#taem: im not that soft !!!!!

[gaykey]

as a baby shawol, which animal represents who for that feet pic? obviously cheese is taem but im second guessing myself with the others...

sorry this is so late anon, you've probably figured it out by now but

key is the fox - he's always either been a fox or cat emoji. because of his pretty and sharp features.

jinki is the rabbit - fans nicknamed him ontokki a long time ago (tokki = rabbit) because of his bunny teeth and just fluffy and soft features.

minho is the chipmunk - and tbh, i don't know why lmao.

[banghwa]

ramble about those 60 seconds!!!!! my favorite parts were how obvious it was that both of them were trying not to giggle the whole time and taemins monster dance chasing jimin. they are kids ur honor. ucouldcallthem2kids. ++ taemin's soft expression talking about him and when he smiled T T i do not wanna be delusional but taem mentioning their dance chemistry ++ artistry made me wonder if its a collab hint because that was just a short cute nonserious dance challenge ? kind odd to be reminded of this because of that. u didn't ask for this i know im unwell sorry sorry i love them

NOOOO sorry for taking so long to answer this it got burried but literally 😭😭😭😭 jitaemers we've been starving since 2016-2017 this is a deserved win!!! its especially sweet when u know taemin is a big introvert with not a whole lot of idol friends as far as i've heard. tho i doubt it was a collab hint, esp since its likely he was just already at the hybe building to meet hoshi and decided to film with jimin too :') but i would wish for it on every star anyways!! maybe this will plant a seed!! #makejiminworse era is a go!!!!!!

[katrinawritesthings]

Onjongtae; Scrabble (Part 2); NC-17

taem: ??????

jinki: >://////

jong: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 

Taemin needs Jonghyun to tell him what to do, what he had planned for Taemin’s own nut, but the more he watches Jonghyun giggle and wiggle the more he thinks that maybe this was the plan and Jonghyun only volunteered to be a dom so he could get super dommed later.

Taemin knows that not a lot is happening, but it feels like a lot is happening, and he knows it’s because he was just about to nut thirty seconds ago and now all of the pressure and vibration and stimulation that was bringing him there has suddenly disappeared. He breathes heavy, hands on his knees, hips moving to try to get the egg vibrator inside of him to press against his prostate, maybe to magically turn on again even though he knows the controller is in Jonghyun’s hoodie pocket. Jonghyun’s hoodie pocket, which is attached to Jonghyun, who has both hands on Jinki’s face and is pressing smiley little kissies to his mouth, because Jinki just creamed his pants.

Taemin closes his eyes and tries to figure out what in the fuck just happened. Jonghyun wanted to “do something dommy;” Taemin agreed. “Something dommy” turned out to be Jonghyun putting a vibe in him and telling him not to let Jinki know. Jinki, who came over and definitely did not have a vibe in him, except, Taemin just found out that he did. When Jinki creamed himself. And then Jonghyun turned off Taemin’s vibrator and started nuzzling and praising Jinki for figuring out that Taemin had a vibrator in him.

And now Jinki is panting harshly, and looking up at Jonghyun with hard, sharp eyes, a snarl curling his lip down, putting a hand on his chest, pushing him to his back on the floor, and hovering over him dangerously.

“You think you’re so fucking cute, don’t you,” he hisses. “Tricking both of us, stringing both of us along in your little game.” His hand slides from Jonghyun’s chest to his neck to his hair, fingers twisting in the strands and pulling hard, Jonghyun arching into his touch with no resistance. “Making me fucking cream myself in front of Taem,” Jinki growls, and now Taemin’s thinking about that again. About how Jinki got to nut but he didn’t, and how he’s still so hard he can feel his pulse through his whole body, how it’s almost painful in his cock.

How he’s still so hard that he can barely even think straight. He doesn’t know what he’s supposed to be doing. Two minutes ago he was under the impression that Jonghyun was his dom for the day, and he was being good and pleasant and doing what Jonghyun told him to do, because he loves Jonghyun and wanted him to have a fun time. But now Jinki is hissing angry, filthy words against Jonghyun’s ear, one hand lifting his thigh up so he can fit between his legs, and Jonghyun is smiling wide and lazy under him. Taemin needs Jonghyun to tell him what to do, what he had planned for Taemin’s own nut, but the more he watches Jonghyun giggle and wiggle the more he thinks that maybe this was the plan and Jonghyun only volunteered to be a dom so he could get super dommed later.

Jonghyun lifts his arms over his head, sprawling them lazily on the floor, submissive and pliant, and hooks one leg around Jinki’s waist. His eyes are hooded, so they’re just sparkles behind his lashes, and he licks his lips as he smirks up at Jinki.

“What are you gonna do about it?” he asks smoothly. “Gonna punish me?”

It dawns on Taemin then that he’s not going to get his nut unless he takes it for himself.

He pushes himself forward, sliding next to Jonghyun, nudging Jinki gently but firmly out of the way.

“Move,” he mumbles. He doesn’t care about how Jinki likes to dom Jonghyun. He can dom around Taemin. Taemin wiggles his hand into Jonghyun’s hoodie pocket, grabbing the first controller his fingers touch and flicking the dial up. Nothing happens to him, but next to him, Jinki grunts roughly and shakes his head, grabbing at Taemin’s hands.

“Wrong one wrong one wrong one,” he hisses. Taemin whispers a curse, turns that controller off, and hands it over, Jonghyun giggling into the back of his hand under them.

“Sorry,” he says, already grappling inside of Jonghyun’s hoodie for the other one. When he grabs it and turns the dial this time the egg in his ass turns back on, vibrating right against his spot, so good and delicious and perfect that he hums in pleasure, biting his lip and rolling his hips forward. There, okay, good. He’s getting back on track. He pushes Jinki more out of the way and swings one leg over Jonghyun’s chest, kneeling in front of his face, reaching down to run his fingers through his hair and take in his lazy, self-satisfied smirk.

“Finish what you started,” he says. He takes Jonghyun’s hand and moves it to the zipper of his pants.

“Yessir,” Jonghyun says brightly. He props himself up on his other elbow and quickly unzips Taemin’s pants, taking his cock out and sucking it into his mouth with a happy hum. Taemin sighs with relief as Jonghyun sucks him deep, wet and hot and eager and perfect, just like usual. He doesn’t even mind that Jinki watches as he closes his eyes and tilts his head back to smile at the ceiling. So what if Jinki’s never seen his dick before today. This is as good of a sex introduction between the two of them as any, and Jinki doesn’t look like he minds as he gets his hand on the back of Jonghyun’s head and pushes him further onto Taemin’s cock.

“Where do you two keep all your sex toys?” he asks, voice a quiet murmur by Taemin’s ear. Taemin cracks his eyes open to glance at him.

“Bedroom,” he says, pointing lazily down the hall. “Bedside table, second drawer, box with the eggplant emoji on it.”

“Got it,” Jinki says. He gets to his feet and walks away. Taemin watches him, sees him shuffling uncomfortably in his cummy jeans, hears him muttering “see how he likes it” under his breath. Then he looks down at Jonghyun, who looks happy as a clam to be pinned to the floor, sucking Taemin’s dick, and anticipating whatever punishment Jinki has in store for him. He smiles fondly and caresses Jonghyun’s soft cheeks.

