#tashalovesnirvana

[redandfranticfeelings]

Hey who was tashalovesduncney

haha okay so we gotta time travel back to like.... 2013 for this one. total drama all stars had recently wrapped up, the total drama fandom hated it, and everyone was debating whether mike was an ableist representation of DID or not. like, writing-letters-to-fresh-tv levels of intense. i took it way too seriously, i regret it, i'm sure most of my then-peers do as well.

enter a blogger named tasha-loves-duncney. she defends mike and makes fun of sjws, calls them bitches, reblogs personal/vent posts to insult the OP, is basically a troll through-and-through. it escalated to her making blatantly fake asks from popular TD tumblr users, running targeted hate blogs with names like "kill the td populars," editing people's selfies... again, running the whole mean girl gamut. she became so iconic that people started making troll blogs imitating her. she got in trouble for harassing someone and threatening to reveal their personal info, only for it to turn out to be a sideblog of hers. probably her most iconic moment was when someone told her to "fly away" after she commented on their post and she freaked out claiming it was insulting as she was bullied for looking like a bird in high school. this was after she had called everyone bitches and sent death threats.

eventually after a year she came back as a user named "tashalovesnirvana" and picked fights with the same tumblr users again. this resulted in the iconic "i'm a jaded teenage girl" copypasta. (winnerchallenged was a popular TD user at the time and tasha had very frequently harassed him specifically.) this blew up and she became famous without anybody knowing her total drama fandom roots. at some point i guess she got into a feud with someone named whitegirlsaintshit and copied her url and shit and that's how she went out.

in short, she's a grade-A troll from an era when we didn't know better than to feed them, and the jury is still out on whether she was even a teenage girl at all, though she definitely seemed jaded.

[real-total-drama-takes]

the beef between winnerchallenged and tashalovesnirvana was unfortunately total drama fandom related

are you SO for real right now. don’t lie to me

[oviids]

ah….

Hi, if you were rekka007, do you realize you’d spend every waking moment being harassed, dogpiled, smeared, bullied, and tormented by jerks on Tumblr who claim you got in trouble for “grooming” despite said person being a known liar and your disabled gf already being haunted by these allegations due to some petty bitch ex-friend making up bs as a way to get back at her? Cause it’s exactly what rekka007 is dealing with right now and any help would be appreciated.

i don’t know what any of this means or who that person is what?

[real-td-heritage-posts]

TW: Mentions of sexualization, cannibalism

okay so this is just from one perspective but back in old TD days there was the pals and the squad, two groups of tumblr users who were a friend group each and were basically the only content creators back then. so the fandom was torn between the sjws because all the populars were lgbt/poc or one of the other and though Mike was an ableist caricature (keep in mind this was around the time All Stars was airing) and he was offensive, other side was the edgy anti-sjws who started the confessioncam to talk shit and gossip about the two friend groups by one user tashalovesnirvana/tashalovesduncney/cherriquitecontrary and a few others like zoebloodyluv who pretty much were bigots but hid behind their whiteness and called people bullies for calling them out on their bigotry and the fact they refused to acknowledge the ableism Mike presented and the other racist crap. Just one problem: the friend group each had at least one piece of shit in their friend group, who I’m going to call Belle and Anna. Belle sexualized the hell out of Noah and Duncan because she wanted to fuck Duncan and I attribute half the reason Noah got a surge of Noah ships (even Noco which got banished as being fujoshi bait) is because this girl would isolate and make fun of anyone who didn’t ship Duncan with either Zoey or Noah or to a lesser extent Courtney. Then there was Anna in the other friend group who was somehow even more of a freak because they shipped Chris/Topher unironically and liked to draw characters cannibalizing limbs for sexual gratification??? There’s more but that paints the picture well enough and the reason they never got called out is because the groups always had their friends’ backs and there was always a common enemy of frankly bigoted morons that people got distracted and believed that they were acting alright because they were socially aware of ableism and racism when in practice it wasn’t as welcoming as they thought. I know some you op said that you wanted a a deeper look to find out more wtf happened back then, so here you go.

wow. thats a lot.

[chunkecheeks]

could you possibly give a Cliff's Notes on the Amo thing?

basically amo sends out anons widescale to random people where she'll namedrop herself, her bf, or a different tumblr user. The content of these messages vary but they usually have to do with amo being "bullied" and generally try to accuse the user of having bullied her or try to bait the user into bullying her (as you can see from the message i received)

but here's the kicker. These rarely actually succeed into baiting anyone into bullying her but if you so much as mention her name in response to one of them then suddenly you're going to get your username dropped in one of those anons! hence why I'm calling her amo because she tracks the tag of her blog url.

