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A Peep Into the New Year: 2024 Pick a Pile

Disclaimer: Happy New Year! We’re looking at something to reflect on from the closed year, experiences you may have this year, and a theme for 2024. The experiences are not necessarily in chronological order! Tarot readings are not replacements for professional advice. I’m reading what I see and feel in the current energy, which can change. Your thoughts, energy, and actions are what creates destiny, not the reading!

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Pile 1:

Something to Reflect On [Nine of Swords rx, Keeping Up]: hello pile one! You guys really struggled with mental health or neurodivergence last year or for a few years leading up to this year. You may have adopted a defeatist attitude or found it incredibly hard to progress in life. Day to day tasks to take care of yourself may have been difficult. Reflect on the ways you have faced this challenge, even when it seemed impossible. Some of this pile has overcome this. For example, if you had depression, you may no longer be depressed (or it’s not as severe). Others of you are still fighting, but you’ve still exerted a great effort to keep afloat and face anxieties. You should pat yourselves on the back for the ways you’ve advanced—the ways you’ve kept yourself alive even when it was hard. There is a forward momentum you’re carrying into the new year, and it was created with much effort.

A Peep into the New Year… 

You guys will be presented with something from the past, and you will have to choose whether to invest your energy into it. This could be people, past situations you never got closure on, environments, and especially habits. The main thing about this opportunity is that it seems like you guys’ first thought will be to jump back into it. Maybe it “feels” right so you don’t think about it much, or you’re so used to doing it that you just go right along with it the second you get the chance. This situation seems very interesting from your perspective; there’s a strong pull towards it. The cards are not really indicating that this is a definite good or bad thing, it seems neutral or like it can go either way. The card to especially focus on is “impulsiveness.” Regardless of whether this is good or bad, make sure to think about your actions before agreeing to anything (Tiwaz emphasizes making sound decisions). Reflect on ingrained habits and thought patterns that you feed into without a second thought. Impulsiveness can also refer to the nature of the situation; an opportunity may come out of nowhere. How we invest our energy determines who we are and how we grow. We are more likely to remain in old mindsets when we constantly give energy to what has already ended, and only you can decide what from your past belongs in the future. [Impulsiveness (Mars in Aries, 1st house), Curiouser and Curiouser, the World rx, Uncertainty rx, Tiwaz rune]

For some time , you may find yourself absorbed in spirituality or developing new beliefs (for many of you this has already started). This seems like a positive change, however it may take up a lot of your time. You may use your inner or spiritual world as an escape; many of you feel dependent or stifled in a situation. You are being encouraged to dream big (for physical reality too), and use this time to thoroughly plan for life and yourself. Make sure there is a balance between being absorbed in your inner world, and sometimes coming out of that shell to make your dreams real. At some point in this journey you may feel very restless, and that can prompt some of the impulsive behavior mentioned above. Don’t judge yourself for moving too “slowly” or having big dreams, but still make an honest effort towards balancing those dreams/beliefs with reality. You’re also encouraged to maintain balance in how this plays out in your relationships. Don’t despair if someone doesn’t understand you, but also don’t take someone’s word as gospel just because you feel an affinity with them. [Vision (Sun in Pisces, 12th house), Use Your Time Well rx, nine of pentacles sideways, Justice] 

There’s a lot of hope and knowledge surrounding you this year. You’ll be interested in making dreams reality and will want to pursue something new for yourself. I say “for yourself” as there’s an emphasis on this being centered around you. You may approach things with the best-case scenario in mind; this will serve you well. There’s opportunity to be recognized as an individual or for something you do, or this is a hope of yours. There may be interest in physically going somewhere to seize this opportunity (more so farther destinations or longer trips). You will be geared towards learning new things (especially in higher ed or a similar place), working towards recognition of your skills, or starting a personal project. If there are issues at home, I see you or your relatives remaining positive in the face of this adversity (this may also be a familial opportunity, or a family member might receive public attention). You may feel a little lost [in the sauce]. If you’ve delved into spirituality, you might feel disconnected or unsure of your new beliefs. This could be a period where you have to focus on your own ingenuity, wits, and can-do rather than giving it all to your belief system. This can also apply to family. There may be decreased communication with them, or someone moving away. However confusing, this is a more fortunate period of the year. [Optimism (Moon in Sagittarius, 9th house), the Moon, Nature Communication rx, Publicity (Jupiter in Leo, 5th house)]

Overall Theme for the New Year [the Empress, Defense (Mars in Taurus, 2nd house]: the year is going to put you in situations where you’ll have to sit in your confidence and inner security—or develop this—especially to hone impulse control. There are tangible blessings to experience, but you may find yourself being questioned or challenged by those around you, and you yourself may feel antsy to get what you want right away. Rely on your endurance and resilience to get through uncertainties or challenges as you go towards your goals. 

The Empress dons her armor with her few loyal knights by her side. Though she is under siege, she rides into battle smiling. Victory is obviously in her hand. After many bloody hours, the sun sets on the quieted field. The Empress stands tall on her hill, ever smiling, ever the empress, barely scathed. The sun glints off her helmet as it settles beneath the horizon.

Possible examples (but not limited to…): an ex contacting you or trying to rekindle, old friends wanting to hang out, going back to places you used to frequent, snooping on or investigating someone’s social media, someone from the past starting an argument or pettiness against you,  sudden travel opportunity (especially for school), living with parents or a partner, wanting to move out, pressure to get a job, spiritual scammers/predatory spiritual teachers, family strife, getting accepted into a program, publishing art or research, seeking a career in the arts/academia/spirituality, a new spiritual practice or a leap in pre-existing abilities (especially divination and clairvoyance), meditating frequently, interpreting dreams or lucid dreaming, family on the news, building your portfolio or resume

Extra Details: a change in sleep patterns (going both ways, some could be sleeping less due to increased energy and some of you are finally resting more after a period of poor sleep), mental hospitals, marine biology, Jupiter or Mars as a very prominent planet in the natal or 2023/24 solar return chart, bright colored eyes, high hopes, charm casting, spiritual businesses, loves cartoons or wants to be an animator, brothers, the Star may be a significant card for you or both 2023 + 2024 may be very healing years, moving to a coastal/lakeside area (or wanting to), 12th house profection yr

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Pile 2:

Something to Reflect On [Acquisition (Sun in Taurus, 2nd house), the Star]: hi pile two! You can reflect on how your relationship to the physical world has changed. It seems finances or another form of physical comfort was a big focus last year. You’ve either made big strides in these areas or you’ve done healing work on your mindset (for example, focusing on gratitude and optimism about what you have and want). This could refer to your body as well, if you’ve healed or learned better ways to cope with a condition. Or, it could refer to how you physically relate to others, in any kind of affectionate relationship. Now’s a time to see how changes in your outlook have granted you comfort and opportunity, and congratulate yourselves for any big gains. Many of you have sacrificed other parts of your life for this, and now it’s time to focus on how you can increase wellbeing in all areas instead of just the physical.

A Peep into the New Year…:

Some of the year will be particularly good for work or school. You will naturally excel in these or things will flow more smoothly. Especially if you have to pay attention to a lot of details, or if you provide a service to others. However, you may feel disconnected from your environment. For many of you, this refers to the natural environment, but it could also refer to the world or other environments you frequent. This will be a natural byproduct of whatever you’re pursuing at the time (school/work/etc). You could feel trapped or restless, possibly wanting to quit. If this is referring to the world at large, you may feel guilty or defeatist, like no humanitarian or environmental efforts you do will ever be enough. It’s important to take care of your mental health—much of this is from anxiety rather than reflecting the world around you. Bringing something natural into your home/workplace could be beneficial (plants, stones, seashells etc), as well as decorating with things from home if you feel homesick. You may enjoy gardening (especially veggies). Find parks or natural areas where you are, or spend time intentionally finding things you like about your surroundings. If you feel stuck at home rather than away from it, any small thing to change your scenery could help (going outside more, switching your lounging area, etc). Some of you may feel disappointed if you can’t make a long trip somewhere, but consider if a short trip is possible. If you feel humanitarian guilt, volunteering with an immediate, tangible effect can be encouraging (litter cleanup/soup kitchens etc). [Discrimination (Venus in Virgo, 6th house), Nature Communication rx, the Wheel of Fortune, Eight of Swords]

