you are very apprehensive to straight admit your feelings for him now.
You try again changing your answer âProfessor Butler I think about other things when I should be focused on your class.â You admit.
He gives you a look of disappointment. âYou second guess yourselfâ he says and you nod quickly hoping to be off the hook.
âLetâs go over the practice test we did in class today to see where the second guessing starts, would you like that ?â He asks uncrossing his arms.You are so grateful you literally want to kiss him.
âYes please Professor Butler I would like that so much.â You say feeling hopeful.
He walks across the class and pulls a chair to his desk replacing it with his so you can sit with him. He motions for you to sit in his desk chair.
You feel a smile form on your face as you walk around his desk. This is the first time youâve been alone with him in weeks and you know he has the magical key that will unlock math in your brain. You drop your back pack and sit down in his comfortable desk chair.
Your heart flutters wildly as he sits directly next to you. His sandy brown hair is feathered beautifully, his smell is pleasant, and his side profile is stunning.
You watch how his eyes sternly study your practice test looking over each answer encircled in red. He suddenly leans over you making your heart skip as he reaches his hand into the desk drawer pulling a pencil and a piece of paper.
He places them on the surface in front of you getting right to business.
âWrite out this equation for meâ he says placing your practice test down and pointing to question one. You slowly write out the equation in your nicest handwriting.
âOkay start breaking it into smaller equations to simplify itâ he instructs. You look up to him clueless obviously you donât know how.
He takes a deep breath. âAlways so distracted â he mutters under his breath. It shocks you that he would call you out so harshly and your heart sinks thinking this is the last time he will ever help you.
He begins to break down the equation easily his hand scribbles across your test quickly with his years of expertise on the subject.
âTry againâ he says pointing to number three. You peer at his handwriting from number one to discern what he did because number three is a similar equation.
You complete the work and slide the test to him after encircling a new answer. He looks it over and his mouth curves into a smile.
âI did it right?â You ask eagerly awaiting his response.
âWell thereâs a reason youâve always been my favorite student, you are a quick learner.â he admits smiling at you before he leans over to collect your scratch paper. You canât contain your grin when he says you are still his favorite.
âYou did that so easily your steps are flawless, I taught this on Tuesday why couldnât you grasp the concept then?â He asks earnestly studying your scratch work.
You think back in your mind to Tuesday that was his blue sweater day with light denim jeans you werenât thinking about a thing when he wore that outfit.
âOn Tuesday I wasnât feeling wellâ you muster up picking at the hem of your skirt.
He tilts his head down catching your lie.
âBecause your were too focused on me instead of what I was saying rightâ your eyes go wide all you do is stare at him and daydream, itâs impossible not to you want him so badly.
He sits back and smiles âEye fucking is what I believe they call it â he says smugly resting his hand across his chin gauging your reaction.
You begin to squirm and fidget as your breathing increases. You feel as if you've committed some illegal crime.
âProfessor Butler I would never do thatâ you lie panicked tugging harder at the hem of you skirt. He suddenly gets up leaving you at his desk and goes to the door of the classroom. He locks it while you sit in place.
The energy in the room immediately changes once the lock clicks and he walks back toward you with his demeanor changed.
He stands in-front of you so closely in your chair you have to stare up at him. âDo you already know you are going to fail the test tomorrow? Be honest with me.â He says directly.
You nod âYes of course Professor, I havenât been taking notes or paying attention in any of your classes for weeks. I already know Im going to fail.â You say honestly.
âIs that why you flashed me your panties today?â he asks sternly as his breathing increases. âIs that what your are doing now hm? Soliciting yourself to me to improve your grade?â
Your eyes snap up to his in shock âProfessor no I-I wasnât I wouldnâtâ you confess. He waits for you to nervously fidget but you are telling the truth.
You look up at him innocently âIt was an honest mistakeâŠbut I can see why you would think it was on purpose. I do think of you sexually during class Professor Butler.â You out right admit
He smiles and kneels down placing his hands on the armrests trapping you in his desk chair. He turns you to face him loving the fact that you finally admitted it.
âI feel your eyes staring at me all the time during class. Doesnât matter what Iâm doing Iâve caught you staring at my cock over a dozen times now.â He says studying your bodyâs reaction to see how badly you want him.
Your privates begin to pulse just from him saying the word cock and you squeeze your thighs together tightly trying to contain your arousal.
The move doesnât go unnoticed by him and he goes all in to have you.
âThatâs why I never look at you during class. You have the most lustful eyes I have ever seen.â He says seductively.
Your breathing increases as he stares at you trapped by him in his chair. His eyes wander your body lustfully until he meets your gaze again.
âWhen I look at you I lose all my focus because I canât get it out of my head how badly you need me to fuck you.â He says deliberately.
You let out a slight whimper
He leans in closer as you stare at his lips absorbing every word. âI think I have a solution to both of our problems, one that will fix your grade and satisfy your lust at the same time.â when he says those words your arousal goes through the roof. âI know you saw me pleasuring my self to your photo, I know Iâm the reason your failing.â He confesses staring down between your thighs.
âDo you want me to improve your grade?â He asks staring back into your eyes as you readily nod. âDo you want me to satisfy your lust for me?â He asks staring at your lips.
âY-yes please help me Professor Butlerâ you desperately beg. He smiles at your eagerness. âalright Iâll help you.â His says seductively.
âBefore we start I have ground rulesâ he affirms as you stare back at him. âIâm separated but Iâm still married, I could get in big trouble for this.â He says holding up his wedding ring finger as he continues âMy job will be in jeopardy as well but I really want you to pass, so this has to stay our little secret, can you do that for me?â he asks with his eyes locked on yours.
âYes Professor Butler it will be our little secret.â You agree.
âCall me Austinâ he says with a grin.
âYes Austin it will be our little secretâ you confirm
"I know youâll keep our secret because you want this just as badly as I do. Now lift up your skirt for meâ he commands
You look him in the eyes and theres a brief moment you think of stopping, but you know how badly you want him deep inside. Your hands lift your skirt pulling it all the way up your thighs exposing your panties to him.
âFuck.â He says above a whisper seeing your already wet for him. âThis is even hotter than I imagined itâ he admits.
âY-you imagine being with me Profess- - Austin?â You ask in surprise.
He trails his hand along your thighs as he speaks
âI have imagined you like this so many times, fucking you on my desk as you stare at me with those lustful eyes.â He confesses as his hand slides under your skirt skimming his fingers across the silk material of your panties. You gasp in pleasure from the feeling. âHave you ever touched yourself while you think of meâ he asks as he rests his hands on your knees.
âYes Austinâ You pant out and he smiles.
âTell me how you do itâ he asks and you whimper as he leans in close and his lips slowly brush against your neck. He gently sucks onto your skin and you finally touch him reaching your hands up and running your fingers through his soft sandy brown hair as you answer.
âI-in my bed at night I think of you on top of meâ you confess as he sucks your neck harder. â a-and in the shower I imagine you infront of me.â He pulls his lips from your neck and smiles.
âThe way you obey me so easily you must have been aching for me badly havenât you?â He asks teasingly and it makes you want him even more âOpen your legs for me.â he commands.
You obey and spread your legs wide open as he touches both of your thighs sliding his fingertips higher up to your pussy. You whimper as he trails them back down to stroking your legs again.
Your body is already craving his every touch and your chest begins rising and falling rapidly as he brings his hands up your thighs again. This time he strokes your pussy through the smooth fabric of your panties making you lightly moan.
âYou are so wet for meâ he observes as his finger tips trail your folds stopping at the nub of your clit.
"My touch feels good doesn't it?" he asks pushing his fingers against the fabric over your clit. You clench inside as he continues to guide his fingers down your pussy pressing the fabric into your folds
âYou feel so good Austinâ you admit with your eyes closed in passion.
Your breaths are already fast and shallow trying to hold yourself together and he hasnât even done anything yet
"Do you know what I want to do to you?" He asks peering into your eyes as you open them.
It is very obvious what he wants to do to you as he plays with your pussy, but you still desperately want to hear him say the words, and as if he was waiting for you to ask he answers
âI'm going to play with your little pussy until I make you cum, and then I want you to make me come tooâ he says and slides his fingers up and down your slit, forcing the fabric against your folds as you moan.
Your back arcs as he finds your clit and presses down on it flicking his fingertip to it and making you moan even louder. He stops flicking your clit and slowly massages it alternating with stroking your pussy.
"Oh god! Austin" you cry out, gripping the edges of the chair as he fully focuses on flicking your clit.
Hearing the squishing sounds of your wetness he stops and pushes the band of your panties to the side. His fingers touch your naked flesh and you begin moaning and clenching around nothing as he fingers your bare clit and teases the inside of your folds. He doesnât stop until you are dripping for him.
"Get naked for me.â He comands and you obey with your fingers shaking as you take off your shirt and your bra.
Once you are topless he leans in and begins licking the smooth skin around your nipples.
His fingers are still playing with your pussy, holding the band of your panties aside with his middle finger plunging inside of you as his thumb slides around your clit.
"Do you like what Iâm doing to you " he asks between licks of your nipples as he slides his fingers into you. You nod with your mouth open panting because you canât even form the words. "You're going to cum, aren't you?â He asks smiling as he feels your legs quiver against his hand.
âY-yes!â You struggle to say.
This has always been his secret desire playing with your body for his sexual gratification.
He drew you in to push you out he wanted you afraid yet enraptured to have him, it thrilled him to manipulate you. He had been right about you all along, his favorite student, to be used and pleasured by him and only him it drove him absolutely crazy.
âYouâre going to cum for me, cum right in my fucking hand and Iâll give you a Câ He says increasing his pace.
"Oh god Austin," you moan out and buck your hips in time with his hand to give him exactly what he wants. Your hips and thighs flex pushing onto his fingers and his eyes hyper focus as he feels you clench down and orgasm.
He is so satisfied when he feels your warm cum pour over his plundering fingers that he begins cursing âfuck yes give it all to meâ he pants out with his hand getting covered in your clear cum.
Your head falls back in ecstasy as he removes his fingers. âLay over my desk I want to eat your pussy.â He commands your actions are delayed from the orgasm so he lifts you to stand from your chair and guides you to lay face down bent over his desk. He pulls the fabric of your skirt up to expose your ass and places his hands on the backs of your thighs kneading his thumbs on the soft flesh.
âFuck your so perfectâ. He says pulling the band of your panties to peek at your pussy âYour gonna taste so good Im presumptively raising your grade to a Bâ he says as you moan from his words. He focuses all his attention between your legs pushing the silky fabric of your panties into your clit âYou gave me such a hard on today with your legs spread like that.â He says pulling your panties down as they cling to your wetness.
Once you step out of them he hides your panties in his shoulder bag under his desk. He immediately spreads your thighs apart with his hands and dives his mouth onto your pussy. âMMmmfâ he sounds out clearly enjoying it
âM-myâŠgodâŠA-austinâ you moan out as your brain goes fuzzy from so many sensations running though your body at once.
He cups your ass licking your pussy harder and lifts your hips thrusting his tongue into your core as he groans. âYou taste so fucking goodâ he says coming up for air as you whimper and moan on his desk.
He returns his mouth on you and it begins making slopping wet sounds as he flicks his tongue into your entrance and sucks your folds. Your core tightens so quickly you gasp for air from the pleasure as you squirm on his desk.
He pulls his mouth back. âYour pussy tastes so good thatâs definitely B+â he admits and slides his long fingers into you pumping them in and out preparing you for his cock .
âA-auâŠAusâŠtinâŠyouâŠfeel âŠ.too âŠgood.â you moan out on each thrust of his fingers.
âYou gonna go back to your dorm after and touch yourself like this? You gonna play with your pretty pussy while you think of me?â He rasps
âY-yes A-Austin âyou moan out louder than you expected losing your mind about to cum.
He slows his fingers inside of you. âShhh shh weâre having too much fun I dont want to get caught.â He says smiling. You nod and he continues sinking his fingers into your soaked pussy.
You bring your hand to your mouth to stifle your moans as he goes faster thrusting his fingers into the sweet spot that makes you go weak for him.
You begin to moan louder feeling your core tightens as you clench on his fingers. âYouâre close.â He says breathlessly. âYou gonna cum again so I can give you an A?â He asks and you nod feverishly as you moan out âYes⊠Austinâ your words muffle as you moan through your hand.
He removes his fingers leaving you empty and picks your limp body up against him. âCome on home stretch I want to look at you while I fuck you.â He directs lifting you easily by your waist to sit on his desks. He spreads your legs apart and then unbuckles his belt and unzips his pants.
He pulls his erection out and the sheer magnitude of its presence leaves you in awe. Itâs a moment of revelation surpassing all of your expectations as you are humbled wondering how he will fit it all inside of you.
You look into his eyes with a clash of curiosity and desire, and thatâs all he needs. He pulls your body flush with his trapping his cock between your navels as holds you tightly against him. His lips collide with yours in a hunger that borders on primal. Thereâs a rawness to it and an urgency that ignites every fibre of your being.
As you open your mouth to his it is a tumultuous dance of tongues and lips, where the line between pleasure and pain blurs as he bites your lower lip in the heat of the moment. In that whirlwind of sensation, youâre swept away by the intensity of Austins kiss, unable to resist the magnetic pull of his embrace. You whimper in his mouth as he kisses you already so overwhelmed you can no longer think.
He pulls his lips back from yours panting as he studies your face âYouâre so gorgeous to me Iâve always wanted youâ he admits. His fingertips trace delicate patterns on your skin leaving a trail of tingling sensations in their wake as he looks into your eyes. His gaze is instilled with so much intimacy and connection you instantly feel the silent reassurance that you are safe and cherished.
âIâm going to make you mine nowâ he says sending chills all over your body.
He takes his long cock in his hand, pumping it as he spreads your legs apart again and positions himself at your entrance. He slowly pushes in taking his time to fill you with his entire cock making sure each inch is more pleasurable than the last .
âA-A-Austin!âŠOh my fuckâ you moan out feeling him stretching you full of him. You grip the back of his neck and moan loudly as he settles in you.
He sucks harshly on neck while tweaking your nipples and it makes your core throb as you clench on his large girth. He begins moving and your mind empties of every rational thought as you loudly moan out his name and he covers your mouth. His skin slaps against yours as he takes control of your body. His thrusts are hard and and fast as he grunts against your neck kissing and sucking it.
âFuck you're so tightâ he finally says focusing on thrusting even harder âyou âŠfeel so damn good âŠon my cockâŠeven better than I imagined it.â He admits staring into your lustful eyes.
His thrusts begin to falter as his timing grows erratic and you feel the familiar tightening in your core again. Your moans are desperate and can no longer be held by just his hand.
He kisses you roughly to hold your loud pleasurable screams in as you experience the pure raw mind altering passion that can only be delivered on a huge cock. Itâs something youâd never experienced in your entire life and now you were addicted.
âA-Austin Iâm cumming .â You cry out gripping the edge of his desk as the orgasm sends a wave of ecstasy crashing over your entire body leaving you breathless. Your pelvic muscles tense and relax in rhythmic waves as pleasure pulses through every nerve ending of your body. â oh fuck Austin oh fuck!â You cry out feeling yourself release cum all over his cock, onto your thighs and even his desk.
Itâs dripping down your thighs as he says âholy shitâ feeling you so wet his large cock practically glides in and out of you âThatâs âŠâŠan âŠâŠA+⊠fuck I'm gonna cum!-â he gasps.
When you feel his large cock twitch it make you cry out much louder than you should have and he pulls out shooting hot ropes of white hot cum all over your navel, moaning, grunting sweating and swearing until heâs empty.
âHold still .â He says breathless leaning down to open a drawer. He pulls several sheets from a paper towel roll and gently cleans up your thighs and pussy before patting your stomach clear of his cum. He places paper towels over the puddle on his desk between your legs to absorb it. He keeps one hand on your waist as he leans to discards them all in the bin under his desk.
He pulls you to the edge of the desk and holds you close as you come down from your incredible high. You are euphoric as he kisses you, but this time it is tender and passionate and you feel the softness of his full lips against yours.
His finger tips caress your jaw as he smiles. âIâve wanted you from the first day you started my class, I was never going to let you fail.â He reveals making you smile.
âCmon we have work to do. He says pulling you down from his desk. He collects your bra and shirt handing them over to you while he zips and buckles his pants. When you pull your top down he makes a confession. âYour panties are mine now.â He admits grinning as he pulls a clean test sheet from his desk.
He sits down and pulls you onto his lap. âLetâs go over the practice test together to get you a 90% and for the rest of the semester Iâll help you pass okay.â he says handing you a pencil.
âReally Austin?â You say feeling so elated you smile at him.
âYes of course you are my favorite and I made you a promise youâre getting that A+ you earned it.â He says pressing an affectionate kiss to your shoulder.
When he says you are his favorite again your heart flutters and you eagerly get to work. He helps you with each equation gently instructing you over your shoulder until the entire test is a polished gem.
âMm look how smart my girl isâ he says making you bashfully smile looking over your shoulder at him. He stares at you mesmerized. âYou made me so happy that every time you step into my classroom now Iâll have to hide my smile.â He admits staring at you as he affectionately trails his thumb across your shoulder.
âHow do you feel now by the way.â He asks with genuine concern. Your smile says it all
âI feel really good Austinâ You admit feeling the stress and tension lifted entirely.
He pulls you around on his lap to face him and looks into your eyes. âI donât ever want you to fail my class ever again. I want to pick you up from your dorm every weekend, so we can go over the class work at my house. I know all of your teachers and I donât want you to stress about college anymore Iâll help you with all of your subjects. I just want to spend as much time with you as I can, ultimately I want you to be happy and succeed, can you do that for me.â He asks honestly.
âYes Austinâ you say peering into his blue eyes. You feel very safe and secure as he wraps you in his arms sitting on his lap.
Knowing that heâll guide and mentor you is a bonus you are grateful to receive. As you sit up in his lap your breaths mingle as you stare into each others eyes and his warmth envelops you completely. With a gentle approach you press a soft and tender kiss on his lips and he closes his eyes holding you tighter.
His lips explore and trace the contours of yours with a gentle connection of intimacy that makes time seem to stand still as you seal your connection of obsession and passion. As your fingers weave through the strands of his sandy brown hair, you realize everything in this moment feels right and you wish you told him your feelings sooner.
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Teacher Izuku, who has planned an oral exercise for his students to improve their skills in quirks analyzing. He's prepared a list of 20 pro-heroes (matching his pupils' number) and asked each of them to choose one for their presentation.
Bad news: none chose pro-hero Dynamight, who is obviously at the top of the list.
It's not that they dislike him or anything. It's just that they know how obsessed Izuku-sensei is with Dynamight. They're scared of providing wrong information to the person who knows this extraordinary hero better than anyone, and risk their lives the worst punishment ever after that.
But when Izuku senses the lack of enthusiasm from his students toward the Great Explosion Murder God Dynamight, he doesn't understand and feels downcast. He expected them to fightâfigurativelyâto be the lucky one handling Dynamight's name with great care.
Izuku has no choice: while he'd initially decided to leave the choice up to them, now, he's changed the rules and turned to a lucky draw. Like this, a poor victim was picked and had to live with the most intense pressure they'd ever experienced in their short life. When presentation time came, what had to happen happened; from their first slide, briefly introducing Dynamight's body and constitution, Izuku-sensei stood with such vigor that his chair flew right against the wall behindâas if the fate of the world were at stake. As if a villain had appeared and was ready to put his student's life at risk.
Nope. They had simply mistaken Dynamight's weight, and Izuku couldn't let such misinformation be spread around, especially knowing that Dynamight's weight was much less than what had just been told! After rectification, Izuku didn't sit back. Most naturally, he started rambling about other facts regarding his childhood friend's body, and ended up giving a whole ass presentation instead of his student, who was still awkwardly standing next to the projection screen, waiting for this all to end. It only ended when the bell rang and Izuku realized he'd ruined his student's hard work. What grade was he even supposed to give him now? xxx sorry, it's not really elaborated but this shit popped up in my mind at 3am while trying to sleep and I ended up laughing with myself like a crazy hag in my bed lol. I wanna write a fic like this so bad... I'm keeping it in mind teehee.
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sooo.. how do we feel about swiss fingering transdew in the passenger seat
"Why me?"
Swiss tilts his head, spinning a heavy set of keys around one finger.
"Why not?"
Dew raises an eyebrow, gestures at the guitar in his lap, the papers spread out on his bed.
"Oh please," Swiss scoffs, pushing himself away from Dew's doorframe and striding into his sunlit room. It's a gorgeous day, early spring, the sweet scent of the rose gardens wafting in on the breeze. "You're tellin' me you'd rather practice than go for a joyride?"
Dew snorts, crossing his ankles and adjusting his beat up old acoustic. It's true that he's been at it for a while now, since just after breakfast, but this solo has been giving him shit and he's determined to nail it before their next group session.
"I don't think taking Sunny and Lus to the grocery store counts as a joyride."
Dew strums out a few chords while Swiss flops into his desk chair, leaning it back onto two legs. It creaks under his weight.
"Maybe not," Swiss concedes, unbothered, "but you could still come keep me company."
"What, the girls not enough for you?"
"They would be," Swiss replies with a shrug. "If they didn't spend every trip making out in the back seat."
Dew snorts at that - Swiss has a point, Sunshine and Cumulus are not ones to keep their hands off each other in any context. Still, he grumbles.
"C'mon, Sparky," Swiss goads, scooting his chair closer so he can rest his elbows on the mattress, propping his chin in one hand and prodding at Dew's knee with the other. "Don't make me beg."
"But I like it when you beg."
Dew throws Swiss a wink, and Swiss reciprocates with his best puppy dog eyes. Big and wet and completely irresistible. Dew sighs, throws up his hands in mock defeat.
"Fine, fine," he grumps, setting his guitar on the bed. "But I'd better get something outta this."
Swiss grins, delighted. Pats Dew on the thigh as he stands, shoving the chair back under the desk.
"I'll tell Lus to buy that spicy jerky you like," he offers, and Dew gives him a little ooh.
"The cheese too," he insists, shuffling to the edge of the mattress and reaching for his boots. "The one with the habaneros."
"Yeah, yeah," Swiss chuckles, heading for the door, "but warn me before you eat it, I'm not sleeping with you on cheese night again. I learned my lesson."
Dew hurls a pillow at him, and Swiss scampers into the hall with a boisterous laugh. The little ghoul works on lacing up his boots, and makes a mental note to never tell Swiss when it's cheese night.
Twenty minutes later they're on the road, and as the breeze blows through his hair Dew wonders why he was so reluctant in the first place.
It's a gorgeous day, sunny and hot, but not enough to need the a/c. They're flying down the highway in Copia's ancient whale of a car, the windows down and a Judas Priest cassette blaring through the speakers; Swiss belts out the chorus to Breaking the Law while Dew taps out a matching rhythm on the outside of his door. In the back, Cumulus provides backing vocals while Sunshine dances in her seat, and Dew can't help the massive grin that splits his face.
It's a 45 minute drive to the nearest grocery store - the one downside to the abbey being so remote - but the trip passes quicker than he expects. They're trundling into the parking lot before Dew knows it, Swiss killing the engine and groaning through a solid stretch. Dew flips down the visor, looks in the tiny mirror and makes a displeased sound at the state of his hair.
"Okay," Cumulus pipes up from the back seat. Dew peers at her in the mirror, not missing the fresh hickey just below her ear. "I have the list, I have our allowance, I have..." she pats at her chest, searching the pockets of her denim vest, "ah, and I have my phone!"
"You got my snacks on that list?" Dew inquires, working at his knotted ends. Cumulus makes an affirmative sound.
"Sure do," she lilts, leaning forward to dangle the paper in his face. "Jerky and cheese, as requested."
"Get some of that chocolate I like too," he mumbles, "the dark stuff, with the salt." He turns his head to give her outstretched hand a quick peck. "Please."
"You got it, sugar," she giggles, tucking the list away. "You two coming with us?"
"No boys allowed," Sunshine and Swiss say in unison, and the lot of them chuckle. It's a known fact that Dew isn't a fan of crowds and that Swiss can't be trusted around free samples, so in the car they will stay.
"Besides," Swiss adds, leaning across the bench seat to throw an arm around Dew's narrow shoulders, "I got good company right here."
He nips at Dew's ear and the little ghoul elbows him in the side, hard enough to make Swiss yelp. It turns into a quick little slap fight, a moment of playful stupidity that Dew will never admit to enjoying as much as he does.
"Play nice, kids," Sunshine chides when they break apart, resting her chin on the back of their seat with a toothy grin. "Or mommy won't bring back any treats!"
"Gross," Dew complains, but settles anyway. Goes back to working the kinks from his golden locks. Sunshine leans over the seat to plant a sloppy kiss on his cheek and Dew squawks in protest.
"Aww, but you I thought you loved calling me that!"
