#tbf I'm not caught up on the drama

[colorfuldream]

I mean, no matter one's opinion on the leaks/deleted content, she's still way richer than any of us and holds the legal rights to almost everything... I'd be scared of her legal team. They've got what they need and she can drag this as long as she needs yk?

i’m so sorry for all the evil people not respecting your privacy in the discord. that katai dude is uploading old photoshoots and the HD runaway music video. i’m really disgusted by these so called fans asking for leaks and unreleased songs. you deserve your privacy and the right to upload your content when and if you want to. i support you in every aspect, and i hope these people realize the harm they are causing. i love you so much, stay strong! <3

Aw. Thanks for the update. I'll let my legal team know

[suckerforcate]

making my first emily request, not read much of it yet bc i'm worried about spoilers and i'm only on season 4 (tbf have fucking blasted through it so far, watching multiple eps a day).

emily/reader, reader is hotch's little sister who isn't part of the bau but works with them occasionally. hotch Does Not Know about her and em. unclear if he even knows she's gay. any other details of it are up to you bestie, i trust you 💚

Segreto Piccolo

Pairing: Emily Prentiss x fem!Reader

Word Count: 1336

Warning: I think none?

Summary: Emily and you had been dating for a few months and now you're brother had found out (set around season 3 or 4)

A/n: OK, so this is the first time I've ever written for Em. I hope it's okay? Hope it's not too ooc. Would be delighted by a comment or repost!!! <3

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“Come on, babe. He won’t rip your head off.” You nearly whined and gave Emily the best puppy eyes you could manage. You’d been dating her for a few months now, it was all still very fresh, but you really liked her. A lot.

Your brother, Aaron Hotchner, was the Unit Chief of the BAU and sometimes brought you in for cases. You worked as a children’s psychiatrist and had turned out to be very helpful on cases involving children. In any form, as victims, as witnesses and as UnSubs. On one of those cases, you had met Emily Prentiss. Truth be told, she had caught your eye immediately, but it had taken you three more cases to actually ask her out. She was amazing, not to mention absolutely gorgeous. She was smart and quick-witted, an amazing Profiler, adorable with kids and really funny. And after you had started dating you had learned that she loved with all she had. And it was wonderful.

Except for one thing. She was afraid of telling your brother. Emily hadn’t been on the team for long, and now she hooked up with his baby sister? He’d kill her. Or at least that’s what she assumed. She didn’t know Aaron like you did. He could be stoic and serious at work, but he was a sweetheart and a wonderful brother. He loved you and all he wanted was you to be happy. He might need some time adjusting, but he could never be mad for long.

“He’ll kill me, Tesoro. He’s only just warmed up to me.” She grumbled and you knew that was true. Her start on the team had been a bit bumpy. The whole situation was ridiculous. The two of you were cramped in about the smallest room in the whole building. A little storage room. You could feel some sort of utensils press into your spine, and you saw a box of pencils just over Emily’s shoulder. All in all, ridiculous to talk about something like this, at work, while hiding.

“No, he will not, Emily.” You pressed on, your hand still on her hip. Truthfully it didn’t really have anywhere else to go in this cramped space. “It might shock him a bit, but he’ll come around. Please, Em. You know how important Aaron is to me. I want him to know.” You explained what you had explained at least five times before and again gave her puppy dog eyes she rarely could refuse.

You could see her melt under your gaze and just as she wanted to answer the door to the small room opened, and you were faced with your brother’s usual serious expression. His expression didn’t change much, but you could see a subtle twitch of his eyes. His eyes wandered from you to Emily and back to you again. “Office. Both, now.” And he was gone. Emily groaned and closed her eyes.

“It’ll be fine, Em.” You tried to reassure her. You knew he’d probably be more disappointed than anything, cause you hadn’t told him. He didn’t even know you liked women. Emily let her head fall against your shoulder. “We had a nice few months, dolcezza. But I think I’m walking into my own death now.” She really had a hang for drama. Playfully you slapped her shoulder and chuckled.

