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I am incredibly tired and unwell, but I think I've finally cracked so this is very much a vent post, BUT:
I desperately want to take "Romani Dick Grayson" away from fans until they can learn to be nice. Specifically non-Romani fans.
I've seen so many terrible, invalidating, frankly stereotypical and racist takes from people who are 'claiming to be sensitive' to Romani people.
I don't particularly get upset about peoples headcanons, or the desire for diversity (because I have those desires/HCs too!). It's when I see the 'has to' or people arguing their headcanons about Dick's Romani heritage without the experience or the knowledge to do so beyond their five-minute google search that I get upset.
I saw a nice piece of fanart before that had Dick drawn tanned, and it had a reply on it to the effect of "thank you for drawing Dick brown, he's romani." It makes me sad to see people say things like that, that 'Dick has to be brown', because my pale white ass is also Romani. However, on the flipside, if someone draws him too pale, I see people attack the artists and calling them racist in vagueposts for drawing him 'wrong' (white-appearing) despite it being completely possible for a Romani person to be white.
In another place I saw someone refer to the Graysons as 'definitely travellers, so they couldn't be Romanichal'. Are you saying that Romanichal (English Romani people) are less Romani? I don't really understand the need to exclude other Romani people from the 'list Dick could be descended from' based on...whether on not you (royal) consider them 'travellers'.
Not to mention, the word 'Travellers'. Travellers is used in a derogatory way to the Romanichal in the UK, or at least in my area it is, there is a turn of phrase to avoid calling someone a slur in public, people say "Oh, that ones a travelling girl" or "They're travellers" and it has all of the implications with it.
Romani people are diverse, and we're not limited to a skin colour or religion, we all have different culture and traditions and languages, yet I see people insisting Dick has to fit into a box of a 'specific Romani'.
I don't really care for it in fic, I filter out the 'Dick Grayson is Romani' tag. I don't care for it in comics, because it has always been done poorly. I don't care about peoples HC's, 'cause even if I disagree, they can't affect me.
But to see real people talk about a comic book character using words, stereotypes, and phrases that hurts other real Romani people to attack or build up their own worlds/HCs is just so frustrating.
#dick grayson#romani dick grayson#rant post#marsupial rant#dare i say?#marsupial meta#(i dont)#tbh I could go on about this subject for hours and I have at select friends#but my issues with it will always be steeped in my own experiences as a Romani#I just want to stop being hurt when I look at Dick Grayson fan creations#and I don't want to see the word 'exotic' used#or people using phrases from languages they don't understand that they haven't properly got the translation or knowledge for#hence why I avoid fic/the romani dick grayson tag now#obligatory tim seeley my beloathed
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teehee first ask thing :3c
i work at a movie theater and it sucks, literally the only thing that keeps me going is pretending someone going to see movies just to interact with me. tbh whenever i scan someone ticket and theyâre cute, iâll try to be at their theater whenever the movie end just to tell them âhave a nice day!â
do what you'll want with this, i just wanna share my delusions ^^
hihi omg this is so cute, i wrote a little something about it !!
(i wrote this at like four am on a googles doc and didnât proof read â pls forgive me for the kinda lame writing ;;;)
Youâre tired. Extremely tired. If you got a coin for how many times somebody had asked you a stupid question â youâd be able to quit your job by now.
The smell of popcorn and off brand candy lingers in the air; you feel sick to your stomach as you look at the clock. 3 more hours of your shift left, god, you close your eyes for a solid minute â imagining yourself in your nice warm bed away from all the noise, smell and buzzing food machines.
Fortunately, it seems as the flurry amount of people had dispersed after the screenings of the new trending movie had stopped at a certain time. You hum a sigh under your breath, the theater was almost empty, You prayed to whatever was listening to you that a group of teenagers wouldnât just burst in and charge towards your counter.
You decide to pass off some time by restocking the candy shelves by your desk, grimacing at the overpriced labels when you suddenly hear a small cough.
Looking up, you notice a very familiar customer beaming at you with a big smile. Their eyes light up, and you can't help but change your tired expression to one that matches theirs.
âHey! Howâs your shift going Y/N?â The man smiles, fidgeting with his hands as he eagerly looks at you.
âGood as a shift can get Matteo, howâs your day going? This is the third time you came this week â Mustâ really like movies.. new world record huh?â
You respond back, with no malice in your tone, exchanging banter with your favourite customer. He comes so often to the theatre, that you guys are already on first name basis.
Honestly, the only reason he was your favourite customer was because of how how nice and pleasant he was to chat too.
Matteo would arrive with a warm smile, always making a beeline for whichever counter you were working at. You guys would chat about the latest releases, obscure indie films, and laugh over the messiness of children running around.
Youâd remember the first time he came into the movies with his friends, his eyes would linger on you every now and again whilst ordering â you never really paid any mind to it.
Matteo raises his eyebrows as you question him. ââŚReally like movies?â A pause between the two of you as you nod awkwardly, before his eyes widen in realisation.
âOh yeahâ yeah! I love movies hahahaâŚ! Movies are great.. awesome, spectacular, so fun!!â He says laughing, wiping his eyebrow and grinning extremely wide.
Rapidly changing the subject, Matteo places one of his arms on the counter. âThe movie you recommended to me two days ago was so funny! I loved it, anything new for me today?â
To be frank, you could not recall what movie you told him to watch, and you doubt you even watched it yourself! However, seeing the gleam in his face â you didnât have the heart to tell him so.
You shift your head slightly to see behind Matteos head, the small list of movies that were going to play soon. Selecting the most cool sounding one, you look back at him.
âThereâs a movie called âArgan Gateâ that came out recently in theatre 3?â
His smile becomes even more radiant (which you didnât know could be possible) as he looks through his bag, âSounds perfect! Iâll take a ticket!â
Matteo hands you his money, your fingers brushed slightly, The man freezes as he just stares at your hands for a solid few seconds before zoning back in with flushed cheeks.
ââŚIâll tell you how the movie was after, see you at your next shift?â He says with a flustered look. You mutter a small okay with a wave as he walks to the movie screening.
You wonder for a second on how heâd know when your next shift is, and why he watches every single thing you recommend him. Pausing as you stare at his back with a narrowed gaze before you shrug your shoulders, going back to restocking the shelves
âHe must just really really love movies.â
#tbh this was me when i worked at the library LOL#purerae#yandere blog#male yandere#yandere headcanons#yandere#yandere oc#yandere x reader#yandere oc x reader#male yandere oc#strangers to lovers#yandere boy#yandere friend#yandere male#yandere oneshots#yandere x darling#yandere x gender neutral reader#yandere x y/n#yandere x gn reader#yandere x female reader#yandere imagines#yandere drabble#male yandere x reader#male yandere x you#make yandere x y/n#yandere stranger#yandere stranger x reader#yandere scenarios
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Library
Synopsis: (This is set when Gojo and Getou were in highschool) You are all in the library trying to practice presentations but Gojo canât stop being distracting.
(I mean,,, no ship tbh? Kinda platonic reader insert but u can take it as Gojo flirting)
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A library is supposed to be silent, filled with studying and well focused people. Itâs a place meant for peace and quiet, so everyone there can get a good grasp on their subjects without any distractions.
The library is known for being the best place to work in, you are surrounded by peers and books and computers of all kind. The amount of resources is unlimited, mixing alone and social time all into one setting, a beautiful design.
However, if you mix a quiet respectable place with three idiots, you tend to get the opposite of what a library is supposed to be.
The library was filled with your quiet snorts and giggles as you sat in the back of the room, you putting your hand over your mouth did nothing to silence you as you shook.
Gojo bit down on his lip as he tried to contain his laugh as well, waiting for the right timing to say another dumb joke.
You felt the stares of a few of your peers, but couldnât help from giggling in your corner. It was one of those rare moments where you felt air escape your lungs in a good way, the crunching of your sides was a ticklish feeling. It was so carefree and fun, a simple memory you would keep every time you entered a library.
You turned to Gojo at the same time as him, trying to put on a serious face but when you saw his struggling one you couldnât help but crack a huge smile and fall back into your lap cackling. He turned away snickering to his side as well.
You had been here for what felt like hours, you trying to go over your presentation but barely getting through the first slide with how Gojo suddenly wanted to be a comedian. Not letting you catch a break each slide.
It didnât help that you were already behind in your presentation, he just fed into your procrastination. Making this workload ease into other hours of your day, it seemed like the only thing you could do for the day was work on this presentation.
Getou rested his chin on his hand, âYou egg him on when you do that.â
âI know!â You wheezed, âBut its soâso hard, I canât focus.â
Gojo leaned in to whisper something else but Getou tilted his head, âSatoru, youâre a distraction.â
He pulled back, fixing his sunglasses with a wide grin. The class clown couldnât help but make light of such a boring atmosphere, what was he even supposed to do in here? (Study Gojo⌠studyâŚ)
Picking on you two was way more fun than doing his fifty-billion already missing assignments.
âWhat?â He looked over his glasses, âItâs not my fault Iâm this funny.â
âNo, heâs right!â You took deep breaths, pulling into your center, âHeâs right, let me try again and donât distract me!â You pointed with a warning intent.
He grinned at you, playing on his innocent expression, which didnât come across as very genuine.
It was like he called for attention to himself just by entering a room. No one could ignore him. So imagine how much harder it would be to ignore him if this giant ray of sunshine was sitting right next to you, pestering you every second.
âSo,â you skimmed over your notes, âfor this presentation, I wanted to research how the possible extinction of polar bears is such a condenenâ conquentialâconquista-- conse-â
âAre you trying to say consequential?â Geto asked.
There was a slight moment of silence, maybe half a second before, like a burst of a bubble, Gojo snorted and turned his head to the side giggling away. It didnât help that his laugh was so contagious. It was like a yawn, when one person did it everyone else did.
Geto looked away, covering the slight curl of his mouth. He tried his best to be the mature one in the group but sometimes Gojo broke down that expectation with something as simple as giggling like a child.
Him trying to not smile mixed with Gojoâs actual laugh made it so much harder to not give in yourself. These two really couldnât stop goofing around, no matter the situation.
You forced a frown, âGuys, Itâs not funny!â
Gojo made a look at Getou, and Getou let out the lightest huff of air before shaking his head. âYouâre right. Continue.â
âThank you,â you cleared your throat, getting your notes in order, âI think itâs important to note that a big factor that could lead to their extinction are greenhouse gas em⌠emm...emnioââ
You squinted at the page, pulling it closer, you ignored Gojoâs pestering smile beside you. If you even looked at him you knew this would be all bad, he had a way of pulling you from work and not letting you get back to it.
Getou tapped the paper, âWhatâs wrong?â
You slid the paper to him, âI donât know how to say that.â
He pulled the paper to his face with a slight frown. He blinked a few times, trying to not let confusion seep onto his face. With a little bit of inspecting, he eventually slipped the paper across for Gojo to help.
Gojo blinked back at the paper, a smile curling onto his face, âIs this your handwritingâŚ?â
Getou hid his face while Gojoâs smile widened into a grin, then a chuckle, then a full on laugh, the both of them snickering onto themselves. You rolled your eyes, as Gojo banged his hand on the table like he saw the funniest thing on the damn planet.
These two were rolling over themselves over your sleep filled handwriting! It wasnât even that funny!
You scoffed as the two went into hysterics over your handwriting, trying to fight off the smile crawling itâs way onto your face. It took so much to not give in.
It was all fun and games until a few students started to share a few looks from across the room. A few glared your direction, some actually leaving the place for a quieter place to study. No one seemed to enjoy your table's joy the same way you all were.
The three of you were being a nuisance to the quiet work environment, contradicting the point of a library with your presence. But why was laughing in the library more fun than laughing in your room with each other?
Was it the concept of breaking the rules that tickled you? Or maybe it was the hysteria of working on something for too long without breaks, forcing you all into taking a different kind of break.
None of you noticed when a select few students got up to talk to the teachers about you three. Whispering to the side and pointing a teacher your direction.
Your head popped up when you heard the light tapping of heels and keychains coming your direction. A more than pissed off adult looking straight towards your table.
You shook Gojo and grabbed his arm, âDude shut up! Shut up the teachers coming!â
Before you could grab yourselves together, the teacher already arrived by your table, tapping on the desk until she got your attention. âIâm going to need you all to quiet down or leave. Youâre being a distraction.â
Gojo quirked a brow, opening his mouth, but you spoke up before he said something disrespectful.
âSorry.â You nudged the guy next to you, âWeâll be more quiet.â
She pursed her lips as she did a once over of you all, definitely memorizing your faces. You lot were making this poor lady do more than needed on her shift. She probably couldnât wait until you guys messed up again so she could kick you out for good.
âThank you.â She did a last sharp look before she eventually turned, walking away to the front desk again. Full hawk eyes on your table.
You turned around to the group, trying to regain composure. It was so awkward having her stare and know that you had to be on your best behavior. Everyone sat silently, no one even moving.
Until Gojo leaned back in his seat, twisting his head to look at you. You tried your best to not look at himâŚyou could literally feel his stare through your head. He was insufferable.
âŚHowever, you couldnât help the curiosity and slowly turned your head to meet his eyes. Just one look and his face flooded into a winced grin, already trying to hold back laughter with a squeaking sound from him.
With that, your composure broke and you released a set of giggles while Getou covered his mouth. Just like that Gojo won, he ate this attention up, releasing his own dumb fit of laughter.
You guys really couldnât go a minute in silence could you?
Getou smiled and stood from the table, âWere not getting anything done. Letâs get food.â
You nodded, you were surprised it took this long for someone to realize that. This was a highly anticipated break you put off for too long, not realizing just how much time was wasted goofing off until now.
âI want ice cream!â Gojo slung your bag over his shoulder.
You blinked between the two as they gathered their belongings, starting to disperse from the table. You were still getting yourself together, scrambling with your things as the tall pair strided to the exit. âGuys wait up!â
They very much did not wait up, if anything it seemed as though their pace got quicker. (Gojo even looked back before grinning that sinister smile of his and walking faster.)
When you darted out of the seat, you just so happened to glance back at the table.
It had a few balled up sheets of paper under it, (that Gojo made and threw at the both of you) the chairâs werenât pushed in, and if you looked closely you could see a few doodles sprawled along it.
For some reason, the table setting that would definitely piss off that teacher, made you smile. It showed proof that you and your friends had been there, that a few teens were messing around and having fun before they left.
Which you did, you made a good memory today. Those small moments of laughing at dust with friends, warmth from being so happy, comfort from having a tight bond.
It was all you needed, and all you wanted to remember anyways.
#jjk gojo x reader#jjk x reader#jjk#jujutsu kaisen x reader#Gojo Satoru x reader#Satoru x reader#gojo/reader#gojo x reader fluff#getou x reader#lowkey tbh#very lowkey Getou x reader#do I even tag that....#whatever yes I willđ#not me posting back to back#is this healthy???#am I addicted to tumblrđđ??#jujutsu kaisen#fluff#reader insert#whatever Iâm done goodnight#I hope u find a friend group that makes u laugh all day
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okay well anyways somebody asked me if i felt like talking about my raccoon city survivors au with mia and ethan again and the answer is YES.
> AU MINI FACTS <
- Ethan's mother died while giving birth.
- Ethan Winters and his father moved into Raccoon City when Ethan was a baby, around 3-4 years old.
- Ethan trans ftm because im trans and i said so.
- Mia trans mtf because im trans and i said so.
- Ethan & Mia are childhood friend to lovers in this au.
- Ethan's father worked for Umbrella, and Mia's father worked for the Connections while her mother also worked for Umbrella.
- Mia was born in Texas, but her family moved to Raccoon City after she was born. They still owned property in Texas, though.
- Mia & Carlos are related because I said so.
- so yknow the "dude its been three years" guy? that's their childhood friend and his name is Kyde because i said so.
- Albert Wesker Personally was ordered by Spencer to kill those scientists btw.
