#tbh I'm not that happy with it but we all gotta start somewhere and I wanted to get it done

[moonishwriting]

The man, the dragon and the end of the world

Deserts are characterized by an apparent dearth of life. And lack of rainfall, which is why cold deserts exist. Of course, life being a stubborn mistress, many living beings did evolve to manage in those extreme conditions; so, what may appear to be nothing but sand dunes and burning sunlight usually hides teeming life.

This is not your usual desert. This is a desert that remained after everything else ended, not out of stubbornness, but simply out of inertia. The only thing that moves these grains is the wind; no roots make their way through the sand, no scorpions or desert cats leave imprints. No, the only movement is that of the air, and that of the last two living beings on this planet, the man, and the dragon.

Mostly the dragon, of course. It's a rather large being, after all, being born to devour this world and usher in a new one. The man was rather less impressive. Leathery, tanned skin, from living in the aforementioned desert at the end of everything. Deep laugh lines marked his face. A worn walking staff, the last staff even, rested in his hands.

Together, they wandered the desert. Had done so for decades, centuries by now. Which makes the current situation only more curious: for the first time in a long, long while, they had stopped to discuss something; although speech in itself was nothing new for them (mostly the man, as the dragon stayed ever-silent), their one-sided conversations always took place as they kept up their wanderings. After all, neither of them needed to sleep or eat, nor did they know fatigue. No, it was the nature of this conversation that had prompted the dragon to stop its endless march.

“I think this is enough, my friend.” smiled the man. He bent down to pick up a handful of sand, before releasing it. The grains were carried away by the wind. As usual. “We have waited long enough. It's not happening.” The dragon lashed its tail, frustrated. Its six eyes swiveled in their orbits and focused on the man.

“I know, dear, I know. Your patience is deep enough that you could wait out even the end. But mine isn't. Immortality does not become me. I'm sorry. I must ask you to fulfill your duty.” A mournful moan, like flutes and glass breaking. Hah, glass. So that's what that sounded like. He had forgotten.

“I'm sorry. I should have died when this world did. I didn't want to leave you alone. I still don't. It's selfish.” the man looked away, guiltily. “I'm tired. No seed will sprout from this land. No rain will mark these dunes. It's time to put us to sleep.”

The dragon stilled, then. The man would not meet its gaze, but he didn't need to know what he'd find in its eyes. Resignation. For the dragon was a creature of duty, molded and created by it. Their companionship was but a glass of water when compared to the deep ocean of its lifespan. The dragon might be sad, for a time. Mourn him, and then move onto the new world it'd usher in. All its new life and its new oceans and its new deserts.

“No.”

A cacophony of creaking noises, as the man's neck swiveled towards the dragon. He hadn't moved quite that fast in a very long time, and his bones made their displeasure known rather loudly. He didn't even realize, though, overtaken by surprise as he heard the dragon's voice for the first time.

“What?”

“No. I'm not doing that. I'm staying with you.” said the dragon, shaking its wings to rid them of the sand that had accumulated on top of them. Its voice was almost familiar, and lacked the raspiness proper of one that had gone unused for while.

“You... can talk? Since when? Why didn't you say anything all this time if you could talk? Is this your idea of a joke?” the man said, his voice raising in volume as he grew more agitated. Angry, even. It'd been a good long while since he'd gotten angry. He found himself relishing the sensation.

“A while. I couldn't always. Not at the start. I liked hearing you speak. I didn't feel the need to say anything. Until now. So I'm borrowing your voice. I'm not leaving you. Even if you're tired. I don't want to.”

“What do you mean you don't want to? This is... this is what you were made for! I thought you'd just stayed with me because I wasn't ready to let this go yet. I am now. So you can just... do it!”

The dragon yawned. Both it and the man knew it needed no sleep.

“And now I don't want to. If you had asked me earlier I would have flown to the sun and eaten it. I would have remolded this rock until it could bear life again. But now I don't want to. I want to stay with you. So that's that.”

The man sighed, all the fight gone from him. He sat down in the sand.

“But it's your duty.”

“And?”

“And what? It's... what you're meant to do. Many people like me would be born in a new world. You could make new companions. You don't need to stay here.”

The dragon shoved him lightly with its snout.

“It wouldn't be the same. I like you. And I'm content like this. I cannot miss that which I do not know.”

Silence. The man looked at the ground. The dragon looked at the man.

“You said you're tired. Do you want to sleep? My wings can give you some shade.” offered the dragon.

The man laughed. It wasn't a happy laugh.

“Yes, I think... a nap would be nice. Just for a bit. I have not slept in a good long while.”

He sat against the dragon's flank, protected from the sun by its curtain-like wings, and closed his eyes.

In the desert at the end of everything, nothing moved except the wind, the sand, and the raise and fall of his chest as he slept.

[ineffabildaddy]

6, 8, and 21 for the soft asks <3

omg hiii hehehe

6. say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical)

oh god okay, physical: my tattoos are sick, my beard's coming along nicely, and ermmm i'm stacked in the back lmfao

non-physical: i try to be a friendly person, i'm very organised and clean at work which i'm proud of, anddd i'd like to think i know a good amount about music

8. tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good

this bit's gna be long so i'll put it under the cut dlfjlkdg

@raining-stars-somewhere-else he's an inactive king atm but he's my bestie and i love him<3 so so hilarious and observant and talented and kind. he's my dude and he means a lot to me go away

@sad-chaos-goblin i feel like i can be totally insane around you and you'll get on my wavelength immediately, it's amazing dlkkkljgfjkld. also i feel really lucky to be friends with someone so well-rounded and driven and fun, not to mention compassionate<3 i'm really really lucky to have met you and i hope we get to do irl adventures in the nearish future!!! until then we're great friends from afar!!!

@omens-for-ophelia we're just perfectly matched for our headcanons and kinks and shit and i absolutely love it. u get me, i get u, we get each other on this front and on many others!!! ur an extremely nurturing person too. i also love having u around bc ur full of fun facts and passion and energy, and of course ur art is absolutely incredible, i'm scratching at the walls just thinking about it dklkjldfgjkl. can't wait to create more absolutely feral works of crowley and aziraphale [redacted] in various ways hahahhkshjdf. and also hopefully have some london hangouts soon<3

@queer-reader-07 of course i've gotta mention ya because you're one of my fave blogs! i feel so warm and welcome reading all your posts and tags because you're a very lovely individual, and you've also got so many valuable things to say and i really look forward to seeing your takes on everything<3 also as i said before ur a very funny person and i enjoy that heh. i always get so excited when u pop up in my notifs i'm like little old me????

@foolishlovers bestie your writing makes me so happy but chatting and things makes me even happier<3 you're a really enthusiastic friend to have and you've got so many wonderful qualities that i just wanna share the love as much as possible hehe. i'm very glad we're doing shhh it's a secret together and that we've become close in general uwu

@crowleyslvt ur a little lad who's always got something hilarious and insightful to say about literally anything i come to u with, whether it's fkn silly memes or an existential crisis lol. you have such a unique way of looking at the world and i really enjoy it. also having a giggle with u is always top tier and on top of that ur a very supportive king<3 and of course u writing's delish at all times in any context

@voluptatiscausa i can literally tell you my most redacted thoughts and you'll be like yeah this is just another day at the office dkffjddgl. you're a silly and goofy guy (gn) who's simultaneously very easy to open up to which is always a comfort<3 the fact that we both like mitchell and webb makes us collectively Not Like Other Girls and we need to capitalise on that more tbh. also i greatly enjoy ur writing ofc

@bowtiepastabitch you're jokes. also we're very different and yet somehow the same brand of fucked up which i love<3 the lore could not be more disparate but the vibes could not be more immaculate. pls continue to be my friend smh

some more legends i love @crowleyholmes @fearandhatred @crowleys-bentley-and-plants @celestialcrowley @sabotage-on-mercury @quoththemaiden @ineffable-rohese @crawley-fell

21. if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

probably this - one day you're going to start sticking up for yourself, i promise<3

[kirby-the-gorb]

reply roundup!

man apparently these are still hard even when I'm not Literally Dying anymore :v

the sad sale went great, thank you for all the support everyone <3 I bought shelves and makeup and paper star papers and stickers and a new blanket, plus it's helping cover my allowance until my wife starts getting paid. I am already thinking I might do another sale in november just for fun lol

my wife has started orientation at her program and she's having a great time, our partner and I are gonna go down to visit her in a couple weeks :) I also finished rearranging all my furniture now that her furniture isn't here and it only made me terribly ill once!

