#teacher crush rant

[pommolove]

Anyone else randomly feel extremely dirty and disgusting for liking their teacher so much it makes you want to rip your throat out? And the thought of how they would react if you told them makes you feel even worse? Then the next second you go back to gushing over him, and then you despise him as a way to get over him the next. but it doesn’t help so you go back to the start and it all starts again, over and over. And you wish you never liked him to begin with, because he is all you think about, and you just want to live your life, because you have wasted so much on him, knowing damn well nothing will fucking happen. the closest will be disgust on his face. And it hurts more than you wish it did.

[angel-named-eli]

spoil me

[goiuew]

writing a tc short story…Kinda very nsfw…Who would like to read it when i’m done?

[melody-jellyfish]

Thinking about that time (yesterday) S skipped out on chaperoning the school dance last minute just to go get drunk with the English department LMAOOO

Like she's actually half lidded buzzed in all these photos and on one hand I'm upset she couldn't see me all dolled up but on the other, she's sooooo fucking real for that.

[euphoriavaiii]

Tw: Rant

I need to get this out somewhere and somehow

This month has been so damn shitty and stressful for me. For starters ive been travelling this whole month like a crazy woman, ive had continuous tests and exams, ive had tons of projects to submit within little to no time. I havent slept well in...lemme think.....A WHOLE DAMN MONTH!!!!

And just when i thought things were getting better cause my cousin brother got married and i had a lot of fun with my cousins, my uncle (mom's sister's husband) who i was close to passed away. Now im travelling to my home town for 7 hours in car- did i mention im on my periods??? My stomach hurts, my back hurts and i still have an hour of travel left

Like a cherry on top i haven't been able to see and talk to my tc properly

I feel so guilty about complaining or even ranting anywhere cause i usually dont but i feel like im going crazy 😭😭😭😭😭 i just wanna skip 15 days from now

[littlemissdelusive]

Small little rant about J<3 (#1)

I literally miss him sm omg this happened a while ago but I keep thinking about it over and over again,,

There was this one time when my school had this sports event and one of the categories was tug of war with teachers,, Guess who first caught my eyes,,

He literally looked so stunning in his sports wear?? (I feel like a Victorian man who just saw some lady's ankle) It was just some shirt and shorts but the way the sleeves wrapped around his arms hello??

Anyways when the tug of war session started, oml he literally looked so fine the way he was struggling trying to pull on the rope as hard as he can and the way his arms flexed so hard (guess which part of a human's body is my favourite guys) I literally was on the verge of just melting,, words cannot describe the desire I had for that man who was just struggling in an innocent little game

I wasn't too happy with the fact that one of his females colleagues approached him after the game though to talk to him and she touched his shoulders too,, they literally looked so happy when they were talking too,, (I hate her)

Not related but a small little extra is the fact that he once caught me staring at him and he smiled at me?? my heart was melting,, I caught him staring at me once too and he turned away before I fully looked at him hehe he's such a cutie (he's twice my age)

He's also admitted that I was his favourite student too,, he said and I quote "I have high hopes for you, I look up to you so much" I literally am so in love with someone I can never have,,

[thatonedelusiongirl]

WHY DID SHE JUST SAY I WAS A KID 🥹 I AM SOBBING VIOLENTLY STOP IM DONE FUCKKKKK

[cablecchewer]

I wish I could open my stomach and pull all the fat out so that I can finally be pretty / enough for him to love me.

Everyone knows that j will only love me if I'm underweight so I better starve so that I can be with him.