- a lot of this au is because i said so tbh
> AU SUMMARY <
Ethan Winters, Mia Oliviera, and Kyde Wells work together to survive six days of the Raccoon City Outbreak. In the process they uncover secrets and encounter many obstacles that just nearly cost them their lives.
> CHAR.BGROUND <
ETHAN W, SR - A scientist who worked for Umbrella. He lost his wife during the birth of his child E///// Winters. Struggling with the death of his wife and the harsh decline of his mental health, he began to experiment with viruses and vaccines in an attempt to bring his wife back, even using his child as a subject at certain points due to the child having strong genes from the mother. He acknowledged that he was a horrid father, but justified his actions by claiming he would bring back a better mother. He thought of Albert Wesker as a friend, and told him the truth of his research.
ETHAN W, JR - A quiet 14 year old that had a hard time making friends. Due to experiments from his father, Ethan is a culmination of infections and viruses that each impact him in different ways. As he grew up Ethan refrained from talking too much as to not interrupt his father's work, causing him to become selectively mute.
MIA OLIVIERA - Younger sister of Carlos Oliviera. Mia skipped a grade due to her intelligence and advanced knowledge on many things kids her age normally didn't. She very easily got sick as a child, though she seemed to outgrow it as she got older. She was schooled both at home and at school before the outbreak. She shared classes with Ethan Winters (Jr) and Kyde Wells.
KYDE WELLS - A friend of Ethan & Mia, known for his cowardice. Kyde has a heavy sense of self preservation, but a weighted sense of compassion as well. He only ever has risked himself for his two friends.
JAMES HARISON - Mia's father. He worked for the Connections as a scientist and a researcher. Harison and his wife often exchanged information they learned from their jobs, aiming to and succeeding at "fixing" their daughter's proneness to viral sicknesses.
MARISA OLIVIERA - Mia's mother. He worked for Umbrella as a researcher. Oliviera and her husband often exchanged information they learned from their jobs, aiming to and succeeding at "fixing" their daughter's proneness to viral sicknesses.
JAKE VERANO - An Umbrella worker who had been trapped in the underground facility for a week, listening to the sound of his coworkers being eaten alive. Unstable because of his experience, he tries to create a cure using the intel of Ethan W (SR).
> FULL AU <
[September, 25, 1998.]
Ethan Winters walked home from school when his father failed to pick him up. He walked through the streets, paying no mind to a big fight breaking out near him. On the way home, he meets up with his friend Kyde who had also been walking home. They talk and walk together for a bit, before splitting up.
When Ethan arrived home, he noticed the front door of his house had been opened slightly. Confused, but wary, he entered the house, knowing it was uncharacteristic for his father to forget the door was open.
He entered the living room, and found his father laying on the ground dead, shot twice in the head, having just been killed moments prior. Ethan moved over to his father, before Albert Wesker walked out of his father's office.
Ethan barely has much time to react to him, overwhelmed by his own panic and the death of the only adult in his life. Wesker - wanting no witnesses - shoots him three times in the chest, and leaves under the impression the child is dead for good.
Ethan Winters dies for the first time that evening.
[September, 27, 1998]
For the past two days, Mia and her parents have been barricaded in their home, unable to leave safely. Mia sat in her room for most of the time, unable to look out of the windows due to boards covering them. During those two days Mia tries to call Ethan and Kyde several times in hopes that they were safe. Neither of them answer.
Until this day, the 27th, at 2:00 am, when she calls Ethan. And he answers.
{TRANSCRIPT OF THEIR CALL:}
Ethan: h-hello?
Mia: [Ethan]! You're alive! Are you okay?
Ethan: I'm breathing. [Pause] I'm breathing. You okay?
Mia: I'm boarded up in my house, we can't leave safely. Everything is a mess. I'm so glad you're alive, [Ethan]. Are you safe? I'm guessing you're safe.
Ethan: Not sure. Not sure. Find you soon, here alone. Alone.
Mia: Alone? What happened? Where's your dad?
Ethan: [Pause.] [Loud sound in the distance.]
Mia: [Ethan]? Are you okay?
Ethan: [Dial tone.]
Mia speaks with her parents about the call, expressing worry about her friend. She spends a while trying to convince her parents that Ethan may be alive (purposefully omitting the dial tone) and need their help. Finally, they agree, and at 12 pm, they head out with all the resources they could gather.
Managing to stay out of sight, the family make it to the Winters' household. They find Ethan hiding in his bedroom, one infected laying in the hallway with a pole through its head and Ethan's father laying in the living room dead.
They rescue Ethan, and flee from the house. Mia's parents explain that they need to evacuate the city, but that they wouldn't be able to drive, so they'd have to move on foot. They returned to their house and rested for the night.
[September, 28, 1998]
The family and Ethan head out again, this time aiming to evacuate the city. After several close encounters with large groups of infected, the kids and Mia's parents are unfortunately separated. Given instructions by her parents, Mia leads Ethan through the city, having to take detours due to infected blocking pathways.
Eventually, during the night, they run into Kyde, who has lost his parents trying to escape the city. The three of them take refuge in an empty abandoned house, and rest for the walk in the morning.
Ethan sits up for a while, thinking about what happened to him, and trying to figure out how to explain it to his friends. Eventually he falls asleep, unable to figure it out. In the morning they head out again.
[September, 29-30, 1998]
During another detour taken due to large groups of infected, Ethan is kidnapped by a man in a white lab coat.
Mia & Kyde go after them, refusing to leave Ethan behind. They manage to find him after roughly half a day had passed.
Ethan had been in a hysterical state and through tears he explains to Mia and Kyde what had happened to him in his house a few days ago, confessing that he had died and revived two days later. He warns the two of them that whatever Jake, the white lab coat man, did to him, it made him dangerous and unstable.
Mia and Kyde refused again to leave him behind, and spend hours gathering information from files and research left scattered around. They manage to make Something that was able to calm him down and cleanse what they had learned had been called the "T-virus" from his body.
As soon as Ethan had woken up again, they fleed the facility, Mia & Kyde both making sure he didn't collapse on the way.
[October, 1, 1998]
They don't stop running when they're out. A broadcast goes out saying that the city will be blown up in four hours due to being unable to contain the outbreak. The three of them realize they won't be able to get out if they take anymore detours unless they find a vehicle with gas in it and a clear road to drive on.
Three hours later, out of options, nearly to the city boarder, and faced with another group of infected blocking the only straight shot out, they decide to risk a run through. However, just as they were pushing through, a helicopter flew overhead and spotted them. Calling to them, the pilot tells them to attempt making it up a building nearby if they could.
Through pure bullshittery and luck, they manage to make it up, and they board the helicopter. Just as it begins to take flight, the city starts to blow up bit by bit. In the distance, they see other helicopters flying.
> AFTER THE AU <
Mia and her parents reunite, her parents having managed to get out before the children did. Kyde goes to live with his relatives in Texas, and Ethan is offered to live with them as well.
Mia's parents move back to their texas home, and everyone who had been in the city were given therapy. Eventually the three grow up and graduate from highschool, and move on to other things, never once separating.
The three of them eventually move into a single house together in California, and some time after that Mia and Ethan get married. And for a while they live happily
And then, Mia witnesses Ethan having some sort of attack in the middle of the night one time, and realizes that he hadn't been completely cured of whatever had been infecting him in the city at all, and that it had only gone dormant for some years. While he wasn't vicious or attacking anyone, Ethan had just been really plagued and didn't even remember the fits that only seemed to happen every other night.
Out of worry and fear, Mia begins to work for the Connections, hoping there was something she could learn from them in order to help her husband finally be cured. And years after, RE7 began.
And THAT, my friends, is my Raccoon City Survivors au with the Winters, also known as Raccoon City Winters.
#raccoon city winters#resident evil au#re2 remake#resident evil 2#resident evil 8#resident evil village#ethan winters#re8#mia winters#re8 mia winters#resident evil#resident evil ethan winters#albert wesker#ethan w is ethan winters' dad#trans ethan#trans mia#ethan w was a horrible father with intentions#i retcon canon because fuck canon#selectively mute ethan winters#autistic ethan winters#autistic mia winters#mia winters has adhd#ethan winters has adhd#ac: ethan w.#ac: kyde wells#ac: james harison#ac: marisa oliviera#ac: jake verano#ac = alternate/alternative characters
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AU Raffle: Cryptid AU!
[COMPLETE]
The result of the random selection was the Cryptid AU! Multiple people suggested this, so I'm looking forward to hearing all the ideas and extensions you guys will come up with. This will be a masterpost collecting them all, and it will be pinned for the duration of the AU.
Original suggestion: "For the Raffle. Cryptid AU. None of the Hermits are truly human and they all are really powerful cryptids that are hiding their true nature. The catch! Every Hermit thinks the other Hermits are totally normal and they are the only cryptid one. Hilarity ensures with everyone trying to explain the extrange things that keep happening "
Some ideas I came up with:
- every Hermit is a cryptid or monster of some kind, except for Grian, who is fully human and completely clueless about everything that's going on (suggested by a previous ask)
- Team ZIT is an investigation group trying to prove the existence of cryptids, but each one of them is subtly trying to sabotage the investigation to hide their own cryptid-ness. None of the three know the other two are also cryptids. Hilarity ensues.
- Xisuma probably knows what's going on with everyone, but he's not saying anything
- Mumbo is doing an absolutely horrible job of hiding that he's a cryptid, but somehow people still don't notice. Iskall is probably the closest to figuring it out.
- VintageBeef has already figured out that Keralis isn't human, but Keralis is bribing him to keep quiet
I hope that's enough to get the ball rolling! Send in your ideas using asks, and I'll put them down here!
If you need ideas about which cryptid would fit best with which Hermit, this list may be helpful.
Anonymous Additions:
- I feel like xisuma should be some kind of shapeshifter
- cleo was brought back to life by a family that loved her very much- or at least, that was what they tried to do. in reality, they brought a completely new soul back in the body of a deceased relative. cleo felt uncomfortable around people who thought she was a different person than she was, so she ran away and eventually befriended the hermits bc she just felt ~drawn to them~. she disguises her bloodless skin and lack of body heat with thick clothes and lots of makeup
- Cleo, of course, is a zombie, but she also has ties to Cthulu that she doesn't really try to hide, but that people overlook all the time. I'm just saying, an avatar of an eldritch being having to be a zombie kinda makes sense...
- Cthulu needed a body, and this kind family was nice enough to supply one! It was kinda their fault really, praying to ancient gods and making deals without reading the fine print. Cleo might feel guilty, but it wasn't on her, not really
- cryptid au: joe isn't a human, but a changeling: a shapeshifting, nonhuman entity that evolved to invade human families like a cuckoo. he has the ability to bend light to make illusions, but he normally just uses his powers to make himself appear human. however he does like to make all lime green things he sees invisible, for the lulz
- What about mumbo being a vampire, it just introduces the idea of so many odd behaviors that the others are just oblivious to
- What if ren is a werewolf(I know it isn't original) and he just thinks of the other hermits as his pack and is therefor very protective of them
- Obligatory Ren is a Werewolf for the Cryptid AU. He is acts like a gigant puppy when he is in wolf form. Nobody questions why sometimes they found a gigant wolf trying to play fetch with them. But nobody is complaining. Everyone talks about it and Ren is just upset because the gigant pupper has never come to see him. Surprise!! Not even Ren knows he is a werewolf
- idk if your still doing cryptid stuff because i don't really know how this works but,, what if everyone thinks that Grian Is Something when he's not. They keep trying to figure it out by asking him weird questions or trying to get him to do weird stuff, but he still stays completely oblivious. And then since Xisuma knows what everyone is, he thinks it's hilarious trying to watch everyone try to find something that isn't there.
- Cryptid au: Doc has made it obvious that he is a cryptid like, he explains it so obviously even an idiot would tell that he's one, But no one has figured out yet. So after the 15th time of explaining things he decides to present how he's a cryptid, by making a goatess.
- For the au, I have 2 ideas for grian, either he is very outspoken about not believing in the super natural, or he very much does believe in the supernatural, either way he unknowingly befriends multiple cryptids and is very confused
- Cryptic AU: Tango has fire for hair, and no ones really questioned as to why?
- What if false was a siren, just because it seems like an interesting idea (my addition: Wels would also make a great siren)
- Stress seems like the type to be an elf, graceful and cheerful, and of course admiring nature's beauty
- What if Impulse was mothman, I like this idea because of the whole team zit being paranormal investigators and they just go looking for mothman on one trip, and Impulse is just standing there probably feeling a bit awkward
- If Impulse is Mothman and he can fly and Tango is like a fire demon that controls fire, is only fair that Zed is an aquatic Cryptid. Maybe related to a lake monster or he is a Sea Serpent
- Yeti Iskall getting used to the hot environment of the Jungle??? Maybe?
- i have no clue how this works but etho is related to ningen in a way (Antarctic sea creatures from Japanese folklore)
- Joe's poems seem to stick in your head, echoing around for hours after you hear them, ringing between your ears. Their subjects vary, but they often seem eerily prophetic, warnings encased in rhythm and rhyme. Sometimes you swear you can hear the soft scritch of a pen on paper, before you realize you are the only one around.
- Wait how the hell would jevin hide that fact he's a slime? Better yet how do the other hermits not put to and to together? Through I think jevin probably wouldn't even bother trying to hide it, I mean he's a huge blob of slime how would you not be able to tell
(my response, summarized) Jevin inhabits a body of slime because that's the easiest way to hide his true form. "Jevin" is a non-physical entity that can possess other lifeforms by destroying their will. He chose a slime this time because it was easy and inconspicuous.)
- Cryptid au: Team ZIT have a headquarters and they all pitched in to commission Etho to make their door bell chime, the ghost busters theme, and afterward interrogated Etho to the ground.
- Doc is not a creeper with cyborneticts. Doc is the AI that came with the cyborneticts and over-wrote the conciousness of the creeper. Figured that making Doc something else would be too dificult so maybe subverting what he is with what we got alredy is enough (like you did with Jevin)
- I am putting this here for vampire mumbo in the au because the thought will not leave my head. It's dark, and mumbo's eyes seem to reflect light very well, his canine teeth seem just a bit too long and sharp, they seem to be stained red,was he always this tall? Something about him seems off, he seems very elegant in this darkness.
- cryptid au: when joe was young, he was ignored so much that he turned invisible. you can still see his shadow but you could look directly at him and not see him there with the best tools. he disguises himself by staying quiet, using text to communicate with the other hermits or by covering himself with clothes and masks so nobody would be able to see his body even if he wasnt invisible.
- For the au I think that Iskall could be a dryad because of his base this season
- Imagine if you will: Tango leaves town for a bit so the team ZIT can't do their "investigations". Impulse gets bored and decided to pretend to kidnap Zedaph in mothman-form. When Tango returns, Zedaph tells him how he almost was kidnapped by Mothman (and is over-exaggerating on every detail)
- What if in the au there is a situation where team zit is in some sort of danger, and so each of them just independently decide that they have to reveal the fact of their cryptid selves, and they just collectivly think,"huh. Okay." And after they are safe, they just talk about it as a group
- Beef is big foot.
