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[mkay-gay]

No matter what I still love you. Part 3

Ribbons of light streamed through Taeyong's bedroom window. He reached up with his left hand to rub at his eyes before hesitantly getting out of his warm bed. Today was the day he'd been waiting for.

After the letters, him and Ten began to speak over the phone. They soon decided to give their relationship another go. To give themselves another chance at happiness. They had agreed to meet up in a local cafe, one that they had visited together in their younger years.

Taeyong took a shower and dressed in his best clothes (consisting of a white shirt and black jeans). He brushed his hair into place and put on some earrings which he thought made himself look more handsome.

They had arranged for Ten to pick him up from his apartment and checking his watch, Taeyong realised that he had about 5 minutes till he would arrive. Taeyongs heart pounded in his chest as he thought of the younger man. Ten with his beautiful face and delicate, slim body.

A knock at the door shocked him slightly but remembering who it was, he rushed towards it. He held his breath as he opened the door and when he made eye contact with the man outside, he let it out. Ten looked just as stunning as he was when they had last met. The sweet smile on his face could easily light up anyone's world.

Taeyong ushered the other man inside so he could put shoes on. They talked about simple things such as the weather, both men unsure of what to say. They were both scared in a way. This was their last chance to make things work. And it's exactly what they both wanted.

The car ride to the chosen restaurant was silent. Not an awkward silence but a comfortable one. They did feel comfortable around one another since they knew each other the best. After a short journey they arrived in an almost empty car park. It wasn't the best restaurant ever but it meant a lot to both of them. When they were both in university, they struggled for money so found themselves often visiting here as it was cheap and not too terrible.

They were both completely overdressed but neither of them cared. They just wanted to impress each other. It would be easier if they just skipped this part and went straight into a relationship. Since that was what they both aimed for. However it felt good to reunite like this. To be just how they used to be.

After heading inside and finding a table, they both asked simple questions about eachothers lives. Taeyong found out that Ten was a dance teacher at a local school. He himself had also gone for a job related to dancing, a choreographer.

Thinking of this brought fond memories back to Taeyong. Once, they'd just got home and were both soaking wet due to all the rain. Once they were out of their shoes Ten had put in some loud disco music, and they had both danced in eachothers arms. They danced until they couldn't anymore. Then they also fell asleep in wrapped up together. A smile fell onto Taeyongs face as he thought of this.

Ten admired the older man as he smiled to himself. How lucky he was to get a man like Taeyong all the himself. And after their last mistakes, both if then knew how to make things work.

They frequently met up over the next few weeks. Both men found themselves looking forward to the time they spent together. It was a time the could be truly happy.

They were happily chatting over dinner one time. The restaurant was dimly lit and fairly empty. The perfect place.

Ten reached over and took Taeyong hands in his own. He admired the blush that covered the other mans face, how cute. "Taeyong," he started "Im not sure if you agree but I've really enjoyed spending time with you recently. I missed you all the time we were apart and now it's like me life is complete. You really do complete me. I want you to be mine again. Please?"

Taeyong let out a laugh, we'll more of a giggle, and squeezed the younger mans hands. "How could I ever say no to you Ten?"

Ten eyes widened but them he proudly smiled. The most beautiful man was now his boyfriend. Beat that! He leaned over to lay a sweet peck on Taeyongs lips. They'd do more of that later but right now they wanted to speak more. To catch up on all the time they've lost. To fall in love more and more.

[mkay-gay]

The Lowly Time Traveller pt 2

With the rapidly rising sea levels its easy to come across a large body of water. I went to the pier that happened to be nearby and sat on the edge, dangling my legs over the edge. Thinking about my life and Baekhyun's life...and...Kai. I love Kai so much more than anyone understands. He is everything to me. He IS my life. And now he's gone forever. The pain of loss pulled at my chest and pushed me off the edge of the pier. Into the crashing waves.

Falling below the surface of the water i take a deep breath in, ready to accept fate.

It's true what people say. My life was flashing before my eyes. All my precious memories with my family and friends and with Kai, my lover. I closed my eyes and that was it. The pain stopped and i could no longer feel anything. People in this time won't miss me, Do Kyungsoo.

* Third person pov*

News reached Kai about Kyungsoo's disappearance and again he cried alone in his room. He cried himself to sleep that night.

Just as he would for many nights to come. Kai suffered alone for years. The workers at the palace often heard his loud sobs as they walked past his room. Everyone felt awful for their king. He'd lost everything. The last member of his family and the only man he had ever loved.

Kai could never feel true happiness like he did before and for years he mentally suffered until he to died. Dieing of old age in his bed while he slept. Kai dreamt about the happy memories he had with Kyungsoo that night. Kai always cherished those memories greatly.

[mkay-gay]

The Lowly Time Traveller pt 1 (cos it was too long)

The year is 3165, the world ascended into chaos a while ago and the human race is dieing. All of us will eventually if no one does anything to stop the sea. But what can we do? It's the sea!

Every day a new country is swallowed by the infinite ocean. Lots of people have been evacuating their own country to flee to higher ground. These people help their families to with them. Making sure no one leaves loved ones behind.

I was like that once.

But not since my family was eaten by the waves and swept away by the strong current. I have nobody to protect anymore. So I'm selfish. I work to help myself and myself only. This is why i will not tell anyone about my time traveling device.

Thats right. I, Do Kyungsoo, dicovered the secret to time travel and im going to use it to leave. I'll go back to a time when everything was fine. 2018. Thats where I'll go.

I put the date into the machine.

1st

December

218-

And go!

Wait...

No...

Thats too far..!

Too late.

I rub my eyes as i exit from the time machine. All around me i see people in simplistic clothing doing some kind of job. Some how I'm not noticed. Not yet anyway.

Im wearing a black hoodie with a modern day hair style . I should try to blend in... Ummmm.

Just then a felt a tap on my shoulder, i turned around to see an old woman smiling at me. "Strange clothing. You have strange clothing young man." The old lady pointed her wrinkled finger forward and spoke again, "over there," she said "there is a clothes maker, he can make you something more suitable for manual labour."

"Um. Thank you, ma'am." With that i walk in the rough direction of where she pointed, looking for someone who makes clothing.

Theres something i forgot to mention earlier. My time machine isnt fully developed quite yet so i can only stay in a place for one month before im forced back into the present time. And i then cant ever return to that time. I figured i would just go to a different year when that eventually happened.

As i continue to walk i look at my watch and realise that I've been walking for 2 hours. No wonder my feet hurt. Just to my right was a grand gate so i decided to rest against it.

Sitting down, i leaned my back against the gate and took a deep breath when the gate opened revealing a taller boy with, dyed, light brown hair. He looked rather glamorous in comparison to the people id seen so far. Like a prince. At closer inspection i saw that this boy looked slightly worried and was breathing heavily from his mouth as if he had been running. He looked at me and gasped. "You're not the assassin are you?" What on earth was this boy talking about...

"Im Baekhyun." He paused when he saw my puzzled face. "The.. crown..prince?" I shook my head, indicating that i didnt know him. "Phew. My younger brother became king a day ago and he said that he would hire an assassin to kill me so that i couldn't over throw him." Baekhyun made a sad face as he sat down next to me, after closing the large gate.

"Kai used to love me so much, but he changed, the power got to his head. Even though he is younger than me, my father wrote in his will that he would be king instead of me. My father was the only person who prefered Kai over me, so it's strange." I wasn't sure what i was meant to say to Baekhyun in response so i kept silent, making it feel rather awkward between us. "So. Do you want to come in the palace? I can get you some other clothes to wear. Then you can go back home i guess." I always imagined olden day princes to be rude and stuck up but Baekhyun was far from it. He was kind. I like him. "Yes please. But i don't have anywhere to live after..." Baekhyun got up from his seated position before reaching his hand out to me and speaking, "thats okay. You can stay with me." He smiled genuinely at me while i grabbed his hand.

Baekhyun walked ahead and occasionally looked back to check if i was following. The palace was huge and very majestic. I've actually been here before, in my time its open to the public because royalty don't live there anymore, so i knew wgat it would look like. But still, its different here because the crowds aren't tourists, they're workers and nobody here is holding a camera, they're holding baskets, either with clothes, food or what ever else the royal family needs.

During the tour Baekhyun was giving me we were stopped by a group of men with one particularly good looking man at the front of them. The crowd behind him all wore the same armour while he himself wore a shining, gold crown and elegant, silk garments.

"What are you doing? I ask you to get me a drink of water and you run off!" The handsome man shouted at Baekhyun. I wanted to help him, i really did, because he looked scared. But instead i found myself just standing there, marvelling this man's defined features. "I-I was just getting it but i came across this man here," i was pulled by the shoulder infront of Baekhyun, "and you know how much i like talking to people so i did and i got distracted and so i don't have the water you asked for." The taller male raised an eyebrow in a way that suggested that he didnt think Baekhyun was finished. "Your Majesty..." Baekhyun looked at his feet as he muttered the last part.