“Don’t be ridiculous. Come on, babe.” You said and took her hand to lead her into your brother's office. No point in hiding it now. Besides, you had the suspicion that Penelope had known right from the start and that meant that at least Derek knew as well. And JJ was perceptive, Spencer on the other hand not so much for a Profiler. But what does it matter?

You led Emily through the bullpen and up the few steps right to Aaron’s office door. It was open, and your brother was already looking at you. No need to knock, you thought. You simply stepped inside, Emily practically needing to be dragged in there behind you. You motioned her to close the door and very reluctantly she let go of your hand to do so.

Aaron got up and rounded his desk, standing in front of you, his hands in his pockets. His features softened visibly. The way they did at work only if you were around. Or if Jack came to visit. “Why didn’t you tell me you like women?” He asked, and you saw a hint of surprise on Emily’s face in the corner of your eye. She didn’t know that he didn’t know. But contrary to what she probably believed now it hadn’t been because you were scared to come out or anything. You simply shrugged.

“I thought I’d tell you if I’ll ever get a girlfriend and then I kind of never did.” You said and looked at him a bit sheepishly. “But now I do.” You said and smiled proudly, which warmed Emily’s heart immediately and calmed her immensely. Aaron even cracked a very small smile. Then he looked at Emily at the small vanished. You grabbed Em’s hand and squeezed it reassuringly.

“You’ve been here little more than a year and start dating my sister, Prentiss?” He said and studied Emily. You could say he was profiling her. Emily opened her mouth, no doubt to defend herself. But Aaron gave her not a second. “Remember, I’m your superior. Hurt her, and you’ll fly off this team faster than you can blink.” You had to hide a small giggle. Aaron rarely played protective brother. It was a bit funny to see almost all colour fade from Emily’s face. She interrogated Serial Killers, but your brother was too much.

“Alright, Aaron. Enough of that.” You said and drew his attention back to you. He softened a bit again and pulled you into a rare hug. No words. Just a hug. And that was enough. Then he rounded his desk and sat down again.

“You're invited for dinner on Saturday.” He said right before you were out of his office. It nearly looked comedic, the way everything in Emily’s face fell as soon as she heard him. You quickly closed the office door behind you and grabbed her hands.

Emily wasn’t the relationship type. She hadn’t had a lot of them, and they had never been very long. Or at least that’s what she had told you. She was always afraid of somehow fucking it up. You squeezed her hands until she was looking at you.

“It’ll be fine. He didn’t rip your head off now, he won’t on Saturday. And Jack will love you, which is basically the way to Aaron’s heart.” It did little to calm the brunette. She swallowed hard and nodded slowly.

“What do I wear? How do I act? Do I buy him something? Wine? I’ve never done this before, dolcezza.” She rambled, and it would have been cute if she hadn’t looked so worked up.

“You’ll wear something nice. Which you always do. I promise Aaron will just be wearing a T-shirt. You act like yourself which is the way I love you. And wine is a good idea but absolutely not necessary.” You assured her, answering one question after another. You had been so concerned about calming her that you hadn’t really thought about the exact words you had used.

“Love?” She asked a bit perplexed. Maybe it was a bit early but with Emily? How could you not love her. You grinned a bit stupidly. “Of course, you idiot.” She cracked a smile at that, and you were very thankful for that. You’d walk through hell to see that smile.

“Ti amo anch'io, tesoro.” She whispered against your lips, having leaned in. The kiss was a bit sloppy, cause you were both smiling like lovesick idiots. Which you kind of were.

“Oh my god, this is adorable!” A very excited voice called through the bullpen, unmistakably Penelope’s. Emily and you broke apart, laughing softly. You stood incredibly close to each other, hands still intertwined. Both your head turned, and you weren’t surprised to see the whole team stare at you. Most of them just smiled knowingly. Spencer looked like he had missed about twenty chapters, which her kind of had. His head turned from us to JJ next him.

“Wha-?” Everyone just laughed fondly. Everything was fine.

[realcube]

are you down with entertaining my ideas? because i just came up with another one LMFAOOOOOO.

Idk if you’re american but the idea of an American SO bringing either MHA or Haikyuu (aged up ofc) boys who are from Japan to a Target but one of the Targets that are HUGE with like two levels???? i dunno.