- Biffa looks like a robot or cyborg, which one? He won't say. Maybe its because its neither, maybe he's just a walking body with a mind, maybe he's just a suit of armor roaming the world, maybe a spirit or ghost from the past, maybe a mob whose inhabited and pilots the body, maybe he's just Biffa. Only he knows, but he won't say
- Cryptid AU: Iâm just imagining zedaph or tango throwing a bell at grian in an attempt to âcaptureâ him under the suspicion that heâs part fae or something at a server meeting
- About Cryptid!Wels, sometimes, when the night is dark and the world is silent, you'll hear it; a soft voice in the darkness. You can't help but listen to it as you get lost in the song, swaying to the melody as your foot moves to the beat. The song gets louder and your feet are more frantic as they seem to take you somewhere. Suddenly, the voice stops singing and so you stop moving, and when you open your eyes you find yourself on the edge of the cliff overlooking the ocean. The siren lurks near
- Doc isnt a Creeper with cybrog parts but a robot made to look like a creeper, that arm and eye? yea just exposed parts from years of just not caring enough. He's waiting to see when someone will call him out on it. So far, only TFC and X but they like to watch how long this will go. Doc isnt even hiding anymore, he loves to mess with Grian by making remarks that imply he's a robot but Grian just can't figure it out
- tbh I love the idea of Joe as a regular human who just acts super cryptic and strange, and has a bit of skill at poetry. others try and figure out what he is, and he's just vibing in a corner, the last one anyone would expect to be the sole normal person on the server
- Cryptid AU. Joe and Cleo as the âOne Bagel. No!! Two bagels!â Vine. Joe being the one that asked and Cleo ignoring Cthulhu
- Joe starts sharing different ideas of what he could be, and only Cleo knows (mostly... she's the closest at least). Joe's mystery is a Hermitcraft classic, greeting every hermit except X, who still only has what Joe's told him to go on. He delights in the chaos he causes
- Scar is a poltergeist, he hides it well. One time Grian caught him using his powers, after scar fessed up, in private, they both bring some amount of chaos to the server, but not to much so the ZIT crypt hunters, name in progress, don't know about the chaos, thus not puting the duo in danger.
- Mumbo might be a vampire, but it isnât for blood (at least, not anymore). Only Grian has come close to figuring it out, and itâs due to seeing how refreshed and satisfied his friend looks after being around 2+ groups of people. If only he would just straight up and ask. - đŚ
- Rather last minute but do you have any ideas of how Evil Xisuma could fit into this? Would he be a shapeshifter as well. A copy of X's true form? A demon haunting Xisuma? Just X's pesky brother? There's a handful of ideas I can't personally decide what would fit best. Maybe none of them at all, who know?
Cryptid Au. Xisuma shapeshifts for fun. Thats how we get Turtle!Xisuma, Beesuma and Stridersuma. All hermits just assume X changes his suit because they have never seen his face so there is no way for them to know he shifts. Also clasic headcanon that TFC is Herobrine and he is just laying low in Hermitcraft after years of going around worlds. Everyone knows the legend about Herobrine but have not connected the dots yet because TFC is just everyoneâs grandpa. No way he could be Herobrine.
- @/ivi-prism
- While most might assume that Grian would be a harpy, its actully Scar. He's incredibly flexable in Human form, hes able to manuver his foot behind his head, and moret than once has Cub walked in on Scar with a living fish in his mouth. He never questioned it because "Hey, Vex magics weird."
- Imagine- sytyr Zedaph and Fae Impulse walking in on Willowwisp Tango who,because willowwisps are typically tiny, shrunk in response to panic and is now stuck in a caldron. I think that be hilarious. Just the idea of impulse going-"YOUR A CRYPTID?" while Zed just "WAIT I KNEW I DIDNT BURN THOSE PAPERS!" Which leads into a discussion of ZIT internal sabotage, and suddenly ZIT invesigation changes direction from "Are cryptids real" to "Is anyone else a Cryptid cause this cannot be a Coincidence"
- @/crypticalwitch
- Cryptic AU: Tango can also control his hair, to an extent. He can slick it back, but it still looks like burning embers. It's a bit mesmerizing
- Cryptid AU: Cub was a normal guy, maybe with some weirder interests, before the Vex. "Playing" with their magic too much is what made him a cryptid. So maybe he understands that the other hermits aren't exactly "human". But it isn't his business, and it means they don't question what the Vex get him into, so he just doesn't say anything about it
- Cryptic AU: Team ZIT's strongest evidence for Grian is the fact he's a master with an elytra, especially since he first said he "might use it a little bit" for long journeys. He's flown into a dark hole in a dark wall that's barely big enough to fit him multiple times, with ease, among other risky stunts that would get other hermits killed. The fact there's not much else to go on, besides his pranking zeal only matched by Zed himself, drives them up the wall
- Cryptic AU: when you stay out too long at night, you might start to feel watched. You'll turn around and nobody is there, but still you feel eyes on your back, and the breeze always seems hot and brushes your neck like too-close breathing and a hand. Finally, you catch it: a familiar figure that stands too stiffly, always just too far away to name. Then it vanishes with an airy shriek, and phantoms descend from the stars. Bdubs did always say the worst things happen in the night.
- Cryptic AU: Impulse's smiles are just a little too big. If you look at one too long, you feel as though it's stretching wider and wider, the cheery shine in his eyes twisting into a hungry gleam, but then you blink and he's back to normal ol Impulse and you question if you really saw anything. That time you saw his smile glinting in the darkness just beyond your bed must've been a nightmare. Your imagination.
- Cryptic AU: Don't look into his eyes. Look in, and you will see the universes. Billions of stars, trillions of futures, all impossibly swirling together, hauntingly beautiful. You'll fall down, down, down through the glittering spirals, until with a breathtaking snap you're on your knees, on solid ground. You're lucky he doesn't want to keep you, like others might. The lives and worlds you glimpsed will echo through your mind, weave through your dreams. Do not fear. Do not look into his eyes.
- The mountain is his territory. If you enter it unbidden, he will ensure you leave, lucky to keep your life. His contraptions are nonsense, seeming to serve no purpose other than to confuse. They distract from how the air crackles on your skin, how it tastes of storms and thunder. They distract how, from the corner of your eye, Zedaph's limbs are too long, fingers with too many knuckles and legs with too many knees. All angles and bones, like his designs. Do not look too closely at his garden.
- Everyone learned not to ask about him. Mostly because in trying to form the question, you'll find the words slipping from your mind. So Tango's hair burns, his eyes are red cherries. In the darkness he glows, the embers of a forgotten fire. His skin is always hot, almost feverish, yet he isnt sick. If he gets too close to lava, the illusion fades, reveals the magma that forms his skin. Illusion? No, that was just a burn. He relishes the smoke and rubble of explosions. Control. Always controlled.
- xB doesn't mind being away from the other hermits. It's quiet there; far enough away that most aren't bothered to prank him. He doesn't like surprises. Surprises get people hurt. Gets his friends hurt. His guardians appreciate the still predictability. The calm. Yes, he prefers to sit back, quiet, and watch. If he looks too long, bad things happen. So he observes it all, never focusing too much on one detail, never letting them go unseen. It prevents surprises.
- Because that last one wasn't all that clear, xB is a guardian-based cryptid! While nothing seems inhuman about him at a glance, he has a close affinity to water, and when threatened the spines he hides with his clothes will stick out. (Guardians only spawn in water, but they actually don't suffocate in air! Though their desperate flopping is a sad sight to behold) Plus, laser-eyes
- Xisuma wasn't always able to change his form as easily or drastically as he can now. But by now, he's forgotten his own face. Now, he'll feel his skin, his body begin to itch with the need to change. He's glad the hermits don't seem to care when he does. Keralis's mimicry was a surprise, but a welcome one. He feels less alone. Loneliness is how he would lose himself. He's scared of that possibility.
- When he sleeps, he walks through the minds of those whose eyes met his, as if it were his own dream. He'll hear their thoughts as if they were his own. He doesn't like this. It feels like an invasion. He feels like a parasite, and maybe he is. Whoever he dreamed through last, they seem exhausted and jumpy after, while he feels energized, near invincible. It's through this ability he knows their deepest secrets, but they aren't his to tell. Sometimes, he wishes he could understand. (Xisuma pt 2)
- Cryptid AU: another reason that Grian cant possibly be a human is his clothes. Just. How does he have something for every occasion. He even has a janitor one? Why did he have that? This "man" doesn't own a single closet yet has at least 20 different costumes-- not to mention you blink and he's changed! Wh- he had a REAPER costume for himself AND SCAR???
- @/basaltdragon
- Cryptid AU: Grian used to be against cryptids because of Sam (YHS) and his bunny attributes, but has since accepted the fact Sam was just a bad apple, and cryptids as a whole are neutral/good.
- Your heart, it beats, like redstone ticking away within you. He knows redstone through and through... so why not you too? Every pulse sent though the machine of your body is one more reason for him to reverse engineer you. But he restrains, takes a step back, as these machines could never be put back together.
- He's been here since the beginning; not of Hermitcraft, but everything. Watching as the game evolved over the years... He smiles at the thought. His hair now matching his eyes - like harsh reflective snow - he recalls these memories fondly. As his eyes fade to their piercing blue, he sighs, for this is home.
- When any of the other Hermits (at least the ones with blood) get injured, Mumbo has to step away. The need for their blood, their lifeforce, is too overwhelming.
- @/12u3ie
- Cryptid AU: with the team ZIT headquarters I thought of something similar to the TEA headquarters from season 3. Probably more confusing, colourful and chock full of even more excessive redstone doors. Why not add another elevator? Where's the coffee machine? Maybe the next room over? Was that corridor there before? I don't know. What's the use of that room? What's behind that door? What's behind you?
- Cryptid AU: with the whole burning hair thing on Tango, another explanation for why no one questions it. That's just Hermitcraft, people just assume he either royally messed up a redstone machine, or succeeded completely, you never know with Tango. Or maybe they think they're sleep deprived. They haven't slept in a while, Bdubs has been reminding them to do so. What were they doing? Maybe they should go home instead. Whatever they were doing can probably be done later. What were they doing?
- @/the-royal-bat-snake
- If joe is a changing then he is some kind of fae folk or as the irish and the Scots call them "the good neighbours" he could like anything, from a human, a small man, like knee height or a small green impish or goblin esque creature. Also changlings were the very old fae folk, not just the babies (humma women were stolen to be nurse maids cus fae folk cant make milk, also stolen to be mistresses) I know a lot of irish faerie lore so if you want to know anymore
- @/whatschooldoesntteachyou
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Vile/Mevolent for the last ship ask? đ
Who starts most fights?
At the start of their relationship, it's Vile like a solid 70% of the time - he's got a hair-trigger temper and it's practically impossible to tell what will set him off. That's one of the things Mevolent initially finds exciting - Vile is unpredictable, and the sporadic explosions of temper keep things interesting.
After a few hundred years, though, he's more than used to Vile's tells, and at that point it's more likely to be Mevolent noticing the prickly atmosphere and the general spikiness and the agitated shadows and being like, "Good gods, what, I can feel you sulking from here."
Who surrenders at the end of most fights?
If it's a physical fight, it varies. One of the first things Mevolent liked about Vile, one of the first things they bonded over, is that he's strong enough to take Mev in single combat. It's incredibly refreshing to have a sparring partner who's a) a challenge and b) not afraid to try and fucking end you. A lot of their fights get worked out physically, so it's really a toss of the dice as to who comes out on top - who's having a bad day, who's got a healing injury, who's more upset or distracted.
Who is more likely to cry during a fight?
Neither of them are really upset/frustrated criers. They don't? Really cry at all, tbh, unless they're injured and like, can't help it.
Who is more likely to storm out during a fight?
Mevolent, when he's not in the mood to physically fight it out. Usually accompanied by an air-assisted door slam and an "I can't stand you sometimes," or an "I can't deal with you when you're like this."
Who is louder in fights?
Mevolent. Vile's stutter comes back under stress, so if anything he shuts down during arguments and mostly expresses anger through his magic - sharp shadows, power surges, throwing furniture, that kind of thing.
Who is more likely to throw things in fights?
Vile. Both of them will throw things in a fight, but Vile is also more likely to just. Demolish rooms to get the anger out.
Who is more likely to bring up past mistakes?
Vile, to devastating effect, but it's rare. Ultimately, this is his trump card when Mevolent gets frustrated over how unreasonable he's being or how the latest explosion came out of nowhere. You signed my death warrant, you let him torture me, you're the reason I'm like this. It's a sore subject for both of them, and even Vile - who's notoriously temperamental - only really uses this as a last resort, when he feels cornered.
Who is more likely to give the silent treatment?
God, lbh, if both of them were into giving the silent treatment they'd fight once and never speak again. Vile is practically a selective mute. Mevolent can Silent Treatment so effectively he can tune out Skulduggery infodumping for eight hours straight. But they're not really the couple who drags fights out - they build up, they explode, and very quickly they go back to normal.
Who is more likely to blame the other?
Both of them, outwardly. They're both traumatized wrecks with bad childhoods who never really mastered healthy communication, and when they're confronted with conflict, they lash out at whoever they're fighting with. They'll both be furious at the other one for starting shit until they've calmed down.
Who is more likely to blame themselves?
Both of them, inwardly. Mevolent has some weird not-quite-guilt going on around being the one who ordered Skulduggery's death - he doesn't regret it, because it was the smart move for his ultimate goal and he has no attachment to Skulduggery Pleasant. He's even happy he did it, because if he hadn't, Vile wouldn't exist. But he does care for Vile, and he doesn't enjoy seeing him hurt, and this does hurt him. He still has nightmares about the torture, still vividly remembers being burned alive, and there's nothing Mevolent can do to change it, and that bugs him.
On Vile's side, he doesn't really understand why he is the way he is and he 100% blames himself for being like that. He doesn't understand why his temper is so explosive and unpredictable, he doesn't understand why sometimes he just has to fight someone, anyone, no matter who it is, because he feels like he'll burn up from the inside if he doesn't. He knows he used to be better at hiding how angry he is all the time, he knows he used to be able to compartmentalise better, he knows that a lot of the time he's not really angry at Mevolent specifically, he's just lashing out at whoever's closest. He's a breathing, walking ball of trauma - a psychiatrist would have a field day with him - but he doesn't know what's going on, only that there's something wrong with him that he doesn't know how to fix.
Who gets jealous more easily?
At the beginning, it's Mevolent for sure - he's a man who always wants the shiny new toy, and someone as powerful and vicious as Vile is a toy he doesn't want anyone else to get to play with. He knows Vile isn't interested in the religious aspect of his cause, he knows he's a heathen - so he puts a lot of effort at first into like, almost courting him to make sure he's invested enough not to defect to someone else's army - the Sanctuary could win the war with him, the Necromancers could re-enter the fray and become a real threat with him at the helm. It's in Mev's best interests to make sure Vile doesn't want to leave, and he hates the idea of someone taking his new toy away.
After they catch Feelings, though, it's Vile. He's clawed back a tiny little bit of happiness and nobody is gonna touch it this time. He's incredibly territorial, and he's the type to kill first and ask questions later.
Who is angered more easily?
Vile. Mevolent is, for an insane genocidal warlord who worships eldritch evil gods, actually pretty chilled out and reasonable. It's one of the reasons he's so good with Vile in the first place - Vile picks up on the negative emotions of people around him, like all Necromancers, and because he's so powerful, he's very sensitive to little shifts in the level of emotions that appeal to his magic - fear, anger, etc - and they fuck with his mood. Mevolent isn't afraid of him, and he doesn't get angry easily, so Vile himself is actually a lot calmer around him.
Who is more likely to break off the relationship?
They both think it's the other. As far as Mevolent is concerned, he needs Vile more than Vile needs him. Vile is his not-so-secret weapon, the living, breathing nuclear bomb who's winning him the war. He was losing before Vile came to his side, and he's smart enough to know that if Vile ever got it in his head to walk away and go back to being Skulduggery Pleasant, he'd probably start losing again.
From Vile's side, he hates himself. He doesn't see himself as loveable or worth fighting for. He goes after the competition mercilessly because he's terrified of someone better coming along - someone less scarred and less difficult or more powerful - and Mev losing interest to go after the New Thing. He doesn't really understand why Mev is fond of him in the first place, only that he wants to keep it that way.
Who is more likely to threaten to leave?
It's less Vile threatening to leave and more Mevolent calling his bluff. Like, oh, well, if you hate being around me so much, I could recall Vengeous and send you to fight the insurgents in Tanzania for a few years, how about that? Or you could go home? Go ahead, go back to whatever's left of your friends.
Vile hasn't left yet. And Mev never really wants him to.
Who is more likely to actually leave?
