#tails has autism I SWEAR

[simplystupidfreak]

TAILS AUISTIC HEADCANON/TRAITS!

Since I headcanon Tails as autistic to the bottom of my heart (totally not projecting *cough*), here are some little things that I think the fox would do:

Constantly has burnouts due to the fact that he does too much at the workshop. Sonic usually tries his best to prevent like, reminding his little brother to take care of himself but man, the fox is stubborn as.

Just can not deal with loud noises at all. Especially in social events that involves large crowds. He has very sensitive ears (his a fennec fox and I will hold onto that headcanon even when I fall to my grave) so, he can hear things and sounds from a good, long distance which is helpful in situations where they need to search for something in Eggman's base... not when crowds or just too much is involved.

Connected to the 2nd, his way of dealing with these type of situations is by going non-verbal, clingy onto his big brother for desperate comfort (could also tie onto separation anxiety, which I also head canon due to his trauma) and needing alone time afterwards which can be workshop stuff, reading and stargazing.

Hyper fixations exist obviously. He is into planes (and sometimes ships from time to time), history (learning about the planet and such which Knuckles sometimes helps time to time), SPACE and he'll probably be in fandoms like TMNT and Spider-Man (probs in the movie universe).

He can't take a joke and that's just that. It will take him 5 minutes to an hour to figure it out. Little overthinker fox.

HE STIMS! His stims are jumping up and down, yapping way too fast, hand-flapping, wagging his two tails really fast, pacing up and down, making the weirdest sounds in the most random times (imagine Sonic and Tails are walking through the snow in silence and you hear this strange noise and the blue hedgehog will literally go running up and down to see who the stranger is to find out that it was his little brother) and staring into space/zoning out if he needs to think.

He is considered (by his big brother) the info-dumper. Tails loves to talk about his special interest and he needs to yap it out or else he will go crazy (literally) so, Sonic always tries his best to set some time for the fox to spill it out. Missions and adventures do make it harder, especially when it's like war, so, Tails sometimes writes it down and when it's an appropriate time (which Sonic will signal bc the fox can sometimes do things in no good times), he will give the notebook to Sonic for him to read.

Tails USED to bite Sonic when the fox was really young, mostly on the hand and arm but, it slowly grew out of it yet, there are days where Tails has the urge to bite something or someone so, the fox would eat some mints (hey, i just figured out why Tails likes mints huh?)

Meltdowns used to be common when Tails was younger which involved screaming, lashing out on the floor and crying which typically did happen when the kit was overwhelmed, sensory overload, stress or change. Sonic always allowed his lil bro to give him some space (in public, the blue hedgehog would pick him up and run to the nearest quiet space to proceed the meltdown) and watch over him and try his best to help so that Tails doesn't hurt himself. Of course growing older, Tails is less prone to meltdowns but, they still happen. Since the fox is older, his meltdowns look like either just crying out of the nowhere and sitting in a corner, snapping and yelling if someone just got on his nerves or self-harming himself. Yet still, Sonic would always be there to help him.

Lucky last... Tails always sleeps with his comfort plushie (it's a Sonic plushie, don't be surprised) and sometimes puts it in the Tornado just in case he needs it if he gets overwhelmed.

[that-sunny-pup]

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Dogday has Autism and ADHD!

Because of his big ol ears, he has bad sensory issues with specific sounds, especially since he can hear so well. Because of that, he carries around headphones with him everywhere, so if you see him sitting somewhere with them on, he is overwhelmed, do not bother him!!

He glows in the dark like a nightlight, but his pendant glows constantly.

When he stims, he does so with tail wagging, hand flapping, and leg stomps/shakes.

he howls at the sun instead of the moon!

He is TERRIFIED of sunflowers. they stare back, he swears they do.

he finds pop rock candy very fascinating! it's his favorite candy.

he likes basking in the sun! and though he may be busy with something almost all the time, he always has an eye out, and is always keeping his friends safe, no matter what!

He 100% puts others before himself, no doubt.

he also has bad memory. not HORRIFICALLY bad, but its not very good either.

his body temperature is warmer than everybody elses, meaning he overheats easily. In contrast to what most would think, he likes cold weather more than summer weather.

[thicctails]

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The Axolotl, once he's recovered from the shock of getting ripped from their godly form, decides that he'll go by Axel for now, since they know their true identity isn't known in this dimension. (He was tempted to go by "Frilliam", but decided not to)

Bill has no such plans and keeps his name. Calls Axel 'Frills, Ax, Pinkie, Big Guy, Stupid Salamander, ect'

Axel has he/him + they/them pronouns, with no preference for either. Bill goes by he/him.

If you've ever seen the movie Step Brothers, then you can get a good idea of how Axel and Bill's relationship develops. Very much a slowburn enemies to friends situation.

Axel starts off being very kind and cordial to Bill, but rapidly devolves into hating his guts for a while since he has almost zero emotional regulation, even less than Bill, since he's used to having very subdued emotions. Being stuck with the former demon in a shitbox Yugo going across America really tests his patience. Hands are thrown many, many times before they get their shit together.

Bill is trans because the genocidal little monster deserves 1000 period cramps. He doesn't understand why his meat sack betrays him once every month, and Axel is of no help because they don't know either. Both are convinced Bill is dying the first time he gets his period. It teaches him empathy and regret for inflicting pain far better than the Theraprism ever could.

Axel's secret shame is that he desperately wants to eat various insects. Alive. Cipher must never know.

Bill is like Mabel in that he changes his outfit every single day. He will not hesitate to rob a store for a new outfit, although he finds that he actually really likes making his own.

Don't try and take Axel's hoodie. It will not end well for you.

Autism 🤝 ADHD solidarity

The end of Axel's ponytail looks like his true forms' tail. If you look at it right, it shimmers. Bill's remaining eye glows slightly when he's emotional.

Both of them struggle with being human. Bill does everything he can to avoid sleep, because he is plagued by nightmares every time he falls asleep. Axel swears he can feel their body dying. They feel heavy and awkward now that they are bound by gravity. Hunger, fear, tiredness, hygiene, thirst, sunburns, and emotions make adjusting to their new lives incredibly hard.

Both of them tried swimming once, convinced they'd be able to do it with ease, only to end up almost drowning. The fear of death is real with these two, and both of them refuse to have baths, only showers.

Bill absolutely adores his metal attack barbs. They make warding off people who can't take a hint a breeze!

Axel loves being able to talk to people, but he's not very good at it. He gets mad jealous of Bills social skills, until Cipher inevitably fucks it up by being himself.