“You know both of us too well,” he muses. He planned exactly this right from the beginning and they both fell right into it.

“Mmhmm,” Jonghyun hums happily. The vibration of his voice around his cock makes Taemin shake all the way down to his core.

[cloudytaemin]

Sugar (Act V)

Pairing: Taemin x Reader

Series Genre: Sugar Daddy AU, Smut, PWP, PWF

Series Warnings: Mentions of Abuse, Mental Illness, Depression, Alcohol, Sex, Daddy Kink, BDSM

Chapter Warnings: Pet Names, Kissing, Recollection of Traumatic Events, Depression, Alcohol

WC: 2.61k

A/N: This one is kind of angsty, but maybe it's sweet too :)

Taglist: @taerzannie @taem-min @badpvn @aquawol @nirvanawrites111

A soft hand rubs up and down your arm, stirring you awake. "Good morning, y/n," Taemin smiles down at you, standing above the bed.

It seems that he's been awake a while, clad in a suit and his bangs neatly swept to the sides of his face. "Morning, Daddy," you yawn. You purposefully act slightly seductive in hopes of getting him to not focus on last night. Who can think about your trouble when they're busy fucking you for their own pleasure? Exactly, nobody.

"Do you have work today?" You question, signaling to his suit that you took observation of a few moments earlier.

"Yes, my driver will pick you up in a bit to take you home," he purses his lips. "I was hoping that I could stay home with you today, but my schedule calls for otherwise."

Part of you was glad, you could get back to your dorm and work on a few essays.

Just like Taemin said, one of his drivers were there to pick you up and help you get home.

Once you arrive in your single dorm, you slump into your desk chair and open your computer. What greets your eyes isn't foreign, but you'd forgotten you'd even done it. Taemin's instagram glows on your screen, elegant yet full of parties at the same time.

Forgetting your assignments, you begin to scroll down it again just to find quite a few shirtless photos and even a few of him in the shower, none of them something Instagram would ban, but something that could definitely get you aroused.

Despite how caring and kind Taemin was to you at most moments, that kiss really put a spark in you. When your lips reconnected for the second time last night, fireworks went off in your brain and you felt the extreme need for more. Then wasn't the time, though.

You text Taemin despite knowing that he's at work. Tonight you would try to get something out of him, even if it risked the contract. You were longing to feel loved, the way that was safe and didn't result in immeasurable pain.

y/n: hey are we gonna meet tonight

T: I thought tomorrow was your day off.

Class wasn't until 2 pm that day. It could wait, one night couldn't hurt, could it?

y/n: yeah but its okay im not busy until the afternoon

T: I think you should look after your family member.

Fuck, you forgot you told him that lie. You could just say they died, right?

y/n: they passed away the other day, unfortunately :(

T: Don't you have a funeral to plan, then?

T: I think we should talk about this in person. Come meet me for lunch. Same cafe as usual, driver will be there in ten.

You're in deep shit. You can tell just by him asking to talk in person.

Taemin scowls as he reads through your short conversation again in the back of his car, he can't believe you lied to him. He isn't one for lies, they aren't to be taken lightly. After how he treated you, you can only do this in return?

Maybe you were just a selfish slut who manipulated him with your emotions, just like the last one did. Just like the one before that, and the one that came before that. None of them have real emotions, you all just want to use him. He had thought there might be something real, how fucking stupid of him.

You're all only there for sex, he should stop opening himself up and showing compassion. It's all a waste, he thinks.

The air is unbearably tense as you both arrive at the cafe and sit down. "Do you want to go first, or am I going to tell you what you've done wrong, like the worthless manipulative whore you are?"

It hurt, his words hurt. You may have lied, but you weren't a whore. You would never ever try to hurt him, especially since this was starting to be more than just a work deal. He was too supportive.

You decide to say nothing and continue to stare down at your lap, anxiousness building in your chest.

"What, are you going to sit there and try to cry?" He was angry beyond words, just spitting out anything that came to mind. Even if somewhere in the back of his mind he knew it was true, every thought was incoherent as he'd been not only angered but even a bit disappointed.

"Fine. I guess I'm telling you then. Did you lie to me or not? Being indifferent about a family member's death and then trying to meet just recently after they passed? We've had four, today makes five days y/n. There's only two days left in our trial contract. I'm going to go ahead and guess that you lied, so now's your chance to confess." His face is cold as he drills his eyes into the top of your head, your eyes directed into your lap.

"I'm a college student. I'm just trying to save up so I don't have to pay college tuition for the rest of my life," you meet his eyes despite the tears brimming your own.

"I'm not a whore, and I'm not trying to fake any of these emotions. I'm a human being, just like anyone else, I may not have as much skill as those other women that you get to do this for you, but I'm sensitive. I have shit going on, okay? Fucking hell, I honestly don't even know if I can follow through on the last two days," you begin a mild rant, hurting at not only his words but how much this impacts you after the past few days and how much emotion they've had.

"I don't understand why you won't just fuck me and make me leave like all the rest and then flaunt me around, I don't get why this is somehow like a relationship and it's scary, I won't even lie. I just want you to use me so this arrangement can be done, I don't get why you won't just fuck me," you finish, tears now flowing from your eyes.

"You want to be fucked? Is that what you want? I was trying to be nice. I always try to," he growls, slamming his hand on the table. "But I suppose that was worthless, no? You want to show Daddy what you're worth? Then I'll let you. Let's go, y/n, and I'll show you what you really signed up for if the kindness isn't enough." Taemin stands and yanks you from your chair, storming out of the cafe with you in tow.

"I-I don't think you need to go this far, I-" you stumble over your words as he shoves you in the backseat.

"Fine then, if it's that bad, then say the word 'contract' when you get too far. I may be mean but I'm not a fucking rapist." He slams the door after he finishes his sentence and hops in the back seat shortly after next to you.

He kisses you roughly just a second after he tells the driver to go home, and somehow you decide that his lips on yours are exactly what you wanted and needed. Even if this wasn't the setting, you were unconsciously falling back into your routine of letting the men do whatever they wanted to you.

You think about the last time the two of you kissed and hesitate for just a moment. This was so different from before, that one was so delicate while this one is so hungry and angry. You quickly remind yourself to just go with it. This is what you wanted, right?

"y/n..." Kibum chuckles as he breathes against your neck. You stir softly before waking from your sleep, yawning a bit.

"Good morning, Bummie.." you yawn again.

Kibum begins to trail kisses up your neck before sticking his hand into your pants and immediately into your warmth. "Kibum..." you groan. "I'm sore, please..." you pout slightly, carving the look of the drywall into your brain for the thousandth time.

Kibum's face blocks the view of it just a few moments later, forcing his lips onto yours and thrusting his fingers in and out of you. You groan slightly and push him away, complaining again. "Bum, I really am sore."

He proceeds by beginning to pull your pants down and insert his rock hard cock into your hole, earning an upset but also pleased moan from you. He continued to kiss you roughly, whispering how good you obeyed him.

At the memory of Kibum you shatter internally slightly. You couldn't do this, it wasn't right, this wasn't like you or Kibum, it wasn't like any of the ones you'd had before. You couldn't keep denying that.