Vile. The palace is Mevolent's, the city is Mevolent's, Vile even moved into Mevolent's quarters rather than the other way around. Mev isn't going to be the one moving out if they have a row. He lived here first, damn it.
Who is more likely to forget the other first?
Probably Vile by virtue of being capable of a whole new level of repression. It's how he deals with a lot of his trauma. He doesn't, for example, remember much about Skulduggery's family. He remembers they existed, he remembers that at some point he was that person who cared about them, maybe as much as he cares about Mevolent. But if you asked him to describe them, or what Skulduggery loved about them, or the last thing they said to him, he wouldn't be able to remember. Likewise, he's blotted out a lot of the details of the three days he spent with Serpine because they're just? Too much. He can't handle that and also be with Mevolent. It's a mess. So if a breakup was traumatic enough, he'd probably protect himself the same way.
#bubblemoon66#fire message#skulduggery pleasant#sp headcanons#violent#god this was actually really challenging bc they? dont actually fight that often imo#they're both messy as fuck and when they do fight its Nasty but theyre weirdly healthy for two homicidal maniacs#long post
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idk if someone actually finally sent this ask but i'mma do it since it seems people are dancing around it: if you're comfortable with it, may we have some radiosnake sexual headcanons (wherein alastor is not sexually repulsed or is demisexual/grey-ace ofc)?? love, a very happy demisexual who just finished a cold day in hell literally two minutes ago
You win the prize for "actually has the courage to directly ask for sexual headcanons" because no, nobody else has asked yet. Sorry for taking so long to answer it but like... the answer is over 2000 words. Have fun.
Now, anon, I've got something important you should know.
When I brainstorm radiosnake stuff, there's a little chatroom I do it in. What happens is, a lot of times, I'll come up with a scene or a scenario or a plot arc, and I'll describe it to that chat. And then, every once in a while, I'll say, "... and then here's how that same thing goes over in the parallel universe where Alastor Fucks." I have. A looot of little ideas set in the parallel universe where Alastor Fucks.
(He's still somewhere on the ace spectrum in all those ideasâeither he's demi or else he's sex-neutral/sex-positive ace, depending on the ideaâbut he does Fuck.)
However, 1) a majority of these ideas are very clearly set specifically in CDIH's verse, and so I don't wanna share them as broad "radiosnake headcanons" when they're tied to one specific fanfic; and 2) a lot of them are angsty, and if you're asking for general headcanons then I'm assuming what you probably want is them actually having a good time rather than several decades of self-induced suffering over unrequited desire. So if you want CDIH-specific stuff and/or angsty stuff (or, more likely, CDIH-specific angsty stuff), hit me up again and I'll share some more stuff. For now, I'll talk about more general non-angsty headcanons.
Okay so most of this answer is geared toward Alastor's perspective since it's like, it's the more interesting one to me in this context, he's the one gradually figuring stuff out while Sir Pent's hanging out being allo with over a century of having his sexuality sorted out.
So that you know what kinda headcanons I'm rolling with here: there's, like, several ways I can conceptualize Alastor's orientation in my head, and they're sorta ranked by how "true" they are to me. Not "true" as in "how canon I think they are," but "true" as in, like, what Feels the Most Right to me.
The #1 Most True version of Alastor in my head is 100% ace/aro. He's not "repulsed" by sex (or romance, for that matter) in the sense of "disgusted/horrified/never ever wants to hear about it," but he, like, has absolutely zero interest in DOING it. He's not repulsed by the subject but he is by most touch, including the kind of touching necessary for sex. Might have some, like, academic curiosity about sex & romance, might enjoy it in a fictional context simply for the drama it adds to a story, but has no desire to be a participant. He can listen to a friend talk about their sexual escapades in graphic detail for an hour without an ounce of discomfort but if they offer him a quick peck on the lips he goes "I'm out." He might have sex Once just to see what it's like/just to say he has and thatâs where his curiosity ends.
So that's my mental Most True Version Of Alastor.
The SECOND most true version of Alastor is like, the exact same as that, except he's just barely demiromantic enough that he might, once, fall in love. The odds of him falling in love are the same as someone's odds of winning the lottery. This is the version of Alastor I use in CDIH and other radiosnake fics, where Sir Pentious happens to have been lucky enough to win the lottery, but also, it took fifteen years before it happened. Alastor's feelings about touch & sex are the same, EXCEPT that whoever he loves is excluded from the Touch Is Unpleasant rule, which opens up a few more possibilities.
And I've got more mental versions of Alastor but that's as far as we need to go to be relevant to this post.
So given the above: Alastor's natural internal pool of Enjoyable Physical Activities that he would be autonomously inclined to want to try with Sir Pentious is broader than "nothing at all" but stops short of actual sex. More like sensual activities.
The not-necessarily-sexual sensual things that are obviously & immediately available on Alastorâs Selectable Menu Of Romantic Physical Activities are gonna be things like:
--Cuddles! We're starting as vanilla as possible, folks. Cuddling and sleeping in bed together. 95% naked cuddles are acceptable, although Alastor is inclined to keep his underpants on. Moving to "underpants" from "underpants AND undershirt" is a Notable Intimacy Milestone for him because like Back In His Day undershirts were part of the required underwear, so to him that's taking off 50% of his underwear. It's like switching from loose boxers to a thong. On the other hand Sir Pent is just, totally nude, because look at him he already isn't wearing any pants, he's got nothing to hide.
--Massage! Neither one of them is any sort of professional but tbh on a scale of 1 to 10 a massage can be as bad as a 3 and still be enjoyable y'know? Alastor tends to offer if he notices Sir Pent is sore and/or if Alastor has decided he's gonna be in Extreme Over-The-Top Performatively* Romantic Mode tonight. He always sort of forgets that the option of being massaged exists until Sir Pent offers it in return, because, like, he thinks of himself as a floating radio voice with an inconvenient meat puppet attached, sometimes he forgets that the meat puppet can be pampered too. And then he sits there in a blissed-out daze while Sir Pent goes holy crap your shoulders are like oak, how have you not snapped your own spine with tension yet.
(*Note here when I say Alastor can get "performatively" romantic I don't mean "going through the motions but isn't feeling the love"; I mean that, like, basically NO romantic gestures come naturally to him because he just isn't feeling the gestures even though he's definitely feeling the love. He's sort of figuring out How To Perform Romance As An Action by drawing on how he's seen it done in books/movies/etc. and picking & choosing the things that seem most fun to him to do. So in a sense he is performing a role that he's conscious of when he interacts with Sir Pent romantically, but that's because "performing a role" is how Mr. Perpetual Radio Host approaches all of lifeâand he's only performing this one because he genuinely wants to and because he's enjoying it.)
--Body worship! Alastor is really deeply squicked out by touching someone's skin/hair/fur but on the other hand (and maybe specifically because it avoids the squick) he is really deeply fascinated by Sir Pentious's scales, which feel Not At All Like Mammal Skin. He also still does the "??? oh right, I have a body too" thing when Sir Pent returns the attentionâbut Alastor's like, okay, Iâm obviously more familiar with my own body than Sir Pent is, I donât find my body that interesting but it must still be interesting to Sir Pent.
--Showering together! Sir Pent has figured out that if he starts singing in the shower there is a 99% chance that Alastor will trip over his own pants trying to simultaneously strip down and run to the bathroom so that he can join in on SHOWER DUET TIME. Frankly it's a lot safer to just go "hey I'm about to take a shower, wanna join?" but sometimes he doesn't just to see how fast Alastor shows up.
--Kissing! Making out is completely and always an option. Three of Alastor's most defining character traits are being a radio host (which kind of reduces a person to their voice), his perpetual smile, and his cannibalism. Like 80% of this dude's existence revolves around his mouth. He's absolutely got some kind of oral fixation. He gets into making outâas long as it's with the right person. There is exactly one right person. Sir Pent is okay with this.
Other enjoyable mouth activities:
- Kissing places other than the mouth
- Being kissed in places other than the mouth
- Biting
- Being bitten
And there's the overall list of non-sexual sensual activities that Alastor is into!
... And then eventually at some point Sir Pent is like "no pressure but hhhhypothetically sssspeaking are there possibly any sexual activities you might be interested in trying out" and Alastor is like "What? Oh! Right! Actually forgot sex existed for a bit. Yeah sure fine letâs try it." And that's the point at which they start experimenting with activities beyond Alastor's default activities!
Despite just about everything else with mouths being good, things Alastor is NOT into:
- Blowjobs
They did try. It seemed like a logical starting point. Alastor was like "I've liked putting my mouth everywhere else on this snake, it stands to reason I'll like putting it there too!" He got himself psyched up. He faced down The Dicks. He went, hmm. He stuck his tongue out and poked one.
He went "Yeah this isn't happening."
And Sir Pent went "Honestly you've already surpassed my wildest dreams just by getting that far."
They tried it the other way around too and Alastor went "Yyyye... hmmm... nnnnnooo no, no, don't think so. Not into that at all."
And it took him all of five seconds to reject the mere possibility of ever trying rimming, and the only reason it took that long to reject is because first Sir Pent had to explain what that is.
But everything else with mouths is great! Like. Everything. Sir Pent could go "can you lick my eyeball" and Alastor would go "which one? :)" (Sir Pent would probably not ask for this. But the point is he could.)
Figuring out Alastor's acceptable/enjoyable sex acts was a lot of experimentation like the above with BJs. And what they figured out is: he doesn't want his junk touched. Like. At all. In any context. Which, you know, understandably cuts down on nearly all the sexual options out there. But thatâs the hard line: no touching his dick and no touching his butthole. Even if he, like, actively has a raging boner.
(Fun fact that I actually had to do research on, because despite being ace I did not know this due to the fact that I don't have a dick: if you are ace and have a dick there's good odds you'll still pop a boner in sexual situations, even if you have zero interest in what youâre looking at or participating in it. It's like something in your crotch goes "oh! Oh! A naked butt! I know what to do here! We got training for this! Time to ready the cannon!" and something in your brain goes "why the hell are you readying the cannon, we are absolutely not going to use the cannon, the cannon is a major inconvenience here" and the something in your crotch goes "listen, pal, I'm just following my orders. I don't tell you how to do your job, don't tell me how to do mine." The tl;dr here is that when Alastor is experimenting with Sir Pent, he could be completely bored out of his mind and still get a boner because biology is funky like that.)
The first few times this happens Sir Pent goes "are you sure you don't want me to, y'know, give you a handjob or something?? I feel like an inconsiderate jerk not helping out" and Alastor goes "absolutely not" and Sir Pent goes well okay I've made a career out of being an inconsiderate jerk, I guess I can do it in the bedroom too.
What they do manage to gradually figure out is that Alastor is perfectly fine with touching Sir Pent's junk, as long as it's not with his own junk or with his mouth. So hand jobs? Totally fair game. Letting Sir Pent grind against his thigh or abdomen? No problems with that. (Alastor flopped on his stomach going "this really does it for you??" and Sir Pent rubbing in Alastor's tail fur going "... yes." and Alastor is like, "wow. wild.")
More than that, Alastor gradually starts to figure out he likes that. Not necessarily the sensation of having a couple of dicks rubbing on his thighâthat's just sorta weird and probably always will beâbut the knowledge of what it's doing to Sir Pent. He likes knowing he's giving Sir Pentious pleasure. He likes hearing him gasp and seeing him writhe and knowing that it's because Sir Pent wants Alastor and that Alastor has the power to give him exactly what he wants. He likes hearing Sir Pent hissing his name and little praises and one-word requests. ("Alastorâs existence revolves around mouthsâ includes sounds coming out of mouths, he gets more out of words and little noises than he does out of sight & touch combined.)
They figure out that what Alastor enjoys doing best is spooning Sir Pent from behind, wrapped around him to jerk him off. In bed or in the shower or even sitting with Sir Pent in his lap or between his legs. Alastor can put his chin on Sir Pentious's shoulder to listen to the sounds he makes and watch how his long long body moves, he can wrap his free arm around his waist and feel how he tenses and relaxes and squirms, they can kiss (and/or bite, biting is nice) with a little bit of careful positioning...
Also it's easier for Alastor to quietly sing to him from there.
... Alastor sings during sex. For the record. The first time he does it it's a nervous "I don't know what I'm supposed to be saying and it seems too quietâoh I've got a solution" but soon it's just. A thing he does. Sir Pent gradually goes from "what? seriously? this is what you're doing?" to "lmao you dork" to "well I guess I now have a new kink I will never be able to get rid of, thanks." Sometimes he'll shakily sing along and Alastor's guts will melt into warm goo.
So there's a general overview of the more, like, normal stuff they get up to. Considering that their shared hobbies include things like "murder" and "being better than everyone else" and one of them is a cannibal, I'm sure that once they get down the basics they just get weirder. Copious amounts of blood get involved! Not their own blood. Other people's.Â
#(the content under the cut is of course very n s f w)#radiosnake#hazbin hotel#alastor#sir pentious#anonymous#ask#headcanons
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Hey I was reading that orange article and I think it's really neat so I have a couple questions 1. I've heard peanuts and brussel sprouts have similar bad effects, is this true? 2. Do you have any tips on going into biology while owning rats because I absoultely adore the subject but I don't think I could deal with the animal testing advertised in college, did you encounter this problem and if so would you mind sharing how you dealt/deal with it?
Hey lovely!From what I understand about peanuts, the concern is mostly about aflatoxin from a fungus called aspergillius that in many countries, is quite tightly regulated. If aflatoxin is present, yes itâs an incredibly powerful carcinogen, so I wouldnât be feeding rats, say, roadside peanuts sold for the purpose of feeding elephants in Thailand (nor eating them myself). Food grade peanuts in Australia/America? Totally screened, very safe. Fatty, but safe. A LOT of the arguments about dried corn are based on the same concern from what I understand, itâs something Iâd like to write an article on tbh.I know nothing about brussels sprouts EXCEPT that theyâre the exact same species of plant as broccoli/kale/cauliflower etc, just selected to produce more buds on the stem. While I know theyâre high in sulfur, I donât know any reasons why they wouldnât be rat safe, but I donât have much for you beyond that.As for biology⌠Hoo boy yeah so the way I dealt with this problem was by avoiding it. BUT thatâs not necessarily what Iâd advise. I originally planned to go into Veterinary, but chickened out on the basis that I didnât think I was emotionally capable of doing the job. Now I run the rescue, I know I can, but thatâs hindsight. So I went into biology, after a short stint in Geology. I actually went into entomology to begin with because I love invertebrates and insects, but my irrational phobia of ants made that comically implausible (I love the little guys, theyâve got a great work ethic, theyâve very cool, and if they touch me I get full body goosebumps and want to throw up). But I knew I wanted a research job. Fieldwork wasnât jiving with several chronic health/chronic pain issues I have, and I needed something I could flex my brain and work around my stupid old lady body with. But lab work on animals turned my stomach, especially speaking to a few colleagues who worked in mutagenesis. Fascinating work that saves lives, but not something that would make me happy. So I thought âfuck it, plants donât cry when you cut themâ and went into plant science! Spent a few years in a plant genetic engineering lab, and a couple in an algae lab, accidentally went sort of chemical engineery developing a nanofilter, and then just shy of completing my honours, health kicked my ass and Iâve spent the last couple of years running the rescue.If I had to give advice on dealing with animal testing, itâs that if you canât justify to yourself the work you do, youâre going to struggle. If you genuinely believe that what youâre doing is the right thing to do by your ethics, youâre stronger than you think, and youâll get there. For me, with vet stuff, I didnât fully comprehend that euthanasia was a tool used when quality of life left no better option, that itâs just a humane act. While I used to say âi could never put down someoneâs puppyâ I now know if that were the option left on the table, I think I could. Iâd hate it, but no vet likes that part of the job.The other bit of advice is that people who do testing on rats generally arenât permitted to have pet rats at home - itâs a biosecurity risk for the rattery and the research. Iâm in Australia where we donât have the diseases the states have, and even so one of our volunteers can only visit 48 hours out from her next work day.In a practical sense, there are SO MANY jobs in animal bio that arenât animal testing and I think youâll be totally fine, but if itâs animal testing you want: email your lecturers. Email the lab heads. Tell them youâre steering towards a career in the field and ask them to show you around or talk to you about their research. Not only will they be happy to if they can find the time, that kind of thing really stands out when youâre chasing an honours position later, or when the lecturers are asking students to do paid tutor work.Hope that helps somewhat!Rachie
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Prologue - This was real life. Right?