[nightcolorz]

I am in NEED of more headcanons about Ivan, I'm so in love with the idea

AW OMG YAY!!! Ur in luck because I have so so many Ivan headcanons, so many dude 😭🙏. Thank u for the ask!!! I’m so excited. For ppl coming across this without context for who ivan is: https://www.tumblr.com/nightcolorz/754664585129279488/okay-i-swear-last-from-me-tonight-and-no-spoilers?source=share , here ya go. TLDR he is my Armand x Daniel fan kid who was conceived by vampire chronicles canon compliant prince lestat trilogy era vampire clone child means

HEADCANONS!!:

—Armand named his son Ivan to honor his mortal father, and to honor the culture and heritage he associates with him. By naming his son ivan armand vowed to find inspiration in the fierce devotion, love, and protectiveness his father had for him while breaking the cycle of violence and abuse his father introduced him to

—Armand very heavily restricts who is allowed to interact with Ivan, he is VERY weary of anyone being around him extendedly who isn’t him or Daniel. He has a selection of vampires he trusts with Ivan to varying degrees that he composed before he was born, and that list loosens as he ages. Bianca, Alessandra, Benji + Sybelle, Louis, Lestat (selectively), and Fareed and Seth (who handle Ivan’s pediatric care, he has check ups every three months or so), are the only vampires who Armand considers worthy of interacting with Ivan 😭 he’s very over protective

—Ivan didn’t start talking until he was around 6, which Daniel and Fareed thought was probably indicative of a developmental disorder they should screen him for. Armand was very insistent that this was normal and Ivan didn’t have anything wrong with him because “Armand was the same way as a child” (Ivan has autism 💀 and so does Armand). For the majority of his childhood Ivan carried around a communication device to help him with his speech impairments

—When he was young Ivan spawned some inappropriate behaviors from observing the way his vampire parents interact, such as biting ppl as an equivalent for kissing bcus in his household his parents bite each other/share blood bcus they love each other 😭🙏. Which is cute at a glance, but became a problem when Ivan started biting other children to try and communicate that he wants to be friends 💀

—When he was little Ivan had long hair that reached his lower back. Before putting him to bed Armand and Daniel rotated between putting his hair in a braid so that it didn’t tangle while he sleeps.

—Armand goes through hyperfixations like his dads, his longest and most prevailing interests being wolves and video games. He was the type of kid to wear wolf ears and a tail wherever he went, lol. He’s also a major screen addict 💀 his favorite games are Minecraft, Roblox, and five nights at freddy’s

—Ivan is a massive little shit 💀 it doesn’t help that both of his parents encourage him, especially Daniel (he thinks it’s hilarious). Armand is an enabler 💀💀. When he was little Armand used to bring Ivan to Vampire court meetings and have him sit on his lap while he played on his iPad, just for convenience and so that he didn’t have to leave him in someone else’s care, since Daniel usually attended meetings with him. He had to stop doing this when Ivan started talking at 6 bcus he’d end up interrupting meetings to run his mouth and make fun of vampires that armand complained about at home😭. Poor lestat couldnt get a word in without this seven yr old ginger boy making fart sounds whenever he spoke 💀.

—Armand raised Ivan as a Protestant Christian. Armand retains the healthy and comforting aspects of his faith and religious values post canon (in my heart), and he hopes to share the comfort and importance he finds in God with his son in an empowering and healthy way (and undue any generational religious trauma in the process ‼️). Armand tried taking Ivan to church in his early childhood but Ivan was too sensorily overwhelmed by the environment for it to work out, so Armand teaches Ivan his faith at home by reading a kid’s bible to him at bed time and doing nightly prayers, telling him that Jesus loves him, stuff like that.

—Armand was a suppperr overprotective parent, and he had an incredibly intense (trauma based) anxiety about someone harming Ivan or taking advantage of him while he’s a vulnerable child. This *heavily* influenced his parenting, which became a problem bcus the prevailing fear and anxiety that Armand let inform all of his actions began to affect Ivan and cause him to take on some of that social anxiety and paranoia during his childhood. Daniel had to have a lot of talks with Armand about this 🙏 and Armand is eventually able to work through it, but it’s pretty bad for a while

—Daniel is a good contrast to Armand when it comes to parenting. He’s lighthearted and chill, and is a very positive relaxing presence in Ivan’s life. It’s very important to Daniel that Ivan get to experience the typical, classic childhood trademarks Daniel grew up with, which can sometimes be hard to access bcus of his unique circumstances. But Daniel still finds away <3. He teaches Ivan to ride a bike, takes him to theme parks, gets him cheesy decorations and a cake with candles for his birthday parties, takes him on night time beach trips, stuff like that lol.

—Armand wanted to keep Ivan homeschooled for his whole life but Daniel insisted he start going to school when he turned ten so that he can interact with other children and learn to be social and independent from his parents. Armand obliged, and sent him to a private, small, high priced Catholic school, in fear that smth less sheltered and prestigious would be too much. Ivan quickly started to get badly bullied in school, and Armand freaked out and insisted that they need to pull him out of school. Daniel and him had a big argument, Daniel saying that cutting off Ivan from the world anytime he faces adversity is going to ruin him in adulthood. They can’t come to a comprise, and so Ivan is given the finale say, and decides to go back to home schooling. He only goes back to school when he turns fourteen, and tells his parents that he’d like to try public school so that he can get to have the normal teenager experience. Needless to say he has an interesting time 💀 Obviously being the homeschooled, extremely wealthy and socially isolated genetic clone son of a vampire makes it pretty hard for Ivan to relate to other children, but he is able to find his own flock of weirdos, and by adulthood Ivan is a thriving social butterfly.

—Ivan inherited Armand’s artistic talent and passion. The type of art he makes is very different though, lol. He draws a lot of animals (he’s a bit of a furry), and he is rlly into creating characters and making up stories with his art. He gets into animation in his teen years

—Ivan has pretty bad sensory issues, especially when it comes to sound, so he often carries his noice canceling head phones with him

—Armand fixated on child safety when he becomes a parent and took some pretty strict measures when it came to trying to protect Ivan. When he found out about online grooming and online pedophile circles he vowed to very thoroughly go through all of Ivan’s devices once a month. Ivan doesn’t like this 💀 particularly bcus of his love for raunchy wattpad mafia boss romances 😭. Thankfully for Ivan, Armand knows from experience that their r worse ways for a teenager to explore his sexuality then reading shitty erotic online, and if he happens to come across any smutty writing in Ivan’s history he will tasteful ignoring it🙏

—Raising Ivan caused Armand uncover a lot of repressed childhood memories (some good, some traumatic). One of the good ones was the memory of the song Armand’s mother used to sing to him and his siblings to soothe them. Armand starts singing this song to Ivan when he cries as a baby, and it heals a part of him to feel that connection to his mother after so long.

—When Ivan gets older he starts gaining interest in reading the vampire chronicles, which Armand is very adamantly against. When he reaches the age where Armand can’t exactly stop him from reading anything, Ivan tries reading the vampire armand, but he doesn’t get past the beginning because he finds it too nauseating to read about those things happening to his father.

—Daniel struggles with knowing that Ivan will never rlly have an extended family. He mourns that his parents will never know their grandson, and sometimes wonders what they would think of him

—As a rite of passage, on his fifteenth birthday Daniel gifts Ivan his favorite leather jacket when he was a young man. Ivan feels so cool in it that he wears it nearly everyday of freshman year.

—When Ivan reaches the point in puberty that Armand never did and starts to deviate significantly from him in appearance Armand is shocked by how much Ivan starts to resemble his namesake. When Ivan grows into an adult he is stocky and thick, and he wears his hair long with his natural curls, and has a pretty nice beard. He looks like a modern day gay Viking lol

—As a teenager Ivan goes through a rebellious phase and starts having a bunch of unhealthy, volatile relationships, in response to how restrictive and isolating his upbringing was. It scares the ever loving shit out of armand. At some point Ivan had a short lived relationship with an older man, which was quickly cut off by Armand and Daniel finding out and very violently killing him 😭. This prompted the end of Ivan’s rebellious streak

—Armand was concerned that Ivan would begin to crave the dark gift and resent Armand for refusing to turn him, but thankfully that never happened. Like any child, Ivan grew up finding his parents pretty lame, and so he didn’t have much of a reason to envy vampirism 💀. He always said he preferred werewolves

i could go on, but I’m going to end my list here haha, sorry for how long it is he’s literally my favorite guy. Thank u sm for the ask ur interest means a ton to me and as u can probably tell, I had a blast writing this ❤️

[wolfykonyt]

Y'all seem to like my theories on BBH so here's a rundown on everything I think about him!