I am really enjoying everyone singing along on [live and learm], I love enthusiasm <3

on [stars] @korattata said: HEY THATS WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING ALL DAY!!!!! i just started learning last night! its a nice break at work to stop looking at the computer screen. they all still look a bit wonky and i think one of the sheets of paper is too thick but i'm just using paper i got from the supply closet and cut with the paper cutter lol

aw that's so cool! the ones that are like actually packaged for making paper stars are usually a bit thinner than printer paper, like other origami paper, but that also means they tear a lot more easily in the first step if you're not careful, so it's always a tradeoff. what a fun coincidence :>

on [hallway] @thesilentpotato said: the first thing i thought of was the "da dee la da dee la da" krabby patty zoom in scene from spongebob

lol I hadn't thought of that until you said it but you're so right (she is referencing [this scene] from the krusty krab training video for anyone unfamiliar)

(side note thank you to folks who put pronouns in easily findable places so I can refer to you correctly even if I don't know you <3 )

on [birthday] @joekingv1 said: *asks baby what gifts they received and if they would like to read/watch Komi Can't Communicate*

I never really got into komi because one of the side characters really squicks me out, but I have a friend that really loves it, so maybe they've watched it with her! I think they probably got to go somewhere fun for their birthday like a theme park or a zoo, and get a souvenir plush while they were there -u-

on [sheep] @ceylonsilvergirl [added] a different line for kirby, which I still think about regularly lol

on [pills] @minty-spice said: op i hope your health improves and your empire of pills eventually shrinks

thank you <3 honestly I'd be happy with just the first one, I don't mind all the pills so much as long as they're actually helping.

on [crackers] @amatsuki said: made a bunch of cold noodles today with cucumber carrot chicken & sesame peanut soy sauce. the only actual cooking i had to do was boil water and steam chicken

oh hell yeah cold noodles are a fantastic example of a basic food to go feral over. now I want noodles too.........

on [thinking] @adrawrable said: hope you're cozy op

not right now as I type this because it is Computer Work Time, but in general I am So Cozy these days, I have a whole queen bed to myself so it's full of big stuffed animals and fluffy blankets :) (tbh even once my wife moves back here we may just all have individual beds we all seem very comfy this way lol)

on [slam] @jeaniechibi said: we'll be right back ➡️ shshgdtsudtdidh why is every bit of art with a blurr effect so damn funny 🤣

it truly is, I love a thoughtfully applied motion blur (or perspective blur can be funny too) (altho tbh I don't use the perspective blur tool for those I just use separate layers and gaussian blur) (for anyone unfamiliar this is a reference to the eric andre show meme)

on [beehive] @galacticnova3 said: me @ wasp nests minus the frowning, little fellas doing their little fella activities. sometimes they squabble. the thinking man’s reality tv drama

true, true, gotta love little fella activities. personally I feel better observing from a safe distance, but we had a lot of wasps around my childhood home and I didn't really know how to get friendlier than not actively making them mad lol

anonymous asked: That profile is amazing

for some reason I don't feel like I understand, but thank you!

on [sale] @milkymoon-ramblings said: gahh why do so many people have so many cool probducts, the queers are tempting me with their cool swag. however I need to save money for my own cool swag (digital art)

I just love the phrase "the queers are tempting me with their cool swag", so relatable lol (also no worries to anyone who couldn't or didn't want to buy anything, it's not like I needed it to pay bills I just wanted treats :v )

on [solstice] @jaune-chat said: Definitely, the sun can fuck right off. I break into a rash if I get too much sun, and I can't walk outside without full body coverage to some degree or be itching for WEEKS! In order of preference, is fall, winter, spring, summer.

oof yeah my mom gets a bad rash from sun exposure too! I'm fortunate to not have that specific symptom, but dang it seems so inconvenient, especially if you're also sensitive to heat so being covered up puts you at additional risk. personally I rate winter a little higher than fall but otherwise yeah total agreement lol

on [rollerskates] @nexus-nebulae said: @ prev tags i used to daydream constantly about being able to roller skate everywhere because i would constantly think 'rolling would be way easier than dragging my feet everywhere rn' and it took me two months of constantly thinking about that before i realised OH i need a ROLLATOR that would help (<- i am not smart) i haven't actually tried roller skating bc i don't own skates but i have used a skateboard briefly and that also feels better than walking. i wonder.... if the roller skating rink nearby would allow me to use a rollator in the rink with skates on........ probably not lmao

honestly it takes so much to actually realize like "oh a mobility aid might help with this" which is like, a bad thing, but we're just gonna focus on the funny part for now happy disability pride month :v and tbh I think maybe they might let you do it??? cuz like at ice skating rinks they usually have those little penguins or just straight up plastic lawn chairs for people to support themselves on, so I don't think it would be that crazy to go out on the rollarink with a rollator? but also that's just me and I do not run the place or get paid minimum wage to keep people from breaking the place sooo lol

[perotovar]

Okay but…pretty please share your Pedro boy sexuality hcs?? My toxic trait is headcanoning every character I love as enby tbh

GIDEON, YOU JUST MADE MY DAY. that is so god damn real of you, bless.

also as an lgbtqia person, i'm not perfect so if there's any language/terms that i use that are harmful/incorrect, please tell me!!

also these headcanons don't stop me from reading fics/headcanons that go against anything i state here. i'm always open to different thoughts/interpretations of these boys and always down for queer representation, no matter the form it comes in.

i am more than happy to share these headcanons with you!!! i'm gonna try and remember as many as i can:

obviously we've got the canon boys - dieter (i see him not giving two shits about pronouns and is happy to be referred to in any way) and oberyn being bi, and silva being gay. i love that he's played multiple canonically queer characters, and i never see people taking advantage of that?? ok not never, there are a few that acknowledge these three love men and i love those writers to death, thank u for your service lol

i'm gonna put all the bi/pan boys here:

marcus p (pan, prefers women/fem aligned people) frankie (bi, loves equally) javi g (pan, prefers men/male aligned people)(i could also see him questioning his gender a little? might start liking "they" once in a while) jack (bi, prefers women)(might be demiromantic given that he's still in love with his wife) nico (pan, loves equally and is a bit of a slut and we celebrate that here) max p (pan, loves equally, but probably said/did some things that were harmful in college to impress his bros. he was in a frat, wasn't he? was 100% closeted until being turned.)

ezra is nb/gnc and is pansexual. i see him using he/they pronouns. every time i see your icon i do a little happy dance lol

din is demisexual and really only has feelings for cobb

marcus m is straight and demisexual, really only loved his wife and is content to keep it that way

shane/dio is gay and is very closeted/overcompensates a lot

ok and we've got the ones i believe are straight, however:

joel is straight, but is completely comfortable with himself. has gone to a gay bar or two in his time and was very flattered when men would hit on him/buy him drinks. also, i could see him just like, not feeling anything sexual/romantic after tess. i do think he and tess were romantically involved; i don't think it was just sex/physical. it's really not something i see him caring about after her. so he's gotta be somewhere on the ace spectrum.

i'm kind of on the fence about javi p, because i could see him going one of two ways; he's either experimented and came to the conclusion that he's just more attracted to women than anyone else, or he's near violently straight. and that's either a combination of the time period he's in, or some other reason. but ultimately i think he's straight.

pero is straight, but like, probably in denial about himself. it gets lonely as a merc and when you're traveling with a bunch of men all the time? i could see him just like, not caring one way or the other. a hand/mouth on his dick is still a hand/mouth on his dick y'know what i mean? lmao

maxwell is straight, and is the only one i can see being a tad homophobic before either someone tells him hey, maybe that way of thinking is bad, hm? it's the 80s, it would make sense, but i can see him having a complete turn around and being a total ally. probably a little cringey, but he's got the spirit! lol

(juan diego)veracruz and omar are straight af and probably never questioned it.

dave is straight and loves carol only. i could also see him being one that experimented but decided he only loves women.

ok phew! i think that's all of them. if i think of any others i'll add them lol thank you again for asking!! i'm glad someone was just as interested in this topic as i am lmao

[shiyro]

@love-overdrive replied to your post: "Okay so im slowly reading sbr but..."

oh sorry,, like backstory/design/ what they’d be doing in the sbr universe

This is Shiloh Cash

Pronouns: He/They

Gender: DemiMan (AFAB)

Age: 24

DOB: Mar. 4th

Namesake: Johnny Cash

Horse Name: Styx

Stand: TBA (I need help w giving him a stand, tbh it anyone has old school rock songs they'd rec lmk)

So back story is:

Shiloh has joined the SBR to ensure he keeps his inheritance from his dead grandparents. Won't go into too much detail as I don't feel like tagging or censoring, but Shiloh's dad is an abusive POS. All he wants is to buy some land far away from his home and have a little farm of his own. He's the oldest of 5 siblings. He is from Texas, iirc Dallas, to be specific? Or at least the Dallas area.