Hey lovelies. So I know it is likely no one is going to read this but me but I just had to write this anyway. For me. Posting for the same reason! Fic under the âKeep readingâ cut, but hereâs how I got here:Â
This all started when I wondered what would happen if MC was a scientist. Or a science grad student. But then I thought, what would be enough to compel a scientist or science grad student to stop their sciencing realistically for any amount of time? Because as my previous PI says, every scientist becomes a mad scientist at least in one point in their careers for their research - this is especially true for grad students.Â
Then, I just never understood the whole returning a phone excuse Unknown gave MC to lure her into Rikaâs apartment. Like MC, with her own phone, is gonna return a phone she doesnât even have, just because Unknown was persistent? He even says heâs a student in the States who will eventually return home so what was with the urgency to go to find the owner? If he really wanted to return the phone, he couldâve mailed it since he has the address right? We know he does because he sends MC there. It just always bothered me.
Finally, I wanted to slightly self-insert to make the MC (Emme C.) a bit more human so that it even if you couldnât change her choices, it would still be entertaining. I heavily relied on second person, to help give it the mystic messenger vibe though Iâm not sure it works.
This prologue is some character building for Emme C. (Actual name: Emme Cee), brief OC appearances and, for my sanity, this is all taking place in the US. TBH Iâm not even sure how deep I want to go with this story. I just know I needed to write it.Â
 So without further ado!
âMy biggest fear and why? Hmmm,â you mulled it over and took another sip of your beer, after your lab mates glared at you for an answer.Â
Or former labmates - you were leaving for grad school in a few weeks so this was kind of your farewell social. Even with your general distaste of beer, even you had to admit this one was really good.Â
You closed your eyes and sheepishly rubbed your neck. âThis is gonna sound weird but a time loop,â you answered hesitantly. âIt just makes me uneasy to be stuck in never-ending cycle, replaying the same scenario over and over again with no end in sight.â
âTrue but we are in academic research!â Marie answered, a teasing lilt to her voice that transformed into a chuckle.Â
âYeah you might have to deal with it during your Masters program, especially the thesis stage.â Whitney continued, joining in with a laugh.
âDonât remind me,â you giggled as you took another sip - a longer sip - of your beer. âBut thatâs not exactly what I mean eitherâ you persisted, a bit more seriously.Â
Iâm afraid of replaying the same day, the same events, the same interactions over and over again, not knowing why or how to stop it,â you finished more seriously. You took another sip of the fizzy drink and felt your equilibrium teeter a bit.Â
âYou mean like that movie Groundhog Day?â Aurora quietly inserted.
âI havenât seen that movie but if itâs like what I said, then yes, thatâs it,â you answered, your fizzy drink now gone.Â
âSorry wait. Why are you afraid of time loops? I think I missed that part. Wouldnât replaying the same day and seeing how your choices change events be a good thing?â Sally asked. Technically, she was completely right - repeatability was one of the sacred ideals of science after all. Plus, If you really thought about it, you hadnât actually said why youâre afraid of time loops, just that you are.
âIâm afraid of never moving forward - of never progressing, no matter how hard I try or work. A time loop means, yes, Iâll know what my choices would entail, but not how to escape or what the triggering event for my release could be. I could replay the time period of the same few weeks but for years without knowing how to escape and move on. And, I guess, since it took me so long to even start my Masterâs and I felt like I might never be able to, this fear was just born,â you admitted, pouring more beer for yourself.Â
I mean an actual time loop where every single thing happens the exact same way, down to the underlying rhythm of conversation. And where you canât escape until you figure out the common problem then fix it. How would you escape it? And what if you mess up, in different ways, forever? Who would want that?!
âââââââââââââââââââââââââ
You awoke with a sigh, realizing you had that dream again. Or was it a flashback since this happened a few weeks ago? You shrugged your shoulders and got to work sorting boxes. You were set to start on-campus work in a few weeks so you were just trying to do the bare minimum research wise. Plus, you wanted to really focus on decorating your new apartment and get acquainted with the town since youâd be living there for the next few years.Â
After a few hours of scrambling and organizing, you sat on the floor (you were still in the process of buying furniture), and looked at your emails.Â
One in particular caught your attention, so much so that you took off your glasses and rubbed your eyes, almost laughing at such a cartoony response. The subject line of this email was what confused you. It read âmissing research paper - need citationâ. It was an unfamiliar email, moreover, it was sent to your previous college email, which was linked to your past research publications.
Curious, you bit the inside of your cheek and read the email.Â
âDear Emme,Â
Hope this email finds you well. I am a student from XXX University and have been working on a research project concerning XXX. Your research was one of the most recent and prominent examples as to why this area needs further study, however, I have not been able to access the paper I saved as a bookmark in my web browser. After extensive searching, I have been unable to find the original paper or even one of the articles that referenced it - almost as if the article has completely disappeared from existence! Is there a reason the research article is gone? If not, could you provide me with an idea of where it is and the proper citation for my research article?â
what. whAT. WHAT!?
Your research couldnât be gone! This didnât make any sense! Yes it was a few years old, but it couldnât be gone from the web! There are research papers from the 1960s that are archived and accessible online for goodness sake!
You had to calm down. Take deep breaths. You continued trying to breathe as you pulled out your research flash drive. You looked for the paper on your there and found it, sighing in relief. It grounded you, reminding you that your work did exist. Just as you were set to attach the file and corresponding citation to the email, your internet stopped.Â
Scratch that, your entire laptop stopped.Â
You groaned. Yes, this was an older, refurbished model, but itâs been working fine. The screen distorted for a second, as if the extra pixel boxes emphasized the frozen nature of your screen. Before you even had time to process it, your laptop unfroze and you breathed a sigh of relief.Â
Thank heavens. You had just moved and werenât sure you could realistically afford a new laptop anytime soon. As you look over your screen, however, your relief shifts to panic.Â
omg. oMG. OMG!
Itâs gone. Your research files. The ones on your laptop and on your flash drive. The email is gone. Before you can refresh the page you get logged out. You canât even log into your old email account - Error 404 Not Found.Â
Your heart races. Then, it aches. You worked so hard on those projects. They were part of your scientific fabric and now both were just gone. Your years of work, gone in seconds.Â
You felt like crying. But you decide not to, at least not until youâre in the shower where the tears can blend in with the cascading liquid as you sing emo music.Â
For now, you decide a quick walk and some fresh air are what you need, so you grab your keys and head for the mailbox. Youâve only lived in this apartment for a week but you check the mail constantly in an effort to get in the habit rather than because you expect something.Â
But today, you did get something. A small parcel with no return address. Curious, you take that and the grocery flyers to your apartment and open the package there.Â
A phone? Itâs from the same company as yours, just a slightly older model.
You blink at it, almost telepathically asking it what itâs doing in your mailbox. You decide to turn it in to the mail service and are about to put it back in its envelope when you notice a note.Â
âCharge meâÂ
âWhat the hell is going on today?â You mutter as you pull out your charger and plug it into the phone.
You sit on the floor with this new phone in hand and sigh. âWhy am I even taking orders from a mysterious note for anyway?â
Just then the screen lights up. Thereâs no passcode so opening the phone was super easy. The phoneâs screen and minimal app selection almost made you think it was new, but the lack of setting it up told you that wasnât the case. Who would buy this phone and not use it? And why did they send it to you?Â
There is one app that calls to you, mostly because youâve never seen it before. And because it was unlike the rest of the default apps on the screen.
RFA? Whatâs that?
Just then, the screen turns dark and green characters zoom up through the screen. You sucked with all tech but even you knew this reaction was abnormal. You swore you didnât press the app but seeing the phone continue reacting, you become less confident.Â
âHello?âÂ
You stare at the screen. âUnknownâ was messaging you.Â
You respond. Stupidly. Naively. And without thinking about the consequences.Â
Because this was real life. Right?
Whatâs the worse that could happen?
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Iâm debating taking this next part a few routes...weâll see what I decide...
If you, by any chance made it all the way down here, can you drop a reblog or something with your thoughts? Was Emme Cee likable? Did the flow make sense? Do you like where this is going? Let me know!Â
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Lasabrjotr Chapter 41: Armor Amore
Chapters: 41/? Fandom: Thor (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe Rating: Teen And Up Warnings: None Relationships: Loki x Reader (Someday) Characters: Loki (Marvel), Thor(Marvel), Brunnhilde/Valkyrie(Marvel) Additional Tags: Post-Endgame: Best Possible Ending (Canon-Divergent), TBH Who Among Us Doesnât Find Armor To Be A Little Erotic, Thor And Brunnhilde Are Still Big Gossips, If You Couldnât Tell Iâm Still A Big ThorJane Shipper, I Donât Care What Happens In Thor Four:More Thor, I Still Like It. Summary: Loki make plans for your future protection, while Thor and Brunnhilde Gossip Some More.
Loki sat at his desk idly sketching out his ideas. You needed protection. Ideally, he would be able to surround you with an impenetrable wall of soldiers, but he couldn't trust his soldiers. Not with you.
He would have to screen special bodyguards for you, and make sure his entire entourage was both unswerving in their loyalty to him, and fiercely protective of you.
Until then, the best he could do was to commission some proper armor for you. A bigger challenge that he had initially expected: your smaller form meant that he couldn't just find something in the armory and have it altered for you. Unless there was some practice armor for adolescents out there somewhere, Â he would have to order it made from scratch. The materials would have to be lightweight, no uru for certain. You were sturdy for a mortal, but you would simply never have anything akin to an Asgardian body.
He could have some leathers put together for you, something not unlike what he preferred to wear, though he would have to raid the armory again, and pull some scrap leathers to recycle their materials. The beasts of Alfheim that contributed their hides to Asgard's superior leather goods were no longer available, and the animals here, while serviceable, were simply inferior. He would not trust your precious self with inferior armor.
You would need more than one set. And since you could not yet call your clothing to your body, any armor would have to be easy to get into and out of, requiring only one, possibly two people.
The idea of helping you into-and out of-armor that he had designed for you rose unbidden to his mind. He sighed dreamily, pausing his sketching to flesh out the daydream.
Armor consisted of multiple layers; there was all the metal, of course, which went on top and served to look intimidating as well as protecting vital areas. You wouldn't wear much of that, only over the very vulnerable parts. Otherwise, it would get too heavy. He'd get you pieces of nornbein, if he could, since it was hard and strong, but also relatively lightweight for metal. Over your chest of course, and your back. There should be plates on the shoulders, the upper arms, the forearms. The parts most likely to be aimed for. These few, select pieces would be fastened on over the leathers, and each piece, he would teach you about while he put it on you...or took it off of you.
Then there were the leathers. There would be more of that; the material was more available, flexible, and lightweight. He'd have them closely tailored to you, for ease of movement and he would share his diagonal motif as well; it broke up the lines of the body, redirected and distracted the eyes, and also looked very good.
Depending on how it was put together, he could pull the leather pieces over your head, or wrap them around your body, and fasten them there. They would protect your flesh from the slashing of unjust blades, and they would look beautiful as well.
One had to wear a little padding underneath, to avoid chafing and pinching. Only the finest quilted Asgardain silk would grace your skin. He could just see it; how the quilting would round out and soften your form even more, how the soft, natural shimmer of the silk would make you shine like a polished gem. Silk was surprisingly tough, and resistant to piercing, even on this world. Tightly woven silk, with raw silk quilted between would offer you some protection from pointed weapons such as poisoned darts or hidden knives. It would also keep you nice and warm in the coming Icelandic winter. He didn't really feel the cold, but humans certainly did, and you weren't even someone who had lived here and gotten used to it. You would need all the warmth that could be provided: Thicker clothes, more blankets, his arms.
If you were amenable. He also had a fireplace, if you felt more comfortable there. And the bath, which he would still very much like to share with you, under better circumstances this time. Warm and steamy, with cleansing soaps and fragrant oils.
But first you had to recover, and he had to get you your armor.
He wished he could have stayed in the healing wing with you, but Bjarkhild had kicked him out, with orders to get food and rest in his own bed. But he missed you. He couldn't stop thinking about you, lying alone in the healing wing, your poor face bruised, and swollen, your poor head delicate, and healing so slowly. What if you woke up again, and he wasn't there?
A man had to be dependable, didn't he? If he was serious about a suit, he had to be. Loki didn't think he was unreliable exactly, but that he was selective about the people and subjects that he was reliable for. For you, he wanted to be someone you could depend on, for anything and everything.
He had no experience in this.
When he was much younger, he had thought to find a partner for himself, and to be the best possible partner available. He was a prince, he had the highest education, he could offer everything. This was long before he realized that he would never be a match for his brother in looks or popularity.
As he grew, his relationships had been few and infrequent, and always disappointing. He had a poets heart, but the only people who bothered to look at him were not really there for him. He became hard to approach.
Finally, he realized that, as the second son, he would be most useful in a political marriage, where love wasn't necessary, and that everything would be decided for him...so he had simply given up trying.
If not for his kingship and his continued mooning over his lost mortal lady, Thor would never have an empty bed. In fact, Thor had been sent crashing to Earth as a homeless, powerless, boorish drifter, and hadn't even spent an hour before he'd found someone willing to love him. Maybe he knew some things that could help Loki out. As long as those things didn't involved being born blessed and beautiful. There was nothing Loki was going to be able to do about that.
He began sketching again. You needed something for your head, a helmet of your own. Something that should be personalized just for you, so that any one who saw you would know who they were looking at. Something crown-like...
He was interrupted again, this time by Andsvarr entering the room, stiff as starched paper and carrying a bundle, wrapped in quality cloth.
Loki looked him over. âWell.â He said. âOut with it.â
âI bring a gift from the Garprlings. A blood-price for the lady.â Andsvarr announced, not looking Loki in the eye.
â...I took Alarr's sword hand.â Loki stated.
âAnd thus satisfied the insult done to yourself. This is specifically for the seidkona.â
Loki rose and took the bundle from Andsvarr. The cloth was a cloak, made of plush velvet, in a cool, minty green. It wrapped a partial set of armor, made primarily from nornbein and steel, sized for an adolescent.
âThis is...fortuitous.â Loki said. âI see our thoughts are running along the same lines. Did this belong to you?â
âMy second eldest brother.â Andsvarr said. âIt was made for him upon his entry into guard training. It may need to be altered, but I think it is small enough.â
Loki set the pieces on his desk, next to his sketches. A steel and nornbein breastplate that would only cover the front, long, layered pauldrons in nornbein and good, Alfheim leather, that would reach nearly to your elbows, and a pair of nornbein bracers over worn leather half-gauntlets. All of those would likely need altering to fit you properly. There was a pair of steel greaves and poleyns for your knees, but both needed their leather backings and fastenings replaced. There was even a set of very flexible steel and leather tassets, that would not even require altering to fit you, they could just be tied around your waist like a belt.
âThis is a very good start.â Loki said, blessing the stars that someone has seen fit to keep even a partial set of adolescent armor.
âNo one argued when I took it. They know we owe her.â
âHow have things been?â Loki asked casually, beginning a list of repairs and supplies for the new armor.
Andsvarr sighed and drew himself up. âQuiet. Our doors are closed. Mother has been turning away 'well-wishers' after the first few came with conspiracies and offers that would have caused more trouble. She is tired of all this. I am beyond tired of all this. These people seek only to use us, and it's been obvious from the start. But Father thought...I don't know. He thought something important would be lost, but I really don't understand his mind.â
âI know what it is that he fears.â Loki said. âAnd he is right to fear it, but wrong to believe that it will not come to pass. We will integrate. Our culture will change. There is no way around it. But the thing is, we need to change. We've needed it for a long time. My Father's prophesy is proof of that, I'm sure of it.â
âFather will never accept it I'm afraid.â Andsvarr said.