This goes off the realm and YT only, I didn't really follow him after the Eggpire started on the DSMP and I never got into the QSMP, I think QSMP and Realm are the same character that hopped universes from what I've gathered but I'll speak more on that later on.

Like with my last post, I call BBH Halo, I understand something something purgatory gave us an actual character named Halo but I'm not talking about that. (This is how my autism processes the person, if I talk about the actual human behind the screen I'll be putting a Mr. infront of his name)

Onto what I think! Keep in mind, I got into the realm around day 50, so I may be a little behind on lore we already know.

I believe that Halo is a fallen angel. I know there was a mild debate on if he was hellborn or heavenborn and I think he was an angel, weird, I know, with how I draw him with demon wings but I can explain that

I think when an angel falls, their wings may shed their feathers and simply leave the skin underneath it, giving it a devil's wings look. For the horns and tail, I already believe angels have tails and he could have grown horns as he sinned? Idk, that's more of a "uwu my AU #dontsteal" you'd see in those gacha reacts like how I used to make back in the day.

ANYWAY.

Being a fallen angel, I do believe he still has Heavens values but not on the level he did when he was up there, Mr.Halo mentioned something about it ooc in yesterday's stream and was what my original post was about, but continuing with that thought;

I believe he doesn't realize how permanent death is. He's immortal, and realistically, doesn't really grasp the concept of death. I think he might believe mortals could live past death like how he has, being unaware that it's not how humans work.

I think he's been in the moral realm a very very long time, hopping from universe to universe jumbles his head a little bit and could be why in some worlds he's sweet and the classic Halo we know versus his sociopathic version we see in the realm.

Some things won't change about Halo thought because of Mr.Halo's own personal values seeping in, that's why he doesn't swear and will sometimes seem unlike himself when wanting to help others, somethings will always bleed through no matter how thick the fabric is.

I know that Halo is fascinated by mortals, what's why his whole goal seems to be death.

A thought I had was that maybe he's gathering souls for heaven and hell, crazy idea, but what if he was never banished? What if he's on a mission? That could be super cool, I'll lose it if this is right.

Mr.Halo has sprinkled in info for us many many times, sneaky things that if you're not focused you'll miss. One from the other day was when the EyeMoon appeared, with all the stars gone, Halo said "I haven't seen the sky like this in a very long time.", what this means I don't know for sure, maybe from another universe or maybe from how the sky looks when you're below the earths crust and can't truly see the sky, we might never know.

I'm gonna go into my thoughts on his relationship with Foolish and I feel I must mention; I hate Foolhalo. Y'all love your enemies to lovers or your-..I can't say that I'll get in trouble but ANYWAY. Keep that in mind while I write, I won't answer or accept any conversation about it.

Foolish, from what I've gathered, is another immoral being who Halo has met in many lives. An angel of death and totem of life, of course they're gonna be at eachothers throats. I think their rivalry is more of a front, I'm not sure they'd like it if the other disappeared, kinda like an annoying pet that you miss when it's gone.

They might think of each other like that, a pet or an anime that they can't get rid of. With how they talk to each other, I wouldn't doubt it.

I think they both know what the other is planning, even if only on a surface level. I wonder if it's why they have such a strong hatred for each other, they can never really escape the other.

Who knows, I don't really think about it a lot.

Mr.Halo has mentioned one of the reasons Halo always remembers Foolish is because it's like knowing someone for a few months and then they disappear, you don't really remember them years later. But someone who's around for years and years, you'll remember far far longer.

He said this is also why he remembers Skeppy in the way he does. (I like to think of the characters as platonically married who enjoy messing with others, my favorite concept is marrying your best friend just because-)

Skeppy could also be immoral, he's a living rock and one of the hardest known elements at that. It would be more than possible.

"Well why is skeppy missing then?" Out of character answer; Skeppy doesn't stream or is even awake long enough to actually get anything done. But let's pretend for a moment;

Character wise, it could be that he doesn't exist as a living entity in these worlds. Or not in the way of being a character, He could possibly exist as a nonliving diamond or as a living pet. (Think like the eggs or snails), it could be possible that his soul doesn't recognize Halo's, whether it's because his form is so different or because he hasn't yet found him i don't know, I'm just a random teenager theorizing on Minecraft roleplays, don't ask me T∆T

Halo is such an interesting character, I think about it alot as someone who also has a character with similar lore. It clicks in my head way faster than it seems to for others. If my thoughts helped y'all put something together then let me know! Let's have a conversation about it!

Anyway, all hail the King of Chao :3

[numberoneacetrappolafan]

☾Atsushi Headcanons!☽

TW FOR EATING DISORDERS, MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SELF LOATHING, SWEARING, VOMIT, MALNUTRITION, MENTIONS OF TERRORISM, SU!C!D3(Dazais song), UNSAFE BINDING, PANIC ATTACKS, DEATH, ABUSE, CHILD DEATH, RELIGIOUS TRAUMA, ACCIDENTAL CANNIBALISM,

•He is trans masc(Hasn’t gotten top/bottom surgery yet) He uses He/They Pronouns

•He is a Polyamorous Demisexual Pansexual

•He has a whole slew of mental and physical disorders, he found out because Kunikida took him to get tested for autism

•Disorders he has: PTSD, OCD, ADHD, ADD, Autism, Depression, Anxiety Disorder, 3 Eating Disorders, Psychosis, Malnutrition, Schizophrenia, Borderline Personality Disorder, Tics and Tourette’s, restless leg syndrome, echolalia, and Cervical Dystonia

•After hearing this he just looked at Kunikida and asked, “Why am I collecting them?”

•He is a really good singer, he used to sing to younger kids at the orphanage who couldn’t sleep or were just having a bad day, it was the one thing he couldn’t hate about himself

•Once Kunikida learned Atsushi had never had a good father figure he started subconsciously acting like one towards him, checking in on him, teaching him things, defending him, buying him things, taking time out of his schedule to make sure he’s alright, driving him places etc

•Atsushi has and will eat small animals if given the chance

•He really likes Tangled because he finds Rapunzels story relatable, and because he likes chameleons

•He is a really good artist, he used to draw whenever he could in the orphanage

•Some of Atsushis Tics are: “We’ve been accused of Terroism!”, “Meow Meow!”, “Beep”, “Fuck you”, “Buzz Buzz”

•He has echolalia, and repeats a lot of things, such as: Dazais Su!c!d3 song, “Super Mystery Solver!” And “Rashomon!”