I am still working on the details on meeting Johnny and Gyro. But I'm vibing with Gyro approaches Shiloh at a checkpoint bar. He sees Shiloh sitting all by himself, and Shiloh is what we would call a "pretty boy" in looks. So naturally, Gyro is drawn to him... though later, Gyro reveals he felt literally drawn to Shiloh. As if they were meant to meet each other. (Yes, ShiYro has the soulmates dynamic that plays in every AU)

Shiloh is a tsundere, and while yes, he too feels drawn to Gyro. He immediately blows him off. I suppose I could make it where Gyro vaguely invites Shiloh to join him and Johnny. That sounds like a possible thing he'd do.

Heading into now, Gyro hc territory: So this came from my friend, but Gyro writes home. He loves his family dearly. So when he meets Shiloh and starts doing this race with him and getting to spend time with him. He writes home about how much he loves and adores this man.

Anyways, gotta drop this factoid somewhere: Gyro knows Shiloh is AFAB not because of his "medical" background but because of him accidentally walking in on Shiloh mid shower/bath. He never treated Shiloh any different after learning this fact, nor did he ever tell anyone Shiloh's secret. This put Gyro on good terms with Shiloh. He knew he could definitely trust Gyro after that incident.

Later on, Gyro tells Shiloh why he's doing this race and Shiloh's reasoning for being in this race change. He chooses to actively help Gyro win first place. He wants to bring Marco to America so that they all can become a family. Shiloh agrees to adopt Marco with Gyro and that the three of them will live on a big lot of land and have a big happy family together after the race.

And that's all I got for now xD there's a Fantasy AU and Chainsaw Man AU for shiyro but I'm too tired to add any info about that

[smoshidiot]

fuck it, since it's my own ask game, i'm gonna answer all of them

Ian or Anthony? - Ian. But I love Anthony dearly and they both make me so happy <3

When did you start watching Smosh? - 2012. Was SUPER obsessed for a few years. Kinda fell off when Anthony left, very excited to be back.

What's your favorite channel between main/pit/games? - Gotta be main channel because nostalgia counts for a lot for me

Who is your favorite castmember? - Besides Ian and Anthony, Shayne ♡ (ily Noah and Courtney tho mwah)

Do you have a favorite Smosh video? What is it? - Paranormal Easy Bake Oven!

Fave classic Smosh character? - I mean .. c'mon. Gotta give love to Boxman

What is your favorite series on Smosh (main channel)? - tbhh. Food Battle.

What is your favorite series on Smosh Pit? - rn it's the reddit stories they're so fun

What is your favorite series on Smosh Games? - I don't have a better answer but remember the series "I have a raging bonus"? yeah ..

Fave Smosh song? - The Legend of Zelda rap my beloved

What's something you want to see come back? - I'd love a food battle 2023 if I'm totally honest. also just music in general

Do you own any Smosh merch? - i USED to own the legend of smosh green hoodie but had to throw it out after wearing it for half a decade. just ordered my reunion shirt tho

Do you ship anything/love any friendship pairs? - I used to be a hardcore cringe ianthony shipper. I still adore their friendship and god they mean a lot to me. also .... shaynoah

What is your favorite 'era' of Smosh? - i'm really excited for this upcoming era tbhh. but also 2012-2014ish slapped

What castmember do you think you are most like? - Arasha tbh she's such a damn mood sometimes

Have you met any friends through Smosh? - Hmm not particularly, but I definitely had friends in middle school that i forced to watch smosh and an irl friend that i still have today that used to watch them

What do you want to see now that Anthony's back? - As said above, I'd rly love music videos with the duo again. But also I'm excited to see Anthony get put onto all of the pit/games series

What is your fave Smosh meme/inside joke? - my donkey is river waffle big sausage fat (a classic, really)

Is there a video/series you really loved when you were younger? - lunchtime with smosh was one of my all-time faves

Do you have a crush on anyone at Smosh? - Shayne Topp hmu is all I'm gonna say

Did you ever watch Smosh the movie? - of course I did. I still own the DVD somewhere .. no i cannot remember a single thing that happened in it

Simply post a screenshot/moment/reaction that you love. - I'll post one at the bottom of the questions bc tumblr is dumb abt formatting

Tell me an unpopular Smosh opinion. - tbh i straight up can't watch eat it or yeet it, it's too gross for me

Tell me about a Smosh memory you hold dear. - when I met Smosh Games at a comic con in 2014(? i think it was). It was the OG crew + Wes it was amazing they were all so sweet and I remember Wes complimenting my costume and asking me what my fave thing from the series was. Joven signed my sketchbook

It's food battle time. You picking a pink frosted sprinkled donut, or some stick-shaped food? - Always go for that pink frosted sprinkled donut babey!!

oh and here's my fave random screenshot btw:

[theinfernalcalypso]

Mercury, Venus, Mars, Pluto?

OH BOY QUESTIONS (I LOVE QUESTIONS)

Mercury (☿): How did you discover yandere/obsessive love/etc. community? What has your experience of having a yandere blog been like?

Well. I identified with the yandere label a while, and then I got an itch to make a confession blog for relatable content (both for me to relate to from other people sending in and for putting out things of my own that people related to! I... have a hard time relating to people in a normal way.)

My experience with it has been... mostly good, considering I started this blog af 19 and I'm *looks at calendar* a whole 26 years old now! There was an occasion where I was starting out and I had showed off my (at the time) new tattoo and someone wanted to roast me over having some acne on my back? Like wtf did I do to you

And then there was a messy situationship I got into towards the end of being w my really shit ex (he knew, we were poly) who I met on here that I won't be naming names on and won't get into

OTHER THAN THAT (and mild guilt over very long hiatuses I've taken-) IT HAS BEEN GOOD. I have good mutuals and a good time fucking around and finding out tbh

Venus (♀︎): What is your relationship with your darling(s)? What initially drew you to them? Were your feelings sudden or gradual?

Oh boy story time!

So, if we wanna go in chronological order that'd be Bunny, Wolf then Kitty

Bunny

Bunny I met in high school, and what drew me in first?

... a mutual obsession with Undertale. And the fact our English teacher sat us next to each other. If you're ever wondering if teachers ship their students, they absolutely do. Just on the dl.

We got together after a little while with the feelings being sudden, but... homeslice, when I tell you life was shit at the time and so was my self worth? I cannot emphasize that shit enough, so...

Yeah. I broke it off. But she insisted we still talk, which I took her up on after a little while of quiet.

And then we fast forward about 7-8 years to October (and very post-shitty ex). This time is very much gradual. That shit snuck up on my ass. I went full panic mode as it hit me like a truck. Bunny's kept her feelings the same this whole time, she's always told me if I was happier with someone else somewhere else, as long as I was happy so was she. And then I'm like...

I cannot imagine the rest of my life without her. Cannot. If I have a life without her, it is somehow the next one because I will be dead here. And then I liveblogged part of my panic lmfao (I panic about change regardless of what it has to do with or if it's either good or bad)

But also at the same time, it's akin to a God and their favorite follower. She likes it that way and so do I. The sorta thing where "you fuck with my priestess I can and will smite thee on the fucking spot"

Wolf

... yall gotta bear with me on this one because this is kinda a wild one. Yall know this man's a ghost. It's wild at the foundations.

So, like... back in 2021, I get my first tarot deck right? And I very much feel it has a distinct energy to it. I think to myself how people say these things have seemingly an energy of their own and I think it's that.

And then I get two more. They also have vibes, sure, but it is most definitely a marked difference. My first deck had a whole ass personality of its own, and it always felt like hand over hand decision of when pulling cards. These two other decks did not do that. At all.

And then, when it's just me in a room where I keep the specific deck in question? It felt like someone else was there. I got more and more used to the presence; I was fond of how it felt. I liked that it felt comforting. With the fact this deck gave out incredibly blunt/downright mean readings to other people but gave me usually just a normal brand of blunt? Felt like "this guy is an asshole to everyone but you" adjacent energy.

(Tbh tho, sometimes the readings were a little mean and one made me cry once but I felt there was an instant regret in the way it was done (this was also one of those readings hindsight 20/20 on and I realize I read it wrong at the time)) (and then my shitty ex questioned why I went and read my own cards w this deck knowing how mean it was. Idk, asshole, I like my shit direct and to the point and he does that for me)

Fast forward (after a significant bit more time bonding with "the deck" and growing in my practice), I'm sitting with this deck. And then my clairaudience picks up a voice both familiar and unfamiliar. The vibes are definitely familiar, who tf be this.

And then it turned out to be Wolf. He finally figured out how to basically unmute himself.

(Well, okay, he tells it as King Asmodeus had noticed him lingering around enough and then Asmodeus taught him how to unmute himself)

My excitement? Absolute. The everything? Instant. He's got his flaws, but I certainly do to, and it's like... fitting two puzzle pieces together. Every notch a compliment to the other's. I would be kissing this man all the time if he had a corporeal form. U G H -

I've posted about the ways I can usually sort people into (followers, fellows and higher). And I mentioned really only once had I experienced someone as a true fellow. He's it.

