#tarot reader confession

[etxfolkmystic]

As a former full-time magical person (working as an independent reader, working management at a metaphysical shop 40 hours/week, and doing works for clients as well as myself almost daily), I can tell you that it's not the life you think it's cracked up to be. You see inside the moving parts of the community in both humbling and horrifying ways. I'm glad I got so involved, and I learned so much... but I don't think I'd do it again.

[gatorbites-imagines]

Listen. Listen. Hear me out.

I beg you, almighty gator—Gambit(Remy LeBeau) x M/FTM reader(ur choice i like both :)) where reader is a mutant that has some kind of power that has to do with sea monsters, and loves tarot cards so Remy does card tricks for him while reader is in a pool.

When I was a kid I called Gambit “Magic Man” and I had to hold myself back from screaming that in the theater when I was watching D&W a few days ago and revived my non-understandable fanboying of him. (Sorry for the rant)

You can change the fic anyway you want, I’ve got no problem as long as Remy is as silly as he normally is(can evolve into smut or whatever cause I’m freaky like that 😏)

Gracias Gator!!

Remy Lebeau x mutant male reader

Headcanons

I love Remy SO much its insane. I can’t write accents, so it’s there in spirit. Haven’t read the comics, so im basing this off of is wiki. no smut but i had fun writing this.

i loved seeing Remy in the movie, i just wish theyd given him his eyes, you know?

How you two met can be a mixed bag. Maybe you met in the x-men, maybe you met in the thieves guild before every crossing paths with the x-men as a whole, or maybe somewhere completely third. I enjoy the idea of the thieves guild though, so ill go with that.

You both had different reasons for joining or doing what you do, but being two mutants amongst a lot of other non-mutants meant you felt some kind of kinship with each other, even if you didn’t really get along in the beginning.

Especially with you two being visibly mutants. With Remy’s eyes and you having scales on different areas of your body, gills on your sides, what others would refer to as “monster eyes”, so on and so forth.

This resulted in you two preferring to work together when you got the chance, you trained together, ate together, slept together (not like that), so on and so forth. It also meant you two got a very deep understanding of each other over time.

It also meant that Remy got to see just how stupidly powerful you were. In the beginning you just thought your powers involved controlling water and being able to breath underwater. Who’d have thought you could do crazy stuff like controlling typhoons, rain, lightning, so on and so forth, like some kind of biblical being.

This was how you gained the name leviathan. You didn’t really like the name in the beginning, since you hadn’t really picked it yourself and it felt almost insulting with your appearance. But Remy was so supportive you ended up coming to like it, even though it took a long time.

In the end you two split apart as you leave the guild, going your separate ways but still keeping in contact in small but safe ways. With a power like yours it was hard to stay under the radar, and many wanted you on their side, even if it meant by force.

Time passes, Remy joins the x-men, you travel on your own and discover yourself and the world. Remy gets kicked out of the x-men when they learn of his past, you two meet up again and travel together for a while.

Its during this gap in Remy’s place with the x-men that your relationship became something more. He tells you about Rogue, and how he at first thought he loved her, only to realize what he felt for her wasn’t near as strong as what he felt for you.

And of course, during this confession, Remy tries to lay on the charm and act like it isn’t a big deal, but you can easily see through him and notice how anxious he is about it. in the end you just have to grab him and kiss him to shut him up, which yes, does shut him up, but also leads to you guys falling back into the water you’d been sitting by when he lunges at you to kiss you again.

Hes a charming guy yes, Remy has such a way with his words, how he carries himself or how he touches you. But underneath all that he also cares so deeply, to the point of being willing to die for you or those he cares about, which makes you lose scales from stress at times.

So, if you place protection spells on him that you got from the deepest part of the sea by the people who have started to worship you like a god, then only you have to know. That Namor guy is pretty swell, when he isn’t being a bit arrogant. He even taught you how to use a spear, so you guys are kinda brothers in spirit now.

At some point Remy does return to the x-men, somewhere you don’t feel ready to join him yet. So, a lot of kisses are shared, and a few tears a shed. And yes, of course you give him jewelry made from your scales. And a dagger made out of your larger teeth when you transform into a more serpentine form, because yes, you can also do that.

Remy doesn’t feel much need to tell the x-men about his relationship. Sure, he keeps flirting but that’s just because that’s how he is. But it never goes further than that. Some of the members that can read minds know about it though, since he thinks about you regularly.

In the end the relationship is exposed when the x-men find themselves in quite the pickle near the ocean. And Remy, knowing he can get them the upper hand, is able to snap one of the sigils you placed on him.

Rip to whoever they were fighting, since the sea lashes out and swallows them whole, followers by a giant feral looking sea serpent, you, rise from the water. Yes, you teleported there. What else were you supposed to do? You thought your boy was in danger!

Cue the x-men just being stunned or confused when Remy calls out the cheesiest pet names, almost kicking his feet in happiness at seeing you. It makes a bit more sense when you transform into a more human form, it still takes some explaining though.

In the end you don’t end up fully joining the x-men. You doing that would place them under a lot more danger than usual, since you had your own enemies and alliances, and you’re pretty sure Namor would get butthurt if you did. But you become something of an ally. Which means you hang out on Krakoa on the regular.

It becomes a very regular sight to see a giant serpent lazily swimming around the island, or resting half on the beach as Remy sits and shows you his different tarot readings. Of course, you also spend time together with you in a more human form, but seeing such a big sea monster also makes any baddies keep a distance.

There are also of course pools set up on the island, not just for you, but they’re accessible for you as well. Remy is regularly seen in the pool with you, or just sitting with his feet in as you two talk or whatever else you guys do.

You end up becoming something of a swim instructor to the youngest mutants, or just those that can’t swim in general. This is something Remy finds extremely entertaining and he’s always teasing you about it. luckily its easy to shut him up with a kiss, or by knocking him into the pool. Or both. He doesn’t mind.

[hotchsofficialwifey]

okay hear me out... mike schmidt with goth!fem!reader (be warned: i'm not goth so this might not be very accurate lol)

he met you while he was working at the mall, eyed you from across hot topic. despite your intimidating black clothes, chains, and eye makeup, you had one of the sweetest smiles he'd ever seen, instantly drawing him to you. you said good morning to the worker with one of those perfect smiles and he immediately felt butterflies in his stomach.

he started hanging out at the hot topic more frequently. he began to pick up on your schedule, too. you'd usually come on Saturday's between 12-3pm, circle through the food court and your favorite stores (one time he even caught you at Victoria's Secret, but didn't go in, for obvious reasons). he felt a little creepy, but it wasn't like he was stalking you, just keeping you safe (this was his bullshit excuse). some part of you was simply magnetic, pulling him in like a siren, wrapping him around your finger so tightly he never wanted to be let go.

after a few weeks or so of this same routine, he got fired for beating up a man in broad daylight, and had to get a shitty job at Fazbear's Pizzeria. the only part of that job he missed was you, but his yearning would soon come to an end. he went on various apps, websites, whatever he could to find a babysitter for abby while he was at work, when he found your profile on one of the apps. you were around his age, lived in the same town, and were looking for a job as a babysitter. perfect! he got in contact with you shortly after, and you were fast to reply. you set up a day, time and location, and the next night you were there, knocking on his door.

it was as if the closer he got to you, the prettier you were. pink lips overlined with black liner, flared black jeans paired with a Siouxsie and The Banshees t-shirt, eyeliner so sharp it could probably poke him and black converse covered in doodles. you were more casual than usual, obviously, but god, you were beautiful. you hit him with one of your dazzling smiles, introduced yourself to him and abby (abby instantly liked you), and he went off to work, the scent of your sandalwood perfume on his mind.

you got closer over the months you babysat abby. he came home early in the morning, but you always made breakfast (not only were you beautiful, but amazingly sweet). he didn't pay you as consistently as you originally hoped he would, but you were begin to grow a crush on him, so you didn't really mind. it got to the point where you two even exchanged numbers, using work as an excuse, but you mostly talked and sent memes to each other. but what he admired most about you is how good you were with abby. you guys drew together, watched cartoons together, laughed together, you even did tarot readings for her. abby would fill him in on every little detail of your night together, start to finish. she adored you, and you adored her, which only made him fall harder for you.

the love confession was unexpected, but really sweet. he had invited you over for dinner before he went to work, which he often did, but after you put abby to bed and sat down on the couch with him...

"thanks for everything you do for us." he blurted suddenly. your face suddenly felt very warm, and you bashfully replied.

"it's no big deal, really. i like spending time with abby..." fuck it, you thought. "and with you." you stared at each other for a moment, tension in the air, before he kissed you. slowly, softly, easing you into it. it got heated quickly, and one thing left to another, and he was forty minutes late for work (but it was so worth it).

a/n: okay, this wasn't as focused on the goth part as I wanted it to be, but wtvr. i'll be doing headcannons for goth!reader later!! for now, here's some backstory lol

[mr-ys-phantasma]

🌙 Moon Phases 🌙

Agatha Harkness X Fem!Reader

Chapter 34:

He pulled the first card, looking at it before he turned it so Agatha could see it too. "The Horse Drawn Carri..."

"The Chariot?" Agatha interrupted him, clearly wanting to get this over with. Plus, it was clear that Billy was not as knowledgeable about it as he claimed to be. "It's literally written on the card."