There's a lot of debate of whether or not these messages are actually from her but there's a ton of damning evidence, such as anons and burner accounts attacking people with private information that amo had previously gleaned from private conversation and a lot of repeating of phrases that she only said in private conversation. Personally I do think it's her and she has a laundry list of history with this kind of stuff.

Also the iconic tumblr moment she's involved with: oftentimes these anons will mention "Trashy Tasha" her ex bestfriend from the total drama fandom. There was a Tasha blog that was actually probably amo on a sideblog pretending to be Tasha but... the real (if she ever existed at all and wasn't also amo at this point) Tasha DID have a different blog. A blog with the url "tashalovesnirvana"

That's right...

amo's ex bestie wrote the i'm a jaded teenage girl copypasta

[babyfairy]

Tashalovestrolling is Otaku’s burner acct but did you know she’s pretending to be Tashalovesnirvana from 5+ years ago and did you know Otaku and Tasha actually used to be friends before the jaded teenage girl post

IM YELLING????????? NO I DID NOT KNOW THAT

[angiethewitch]

sorry to bother you about this, but 'trashy tasha' was someone who used the username 'tashalovesnirvana' ages about. she got ran off tumblr, rightfully, for calling a black girl the n word and then claiming her sister hacked her account. she was the one who made the 'I'm a jaded teenaged girl's copypaste.

yeah I got a message about it the other day but the anon asked me to not publish it. I looked into the situation and its just.....so messed up. im glad she got ran off tumblr, she was a shithead

anyway thank u for letting me know!

[thefreshchannel]

Hey I'm newish to the td fandom so do mind me asking who Tasha is?

I guess since she seems to have deleted i can tell the story now lmao

EDIT 2024: the whole mike thing…yeah we were stupid teens trying to be progressive about mental illness but really we were just angry little things with a vague idea of social justice. We are grown now. You can even say our mike shenanigans started all of this. I still don’t think we deserved what we got but I promise you we were insufferable about mike too so I will take responsibility for being an idiot.

Additionally, when i say traumatized i think it’s an overstatement sometimes but, a lot of my fear of being known online does originate from this lmao

Also this post has been getting traction again…everything ok or should i go into hiding? 👀

She was basically a fake identity created to harass """the populars™""" like if u heard of jaded teenage girl tashalovesnirvana u probably already know what her personality was like, but the td fanbase was basically her origins and it is an incredibly long story to tell u every little thing shes done so a tl;dr would be tasha is basically a harasser/stalker who traumatized a lot of people for many years. like she pretended to be so many other people and was very out for blood lmao. Also she was a fake persona, along w many others, created by the creator of theconfessioncam herself cherri (who hasnt been online since new years 2015) to make everyone miserable for “kicking her out the td fandom” 

BUT IF U WANNA KNOW THE FULL STORY IT’S UNDER A CUT CAUSE BOI IS IT LONG AND TYPING IT FELT UNREAL

I already spoke abt theconfessioncam so we'll just skip to the day the person behind it was exposed. The person behind it was called cherri (isabelle was her real name but we all called her cherri bc it was in her url)

Cherri was infamous amongst the fanbase bc she shipped chrindsay and wouldn't understand why others didn't, was mostly anti sj/w, liked and defended the one character who shall not be named at the time people were calling out the issues they had w the character (all ppl calling out the issues being neurodivergent while she was neurotypical also this is discourse i am not willing to touch again so dont even think abt sending asks about this lmao), created the phrase "screw you i'm getting my duncney on" and constantly commenting abt why the fandom was toxic and shit like that. Most people would ignore her at first until after theconfessioncam turned out to be her. Many people presented proof and evidence and now she was public enemy #1 like no one liked her and one night everyone started calling her out for her shit and like she immediately blew up. On everyone. I'm p sure after that night the whole plot started.