Kitty

I met Kitty thru my ex being in a DnD group I joined, so I suppose DnD would be what technically drove me to them lmao

It was more of a... slower process. Like trying to get a very skittish stray dog to accept food from you. But she was patient, and she was gentle and kind in ways that drew me in more.

She's nicknamed herself a time vampire, because on more than one occasion after dnd she would be at the house until dawn (or even well into the morning) and much of the time that was just from her and I talking. What about? A lot of stuff

Like, ranging from really philosophical conversations to just extended character bits. The good shit, and I do mean the good good shit

Definitely a lot more gradual on that, and was more of... a gentle blanket being placed on you than being hit by a truck, but it came to be all the same.

She's like, coming home to a loving cat to curl up with on the couch. It's really nice. (And she's a spoiled ass cat)

Mars (♂︎): How do you deal with "rivals" or those that wish to covet your beloved, if at all?

I use truths to my advantage. Will it perhaps be a bit twisted or glittered or otherwise warped? Maybe. But, it's easier than building a web of lies. And I do find schadenfreude in seeing someone dig themselves into their own grave. It's a fun time, winding them up then watching them go.

Works every time.

(And they say autistic people can't be manipulative.)

Pluto (♇): Have you always had obsessive/possessive inclinations or did you develop them from your current darling? When did you to realise you were a yandere?

I've always been clingy for as long as I can remember. The more I had to cut things off (I moved a lot as a kid) the worse it became. And I mean, what is it but making a person a special interest if you're autistic right? I think the age it REALLY set in tho was like, 14-15? Ish?

And I hate having my things taken from me. I don't trust people in my bedroom without me. Can I trust my darlings on their own? Sure. But I am still paranoid and prefer to accompany them places where they go. I still keep an eye and ear on their friends and family. I'll be damned if anyone tries to take my loves away from me. It doesn't matter the relationship they have with them.

[gleefullypolin]

Oh my fair non-canon ships, I love them. My forever and ever ship is and will always remain not canon but I'm with you, I never once argued or tried to push it against the canon ships. What other people think of my ships is not my business and I'd prefer them do me the favor of keeping it to themselves, hah.

The CS angst was a lot, wasn't it? How many times can one man die?

It's tragically abysmal how they discount her isn't it? She's out there making the best of it and yet, people always gotta get themselves in a mess. Which is funny how everyone blames her for it like 90%+ of them aren't doing it where people can see and the other 10% has been to protect them. Okay then. I am eternally grateful the things I was doing at 19 are not on some list of unforgivable crimes I get held to every time something in my life happens.

Eloise, my love. You are decently self centered and I think now it's slightly harder to ignore. I remember thinking that in RMB too tbh. She was very cagey about what she was doing while demanding Penelope tell her everything. She seemed a bit put out about Colin and Penelope having this whole relationship she was unaware of like her idea of Penelope shouldn't have to change.

I do think we had Colin being more protective of her for a good reason not just as a set up to where he hurts her at the end of the season. If he hears something beforehand or knows something she doesn't, I think he won't handle it well. Bringing in book elements would almost have to mean some version of his reaction. He was so angry but so worried for her. I think Hero Complex Colin is very capable of coming out in full force.

Oh for sure, I doubt too many people are going to remember any of rumors or other stuff after we get a full season of Polin. I've seen some of the worst takes I've ever seen today, ha, so I think it's possible someone somewhere is going to write an essay on how she should have ended up with LOWK but that seems like a personal problem. I totally get why people might be unhappy about either direction but I agree with you, after their first kiss I have doubts about any of this infighting being a thought worth anyone's time.

I would say 95% of my ships are canon, I dunno I just seem to for the most part end up liking canon storylines. But I would never deny something someone else might enjoy. But I just don’t see the point in going after each other for no reason. Or in the case of what I’ve been seeing today, having ships on the same show attacking each other. Like I just honestly don’t get the point. Shipping is supposed to be a lovely thing that you enjoy that gives you feels. It should make you happy. Not cause grief and anger to others. I like the pretty pictures and the giddiness of all the fan fiction that makes the heart skip a beat.

HAHA Hook did have a way of dying A LOT but God he looked good doing it!!!

I totally agree though about Eloise, she was running around with a lot of her own secrets being very cagey but she was very angry that Penelope didn’t share her darkest secret with her. And book Eloise even more so. So going into Season 3, very very curious if we get any scent of her keeping secrets from her family at this stage of the story seeing how they are tied together in the book but also knowing that we could very well either skip into Benedicts story from here or go into hers next season.

I do think we are going to see a very curious Eloise as she starts to sniff out something going on between Pen and Colin. I am just not sure if it will be that she will try and warn her brother away from Pen because or her knowledge of LW or if its genuine curiosity of what is going on between them because I don’t think she has any sort of clue that either one of them would have feelings for each other at this point.

I want the scene where Eloise finds out that Colin knows about him knowing to be her in shock that he isn’t angry about it. And him being more upset with her that she is still angry after knowing for this long. Because damn girl, talk about holding a grudge, its been a whole season! Lol

Today has been a day of people being angry and floating red flags and angry feelings and sadly, Colin is taking a lot of the brunt of the anger so I’ll be happy for the next 3 weeks to go by quickly so everyone can get the season moving and realize (hopefully so) that they got bent out of shape for nothing. And maybe so some of the other ships in the Bridgerton family can be a bit more welcoming to the next family member up because honestly, that’s the whole point of this show I thought! Next season will be a different person all together. Everyone gets their day in the sun. There is enough love to go around people! Be kind!

[lightadarttomendyourheart]

it's funny how i've always settled for guys who are less than i deserve. they've made me feel amazing things, but they were never on my level. never had the same spark inside that i have.

brandon is completely on my level. i honestly really see him as my equal. i don't think i've ever had that before, completely. he's got his own life and friends and goes on trips and plans things and does shit. he doesn't need anyone to push him to do things, he just does them.

idk guys, i know it's not been long, and we have 2.5 months until we see each other again, but i have a feeling this might be it. if me and B don't work out, i think i'll be done. but i really can't see a reason why we wouldn't work out so far, other than the distance. and again, it hasn't been long, but i don't think it's going to be that hard. we've already hypothesized 2 trips within the next 6 months to see each other, not counting ADE cause that's happening. we'll see each other in october, december (if i can get the time off which i'm kinda sure i will), and february. summertime we will absolutely figure something out, maybe in may after i'm done the tax season i can come there for a bit or we can meet somewhere. it's obviously not going to be easy, but how we are right now is working for me.

i literally just moved into this flat and am FINALLY living alone after 7 years and i love it so much. i don't want to live with someone yet. i'm not ready. i enjoy my space soooo much. and i've also only been single for 9 months, or i WAS single for 9 months lol. i've never jumped into another serious relationship so soon after one has ended. after ryan and i broke up i was single for 6 years. but i was in a bad place for most of those years, and even when i started being good i wasn't happy alone. now, finally, i am. and then you happened. but honestly, it was bound to happen. all that BS about getting into relationships fast when you're not looking/happy blah blah blah. i just think it was finally the right time for us. for me. well and truly for ME. i've literally never ever been this happen single, maybe never been this happy with my life completely as a whole. i know i would've fucked things up with us if we dated earlier than now. so here we are.

i think this is it. i can see myself with you forever. whatever challenges we'll face i'm ready. the first big and most important one is moving. whether it's me or you we gotta figure that out. but we're already talking about it, we'll figure it out. i really hope it's not me, lowkey, not right now. in the future, yes, i'm down. but for the next even 2 years i don't think i want to.. and tbh, i've thought about this a little bit recently just fantasizing, ykno, and i don't think i'd even care where or when you proposed to me, i would say yes. i always thought i'd want some really adorable proposal in a special place, outside somewhere, but thinking about you proposing, i almost don't care where it is because we'll be there together and the only thing that will matter is you and me. ok but also if you proposed in albania i would die.

i do have to say as well, i'm lowkey glad we don't live super close because if we did i would want to spend every waking moment with you and i'd just become absolutely obsessed. so, the space is good. it's good for my mind and heart and soul. cause i don't even want to be in a relationship like that again.

but i miss you. of course. every day.