You guys are giving imposter syndrome. You may be in a learning environment where you feel like you don’t belong. You’ll go through the motions and try to adapt through every situation. You might feel like you have to keep your wits about you or always be prepared to say the “right” thing to keep up an image. This can make you feel out of control. But, you’re supposed to be learning; you’re not supposed to know everything. Allow yourself space to grow and make mistakes; don’t depend on someone else to give that or take it away. Feeling anxious or uneasy during a learning curve is natural and doesn't mean you’re a fraud or bad person. Most everyone experiences this. Establish a sense of inner security, or take time to remind yourself of things you’ve aced. For a lot of you, this may be about intimacy; you may feel nervous about navigating closeness with another. You may be more likely to notice everything you’re doing wrong or feel awkward about your performance in the relationship. Communicate with your partner! With the Influence card, your words may come across particularly sweet or sensical during this time, so don’t be afraid  to talk about how you feel (whether with a partner, coworkers, teachers, peers, etc). You can learn much from others. [Bluff (Jupiter in Gemini, 3rd house), the Emperor rx, Kenaz, Influence (Mercury in Libra, 7th house)]

Finally, I see this pile going through an extremely transformative period. This seems to not be from anything directly identifiable; you may not be able to place where this transformation started or what spurred it. This is likely an internal change (that’s not to say external ones won’t also occur, but the cards are pointing to your inner world). You might wake up one day and realize you’re very different, or that you’re changing but don’t know why. This transformation could be centered around your beliefs or self concept. For example, you may feel like you’re stepping into your power, or like you’ve remembered who you and the people around you are. For those that believe in past lives, you may remember a pattern that’s played out in other lives, or you may remember someone in this life has been with you in another. For many of you this could be influenced by a relationship, but mostly, this is about some change of power within you. The cards are neutral; this can play out in any way.  Because of the “manipulation” card, it’s important to make sure that others are not taking away your freedoms and that you’re maintaining a sense of authority over yourself. You may not notice a change at first, but that doesn’t mean you can’t take control of the transformation once you do see it. [Manipulation (Jupiter in Scorpio, 8th house), Choices rx, Eight of Wands sideways, Past Lives/(the Moon)]

Overall Theme for the New Year [Status (Jupiter in Taurus, 2nd house), ten of swords rx]: if last year was focused on material security then I see this continuing in the upcoming year. Either way, the year will bring attention to your physical world and the blessings it has to offer. You will not only be focused on security, but also be prompted to enjoy what you have already created, especially if you began projects, jobs, studies, or other ambitions last year. You may find more comfort in material things than usual, such as a lot of shopping or eating new foods (it may be easy to overindulge!). Many of you are on the younger side getting your first “real” or serious job, so this may be excitement caused by a stable source of income. There is recognition for what you tangibly contribute to your environment. You will be valued in the groups you’re in or will feel empowered to find such a space. If your job or studies involve a lot of verbal speaking (such as public speaking, pitching ideas), this in particular could be very beneficial or encouraged (this makes some of you anxious, it’s ok!). However, this extends to all forms of communication. If you are in a committed relationship, your partner may also experience similar blessings. Make sure to clearly communicate with them and keep an eye on power dynamics in the relationship. This year will prompt you to re-evaluate what you’ve carried from your past, though I feel this is the distant past. Like mindsets you started developing in childhood, but this can extend to past lives if you believe in them.

The monarchs stand on the balcony of their castle. On one side they can see a vast green hill rolling towards the woods. On the other side, their small but stunning kingdom. Their hearts swell, because they have built this kingdom with their own two hands. They have helped put the people’s homes together, they have farmed food themselves. It has not always been easy to safeguard a kingdom against the shifting forces of nature, but they’ve done it. Dawn illuminates the fruit of their labor.

Possible examples (but not limited to…): missing your hometown, living in an urban area/spending all day indoors and wishing to be in nature, troubles going back home (for example, wanting to go back but your family telling you to keep at it), living on your own for the first time (especially at a distance from family, some are wanting to study abroad), volunteering, mutual aid, community work, humanitarian jobs (non-profit?), crystals (some of you do a spiritual practice with crystals at night?), feeling uncertain about beliefs, working on a team or group project, relationship or work anxiety, a “frog in pot” situation (a situation that degrades so slowly that you don’t notice), recognition in school or work, changing your self beliefs & self concept, a change to self esteem, past life memories/spiritual work, working on relationship confidence, developing parts of yourself you’ve neglected (especially anything set aside while working on physical security), big life events that are outside your control but have a direct impact on you, career/academic advancement/promotion, internships, a work crush or relationship from a job (careful lol), or a relationship with someone you once worked with, visiting loved ones at work, nostalgia or deja-vu

Extra Details: basketball, football, STEM or business (for STEM i’m getting technology or tech-business), family home is two stories and/or on a property with a large yard/backyard, recognizing people from past lives, fairytale love, Mercury as a prominent planet in your profection year or solar return, a romantic or intimate relationship carrying over from this year to the next, manifestation/law of assumption, friend or partner who works as an artist, some of you like the little mermaid or mermaid stories (or you feel like Ariel), a partner in a noticeably higher position/financial status than you and may live with them (you guys in particular should pay attention to power dynamics)—yall please LEAVE if somebody “decides” you should not talk to or go out with your friends & family (even if those people are bothersome to you that’s YOUR decision to make)

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Pile 3:

Something to Reflect On [Investigate, Justice sideways]: hello pile three! You are being called to evaluate how you allocate your energy. Most of this pile puts a ton of energy into specific tasks to the point where they don’t have a lot left for themselves or other areas. Specifically, I am getting most of you may be taken advantage of by the people in your life, and that this isn’t something you readily notice. This varies per individual. People might ask a lot of favors from you, and because you think it’s your duty or obligation, you always fulfill them. Maybe this is a family member who expects you to always be there to do certain tasks no matter what you have going on (a lot of you seem to have a really stern guardian figure). This could be a partner who places a lot of emotional or domestic burdens on you. It could be a workplace. Whatever the situation, the main message here is to think about it, but then reflect on it again. I think a lot of you aren’t as critical of this behavior as you could be, which is why you have to really evaluate if the ways you spend energy are detrimental to other areas of life. As Justice is sideways, some of you are not necessarily in such a situation, but now is a good time for you to evaluate how balanced you really are. Either way, you are also being prompted to really think about what you’re going to do if adjustments are needed; don’t fly off the handle or impulsively react.

A very specific message is some of you may be victims of shady or criminal behavior (already happened). I’m not getting anything huge, but you’re asked to really find the facts of the situation and not blindly accept convenient stories. Some of you may live with others and may have noticed a lot of your items or money going missing? I don’t usually write out the phrases on the oracle cards, but yours says: “look closely, ask questions, think before acting.” Some of you may be part of ongoing investigations, in which case this is referring to that. 

A Peep into the New Year…: 

There is a mental transformation, almost an awakening of sorts. This will be a development of your inner guidance, intuition, or sense. You will be pushed to see that you can in fact trust yourself, and that you have enough wisdom (or the capacity to develop it) to navigate life with your own will. The imagery on the cards with your rune suggests an integration. I feel this part of your mind has always been present, however you may be the kind of person to frequently second guess yourself or to think your own ideas/advice inferior to others (or perhaps others have tried to mentally dominate you and replace your ideas with theirs). Whatever your situation, your inner “knowing” and wisdom will be coming forth to join your conscious decision-making skills. But, it seems you will mentally resist this, or that this period may be confusing to you. You may feel scatter-brained, anxious, or confused a lot (if this becomes very distressing then I encourage you to access any accessible mental health resources). Perhaps you feeling this way is actually what is going to trigger the transformation. You will need to give yourself a lot of grace to evolve your mind. You may try to logically find solutions to problems or continue using old thought patterns, but this period is going to push different ways of thinking you're not used to. For example, if you always try to make very rational choices, you may need to think creatively or factor in gut feelings to arrive at a good decision. You may find yourself being questioned by those close to you who don’t understand your thinking, and this may require diplomatic communication. Overall, your mental activities can guide you to a good place, but it’s a matter of trusting your own guidance—even if others belittle your ability to think for yourself. [Flattery (Venus in Gemini, 3rd house), Guidance, Dagaz, Queen of Swords rx]