So like. Shortly after comes a person called "holly-so-jolly" (who then became holly-smokes-molly for a short period of time in late 2015? 2016? fuck idk but her fame was very short but thats another story)Holly befriended cherri and her group of uglies so fast by always being like "wow fuck the populars"  

the populars, a term coined in by theconfessioncam's anons, referred to ppl who would argue a lot abt smthn and others would agree w over well, cherris gang. Anyways holly would almost immediately always start a fight w the populars or say some problematic shit or stan for cherri a lot. I know y'all are wondering what this has to do w tasha but trust me we'll get there lol

A few days (maybe a day or two) after holly joins the fanbase, a new hateblog (SPECIFICALLY MADE TO SEND HATE ABOUT THE POPULARS) popped up. The populars would get anons about the hate blog seeing as it was so brand new that it wouldnt show up in the tag just yet. And these confessions were CRUEL. Like wishing death/murder upon these ppl, encouraging self harm, harassing minors (literally under 16 at the time), ableist comments, racism, transphobia, homophobia like it was all there. Someone else faked a new blog agreeing w these confessions and managed to speak to the new hate blog (this was someone who was undercover and managed to expose the person running that hateblog, which ended up being holly)

Holly then changed her url to winner-challenged to try to impersonate ryan, but them claimed to be other 2 people making an april fool's joke (in february no less lmao) and then she changed her persona completely to desireesparx and tried to pass off as a new person in the fanbase. But it didnt work and she deleted as fast as she came in. Antitotaldramapopulars only lasted one day. On the same day, theconfessioncam was deleted. People suspected cherri was behind all this all to which she claimed she wasnt but we all know the truth lol.

After holly hell, tasha fiasco started. And boy was tasha fucking persistent. Like she came in early 2014, and only JUST NOW DELETED. It is 2017.

Tasha-loves-duncney was ?? I guess ur basic td blogger who just loved duncney? No one had any thoughts of her at first until she made a post about not understanding why people hated mike. So people went on to explain. And i forgot rlly what happened but like tasha started getting more aggressive. Like she would reblog "the populars'" personal posts and mock them, she even added a comment hoping for the person's house to fall on them. Someone then made the "fly away tasha" comment and she CRIED because apparently she had been bullied for having a bird nose and been told that before so it only made the phrase stick. She then made an entire post saying rape wasnt bad or some weird ugly shit like that, and even after that she still had a few ppl supporting her (mostly other anti s/jws in the fanbase and cherris old friends ((also CHERRI WAS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND OR SEEN! SHE DISAPPEARED DURING ALL THIS LOL))) And that's when we all were all over her and i'm p sure it was when all the hate blogs came back.

I'm not sure if maybe i'm confusing it for another hateblog or if there was another one before this one (or i'm getting the timeline wrong bc is2g tasha deleted and came back so many times) but a confession blog popped up called "camerainthepotty" or smthn along the lines that just seemed to post whatever random weird asks ppl would send them. Then during that night it converted to tdgossipgirls and ?? It was such a weird blog lmao like just like antitotaldramapopulars, it aimed to bully the fandom populars in burn book style ? Tabloid magazine style? Point is we all knew it was tasha lmao and at this point it started to become clear who tasha really was. Whatever hateblog it was it would post fake edited asks allegedly sent by the populars themselves which gave us great classics such as "king bee ryan outtie!"

Anyways tasha liked another populars' personal post and people told her to delete bc it was a super heavy personal post. She claimed it was for support but like she finally deleted. And we were tasha clear for a few months? Weeks? (someone even took the url i think) so she then came back as "tashasbackbitches" and boi was she mad lmao. The whole tag asked her to fly away and she took a screenshot of it and claimed bullying. She then tried to ruin ale//noah day by posting pics of dunc/ney which compared to all she's done this is the most tame thing she had done but ppl were still mad abt that anyways lol. So i think a day later she made the anti-winnerchallenged blog specifically aimed at ryan for whatever reason. She ""accidentally"" made a post for anti-winnerchallenged on tashasbackbitches but like once ppl pointed it out something even weirder happened like it sounds fucking unreal but apparently it was a fake tasha???? According to real tasha??? Who was now back as "tashalovesduncney" with no hyphens?? And going to people's inbox saying that tashasbackbitches WAS NOT HER And that she had proof on her blog bc there was a pic of her holding a piece of paper w her url written on it and also an audio post explaining what happened.

So tashasbackbitches was deleted and now we were stuck with tashalovesduncney. Which at first was??? Idk but the audio post on her blog sounded high pitched like. It didnt sound like no human voice lmao. Also the pic of her had the piece of paper edited in. So someone pointed it out and like. She immediately assumed another ""popular"", cass, had sent it. And when i tell u this tasha was DARK AND OUT FOR BLOOD, I MEAN IT LMAO. Like tasha clung on to cass ever since. She would @ them and all that shit on posts and like. This tasha was out to attack. She would constantly say awful shit abt the populars and @ them in her posts, or she would @ well known anti sj/w blogs (such as p0ppypicklesticks, swimmninda/privilege u name it) and encourage them to slay our sjw asses. Not only that but now there was an anti-deadbyshawn blog to aim hate at cass specifically.