You looked at your lover. "Let him do it, Agatha. Unless you want to give it a try, " you scolded, knowing fully well how she looked down upon the tarot cards and tarot reading in general.

She would often call it lesser magic or circus tricks.

"Fine," she mumbled and motioned for Billy to continue.

Billy cleared his throst. "Right. So, obviously, you're

leaving somewhere behind, and you have these sphinxes with you, and they represent your... your... mysteriousness."

Agatha placed her elbows on the table and interlocked her fingers before resting her chin on them. "You have a real gift."

"This card hasn't really come up much for me." He confessed and placed the card on one of the carved empty spaces.

Immediately, the sound of metallic objects clanging with one another made you all look up; only then noticing the dozens upon dozens of hanged swords; attached to the ceiling by some sort of string?

You were not sure.

You could not see any details from that distance, but you were quite sure they were not props or fake. Something was telling you that they were real and very sharp swords, positioned in a way that would finish off any one of you.

Billy shallowed hard. "I'll try another one." He drew the next card. "Seven of Swords."

You could not help but scoff faintly. "At least you're on theme." You commented and earned a look from him, clearly not happy with your words. "Sorry," you apologised and gently lifted your hands up as a sign of surrender.

"I know this one. It's about deception and betrayal." He started to explain. "But it's reversed.

So that means the opposite. Are you being truthful?" He questioned and looked at Agatha.

He clearly did not believe her to be saying the truth cause well... she was Agatha Harkness. She won nothing by being honest, and Billy doubted she had ever been, at least with him.

He wasn't sure about you, but considering how you did not expect her visit back then, when they were gathering coven members, and this odd tension existing between the two of you... it was wise of him to assume that you hadn't talked in a while.

And he did wonder if you were even together or had this strange former romantic bond; like how Agatha seemed to have with Rio.

Agatha grew bored of this, not liking be judged or having cards trying to expose her in any way. She had been trying hard to keep that mask, that facade of a tough woman that cared for nothing other than herself.

She couldn't let a few stupid cards ruin that, and she wasn't going to let it happen.

"You know what, I think I will do it instead. My turn." She grabbed the card stack from Billy.

He tried to hold it back, but he was too slowly, and he quickly lost possession of it.

"Agatha," you started, feeling that this was about to turn into a really bad idea.

"Oh, don't you worry now. Tarot is a con like any other, remember?" She asked rhetorically, clearly not sharing your worries or caring about the rules. She never did. "There's no magic to it. There's no skill."

"That's not true." Billy argued. "It's about intuition.

Knowing which card to pull. And it's about interpretation, divining their meaning."

She paid him no mind as she grabbed one random card and placed it on top of the Chariot that he had pulled before.

Suddenly, one of the swords that was hanging from the ceiling was let loose. It pinned itself into the wooden floor, little too close to Billy for his liking.

You looked up with fearful eyes, losing count on how many swords were up there. Worse was the fact that they were so evently spread that it would be impossible to find a spot and be safe.

Agatha placed another card down and then another, clearly just doing it like that and not using any magic or intuition as one should.

She even cackled like a true evil witch as more and more swords started to fall, some closer and some further away from you.

"Agatha!" You called out her name as one sword landed too close to you, making your heart increase in beat at the fact that had you been stabbing one step to the left; you would not be alive and breathing right now.

Your shout made her stop, seeing you eyeing the sword with fear in your eyes. A quick check made her realize you were unharmed, and that was enough.

"Slow down! What is your problem?" Billy shouted, having moved from his chair to avoid a sword that almost hit him.

Agatha looked at the fearful duo. "This is a numbers game. We keep at it until we get the right cards in the right spots or the ceiling runs out of swords."

"This won't work, Ags," you said, shaking your head faintly to emphasise your disagreement.

"I'm not sure how much math you did back in Salem, but that will take forever." Billy argued.

"We still have some time."

"I wish Lilia was here."

And as if the Road had heard him, once again, it happened. The bookcase behind you was pulled open, and Jen with Lilia entered the room; their outfits also changed to fit the trial's theme and mood.

Jen had been affected the most with her evil queen hag outfit, coming along with grey big eyebrows and a nose; an enjoyable sight for you after all the times Jen's attitude had tested your pat

Lilia, on the other hand, seemed to be some sort of good witch based on her outfit; though you could not tell for sure.

What you could tell for sure was the fact that something was going on because Lilia was switching moods.

For example, how, at first, she said she was okay with Billy; holding no grudges, and then... she flipped.

She pointed a finger, harshly pressed against his chest. By instinct alone, Billy started to walk backwards, and Lilia simply kept advancing.

"Whoa! Ow! I thought we were cool!" He exclaimed, eyes daring to glance at you and Agatha for help.

"We are not cool, Teenager." Lilia said, surprising both Jen and Yoi.

"Damn, using his full name." Jen commented, and you nodded silently.

"She is definitely angry, " you commented next.

Lilia was always the calmest, even her threats being of a low tone; which was what was so unique about her.

This time, though, you could see the fire behind her eyes, and even you would not dare to stand in her way.

After all, one would be wise to fear the calm people when they stopped being calm. It was always them that held the most destructive rage.

Ironic, for the same had been told about you; at least until people realized you were never calm. You simply expressed your worry differently or passed phases when you were indiffirent to everything; the world around you sliding off your body and nothing capable of sticking on you.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have lashed out at you. You didn't deserve..." Billy started to apologize. "I wasn't hiding my power from you. I didn't know that I could... I'm not lying to you.

It was a surprise to me, too... if I'd have known, I would've..." he paused for a moment as his telepathic abilities started to work. "Yes, of course, I would have used it to save Alice."

Lilia looked at him, trying to study him behind her aged but expeencd eyes. "You're reading my mind." She picked up.

"Only because it's so loud. No offence." Billy offered a weak small smile to show he had no ill intentions.

"I don't want to ruin any reunions, but we need you, Lilia," you said, moving to stand close and use your hands to separate them faintly. "This is your trial, and either we do it right, or we can kiss our lives goodbye."

And as Lilia started to remember how she had met Billy before, as William; you chose to interfere.

Chapter 35:

[adeleidetheexplorer]

ᰋ  ׅ࣪   ꒰  tarot x zodiac signs ♡︎ a tarot reader predicting what each zodiac should expect before september ends  ꒱  

your sun, moon and ascendant or any significant signs on your birthchart can be use for this reading. ૮ . . ྀིა⁩

• masterlist. • tarot commission.

aries - knight of cups.

you're gonna feel confident about yourself before this month ends perhaps you may attract a lot of secret admirers or suitors. there may be someone who is gonna confess their love for you heartily, if not, you can expect an invitation from someone who is special to your heart and start dating. this can be one of your lucky months as well in case of your career, opportunities and offers will be left and right. just make sure to be open in any blessings you may receive. you can find yourself productive, inspired and creative too, you may start writing such as books and songs or play your favorite instrument again.

taurus - nine of swords.

you can't avoid stress before this month ends. the headache and neck pain are the causes of stress you are experiencing right now or may experience in the next few days. it's either you may hurt someone else's feelings or someone might hurt you emotionally. on the lighter side, you may find yourself traveling in a peaceful peace especially beaches and nature environment this can give your mind to avoid excessive thinking about your love life and work. also, there's a significant dream that may haunt you for days. the dream seems so real, clear and detailed. there is maybe someone, who might try to spread some gossip about your so be wary about sharing your ideas and opinions to others, remember that not everyone can be trusted.

gemini - nine of pentacles.

you may find yourself being independent before this month ends. what i meant is "independent" is financial and personal growth development independency especially budgeting and saving money up for the future. you may also meet new people that can help you to enhance your knowledge. you may also treat yourself a lot like you may buy a lot of your comfort foods to satisfy yourself. at work and school, your boss sees who improve a lot and do good job for their professionalism while if you are student, your teachers sees your improvement.

cancer - seven of swords.

you're gonna receive criticism and bullying for the work you are doing from other people. don't let these people take you down emotionally, take an action and call out these people. you may experience some unfairness and betrayal from people who are close to you. be careful about spending or investing your money as you may get scammed. you may also feel unworthy and insecure before this month ends which lead to low self esteem. argument with someone is coming too. there's also someone here who is stalking your account and keeping you on their tabs.

leo - the hermit.

if you are trying to enhance your spirituality there are changes and improvements about your spiritual self. you were also taking a break and cutting people off that drain your energy so much. you may also find yourself isolating yourself away from the others, you gonna what makes you happy. you may also be planning to take a break on social media before this month ends. if you are student, you gonna find yourself studying and reviewing really hard for the upcoming examination or test.

virgo - king of swords.

a father figure is gonna be significant to you before this month ends. you're gonna end up getting some good advice from this person or if not, someone else/a friend may need your logical advice. you may meet new people and these people may perceived you as someone mature, brilliant and intimidating.

libra - five of pentacles.

you might face some difficulty with your finances, it seems like you will get short in budgeting. while, when you are surrounded by your loved ones or the people who are close to you, you may feel unloved and unappreciated by them. as well as you may think that no one wants to be your lover or partner, yes you may meet new people but you may find it hard to find a best partner to meet your expectations when it comes to love so you think no one loves you. heavy rains may come so make sure to bring your own umbrella and jacket.

scorpio - strength.

you will be shocked by the influence you leave to people and in simple terms someone may try to tell the truth to you. this truth may be the one you are looking for answers for a very long time or you are waiting for this person to tell you the truth. you wouldn't believe too how much people think high of you. also, there maybe someone here is about to whammy your single life.

sagittarius - temperance.

great news for those single people, someone here is ready to fill your cup up. if you are worried about your health, spirit confirms that you are totally fine perhaps you may be trying to be healed for a very long time on a spiritual level because everything may be f*cked up on your spirituality. you may frequently sees the angel number 555 before this month ends.

aquarius - two of wands.

you might start doing a skincare routine before this month ends so keep on doing or continuing that. people may start to notice your glow up or changes in your appearance, you may also try mew hairstyle or in general dying your hair. people will notice the significant changes in your appearance, i also think that you will experimenting new ideas about your physical. a travel for job is significant too.

pisces - knight of wands.

before this month ends, you may be trying or planning to move to a new home or places. this changes the location and is gonna bring good freedom to you. you will feel very happy about its surroundings. a short trip will bring bliss and peace into your heart. there are more exciting events happening to you before this month ends. yellow, brown or orange is your significant color for this month theme.