You feel the car come to a stop as you arrive at Taemin's parking garage, him forcefully pulling you out of the car and pulling you into the elevator to ride up to the floor he owns, well, his penthouse, floor, they're the same to you by now. He fumbles with his passcode and quickly opens the door, slamming you against it harshly.

His lips attach to yours again, no words being shared between the two of you as he explores every inch of you with his hands and tongue. His thigh presses between yours and you break away, panting. "I- I don't know if we should- I don't think.." you struggle to get words out of your mouth as the memory of Kibum echoes through your head, his harsh and forceful ways reflecting on Taemin right now.

"You're the one who asked." Taemin says curtly, lifting you up and hiking your legs around his thin waist before walking to the bedroom. He tosses you onto the bed and starts to pull off your shirt and bra, attaching his mouth to your nipple.

"You're my slut to do what I wish with, you're just a useless body for me to use for my own pleasure." Taemin looks into your eyes as he says it, their orbs dark and void of emotion.

"Mine, you're mine to do whatever I want with. Never forget that, you're mine and you serve only for me, y/n. Only me," Kibum pinches your nipples.

His words echo in your head as tears brim in your eyes while Taemin's hands travel all along your sides and breasts. "Please," you let out in a tearful gasp. "I can't, contract, contract, I can't. Please, I'll do anything..." you break down into sobs and watch as Taemin's face turns sour and he sits up, kneeling on the soft covers of his bed.

His mouth falls open slightly as if he had been wanting to say something, but all he does is place your shirt next to you and get up softly, walking out of the room and shutting the door with a soft click.

You take shaky breaths as tears flow from your cheeks. Maybe it was okay if he was someone else, but he was Taemin, he was Taemin... that was who he was and you didn't like him just because he gave you money anymore..

You hear shuffling around the house before the front door slams, shaking you just a bit as you continue to try and calm yourself down. Gone. He was gone. But why did he leave instead of kicking you out?

You stand quietly from the bed and pull on your shirt, your feet padding softly against the hardwood floor as you make your way to get out of the room. You turn the handle slowly as the darkness is flooded by moonlight through the crack you've made. You peek your head out and check that nobody is present before making your way to the guest room to try and sleep off your emotions.

You stare at the ceiling as you try to drift off, sleep eventually greeting your tired brain and eyes.

The sound of the front door slamming yet again awakens you. You roll over and pick up your phone, seeing the time was 4:53. The worst part about this penthouse was that the walls between the rooms were too thin, letting anyone hear anything and everything.

You listen as the door to Taemin's room clicks open. Little do you know his face is falling as he sees the empty bed and his mildly drunken state isn't helping. He sighs and flops onto the bed, tears welling in his eyes. "Fuck, why did you ruin me?" He talks to himself, slamming his right fist on the bed and groaning.

You shut your eyes and take a deep breath, listening as he begins to scream. "Why did you fucking use me? I thought I loved you, but now you've left me and I tried to fuck you out of anger, why did you use me? Why did you make it seem like you weren't only there to be my useless human accessory, why y/n? Fuck you.. fuck you..." Taemin breaks down into tears as he screams, pulling at his hair.

You hear remnants of yourself in his breakdown, tears welling in your own eyes at his emotion. He continues to question why he ever considered letting you in, showing you more than just the ATM side of him and even feeling something. "I can't believe you were only looking to save yourself like all of the others."

You can't bear to hear anymore after that, jumping out of bed and storming into his room. Tears stream as you shakily assert yourself, Taemin's terrified face questioning why you were even there still.

"You're here, what the fuck, what the fuck...!"

"Please, I can't- I'm... I didn't use you, I pushed myself away because I was so afraid of my feelings, I can't keep telling myself that I'm only here for your money because I'm not.. the memories of Kibum echo constantly and I can't keep getting money with those scars, and you... you..." you stop and take a deep breath. "You comforted me though them, you understood, you made me feel like it was okay to be broken... it wasn't just a game with you, I don't know what I'm saying but I swear to god I never used you and I never wanted you to use me and fuck me. Never, ever, I was just so confused as to why you cared instead of disregarding everything that was wrong with me." You pant as your tears continue to fall, out of breath from the exertion and mental pain.

Taemin blinks at you slowly, his face red and puffy from tears. His voice is hoarse and he stumbles over his words as he says them. "You really didn't use me?" He runs his fingers through his hair to get it out of his eyes and sighs, thinking about this. Could he really trust this again? You lied so many times... but you also showed him so many raw emotions...

"I never did, really, I'm so sorry..." you wipe your eyes as they keep fogging up, sniffles becoming uncontrollable.

He opens his arms and waves his hands for you to come into his arms. You purse your lips and pout strongly before falling into his embrace. He wraps them around you tightly and pets your head against his shoulder. "I'm sorry," he whispers, pulling his covers up over the both of you.

He rubs his hands up and down your back as he encourages you to go to sleep so the both of you can talk tomorrow.

[jinkisbelly]

Two things have made me extra emo today and I thought I'd share:

1. Taemin was in the middle of all 4 of them when they group hugged after their acceptance speech for Artist of the Year at the Melon awards (Taem had his head against Jinki extra emo ensues)

2. When SHINee performed at Spectrum on Oct. 1st and Jinki performed feel good and prism for the first time after his ankle injury, he didn't want to leave the stage after feel good.

[tofnew]

my kink is taemin's hyungs hyping him up

[sugar-petals]

Cuddling With SuperM

↳ ❤︎ CARO’S NOTE: their concept is all about badassery i know but we’re dealing with seven angels so let’s talk about that shall we

warnings ⚠️ some light teasing, innuendo

length: 1.5k

taeyong

am i really telling you something ground-breaking with this:

so this guy’s truly adorable

turns into a baby what else is new

draws his knees to his chest and just enjoys the ride with his eyes closed

you can do whatever the hell you want

back rubs, head pats, foot massages, caressing the neck or underneath the chin which is particularly sweet

and a whole lot of tickling he’s kinda obsessed with this

excellent chef he is, taeyong enjoys preparing snacks for a set cuddling time or movie night

so what if this turns into feeding each other basically are you ready for that

this guy’s impossible face up close is hard to bear for the faint-hearted just mentioning that in passing here

because… he has that one yearning expression and his eye contact is very steady

bit of a duality here huh

but worry not because taeyong’s tiger inside is more of a cat actually, tyongkitty behavior guaranteed right there

he does do friendly head buts and yeah the eye contact is also a cat thing now that i think about it… it all makes sense now

ten, baekhyun, lucas and taemin are pretty cocky types of cuddlers, taeyong leads the more subdued fraction in super m

it’s the kind of cuddling that needs rainy weather and a cup of tea

ten

quality time right here

banter is always included ofc

or at least a lot of talk because with ten, conversation and cuddles go together

likes pets joining, three’s a party, a cat can always make a snuggly contribution

add a ball of wool to play around

like. a-you, a-me, and a cat right in between ya see

music is always playing in the background, always

ten’s body is very sensual… you can tell he’s a dancer by the way he’s adapting, how he’s feeling it, how he moves in general