I feel this experience is related to the above and for many it will co-occur; I also see a period where you have mental resistance up. The ideals, compromises, and decisions you have chosen to live with will be under a magnifying glass. Mental routine and comfort will be challenged as you re-evaluate what your beliefs are, especially about yourselves. What are your values, what can you endure to live a more fulfilling life? Some of you have a tendency to get or stay in situations where external forces (mainly people) have a lot of control over your life; codependency. If so, this energy is related to that, especially if this describes your family life. There’s a lot of stubborn or slow-moving energy here; many of you may try to dismiss the questions or changes that are knocking at your door. You may use the physical to distract you, like your daily routine or job. At the same time, if you aspire to change, you may have to defend yourself against others a lot. This could encourage that slow-moving energy, as you may feel tense if challenged by others. Overall, this is a time of endurance. Allow slow, steady adjustments to your mindset + reality as you determine who you are and what you want. [Resistance (Mercury in Taurus, 2nd house), Forget Who You Are rx, I Want to Be a Queen rx, seven of wands]

Lastly, I see you will eventually be called to act upon the ideas you have developed during your transformation—putting your plans into action. With Mercury in cardinal Earth paired with the knight of mind, there will be a drive and ambition to realize the reality you’ve been pining for. The energy here is that no matter what, you're committing to the course you’ve set, regardless of people or obstacles. This time period will pass judgment on what you've been contemplating for so long—the reality you have been imagining yourself in during the more stagnant parts of the year (and maybe last year as well?) While I do feel like most of this will be coming from your own willpower, with the major arcana, you may be presented with some kind of opportunity or circumstance that will further empower you. This may come after you take the first steps to move towards what you want. This could be about pursuing something in your career or material path, but I think it will extend into any part of your life that you've spent a ton of time thinking about. This period will remind you that dreams are not necessarily reality, yet they guide reality once you are ready to do something. If you did experience tense relationships with family or others throughout the year, I see you getting more of a handle on this and feeling more prepared to take on their challenging words (not that you have to keep going back and forth with these people). [Organization (Mercury in Capricorn, 10th house), Fighting, Judgement, two of wands rx]

Overall Theme for the New Year [Idealism (Sun in Aquarius, 11th house), the Hanged Man]: this year is about radical changes in perspective. Not only can you dare to dream, but you can also dare to make those dreams reality. Your mind is precious—protect and use it as much as possible. You may have had a complicated relationship with your desires & dreams in the past. Maybe others' pessimism affected you, and 2024 will prompt you to challenge limiting beliefs you’ve absorbed. This is a year where you realize that your hopes don’t have to detract from real life, they can be the seeds. Friends and community are especially significant in your 2024 energy.

A smile sits on the face of this philosopher, though this is not a title they chose for themselves. The symposium has hushed into suspicious and questioning tones, eyes on the philosopher who has not even said much at all. But what they have said, well, where do they get off? Their ideas are certainly not from here. They speak of a fantasy world where things are better than they are and the status quo is rudely disregarded. Where equality and fairness are true and not only words. The wise men furrow their brows and think, “foolish youth.” The philosopher explains nothing more; what is understood does not have to be explained. But, the seeds are sown. Quietly, in the hearts of the eternally foolish, the design of a better world is constructed.

Possible examples (but not limited to…): feeling called towards a job or interest but others around you not agreeing, feeling pulled towards many different directions, unsure of your “calling,” realizing something you want for yourself, changing your beliefs (especially about your role in the world, or about social expectations such as gender roles?), or a period where you’re interested in new beliefs but you try to deny this interest. Standing your ground, finding strategic ways to communicate with those around you (including ways to keep plans to yourself). At one point (or now) you may be wanting to escape or move far away, but later in the year you may actually lose interest in this or want to move somewhere that’s not as far. Career developments or planning, personal projects, applying to jobs or networking (part of this may feel discouraging or stagnant but don’t lose hope!), you may feel more connected to animals or nature this year (especially if you live in a wooded area), starting a business (especially with friends—crafts/handmade items? Or you might go to artists fairs & markets), working a “not as serious” or part-time job while you plan for a business/career, saving money

Extra Details: naivety, law enforcement or court case, some of you have info about a case you have not brought to the investigators? (I’m not giving legal advice here lol it just came to mind). Specific family member that’s very domineering (especially over you), though I am getting this is a pattern in your other relationships too (for some this person has no/almost no water placements in their natal chart? They could have very bright blue eyes). You may bite your tongue a LOT with this person but this is changing for many (possibly some arguments with them). Some of y’all really like peanut/nut butter 😭? Interest in the arts (or another field that’s not respected) that you’ve never seriously pursued, hiding your interest in artistic or “childish” things, coming from a conservative culture, the main one doing housework, having to be very observant of someone’s behavior to know the “right way” to talk to them so the conversation doesn’t go south? This pile has a way with words, like you naturally phrase things figuratively or poetically. “The time is now bitch, the time is now!! The war’s already started!!” Breaking Bad? Nature themed or inspired art. Mercury may be very important or aspected in the natal chart (possibly solar return as well to a lesser extent). 11th house may be prominent too

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Pile 4:

Something to Reflect On [the Tower, Queen of Pentacles]: hi pile 4! In this past year or the one before, something major shook up your life. Something shook your sense of security to the core. It challenged the notion of control, and you’ve had to rebuild it from the ground up. This feels like something that came out of nowhere, a life event that you know could happen to anyone but you either don’t expect it to happen to you when it does or it’s something you can’t plan for (like a sudden death/illness, breakup out of nowhere, houselessness/kicked out, I keep thinking you felt “dethroned”). As the Queen of Pentacles came after the tower and this pile had a very calming energy when I connected to you, you guys have started to or already come to terms with what happened. You’re picking up the pieces and getting back on your inner throne, though many of you are still dealing with the fallout of these circumstances. You guys should appreciate how far you’ve come in your inner world, or at least your amazing and impressive endurance. I don’t know why but there’s an emphasis on complimenting your endurance lol, the word “honorable” came to mind. This pile seems to have been through something incredibly hard (maybe on a physical level) that a lot of people would have folded under. Some of you had an opportunity to get out using shady means (like cheating or harming others, going against some kind of morals) and in the end you decided to stay by your integrity. This pile should really appreciate themselves, as you’re the one who has carried yourself through the tough storms.

A Peep into the New Year…:

At least one part of the year, if not the whole year, will feel jam-packed with a lot of different things happening. This is a blessed time where by your own willpower, abilities, and individuality, you’ll be able to receive something beautiful. I hear “convenience,” so, very convenient opportunities may come your way. Someone else could help arrange a blessing, or something could come into your life that makes it easier, but this is because of who you are as a person. This period may feel like a dream, like the Sun coming out after the clouds held it hostage. Things will happen that will help you to feel reconnected with life and the universe—your role in the scheme of things—and they may happen close together. This may be a little disorienting, so try incorporating some grounding practices into your life, or something that addresses feelings of disconnect (ex, meditation). I am also seeing a relationship focused on sensuality. This is new for most of you and may be with someone you already know. The relationship may begin with the help of someone else (maybe someone introduced you). This doesn’t seem to be the main event though; this relationship is one thing and the blessings I was talking about are another. Throughout everything, it’s highly emphasized to maintain your individuality. Either through the relationship or other things happening, you may feel the need to change yourself, or feel like a cog in the machine. The new developments could feel tiresome or too much for you. On a physical level, it may be a lot (especially if you have a job including manual labor/moving things). Not only do you need to take care of your body + needs, but also remember your uniqueness is needed. You’re not a spare part; you don’t need to be shaped to conform like others. Growing and changing is great, but the greatness comes from authenticity and the beauty of your specific path. Not from making yourself something you’re not. Alternatively, you may already be living like this and grow tired of it. [Fortune (Sun in Leo, 5th house), Existence, Such a Curious Dream rx, Romance (Venus in Taurus, 2nd house), Conditioning, Exhaustion]

Possibly related to the tiredness I mentioned, there may be a time where things seem totally out of your control—as if the wheel of life is turning and not waiting for you to catch up. There are bigger forces here, like institutions or other people that have control & importance over you. For example, higher education, local/state governments, the legal system. Something will stress you out, possibly news or the lack of agency you feel. This seems like a life pattern for this pile; it could trigger old feelings of lacking control. The unique qualities you have are what helps you move through these times, not what hinders you. The last card says “you will make it through this.” This period is bringing a cycle to the end (ten of swords was on the bottom of the deck); don’t catastrophize. The wheel of life is constantly turning, but you are also part of the wheel. I don’t know what it is about this pile but over and over your cards are pointing out how your individuality and the unique way your life has played out is your strength through all things (one of your cards says “there are not many like you!”). There may be a few things going on during this period that you have to juggle or prioritize over something you really wanted to do. A kind relationship with yourself is your foundation to face the world. The relationships around you will also be important, and may be one of the things making your life feel odd at this time (this news could be developments in a friend’s life). Maintaining bonds, internal and external, will create small blessings as you work towards peace. [Friendship (Moon in Cancer, 4th house), You Are Rare and Free, the Emperor rx, Shine Bright Like a Candle, Raidho rune]