Dew shoves her away, suffers through a chorus of snickers while his cheeks go pink, and resolutely avoids looking over as Swiss. The girls get their things together and then they're clambering out of the car; Sunshine glues herself to Cumulus, laces their hands together, and together they stride across the parking lot to the hulking monolith that is the grocery store.
"Mommy, huh?" Swiss pipes up moments later, and Dew groans.
"Shut up," he grouses, giving up on his messy hair and slouching down in his seat. "It's her thing, not mine," Dew lies. "Besides, I've called you worse."
"Can't argue that," Swiss lilts, stretching his arm along the back of the bench seat. "Remember that time you called me Mr. Army?"
Oh, does he, and Dew really doesn't want to think about that right now. Thick fingers tease their way into his tangled hair, blunt nails scratching against his scalp.
"You were the one that put me in a schoolgirl outfit," Dew huffs, crossing his legs for reasons totally unrelated to that particular memory. "I can't be held accountable for anything I said."
"I just never thought I'd get anyone but Rain to call me that," Swiss murmurs, a lascivious grin sliding onto his face. Dew looks at him from the corner of his eye, unwilling to lose the pleasant pressure of Swiss' hand in his hair.
"Rain? Really?"
"Oh yeah," Swiss says, converational. His hand moves to cup the back of Dew's neck, and oh is that lovely. "Wanted me to spank his ass raw and tell him what a naughty boy he was while he said it. Poor guy went off against my thigh before I could even get him on my cock," he sighs, wistful. Swiss turns his head, fixes Dew with that vulpine smile. "You were a nice surprise."
The little ghoul rolls his eyes, and really hopes Swiss doesn't notice him squeezing his thighs together. He has nothing further to say on the matter - or, at least, nothing that won't get him into trouble - so he stays silent. Enjoys the way Swiss' thumb rubs the spot just behind his ear while he watches humans mill about the lot. Families and individuals both, with arms full of paper bags holding untold goodies.
For what it's worth, Swiss doesn't keep talking either. He's not quiet, still humming out a tune Dew recognizes but can't quite place, but it's comfortable. The sun's hanging high in the early afternoon sky, a gentle breeze flowing though the still open windows, and Dew would be lying if he said this wasn't a nice way to kill time.
"What's on your mind?" Swiss asks a handful of minutes later, giving his neck a squeeze. "You're never quiet for this long."
"Oh you're one to talk," Dew chuffs, crossing his arms over his chest. "I can't remember the last time you shut up for more than five minutes."
"Pfft, sure you can," Swiss insists, that large hand dipping into the collar of Dewâs t-shirt, callused fingertips drifting over his skin and dragging a soft sigh from his lips. "I'm pretty sure I don't talk that much when you're sitting on my face, spitfire."
Dew scoffs despite the tingle the words force through him, a warm feeling settling into his belly. He turns his head to give Swiss a look, an incredulous eyebrow raised.
"That's the only example you can think of?"
"No," Swiss shrugs, "it's just the one I'm thinkin' of right now." The other ghoul licks his lips in a very intentional way, and that tingle hits again. "I guess deepthroating Mount counts too, but -"
"So the only thing that keeps you from yapping is having someone's junk in your mouth," Dew interrupts, nodding sagely, "noted."
Swiss laughs, loud enough to get the attention of a few people loading their car nearby. Dew shrinks in his seat.
"Like you're complaining."
He shifts in the seat, scooching closer. Dew squints at him, suspicious, but doesn't protest. Not even when Swiss gets close enough for their thighs to touch, for the other ghoul to drape an arm around his neck and let that huge hand rest on his chest. For Dew to soak in his spicy cologne and for Swiss to rest his chin on a bony shoulder.
"Besides," he rumbles, nosing at Dew's temple, "we both know you love my yapping."
"Love is a strong word," Dew mumbles, tilting his head when Swiss nuzzles his neck nonetheless.
"Mm, I don't think so," Swiss hums against his jaw, stubble scratching at his skin in a way that makes Dew's eyelids flutter. "Don't think I missed that little leg squeeze when I was talkin' about Rain, baby."
Dew groans, gives him a little shove. Far from enough to dislodge the other ghoul, more of a nudge than anything else. Token protest. Swiss huffs out a soft laugh, kisses his cheek.
"That's what I thought," he coos, licking at the shell of Dew's ear to draw out a shiver. The hand on his chest finds a nipple through his shirt, and Dew has to bite his lip to keep from making a sound. Curse Swiss for knowing every one of his weak spots. "Can't hide from me, Sparky."
Dew hates that he's right, and hates even more that - even in a place like this - Swiss can get him riled up with so little effort. Dew bounces his leg, takes his lower lip between his teeth while he scans the parking lot. There are people everywhere, but none close enough to see them - a fact Dew is very thankful for when Swiss sucks his earlobe and gives one of his nipple piercings a tug. Any closer and they might hear his moan.
"Fuck," Dew grunts, squirming in his seat, "ugh, you bitch."
"Such language," Swiss taunts, tracing the tip of his tongue along Dew's pulse point. "Lucifer, you're so easy."
Dew growls as best he can, human glamour be damned, and it just makes Swiss laugh again. It's a shame he can't argue - Swiss and Aether are the only ones who have such an effect on him, and they both know it perfectly well.
"Aww, gettin' all hot and bothered already?" Dew tries to shake his head, but Swiss kisses his throat and it doesn't get him very far. "Don't lie, firecracker. I can smell it on you."
Of course he can. He always can. Dew sighs as his eyes slip shut, sagging into the seat as Swiss slowly but surely teases the spots that make him start to sweat. Swiss' other hand lands on his thigh, stroking tight denim until Dewâs legs uncross. He walks two fingers up the inseam of the little ghoul's jeans while he trails wet kisses along his jaw, and Dew really can't help the soft sounds it all wrings from him.
Then that wandering hand sneaks under his shirt, lifts it up to expose his belly, and Dew jolts.
"H-hey, wait," he breathes, fists balled at his sides. His eyes crack open despite the way Swiss continues to work his chest, his throat, his ear. He watches Swiss' talented fingers trace his happy trail, dip into his navel and disappear up his shirt, and when Swiss rubs at his bare nipple Dew has to clap a hand over his mouth to hide his moan. "Shit, Swiss -"
It's muffled by his palm, and Dew's eyes dart around the parking lot as Swiss pulls away. Fixes him with hooded eyes and a crooked smile.
"Hm?" Swiss tugs both piercings at once and Dew shudders. "Something wrong?"
"You - oh - fuck, Swiss some...someone's gonna hear, someone's gonna - nngh - gonna see -"
"So?" The hand under his shirt runs ticklish trails down his belly, makes the muscles there jump. Swiss nibbles at his collarbone and Dew makes an embarrassing gurgling noise. "You like being watched and we both know it."
That may be true, but Dew thinks there's a difference between Mountain spying on him through a crack in the door and being fondled in a public parking lot with the windows down.
Swiss' hand finds his belt then, and Dew throbs.
"Fucker," he bites out as Swiss unbuckles him, other hand still expertly working his chest, and Dew flushes at the dark chuckle Swiss lets out.
"Maybe later," he croons, kissing the hinge of his jaw. "I got other plans for you right now."
Swiss wastes no time it getting his belt out of the way, quick to pop the button and tug down his zipper. Dew's narrow chest is heaving by the time Swiss hooks two fingers into the band of his boxer briefs. The other ghoul gives him a cruel smirk, snaps the band against his skin, and Dew sucks air through his teeth.
"Better keep it down, baby," Swiss speaks against his ear, liquid silk. "If you can, that is."
That hand worms its way into his underwear, slips down between his thighs, and Dew clenches his teeth so hard his jaw cracks.
"Mm, what's this?" Swiss glides the tip of one finger through his folds and Dew's thighs tense. "So slippery already. Just from this?"
Swiss tweaks his nipple, licks a nasty stripe below his ear, and Dew really has to work not to choke on his own tongue. His fat little dick throbs against Swiss' palm, and Swiss sounds absolutely thrilled about it.
"Oh, someone's excited," he teases, one thick finger prodding at his hole. "It's already tryin' to suck me in," Swiss sing-songs, and the little ghoul's shoulders sag.
Dew whimpers when he pushes the tip inside, clenching around an intrusion that feels far too good for how slight it is. He can't stop looking at everyone wandering the parking lot, trying to stay on high alert for the slightest hint of undue attention but struggling more and more with every passing second. Swiss wriggles that probing digit further inside, up to the second knuckle, and then there's sudden pressure on it front wall that has Dew's back arching off the seat.
"Fuck, fuck," he wheezes, hands flying to whatever he can reach - one paws at Swiss' shirt, the other gripping his forearm. Feeling the muscles shift as Swiss' finger works him open, groaning at the gentle stretch. "Oh you bastard."
"Flattery will get you everywhere, sweetheart," Swiss breathes, palming his stiff clit, and Dew's breath catches in his throat.
"Can't believe you're - oh shit, oh - fuck, can't believe I'm letting you - ah!"
Dew bites his lips shut as Swiss curls his finger just right, muting his cry and fighting to keep his eyes from rolling back. Clamps his thighs around that massive hand until Swiss chuckles in his ear, swirling that digit and making the little ghoul's eyes cross instead.
"You're so pretty like this," he rumbles, a second finger tracing around the first, spreading slick. "All shy. Makes you even tighter," Swiss tells him, and Dew clamps down even harder. Why is it so good? "Wish I could get you in my lap right now," his breath is so, so hot in Dew's ear. "Get you to sit on my cock and see how quiet you are then."
Dew shivers head to toe, legs spreading at the thought alone, and Swiss leaps at the opportunity. Pulls his first finger out only to slide back in with two, and there's no possible way he could stay silent through that. He turns his head just in time to sink his teeth into Swiss' shoulder, howling his pleasure into cotton and flesh, and Swiss groans right along with him.
"That's more like it," he praises, kissing the top of Dewâs head while he pants and shivers. "Gonna be a quick one, isn't it?"
Dew nods as best he can, moaning into Swiss' shirt when he rubs the heel of his hand in slow circles over his pulsing clit. Doesn't pull back until he's sure he can control himself, gasping when Swiss crooks his fingers but biting back the whine bubbling up in his throat.
"Y-yeah," he admits, thready. He can't be bothered to look out the window anymore, staring only at the bulge Swiss' hand makes in his jeans. "Fuck, just do it, fuckin' make me."
"Well, since you asked so nicely," Swiss lilts, one last taunt, and then the only sound filling the space around them is the wet squelch of skilled fingers plunging in and out of his tight little body.
It's perfect - the curve of Swiss' digits, the pressure against his sensitive little dick, the way Swiss rubs at that one spot inside that has Dew going boneless against Swiss' side. Huffing hot into his shirt, hair falling into his face and wafting in the breeze still flowing through the open windows. He can't stop grabbing at Swiss - his shirt, his arm, whatever he can reach. Skinny hips rolling against his palm in search of more, more, driving Swiss' fingers as deep as they'll go.
"C-close," he spits far too soon, every inch of him on fire and wound tight as a spring. Swiss gives his closes approximation of his usual purr, and Dew's thighs quiver. "Like...like that, just like that, shit -"
"Yeah?"
The hand still torturing his nipples stills, presses flat to Dew's chest. His fingers feel so perfect Dew can't handle it, on edge and covered in goosebumps.
"Give me a squeeze, baby," Swiss instructs, and Dew does. Clenches hard around those two wonderful digits and Swiss seems to predict the sound it'll drag from him, because the hand on his chest flies to cover Dew's mouth and catch his wail. "Fuck, that's my good boy," Swiss huffs, breathless in a way Dew adores even through his haze of pleasure. The other ghoul holds him close, keeps his mouth covered, and Dew scrabbles at the arm working him. "Now let me feel it cum for me."
Dew loses all sense of rhythm as Swiss curls his fingers one last time, hitting something that puts stars in his eyes and wrenches harsh moans from his throat, and with one perfect roll of Swiss' palm against his clit Dew's gone.
He's drooling against Swiss' palm when he comes down from the highest high, sweaty at his hairline and his cunt still snapping around Swiss' fingers. Holding him inside with the little ghoul rides out the aftershocks, breathing hard through his nose and blinking with one eye at a time. Swiss is muttering all sorts of nonsense into his hair, a litany of praise and wonderment that Dew cannot for the life of him understand but appreciates anyway.
Soon enough sensitivity sets in, and Dew hisses against Swiss' damp palm. Reaches up to peel his hand away with shaky fingers, squirming until Swiss gets the message and pulls out with care. There's a gush of warmth that follows, soaks into his briefs, and Dew heaves a sigh.
"Unholy shit," he slurs, collapsing back into his seat like a mound of jelly. "What the fuck, Swiss."
The other ghoul chuckles, and Dew rolls his neck just in time to watch Swiss pop his messy fingers into his mouth. Listens to Swiss suck them clean and groan at the taste of him.
"What?" He licks slick from his palm, exaggerated passes of his tongue that Dew finds himself fascinated by. "You said you wanted to get something outta this, right?" Dew blinks at him, brows scrunched together as he tried to make his brain work. "Just granting your wish, Sparky."
Swiss gives him a wink, and then he's leaning in for a quick kiss. Just a peck, really, before he's fastening Dew's jeans and putting his belt back into place. Smoothing his hair as best he can before he scoots back behind the wheel, lacing his fingers behind his head. Dew's fully back by the time he's done, very aware of their surroundings once more and ever so glad to see their activities seem to have gone unnoticed.
"Just in time, too," Swiss comments, nodding towards the store. Dew squits against the sun and sees the girls just leaving the building, Sunshine's arms full and Cumulus carrying what looks to be a single bag of chips. They're bumping into each other and giggling, Dew can tell even from across the lot, and his own smile curls into place.
"Damn," he laments, sitting up straighter. "Guess you'll have to wait 'til we get back for your turn, huh?"
He turns to give Swiss a playful wink, and finds Swiss looking...he isn't sure. Smug? Maybe? Hard to say.
"What's your problem?"
"Nothin'," he shrugs, eyes wrinkled at the corners. "Just find it funny that after so long you still don't know what you do to me."
Dew blinks as Swiss reaches over to grab his wrist, guiding to his crotch and -
"Oh no fuckin' way."
"Tell anyone and I won't eat you out for a month," Swiss threatens, but Dew's too busy enjoying the sizeable wet spot beneath his hand to care.
"We're ba-ack!" Cumulus calls once they're in earshot, and Dew gives Swiss a squeeze before he pulls back. Licks at his palm while Sunshine loads up the trunk, just to make the other ghoul suffer a little bit more. The back doors swing open and the girls slide inside. "You boys have fun without us?"
"Oh, Lus," Dew tells her, rifling through the cassettes in the glove box with the tang of Swiss still coating his tongue. "You have no idea."
#miasma's work#the band ghost fic#will post to ao3 later since this is like a million words#dewdrop ghoul#swiss ghoul#cumulus ghoulette#sunshine ghoulette#trans dew#swiss/dew#swiss x dew#swissdew#quick warning for mentions of forcedfem amd teacher/student rp but no actual content as such#not rereading before i post so if you see mistakes#no you dont
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request: Could you write a top!Agatha Harkness fic where she gets jealous seeing another girl flirting with reader and Agatha finally takes measures to claim reader as her property?
Teaching a Lesson || A.Harkness
Pairing: Top!Teacher!Agatha x Legal!Student reader
Summery: Y/n had been in a relationship with her Psychology professor Agatha Harkness for a while. Yet when y/n had been getting a bit to close with another student over a group project, Agatha couldn't help but reclaim her property.
Warnings : smut ,, AFAB!reader ,, gender!neutral!pronouns,, legal!age gap ,, teacherXstudent ,, semi!public sex ,, kinda mean!Agatha ,, gagging ,, mommy!kink ,, strap!on sex,, vibrator ,, degrading ,, praising ,, loads of pet names ,, possessive!Agatha ,, light nipple!play
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Sitting behind her desk Agatha finished getting papers ready for her lesson. As the class started to fill in Agatha stood getting started with her lesson on socializing and how it affects the human brain.
As always y/n greeted Agatha with a sweet smile when she walked into the class sitting down at a desk not far off from Agatha desk. The student had been sitting there since the start of the semester. Yet today their was a small change a young girl, she had transferred to Westview college not long ago, now also in the same psychology class had sat down next to Y/n today.
During the whole lesson the girl kept giggling and passing small notes making y/n smile. These actions didn't go unnoticed by Agatha who had cleared her throat to regather the two college students attention.
"May I ask why you two are disrupting my lecture?" Agatha Silk toned voice rang over the class filled with clear annoyance. Y/n quickly shook her head muttering a shy 'Sorry Miss' before trying to ignore the girl who she later learned her name was Kate giggles.
Agatha's lecture came to a lunch break, today being a 3 hour A and B part lesson. Normally y/n would stay with Agatha on lunch yet today Kate invited her to come eat with her and who was y/n to say no. Without much warning y/n left the room leaving Agatha a bit hurt before noticing she had a text from y/n.
"Kate invited me to go grab lunch with her, see you after class? <3" Agatha signed putting her phone down as she worked on her laptop silently until the half hour break came to an end, students filling back into the room.
Agatha carried on staying professional even when Kate and Y/n sneaked in a little late, y/n's face red from embarrassment, while kate just had a smirk on her face as she sat down back in the same seat. Agatha could feel the burning feeling of hate rising inside her as she kept going on.
"As we come to an end for the day. Does anyone have any questions I can clear up?" Agatha asked as she did at the end of every lesson.
"Yes, Miss Harkness. How do crushes affect one's mind in social settings?" Kate asked aloud the statment alone made Agatha scoff yet still staying true to her profession she answer the question.
"Often some may show it by blushing more, giggling or even being kinder to their said crush" Agatha muttered not going into much detail ready for this whole lecture to be over.
Finally it did end yet Kate hung back as y/n always did as they were waiting for Agatha.
"Y/n why don't you come out tonight with me and some friends, the new club downtown? See you at 8?" Kate called out leaving no room for a reply before slipping out of the room.
"I see you've made a new friend?" Agatha voice husked out as she packed up her things
"Oh yeah Kate she was super sweet, we went to a coffee house and-" y/n started to talk about her day yet was cut off by Agatha.
"Why did you come back late? Your face blushing? Did she make you laugh?" Agatha said her voice harsh. The tone alone stunning y/n.
"Agatha it was nothing"
"Just Nothing? she look at you like she wanted to take you right here infront of me!" Agatha snapped harshly stepping forward her hands cupping y/n's jaw.
"Agatha I swear" y/n tried yet it was no use they knew best how Agatha got in situations like this and it was best to just show Agatha that they were hers.
Y/n moved giving Agatha a soft kiss trying to calm her but was met with Agatha returning the kiss much harsher and slightly sloppy. Agatha's hands moved pushing y/n's down to their sides and holding them there.
"Why don't you be good for mommy and wait right here" Agatha purred before moving leaving y/n dazed behind her as she went to lock the classroom door, then moving back to her dark wooden desk opening the bottom draw revealing multiple fun-time toys.
A purple strap and vibrator she moved so that they sat now on top of her desk. The professor smirked at y/n's before giving a simple instruction.
"Go on doll face, strip." Agatha ordered smiling softly when y/n complied like the good little one they were. Their once simple outfit now pooling on the floor below. Left in nothing but a simple black bra and panties.
Reaching down Agatha grabbed some soft rope as she reached over tying y/n's hands behind their back smiling softly at them before giving y/n a sweet kiss.
"Mommy is gonna show you who owns you sweetheart" Agatha said a soft chuckle following behind her words.
"I know you do-" y/n once more was silenced the feeling of Agatha's fingers being shoved into their mouth was all that flooded their senses.
Agatha watched with a smirk as y/n's swirled their toung around her two digits that the dark haired women pressed oh so softly onto their tongue.
"So good for me sweetheart" Agatha purred before gently removing her fingers from y/n's mouth. Dragging her now wet finger down y/n's front stopping to remove the lacy bra letting it simply fall off, Agatha's wet fingers pitching and pulling at y/n's sensitive buds.
A small yelp came from y/n making Agatha stop abruptly.
"Shh my pet. You need to be silent for mommy" Agatha warned, and y/n was aware that it was a warning, next time they slipped up Agatha's would take action to fix their mistakes.
Agatha wet fingers left a trail as she dragged them down toward y/n's center, pulling her panties off in the process putting them on the desk next to them. Pushing y/n so that they were leaning onto the desk as well. Agatha then let her digits slip between her students folds collecting some of their slick.
"You're soaked. Is this for me Or for Kate?" The professor teased making y/n whine slightly at Agatha jealousy yet before they
Could protest anymore Agatha ruthlessly shoved two of her fingers into y/n's entrance, the loud yelp followed by a moan made Agatha tsk with fake pity.
"Sweetheart did I not just tell you to be quite for mommy? Such a dumb slut you are." Agatha said grabbing y/n's panties and shoving them into their mouth as a makeshift gag.
"Much better" the women purred as she fingered y/n's tight cunt.
Agatha used one hand to hold y/n steady trying to keep them standing as she fucked them harshly with her fingers. Her thumb coming up to press onto y/n's clit. Watching as their hips jerk up as a reaction, Agatha could feel y/n's pussy tighten around her fingers as she forced them to take a third stretching them slightly.
"Go ahead I know you wanna cum" She purred watching y/n's legs shake as she started to cum yet right as she was hitting her peak everything stopped, their orgasm ruined.
A whine muffled by the rough fabric which sat in their mouth came from y/n as Agatha ruined the feeling of absolute bliss.
"Aww you didn't really think mommy was going to reward you after you acted like such a slut all day? Silly thing you are" Agatha purred her breath hot on y/n's ear due to how close Agatha stood. The professor moved and readjusted y/n pushing her over the dark oak desk leaving her face down and ass up.
"Now why don't you show mommy that you can be good and not just a dumb little whore, don't cum without permission" Agatha said starting her sentence so sweetly, but ending quite bitter.
Agatha took the base of the purple silicon strap running it down y/n's dripping folds letting their pussy get the toy wet. Slipping it into Y/n's hole Agatha herself moaned at the sight.
"Your hungry pussy is taking me so well, greedy cunt" Agatha teased before starting to rut her hips into y/n's frame, thrusting hard enough that the desk moved slightly below them. Agatha held her hand over y/n's mouth pushing the makeshift gag deeper into the submissives mouth keeping them silent.
"Aww do you need to cum. Why don't you prove how much your mine and cum?" Agatha purred her other hand grabbing a vibrator from the side of the two, placing it against y/n's clit. Watching as their legs shook violently underneath them.
"Mommy can I cum?" Y/n's voice was muffled and distorted as they begged behind Agatha's hand.
"Go ahead, cum" as the few words of permission slipped off Agatha's tongue y/n fell to mush, rolling over her climax. Agatha supported y/n's weight yet didn't once stop even turning the vibrator up as she held it firmly to the students small bundle of nerves watching with a sly smirk as they got overstimulated, tears fell down y/n's face as the gag muffled her pleads for mercy.
"Come one show me how good of a slut you are for me give me another one baby" Agatha grunted out between her harsh trust, and within minutes y/n was releasing again. This time making a mess on the strap which sat nestled inside her from behind.
"You did so good for me sweetheart. How about we head home and get cleaned up" Agatha said softly praising y/n as she removed her cock from y/n's cunt. Cleaning up around them before pulling the soaking wet panties out of y/n's mouth as well.
"Let's head home and get you all cleaned up" Agatha said yet she watched as y/n's legged shook below them when they tried to take just a single step.
"Aww poor baby let mommy help you, looks like you won't be able to go out with Kate tonight you can't even walk" Agatha said with fake pity before helping y/n out of the classroom. So that they could enjoy their evening at home. Without any Kate of course.
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#Agatha#wandavision#marvel#marvel smut#writing#marvel mcu#fanfic#marvel edits#marvel fic#anyaeras#lgbtqia#lesbian#wlw smut#wlw writing#agatha coven of chaos#Agatha smut#agatha harkness smut#dark agatha#teacher x student#wanda maximoff
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Teacher!joel x f!reader 18+ explicit minors dni
Summary: Mr. Miller has been your favorite teacher since he taught you last semester. You've always had a crush on him, but this semester things changed, you have his attention, and you feel the energy spurting from both of you. Would only be like an innocent crush on your teacher? Or could it be something else? Could he be yours? Or it could end in a tragedy?
Warnings: Angs, smut, teacher-student, age gab (reader in her early 20's, joel in his late 40's) pet names, sexual fantasies, pov. Joel, Pov. reader, flirtation, slow burn (not so slow), they are both two consenting adults, Overthinking 24/7, abuse of power, abuse of trust, Being discovered, unrequited love, fear of being found out. Each chapter would have their own warnings.
The exact number of chapters is still unfinished.