the reflexes are just so different he has great feeling for what you wanna do next it’s his bodily intuition and he just goes along with it

what you gotta tell him though is to keep it lowkey with keeping his jazzy outfits on

a hoodie cuddles better than high fashion and spiked jackets

plus he looks adorably small in it so two birds with one stone

never forget ten is really tiny that sure makes a difference

reluctant little spoon, he keeps it face-to-face or sleeps on his back

ten is glad to be approached with hugs he’s not always doing the initiative

shy thailand angel ikr

but don’t complain if he farts because he absolutely will

goddammit chittaphon

kai

if it’s without a plushie something’s going wrong it always needs one

his favorite teddy’s gotta participate y’know he’s a social creature

in this home we don’t discriminate against plush bears

and yeah, his bear ear hoodie likewise he is sure to put it on

jongin tends to be rather taciturn because he wants to enjoy the body-to-body sensations

meaning, don’t interpret his frequent silence as awkwardness he’s just observing

is not above teasing… if his outfit is showing some skin he’ll invite you to touch the area

also enjoys you putting your hands under his sweater

he’s laughing like crazy and kicking his legs all giggly if you put your head underneath it and let it roam oh la la

yeah nini likes some wit to it for sure, and some steaminess in the mix it’s just a natural byproduct if we’re honest

dim the lights down low for this one…

but also light the candles alright

cuddling is more of a soft and steady thing there’s not much position changes going on

this is the couch not the dancefloor your honor

while we’re talking about that: jongin is a buff biatch my god

prep a water bottle to chug when you’re cuddling this guy is effortlessly hot

also know that kai will almost definitely snap a picture of you huddled together for the memory of it

baekhyun

unlike his memes, baekhyun’s cuddling behaviour is entirely predictable

will snuggle against your shoulder by default pretty much that’s his favorite area

stays glued there for two hours if you’re not busy

im not kidding

needless to say he needs a partner who can handle this level of clinginess

baekhyun can’t keep his hands to himself in general

neither can you

it’s groping x cuddling these two are a dead sure combination

keen to snuggle casually while he’s gaming, cross-legged on the ground with you massaging his back

likes to lay his head into your lap, too.

baekhug i mean back hug enthusiast. something inside his face has an inbuilt magnet that sucks him into the space between your collar bones

especially when you’re at the stove cooking

caution: love bites. lots of them. does this count as cuddles? probably. it’s not like he’s eating you or is he. oop—

what am i saying all he does is nibble alright

and oh yeah bring on the sweater weather. he can’t stay still in bed it’s gonna be a pillowfort building session though

you gotta exhaust him until he naps off lmao!

energizer bunny bf

mark

enjoys being fed watermelon during the process how else could it be

wait until this guy hears what harry styles’ watermelon sugar is all about his world will never be the same again

anyway

he’ll look so cute in his striped shirt and his round glasses awh

cuddling is his favorite way to show his trust and affection before all else

his favorite time to cuddle is before going to sleep

he usually hugs pillows so you can tell how clingy he winds up as

mark really sleeps and dreams better if you do that it has an astounding effect. cuddles are his perfect recharging if you will it’s just that he’s actually calming down through it whereas he can be nervous throughout the day so he needs that downtime

spooning is a given

what he enjoys the most about it is the warmth

markie easily gets cold sometimes he just needs that tune-up with you he’s like blink blink there goes my dose of daily heat beep beep

what the fuck

anyway again

talk about tune

just like ten he’s very talkative all the way verbal stimulation and mark lee just go together

if you compare him to taeyong there’s not much of a transformation going on mark lee on two legs is the same mark lee during cuddles it’s all copy paste

all in all a delectable experience, extremely cute and heart-melting, super m truly has a super mark

taemin

much like xuxi he has that permanent smile on his lips that tries to make you laugh

in fact taemin is hard to stop with his puns and his humor

ffs he is a true brat

taems can’t help but try to escalate this into a playfight every time

not that he doesn’t enjoy the calmer types of cuddling but he needs some action in the sack

enjoys praise along the way who are we kidding

the clothes you both cuddle in are very important alright, the fabric in particular

taemin keeps it expensive here it’s just the way he rolls

satin my dear

it’s just so satisfying to the touch

but also beware of his most lethal clothing choice which brings out his innate maknae charm the most

THE FLUFFY TURTLENECK

gyeahh

which he will use during special occasions to turn you into a cuddle monster ready to pounce him

give it up for shinee my loves they taught him well and sent him out to fluff up the world

what else is there okay we also gotta mention that cuddling consists of many little kisses here and there

taemin wants to get absolutely peppered

he is and stays a prince

lucas

ideal body type for cuddling except that it needs the right place, not the environment but the spot i mean, you can imagine

lucas can explode any smol-size couch or bed

don’t even think about trying to cuddle on regular chairs my god why would you live so dangerously

king size por favor

there is a lot to cuddle against it’s really a whole wonderland

those big ole thighs are practical cushions for anything really.

and his face is just so amicable it has to be kithed

his hands… his hands! you will feel maximum protection with those giant baby fingers around your hips i’m telling you

admittedly yukhei is hard to properly hug around the shoulders obviously that’s a drawback but hey his waist is lithe and tiny so hello there, very inviting

oh, that infectious smile.

serious cuddling: 0 — funny cuddles: over 9,000

and tasty cuddles because foodcas brings some fried rice every time oh yum

hates to go to work he really prioritizes you and cuddles go on for long long hours especially when you watch your favorite series

xuxi goes the extra mile, he will touch your hair a lot, just gently combing through it

and he doesn’t mind it when you do the same, he’s got the most angelic blonde locks after all

lu calls you beautiful all the time the cheesy mf is really pulling the standard compliment alright

cue jonas brothers sucker for you

ugh, boyfriend

mlist

[eorumverba]

Asphodel: Interlude 4

Title: Asphodel Fandom: SHINee (ft. EXO and f(x) members) Main Pairings: Jongtae Wordcount: 1k Rating: PG-13 Chapter Warnings: N/A Collab with @taeminuet! the next interlude will be on her blog next Friday

According to Victorian Flower Language, asphodel is a type of lily meaning ‘my regrets follow you to the grave’

After Taemin puts both his and Jonghyun's plates in the sink, they're quickly shooed away from the kitchen; Jonghyun easily ignores Jinki and Jongin’s murmured conversation in the dining room to follow Taemin back upstairs to his room. Once inside, Taemin shuts the door behind them both and moves over to collapse on his bed with a loud, heavy sigh.

“What's wrong?” Jonghyun follows Taemin’s  example by laying down, but the sudden close proximity makes their heart jerk, so they prop themself up with their elbow so they can stare down at Taemin, at least with a little gap between them.

“Nothing…” Taemin sighs out, “really nothing. You're here, so it's okay.”

Jonghyun can think of at least half a dozen things that are wrong, and none of them are really solved by them being here, but they nod in agreement and dip down to kiss Taemin’s cheek in acceptance of what he’s said.

“I’m glad then. I...want you to be okay.”

“You’re so sweet...I don’t deserve you.”

“You deserve better than me, Tae. You deserve the world, really.”