I guess at some point someone else came in the fandom by the name of staceyd123 and was received in many different ways like1. People assuming this was tasha2. People defending her bc she was a minor3. Tasha encouraging her to befriend her

However a lot of ppl started to believe this was a different person. She did befriend tasha and a lot of the ppl in the fandom and bc she was a minor a lot of the older kids protected her from tasha and constantly warned her. Sometime between that antitdpopulars came back and more fake asks were posted, populars were being blamed on for the blog to bring attention to themselves. Not sure if it was earlier or at this exact time but i think it would tie into the next event better.

so tasha and stacey had this BIG FIGHT i guess cause stacey outed tasha for running the new anti populars blog and in this fight tasha blamed stacey for staceys parents divorcing and stacey claimed tasha clipped her toenails in a voice call and like. It was so odd at this point tasha started making fake asks about the people who supported her lmao. Then she would submit herself to blogs to send love to ppl being bullied and then those ppl would fight us and the whole night was a mess. Stacey had deleted and then tasha kept her url. I'm p sure sometime later tasha deleted too?? She came back as a sideblog the next time.  

Stacey came back a bit around the same time and ofc had ppl on her side welcoming her back. Almost immediately. Another new persona came in at the time too known as ""fucknmacine18??"" He changed the url to "thechazmeister" or whatever but he was basically a dumb white straight dude fake persona that claimed to have abandoned the south park fandom. Once in the td fandom, he would reblog a lot of the girls selfies and make comments on them also claiming to fall in love w one of the populars? Two of the populars? Idk but point is him being there was. Irrelevant for a while. He would send uncomfortable asks to stacey apparently and also told tasha to fly away/rejected her or some weird shit that happened there idk the story of that but i know tasha was trying to befriend him and flirting w him lmao.

Several hateblogs came out too, one being psychoanalyzing the populars which would reveal incredibly personal information about them (based on their personal posts) and evaluate them. It was a really fucked up blog and no one knew how on earth she managed to get that information. The other one was very tame, it was battleofthepopulars or smthn like that which consisted of the populars being in a td  like setting and each being voted off everyday and like. No one rlly paid attention to it lol. In the end when she booted off one of the populars, she ranted that it was bc she had blamed cherri for something she didn't even do. Which was suspicious seeing as tasha wasnt here around that time, meaning this person knew about cherri being exposed as theconfessioncam.

During that same time, tasha was still very much clinging onto cass. Sending them fanmails as she couldnt send asks since she was on a sideblog. Meaning she followed ppl on an unknown main blog. Cass would receive over 200 fanmails a day from tasha. Tasha even changed her blog's url to match cass'. One night tasha got tired of being ignored and blackmailed cass into talking to them, or their friends would be harassed. The main tag was full of tasha posting edited pictures of ryan on the main td tag, personal posts of another one of cass' friends with the read more code taken off. It was a horrible night. But in the end tasha exposed her main blog was staceyd123. Tasha had faked being stacey which would explain how she managed to get the personal information for her psychoanalyzations blog. She explained it was because she was someone who got kicked out of the fandom by “tortellani and the other populars” and that she finally knew what it was like living like a popular. She then proceeded to spam the tag w animal gore knowing it was a heavy trigger for one of the populars. Stacey/tasha then deleted. Never to be heard of until...oh no wait, we almost forgot our buddy chaz.

So chaz stuck around and made dumb posts and like. No one really cared for him. Until he wanted to be seen as a threat so he made a hate blog on american thanksgiving day taking the populars' descriptions on their mobile blogs and making them bad adding racist/homophobic commentary. It was here where he stole 2 urls belonging to two other populars and tried to pass off as them. Cass had remade, but chaz took their current url (hottiemcfright) as well as the tortellani url belonging to the other person who had changed urls to avoid traffic from TiA. So that night chaz. God it was a blur but he pretended to be those two people and filled the tag w a bunch of animal gore. Tumblr did jump on that and deleted him. Chaz was another of tasha's personas so, NOW we don't hear of tasha until february of 2015.