[snapdragons-sunshine]

o k a y

i have been damaged i hav seen the light i would say i do not know how to feel about kotoko i do not like her i love her i do not want to like her i should love her i cannot stop thinking about her

okay okay okay okay okay... so other people have already made all the excellent amazing absolutely great takes on deep cover mv so nobody listen to be and my ramblings i'm just talking feelings here i started out not liking kotoko like from the get go but now i have mixed feelings and that's more about my own self-psychoanalyzing than anything else don't look at my milgram takes i associate too closely with the characters sometimes to be Objective (like haruka don't get me started on haruka)

so we have kotoko all alone in Judgement Room (nice seeing it in an mv tbh can't remember if seen it before) and she's moving around and the chess pieces are all broken/bloody ... magenta blood. her colour. maybe no no nononono the bloody broken pieces are later with werewolf her it's just broken chess pieces in Judgement Room. i know the pieces represent the prisoners so yeah.

anyway her movements in the room give off a bored sense to me. like, it's done. they're all gone. whats my purpose now. like raistlin majere when he was a god. and that's the thing. she does a pose that makes me think of Lady Justice/don't ask for ref i'm just thinking out loud here and it's like she's a god too. keep seeing her looking up to the moon (wolf aesthetics, looking to the heavens for a reason does she need an external reason now do you kotoko do you do you do you

scenes with the little girl. kid looks up to kotoko. kid's the example of what kotoko originally wanted to protect. kid's a mirror somewhat of what kotoko i was going somewhere with this oh right so kotoko's ummm seeing the girl as a mirror, kinda showing her back to herself. she killed the Bad Guy and kid's happy with her. kid loves her. kid wants to be her. (wears kotoko's hat everywhere too probably i love this kid ). then we have the news report. it's not over yet. kotoko can't stop. kotoko's ignoring the kid here in the park in favour of reading the reports something something this Means Something. what she's doing is becoming more important than the Reason she's doing it girl you're losing yourself

no words about the kid running to her and seeing her on the street. that scene says enough i think. talked it over with my sister, she interpreted kotoko's stare as judging the kid too, that she now sees her as weak, and she despises her too. i took it more as kotoko is too fixated on her goal, she stares at the little girl but doesn't SEE her. she's staring through her. her Goal is too important now. what she wanted to protect she has lost sight of

anyway anyway anyway mikoto mikoto mikoto seems a bit fixated on mikoto (and muu) out of all the other prisoners (not including es ofc es and kotoko parallels ofc). so the giant monster wolf kotoko, see her looming over mikoto i think twice gotta go check the video again

yeah i was wrong. all the other prisoners are just broken chess pieces EXCEPT mikoto. wolf kotoko is looming over him, he's looking down. we see this TWICE. meaning? probably. too hyped to think on it rn? also probably. know that mikoto's her challenge, the prisoner that she wavers on saying is guilty, something something something i need to listen to yonah track asap

there's stuff i could say on the wolf thing, and on muu (i feel there was a lot of muu parallels in this video too, like es... deep cover mocking undercover love it and she rocks that uniform btw) but yeah all my screaming mind sh-t is out and here's a mess

so kotoko video is probably out now. i haven't looked yet and i haven't watched it yet but i will likely get back to this with my perceptions when i am done watching

[party-inthe-pizzaplex]

So an idea that's been in my head for a looooong time is Gregory, having a younger sibling that joins him in the Pizza Plex.

And keep in mind I'm thinking reader is like daycare age but still old enough to run around speak and all that.

I'm not a baby expert Srry.

I made a pt 2

Keeping all that in mind, reader is around 4-6 years old I tried with my research and remembering a class I had on child development. Reader has the kid mentality of, "It's so ugly! I love it!" also gender neutral reader.

Gregory was looking into the disappearences of these local kids, not just for himself but for his little sibling as well. He also wondered if he could nab a couple bucks to add to try and save up for..a better life. To be honest, Gregory hasn't thought of why he's saving money for his sibling, and all he wants is to have that money to keep it. He HAS TO make it out before midnight or else his sibling will be out in the cold by themselves.

He searched high and low during the working hours and when he almost got caught he lunges and hid in Glamrock Freddy's chest. It was successful but also a tad crampt. When Freddy awoke after he had some sort of electrical malfunction, Gregory and He spoke and the two began to make their way to the front doors. It seems like they were a minute too late the doors were already closing, Gregory ran as fast as he could to try and make it and right before the door closed in ran little Y/n. Sweet baby Y/n was now stuck with Gregory in the Pizza Plex. "Y/n what are you doing !? I told you can't come in?!" Gregory said as he ran up and football slid to his sibling and knelt to their eye level full of worry. "I didn't want to be alone.." Y/n said with unshead tears in their eyes from making their brother worry about them. They had their hands clutched tight on their prized stuffed animal. Gregory was just worried not upset so he hugged his sibling to that. "You gotta stay with me okay, we can't leave here for a long while okay?" Y/n just shook their head and smiled at their brother. Freddy wondering what Gregory was doing "Gregory are you talking to someone?" Gregory replied back to Freddy after grabbing a hold of his siblings hand while his sibling got confused by the watch at first. "Hello little superstar I am Freddy Fazbear I'm Gregory's friend"

"..hi.." Y/n said with a small wave while there other hand held their prized stuffed animal in a scared death grip.

"They always get shy, don't worry they'll warm up to you eventually" Gregory said ruffling the small child's head. Freddy grew happy at this cute scene of familial love.

"You should start heading somewhere so you both aren't sitting ducks," Freddy Said through the Faz Watch

"I like ducks.." Y/n whispered to themselves.

The duo began to make their way through the different places near the entrance, on the way there however Gregory got Y/n a faz watch like his only theirs was (favorite Glamrock) even! You eventually gain a daycare pass with a cute hippo magnet you almost took with you tbh.

Skipping along next to Gregory as you made your way to the daycare. Y/n was excited cause kids her age normally go to daycares and kids had talked about how colorful and fun the Pizza Plex was so she was very excited. They passed by some wet floor bots and the curious tot want to go look at them. 'they look cute' they thought as they scuttled closer to them. Gregory stopped to stare at his sibling curious about what they would do. They reached into their overall pouch which had a bunch of random things in it. In this instance, they pulled out a crumpled-up flower for each of the bots and placed it gently on their heads. They then caught up to Gregory as if what the reader had done had never happened. He smiled before taking the reader's hand as the tot continued to skip alongside him.

When the tall gate lifted Y/N stared in awe at the big gaudy gold statue, which they raced to, and froze when they saw the room beyond it. It was so colorful and big with a slide as an entrance. Gregory joined his sibling and made a comment on the duel statue "Kinda creepy for a daycare"

"I think they're really funky" Y/N giggled "Come on let's go in!" They said before racing over to the slide.

"Let me go first then I'll tell you to come down ok," Gregory said catching up and picking them up and looking them in the eye.

"Okay.." Y/n said while twittled with their hands. Gregory put them down next to the slide and gave them a kiss on the crown of their head before sliding down. When he reached the bottom he cringed at the ball pit thinking of all the gross germs in there, he shook it off and called down for the tot to join him down here. Gregory was glad he went first because the balls in the pit were above his waist, so practically the same height as his sibling! How dare they! His sibling could have gotten stuck under the ball pit! >:(((( . Gregory catches Y/n when they reached the bottom and carried them. When the Sun animatronic came out of his balcony he made the two jump out of their skins for a bit.

"Hellllllooo! Hi new friends! Gee you kids are sure up late! IS THIS A SLUMBER PARTY! I need to go get all set up! Where'd all your friends go?! Tell me TELL ME what are your names!" The Sun aniamtronic said so fast it kinda started to make Y/n's head race in a circle. "You look quite a bit older than the usual kids" Sun said pointing at Gregory. Y/N moved their head to slightly face Sun instead of hind in their brothers shoulder, "And you are the cutest thing I've ever seen" Sun said gushing and cooing over you. "A kid of your age shouldn't be up sp late, a good rest makes everyone energized" Sun said coming closer with his hands out.

"No way, I'm keeping my sibling safe in my arms and away from the animatronics in this place," Gregory said with a grouchy expression. Gregory began walking through the ball pit's exit to try and get the badge and just leave. He didn't want to be here any longer than necessary.

"I was built for caring for kids their age, I can't hurt them, none of the animatronics here can."

"Still don't care And quite frankly I don't remember asking. I've been taking care of them since they were a baby, on my own and I haven't needed any help yet. Even if I did I wouldn't ask you for help" Gregory spat while walking in front of Sun without even looking back or opening his eyes. Now they all were out of the ball pit but Gregory refused to put Y/n down.

"But I want to play.." whispered Y/n into Gregory's ear.

"Wouldn't you want to play at home when we get out?"

"We don't have a home, Gregory.."

Sun sure as hell picked that up with his hearing senors. "You guys don't have a home? Why leave if you have nothing to gain"

"Because staying here is a death sentence. The animatronics have all gone haywire and want to kill me. I am only here to get that stupid security badge and leave I don't trouble."

"You can't say stupid!" Y/n said lightly bonking their brother over his head.