My haikyuu version of this idea says like Tendo, Oikawa, Hinata, and Bokuto would FUCKING thrive and the MHA version says like Denki, Sero, Kiri and weirdly Todoroki would be SO into it 😭😭😭

TENDOU SATORI

♡ tbh i think they ALL would be most entertained by the food but tendou specifically would be infatuated with the large oreo selection

♡ idk if japan is anything like the uk but if it is we only have like maybe 2 or 3 oreo flavours in each supermarket

♡ but i've seen pictures from america and they have upwards of ten different oreo flavours and types in that bitch and he is just in shock

♡ feels a bit betrayed that you didn't inform him previously of the existence of MEGA stuff oreos

♡ like do you even know him at all?? do you even care??

♡ he comes to the conclusion though that you do care bc you're the one who took him to this paradise

♡ i hc that one of his favourite oreo flavours would be mississippi mud pie

♡ (idk if that was a real flavour or if it was a photoshopped image i found online but you could literally tell me that kombucha butthole is oreo flavour in the US and i'd so believe you. like any flavour besides regular and double stuff is already beyond me)

♡ and bro does NOT know what a mississippi is but he eats that shit up nomnomnonomnom

OIKAWA TORU

♡ he is very surprised by the size and is silently pressed bc why is this 'target' bigger than the entire gym hall at his school??

♡ when he goes inside he is overwhelmed by the colour and dies

♡ jk he doesn't but he is such a drama about it

♡ like i firmly believe he sees cereal selection and is one who those ppl thats like "where's the health tho? 🙄"

♡ like claiming its all sweeter and artifical colours and how an athlete like him wouldn't be caught DEAD with those chemcials in his body

♡ you point out that maybe some chemicals would've helped him get into nationals and he's even more pressed and unhinged than he was before

♡ sees the size of the cheeseball jars and claims this is a gluttonous establishment and wants to leave

♡ only thriving he is doing is in the fruit/veggies isle bc they are all gmo'd to last/grow all year round so he's with stars in his eyes like "plums??? but they're not even in season!!!!"

♡ becomes a smoothie tiktoker expeditiously

HINATA SHOYO

♡ he's kinda impressed by size of the supermarket but tbf he is quite small so most big spaces are that impressive to him

♡ literally loses his mind in the microwave / quick meal section

♡ can't comprehend how they can flip a whole pizzle inside out and you can eat inside out pizza by preparing it for under a minute

♡ like it already took him a lifetime to understand instant noodles.. he not getting this one chief

♡ literally LIVES off instant food for the next MONTH

♡ but it's fine because he buys a roomba and chasing that about will burn all the kcal

♡ omg and something i heard is that some supermarkets, especially the big massive ones like costco, have a food court?? or at least some place you can go to buy food

♡ and there's similar stuff here and in japan too i'm guessing but it's like cafes and stuff so they serve like english breakfast and stuff

♡ but from what i've seen, the costco food court sells like pizzas?? and their massive??

♡ that would actually drive hinata crazy , getting a big massive pizza like that

♡ you would need ot eat it outside because other people who are dining by the food court will actually think he's crazy for the way he's stuffing his face with big massive pizza slices

♡ you will actually need to pry that boy out of the establishment when it's time to leave

BOKUTO KOTARO

♡ not as amused by the food selection as you orginally thought he might be

♡ but omg please hide the gatorade

♡ the brightly coloured bottles with lure him in and you'll never know peace again in your life

♡ besides that he looks at it all and is like wow 😃 but the majority of his attention goes to the electronics section

♡ oh and btw i'm sorry if this is offensive but he is 100% going to hire a mobility scooter and ride it around the aisles like it's a motorbike

♡ he'll be like to you "get on, babe 😎" and life is strange style time stops and you see these two options pop up before your eyes

♡ "get kicked out of the target OR don't"

♡ we obviously know which one you choose tho haha

♡ oh and god forbid there is like a sales person trying to advertise a segway

♡ he's like "what's this 🤩" and the person explains the purpose, the price and asks if bokuto would like to try

