#taeten is a superior ship tbh

[mkay-gay]

No matter what, I still love you. Part 2

Dear Ten,

You're right, it had been a while. The last time we saw each other seems like a lifetime ago. I'm surprised you decided to send me a letter. I wouldn't have. I wasn't nice to you.

What I did was cruel. You loved me and I loved you but I couldn't stay loyal. I was young and clueless and only now do I realise how wrong I was.

I just want you to know that. Even if you can't forgive me. Just know that I never meant to hurt you. You're a good man Ten and you truly deserve the best.

You said you still love me. Do you love me as much as you used to do? Because I do. Every time I see our friends I have to ask about you because I want to make sure you're alright. I'm a mess and I really hope you're not.

About Jaehyun. You've never met him but he was the man I was seeing behind your back. I decided to be with him after we'd broken up. I hoped he'd help me forget you.

But that was the problem. He wasn't you. And I only wanted you. I broke up with him recently actually. I decided it was cruel of me to make him think I love him. I dont want to shatter another good persons heart.

It makes me sad to hear that you can't get over me. Why can't you? I wasn't good to you so why do you still love me? You've always been so stubborn. But I guess that's one of the many things that made me fall in love with you.

I wonder what made me fall out of love. You were perfect but I wanted more. I'm so selfish Ten. Why am I only just realising this? I need to get a grip on myself.

I do still think about all of the memories we made together. Our first date was good, wasn't it? I remember planning it way ahead. I just wanted you to have the best. And by the look on your face I could tell I'd done a good job.

I'm surprised you though I was good that night. I was so nervous because I though you were experienced. Apparently neither of us were so I didn't need to panic that much. I really am a bit of an idiot.

You said in your letter that you were going to go travelling. That was our dream. I still remember the map we had on our wall with all the pins on it showing where we wanted to go.

I wish things were still like that. You and me against the world. I was happy then. Happier than I am now. I've been seeing a therapist recently. The more I thought of you the worse I got and some of my friends dragged me down to some clinic. It's helping the pain but I can't get over you.

I made a photo wall with some old polaroids of us. You had such a beautiful smile. I swear I would cry if I saw it again. Cry because you're happy and that's all I want.

It's not just your smile that was beautiful. Everything was. Your eyes made you look wise but elegant. I could stare into them all day. And your body. I can't even begin to describe it. It makes me feel things that I know I shouldn't feel. Do you think about me like that? When your alone at night, do I come to mind?

I started writing this letter to ask you a question and I still haven't asked it so here goes nothing. If you're willing to, why don't we meet up some time? Even if we just become friends. It'd be good to see you. To catch up on everything we left behind. You still have my number right, send me a text when you can.

All my love, Taeyong

[teampandawang]

24 REASONS TO LOVE LEE TAEYONG

The sweetest leader is celebrating his life today, and so we are.

A/N: sorry if we’re a little late (and if we use a lot of Baby Don’t Stop gifs, it’s our fave).

We hope you enjoy it!

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RAP GOD

Okay, listen y’all: 

LEE TAEYONG RAP’S REMAIN SUPERIOR. He’s hella talented, one of the Kpop industry promises. This boy’s future is bright af

VISUALS

No one can’t deny his beauty is breathtaking... His amazing, gorgeous. His features are perfect that makes him look like an anime character.

BEAUTY

His big and shiny eyes. His profile and perfect nose. His defined little lips. Everything is just perfect naturally. And that’s what makes us think he escaped from a manga or something, ‘cause he seems like a fantasy creature.

DANCING SKILLS

He’s, FOR SURE, a highly talented man. He can sing, rap, dance, and makes us uWu 24/7. But, okay... Let’s talk about his powerful moves, the way he controls that dammit body. He becomes a fucking sexy dance machine.

CUTENESS

He’s one of the sweetest boys we have ever seen. He’s extremely soft, like a baby. We want to take care of him because the excess of cuteness he inspires.