So this was his brother, huh? The king. I had half expected him to be meaner looking and have a huge scar across his face or something. But this Kai person was gorgeous!

Kai shifted his gaze to me and looked me up and down objectively. "Please take my older brother to his room, clearly he can't be trusted to leave it." The guards (i assume) behind him nodded before grabbing my new friend by the arms and dragging him away. I watched as he was taken away and at his previously soft face which was now crying.

Once his figure had disappeared from my view i turned back to Kai with an angry expression. He looked sad. What? Why is he upset? He grabbed my wrist harshly and took me to another room in the palace.

We got in the room and Kai shut the door behind us, locking it. Then he broke down, falling to his knees and holding his head in his hands he sobbed loudly.

...what do i do?

"I can't do it!" Kai wailed. "I shouldn't have to! This was Baekhyun's job, he's older!" He stood up and calmly composed himself before speaking again, this time calmly, as he walked over and sat me with him on his bed. "I have no idea who you are but if my brother trusts you, i do to." I nodded to him indicating for him to continue, "i need help and i want it from you, no one else in the palace can, and i wouldn't blame you if you can't, but..." He took a deep breath in, "marry me. If you do then it makes you powerful enough to make royal decisions. I'm young and all these important tasks drive me crazy. So please help me?" He sent me a pleading look but there was one thing i had to know before i agreed, "why do you hurt Baekhyun? I will decide my answer depending on yours..."

*1 month later, the day i will leave*

I'm currently sat on my bed that i share with someone else. I have just awoke to the reality that i will disappear from the palace today and never see Baekhyun or Kai again. Tears fall from my eyes.

As i cried my husband, Kai, wrapped his arms around me in a comforting way.

* Flashback*

"...I blame Baekhyun, for my stress. Even though it's not his fault, i cant help but be infuriated whenever i see him." He paused for only a moment before carrying on, "i want to love him again, i miss being happy around him..." A good answer, in that case, i guess, "I'll marry you. I want you to be happy as well." I smiled at him and he smiled back, evidently overjoyed by my answer.

* End of flashback*

I leaned into his strong arms and pecked him on the lips lightly, my cheeks still soaked with tears. "I love you Kai." I never thought I'd love anyone again after my entire family drowned but Kai changed things inside me. I really didn't want to leave the man who made me love. But...

Fate is sealed.

"What's wrong honey? Why are you crying?" With concern writen on his face he wiped my tears with his thumb. "Nothing. Im okay. Just a bad dream. Where i disappeared and never got to see you again."

"It was just a dream. Nothing to worry about." I wish he was telling the truth... Still, i smiled to him as not to worry him.

I had already told Baekhyun about my situation and at the start he didnt quite believe that i was born in the future but i convinced him some how. Me and Baekhyun had become very close friends so i was going to miss him just as much. I left my room to go look for him.

But i never found him...

All day i walked around the palace, i asked around but no one had seen him.

It was 5:25pm, at half 5 I'll disappear and i wont be able to say good bye to anyone. Baekhyun has gone missing and I'm not telling Kai because i cant bare to see him cry.

5:30

"Good bye everyone." As i transported back to the future i cried all my sadness out.

* Kai's pov*

It was 5:45pm and i was sat on my bed crying my eyes out on my own upon hearing the news of Baekhyun's death. He hung himself. But why... He was always smiling and happy. I didn't even have Kyungsoo to hold me like he always did when i was down...

* Kyungsoo's pov*

Here i am, in my year. Water all around me. Not just from the sea, my tears surrounded me. How can i live alone like this? With out Kai... I can't. Thats how...

[mkay-gay]

No matter what, I still love you. Part 2

Dear Ten,

You're right, it had been a while. The last time we saw each other seems like a lifetime ago. I'm surprised you decided to send me a letter. I wouldn't have. I wasn't nice to you.

What I did was cruel. You loved me and I loved you but I couldn't stay loyal. I was young and clueless and only now do I realise how wrong I was.

I just want you to know that. Even if you can't forgive me. Just know that I never meant to hurt you. You're a good man Ten and you truly deserve the best.

You said you still love me. Do you love me as much as you used to do? Because I do. Every time I see our friends I have to ask about you because I want to make sure you're alright. I'm a mess and I really hope you're not.

About Jaehyun. You've never met him but he was the man I was seeing behind your back. I decided to be with him after we'd broken up. I hoped he'd help me forget you.

But that was the problem. He wasn't you. And I only wanted you. I broke up with him recently actually. I decided it was cruel of me to make him think I love him. I dont want to shatter another good persons heart.

It makes me sad to hear that you can't get over me. Why can't you? I wasn't good to you so why do you still love me? You've always been so stubborn. But I guess that's one of the many things that made me fall in love with you.

I wonder what made me fall out of love. You were perfect but I wanted more. I'm so selfish Ten. Why am I only just realising this? I need to get a grip on myself.

I do still think about all of the memories we made together. Our first date was good, wasn't it? I remember planning it way ahead. I just wanted you to have the best. And by the look on your face I could tell I'd done a good job.

I'm surprised you though I was good that night. I was so nervous because I though you were experienced. Apparently neither of us were so I didn't need to panic that much. I really am a bit of an idiot.

You said in your letter that you were going to go travelling. That was our dream. I still remember the map we had on our wall with all the pins on it showing where we wanted to go.

I wish things were still like that. You and me against the world. I was happy then. Happier than I am now. I've been seeing a therapist recently. The more I thought of you the worse I got and some of my friends dragged me down to some clinic. It's helping the pain but I can't get over you.

I made a photo wall with some old polaroids of us. You had such a beautiful smile. I swear I would cry if I saw it again. Cry because you're happy and that's all I want.

It's not just your smile that was beautiful. Everything was. Your eyes made you look wise but elegant. I could stare into them all day. And your body. I can't even begin to describe it. It makes me feel things that I know I shouldn't feel. Do you think about me like that? When your alone at night, do I come to mind?

I started writing this letter to ask you a question and I still haven't asked it so here goes nothing. If you're willing to, why don't we meet up some time? Even if we just become friends. It'd be good to see you. To catch up on everything we left behind. You still have my number right, send me a text when you can.

All my love, Taeyong

[mkay-gay]

Living in a dream

"Idol...ROOM!"

"Please introduce your self as a group then individually."

"1...2...3... One in a million. Hello we are TWICE."

All of us bowed and introduced ourselves individually. We were on idol room to promote our new comeback 'Yes or Yes', so the episode began with questions about the album and what it's about.

"Nayeon, were there any members that you think did well this comeback?" Doni asked me. As the cameras pointed in my direction i answered, "umm i think Jeongyeon did especially well."

"Why?" The duo questioned in unison. "She looked really pretty and she had lots of lines to show off with." I answered them casually. The 2 hosts looked over at Jeongyeon before Doni asked me another question. "Why did she blush when you said that?! Is there something you would both like to share?" Jeongyeon vigorously shook her head as a no but i nodded, "yes" leaving my mouth before i continued. "We began dating," i looked over to her at the other side if the single file line of members and smiled sweetly, "just after 'dance the night away' promotions ended."

After filming for idol room was finished i went to Jeongyeon and held her hand as i leaned on her shoulder. She was flustered at my actions. Which was always cute.

"Do you want to get ice cream?" She asked as she looked down at me. I didn't answer and instead dragged her by the hand to our favourite ice cream parlor.

We walked in, sat down and read the menu of delicious ice creams before a waiter came over. He looked to me first and asked what i wanted, to which i replied with strawberry. "And what about the gorgeous lady here?" He asked my girlfriend with a sly smirk on his face. I was just about ready to let him have it but Jeongyeon's velvet like voice distracted me. "I'll have chocolate please sir." Then she smiled to him before he walked away to get our ice creams.

I shot Jeongyeon my best glare before she spoke to me, "i thought i would have to scold you for murdering someone just then, you're lucky you look cute today, or you might have scared the poor guy." I was about to protest but our ice creams had come.

I wasn't going to let that go so when we arrived at a nearby park after finishing i decided to continue with what i was going to say. "How dare he flirt with my girlfriend! MY girlfriend! Tch, the nerve of him." I crossed my arms as i looked off into the distance but when i did i heard Jeongyeon giggling next to me so i turned to face her. Unfortunately that was a big mistake, when i did she cupped my cheeks with both her hands. "Aww, are you jealous?" She asked me, a small smile playing on her face. "No! Never! Why would i be? I know that you love me and me only. You hear that random waiter. Jeongyeon loves me! Im Nayeon. Me!" With my reply Jeongyeon let go if my face and her smile grew wider as she cheekily asked, "do i?"

After her mischievous remark, she ran away from me, knowing im going to hit her when i catch her. "Come back and take back what you said!" I screamed ahead to her. She turned her head and laughed before... "Ow!"

I was going to warn her but this adorable, but stupidly clumsy, idiot had bumped into a tree before i could say anything.