•Byakko is sentient and says the weirdest things, ex: “You should eat your ginger friend”

•Atsushi has a reflex similar to a cat where he will slap someone if they surprise him, leading to him accidentally bitch slapping Dazai

•Atsushi has VERY strong teeth, one time Ranpo brought jawbreakers to work and gave Atsushi one, Ranpo then started talking to Yosano when they heard a loud *CRACK*, and just see Atsushi chewing on a jawbreaker as if it was taffy. Everyone just stared and Atsushi was confused. (Kunikida panicked)

•After he ate all that Chazuke in the first episode, he actually ended up vomiting because his stomach wasn’t used to that much to eat

•He used to bind with bandages, But when Kunikida found out, he taught him how to properly bind

•He chews on everything he can, strings, yarn, rubber, electrical cords, you name it. Atsushi is basically a cat in that sense, Kunikida has bought him teething toys for this

•Tanizaki and Atsushi are best friends, Tanizaki knows the most about what happened to Atsushi at the orphanage, and Atsushi knows the most about his insecurities

•One time Atsushi was falling asleep on the agency’s couch and nobody had the heart to wake him up, eventually he had to. So Kunikida shook him awake, and in a soft tone said, “Cmon kid, you need to get up.” Atsushi mumbled and replied, “Just five more minutes dad….” Needless to say Atsushi got a lot more than five minutes, and if Kunikida cried, nobody said anything

•One time Kunikida arrived at the agency(He’s usually the first one there, only to find Atsushi there already started on work) Kunikida was very proud of him and pat his head

•Yosano made it her goal to get Atsushi to stop apologizing for everything, every time he does, she will stare at him until he takes it back

•Kunikida teaches Atsushi math whenever they have time

•Atsushi can only get drunk/high if something has catnip in it

•One time Atsushi broke a glass object at Kunikidas house, and in a panic attempted to clean it up with his bare hands, Kunikida comforted him and made sure he was alright

•Sometimes if someone praises him or pats him he will purr

•When he gets over emotional sometimes his ears and tail will pop out

•Atsushi stress bakes

•He’s not that good of a swimmer(Never got proper lessons)

•He tends to cover his ears whenever things get loud

•He enjoys sitting in sunspots

•He could decimate anyone with insults, you insult someone he loves? He will absolutely DESTROY you

•Atsushis favorite number is the date he met Kunikida and Dazai

•Despite not liking physical touch he is a clingy drunk

•He doesn’t have a lot of pop culture knowledge, so Dazai set up annual movie nights to teach him



•He has freckles

•Gets super bad nightmares

•He has really sharp teeth

•He has HORRENDOUS spice tolerance

•He’s never had “The Talk”

•He will sit in a box if given the chance

•Just like how a cat slow blinks at people it trusts, so does Atsushi

•He does the making biscuit thing that cats do

•One time the ADA found Atsushi curled up in a cabinet

•If Atsushi ever learned how to drive he would have EXTREME road rage

•He’s never been on a plane

•Naomi, Tanizaki, Atsushi, and Haruno get together every Wednesday after work, and just mess around, it’s a double date of sorts (Haruno and Naomi are dating) and Tanizaki and Atsushi are pining for one another

•He has a quiet sneeze, because people at the orphanage would get mad if he was loud

•He likes sitting out in the rain, Kunikida scolds him for tracking in water, and raising the chance of him getting a cold

•He is oblivious to flirting, you have to be VERY forward to get him to notice, and when he does he turns into a flustered mess

•At the orphanage he would take on a parental/Big Brother role for the younger kids

•He figured out he was trans when he was 13, after an older kid told him about it

•He’s not that good of a cook, he can make the basics but other than that he’ll get lost

•He’s not very good at fashion

•He had two close friends at the orphanage, Roberto(I named him after the bird from Rio 2) and Yūki

•One day during a cold winter, Yūki was punished for accidentally breaking a vase, she was thrown outside in the cold with nothing but an old cloak. The next morning Atsushi and Roberto ran outside to look for her, they saw something In the snow, and when they got closer they realized it was Yūkis dead body, she had died of hypothermia

•Roberto faked his death and ran away after this, leaving Atsushi all alone. I like to believe he ended up somewhere in Yokohama

•Atsushi loves strawberries, the first time he tried them he couldn’t help but just scarf them all down

•He can eat raw meat

•He has religious trauma, everyday at the orphanage he would pray that he would become someone worthy of life

•After Shibusawas murder, the headmaster fed Atsushi bits of his body. Atsushi was confused at the fact he was given more to eat and more often. He thought that he finally earned his right to live. He is completely unaware that he did this

•Everyone at the agency takes turns teaching Atsushi different things

•He wants to learn how to play the flute

•He can’t whistle

•He can see in the dark

•He likes to draw on his skin

•He hates the way his eyes look

•He has a cat-like tongue

•He can understand cats

[imsoquarky]

The Besties Ever

!!NOT A SHIP!! Please do not tag as such! (QPR is fine, just not Romantically)

I love these two, so much. I'm not 100% confident with my Mei design just yet but it's getting close! I'm so tempted to give her scales & a tail but wanted to keep her more human, I guess I'm just worried about Tang being to bland among his animal/creature featured friends.

Also, I find it funny that I decided on giving MK top surgery because doing everything he does in a binder isn't safe... and then I gave them these baggy ass clothes that are also not safe.

Anyways! Flags & Symbols! Mei is wearing both a lesbian flag pin (look at her hands for a more subtle hint that I hc her as a lesbian) & a pin for autism awareness (I'm pretty sure the rainbow infinity is the right one? I just know it's not the puzzle pieces). MK has a necklace with the trans flag & their pronouns.

Some other random design notes are the claws on Mei's sneakers, I like to think she also has wings on the back of her jacket, pointed ears (mostly covered by hair), & she also has fangs (not visible here ofc). MK, I just gave him the baggies clothes ever because I thought he looked cute in them, & he is wearing high-tops but you can't see them under the pants.

Okay I'm done rambling now, I swear. ♠️ - ♣️ - ♥️ - ♦️

(Meeting my roommate on Wednesday! Super excited, we're both art majors!)

[beevean]

What bothers me about how forceful/unbased some neurodivergency/LGBT+ headcanons are is how they give off the vibe only neurodivergent or queer characters are allowed to have anything going for them. Not even anything special! Let's take TMOSTH: Tails feels empathy for many things? Autistic! Espio speedread a book to spoil the ending for Knuckles? Autistic! Or what you pointed out in Archie, with Shadow stating he likes his motorcycle? Autistic! As someone who only recently found out they might not be entirely neurotypical, I recall quite disliking and feeling somewhat hurt that every single thing a character did immediately gets spun around to fit the OP's projecting, with the attached "fuck the straights and the neurotypicals only gay people would ever do this" that tends to come along with it (where the thing "only gay people do" 99% of the time is the most basic thing in the world). It's almost like people don't want to consider that the most normal, down-to-earth, "boring" (used in the way such OPs tend to use it: as an easy jab) neurotypical cishet person can feel empathy for many things, speedread, or like a motorcycle. I feel like there is more behind that due to the state of the world at large, but it's annoying to see have to come across it in fandom all the time, and then have the "proof" be complete nonsense or entirely taken out of context to "support" the statement. Not to mention the "joking" accusations of bigotry if you do not share such headcanons that occasionally get added as well.

Another example I thought of the moment I hit the "ask" button: Surge getting revealed as Sonic's "clone" and the ENTIRETY OF TUMBLR immediately deciding this meant Sonic was trans. The fact they aren't even the same species nor look alike in the slightest and the fact I thus promptly got very worried about the biology knowledge of the entirety of Tumblr aside, thank god that shit died down when it got revealed Surge legit was just some rando Starline plucked from the streets with no relation to Sonic.

You hit the nail on the head.