© thecelestialperiwinkle

[ylangelegy]

BUZZ (SEVENTEEN'S VERSION). 🎵

[SERIES TEASER/MASTERLIST] An anthology of thirteen drabbles inspired by NIKI's Buzz album— one track for each boy of SEVENTEEN.

↻ ◁ || ▷ ↺ TRACK LIST . . . HIT PLAY?

🔊 01. BUZZ ─ JIHOON. The song's about to start. (Can you hear it?)

🔖 co-producer!reader, feelings denial/realization, confessions.

🔊 02. TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING ─ CHAN. Oh, baby, look me in the eye and say you don't got it bad.

🔊 03. COLOSSAL LOSS ─ JEONGHAN. What happened to making light of every problem?

🔊 04. FOCUS ─ VERNON. Are you The Exception or do I just like your music taste?

🔊 05. DID YOU LIKE HER IN THE MORNING? ─ MINGHAO. And does it feel heavy now to look at me instead?

🔊 06. TAKE CARE ─ JUNHUI. So you take it easy, and I'll take my time.

🔊 07. MAGNETS ─ SOONYOUNG. I'd rather die than be friends.

🔊 08. TSUNAMI ─ JOSHUA. It's like you've known me through all my past lives, what an evil thought.

🔊 09. BLUE MOON ─ WONWOO. Was it hidden in the cards that I'd lose you?

🔖 long-term relationship, angst, tarot card references.

🔊 10. STRONG GIRL ─ SEUNGKWAN. Goddamn it, I'm at least somebody's strong girl.

🔊 11. PATHS ─ MINGYU. My youth is in your past; you'll always have that.

🔊 12. HEIRLOOM PAIN ─ SEUNGCHEOL. You will fall in love and fuck up, too.

🔊 13. NOTHING CAN ─ SEOKMIN. No one'll ever save you; no one and nothing can.

🎹 Works under the series will be tagged with #ylangelegy buzz x svt. If you want to be tagged for any specific member (or the entire series), drop a reply! Stories may not be published in age/track order. Please anticipate slow updates since this is just a little passion project. Looking forward to it! ꒰ •ᴗ•｡꒱۶

[m1kad00]

How it would be like to be in a relationship with them (Cyberpunk 2077 Characters)

Characters included: Judy Álvarez, Young!Viktor Vektor, Muamar Reyes, Misty Olszewski

Reader: fem. reader for Judy, otherwise no pronouns mentioned :)

Judy Álvarez (fem. reader)

-Judy is a really REALLY good girlfriend

-literally the best romance option in the game

-she was probably a bit nervous to actually tell you she had feelings for you, because of her last relationships/crushes

-but after you assured her that you indeed loved her back she was over the moon!!

-date nights include going to her lake house and having a good time

-she wouldn't care for "fancy" dates, just you and her sitting on the roof of a house and just talking for hours

-she'd also invite you to go diving with her to show you her old hometown ("I'm picky about my girls" JAZGHDZABJSIGIB)

-Judy loves gifting you stuff and hanging out with you!

-she would gift you a BD she made of her favorite moments together (probably copied it too, because she also wanted to look at it

-she's a messy girl, won't put anything where it belongs

-but she's not lazy, she'll clean eventually (probably)

-she's the big spoon

Young!Viktor Vektor (gn reader)

-you first met him when you went to watch a boxing competition

-then you saw that GORGEOUS boxer with ENORMOUS talent

-he won the fight (pretty easily, even tho he doesn't even have any chrome)

-you went over to congratulate him and he was super friendly

-of course you went to his next competition, and to the one after that, and so on

-it got so bad (or good) that Vik was even expecting you

-he began to look forward to seeing you in the crowd

-it even felt like he was fighting just for your entertainment

-at some point he just asked you out, it was obvious you'd say yes

-you went on a few dates and eventually got together

-anyone from miles away could tell he was down BAD

-when he eventually got second place on one of his competitions he found the courage to tell you he'd stop boxing

-you were fine with it of course, it's his life after all

(Ripperdoc husband is better anyways lol)

Muamar Reyes (gn reader)

-let's be real, you were one of many

-he is a FINE man, had a lot of money and he was one of NC's well known fixers

-what more could a person want?

-he really thought he wasn't the one to settle down, until you entered his life

-normaly you wouldv'e just been another merc

-but there was something about you..

-he probably confessed to you, and you returned his feelings

-after you started dating you guys spent more and more time together

-you watching him fix cars, driving around NC or just chilling together at his place

-he's a cocky bastard, so you would have a few arguments over little simple things, but you would eventually forgive him because he's just an sarcastic ass most of the time

-but when you both are overlooking Santo Domingo, without anyone disturbing you two he'd eventually talk about his feelings and how much he loves you

-also he would tell you about his life growing up in Santo, becoming a corpo and then eventually turning into his now-self

-he also would like to have kids at some point, but if you don't want any he's also okay with that (he'd also be fine with adopting)

Misty Olszewski (gn reader)

-she's a super sweet girl!!

-she met you months after Jackies death

-Misty never would have thought she'd get over what happened to him

-but there you were, listening to her problems and taking things slowly

-so after a while, you two fell in love

-you guys could talk for hours on end about the most random things

-also random tarot-board dates and doing silly stuff!

-she'd also read your futures and would teach you to read hers

-she's SUCH an artsy girl (trust me)

-you two would upsycle thrifted chlothes and do random Trends, like the one where you make bracelets based on the others eye color or the Trend where you paint eachother

-she has a thing for plants and candles

-your shared apartment is FULL of them (also those Fragance sticks)

-it constantly smells like a perfume shop

-she's a cat person, you guys would have a black cat 100% (if they'd still exist)

[cardboardheartss]

Hello~ I just wanted to check up on a request I made at the beginning of the year. I'm not sure if it got lost or you've just been busy. It was about BTS and what kind of friend they would be based on tarot?

Also, I want to praise you for your honesty and courage in continuing to speak up about the HYBE situation. I don't really follow a lot of groups and only stick to bts but I feel so bad for these girls. Btw, are you the tarot reader who did a what does bts think of the HYBE and Newjeans reading or am I mixing you with someone else? I tried to look through your tags but couldn't see it.

I hope you don't mind if I can ask another request but what do the bts members think of the palestine situation and some fans boycotting? I understand this might be controversial but I feel you are the few tarot readers who would actually tell the truth and sugar coat. Don't worry, I may be an army but even I know they have flaws. I am just curious. I understand if you don't want to however.

BTS View on Palestine Genoicde Mini Reading

Overall Thoughts on situation

Distance rx , Open Up Your Heart rx

They are all obviously aware of the situation and it saddens them a lot. They feel very remorseful towards the Palestinian lives lost.

RM

Yes rx & Give it time

He completely disagrees with what’s happening, and wishes to openly demand a ceasefire but he knows that detrimental consequences he will face.

SUGA

Commitment, Divorce, No rx

It seems like he also is aware of this as wishes to speak up about it but he also knows the consequences he will face, and he doesn’t want more of that pressure on him. He is also really persistent into knowing why there has been no ceasefire yet.

Jin

Sexuality & Moving rx

Before you wonder… why is there a sexuality card here for this situation lol! Here’s what the card says :

So with these cards he could wonder why it’s taking so long for Israel to just end this and also move on, but he seems to be keeping up with the news and has read on how they wanna take over land, but either way, he still questions their decisions a lot.

J-Hope

Health rx, Date Night rx, Water Sign rx, Spy rx, Fire sign

He believes that Israel don’t care for the health of Palestinians and don’t even bother to end this. He also thinks that Israel are inhumane and questionable too. He also wonders why they doing all of this destruction over Hama’s, who have nothing to do with fuel in this war.

Jimin

Confession

He is aware of it… that’s all.

V

Let Go rx

V also is aware of how much Palestinians are fighting for their land. And hes condemning him for that thought. He is also standing for a ceasefire for this issue.

Jungkook

Gold Digger & Move On

He believes Israel are a money hungry country, and believe that they solely doing this for money; and he also demands for a ceasefire:

Overall thoughts of fans boycotting

Pregnancy, Liar, Cycles, Patience, Guardian rx & Honeymoon.

Sorry yall… they don’t believe y’all and know for a fact that if they drop a song. It’s going to be a hit because fans will continue to sing and stream it. No boycotts from army were evident from the past few months.🤷🏽‍♀️

[soapoet]

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i channel messages and read tarot sometimes. i hope you find solace here.