Taemin’s breath catches in his throat and his eyes flick up to stare at Jonghyun, searching for something that he must find, because he smiles, slow and hesitant but genuine. “Kiss me?”

Jonghyun is more than happy to oblige, leaning down slow enough so that Taemin can easily refuse them if he changes his mind; all Taemin does is bring his trembling hands up to drag Jonghyun down to blanket his body and box him in, gentle and careful as always. Their kisses are always like this, soft and chaste and careful, but this time, it changes: Jonghyun shifts and the motion drags their hips down against Taemin’s. Taemin’s legs almost immediately fall open as his nails dig into Jonghyun’s arms.

Jonghyun swallows Taemin’s muted gasp and brings their hands down to rest on Taemin’s hips, tentative but still so, so eager. Taemin’s hips jerk up as if Jonghyun’s hands had been some sort of catalyst, and he gasps again, trembling in Jonghyun’s grip.

And suddenly it’s not enough - Jonghyun wants to feel, wants to feel and be felt and have Taemin carve them open with gentle fingers and soft lips and biting teeth, wants Taemin to see all of them. They’ve never done anything beyond this, and they know Taemin hasn’t either, but that’s...they don’t mind. They want to do this, do everything with Taemin, want him to be their first and their only for as long as he’ll have them. They wish they could somehow show Taemin all of the thoughts in their head without blurting out all of their confessions and hopes and wishes and dreams.

They hope that they can at least convey some of their emotion with the intensity of their kisses and the gentleness of their hands; that Taemin can understand at least a little of what they feel. When Taemin shifts again, it makes his shirt ride up, just a little, and Jonghyun is startled by the warmth of his skin, the rapid beating of his heart. Taemin doesn’t protest when Jonghyun inches his shirt up more, but he does turn his head to the side, breathing hard. Their gazes meet and Taemin bites his lip when Jonghyun tugs his shirt up more, baring his skin, blotchy red but otherwise smooth and tan.

Jonghyun feels like they should say something, but every word that is on the tip of their tongue is too much and not enough. So they settle for leaning down to kiss Taemin’s swollen lips, gentle and chaste. Taemin’s fingers tug at the hem of Jonghyun’s shirt, so they sit up enough to take their shirt off, guiding Taemin’s hands up to their chest. They’re breathing heavily as well and they stay as still as possible as Taemin traces his fingers against their skin in idle circles and searching patterns.

“Jonghyunnie, I…” Taemin starts, voice whisper quiet and shaking.

“I love you,” Jonghyun blurts out. Their words make Taemin smile, and all Jonghyun wants to do is kiss him, so they do.

When they pull away, Taemin looks shy and soft, hands still on Jonghyun’s hips. “Kiss me again?”

Jonghyun does, but not for long - they move down to mouth at Taemin’s neck for the way it makes him shudder, and from there it’s featherlight kisses down to his collarbones and heaving chest, nipples and stomach. When they get to Taemin’s navel, Taemin’s hands come down on their shoulders, pushing him away as he sits up and scrambles away. His eyes are wide and he shakes his head when Jonghyun makes a questioning noise, and his hands tremble when he brings them up to run through his hair.

“What did I...did I do something wrong?”

“No, no, I’m just...I’m not ready to...you know. Everything.”

Jonghyun moves away from Taemin and sits cross-legged on the edge of the bed, waiting for Taemin to calm down before speaking. “I wanted to wait and do this with someone I love and trust, and...that could be you, just...not yet, Jonghyunnie.” Taemin looks shy and soft now, gorgeous and innocent, and Jonghyun moves forward and pauses before kissing Taemin softly.

“I can wait, Taeminnie. However long you need.”

Taemin smiles softly and nods, burying his face in Jonghyun’s neck and kissing him there, a featherlight touch. “Jonghyunnie, I-”

Whatever Taemin says is drowned out by a loud slam, and then a series of loud noises that make Taemin jerk away - screams and crashes and raised voices. Jonghyun’s heart sinks with dread as they watch Taemin pull the closest shirt on (Jonghyun’s) and run out of the room, already calling out to his mom when she screams again.

It takes barely a moment for Gwiboon to appear behind them, nails scratching gently at the back of their neck as she laughs in their ear. “Cat’s out of the bag now, isn’t it?” That’s all she says, and after a moment of her nails digging hard into their skin, she’s gone again.

And for once, Jonghyun has to agree with her. They’re going to have to tell Taemin.

[6-v-6]

you know what I’m glad I don’t see anymore? That “taeman” stuff

[endlessfics]

rebuttal

jongtae (girl!jonghyun) | pg-13 | 476 words | same au as twelfth floor (it plays out 6 years before it) 

a/n: it’s crazy how much i have on this au rip yet it’s all mostly taemin-centric

taemin thinks that maybe he wants to make something special out of the fact that he lost his virginity.

taemin thinks that maybe he wants to make something special out of the fact that he lost his virginity. the girl, junghee, she kept asking – kept probing.

if you want to save it for someone special, we don’t have to do anything, we can just talk.

she had told him as if she expected him to stop her. taemin wasn’t sure how to take the situation when she patiently waited for him to at least say something. that moment, the thought of friends crossed his mind while he looked into her gentle, big eyes. his hands were firm on her waist.

by waiting for someone special, taemin would make something petty into a big deal. he doesn’t want that.

by waiting for someone special, there would have to be someone he could share it to.

by waiting for someone special, he would have to have friends.

friends aren’t a thing for taemin – he had only his father. his father wasn’t a friend of sort, nor a dad. they aren’t biologically related. he was just adopted and distanced away from.

but taemin didn’t want to talk. junghee offered they would just talk instead but he couldn’t say anything, as if his mind wouldn’t let him speak. her eyes were expectant on him and his gaze straight on her chin – he couldn’t meet her eyes.

eventually, his hands slipped in under her shirt and he pulled her closer again to the way it was just a few minutes before she interrupted them. he liked touching her skin, it was soft, it was warm. he enjoyed pressing his mouth against her neck while her hands held onto his shoulders. he really did enjoy it. all of her was soft but he kept it to himself.

he found himself at a loss of words afterwards, yet she cupped his cheeks and kissed him slowly – as if trying to compensate for the fact that she wasn’t someone special to him, he assumed.

a few days later, where he is now, in his room, he thinks of the concept of virginity. he thinks that maybe he wants to make something special out of it – maybe he wanted to have saved it for someone special, but there isn’t anyone special in his life nor could he see there ever being anyone.

he did feel like he was missing out. he’s nineteen after all.

it’s close to midnight. he’s sitting on the edge of his bed and he pulls on his fingers absentmindedly. his father’s asleep and he is also supposed to be asleep but his mind is stuck on the idea of that he’s missing out.

deciding to push useless thoughts out of his head, taemin closed his eyes and fell back on the mattress. he takes a deep breath.

he’s doing good without anyone special in his life.

[monlunetaeil]

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tagged by: @adriana-willnever-cook (thanks qt! hehe♥)

Rules: tag 10 followers (or people) you want to get to know better!