I couldn't help but laugh, probably too loudly, at her clumsy actions. As i walked over to help her up from the ground she glared at me because i continued to giggle. "Hey! Don't laugh!"

"I'm sorry, hehe, i couldn't help it. One second you're running from me and the next...SPLAT!" Now Jeongyeon was laughing too.

I skipped merrily over to a nearby bench, hand in hand with my girlfriend who walked calmy next to me, taking in our gorgeous surroundings. We sat down together on that small wooden bench.

It was late in the evening and the sun was setting which created a beautiful view to behold. The two of us sat still together on the same park bench when i turned to Jeongyeon just to catch her staring at me. "You look gorgeous in the sunset Nayeon. Beautiful." She complimented me making a light pink colour rise into my cheeks.

She cupped my cheek with one hand and brought my face closer to hers. She closed her eyes. I replicated the gesture and closed my eyes shut. I could feel her soft breaths on my lips as the distance between the two of us began to close. The gap getting smaller and smaller until...

"WAKE UP SLEEPY HEAD!" What? I thought to myself. "WE HAVE PRACTICE SO GET UP AND GET READY!" As Jeongyeon finished her sentence she left my room to leave me to change.

It was a dream. A damn dream. A damn wonderful dream.

[mkay-gay]

No matter what, I still love you. Part 1

Dear Taeyong

It's been a while right. Since we last spoke. To be honest I can't even remember when that was. Was it one year or two?

I hope life is going well. Mine is going as well as it can do. My jobs going great if you were wondering. I've been hired a lot in the recent months. I hope your job is good to.

I heard from one of our friends that you had a new boyfriend. Jaehyun I think they said his name was. Is he nice? Does he treat you well?

I haven't had a proper relationship since you left. Just a few people here and there. Nothing ever works out because no one's right for me. No one's enough like you to win my heart.

Maybe I'm just being stupid but you really are perfect. Everything about you is amazing. Never forget that. Maybe that's why I'm having such as hard time moving on. Because you were so good to me. All I ever really wanted was you and now your not there it's just hard for me.

I was on your instagram the other day. I promise I wasn't stalking, I just happened to notice that you were still following me. Your hair looks good red. So sexy. Just like the time I last saw you.

I always think of that last time we saw each other. I wonder if you still think about it. We spent all day (and night) together. I thought we'd be like that forever. Just you and me. But I guess we're not meant to be together.

I don't mind much. I'll get over you eventually. Are you having a hard time getting over me? Probably not. From what I've heard you seem happier now than you ever were. That's good. All I want is for you to be happy.

I found some photos recently. Of when we'd first got together. All our friends were so shocked. I'd expected them to catch on sooner really. Giving how obvious we were.

I wonder, if we'd been more open about our relationship, would we still be together today? Was is that burden of keeping it a secret that slowly ruined the love we had each other?

I still love you though. I doubt you love me. You did once. I could tell by that way your eyes lit up when you saw me. They stopped doing that eventually.

I shouldn't get so caught up on lost feelings. We're our own people now. And it was probably going to end up like this anyway. So I can't keep pretending that you still love me. I have to remember that we're not us anymore, we're just two people in this world.

I don't know if I've told you in my other letters, but I'm planning of travelling the world. It was something we were going to do together but now I'll just have to go alone. It won't be that bad. Maybe I can get myself an exotic boyfriend. And once we're settled down we can go out together. Me, you and our boyfriends.

We can be the friends we once were. It's funny how we started of as friends, then fell in love and now we act like we don't know each other.

Do you ever tell people about me? About the happy years we spent together? Does Jaehyun know how much you used to love me? That's a stupid thing to say. Of course he doesn't. He only needs to know how much you love him.

Which reminds me. Make sure you tell him you love him every day. We never did and look how we ended up. Keep him happy. And if he ever stops treating you well, tell me and I'll come beat him up!

Hey. Do you still wear you ring? The one with the little diamond that I got you for our first anniversary. I still wear mine with pride. Every time I look at it, I think of all the memories we shared. Good ones and bad ones.

Remember our first date. You took me to the movies and we watched some new marvel film. I don't remember paying any attention, all I wanted to look at was you.

And then we went back to your place and we....you know.

People always say that you shouldn't do that on a first date but I'd loved you for so long. I never told you but you were my first. I doubt I was yours since you seemed to know exactly what you were doing.

I shouldn't think about this. Your over me so I should be to. But you were good, I'd relive that if I could.

Taeyong. Your name sounds so good. I'm saying it out loud as I write this. Say my name as you read it. Then we can be connected in some way. Our only connection until we meet again one day.

Maybe when we're old we'll somehow meet in the same old people's home. Then we can finally laugh about all of this. How stupid and young we were. Young love. How stupid of me to think it was ever going to last.

Anyway. I've been going on for so long about everything. I should stop and get back to doing what I was doing. I just thought you might want to know how I was doing. I want to know how your doing.

One last thing, I hope you doing think I'm an idiot for saying this. But if ever things don't work out and you need someone to love again, you know where I am. And I'll always be waiting for you.

All my love, Ten.

[mkay-gay]

Nothing bad can ever happen again, my love

"Nooo!"

The car smashed right into Kyungsoo's childhood friend and he never saw him again. Poor Kai didn't deserve this... Neither did Kyungsoo, he cried himself to sleep every night for months. Until he moved away, then the memories of his first love slowly disappeared.

* Present time*

I have been working in this shop for so many years now, i can't even count. It's a quaint little coffee shop on the corner of a busy street and has minimal decoration inside. I'm a waiter and a coffee chef if we have low staff. I've lived here in Seoul since i was hit by a moving truck and my local hospital couldn't help so, i was sent to Seoul and after my treatment my family really liked it there so we stayed. I was never particularly sad to leave, i didn't remember most of my childhood because of the severe blow to the head i suffered back in my home town. However, just recently, an older man came into the coffee shop, he must've been just a bit older than my parents, and when he read my name tag, he cried. "I must be dreaming!" He said to me. Then he simply laughed as he ordered his coffee, one americano as i recall. He smiled as i brought it to his table and continued to smile when he paid for his drink. If i didn't find the man oddly familiar, it would've been creepy.

Anyway. Today was the day after that and the same man came again, this time with another, younger, man who resembled his elder. His son i assume. The son looked somewhat sad despite his father next to him looking excited as he spoke.

As they got to the counter the man from yesterday looked at me with joy as he placed his arm around the son's shoulders. "Look! See! It's Jongin, Kyungsoo! You see!" He said. Kyungsoo, i suppose, read my tag also and said, "You're right dad, it is." In a monotone voice, still with a small but kind of sad smile on his face.

Kyungsoo, Kyungsoo... I've heard that name I'm sure of it... Where though?

"Jongin," i looked up at him, "you remember my son, don't you?" Kyungsoo looked at me with hopeful eyes as they both awaited my reply. "Um. Maybe. I can't really remember..." Both their faces visibly dropped and Kyungsoo looked as if he was about to cry. "I'm going now." Kyungsoo said as he hung his head and began to walk away. "Wait, don't go yet," the father looked at me again, "Kai." Thats all he said and with that obe word my eyes widened and my head started to hurt as a wave of memories hit my like a rock. I breathed heavily as i locked eyes with Kyungsoo. His big beautiful eyes. I never realised how much i missed him and cared about until the moment i remembered everything. I continued looking at Kyungsoo as tears escaped my eyes, i walked around the counter and engulfed the smaller male in my arms as i cried and said, "i love you."

Kyungsoo lightly pushed me away as he looked at me with a shocked expression, "I've waited far to many years to hear that, Kai!" Right infront of everyone in the coffee shop he crashed his soft lips into mine and stayed there as i kissed him back. I want to stay like this forever.

My parents who owned and worked at this coffee shop came out of the kitchen as i kissed Kyungsoo and said i could leave early to stay with my 'handsome prince charming', as they had called him, if i wanted to. So naturally i spent the day with my lover. We went to a theme park and the cinema before getting dinner and walking home. It was the best day of my life! And hopefully his too.

* D.O pov*

After that day, me and Kai made it official and constantly spoke. Ugh i love him so much. It's actually been a month since we began dating in January and it just happens that tomorrow is valentines day! And you best believe I'm getting my man some over priced heart chocolates and flowers that smell nice. In the flower shop i was mentally debating what flowers to get my one true love and decided on roses because i remembered that, when we were children, those were his favorite. I paid for the flowers and set of to Thornton's to get some valentine chocolate.

The shop was packed with people looking for the same thing as me and for once it was good to be short as i could easily weave my way through the crowd to get to the chocolate Kai likes. Now because I'm an amazing boyfriend, i had to go the extra mile and get a personalised message on the heart shaped chocolate. "Can you get it to say i love you so much but don't you dare leave me again." The lady at the counter complied and wrote it on my chocolate before wrapping it for me and putting it in a bag.

I got home, put the flowers in some water so they don't die and went to sleep, highly anticipating tomorrow.