I. Hello Mr. Miller
II. Eyes don't lie (new)
III. Private Lessons
IV. The Cabin
V. It's our secret
VI. Lies have names
VII. Tightrope
#joel miller fic#joel miller#joel miller smut#joel miller x reader#pedro pascal characters#joel miller fanfiction#smut#joel tlou#x reader#joel x f!reader#joel x female reader#joel x you#joel x reader#teacher! joel#teacher crush#teacher attachment#teacher x student#hot teacher
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â Proud of You â
Pairing Professor! Rick Grimes x F! Student! Reader
summary Rick comforts you after finding out your biggest fear is disappointing him.
cw teacher - student relationship, power imbalance, age gap, crying, making out, riding, unprotected p in v, emotional hurt/comfort, pet names, 3rd person pov
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 She nervously chewed on the cap of her pen. She knew she was fucked the moment she walked into Professor Grimes' classroom. She regretted every minute she spent doing anything but study for this damn test. Failing the test, however, was the least of her worries- it was disappointing her professor that she was the most worried about. She blinked back tears as she tried her best to answer questions about unstudied materials.Â
 Once the other students had filed out the classroom and she was the only one left, she grabbed her sorry excuse of a test and approached his desk. Her tear filled eyes and quivering lips didn't go unnoticed by him.Â
"What's the matter?" he asked after collecting her test and putting it in a neat stack with the others.Â
"I fai-" her words got caught in the lump clogging her throat. She fiddled with the hem of her skirt as she attempted to blink back her tears.Â
"I failed!" she was finally able to say. But that admission broke the dam and sent hot, salty tears streaming down her face.Â
"Hey, hey, don't cry, sweetheart," he soothed as he grabbed her hand and guided her to sit on his lap. She wrapped her arms around his neck and sobbed into his shoulder. He stroked her back and hushed her as her tears saturated his crisp, white button up shirt.Â
"You're a good girl with good grades. This won' mess up your grade too bad," he reassured. She sat up and he wiped her tears away with his thumb as she sniffled.
"Th-that's not what I'm worried about," she confessed.Â
"Well, then, wha's the problem?"Â
Her chin and lips started quivering again as new tears formed. "Y-you're gonna b-be," she took a stuttering breath, "disappointedinme!" She buried her face in his shoulder again as she sobbed even harder this time. He soothed her until her sobbing dwindled down into little whimpers.Â
"I ain' disappointed in ya. Everyone messes up," he reassured. She sat up and looked at him, mascara tears streaked down her pretty face. It broke his heart to see his star pupil in such a state.Â
"N-not me! I never m-mess up!" Fresh tears filled her eyes again, but before she could bury her face in his shoulder again, he cupped her cheek in his hand and swiped her tears away with his thumb.Â
"Sweetheart, look at me," he commanded. She couldn't look him in the eyes, not after this. It's one thing to absolutely bomb a test, but another to embarrass herself by being a sorry mess like this was something she doubted she'd ever come back from.Â
"Didn't I jus' tell you to do something?" he said more sternly this time. Her eyes snapped up to his, fearing disappointing him even more. Even though it was hard to hold eye contact, she didn't let hers waver and neither did he. She didn't see anything resembling disappointment in his eyes. In fact, he was looking at her so softly.Â
"You're r-really not disappointed in m-me?" she muttered.Â
"Didn't I jus' tell you that?" he teased, earning a small smile from the pretty girl in his lap for the first time all day. She wrapped her arms around him, but this time instead of crying, she pulled him in for a kiss. He reciprocated with fervor, slipping his tongue between her soft, glossy lips. Without breaking the kiss, she readjusted herself to straddle his hips, sitting right on top of his bulge. His hands slid up her thighs, creeping beneath her short skirt, and cupped her ass in his hands. She giggled against his mouth, a sound he was elated to hear after all her sobbing.Â
"I'm gonna make you proud, Professor Grimes," she whispered against his lips.Â
"Oh? How's that?" he asked. She already made him proud, but playing into her games wouldn't hurt. She ground down on his hardening cock, earning a breathy moan from him.Â
"The door's not locked," he warned.Â
"Then I'll make this quick." She undid his belt and unzipped his pants with quickness. Once his hard cock was no longer restricted by its confines, she stroked it a few times causing precum to bubble at the tip. Moving her panties aside, she lined him up with her entrance before sinking down. Rick Grimes was well endowed, so the stretch stung each time.Â
"Y'alright, sweetheart?" he asked. Her only response was pressing kisses to his jaw and neck as she undid his tie. His hands reluctantly stopped kneading her ass and instead helped pull her shirt over her head once she was done unbuttoning his. Her hands grasped his shoulders once she was ready to move again, and used them for support as she lifted herself off him, until only the tip was inside then dropped herself back down. His big dick filled her so good that the outline of it could be seen through her stomach. Rick's head lolled back as he moaned in pleasure, his grip on her hips almost bruising her soft skin. She squeezed him with her velvety walls, feeling ridge his veins provided.
"Feel so good, baby," he groaned as his student bounced on his cock. His hands traversed up her body, until they reached her bra. He unclasped the pesky thing and tossed it aside, releasing her breasts so he could watch the fleshy mounds bounce as she rode him. He took her nipples- hardened by the air conditioning blasting in the room- and pinched them between his index fingers and thumbs.
"Oh my god, Professor Grimes," she moaned out. Her calling him Professor Grimes during sex always did something to him. His cock twitched inside of her, his release not far.
"I'm 'bout to cum," she warned. He could tell by the way her rhythm became sloppy and the way she squeezed him.
"I know, baby, me too," he said before taking a breast into his mouth, nipping at and sucking on the nipple. His hand slid beneath her skirt and began rubbing the bundle of nerves through her panties. She screamed his name as she came, seeing stars as she did. Rick came too, his hot loads of cum filling up her sweet cunt as he threw his head back in ecstasy, guttural moans erupting from him. He continued to rub her clit until she came down from her orgasmic high. When she did, she slumped over onto his chest. He wrapped his arms around her and held her close, pressing a kiss to her slightly sweaty hairline.Â
"Did I make you proud?" she asked.Â
She felt his chest vibrate as he chuckled.Â
"Always been proud of you, darlin'."Â
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ensĆ (in paradise)
gojo satoru x student! reader â [tffts]
throughout heaven and earth, he alone is the honored one. but he doesnât want either. he wants his paradise; he wants to be back in the field of lotuses and lilies with the one that treats him like he was never a god, but as if he was always human
w â teacher/student relationship, underage, adult/minor relationship, age gap, mostly Gojoâs POV, implied! slightly chubby reader, minor gore, prose, word vomit in some areas haha, no dialogue except maybe a few lines lmao, ANGST, and JJK manga spoilers for 236
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Nothing in his life could have ever prepared him for this. No amount of training or mental fortitude could ever prepared him for losing the fight â for defeat â and the aftermath that he knew would ensue. He didnât like it, but it was what it was.
The only problem? He wasnât satisfied.Â
With this? Never.
Satoru had won. The fight was over. He had bested the King of Curses with his Unlimited Hollow, hollowing out a massive chunk of Shinjuku. The body of the boy that Satoru swore to take back was battered, missing limbs and out of energy and done.
He won.
What went wrong? He doesnât know. All he knows is that his torso had been suddenly cut, split almost in half with entrails visible for the world to see. To see that he was nothing more than a humanâ a human playing the part of a god that he was not. He remembers losing feeling below his ribs, the warmth of the fish of blood, then falling, sliding backwards from atop his lower half. He doesnât like to see that his legs are still standing, that blood coats everything from where he was cut to his knees. Heâs sure thereâs a puddle gathering beneath the feet his head was separated from.Â
All he knows is that heâs dying, and that he wonât be coming back.
He doesnât need to close his eyes to see Suguru, Nanami, Haibara, and Masamichi in the afterlife. Thatâs unnecessary, he thinks. They talk in the final moments of the life of Gojo Satoru, in his state of limbo of his soul coming to pass into the pearly gates he knows he doesnât deserve to go through.
He calls out to his old teacher in the afterlife, yelling at him over the saying that thereâll never be a sorcerer that wonât die with regrets.
Because despite the facade that he doesnât have any⊠maybe, just maybe⊠he has them.
It may have been a worthy fight, a worthy end for Gojo Satoru, the most powerful sorcerer of the modern era, but he wasnât satisfied. He had regrets (he wouldnât have called out to his teacher otherwise) about⊠maybe a few things. Perhaps several. He was supposed to die alone; he was supposed to show Sukuna he understood the magnitude of solitude the King of Curses bore as the strongest; he was supposed to foster a new generationâŠ
AhâŠÂ He almost closes his eyes. His studentsâŠ
Satoruâs voltage had just began to ramp up, his reverse cursed technique back at full force thanks to Black Flash. He had won. Hollow Purple had brought the mighty King of Curses to his knees, no matter the expense to Shinjuku.Â
But now, it was too late. It had all been too sudden for even him to comprehend: that he had been cut through by Sukunaâs newly acquired technique.Â
Satoru heard his lower half finally hit the ground, inches, centimeters even, from his severed upper. He could feel the blood splatter onto the stumps of his arms, guessing its proximity.Â
How was one supposed to fix this? He knew he probably could, even if it did re-exhaust the reverse cursed technique bar heâd just filled back up. That wasnât a problem, if he could just think hard enough.Â
The problem now was fighting the peaceful slow of his heart with the regrets he wasnât allowed to have; the problem was the fighting the serenity of death with the unsatisfactory, unsatisfied way he was going to leave the planet â leave his fellow peers and students behind.Â
His studentsâŠÂ A faint hum rumbles from his throat. You.
He can only imagine how youâre feeling, seeing him severed in almost half and a bloody mess. He knows how he would feel if anything like this happened to you. He canât even imagine it⊠To flatten the entire landscape, the Earth even, to obliterate everything and everyone on it, would not be enough, nowhere near enough, to satisfy his rage. Because it wouldnât bring you back.
Nanami was half right. He does use jujutsu as a means to satisfy himself. He is weird; heâll definitely agree. However, as of just a few months ago, thatâs changed. Itâs changed because you dropped into his life. Itâs changed because you didnât see him as a god like the rest of jujutsu society. You didnât revere him, the very pinnacle of sorcery itself, not like Yuuji did. Although he tried at first to get you to see him the same way everyone else did, he quickly gave up. Because it felt nice. For some reason, he didnât feel like he had to be at the top. Not with you. Yes, he immediately knew how strange it was, but what he didnât do was question it. And that was something he wouldnât regret.
ââŠtoru!âÂ
Satoru didnât know why he was hearing your voice. The universe granting him one last wish?
He prayed that you werenât here on the battlefield, here in front of Sukuna. He prayed your voice was nothing more than a figment of his imagination â the overactive brain that made him so childish and hyper. Satoru hoped it was your voice carrying across the wind, across the spiritual plane, because if it wasnât, he was truly going to hate himself for not getting up. Especially when he knew he could. He just⊠didnât want to.
Satoru felt the cold, then a familiar firmness press against the severed portion of his body. His lower half. His legs and partial torso were being put to the rest of his upper body, his arms being connected to remaining stumps.
His hearing was still intact. Muddled just a little bit, like being underwater, but it was coming back to him.Â
The first thing he hears clearly is crackling. Like electricity. Like lightning. He knows whatâs happening even while heâs dying.
Kashimo must be on the field, he thinks. And heâs surprised he can still think. Because there was a moment earlier where thoughts were thick fog, hazing over his overworked brain to tell him to sleep and get some rest even though it would be the last time his eyes would close.Â
Things get clearer; his hearing increases, his thoughts begin to speed up, his vision goes form opaque to crystal, and finally, his sense of touch comes back.Â
âSatoru!â
Heâs right. Kashimo is on the field, fighting Sukuna. Shoko is also there, along with Yuuta. Both are utilizing their reverse cursed energy to the maximum output. And, to his fear, so are you.
Heâs right. Youâre on the battlefield as well. It makes his heart sink in upset. Youâre helping heal him, too. Out of the three of you, you have the highest output of healing capacity. You match him so well, just with the opposite powers; two sides of the same coin.
Satoru hates the tears running down your cheeks. He hates that your eyes are swollen and puffy and red and that youâre going to have a massive headache come tomorrow. He hates that youâre this sad, this upset, and itâs all because of him. Heâd like to rip his own heart out as recompense, but he knows that would only hurt you further.
The only way he could make it better is by healing and getting up off the ground.
Satoruâs going to make it better. He canât leave you alone and afraid and in this current state that breaks the heart inside his chest that he found out is still human. After all this time, heâs still human. And he still has to thank you for showing him that.Â
Heaven with his friends was amazing. Earth with his students and peers was exciting. But that wasnât enough. You were the paradise that made him feel human, feel something he hasnât known before. It was new, something more than just fun and exciting, and he wasnât willing to let that go. Not yet. Not ever.
He can feel his brain pulse with the strain, lifeforce dwindling as he searches and searches and searches and searches and fucking there it is.
Satoru fires up his reverse cursed technique, smoke billowing from his waist and arms, the energy encompassing his broken body. A heavy, soul-shaking thunderclap echos in his ears the second his heart restarts. The suddenly inhale of oxygen almost overwhelms his lungs and heâs alive again.
Shoko and Yuutaâs hands are still on him, unwavering while aiding in the process. You, however, pull away. He knows why. He knows you too well: that you fear your touch might make things worse instead of better.Â
Silly girl, he thinks with a smile. You could never hurt me.
Everything hurts. Reverse cursed energy may heal wounds, but scars would still surely remain.
He uses his repaired arms to lift himself off the ground. He whines childishly at the pain, earning a deadpan look from Shoko and a heavy sigh from the second-year, along with a cloth to wipe the blood from the sides of his mouth.
âKnock it off, Gojo.â Shoko lights up another cigarette. She takes a long puff, one that makes his, Yuutaâs, and your sweet and puffy eyes go wide. âYou need to recover. Properly, this time. Come back to base. You can fight him again if Kashimo loses.â
His shining blue eyes go to Sukuna and Kashimo. He wants to say something, that he should finish whatâs been started. But the second his eyes land on them, his peripheral sees you. Devastated, sweet, upset, lovable little you that just witnessed the near loss of someone who was more than just a teacher to her.
He bites his tongue. He canât.Â
âOkay~â
Satoru is hugged by his students and applauded by the rest once heâs back. Maki, however, true to Maki fashion, punches his chest in worry. It hurts, thanks to her Heavenly Restriction, but heâs glad to feel it. (Sheâs stronger than Toji, that much heâs almost sure of.)
He doesnât shower, but cleans up with water and cloth and changes into new clothes, ready sooner rather than later if heâs needed again. Which he doesnât doubt that he will.
But Satoru wants to rest now. He wants to watch as Kashimo (and maybe his students) take down Sukuna and Kenjaku. He doesnât want to fight anymore. He does, but he doesnât. The longer heâs away from the battlefield and by your side, the more heâs tearing away from his desire to fight. He may come when called, but for no reason other than that. Satoru wants to hand the torch off. Itâs time.Â
He can hear the fight; he doesnât need to see it. His eyes need rest anyway.
He wants to indulge in the luxury of not being needed. He want to indulge in the paradise of being human, of being content and finally satisfied with something other than being the worldâs strongest jujutsu sorcerer. And with you, he can do that. You provide that sanctuary for him. You give him things he never thought were possible for someone like him.
Satoruâs big arms are looped tightly around your waist, holding you close to him. His head is buried into the soft squishiness of your tummy while he rests. Itâs his favorite place to be. Your tummy is the perfect pillow to rest his head, a little piece of heaven that grants him rest he doesnât often come by. Itâs warm and soft and cozy and he genuinely doesnât understand why you donât like how soft you are.
He hopes you stay soft. As soft as possible anyway. He doesnât want you hardened, not like him. He wants your heart to stay soft, your hands smooth and stomach plush and comfy so he can feel every day the fruit of his sacrifice of being The Strongest.
As for you, you canât help but feel like youâre about to explode. Not even an hour ago, the man laying on your lap, your teacher, was drifting into the afterlife, his blood all across the ground and staining his lower half after being cut into two (four, but you canât bother to think about it any further).
Now, heâs nestled into your tummy with a content grin on his face, using you as a pillow and relaxing as if he hadnât just fought the fight of his life against the most powerful being in known jujutsu history â like nothing ever happened. Your hands are threaded through his stark white locks, fingertips gently rubbing his scalp to the point where you were sure he was falling asleep.
âEasy,â comes Satoruâs voice. He isnât asleep. The tone he uses is not his high pitched one; itâs the deep one that he uses on rare occasion, the one that grabs your attention because itâs important. âStop thinking so much. Iâm still here.â
His ethereal blue eyes gaze up at you sweetly, like one would a lover like youâre more than just his student, and you are. Theyâre filled with such emotion it makes you turn away in embarrassment. You donât know why he looks at you like youâre the world to him, but he does. Itâs because youâre different; theyâre filled with love, because he knows in his heart heâs in love. Even if he has to wait a few more years, he knows that youâre it. Youâre the one for him.
Youâre his paradise, his well-deserved peace and tranquillity. Together with you, heâs at his best.
Behind him on the screen, Kashimo decimates Sukuna further. Heâs on his knees, and Yuuta takes over from there. Sukunaâs soul is separated from Megumiâs body, leaving the boy comatose from his own soul being crushed under the weight of Sukunaâs evil. All thatâs left is Kenjaku, and Satoru knows he can easily defeat the man holding his late best friendâs body and put an end to the Culling Games once and for all.
Satoru canât wait until this is all over. He canât wait to properly bathe in the glory of the peace and serenity of the paradise that heâs never had until now â the paradise heâs more earned. Death hasnât earned him yet.
Satoru burrows himself deeper into your stomach, curling his legs up on the sofa, making you giggle from being ticklish there. Heâll come if heâs needed. But for now, heâs going to stay behind, and keep you out of harmâs way doing it.
Right here and right now, heâs going to be a selfish little bastard and enjoy the paradise on Earth that Heaven could never have afforded him.
hereâs the fix-it fic guys time to take a tylenol and hit the pillow. i have absolutely no shame in giving myself carpal tunnel for this. gojo dead? naw he just gotta wait for backup everythingâs fine :â)) also this is a jumbled mess and probably shit thatâs the only thing Iâll apologize for bc I kept on getting upset and crying while doing this like đ„Č gojo come back
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Hard Light | Chapter 1
summary: when a new english professor begins teaching your class for the duration of your semester, you canât help but develop an innocent crush on him. heâs as off-limits as he can be, but that doesnât deter you in the slightest. after a drunk night, you accidentally email him something that wasnât intended to ever be seen by anyone. but that doesnât matter. it triggers a misunderstanding that manifests into an affair with your professor who is twenty years your senior. nothing good could come of this, right?Â
pairings: professor!joel x college student!reader
word count: 2.2K
series or one-shot
warnings: 18+ explicit, minors DNI, no mention of Y/N, alternate universe, professor/student relationship, eventual smut, self-esteem issues, workaholic, joel x female!reader, infatuation bordering on obsession (stay delulu friends), some sexual thoughts, masturbation (f), joel being a huge tease lol, (will add more tags as i write)
AN: i am so excited by the response that my joel one-shot got a few days ago and iâve been itching to get something else out to you all. big, giant forehead kisses for those who want one, i love you all. so, anyway, a mini-series about professor joel is coming at you fast. iâve written the first few chapters, so expect those in the near future. iâm thinking once a week? this fic is going to be something else and iâm so excited to share it with yaâll. enjoy, and let me know what you think. find my ao3 here for more content and other fandoms.
You were running late for your shift at the coffee shop on campus, rummaging around your dresser, trying to find the low-cut black top you always wore when you had a shift. You werenât usually one to feed into the peer pressure of those around you, but push came to shove when you found it nearly impossible to keep yourself afloat as a twenty-something student without the added extra tips from your part-time job.
So what if you had to show a little bit of cleavage? Right? There was no harm. Student loans were a bitch and on top of rent and food costs, you had to get a job at the coffee shop and balance a full course load just to make ends meet.Â
A thought popped into your head and you rushed to your laptop, throwing it open as you checked the time; 5:45 AM. If you busted out your lightning-fast typing skills, you would have enough time to catch the next bus and make it to campus with five minutes to spare. If only your crappy second-hand computer would work.
The thing honestly sounded like a chopper engine, getting ready for lift-off. You were surprised youâd gotten this far with it. Not that you werenât appreciative, your older brother had passed it down and it had relieved a huge weightâ and expense off of your shoulders.Â
You tabbed into your school portal, typing in your credentials and selecting your English course. You sighed heavily, as you skimmed over the assignment for this week, something to do with a sonnet that you couldnât care less about. You loved school but ever since becoming an English major, the spark that you once had for literature sort of just evaporated.
You couldnât tell if it was because of how busy you were with everything else that you just couldnât find the time to enjoy it, or the thought that really scared you, you had fallen out of love with it.Â
It had been two years of go, go, go and you were, for lack of a better word, burnt out. Youâd tried dropping courses last semester, thinking that you just needed a little bit of ease when it came to your course load, but when that didnât solve the problem and only made things worse for you, you spent the last two semesters trying to catch up and get yourself to a place where you could finally breathe.
But it wasnât easy. You were only now caught up to where you had been, the illusion that you were someone who could afford to take time off and slow down was a distant memory.Â
In bold letters, the words Paid Internship jumped off of the screen. You smiled as you leaned in closer to the screen, making sure you read through everything correctly. This was the break above the surface that you needed, the reprieve that you had been chasing. A paid internship was exactly how youâd be able to make more money and maybe have a little breathing room before you worked yourself into an early grave.
You clicked the mail icon at the top and clicked into a new email, deciding that the worst-case scenario was that you wouldnât get the internship. All you were doing was inquiring about the application process. Best-case scenario; youâd get it and make some extra pocket money.Â
You saw the time, cursing under your breath as you slammed the laptop closed, grabbed your phone out of the charger and ran out of the door. You couldnât be late, not again. You texted your co-worker Jeremy to open the shop without you and explained to him that you were running a few minutes late, as you barely made it to the bus. You climbed on board, scanned your student pass and found a seat near the back. Your chest was burning from the rush of trying to make it on time, but you could breathe easy now.
You checked your messages mindlessly, scrolling through a bunch of unread ones that you didnât have the heart to answer.Â
Before you knew it, the familiar monuments and buildings of UT Austin came into view, and the subtle change of scenery from downtown to a more densely packed area made your heart skip a beat. It was the same each time you were back on campus. Which, these days, was often. Sliding out of the seat, you made your way to the front, thanking the driver as the bus came to a complete stop.Â
The coffee shop was only a short walk from the bus stop but even still you quickened your pace. You didn't want to leave Jeremy alone for long, you already felt bad enough about letting him open by himself. You stifled a yawn as you pushed open the door to the small cafe, leaning your body into the door, slightly cringing at the shrill sound of the bell.Â
"There you are", a male voice called, making your head snap up. You wiggled your nose, the familiar timbre of your ex-boyfriend's voice ringing in your ears. "It's about time you got your ass down here".Â
You snickered, shrugging your heavy bag off of your shoulder, and dropping it behind the counter, turning around and greeting him with an unamused smirk.
Jeremy and you had gone out for a few months last year, it was your first and, as of right now, the only short-term relationship that you'd had in college.Â
Dating your co-worker, even in a relatively small place like the coffee shop on campus, almost always spelled trouble, but Jeremy was not the type to hold something like a failed relationship over your head. He understood that school was a priority for you and making a living for yourself came first, even above something like a relationship. It might not be the healthiest way to live, but it was how it always was.Â
Jeremy and you had developed a fast friendship, one that went beyond the romantic relationship that you'd had last year. You parted amicably and now, you had someone you could confide in, someone you could trust.Â
"Why don't you say that to my face?", you teased, raising a brow at him over the milk frother you were setting up.Â
Jeremy threw his rag down and stalked over to you. "You're snippy this morning", he chided.Â
You banged into his shoulder playfully, "Doesn't help that I have to see your ugly mug first thing in the morning".Â
You snorted out a laugh and Jeremy looked at you, feigning defensiveness, "Ouch", he paused, returning back to his post near the coffee machine, "Remind me how we ever went out?".Â
You scrunched your nose and threw your rag at Jeremy, hitting him square in the face with it, "That was rude".Â
He shrugged his shoulder, "You started it". Â
You both devolved into a fit of giggles and fell into a comfortable silence, setting up and getting the coffee shop ready for the day. You had a half-day shift to look forward to and then you had class until the late afternoon. The days were long and the nights were longer.