Star Sign: Gemini (i promise i'm not MEAN)

Height: *big sigh* 150cm (4"11)

i'm very small i cry

Put your playlist on shuffle and list the first 4 songs:

Danger: Taemin (♥♥♥♥)

Girl Girl Girl: Triple H (i love this song :()

Heat shaker: Twice

Timless: NCT U (the best song ever)

Grab the nearest book to you, turn to page 23, whats line 17?

It was geuninley my bible pFFF

"Then the man bowed down and worshiped the lord"

Ever had a song or poem written about you?

never :((

When was the last time you played the air guitar?

I'm not sure but probably like 4/5 years ago??? Idk

What's a sound you hate? One you love?

THE SQUEAKY SOUND OF TEETH,,,IT IS SO GROSS I HATE IT. i LOVE any sound a cat makes,,, violent meows, soft meows, purrs,,,,, i love em all.

Do you believe in ghosts?

do i believe in them? no

am i petriffied that i'll be haunted by one? absolutely

Do you believe in aliens?

Hmm not in the covenstional way, but im pretty sure there is some other form of life out there. Wether they still excist or not.

Do you drive? if so have you crashed?

I don't drive!!! The uk driving age is 17 (which i am hehe) but i just haven't got around to learning,,, oops

Do you like the smell of gasoline?

YES!!! I have no clue why, also the smell of nail shops is amazing!

Whats the last movie you've seen?

I have a confession,,, i hate movies. I just don't have the attention span for them,, but the last one i saw which coicidentaly was 1 of 2 movies I actually like, was dirty dancing. (MY ABSOLUTE FAVE IS GHOST THO)

What's the worst injury you've ever had?

Hm well i split my lip roller skating once,,, but i already have a clef lip so i didn't scar or anything. I also cracked my head open at legoland,,,

Do you have any obssessions right now?

Hmmm my obssessions tend to not change often but at the moment i'm really into collecting kpop albums,, mostly Taems and Nct hehe.

Do you tend to hold grudges?

Nope! I really hate arguements so I have a really bad habit of letting things go, even when i shouldn't.

Are you in a relationship?

Nope! I never have been hehe

People i'm tagging!: Hmm i don't have friends so i'm sorry!! i feel creepy tagging y'all (you obviously don't have to do it if you don't wanna hehe♥) @uwulei @chrrybombhyuck @yukihyuk @tensify @fullsunmark @pbandjaemin (i was gonna tag others but i think they changed their @'s i'm sorry :()

[baekhvuns]

Mork is the real one! Such a shame you couldn't go though, but I feel you. 💔

San's hair is bleached, so is Hongjoong's and apparently Woo tried something he has never done before. 🧐 They're so annoying I swear, their colours weren't that important during the US tour I don't think, hm so why act like this now, ugh... seriously if Hwa is stuck with black shorter hair and that's the big secret I will.💀 I know people love black haired Hwa and so does he, he looks great ofc, but I miss different colours on him. Last year was his best year: grey, red, black, longer black, pink... then he went full coconut but let's not talk about it. Would love to see dirty blonde or grey/silver on him again. The undercut is cool it made me crazy during Wonderland and I guess he really loves it, but personally I would like to see something else, you know. I like when the undercut is a bit grown, cause when his hair is up, forehead exposed, undercut freshly shaved he looks a bit bald in some concert photos. 🙈

You're right silver/grey hair omg! Mingi's wolf look was to die for.

Side note: but happy anniversary to corset Hwa and Wonderland stage on Kingdom, she was THE MOMENT!

I dyed my hair every colour known to a man, but red tones are my best looks. Oh, would you like to dye your hair differently?

Aaaaand I wasn't trying to give you ideas, but now that you've mentioned it. 😵😍

P.S. I'm waiting for your new Hwa fic very patiently, uwu. Can't wait to be punched in the face repeatedly. - DV 💖

BESTIE HONGJOONG HAIR

Mork is the real one! Such a shame you couldn't go though, but I feel you. 💔

I COULDNT GO SUPERM EITHER 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i have terrible friends and they would never go to something as atrocious as a kpop concert <//3 i regret not going bc baek taem and kai otherwise would’ve never came here

San's hair is bleached, so is Hongjoong's and apparently Woo tried something he has never done before. 🧐 They're so annoying I swear, their colours weren't that important during the US tour I don't think, hm so why act like this now, ugh... seriously if Hwa is stuck with black shorter hair and that's the big secret I will.💀

I ZOOMED IN ON HIS EAR BESTIES HES STILL BLACK HAIR 😭😭😭😭😭😭 JFBWNDBWK if he has a undercut im gone im gone imgone, undercut on him is literally the sexiest thing ever fbwnfbem WOOSANHONG R SO ANNOYING PLS 😭😭🔫🔫🔫 i smell a comeback and my bank acc going 📉📉

I know people love black haired Hwa and so does he, he looks great ofc, but I miss different colours on him. Last year was his best year: grey, red, black, longer black, pink... then he went full coconut but let's not talk about it.

YES ABSOLUTELY,, i love it when he experiments with his hair,,,, his longer hair was also my favourite (i put that in the new fic!!) it looked so soft and silky smooth 😭😭😭 FULL COCONUT FHANFBWMDBWM

Would love to see dirty blonde or grey/silver on him again. The undercut is cool it made me crazy during Wonderland and I guess he really loves it, but personally I would like to see something else, you know. I like when the undercut is a bit grown, cause when his hair is up, forehead exposed, undercut freshly shaved he looks a bit bald in some concert photos. 🙈

omg if he does silver u will NEVER hear from me ever again,,, i hope he brings the silver hair era back in kpop 2014-2016 everyone and silver hairs and they looked stuNNING 🤌🏼🤌🏼 hwa with undercut and silver would kill me omg NO YEAH A LITTLE GROWN I DID SEE SOME PHOTOS and it looked like boy was a lil too much shaven in the front but by the end of it he 🤲🏼😩😩

You're right silver/grey hair omg! Mingi's wolf look was to die for.

YES YES YESSSS !!!!!! silver hair is such a superior colour in kpop ONLY if done right,, also the champagne pink is a rly pretty hair too!! but like a little dark, like how kai had it!!!

Side note: but happy anniversary to corset Hwa and Wonderland stage on Kingdom, she was THE MOMENT!

OH MY GOD ITS BEEN A YEAR ALREADY??? 😭😭😭😭😭 he truly was the moment, the icon, the legend, never been done before absolutely stunning

I dyed my hair every colour known to a man, but red tones are my best looks. Oh, would you like to dye your hair differently?