* Tomorrow morning*

I headed to Kai's house to give him his presents and hopefully take him on a date.

I rang his doorbell and waited for an answer.

Nothing.

I rung it again.

Still nothing.

Maybe the doorbell doesnt work. So I'll knock the door.

Nothing.

I was worried so i pounded harder on the door.

No reply.

He hasn't moved again has he. Please dear god no!

Then i saw his parent's car park up outside the house. I couldn't help but smile when i thought of Kai coming out of the car with presents for me as he ran up and kissed me. But he didn't. Instead his parents got out and they were crying. Alot. My smile dropped. What had happened, Kai can't of got hurt. We only just met up again after more than 10 years of being apart.

His mum walked up to me and handed me a slip of paper. A doctor's report?

It read: "Kim Jongin sadly left this world on February 12th at 16:05, he was hit buy a large truck and due to previous head trauma, could not be saved. Kai was found with a bouquet of flowers on him and a valentines card in his pocket. He will be missed by all his family and friends dearly."

I fell to the floor, letting the presents drop with me, as i cried and screamed at the loss of my lover.

* 3rd person pov*

Kai had died a heart breaking death, dieing happy, with Kyungsoo on his mind. Oh how he loved him...

[mkay-gay]

As long as I have you

25th September 2025. 8:45 am. Bomb to be dropped at 10 am. Jeonghan

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They told us it was going to happen eventually but now I'm sat here waiting, I don't feel as ready as I was a few days ago. Our country got into a war with a few neighbouring nations. With little defences we had no way of stopping this happening. A more powerful country is getting ready to drop bombs on us. One in particular is powerful enough to wipe the whole nation out. Despite the efforts put in by our allies, nothing could be done to stop this.

I guess I'll just sit and watch it happen. Its too late for me to escape so I might as well spend my final time having fun. That's exactly what I'm doing now.

Less than two hours before my death, here I am, sat in a park with Joshua. It reminds me of our first date. We were just college students then and had little money to spend. So we found ourselves lazing under a tree in the local park. But such a simple thing showed me how loved I was. Kisses shared between us were sweet and meaningful. But at this moment in time they are rough and needy.

Sat under the same tree. Giving each other the love we deserve. Neither of us have anyone else to spend our last moments with but I'm glad I can be with him. I dont think I ever told him how much I love him but at this point it doesn't really matter

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9 am. 1 hour till I die. Joshua.

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The way the light reflects of my lovers face brings me peace. His beautiful features outlines by the early morning sunlight. So calm for someone who is awaiting his own death. I'm quite the opposite. I can't say I'm particularly sad for my own death. It would have happened eventually. But I find myself devastated knowing this is my last chance to show this man how much he truly means to me.

Before I have a chance to stop myself, tears are pouring down my face, dripping onto my companion. Being the caring man he is, he immediate sits up. Using his smooth thumb to aips the stray tears from my cheek.

"Don't be sad dear. I'm right here with you" his voice runs like honey through my ears. Sweet honey. It reminds me of the time we went on holiday together to Italy. They sell the mist unusual honey and we spent hours tasting as many as we could.

Those are the times I will miss the most. The happy memories that will soon be lost. All the time spent together wasn't a waste though. I'm happy that I got to be with him. My jeonghan. He sure is a beautiful person.

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9:15 am. The end is near. Jeonghan.

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Seeing tears flow from Joshua's eyes brings me a strange kind of happiness. Without him having to say, I can see how much he loves me. I'm glad. Glad I got to spend so many happy years with him. Glad I can spend my last moments wrapped in his arms.

Most people are chaotic. Struggling to send farewells to their loved ones. But when you only have one person to say goodbye to it makes it slightly easier.

I don't know when we started kissing but we did at some point. His lips on mine bring a great comfort. Like the time has stopped. The ever ticking clock has paused to let us enjoy this moment. Its like we're the only people left in the world. Just me and him forever.

His lips are as soft as ever. Much like they were when we shared out first kiss so many years ago. But the kiss itself is different. Saying our goodbyes would be too hard so this is like a replacement. All the love we would have shared through our whole lives crammed into one moment.

I wonder what my life would have been if everything had been different. Would I have lived the life I always dreamed of, growing old with the love of my life and spending my years surrounded by his love.

Maybe it's better that everything is ending so suddenly. So I don't have to worry about us ever seperating. This way we can be together till there is no us.

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9:30. Not long left. Joshua.

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When I look into Jeonghans eyes I see a certain softness that isn't there often. He's usually such a confident person but it seems he's let hai guards down. Only infront of me. Not that there's anyone else round to see. Not that anyone would be paying attention to us. Too busy running away from reality.

People like us have it a lot easier. I don't wish to run away from this. It would have been better if this hadn't happened in the first place but it's not the most terrible thing ever. Being seperated from my lover would be worse. In this life we are bound to die together. It might seem sad but we both agree. Nothing bad can happen as long as we're together.

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9:45 - 10 am. This is how it ends...well I'm glad it's with you.

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They didn't need to check their watches to tell that it was almost time. They could hear strangers crying in the distance. Holding desperately onto the people they don't want to loose. At this point the boys were doing the same. The reality of everything was sudden. An hour ago it felt like nothing but now time is moving so fast.

Tears flowing down there faces go un-noticed as they hold each other in a strong but loving grip. Neither of them felt the need to speak. Knowing the being all lovey dovey would making everything ten times harder. Their are emotions showed now. They stared into each others red eye. Joshua tried to give jeonghan a reassuring smile, knowing the older man probably hurt just as much as he did right now.

A voice echoed through the air from a speaker situated somewhere in the park

"5, 4, 3..."

"I love you Joshua."

"2"

"I love you too my sweetheart"

"1"

[mkay-gay]

I..love..him. I LOVE HIM!

Love. Suho was in it. With a certain Kris Wu. Only Sehun knows this, for Suho doesn't even know himself. Sehun just knows Junmyeon too well and can spot when he is in love long before anyone else notices.

Suho and Kris met at work and had become fast friends, too the point Junmyeon's best friend Sehun thought Suho would ditch him for Kris. Alas, Suho had no time to do so because Kris moved far away from Korea a few years later, to Canada. His family wanted him with them so they could see him more.

Kris had never told anyone he was leaving. He didn't think anyone cared enough. He knew Suho and Sehun hung around and spoke to him, but he always thought that they just felt bad for him. Kris could never see any reason for anyone to like him so he was very surprised when two energetic males ran up to him during his second week at work.

They made him smile alot so he didn't want to leave them.

But when he was on the aeroplane he quickly decided that they probably didn't really want him around. Once Suho and Sehun had started talking to him, they quickly stopped being energetic and Kris realised on the plane that it was because he brought their moods down.

Of course this wasn't true. Suho and Sehun didn't think Kris liked their energy so they toned it down around him.

* Backstory over*

* Suho's pov*

Kris hadn't been at work for a while and Sehun and i were worried about him. Kris never gave me his number or told me where he lived so i had no way of contacting him. "Hey, you think i should call Kris?" Sehun asked. I looked at him confused so he continued. "He hasn't been at work, i know you noticed his absence so why do you looked so confused right now?" Did this moron seriously have his number all this time and hasn't thought to give it to me, or call him? "Incase you're wondering, i forgot i had the number," idiot, i thought to myself, "and i would have given it to you if you had asked." Sehun slightly smirked at the last part. I looked at him, blinking with wide eyes and said, irritatedly "call Kris, right now...and give me his number after."

Ring ring. Ring ring. Ring ri- "hello?"

"WHERE YOU AT?!"

"oh ok your shouting umm im off to Canada."

"You comin back? Ever?"

"Sorry, i probably won't."

"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US!!" Sehun wasn't shouting out of anger, thats just what he does, shouts.

"I didn't think you cared is all, anyway i have to go now, bye Sehun." With that Kris hung up.

Me and Sehun left work early and we went out to mourn the loss of Kris. But one thing he said stuck with me. Why wouldn't we care? We went and bought food then sat on a park bench as we ate in silence. Occasionally wiping away small tears that escaped our eyes.

We finished eating and Sehun took my phone out of my pocket, entering some digits and handing it back to me. Kris's number. I'll call him later.

* A week later*

"OMG SEHUN COME QUICK!!!" I screamed suddenly. "I'm right next to you, so what is so urgent that you had to hurt my beautiful ears, are you pregnant or something?"

"What the hell. No I'm not pregnant. I just realised something."

"What is it?"

"I LOVE KRIS!" i got happier and shouted as i thought of Kris.

"You *just* noticed, like, just now?"

"Yes. Ah i need to tell him!" I said as i reached for my phone... "Woah woah woah. How long has it been since you've spoken to Kris?"

"5 days 7 hours and 32, wait no, 33 minutes."

"Oh my lord... You know what. Do it. Tell him." Again i reached for my phone and i dialed his number, to facetime him, of course he picked up immediately. "I have something to confess, Kris."

