#tbh im not even celebrating
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Drawings of some Rosarios and a beloved Fatima @bunnyangelart
The bottom pic makes me the happiest! Bunnii and I had mused ideas of the four of them having known each other in school as kids, and the idea stuck enough it became canon. Also any time drawing baby Adrián before he lost is eye is like u_u ….. mm
OH before anyone asks, Mani was asked to be the school mascot. It’s not his fursuit!!!! Realistically if anyone would have a fursuit, it’d be Adrián…….And Fatima (shes a warrior cats kid)
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#my art#los brujos#manuel#victor#Adrián#fatima#dolores#actually i could ramble in the tags for a moment longer#baseball is the American passtime as its called#but it has a big cultural significance in PR#growing up baseball players in my class were kind of idolized#most athletes were tbh and its because a lot of our fav celebrities are athletes that make it big in American leagues#roberto clemente was a Black Puertorriqueño who played in the MLB and became the first latinamerican and caribeño to enter the hall of fame#that pride -even for someone like me who doesnt particularly like sports- is felt very strongly in our community#the number of his jersey was 21#for Vico to pick 21 shows not only his pride but also an ego about his skillset which i think is pretty integral to his charcter#im sure he rolls his eyes about it now LOL
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in case i can't think of an actual good way to edit them this is the eragon cast in the sims as i envisioned them as a kid
#ts4#inheritance cycle#i can't do nasuada justice i need to go cc shopping i think#murtagh and angela have GOT to be trans im sorry theres no other explanation. i know it to be true#tbh as a kid i was like orik's a ranga right... he is not. the wiki says brown hair not red. okayyyy sure i can adapt#i need a good adaptation i'll even let lmm into it just to bless it so its good. ple as e#'eragon getting slightly more slanted eyes from the blood oath celebration is problematic' well i always saw him as asian anyways. so .#seph.txt
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B...bunny...
#hello#I couldn't sleep#even drawing this was a struggle tbh im rly tired but i just couldn't sleep#happy easter i guess LMAO#late easter really#just wanted to do something bunny related i dont actually celebrate#doesn't stop the grope wwx train#bc im so out of it i dont really see this as my style it looks weird lmao#still kinda cute tho#GOM x Bunnies?#Happy GOM au with bunnies *sleepy nod*#mdzs#bunny#lan wangji#wei wuxian#wei ying#lan zhan#wwx#lwj#wangxian#mo dao zu shi#the grandmaster of demonic cultivation#mdzs fanart
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we really are so lucky with beejhawk that not only did we get to enjoy the sexy energy between two VERY nice looking men to channel into porn but that we also got 8 seasons of characterisation to translate into juicy long meta/fic as well. hashtag blessed.
#i am in my feelings.#dont get me wrong... i love porn. im just glad we have the long in-depth stuff too.#and even more lucky... most of the time its both. insane.#we are THOROUGHLY spoiled tbh. im constantly in awe of the talent and the time people expend on celebrating them.#helen speaks
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im sorryyyyy i dont wanna be a mean bitch but genuinely i feel like im the one of only ppl who are actually alone bc i keep seeing all of these ppl complain abt how alone they are then they post a bunch of pics with their friend groups and they go on trips and celebrate their birthdays with friends and im like 😦?????????? im ngl i lowkey feel betrayed bc like yes sure we can relate on "feeling lonely" but ig at the end of they day im so sorry im not saying this to gatekeep loneliness or whatever but like u just cannot relate to what it feels like to not only feel lonely but also be alone and not even have people who want to spend moments with u. and feel and be like on your birthday you're alone. on your insta you're alone. irl u dont have ppl who even want to make plans with u. i know i know that everyone's loneliness is valid and you can still have partners and friends and feel lonely and that is valid i really do think so. idk i just feel so fkn alienated from everyone, including people who say theyre lonely - bc they still have ppl to talk to and ppl to be with and ppl who wants to be with them and consider them their friend lol.... i dont have anyone to take pics with or have groupchats with or go to concerts with or go for walks with and i dont have anyone to message abt stupid things or blah lahblahblah it doesnt even matter atp