SEXYNESS

OKAY. We can’t lie that TY is one of the men that made us fantasize about things that are not pure at all, ‘cause he becomes the sexiest when he’s on stage or at the MV’s... And his innocent personality is something that makes our imagination flyyyy.

DUALITY

So yep... Those two personalities he has shown to us is the thing that made us chained to him. It’s catchy to see him act like that, ‘cause it’s pretty interesting wanting to know how he really is.

RANDOMNESS

Please, someone, stop him... As almost all Kpop idols, he’s weird af. We haven’t found yet why they are this extra strange, but okay. At least they are happy being crazy and random. AND WE ARE TOO!

ADORABLE

Who can blame Johnny’s mom?? If we see him we’ll probably want to squeeze those pretty cheeks, ‘cause he’s a baby whom we die for. He’s like cotton candy. uWu.

SCAR

Have you ever seen his cutie scar? It’s next to his left eye. But, he’s beauty ‘cause a scar doesn’t define anything about someone. It just attenuates that he’s a real boy with flaws and everything.

LEADER

SM have positioned him as NCT 127′s leader, but we dare to say he’s NCT’s (OT21) one. He’s caring and loving with every one of them.

NCT’S MOM

He’s so responsible with all the members, so he deserves that title. He’s the softest with the dreamies, especially with Jisung. But also, he’s a great friend with all the other members.

GLO UP

We’re not talking about his looks, his body or something superficial. We want to shout out about his personality glo’ up. We have heard a lot of rumors of things he did before the debut, things that he admitted he did, but he said he regretted. He talked about his behavior as a trainee, but he has no shame about apologizing publicly because of everything that happened. You don’t know how much we admire this about him. He has to be too humble to do that, and we love that.

TY, you’re so valuable and we’re so happy you learned to recognize your mistakes. No one’s perfect, but everyone has the power of choosing to apologize. That’s something we all should learn about. 

TINY

He’s a little sweet man that irradiates amounts of power, but his body is tiny af. Also, his attitude makes him look even the smallest. He needs tons of love, and care, and LOVEEEE.

LOOKS

We don’t know, but his fashion choices are our faves. He looks so natural, and so boyfriend material. He’s always bringing the fresh style but also being classy at the perfect moments. WE STAN AN ICON.

JACK FROST 

This is maybe one of our favorite features about him. We found this similarity a lot of time before, but we can’t get enough of it. Even if the dressed up as Jack Frost at one of the SM’s Halloween Party. They’re the same person, fight us.

WHIPLASH

THIS IS SOMETHING WE NEVER EXPECTED ABOUT HIM. This song is something... smutty. We don’t know. We love the concept, letter, rhythm, everything. But the fact he wrote it and explained it was inspired by his sister is kinda perturbating. 

*Insert here Mark’s face when TY explained this.*

TY TRACK

His iconic line at his collaboration with Red Velvet’s “Be Natural” is our life’s quote. This song is incredible, we love it! But his part is something that we wait for because it’s so fun.

BOOMING SYSTEM, UH UH.

TY TRACK, TY TRACK.

TWO BRAIN CELLS

Tbh, this is our newest favorite meme. It suits perfectly everything. It’s so funny and also look at that pretty face.

LOVE FOR NCTZEN 

He expresses his love for us in the purest way. He really looks grateful about all the support we have given to him and the boys. And we still here, giving everything for them as they do for us.

TAETEN

The amount of visuals they two shares is something to die for. They are the cutest together, a true ship. Baby Don’t Stop is maybe one of the sexiest boops in Kpop and they’re the angels behind that masterpiece.

NCT U

This unit never gets tired of surprising us with the most amazing songs, they’re catchy, sexy and perfeeeect. We all need a comeback urgently SM, please behave.

NCT 127

First of all, we don’t know where tf was Jungwoo ‘cause yes we stan OT10 ‘cause they’re the most amazing babies in the world and we miss WinWin too much.

NCT

We are never getting tired of admiring the excess of talent this group has. Even if this won’t end growing, we will be stanning endlessly too. 

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YONGIE!

You’re one of the purest human beings we had ever see. The way you have shown us how someone can grow up and became a better person.