When autistic headcanons are created from the basis of "X has a passion for Y!", I'm here like... do you think autistic people are the only ones who can feel any sort of love or attachment over something? Do you think neurotypical people can only blandly tolerate things? Isn't hyperfixation something much, much more intense than a passion? Isn't autism much more than "being shy and with something they love", and isn't ADHD much more than being excitable? This shit makes legit harder for people to realize if they're neurodivergent or not because I swear that literal human nature is deemed to be "divergent". If "neurotypicalness" is associated with being an emotionless, insensitive asshole, no wonder no one would want to identify as, or call their favorite character, neurotypical!

Don't get me started on how for some people "straight" is a synonym for boring and "gay" is a synonim for fun and quirky. Shocker: love and fun are not limited to non-cishet people. It's not a "weird", exceptional state of humanity. Cishet people can have a personality too.

lmaooooo I remember that headcanon, good times. Speaking of which, while the headcanon "Sonic is trans because he doesn't have chest fur" is... something, I side-eye people who headcanon Surge as trans. Oh, you think that the nasty, aggressively masculine bully is trans? It doesn't look good in either direction :) (same for the people who headcanon her as a lesbian, despite her having 0 meaningful interactions with female characters, solely because she's "butch". I wouldn't want to do that, but I may be biased lmao)

[soupis4ever]

woe. category 7 autism event got to me. ramblings under the cut (he's waving to you!!)

please excuse John's hands in the first one i had no reference and i've never drawn hands before. i usually got by with just circles but today i wanted to be quirky. not too bad considering my inexperience

i rarely draw humanoids as well so. please excuse his strangeness too. well he's strange anyway but if he looks a lil disproportionate you know what happened. chat is gloop glop they're meant to look odd proportionally

love these things

design is heavily based on @/ananinidraws John design which is probably pretty evident. i like that flavour of John i think he's perfect. the chat design is super similar too. er. i like this persons designs they're very very cool

i have made the decision that he is not at all human in any way. that's all flower babey!!! i imagine that plantfolk and humans have a relatively recent common ancestor except plantfolk live exclusively in bigg forest and can photosynthesise. they fit similar ecological niches

if you look closely at one of his cheeks you can see some ancient John Lore™ from when the series first came out and gave me terrible brainrot

in relation to the above point, John is the only documented plantfolk to live outside of the community. nobody ever asked him why so he never said anything about it

he doesn't like clothes touching all of the fluffy planty bits but he really likes the hero outfit, so he rolls up the cuffs as far as they will go and it works fine. in causal attire he's probably in a sundress to negate any discomfort but he just. he wants to look cool

in relation to the above point, there was a valiant attempt to get him to wear shoes once. it evidently did not work. he owns one pair of boots and does not wear them ever. he draws energy for attacks and healing from the ground and it's too much effort to do that through an inch of rubber and leather, which weakens their effect

his weapon matches chat's most of the time (bouquet) but i got lazy so chat has a star wand

chat swears that their matching weapons are a coincidence and that is a lie

i don't like shading i will not do it. not even for them

he has three tails because i said so

IVE FORGOTTEN TO COLOUR A BIT OF HIS TAIL disregard that

[rainbowgod666]

Warning: this is a massive joke based entirely on this video by Red Overlysarcasticproductions (here known as @comicaurora. Yes thats why the artstyle of Aurora is so familiar, congratulations you can recognize patterns and are on the same level as a crow) (crows are cool so its fine 🐦‍⬛)

Stranger in a strange land except yours truly wrote it

1) Micheal is SO BLATANTLY the definition of femboy he gets (IN THE DAMN BOOK) a Fuckton Of Porn Of Him (Which he *likes* for reasons unknown even for ME)

"doesnt understand lying" and then he gets it and he SWEARS UP A FUCKING CATEGORY 6 HURRICANE at the protagonists for an *entire chapter* and its something that NEVER actually happens in the book. Like _at most_ he says "golly" or "darn" and then he just grabs all co-protags by the collar and goes ƳØŲ FÜÇƘÏÑĢ ŁÎŢŤĻË ŞĤĮȚŜ-

its part of MY MULTIVERSE. Which means that around the middle of the book, it turns out that parallel universes are real and nobody wants to conquer anybody because "nobody gives a shit"

This also explains how Mandela County is the 51st state of america even tho it doesnt get a star on the flag: Gabriel (yes that one) appeared and everyone went to him like "please for the love of FUCK make a government" and now its full of transhumanist transgenders (which sounds cool AF btw but whatever)

And also why pokemon dont exist. Long story short the Infinity Energy is a pokemon-only thing and the funny critters DISINTEGRATE without it (whoops)

Micheal meets the ACTUAL angel micheal and they both read the original stranger in a strange land and theyre both disgusted by it. Like holy fuck

The SCP foundation doesnt outright "appear" but its so fucking blatantly obvious that they are there. As in- theres a chapter where the only SCP word is "epsilon 11 nine tailed fox" and its in ONE chapter and its to breach the house of a terrorist

Turns out a martians powers in this book are a mixed bag of references: limited telepathy, steven universe tier empathy (like me hahahahaha i am in pain actually ;w;) and their skin is SLIGHTLY different from a human so whats a little burn for us can become A FUCKING WILDFIRE

Yes theres 2/3 or so chapters about him trying to get pyrokinesis, then jill is like "dude. You are flammable, not pyrokinetical" and he goes home sad

Jill actually has a deep seated trauma which kinda EXPLAINS her """promiscuity""" (dont worry, its a school thing and not a family one) and she gets over it by... getting a girlfriend.

No im not doing this alone half the concepts are either fetishes or political statements and i dont have time for this shit

Also micheal turns out to like gay sex more than straight sex which is weirdly phrased at first bit the reality is that seeing Feminine Guys™ makes him lose his marbles a bit. And by a bit i mean that theres an entire sentence where he says shit that only here on tumblr would be accepted, and it would be classified as "do not tumblrize the thirsty white cishet male please. Its bad enough". Yes he starts crying about it. Micheal may or may not be a big ball of explosive emotions. Whoops!

Speaking of Brain Bullshit: every autistic person ever has a power REGARDLESS of their intellect. This is explained by me (BECAUSE IM NOT PUTTING A STUPID SELF INSERT. IM GETTING IN THERE MYSELF BOY/GIRL/WHATEVERIDONTCAREIJUSTHOPEYOUGOTACOOLFLAGWITHIT) and the explaination chapter ends with a sentient mass of fuel-bleeding something going like "my iq is the same as a borzoi and these people are the dumbest idiots ive ever seen" and me agreeing (because hes right)

Also apotheosis is a thing but its so fucking stupid only the non rich can do it without going insane (obviously) (no they do not lose their sense of mortality/humanity. Thats a cop-out the size of the perseus supercluster)

The only reason he gets an autism diagnosis is because of that whole soup of "being an alien + not understanding society + op bullshit". He doesnt learn what autism IS until the last chapter.

And what happens then? He goes back to mars with a bunch of earth games and films. Mostly to share them with other martians to figure out wtf is a compooter. The epilogue is the release of "stranger in a strange land". An 8-bit styled RPG where youre an alien trying to save humans and

Oh who the fuck am I kidding. In my version of stranger in a strange land, Micheal invents fucking UNDERTALE

[jupitercl0uds]

heres a vent song i wrong but i don't think ill ever finish it. its not great but keep in mind i wrote it at like 2 in the morning cause i couldnt sleep. its mostly about autism and has a fair share of swearing. also you need to be aware that if i do finish it, its part of a little project where me, waluigi, sonic and tails are in a band??? if you read the thing its from, it'd make sense. sort of.

theres a VERY rough demo to give you an idea of the rhythm. i DO NOT LIKE this demo but i can't like, the 6th verse has stuck with me and refuses to leave my head, so i have to share the demo now, yay. it might not be a perfect transcript btw, sorry

I can't write songs for 2 shits But it makes me feel glamourous, When it's late at night and I think of a rhyme And I go 'oh, baby, it's notes app time!' I stare at the screen instead of go to bed And wait for a verse to leak from my head.