#and like i am really really lucky that i have one person i talk to on a regular basis and have been for almost two years#and that he stills wanna be friend even if hes seen my insane person rants abt him on here#like genuinely i'd prob slowly wither and die without having had experienced talking to him#ig its not even only other ppl it is my avpd#if i just send a message thats like casual everyday talk between friends#im first freaking out abt it for hours bc i obviously deserve to DIE for even bothering them with a message#so even if i long for certain things its like well yeah i cant do that bc i deserve to die and im worthless useless and a bother and burden#and why would i force someone to waste time on me when they have ppl out there who are actually worth their time#i dont know#i just feel sad bc i checked insta and someone who talks abt being alone often posted pics of them celebrating their bday with friends 😭#and ofc everyone are valid to feel what they feel!!!! i know that!!!!!! it just hurts selfishly lmaooo#bc i am lonely but i will spend my bday crying in my room alone#like i have been for the past years#not even my own family wants to spend it with me#i talk a little abt plans w my mom and she acts like im holding her hostage 😭😭😭#so idk she'll prob agree but it wont feel great bc i know she doesnt really wanna spend time w me#anyway...... we're all alone as i get to hear all thw time#its just that most ppl who are alone also have partners and friends and family members or even a therapist haha 👍#i dont care tho its all good ^-^#also one of my old bully friends is marrid and just got her baby and she messaged me like hii how are u?#like what do u even want me to say.... cool... u have traveled the world u have found love u have made a ton of new friends#while still having your old friend group (that i got dumped by) and u even have your own kid#i am a fkn loser who should just die tbh#so yeah im doing great hahahha just gonna kms real quick 😸🙌🏻#but idc tho 😁
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sorry i do think that if you are a youtuber who speaks in depth on japanese pop culture and web media et cetera you should figure out how to pronounce names and places and words correctly
#if you're speaking to me about a mangaka or a celebrity and you cant even bother to pronounce their name correctly i dont care anymore tbh#like your words have substantially less merit to me if you can't have the basic decency to figure out how to pronounce a name.#and i dont want any of that quirky bullshit they do where they edit in a black screen w text thats like oops butchered this pronunciation!#like omgggg fuck offff im so serious. so annoying to me without fail
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Oh so we're hitting the ground running in book 3
#mc didnt even have time to chill & celebrate#and ALREADY they're fighting more gods#im super interested tbh#pb choices#pixelberry#blades of light and shadow#bolas#choices: stories you play#choices blades#bolas 3#blades of light and shadow 3
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word vomit anon back!!!
pirate majima game is funny...watching people complain abt rgg ruining majima is super funny because he's been a silly guy for like 7 games and a serious guy in one...can he not be silly again...just once more??? (also im sure this game is gonna be emotional in some way shape or form) also k3 heads stay in line yokoyama said it was coming one day he never said soon lol
'k3 heads stay in line' PLEAAASSEE VJLKEALKJ youre right tho i cant lie ....