Not every single oracle card referencing relationships I’m soo 😭. In fact, in every experience I read for you guys, something came out about relationships or loving someone. So obviously lol, companionships of all kinds are a large focus. This person (or people) will challenge you to close one of the constant cycles in your life—something regarding communication. Many of you have struggled to authentically communicate, possibly in regards to whatever it is about your individuality that keeps coming out. Maybe you tried to downplay or pretend in your relationships, and this has perpetuated a toxic loop (ex, if you are disabled, you may have downplayed the level of support you need). Your relationships will prompt you to be true, to see if you are up to the task of presenting yourself with all your lumps & bumps and saying, “here I am,” instead of, “don’t look at me.” They will also prompt you to rethink the role you play in healthy communication. You might have downplayed how you felt about others, like pretending to accept things you weren’t okay with. How this plays out will be different for everyone; maybe you will be with someone who understands you easily for once. It could be someone who understands you as long as you actually say something. Or, you may have to speak up for yourself and work through that struggle. Whatever the case, there’s an opportunity to grow through care & intimacy. You got another Sun card—the most fortuitous suite in the deck—so there’s a positive connotation to your bonds. With the Sun, Venus, and Moon all here (and the 2nd, 7th, and 9th house), I think these will be very compelling or fulfilling. You may interact a lot with someone who expands your worldview. But, even if someone is so close they feel telepathic, remember to still communicate and be conscious of cycles! [Acquisition (Sun in Taurus, 2nd house), Flirtation (Venus in Sagittarius, 9th house), Companionship (Moon in Libra, 7th house), Knight of Swords rx, the World]

Overall Theme for the New Year [Beyond Illusion, two of wands]: there's a strong emphasis on “dream-like” feelings this year. You may feel disoriented in the currents of life. You can either put your focus into the ever-changing external world and try to find your footing in those currents, or you can develop your stronghold in your inner world. By turning inward and looking at yourself without the outer noise, you can figure out what makes your soul feel good. You can learn more about yourself, what you’re capable of, and continue to develop security that cannot be washed away by what people say or do. When you only focus on the external, you focus on reacting. When you focus on the internal, you simply are, and you find the source of things.

A stray wanderer stands at the crossroads of themselves. To go left is to dream, where all the world resides. To go right is to wake up, to be with oneself, but not alone. Neither road promises soft steps nor uncalloused feet; a journey it will be either way. The wanderer is not hurried; all of eternity unfolds at the crossroads. They sit in the fork of the path and meditate.

Possible examples (but not limited to…): international travel, a tiring job (especially physically), shedding personas, increase in meditation, dreams, or spirituality, journaling/returning to journaling. A new lover, friends w/ benefits, or increased physical affection in a current relationship, someone giving you something or helping you to show appreciation, an arranged date, challenges to enjoying new things (ex, you travel but feel discouraged by how tiring it is due to health issues. So instead of telling those who want to be with you to go without you, maybe ask for a day of rest once you arrive). Going on hikes, camping, new activities in nature. Developments or news about something with the government or legal system (some kind of welfare, legal case? ), someone close moving away (especially for school), deciding to be friends instead of partners (this theme came out twice, you may flip flop between romance & friendship), very specific but someone you know may be worried about doing time or may get out of prison. Having to prioritize responsibility over a hobby or relationship, applying to school or for government assistance. Relationships that brings financial blessings or gifts, shedding old beliefs about relationships

Another very specific message: you may start or be in a relationship with a barista, bartender, or waiter. They may have an interesting relationship with money, like being very frugal or super generous. They may have a stocky build, very active (or you are and they contrast that). Even if they work with alcohol some do not drink at all. They may drink black coffee or tea instead. Some of them hoard.

Extra Details: living in a car, more life experience than other piles (age wise there are more people in their 30s+), house fire or having to escape your house in the past, partner suddenly kicked you out, living with parents, frosted flakes? Wanting children (or more) but unsure how this will work. Getting back on one’s feet, feeling excited or anticipating (especially about a job), health issues affecting work or that you got from work. You could think poetically/ metaphorically. A strong, solid, compelling energy when you embrace yourself. Don’t be flippant with birth control or protection even if you think you’re not fertile, especially with new, untested partners. Azealia Banks (212), Nicki Minaj. Strong Leo and fixed placement energy [at least in 2024], a person very in-tune with nature or who works with the environment (this could be you but seems more like someone you’ll get to know. Park ranger?) Wearing or using something special at work (an accommodation?). Disabilities, chronic illness/injuries (especially cerebral palsy or burns). Adult or spooky cartoons. Getting out of prison, probation, halfway house. The Lich (“I am the ceaseless wheel”), visual arts/making crafts (wanting to go to school for it; struggling to make time). Not completing or struggling in education, reading & speaking troubles (stutters?). Feeling perceived as uneducated or ineloquent, so you come up with unique ways to be understood. The way things go- beabadoobee (might remind you of your communication troubles).

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Pile 5:

Something to Reflect On [Endurance (Sun in Scorpio, 8th house), Resistance (Mercury in Taurus, 2nd house), Knight of Cups rx]: hi pile five! You guys really had to defend yourself last year? Or this is a trend in your life. Earlier in the year (or life) you expected and sought support from loved ones but in the end you had to protect yourself from those people, or you were in a struggle with them. Either because of incompatibility or underlying issues (mental, emotional, etc) you had to rescind your relationship with them, or they became an adversary to you. This could represent a breakup (any kind) or family relations, but one to two people in particular are getting highlighted (such as a love interest and also a parent figure). You should appreciate how you’ve shown up for yourself and survived—congratulate yourself for being strong even when you shouldn’t have had to be. Especially because this experience seemed to be very transformative or harsh. But, also analyze the ways this could've pushed you into a shell. There may be harmful habits you picked up in order to survive (especially in communication, for example being very defensive, closed off. You might struggle with snapping at people or feeling attacked). 

A specific message for some is you may have spent a lot of time pursuing someone who didn’t want you. You expected them to eventually come around if you kept at it? And you are called to reflect on different aspects of that, such as respect for your own time and others’ boundaries.

A Peep into the New Year…:

A portion of the year will be defined by communication or having a lot of ideas at once. This has to do with a conventional institution: school, jobs, marriage, religion, etc. You might be thinking of tons of different things you want to do but find it hard to settle on one or know what’s needed to accomplish your goals. There’s a lot of energy but not necessarily a lot of focus, more so planning, brainstorming, & communicating. These ideas might be centered on how you can be of service to the world, your life path, or how you can pursue a conventional route while putting your own spin on it. A specific message for some is you could want to pursue something that’ll help animals/the environment, or a humanitarian role (this could be anything from veganism to getting a non-profit job, etc). You may receive news about an engagement or marriage. If the institution does refer to religion, you could be very vocal about your beliefs at this time, but might get mixed responses. This may cause tension in the family or social circle. [Excitement (Mercury in Gemini, 3rd house), the Hierophant, Messages for a Rabbit, The Right Way rx]

Most likely related to the above, there’ll be a period where you decide to part ways with tradition. After much thinking, you may find something you thought you could pursue or endure is not for you—even though it’s what’s expected of you. This may be isolating, or you ‘ll feel weird compared to those around you. Or, you might spend more time with people who understand your decisions and self-expression—people who also broke away from tradition. This will be a sensitive time; you’ll be more in tune with your emotions and the emotions of others. Old feelings can surface, particularly of abandonment, loneliness, and disappointment. This could be very overwhelming, so take extra care of your mental and emotional health. You might grieve experiences you will no longer have now that you are committing to going a different way (example, you might feel left behind by friends who are going to college if you decide not to do that). Feel what you need to commit to your path. There could be a slight struggle in truly letting go of whatever this is, especially if it’s a belief system. Also allow yourself grace, patience, space, and empathy in getting used to changes. [Empathy (Moon in Pisces, 12th house), four of pentacles sideways, We’re All Mad Here, the Hierophant rx]