I want to scream and cry and shout, My lyrics made to make you pout, But I'm scared I'll disturb the peace Or get a visit from the police.

This band is fake and so am I. I go to bed and cry and cry, Pretending I am fast asleep, I try and try to count some sheep,

But god, this art, it flows through me. It's not the best, but I feel free To write about my emptiness. I long for love and simple bliss.

But I'm autistic in high school! We're never ever fucking cool! It's never 'Kill yourself', cause they know they'll get caught, It's 'Can I be your friend?' which is worse than you thought. You realise the joke isn't just that you suck, But you don't deserve love and no-one gives a fuck.

Sonic and Tails and Waluigi, They aren't real, but they understand me. They're making the music while I write the lyrics and vent all my rage with my bodily fluids. I'm carbon, iron, copper, steel, Halfway there to banana peel. I'm useless and stupid and cause such a mess. They're here with me, helping me doing my best. I'll scream and I'll rage and I'll cry on the floor While they turn off the lights and close up the door, Depriving my senses and helping me cope With this horrible world on which I must choke.

Comedy's the answer! These burgers do be arse! A Nazi scientist I'm glad is stuck in the past. I'm on his 'live' list while my siblings die. OF COURSE NOT! The one time an autistic person lied!

If this is high functioning, then suck on my dick. I'm screaming and crying and being a prick! That thorn in your side, for simply existing. Well I GIVE UP! I'm no longer listening. And sometimes I hear without even trying, But mark my words, bitch, cause soon you'll be crying. I don't mean harm, my friends all know that, And I've gone off topic, lets get back on track!

I can't write songs for 2 shits But it makes me feel glamourous When it's late and night and I've thought of my rhyme And I go, 'Oh, I've really gone and done it this time.' I turn off the screen and try to go to bed, But the thoughts still haven't left my head.

[sonknuxadow]

team sonic more like team neurodivergence

[possuminnit]

lainey LAINEY lainey. i am obsessed with your hybrid choices. maned wolf for cranboo is sick asf and i love how much you stepped outside the mammal box. please brainrot about them more if you feel like it i love hearing about people's hybrid thoughts

(also cwilbur scorpion hybrid...... im losing my mind)

THANK YOU !! this is my specialty ...... honestly a lot of these I don't have reasonings for, more so it just.. makes sense to me.. BUT I can explain the ones I do have reasonings for!!

im gonna explain cgeorge's first because its. silly (also I pulled it up first) if you look at a jellyfish 's hood cap thingy, i don't know the name, but it sorta looks like the top of a mushroom! and that's the entire reason there. i think he has the tentacles jellyfish has but they're just going down his back <- he wears a moss cape over them to keep them wet with the moisture ^_^ (also I like to think he starts to glow after making a deal with XD.. look up glowing jellyfish they're cool)

vulture cphil started Basically because of this post;

i dont know i just thought it was cool. Also like the whole vulture's mean death and are normally seen near death + cphil's angel of death, wife being goddess of death... you get it. Also I'm terrible I look at what fanon/canon says for hybrids and go "yeah ok but what if Different" Oh yeah also it started because one of vulture's predators are snakes and cdream is a snake... you'll see that's a common connection between a lot of these.

Speaking of i dont think i thought a lot about scorpion wilbur. the main reason its a thing is because i went "cwilbur with giant ass scorpion tail... Cool" THOUGH the one did thing i did have was; snakes (and birds. coughs and points to ss above) are predators to scorpions

For any explanations about rattlesnake dream, here are the posts; post 1 , post 2 (this one is a lot more possuminnit heavy but some cdream pops up too :)) Something I didn't add to these posts, rattlesnakes can sense radiation! I just think that's something cool for cdream.. Also ill add it onto this one, XD being a cobra is because i have a whole other hc where XD was made from part of dream YADA YADA. snake genes carried over but XD is just scarier. or something. God powers yeah

here is one for black widow tubbo

for ctina, cfoolish, cranboo, ctechno and cslimecicle 's i tell you to just look up their animals it makes so much sense I swear... or its just the autism talking But., trrust me

[little-monsters-day-care-ask]

ABOUT

This is an RP ask blog about Little Monster's Daycare; a daycare for supernatural children. Run by a witch named Miss Lilly, this daycare is the best place to sign your children up in the Supernatural Realms. There is a story, but I will update it based on your questions. :)

What is allowed:

Asks. You can ask anything to any of the characters.

You can interact with the characters however you'd like. Talk to them directly, even do stuff with them. The skies the limit with this Blog!

Summon items and other things to interact with the characters. Want Talon to have a new toy car? Sure! Maybe Rena needs a magic flower wand? Go ahead and give it to her! Like I said, skies the limit.

Progress the story. Ask plot related questions to have the story move forward. You have control of how the story goes.

What isn't allowed:

NSFW stuff. This is a blog about kids! No nasty nasty NSFW stuff please and thank you :)

No homophobia, ableism, transphobia, racism, anything a-phobia or anything isms. I want to keep this blog a safe space for anyone to enjoy, no matter who they are.

No swearing, please. I personally don't like swearing. That's all. I don't think the Little Monsters will like it either.

Who are the characters?

Talon - Vampire. He is a young gentleman of 1. He is quite the worrier, and can be anxious and hesitant to try new things. He is scared of most things and likes to hide behind Miss Lilly whenever he can. He doesn't trust anyone but her.

Phoebe - Werewolf. She is a very sporty pup who enjoys the outdoors and playing in the mud! She is 2 years old. She can freely turn into her wolf-form at will, but the full moon also does it for her. She has ADHD and has trouble staying on task. She is very energetic.

Evie - Witch. This little witch is the most regal and royal of them all. She enjoys playing princess and thinks herself as the most important person in the room. She always wears her princess costume, and hates dirt and mud. She is a proper lady, even at 2 years old.

Tammy or Tommy - Changeling. This little one is a prankster and loves to have fun. Changelings are known to be able to change their forms, but this one isn't very good at it. They can only change their gender, and love to tease their friends. They are 3 years old.

Rena - Elf. This tiny Elf of 1 is the Daycare's resident nature enthusiast. She knows all about animals and nature. She enjoys being outside and can spend hours talking about her favourite animal or flower. She may have Autism, but that doesn't stop her from having fun with the rest of the Daycare.

Kendra - Kitsune. 11 month old Kendra enjoys playing and sleeping alike. She is afraid of animals, which makes being around some of the children difficult.

Lila - Ghost. This ghost baby hates the cold and enjoys snuggles and cuddles the most. But if she doesn't go corporeal, nobody can touch her. She is 10 months, and always carries her bear, Mr. Wiggles, everywhere she goes. She hates being alone and is afraid of the dark.