âThat will not stop it from happening. All empires fall. No supremacy is truly eternal. The true measure of the people is how they persevere during the decline. As long as the people adapt and survive, they have a chance to rise again.â Loki gestured out his window. âYou can see examples of this in high speed on this planet. Hundreds, perhaps thousands of nations and kingdoms have grown up and disappeared. Some survived through change, others suffered diaspora. Others crashed so hard that even their languages are lost. All on a planet of beings so brief that some of their greatest empires rose and fell within your lifetime, changing the landscape and culture around them, then retreating back to their homes. Their impact remains, and we should consider that, I think. What will our impact be? What do we want to leave behind, now that we are no longer the pinnacle of the realms? Is there anything we can do to remedy our mistakes?â
âYour Highness?â
âJust musing.â Loki patted the armor. âI made mistakes here. It cost lives. Maybe if I wasn't trying so hard to buck the Norns all the time, I might believe that she was brought to me by fate, so that I might make up for a fraction of what I did on this world.â
âYour Higness, I'm sorry. I should have realized something like this was coming, with the way he spoke of her.â
âYou are absolved, Andsvarr. It was never your fight. Shouldn't have been hers, should have been mine alone. But she is part of my court now, and that exposes her. So we will cover her with armor. We are honored by your contribution.â
âYes, your Highness.â Andsvarr said, taking his cue to leave.
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âWell,â Thor said gleefully. âHe's admitted it!â
âWhat? No way, she's only almost died like, three times.â Brunnhilde said. âWhen did he tell you?â
âYesterday. She hadn't woken up yet, and the head healer had kicked him out for awhile.â
âDamn. I really thought it would take a lot longer than that...â
âWell, it didn't, and you know what that means.â He held his hand out. âI win. Hand it over.â
Grumbling, Brunnhilde removed a flask from her belt and gave it to him. âI guess I'm glad for him. Little sorry for him too. This probably isn't gonna be easy.â
âThere is nothing easy or simple about mortals. Speaking of, I am thinking about allowing Trollekaerhalla to observe Buridag with us. Perhaps in their own, fenced off area, so that they can't get into trouble in the city.â
âThat's gonna require so many guards.â Brunnhilde pointed out. âOtherwise, it sounds like a good starting point for familiarizing them with us. Sharing holidays and such. How are you going to make sure the other camps don't sneak in?â
âI'm not.â Thor said. âIf they want to come and learn more about us, they can. Everyone will be checked for weaponry at the gate, of course. No signs, no masks, just holiday merriment. We could share samples of Asgardian food, maybe little cups of drink-â
âThey will die.â Brunnhilde stated.
âOkay, maybe just hot chocolate. And they will get the opportunity to be present at _____'s official seidkona declaration. An historic moment when our peoples will join.â
A sudden sadness washed over his features.
âI wish Jane could be there.â
Brunnhilde rolled her eyes. âWhy don't you just invite her then?â
âI can't. She's so busy, and I'm so busy, and that was part of the reason...Why would she even want to come? Her last experience with Asgard was so terrible. And then there was all the trouble with the Restoration...she consented to see me one more time, and she had to deal with that damn Stone again! I'm sure she thought I was just using her. She just wants a normal life as the worlds greatest scientist, and anytime she comes near me, she ends up in terrible danger.â
âUh-huh, and your massive fear of rejection has nothing to do with it.â
âWell, would you want your ex showing up?â
âYeah, actually.â Brunnhilde said. âI'd actually love that more than anything.â
Thor hung his head. âForgive me. I spoke like a fool.â
âYou sure did, but you get it, so that's good.â Brunnhilde clapped his shoulder. âGive it a little thought though. We need all the allies we can get, and the world's greatest scientist sounds like a good one to have.â
âIt's so much easier to focus on Loki's love life.â He groused.
âWhy? Did little brother used to be some kind of womanizer?â
âNo, very much the opposite. He's very honorable, and subsequently, has very little experience. And he knows nothing of mortal courtships.â
âSo he's going to be a total disaster.â Brunnhilde said. âWell, that will be entertaining at least.â
âHeartless wench.â Thor snorted.
âYou know it.â Brunnhilde joked, clapping him on the shoulder again. Thor winced.
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name: none of your business, homie. nickname / s: rae. or whatever you want it to be, i kinda donât care!!! height: 5â˛6" or around there... nationality: ( afro-indigenous ) american. favourite fruit: peaches. they are........ sexey. favourite season: autumn..... or whenever the sun fucks off. i hate sunlight. itâs a sensory experience i would like to not have ever again in my life. favourite scents: i really like the smell of paint, mothballs, gasoline, and other hefty chemicals. theyre pretty sexy.... also vetiver and patchouli. petrichor. anyway, i could go on about scent notes in perfume for 10 paragraphs dont make me do it. favourite animals: all the little ones........ we stan. those tiny lil goats? the miniature horses? little monkeys??? respect them. tea, coffee, hot cocoa:  tea. sometimes hot cocoa, but it has to be high quality. average hours of sleep: erratic, babey. when my blog was created: about two years ago. # of followers: 530. random fact: iâm related to todd bridges aka willis from diff'rent strokes. you know â WHATCHU TALKINâ âBOUT WILLIS â itâs pretty cool. he beat vanilla ice up on national tv. favourite food: i really love sushi and i veer towards salmon and vegetable based rolls. also pile any kind of curry on top of jasmine rice, iâm all over it. favourite t.v. shows:  i donât watch much tv outside of chopped so hereâs some anime favorites that inspires this blog whether it be writing wise or mood or whatever they hold a special place in my heart! sailor moon, steel angel kurumi, devil hunter yohko, yu yu hakusho, tactics, pastel yumi: the magical idol, magical shopping arcade abenobashi, pretear, excel saga. if i could get all of my horror based threads to feel like the show paranoia agent thatâd be GREAT. favourite movie: friday, spice world, carrie ( the 1976 one version ), drop dead fred, the love witch. some other horror flicks and real bad comedies. favourite vine:  Y'ALL ARE GOING TO JAIL. PERIODTTTT!!! sexuality: people who are hot and sexy are hot and sexy and thatâs the rooibos. pronouns: all of them, binch. favourite book series: no particular series, but i do have my select favorites. iâll read absolutely anything by f scott fitzgerald and kafka. doug coupland and yiyun li, too. favourite video game / s:  final fantasy x, snowboard kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, the donkey kong country trilogy, paper mario, grand theft auto: vice city, pikmin, tony hawk pro skater, animal crossing, harvest moon. aaaaand... kinetika, aggressive in-line, mark of cri, space channel 5, magic pengel: quest for color, sky gunners, parasite eve and a bunch of obscure ps2 titles. tho is parasite eve obscure? no one ever talks about it these days lol. :(((( anyway tons of more games spanning generations of consoles. for the past few months my fiance and i just play wwe: 2k16 and ruin literally everything. vince mcmahon will rise from a thick fog in my room and kill me at midnight. favourite subject: my school had a class for guitar hero, so that one. i didnât play, i just sat back and watched everyone else play. watching teenage dude rage and hate each other over dragonforces âthrough the fire and flamesâ fulfilled me in ways that nothing else ever could. someone threw a chair. it was great! guys or girls: i, personally, lean more towards myself. iâm my most important person. i am, above all else, my biggest supporter and best friend. <: ) ... even tho i may be hard on myself sometimes but we all need that occasional ass kick and dragging across jagged rocks. last time I cried: now, why is that anyoneâs business except mine and the walls huh. what I should be doing: eating................ i think . favourite fandoms: fandom spaces are terrible unless thereâs like 5 people in it, change my mind.
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so this wip is being abandoned, so iâm gonna post what i had of it here. i like the way it started, but my heartâs not in it tbh. maybe iâll go back to it later, but not right now. if anyone wants the summary of what the full fic was supposed to be send an ask and iâll write it out lol. was thorki and stucky w/ ftm!loki and ftm!bucky bc i am That Dude
âWhat on Earth are they doing?â Loki has just turned around from the bar, and thatâs the first thing he says.
Bucky sighs. âIf youâre asking, I really donât want to know.â
The âtheyâ in question could only be comprised of two people for Loki to give a shit: Thor and Steve. Loving and devoted husbands, brilliant warriors, werewolves of unrivaled power, absolute dumbasses.
Loki looks up at the ceiling and sighs. âI think theyâre wrestling.â
âYouâre joking.â Bucky turns around and sure enough, theyâre wrestling.
Thor has Steve in some kind of headlock, but Steve just lifts Thorâs entire body off the ground which costs him his leverage, and then theyâre separated by Natasha. Brilliant woman, a true savior. Theyâre laughing and Bucky really needs another drink before he can handle Steve when heâs in the same room as Thor.
Loki looks bemused and swallows half of his cocktail in one gulp. âDo you think if we let them fuck that theyâll be calmer around each other?â
Bucky snorts. âNot a chance. Thatâll rile Steve up worse.â
Loki hums and nods his head from side to side. âTrue, Thor would probably react the same way. Do you know any spells that might be of use?â
âYouâre asking me?â Bucky replies.
Thor and Steve wander up to the bar, smiling and heaving breaths. Neither of them has their tie on anymore, suit jackets have gone to hell, and Thor has two buttons popped off of his shirt just beneath his chest.
If Steve were transformed, Bucky could picture him with his tongue lolling out of his mouth and his tail wagging.
Loki clicks his tongue. âI find it incredible that we canât leave two fully grown pack leaders in a room, a crowded room, for more than five minutes before you start rolling about like pups.â
Thor smiles wide, his teeth sharp and eye bright. âItâs just a bit of fun.â
Loki arches an eyebrow and runs his index finger over Thorâs chin, immediately capturing his attention. âHow about you behave the rest of the night, and Iâll give you all the fun you need after we leave.â
Thor looks at Steve, then at Loki, and Buckyâs glad he canât smell the way Steve and Thor can because itâs clear the reaction Loki is inspiring.
âAlright.â Thor says with a low growl in his chest.
Bucky turns his attention to Steve. âFor a city wolf, you act like a feral sometimes.â
Steve puts a hand to his chest. âOof, and here I thought you liked me feral, Buck.â
âDonât change the subject. You need to learn to settle down a little.â Bucky pokes Steve in the chest and uses the contact to shoot a little magicked chill into his skin.
Steve jumps at the contact, then looks around the party. After a moment he concedes with a nod. Itâll last fifteen minutes. Tops.
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Loki actually likes Bucky, he even likes Steve, and it's only partially because Thor is enamored with them both. The rest is because Bucky is the only other witch Loki has ever met with a werewolf for a companion. Also the only other man like himself he's met in person, not that he's looked very hard to find any. There are more, he knows, but heâs selective about his acquaintances and even more about anyone who could be close to being a friend.
The function is a formality, but Loki doesn't need Thor getting any more reprimands from city officials. They'll come to Loki eventually, too, and he doesn't need the attention. If they are to succeed, then they need to look normal.
And then Steve bumps into Thor with his elbow, absolutely on purpose, and Bucky has to physically haul them apart. Loki shares an exasperated look with him before dragging Thor up to the balcony.
âEveryone here lacks humor, Loki,â he says.
Loki rolls his eyes and finishes the rest of his drink. âThey aren't used to beasts like you, that's all. Just try and keep calm for an hour and the four of us can leave and go back home.â
Thor half frowns and turns to look at the city beneath them. It's a far cry from the mountain home where he grew up. Steve is used to the city, to his movements being limited, but Thor won't be able to make the adjustment. That's why they had to build their house an hour away from city limits, so Thor wouldn't go stir crazy.
Thor looks at him, then glances over his shoulder. âDo you think one of the killers could be here?â
Loki doesn't look at Thor as he replies. âOf course, that's why Bucky and I accepted the invitation.â
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Bucky eyes the crowd, counting heads and ticking off name after name for who is and isnât on his and Lokiâs list. Itâs not a long list, but itâs long enough that Bucky doesnât like half the names being in this room. Rumlow. Pierce. Those two in particular. Dark mages, they specialize in death and disease. They parade as healers and they even teach it, but Bucky knows better. He lost an arm learning that lesson and itâs not one heâll ever forget.
Steve is calmer without Thor in the room, heâs downright amiable. Bucky keeps close to him when Pierce walks past them. He doesnât see Bucky, he never would, or even if he did he wouldnât bother. As far as the official record is concerned, Bucky blew his own arm off on his own. Pierce shouldnât know or care who he is. Despite himself, Bucky hopes thatâs true now.
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Anything can happen in the Woods (Part 6)
Aww yiss this is gunna develop some good characters. Some people were talking about how the reader doesnât really feel like a self-insert. Well this chapter is really going to go in depth with thatâŚlots of personal subjects but I am not afraid to really express them tbh. Please enjoy. First Previous Next
Note: Female Pronouns
It wasnât long until Gabriel had come back out from his hiding. Something seemed different the moment he woke you up from your mid nap. You hadnât recalled when you passed out on the long sofa. It had to be somewhere just after you took out a book from the shelf in the living room and sitting down. Coincidentally the book choice had to do with monster identification and the supernatural. In fact, that is what a lot of the books on the shelf were for. To think that all these creatures could possibly exist. Well they had to be if you were taken by a werewolf.
Speaking of the wolf, you were awakened by the weight of familiar fabric rested on top of you. Waking up, you caught a full glimpse of Gabriel sitting like a patient dog in the middle of the living room. Looking down, you found yourself wrapped in the very cape that you was searching for from prior. You were surprised to have found it in fairly good condition. It had been sewn completely up from the tear and it had been washed so delicately. It looked good as new.
The feeling in your heart when you gazed upon it was something you couldnât perfectly describe. But holding it against your chest and thanking him felt like the right thing to do. He tried to brush it off like it was nothing, but he couldnât hide away his tail from wagging in pride. The very same reaction from breakfast. Afterwards, he informed you of bringing some clothes to change into. He also offered you to use the shower if you needed to clean up. Saying that you could use that before he let you go outside. Of course you asked him if it was because you behaved only to receive a smirk from that sassy comment.
You showered, ridding of the dull scent that was cloaked over you for the past twenty four hours. Somehow you couldnât shake away the feeling that you had in your stomach. It came anytime you looked at him. Gabriel was doing all of this: making you food, fixing your cape, even providing you with fresh clothes to change into. But why was he doing it? There was a reason he was opening up to you so much like this. You pondered if this was done to the disappearing victims, but this felt different. It felt like you were meant to be here, it felt like you had a purpose residing in his home. In your gut was this stir, a sensation that you wanted to get to know him more. Ask him questions like why he lived within these woods. Finding out the meaning to all of these sudden emotions.
After the wash, you changed into a clean pair of black jeans and a tank top alongside the red cape. Although there was no reason to wear it, it just felt right. The texture felt softer than before. The scent of it was also different. It was like smoke, like a campfire, like Gabriel. In fact it smelled entirely like him. You could easily mistake it as his black fur. The more you thought on it, the more you were curious on how his fur felt. You donât know why you were feeling this way towards the monster that blackmailed you with your best friendsâ life, but it almost felt like he didnât care about your friend anymore.
The autumn air was crisp enough to bask in the outfit. The two of you stepped outside to take in the midday air. It felt like you were released from a small prison. The sound of the birds and the swaying of the breeze against the aged trees just felt completely serene. The colder temperature completely indicated that you were nestled close between the mountains. You remembered how close home was from here.
Home. Your concern wavered over you once more at the thought of everyone at home. Your job, your best friend, your neighbors. Did any of them know you were gone? Was anyone even looking for you? [BFName] must be worried sick, given the cut phone call before your taking. What would she think if she knew that you did this for her? Upset most likely. She never wanted to be protected or have her problems be known to others, but you knew her. You knew that she wasnât even sick in the first place. You knew that she was probably faking it so you would keep her company. Yet you went anyways, because she was like a sister to you.