You usually found yourself nose-deep in your textbooks, more often than not, or some classic novel that was required for class, not moving from the couch until your eyes were red and you were seeing double.Â
Only then did you retire to sleep, crashing hard until you had to wake up and do it all again the next day.Â
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The coffee shop had been bustling with people since six in the morning, and at one in the afternoon, it hadn't let up, only now you had to go to class. Waving Jeremy goodbye, you sidestepped Tara, the fourth-year who was covering the rest of the afternoon and closing shift.Â
You'd crossed the far side of campus, passing by the science building and one of the massive libraries that had acted like a second home to you back when youâd been studying for exams when you were a freshman. You could thank your obnoxious roommates for that one.Â
Entering the lecture hall, bodies pressed into you as you weaved through the growing crowd, trying to find a spot in the middle where you could see and hear your English professor. But also blend in with the masses. As if the universe had other plans in mind, and everyone suddenly showed up to the Tuesday lecture all at the same time, you found yourself picking a seat near the front, an exasperated groan leaving you.Â
You hated sitting at the front, not because you didn't want to get called on to answer something or because you didn't know the answers, but because you did. You wanted to get through your four years as quickly and unscathed as possible and if people knew, mainly professors, that you knew more about the subject matter than you needed to, you'd surely get called on more often, making you stick out in ways you didn't want.Â
It was a terrible curse, going through life with the self-esteem that you did. But it was how you were raised. Blend in. Don't be too loud. Be quiet and only observe. Nerves rapped at your insides when you thought about getting called on when class started. Your heart rate ticked up and you found that your hands were beginning to get clammy, your throat constricting with each breath.
You rubbed your hands up and down your thighs, grounding yourself with the sensation of the material.Â
With a jump, you sat up straighter in your seat, being jostled from your thoughts by a loud slam. You snapped your head toward the entrance, eying the person who had startled everyone. It was a man carrying a briefcase.
Your lips tilted up at the edges, amusement tickling you when you thought of anyone using a briefcase nowadays. But here this man was, head down as he made his way to the front of the room, toward the desk.Â
You couldn't help keeping your eyes trained on him. On how his slacks tightened around his butt, moulding to the shape and curve of it. You bit your bottom lip out of reflex, your eyes dragging down the length of the mystery man who had crashed your lecture. Maybe he was a TA? Your brows furrowed when you thought about how your professor was nowhere in sight.Â
The man with the briefcase placed his case on the desk, turning to face the audience of students who blinked back at him, who now settled down enough to hear him speak. Air caught in your throat when his eyes flicked momentarily to you, and lingered on you for half a second longer than you'd expected. He had massive, warm brown eyes, and soft wrinkles that danced at the edges of his eyes when he smiled, making him seem more boyish than he appeared.
He looked older than a TA would but then again, who were you to judge someone's position in life? You thought that his age did nothing to undermine just how attractive he was, if anything it added to it. Â
The man, who may or may not have been moonlighting as your English TA cleared his throat, nodding his head, "My name is Joel, well, Professor Miller to most, but 've always been a little bit more informal than my peers".Â
He began to circle the wooden desk nervously, his large hand finding the edge of it and stroking it far more sensually than necessary. You flexed your fingers, gripping the arm of your seat to stabilize yourself. "So, you can call me Joel from here on out... since we'll be seeing more of each other from now on".Â
Murmurs began to break out around the lecture hall, and confused and hushed whispers followed.Â
Professor Millerâ Joel, mumbled something incoherent, and you were unable to hear it from where you sat. He cleared his throat again, "Professor McCarthy has taken a leave of absence, so I'll be filling in for him for the remainder of the semester".Â
You crossed your legs, feeling heat rise and a furious blush break out across your face, and shuffled in your seat, a loud creak emitted from it and you stilled, praying that the loud sound had only been heard by you and no one else. But when you lifted your gaze, Joel's eyes were already locked on you, blown and brimming with cautious inquiry. A touch of a smirk graced his lips.Â
"And I look forward to getting to know each and every one of you, personally". His eyes were still on you, not ready to release you from their hold.Â
His tongue darted out to wet his lips and you couldn't help but stare. You had every reason to look away from him, he was your professor and given the clear age difference, he was someone who was off limits. But when he didn't look away from you either, trapping you with his gaze, your face heated up, suddenly aware that he was purposely staring at you.Â
You swallowed thickly, heart hammering as Joel's eyes finally drifted away from you and back to the faces of your classmates. He continued on with addressing the class, and you noticed that he avoided your eyes for the rest of the lecture.Â
Only one thought rang through your mind as you tried and failed to focus back on the lecture. This was going to be one long semester.Â
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Kinktober Day 6: Oral
Teacher!Joel X Student!Reader
Kinktober Masterlist
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"Do you know why we're having this meeting?" Mr Miller asks you. He's sitting behind his desk, his shirt sleeves rolled up, showing off his forearms, and just that has you a little distracted.
"Oh, well, I guess because I didn't do well on the test?" You say.
Joel shakes his head as he leans forward, bracing his arms on the desk. "It's not just the test." He says, his dark eyes locking with your own. "After the last few, you're no longer on track to graduate."
"What?" You gasp, sitting up in your seat. "But, but it was just a couple of written tests! I've still been doing my work!"
Joels mouth pulls into a slight frown. "Unfortunately, these tests have been a high portion of your overall grade, and with such low marks, it's lowered your average in my class significantly."
"Oh God." You cry. "So that's it? I fail?"
"Not necessarily," Joel answers. "Some extra work-"
"Yes!" You cut your professor off. "Whatever extra work you need me to do, I'll do it! Whatever you want!" You promise. Joel's silent for a moment, but it's a moment too long and you're back to babbling. "Please, Mr. Miller. Whatever I need to do to pass, I'll do it. I can't fail your class. Please." You say as you reach over and lay your hand across his arm.
"You're prepared to do anything," Joel pauses for a brief moment, "to pass my class?"
You nod your head quickly. "Yes, Sir. Anything." Joel's dark gaze searches yours, seeming to look for something. He must find it because soon enough, he's standing up and locking his office door.
"Mr Miller?" You question as he comes back to his desk, this time around on your side.
"For privacy." He says, as though that explains anything. You look up at him, waiting for the next course of action, for him to explain some sort of assignment or essay for you to complete, but his next words shock you. "Get on your knees."
Your eyes widen and your mouth parts in surprise. "Excuse me?"
"I said, get on your knees."
"Mr Miller-" you begin before he cuts you off.
"You said you'd do anything to pass my class, correct?"
"Well I-"
"Correct?" Joel interrupts harshly. Silently, you nod your head. "Good," Joel says with a slow smirk. "Then get on your knees. I won't ask again."
Slowly, as though in a trance, you slip off your chair and fall to your knees in front of your professor. You can see his bulge, straining against his jeans. You know exactly where this is going, and a part of you can't help but salivate at the thought of it. "Mr Miller-" you begin softly, but he cuts you off once more.
"Take my cock out." He orders. His arms are crossed over his chest, and his legs spread a part.
Ever so slowly, you reach up and undo the professors belt. The clinking of his buckle and sound of his zipper lowering by your hand has your arousal growing. You grab the band of his underwear and lower them along with his jeans. Once his cock springs free you lower your hands back to your sides, unsure what to do next.
"Look at me." Joel orders. You look up, his cock nearly hitting your face, but you make eye contact with him. "You're going to suck my cock, got it?" Silently, you nod. "Good."
With a last look into Joel's dark, lust filled gaze, you lean forward and take the end of his cock into your mouth. "There ya go," Joel says softly. "Fuck."
There's no way you can take all of Joel into your mouth. He's too big. But for now, he seems content with letting you take him how you want.
You lick and suck like he's your favourite popsicle and soon enough, you can tell he's getting close by the tiny little thrusts he makes into your mouth. You're sure he's not even aware he's doing it, his eyes closed, and lips parted in pleasure. "Gonna come." He warns, and you know what's expected of you. Keeping your mouth on him, you move to his tip and suck. At the first salty taste of his release, you relax your mouth further and let him pump his come into your mouth. "Fuck," he breaths as his climax comes to an end. "You got one hell of a mouth on you." Joel says as he pulls his cock free from your mouth. You can't help but smile shyly. "Open up." You do as he says, opening your mouth and showing him the come that sits on your tongue. "Good, now swallow." Again, you follow directions and Joel can't help but smile at the perfect little rule follower you are.
"Do I pass?" You ask, your voice a bit hoarse from the fucking seconds earlier. Joel's nice enough to grab the waterbottle sitting on his desk and pass it to you. You drink it greedily as he smiles back at you.
"It's a start."
"A start?" You sputter. Nearly choking yourself on the water.
"Yes, a start. One blow job won't fix all those flunked tests."
"But-"
"But nothing. I'll see you on Friday and we can get started on the rest of the work."
"Oh, okay." You say. Joel helps you stand before he quickly tucks himself back into his jeans and fixes his belt. "Same time?" You ask.
"Same time." He confirms. You're halfway to the door before he calls for you. "Oh, and you may want to prep yourself. I donât plan on being too gentle when I have you bent over my desk in our next session."
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Unprofessional Attraction | THREE
⥠pairing - yunho x afab!reader ⥠word count - 23.6K ⥠warnings for this chapter - fluff, ANGST, and explicit content (mdni), teacher/student relationship, some other members are featured, drinking alcohol, bigdick!yunho, pet names (angel, pretty, sweetheart, etc.), possessive/obsessive/toxic behavior, cunnilingus, hickeys, fingering, praise, unprotected sex, creampie(s), jealousy, blackmail ⥠A/N - Iâm soooo sorry this took me forever to write (itâs so many words ahhh đ« ) but hopefully this is worth the wait. The next part will be the finale of this series. This also isn't beta read so I apologize for mistakes ahhh. I love yaâll, thank you for your patience friends, STREAM GOLDEN HOUR âĄ
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âYou could at least try a little harder to pretend you want to be here with me, ____.â
Wooyoungâs antsy fingers pinch at the straw of his drink while he watches you thumb away at your phone. Going back and forth with your friends in the group chat about Jonghoâs upcoming recital is the only thing calming your nerves this afternoon. When you had agreed to his ruse, you didnât realize you were signing up for public humiliation. Those two words might be a bit dramatic, but sitting together in the dead center of the campus food court has you immensely anxious either way. This is entirely way too publicâŠ
You donât mean to offend him with your embarrassment. Itâs not like Wooyoung isnât handsome; in fact, that might make things worse. It helps draw in too much unnecessary attention from other women, and it feels as though there might as well be a spotlight circling your table. Luckily, Yunho has a lecture through the next hour today, so youâre not too concerned on that front. Regardless, your first fake date with him is starting to be nothing short of awkward.Â
âYou canât even look me in the eyes?â He inquires further.
âIâm sorry,â you find it within yourself to apologize, placing your phone face down on the table and sliding it away. To offset your anxiety, you put new effort into inspecting your food and preparing to finally eat it. Anything to just keep busy. âThis is just a little out of my comfort zone.â
âPretend Iâm Mr. Jeong if that makes it easier,â he suggests, but his tone hangs on the edge of condescension. Itâs not all that intentional, but heâs poking the bear. âI have access to the grade book all the same, you know.â
With narrowed eyes, you try to let his wisecrack roll off your shoulder, âThatâs not a very funny joke.â
Continuing to avoid his eyes, Wooyoung watches you put all your attention into eating the meal heâs bought you so that you both can pretend to be on this lunch date. He was gracious enough to offer to pay for any meals you share moving forward, as long as it would make things easier on you while being a part of his plan. Thatâs what a real boyfriend would do anyway, right? Though, right now youâre not treating him like a boyfriendâ youâre treating him like some kind of dirtbag with an open wallet. He can feel his own appetite slipping away slowly but surely.
âWhat are you both anyway, fuck buddies?â He asks a little too bluntly.
It might be a bit muffled, as your mouth is stuffed with food, but you still manage to retort, âThatâs none of your business, actually.â
His increasing annoyance is evident by the deep exhale he tries (and fails) to suppress. Wooyoung doesnât want things to be so tense, but youâre not exactly making it easy. He supposes you might gain some sympathy for him if he explains his troubles. You seem like a genuine person despite any contempt you might hold for him right now, so he figures youâll be understanding. He needs to make conversation in some kind of way, anyway.
âHow about I tell you a bit about my situation then?â He finally offers. You hum to let him know youâre listening, so he continues, âShe and I were together for the last three years, but then she broke up with me a few months ago. And over something so stupid, really.â
âGo on,â you encourage, swallowing the bulk of food in your throat.
âWell, I need a master's degree to get the specific job I want⊠After telling her, one of her friends got in her ear about how me staying in school might hold her back after we graduate next year.â Wooyoung tries to sound indifferent to her friendâs heavy influence on her decisions, but the look behind his eyes, as he glances around to see if sheâs in the area, says otherwise. Itâs full of bitterness and hurt. âShe wants to travel for a year before getting a job, and they told her Iâd stress her out too much with a long-distance relationship. She took that to heart, for whatever reason.â
Would it be a lie if you said you didnât support a tiny bit of actual pity towards Wooyoung? Probably. Knowing what you know now, you ponder more about the tight situation between you. Heâs an intelligent guy, and youâre sure he knows exactly what Yunho is to you with the way you get touchy about his name even being mentioned. Thatâs why heâs using someone elseâs happiness to retrieve his own once more. While thatâs not exactly just, youâre aware that love makes people do crazy things. Moreover, you know you in particular canât judge anyone after doing what youâve done to achieve Yunhoâs attention.
âIâm sorry to hear that,â is all you can reply, but itâs genuine.
Before you can process whatâs happening, Wooyoung suddenly reaches across the table and links his fingers with your free hand in an act of endearment. Your cheeks prickle with heat, not from being charmed, but from more humiliation. This is embarrassing, suddenly having to do public displays of affection with someone you donât even like in front of whoever is looking hard enough to notice.
âDonât turn around, sheâs here with a friend,â he mumbles, and then an affectionate smile tugs at his lips. It looks fairly genuine⊠He is much too good at looking charming on the drop of a dime. âDo you think itâd be too corny if we wore some matching outfits a couple times?â
You hesitate for the briefest second before squeezing his hand with false affection and leaning forward on your elbows to seem more interested.
Nobody is close enough to hear you reply, âAre you trying to win her back or get her to block you? Because I honestly canât tell.â
âItâs just a little joke. Laugh a little, I beg,â Wooyoung pouts.Â
He leads your connected hand to fondle his cheek, trying to inconspicuously guide you through the motions. If Wooyoung didnât know any better, he would assume youâve never been on a date in your life. His hopes were much higher than this, as youâre much too pretty to be this stiff when it comes to showing affection. It almost has him second-guessing whether heâs right about you and Yunho being involved more than just sexually. Much to his surprise, your hand finally relaxes against his face, and he revels in the way you even stroke his skin with your thumb. The timing couldnât be more ideal, truly. He can sense the attention of his intended audience, and the corners of his mouth curl into a subtle smirk of approval.Â
âThatâs perfect. Keep going.âÂ
âDonât push it, please.â
For the rest of that week, Wooyoung insisted on repeating these kinds of daily rendezvous. This request also accompanied another for walking each other to class when applicable. He knew he couldnât always time it right for when sheâd be present, but he had his workarounds. He was fairly knowledgeable about a few of her friendsâ class schedules, and he made it a point to walk with you on paths that would often intersect with those who he knew would inform her of his behavior instead. Occasionally, he would ask you to show up to school a little more fetching than usual, with prettier clothes and makeup. Wooyoung also made a point of concealing her identity from you, for reasons unbeknownst to you. He failed to tell you any more details about her after your first date, and that included basics as simple as her name. Several possibilities were considered when you finally identified this as a problem. The rational explanation would be that he doesnât want you approaching her on your own time and taking things into your own hands. A particular irrational explanation starts infiltrating your thoughts with the more days that pass by bearing no evidence of progress:
âIâm starting to believe this ex of yours doesnât exist.â
Your snide remark about his secrecy started as a joke.Â
âI have nothing to gain from lying to you.â
His terse reply didnât necessarily extinguish the conspiracy behind your jest. After consistently being told not to look in certain directions for nearly two weeks, and no updates on her position, it became harder to believe his words. Despite everything, you do as youâre told and pray that his ex breaks through sooner rather than later.
Iâm sorry.
It seems as though those two words havenât stopped coming out of your mouth ever since you stepped foot in Yunhoâs home this evening.Â
It begins with apologizing profusely for asking to come over on such short notice. Your complexâs Wi-Fi went out due to the wintery mix storm slamming the town tonight. Wooyoungâs been trying to lay it on thick the last few days and make your presence more than known to his ex, anywhere and every way that he can. Consequently, with a lot of your free time being taken away by him, you found little time to put towards important assignments due at the end of this week. The lack of Wi-Fi is the absolute last thing you need to happen right now.Â
Yunho doesnât care about your abrupt presence at his door or even the way you track slush past his doorstep. He's more concerned about how you drove in the middle of a huge storm so late into the evening with no care for your safety. Over and over, you find new things to apologize for that make no sense to him. Another set of frazzled apologies comes from your mouth for keeping him up late after an hour or two passes. Yunho canât help but genuinely laugh at this one.
âYou do realize what day it is, right?â He inquires. The clueless look on your face makes him sit up, âItâs Saturday, ____. The day you typically come over and spend the night. I actually texted you about it earlier today, I didnât know if you still wanted to or not since you were so busy last Saturday.â
This epiphany makes you immensely bashful and draws many more apologies out of you for your poor memory and lack of communication. How could I have lost time so badly that I forgot to reply to him about something we do so routinely? Under your stressful circumstances lately, your days are running together, and thereâs just too much on your plate to appease everyone. Yunho visibly sees the shame blanket you from head to toe, and he hopes he didnât come across as if he was upset with your behavior. In fact, heâs more concerned than anything.
Your lover can hear you type much faster after this brief exchange and he scoffs. Surely you donât believe heâd willingly let you make haste of your work so you can disappear for another week or two⊠he groans internally when he realizes thatâs exactly what youâre doing. He doesnât understand why youâre so self-conscious and sheepish tonight, but heâs not going to press it. Instead, he rises from his spot on his couch and creeps over to where youâre seated at his table. His hands find the slopes of your shoulders and thumbs rub comforting circles into your muscles.
âYou know youâre not going home tonight, right?â He questions after a moment of being nosey and peeking at your screen.
âAnd why not?â
The abrupt feeling of Yunhoâs large palm skating up the skin of your throat before pushing your chin up to meet his gaze above you makes a chill run up your spine. His eyes are warm and concerned, yet stern.
âBecause I said so,â he says point-blank.
Whether it be because of the terrible storm still slapping at his windows, or maybe even the fact that he hasnât seen you outside of a classroom in quite some time, he knows this succinct answer suffices just as well those do. The subsequent pout on your lips to him is seen simply as an invitation to kiss them, and he does just that. You donât even try to argue any further. It may not be your best work this semester, but itâs not too much longer after that when you finally submit everything due before its midnight deadline.
After briefly disappearing to his room to rummage through his dresser and change into something more comfortable, you eventually join him on the couch. Tonightâs position of choice has your head using his thighs as a pillow, cheek squished against his soft sweatpants as he spends endless minutes massaging the tense muscles of your back and shoulders with his fingers. He smells so good⊠that lavender and musk mix has you closing your eyes every handful of seconds just to breathe him in. Even if he canât see your face, itâs obvious that youâre not paying attention to the movie he has on the TV, so he suggests that maybe you both should move to the bedroom so you can be more comfortable. You assure him that youâre more than comfortable right where youâre at, and thatâs the truth.
Despite laying so peacefully with him, in what should be a moment of sedating intimacy, your mind is still reeling with things that need to be accomplished in the next few weeks. Every time you mentally check off something on your list, there are several more things added after, such as your three final exams, Yunhoâs final paper, returning your textbook rentals, finally figuring out your ceremony dress, picking up your guestsâ ceremony ticketsâ
âAre you going to attend my ceremony?âÂ
Yunho hears you mumble this randomly after a while of sitting in comfortable silence. Youâre sure he doesnât need a ticket as a teacher, but the thought of having to get them brings you back to earth and reminds you of his presence.
âThat was the plan,â he confirms, but hesitantly adds, âUnless you donât want me there. I donât want to make things awkward.â
The way youâre acting lately has him questioning things like this, now that he thinks about it. You immediately dispel his apprehension with a displeased grunt.
âNo, I⊠really need you there.â
Yunhoâs hand falters slightly in its kneading. Heâs grateful that youâre unable to see his face with how youâre lying because the apples of his cheeks are taut from the overjoyed smile threatening to break through his lips. Itâs one thing to be admired or adored by someone, but itâs another thing to be needed. He doesnât hear that word often, if at all, but hearing it come from your mouth makes it even more monumental to him. Thatâs something he could get used to. Yunho hums in understanding, wordlessly confirming that heâll be present. Following along the topic of graduation, he decides to ask something present on his mind recently.
âHave you thought about what you want to do after graduation?âÂ
âCareer-wise or celebration-wise?â
âWhichever⊠or both.â
You close your eyes to think. Nothing immediately comes to mind in terms of celebrating, but youâre sure your friends will be holding parties to attend. Putting that aside, you turn over and decide to open up a bit about your impending employment.
âI had a great internship last semester that I put my all into,â you divulge, âThey wanted to bring me on full-time, so I asked if they could hold the position and wait for me to finish my degree this semester. Lucky me, they agreed.â
âAlready set up for success right after you leave that stage⊠Youâre amazing,â Yunho marvels. âI suppose Iâm just as lucky too, huh? I get to watch you shine, front row.â
Thereâs a brief moment where you peer up and match his fond smile thatâs already beaming right back down at you. When you reach up to caress his cheek, Yunho leans into your touch as if itâs second nature. The further you both dive into this relationship, it feels as though maybe youâve finally found an additional frontline cheerleader.
âMhm, something like that,â you tease. When he turns to kiss your palm in his form of congratulations, you sigh. Your hands have been tainted by someone elseâs touch, and here he is blindly showing them genuine affection. Before you can help it, another apology comes out, âIâm sorry Iâve been so busy lately, Yu.â
âWhy do you keep apologizing tonight for things you canât control?â The gentle, unsuspecting laugh he lets out makes the guilt sitting in your chest about Wooyoung just a little bit heavier. âItâs finals season, I know how it goes.â
When your hand returns to your chest, your gaze falls just the same. Heâs right, albeit unknowingly. With those words, you can finally accept that you have no control over your current situation at all. No matter how hard you try to convince yourself that youâre guiding this blackmail ship forward, youâre just not. In any case, you still feel like youâre doing whatâs best for Yunho's future. Tonightâs tornado of apologies have all been unconscious overcompensation. As much as you feel like you need to, you know you shouldnât have to apologize for your shortcomings when they result from such unmanageable circumstances. Youâre doing your best, even if your best isnât enough just yet.Â
Yunho canât figure out what it is about tonight, but you seem like your head is a bit more in the clouds than usual. Youâre here with him physically, but he can tell youâre somewhere else mentally. However, he acknowledges that he could be reading into things too much since itâs been a while since you both have spent time privately.
âHey, stargazer, everything okay?â he finally asks in a soft voice, gently tugging on your cheek to bring you back to the present.
âSorryâyeah, everythingâs alright,â you reassure him. Thereâs something behind those soft eyes youâre giving him that makes him question your answer, but he keeps those concerns to himself and simply nods. âThank you for being so understanding. Iâll make it up to you when this is all over with, I promise.â
Youâre no longer talking about school with those words. Heâll probably never truly understand how much weight that sentence holds, but thatâs okay. For the rest of your time with him tonight, you pretend that none of your problems exist outside his home. He deserves your unwavering attention tonight, at the very least.Â
On the first day of the following week, Wooyoung requests your presence in front of some familiar dormitories. Itâs been quite some time now since youâve been on this side of campus, considering you moved into your current apartment around the end of your junior year. The nostalgic feeling you get when meandering your way to your meeting place doesnât do much to alleviate the anxiety you regularly get every time Wooyoung brings you somewhere so populated.
âWhat are we doing here again?â
âI heard sheâs swinging by here today to drop something off for a mutual friend,â he explains while his eyes still scope the area for her presence, as usual.Â
You busy yourself with playing on your phone, keeping your head down and yourself hidden for as long as you can manage. This place, while technically not as densely populated as the dining space you frequent, has too many opportunities for lurking gazes. This particular set of dormitories sits on the side of campus that encompasses a good amount of academic halls and the largest campus library. There are plenty of teachers and students walking to classes or accessing the library, and even more lingering outside within the surrounding courtyard despite the frigid weather. Wooyoung had insisted on holding you by your waist for the time being as well, citing something about how ânormal couples warm each other upâ. You just want this to be over with as quickly as possible before too many people can see you both standing so close together.Â
âHey, ____,â Wooyoung hums after a while, catching your attention quickly.