♡ and of course he says YES

♡ but he just rides that mf segway into the sunset and never comes back LMAO

♡ "get on , (y/n) !! we're making a break for it !!!" he yells while hurdling towards the exit at 3 mph

(a/n): yess omg i saw your other one and i was writing a little smth for it but like i was prancing a bit bc idk a thing about greek mythology so i need a lil time to cook

i will always entertain ur ideas tho bc they are always so good and i literally stopped while writing smut to write this instead hahah

but this is so funny 😭😭 i'm not american but i do know what target is and ik how big they can be ! literally as someone from the uk it blows my mind and ik it would blow theirs too. more so the hq boys bc the bnha have seen a WOMAN that is taller than a two story target so i think they'd be a bit desensitised to it but defo entertained still

[asknarashikari]

Buffa was eliminated and Tycoon won and got his wish granted – ignoring the DGP drama lol-

Michinaga: I… remember?

Michinaga: Damn that Tycoon!

Michinaga: Who brought him back? Did his sister brought him back?

Toru: Oi, Michinaga!

Michinaga: Toru? You’re…

Toru: *rushes and kisses Michinaga on the lips*

Michinaga: Toru, what the hell?!

Toru: What? I’ve been wanting to do that ever since we got reunited.

Michinaga: Reunited.

Michinaga: WHAT THE FUCK?!

Toru: Turns out if you the ID cores contains our souls, our happiness so to speak

Toru: and when it was used as fertilizer for the Jamato.

Michinaga: Your essence was absorbed into the Jamato faction.

Toru: But as our souls are “incomplete” so to speak, the best we can do is for them to mimic our appearance and have our memories.

Toru: So the Jamato you left for dead is me and not me at the same time.

Toru: Speaking of, damn that Tycoon is strong.

Toru: You do not want to be on that guy’s bad side especially when his sister’s involved.

Michinaga: If you’re here… then he won.

Toru: Sure did.

Michinaga: You know?

Toru: He sought me out, specifically and let me remember.

Michinaga: That damn meddling…

Toru: Nope, nuh uh.

Michinaga: What now?

Toru: He’s fighting the DGP as we speak.

Michinaga: What?!

Toru: He snuck me my an ID core so that I can remember because he knows he will fail…

Toru: I don’t know what he was talking about but he said something about atonement for his sins.

Michinaga: That damn naïve Tanuki!

Michinaga: Since you’re here, we need to find a fox and a cat.

Toru: And here I thought you didn’t care.

Michinaga: I cared enough that I want them to forget everything about being a Rider.

Toru: Not the way people see it.

Toru: People died, Michinaga, innocents died.

Michinaga: How am I to blame for their deaths?

Michnaga: I would gladly take the blame for Tycoon’s and Geats’s death but everyone else’s not my fault?

Toru: You were still complicit in their deaths.

Toru: It doesn’t matter now, they’re all back.

Michinaga: How do you know all of this?

Toru: Hareruya-san was especially helpful.

Toru;  It does make sense that you still remember, no one is actively wiping them off of you.

Michinaga: What?

Toru: the participants’ memories aren’t erased as soon as they lose, they need to be wiped completely from your brains.

Toru: Through electric shocks.

Toru: I imagine you went through those multiple times, same with Tycoon and Na-go.

Michinaga: WHAT?! {yes the punk jack special revealed how memories from the players are erased}

Honestly I can't even say Azuma deserves having Tooru back (and Tooru would probably express more disappointment at what Azuma has become in his absence), but it sounds like the kind of thing Keiwa would do.

And yeah, Keiwa sounds like the kind of guy who would take down the DGP all on his own after his wish gets fulfilled. He's too good for his own good.

And yeah, I've seen the Punkjack special. Can't say I'm too surprised that's how the DGP's memory erasing shenanigans works. Tbf, electroconvulsive therapy is still considered a legitimate medical treatment for certain mental disorders, and it's not surprising that in the future other uses have been found for it... of course, the participants never gave their consent to such a procedure to alter their memories to the degree the DGP does, much less their personalities.