"Really? Me too actually..." I gasped. He really loves me back!

"Really, lets say it together on the count of three. One. Two. Three. I l-"

"Please stop calling me. It's really creepy when you tell me exactly how long it's been since we last spoke. Plus i know you were about to tell me you love me and i should tell you that i have a boyfriend..." My heart smashed to peices. He finds me creepy? Maybe i am kinda obsessive..."oh o-" he hung up on me... Sehun looked at me with a solem expression, as if to say sorry.

"SURPRISE!!!" Kris opened our front door and ran to give me a hug. "I missed you both so much! And Suho, you're the boyfriend i was talking about..." He rubbed the back of his neck and i kissed him on the lips. "Disgusting!" Sehun gagged over dramatically. We pulled away from eachother and stared into eachother's eyes. I knew he loved me.

"Don't pretend you knew Suho." Sehun laughed at me.

[mkay-gay]

Forgotten promise

Namjoon didn't remember much from his childhood, not before he moved from once side of Korea to the other. One thing he did recall was a person. Somehow significant in his life. Maybe a family member or friend but he doesn't know specifically. He wishes he did since most of his happy memories include this mysterious figure.

He moved away from that place a long time ago. 12 maybe 13 years ago. He didn't think of his childhood much, being too focused on the stress of sorting out his university. Luckily that was mostly over now he'd been accepted.

It was a week before university started when he was to move halfway across Korea. He was sharing with one other person, a stranger. Hopefully a man as he doesn't think he can bare sharing an apartment with a fussy woman. The first time he met his new roommate he was glad to find a kind looking male, possibly a bit older.

He couldn't help but feel strange when he met the other man. He seemed somehow familiar. The man introduced himself as Seokjin, a second year student who was doing an acting course. His old roommate had moved out that year and he felt lonely so decided to rent out the spare room.

The two men spent most of their free time together. They couldn't really avoid it being roommates. Since neither of them really had anyone else to hang around with, they usually sat and watched movies from the small sofa in their living room.

In a short space of time they went from being roommates to best friends. Soon even meeting up during their breaks to get lunch at the local cafe which sold the nicest carrot cake, which happened to be both of their favourites.

Namjoon first entered Seokjins room when the other man was out. He was looking for something he had lost and didn't mean to snoop around but really couldn't help it. The older man had a fairly empty room. A neat bed and a desk with pens and various cosmetic items scattered on it. One thing that caught his attention was the single photo frame on the otherwise empty bedside cabinet.

The photo showed two young boys. Smiling at the camera with their arms wrapped around one another. It took Namjoon a while to realise who the picture was showing. One boy was obviously Seokjin, thin body but chubby cheeks. The other boy confused him. He recognised the child as himself. Since when did they know each other as children.

Realisation hit him suddenly and he felt extremely stupid. The boy that was scattered throughout his childhood was Seokjin, the man that he ironically shared an apartment with now. Seokjin must have known that already so why hasn't he mentioned it him?

Namjoon decided that he was going to confront the other man but wasn't sure how to bring it up. What was he meant to say 'oh hey you're my childhood friend right'?

But that was his only idea so he decided that was exactly what he was going to say. He texted his friend to meet him at their usual cafe so they could 'catch up on some gossip'

He didn't know why he was nervous but he was. He showed up at the cafe 15 minutes early and was shocked to see Seokjin waiting patiently in a seat by the window. He walked over, pretending to be confident. Sitting down in the seat opposote his friend, he greeted him with a smile.

Just before he spoke Seokjin stopped him and said "Before you speak I have something to say" he took a deep breath before continuing the sentence "I don't know if you realised yet but I've known you for a long time. Most of my life actually. You're they boy who moved away and left me. That was sad but this isn't exactly what I wanted to say. So... Before you left you made me a promise. You probably don't remember or you would have mentioned it. But you said that if we ever met again you would marry me. I mean, marrying is a but far but I'm holding you to that promise. You can't let me down Namjoon!"

It took Namjoon a while to process what his friend had said to him. If he knew this all along why didn't he say anything? And he certainly doesn't remember making any soppy promise. But then that was such a him move so he's not surprised that his child self said that. And then it occurred to him the last part of what Seokjin had said. That he was still holding him to his promise. Does that mean that Seokjin loves him?

He certainly didn't dislike the older man. Maybe he'd even say he had a slight crush on his roommate.

Seokjin was concerned at Namjoons reaction to his sudden 'confession'. He'd gone silent as he stared open mouthed out the window. It was very rare for the taller male to be quite for such a long amount of time so Seokjin was scared that he was about to be rejected.

His fear was forgotten when he felt a strong pair of arms wrap around his neck. He heard Namjoons voice saying "Okay so I don't remember saying that but I suppose if I made a promise I should probably keep it. It would be quite rude not to."

They both pulled back from the hug and smiled at each other. Namjoon thought back go his distant childhood. Running through a forest, his hand in another boys. Sat on a swing in the late afternoon, listening to sweet laughter of another boy. The other boy being Seokjin. His friend. No lover.

Even if he didn't remember the promise, he patted his younger self on the back for being so much better with people than he is now.

A promise is a promise so a few years later, the two men were married happily in a church. Both dressed in matching suits with flowers in hand. Both of their lives were complete, finding the one they had (without realising) been searching for.

[mkay-gay]

Just one mistake is all it takes

Byun Baekhyun owned a large and rich company which he inherited from his father. As a result, he wasn't just very rich he was also known all around Korea for his outstanding business skills. Baekhyun had always focused on his work and always made sure to have a cold front so he could focus completely on his job. He wanted his employees to somewhat fear him so that none would try to get closer to him. As previously said, he only cared about his work.

Today was Chanyeol's last interview for his new job at one of Korea's largest companies. His previous interviewer had told him to see Byun Baekhyun for the last interview and had told Chanyeol that Baekhyun was the CEO. The tall male was rather honoured that they had considered him for the office job position he wanted, given that he had little to no experience with it.

Chanyeol entered the huge building where the interview would be held and walked straight to the front desk. "Excuse me do you know where i can find a Byun Baekhyun? I have an interview with him."

"Park Chanyeol?" Chanyeol nodded in response. "Okay then, he will be in his office on the top floor, i feel like i should warn you that the CEO has quite the harsh attitude."

"I'm sure it'll be fine." Chanyeol tried to sound confident as he answered the receptionist despite crumbling inside due to nerves.

* Knock knock*

"Come in." The door opened to reveal a tall man with melanin skin and silvery hair. "Hello, I'm Park Chanyeol, i have an interview with the CEO." As Chanyeol entered the room he couldn't help but marvel at the beautiful face that greeted him. "Yes, i know who you are, i am the CEO. Byun Baekhyun, a pleasure to meet you." Baekhyun stood up and strenched his arm out for a handshake. Chanyeol happily shook his hand as he bowed slightly.

Baekhyun gestured for Chanyeol to sit in the chair opposite him as he sat in his own. When they were sat, Baekhyun took out a stack of papers and skimmed over the first page, he looked at Chanyeol. "It says in these reports that you did incredibly well in the other interviews and because of that..." Chanyeol's heart was pounding so hard as Baekhyun spoke that he was sure it could be heard loud and clear. 'There is no need to be nervous anymore, he just complimented you' he said to himself in his head. Baekhyun continued, "i figured that i dont need to question you any further, so congratulations, Park Chanyeol, you've got the job!" Baekhyun smiled an angelic smile as he looked up at Chanyeol. Such a pretty smile that it made Chanyeol's heart skip a beat. "T-thank you sir!" Chanyeol also couldn't help but smile back as he bowed to his new boss.

Chanyeol was a clumsy human, which is the reason he was fired from his last job, as a mechanic. Chanyeol had accidentally set fire to a car engine when he confused gasoline with water and filled the car up with gasoline instead. Luckily no one was hurt in the situation and it was handled well by his previous boss who had fired him on the spot. This time Chanyeol had to make sure not to screw up at all!

* One month later*

Chanyeol had made a few minor mistakes in his new job, mostly just accidentally mixing files up but his co worker and new friend, Sehun, had helped get it sorted before the boss found out. Unfortunately, today Sehun could do nothing to help when Chanyeol broke his computer by spilling hot coffee on it. All Sehun could do was put the small fire it had caused out.

The door opened and a small blonde lady walked over to Chanyeol, telling him that the CEO wants to see him. "He said he'd like to see you now." Her voice almost sounded worried as she, Chanyeol and Sehun dreaded what will be to come of him.

"Well well well Mr Park. What have you done?" Baekhyun asked as he leaned over his desk. Chanyeol kept silent, knowimg full well that Baekhyun knows what happened.