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masterlist:

how they'll confess their feelings

your first kiss with them

who hurt you?

how do they express jealousy?

what are you like as a spouse?

what makes you different from their previous partners?

a letter from your future spouse

how are you, october?

autumn energy reading

what do you need to heal?

what's next in love?

who is thinking about you?

describing the dynamic

quick energy reading

after hours (18+):

your first time with them

W.I.T.C.H. pac series:

will - a letter from the past

irma - your gifts

taranee - what makes you beautiful

cornelia - a letter from the future

hay lin - next big change

PJO pac series:

percy jackson - your life purpose

annabeth chase - your ideal career

grover underwood - the type of friend you are

luke castellan - a message from above

thalia grace - how to be brave

nico di angelo - your shadow side

will solace - what you need to know right now

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[falllpoutboy]

Hello guys. OG tarot reader here. i'm glad you're find some enjoyment from these. I appreciate it. This reading will be about the question I saw: why did 🍀 tell🦈she needed space and...its a lot. I saw she wanted and asked for space in previous readings but wasn't shown why because I honestly didn't ask or it was hidden. Anyway I'll start here first:

I asked why 🍀needed space and the answer is because 🦈told her about his feelings. I asked if 🦈 pressed her about her feelings and the answer was yes (Four of wands, queen of wands, eight of cups, the tower, five of pentacles) 🦈 told 🍀 "I think we have a great connection. I feel very passionate about us." Now, while I'm not a huge fan of the concept of twin flames..I will add it for those of you to understand what part of this connection is. Four of wands is the first and only card that jumped out of the deck as I shuffled on this question. (I physically pulled the four others. this is significant) The Four of Wands does represent twin flames. twin flames are two people who share a soul and are connected by an intense, magnetic attraction. I remember the 2nd tarot reader mentioned they are, in fact, twin flames. This is how 🦈 sees them. Ya'll he is in love with her. The intensity with which he feels is on another level and i'm not being dramatic, even though 🦈is kind of dramatic.

I asked if 🦈 told 🍀 he was in love, and the answer is Yes. but i'll get to that. He told her I want you. I know you want me too. I know you feel the same. (He knows this. His intuition tells him this. He is highly intuitive). However, 🍀turned away from this (eight of cups). she said no. She acknowledged her feelings, but rejected him because her emotions aren't on the same level as his. At the time of this confession occurred (before 🐍, post 🌹breakup.🌹and🦈have been on and off and i'll talk about that in another reading)🍀said I don't feel the same. This shattered 🦈. Remember I said he was on the floor with the 10 of swords? (painful ending). Her rejection shook him. It shocked him. It made him question everything he thought he knew. His world crumbled. (the tower) It left him cold. Desolate. Despaired. feeling betrayed and heartbroken. world spinning out of control. (five of pentacles). Literally out in the cold asking why is this happening?

🍀 feels so disappointed that he approached her with this. I'm hearing "dude why did you mess this up? why did you bring this up and mess up what we had going. A great friendship?" for her I had to pull 10 cards because she won't give me a straight answer lol. I won't describe all cards but the ones that give me the biggest answers (7 of wands, five of cups, queen of wands, strength, fool reversed, magician, tower six of swords reversed, five of pentacles).

i'll say this, 🍀 does have sexy feelings for 🦈. She can acknowledge that, but deeper feelings she is not touching. She feels she has lost something special to her (five of cups). Like she is sad about it. To her, the magic that they had is tainted because of this and she wants to protect herself; her feelings. She feels like he tried to catch her out there and pull her card. She feels embarrassed that he did that. She also feels really sad that she hurt his feelings. She feels bad that her heart isn't open to what his is open to. (six of swords in reverse, strength). His admission shocked her(tower) made her reevaluate everything she was trying to avoid perhaps? she knew this was coming, but it still shook her foundation. She is not willing or ready to take the risk (Fool in reverse). There are too many variables. Too much at stake for her. She can't not care about the risks like he does. He leads with his heart and emotions, she simply doesn't. She too feels despair and left out in the cold because their relationship is in a rough patch. (five of pents, six of swords in reverse).

This is sad, i know. I need ya'll to understand 🦈's personality (I pulled cards there too because I need to understand the person to know true intentions) he is not the lothario a lot claim him to be. Sure he enjoys women and has been dating a lot, but he truly is a relationship guy. It's why he dates his costars. (close, comfortable, familair. Connecting creatively with them). He is mainly the page of cups. He thrives in his environment through his emotion and creativity. He is emotionally driven. emotionally open. He falls in love. In love with love. Does not like being a lone. But he met 🍀 and getting to know her, growing closer he KNEW. he knows the connection is real. BUT he went too fast. pushed too hard. He took a risk because he's also the King of Wands. He is all intensity and that's too much fire for 🍀. At least for now because she still has to grow into her skin. They both do. ( you can tell in the way they touch each other. He's always hanging on and she's always slipping away, slowly letting her hand slip through his, letting him hold on. He always reaches for her first.)

the subconscious does not lie 🍀. I can tell you the feelings are there. as the 2nd tarot reader pointed out, she has met her match. Gathering more evidence, that speech he made at the emmys was for her. I asked and the cards said yes. (I pulled these cards two weeks ago before i found this tumblr page so I can only remember the eight of cups in reverse and the hangman). "learning to emotionally detach and a pause to change perspective" Anyway that message was clear "I want us to stay in each other's lives forever". I mean....intense.

🍀 is the Justice card (fair and balanced) Queen of pentacles (grounded and solid) and the King of pentacles (steady.stubborn, and unmovable.) I also pulled (death, six of swords upright, the devil). i'm hearing "we have to be grounded in reality" She wants to move away from something she feels could be toxic. Not 🦈 but the situation. Getting into this with him would be dangerous to her because of all the variables. She also doesn't want to be possessed by him. like it's not necessarily a reality, but it's how she feels with the devil card. I'm hearing the word "obsession" as well. It's his intensity; his passion once again. she aint ready for that.

🦈accepted her rejection. though he was hurt as hell and she knew it. His perception and acceptance came in the form of (six of pentacles, 2 of cups, the sun, 5 of wands in reverse and the 3 of swords). "I still love you. I still care. I still love you. I want you in my life no matter what. I now know you aren't ready. Things will be okay. I want harmony, even though this broke my heart." it's a bittersweet feeling for 🦈. Love confession rejected by the one. Other relationship did work out. Guess who swooped in and made him feel good?🐍

So there you have it. This was a lot of work lol. I used 3 different decks. Like I said it'll take time. They'll find each other again and it'll happen that time. They are twin flames and they always find each again.

oh my fucking god. not everything we speculated and guessed at actually being true

[ange11icyuri]

Pick a pile ✨🌙💕

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Now let’s get started! :)

Pick a pile 1, 2, 3 or 4.

This is a general reading, so take what resonates and leave what doesn’t!

How to pick a pile:

Choose a house that you feel the most attracted to, or the house that you’d most likely live in. Whichever house is to you’re calling and then read you’re pile number!

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PILE l☘︎︎

For those who chose pile 1, i feel as though you’re not happy with your family, or you might have a broken up family. Your parents might be fighting or going through a divorce, or just conflict in your family, which makes you sad or unhappy. On the other hand I’m also seeing you or someone in your family might be dealing with pregnancy. Someone is becoming a mother. It might be a huge change or even an obstacle to overcome, it might’ve caused a lot of conflict but things will come together, i see a big win is coming. In this time you will be working hard and keeping focus. It might be an ongoing fight and it might be really hard for you but this a lesson you will learn and you will keep moving forward, be strong good things are coming your way.

PILE ll☘︎︎

For those who chose pile 2, there is so much conflict. There’s a secret being kept from you, or someone has been lying to you. Someone was very abusive and terrible to you. They felt guilty so they are either gonna tell you and come clean or they already have. If they have confessed they will try to become a better person for themselves and for you. I do see that you might have a lot of love interests who want to confess their love for you. For your situation, it will be easily resolved maturely and it will be a peaceful resolution. I do feel that either you or your partner might walk away from the relationship though. In this time you and this person will chose to focus on yourself or work. Just trying to do you.

PILE lll☘︎︎

For those who chose pile 3, you feel trapped within a relationship and you just wanna let go. You’ve been thinking of leaving the relationship because you’re unhappy with this person. They are very immature and very emotional and it’s stressful and overwhelming for you to deal with, you would like to be out of it. You will probably come clean and talk about you’re feelings with this person if you haven’t already. You are someone who has a lot of eyes gushing over you, many love interests and you have options. Other people that want a relationship with you. You will come out of the relationship and you will move on from this situation.

PILE lV☘︎︎

For those who chose pile 4, someone might’ve abandoned you or you might’ve separated from a relationship. It was really terrible news and this irresponsible with you’re heart. This caused you to have trust issues or maybe you had trust issues before, but this definitely made things worse. There is a lot of conflict in the situation you’re in definitely dealing with someone who’s stubborn. You feel lost with everything. Don’t worry though because i see that better things are coming for you.

Thank you for reading this post if you’d like a personal reading to know more dm me. Would love to see you soon. Looking forward to talking with you.