It does explain why Keiwa was able to remember bits of the DGP he got caught up in before becoming a participant himself- the tech didn't quite erase everything in his case, and it was probably imperfect to begin with.

[invisiblegarters]

Ooh I want to play.

San(d) - I'm not even going to pretend to not be biased here. I adore First and whatever happens I'm probably gonna like this character and want him to have whatever he wants (even if it's not the best thing for him). *shrugs* Is what it is, I make no excuses. Although I don't want him to sing

Boston - I love a hot mess and he's already giving it in spades. I want to see him take a wrecking ball to everything. I enjoy Neo, I think he'll make it fun, and that one pic with him in the 70's shirt scowling like it's his job has yet to stop amusing me.

Nick - I just feel kind of bad for him. He seems to have gotten caught up in something that he really shouldn't have, much like San(d), and I just kind of want both of them to get away from the mess they find themselves in. Also I kind of want to tell him to love himself more (no, seriously, what kind of dude meets Boston and goes "that one"? One who doesn't love himself enough, I bet).

Mew - seems boring, and I'm never a fan of characters that everyone is in love with (okay, afawk it's only two people, but that's one too many in my book. I've seen theories that Boston actually wants him too and if so, know that that will probably kill the character for me regardless of what he's like. Manic pixie dream nerd I can do without). I do have a weird San(d)/Mew friendship agenda though.

Ray - I like Khaotung, but I don't like playboy characters. Plus if yet another of First's characters cries in yet another drama, this character will be why. Again, I make zero excuses for my biases. It will take a major turnaround for me to be into this one, he seems like a total sleaze (and for me personally, in the frustrating way rather the fun way, like Boston). Although admittedly it will be fun to see K play something like this. If anyone could make this character likable for me, it'd be him.

Top - See above re: playboy. But he's at the bottom because I felt like got less personality from him, Nick, and Mew than anyone else in the pilot trailer (and tbf it really worries me, because the idea I get is that Mew is the main main character and TopMew is the main couple). Also I have no loyalty to either actor having not really been into their previous dramas (Enchante was fine, ABAAB was a DNF, anything else I haven't watched). He just seems like the bland playboy type. Boring. At least Ray has some personality even if it will ultimately be personality I dislike.

I like the idea of some of these characters and their relationships (Top/San(d) what), but frankly I don't expect much from the bottom three (although I hope Mew at least proves me wrong and turns out to be interesting).

What I do expect is that they will all feel realistic. Which probably means Ray and Top will stay right where they are for the show's entire run, lol, although the others may move around a bit.

(if it seems like I'm mostly into this show for the top two and mess, well...yes. Yes, that is basically the draw).

My Ranking of the 6 main characters of Only friends from favorite to least favorite

Yes, I know the show hasn't started yet. But I thought it would be fun to rank the 6 main characters of the show based solely on my first impressions of them. I want to do the same exercice once the official trailer is released and then one last time once the show is over. Just for the fun of it. I want to see if my liking or disliking of these characters is gonna change as the show progresses or not. Don't expect big explanations from me regarding this ranking because, if i'm beeing honest, I'm relying solely on vibes. So without further do, here's my ranking of the 6 mains of Only friends from favorite to least favorite:

Boston ( What can I say, I love a messy, self-sabotaging king)

Mew (He seems so nice, so sensitive, idk. I love the characters who are deemed boring, i guess)

Ray (Love a man-whore who's in love with the best friend he knows he can never be with, plus he seems to have many more issues beyond that. I like it )

San/ Sand( He's a musician played by First. What else can I say)

Top ( He was just there, looking pretty while being the cause of a possible broken friendship. Good for him!)