HDWKJDDK NO WAY???? BESTIE UR SO COOL???? secrets to maintain the hair without it being fried pls do tell us 🤲🏼🤲🏼 i did. want to get a shade lighter!! but i also do not know how to approach that so i will probably never <//3

Aaaaand I wasn't trying to give you ideas, but now that you've mentioned it. 😵😍

RIGHT??? I THINK ITS A RLY COOL CONCEPT ur the utter genius behind it 🤌🏼

P.S. I'm waiting for your new Hwa fic very patiently, uwu. Can't wait to be punched in the face repeatedly. - DV 💖

NFBWMDBSK THANK U SO MUCH FOR WAITING all have been waiting for 3 months and im sO sorry dbwndhdj i was writing bodyguard first but it switched midway 😭😭 HOPEFULLY THIS ONE MAKES UP FOR IT THANK U SO MUCH 😭😭😭

BETSIE HKNGJOONG HONGOON HAIR HAIR HAUR

[incorrect-shinee-quotes]

how the different SHINee pairings hug each other?💎💚I’m feeling a lil soft today😌

guess who is also feeling hecka soft today bc Cute English Boy wasn’t wearing his signature ballcap in class today and he looked!!!! so soft with his hair down nd unstyled i Nearly Fucking Cried

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jongyu: jinki backhugging jonghyun v softly nd burying his head in the crook of jjong’s neck nd leavin v soft kissies on the skin there uwu nd big spoon lil spooning when jjong can’t sleep with roo as the Littlest Spoon nd when jjong is writting jinki will just kinda come up nd sit behind him nd rest his head on jjong’s shoulder and listen all contet while jjong hums real soft nd jinki probably puts his hands v gently on jjong’s waist just to have even more contact even tho his chest is already flush to jjong’s back

onkey: so kibum’s in the kitchen cookin smth nd jinki has his hands on his hips nd his like… layed against kibum’s back but kibum doesn’t mind bc it’s just real soft nd cute nd then when he’s donw cooking they hold hands which turns into them holding Both Hands which turns into them kissin a lil which turns into them hugging with jinki’s arms around kibum’s waist and kibum’s arms around jinki’s neck with one hand in jinki’s hair n the other grippin the back of jinki’s shirt nd they’re probably like…. gross romantic slow dancing while jinki hums smth

onho: jinki bein tired and :((( so min comes nd pulls him up from the couch nd wrapsa secure arm aroud his waist and takes him out to go walk around the park at sunrise nd they hold hands to Keep Warm nd they go to the lake and feed some ducks nd jinki is sittin between min’s legs nd min is messaging jinki’s neck nd shoulders and jinki is pullin grass out of the ground nd makin a lil bouqette before throwin the grass into the lake nd Starting Again nd they’re not talking or anythin they’re just sittin nd watching the sunrise

ontae: taem hugs jinki all the time it’s just!! v comforting for our anxious boy to have contact Especially with jinki nd so you’ll catch them like… in the grocery store or smth nd taem is huggin jinki with his face buried in jink’s neck bc jinki smells like nice flowery cologne and clean clothes and like a lil sweaty and he just smells…. Like Home and jinki is rubbin taem’s back probably nd smiling uwu really softly to himself bc he Really Really Loves his lil chaotic fairy boy nd just wants him to be happy always nd forever :’)

jongkey: kibum is probably complainin about smth nd jjong just kinda :

jongho: HEIGHT DIFFERENCE jjong is :( tired nd min just kinda D: nd hugs him v tigthly nd jjong rubs his cheeks against min’s chest nd wraps his lil arms around min’s Whole Entire Waist n grabs entire handfuls of the back of min’s shirt and just… smiles heckin softly nd takes some deep breaths nd they just kinda…… keep standin there nd hugging for a whole long gay time

jongtae: taem bein jjong’s child and also The Love Of His Entire Life jjong is always huggin taem like at the convenience store? huggin. backstage at a concert? Super Soft Hugs. ONstage at a concert? Still Huggin Real Soft. all the softest hugs all the time okay they Love each other they’re so so soft @ each other like taem: breathes. jjong: !!!!!! the owner of my entire soul i love u sm im so proud of u my Love

minkey: okay so!!!! backstage @ one of kibum’s shows min came to support His Love nd kibum is lowkey (highkey) real nervous so min !!!!!!!!!!!!! nd hugs him like !!! i love u i believe in u babe ur so talented i know you’ll do amazingly nd kibum sighs into the hug nd wraps his arms around min’s waist too nd probably touchies his butt a bit bc like….. yall but it’s!!! good nd soft nd min is such a supportive bf i love Him

taekey: okay so like,,,, kibum is sittin behind taem nd taem is leanin his back against kibum’s chest nd they’re probably drinkin *soft baby taem voice 6v6* hot chocolate nd gossiping bc That’s Who They Are nd taem is wigglin his lil toes nd when he’s done with his hot coco he takes kibum’s hands nd starts fidgeting w/ them nd they’ve stopped talkin at this point it’s just real soft silence and kibum is uwu watchin taem be real pretty nd soft

2min: so yall these Goofy Boys will be play fighting in the living room nd then min tackles taem to the ground bc he’s Extra and Has To Win nd then taem gets rolled over so he’s on top and they like ?? silently agree to stop fightin idk and they just kinda lay there on the carpet and min wraps his arms All The Way around taem’s waist nd hugs him real close nd taem clutchies at min’s shirt bc :( he wants kissies so min kisses his forehead nd his hair nd his nose nd then taem buries his face in min’s necl like uwu nd they just stay there until min’s back starts to hurt

bonus !!!:

ot5: jjong in the middle nd taem cuddled up to his left arm grippyin his bicep nd rubbin his cheek against his shoulder nd jinki against his right side with his arms around jjong’s waist with one hand also holdin onto one of taem’s pinkies nd another holdin onto min’s hand nd kibum is plastered against jjong’s front holdin him gently with on hand grippin jinki’s wrist with his face buried in jjong’s neck nd min is against his back with his head in jjong’s hair breathing in his eucalyptus n peppermint shampoo nd his arms are just warpped around everyone bc he loves them all so much nd they all love each other so so much 

[sanhatation]

tagged by @pjwsbf for the kpop challenge uwu thank u chris ily

1) 5 favorite groups?

astro

shinee

weki meki

seventeen

thats it

2) Top 5 on your bias list? (no particular order)

jinjin

onew

woozi

rina

lua

3) Ult Bias group and why you love them?

i could write a whole essay but i think the number 1 thing is that they just make me smile every day without fail ! it sounds minor and simple but its really important to me :D

4) Ult Bias and why you love them?

need i say more

5) Favorite Kpop Meme

6) Favorite pic of your ult? (I dare you to only pick one)

the sun works hard but park jinwoo works harder

im about to Snap theres so many pictures to choose from but this is my favorite bc its just a low quality photo of his dazzling natural and genuine smile and his skin is glowing and theres no touch ups on the photo and he just looks so happy to be alive and he makes me so happy to be alive my freaking uwus i love this man so much also superior jinjin hair & era 

7)  Favorite Kpop MVs

shinee dream girl

astro hide & seek 

astro crazy sexy cool

shinee hello

k will please dont (ICONIC..)

red velvet peekaboo

8) 10 Favorite Kpop songs?

dreams come true 

nct u - without you

shinee - ayo 

colored

you smile

shinee - juliette

infinite - back 

hide & seek

shinee - love sick

butterfly

9) Favorite Kpop crack video?

I LOSE IT EVERY TIME JFJDKS

10) Favorite content creator within the fandom?

@binsblush and @astrorarepairs for gifs, @illustre-bin for fanart, and @asterocky for gfx i love u all sm

11) What fandoms would you say you’re an active member of?

jobless aroha all year round !