âHm?â
Before you can even fully look up from your phone, Wooyoungâs head dips down and seeks out your lips. Shock is an understatement; the feeling of your heart seizing in unison with your limbs makes you feel like you might as well be flatlining. This cannot beâ
âRelax,â he whispers before deepening this kiss, interrupting your thought as his tongue enters your mouth.Â
Reluctantly, you do as he says and try your best to relax while kissing him back. Over and over, you remind yourself this is supposed to be putting on a show in front of his ex. You try to allow yourself to fully slip into the role you have been forced to play. Your hands find purchase on his jacket, albeit uneasily. For someone whoâs making your life so much more difficult, you canât deny heâs at least a decent kisser. This moment feels like it lasts entirely too long, but eventually, Wooyoung pulls away and you watch his eyes dart around somewhere behind you.Â
âSheâs gone now,â he sighs, âPretty sure she saw that though. Nice job.â
âDonât ever do that without warning me beforehand again,â you scold him in a voice low enough for his ears to hear only. Wooyoung rolls his eyes, though he follows up with an apology. Even though it seems genuine, it does nothing to quell the immediate guilt that washes over you the moment you go to swipe saliva off of your lips with your thumb. The nauseous feeling stirring in your stomach over simply kissing someone else other than Yunho begins to build up and feel unbearable, âCan I go now? Iâm supposed to meet with a teacher during their office hours soon.â
Despite the tremor of uneasiness in your voice, Wooyoung believes your lie without question. That uneasiness doesnât depart your system for the remainder of the day even after removing his presence, and you decide to call it quits early instead of attending your final class. This feeling of guilt, almost as if you cheated while in a relationship, has you more saddened than frustrated tonight. To make things easier to deal with, you repeat the same phrase about you and Yunho in your head over and over.
Itâs okay, weâre not together yet.
While you cook yourself dinnerâ
Itâs okay, weâre not together yet.
While working on your final paperâ
Itâs okay, weâre not together yet.
Yunhoâs failure to text you back that evening before going to bed makes that fact easier to swallow. Itâs the truth, so it shouldnât be so hard to digest, right?
Yeosang does not expect much when he asks you out of the blue the next day to come and spend time with him after school. His roommate is gone for the week to visit family and heâs all by his lonesome. For the majority of the month, heâs become used to you declining in favor of completing overdue work. Heâs not used to you being so behind on your work, and it doesnât quite make sense to him when other times you say youâre even busier throughout the day. You look a bit more drained than usual when he Facetimes you that afternoon to suggest it, but he figures he wouldnât be that upset to hear another no if you need the rest.Â
The answer was yes, for the first time in a while.Â
As luck would have it, the imaginary shackles on you had been released for the day, and having time to yourself for an entire weekday almost felt strange. Your personified migraine had texted you early in the morning informing you heâd be out of town for the day to attend some seminar that you didnât care enough to remember the details of. Yeosang doesnât do a good enough job concealing his shock the moment confirmation comes from your mouth, and you feign offense.
âI'm being punked, right?â
You scoff, âI donât like the way youâre acting like this is bizarre, loser.â
You both know thatâs a fairly accurate word considering your disappearances these last couple of weeks. His broad smile at your usual banter makes you feel cherished and missed, and itâs comforting for him to know you still have such a sense of humor even through your fatigue. Heâs secretly been concerned for your well-being, but he didnât want to seem meddlesome. Eventually, you go from two faces on a screen to you perched at his kitchen table. Yeosang insisted he cook you a nice homecooked meal when you mentioned to him in passing how much you miss eating his food. His back might be turned away, but heâs still actively engaging in discussion with you over the controversial love triangle taking place on the dating reality show he has you catching up on with him tonight. Toward the end of an episode, it takes you a few minutes of rambling to realize your best friend has grown silent while he cooks. Behind your back, heâs busy ruminating over thoughts of love triangles when he decides to finally uncork the bottle heâs been keeping closed in an attempt to have a peaceful evening.
âCan I ask you a question?â Yeosang calls out suddenly over the sound of oil popping in his pan.
Your eyes stay glued to the television, but you hum in consent, âWhatâs up?â
âIs it true that youâre dating Wooyoung?â
Wooyoung.
His name is a burden to you these days; the syllables of it only bring you discomfort. Hearing it mentioned on a day when you almost felt like you could get away from him draws a long beat of silence from you, though Yeosang doesnât turn around to confront such silence. He allows you the time to answer however youâd like to if you would even provide one. Even though he was somewhat putting you on the spot with such a question, Yeosang is still your best friend at the end of the day. Heâs not the kind of person to pressure you or give you a hard time about your private business, despite the times he rags on you in jest.Â
The truthful answer is right on the tip of your tongue, begging to be shouted, but you donât have the strength to say such a thing yet. Instead, you inquire, âWho did you hear that from?âÂ
You donât mean to, but you sound a bit miffed when asking. Until this point, you had hoped your fake relationship with Wooyoung wasnât too obvious to those who donât pay close enough attention, but the feeling of failure is now pooling in the depths of your stomach. You shouldâve known better.Â
âWhen someone begins getting close to the TA whoâs in charge of their grades, I guess itâs understandable that there would be some rumors⊠Some people in our class are saying youâre together now,â Yeosang explains, voice as calm as ever while he continues to push around the meat in the pan. âI overheard those speculations and I didnât really believe any of it at all. Unlike them, I know youâre already seeing Mr. Jeong.â
Yeosang pauses to allow you a chance to say any words you wish to insert if anything. Being amongst speculations of wooing someone to raise your grades is the least of your worries, and you honestly couldnât care less if people believed such silly things in the last semester of your college career. At this moment, you are much more concerned about Yunho catching light of such rumors, or really anything regarding you and Wooyoung in the same sentence reaching his ears. It didnât seem that way when you were both in each otherâs presence a few days ago talking about your future, and youâre sure that he wouldâve confronted you about such things if he could. StillâŠ
âIâm not dating Wooyoung, nor would I even think of doing that for my grades. You know me, Yeo.â
Youâre sure Yeosang can feel your eyes gazing over at him now, boring anxious holes through his back. You know he can hear the uneasiness plaguing you, making your words waver.
âI understand, I do. Itâs justâŠâ Yeosang pauses once more to find the right words that donât sound so accusatory, âHongjoong told me he saw you both on each other on his way to class the other day. I figured Iâd simply ask you about that before I come to any conclusions, thatâs all.â
Several beats of silence pass before you feel like youâve finally drowned deep in this ocean of stress youâve been trying to keep afloat in.
âYeosang, Iâm in over my head and I canât handle this anymore.â
Yeosang finally ceases his stirring and peers over at you the moment the last syllable leaves your lips. This is the first time youâve both met each otherâs eyes since he began cooking and his gaze is undeniably the most concerned youâve seen him give you in years. He canât help it when he can so clearly hear the hurt in your voice. He knows youâre a bit more reserved these days when talking about your relationship with your teacher, and he understands that it could be out of respect for his privacy. This moment doesnât seem like a situation where thatâs applicable anymore.
Navigating this situation all by yourself is draining.Â
These last months in college are supposed to be nerve-wracking in an exciting way, finishing finals and prepping yourself to walk across the stage for your diploma. Youâre supposed to be anxious about what to wear and how to do your makeup for your ceremony, about how you should smile when the ceremonyâs photographer tells you where to look as you grab that fake symbolic roll of paper. Instead, youâve been running yourself dry trying to appease a man whoâs threatening to ruin one of the best things to happen to you thus far in life. You just want to be happy. Yeosang was right in warning you about playing with fire when pursuing Yunho, but it all still hurts so fucking badly.
âI want to help you ____, but you have to be honest with me,â he stresses, âIâm concerned about you. Tell me whatâs wrong, please.â
Youâre uncomfortably silent for a moment, eyes glued to his while contemplating his words. At last, you decide to broach the subject of all your mental stress. If you trusted anyone to help you navigate this situation, it was going to be him. This was no longer something you could handle on your own.Â
âIâm being blackmailed by Wooyoung.â
The words donât even sound real coming out of your mouth when you finally betray the promise of silence you made to Wooyoung.
Yeosangâs brows draw together even closer in concern, âWhat?â
âWooyoung found out that Yunho and I are together,â you confess further, words running out as quickly as you can think to say them, âAnd now heâs forcing me to date him to make his ex jealous. He wouldnât stay quiet otherwise, and itâs all my fault, Yeosang. Itâs all my fault.â
Your best friend pushes his pan away from the eye of the stove and makes haste over to where youâre sitting. He knows you better than you know yourself sometimes, already sensing you crumbling before you can realize that youâre finally breaking down. All of the pent-up stress over the last couple of weeks was finally taking its toll.Â
âI thought it would be over quickly, but it doesnât seem like weâre making any progress,â you sputter, putting your head in your hands and pressing your palms to your eyes. The last thing you want to do is cry over a man who doesnât deserve your tears. âHe wonât even tell me who she is. I canât handle this anymore, I just canât.â
Yeosangâs arms wrap around you to ground you before you can allow yourself to descend further into your breakdown. Very few times has he seen your foundation be shaken so badly by something. Youâre one of the strongest people he knows, and it takes a lot to disintegrate the fortitude you hold. He knows he can help you build it back later, heâs your best friend for a reason. For right now, though, heâll let you get everything out that youâve been holding in and dealing with by yourself. He knows you probably had your reasons to keep such things inside and away from him.
âHe kissed me yesterday and I felt so guilty for the rest of the day, like I betrayed Yunho,â you tell him, and before you realize it tears are finally brimming in your eyes.
âBe kind to yourself, ____,â Yeosang hums while he holds your face in his hands. âYou didnât do that because you wanted to, itâs okay. You donât have to deal with this alone anymore, okay?â
Hearing those words for the first time since this all began allows a veil of peace to cover you and you nod, finally accepting your need for help. Yeosang promises you that he will do whatever he can to find out who Wooyoung has his sights set so heavy on without interfering enough to throw things out of kilter. His help could be the only chance you had at getting this charade to end faster, even if it meant riskily trying to nudge things along behind Wooyoungâs back. You were no longer satisfied with being patient, and you now realize you donât have to settle for that anymore.
While you mightâve gained some peace that night, around 2 AM that morning, there is no peace to be found in the home of your lover.
Yunhoâs been staring at his ceiling for the last hour, unable to sleep even though he knows he needs to be up in a handful of hours for work. He had tried to push this situation plaguing his thoughts out of his mind all day yesterday, but his brain does its worst on nights when heâs left to his own devices and his thoughts spiral. At least tonight itâs not for self-sabotaging reasons like heâs prone to.Â
He allows himself to close his eyes and relive the moment when he saw you and his assistant kissing on his way to a multi-department meeting at the library. The moment he recalls the way your hands were clutching Wooyoungâs chest, he grimaces with unadulterated resentment. For the entirety of yesterday, he felt numb. He went through the day simply going through the motions, lacking any of his usual charisma and cordiality amongst most people he crossed paths with throughout the day. He was able to put on a mask for his students at the very least. How is one supposed to act when they see their girlfriend kissing another man? Thatâs when he has to remind himself:
Sheâs not my girlfriend.
At least, he doesnât know if you are or not, since you havenât said it out of your mouth yet. This is exactly the kind of bothersome bullshit he was so worried about weeks ago when he realized the severity of his feelings for you. He shouldâve had the conversation with you earlier to see where your head was at, but he put it off for so long under the excuse of being afraid of scaring you off. He wonders if maybe you think heâs not serious about you enough since heâs never brought it up first. And sure, he knows you both arenât technically together right now, but you couldâve at least let him know that youâre seeing more people than him, right? It hurts a little more that itâs also his assistant of all people.
He turns onto his side in a huff and buries himself deeper under his blanket. Yunho wishes he hadnât fallen for you so hard. Itâs hard enough to deal with his feelings as things are now, especially with the circumstances, but the introduction of competition might just drive him insane. Sheâs a grown woman and sheâs allowed to do whatever she wants, he reminds himself reluctantly while closing his eyes once more, but againâa heads-up wouldâve been nice. He doesnât even know how to approach this situation moving forward. How is he supposed to look you in the eyes today during class?
The answer is that he doesnât.Â
If he can help it, he actively avoids those engaged eyes of yours while he goes on for an hour about pragmatics. He doesnât even look over at your side of the room. Itâs not until the mid-class break that he takes multiple swift glances over at you chatting with Yeosang about something thatâs got you enthusiastic. That smile on your face while excitement physically pours out of you makes his eyes soften. He wonders if youâre discussing graduation, as it is coming up in some weeks now. Then, he remembers that he wanted to take you away or do something relaxing to celebrate since you seemed to not have existing plans. Would that sway you back over to his side, if he planned something nice and spoiled the surprise early? Before he can even finish that train of thought, he finds himself finally meeting your eyes while you briefly let yours wander around in the middle of a sentence. The sneaky flirtatious wink you send his way makes him clear his throat bashfully and adjust his tie.
Yunho spends the remainder of class discussing the final paper and offering to read any final drafts that people would like feedback on, as long as theyâre submitted by a specific date. He knows heâs probably shooting himself in the foot by putting that kind of work on his plate so close to the deadline, but he genuinely wants people to do well on his final and he knows there are quite a few seniors in this particular class section. The least he can do is make sure those of you end your college careers with a satisfactory grade to finish off your transcripts. He did very well with his midterm evaluations as well, so he wants to do the same for his finals.Â
When class ends, Yunho finally takes notice of how Wooyoung has been leaving as early as everyone else lately. He couldâve sworn Wooyoung used to stick around to ask him questions, and often times he even departed after Yunho had already departed. He also notices that you are nowhere to be found now even though Yeosang is still present, seemingly already having fled the room for one reason or another. He doesnât want to think about if heâs been so oblivious to these kinds of things up until this point, but the thought of you and Wooyoung rushing to meet up after his classes sticks with him for the rest of the day.
Yunho can admit heâs a bit toxic sometimes.Â
It happens in moments of weakness where he lets his selfishness outweigh anything else. He reasons to himself that this isnât one of those situations as he stands in front of your apartment door late into the evening of that same day. He had called you and asked if he could come see you at your place, which rarely happens. While it caught you by surprise, and you were in the midst of work, you were still as welcoming as ever. He knows youâd never say no. Heâd never admit it aloud, but heâs not solely here just to see youâheâs here to be a bit nosy.Â
Itâs freezing outside, so when you finally open the door heâs scrambling to get inside.
âThat was fast,â you marvel.Â
When you wrap your arms around him and pull him into a hug, your shivers and giggles are like white noise in his ears as his eyes sweep the room. He doesnât notice anything out of place, nothing that would make it seem like anybody other than you had been present here anytime soon anyway. His cold hands slide up the slope of your back to cup the sides of your face, and he offers you a sweet closed-mouth smile before briefly pressing his lips to yours in greeting.
âYeah, traffic was pretty non-existent,â he hums.
âI made soup since itâs so frosty,â you glance towards the kitchen as your hands go to unzip his jacket for him, âAre you hungry?â
âIf youâre cooking, always.â
Tonight, Yunho takes things slow.Â
From graciously eating your cooking to cuddling on your couch, he builds up the intimacy minute by minute. Itâs something heâs been craving from you lately, that feeling of intimacy and domestication. Heâs more than willing to indulge you when grow aroused by something as innocent as him mindlessly drawing shapes on your thighs with his fingers, slowly shifting them inside your pajama shorts when you whisper, âI want you to touch me.â
âIâm already touching you, baby.â
You push his hand just a smidge lower, whining, âYou know what I mean.â
When things finally move to the bedroom, Yunho fucks you nice and slow, and it feels much more intimate than any of your previous times together. Slow, steady rolls of his hips into yours like heâs intent on showing you every ounce of love he holds for you in his body if heâs unable to say it outright himself. Nothing inherently strikes you as odd about the way his demeanor is different tonight. In fact, this kind of pure intimacy is something youâd been curious to experience from him. It almost makes you feel like youâre officially together. Sure, sex is naturally intimate, but this? This feels different.Â
His hands go from holding yours beside your head so affectionately to passionately gripping and kneading the plush skin of your sides and thighs like theyâre fresh dough. Itâs like heâs trying to solidify that this is reality, that youâre truly here in his hands and not someone else's. Grip strong enough to dig deep into the tissue and make you moan, but gentle enough not to leave bruising marks. Truth be told, heâd rather leave marks of where heâs been in less covert places. Thatâs why his mouth subconsciously finds its way to your neck before you feel the gentle drag of his teeth on your skin. Itâs too quick to even be considered a warning.
âYu, waitââ
You begin to tell him he canât leave hickeys in such open places, but Yunho quiets you by sucking your skin anyway. The first one is on the tender skin just under your jaw, right where he can feel the pulse of how fast your heart is beating with his tongue. The desperate whine you let out when he finally lets up with a quiet pop! of his lips off your skin encourages him to put another on the column of your throat. Youâll probably throw a fit later when you see how bad these are and complain about the trouble of covering them up, but he really couldnât care less.Â
When he finishes off the second hickey, he kisses his way up to your lips so sweetly as if he didnât do something so obviously possessive. As if he didnt do something so mischievous whichâll draw questions from your friends and get you flustered trying to explain. These marks are warnings as much as they are bites of love. You throw your arms around his neck and arch your back, itching for more than what heâs offering. It doesnât matter that it still feels euphoric, those long drags of his cock against your walls just to fill you up againâitâs too slow. The breathy laugh he lets out against your lips draws a pout from your own.Â
âWhatâs wrong pretty girl, donât I make you feel good?â Yunho asks in a whisper, deep chocolate eyes holding your gaze while he continues to roll his hips at his leisure. He doesnât like that he needs a bit of reassurance right now, but he wants to hear it so badly. When you nod with fervor, itâs just not good enough for him, âTell me, angel. Tell me how good I make you feel.â
âYouâre everything I crave, Yu,â you oblige him breathlessly, hands scratching at the sensitive nape of his neck while you arch again. For the first time this evening, Yunhoâs hips falter in their steady rhythm. Heâs quite caught off guard by your choice of words; itâs as if you know exactly what he needs to hear more than he does himself. âNobody could ever make me feel like you do.â
âYeah? This pretty pussy needs me, huh?â
Thereâs that word that he now loves so much: need.
âMore than you know,â you gasp when he pushes his hips into yours as deep as he can manage, obscenities bubbling from within your chest.
Even though you both have had sex many times since this all began, this part still feels fresh. The way he manages to reach new depths inside of you and stretch you out to his heartâs content feels fresh every single time. Yunhoâs thrusts begin picking up some speed finally and whines claw at his throat.
âMy sweet, needy baby⊠Youâre the only one who gets this, ____,â he admits, voice trembly while he drags his lips against the sensitive skin of your jaw, kissing his previous artwork, âItâs all yours, okay?â
In a perfect world, heâd love to hear you say the same back to him, but heâs snapping his hips too roughly now to allow for words. The way you begin begging for him to give you more of himself makes up for it. Bitten-off moans tumble from your lips as the coil in your stomach grows tighter and tighter, and it makes his cock throb and ache for release. The way youâre chanting his name has his eyes fluttering up in bliss. Thereâs no doubt in his mind that you want him, mentally and carnally, but the real question is if heâs not enough to satisfy that want. Yunho doesnât have time to let his mind wander off into that kind of insecure territory. His brain becomes fuzzy as he becomes eager to feel you cum stuffed full of his cock, and then see his own paint your sweaty skin. Those familiar heavy pants he lets out against your lips make you simper.
âGetting close?â
âSo close,â he nods, hissing when he feels you clench at his answer, âH-hah, oh fuck.â
âWanna cum inside?â You offer this so shyly against his lips that he nearly doesnât hear you talking altogether. When he offers you an absentminded âhuhâ in response, you giggle and move to speak directly in his ear, âWant you to cum inside.â
Something behind Yunhoâs eyes changes when you pull backâthose blown-out pupils of his with little hearts swimming in them zero in on yours with a look you canât quite put your tongue on. You cross your ankles behind his back to emphasize your words, to show him youâre serious.
âReally want me to fill you up, pretty?â he rasps. When you bite your bottom lip and nod, he offers you a lopsided grin, âUse those fingers and catch up, then.â
You donât need to be told twice, one hand moving from being around his neck down to your clit to rub quick circles thatâll push you over the edge together. Heâs never cum in you ever since you both started having sex, but heâs feeling overwhelmingly possessive today and it might just subside if he sees his cum leaking from your cunt onto your sheets. Itâs now the only thought screaming at him in that fucked-out head of his. Your mouths connecting in a messy, sensuous kiss is the final push he needs.
Yunhoâs fingers wind deep into your sheets with as much strength as he can muster while he buries himself inside you, pelvis to pelvis, pushing you deeper into your mattress. The throb of his cock and the broken moan he lets out while he finally cums trigger your own orgasm. The moment you lock your legs around him to keep him in place, your walls flutter and squeeze his cock to help milk him dry. He makes a note somewhere in the lusty haze of his mind that he just has to get you both to cum at the same time like this again at another point in time because the way youâre practically squeezing every last drop from him while you fall apart is nearly making him whimper repentance for how sinful it feels. When your legs let up on their grip, he gives you a few shallow thrusts before finally pulling out. Focusing on catching your breath is hard when heâs gazing so heavily at the mess heâs made of you.Â
âDonât stare...â Yunho doesnât even realize heâs been fascinated with watching the way his seed spills from your heat until you poorly block it with a self-conscious hand. Only then does he finally look up and find you flustered, the pout on your face growing more prominent by the second, âItâs embarrassing...â
âGod, youâre so fine,â he coos. The jolt your body produces when he takes his fingers and pushes whatâs been wasted back into your sensitive hole makes him laugh. âEven prettier like this too. Letâs get you cleaned up, pretty baby.â
Yunho hadnât originally planned on sleeping overâit is a weekday after all, and he has work tomorrow morning. After showering, though, his willpower is tested. He loses nearly all his self-discipline to leave like a responsible man when you use this irresistible voice the moment he steps foot back into the room, humming honeyed words while holding his briefs behind your back to keep him from getting dressed.
âCanât you just wake up early to swing by your house and get ready?â You eventually pout up at him when he looks as if he might change his mind. With the way your gaze is focused on his attentive eyes, you canât see the way his cock is already twitching back to life again at your pleading eyes, the same ones you use on your knees between his thighs. Heâs so thankful for that. âThis is why I said you should leave some outfits over here just in case.â
âI know, I know. I should listen to you more. Can I please have my underwear back now?â
âAre you gonna stay? Please?â
He chuckles before finally conceding, âI canât say no when you ask me so nicely, can I?âÂ
You nearly fall apart at the way he pulls your face up by your cheeks with firm fingers before planting a kiss of surrender on your lips. Yunho doesnât even remember why heâs over your house anymore, now only focused on getting his underwear back from your hands before you can see him getting hard all over again. He has enough sense to know that a second round will surely be much longer than the previous one, and you both need to sleep soon if he wants to wake up early enough. Lucky for him, youâre much too tired from a full day to stay up too much longer anyway.
Itâs 8 AM when Yunhoâs phone starts chiming with an annoying tone he set specifically to force his awakening. That grating sound is also your punishment for persuading him to spend the night. Heâs slow to turn it off specifically for that reason, and a lazy smile stretches across his face when he hears you groan. Success.
âYouâre so annoying,â you murmur. You instinctively search for your phone on your nightstand to glance at how early your lover has you suffering, then slowly slide yourself out of bed to go blindly search for a bottle of water.Â
Yunho screws his eyes shut and open a few times to regain his vision before flipping over and patiently awaiting your arrival. He gave himself a fairly decent buffer on the off chance you decide to stay awake and eat breakfast with him. At least, that was the plan until something happened that immediately changed his brain chemistry. Yunhoâs eyes swivel towards your phone when it vibrates a couple of times on the nightstand. It really wouldnât have been a problem had he not seen and recognized the name on the screen. Against his better judgment, he picks it up gently. He sees two older notifications from the prior night and the two new ones now piquing his interest.Â
[Wooyoung: Donât forget lunch tomorrow]
[Wooyoung: Usual place]
...
[Wooyoung: Good morning]
[Wooyoung: If you get on campus by 10 let's do breakfast instead, theyâll be there. lmk]
His eyes constrict to slits almost instantaneously.Â
Youâve got to be fucking kidding meâŠÂ
He doesnât care that it's petty, he swipes each of the message notifications and deletes them with a pool of satisfaction boiling in the deepest pit of his stomach. You were too busy with him last night to notice his other messages anyway. If he could delete those messages permanently, he would. Realistically, there was no way he could keep you from eventually meeting up again with Wooyoung, but maybe distracting you enough to be late could be worth being a bit late to his own obligations. Heâs extra needy on purpose this morning, immediately seeking out your attention the moment you groggily slip back into bed after chugging water. Feeling his warm hands grope your butt just makes you groan in that special kind of annoyance that naturally comes with waking earlier than need-be. When his fingers travel to fiddle with the elastic of your panties, an indirect request of sorts, you muster enough energy to nudge him weakly.
âSâtoo early, Yu,â you pout without even opening your eyes and bury your cheek deeper into your pillow.