Nick ( Don't like him. He seems pretty pathetic (deragotory))

[pridelanders]

//Oh good instead of making fun of that ‘fan-written’ Season 4 Lion Guard fanseries I can talk about how funny it is that somebody ‘leaked’ the scripts up on the subreddit and is refusing to take them down unless the directors pay them $100 dollars

[wikiangela]

oh my god I forgot what day it is and that new she-hulk episode is out 😂😂

episode 8 spoilers! (it's kinda long sns haha)

oh shit they showed the "specimen" guy in the previously on 😳 oh no is he involved too? 😂

btw why isn't there an option to skip recap in she-hulk? 😂

who the fuck is leapfrog lmao

as soon as I read the description (I caught a glimpse, I can't help it lol) I just knew it was Luke

I don't particularly like Luke tbh 😂 it's a lowkey very cliché character, and he's kinda doing too much to be funny? idk 😂 he's not a bad character, just far from fave haha

wait, is Matt gonna represent Luke????? is that how they're gonna meet???

OH MY GOD IT'S HIM

MATTHEW!!! HOW I MISSED YOU 😍

did I hear that right? no more Sokovia Accords?? oh hell yeah, that's what's up 💪💪💪

I'm just so excited to see Matt again, I'm loving it so much (also, when do we get to see him as daredevil because I'm sure we saw that in the trailer lol)

also, why is Luke making his suits now? I loved Melvin, don't tell me he's not in this universe 😢😂

"a hunch" lmao

"secret double life of Matt Murdock" oh if you only knew 😂😂 it's hilarious actually 😂😂

I just love him so much, I can't get over finally seeing him in the mcu (for more than one short scene in nwh which was my highlight of the movie right after Andrew lol)

aww Jen's into Matt?? I mean, can we blame her? everyone's into Matt 😍😂😂

they have a nice chemistry tbh, I could see it 😂😂

Oof, pls take Todd off my screen 😂 god that guy's cringe (the "Wakanda forever"... yeah that made me uncomfortable too, Jen)

he did not say "but whatever" 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ oh my god I'm getting pissed off now 😂 why is he here? this better pay off lol

she's gonna wear the suit??? oh my this is an exciting episode 😂

IT'S THE DEVIL OF HELL'S KITCHEN BABY!!!

I'm loving the fight and the banter, it's so good

God it was easy for her to find out who he is 😂😂 tbf she is a hulk 😂

oh, Leapfrog kidnapped Luke? now it makes sense 😂 because Matt wouldn't go after him if he didn't do crime haha I honestly didn't think the frog guy could be any danger because he's just a dumb rich guy but oh well 😂😂

the fact that Jen doesn't know who daredevil is 😂😂 he really is a local NYC (or even just Hell's Kitchen) hero, huh - or rather a vigilante haha

does Leapfrog have any powers or just a supersuit with cool functions? 😂 if no powers, why frogs, man? 😂😂

I don't remember ever seeing Matt laugh in his daredevil suit, at least not like this 😂 god, they have good chemistry 😂 tho Charlie Cox can have good chemistry with anyone tbh (except one person but that's on her not him and that's not a rant for this show lol iykyk 😂)

I love their banter so much, can I get a show of just them two teaming up pls?? 😂 😂 they're so funny and again, the chemistry is there and it's so good

Matt taking down the goons - so daredevil, missed it so much

and she-hulk smash!!! YAAAS QUEEN

"big fan of legal dramas" Matt's hilarious as always 😂😂

"this guy's really kinda doing it for me" yuh, we know, he's doing it for all of us, Jen 😂😂 (seriously, if they didn't live on opposite sides of the country I really could see it 👀)

oh yes, I knew it, they gonna fuuuuck! yas, get it Jen!!! (I'm sorry, I'm loving this so much, they'd be such a good match, seriously 😂😂)

the cut to Matt just walking in his dd suit, shoes in hand, was so fucking funny 😂😂

that's what I'm saying, so much happened, it really does feel like this is where the episode would end, and there's still a few minutes left, what more is gonna happen??