on the real though yeah no like. majima can be serious at times but generally he's a zany guy, it'd be illegal not to capitalize on that in SOME regard
#snap chats#HI WVA WELCOME BAAAACCCCK#but yeah that isnt to say you cant love a silly character and the serious aspects of them ofc#it just shouldnt be unrealistic that theyd want to be a lil funny with him when thats a big part of his appeal#and rgg always has a way of sneaking in emotion into its games anyhow so theres surely gonna be somethin#my bestie's bet is that makoto's gonna be the real treasure majima finds in the end </3 and he wont even remember her this is so sad </3#id probably kms ill be tbh so im glad thats not gonna happen !!!!!#total topic pivot time cause i had the funniest interaction with my grandma's minister#he was visitin and we were alone in the kitchen and hes like 'has anyone told you you looked like the actress from beauty and the beast'#and i was like 'no no ones ever said that to me actually !!!" i think he was referring to sonoya mizuno thats the only one i could guess#but yeah he was just like 'can i get a picture with you my daughter loves beauty and the beast'#like chief im not sonoya mizuno but fuck it sure hwy not. ive always wondered what its like being a celebrity vajelkjal#funny day my fridays turning out to be i tell you that#anyway i say all this cause i think he had like shea butter hand lotion cause now my hands just smell like damn lotion#it distracting .. its a nice smell but still bruh my hands did not smell like thsi before they smelled like LAVENDER#ive met him only once before and when i did he told me i had a strong handshake and now this is the price i pay. shea butter hands
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i went wandering off in my pokespe gallery and had to relieve how wonderful this scene played out. no kidding
please dont read the tags i got emotional there /lh
#the.plot felt a bit confusing to me admittedly but oras did so well in trying to make franticshipping incredibly satisfactory since#at the end of rs we couldn't really tell if they settled with each others feelings yet (APPARENTLY NOT BECAUSE THEY'RE PRIDEFUL AND DUMB/JJ)#but at least sapphire still had some thoughts about it but i was kinda mad WHY DIDNT RUBY GIVE HIS HALF OF THE FEELINGS PROPERLY!!!#WELL THIS HAPPENED WHERE HE OPENLY CONFESSES ABOUT HOW MUCH HE CARES ABOUT HER AND THE WHOLE WORLD CELEBRATED#in r/s they were constantly separated from each other by WILL BECAUSE they despise each other so much#in oras - after confessing - it literally ACHES for ruby to not see her like take a fucking shot everytime he says wheres sapphire????#THEY WERE ALWAYS AWAY FROL EACH OTHER HERE AND HE FEELS SO GUILTY FOR EVERY TIME SAPPHIRE GETS HARMED#FOR EXAMPLE; FIGHTING WITH ZINNIA AND FALLING OFF THE ROCKET - LOSING HER VOICE - RUBY HOLDING THE SECRET FROM SAPPHIRE BY PROMISING STEVEN#LITERALLY EVERUTHING SHE DOES MAKES HIM FEEL ALL THE MORE GUILTY AND HE CANT EVEN TELL HER STRAIGHT HES SORRY BECAUSE THEY'RE LITERALLY#FUCKING AWAY FROM EACH OTHRHADHDHRHSBRBDBSHSHSHE#AND WHEN THEY FINALLU MEET UP VIA TROPIUS AND RAYQUAZA SHE TELLS HIM TO SHUT UP AND HOLD HIS EMOTIONS FOR NOW. THAT'S HOW DESPERATE HE WAS#TO SEE EHR AGAIN AHAHAHAHTDTHHGG IM SO INSANEEE#AND AT THIS MOMENT HE ALMOST EMOTIONALLY CONFESSES WITH TEARS HE DOESNT WANT TO LEAVE HER AGAIN BECAUSE WORST COMES TO WORST HE'LL NEVER SEE#HER IF HE TRIES TO SAVE THE WORLD BY HIMSELF FROM THE METEORRRRRR AKAAJAHAAJ#AND THATS WHY HE INVITES HER TO SAVE THE WORLD TOGETHER AS CORNY AS IT SOUNDS BUT ITS BECAUSE IF HE'LL DIE HE WANTS TO DIE WITH HER AAAHSGDV#AND SAPPHIRE'S REACTION WAS FAINTING WHICH TBH WAS A COMEDIC MOMENT FOR SUCH AN IMPACTFUL DIALOG FROM HIM BUT AJDHSJHDS MAKES ME HAPPY#y'all don't even get me started how this plays out when stevaide is in here DON'T EVEN#~ rambling#i just woke up and i chose violence (franticshipping)#pokespe hours
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i am freeeeeeeee [collapses into a pile of dust]