So now under the url: tashalovesnirvana, she sent popular bloggers racist slurs thinking she was on anon and then begged for them not to be posted and theyre posted for everyone to read. No one thought twice about it when the screenshots were going around but eventually ppl in the td fanbase noticed that tasha had sent those. And i mean, you can basically look this up as it spread from just the td fandom to literally all of tumblr knew about her. They made her asks into copypastas. And it got rlly funny bc at some point she didnt even know who kurt cobain was.

Anyways after this mess she deleted but she came back. Except this time tumblr updated the blocking system so it could actually work. And boy did it work well. Tasha did get 15 minutes of fame (or less) again when she came back but everyone would just block her and she would never be heard of again. She was still there reblogging posts from the ppl she hated toLet them know. She would try to get their attention but. The moment she would contact them she'd get hit w the block button. So naturally she brought back her persona "holly" as a stoner girl "holly-smokes-molly" who also had a short lived fame but then, again, people stopped caring after they had blocked her.  One of her comebacks was her coming back as a woke feminist but no one else cared about her. Tasha was an old meme, so 2 years ago. No one else gave attention to her.

In 2017 she finally deleted. Like the url isnt even hoarded so that's how u know that it's all done. It took 3 years for her to leave us alone. 3 traumatizing years. A lot of the people involved were minors too.

I know i probably messed up some parts of this or got confused w the many hateblogs she made but like. Trust me when i say that she remade so many times it's hard to keep track of all the weird shit she has done. Also i've been typing this since 8am and i still shake a bit thinking about this lol.

[socialjusticeolivia]

Do u remember tashalovesnirvana

no, i dont think ive ever heard the url!!

[redandfranticfeelings]

Did you notice that amegaotaku recently changed her blog theme?

why the fuck do you think i, at 21 years old, stll care about the person who i had vague fandom drama with eight years ago. she wasnt even one of the memorable people, besides her involvement in thatchickwiththegifs. come back to me when tashalovesnirvana is at it again

[mangora]

I looked it up and the textpost isn’t from a total drama related discussion but it did come from the user tashalovesnirvana Aka tashalovesduncney Aka “Trashy Tasha” from the amegaotaku saga. The more you know 👍

not explicitly related to td but how can we forget the first original copypasta that came from the total drama fandom:

sweetie, you are literally so out of line it's fucking unbelievable. i could drag you so hard right now but i know you'll just end up crying. i've roasted you before and you know it. chances are you'll just say i bullied you because you're gay and have different skin. talk shit get hit, you don't wanna mess with me kiddo; i've got a black belt. i know threats are fucked up but that's all i've been receiving all day, probably from her royal hoodrat olive and all of her nasty friends. but you can gang up on me and make fun of me for being goth all you want. i've been hurt a lot. my first boyfriend cheated on me, my dad screams if i forget to do my chores, and there are some days i don't even want to get out of bed in the mornings. i'm a jaded teenage girl. i've been through shit that you wouldn't even dream of. you think your life is hard? try asking the cutest guy in your grade out in the middle of the cafeteria only to find out he has a fucking girlfriend. you don't know my life or my story so keep my name out of your nasty mouth. life is a battlefield and it looks like i've already won.

the. the original source of this was definitely not total drama. I remember when this happened and oh god I’m so old

[oviids]

i was here for the og tashalovesnirvana jaded teenage girl post drama…I feel so old

[s0uptheft]

yup tashalovesnirvana is the same person amegaotaku is talking about cuz they used to be best friends in the total drama fandom. wild.

yeah, i looked it up and its kinda strange, it brings me to different blogs that seem like they might have something to do with it

the blogs im getting are

@/parusaro

@/angfdz

and @/katycan

[angiethewitch]

hey a few months ago u actually got mad at a friend of mine for telling amegaotaku to have a panic attack. ik that might seem harsh to u but u have to understand we have known about this woman for years. she was best friends with tashalovesnirvana and if u search that name up u will see she was exposed as a huge troll and antiblack racist. my friend has panic attacks and only said that bc amegaotaku uses her panic attacks to get sympthy. thank u for finally seeing who she is. huge respect to u❤️

I remember, I tried to search for the blog to apologise but I couldn't find it, so if you could pass it along with my apology I would appreciate that. thank you, i hope you have a good day/night ♥️

[softtownshendgrunge]

I love whenever weird or controversial tumblrs pop up. Commuismkills, tashalovesnirvana, and now healthbyholly.

[redandfranticfeelings]

i just saved tashalovesnirvana to woodys roundup