Suddenly in my train of thought, you felt the sudden brush of Gabriels tail press against your back drawing you back to reality. He was walking beside you around the front of the house. Gabriel tilted his head for a moment before questioning.
âDid you lose yourself for a moment chica? You werenât planning on running were you?â You looked out to the open woods, seeing every tree and every leaf that rested upon the ground. Shaking your head, you hugged yourself into the cape with a shrug.
âYouâd catch up to me before I even started,â Glancing at him, seeing as your eye level was directly to his in his four legged stance, âI also told you my name was [Name].â
âJust making sure,â he huffed and circled around you with another smirk, âyes you told me, but Iâd rather call you chica instead.â
âMight as well put a collar on me as well seeing as you are giving me a pet name and taking me for a walk.â Narrowing his eyes he leaned closer, letting you feel his breath.
âDonât tempt me, chica. I could interest you in a game of fetch while we are at it.â He teased.
âI swear if you didnât already dwarf me in size, I would kick your ass right now.â You heard him bark a laugh at that challenge before moving ahead.
âI invite you to try.â Shaking your head, you continued to move with him.
Ever since the nap, you didnât feel intimidated by his words. In fact, a lot of his so called âthreatsâ seemed more like playful gestures more than anything. It came with the pulling feeling in my gut. The feeling was relaxing you over the rest of the situation. Fiddling with your cape over the stitching he did to fix it, you gave it a moment before asking one of the questions that filled my head.
âSo, how long have you lived in these woods?â Feeling his eyes on you, you didnât feel nervous for the first time.
âFor awhileâŚI wanted a place to stay where I didnât have to deal with mortals.â Looking over at him, you furrowed your brows at that term.
âMortals?â
âItâs what supernatural beings refer to humans as,â His focus remained on you as you slowly moved, âAlthough creatures like us have roamed the earth thousands of years before man, we labeled humans as such because of their frail state and their limited age.â
âSo you are a supernatural creature.â He looked ahead for a second before shaking his head.
âNo. I was mortalâŚonce, but I became this on different terms.â
âHow did that happen?â You saw his gaze harden and his teeth grind just a little.
âYou sure ask a lot of questions chica.â You look back down at the cape for a moment then shrugged.
âJust a curious soon to be dead woman thatâs all. Who am I going to tell after all of this?â It was silent for a brief moment only to hear him sigh reluctantly.
âLong ago I was a part of an experimental magic program that allowed mortals to gain the benefits of supernatural creatures,â He began to say with some hesitation in his words, âIt was given to only a select few where our senses would be heightened to detect and search for other supernatural creatures. A few of us ended up surviving the program and used it to hunt down the immortals and the creatures that go bump in the night.â
âSo you were a hunter.â He nodded before continuing.
âBefore your time, the supernatural creatures despised humans and wanted to eradicate them from the land. The mortals who were afraid for their lives wanted to dispose of them in return. A few of us wanted to at least bring a balance before anything went to shit. Thatâs when a hunting group named Overwatch was formed,â You noticed a rare, soft smile came to him only for it to fade away, âfor years we thought we had made peace, but the fighting just never ended. Soon even bigger problems were starting to happen.â
âBigger problems?â He halted in his steps and looked to the sky.
âTurns out the magic program had a few unfortunateâŚside effects to the early contributors. I was one of them. Things didnât go down south until I had to save one of my students from a wolf attack. I started feeling more of the magic consume my human form. I searched for help to repress it,â You saw his fur bristle for a moment before looking over his shoulder, âThey had only made things worse. Then Overwatch started falling apart which lead to an explosion. I was caught in the crossfire. They tried to save me...â
The breeze filtered our silence as you felt him tense up. Seeing shadowy smoke form off of his body and cloak the ground beneath you. Seeing as you were stepping into uncomfortable barriers. You felt bad for asking something so personal. Stepping closer hesitantly to place a hand onto his furred back. He flinched at the touch looking at you with a threatening glare. He snarled as if sending a warning to remove your hand from him. It was frightening and cold, but you didnât feel the desire to pull away. The fur was incredibly soft against your fingers as you gently stroked with the hair. It seemed to ease him slightly before you spoke.
âIâm, sorry that happened to you.â You could feel his gaze soften a little before pulling away from your touch to tread forward.
âDonât pity me. I chose to become this form and nothing can save itâŚnot even-â Watching his tail flick in displeasure he kept moving. You caught up with him almost having a yearning to feel his fur once more only to repress it.
âI am not pitying you. I know what itâs like to lose something close to me and find myself alone in the matter. It might not be exactly the same way...but enough to know the pain.â Gabriel turned over to circle you for a moment glaring at your words with a scoff.
âLike you would know how it feels to lose your dearest friends and everything you built only for it to go down in flames,â You gripped onto the cape as he sneered from the reaction, âFor someone who has questioned a lot about me, I know nothing about you in return. Tell me, what is a young woman like yourself visiting an outsider in the woods anyways? Why does she carry such a cape with her at all times? After all, a predator should know who its prey is before he can kill it.â
You felt your body stiffen at his questions looking into his crimson gaze that demanded to know. Swallowing hard, you felt the scent of smoke wash over you letting your tension go. Mustering up the courage, you softly spoke.
âThat outsider happens to be my best friend, she is like a sister to me more than you know.â
âI know well enough that youâd trade your own soul to save her,â He rested on the ground for a moment, looking at the cape, âWhat of that cloth you hold onto? Did that come from her as well?â
âNo, it came from my mother. She made it for me when I was a baby so it would be something to keep me safe.â
âAnd yet here we areâŚI am sure her and your father must be worried sick about you.â He rolled his eyes only for you to cut him off.
âHe, as well as my mother, probably donât know. My parents split up when I was three,â You scowled at the material for a second then to him, âmy father went off with another woman and my mother had to raise my brother, my sister, and I all by ourselves until we became of age. She is with someone else but she has hardly been able to contact with me for years. I live by myself trying to get on my feet to pursue what I wanted to be since I was little.â
âAnd what would that be?â You averted your gaze and sighed.
âAn actress.â He lifted his head from that answer only to softly snort at the thought.
âActress? If you can perform better than you can at lying, then colour me impressed chica.â Glaring at him for a moment, he ceased an upcoming laugh only to look away as if he was apologizing.
âI admit I have lost, some of my touch, but I used to be good according to my peers. But it wasnât enough to put food on the table so I took on baking at the village bakery.â Recalling the pastries that you brought while walking towards one of the trees.
âJudging by what you brought Iâd say stick to that career cause you have a knack for it.â You smiled a bit at that comment before shrugging.
âI get that skill from my mom. But even that I feel isnât what I want to do in life,â Leaning back against the tree trunk, you slide down the wood to sit on the ground with him, âI donât know, I feel like I am still trying to figure out my place in this world. I donât even know when I will make up my mind on what I want to do. I feel like I am trapped in a loop. Like I am lost and I have no one to turn to. My friend could only do so much and I donât have anyone else besides her. Itâs sad but.., I feel like I have nothing.â
Gabriel was silent looking at you. Looking over at him, you felt his anger seemed to have dispersed for the time being. His form no longer infused with smoke at it just seemed like he was a giant wolf. Getting himself up he moved closer towards you looking sincerely.
âLook, youâre young, you still have plenty of time to figure things out. Not everything will come to you instantly, but I know you will find your way at some point. You just have to look for it and learn about yourself. A friend and a career, even if you do not like it, is of more value when you compare to one that has neither.â You looked into his eyes feeling that pull within you once again as he spoke.
Telling you exactly what you wanted to hear. Having that pressure to always deciding something when you still had time to think about it. Plus your friend was enough to keep you company on those days. Looking at Gabriels state, he had nothing. It was no wonder he took it upon himself to roam these woods. You almost had a hint of hope that maybe he was willing to spare you just a bit longer so he wouldnât be along. But it wouldnât be long before your inevitable fate. Your thoughts halted as you couldnât help but laugh.
âYou mean the time between now and when I get killed? Do you think I will find out before then?â His tail swayed for a second before chuckling lowly with a shrug.
âHey itâs possibleâŚanything can happen in the woods chica,â He began to move back to the direction we were coming with slowly, âcomeâŚitâs getting late, you wouldnât want to be out here after dark.â
Getting up, you joined his side with a slight smirk.
âWhat is there to be afraid of, when I have you to be next to me? After all, a predator has to look out for its prey when it wants to be the one who can kill it.â
He hummed at that statement as, feeling his tail brush up against me softly. The urge to pet it stirred your insides.
âThat is trueâŚyour soul is mine and no one is going to take that.â
There was something about that statement that sent a pleasant chill up your spine. It wouldâve sounded horrifying a week ago but now, it felt comforting. It felt as if he was walking you home. HomeâŚhonestly the more you thought of itâŚthe more it felt like it was more of your home than your place in the village. You contemplated that as you took another whiff of the cape that clung to your shoulders. Not even noticing the way Gabriel gently smiled at you as you draped the cloak closer to your form.
 To be continued
#overwatch#overwatch scenarios#overwatch imagines#reaper#reaper x reader#gabriel reyes#gabriel reyes x reader#overwatch x reader
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Random Drabble prompt thing: Emerald get sent on a business trip by air and turns out Takano has never been on an aeroplane before and figures out he is deathly afraid of flying. Ritsu, who was forced to sit beside him, tries to calm him down. Here ensues the flllluuufff!!! Lmao (you donât have to use this Iâm just running out of nostalgia fics tbh)
Here we go! (Sorry it took me awhile; life happened)
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âRicchan! Ricchan!â
âKisa, what?â Ritsu maneuvered his way deeper into the planeâs tiny aisles. Kisa bounded in front of him, joyfully tiptoeing around other passengersâ ill-placed baggage and sprawling limbs. The two editors were near last to board the plane to Sendai for a manga production conference thanks to someoneâs need to buy one more latte before take off. Kisa now sipped from his coffee cup with enthusiasm, a speck of foam caught on his upper lip, not concerned at all that they had almost been separated from their other Emerald coworkers. Ritsu was just relieved that they had even made it to their terminal in time.
âI was wondering which seat you got, because I know weâre all spread out, but I also know Hitori- ah, excuse me, thank you- got assigned his seat next to Mino, so maybe weâll get to sit together!â
Ritsu has been so preoccupied with not being stranded in the airport that he didnât even think to check for his seating assignment. He felt around in his laptop shoulder bag for his boarding pass and scanned the paper for those little figures.
âRicchan, Iâm in row 35, the aisle seat! How lucky; Iâve had so much to drink this morning, and you canât even understand how badly Iâve got to go.â
Ritsu didnât have any desire to want to understand that, but anywaysâŚ
âIt says Iâm in row 40; sorry, Kisa.â Ritsu had gotten the aisle seat as well, so that was a plus. Kisa looked back at Ritsu with disappointment, still making his way down the aisle to their seats. âThatâs just too bad. But who knows, we may share a row on the way back home.â Kisa sent a hopeful grin to his coworker and friend, then turned back to focus on the path his feet were taking.
âYes, maybe.â Ritsu jostled his laptop bag up farther onto his shoulder. His hands held his boarding pass as he searched the adjacent seats for which row number they were at now. A woman sat in her chair, already buckled in for takeoff with a chubby toddler crawling into her lap, tiny hands grabbing for her hair. Ritsu looked above her at the overhead compartments. It read 33. Just a bit father then.
Kisa finally hit his row and sat down happily next to his temporary neighbor for the next hour or so. The other occupant of row 35, an older man with a large, puffy winter jacket (it was summer for heavenâs sake) bristled at his sudden jovial presence and turned away to scowl out of the planeâs tiny window. Kisaâs eyes widened, and he gingerly waved goodbye to Ritsu, who smiled in encouragement. Just an hour Kisa! Hold on for an hour! An hour wasnât so bad.
As Ritsu meandered deeper into the plane he searched the rows for his number.
38, 39, 40!
No. No, he could not sit here for an hour. The next sixty minutes would kill him.
âTakano, youâre in my seat.â
Takanoâs eyes fluttered open in surprise at the sound of Ritsuâs annoyed voice. The man was leisurely reclined back in Ritsuâs seat, disregarding the fact that all of the chairs would have to be in the upright position before take off. His long legs were spread wide, suit jacket laid across his lap with precise care.
âI donât think I am.â
Ritsu barely suppressed a shout of anger. He was holding him up! Holding the whole plane up! The brunette showed his boarding pass, still clutched securely in his grasp, to his boss. âI have the aisle seat.â
Takano read over the pass and stood up, scooting over to the other sear. âYour throne awaits, your majesty.â
Ritsu rolled his eyes, sitting down with a huff. He shoved his bag under the chair in front of him and buckled his seatbelt in, glancing over at Takano. There was something off about the way he was sitting. He was tensed up, eyes darting from one thing to another in the cabin. He made eye contact with Ritsu and raised a brow.
âIâm glad you could finally make it. We almost left without you.â
Ritsu straightened his back and shook his head. âKisa demanded that I go with him to get another coffee from one of the shops. The line was long, and I should have just left, but I didnât, then we almost missed our boarding time-â
âHey, itâs fine. Youâre here now.â
Ritsu leaned back in his chair. That was true. âAh, yes. I am.â
âYou are.â
Silence fell over the pair.
After many beats of awkwardness, Takano spoke up again. âI didnât expect this to be so big.â
Ritsu turned to him. âThe plane? I think itâs average size for a non-international flight.â
Takano shrugged. âI wouldnât know. This is my first one.â
âThis is your first time on an airplane?â
âI guess so.â
Ritsu couldnât even comprehend that. His whole life was filled with family trips and school visits and vacations, all of them involving planes.
Ritsu nodded and pulled out an in-air magazine to occupy himself with. He was scanning over the snack selections when Takano spoke up again. âHow many of these things crash on average?â
Ritsu closed his magazine and focused on Takano. His fingers were tapping onto the armrest at a rapid pace. His leg bounced up and down and up and down. His eyebrows were pinched together.
Takano was scared of flying.
Ritsu searched his face. His boss, his ex-lover (arguably, current lover) was scared of flying on an airplane.
Ritsuâs voice was soft when he spoke. âItâs extremely rare for one to even have a problem, much less malfunction completely in the air.â Takano searched his eyes for verification. âI promise we wonât crash.â
Takano nodded gently.
The pilot spoke over the intercom about safety and information about the flight and arrival time. A flight attendant stood in the aisle and demonstrated how to attach and detach safety belts, activate life jackets, and exit the aircraft in the occurrence of an emergency. Takano watched with rapt attention. Ritsu couldnât help the growing feeling of concern for him. He just seemed so vulnerable.
When the plane finally was positioned for takeoff, Takano started up a staccato breathing pattern, his breath jumping at every movement the plane made.
Ritsuâs hands seemed to move on their own as they reached over to pet along Takanoâs tense arms. âHey, itâs okay. Itâs just setting up on the runway.â Takano shuddered out another breath and turned to the window. Unshed tears swam in the bottoms of his eyelids. Ritsuâs heart dropped.