After dealing with others'/society’s expectations of you for so long, and even your own expectations of yourself, you may suddenly charge forth, revitalized. You will be empowered to make a life for yourself with your own two hands. Something about your body is significant; whatever path you decide on may include some kind of physical work (ex, hand-made art, modeling, physical labor etc, could also refer to moving & travel). If you are pregnant or get pregnant, this is in reference to your labor or last trimester. Shortly before this period you will feel you are carrying a burden that's not yours to carry. This can be others’ expectations, or it could refer to any duties you have been maintaining but don’t have your heart in. When you enter this time period, you may have a flare of indignation or feel upset that you've been living according to what others say and not your own truth. Hone this feeling into productivity. Example, if you feel angry that someone doesn’t believe in your art, make more art! You might also have a surge of confidence and stand up for yourself like never before, though be careful not to waste energy on those who refuse to understand. Whatever your case is, this will be a time to embrace your own truth and let go of those who seek to live through or control you. You will be setting out on your own in some way. You’ll break free of those ideas once believed to be your own, but now are clearly things others conditioned into you. You will seek freedom from the burden of not being yourself. [Birth (Venus in Cancer, 4th house), Enterprise (Jupiter in Aries, 1st house), Keep Your Temper rx, ]

Overall Theme for the New Year [Believe, Ostentation]: this year will challenge you to believe in yourself more. It’s not that this will get much easier. It’s your own constant effort showing that no matter what, you can rely on yourself. That your worth is far greater than what others think—you can accomplish what you set your mind to. Some of you may be afraid of following your own path due to material hardships. This is understandable, but whatever is giving you anxiety, know that building inner security is what enables people to make big leaps. Your emotions will be incredibly important guides for you this year. Learning to accept and maintain your emotional state will be part of what shows you your own unshakeable foundation. If you put in the work towards loving and supporting yourself, you will be flaunting (boasting even) self-confidence like never before.

The monarch rides through the streets of their kingdom, head held oh-so high. Is this the notorious royal descendant, are the rumors all true? Whispers and strange glances spread down the road like wildfire. Everyone wants a look—a taste—so they may judge this stranger themselves. They certainly have heard the terrible stories and fearful feats attributed to them, and if they know what’s good for them they’ll clear the air. But the monarch says nothing to anyone. Should they hold their head any higher, they will surely hurt their neck! There’s no need to explain anything, nor do they need to make a fancy show of themselves for the people’s opinion. Their crown is their confidence; it ripples around them like silk. The power in their gaze explains everything anyone needs to know.

Possible examples (but not limited to…): applying to universities or jobs, building a resume, changes in beliefs about your role in the world, environment, or ecosystem, changes in spiritual & religious beliefs that put you at odds with others, changes in diet, brainstorming careers or majors, taking a non-traditional route in school. Leaving a religion or similar system, standing up for yourself against loved ones, a new project/business/art form/career path, graduating, moving away or moving to another relative’s home, getting pregnant, if you are or get pregnant then you may be especially emotional during your second trimester, making a medical decision for yourself, cutting people off (especially toxic family), writing a lot (you may write letters or lots of notes too), growing out of a childhood belief, starting a job (especially part-time, or as a supplement to something else)

Extra Details: black holes, red hair or red as a common color in your style (also green), communion, wanting your suffering to be recognized, cheerleaders, high school students, spending time (especially Summer) in the countryside and by the ocean (sea creatures are significant. Some of you may want to go vegan/vegetarian but are struggling because you love seafood?), a relative (mostly female) who lives in a more rural area you can go stay with, really liking animated movies, especially animated fairy tales or the anime fairy tale? Might also like zombie media (shows etc) or feel like a zombie. Detail-oriented rather than big-picture focused, might tend to just say or blurt out whatever you want, Catholic stigmata?

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Pile 6:

Something to Reflect On [ten of cups rx, the Emperor]: hi pile six! Last year there was a disappointment, loss, or ending with a loved one, or someone in your support system. This could be anything from a breakup, to a family death (found family?), or feeling a lack of fulfillment with those around you. You had to remain strong through this loss of connection and fill the void it left. You could’ve felt like you were drowning in the emotional turbulence you endured (literal drowning is significant to some). You could’ve also felt lonely and like you had to be strong for whoever was left. Even though this doesn’t make the disappointment or grief easier to bear, please appreciate how you show up for yourself and others. 

A Peep into the New Year…:

Possibly related to the above message, you’ll be shouldering a burden that’s not entirely yours to carry. There’s a situation that’ll be unfair or unbalanced, and this will take a toll on you. This could be a legal case, something law-related like a will, inheritance, contract, or something where stipulations are involved. Or, it could be something where you feel you’re getting the short end of the stick and having to take on a duty that’s hoisted on you. If you recently had a death in the family, this is likely related to the aftermath (a funeral or burial? I heard “bury”). Through ideas, communication, or ingenuity (it could be your own or someone else’s), balance will be restored to the situation. This will likely involve letting go of something you were making yourself do (I hear “promise,” you may have to rescind a promise that’s become toxic?). This felt very stifling and anxiety-inducing, but a good outcome is on the horizon. Your word may carry a lot of power in this situation, which may be why you ultimately get to decide if this carries on in your life or not. [Influence (Mercury in Libra, 7th house), Law is not Justice rx, the Burden, the Sun rx]

For a portion of the year, financial & material achievement will be of greater importance. More stability or success can come in. If you have a job or business, you may have positive developments if you put in effort. However, there’s something in your life that’s pulling on you, or there’s some kind of dependent relationship related to this material success. For example, building your savings by living with family. Or, there may be something that’s taking a lot of your attention and making it hard to focus on your success. However, it seems any situation that makes you feel dependent or dissatisfied during this period will encourage you to put even more energy into advancing. Despite stability or comfort, you’ll be focused on going your own way or working towards goals. You’ll seek to protect what’s important to you by putting more of yourself into it. If you have children, they could feel more dependent on you at this time, or you could feel more responsibility towards them. This can also refer to the relationship with your own family. Pregnancy may be more likely. No matter the case, this period will be one of renewal where you’re focused on building up for the future. You may be less inclined to share your plans with others, despite the attention you receive. [Riches (Saturn in Capricorn, 10th house), 9 of pentacles rx, the Chariot, Berkano rune]

Finally, there’s a part of the year where you need to safeguard your own interests. The message came out a bit choppy but I will try my best to convey it. For some or all of the year, you may experience a surge in confidence and a sense of knowing. This could be in general, or it could especially be confidence placed in a person. Either way, the message I got was “be careful once you’re confident.” There will be events placed along your year that will differentiate between confidence, impulsiveness, and arrogance, but when you feel very sure, all of them can seem the same. Make sure to always use your wisdom and not just confidence alone as your guide. Don’t think yourself above others, don’t be a braggart, and don’t make impulsive decisions because you think the consequences won’t happen. This could be a message about yourself, or it could relate to someone challenging something you hold dear. What I’m saying might sound silly because I don’t think you’re the type to be haughty, if anything this pile is understanding of reality based on your experiences. So that’s why I’m trying to convey that I think this is something you would normally never think about, things you might take for granted. This can include your trust in someone or something to do with your body? An inheritance, or something you receive(d) through family, including a home. You are being asked to put in an honest effort and cover your bases instead of bluffing through situations. Example, make sure your inner security is based on yourself and not on someone being there to give it to you. Make sure you pay attention to your body’s needs instead of assuming you’ll feel perfect. Especially if a genetic condition runs in your family, pay attention to that. There are two Saturn cards in this part of your reading. Put in the honest work, protect yourself, be patient and fair without impulsiveness, and you can sail through choppy waters. [Inheritance (Saturn in Scorpio, 8th house), King of Cups, Risk (Saturn in Aries, 1st house), Uncertainty rx]

Overall Theme for the New Year [Manage To Be Glad, Nauthiz rune]: create your own happiness; don’t allow external circumstances to dictate your entire wellbeing. This year is about life lessons and effort. Embrace these as part of everyone’s path—including yours—and you won’t struggle against the tide. Going down too-good-to-be-true shortcuts and overindulging in fantasy both come with consequences later. Be attentive to your needs and not just your wants. Most importantly, be aware that your actions create short and long-term effects; just ignoring the future does not undo the ripples of your decisions. Be mindful of how you treat yourself and the kind of reality you create for future you.

Witch—that’s what they call the one in the woods. Perhaps you’ll see them at their doorstep, dressed in all black, petting the cat in their arms (surely a familiar). Maybe you’ll see the candlelight burning into the late night when one is up to no good. But are they a witch? They are wise and avoid missteps by careful planning. To an outsider it’s magic, but to the witch it is only common sense.