Baekhyun stood up straight and walked around his desk, standing right in front of Chanyeol. "I see." Baekhyun stood on his tip toes and lay a hand on one of Chanyeol's broad shoulders so he could wisper in the taller man's ear. "I'll make a deal with you, Mr Park, kiss me," Chanyeol's eyes widened and his boss's smooth sounding words. "Here. Now. And we can forget about the computer. How about it, hm?" Baekhyun returned to his flat footed position but kept his hand on Chanyeol's shoulder as he traced circles with his finger on Chanyeol's muscular chest.

Chanyeol was still shocked at what Baekhyun had just said but managed to calm down when he saw his boss's pouted mouth, which suddenly filled him with confidence. "Gladly." He said as he lifted up the shorter male.

Baekhyun cupped Chanyeol's cheeks as he kissed him passionately, their lips moving together perfectly in sync. Chanyeol parted his lips allowing for Baekhyun to explore his mouth with his tongue, making sure to taste every inch.

Once the kiss ended Baekhyun was placed back onto the ground, Chanyeol still keeping a firm hand on his superior's waist. They both stared at each other's features, admiring one another before Baekhyun said, "i think you might be my favorite employee, Mr Park."

[mkay-gay]

Can't help falling in love

In recent weeks, maybe even months, Yoongi has found himself restless at night, unable to sleep no matter how tired he is. He has taken to wandering round the streets of Seoul at night before retreating to his apartment in the early hours of the morning.

This was what he was currently doing. He strolled down a path running through a peaceful little park. Brown leaves covered the ground and he realised autumn had come fast this year.

Usually, at this time of night, he would never see anyone out so was shocked to see a figure hunched up on a bench directly ahead of him. Due to the night time silence, he could hear the muffled sobs of the other man.

On most occasions Yoongi would have ignored the stranger and carried on with his walk but he felt a pang of concern for the crying man so proceeded to walk over to him.

He sat down next to him, far enough away so he didn't panic, although he did see the other shift slightly away from him. He waited quietly for what he guesses was a few minutes before the other man sat up from his uncomfortable position, wiping his puffy red eyes.

That was the first time he'd seen the mans face and he was shocked. Despite the fact that he'd clearly been crying for a while, the man had a sort of elegance about him, a beauty not everyone would notice but he certainly did.

If someone asked Yoongi to describe what he believed an angel looked like, he would probably describe the man sat before him. He had pumpkin coloured hair, fitting to the time of year, a mouth that Yoongi guessed would look beautiful when he was smiling and sweet (But sore) eyes.

Putting his thoughts behind him, he extended a hand and said nothing other than

"Yoongi"

The man grasped his hand and shook it.

"Hoseok"

Yoongi knew Hoseok probably didn't want to speak about his problems, let alone to a stranger but he wanted the man to be warm and it happened to be very cold outside at the moment.

"You just be cold, please let me walk you back to your place"

The man smiled at his kindness but replied "Where I live is too far to walk to but thanks for the offer. I'll wait till the morning and get a bus home."

Yoongi couldn't let the man wait put here all night so he offered something unusually kind.

"I know we've literally just met but you must be cold. Please come back to my place, just until you can get home safely."

Hoseok would rather wait till the morning but he had to agree with the other man, it was very cold outside and he would probably freeze before he even got the chance to get home.

"I guess that's alright. As long as it's no trouble to you."

"Course not." Yoongi replied before getting up of the bench, the other man got up after him.

Now they were both stood up, Yoongi realised that Hoseok was slightly taller than him. He signed with self pity, considerimgnthe fact that almost everyone was taller than him. Well except his friend Jimin, who he had go say was very short.

Whilst the two men walked, they made simple conversation, things like what they do for a living and what pets they have. Yoongi tried to make the taller man laugh since when they first met he seemed to be in a bad place.

Hoseok's laugh made him smile to himself. He'd presumed that the other mans smile would be nice but it was much more than that. The kind that would make a whole room of people happy.

He was very pleased that he'd been the one to make the man smile and laugh, which made his own smiled even brighter.

When they arrived at his apartment, Yoongi was relieved, his numb limbs slowly coming back to their usual state. The other man seemed to be thinking the same thing as he stretched his arms above his head and signed is ecstasy.

He led Hoseok to his small living room before going to the kitchen go made them both some hot chocolate, which was sure to make then completely warm.

Yoongi wasn't usually a people person but the taller man had an air about him that made everyone near him comfortable. They talked as if they were old friends reuniting after a long time. They talked and laughed until the early morning when Hoseok realised he should probably get home before his roommates got worried. Before he left he hurriedly entered his number onto Yoongis phone so he could 'thank him for his kindness'.

It wasn't long before the met again. Hoseok had insisted to buy Yoongi lunch as he had probably saved him from getting frostbite. Yoongi accepted, it was a good chance to see the angel like man again.

Being the outgoing person he was, Hoseok pulled the shorter man into a tight hug when he arrived at the cafe they had arranged to meet at. They sat and enjoyed coffee and cake. Yoongi had never been to this cafe before but was glad he got the opportunity.

They both left after what felt like hours of 'gossiping' about their lives. Yoongi smiled as he walked away, realising that he may have just made a lifelong friend.

It didn't take them long to work put that they both went to the same university but had apparently not noticed each other. They laughed about this and joked that they must both be blind.

They started hanging around more and more until they were practically inseparable. Best friends. You could call them that. But then some point along Yoongi' stupid heart just had to get in the way. He couldn't help it. Seeing the gorgeous man laugh and smile, that was something any fool would fall for.

What he didn't realise was that Hoseok was stuck in a very similar situation. He found the older mans grumpy antics adorable. He just wanted to squeeze his cute cheeks and maybe kiss them too. He cursed at himself when he had these sudden thoughts but soon came to grips with them. Maybe he had a chance.

He can't say he was overly confident though. Considering the amount of people his friend had turned down before, he realised maybe his chances weren't as high as he had originally bargained.

Damn. He couldn't just sit there and watch the man who had, without trying, stolen his heart and not make some sort of move.

He knew many people were waiting to make the moves on his friends so he knew it was go big or go home.

That's how he found himself outside Yoongi's apartment at approximately 3 am. He was thankful that the older man had a ground floor apartment since he doubted his wall climbing skills very much.

He got his guitar out of its case and started playing a song (which he had only just learnt).

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Wise men say only fools rush in

But I can't help falling in love with you

Shall I stay?

Would it be a sin

If I can't help falling in love with you?

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Before long the window had opened and the black haired man sat on his window sill watching him. He felt embarrassed about his voice since he was much more used to rapping that he was to singing.

When he finished singing he closed his eyes, scared of the response the older man might give to him. What he wasn't expecting was to feel a pair of arms wrap around his waist. He smiled and lifted his own arms round the other mans neck. Pulling him into his chest till they had no room to move.

"You idiot. You woke me up" Yoongi grumbled. His voice showing change had just been deep in sleep.

"You didn't like it?" He asked.

"Of course I did you fool!"

They pulled away from the tight hug, instead holding onto one another's hands and looking into each others eyes.

They both knew what was coming as they leaned in closer to each other. Their lips met in a long awaited kiss. Desperate but sweet.

Yoongi noted that Hoseoks lips tasted like peaches and mint. It made him smile thinking that the younger man had prepared for this moment. But he was glad he had. They unwillingly pulled away, knowing they should probably speak about what they were now.

The first to speak was Hoseok. "What does this make us?"

"Boyfriends I guess. If that's what you want."

"Of course it's what I want or I wouldn't have turned up here to do that."

"Fair point"

They both laughed at the last comment.

^time skip^

It had been years since they had met and fallen in love. All of their friends joked that they acted like an old married couple but they couldn't disagree. They lived together in a small apartment. The best they could afford on their measly salaries. But they both knew that money didn't matter as long as they had each other.

Hoseok couldn't be more glad that he had fallen in love. Yoongi would have to agree with that.

[mkay-gay]

Golden honey

So to start off, my name is Na Jaemin, I'm gay but I'm afraid to tell everyone because I'm the only one I know who is. I don't want people to judge me and although i cant imagine why they would i can't help but be anxious.

I'd been going to this school in Korea for a few years now and luckily for me there wasn't any boys here that i had liked, so pretending to be straight had been easy up until now. Until a new kid was introduced.

"Class, I'd like you all to meet Jeno, your new classmate. Theres a spare seat for you next to Renjun." She gestured towards my friend Renjun as she spoke. When Jeno walked to his seat in the back row and brushed past me, i couldn't help but breathe in his warm, sweet scent. Lots of the girls were gawking at his handsome face, a feeling i can only describe as red consumed me as he smiled back at them.

*small time skip to lunch *

After i packed all my belongings into my backpack i went to the cafeteria to look for Renjun. I quickly found him at our usual table and sat down. Renjun attempted to speak to me but it came out only as muffled, incoherent words.

"Finish whats in your mouth, then speak." I told hime.

"Yes, right. Well what i was trying to say was that i invi- oh there he is!" Renjun said rather excitedly as he pointed in the direction of a handsome, black-haired male coming our way.