"sorry" Gregory grumbled.

"You can't take that security badge that will trigger lights off, It's a security measure to make sure that a security guard can handle lights out in here. Moon..hasn't been himself lately" Sun said mumbling that last part.

"What"

"What?"

"Can I be put down now?" Y/n said starting to squirm in their brothers' arms.

"Alright Alright, I'll put you down.." Gregory said giving into his sibling because he would ALWAYS cave for them. Big ass softie. Y/n patted down their outfit, before walking around Gregory to go meet Sun.

"So Starshine, what do you like to do?" Sun asked plopping himself on the floor to be eye level with Y/n. "I like to color.." Y/n said shyly trying to hide behind their stuffed animal.

"Who's your friend you have with you?" Sun asked while pointing at the animal

"It's (Name). I've always had this stuffed animal, he's my best friend."

Gregory gasped, "I thought I was your best friend??" he had his hand on his chest in faux heartbreak.

"Why can't I have multiple best friends??" Y/n said with tears starting to form in their eyes.

"Wait no I'm sorry," Gregory said kneeling next to his sibling they just responded with, "gotcha" before giggling the giggling continued has in retaliation Gregory began to tickle the life out of his baby sibling. Sun watched this whole thing and it warmed his non-exsitant heart. This is why he was made to help kids and see them be happy.

"Why don't I help you get a security badge? It's the least I could do to help" Sun said standing up "I believe that someone might have left a security badge in the break room, I have the ability to go back there. I'll go get in in the meantime You two can play.

Y/n's giggles died down and they spoke "thankies!"

So while Sun searched for a leftover security badge, Y/n played tag with Gregory and when they got bored of that they drew with him. Sun ended up returning, "It was a little gross so I cleaned it up a bit so you don't have a messy and non-workable card." He held his hand out with the card in it. "I got you guys some snacks as well for the trip since I don't think you guys will be staying," Sun said placing a small toddler-sized backpack next to Y/N before going over to Y/n to see the drawings they made. "what'd ya make Y/N?" Sun asked curiously Y/n just held them up and it was a scribbled mess of Sun and Gregory on multiple pages with Y/n as well. "I want you to keep these ones" they aid handing Sun the images of all three together "I'll keep the rest for memories!" they said happily.

"you sure this card will work??" Gregory said sadly breaking the happy emotions up.

"I tested it myself it should," Sun said looking at Gregory before grabbing the backpack, "Y/n this backpack is just your size here put it on," Sun said holding the bag.

"Okay!" Y/n said happily while standing up, "ooh ooh! Can you put my drawings in there please Mr. Sunshine??"

"why of course little one," Sun said happily putting the bag on their back. "See perfect"

"Thank you so much, Mr. Sun, " Y/n said beaming up at him.

"Anything for my favorite Starshine" sun said happily.

"Sadly we can't stay here forever we gotta go meet up with Freddy, thank you Sun, It's time to say goodbye Y/n," Gregory said as he took his sibling's hand. Gregory began walking to the large exit door.

"Oh there should be a flashlight in that flashlight recharge station, take it with it might come in handy," Sun said as stopped before the office desk. Gregory grabbed the said flashlight and found another smaller one that was able to attach to Y/n's backpack. Y/n waved at Sun before turning around and walking out with Gregory.

Soo what did you guys think???? This took me a couple days, my back hurts buuuutttt I kinda like this. So tell me if you guys want more and see ya!

Also feed my creatively starved mind with idea for this story please I begg

[silverflqmes]

໒⦂ 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇 𝐇𝐂𝐒.

notes. reposted from wp!

ft. tooru oikawa, tadashi yamaguchi, yu nishinoya, hajime iwaizumi + osamu miya

genre. fluff + crack

gender neutral! reader

➫ 𝓞𝗜𝗞𝗔𝗪𝗔 𝓣𝗢𝗢𝗥𝗨 ୨୧ ˎˊ˗

⌗ KING. ahem- anyway the minute you arrive at the beach, the girls would SWARM him, even boys — and honestly gurl, i don't blame them, he sexy or whtvr😐

⌗ you would most likely have to drag his crazy ass away from them or he'll probably shoo them away with his charm while he carries on with you

⌗ y'all would honestly both be jealous, cuz he's got fans all over him and then everyone just starts staring at you — so oikawa might yk.. get territorial🦮

⌗ "i suggest you take your filthy eyes off my precious y/n-chan before you i knock you out myself with my amazing serve!" he'll say while pulling you to him yk like one of those really protective hugs❤️

⌗ okay at some point i feel like he'll start beefing with kageyama, meanwhile you and hinata are just standing there dumbfounded. at least, until your boyfriends drag y'all into the water and force you into a chicken fight..

⌗ BONUS — you're on the bottom for the chicken fight cuz tooru don't wanna ruin his hair smh this ass. so he ends up fighting poor shoyo🙁

➫ 𝓨𝗔𝗠𝗔𝗚𝗨𝗖𝗛𝗜 𝓣𝗔𝗗𝗔����𝗛𝗜 ୨୧ ˎˊ˗

⌗ feel like yams would be chilling with a snow cone while watching everyone from a distance at first cuz he feels a lil insecure and nervous since you're around and all🧎

⌗ well — that is until you drag him off the beach chair to be your partner for beach volleyball against kagehina ;)

⌗ "i- but y/n-chan, why not ask tsukki — he's way better than i am, i promise..!"

⌗ babes. you literally want him, why ain't he picking up the hint😭

⌗ in that case, you needa reassure him like 24/7, so be ready for that — but like it's ok cuz he's really cute and blushy when you give him words of affirmation ( tbh could be his love language too chile ). also give him lots of hugs too!! he needs them♡︎

➫ 𝓝𝗜𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗢𝗬𝗔 𝓨𝗨 ୨୧ ˎˊ˗

⌗ um chile prepare your ass cuz this boy is picking up babes and in this context that means you, babes.

⌗ GARIGARIKUN FOR DAYS, this man robbed sakanoshita for you ( keishin is screaming somewhere istg )

⌗ besti would totally shower you with them, talm bout sum "as your senpai i'm supposed to take care of your wellbeing, you got it?!"

⌗ he may be a lil birb but he'll still throw your ass in the water, watch yo self😭 he'll come from behind when you least expect it too like dayum bitch no breaks AT ALL

⌗ ok after running around all day there would definitely be a bonfire and he'll just wrap his towel around you two while you cuddle and listen to bokuto's bullshit stories cuz he gets so immersed in them??? don't question him.

➫ 𝓘𝗪𝗔𝗜𝗭𝗨𝗠𝗜 𝓗𝗔𝗝𝗜𝗠𝗘 ୨୧ ˎˊ˗

⌗ umm this man ended up with a blindfold and a bat trying to crack a water melon open ( and almost hit tooru.. )

⌗ he likes the beach, which is also why he chose to go to cali but anyways he was happy you asked to go with him when he said he'd be going with his team, so y'all vibin

⌗ your day is not too lazy but not crazy either, just kinda going with the flow and spending time with one another; also food! he was so excited for the seafood istg this man was on some "listen, i skipped breakfast for this shit, we are going to eat right now no questions asked."

⌗ he's that one guy who gotta keep everybody in line at the beach in terms of sunscreen, avoiding accidents and making sure no one gets lost lol literally becomes the resident worried mom..

⌗ at the end of the day tho he takes you to look at the fireworks that go off — unless he brought some with him, and sets up a little campfire to roast marshmallows for s'mores

➫ 𝓜𝗜𝗬𝗔 𝓞𝗦𝗔𝗠𝗨 ୨୧ ˎˊ˗

⌗ this man. he packed lunches for you and the rest of his team istg y'all were eating so good BUT y'all ran out of food fast😐 which leaves no choice but to buy more ofc ( it was planned istg ), so another fellow food enjoyer who wanted to try that good ass seafood

⌗ kinda on the lazier side, he put sunscreen on in the first few minutes there and plopped down to get a tan chile; naturally, you had to get his ass outta that chair

⌗ so you, with the help of his crazy ass twin, filled two buckets of water and dumped it ALL OVER HIM ( knowing damn well this man just put sunscreen on ), and RAN

⌗ yeah suna was taking pictures, don't think he was gonna ignore this😐 so yeah anyway osamu tried to beat atsumu's ass and as for you, oh besti, you weren't allowed to eat😪 THAT MAN WAS LITERALLY THE SOUP NAZI FROM SEINFELD "no food for you!"

⌗ but he got over it quick since he isn't one to hold grudges for long, and just laid with you in his arms under the stars later that night while you shared a twin coned ice cream together cuz we love that

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[silly-little-soul]

Purr for your thoughts?