I love the fourth-wall breaks because Jen's voicing all my thoughts 😂😂 I'm so confused 🤣🤣

Both Jen and Nikkk look amazing 😍🥵

what's up with Todd's involvement in this episode? 😂 why put so much focus on that?

the fact that it has to be FEMALE lawyer of the year is just pissing me off but I'm aware that's how the world works unfortunately - obviously she wouldn't win a "lawyer of the year" because she's a woman so it has to be female 🙄🙄

oh shit Intelligencia?! oh my god fucking Josh 😡😡

shit she's angry

aaand that was their plan wasn't it....

is she out of control? omg she lost control didn't she...

oh my god I can't wait for the finale

this was hands down my fave episode

MATT WAS HERE!! I just loved seeing him again, he was so cool and he felt like himself, and he fit in so well with the show (I was worried how they were gonna portray him in the mcu but so far I like it - it might have felt a bit different because I haven't seen dd in a whe and also because it's a comedy so it has a different feel)

I mentioned it like 5 times but Matt and Jen had such good chemistry and banter, I loved all their conversations, and again, I can see it 👀👀 like, I ship it tbh haha

I don't think I mentioned that I loved Jen's suit, it looks so cool, loved it

I'm still confused as to why Todd and Wakandan spear were in here, what was that little plot about? I hope it pays off somehow lol

and I loved the fourth-wall break at the end when Jen was equally confused as me as to why the episode wasn't ending hahaha

now I know they purposely made her mad and now I'm worried and I'm just so excited for the finale 😍😍 can't wait!!!

[punkscowardschampions]