Cassidy - Mermaid. Y'aaar, mateys! This mermaid LOVES to play pirate. She is very ambitious and imaginative. She only talks like a pirate and always wears her father's pirate hat wherever she goes. She is 4 years old. When she touches water, her legs become a tail. She is an excellent swimmer and likes to think she is the leader of the group.

Sammy - Drider. This little one is very self-conscious and says 'sorry' a lot. She doesn't like to be the center of attention one bit. She will divert attention anyway she can think of so she can slink back in the background. She enjoys playing with dolls, but is afraid to mess up and mostly keeps to herself. She is 2 years old.

Miss Lilly - Witch. And of course, last but not least, their caregiver Lilly! She is a wise witch who enjoys looking after kids - she has a lot to look after! She is calm and collected, and loves to play with the kids. She has a serious side when she needs to be, and knows how to cook a wicked lunch for the kids. Nobody knows her age. Best not to ask.

Final note

Now that you know all about this blog, please do send in asks, comments, anything you want to say!

I look forward to hearing from you, and the Little Monsters can't wait to meet you too!

Until then, have a fun time here on my blog!

-- Julia K.

[cleverthylacine]

1, 3, 7, 8, 11?

1. The most recent time I cracked up over a comment, it was "let raf swear!" (This was not the whole comment.)

3. Hasn't everyone? Ravage makes me laugh a lot because she has been through some really horrible things, but she's incredibly snarkastic about it; plus, she says things like "I'd rather sleep with Nautica than you!" in a fit of pique, and then stumbles into a situation where that is actually an option. And then she does, "but you'll be the pet, and you'll be the one wearing the collar". (I really need to write that smut as an outtake.)

I have also cried over Ravage and Soundwave a lot, particularly during the years when Ratbat had both of them over a barrel, but I think my most recent bout of weepies was over Howlback, who loves Grimlock in her allosexual but aromantic way very deeply, and also blames herself for his brain injury, because Overlord ended up on Garrus-9 as a result of her attempt to arrange a prison break, which Overlord managed to commandeer.

7. I don't know what my absolute favourite paragraph of all time is, but I'm really really fond of the scenes in "A Few Small Repairs" and "Designs and Persuasions" where Ravage and Soundwave slip into each other's minds and act without speaking. A lot of these are sexual, but the one I'm going to post under the cut is the one where they're dancing together. There's also one where they're interacting with Marissa Faireborn over essentially a Zoom as one, while at the same time communicating various things to Rumble, Thundercracker, and Rafael, but that one wouldn't make sense out of context. Ravage does the talking. She's more comfortable with words than he is and when his autisms are doing the things, that's when he drops everything but the verb, the object and occasionally the subject of his sentence (interestingly, the way he will suffix the subject with a colon reminds me of the Japanese topic marker ha/wa).

The close second is the entire chapter of "Every Day is a Winding Road" where Deathsaurus and Esmeral's war leaders are getting down with the DJD and the chapter soundtrack was "Love Shack" because it was too damn funny.

8. The files for the parts of Voice of Stanix that I haven't written yet. Everything else I really care about is either backed up somewhere that's not attached to this computer or posted somewhere that I could get it back from or one of my friends has it. Also, I think VOS is the best thing I've ever written in my entire life.

11. I don't actually have a formal beta, just this one friend that I bounce stuff off of all the time, but the thing that I do that I hate most is this very Soundwave-like thing where I sometimes in the process of editing myself, or rewording things, lose accessory words that are actually very important! I usually catch this when I read it through on AO3 because it looks different than it did in MSWord. So, for 7, part of the dance scene from chapter 8 of "Designs and Persuasions", which is kind of a difficult fic because it's about Ravage and Soundwave being together again, and also about how the fuck do you manage a space station while trying to be an anarchocommunist, and also about dealing with that fucker Galvatron, and also with dealing with the fact that now it's the Autobots who've gone all colonialist. The part of this scene that I'm posting is only about the first of those things.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Soundwave laughed with pure delight at how light she was in his arms. After whirling around with her, he set her down and began to dance in his own style, gently guiding her into complementary motion with the lightest pressure of his hands and thoughts. She moved with him, but every time took an extra step back, leading him into the centre of the floor. Soundwave’s dance was defiant and deliberate, keeping time with the heavy percussion; Ravage’s hips kept the beat, but her limbs and neck and tail moved with the melody. Sometimes he lifted her, and let her swing by her arms from his neck and shoulders, or by her feet and legs from his waist and hips. They couldn’t have done it unchoreographed without his telepathy and their spark-bond, but they did have both of those things, and they’d had them almost as long as they’d known one another.

Soundwave danced like a mech who was also a man. Ravage danced like a femme who was also a cat, and at one point, her tail with its bladed tip wrapped round his arm, one leg round his waist and one delicate semi-digitigrade foot on his shoulder, he kissed her instep, slid his arm just under her shoulder blades and jumped with her, swinging her into a dip as he landed. He brushed his lips across her forehead, lifted her back up to her feet, and released her.

Moments later, she jumped up into his joined hands and leapt up, twirling around in the air before she came down, folding into a crouching lunge. When her forepaw-hands landed light on his chest, he slid under her, down to the floor, knees bent under him as his back curved and the crest of his helm came close to the floor. Ravage leapt over him and pulled herself inward, then stretched out a hind/leg for balance and drew herself up to bipedal again, leaning over him and offering her hands. To an observer it would have looked as though the delicate feline were pulling tall, boxy Soundwave up to his feet again. She laughed in his mind: no floorwork, Viridian’s on her way home and I know I’ll end up with my panels popped.

Soundwave couldn’t deny it. Before he could decide if he wanted to make a counteroffer, a scratching noise tore through his forebrain. Something was dreadfully wrong, pounding and not in time with the music, dissonant, screeching.

[avengerscompound]

Home - Chapter 3

Home: A Captain America Fanfic

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Buy me a ☕ Character Pairing:  Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers

Word Count:  1706

Warnings:  Angst, parenthood, sexual manipulation, action, injuries, underage drinking and drug-taking.

Synopsis:  16 Years after the death of Daisy, Steve and Bucky have successfully raised two teenage kids with telepathy. Teens are never easy to live with though. Sarah in particular likes to test boundaries. Now on top of all the usual challenges of parenting, they have to deal with troublemaking demigods, a daughter who just wants to be accepted for who she is and running the Avengers. That’s when the children of other super-powered individuals start going missing.

Chapter 3

Sarah spent the rest of the week at school with the mundies. Her dads’ attempt at her having a normal life. It made her feel anything but normal. Being around so many people thinking so many ridiculous thoughts was like being constantly yelled at about algebra and which member of whatever dumb band was the hottest.

She could shut them out but turning off her ability took energy and she had to focus on it. If she was focusing on that then how do you learn? If you’re not learning why be at school?

She also didn’t know for sure if she was learning. Sometimes she knew. She’d get an assignment, take it home and work on it by herself locked in her room. If she could figure it out then yes, she had actually absorbed the necessary information. If not she’d go to Vision and he’d help explain it in a way she understood.

At school though she was just a mess of other people’s thoughts. Taking a test was futile. It meant nothing. When a room full of people are all thinking the same thing it was hard for her to know if she was also thinking it because she knew it, or because their thoughts had overwhelmed her.

She had made some friends though. A small group of kids whose thoughts didn’t anger or disgust her. Who when she spent time relaxing around their silliness was both intoxicating and a relief. Her group of friends consisted of three other people.