#the last hour went okay bc we were just playing a card game and doing gifts/cards phew#also i found out theyre celebrating my bday on... august 25th? hewwo?? they didn't tell me until now 😭😭#my sister will be back at uni in sept and my parents are leaving on a trip the first day of sept so i'll be alone again for it fsdjkl#which. mixed feelings about that. i won't have to be afraid of them interacting w me but also :'( a little sad to be home alone for it#for the third year in a row fsjdkl#OH WELL. i should just be grateful tbh fdsjkl#the one thing i'm very sad about though is i can't go upstairs anymore bc the new security system has motion detectors#last year i watched jerma on the TV up there and sat on the comfy chairs... it was so fun fdsjkl. can't do that this year though AUGH#alas!!! i will somehow make it fun anyways maybe i will just ask if i can use the oven so i can make myself a cake again this year#SORRY FOR PERSONAL POSTING SO MUCH TONIGHT BTW. its been rough this evening fsdjkl but im going to go draw now :3#dandy.cmd#vent //#ALSO CONGRATS TO ME FOR BEING RLY QUIET AND AGREEABLE AND NOT ADDING ANYTHING NEW TO CONVOS HURRAY#finally i have gone back to highschool me thank GOD i've gotten too comfortable having opinions around them since i graduated fdsjkl#being around people (in the workplace and going to a counselor) who treat you like a Real Human Person will do that! wow!#abuse cw
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happy(?) otousan day to this talented longleg who’s able to sign a consent form in perfect penmanship without any form of support for that flimsy sheet of paper
#also was scrolling through the movie to look for this scene and was very amused to find that the longleg’s license plate is lxl’s birthday#awwwwwwwwww you secretly have at least some love your stepson don’t you lmaooooooooooo#even though you treat him poorly most of the time. longleg’s gotta longleg ig#but hm. now that i think about it. the hair colours of the longleg+shortleg are a lot duller in the movie than the [redacted] anime#they were very green there. kinda like a tree#though tbh i think the lxl movie could’ve been a lot better if it was longer + better paced. the timeskips were horrendous#it seriously had the potential to be much better if it was set in lxl’s 2nd year of middle school instead…#it’d work out better timeline-wise too…#(shoutout to the lxl in universe fast food advertisements from the hina movie that was shown at a time before lxl even debuted)#anyway happy(?) otousan day to anyone who may celebrate it ig…#though. hm. that reminds me. i wonder if my father is even alive rn. last i heard he had a stroke i think#oh welllllllll. maybe im better off not knowing lmaooo
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it's interesting how bruce often goes out his way to avoid being associated with dick while investigating leads without a disguise.
i assume he just wants to ensure that bruce and dick aren't seen together in the same place as batman and robin?
there was a case in which someone made the connection between bruce wayne's appearances and batman's appearances, so it does makes sense for bruce to hide dick's presence in these situations.
#tbh im not convinced that bruce has *legally* become dick's guardian. i think he's just been living with him without official paperwork xD#also it's kinda silly when the batkids get treated like celebrities in fanon. theyre usually only recognized in specific circles in canon#like...lois lane only recognized dick because of her job. and even then she didnt remember that he was bruce's ward specifically#b 13#bruce wayne#dick grayson#batman#1940s#bruce & dick
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Getting nightmares about my birthday surely this is good right
#the dreams are trying to say smt.............#ive had 2 different dreams about it and now its in a week 😭#help#its not even gonna be a party im just inviting ppl over to make art#i dont think anyone around me really feels like celebrating right now and me neither tbh#but the dreams are strange......