âI know, I know. I have to leave soon,â he acknowledges. Still, his hand dances its way into the fabric. He watches you shudder when his middle finger pushes against your clit experimentally. His brow lifts when you open your legs. He licks his lips eagerly before murmuring, âYou donât even have to do anything, Iâll take good care of you. Go ahead and rest, okay?â
The hum you let out, signaling him to do as he pleases, has him gently working your panties down your legs and tossing them on the floor. He spends all the time he can, all the way until the last few minutes before he has to leave, with his face buried between your tired thighs. Always a starved man when it comes to your greedy cunt, the one that he confirmed last night needs him oh so much, he french-kisses his way into a sore tongue and a stiff jaw.Â
âMhm, thatâs it,â he talks directly to your heat, holding open your lips with his thumbs while watching the way slick, cum, and spit seep out to sully your sheets, âGimme another one.â
Sleepy whines and garbled whimpers of his name have him rutting his hips against your bed. He would touch himself if he could, but his hands are too busy massaging your tense thighs in rhythm with his aching tongue lapping at your clit. The friction isnât enough. He supposes his poor underwear will just have to suffer from precum leaking out his deprived cock, drenching the fabric the more he gets aroused. Each orgasm heâs able to pull from you drains your body of its energy more and more until youâre a meek puddle of fatigue splayed out on your mattress.
Yunho doesnât remember what number orgasm his mouth finally parts from your core, but at some point, he finally reminds himself that heâs a man with responsibilities who still has to go home and change into his work clothes. He also needs to take care of this painful hard-on quickly when he gets somewhere private. Self-admittedly, this all was as rewarding to himself in fulfilling it as it was to you receiving. Seeing you absolutely spent and on the verge of (hopefully) deep sleep puts a shameless smile on his face.Â
Heâs still a gentleman above anything else, taking the extra time to clean your skin and the mess heâs made of your cunt with a wet cloth before lovingly redressing you in your undies. He doesnât even know if you can hear him after a certain point, but he still tucks you back in and whispers sweet nothings that heâll overthink about later when heâs in his office after remembering why he was here in the first place. He even apologizes for ruining your sheets, again. The timid, fleeting kiss he leaves on your temple is followed by him carelessly saying, âLove you.â
The moment those two words tumble from his lips his eyes grow wide, and he waits with bated breath to see if you are even the slightest bit awake to hear his blunder. When you show no signs of stirring, Yunho releases all air caged within his chest and decides itâs best to leave quickly before he can make a fool of himself any further. You donât hear from him for the rest of the day.
-
âI see⊠so she does exist,â you mutter sarcastically.
At the end of the week, following your shared linguistics lecture, you and your best friend convene at a table deep in the back of the library. Yeosang had spent a good amount of his time in the last few days covertly asking questions about Wooyoung to random acquaintances in hopes of getting bits of useful information about him or his ex. He was finally able to give you her name and class year, but he came up short otherwise.
âI wasnât able to get any of her socials, I didnât want to seem like I was pursuing her. However, I do have another idea,â he says, hands motioning for you to hear him out after he sees your spirits drop, âI was told sheâs in Hongjoongâs capstone class andââ
âOh brother,â you groan and sink further into your seat.Â
If Yeosangâs words days ago were anything to go by, Hongjoong was already convinced you were dating Wooyoung, so asking him for his ex-girlfriendâs number is surely just going to cause prying questions. Youâre fully convinced that he probably wonât even consider giving it to you because he might think itâll lead to drama.Â
âI know. Just hear me out,â Yeosang leans forward and lowers his voice, âI honestly donât think it would be hard to get him to tell you. If you can come up with a plausible reason why you would need to reach out, I think he wouldnât hesitate too much.â
âWhich would be?â
âWell, I donât know anything about her other than that sheâs in a sorority. You can figure something out from that, right?â
You couldnât deny that this was definitely a useful piece of information. Yeosang watches you purse your lips while you toss around some of the logistics in your head before nodding with some renewed optimism.
âWhich app do you think I should start on?â
âIâm sure the majority of our sororities have IG pages to promote their activities. Thatâs probably your best bet,â he recommends, âI can help you search in between finals prepââ
âYouâve done enough, I can definitely handle that part,â you interject with a reassuring smile, âThank you for even getting this info. I appreciate it, Yeo.â
While things definitely looked more positive from this conversation, there was an odd feeling lingering in your stomach over the next few days. From his time at your home through the weekend, Yunhoâs communication and presence were lacking a bit more than usual. While it made things easier for you to see Wooyoung when requested without fear, it didnât make things any less disappointing. Knowing heâs still there for you even through all of this mess was the only thing keeping you afloat, so itâs troubling when that disappears out of nowhere. Nevertheless, the end of the semester was creeping up faster than even you realized, so it makes sense that his schedule is being affected. Moreover, his job is what youâre doing this all for anyway, right? Even without his presence, youâd silently root for him in the shadows if it meant that December ended with you both together.Â
In the meantime, you push these feelings to the back of your mind and give yourself a break from being so worrisome. With this charade moving deeper into its timeline, itâs time-sensitive and imperative to ask for his exâs phone number from Hongjoong in an effort to contact her. Wooyoung might be intent on keeping you from meeting her, but heâs severely underestimated the fire in your belly when it comes to getting what you want. Youâve played along with his shenanigans long enough.
Hongjoongâs brows furrow while he shoves a few of the fries in his mouth from a meal you asked to treat him to this particular Monday afternoon.
âI shouldâve known you wanted to see me for ulterior motives,â he takes a swigger of his soda with pursed lips, âButtering me up with free food for my connections, huh?â
âI didnât remember until just now, I promise,â you lie, trying to remain composed. Youâre not exactly the best at lying to your close friends and this time is no different. âIf I knew about anyone else having her number I wouldâve asked them. I wouldnât lie to you, Joong.â
His eyes examine your body language keenly before scoffing, âIâm still caught up on how you didnât tell me that your mystery man was Wooyoung all this time. That was a lie by omission.â
âI am not dating Wooyoung, I already told you this.â
âThen why do you suddenly want his exâs number?â
You swallow the nervous lump in your throat and offer him an easygoing smile that you had practiced a plethora of times before even leaving to meet him.
âIâm reaching out on behalf of a mutual friend about possibly being commissioned to make the graduation stoles for their sorority. Thatâs all.â
Yes, through hours of snooping and finally finding her Instagram, you discovered that she is a die-hard sorority girl for one of the smaller sororities on your campus. You had almost talked yourself into simply contacting her there, but as luck would have it, her messages were turned off for strangers that she doesnât follow back. There was no doubt in your mind that she would never follow you back if you tried that route.
âYou sure youâre not trying to stir the pot?â Hongjoong inquires playfully, eyeing you with an elvish grin. You groan in annoyance. âIâm all for a little mess sometimes, but I donât like being the gateway.â
âCome on Joong, itâs nothing like that at all. I didnât think you would be so difficult to ask about this⊠Youâre supposed to be my rockââ
Your heart is threatening to break out of your chest when he holds up his free hand to quiet you with a roll of his eyes. Then, with his other hand, he finally scrolls through his phone to find said information.
âIâve heard enough, please stop being so dramatic,â he sighs. His thumb stops swiping as soon as he sees what heâs looking for in his classâ group chat, and he hands you the phone reluctantly. âUnder no circumstances do you tell her who gave this to you.â
âYou know I love you the most, right? Even more than Yeosang!â You smile and he matches it sarcastically.
âYeah, yeah, whatever you liar. I love you too.â
While Yunhoâs impromptu visit might have subdued his anxiety briefly, he knew it wouldnât be a permanent fix. He spent some time away from you under the excuse of helping other people prepare more for the final paper deadline approaching, but that only made things worse. The longing he feels these days is stronger when he realizes you could be spending the valuable time heâs avoiding you by seeing Wooyoung instead. Itâs embarrassing really, being so envious of someone younger than him. He shouldnât be letting some university student get under his skin so easily, but thereâs too much heâs given of himself to you to just be calm and collected about things.Â
These things swirl about in his head while heâs seated alone at the barâs counter, patiently waiting for his friends to finish playing Rock, Paper, Scissors to decide who pays the tab tonight. It was fairly evident that it had been a rough start to the month for Yunho from his mood, so his best friends were intent on treating him tonight. Today and the next were the university-designated study days for finals. Seonghwa personally coaxed him out of hiding by stopping by his home and offering to drive. He knows Yunho has a hard time saying no when confronted directly. As karma would have it, it was looking to be an expensive night for Seonghwa unfortunately, marked by the heavy groan Yunho can hear come from behind him when the two finish.
When he finally joins Yunho at the counter, he searches through his wallet for his credit card while asking, âWhich beer do you want?âÂ
âI need something stronger tonight,â Yunho states before flagging the bartender down himself.
Nowadays, heâs more favorable to something light and bubbly like beer because itâs easy on his body and the buzz is manageable over a longer period of time. He canât remember the last time he drank pure liquor⊠It had to have been New Yearâs Eve or some other holiday thatâs usually burdened by alcohol. Yunhoâs not remarkably sensitive to liquor and heâs by no means a lightweight, but tonight heâs truly done a number on himself. Three Long Island Iced Teas and a few extra shots of rum have him loose and on stage in front of many eyes doing what he does best: singing. Singing karaoke duets with Seonghwa always makes him feel like a college student again, bringing him back to the days of their music classes.
When the next hour comes around and several more shots enter his system, the second phase of his inebriation hits: heartache and depression. Distractions are wonderful until theyâre not, and his throat hurts from doing too much falsetto. He keeps thinking about how heâs supposed to show you this side of himself eventually, serenading you like a cheesy romcom just to hear your pretty giggles telling him that he actually sounds like an angel, and those thoughts make him sad. On top of that, his social battery is depleted entirely and now all he can think about is going home. Distancing himself for the last several days is finally coming to an end, as youâre the only person he can think of to call since he doesnât want to ruin his friendsâ time by asking Seonghwa to take him back home. While booking an Uber ride wouldâve been the smarter idea, Yunhoâs too lovesick to pass up on a moment to hear your voice right now.
So, while Seonghwa is busy using the bathroom and San is distracted by an attractive woman whoâs gone out of her way to challenge him to a game of pool, his hazy eyes manage to find your contact card in his favorites before calling you. You take a bit longer to answer than usual, but the moment he hears that familiarly sweet âhello there, handsome~â come across his speaker, he physically melts into a heap on the counter. You can overhear the loud music coming through the speaker clear as day and figure he must be at the bar tonight with other teachers since theyâre all essentially off tomorrow. Calling you of all people while with his friends is risky, but you understand why heâs being so reckless the moment he opens his mouth.
âI need to see you, please,â Yunho drawls, his free palm pressed to his forehead to ground himself, âDrank too much, wanna go home.â
âWhere are you, Yu?â
Yunhoâs heart feels like itâs ready to take flight at the way you ask this with no hesitation and how he can hear you already shuffling to grab clothes. Maybe your feelings are as strong as his afterall.
âAt that dumb bar near campus. Hwa drove me,â he sighs, and you can practically hear the drunken pout stuck on his lips. âIâll just send my location⊠Can you come, baby? Please?â
âOf course, Iâll come take you home. Sit tight, Iâm leaving now.â
When you do finally arrive, Yunho lets his friends know that he ordered an Uber to go home, and successfully convinces Seonghwa not to walk with him outside even though his steps feel leadened.Â
âGo back to karaoke,â he waves him off with an anxious smile, âIâll let yâknow when I get home.â
Parking so close to the entrance mightâve been a bit daring on your part, but you expected Yunho to have some trouble walking too far with too much distance. To offset the risk, youâre donning a black face mask with the hood of your jacket pulled over your head, and you figure that should conceal any particulars about you enough for any lurking eyes. Yunhoâs surely more operational than he sounded over the phone, and even though his feet are slow on his way over, he slides in easily enough and even buckles himself in. From there, you focus on leaving the area before either of his friends gets curious enough to look outside.
The drive is comfortably silent. You keep the music low and drive a bit slower than usual to make sure he doesnât feel too dizzy during the trip. Yes, you care for the man dearly, but the last thing you need is his vomit in your passenger seat. With his head resting idly on the cool glass of your window, he tries to relax his mind and settle the stuttering of his heart. He doesnât know why heâs so nervous to be around you right now.
âOverdid it tonight, huh?â You ask him after a while to make sure heâs still conscious.Â
âI donât ever drink this much,â he replies with his eyes still closed, âMâso sorry for bothering you so late.â
âYou didnât bother me at all. Go ahead and relax, weâre almost home.â
His call was perfect timing actually, as you were just wrapping up exam prep for the day. Usually, you donât take study days seriously, but with this being your last semester you figure giving your all includes taking advantage of the academic liberties that are offered by your university in exchange for not having to go to class. He was on your mind tonight as he always is, and even though the moment is unconventional, you appreciate him finally calling you at all. Thatâs all you can think about for the remainder of the drive to his home.
This is so embarrassing, he mopes internally. Yunho feels extremely vulnerable with every lug of his feet up his steps to his door. Heâs not sure he ever wanted you to see him in such a state eitherâliquored up and liable to say anything lingering in his chest without inhibitionâbut itâs too late to worry about those things now.Â
âThank you for coming,â Yunho sighs upon entering his abode, shrugging off his coat and kicking his shoes off to a place he probably wonât remember tomorrow.Â
His throat is dry and itching for something else, anything other than liquor. You know better than anyone that he needs to be drinking water right now and flushing his system as well. Closing his front door, you follow suit with your shoes and jacket.
âYou donât have to thank me, sweetheart,â you assure him with a smile, âIâll go get you some water.â
However, before you can slip past him, Yunhoâs warm hands gently clasp around your cheeks. Your back hits the door as his sticky liquored lips squish against yours in an affectionate kiss. Much to his dismay, after only a few seconds of gratification you manage to pull back enough to talk.
âWater first, kissing later. Okay?â You chide with a giggle.Â
Yunho makes a whiny noise in the back of his throat in place of a ânoâ before stealing your lips once more. This time, his arms fall to wrap around your torso. Thereâs something desperate about the way his arms squeeze the air out of you as if he loosens them even in the slightest bit you might slip right from his grasp. Thatâs how heâs felt for some time recently like youâre slipping away right into someone elseâs arms. Somewhere deep down in his intoxicated subconscious, heâs able to acknowledge the feeling of his heart slamming against his chest from pent-up anxiety of seeing you again, touching you again⊠and maybe lack of oxygen. Yeah, perhaps thatâs what this intense feeling is building in his chest is, a blatant lack of oxygen. Breathing is just not something present in Yunhoâs impaired mind.Â
You, you, you, you, you!
All he wants to do is think about how he loves you more than you know.
He feels like heâs suffocating, but his brain wonât let his limbs move to breathe, lost in the thoughts and desperation of just needing to be connected to you. Just then, when he feels like heâs about to nearly pass out, you find the strength within yourself to push him from you hastily. The way you gasp for air lets him know that he was inadvertently suffocating you as well. His arms finally release their intense grip and a flurry of apologies tumble from his lips.
âMâso sorry,â he offers one last time, words running together, âI just missed you so much.â
Yunhoâs head falls and rests in the crook of your neck while embarrassment floods his cheeks.Â
âItâs okay, really. I missed you too,â you tell him, lungs settling while you card your fingers through his hair soothingly. Heâs so fragile at this moment and seeing this side of him makes your heart melt. You could never be mad at something like a little stolen oxygen. âLetâs get you settled in first though, okay?â
âPlease leâme stay like this for a couple minutesâŠâ
Heâs a bit dizzy, and your fingers lovingly massaging his scalp are making his heart feel ready to burst out of his chest. It doesnât matter that heâs older than you, or that technically heâs an authoritative figure in your life. Youâre always so soft with him, so attentive to his needs, and tender in your touch. You even came and picked him up while he was a mess, with no hesitation. For some reason, in Yunhoâs inebriated mind, heâs so sure that a positive answer to this next question will finally solidify your loyalty and how you truly feel about him.Â
âCan you stay with me tonight?â
Thereâs a moment of silence where youâre unusually still, and Yunho can practically hear your answer before you even open your mouth. Mentally, youâre battling with yourself because of premade morning plans with Wooyoung interfering with his request. Normally, youâd never decline to spend some extra time with him, but youâre not sure if blowing off Wooyoung last minute will have some consequences. Yunhoâs the most important thing to you, but which choice proves that the most?Â
âI have some important obligations in the morning, Yu,â you mumble a moment later, unable to outright say no. Itâs hard, but you figure the best way to show him his importance to you is to put his career first, ahead of your feelings.Â
In the crook of your neck you can feel him inhale, and for a second, heâs so still that you couldâve believed that heâd passed out. Youâre just about to call his name when you feel him begin to tremble and snivel, and alarm bells begin blaring in your head. Lifting his head with your hands gently, you gaze up at him in panic.
âHey, hey, whatâs wrong?â You comfort him softly, thumbs on either side of his face wiping away fat tears that begin spilling down his rosy cheeks. âIâll stay, I will. Iâm so sorry baby.â
âI canât do this anymore, ____.â
Youâre no longer worried about the warm tears spilling onto your fingers as you are the immediate tightness in your chest at such simple words. Simple, but hurtful. The last time you heard that kind of sentence, it was followed by a breakup. The pang in your chest at the realization that this is whatâs probably happening makes you feel sick. Nevertheless, you wouldnât blame him if your behavior over the last few weeks ended up being the final straw for him, and if leaving him alone drunk was the cherry on top. Your diminished communication and sudden lack of availability with obligations you could not explain⊠and who knows what heâs heard about your increasing closeness with his TA, if anything. You ponder if maybe thatâs why he has been acting differently recently, how perhaps the rumors had finally gotten back to him. Itâs hard to meet his eyes while you try to prepare yourself for words you figured you hear eventually but still never built your confidence up enough for.
âLook at me, please,â he requests. It takes a moment, but you find it in yourself to do as asked. The way Yunhoâs glazed-over eyes only hold dejection when you meet them lets you know something is seriously wrong. Youâve hurt him, you just know it. Youâre not sure what to expect, but it surely isnât him following up with, âI love you so much, itâs beginning to hurt, ____.â
Yunho didnât expect this genuine divulgence that he had finally found within himself to reveal to be met with annoyance of all things. The way your brows crease and the corners of your mouth downturn throw him for a loop.
âI know youâre drunk but you really shouldnât say a serious word like that so easily,â you chastise him in a soft voice.Â
The gentleness of your tone doesnât change the fact that you mean that statement wholeheartedly; heâs never used that word with you when sober, so why now? You donât want to be made a fool of when these drunken words get taken back when heâs in his right mind tomorrow. Being drunk doesnât excuse playing around with your feelings like that.
âI mean it. I do love you, so much. Not gonna pretend to be so casual about things anymore,â he retorts. While his voice still has that intoxicated twang in it, itâs now alarmingly firm.
That sudden tone and the way his face remains determined to make you understand him make your heart stutter. In the context of romance, âloveâ is a word you havenât heard from someone in a long time. To be fair, itâs a word you havenât offered to anyone youâve dated in a long time either. How long has it been since you met someone worthy of a word that powerful⊠Youâre at a loss for words. The increasing tightness in your chest with the more you take in the situation wonât let up, and you wonder if he can feel your anxiety through the trembling of your hands still caressing his wet cheeks.Â
Yunho doesnât mind that you donât say it back, he may be intoxicated but he still knows heâs coming on very strong right now. Instead, he adds, âYou donât have to say it back, but I canât handle not knowing what I am to you anymore. I canât tell how you really see me.â
The way your face immediately only offers confusion at that final statement is involuntaryâhis complete obliviousness to how you feel about him, about everything youâve done till this point, is just baffling. Despite any impending consequences of being involved with your teacher, youâve given this man so much of your time, your adoration, your bodyâwhat is there to question? When you finally take your hands back and place them on your temples, Yunho senses your frustration. He begins to feel bad when he realizes too much liquid courage may have made him go a bit too far.
âYunho, I thought it was pretty obvious that I want to be with you. Iâm just waiting for graduation to say it officially,â you explain. âIâ Weâve been dating for 3 months, for Christâs sake.â
You try to remind yourself that heâs intoxicated and that maybe you should treat this situation with a bit more grace. The next question he throws out completely shatters that mindset.
âThen why did you kiss him?â
The immediate mortification you feel at that string of words hits you like a sledgehammer, and the silence that consumes the room following this question is deafening. Yunhoâs eyes hold your shameful stare before you finally become physically uncomfortable, and you avert your gaze sheepishly. Yes, you had considered he might catch you in the act sooner or later, but did it have to be the stupid unwanted kiss of all things? This is not something you had readied yourself enough to be confronted about. Itâs something you wish you couldâve taken to the grave if possible.
The lack of an immediate reply to such a simple question has him pressing his palms to his eyes because he feels himself needing to cry again. Heâd do anything to turn off those leaky faucets behind his eyes for good right now if he could. Crying over someone he had no business falling for in the first place is exasperating because he knew better. Heâs sure heâd be able to compose himself more than this if he wasnât so drunk as well, but itâs too late for those kinds of thoughts now. Everything is out in the open, all the way down to the intensity of his feelings for you, and thereâs no turning back.
âItâs not what you think, Yunho,â you finally offer after taking some seconds to sort out your thoughts. The thing is, there is no other viable option at this point: itâs either tell him the truth or lie and break his heart further. You would never consider doing the latter. âI want to explain, but this isnât the best timeââ
âYou can be honest, I promise I can handle it,â Yunho interjects. He runs his hands through his messy hair, trying to mellow himself out and prove that statement, but his insecurities start to get the best of him. Words begin spilling out of his mouth without much thought, âIs it because we canât go out like normal couples? Am I not giving you enough attention? I know itâs tough right now butââ
âNo, no, of course not! None of that matters to me in the slightest.âÂ
âWhat is it about him, then? If itâs something I can fix or do better, I will. I promise,â he tells you earnestly, but his face already looks defeated. He still canât even say his name. Seeing him so distraught and broken like this over your actions is like a stiff punch in the gut. The last thing you ever wanted to do was make Yunho feel like heâs not enough.
Instead of answering, you ask him, âDo you trust me?âÂ
As much as he should be inclined to say no with everything heâs seen, or the way you wonât give him straight answers, he just canât say no.
âOf course I do.â
âThen Iâd really love for us to have this conversation in the morning when youâre sober,â you insist, hands seeking out his for comfort and reassurance, âPlease, Yunho.â
âAnd what happens if I wake up alone again?â
There it is. The hint of pessimism screaming at him in the back of his mind slipped through. He remembers the last time you left with no word and how it sent him irrationally spiraling. He just needs that final bit of reassurance.
âIâd never do that to you again, okay? I love you too much to hurt you like that. I promise.â
Yunho's left mute at this reply, damp lashes blinking repeatedly as his brain struggles to compute that you just said three very pivotal words heâs never heard from anyone else heâs ever dated. After not immediately reciprocating his sentiments earlier, he didnât really ever expect them to come from your mouth anytime soon.Â
âYouâŠloveââ
It happens way too fast, the wave of nausea that consumes him with how overwhelmed he begins to feel. Pulling his fingers away from yours, he clasps a clammy hand over his mouth and stumbles off toward his hallway bathroom in haste. This, of course, is not the ideal response youâd like to get back after fully confessing your feelings to a man. You try not to take it to heart and finally go to grab some water for him while heâs emptying his stomach in the bathroom.
The night comes to a close not too long later with you both burrowed in the blankets of Yunhoâs bed, and he falls asleep against your chest faster than your brain will allow you to join. How lucky he is to have alcohol easily lull him to sleep after such a mess, you muse. You suppose this is as good of a time as ever to sort your thoughts and words for your explanation tomorrow. That and the possible consequences following you finally revealing the truth. While Yunho might seem mild-mannered and easygoing on a day-to-day basis, you are now aware of just how sensitive he is as a person inside. He feels with his whole heart, and he keeps certain things locked inside of him. You want him to feel comfortable enough to share those things with you as a partner. You want him to trust you wholly with his entire heart, but you suppose that begins with being entirely honest with him first. Heâs more than enough, and you want him to believe that. Before you can let your mind wander too deep into the territory of that subject, your eyes finally feel unbearably heavy, and you fall asleep with your fingers curled around his own a little more securely than usual.
One thing Yunho prides himself in is not being prone to heavy hangovers, and this morning is no different. From his first couple years in college, he had learned that lots of water, sleeping in, and a good meal was the cheat code to his bodyâs ability to survive a night of binge drinking. This was partially thanks to his first roommate who was a Nutrition Major, because if he couldnât discourage him from drinking he could at least aid him in recovering from it. Aside from you forcing him to drink a few water bottles before he could sleep, throwing up the prior night and purging most of it helped a lot as well, of course.
Youâre not in bed when he stirs awake, but he can hear miscellaneous noise coming from another part of his home and smell the third element of his cheat code in progress. When he finally ambles out of his room and into his kitchen after chugging the bottle of water left on his nightstand, he finds you cooking something with what little groceries he has stocked in his fridge. The sound of him pulling out a chair at his table tears your attention away from the stove.