Possible examples (but not limited to…): resolving funeral/end-of-life matters (for a recent death), resolving ongoing legal questions or troubles after feeling anxious, carefully reviewing contracts or agreements, choosing yourself or to withdraw some of the care you give to others, speaking up for yourself or finding your voice, needing a vacation, living with family, movement in the family home, wanting a different job or career, taking care of family or children—or being taken care of, making a leap towards a material goal, setting up plans or money for the future, being recognized at work or by peers, super specific message but you could go on a lot of walks (specifically late at night) with a close friend or partner, spending time in a different house than usual, close friendship or needing friends for emotional support, friends w/ benefits, pregnancy-related scares or other sudden news about one’s body, saturn return, finding out you didn’t really know someone, a pattern from the past replaying, receiving inheritance, someone challenging a relationship

[18+ only message] For any that do SW, be very mindful of your circle and clients, as well as who gets your pictures, as there may be some jealous or revengeful energy surrounding that. For others that don’t do SW but may send 18+ pics, the same applies. Take wise precautions regardless of who gets them.

Extra Details: the ocean, trauma regarding water (but still drawn to it at the same time?), Yellow by Coldplay, diamonds, crystals (especially yellow ones?), Poker Face by Lady Gaga, South America (especially the northern part of S America like Colombia), Roman Holiday? Law school or firm, body dysmorphia, inheritance from a father figure (could be a grandpa—very thick round glasses, bald on top with feathery white hair, tan, very thick silver mustache, wore long sleeve button up shirts a lot, smiles a lot, gave you money, liked coffee a lot?), Neville Goddard, blood disorders or inherited disorders, chromosomal? Saturn as a prominent planet in the natal chart, solar return, or profection year (could have also been prominent in the chart of whoever passed recently), being the responsible or older child

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[starsomens]

peep! :3

I miss yall so much

take care of yourselves MUAH!

[scorchieart]

Checking in...

Hello, friends. I know it's been longer than a hot minute since I actually interacted, and I'm still currently on hiatus, but since I spent a sizable chunk of the past 2 years here, I thought it was a disservice to just up and vanish. I typically keep irl issues off this blog as I like to keep it a place that makes me happy, but the past 6 months have been some of the toughest of my life and I didn't want it creeping onto this space. However, it is currently Ramadan; the month of sincerity, devotion, and reflection. And with Spring just on the horizon, it seems a perfect opportunity to engage in some dual mental and physical declutter.

A lot has been going on around the world lately, and it seems like just keeping up with it all is a full-time job of its own. So much so that keeping up with your own life ends up taking a backseat some days. For myself, I have been working through grief and guilt on a scale that feels simultaneously not enough, and yet unjustified. It's a hard feeling to describe in words and I haven't been exercising my writing muscles lately, so I hope you'll excuse me cutting off here. But in talking with and reconnecting with friends this month, I've learned it's a pretty common feeling with no clear-cut remedy, but there are multiple ways to work through it. Prayer or meditation, taking care of your body, sharing your experiences instead of bottling them up. Whatever you do to re-center yourself and your morals. But the first (and I believe the most important) step is to sincerely admit to yourself that you're not feeling well and that you want to improve. That's a difficult idea to come to terms with, but catching yourself midway through a rough patch is monumentally better than letting yourself sink deeper into despair.

The purpose of this post is not to ask for sympathy towards myself, but to encourage you to take a moment to sympathize with yourself. And if you can't do it alone, find someone you trust to give you a hand. It's ok to not be at your best all of the time. Asking for help is not weakness, it reveals hidden strength. If you take anything from reading this post, I hope it is this.

Aside from that, just a few admin things to finish off. Despite me being a techy person, I'm actually rather inexperienced when it comes to social media and online interactions (if that wasn't obvious). First, I'm very sorry for the pileup of tags and DMs and asks that I haven't responded to. I hope to start on them in April. Next, I recently started a new sideblog for multifandom stuff. It doesn't have much on there, but in case you see a reblog from @bird-on-a-branch down the line, that's me. Lastly, if something I said or did was a slight to anyone here, please accept my apologies. Lots gets lost in context online, and as I said I am not the best with these types of interactions, but I won't use that as an excuse if I hurt someone I consider a friend.

Also, thank you to all the peeps on here who've kept in touch, even with just a quick hello or a little joke to cheer me up. It honestly means a lot to me <3 And thank you all for your patience and understanding. Take care of yourselves. Listen to some birdsong, and have a great day.

- Scorchie

[daddytexts]

Check out!

Sometimes it's better to be honest with one's self than to hide behind the truth.

Unfortunately, recently I’ve been feeling pretty mentally drained, and it’s hitting me harder than I expected. So, I’ve decided to step back from tumblr for a bit and take a break to focus on my mental health. It’s easy to forget to take care of yourself when life gets busy, but sometimes the most important thing you can do is hit pause and recharge.

I’ll be off for the next few days, probably around a week. During that time, the scheduled posts will remain so you'd still be getting texts from daddy but I won’t be responding to messages, DMs, or Asks. I know some of you have reached out, and I promise I’ll get back to everything when I return—just need this time to breathe and get back to myself.

Mental health is no joke peeps. It’s easy to get caught up in always being there for others or pushing through the tough days, but you gotta take care of YOU first.

I encourage every single one of you to do the same—listen to your body and your mind. If you’re feeling tired, burnt out, or just overwhelmed, don’t be afraid to take a step back and give yourself some much-needed rest.

I’ll be back before you know it, ready to jump back into things with you all. In the meantime, be kind to yourselves, take care of your mental health, and keep the space positive and safe. I appreciate each and every one of you for understanding and supporting me through this. Sending all of you love <3

[hoedamn-eron]

baby, please - part 3

Santiago will probably be just another one night stand.

Warnings: 18+. Just 2.6k words of pure smut (first time ever writing it, please be nice). Fingering. Oral (F!Receiving). Protected P in V (or is it??? In all seriousness, wrap it before you tap it). Swearing. Word count: 2,681 F!Reader, no use of Y/N.

Part 2 ● Series Masterlist ● Part 4

You stumble into your apartment giggling, still feeling the effects of the wine from the restaurant, but mostly because Santiago’s lips were already glued to your neck, his hands on your hips as you lead him into your small hallway. His warm hands never left you as you manoeuvred yourselves to close and lock your front door. You didn’t fancy giving your neighbours a peep show.

You gasp as Santi pushes you against the now closed door, his hips grinding into you. You could already feel him through his pants, hard against you. His lips trail down your neck and meet the junction between your neck and shoulder, lips grazing against them as he muttered, “Bedroom?”

It takes all of your concentration to remind yourself to breathe, and reply with, “Second door on the left.”

Santi pulls away and looks at you, taking a moment. His eyes, as they meet yours, hold a mesmerizing depth that seems to draw you in. They are both intense and gentle, carrying a spark of curiosity and warmth that instantly puts you at ease. There's a sense of mystery in those eyes, as if they hold untold stories and a world of experiences waiting to be shared.

You let out a groan as you felt his hands slide down your waist to your thighs. You take the hint and jump, Santi catching you with ease before he wraps your legs around his waist, and his hands squeeze your ass.

“Santi!” you cried. “Your knees!”

“Fuck my knees.”

Your eyes close as your lips met with his, a groan simultaneously leaving you both. His lips were soft, and his tongue tasted like the last beer he’d thrown back before you left Bella Cucina. You felt the fire already coursing through your veins, and your heart was racing in your chest as you lightly pulled away from him.

“Santi…” you managed to sigh against his mouth. “I want…”

He cuts you off with a groan as he squeezes your ass again before giving it a smack.

“I want you too,” he gasped. Santi walked away from the door and into your apartment, towards your bedroom. He pauses as his foot finds one of your plant pots, knocking it over and dusting soil all over the floor. He pulled away from you suddenly and glances to the floor, hissing through his teeth at the mess. “Oh, shit, sorry – “

You were already shaking your head. “Don’t worry about it.”

You attached your lips to his again, his tongue pushing its way through your lips. He continued to your bedroom door, kicking it open, and practically throwing you on your bed. You bounce lightly, giggling as you lean back on your elbows and watch him with hooded eyes, biting your bottom lip.

He looks down at you, his gaze intense at your body stretched out on the bed, the sheets wrinkled and inviting. Despite the fact he had gone so fast in getting here, now that this was happening, he was slow, careful, obviously taking his time with you; he didn’t want things to be too rushed despite your desires. It's as if he had the ability to make you forget the world around you both, focusing solely on the moment with you.