"Hi Renjun! Hi umm?" His voice sounded like smooth, golden honey as he spoke. He was breathtaking and because of this i couldn't quite find the correct words in my brain to answer him and instead of English coming out of my mouth a series of 'ums' and 'ers' involuntarily replaced it.

"His name is Jaemin, i swear he isn't usually this shy." Renjun informed him.

"Haha, well, it's nice to meet you. Jaemin." I felt my cheeks flush a pink colour as he smiled at me.

All through lunch i sat in silence as Renjun and Jeno spoke to one another, occasionally laughing at something funny the other said. I didn't pay attention to their conversation, afraid of looking at Jeno for too long.

*After school *

After school ended i met Renjun outside the school gates and we began walking home together, our houses our on the same road so we walk the same way. During a conversation some how the subject of Jeno came up.

"I learned alot about Jeno today, he's super nice," he playfully nudged my elbow before continuing with a smirk,"you should have spoke to him. Also i found out that he is gay and thinks you're cute." I froze at the last sentence. "H-he. What?" I didn't know how to feel just yet.

"Yeah he thinks you cute and it made me realise that I've never thought of asking about your sexuality. But judging by your sudden halt I'm going to guess you like Jeno..." I simply nodded to him. "Aw you two would be a really cute couple. Ooh, imagine him kissing on the forehead as you sit and cuddle under fluffy blankets and- Oh!" His sudden raise of tone made me jump. "What is it?"

"I just remembered, Jeno wanted me to give you this." Renjun handed me a small slip of paper before walking into his house. "Bye Jaemin!" He yelled as he waved goodbye to me. I looked down at the peice of paper and saw a series of numbers in neat handwriting, followed by a small drawing of a love heart. Was this Jeno's number?

As i arrived at my own house i wasted no time to run into my room, grab my phone and call the number. As it rang i was filled with anxiety, waiting to see if someone picked up. Please answer.

"Hello? I don't suppose this is Jaemin, is it?" My intrusive thoughts were interrupted by a voice like golden honey. "It is. Hi." I spoke to Jeno for hours and i got to know him very well and by the time i went to bed i had fallen, even deeper, for him.

The next day i awoke to 2 new texts from Jeno. I clicked on the notification and found out that one was deleted and the other said 'meet me after school if you can' hmm i hope this is gonna be like a romance film wgere he'll ask me to be his... I sincerely doubt it though...

* Jeno pov*

I texted Jaemin to tell him i love him but deleted it last minute and replaced it with a request for him to meet me later. I was going to confess my feelings. Whether he's straight or not, into me..or..not... I spoke to Renjun about my confession this morning over the phone, after i had said my plan to him, he just gasped and hung up. I hope thats a good sign...

School went by slowly and as the end of the day came and i had made my way to find Jaemin, i found myself so very nervous and when i saw him at the gate smiling and waving at me, i had to look down to hide my red cheeks.

*Jaemin pov *

Jeno walked over to me with his head down and i wondered what was wrong but just when i was about to ask he sudden shot his head up, scaring me slightly and quickly blurted out.

"JaeminIreallyloveyoulikereallyreallyandhopeyouwillbemyboyfriend!" Then he looked back at the floor. I giggled, i had some how managed to understand what he said a answered as coolly as possible.

"Yeah, sure. I g-guess i could d-date you." Just great now I'm as red as him!

Jeno then straight away looked at me before kissing me on the lips. And i kissed him back.

[mkay-gay]

Love me forever?

It was more than hard for Yuta to move from Japan to Korea. It was terrible. He didn't speak a word of Korean and he honestly couldn't be bothered to learn. Plus all his friends happened to live in Japan along with his whole family. But his dad got a new job and him, his sister and their parents got on a one way plane journey to Korea.

He had severely underestimated just how hard it would be to attend a school that taught in a foreign language. So he found himself staring out the window for 90% of the time he spent at school, the other 10% being the time he spent eating his lunch.

He struggled to communicate with his classmates so found himself sat alone at school. That was until Sicheng came along. The beautful Chinese boy with blonde hair. He seemed to be in the same situation as Yuta, not speaking a word of Korean either.

Through this, the boys found an understanding in each other. They sat together and eat their lunch in silence. Not an uncomfortable silence, but the kind that made both boys feel calm. They often listened to music together to block out the students shouting and laughing in the hall. Yuta was glad to have at least one friend.

Sicheng wanted badly to speak to Yuta so he tried hard to learn Korean. Even if he could only say a few broken sentences, he was still making progress.

Yuta wasn't exactly trying to learn Korean but his parents encouraged him by speaking mostly Korean to him instead of his native language. He knew he was getting better and that made him happy. He knew from seeing Sicheng studying at lunch that the younger boy was trying to learn the language and this would mean that they would be able to speak like real friends soon.

Their first conversation came not long after them meeting. Sicheng sat down next to Yuta in class and said "Yuta hi!"

Without thinking, the older boy replied with "Hello Sicheng."

They both smiled at one another and Sicheng let out a small giggle which Yuta thought was very..cute.

Days turned to months and the boys could now converse with each other in nearly fluent Korean. They found that having something to encourage them made them want to learn more.

They also found that spending all their time together made their friendship turn into something more. Neither of them addressed their situation as neither knew what their relationship was exactly. But both boys felt something deep down in their hearts.

Now that they could both speak Korean, more of their class mates started talking to them. Being good looking, the pair attracted interest from both boys and girls. Much to Yuta's displeasure, many students tried to make a move on the cute boy but he was happy to watch them be rejected. He sometimes even laughed a bit as they walked away with their heads down.

Sicheng knew Yuta liked him, he spent enough time watching the older boy smirk at the people he'd just rejected. But he was confused as to why Yuta still hadn't made a move. Maybe he'd have to take control of the situation.

"Yuta."

The shorter man nodded at the call to his name.

"We should go out after school. Get some food maybe?"

Yuta was shocked. Was Sicheng asking him on a date? Damn. He really hoped he was.

"Sure." He replied with a wink, "why don't I pick you up at 7?"

Sicheng hummed in approval whilst blushing at Yuta's straight forward actions.

Sicheng found himself infront of the mirror at around 6:30. He had decided to wear black ripped jeans which showed of his long thin legs and a loose white shirt. He thought he looked quite nice and hoped the older man would think the same.

He must have spent a long time staring at himself in the mirror as he soon heard a loud knock at his front door. He didn't want to seem too desperate so took his time walking to the door. When he opened it, he was greeted with Yuta, looking even more stunning than usual in black jeans and a black silk shirt, most of the top buttons undone, giving Sicheng a good look at his defines chest and collar bones.

"Ready?"

Sicheng nodded and stepped out the door, locking it behind him.

They spent the evening in a fancy restaurant laughing and chatting and now found themselves sat on a bench in the local park. Leaves lay around their feet, a dark shade of orange due to the time of year.

Yuta felt a tap on his shoulder so turned to face the taller man. He wasn't expecting to have the younger kiss him on the lips but he accepted it. He doesn't want to admit it, but he had been dreaming of a time when he would be able to feel Sichengs lips on his and it was just as he imagined it.

They broke apart and looked each other in the eyes.

"Be mine Yuta?"

Yuta didn't reply but just nodded and pressed a shy sweet kiss to Sicheng's lips.

"Love me forever?" Sicheng asked.

To this Yuta laughed and said "how could I say no to that."

They both smiled like idiots when they realised that they were now dating. If he hadn't moved to Korea, Yuta would never have met the man he would love for the rest of his life. He made a mental note to remind himself to thank his parents for forcing him into moving. But right now that was the last thing on his mind.

He just wanted to wrap himself around his friend, no boyfriend, and feel the warmth of his skin on his own.

They would love each other forever. Two hearts combined eternally.

[mkay-gay]

"Yes"

Anonymous make up artist pov-

I had been a make up artist at sm entertainment for a few years now and had made friends with a few idols, models, acters/actresses and other staff members. This particular day in April 2017 i was asked to do the make up for two new sm rookies, namely, Lucas and Jungwoo.

The two young boys didn't seem to know each other well as they walked in the make up room together. None the less, they were visibly excited for idol life in NCT when they bounced up and down.

As I finished up they both said thank you while bowing politely before leaving for the photoshoot.

The next time i saw any NCT members was before cherry bomb mv filming. I had gotten close and was good friends with the 127 members so we often spoke as i put make up on them. As i did Jaehyun's face the subject of the new members came up.

"Oh, the two are close now?" I asked.

"Very, all the rest of us members like to tease them and say they're like a cute couple when they interact" Jaehyun replied with a small smile.

I finished their make up and decided to watch the mv filming as i had nothing else to do with my day. I arrived at the venue with the members and when i looked around and saw 127 in costume i noticed that everyone was here. All the NCT members were together. The rest had come to watch filming as well.

As we all watched the filming i looked around to see Lucas's and Jungwoo's attention was diverted elsewhere. Each other.

Jaehyun was right when he said they was much closer now, but i wouldn't say they looked as close to be a couple.