Takanoâs voice shook when he spoke next. âThis is so stupid.â He looked over at Ritsu. âIâm sorry.â
The brunette shook his head to the side and continued consoling Takano with measured strokes. âDonât be sorry. This is totally normal. Plenty people get nervous on airplanes.âTakano didnât respond. The plane filled with sounds of whooshing air and whirring machinery. Takanoâs hands fisted the armrests, his knuckles white and shivering. Ritsuâs attention went to his hands, tracing lines onto the backs of his fingers. âItâs alright, Takano. Just the engines.â
The plane jerked into motion and propelled itself down the runway. Takanoâs unsteady gaze shot to the window to watch the scenery rush by them. âFuck, weâre going fast.â
âThink of it as a car, just a really fast car in the air, yeah? Um.â Takanoâs eyes finally let a tear slip down his cheek, leaving a damp trail behind. Ritsu hates to see him like this. Maybe if he got his mind on something else? âDo you remember the field trip our school took to that chemical plant?â Takanoâs distress seemed to slightly drop as he focused on Ritsuâs words. âI hated that trip. I read throughout the whole bus tour, not a care in the world. But you kept pestering me to look out the windows at the nitrogen facility. Of course, I would look ever now and then just to sate you, but. That novel was so good.â Takanoâs full attention was on him now. âIâd like to find that book again and reread it.â
âItâs called Wind With No Luck. You, uh. Fell asleep on the ride back, and I read some of it.â One of Takanoâs hands unattached itself from its strong grip to wipe at his face. âI thought its language was too frivolous for the subject matter.â
Ritsu smiled at the man. It was working. âUnderstandable, but I quite enjoyed it. Lovely character setups and an effective use of foreshadowing.â
Takano agreed with a hum. The plane suddenly rose up, taking flight. Takanoâs hands reached for Ritsuâs, and of course, Ritsu allowed Takano to take his fingers and intertwine them with his own. How could he not? His grip was bruising, but Ritsu didnât care. What was more important was Takano right now.
âTry breathing with me,â Ritsu prompted. He took a deep breath in, and let it out slowly, then once again. Takano nodded and followed. Deep breath in, slow exhale. Ritsu smiled at the man. âGood. Really good.â
The pair sat there breathing together as the plane ascended into the sky. Ritsuâs fingers resumed their tracing onto the backs of Takanoâs hands. Streams of light flowed in from the window as their plane pierced the clouds and reached the airspace above the horizon.
When the plane seemed to neutralize into a more linear path of travel, the intercom crackled to life above them, the pilot updating the passengers on the flightâs info and informing them that the seatbelt signs would be turned off. Takano seemed to let every ounce of air out of his lungs in a long exhale. Ritsu shifted in his seat. He noticed the person in the seat in front of him stand to roam the plane. The man glared at their intertwined hands and clucked his tongue in disgust. Ritsu stared right back. Who was he to reprimand them? Especially while Takano needed him right now.
Takanoâs loosening grip pulled Ritsuâs attention away from the scowling man and back to Takano. His eyes were dry, eyes affectionate, his lips curled into a loving smile. âThank you, Onodera.â
Ritsu continued to draw never-ending lines into Takanoâs hands. âItâs no problem at all.â Ritsu unconsciously leaned into Takano. Ritsu was so glad he was feeling better.
Takanoâs breath was back to normal, and his whole posture was much less tense. The two sat there in peace, neither one detaching their hands from the othersâ.
Ritsu looked past Takano to peek at the window. The clouds swirled like paint, colored gold with the sunâs beams of light. His attention was drawn to Takano, eyes shut gracefully, and smile adorned.
Maybe this flight wouldnât be so bad after all.
#Thank you for the prompt!#This one was really fun the write#Iâll put it on my AO3 in a bit#sekaiichi hatsukoi#ask#prompt#takano masamune#onodera ritsu#sih#writing
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We talkin about our character and how they romance? Ok summarizing this subject here, with all angles.
Things already established for Karen with this account so point makes sense:
1. Karen is calm cool and collected about most things......except emotions
2. Sheâs so used to âmessing things upâ, and being shammed by everyone she knows for doing this. Happened in school, with the masked man, and the media after being an elite.
3. Since she has a hard time with emotions, due to them being twisted up various way in her youth, when she doesnât know how to handle them/deal with them she can emotionally shut down.Â
4. This is due to her internally panicking that sheâll âmess it up againâ, and she has learned that when you mess up someone emotionally it can at times hurt them FAR more than intended. She can speak on that from experience.
5. Therefore every new person she realizes she cares about is something that takes her a day or two to process because she wants to establish with herself,âThis is how to care for this person, and this is how far I will care about them at the moment.â Then she reviews the relationship every so often to reevaluate if sheâs doing this âcorrectly.â
6. When things are not going âcorrectlyâ, i.e. The relationship deteriorates, or takes a negative direction, she decides whether to keep the relationship around or not. Usually this is a not. An example where it is is her with Morty where she needs it to work since technically sheâs his boss. She has stayed awake hours trying to analyze this one due to importance.Â
7. When things go off the path i.e. Not clicking as well as she thought, your boyfriend is trying to kill the world (cough lysandre), or the possibility of romantic feelings are there, immediate revaluation is necessary. Usually with minor things such as not clicking she drops the relationship to save stress. However with the possibility of catching feelings her initial reaction is shutting down. (and for the lys thing, well that was just emotional and lots of hours of working through)
8. This is generally overcome, but the shutting down process is basically her realizing she might have the love bug, and her brain goes from there. It goes through denial, then imagining every reason why it wouldnât work mixed with thinking of cute things they do and then the panicking part of her brain smacking every butterfly out of the air to think of more horrible things, and then after that runs itâs course Karen just deciding,âoh weâll see what happens, heh....â However she never makes a romantic move ever still killing any butterflies when they arise, hopes they find someone to fall in love with, and that way she never has to face the problem because now the person is happily married meaning she will never have a chance!
9. Why she never makes a romantic move ever is two big things but hereâs the minor reasons. (She finally accepts love is a real thing, that was a lesson that took forever to learn.)
9a: Itâs messy, and she doesnât wanna deal with it.
9b: In her line of work people only used âloveâ when they wanted something, and once you couldnât give them that they left. It even happened to her biological dad who was left by her mom after he got a disability, and couldnât work for some time.Â
9c: One part of love is touching, and she is wary to touching due to traumas in her past which the other person has to understand.
9d: IT TAKES TIME! Sheâs a slow person to fall in love, again her past. Traumas such as: she put herself in nonconsensual situations to manipulate people so she has to separate these memories, and the person sheâs now with.Â
10. And now the two big reasons:
10a.Also again emotions can break a person, and she is already concerned, and terrified about how many people she cares about since that means sheâs given alot of people the key to hurt her. If youâre in love you reaaaaalllly care about that person, and give them the master key basically. She has been trained for so long to never give that away, and sheâs scarred to. This would mean she has to talk about her past, and one of the times she was remmed was by the media after they twisted a current mistake into all of her past ones. She thinks only a select few could ever accept her if they knew what sheâs done, and she doesnât blame people for wanting to avoid her due to it. However to âloveâ someone they need to know what sheâs done, and she doesnât know if emotionally she could handle that personâs reaction to her past if it was negative. 10b.Finally the last one, and tbh the saddest. Again all her life if she did something âwrongâ she would be reemed for it. Therefore she doesnât want to get love âwrongâ. After all her life is, well itâs good now by the standards she understands, and she is doing it ârightâ. To introduce love would mean trying something new....something she could get âwrongâ, and with the way society makes love the âpinnacle of lifeâ sheâs petrified to get this âwrongâ. After all it could be the most damaging to her, and the life sheâs made if she does âmess it upâ. The worst part is that there is no true guide to love, and the various ones out there all seem to contradict to her. Itâs either the hardest thing ever according to most books or a magical fairytale according to hallmark. Itâs the best thing in the world, and worst tragedy according to friends. The WORST part is that no matter who she âlovesâ itâs going to be different too so there is no rule list for her to understand, and itâs terrifying to her.
(See it ALL COMES FULL CIRCLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
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Who is your hero?: I donât have one.
If you could live anywhere, where would it be?: Iâd become a woods witch, of sorts. I picture it as a cabin so deep in the woods you only find it if youâre lost. Me, my dog and Frank (if weâre theoretically still married) in a very cute cabin with a little mailbox thatâs never used and a short walkway to nowhere in particular. Iâd have foxglove and lupine up front, hosta and ferns in the shaded areas and a wooden fence around my garden. No driveway but Iâd have a shed with a snowmobile, snowblower, and shovel for the winter and a four wheeler, and a tiny car for the summer. Iâd have a fire pit for campfires, a hot tub and a pool. Attached to the back of the house would be a greenhouse with a dining area for warm weather. Despite my rural living, Iâd get great cell service and excellent internet.
What is your biggest fear?: Losing the people I care about.
What is your favorite family vacation?: My family growing up didnât do vacations but my husband and I do. I also do fun stuff with my best friend.
What would you change about yourself if you could?: My looks
What really makes you angry?: Disrespect
What motivates you to work hard?: I have bills to pay, and we need to eat.
What is your favorite thing about your career?: I enjoy the plants. I work in a commercial greenhouse and for most of the year the plants are really nice.
What is your biggest complaint about your job?: the pay and lack of needed benefits are big problems.
What is your proudest accomplishment? Iâm still here.
What is your child's proudest accomplishment?: Bailey learned to lay down. So far heâs learned Sit, Shake and lay down. I think next weâll teach him to stay.
What is your favorite book to read?: cookbooks, lol. I actually love reading but my eyes canât do it much anymore.
What makes you laugh the most?: memes
What was the last movie you went to? What did you think? I donât like movie theaters. I think the last movie I saw in one was the newest grinch movie and I thought it was a cute movie. I liked how they humanized him and brought his situation into scale.
What did you want to be when you were small? An oceanographer, then a marine biologist
What does your child want to be when he/she grows up? Bailey, Iâm assuming, wants to be a smart, happy and curious doggo.
If you could choose to do anything for a day, what would it be? Mentally healthy
What is your favorite game or sport to watch and play? I donât watch sports.
Would you rather ride a bike, ride a horse, or drive a car? Depends on what Iâm doing. If Iâm in hell being punished, then youâll see me on a bike. Horses are nice for leisure. Car if I have errands to run or am busy.
What would you sing at Karaoke night?:
Iâm not singing
What two radio stations do you listen to in the car the most?
I donât listen to the radio. I have Amazon music
Which would you rather do: wash dishes, mow the lawn, clean the bathroom, or vacuum the house?
Any of those except the dishes.
If you could hire someone to help you, would it be with cleaning, cooking, or yard work?
Yard work. I donât trust people that much except a very few people so cleaning is out of the question. I love cooking so wouldnât need help there usually either. Yard work is impersonal enough where Iâd feel more comfortable with someone doing that.
If you could only eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Salad. Anything can be a salad if you try hard and believe in yourself
Who is your favorite author?
Anne Rice
Have you ever had a nickname? What is it?:
Not any that werenât degrading
Do you like or dislike surprises? Why or why not?
Generally not a fan. I have anxiety and I donât like being the center of attention.
In the evening, would you rather play a game, visit a relative, watch a movie, or read?
Any except visiting relatives.
Would you rather vacation in Hawaii or Alaska, and why?
Hawaii. The warmth and hiking would be incredible, the beaches pretty and the cold makes my body hurt.
Would you rather win the lottery or work at the perfect job? And why?
Hm. Win the lottery. It would allow me to help not just myself but others too.
Who would you want to be stranded with on a deserted island?
No one. If Iâm stranded, Iâm not going to make it. I donât want someone else to go through that. Iâll just suffer alone, thanks.
If money was no object, what would you do all day?
Help people who are struggling.
If you could go back in time, what year would you travel to?
2014.
How would your friends describe you?
According to them, Iâm nice but straightforward.
What are your hobbies?
I like cooking, hiking, makeup, and relaxing
What is the best gift you have been given?
Companionship in all itâs forms.
What is the worst gift you have received?
Dominoâs and a pack of socks to share with my brother (we had to share both). This was from my moms second husbands mom and we had to sit and watch our then step sister open a pile of gifts. We were kids, and my mom and her second husband had been married for a few years at that point so there was zero reason for us to be treated like that.
Aside from necessities, what one thing could you not go a day without?
Hope
List two pet peeves.
-Disrespect
-Laziness
Where do you see yourself in five years?
Hopefully further along with my mental health
How many pairs of shoes do you own?
3- 1 for home, 2 for work
If you were a super-hero, what powers would you have?
Iâd want to be able to financially help people
What would you do if you won the lottery?
First, before I tell ANYONE, my house is getting paid off. Ditto for all our bills. Once all thatâs done, then Iâll let Frank know. From there on we decide what we want to do together
What form of public transportation do you prefer? (air, boat, train, bus, car, etc.)
Train isnât bad, neither is bus.
What's your favorite zoo animal?
Hippos.đĽ°
If you could go back in time to change one thing, what would it be?
If Frank and I could go back with the knowledge we have now we wouldnât get licensed for foster care.
If you could share a meal with any 4 individuals, living or dead, who would they be?
My husband, my best friend, Nina, and Gerard Way
How many pillows do you sleep with?
2 when Iâm awake, 1 once I fall asleep
What's the longest you've gone without sleep (and why)? Like 3 days. I was having a mental breakdown and ended up in the hospital.
What's the tallest building you've been to the top in?
No idea.
Would you rather trade intelligence for looks or looks for intelligence?
Depends on the ratio between what you lose versus what you gain.
How often do you buy clothes?
As needed.
Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Of course not
What's your favorite holiday?
Definitely Christmas
What's the most daring thing you've ever done?
I fought continuously for ownership of myself in a house where I was viewed as less important than furniture because I was female. I dressed as a boy, quit bathing and became as repulsive as I could so I wouldnât be attractive to the men or women in my moms lifestyle.
What was the last thing you recorded on TV?
I donât
What was the last book you read?
Working on a new one.
What's your favorite type of foreign food?
Love Asian foods Iâve tried
Are you a clean or messy person?
Messy, I guess.
Who would you want to play you in a movie of your life?
No one. I wouldnât want people to see what I went through.
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
About a half hour
What kitchen appliance do you use every day?
The Keurig
What's your favorite fast food chain?
I donât like most of them, tbh. Maybe Subway?
What's your favorite family recipe?
My moms bread recipe
Do you love or hate rollercoasters?
As long as theyâre not super tall I donât mind them
What's your favorite family tradition?
The Christmas Poinsettia
What is your favorite childhood memory?
Probably meeting my best friend.
What's your favorite movie?
The nightmare before Christmas
How old were you when you learned Santa wasn't real? How did you find out?
I donât remember.
Is your glass half full or half empty?
Iâm just glad it has something to drink
What's the craziest thing youâve done in the name of love?
I got married.
What three items would you take with you on a deserted island?
Food, water, and a boat to get me home.
What was your favorite subject in school?
Band.
What's the most unusual thing you've ever eaten?
Pets
Do you collect anything?
Dishes.
Is there anything you wished would come back into fashion?
Comfortable clothes. Iâm going to wear them regardless but it would be nice to have a bigger selection to choose from
Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
Absolutely an introvert.
Which of the five senses would you say is your strongest?
Touch
Have you ever had a surprise party? (that was an actual surprise)
No and Iâm fine with that.
Are you related or distantly related to anyone famous?
Not that Iâm aware of.
What do you do to keep fit?
Lol.
Does your family have a âmottoâ â spoken or unspoken?
Nope.
If you were ruler of your own country what would be the first law you would introduce?
Baseline living guarantees
Who was your favorite teacher in school and why?
I didnât really have a teacher I was close to.
What three things do you think of the most each day?
My family, my job, and my obligations
If you had a warning label, what would yours say?
Warning: Avoid asking questions you donât want an honest answer for. All attempts at niceness will be tried but there is no guarantee of satisfaction.
What song would you say best sums you up?
I have no idea. There are many who describe parts of me but not one I can think of that describes me as a whole.
What celebrity would you like to meet at Starbucks for a cup of coffee?
Weird Al. He seems like a pretty chill guy who wouldnât mind chatting with an average person.
What's the most interesting thing you can see out of your office or kitchen window?
My lilacs.
On a scale of 1-10 how funny would you say you are?
Like a 2
Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Hopefully much further along with my mental health
What was your first job?
Picking pine cones out of this ladies yard.
If you could join any past or current music group which would you want to join?
None.
How many languages do you speak?
English and a lot of American Sign Language
Who is the most intelligent person you know?
My husband
If you had to describe yourself as an animal, which one would it be?
Probably a bear. Iâm not super social, enjoy sleeping through the winter as much as possible, am selective in my social obligations,enjoy fish and berries, avoid people if possible
What is one thing you will never do again?
Drive a semi.
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