“As much as I like this dress on you, hermosa,” Santi muttered, his voice deep and rough. “I’d love to see you out of it.”

He crawls over you, stopping at the hem of your dress. His strong, limber hands lift up your left leg to your thigh, then down to graze across you calves before he grabbed your boot, pulling it off and tossing it carelessly on the floor. He followed the same route on your right leg, the thump of the final boot loud throughout the room. You smiled up at him as his hands travelled back up your body, moving to the hem of your dress. He lifted it up slightly, placing light kisses on the inside of your thighs, causing you to groan and rake a hand through his hair, something you were aching to do as soon as he met you at the table in the restaurant.

Santiago moaned at the shivers that ran down his spine. “This’ll be short if you’re going to keep doing that.”

You bit you lip as you grinned, giving his hair a tug again, being praised with the same moan to slip from his lips. You let out another gasp as he hooks his hands around your underwear and rips them from your body, literally, and disposing of the remains of your favourite pair of panties across the room. You yelp as he roughly threw both of your thighs over his shoulders and settles himself in between your legs, looking at your core.

“You’ve got such a pretty pussy, cariño.”

Oh shit, no-one has ever spoken to you like that before. You’re probably dripping on the bed as his words alone. Your nerves felt like they were on fire, and you were about to practically beg the man to do something, but you were cut off by his mouth pitching forward to lap his tongue up your seam, tasting you. You weren’t sure the noise you made was human when his tongue swiped through your folds, and he wasted no time in sinking two fingers into your throbbing pussy, pumping his fingers at a steady pace.

This man was a God. There was no way he was this good. You’re close already, pleasure flowing through your veins. Santi looks up at you from his place between your legs, his tongue lapping away at you in long, hot strokes. Your mouth falls open at the look in his eyes; his pupils were blown with pleasure, and you weren’t ignorant to the fact that Santi was rutting his hips into your bed.

That was hot.

“Fuck,” you cry, throwing your head back as the Adonis at your pussy curled his fingers within you. “Santi, that’s so…fuck, that’s so good, please…”

You weren’t sure what you were asking for, all you could think was that he needed to keep doing what he was doing with his fingers. And his mouth. And his eyes, is it normal for anyone to look at you so intently when eating you out?

Your hips thrust upward, trying to get just a little bit more friction, but Santi’s arm coming over your hips and pressing down forced your movements to stop. “Stay still, you need to cum on my face,” he muttered against you before wrapping his lips around your clit to suck roughly.

Your orgasm was coming and coming quickly. The pleasure rising and growing with each pump of Santi’s fingers and each swipe of his tongue, each move thought out carefully. It was as if he knew your body as well as you did. You were a moaning mess, your back arching as he continued his unrelenting pace, dark eyes watching your face contort with each moan of his name.

“That’s it,” cooed Santi. “You’re taking my fingers so well, cariño. Are you going to cum for me?”

That did it. With his movements and his tone full of praise, your climax tipped easily, and you let out a long, high-pitched whine as you let yourself go. The waves of pleasure crash over you, your senses, making you barely aware that Santi was now gently lapping at you, muttering praises against your throbbing cunt. You let out a small sigh as he touches you so gently.

“Fuck, you’re so wet,” his breathes hotly into your thighs.

“Santi…” you sigh, finally looking down at him. He looks up at you with raised eyebrows, causing you to grin. “You’re wearing too much.”

Santi grinned. “So are you.”

You both scramble to sit up, stripping down until you were both naked and panting. You stared at each other, the room feeling cool against your heated skin. Santi was well built, not overly muscled with a little bit of softness on his waist, but he could obviously throw you around with little effort if he wanted to. He had a few faded scars scattered around, which you guessed was from his days in the army. He was perfect.

Your eyes lower to his dick. It was a little darker than the rest of his body, the head red. Erect and up against his stomach, his cock twitched involuntarily, searching for a cunt to bury itself in. Yours, hopefully. Definitely yours.

Santi joined you on the bed, cupping your cheeks and bringing you into a kiss. You groan as you get a hint of yourself on his tongue, your hands resting on his forearms. He impressively manoeuvres you with little separation, so he’s lying on your bed, and brings you over his lap, causing you to straddle him.

His pulls away and places his hands on your hips. He looks down at his cock rolling against your seam, his head catching at your clit. You gasped before bringing your lips back to Santiago’s, meeting them roughly before going to his jaw, then his neck, grazing your teeth down the skin. Santiago leaned back against your pillows, giving you access to that spot where his neck met his shoulder.

“Marking me, hermosa?” Santiago asked breathlessly as you sucked at his skin, leaving a purple mark on the bottom of his neck.

You hum a small, confirming laugh, before lifting yourself up to look at him. You watched his dark eyes become almost black as his pupils dilated in pure lust for you. The look Santiago gave you was gasoline to your already burning nerves, and he pulled you down to him, kissing you feverishly. Your hips ground against each other, your bodies growing hot and your kisses breathless against one another as your moans and groans overtook you.

“Fuck,” Santiago breathed, moaning your name. “Condom?”

“Bedside drawer,” you reply, leaning over to said beside drawer and opening it, digging around for the usual open box of condoms.

You felt Santiago smirk against your skin, as he kissed lines around your breasts, easy to do at the angle you were at, latching onto one of your nipples and licking at the sensitive bud while you rummaged in your drawer. You moaned, pressing up against him. “Oh, shit, Santi,” you gasped. Santiago switched over to you other breast, and you were so turned on, you felt you could cum again from his ministrations. Your hands wrapped around a foil wrapper, pulling it out the drawer and looking down at him. He smirked back up at you, and you pulled him up by his hair to kiss him again. He groaned against your lips, his hands trailing from you breast down to your waist. One hand dipped below, and he just barely swiped over you core.

“You’re so wet for me, hermosa,” he whispered, and pressed his fingers back into you briefly.

“Santi, I need you,” you moaned, bringing him into another kiss. “Please just fuck me.”

Santi nodded against your lips as his removed his fingers, taking the condom from you. You leaned back as he ripped open the packet and pulled out the condom before rolling it down on himself. He groaned as he gave himself a few pumps, his eyes closing momentarily before opening them again and looking at you, nodding. You moved yourself back over him, grinding yourself against him before you lift yourself up, grabbing his cock and sinking yourself down onto him slowly.

You moaned at the feeling of how full you were. You sat fully on top of him, bottoming out. Santi squeezing his eyes closed as he willed himself not to move, hissing as you squeezed around him.

“Jesus fucking Christ,” you managed to gasp, tipping you head back. “You feel so big. Make me feel so full.”

Santi let out a guttural moan as he grasped onto your hips, hold you so hard that you were sure he was going to leave bruises. You couldn’t find it in you to care. Slowly you pulled yourself up, sinking back down onto him again. Hot spikes of pleasure made your thigh muscles tense uncontrollably, but you didn’t want to ride too fast and give him the satisfaction of seeing you cum so soon. Your walls tightened around his cock causing a loud whimper to slip from your mouth.

“You feel so good,” Santiago groaned. “So fucking tight.”

“Fuck me, Santi, please,” you cry, your hands landing on his chest.

Santiago sat up and ran his hands down to your ass, grabbing it hard. He pulled you up and down on his dick, fingers pressing hard into your skin as you cried out in animalistic noises at the feeling of him sliding in and out of you. The coil in your stomach was tightening rapidly as your gripped onto his shoulders, digging your nails in harshly, leaving crescent moons into his skin.

“You’re doing so well, baby,” Santi all but growled into your ear.

“I’m going to…” you whimpered as his hands moved to your hips. The rhythmic sound of slapping skin fell in rhythm with your frantic breathing. His fingers dug in painfully, but it sent shockwaves to your heat as he bounced you on his cock, bucking up to meet you. “Faster, Santi, please.”

Santiago gasped as he rolled his hips into you, speeding up a bit more but making sure he stayed deep. You felt his pubic bone grind amazingly against your clit with every thrust, and it felt so Goddamn good. This was possibly the best you’d ever had, and if it hadn’t been abundantly clear that this was only a one-time thing, you would have permanently kept this amazing man strapped to your bed. It wouldn’t be anything else but this with Santiago. You kissed him slowly, deeply, catching both of your moans, and especially as Santiago put a bit more force behind his thrusts – not to hurt you, but to hit you deeper, and it worked. He brushed up against your g-spot, and it made your legs shake and your back arch, your chest meeting his. You squeezed down on him with each thrust, making him moan shakily into the hollow of you neck.