âGood morning,â you hum. He seems fully coherent, which makes things much easier on you. âHowâs your stomach?â
Yunho rubs his bleary eyes with the back of his hand while yawning, âMuch better⊠What time is it?â
âAround eleven, I think.â
âI thought you had something to do?â
âI canceled,â you tell him, âYouâre more important.â
Earlier, while Yunho was still passed out, you found some time to slip away and call Wooyoung to raincheck. Youâre not entirely sure if he believed the performance you put on about coming down with something last minute, but it didnât matter. The least he can do is give you a day off of this charade. You move the food youâve been working on off of the stoveâs eye and turn off the heat before snatching up his mug of coffee and joining him at the table.Â
You look different this morning, the way your eyes lack any of their usual whimsy or humor, and how you sit yourself to his left with body language more reserved than normal. Your stress is palpable, and that doesnât help settle the sad feeling beginning to manifest in his stomach when he realizes the conversation thatâs about to begin. Nonetheless, he decides to prepare himself for the worst.
âI promised you an explanation,â you sigh, âSo letâs talk.â
Messily relaying this story to Yeosang first helped you a lot with finding the confidence to make things more concise if a moment like this were ever to happen. You were able to tell Yunho the full extent of Wooyoungâs actions without getting as emotional as the last time. Even though you were trying to be truthful, you ultimately decided not to tell him about trying to connect with Wooyoungâs ex behind the scenes, as you didnât want to give him any false hope if things happened to fall through. When you finish spilling anything left lingering in your guts about the entire situation, thereâs an unbearable silence that settles over the whole room. Yunhoâs eyes are trained on his coffee, finger circling the rim of his mug while he lets his mind run wild. The guilty feeling that washes over you feels heavier and heavier with every passing second of him not replying.
âIâm really sorry,â you finally break the silence with a final apology. âItâs my fault for being so pushy in your office that day. This wouldnât have happened if I had just taken no for an answer.â
âYou have nothing to be sorry for, ____,â Yunho tails your sentence quickly. The tension in your chest finally dissolves when he speaks, and hearing his caring voice is really all you can ask for right now. He reaches a gentle hand over the table to cover yours for some well-needed comfort, before offering you a soft, sober smile, âI donât want you beating yourself up for decisions we made together. Iâm a grown man who makes my own choices, donât forget that.â
When Yunho dares to ask how far Wooyoung has made you go for him physically, you assure him the worst has only been that kiss.Â
âIâm not going to pretend like this doesnât fucking suck,â he groans, brows furrowing at the thought of being so stuck between a rock and a hard place, âI would remove him from class if I could. Seeing his face is going to piss me off even more than before.â
âI understand. The semester ends in a couple of weeks though⊠I know it might be a lot to ask for from you to deal with, but it wonât be too much longer,â you offer resignedly, though itâs not much of a consolation. Optimism is the only thing you have worth giving him at this point. Youâre only optimistic yourself while banking on his ex wanting to meet with you. When he goes from frustratedly rubbing his eyes to running a hand through his hair, you feel the need to add, âIâd understand if you donât want to deal with that though.â Yunho turns to you, his expression one of sheer incredulity.
âYou really believe I would willingly let someone like him end our relationship?â The teasing lilt in his voice is refreshing to hear, even if it is a serious question underneath. He reaches his hand over and holds your chin while assuring you, âYou canât get rid of me that easily, okay?â
âThat sounds more like a threat than a promise,â you chuckle.
âMaybe he should take it that way, then.â
For the remainder of the week, Yunho tries to bear through the new knowledge that Wooyoung is somewhere on campus turning you into a puppet for his own gain. It hits harder on the days when he texts you in an effort to check in on things but is met with radio silence. He was made aware that Wooyoung preferred you off of your phone when with him, but goddamn was it annoying. For your sake, he tries to keep these kinds of grievances to himself. He knows he needs to be supportive if he can help it. During this time frame, you also secretly began your effort to contact Wooyoungâs ex-girlfriend. Getting left on read with your first message was to be expected. It took her a full day before she entertained you by replying back, even if it was a little snippy. Regardless, her replying at all was a step in the right direction. She opened the door and you planned to slip your way in as best you could. Between Yeosang asking for updates, his ex contacting you sporadically throughout the days, and Yunho checking in occasionally to make sure his assistant isnât causing you problems that heâs more than happy to fix, you decide itâs best to keep your phone face down and away from Wooyoung when youâre together this week. Even if you want to keep up with your friends to pass the time, itâs just too risky.
âYou havenât told him anything, correct?âÂ
Wooyoung asks this out of the blue when you both convene for breakfast on Friday. You find it funny how neither of them can say each otherâs name, but you suppose Wooyoung is a bit more cautious these days to keep you from getting an attitude. Youâre much too tired to even entertain such a question, but you donât want to cause any suspicion by choosing not to answer.
You yawn after muttering, âNo, why?â
âHe looks at me differently these days,â he muses, pushing his fork into the plush of his lips, âItâs giving me bad vibes.â
âHe has a lot on his plate with finals that you canât help him with. Iâm sure the stress is overwhelming. Cut him some slack.â
Picturing Yunho trying to give Wooyoung the evil eye when they cross paths everyday has you turning your head away, suppressing a smile to keep from laughing at the end of your sentence.
âYou know better than I do,â he acknowledges with a nod and leaves the conversation at that.
Yunho begins losing a bit more of his resolve that same day when he catches Wooyoung rushing to meet you out the door after class, calling out your name right in front of his face. He doesnât particularly care for the carefree tone of his voice, and he feels like doing something so openly is too cocky for his liking. His fingernails rake at the material of his slacks irritably from behind his podium as he opens his mouth.
âWooyoung,â Yunho calls out before he can consult his better judgment.Â
When his assistant spins to face him, Yunho finds himself at a loss for words. He didnât really think this part through. His eyes flicker to you, whoâs waiting patiently by the door for your puppetmaster to join you, then back to Wooyoung. Thatâs when he makes the executive decision to steal him away from you for the next hour or so. He deserves that satisfaction at least.Â
âI wanted to discuss some things about my schedule regarding final papers next week, and then submitting final grades,â Yunho exhales while clasping his hands together.Â
He throws in a free and easy smile to twist the knife because his assistant loses all joy in his face at his words. The brief glance you exchange with your teacher as Wooyoung reluctantly ambles back to his station holds a world of emotions, conveying everything words cannot. The gratification he receives from simply seeing you nod and smile while departing alone for the day gives him everything he needs to complete his day with renewed composure.
Mondays generally suck for Yunho, but this final one of the semester is absolutely atrocious.
Today, heâs had the worst technical difficulties in both of his morning lectures with no valuable help from the Universityâs IT department. One of his biggest pet peeves is not being taken seriously when heâs working, especially as a younger teacher, and it seems that they put his issues on the back burner all morning since heâs not one of the elderly professors. Regardless, he made things work even through the giggles of some students. Itâs his final class before exam week begins, the least he can do is end his spiel of encouragement towards the final paper deadline on a good note.
If things had ended there, then he wouldâve had a decent rest of his day. Spilling hot coffee all over his white button-up that he rarely ever even wears puts a permanent grimace on his face for the remainder of the morning. He tries his best to dab it out with water when he gets a free moment during his lunch break, but heâs one hundred percent sure he made the liquid spread much worse. Coupled with him not even being able to put his tie back on properly in an attempt to fashion it in a way that hides the stain, heâs exactly three seconds away from deciding to go home for the rest of the day.Â
He decides to work through lunch in his office instead so he can end the day early once heâs finished. At least this way nobody could see how much of a mess he is today. But, after a while of Yunho holing up in his office and hiding from the rest of the world as long as he can manage, his phone vibrates with an unexpected call from San. He presses the answer option reluctantly and puts it on speaker.
Before he can even say hello, Sanâs voice is already excitedly asking, âYou on lunch?â
âSomething like that,â he chuckles weakly, and San can hear the clicks of his mouse in the background. When he hears San âtsk!â in disapproval of him working, he sighs, âYou know me, workâs never done. Shouldnât you be teaching a class right now?â
âBathroom breaks are important for everybody.â
âAnd you decided to call me during yours why?â
âListen, I know you told me not to make any unannounced visits to your classroom but,â San pauses to laugh at the foolishness of what heâs about to say. âBut, it seems that your student has done this to me today instead. I suppose that means today is fair game, right?â
Yunhoâs hands pause their movements as he filters through his mind what exactly his friend might be referring to. When he finally recalls that line from their conversation on the day his friends briefly met you, his face pales. San adds that you seem to be dressed oh-so-pretty today and Yunhoâs brows crease, not only in irritation at him talking so liberally about you but in confusion. Yunhoâs prolonged silence at what should be insignificant information is duly noted in Sanâs mind.Â
Truth be told, San did not call Yunho just for shits and giggles. A few days ago, during a shared lunch break, Seonghwa had come to him secretly about Yunhoâs recent behaviors:
âYou canât be serious Seonghwa,â San laughs wholeheartedly at his friendâs implications. âYunho is a bit desperate these days, but heâs not that desperate.âÂ
âYou canât say Iâm being delusional.â
âThatâs not what Iâm saying at all. Iâm just saying that it probably isnât what it seems like.â
Seonghwa rolls his eyes so far back that it almost hurts, âEnlighten me on why heâs being so secretive when I ask then.â
âYou asked him about her directly?â
âNot exactly⊠but I asked him about dating someone,â Seonghwa leans back in his chair and sighs, âHe told me nothing. Barely even got a peep about where he met the woman. A Tinder match has got him so quiet? It just doesnât make sense.â
âAnd you think itâs his student because of what exactly?â
âI didnât say anything at the time but I saw a glimpse of his phone a month or so ago,â Seonghwa snaps his fingers while he tries to remember the details, âThat night we went to that fancy lounge uptown, remember?â
âAnd?â
âWhen he was using the bathroom, he left his phone face up on the couch. I didnât mean to pay too much attention to it, but it lit up with a text and I recognized the name.â
San pushes the food around in his Tupperware with pursed lips while he tries to rationalize this revelation. Seonghwa does have a point⊠Why in the world would you have been texting him at 10 PM? Sanâs a pretty laid-back teacher himself, but none of his students have his personal number. All teachers do things differently though, he knows this. StillâŠ
San lowers his voice to ask, âWhat did the message say?â
âI didnât see that part,â his friend continues, the disappointment in his voice making San snicker, âHe came back too quickly. I mentioned it in passing though, and he said they text occasionally about her schoolwork.â
Seonghwa uses his fingers to put air quotations around that last word; as if heâd ever believe a student is texting their teacher close to midnight about âschoolworkâ. Heâs slightly offended that Yunho thinks heâs that much of a fool.
âThatâs not that implausibleââ
âIâm calling bullshit. Sheâs at the very least got a crush on him and heâs playing into it,â Seonghwa states plainly.Â
San resumes eating his lukewarm leftovers, humming, âI really donât think he would risk getting fired over hooking up with his student. We barely even see him flirt with people outside of work⊠Anything beyond that just isnât him. You know this.â
The conversation didnât last much longer than that, and San had effectively convinced Seonghwa to simply mind his business at the time. He ponders for a second if he should have a serious talk with Yunho about the repercussions that could come to him if Seonghwaâs speculations were true, as he obviously doesnât want to see one of his best friends lose their job. San may joke around a lot about these kinds of things, and heâs overly flirtatious with a numerous amount of people that may or may not include younger women, but he knows heâd never cross the line and put his job in jeopardy like that.Â
Itâs always been complicated. Yunho is an exceptionally loyal person and a hopeless romantic, but very few people get to see that side of him. San has seen plenty of women attempt to pursue him with both good and bad intentions, and Yunho has difficulty deciphering sometimes. That being said, when his friend is head over heels for someone, there is nothing he wonât do. There have been plenty of times when Yunho has done some stupid things because of stupid impulses when it comes to women he falls hard for. Donât get him started about when he had to talk him out of getting a tattoo just because a girl he fell for told him she preferred âbad boysâ when turning him down. He feels with all of his heart, and thatâs honestly something San admires about his friend.Â
He supposes while he has him on the phone, he should push the boundaries to see how he replies.Â
âSheâs been outside of my class for nearly half an hour,â San continues in a nonchalant voice, stoking the fire, âI was wondering if I should invite her to join in on the lecture, maybe chatââ
Unfortunately for San, Yunhoâs already having a bad enough day, and he doesnât need his friend joking about trying to pick up his woman.Â
âDo not bother her,â Yunho interrupts him in a voice with a steely edge that makes the instruction come out slightly more bitter than he intends it to. He immediately regrets letting that kind of emotion slip through and becomes bashful, quickly sputtering a playful jab at his friend instead, âGetting a girlâs attention without buying her a drink first? That would be an amazing feat from you anyway.â
âGetting a girlâs attention at all recently would be an amazing feat for you too,â San quips back with a laugh, but he makes a mental note of this peculiar reaction. It surely doesnât help extinguish Seonghwaâs conspiracies planted in his head. âAnyway, my class ends in half an hour, so Iâm sure sheâs just waiting for a friend to come out.â
At that suggestion, a thought crosses Yunhoâs mind that makes his stomach churn.Â
âSan, tell me something. Do you have a student named Wooyoung Jung in your class?â
âI do indeed, how did you know?â
Iâve got to be losing my mindâŠÂ
Thatâs the only explanation Yunho can come up with as to why heâs speed-walking from his building in the middle of campus to the one that hosts Sanâs class a handful of minutes away. Itâs brisk out, evident by the sharp chill of early December running down his back with every quick stride, but itâs a perfect excuse for why his cheeks are so red. Heâs not flustered, heâs just cold⊠of course.
The moment he spots you rocking back and forth on your feet in front of Sanâs lecture hall, patiently thumbing away at your phone, his chest aches. Youâre dolled up today just like San alluded to, wearing a pretty dress that heâs never even seen you in before. Coupled with some makeup and your hair done charmingly, he gets flashbacks to when you both went on your very first dinner together. This doesnât fare well with Yunhoâs mood.
The tap he does on your shoulder startles you enough to elicit a squeal, and that shock doesnât change even when you realize itâs Yunho beckoning for your attention.Â
âIâ What are you doing here?â
When Yunhoâs brows furrow in offense at your question, you wince. You donât mean to sound like the last thing you want to do is see him right now, but this is not the best time for him to be showing himself. The last thing you need is for him and Wooyoung to cross paths outside of the classroom with you directly in the middle. Nevertheless, you donât even get an answer to that query. The moment your arm is snatched and your feet drag while your captor hauls you away from your waiting spot, you internally scold yourself about how youâre probably the easiest kidnapping victim ever. To be fair, heâs a lot stronger than he looks.
âWait, I have a date with WooyoungââÂ
âI do not care,â he snaps back.
He doesnât bother responding to any more of your attempts of chiding him, eyes too busy following the signs that guide him to where the nearest restroom is. When he stumbles upon an unoccupied handicapped restroom, he sighs in relief and pulls you in before closing and locking the door.Â
âWhat is wrong with you?â You sputter in a dumbfounded, hushed voice.Â
Yunhoâs face is splotchy, and heâs visibly agitated while his eyes dodge between your outfit and your face, âWhy do you look like that?â
What a silly question, truly.Â
In his mind, the problem lies within who youâre looking so beautiful for, and not the fact that you look beautiful at all. Yunho rarely gets to see you as it is, but this prickâs got you dressing up for him? Surely this isnât necessary, because youâre beautiful enough to make anyone jealous as you already are. In his eyes, anyway.
âI just told you I have a date and I needed to look nicer,â you argue. Before he can muster up another pointless question, you fold your arms across your chest, âRight now is really not the time to be jealous.â
âIâm not jealous, Iâm annoyed.â
âThen why are we here, Yunho?â His eyes finally shy away from yours when you motion to your surroundings. He hates it when you use his first name like this because he knows that often accompanies the tone of displeasure. The last thing he wants to do is upset you. You sigh, âCanât you hold out just a little longer?â
âDressing up so pretty for him doesnât help me feel any better.â
âMaking a scene about it doesnât necessarily help anything either, does it?â
Youâd snicker at the shameful silence that follows that statement if the situation wasnât so genuinely distressing to him. Heâs genuinely upset, you get it. Youâd never admit it out loud, but a piece of you likes seeing him like this: wound-up, needy, and protective. The roles were reversed not too long ago about Wooyoung particularly, so seeing him show that same yearning and agitation when the tables are turned, even if itâs in terrible circumstances, makes you feel validated. Still, you do what you can to ease his mind for now.
âYouâre too handsome to be this envious, love,â you murmur sweet nothings. He remains silent, letting those words swirl around in his head while you reach out to fiddle with the kink in his tie until itâs fixed. His lip juts out when you chuckle at the stain sullying his shirt underneath. Your eyes gaze up at his fondly before you add, âHow many times do I have to tell you that Iâm yours and yours only before you start believing it?âÂ
Yunho soaks in every syllable of that soothing voice of yours while his eyes settle on your glossy lips when they talk. Anything not to look at those eyes that could surely make him get on his knees and apologize profusely for causing a scene. Heâs so predictable sometimes, you muse. Youâre sure a kiss or two to help settle his jealousy before you have to leave wonât hurt anyway.
Just as you predicted, he canât help himself, and the feeling of his impatient hands grabbing at your waist and his lips slotting over yours ignites this fire inside the pit of your stomach. Your butt hits against the counter of the bathroom sink and your hands try to find purchase on his blazer.
âReminders never hurt, right?â he breaks briefly to mumble before slipping his tongue into your mouth. You indulge him, falling victim to that sinful mouth of his as you always do.
And, sure, maybe kissing you should be enough to quell such intense feelings inside of him, but itâs just not. The thought that Wooyoung also has the ability to kiss you whenever he wants to enhance whatever convoluted plan he has going on makes it almost insignificant. Instead, his hands haphazardly drift under the hem of your dress, because heâs the only one allowed to touch you like this. He hopes so, anyway.Â
His warm fingers drag up the soft skin of your inner thighs with no hesitation, and your hands grapple onto his blazer tightly when he reaches the apex to stop briefly at your clothed cunt. Yunho swallows the surprised yelp you let out into his mouth when he begins to rub up and down, pressing on your clit through the cotton and feeling how damp you already are just from kissing him. God, it never gets old, the way he turns you on so easily. You shudder when he tugs your panties to the side and drags his lips in wet kisses from your lips to your ear.
âIâm gonna be late, YuâŠâ you complain, voice airy and whiny when his thumb rubs at your clit.
âIâm really sorry,â he murmurs while kissing the shell of your ear, âIâm just really pissed off today. You understand, right, angel?â
He punctuates that statement by finally slipping two fingers into your sopping cunt.
Yunhoâs a mess.Â
He stares at himself in the mirror behind you while his fingers busy themselves with pushing in and out of your cunt. How did he get to such a point, experiencing so many intense emotions over someone he never shouldâve fallen in love with in good conscience? How did he end up in this bathroom with his fingers evoking such sloppy noises from between your legs? He stares at how flushed he is in the cheeks with your glittery lipgloss smeared all over his lips and beyond. This is beyond sillyâŠ
Yunho swears heâs not actually such a jealous person, he swears, but the current circumstances are doing a number on his mental health. He deliberately curls his fingers up against that plushy spot he loves to find within you and watches tremors travel through your back. Aside from some tiny gasps and whimpers that are barely audible unless youâre close enough to hear them, youâve learned your lesson on being quiet in these situations, and you keep your lips pressed together tightly. The way your knees are buckling and your hands are clutching onto him for dear lifeâyes, this is just what he needs. Heâs never felt such an intense need to see someone cum in his life.
âDo you want more?â Yunho suddenly breathes against your ear, pressing a loving kiss on your warm skin before pulling back to look you in the eyes, âIâll do whatever you want me to, even if you just want me to stop.â
As God is his witness, he means every word. Heâll get down on his knees and suck an orgasm from you if you want him to. Heâll hold you against the wall and fuck any word other than his name out of your head if you want him to. To be honest, deep down he just wants to see if youâd blow off your date with this nuisanceâeven for just a few minutesâto let him satisfy you. Those shiny eyes of yours innocently blinking at his inquiry could make him melt on the spot. You donât know how much time has passed since you got dragged in here, or how much time there is left of Wooyoungâs class, but your hands move faster than your brain when considering these things as a problem.Â
His fingers slip out of your core and into his mouth the moment your hands drop to fumble with his belt hurriedly. There are no words spoken, and the only sounds filling the quiet air of the bathroom are Yunhoâs belt buckle coming undone and clattering against the floor tiles once his pants are shoved down. He pushes down his underwear and quickly fists his cock while you turn to bend over the sink. It doesnât take much to get him hard because seeing you so wet and ready for him to stretch you out with no care for anything else turns him on to the highest degree.Â
After tugging your panties down what he deems is enough, he doesnât even bother teasing and prods at your hole so eagerly that itâs almost embarrassing. The soft gasp you both share when Yunhoâs tip fully slips into your cunt by accident makes your stomach manifest butterflies.Â
Your hands grip the edges of the counter while he continues pushing forward, mouth agape and brows drawn together while watching the way the tight skin stretches around him and sucks him in greedily. When you finally feel his thighs meet yours, you release a deep breath you didnât even know you were holding heavy in your lungs.Â
âYouâre so wet, slipped in so easily,â he huffs, giving you an experimental thrust to see all your arousal coat his cock again before he bunches your dress around your waist in his hands. âGonna be good for me and stay quiet, right?â
âI should ask you the same,â you whisper, giving him a coy gaze through the mirror.Â
The smirk tugging at his lips in place of laughing is followed by a knowing nod, and you close your eyes when he finally begins moving his hips. Yunho has no intention of purposefully rushing things to get you back to your obligations any quicker than him bringing you here. Even so, he isnât going slow or taking his time like he treated you the last time you had sex. No, this is an exceptionally needy fuck today, with hasty, desperate thrusts that make his eyes flutter closed and chest feel heavy with noises of arousal just begging to creep out. He just canât help himself; Yunho swears your cunt was perfectly crafted just for him.Â
When he feels your knees buckle after one particular angled thrust, he groans lowly, âRight there, angel?âÂ
With a nod of your head, Yunho's hands move from your dress to your hips, fingertips digging deep into the plush skin while he reciprocates that previous thrust over and over and over until youâre gripping the sink spout to maintain some of your sanity.Â
âI need more Yu, please,â you beg him in a whisper, cock-drunk eyes meeting his own in the mirror, âMore, moreâpleaseâharder.â
You want nothing more than for him to just grab a fist full of your hair and make a mess of your sopping cuntâto ruin your makeup and send you back out to Wooyoung looking like a mess. You crave that pure and raw act of Yunho showing him who you truly belong to. Knowing your lover, he wouldnât decline the opportunity to assert his dominance in this situation, but you have enough self-control to keep those desires to yourself. Heâs giving you enough to handle anyway, firmly pressing your stomach to this counter with strong hands and settling on a brutal pace to satisfy your request. The sounds of skin slapping skin echo amongst desperate pants and gasps from you both every time he bottoms out just as fast as he pulls back.
The steamy air of the bathroom is interrupted when your phone begins ringing on the counter. You know itâs probably Wooyoung finally out of class and wondering where you are. You canât blame him, as you had explicitly told him youâd be waiting for him outside the classroom.Â
Even so, you canât seem to care enough to remove your focus from Yunho, your unwavering eyes still locked on his own through the mirror as he continues snapping his hips into you quickly. Yunho would be lying if he said this attention didnât go straight to his head. He knows you shouldnât ever have to prove it, but the reassurance he feels from seeing your devotion to him in real time makes his chest tight with adoration. The way nobody else matters to you right now, and how heâs the center of your attention, chips away at every inch of jealousy he was feeling earlier.Â
Yunhoâs hands abruptly pull you off the sink by your arms and up against him. This new position with your back arched and you on your toes has you seeing constellations, and you know you probably arenât going to last much longer with the way heâs also heaving just behind your ear. When one hand of his moves down to rub sticky circles on your clit, you presume heâs close as well. Yunho feels like heâs going crazy, mind spinning with thoughts of if you keep squeezing him like this, he might just accidentally cumâ
âInside,â you whimper, âPlease.â
He finds himself groaning against your skin, teasing you by breathing, âGoing on a date with another manâs cum in youâs kinda rude, no?â
âDonât care, please, please.â
As usual, how can he say no when you beg so cutely? He did say heâd do whatever you want, after all. Your eyes flutter closed and you focus on the final sounds of Yunhoâs soft grunts and your shaky exhales mingling in the air while he ruts up into you quickly. It always seems like he knows your body better than you know yourself these days because his hand covers your mouth before he gives the last few sharp thrusts that precede him finally spilling into you, and he successfully stifles the desperate moan you wouldâve let fly out once you fall apart in his arms.Â
âQuietâ Oh fuck, thatâs it,â Yunho hisses, letting out a soft moan at the way you struggle to stand while your legs tremble and your cunt milks him for all heâs worth. Heâs dangerously too addicted to this feeling already; you shouldâve never introduced something so heavenly to him. He canât stop his hips from beginning to buck again in messy strokes, intent on fucking you through your orgasm even if heâs sensitive himself. Watching the way you bite down on your lip to keep quiet as told, he whispers well-deserved praises in between kissing your skin, âTaking it so well, sweet girl. You really were made for me. Shhh, Iâve got you.â
Yunho only stops himself when your body becomes pliant in his arms, fully surrendering to fatigue and overstimulation. He waits patiently until you can put your weight back onto your feet before finally releasing his grip. When he finally pulls himself out, heâs not quick enough to step away, and his seed spills from you onto his pants still pooled around his ankles. The handful of curses spilling from his mouth at his fuck-up has you shushing him in between breathless laughs.Â
âIâm an idiot,â he groans.