Daniel, a small pale blond kid who wore glasses and had severe asthma and mild autism. He was quiet and liked video games and his thoughts were never cruel. In a lot of ways he reminded Sarah of her dad, but in many ways, he was as far from Steve as he could be.

The other two were twins, McKenna and Olive. Identical in most of their physical features. Curvy and beautiful with dark, warm complexions. McKenna wore her hair in long braids and dressed in plaid and denim. Her thoughts were mostly about math. She thought about math way too often to be normal. If she wasn’t thinking about math she was thinking about ways to annoy her sister. Olive wore her hair in short dreadlocks. She tended to wear floral dresses and knee-high socks. Though not all the time.

Olive was the girl who filled Sarah’s thoughts the most. She was glad they were friends. She just wished she wouldn’t keep pretending to like boys when she didn’t. Olive did have very confused thoughts. Sometimes Sarah just wanted to grab her and kiss her. Instead, she just settled for the fact that because Olive was so confused she did that thing where you’re overly affectionate. They hugged and held hands a lot.

The four sat at their usual table in the cafeteria. Sarah was scowling. Lunch hurt the most. There was so much noise. She concentrated hard and switched it off.

“What the hell was that car you drove to school in today?” McKenna asked. She threw a tater tot into the air and caught it in her mouth.

“My uncle gave it to me for my birthday,” Sarah answered. She wasn’t really paying attention. She found it hard to when she had to focus on keeping everyone out.

“What the hell does your uncle do that he can afford to buy his niece a Bugatti? And is he married?” McKenna said.

Sarah rubbed the bridge of her nose. One of the reasons why she liked this particular group of friends is they had no idea who she was in the grander scheme of things. In the past when people had found out who she was, they either rejected her because of what she could do, or they used her as a way to touch fame.

“He’s in IT. And he is. Sorry.” She says.

“Have you all asked anyone to the dance?” Daniel asked. He was fiddling with his fingers and wouldn’t look them in the eye.

“Nah,” McKenna replied. “Do you want to go with me, Dan?”

“Really?” He said.

“Of course. I’d love it.” She said.

Daniel looked really pleased with himself before accepting. “What about you, Sare? Got your eye on any boy to ask?” Olive asked.

Sarah shrugged. “The only guy at this school I like in any way just said yes to McKenna.” She answered. Daniel blushed a little. “I think I need some air.”

She got up and headed outside being closely tailed by Olive. “What’s wrong, Sarah? Do you actually like Daniel? I think McKenna just asked him to be nice. If you said you wanted to she’d back off.”

Sarah shook her head. “No, it’s not that. I was just getting really hot in there. And I wouldn’t doubt what’s going on with Dan and McKenna if I were you.”

“Really? She hasn’t said anything to me.” Olive said.

“And have you said anything about who you like to her?” Sarah asked.

“No, but I don’t really like anyone really.”

Sarah frowned. “Okay. Sure.”

Olive took her hand. “Can you believe we’re going to Artmania tomorrow?”

“Nope. My dads are so overprotective. I am always surprised they let me go anyway. I’m so excited though.” Sarah said, squeezing Olive’s hand.

“You know we wouldn’t have come to see you people if I had any other choice.”

Steve watched the perpetually angry Jessica Jones pace his office as she ranted at him. Her husband Luke sat looking defeated in the chair opposite him.

“Ms. Jones, I’m more than happy to help, but you haven’t actually told us what the problem is,” Steve said.

“It’s our daughter Danielle. She’s been missing for three days.” Luke said.

“Why didn’t you come sooner?” Steve asked.

“I find people. It’s what I do! I should be able to find my own kid.” Jessica snapped.

“So tell me what you have found.”

Jessica and Luke gave Steve the complete rundown. Their twelve-year-old daughter, Danielle had gone to school on the bus as usual but had never come home that night. She had gone to school as normal, caught the bus home as she always did. She’d gone missing somewhere between the bus and home and no one seemed to have seen anything.

“She can fly can’t she?” Steve asked.

“It’s more like controlled falling. And before you ask, she didn’t run away. I’m sure of it. Someone has taken her.” Jessica snapped.

“What other abilities did she inherit?” Steve asked.

“All of them. She has the bulletproof skin, the strength, the flying.” Luke answered.

“So if she was taken, there must have been a struggle,” Steve said.

Jessica picked up a chair and threw it. It shattered against the wall. “I knew these holier-than-thou fucking Avengers wouldn’t help us!” She yelled. “Someone took her! You have children! What if it was one of them missing?”

“Jessica, I’m just thinking out loud. If someone took her, then someone saw it. If someone saw it and they’re not saying; they’re scared.” He looked at his watch and then back to the couple in front of him. “My daughter will be home soon. She’s met Danielle hasn’t she?”

“What does that matter?” Jessica asked.

“You know what she can do right? If she knows what Danielle’s mind feels like she’ll be able to tell us where she is.” Steve answered, trying to remain calm. This was troubling though. He was pretty sure Danielle had probably just run away. He knew first hand what twelve-year-old girls could be like. If she had the powers they said, it was unlikely she could be taken anywhere against her will. If they were right though and she had been taken; he didn’t even want to contemplate what that could mean.

“I think they met. It was a long time ago though. During the attack by the Shi’ar Empire and we left her here with Potts.” Luke said.

“FRIDAY, can you send Sarah in here when she gets home,” Steve said.

The voice of FRIDAY filled the room. “Sarah returned home ten minutes ago, Captain Rogers. Do you want me to send her in?”

“Thank you, Friday.”

Sarah sulked into the room a few minutes later. “Dad, I swear to god, I didn’t cheat and if I did I didn’t mean to. You know how hard …” She cut herself off when she saw the others in the room.  “What’s going on?”

“Sarah you know Ms. Jones and Mr. Cage don’t you?” Steve asked.

Sarah shrugged. “Yeah, sort of.” She said. Then her eyes lit up. “Oh my god! Am I going on a mission? I’ve been training heaps. I can do it!”

“It’s not that, Sarah. Their daughter has gone missing. Do you remember Danielle?” Steve asked.

“Uh, sort of. You want me to find her?” Sarah looked at Jessica.

“No, I want to keep worrying about her until it kills me. Of course, I want you to find her if you can.” Jessica snapped.

“It’s been ages. Can you think of the last conversation you had with her? Like actually picture it.” Sarah said.

Jessica closed her eyes and thought about talking to Danielle over breakfast. How she’d needed three different forms filled out to go on the school camp.

Sarah pulled away and then flopped down on one of the chairs. “This could take a while. Dad, I’ll probably need something to eat when I’m done. This kind of thing always fucks me up.”

“Language, Sarah.” Steve scolded. Sarah could feel how both Jessica and Luke wanted to laugh but they couldn’t quite bring themselves too. Their worry was consuming them.

Sarah closed her eyes and sent her mind out. She scanned the city of New York first, touching on any mind she found even vaguely familiar. When that brought up nothing she spread out. She became a machine touching every mind like they were connected via a living circuit. Checking to see the brain pattern she knew to be Danielle Cage. She touched everyone everywhere and found nothing.

She opened her eyes. Her mouth felt tacky. The sky had gone dark outside. She must have been searching for hours.

“Did you find her?” Luke asked looking at her hopefully.

Sarah looked over at her father not knowing what to do. He handed her a glass of orange juice and nodded to her. “I don’t know how to say this. But if she’s still alive I don’t think she’s on Earth anymore.”

Jessica broke down in tears.

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