Janis & Grace

Janis: Idk if you're still up but I need that favour called in whilst we're in Spain okay Grace: No drama Grace: Within reason, anything, obvs Janis: Yeah, nothing big, I swear Janis: just...if Jim contacts you, just say I'm crazy busy, alright? Idk, you know the bullshit, but fob him off and don't tell him anything more than you have to Grace: Okay Grace: He'll buy that, we've been here, there and everywhere on our end of this exchange Janis: Yeah, idk if he will Janis: and idk if he'll even bother coming to you but if he does Grace: What's wrong, babe? Grace: What did he do? Janis: Nothing, he didn't do anything wrong Janis: but I fucked up big time, never a better time for scheduled running away though fuck knows it ain't long enough Grace: Yeah tbf whatever else is off your timing's not Janis: I'm such a bitch Grace: I'm not gonna kick you when you're obvs down, but like Grace: I know Grace: What happened? Janis: Yeah Janis: pretending I was capable of anything but was my mistake Janis: He told me he loved me and I just fucking Janis: ran away Grace: Fuck Grace: Okay Grace: That's bad, but it could be worse. I mean, I know you love him back Janis: Obviously not or I wouldn't have done that, would I Grace: Sure Jan Grace: Getting scared doesn't mean you don't Janis: You don't get it, Grace Janis: his Mum ain't dead, alright Janis: she left as in she's missing and they don't know where she is, still Janis: now do you see how bad it is Grace: Oh Grace: But he knows you, he'll understand Grace: I mean, yeah, it'll have hurt Janis: He shouldn't have to understand Janis: It was fucked up Janis: I can't be that, what he wants Grace: Give him some credit though Grace: He knows about Edie Grace: He just knows Grace: And he wants to be with you. Obviously Janis: Having a dead sister isn't a free pass or an excuse Grace: You aren't trying to use one Grace: You're torn up like Grace: You wouldn't care if you were just hiding behind that stuff Janis: Whatever Janis: doesn't change the fact it happened Janis: got to own it Grace: And talk to him Grace: I owe you one and I'll do what you asked me if that's really what you want but I don't think so Janis: It isn't but it's what it is Janis: I can't change how I am Janis: that was me trying and it fucked up Janis: shouldn't have dragged him into it in the first place Grace: Please! You've never dragged that boy anywhere Grace: Whatever you do next you probably owe him an explanation for what you did Janis: I could've kept him away if I had wanted to Janis: do it with everyone else Janis: I know but Janis: what'll it change or achieve Grace: And how's that worked out for you bitch, I'm right here Grace: And he still would've caught his feelings, can't control that Grace: Like you can't let him think whatever he is right now cos OMG Janis: I know Janis: but I can't turn 'round like oops now Janis: he ain't gonna want to see me rn Grace: Why? Grace: You've run before Grace: And he'll wanna know how you really feel Grace: Plus if you're okay cos lbr he's one of the good ones Janis: yeah but Janis: not like that Janis: there's no coming back from that Grace: didn't you think that after Skerries? Grace: I'm not trying to be a bitch, but genuinely Grace: You can't say that until you speak to him Janis: I know Janis: I can't though Janis: not right now Janis: maybe not ever Janis: I don't know what to say Grace: I get it Grace: It's hard to be honest Grace: especially if you've already fucked up Grace: Don't rush tbf cos that might be worse Janis: Should I just go Janis: or explain as much as we've said here Janis: like, I'm sorry and I need time and all that shit Grace: I think so Grace: even if its a text Grace: just say what you can Janis: Alright Janis: I will Janis: Thanks, Grace Grace: Anytime, you know Grace: If you need to sneak to his I can cover for you Janis: Cheers Janis: I just can't Grace: I know Grace: you've made it this far though, like that's a thing Grace: Like you said, you push everyone away but he's lasted Janis: 'til now yeah Janis: ah fuck Grace: I can't keep a lad ever Grace: you've been together ages Grace: you havent done everything wrong, babes Janis: That's the lads you've picked, though Grace: not an excuse if yours aren't Janis: alright well, we aren't here to drag you and your life choices rn Janis: so you're okay Grace: 😌 Grace: Do you want me to come in, I can shoo my boy back to where he should be sleeping Janis: nah Janis: not trying to ruin your good time Janis: i'm fine Grace: do you wanna go tomorrow? we could say you're sick or something Janis: nah, i've got to go Janis: can't stay here Grace: 👌 Grace: do message him or whatever though Janis: 'course Janis: anyway go get some sleep Janis: or whatever Grace: I can't Grace: lowkey stressed about tomorrow Janis: why? Grace: I'm not making rn about me Grace: you don't need to hear it Janis: feel free Janis: any distraction Grace: okay but just know it's stupid and cringe in comparision Grace: I'm freaking out cos I have to meet his family and friends like I know he did ours, but we weren't a thing, then Grace: idek Janis: you'll be good Janis: just let him set the tone and follow his lead on that one like Janis: that way, you can't go too hard Janis: or undersell it and look like a bitch Janis: be the least of our worries if his fam are psychos, running for our lives, like Grace: can they even be as weird as ours Janis: they'd struggle Janis: no offence, like, but that trophy is ours Grace: 😂 Janis: drafting the text now Grace: you've got this, babes Janis: how do I even put this in words Janis: I so don't Grace: start with sorry Janis: yeah Janis: just spam him with that 'til he blocks me, like Grace: and don't ask him if he's okay cos like obvs not Janis: 😖 Janis: i want to die Grace: I know Grace: not that I've been here myself but Janis: I know I'm whining Janis: I'll just do it Janis: stop being a pussy Grace: oh honey Grace: I've whined to you so many times, it's 👌 Janis: [Sends the text] Janis: is that Janis: i mean, that's alright, yeah? Grace: Yeah Grace: I think so Grace: It's sounds good Grace: Ugh not like Grace: It sounds right Janis: Okay Janis: That's all we can aim for right now Janis: not like it'll suffice Janis: already fucked it up, no avoiding that Grace: not to be that bitch but let me know when he replies Grace: not if cos he will Janis: yeah, sure Janis: i wouldn't normally drag you into my stuff but Janis: i didn't know what to do Janis: still don't but yeah Grace: I know Grace: but I'm happy to have still been up Grace: can't do much but anyway Janis: nah, you've helped Grace: 🤞 Grace: I want to Janis: anyway, blatantly not going to bed but no need for us both to be sat here waiting for the response Janis: you at least try, yeah? Grace: Sure Grace: Won't be that many hours until we have to be going anyway Grace: my concealer will be earning it's price tag Janis: right, might be needing to borrow that Janis: or some ridiculously oversized shades Janis: very european Grace: whichever you go with, I've got you covered Grace: 💋

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Man, I don't even remember what pink did. Tbf I've been quite sporadic over the last years, so I'm not very caught up on the drama lmao

one of the consequences of being on this website for many years for me is that i avoid reblogging some reasonably popular users posts bc i vaguely remember seeing them being called out like 4 years ago but idr why or how bad it was