“I-I’m not…shit, hermosa, I need you to cum with me,” Santiago all but begged, his hips still pressing into you, and the feel of him inside you and the tone of his words brought you to orgasm as he reached his finish at the same time. Santiago tensed below you, pulsing inside of you as he thrusted his hips into you, his forehead on your shoulder as he groaned into your hot skin. Your vision faded, and white-hot sparks shot from all over, sending pins and needles right down to the tips of your fingers. You ran your hands through his hair before pulling him towards you and kissing him sloppily as you rode out each other’s peaks. You swallowed his moans, your hips slowly moving against him.

You pulled away eventually, needing to breathe. You rest your forehead against Santiago’s as you breathed against his lips, your movements slowing before stopping. He slowly pulled out of you with a groan, burying his face back into your neck, panting heavily.

“You okay?” you asked breathlessly. You felt your skin warm in embarrassment. What kind of question was that?

Santiago snorted before chuckling into your skin. He pulls away and looks up at you, a gentle look on his face as he gives you a smile. “Yeah, I’m okay.”

You giggled. “Sorry. It’s been a while since I’ve had any human interaction other than my work colleagues.”

Santi laughed and leaned in and kissed you, a little more gently than before. You hummed before letting out a small scream as Santiago flipped you over, him hovering over you. You bit your lip as you felt him hardening inside of you again, his hips slowly and shallowly rocking against your used walls.

“Well in that case, I supposed I’ll just have to stay a little longer.”

[satanicsanity]

Hiya peeps!! So I've already uploaded 5 videos today, there MAY be a 6th one uploaded but.. Honestly I think I might just need to take a break for today! I've been feeling a little sad and worn down lately, and when I begin to get into the same routine everyday it makes my brain completely mush! So I'm gonna take a break for the rest of today, uploads should continue tomorrow! <3 much love!! 🩷🩷🩷 Remember to take care of yourselves!

I'm gonna close off my requests for the moment, and re-open them tomorrow! <3

[sparrowsortadrawzzz]

ahghsh hi hello my bird peeps ^^ welcome to my lil corner of the internet, where I do art (including requests), and bury myself in my beloved hyperfixations!

fandoms include good omens, doctor who, night at the museum, our flag means death, x-men '97, helluva boss/hazbin?? maybe??, and LOTS of musicals!

I'm a demirose genderfae lesbian, and have ADHD and possibly autism (getting tested at some point-) I also am otherhearted (angelkith!) so please keep this a kind place! no hate or terfs!!! (I'm also an INFP-T and a Taurus if you care about that-!)

ANYWAYS LET'S SPREAD LOVE AND KINDNESS AROUND TOGETHER! ^^

GO SUPPORT MY BESTIES @atthispointeverythingischaos'S AND @pansysworks'S WRITING!!! GO GIVE THEM SOME LOVE!! :D

ALSO! BLOG HEADER WAS MADE BY MY AMAZING FREN(not on Tumblr)!!

i have four side blogs, my good omens oc rp account @sparrow-birdangel, my Gabriel and Beelzebub ask/rp account @g00brielandbeez, my singing account @sparrowsortasingzzz, and my oc ask account @wallienastroanswer!

i should probably make like...a tag guide??

so for all my drawings, it's got the tag "the sparrow drawzzz"

for all random thoughts, it's "the sparrow squawks"

for all requests/asks, it's "the birds have spoken"

for all writing, I've got "tales from the nest" as the tag, thank you to leoontheair for that wonderful name!!

for reblogs I have "the sparrow reblogs"

and for moot interactions, it's "YIPPEE MOOTS" or "moot fam"!!

enjoy! :D

⬇️HERE'S THE LINK TO MY GOOD OMENS FANFIC!!⬇️

https://archiveofourown.org/works/53621443

Azira Phinneas Hale and Anthony J Crowley (it's not really just a J-) meet in an old-ass fictional university! There, they befriend and eventually, fall for each other, and help each other heal from their past <3

OKAY SO IN CASE YOURE WORRIED ABOUT THE TAGS, IT COMES UP IN CHAPTER SEVEN, NINE, ELEVEN, AND THIRTEEN- they're flashback chapters andddddd yeah <3 take care of yourselves and I'll put warnings beforehand!! ⚠️please please please mind the tags, and read the notes at the beginning!!⚠️

[blank-house]

hiiììi,, do y'all mind people making discord fan servers? since you don't have an official one yet, I've been thinking of putting one together. obviously it's fine if you'd rather I not, but I would love to gather up some fans and chat about the game!! have a good day <3

Go right on ahead! We're honored you like our game enough to start one :,)

Edit: FORGOT TO ADD but like as you're welcome to run your server however you want, just a note that we're not affiliated with it. ^^, We do hope fans will have fun and be able to chat about the game in a safe place so if peeps do join it please remember to take care of yourselves and treat others with respect!

[facesofthefog]

Alrighty! I'm planning my return and will be replying to things I owe tomorrow. If you'd rather I don't reply to the old threads, do tell.

If you'd like to help me get me back in my muse, some random asks would be highly appreciated <3

Also heads up, I'll be removing Nathan. From now on, he'll only be a background character for Samuel for a range of reasons. Sorry to any peeps who were interested in the old man.

Remember to drink some water and take care of yourselves <3

[walmart-miku]

THIS IS FOR ALL THE PEEPS IN COLLEGE!!!

YOU WILL PASS YOUR CLASSES. YOU WILL GET AN A+ I BELIEVE IN YOU <3

PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES AND REMEMBER TO HYDRATE. (I know caffine is a wonderful thing but pls don't live off energy drinks and coffee)

GOOD LUCK I BLESS YOU WITH ✨️A+✨️

[zenasilvera6812]

CHARACTER X OC RULES

A follow up from my previous post about my rules for requesting. I stated that Character x OC fics/headcannons/etc were allowed but that I needed to make another post for rules and things I'll accept specifically applying to OC fics.

1. First of all, please, please, PLEASE make your OC make sense for the world/universe you created it for. Do not ask me to write about a fairy princess OC for a goddamn Fallout fic. Keep it realistic within the world's standards. Some things are passable if you can make them make sense, but try to keep to the world. (Some worlds are very mixed in ideals and allow almost any kind of elaborate design, and that's all good)

2. I WILL NOT input my own OCs into these fics. If I create an OC fic for myself, it'll be entirely separate. I would personally find it annoying if someone put their OC in a fic I requested when I didn't ask them to. These fics are for YOUR characters to take the spotlight, not mine, unless I specifically wrote something for myself that I wanted to share.

3. Last 'rule' so to speak is about the story of the OCs. I don't mind altering canon events a LITTLE for the benefit of an OC. Whether it's a side story or some major event. But please... Try to keep to the canon story somewhat. It's very similar to rule one: Make it make sense to the world the OC belongs to.

Now, here are the things I will need to successfully write a fic for an OC.

- The name of OC (bonus if there is a meaning behind said name).

- Age (no under 18 for NSFW, no buts nor ifs).

- At least a few key elements of their backstory, personality, and physical attributes.

- If non-human, pls state the OC's race.

- ANYTHING you find essential to your fic should be stated. The more details you give, the better your fic will be.

Finally, these last few things go for ALL fics, not just for OCs.

- When and where in the story the fic's events are occurring.

- What characters in the world are important to the fic's plot.

- I am fine with writing on vague details, but if you want something specific, BE specific. I love my writing liberty, but it won't always end up the way you may want.

- ALL of my writing on Tumblr is free, so no commissions are necessary. I am not selling my work, I am working on my skills as an author by taking on requests and prompts I would otherwise shy away from, ignore, or simply not think about. People asking for my writing gives me incentive to try new things out while also remaining on ideas I love.

I am currently working on some fics right now, but I am still taking requests. Feel free to DM me or ask me through my inbox. I hope you all have a great day/night lovelies! Please take care of yourselves. Drink some water, have a snack, and take a few minutes for yourselves to relax. Bye, peeps!

[ladyofthelake]

For my mutuals followers and the fandom I love, I hope that you’re all okay and know that we’ll get through all this weirdness of 2020 and something I have learned is you’re always a lot stronger than you think <3

[powerseeking]

@bloodawakening is a fucking nerd and i love them

[grey-queen]

I mean, I’m a couple of weeks late, but hey! There’s over 300 people following me now! That’s pretty neat.

Welcome to the party, all you kind strangers!