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[armpirate]

Anti-romantic || JJk | Ch. 37

Pairings: Boxer!Jungkook x fem!reader || Enemies to lovers, neighbors

Genre: smut, angst, fluff, curse, illegal boxing, violence

Warnings: fuckboy!Jungkook x reader, smut, dirty talk, curse, mention of tarot and fate

Summary: Jungkook had always been carefree when it came to love. He always believed he was worth sharing himself with everyone, and thought it was selfish of him to ever think of keeping himself exclusive to just one person.

And maybe that was exactly what got him into the big problem he was in.

A curse that kept him away from love didn't seem an issue for him. The fact that his ex-girlfriend thought he'd be affected by the idea of the girls he slept with running away from him after sex was ridiculous. She actually did him a favor, and took a burden away from him.

At least that was what he thought at first.

He had never found himself thinking of the possibility of repeating with neither of his hook ups, because they disappeared before he was able to even think about it. But when he makes the mistake of sleeping with the sexy neighbor that lives in front of him, he finds himself hoping to get the chance for a second round every time their paths cross.

Y/n hated him the second he set foot inside the building by the way he started making her life a miserable mess for no reason. Sleeping with him was a big mistake she wasn't thinking of repeating. At least not until he came up with the excuse that she rejected him for a curse. Not only she thought he was annoying, but she was also convinced he was crazy. 

There was no way she could take him seriously.

Aprox. time of reading: 24 minutes

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Y/n slowly blinked awake, the soft morning light filtering through the curtains. She turned her head and there he was, Jungkook, fast asleep beside her, his dark hair messy against the pillow, strands falling over his closed eyes. His face was peaceful, completely at ease, a stark contrast to the fierce energy he carried during the day and that, at times, drained her energy. His hand rested on the blanket near her, tattooed fingers sprawled out, the inked designs almost delicate in that quiet moment. She couldn't help but smile to herself. In sleep, he looked younger, almost vulnerable. The way his lips were slightly parted, his chest rising and falling in steady rhythm, made her heart swell. It was rare to see him like that -unguarded, completely relaxed.

She resisted the urge to reach out and trace the lines of his tattoos, knowing that any sudden movement might wake him. Instead, she took in the warmth of the moment, realizing just how much she loved those quiet, shared mornings when the world outside didn't matter, and all that existed was this fleeting softness between them.

When her eyes fell back on his lips, she could almost hear him say again how he was in love with her, and her heart squeezed tight in her chest just by remembering how honest he sounded while confessing.

It didn't surprise her when he played it cool or changed to a whole different topic when he didn't get that same response from her. He told her so many times he loved her the previous night, but they weren't confessions. He said those words to her as if he was telling her the most casual thing.

We're grabbing burgers later, right? Cool. Also, I love you. Anyway, did you see my socks?

You know what? I love you. But seriously, can we talk about how you folded my hoodie wrong?

Did you just eat my fries? I love you, but touch another one and it's war

Her stomach felt light whenever he pronounced those words, knowing he was dedicating them to her.

—Are you looking at your pretty future boyfriend? —he mumbled with his eyes still closed— Liking what you see?

She felt dizzy when he opened his eyes to look at her. She had seen him waking up several times, but that morning it felt completely different to what she was used to.

—I'm looking at the person who didn't let me sleep all night —she narrowed her eyes—, and I'm considering how to get back at you.

—Liar —he hummed—. First of all, as much as I love to hear you snoring, and I think they're the most musical sounds I've ever heard, you do snort as much as I do, or even more.

—I don't snore —she pushed him, earning a chuckle from him—, I breath heavily.

—And second of all —Jungkook ignored her comment, placing a hand at her hip—, you were admiring how good I look and how you were dying for me to wake up and tell you I love you again.

"Yes"

—And I thought you already had a huge ego.

She tried to escape just so he wouldn't be aware of how nervous he made her, although it was already too late. Jungkook was able to read through her with such ease that it pushed her to make it even more obvious.

He moved, rolling over the bed so she would be trapped under his body.

—Play it as cool as you want, but I know you love it —both of his hands kept her head caged—. You forget how to breathe for a few seconds, your pupils get bigger, your cheeks turn a bit red, and your chin trembles when you try to hold back a smile, although you always fail because the corners of your lips raise for a mini second —his eyebrows raised cockily—. And let me tell you, your body will end up giving up hiding it by how many times I'll tell you.

—Oh really?

—Babe, I'm like a little kid with a new word right now —he whispered—. I didn't know saying those words felt so good, so I might get a bit addicted to tell you I... —he leaned closer to her lips— do... —their lips touched, barely— really... really... foolishly... crazily... —the tip of his nose moved in slow circles around hers— love you, bunny.

After he mentioned the way her body reacted to his words, she felt every little thing that moved in her body before she could even melt to him kissing her.

To top the way he was dragging her to the edge, he kissed her forehead while he squished her side.

—So, I'll make breakfast —he suggested—. You're great and not even the fact that you burn your toasts always will change that idea.

Y/n scoffed, pushing him away and making him fall next to her on the mattress, but she couldn't hide the faint smile creeping up her face.

—You really know how to ruin a moment, huh?

—Not ruining, just adding flavor —he smirked—. You didn't think I'd be corny lovey dovey all the time didn't you?

They both got up to head to the kitchen, although Jungkook didn't take long to have his arms around her as soon as they crossed the door in her room, gluing his chest to her back and making it difficult for her to walk.

His emotions shifted when he leaned in the counter to stare at Y/n on his left, preparing the toasts after bickering for two minutes on how she was going to do them either way. He was terrified of how she was going to look at him if she ever found out about her brother. Jimin was right, he needed to make her stop before it was too late.

Maybe, after all, he was going to be able to stop the curse from getting bad.

—Yesterday —he started, getting her attention despite her eyes still being focused on the pan—, I thought of having a conversation with you.

—There's more you needed to tell me? If you tell me you're already planning our wedding I'll kick you out —she warned him.

—I wasn't going to have that conversation, at least... until a few days —he played along, shaking his head to go back to the seriousness that conversation required—. What I needed to talk with you was about the article, the investigation —he confessed.

—What about it?

—I don't know how else to say this, but it's going nowhere.

Her smile faltered, and she shifted slightly standing next to him, looking at him defensively. And how bad he knew that look...

—What do you mean nowhere? We're close. I can feel it.

Jungkook shook his head, standing up straighter now.

—Close to what? Another dead end? Another time you're nearly caught or worse? Every lead we've followed is either cold or tied to people who'll crush you if they find out what you're really doing. It's dangerous, Y/n. You're doing nothing, but to make the wrong people angry.

—I'm not giving up —she replied firmly, her voice rising slightly, matching the tension growing between them—. This is about my brother. I have to know what happened to him, Jungkook. I can't just walk away from that.

He sighed, his eyes full of concern.

—I get it. I really do. But you're risking your life, going after the wrong people, or at least... people who don't care. You're testing boundaries with folks who'll snap back the moment they figure you out. And for what? To get the same vague answers and cryptic threats?

Y/n bit her lip, not wanting to admit he had a point. She had been chasing lead after lead, getting more lost in the process. She didn't know how long it had been since she started. But she couldn't shake the guilt, the feeling that if she stopped now, she'd never know. She rubbed her temples in frustration.

—I have to keep pushing... otherwise, it's all for nothing.

—Not for nothing —Jungkook said, his voice gentler now, but laced with frustration—. But maybe for now, it's time to step back. Regroup. The way you're going... it's not just about getting answers anymore. You're in over your head. And I can't stand watching you throw yourself into danger like this.

She stared at him for a moment, her defenses cracking, even though she didn't want to admit it. There was a knot in her stomach, and she knew part of her was starting to see the truth. He had been the only one helping her, going through hell and back to guide her, he was definitely more objective in reality than she could ever be.

—I just... —her voice softened, wavering a little— I can't let go of this. Not yet.

Jungkook reached out, grabbing her hand and squeezing it gently.

—I'm not asking you to let go. Just... stop, take some air from this. Forget about it for a while and, when you come back to this, you'll be more honest to yourself on whether you want to continue or not.

His words hung in the air, heavy with the unspoken weight of his fear for her. Y/n looked down at their hands, feeling the warmth of his touch and the care behind his words. Maybe he was right. She'd been running in circles, dangerously so, and for the first time, she felt the exhaustion of it all seeping in.

—I don't know —she finally muttered, exhaling deeply—. I'll think about it.

Jungkook felt relieved by her answer, finally smiling at her while his hand laid gently on her nape to squeeze it.

—See what I mean? —his tongue clicked— You burnt the toasts.

The next few minutes as a usual sequence of them bickering, until they parted ways to get ready for work. Jungkook insisted on taking her to the office and, honestly, as much as Y/n would've died to lie and say she didn't want to just to get him to insist, she rushed herself to give in and let him drive her to work.

—I'll pick you up when you're done —he let her know, taking the helmet back.

—You don't have to.

—And miss the way your body presses to mine? Not a chance —he shook his head—. I might be insane to give up on your tits sq...

Y/n shut down his visor abruptly, making his head fall a bit on wards with the weight. Instead of just telling it be, Jungkook took off his helmet to be able to look her in the eyes.

—I'll come at six. Now give me a goodbye kiss so I have the strength to hold the handlebar properly and not die in the middle of the street, run over by a truck.

—You...

She rolled her eyes and turned her body, although she made sure to do it slowly enough so Jungkook would be able to hold her and make her turn around before linking their lips together. Something that should've been a sweet peck lasting a few seconds, turned into a making out session that was making some of the people walking next to them turn their heads in their direction.