âYes, and thatâs exactly what you get for dragging me in here.â
Yunho spends a handful of minutes using wet napkins to make his pants look a little more presentable while you do the same with the mess youâve both made soiling the insides of your thighs. He doesnât even try to hide the satisfied smirk tugging at his lips while inconspicuously watching you try your best to get his cum to stop seeping out of your core. Thereâs just not enough to properly clean up, and he finds this just as gratifying as getting you here in the first place. To be fair, you were the one who told him that you didnât care. On that note, he goes to grab your discarded phone and ushers it your way eagerly.Â
âYou should call your date and let him know youâll be wherever very soon,â he insists, âIâm sure heâs waiting patiently.â
âRushing me out after throwing such a fit is crazy,â you mutter while pulling your panties back up. Youâre sure heâs just obsessed with the thought of his cum making a cameo on your date.
âA man canât change his mind?â
As you stand in front of the bathroom mirror, quickly dabbing at your neck with napkins to clean any smeared lip gloss, Yunho leans against the bathroom wall and tries to decide how long he should wait in the bathroom before leaving after you. Between watching the way you apply a fresh coat to your lips and entering post-nut clarity, heâs a bit too scatterbrained to think about this critically, but heâs brought back to the moment when you finally spin around with a sigh.
âDo I look okay?â
Thereâs a bit of anxiety hidden in that question, evoked by the fear of looking disheveled or being perfumed with the smell of sex, but those thoughts are quickly extinguished when he gives you those eyes that look as though heâs falling in love with you all over again. Maybe itâs that special afterglow that sex grants, but to him, in this moment you look even better than when you enter this bathroom with him. Youâre exceptionally beautiful at all times, and he doesnât even have to answer that question for you to know his thoughts. After planting a quick peck of farewell on his cheek, Yunho stays hidden away against the wall out of view of the door so you can finally leave and call Wooyoung. Heâll hold off on teasing you about the little limp in your walk until you see each other again in private.
The following day, you find yourself seated alone at the familiar table tucked away in the back of the library, the very spot where you and Yeosang often retreated for private discussions. Wooyoungâs ex was supposed to be seated in front of you 10 minutes ago. Iâm giving her 5 more minutes before I leave. She was the one who finally asked you to meet with her after a bit of cordial back and forth, so being late to her own plans didnât necessarily make you as sympathetic to her situation as before. You suppose you should give her a little more grace, considering this is your only opportunity to try and put an end to the madness of Wooyoungâs chasing. Still, youâre a busy woman who needs to prepare for your first exam tomorrow.
â____?âÂ
A soft voice emerges from behind you that has you craning your head to seek out its owner.
âHello,â you greet her, and your eyes follow her as she ambles around the table to set down her bag to settle in across from you. âDidnât know if you were still going to show up.â
âI apologize for being late,â she sighs, embarrassment blossoming on her cheeks. With her first question, she wastes no time delving into the purpose of your meeting, âSo, how long have you and Woo been dating?â
Due to her Instagram page being locked down, you hadnât seen very many pictures of her before this meeting. You were only able to get glimpses of her in a scarce amount of posts on her sororityâs page that included all sisters. In person, sheâs exceptionally beautiful, and you expected nothing less of someone being so heavily pursued. Your blatant staring and lack of reply to her question have her glancing at you quizzically.
Itâs a bit surreal at first, but it finally sinks in that sitting in front of you is the very person of Wooyoungâs desires. An involuntary giggle escapes you at how silly this situation is, as you were never really prepared to be confronted by the very girl Wooyoung kept you from knowing this whole time. She was merely a faceless hindrance to your life, to the point of even doubting her existence at one point. Your reaction doesnât fare well with her, and sheâs noticeably bothered at being laughed at.Â
âIâm sorry, that was rude of me,â you offer a genuine apology before leaning onto the table on your elbows and admitting truthfully, âNot too long at all, just about a month.âÂ
Still, way too long, youâd like to add. Even though she visibly relaxes at this revelation, you can see a conflicting look flicker behind her eyes.
âI still donât really understand why you contacted me,â she sighs, but the look in her eyes just doesnât correspond.Â
Youâre sure she knows exactly why you reached out and exactly what you want to say; surely she already knows she is all Wooyoung wants. During this conversation, you had planned to tell a series of half-truths. She didnât need to know how you got wrapped up in this mess, but you figured itâd be helpful to admit that Wooyoung only thinks of her when heâs with you. Maybe youâd give her some empathetic spiel about how you âthinkâ he hasnât moved on from his feelings for her, and make it a bit emotional on your end. Despite those words dancing on the tip of your tongue, ready to give your best performance, you realize that she looks as if she wants to do your job for you. So, you play into it and let her take the wheel.
âYou look like you want to ask me something,â you observe, âIâm all ears.â
Sitting up a bit more erect in her chair, she meets your eyes head-on.
âIâd like to ask you ifâŠâ But, her voice falters before she can get to the tail of her request.Â
You wonder if itâs a pride thing thatâs keeping her from being honest with herself. She wants him back, youâre sure of it, but sheâs the one who broke things off initially. Maybe sheâs embarrassed, you muse. You suppose you could gently guide the conversation, posing the question she hesitates to voice herself.
âDo you want me to break up with him?â You ask forthrightly.
âI do,â she finally confesses, âI was hesitant about rekindling our relationship, but you reaching out to me made me feel more confident that I should ask. Iâm so sorry.â
Feigning indecision is easy, and pretending to fight your feelings about the situation is the cherry on top. It wouldnât be believable if you gave up too easily, so the uncomfortable silence is more than necessary. The false front is believable enough because she cuts into the tense silence before you can even respond.
âI made a mistake and I would just like a second chance with him. I know Iâm asking for a lot from you, and I want him to be happy, but I canât pretend that I donât still love him anymore,â she rambles on, trying her best to be authentic, âWe were together for quite some time andââ
âIâm aware,â you finally interject. When she downcasts her eyes, you perch your head in your palm and sigh, âWooyoung is still in love with you as well. I donât want to be with someone whoâs still caught up on someone else anymore. You understand?â
The way her eyes light up at this revelation makes yours soften. Even though Wooyoungâs actions may be maddening to you, you can tell he genuinely brings her joy. They both truly love each other.
âI donât know how to go about this,â she admits after a moment of thought.
"Just tell him you want him back. He'll probably end things with me right away," you say bluntly. You feel it's best to give her a gentle nudge to act sooner rather than later, though. So, you add, "I think heâs been planning a trip for us after finals, but I'm sure he'd rather go with you. Please, do it soon."
Underscoring the word please to her might come across as begging, but at this point, you are beyond caring. Going your separate ways after closing this conversation feels like a hefty weight lifted off of your shoulders. In the end, youâve done what needed to be done in terms of setting the stage; now it was time for her return to the spotlight as the lead.Â
The next morning, you awaken to a text from Wooyoung finally breaking your arrangement off. He doesnât go into any specifics of what happened, but at any rate, you donât need or care to know. As far as youâre concerned, heâs fully evaporated from your life the moment you delete his text thread. You find that your coffee and breakfast taste better than normal with one less weight of stress hanging over your head. Exchanging many [Good luck!] texts with Yunho has him subsequently requesting to meet with you after todayâs exam. That is how you ended up dawdling around your favorite aisle in the campus bookstore just before lunch. You had decided to turn in your textbook rentals early and put all of your faith in your notes for these next few days. The only other thing really lingering over your head was to finally turn in your final paper for Yunhoâs class before midnight.
You start to get a bit impatient when Yunho fails to show up after your proposed meeting time, and you wonder if maybe heâs in the wrong spot. With calculated steps, you begin to roam the nearby shelves, reluctant to call out his name too many times in such a quiet place. There are only but so many aisles he could be in within this store anyway. After a couple of minutes peeking into different empty aisles, you finally decide heâs simply just late. You venture back to your original aisle and decide to browse in the meantime; this is the last time youâd ever be stepping foot in this place, so it couldnât hurt to chew over a last-minute purchase. No matter how frequently this aisle has seen your presence in the last few years, you never fail to find something new that piques your interest. Unfortunately, todayâs mark is a small book with the prettiest spine, and it sits just out of your reach on the top shelf. Being unobtainable only makes your curiosity even more inevitable.
Stretching every muscle in your body as far as itâll give to try and at least graze the spine fails; thereâs just no use, and it seems appealing to simply give up. The moment you finally fall back on the heels of your feet, you can feel the sturdiness of a chest slyly pressing against your back while reaching for that very same book just out of your reach.Â
âYou should really be more aware of your surroundings,â Yunhoâs smooth voice hums next to your ear after feeling you freeze up underneath his presence. He plucks the book from the shelf with ease and sighs. You can feel his breath fan out on your neck and even smell the mint on his breath when he adds a playful jab, âShort stuff.â
âAnd you should really be more punctual,â you quip back, trying your best to ignore his proximity.Â
Heâs dressed casually today, charmingly sporting a comfortable pair of jeans and an oversized sweater since classes are officially over. If you didnât already know who he was, a simple glance would have you thinking he was a student himself.
âOh câmon pretty, at least Iâm here like I said Iâd be, right?â He reasons excitedly while offering you a toothy grin thatâs way too cute for your liking. The gentle tap of the book on the crown of your head has you scrunching up your nose, and he sets it aside. âYou sure this section is private enough?â
âOne hundred percent. I used to sit here in my free time when I wanted to read books without buying them,â you admit, adding, âNo cameras over here either.â
Yunho eyes you curiously. You're practically glowing today, evident to him by the smile you canât seem to keep off of your face even when you feign annoyance at his tardiness. He presses a hand to the shelf ledge behind you while the other finds solace in his pocket with his belongings.
âWhatâs got you so happy today?â
Heâs torn between whether youâll say something about already being rid of one exam, or maybe your spontaneous rendezvous with him here has you that giddy. Your eyes gaze back into his expectant ones and you find yourself finally able to relax for the first time in many weeks.Â
âItâs all over, Yunho.â
Normally, a sentence like that would seem ominous, but the wide stretch of your lips has his poor heart shooting into his throat. Itâs the way your eyes are lit while saying his name that really gets him. His pocketed hand finds its way to your cheek and his thumb skims the apple of your cheek. This kind of smile is something he hopes he can evoke from you on his own in the near future.
âI really missed seeing you this happy,â he confesses, âYou look like you can breathe again, ____.â
Something about the way those soft chocolate eyes of his are openly admiring every inch of your face, committing this kind of happiness from you to memory, has you shrinking back in shyness and averting your gaze.
Eager to move the spotlight off yourself, you inquire, âSo⊠whyâd you wanna meet up here?â
Oh, thatâs rightâŠ
Yunhoâs decision to drive to campus today mainly stemmed from the fact that you would already be here. He didnât want you to have to go out of your way just for him to see you, especially after an exam. A clandestine meeting in the bookstore, which you assured him beforehand would be devoid of many students, seemed like a feasible option. He moves to wrap his arms around you, pressing you against his chest in a firm embrace. You donât hesitate to wrap your arms around his waist.
âItâs going to be a very busy week for me with grading final papers all by myself,â Yunho begins tentatively.Â
His eyes close and he focuses on slowing down his heart thatâs beating a bit too prominently in his chest when your ear is pressed against it. There are a lot of emotions coursing through him today, many he canât quite decipher, although he supposes maybe thatâs just everything heâs been feeling throughout the entire semester coming to a head: love, jealousy, desperation, angst, and more. Even amongst the newfound happiness blossoming within his chest at such a detrimental obstacle being overcome, anxiety is still the most overwhelming feeling consuming him. Itâs a bit nerve-wracking inching closer and closer to the final moments where he can confidently say youâre his with no repercussions. Heâs been reflecting on how things will change between you both when finally crossing over this hump, and how things will flourish sans the threats to your futures. He doesnât want to get too ahead of himself, though.
âContinue,â you encourage him, âIâm listening.â
âI just wanted to see you in person before I have to disappear, and tell you that I know youâre going to do amazing on your exams,â Yunhoâs gentle voice imparts. He lowers it further to add, âIâm very proud of you andâŠâ
When he trails off, you turn to plant your chin on his chest and peer up at him with coy eyes, âAnd?â
âAnd⊠I love you,â he whispers, eyes flickering up for the briefest second to confirm youâre still in solitude.Â
Your gentle laughter at his neverending caution is like music to his ears. Heâs still learning how to comfortably say those words without being fearful of not hearing them back. The feeling of his arms letting you go in favor of his hands holding either side of your face steals the opportunity to return his words of adoration. Instead, you put those unspoken words into the kiss he doesnât hesitate to initiate. When you reach up and pull him by the back of his neck, deepening the kiss and encouraging him to let go, he feels his nerves finally melt away for this moment and this moment only. Yunho pulls away before he can get too lost in the feeling of not caring where you both are, and the way youâre led to chase his lips has heat prickling your cheeks.
âYou know, the storeâs nearly empty⊠Might even just be me and you,â you hum. Yunhoâs eyes donât leave yours, even as he feels your hand mischievously skirt down his chest to tap at the belt buckle under his sweater. When your fingers dare to dance further down to the crotch of his jeans, he finally takes hold of your wrist. âOh come on, are you still nervous?â
He shakes his head confidently, âJust think itâd be more fun to reward you once your exams are over. Making you wait a lil might be fun, no?â
âYou sure you can go a couple weeks without it?â You taunt him with a cock of your head. âAll that stress while grading finals adds up, no?â
âIs this coming from the same woman who spent two weeks away from me in the arms of another man before I knew about it?â He immediately counters, eyebrows dancing with mischief. âIâll be just fine. You, on the other hand, are a needy little thing it seems.â
âDonât make me consider going back,â you warn him.
Yunhoâs eyes find the ceiling as he inhales a deep, frustrated breath. Provoking him like this is unfair and dirty. If he were a man with no self-control, heâd have half a mind to have you in this aisle on your knees, putting that mouth to better use than spouting such nonsense. For now, he simply purses his lips and nods curtly.Â
âThatâs okay, be that way,â he concedes in a voice low enough for your ears only, âBecause the next time I get my hands on youâŠâÂ
He trails off while palming your ass through your leggings and squeezing to his heartâs content. The yelp you let out at his fingers sinking in a little deeper than usual makes a pleased smile tug at his lips. Heâd say a lot more, let those lewd thoughts entering his mind go freely for once, but the sounds of feet shuffling not too far away shut him up just as fast as he could think to say them. You both separate abruptly and face opposite shelves. How disappointingâŠ
Yunho clears his throat before finally sighing, âOn that note, I look forward to receiving your paper tonight.â
âI look forward to you reading it, Mr. Jeong,â you hum, and he can hear the smile lingering on your words. Itâs been quite some time since he heard such formalities come from your mouth. âI hope it ends up being worth the wait. You did help me craft it, after all.â
Behind you, his warm chuckle is followed by him laying a comforting hand on your head.Â
âSee you at graduation, ____,â he whispers.Â
When he departs, being left alone doesnât feel so lonely for once.
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Prompt 23 - Teacher AU
@wolfstarmicrofic April 23, word count 966
Sirius had been a teacher for quite a few years, and while he loved teaching the children, his true passion lay in his evening classes. Once a week, he gave up his time to teach adults who wanted to learn and, for some reason, and Sirius was only too willing to help them.Â
The class was just beginning. This week, theyâd be going over the short story heâd asked them all to read as homework and make a start on one of their own. Heâd been told there would be a new student joining them that evening. It was very irregular. Normally, there was a start date that you had to begin at and not come halfway through the course. Heâd been assured that the young man had been keeping up at home, but his ongoing health condition had made it impossible to attend the previous classes.Â
Sirius sighed when he read the email from the course manager but vowed to help the chap catch up.
He cleared his throat, and his class went quiet.Â
âGood evening, everyone. I hope youâre all doing well. Letâs begin with a show of hands. Whoâs read the homework?â A sea of hands rose in front of him, and he couldnât keep the beaming smile off his face. âExcellent! Now, who can tell me why Nellie did what she did?â He pointed at a woman in the back row. âAlice, youâre up.â The short woman checked her notes and began to speak.Â
âShe was tired of her life and wanted to be free of the chains that kept her there.âÂ
âExactly.â He turned and wrote on the whiteboard. âShe was a prisoner, and she longed to be free. So when the chance came, she took it. Now, when Nellie escapes, she rushes into the jungle in the dead of night with nothing but a small trunk filled with her few possessions. Was this a good idea or not?â He waited for a hand to go up. He could almost see their brains whirring. The classroom door opened, and a mousy-haired man popped his head around the door. Sirius stared at him, his eyes greedily taking in the slightly flustered handsome man.Â
âAre you Mr Black?â He asked politely.Â
âYes, thatâs me. How can I help you?â Siriusâs professional brain snapped back on. The man grinned, looking relieved.Â
âIâm so sorry Iâm late. Iâve ended up in the wrong room twice, and no one seemed to be able to point me in the right direction.â He pushed the door open and hobbled in. He was leaning heavily on a walking stick and took the only empty seat at the front of the class.Â
âRight, where were we?â He asked, having completely forgotten. The new man raised his hand. âYesâer?â Sirius nodded for him to talk.Â
âRemus. Remus Lupin.â Remus helpfully supplied.Â
âThank you, Remus.â
âI think the risk of staying captive was far greater than whatever awaited her in the jungle. However, taking anything other than food and water was risky, but as we know, it worked out for her.â He answered Siriusâs question.Â
âYes, well done. I dare say even if sheâd met a tiger while she fled, it would still be preferable to that iron chain, donât you agree, even weighed down as she was.â His class all nodded at him. âSo now free and on the run, no forced to perform, no matter how good she was at the tasks they set her, what do you think made her go the way she did?â
Remus raised his hand again, and Sirius signalled for him to continue.Â
âShe went home. There could have been something familiar about the surroundings, which is why she escaped when she did. But the inner child in me wants to say it was magic.â Remus grinned shyly at him, and Sirius had to chant to himself that he couldnât date students no matter how ruggedly handsome they were or how intelligent they seemed to be. He had to swallow before he continued.Â
âYes, I think we all want to believe it was magic, as though she heard her mother calling out to her across the many miles she travelled.â He cleared the whiteboard now they were done with that and wrote up the next part of the lesson. âOkay, I want each of you to write your own short story. It can be about literally anything you want. Make a start now. Plan it out. I want them finished for next week, and Iâll go through them.âÂ
He gave them a few minutes to start their work and made his way around the class, answering any questions they had. Eventually, he had to talk to Remus. He couldnât put it off any longer. âHowâs it going?â He asked, making Remus jump. Heâd been so focused on his work that he hadnât noticed Sirius approach.Â
âOh-er, itâs going good. I think.â Remus rubbed the back of his neck nervously. Sirius peered down at the paper.Â
âA werewolf and a man who can magically turn into a dog and an enchanted forest? Sounds thrilling. I canât wait to read it.â Remus blushed hard.Â
âIt just popped into my head.â He admitted.Â
âAll the best ones do,â Sirius reassured him. âOh, here, before I forget. Take this. Itâs got all my information on it in case you canât make it for whatever reason or need help throughout the week. Iâll do my best to accommodate you.â He handed Remus the little white card. Their fingers brushed as Remus took it, and Sirius felt a jolt of electricity shoot through him, stemming from where Remusâs fingers had been. They looked at each other wide-eyed and stunned. Well, crap, this was going to be harder than he thought. Â
#wolfstar#wolfstar microfic#wolfstar fic#wolfstar fluff#wolfstar au#sirius black#remus lupin#sirius orion black#remus john lupin#alice longbottom#teacher sirius#student remus#sirius x remus#remus x sirius#sirius and remus#remus and sirius#teacher au
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Hey hey! Do you have any professor!Bucky series and one shot recommendations? Thanks in advance đ
Professor!Bucky
masterlist | req masterlist
ONESHOT
Office Hours by @gogolucky13
Professor Barnes gives you a bad grade and you visit him during his office hours to find out why.
honeybee by @wndalovebot
Redamancy by @world-of-aus
Bucky Barnes had no idea about your feelings for him, except that he did.
Bad Intentions by @seventven
dr barnes, y/nâs psychology professor and final year thesis supervisor is going through a rough patch in his marriage. following a heated argument at the end of class, dr barnes spots y/n at an on-campus bar. he makes a twisted revelation.
Imagine by @metalbuckaroo
âyouâve got a pretty mouth.â & âthis could get me fired.â
Mastery by @urvenicebtch
Your history professor, Mr. Barnes asks you to stay after class for extra help which leads to...*ahem*... other things(;
âYou are. Every inch. The fantasy.â by @becca-e-barnes
Buttoned Up by @disturbedbydesign
Even though you were one of the top students in his class, Professor Barnes had always been cold to you. You had tolerated his indifference all semester, but when his end-of-term dinner party invites went out and you weren't on the list, you decided it was the last strawâit was time to confront him about it and find out what the hell his problem was. The answer would surprise you.
Tenure Track by @disturbedbydesign
You and Professor Barnes had been at each other's throats from the moment you met, and when a tenure position opens up in your department, the claws come out.
Like Real People Do by @navybrat817
Bucky decides to stop being professional and take what he wants.
Imagine by @saltiestdemonloves
where you sleep on his couch while he works late so he can keep an eye on you
Professor Bucky by @buckycuddlebuddy
masterlist by @bucky-barnes-diaries
SERIES
Steel Blue by @youlightmeupfinn
When you experience the most intense night of the summer alongside Bucky, who you nickname Steel Blue, you weren't expecting to fall pregnant. When a positive pregnancy test meets your eyes a few days before school starts, you know it belongs to the man who you'd never see again. Until you walk into your Romanian Linguistics class and he's your professor.
ephemeral by @aescapisms
Bucky Barnes fell in love with you, but the universe isnât all that forgiving.
âsup, professor @/bbarnesjamesâ by @aescapisms
Bucky Barnes is the âmost handsomest manâ that you have ever laid your eyes on and oh, would you look at that. Heâs your professor.
Show Me Love by @lenavonschweetz
Where sex-on-legs Dr. Barnes is your History professor that makes it impossible to pay attention in class. Â Perhaps itâs the danger of it all, but god help you - you canât stay away.
Busted by @mysterioh
Nat asks you about a certain contact by the name of âBucky Boo Bear đ»đđđâ and gets the surprise of a lifetime.
+ All Yours by @sinner-as-saint
Student!Bucky x Professor!Reader
One of your students confess their feelings for you and things get interesting...
#bucky barnes fic rec#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes x y/n#bucky barnes x you#bucky barnes x f!reader#bucky barnes smut#bucky barnes series#bucky barnes fluff#professor!bucky#teacher!bucky#professor!bucky x student!reader#professor!bucky x professor!reader#student!bucky x professor!reader#bucky barnes angst#bucky barnes modern au#bucky barnes social media#bucky barnes social media au#bucky barnes smau
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idk what's weirder for iruka: konohamaru becoming a jounin sensei or shino becoming an academy teacher and both of them are his colleagues now instead of former students. one is a reformed prankster carbon copy of naruto and one spoke maybe four words to him during the entire time he knew the kid. imagine running into them in the staff room. i would need to leave immediately.
they also refuse to call him without honorifics or if this is a modern AU - mr umino/sir/sensei. iruka tries so hard to make them comfortable and feeling like they're his colleagues, to no avail. they got as far as 'iruka-sensei' and then promptly faltered.
all the little students look up to iruka as a superhero. their teacher's teacher. none of that silliness where they don't respect him - his disappointed face is lethal
#iruka umino#naruto#naruto shippuden#naruto blank period#potentially boruto?#konohamaru sarutobi#shino aburame#academy teachers#technically konohamaru wouldnât interact much with iruka but imagine that#the prankster kid you have so much trouble with is now teaching#it would be so awkward but i like to imagine iruka really took shino under his wings as a mentor#shino after iruka handled a difficult student: sensei i would die for you too#the few times shino can call in an adult-er adult#for a while shino kept coming over for dinner because he and iruka get super into lesson planning#workaholic kkir husbandos lolz#shino inadvertently the reason a mutual pact of 'no work at home' was put down in kkir household#because shino is there so kiba invites himself over too#then hinata is also there and well kurenai is also here with baby mirai#kakashi can't even say go home i order you as your hokage because 'you are not hokage at home'#somehow this turned into a kkir fic lmao
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