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[voiceless-terror]

20 for the kiss bit, jonmartin!:D

“Why are we in the stairwell-”

“Hush,” Jon replies as he tugs him up another flight. “Can’t I want a bit of privacy with my boyfriend?”

Boyfriend. The word still sends a shiver down his spine though it’s been months since they started dating. Tim teases him endlessly - “Where’s your boyfriend at?” and “Don’t want to make your boyfriend jealous.” He groans in annoyance but can’t help his pleased little smile- he’ll never tire of hearing that word. He thinks-

Or he doesn’t think, because Jon’s turned around and he’s smiling that brief, radiant grin only Martin can coax from him. Jon tugs him closer and leans down, meeting his lips in soft, lingering kiss. It feels different somehow. He’s kissed Jon before, loads of times, but never like this.

It’s when Jon pulls away and looks down at Martin that he realizes. He can’t help the laugh that escapes, even as Jon scowls.

“What?” Jon questions, trying for affronted and landing on mildly disgruntled. “It’s only fair! You deserve a bit of back strain too.”

“You’re right,” Martin says, leaning up to kiss away the frown. “Next time we’ll get you a chair.”

[archivistbot]

you bring me so much joy, little mothman

[HE LAUGHS, BUT IT, TOO, IS HUMORLESS.] ARCHIVIST:  MOTHMAN.

[lylahammar]

hi!!! are your streams public?:)

Yes! I do drawing streams on my twitch channel every Friday 😁✨ I’ve been doing them at 4pm PST, but I’m gonna try to aim for 2pm from now on to be more timezone friendly 😅

[eliasisnotsexy]

did you listen to today’s special,,,,,,, ben just (respectfully) slapped a DNI on all the elias fuckers out there and i SCREAMED

sorry i just now saw this ask but YES FHDKJHDKFJDGk how does it FEEL elias simps

[lady-caden]

hi!!! 2,20,38 for the trans ask game if you’re willing 🥰🥰🥰

Yes I’m willing! Thank your for the ask!! <3

2. What gives you the most dysphoria?

My figure, voice,,height,,,body,,,everything,,,,,,,,,,

But yeah i have a very hourglass figure and along with the fact I’m very short and have a higher voice I just. so many ppl confuse me as a girl. I hate it man. Some days r ofc better than others but gahhh. Physical apperences r wack.

20. What do you wish you could have shared with your younger self about being trans?

To just. calm down and to not rush. When I was way younger I just. didn’t know how to feel and everything so werid and i felt disconnected from who I felt I was. As soon as I figured out what trans was I flipped and started to present masculine and tried to denounce all feminine things so quickly and intensely and it made me miserable. Wish I would’ve let myself enjoy things whether or not they were feminine or not and try to figure my identy at my own pace.

38. What is your sexual and romantic orientation, and what are your thoughts on it?

I mainly ID as queer cuz,,,,,hard question and it’s a good word to describe how I feel. But I’m biromantic and bisexual though I’m pretty sure i’m also somewhere on the ace spectrum. Idk exactly where yet but prolly demi-are/ace or more likely abroromantic/abrosexual.(edit: i think i like the term greysexual/aceflux better still looking this stuff up and figuring that out) I feel werid using like.....micro labels but i’m trying to get used to that rn. I’d actually love to chat with some aro&ace ppl about this. Figuring this stuff out is wild! But yeah bi leaning wayyy more towards nb ppl and women, but guys r nice too lol.

And my thoughts? Idk what this exactly means but I guess i’ll give it a go. Realizing i’m bi took quite a bit of time, I used to ID as lesbian, then butch lesbian then realized that’s wasnt right and used gay instead, and even though I kinda figured i might be into guys i just,,,was scared to id as bi i guess? I knew very little lgbt ppl at that time irl and one of the lesbians i knew online at the time didn’t rlly like bi ppl, which scared me a lot to change my identity, But hey i’m glad i did!

And for being ace hhhh that’s also scary cuz for whatever reason people are trying to divide the lgbt community and exclude asexuals which. is just so so wrong, we should all be supporting eachother regardless of the individual challenges each of us get because of our identity. Its also been a very long journey to actually openingly say i’m ace cuz i just, rlly didn’t want to be. It scared me that i might never rlly feel romantic or sexual attraction and i’m still trying to process and figure that out but platonic love is just as good and i’m so happy I get to experience that. My life is filled with so much love and i’m glad for it, regardless of what type it is.

It’s also that like...idk i’m autistic and it’s kinda a big stereotype that we are too “childlike” and “pure” for sex and all that and i rlly didn’t wanna feed into that but. u know what so what if ur a sterotype, that’s not a bad thing. It’s not a persons fault for acting how they want, it’s the sterotyper that should feel bad. i know i “act childish” and have childish interests but who cares? i should be allowed to have fun and identify how i want. it’s not hurting anybody sooo

[some-stars]

for the “what scene determined u to write this entire fic” thing — all some children do is work? ‘m not in the witcher fandom anymore but its one of the fics i fondly remember as having a great impact when i read them!!

cut for spoilers for the end of that fic!

the “death” scene, absolutely. it wasn’t the very first part of the idea i had but it was early--and completely and totally lifted from this old SPN fic, btw--and it was the carrot i held in front of myself as i wrote toward it.

[nat-20s]

yes that one!!! i came across it today and the url you mentioned in the notes flashed before my eyes when i saw you on tumblr:) i love! the premise of the fic, it’s so cute and refreshing!!!

Oh thank you!!! I’m glad u found me! I’m really fond of that fic I should get to working on it huh. Primo spoiler for next chapter: it’s georgie time 

[applebutterbabie]

hi! i have no idea who you are (/lh) but i love those little gente asks:) have a go at any or each of: herb, seedling, milk, honey, mushroom!! <3

Aw this is sweet

Herb: what us a scent you find relaxing?

Fresh laundry, baking bread, and my friends shampoo n perfume n stuff

Seedling: what is something you want to begin learning?

I would like to get into knitting, embroidery, and some more instruments! 

Milk: what is a food you find comforting when youre sad?

Probably like, some kind of muffin or cake with chocolate

Honey: what is one thing you like about yourself?

I think im a good singer and that i put real emotion into my songs :) 

Mushroom: what is a quote you find comfort in?

"This too shall pass"

Thank you for the ask!

[some-stars]

from “all some children to is work” - i don’t remember the words, but the feeling i had when baby yennefer finally felt safe with jaskier and came out of her little shell: like coming home to a clean apartment, like having finished a great therapy session, like hugging someone you missed, just... it stuck with me, that feeling of quietly burning contentness that you so beautifully conveyed <3

oh wow....this is so lovely. thank you so much! i’m so glad i could make that happen for you

(meme in question)

[nat-20s]

did *you* write the ghost martin fic????

Yes? I’ve written three chapters (and am working on the fourth) of a ghost martin fic called “Can’t you see we got a good thing here”. Is that the one ur thinking of?