—Oh wow, let her breathe —Y/n heard Jackie's voice from behind—. I love seeing people in love.

—Right? —Jungkook looked at her over Y/n's shoulder— Your body language spoke.

—I'll see you later —she pushed him away, rolling her eyes with a funny grin.

If only she had known that scene would mean Jackie would be at her neck for the rest of the day...

Y/n sat at her cluttered desk, staring at the screen of her computer with a deep sigh. "Ten Ways to Tell If Your Houseplants Hate You." She couldn't believe that was the article she was stuck writing. She rubbed her temples, wondering how she'd ever move to serious journalism, or how anyone would take her seriously after that. What was next? "How to Communicate with Your Succulents on a Spiritual Level"?

—Really diving into the hard-hitting stuff, huh? —Jackie leaned on the edge of Y/n's desk, sipping her coffee with a smirk.

Y/n groaned, sliding down in her chair.

—This is what my career will always be. Apparently, people need to know if their plants are giving them the silent treatment.

—I don't know —Jackie chuckled, taking another sip—. My cactus hasn't spoken to me in weeks. Might be some useful advice in there.

Y/n rolled her eyes but cracked a smile despite herself.

—Right. Making sure your mind is focused on it.

—Speaking of having your head focused on something... —Jackie's tone shifted, and she eyed Y/n with a knowing smirk—. How's your real project going?

Y/n blinked, confused for a second, before realizing what Jackie was hinting at. It was obvious by the way she was smirking at her, while lifting both of her eyebrows.

—If you're talking about the investigation, it's at a standstill. But you already knew that.

—Not what I meant —Jackie said, her smirk widening—. I meant your project with the cute biker... Jungkook, right?

—There's no project with Jungkook. We're just...

Y/n stopped her explanation before it could get to a point where she messed things up. She already faked dating him in front of everyone, she couldn't say they weren't dating or didn't have feelings for each other when they literally yapped about how badly in love they were.

—If I hear another person say "We're just seeing where things are going" I might commit murder —she quickly interrupted her—. Love is so beautiful, but people nowadays get scared long before something could happen... What about the risk? The butterflies when you do something you aren't expected to?

—Sometimes being cautious is okay —Y/n protested, but her voice lacked conviction. She straightened in her chair, pulling up the article about plants as a distraction.

—Sure —Jackie teased—. Because love has always been a synonym of peace and monotony. The best kind of love is the one that pushes you to take risks and do something you wouldn't have done ever before. And come on now, you literally sent him pics kissing a dildo because you wanted to get a reaction from him. Now tell me you're trying to be cautious.

Y/n felt her cheeks heat up just remembering the day she saw those pics, but she wasn't going to give Jackie the satisfaction of seeing her flustered.

—I was drunk that day —she fought back—. It's better to see where things are going instead of making a plan, because they always turn wrong.

—You're more in love than what you said in Alma's wedding —Jackie said, crossing her arms.

Y/n hesitated, her fingers hovering over the keyboard as she tried to form a rebuttal. She and Jungkook had a playful dynamic, sure. They bantered, teased, and there was something between them, but she wasn't ready to label it. Or acknowledge it, for that matter.

—I bet you've been all afternoon thinking why you were here, when you wanted to be with him —Jackie continued with a sly grin—. And, to be fair, you could always leave earlier and give him a surprise.

Y/n's fingers froze. Jackie's suggestion hung in the air, and for a brief moment, she considered it. Jungkook had been planning to pick her up after work, like he had done a few times. But showing up at his gym unannounced? That was a whole new ballgame. And something about the idea intrigued her.

—Why would I do that? —Y/n asked, attempting to sound indifferent.

—Why wouldn't you? —Jackie raised an eyebrow.—. Surprises keep the flame of love burning, which, as much as you try to deny it, is something that has now triggered you.

Y/n rolled her eyes again, but Jackie had planted the idea in her head now, and she couldn't shake it. Showing up at his gym, watching him in his element before he came to get her... It might help her figure out what exactly was brewing between them. Or it could make everything even more confusing.

—Fine —Y/n said, closing her laptop and standing up—. I'll go. But not because of anything you said, and definitely not because of that flame.

—Right —she chuckled, clearly unconvinced—. By the way, can you tell me the results of it tomorrow? I might need it for my research column on Monday.

Y/n wasn't surprised at her colleague insisting so much on Jungkook because it helped her with one of her works, although she wasn't bothered about it either. She gave her an idea that she probably wouldn't have come up to if it hadn't been for her.

The gym was buzzing with life as she stepped inside. The familiar sounds of gloves hitting bags, grunts of effort, and the rhythmic thuds of feet on the mats filled the air. Despite the action around her, she was focused on finding one person.

But it wasn't long before Jimin spotted her. Standing at the counter, he was surrounded by scattered papers, a laptop open in front of him. He raised an eyebrow when she walked in.

—Y/n? Didn't expect to see you here this early.

She gave him a quick smile as she glanced around, hoping to catch a glimpse of Jungkook.

—Jungkook was supposed to pick me up from work, but I figured I'd surprise him.

—Well, bad news —Jimin chuckled, taking off his glasses—. You just missed him. He left a few minutes ago to get you.

—Of course he did —her shoulder slumped.

—You two are like magnets lately, just constantly circling around each other—Jimin shook his head, smirking as he went back to his screen—. I'll send him a text to let him know you're here.

She nodded, giggling in her insides just by imagining his pissed off face when he checked his phone after getting to her workplace.

—I guess I'll just wait for him here.

—Might be a while —Jimin's smirk widened—. He's been a mess lately, so I wouldn't leave out the possibility of him missing the message. Even the place he keeps the most collected is a mess. You should see his office, I swear he's lost his mind in there.

—That bad? —Y/n raised an eyebrow.

—Oh, it's worse than bad —Jimin said, leaning back in his chair—. He's been tearing through files, leaving stuff everywhere. The whole office looks like a tornado ripped through it. And if this is all because he's in love, we're in for a tough ride when the tax period comes.

Her mind flashed back to the day Jungkook had helped her clean up her own apartment. The chaos after the break-in, the tension, and how he'd stayed to put things back in order while she was at work. It felt strangely similar.

—Maybe I can help —Y/n said, her voice almost tentative.

—Help? —Jimin looked up at her, surprised— Like... clean it?

—Why not? —she shrugged, eyeing the office door in the back of the gym— Might as well do something while I wait for him. Besides, I've dealt with worse.

—If you're offering —Jimin grinned—, I'm not going to stop you. But good luck there. It's a jungle.

With that, Y/n headed toward Jungkook's office, bracing herself. As she pushed the door open, her eyes widened. It was even worse than she'd expected -papers littered the floor, a pile of gym gear was shoved into one corner, and the desk was completely buried under stacks of files and equipment.

Y/n couldn't help but smile. That was peak Jungkook, alright -messy and chaotic, just like his head sometimes was. She rolled her eyes fondly, already imagining how he'd react when he found out she'd tidied up his space.

She grabbed a few papers off the floor, carefully sorting them into piles. Her mind wandered to the moments they'd spent together lately, from their playful banter to the more serious talks they'd had about the investigation. Despite everything, it felt good to be around him, to help in her own way.

As she started organizing the desk, Y/n thought back to the day she'd cleaned her apartment after the break-in, how Jungkook had stayed by her side, helping her through the chaos. It was strange how things came full circle.

Halfway through sorting a pile of files, Jimin popped his head through the door.

—Wow, you're really doing it, huh?

—What did you think I was doing? —Y/n shot him a playful glare.

—You're dating Jungkook, so I was expecting any filthy thing that came to mind.

—That's why you came here to check? —she fought back, making Jimin go speechless for a few seconds.

Jimin laughed, holding up his hands in surrender. It was pretty obvious why his friend was so hooked on that girl.

—I'm just impressed, that's all. Jungkook's not going to know what hit him —he paused for a moment, then added—. I'm not saying he's a complete slob, but... yeah, he's definitely not going to expect this.

—Good —Y/n chuckled—. Good. It'll be fun to surprise him for once.

With that, Jimin left her to it, and Y/n continued her work, determined to get everything back in order before Jungkook returned. The gym hummed with life outside the office, the sounds of training echoing in the background, but inside the office, there was a strange sense of peace.

And as she picked up another scattered file, she couldn't help but wonder what Jungkook's reaction would be when he saw what she'd done. She was excited for his return, for the way he'd stop by the door to double check what she did, while his nose scrunched with his wide smile when reality finally hit him.

And suddenly she felt those tickles in her stomach. Every little thing he made caused her body to react that way, and she knew what they all meant as much as she tried to shut them down.

Jungkook walked into the gym with a frustrated sigh, still a bit irritated that Y/n had come all the way there to see him instead of waiting for him to pick her up like he'd planned. It wasn't that he didn't appreciate the gesture -he liked being the one to make the moves, to be the one who'd show up for her.

As he entered the office, his expression was already set in annoyance.

—Y/n, what the hell are you doing here? I was... —he cut himself off when he noticed the state of the room.

His chaotic office was back to its usual state of tidiness, papers stacked neatly, and the desk was almost spotless. She was standing there, looking entirely too pleased with herself.

—You cleaned up? —his voice dropped from its earlier frustration.

He couldn't stay mad, not when she was giving him that look -so innocent and proud of herself.

—Yeah, I thought I'd save you from drowning in your own mess —she quipped, wiping her hands on her jeans with a little smirk.