A/N: This is a repost from one of my Wattpad accounts, I wrote it forever ago; there’s a bunch of grammar mistakes and it’s generally not very good

(Requests are open)

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Fandom: Last Legacy (Fictif)

Format: oneshot

Characters: Stella, briefly Felix (relationship not specified but it's friendly)

Type: crack, slight comfort, I’m not sure tbh

Reader info: 1st person, no 3rd person pronouns

Warnings: some swear words, d/ath related mentions

Word count: 1628

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Summary: after a long day you hang out with Stella

The door clicks as I turn the key Felix gave me. As I open it I am met with utter chaos and while it isn't a surprise to find his study in such a state it still earns a loud groan from me. That is really not something I wanted to deal with today. I flop down on the small sofa and sigh. When Felix asked me to get one of his books he didn't mention I'd have to fight myself through such a mess to find it. The day was already stressful as it was: Sage needed to get bailed out of some trouble, I was assigned the reappearing Saaros-lotion-situation (we stocked up on lotion and thought it as solved but apparently you 'can't use that lotion with these weather conditions'), I unfortunately ran into Felix right as he was searching for someone to test a new spell on and Anisa somehow talked me into taking some of her chores today while she's on some mysterious mission.

I should've just told Felix to get his stuff himself, but no, I thought "how bad can that one little task be compared to all the shit I already did today". Honestly I should've expected something like this from him. Not that I'm mad, it's just frustrating to think I spent all day doing stuff for people that they just see as a small favour while I am completely exhausted with all the crap I did for them.

Little no-big-deal snowballs add up to an avalanche burying me in stress and tiredness.

I'm happy to help out best I can but heck, some appreciation would be nice. But today no one seems to pay attention to me at-

"Meow?"

I turn my head to see two big green eyes staring right at me. Well, maybe someone does after all.

"Let me guess.... You want food?"

Stella jumps on the sofa and stretches.

"Hard day, huh? Yeah, me too. Everyone seemed to need help with stuff! You know how annoying it can be to do things for others and not get the recognition you think you deserve. I mean, you've been protecting this place for, actually how long is it? Years I'm sure. I've only once seen Felix even touch you and..... actually, I don't think I've ever seen anyone feed you? Do you even eat?" I laughed lightly "Well, at least that's not what you want from me then. Don'T get me wrong, I would've fed you! I just did so much today already and now I also gotta find that book somewhere in here, gosh I just wanna have dinner and go to bed. It's exhausting to be busy all day with none of it even being for yourself, and then not even being sure if you'll ever get anything back..... do you think I'm being selfish?"

I once again turn my head in her direction and am met with her very confused expression (though... maybe that's just how her face looks?)

I groan at the realisation I'm talking to an undead ball of fluff right now.

"Alright, c'mere zombie kitty", I say as I pat my lap.

Felix has warned me often not to cuddle with or even touch her but hey! She's a little cat. Yeah, she's undead. Yes, she's got some weird super dangerous demon-thingy in her. Yup, she has eaten spirits in my presence multiple times already (wherever these came from). But hey. She's small and fluffy.

After a moment she obeys, making her way on my lap. She curls up there, her stub moving slightly. I rest my hand on her, almost gasping.

"You're so soft!"

She looks up, as if questioning what I said.

"Yes! You're so soft!", I started, switching to baby-voice. "Especially considering that, you know, you're a corpse and all. Such a fluffy little princess! So sooooft. And adorable of course! You're very- geez do you ever blink?"

She kept staring at me a bit longer before I carefully guided her head to lay back on my leg.

"Aaaalright. Yknow little one, you're really awesome. You're doing a great job. You're an amazing little demon cat."

I start stroking her back with my fingertips, afraid to scare her away. When she moves I'm already worried she'll leave, but instead she stretches across my legs to reveal her belly to me. Her cuteness almost makes me squeak, but what actually makes me is how soft her belly fur is.

"So sooooft", I whisper yet again as I pet her, mesmerised by her fluffiness. As I give her little head scratches for a change she slowly reaches out for my sleeve with her little paws. I quickly move my hand a bit in amusement, making her move quickly in an attempt to catch it.

Thinking a moment I remember the ribbon that still lingers in my pocket (for whatever reason), pulling it out with a quick movement that makes Stella basically jump up.

"Heeere kitty kitty kitty", I say smiling as I move it around, leading to Stella sitting in my lap while her front paws are stretched towards the ribbon above her.

It's like she's possessed.

Haha.

Comedy was always my strength.

Half lost in thoughts I don't even notice when I pull the now-cat-toy a bit too far, only realising my mistake when I hear Stella land on the floor with a thud.

"Stella?" I look over the sofas edge, seeing her lay still with her face turned away from me. "Uhm.... Stella?" I gently tap her back but don't get any response.

Shit, did I break her?

I panic as I realise she isn't breathing for a moment before remembering that of course she doesn't, she didn't before either.... I think.

Just as I'm considering getting Felix she quickly turns her head and grabs the ribbon I no longer paid attention to from my hand and scurries away with it.

I just stare for a moment before chuckling in disbelief. "Clever puss. Is that what Felix meant? You're really evil, huh?" Stella lays a bit further off playing with her new prey and I doubt she's listening, but I continue nonetheless. "Oh, you need a villain name! Something good. Nothing boring like LoRd Of ShAdOwS (lord of shadows), like what kinda name is that? It's always just something with shadows or darkness and then that boring Lord. 'Dark Lord' this 'Lord of Shadows' that, these are so boring!"

I notice Stella is now looking at me like I have her full attention. I still with pride at the thought of her considering my monologue interesting.

"How about.... Furry death? Fiendish floof? Cutie of destruction?" She meows, though I'm not sure if it's in approval or not. Before I can think of another terrible villain name for her she turns away and jumps up the small table, knocking down some papers placed on it by a messy necromancer.

I get up to place the notes back, stacking some of them up to avoid further chaos. Right, the book. I've been gone for a while already, I don't wanna make Felix wait too long. Skimming through the books still on the shelf I notice quickly it must be laying on the floor. I try to make my way back to the sofa to work myself through the mess from there, but accidentally knock over a stack of books.

"Nah shit!" Stella jumps up at the sudden noise, making me sigh yet again. "I'm sorry, Stella." 

After a moment I suddenly feel something softly pressing against my arm. I look to see the little cat put her head against me, now looking up at me.

"Meow"

She almost sounds commanding.

Her little paws carry her down the table and across the floor, where she circles a book with what seems to be some notes and an old cup of tea on it. "Hm?" I Walk over and carefully put papers and cup away, to reveal the very book I was searching.

"You found it!", I cheer as I take Stella into my arms and lift her up. "Thank you, little monster." I nuzzle my face into her back. She's. So. Soft.

Just as I'm about to give her some more cuddles the door opens again.

"Ah, here you are."

I look up to see Felix in the doorway. When he sees Stella in my arms his face turns concerned. "MC-" before he can go on with what definitely would've been a lecture about how Stella is dangerous she jumps out of my embrace and hurries away, distracting Felix for long enough for me to change the subject.

"Er, I got your book. Sorry I kept you waiting." I quickly grabbed it from the floor and made my way over to him.

"Thank you."

"Not to be rude but I think I should get going, find something to eat somewhere and then just head to bed."

I go to move past him, but he stops me.

"Actually, we made dinner"

Huh?

"We, Uhm, kind of talked and noticed you helped all of us out today so we thought we'd give something back to you."

My heart warms at the gesture, a smile spreading across my face.

"That's so sweet of you guys..."

Felix smiles and motions for me to follow. I turn around one last time, looking at Stella.

She blinks at me slowly, and I return the gesture.

So she does blink.

"MC?"

"Ah, right!" I quickly close the door behind me, catching up with Felix to eat whatever kind of dinner him and the others made.

I'm glad the thought is what counts, cause I doubt it'll be actually edible.

[nerdnag]

Yeeaah I recognise that my response probably was a bit unexpected. XD Hopefully it didn't freak you out too much. It's just that you are one of those people on tumblr that I've regularly but randomly started thinking about over the years and gone, "man, Isaac really was so cool and nice and had so many interesting things to say, I hope he's doing well".

And on that note, I'm glad you are doing sort of well? Things seem to be going in the right direction at least, based on what I can tell from your reply. And hope for the future is always good!! I had a pretty awful period of my life that started in spring of 2022 and (at least in practice) ended last summer, but I am really only just now starting to come back from it tbh. Sometimes these things take time. You just gotta find a way to actually live life even in the middle of all that stress. Be mindful and all that, y'know.

As for my work, there's a lot I can't really talk about in a tumblr post. 😅 But I'd be happy to tell you more in a DM! I can say a few things here though. Maybe you remember that I studied law? If you don't, that's fine. But basically I had no idea in which particular field of law I wanted to work (and I even really didn't know I wanted to study law until I applied, I thought I wanted to be a musician or writer when I was younger, but then my experiences with studying music in high school sort of ruined it for me and made me want to do something radically different).