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#feeling sad today bc it's my mom's birthday#and i couldnt afford getting her anything :< i've made a card but tbh i feel so dumb even giving her that like wow.. useless#my sisters are spending the day with her so i cant even be with her at all. and she likes spending time w my sisters more than me anyway so#im just keeping away. it makes me sad tho that they can all hang out but ..#like im actually such a shitty person and unwanted and just an awful person because not even my family wants to be with me#i feel lonely bc i dont get to partake in my mom's birthday celebration and that my family doesnt even want me to#and my mom doesnt think it's valuable to spend time with me today. she doesnt even want to... im just a burden and a bother#i feel so unlovable and unwanted .... and it makes me sad and i just wanna die lol#bc i truly truly am annoying and not important in their lives#why do i even exist? why do i even do anything? why do i even talk to anyone when all i am is a burden#i make everyone's lives worse and more difficult. im only a pain to deal with. i cant ever do anything right either#idk... i just hope my mom had nice moments w my sisters today#maybe i'll try to hide the card on her desk so she can find it so i dont have to give it to her skskks
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;~; (tags vent)
#i feel so lonely and i dont know how to fix it#im trying to engage with people. im trying ot take space. im trying but nothing is helping#and like im hormonal so i wanna cry about it today#and like this loneliness isnt for one reason only#there's no One Thing#but so so many things making me feel like i cant connect#and even wiht making progress and even with coping and even with reminidng myself its okay to just feel bad sometimes like#i want company. i dont want online company i want irl company. i want friends. and im so miserable about the fact that i struggle to#make irl friends - not bc im not a good friend!! honestly tehre's been plenty of opportunities for me to make friends is the worst part#between work; disabilities; energy; and like interests/things to talk about its really hard to make friends (and tbh the first three-#really are the biggest drains). and i love my online friends i do i jsut. miss them all so much when i talk too much and then it hurts more#and i lost a friend group recently so im feelng really out of place#nearly everyday for the last idk. 5 months i had a group of people going “hey. love you” (even if they didnt say it verbatim daily) and lik#im so sad! and the feelings are coming out today ig cause i havenothing to do at work so im just. here#but yeah - ik part of this grief im experiencing is YET AGAIN experiencing change and loss re:friendships bc of things largely out of my#control /: and every time this happens it just brings up every single wound#im talking with my therapist about it too i just. wish friends were more permanent in my life yk?#or at least that i had friends irl still /: but all my deepest connections are all So far away#and it hurts so much to miss ppl rn im just. isolating myself#but i dont awnt to TALK. i dont want to TEXT. i dont want to hang out on a vc. i awnt to be held and loved and just talked to about anythin#other than the stresses in peoples lives. i want people to infodump to me w/o me having to Beg or Engage Correctly#i want people to tell me about themselves. jsut fucking lore dump in my inbox. its not dumping. i dont care about trauma dumping. if you do#cw i guess i jsut. im so tired. im tired of the “haiiiiii love you!!!!!” i have to do over the keyboard to have social connections#im tired of being so disabled i cant make friends bc no one wants to be friends w/ me irl and all the reasons (“ur a flake” “u cancel plans#“u never want to go out” “u never have energy” “why do you disappear when you need to recharge it makes me feel bad?” etc etc etc) all#relate to me being disabled and like.i feel like the problem. my existence is a problem. and the worst part is all iwant to do is just.#go run errands with someone. do important tasks &get a little treat to celebrate after. go to the doctor. the hospital. wherever im allowed#i want ot be a PERSON#): i jsut miss my friends#and liek im going to a thing later this month to try and make friends irl even if its just exercise friends
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HM. INTERESTING.
#hw2 spoilers#{ just got the f.azforce ending. i have many feelings and questions }#{ losing it bc i literally made a joke abt f.naf canon spitting in my face (again) and guess what happened FKSDJKFS }#{ i dont even know what to do with my brain rn }#{ i also need to unlock the last level of f.azcade + find all of the collectibles but like......................damn }#{ im too wiped to concentrate on any of the guides ive found kfgdskgfds itll have to wait for later }#{ im kinda losing it tbh. i keep staring at the ''celebrate!'' thing on the stage. makes my brain do dial-up noises. }#🎬 || time for bear. (ooc.) || 🎬
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