And just like she had anticipated in her head, his lips turned into a subtle pout before his nose scrunched with a wide smile, making his lips barely stay open. He tried to go back to a serious expression a few times, but she just made it so difficult.

—I'm still annoyed —he lied—. You really don't listen —he said, shaking his head with feigned exasperation as a playful smile drew across his face—, I was supposed to pick you up —he stepped towards her.

—Guess I had someone to learn that from —she answered back, moving her fingers across his chest—. And you're welcome, by the way.

Before she could get another word in, Jungkook closed the distance between them, wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her in for a kiss. At first, it was gentle, but it quickly deepened, all the frustration and tension from earlier melting away as he pressed her back against the edge of the desk.

She gasped softly against his lips, her hands instinctively gripping the edge of the table as he leaned in, his kisses turning more urgent. In the heat of the moment, her elbow knocked against a stack of papers, sending a few files sliding to the floor.

They didn't notice at first -too caught up in each other. But when Y/n shifted slightly, her hand brushed one of the papers, and something caught her eye. A familiar face staring back at her from one of the files now scattered across the floor. Her breath hitched as she pulled away from Jungkook, breaking the kiss and bending down to pick it up.

—What is it? —he asked, his voice still husky, his hands resting on her hips.

Y/n froze, staring at the file in her hands. It was her brother. His photo, his information... everything. The fight club, his training schedule, notes on his matches. It was a registration form.

She slowly turned to look at Jungkook, eyes wide with shock.

—Why do you have this? —her voice was barely a whisper, the file shaking slightly in her grip.

Jungkook's playful demeanor faded instantly. His heart sank as he realized what she was holding. He took a step back, running a hand through his hair in frustration. He hadn't meant for her to find out like that.

—Y/n, I can explain —he began, his voice low and filled with regret.

—Why do you have this? —her voice sounded a bit louder.

—This... I know it's fucked up, but...

She didn't interrupt him, she didn't hurry him to speak, because she was just as scared as him for what was to come next.

—I never saw a picture of him when we started this, so I had no idea it was him —he explained—. I... I didn't know, I promise —his eyes were pleading her to believe him—. But the other day, I found this file and when I realized it was the same person that's in that picture with you and Jason, I got so scared that I didn't know what to do.

She was still silent, looking at him attentively.

—I sent a guy to a fight when I was just getting started with this gym. It was a bad time for me, and I didn't even check if he was ready or not when Elijah asked me for one person —he continued explaining—. If I'm honest, until the other day, I didn't even know the fighter I sent died, because his family tried to... keep everything so private.

His voice died when Y/n's teary eyes radiated all the pain she lived back in the day.

—Why didn't you tell me when you found out?

For a moment, they stood there in the tense silence, the air heavy between them. Y/n's mind raced, torn between anger and the trust she'd started to build with him. She desperately wanted to believe any excuse that could come from him, anything.

—I know I should have.

—That's not what I asked.

—We were doing okay —his voice was barely above a whisper—, and it took us such a long way to get here that I was scared things would change. I didn't want to lose you.

A tear rolled down her cheek before she could even blink to make it disappear, unable to process the sense behind his words. Her heart kept beating so fast and hard that she thought it'd make its way up her throat. Suddenly, the conversation they had that morning made a lot of sense.

—So that's what this morning's conversation was about?

As much as she wanted to confront him for it, she felt too weak, too betrayed to even look him in the eyes and check whether he was being honest or not.

—You've seen what I've gone through to get only this information —she lifted the file—. I almost got arrested, I got beaten up, somebody broke into my house and threatened me, for this, yet when you had the answer I was looking for, you kept it from me because it wasn't convenient for you for me to know the truth —she sentenced.

—I know it sounds awful.

—Awful? —she fixed her eyes on him— No, that's just you being you, Jungkook. There shouldn't be anything surprising about this.

Y/n was considering staying there to speak, but she knew it'd be a waste of time. He, though, thought completely the opposite while his hand wrapped around her forearm carefully.

—You lied to me, but you also manipulated me —she let go of his grip—. Huh, what was all that morning talk for? Worried about me? Bullshit. You were worried about yourself, and you played with my mind and my feelings to have me where you wanted. I just can't believe I thought I was in love with you. Don't get near me. Ever. In your life.

Y/n stormed out of Jungkook's gym, clutching the file tightly to her chest, her mind spinning with anger, confusion, and hurt. She didn't look back, and didn't want to hear another word from him. She just needed space -to think, to process what she'd just found out.

By the time she reached her apartment, her emotions were barely contained, tears threatening to spill over as she fumbled with her keys. Once inside, she slammed the door shut and leaned against it, her breath ragged. She wanted to scream, to throw something, to make sense of how the man she was just beginning to trust had kept something so huge from her. And worse, how the thing that affected her the most was the fact he kept it from her, instead of the fact that he was the one who sentenced her brother to death.

Minutes passed. Then an hour.

The knock on her door was soft at first, barely noticeable. She ignored it, thinking it might've been the wind or just her imagination. But then, it came again -louder this time. Persistent.

She didn't have to check to know who it was.

—Y/n... —Jungkook's voice called from the other side, muffled but heavy with desperation—. Please. Just open the door.

She stared at the door, her heart pounding in her chest. She didn't move.

—Look, I know you're mad. You have every right to be —he continued, his voice strained with emotion—. But we can't let it end like this. Please... just listen to me. That's all I'm asking.

Y/n clenched her fists, biting her lip to stop herself from responding. She wasn't ready to face him, not yet. But she still moved towards the door, laying her back against the wood. There was a pause from the other side, and then she heard him sigh.

—I messed up. I know that. But I can't lose you like this.

Silence stretched between them, thick and suffocating. Jungkook shifted outside, pacing nervously.

—You need to listen to me —his voice cracked slightly, and Y/n could hear the frustration and sadness he was holding back—. You mean too much to me.

Y/n closed her eyes, the weight of his words sinking in. Her heart ached, torn between wanting to fling the door open and run into his arms, and the overwhelming anger that still burned in her chest, especially after he dedicated those last words to her.

—Y/n... please —he whispered, his voice softer now, almost pleading—. I'm not asking for forgiveness right now. Just... give me a chance to explain everything. I'll do everything you want.

But she stayed still, the silence of the apartment heavy around her.

On the other side of the door, Jungkook pressed his forehead against the wood, his fists clenched tightly. He waited, hoping, praying for any sign that she'd let him in. But there was nothing. After what felt like an eternity, he exhaled shakily.

—I'll be here —he murmured, his voice barely audible—. Whenever you're ready. I'll be waiting.

His back rested against the wood, slowly dropping his body to the floor until he was sitting over her doorstep. And just like pulled by a magnet, she did the same thing on the other side, hiding her face on her knees. 

Taglist: @jk97bam @ttanniett

[dark-pink-fantasy]

panacea-wishes reblogs

general

Idol group

riddle

Red

Older S/o

Wedding

Bathtime

Future child

Ballerina s/o

Morning after

A Beautiful Talent!

Not Affectionate?

A Wish Come True!

𝒜 𝐵𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝓎 𝑜𝓃 𝐼𝒸𝑒

𝕆𝕟𝕖'𝕤 𝕌𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕣𝕥𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕪

Unusual Mishap!

turning into children

𝕄𝕪 𝕊𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝔽𝕦𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖

A Teatime Treat

𝒜𝓃 𝒰𝓃𝓊𝓈𝓊𝒶𝓁 𝒫𝑜𝓈𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃

𝙰 𝚂𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝙽𝚞𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎

ℂ𝕠𝕞𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕥'𝕤 𝔼𝕞𝕓𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕖

working hard?

Interesting Dolls!

twst x yoga practice

A Dance to Remember

𝐏𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲

horror movie shenanigans

Wonderful Cookie Art!

Changing Things Up?

mc overblotting

Cuddling with Riddle!

S/o having scars on their face

the crafting of plants, the shifter of flowers

the little things they love about s/o

In a Different World with You!

A Confession

NSFW Riddle wearing lingerie

NSFW Marking their S/o

NSFW S/o leaves love bites

trey

interrupted confessions

Why Me?

Sweetheart!

Another me and MC?

Wedding with Trey Clover!

Gifting Him with a Bento!

Happy Unbirthday w/ Fem!Reader

A Romantic Language!

𝒜𝓃 𝒰𝓃𝓊𝓈𝓊𝒶𝓁 𝒫𝑜𝓈𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃

Leonal's sibling!?

S/o having scars on their face

Fem!mc faints when standing up quickly

comforting their s/o after they overblotted

The little things they love about their s/o

cater

Petit Papillon

Kiss, Kiss, Fall in Love

𝕄𝕪 𝕊𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝔽𝕦𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖

A Scrapbook Full of Memories

Midnight Mukbang!

a proposal in winter!

Wonderful Cookie Art!

Stargazing with him!

Gifting Him with a Bento!

What kind of ring?

Interesting Dolls!

The little things they love about their s/o

SFW/NSFW Kissing hcs

deuce

A Break Up?

A Shy Kiss!

𝕆𝕟𝕖'𝕤 𝕌𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕣𝕥𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕪

Another me and MC?

Wishing Upon a Star

Unusual Mishap!

Types of kisses

What kind of ring?

A Pleasant Surprise!

𝗔 𝗣𝗿𝗼𝗳𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗦𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲

Being doted on

Talented pianist S/o

Short and Affectionate S/o

makin’ some holiday cookies!