A few months later i saw the NCT members again this time it was for NCT U's boss mv. They entered the room in their usual loud manner and sat down, ready for make up. They all had their conversations between them and Lucas and Jungwoo were just as giggly as usual.

Later on, the mv was filmed and edited and the members were told they could go back to their dorm. I watched as they all entered their vehicle and as Lucas and Jungwoo went back into the sm town building.

While I was walking back to my work station in sm, I heard faint voices that caught my attention just down the hall. I steadily paced toward the voices until i could easily make out what was being said. I put my ear to the door and eavesdropped, careful not to blow my cover. "We're alone, right?" The first voice asked, was it Lucas? "I can't imagine why we wouldn't be, we're in a cuboard Lucas." This voice must've been Jungwoo. "Oh...right...ye, so, um, i have something to ask and as you can probably tell, I'm kinda nervous..." I peeked through the small crack in the cuboard doors to see what was happening. "There's no need to be, it's just me here." Jungwoo said as he cupped Lucas's cheeks with both hands. "Y-ye so... I love you Jungwoo, and i hoped you would be my boyfriend? Maybe? U-unless you don't want to be that's fi-" he was cut off when Jungwoo kissed him. Jungwoo pulled away as he smiled, "Of course i will." They both smiled.

*20 years later*

Lucas pov-

NCT had disbanded a while ago and we had all gone our separate ways, some of us had families of our own now. We all still keep in touch. Me and Jungwoo had broken up 15 years ago. I still love him. He broke up with me because he said I was 'clingy'. I haven't seen him since our brake up.

I'm not if sure i want to.

On the one hand i yearn to see him again, but on the other, i think I'd cry if i saw him. Especially if he had someone new with him.

Anyway, i had to go to the shop today, just for general groceries.

On my way back to my car (I can drive now) I tripped, fell and all my groceries had spilt on the cement ground. This was going to be a nightmare to clean up.

Jungwoo pov-

I had realised soon after I broke up with him that i still love Lucas. Everyone around me had told me he wasn't a match for me, told me they couldn't see me with a future with him.

I can't think why, but i listened to them and broke it off with Lucas. My family said it was the right decision and i then moved away, with my family, to elsewhere. I got a new number so i wasn't able to speak to any of my past NCT members, including Lucas.

But now i have moved back into the area. I hope i can see at least one of my members so then i can get all their numbers again.

The first person i saw when i moved back was my good friend Taeil. I saw Taeil as i was shopping and we caught up as we finished our shopping. In the car park we walked calmly as Taeil told me everyone's number, just as he was about to read Sicheng's to me he stopped and said, "Hey, is that Lucas?" He squinted his eyes "Oh, i think it is!" My heart beat quickened at the sound of his name and got faster still as we approached him.

This klutz had fallen and dropped his things, huh, even after 15 years he hasn't changed. Cute.

"Lucas! You need help?" Taeil shouted.

Lucas pov-

"Lucas! You need help?" I heard Taeil shout. I didn't bother turning and instead just shouted back. "If you wouldn't mind, thanks!"

"No need to yell I'm right here. Oh! And with Jungwoo!" I turned around and my cheeks turned a shade of pink when i saw him smile and wave at me. It was really him! The love of my life whom i hadn't seen for 15 years, he was right there.

"Hi. Lucas." He said quietly as he scratched the back of his neck.

"Lucas would you like me to bring your shopping to your house? I'm sure you both want to speak privately together." I was about to answer Taeil's kind offer when Jungwoo cut in. "Thank you. It just happens that i do want to speak to Lucas." He looked down. "I need to." I still hadn't got a word in when Jungwoo took my hand and began to take me somewhere.

Jungwoo had taken me to an icecream parlour, he got us both a sundae and we sat down at a small two person table next to the window. "So lets just skip the small talk where we catch up, and let me get straight to the point," he said , i nodded in response, "I will completely understand if you don't but, do you still love me?"

"Um, yes i do, i always have."

"Good, then..." Jungwoo got out of his seat and got down on one knee. I gasped, is this what i think it is?!

"Lucas i know that it's been 15 years since we last spoke, but through those 15 years not once did i question my love for you," other people in the parlour had turned their heads toward us, "in truth, my love, i never wanted to be apart and i wish I'd been able to say this to you sooner," Jungwoo got a small black box from his pocket, "will you marry me, Lucas?" Even though i knew it was coming when he got on his knee, i still found myself crying out of happiness. All eyes were on me, anticipating my answer. I threw my arms around Jungwoo...

"Yes."

[mkay-gay]

Sweet shop

Jisung sat behind the counter at the cramped sweet shop which was owned by his older brother, Taeyong. He needed to start saving money for university and decided to beg the older man for a part time job at his shop. Taeyong, being unable to resist the young boys pleading, complied instantly.

Upon hearing the bell above the door ring, Jisung shot up from his ploughed position, ready to act enthusiastic for whichever customer had just walked through the door. He looked up and made eye contact with another male who looked similar age to him. Glancing up he noticed a head of violet hair, he smiled to himself and thought it matched his own bright blue hair. Jisung thought the boy was cute.

He'd never hidden the fact that he was gay and would happily say aloud when he thought a boy was cute and this time was no exception.

"Hi cutie," he called to the boy, "need any help?"

The boy seemed to be shocked at Jisungs words but replied calmly.

"I'm Chenle, my job here starts today!"

Oh yeah. Taeyong had mentioned another person was starting today but Jisung had never imagined he would get to work with someone so cute. Maybe his job wouldn't be so painfully boring anymore.

Jisung motioned at the shorter boy to come and join him behind the counter to which he did.

"It's a pretty easy job, Taeyong probably told you everything already." To this the boy nodded with a smile. "I'll usually be working when you are so if you need anything just ask me, kay?"

He nodded again and muttered a small "thanks."

^time skip^

After only weeks of working together a friendship had started between the two boys. They had found out about their shared passion for music and now whenever they had breaks, they would huddle together with one headphone each.

But Jisung found that the more time he spent with the shorter boy, the more his heart longed for them to be together. And he wasn't going to ignore his feelings. After all he, Park Jisung, doesn't care what people think of him so why would he care if the boy rejected him.

But what if Chenle does reject him. Jisung realises that he cant ruin the friendship they have. Even though he badly wants much more than a friendship.

Chenle doesn't realise how much Jisung loves him. He doesn't even realise he's gay despite how many (obvious) hints the younger boy had dropped. Chenle counts himself lucky that he gets go see the boy he loves every day. Most people never get that joy so he should be happy, right? But he's not. He won't be happy till he gets what he wants or more rather who he wants.

************

Taeyong smiles as he watched the two boys talk in hushed voices behind the counter. Young love is so sweet. But neither boy seemed to notice each others feeling. This made the eldest' blood run. God. He shouldn't interfere but he badly wants to. Maybe he should drop some small hints.

*************

At dinner that night, Taeyong and Jisung discussed boys with each other, the perks of having an equally gay brother. "Hey Jisung, don't you think Chenle is so adorable?"

"Course he is." Jisung replied with a slight smile.

Perfect, Taeyong thought.

"I reckon you should ask him out."

"No way, he's probably straight!"

Taeyong scoffed.

"Jisung, honey, I really do love you but you must be stupid. There is no way on earth that that boy is straight."

"You can't be so sure Taeyong. What if I make a move and he laughs. Even if he is gay, he might have a boyfriend."

"Jisung, you'll get no where in life if you don't try, so ask him out or I'll do it for you, okay?"

He nodded whilst pouting. Not because he didn't want to ask chenle out but because he knew taeyong was right and he hated it when he was right.

^time skip^

This was it, Jisung was going to be brave and ask his crush out. His crush that just happened to be one of his best and newest friends. God. He hoped he didn't ruin anything between them.

He chewed on his finger nails as he waited for the older bit to arrive to the sweet shop. His heart beat inside his chest and he was glad that no one was next to him as they would probably be able to hear his heart beating.

A familiar bell awoke him from his thoughts and he looked up to see a smiling chenle waving at him.

Once Chenle had reached him, Jisung grabbed the boys small hand.

"Chenle, I hope this doesn't ruin our friendship"

Chenle's cute smiled turned into a concerned frown as he nodded at the taller boy. He really didn't want to know what he had to say but he sort of did.

"Chenle, I um, I don't really know how to say this but... Ithinkimighthaveacrushonyou" he rushed the last part out and looked at his lap waiting to be disappointed. When he felt a hand lift his face up he was shocked but glad, of course he didn't make that obvious though.

"Jisung, you honestly don't know how long I've been waiting to hear you say that!"

Jisung looked into Chenle's eyes and realised how sincere his words were. He felt so loved. Before he could say anything to the elder, a pair of lips were pressed to his in a short but sweet kiss. It felt...perfect.

"Jisung, please be my boyfriend?"

"Of course!"

They shared another kiss and exchanged I love you's. Maybe it was fate that Chenle had gotten a job here.