[pommolove]

another J rant

today was crazyyy, okay so first of all I took a snus before a performance we watched in school, I hadn’t eaten so It was it’s normal effect just 10x worse, I thought I was going to throw up and pass ouuut. Then after the performance I went to guitar ensamble class, and since J is my teacher for that class he literally asked me in front of all the guitarist if i was okay and if I had eaten, I can’t lie for the life of me, he also wouldn’t believe me if I said no, EUI UH HH IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING, now everyone knows😔 and in break he took me out of the classroom and talked to me for reals (tihihiihi, he is seriously so sweet) what isn’t sweet is that he called my parents afterwards🙂 HAHAHAH SO FUNNY. Oh yeah we also talked more when he found me in a practice room after school ended, since it was his birthday he said “please eat something when you get home, it would be the best birthday gift” SCREAMINNNGNGG. I’m going insane I need him, and I need him to stop talking about how I’m not eating😔 bro said he won’t stop pestering me about it until i do, it’s a really sweet though but noooo

[blushbunnii33]

Ik it’s bad but I sincerely miss my body from when I was starving myself for him. I was literally 120 and now I gained 10 pounds since and I feel so shitty about it.

[goiuew]

[melody-jellyfish]

The way I genuinely want this woman who is like 30 years older than me. And while I have mommy issues and also look up and admire her, I genuinely find her so so fucking attractive. Her brains, personality, clothes and analysis? Yeah obviously but like honestly I just find her hot.

Like she might be old enough to be my mom and she's not conventionally attractive (whatever that means) but it doesn't make me want her any less, physically?

Is that insane???

[littlemissdelusive]

Little rant about J <3 (#2)

To be fair this was like quite a while ago and not very recent at all (this happened like at the end last quarter of 2023??) but it's not really my fault,, the school term just ended and I haven't been able to see him for days I actually need to see him again or I swear to god I'm gonna go feral,,

Anyways, I had gotten the courage to ask him for a consultation session because I really wanted to spend more time with him improve on my studies and ask him questions I had to show him what a good student I was <3 Usually he's late for all the other students when meeting up with them but he was early for me!??! (maybe because i was dismissed late but just let me be delusional) he literally looked so cute sitting there scrolling on his phone and I could see the way his face lit up when he saw his favourite student (me) approaching,, I first like sat opposite him before he asked me to sit like next to him and said "don't worry I don't bite" (what if i want u to)

the session then went on how one usually would, i asked him the questions i prepared and he'd answer them although it was kinda hard to focus since he was literally speaking right next to me we were like a few inches apart and I felt I was going to have a mini-heart attack and it ended with such a sweet conversation between us which mainly involved him asking me for advice on how to become a better teacher and what I thought about his teaching skills,, (wrong person to ask babes yk im jst gonna give u a 10/10,,) I tried my best to respond to his questions to (there was more but it's rather personal and I don't wanna leak any info abt the poor guy,,) and honestly that session just made me fall deeper in love with that man oml he's actually such a sweetheart and I can really see the effort that he puts into his lessons and I just wanna give him the biggest hug ever and hold him and tell him I love him sm,,

Thanks for reading btw!!<33

[petallmei]

i want to know how he smells like i want to know what the texture of his hair feels like i want his hands all over me i want to kiss his neck i want to hear about his fears and dreams i want to caress him like a baby i want to fall asleep next to him everynight i want to love him i want him to love me back i want i want i want

[always-andromeda]

Chatting with my best friend about the history professor I now lowkey have a crush on and I sent him a video of one of his talks and—

[pommolove]

Storytime/rant

So on Wednesday, I decided to distance myself from E, not meeting his eye when he was CLEARLY staring at me, and then later that day he took me in private to watch me dance for an assignment (like sir?!), the next day he walked by me IGNORING ME. Then he locks himself inside a classroom during lunch with no one in it... then the next day I run into him in the hallway and he does his little “sup” nod smirking whilst saying HI WITH MY FIRST NAME, LIKE SIR?! he usually does all of this but MY FIRST NAME?! also keeping eye contact the whole time😭🫶 later when I left I saw out of my side view him doing a whole 180 when I turned the corner, this man is killing meee (today he also did the same thing but in a big crowd, out of everyone there he said hi to me, the exact same way he did the other day too aaa. he was wearing a deep dark red t-shirt and black cargo pants and WOW THAT WAS HOOOT. He never wears those colours but I sure hope he continues too)