Wedding with Deuce Spade

S/o scared of the dark

ace

Rainy Day

Future child

Not Affectionate?

A Bad Nightmare

A Dinner with Goblin

tarot card reading

The Pain of Pining

a kiss under the mistletoe!

𝙰 𝚂𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝙽𝚞𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎

𝐏𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲

A Break Up?

Talented pianist S/o

A Pleasant Surprise!

Taking care of Sick Ace

In a Different World with You!

[just-a-ghost00]

Reading preview

Coming to your feed during the upcoming months, a bunch of Halloween-esque pick a cards that I either thought of on my own or that were inspired by other readers.

Is the person on your mind a trick or a treat? | Inspired by The Pleiadian Priestess

Which ghosty is being sneaky? | self made reading to help you figure out which past person is trying to sneak back into your energy

The skeletons hiding in their closet | self made reading focusing on the things the person on your mind is hiding from you

Bone yard confessions : what their d*ad *ss wanna tell you | self made reading

October 2024 forecast | Inspired by Kino Tarot

Hello from the other siiiiiide | Inspired by a song from Adele, self made reading to provide you with advice and messages from ancestors and spirit guides

Who's FALLing for you ? | Inspired by The Nosy Witch

In the shadows | Inspired by a song from The Rasmus, self made reading to help you identify the things or the people standing in your way

[shanieveh]

BACK TO DECEMBER — reading club !

scaramouche x gn!reader

NAME—an achiever all their life, this new school was more laidback than previously but that did not mean you loved it more. as the memories of the past haunts you at your wake, all the supposed academical achievements you easily got were all the more useless, and the reading club becomes a comfort

KAMISATO AYAKA — the popular girl and president of the reading club. every guy has been in love with but also secretly has a crush the biggest crush on a girl, and will probably be kicked out once her strict rich parents heard about this, she gets high grades and often speaks of her brother abroad and his hot european bodyguard

KAVEH — a multitalented man who regularly breaks up with his boyfriend and roommate, alhaitham. he also gives you amazing love advice that he never follows and no matter what he tweets online he will be the first to knock at your door and comfort you on your off days.

XIAO — who will gladly beat up the person you are tweeting about so you can just shut up (affectionate) is also the campus emo boy but will soon be replaced by a certain transferee student. xiao doesn't care about doing well in school for he is a billionaire's son and most likely will be rich his whole life

YOIMIYA — silly girl who dreams of the cottage core lesbian aesthetic. also has a bunch of hit posts from her random rambles online and a favorite of the elementary students. she wishes to help you about your emotions, but she is too busy being an icon and a legend

VENTI — a poetic song writer who creates masterpieces that makes fun of all of his friend's sorrowful and miserable lives. often gets low scores on purpose to get the teacher fuming at him and often braids your hair and becomes a parlor when you cry over the past.

KAEYA — who acts like the biggest playboy but never in a relationship, he often creates thirst posts in tiktok but too shy to talk to anyone who actually develops feelings for him. he is also friends with so many people, all of which describes him as mysterious entity. he also probably knows your whole life story before you setting a foot in your new school

MONA — only went to the reading club when she realized how heavily financially supported it is by its rich sponsors. she makes tarot card readings online and does a manifestation subliminal affirmations every time an exam is near and even gave you rose quartz and believes you will be with your lost love because of it

BACK TO DECEMBER — masterpost || late night drinking buddies

SUMMARY: you were childhood bestfriends with scaramouche, and with many unanswered confessions and one sided goodbyes, you both meet again, but now he wears a cold glance even turning agressive when his eyes wander yours, and it all came down the day he became the top of your class, beating you and rejoicing in success. his smile was because of your pain. maybe you could turn back time where promises actually never broke, and love was a beautiful thing.

TAGLIST: @yukiipc @wanderchive @user11918163805279 @gekkow @moon-320 @meowmeowmau @mine-lu @sunaaa @lxkeeeee @faaariiii-world @lazy-sanns @sketcheeee @divinechicha @virette

[dlairlonia]

how do you see your manifestations as of now? A GENERAL, TAROT READING 𓇼 by Lonia 𓇼 10823

ෆ˚⋆୨୧⋆˚ෆ No license to love, insurance to hold

A GENERAL, PICK-A-CARD (PHOTO) READING ౨ৎ ⋆｡˚ As a Tarot reader passing information onto you, I hereby pass on the responsibility to you, the reader, the authority to manage your every wellbeing as a human being after taking in information (Tarot reading) that declares to be for entertainment purposes only. This is a note that I am not responsible for anything except for what I type and upload for the public to see. If you have any concerns with what I have published, please message me privately. - Lonia

˚ ༘✶ ⋆｡˚ ⁀➷˚ ༘✶ ⋆｡˚ ⁀➷˚ ༘✶ ⋆｡˚ ⁀➷˚ ༘✶ ⋆｡˚ ⁀➷˚ ༘✶ ⋆｡˚ ⁀➷˚ ༘✶

... pile 1 🌸🍀✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚

You see your manifestations as truly pleasant, good in investing long term. However, there is this feeling of obsecurity; of uncertainy and/or insecurity. This manifestation, as I see it, is splitting your identity apart and it may help you, however you look at it----although does it really do justice? Think but not lavishly with this. The way you apply the feeling of knowing you have it, which is the main goal, do you do it or do you focus on the feeling of something else? I know you are in the right path, your guides know this, PLEASE kindly redirect yourself to making the visions all about your feelings. To sum it up, most of you are most likely staying in this state of lack.

(I am not confessing to be a states girlie, it is just the focal point of manifestation that FEELING is the secret. Embody that 'I AM'. It is what YOU allow that persists.)

Let us say, or assume that you are manifesting refinement most aspects in your life. Money, love, desired body and face all-in-one; this desire makes you feel good. It makes you feel pleasant. There is moments that is baffling or truly confusing. I feel you are confused. When I try to make up visions of you, pile 1, I feel us both confused. Some of you may not know what you want, this creates a lack of stability and balance, this hurts you deeply. I will not swim in the ocean deeper as I sense it is more of a personal 'life' problem than having the struggle to choose what to manifest in an inclination, just to fancy, or a mere whim.

I, as well, just have to say that this is an incredibly reflective pile that chooses to FEEL. Instead of feeling the worse, why not the one that makes you truly spark? My darlings, take control of your own life and remember to be kind as equally as to have a nerve. Retire what perpetuates harm in you or does not benefit you and never take a single damned cent out of that pension. Be cautious, darlings.

LOVE U. Lonia.

... pile 2 🌸🍀✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚

You are doing a magnificent job, darling. However, do you find yourself being too nitpicky with dealing the concept of manifesting? This may be being overly critical with what you want; a focus to being on the road to perfection when visualizing, finding the right words like a pedantic for your affirmations only to leave you not 'feeling it'? 9 is signifcant for some here. (this was incredibly random however I think this is meant for a specific reader). This, in result, somehow distorts the way you see your manifestations. Even in a subtle fashion. This might have hurt the relationship with your vision of the world or yourself.

All of you are doing great with this manifesting process of yours. Anyway, pile 2, this pile is all about wealth; money, extravaganza, or even business/careers. If any venus or aquarius placements here in particular, greetings darling! Most of you see your manifestations as for 'reaching for the stars', top notch, out of your league---this in return makes you feel insecure. and may it be that some are truly confident and being .that.bitch., however some may feel insecure and avoids feeling 'it'. Thinking about this concern may give headaches and dehydration. Do take care, my dear.

Just so all of you know, you do not have to sacrifice yourself to have it. No matter your gender or sex, stand tall with grace and have a little faith. Not blind faith. Never forget yourself as this is all about you! You only truly have to be. Be it. Pushing yourself too hard has this similar feeling to a knife or a dagger burying deeper in your raw flesh; you lose yourself or what makes you live. Like pile 1, we must remember to redirect. Redirect. Redirect.

I heard "be your own father, stand up and have faith" ???

LOVE U. Lonia.

... pile 3 🌸🍀✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡˚

As much as most of the people in pile 3 share the same mindset or self-concept; or let us say truly worked on their self-concept and it shows, my darlings, we are still uniquely different in what we are facing or who we are today. The DEATH card showed up and this does not mean macabre things to happen, as we know of it some are facing 'opportunities' or events challenges their identity, their 'I AM'. This, in return, warps or changes the way may it be you, how you see your manifestations. Go back to the source in which what allows the change which is you, your I AM. You 'being'.

I sense that this pile must be self-concept focused rather than 'manifesting' a desire they have ifykyk. Calm and a wee bit contented. There is no equivocation. It is an assumption for me that pile 3 may be seeing their manifestations as an 'accesory' per se., like getting a Birkin bag, Dior cosmetics, a boyfriend, a phone or seeing signs. Maybe a travelling (aeroplane) ticket too.

Most of you, I sense that there is not a lack of struggle. However, if you are struggling, know you either have it or you do not. Be confident and feel you have it. Do not focus on admiring that desire, focus on admiring the fact that you HAVE your desire. Feeling is the secret, darling.

Also, my darlings for pile 3, voice out what you fancy to. Even if you do it in a subtle fashion, YOU WILL STILL BE HEARD. Remember that. I assume that most may have fire placements or Leo/Aries and are incredibly on fire during this Leo SZN. Be u and shine bright.

LOVE U. Lonia.