The very last class I took in uni was a class in IT law, which I found really fun and interesting. There was another student in that class who was taking her law degree on the side while working, and she was starting up an IT law department in her workplace. After a presentation I made in class one day she went up to me and asked whether I wanted to come work with her. Since I am honest to a fault, I said something along the lines of, "I would love to, but just so you know, I have zero work experience and also I am probably autistic". She was like, "you gotta start somewhere!" - and then she hired me, and it turned out great. I'm still working with her today actually (7 years later!), although in a different constellation. And yeah it does have good benefits. Though my work situation in particular is a bit of a special case, so I don't know how helpful it would be for you to hear more about it. But again, we can talk more about this in a DM if you want. I'd be happy to tell you more there! ^_^

Ooh, I think I remember you being a research assistant, actually? It sounds like you do very important work! I know very little (if anything) about that field so please imagine me looking at the image above with eyes as big as saucers, going "it's a corn-cob guy with a diamond hat :O". Respectfully, of course!! I am in awe of science-doers.

But I can understand the issues about payment vs. how much skill it takes. Do you have any ideas about what you might want to do instead? Do you want to do something in the same exact field, or branch out?

Btw I went through the absolutely horrible chore of trying to search through my blog for the instances where I tagged you. I probably missed some but here are two (though the first one isn't really a tag game at all): (1) (2)

Some times, although they are few and far between, I feel like I'm actually making a difference with my work. Like something I do has an appreciable, positive effect on people's lives. It doesn't have to be big, just something that has an effect in practice; not just paper pushing, but an actual impact on how things are done in the industry. It always gets me when that happens, and I'm so glad I'm in a place where that is possible for me. I'm so glad I can do good in my own way.

[emmafreakecreations]

Going to ramble about Fate: Winx season 2 bc I can

I gotta say I'm surprised I even watched this season bc the first one was so bad, but I had to know what was going to happen. I went in with low expectations so as to not get disappointed again.

everything was just better this season- costumes, dialog, plot, characters.

I liked the plot tbh I just thought they got rid of the witch academy and the witches in general but I like how they are used in this season.

FLORAAAAAAA! MY GIRL!

I'm glad Aisha got fleshed out more and isn't just a token poc character, bc she is one of my favorites in the cartoon.

Actually I'm glad everyone got fleshed out more. And surprisingly I like Riven in this, I didn't like him in the cartoon bc he's mean to everyone all the time and I question why they are friends with him in the first place. The thing I said about the first season was, "wow they really didn't get a lot of things right but at least they got riven right bc he is a dick." But I think he had character growth in this and he actually feels like he is friends with sky.

I'm actually invested in BloomxSky, I found them sometimes bland in the cartoon and especially in the first season of this show I found them bland but when they go to Silva's house it was cute. Bloom wanting to frolic and asking him he ever frolicked was cute.

I might actually root rivusa, in the cartoon they were my least favorite couple bc musa was always angry or sad about riven doing something stupid, then he would apologize she would forgive, then he would do the same stupid shit again. they were toxic and I was glad when she finally broke up with him. But this musa and riven? I like it, he seems to actually care about her physically and mentally.

Can we please get Brandon and Helia soon bc stellaxbrandon and floraxhelia are my favorite couples.

Beatrix being hinted as one of the trix? as in she's stormy and her two other sisters are somewhere out there?

wow they had money this season to get Halsey and TAYLOR SWIFT!? also bc this is done by brian young (vampire diaries) i wasn't surprised to find catchy fun songs playing during dialog and me getting distracted by the song and singing it rather than paying attention.

When sky and bloom left to go to the house and sky said "lets get out of here." I immediately starting singing wildest dreams and then it started playing- I see the song selection is also going to be right on the nose like vampire diaries

The plot this season I was invested in and I can really see them taking the lore from the cartoon and building upon it and it makes me happy- taking something from the original and making a new plot with it.

I like to see the mentions of the other kingdoms from the original-Aisha is from Andros, on Andreas's tombstone it says he is from eraklyon which is the kingdom sky is prince of in the original

all in all this season was WAY better than the first, i wouldn't say its perfect but it's definitely better and I wasn't angry during or after it so I guess that's good.

[iwaasfairy]

Heyo Fairy!! I hope your day/night/evening/morning/afternoon is going amazingly, and that you never forget that you are that bitch! (Affectionate, obv) Seriously, I remember when I first started having these "darker" thoughts about characters and I was like 'What the fuck is wrong with me?' and then years later, I find your and Rhi's blog. Y'all let me realize that it's perfectly normal to think these things, even if those who don't, or deny that they do, think otherwise. So, seriously, thank you, y'all mean so, so, SO MUCH to me! Like big sisters that help me see there's nothing wrong with me, even if people I know irl would say "wtf?" 🥹

Ahhh, sorry, that was so fucking sappy! 🫣 I just wanted to ya know that it really does mean a lot to people like me, and your other followers, that y'all are brave enough to post the things you do despite all the little bitches that try and tear y'all down 🥹

... That was sappy again 🤦🏻‍♀️ y'know what, what the fuck ever, I'm just a soft person when it comes to emotions and shit, I'll deal with it 😤

That all being said, I can't belIEVE it took me this long to comment on 2 of Cups! Okay, so, when part 1, and 2, came out, I had no idea who Rin and Sae were. I didn't even know what Blue Lock was, just that it's a manga/anime. I was like oh, okay, cool! I read part one anyway, and was all like "... I gotta watch this. If the anime isn't out yet, I gotta watch it as soon as it DOES come out." (I'm an anime only, because I almost always give characters the exact same voice if I have nothing to go off of 😒 I struggle with it fr fr. anYWAY—) So, I don't... Think? I'd read part 2 yet, tbh I think I completely forgot about it, the memory is NOT good, I'm so sorry! So when the anime DID come out, I wasn't actually aware 😅 until they uploaded episode, like... 10? Or 11? Of the English Dub? AnywAY! THE POINT Is, I started watching because of things I've read, I was TIRED of looking up every single character when I read about them 😭 SO, I watched, got caught up to where it is now, and am waiting for the next episode, and you mention 2 of Cups part 3 is coming out, and I was like "oH SHIT, I REMEMBER READING PART 1!" So, I went back, read parts 1 and 2, absolutely ADORED them, despite the pain 🥹 Like, Rin's pining, but not wanting to do anything because of SAE, that little bitch, that won't admit he's the sAME and keeps being an AsS when Rea-chan and Rin are even remotely affectionate, AaAAAAHHHH! And I was so exCITED for part 3! And then part 3 came out, and... It absolutely bLEW MY IMAGINATION OUT OF THE PARK, LIKE!! !! I dunno, what I was expecting to happen, but I'm so happy it went the way it did! I mean, yeah, sure, it hURT, what with Sae continuing to be an ass, and RIn, poor rIN! Sweet baby, he's so! I can't even begin to espresso how in absolute awe I'm in of this mASTERPIECE! It keeps me up at night, thinking about it, and about what may happen next. Like, did Sae go back to, I think it was... Spain? Did he just go somewhere else for the time being, and he'll be back? Will Rin give in to his fantasies? Will he be soft and gentle if he does? Would he absolutely destroy Rea-chan with his roughness? Would he start off gentle, and then lose it?

So many questions, but I can wait to have them answered; I know you work incredibly hard, and that writing really takes time 🥰 PLUS, we can't have you not sleeping! The Queen of Fairies needs her sleep, she must rest and take care of herself 🥺 Love you much, take care!! 🥰

firST OF ALL,no yOURE THAT BITCH!!!! YOU ARE! YOU ARE! wtfFDSGD thIS IS SO FUCKING SWEET im gonna cry and scREam !!! ♡♡♡ yes iT is totally normal for you to thrive off of taboo, tIS ouR little bug brains,, and alSO IM MASTER OF SAP i doNT MIND YOU BEING SAPPY PLS THIS IS SO SWEEETTTTTT :/ makes me cry. i hope you know i see every like and rb and i get the dumbest fondest grin on my stupid face any time you're in my notifs, or def when you send an ask or a comment or anything i jUST mELT

and stOPPDbhFu MASTERpiECE i??FYFDyd pLS pls pls oml iM SO VERY VERY HAPPY you LIKED thE FIc and iM bery happy i decided to give myself room for a part 4 bc i think iLL need iT im just Too foND of thEm!! and YES oml manY quESTions right??? i! haven't figured them all out yet so i can't exactly tell you everything but i do know that Sae's still in Japan, he's not yet going back to Spain,, i think Sae just can't handle the idea of rea-chan being with Rin and a similar grudge against him,, and :))) heheh for the smut :))) we shall have to wait and see