12) Take your top 3 biases- fmk kiss marry kill 

kiss jihoon marry jinjin kill onew ONLY BC HES A SOLID ELEVEN YEARS OLDER THAN ME LMAO

13) If you could be best friends with any idol, who would you choose?

jinjin please. accept my facebook friend request already

14) If you could date any idol, who?

jinjin. hold my hand

15) What’s one Kpop album you think everyone should have listened to?

shinee misconceptions of me

16) Are you a soft or a hard stan?

soft crackhead

17) An idol that makes you go into soft mode?

im always on soft mode but like. mj

18) An idol that makes you want to smash the empire state building with one single punch?

yoon sanha

19) Favorite vocalist?

onew

20) Favorite Rapper?

jinjin

21) Favorite dancer?

taem & rock & jinjin 😔💓 

22) Things you have in common with your ult?

small, love of dogs, good fashion sense, big smiles, love of kim myungjun, interest in photography, Photo Filter Hoes, natural leaders, uwu 24/7, we cry a Lot, bad jokes, freckles, stupid, 

23) The most beautiful trait any idol can have?

big open hearts >.<

24) Songs that will always make you jam along?

GGOKGGOKGGOKGGOK SUMEORA

25) Your worst wrecker?

myungjun and rocky

26) Any kpop concerts you’ve been to?

exo, svt, astro :0

27) Favorite choreo?

astro - morning call, confession, baby, every minute

shinee - dream girl, view, everybody, married to the music, destination

28) Favorite live performance?

to my mother & selene 6.23 OOF AND LIKE A FIRE LMAO THEY SNAPPED

29) Favorite debut mv?

hide & seek

30) Recommend a rookie group

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhh OH loona!! even tho theyre not debuted yet fhdjs

31.) A kpop song you could listen to every day for the rest of your life?

jinjin saying “to whom shall we give the present” on loop

32) Tag some cute mutuals you’d like to get to know better (and to do this challenge)!

@jinjinxed @beyourstar @yukult @buffbin-enthusiast @buffbin & @artist-aroha !! 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

[dwaekkichaos]

thank you to @honeyboyhao for tagging me in this! You’re the best!

1.) 5 favorite groups?

god ok, Xeno-T, Seventeen, Day6, Stray Kids, NCT

2.) Top 5 on your bias list?

Taemin, Sangwon, Jungwoo, Seungkwan, Hobi

3.) Ult Bias group and why you love them?

(welcome to uwu hours with Mich) Xeno-T! They were the first kpop group i ever got into before i even knew what a kpop was. just these 13 charming, funny, talented boys, and i fell in love. they’ve never released a song i didnt like and these boys just deserve the world and more. they’ve been through so much and they’ve come so far and im so proud of them. 

4.) Ult Bias and why you love them?

Taemin,, oh my god where do i even start. firstly,, a KING, a LEGEND. wow. also he’s so genuine and sweet and then he can be the mischievous maknae at the same time. also meme taem is what im here for lmao. do i even need to mention his dancing and vocals. do i. if u wanna make my heart happy just send me Taemin content

5.) Favorite Kpop Meme

look at my header

6.) Favorite pic of your ult? (I dare you to only pick one)

he leggy

7.) 5 Favorite Kpop MVs

When You Love Someone- Day6, Clap- Seventeen, Arario- Xeno-T, Boy Meets Evil- BTS, Breathless- Astro

8.) 10 Favorite Kpop songs?

im tired and lazy can i skip this it changes like every 4 seconds

9.) Favorite Kpop crack video?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDwC3Lm0x7Q

this fuckin video

10.) Favorite content creator within the fandom?

idk? i dont really follow specific creators for any groups that closely? 

11.) What fandoms would you say you’re an active member of?

toppklass, army, nctzen, mydays, carats, aroha, vip, monbebe, ikonic, n.fia, universe, fantasy, shawol, whatever stray kids fans are called, once, vav, 

12.) Take your top 3 biases- fmk

F - 

Marry - 

Kill  - 

SIKE i dont have a top 3 biases 

13.) If you could be best friends with any idol, who would you choose?

i feel like Renjun has a pretty similar personality to me so im gonna say Renjun

14.) If you could date any idol, who?

idk?? Jungwoo is soft and v much my type but also.. Taemin...

15.) What’s one Kpop album you think everyone should have listened to?

literally every toppdogg/xeno-t album and taemin’s entire discography

16.) Are you a soft or a hard stan?

varies from group to group

17.) An idol that makes you go into soft mode?

j u n g w o o, and taemin

18.) An idol that makes you want to smash the empire state building with one single punch?

literally anyone short and/or soft,, so,, everyone

19.) Favorite vocalist?

Seungkwan or Jinho

20.) Favorite Rapper?

Jooheon or Suga

21.) Favorite dancer?

do i even need to answer this

obvs Taemin

22.) Things you have in common with your ult?

soft, loses things often, occasionally questionable fashion choices, some tragic previous hairstyles, will roast you,,

23.) The most beautiful trait any idol can have?

feeling they can be honest and happy within themselves

24.) Songs that will always make you jam along?

i have a playlist of Angery Bops bc that’s always the Mood

25.) Your worst wrecker?

Ten, Johnny or Woozi

26.) Any kpop concerts you’ve been to?

none yet but im trying to get bts tickets for later this year!

27.) Favorite choreo?

currently obsessed with Taemin- Drip Drop

28.) Favorite live performance?

that one Arario stage where they look like bananas

29.) Favorite debut mv?

District 9 probs idk

30.) Recommend a rookie group!

listen,, stan VAV,, noone ever talks about my sons,, but also N.Flying (do they still count as rookies??) and IZ! 

31.) A kpop song you could listen to every day for the rest of your life?

literally every Taemin song

32.) Tag some cute mutuals you’d like to get to know better (and to do this challenge)!

im gonna tag:

@yoongisbandana @blueberryxiu @hotswaggerzuho @jongyuns @reallyreally

[jinkisbelly]

Colors - 5/?

Pairing: Jongyu

Rating: mm pg

Warning: Age gap, (but everyone is legal)

w/c: around 2.3k, First part here [x], second part here [x], third part here [x], fourth part here [x] can be read on aff also here [x], This is about them saying I love you for the first time, and other stuff

Jinki happens across a small period diner with a flirty, young waiter who is full of color.

The lights were twinkling around them, the white snow cascaded over the landscape sparkling a little with the bulbs reflections. Their hands were intertwined between them, swinging softly as the two men walked through the paths of the zoo. There weren’t many people here, but it was going to end the next week and Jonghyun really wanted to go before it did. “Oh, Babe can we go see the Polar bears?”

“Sure, just lead the way Baby,” Jinki replied quietly with a soft smile.

Jonghyun almost bounced in excitement. “The little babs are probably having so much fun in the snow with their sweet tiny hearts.”

The younger man was so bright and warm despite the frigid air around them, and the lights never stood a chance against his beauty and vibrancy. His hair was fading, his dark roots growing into the pale lavender. His big parka was basically swallowing him whole, but it was the cutest thing. “Maybe we can get a polar bear plush from the gift shop.”

“You think they have one?”

“Most definitely.” Jinki chuckled, “Taemin always wanted a new plushie every time we came here.”

“Does he still have them?” Jonghyun asked with a soft laugh, cheeks, and nose pink from the chill in the air.

“I think they’re on his bed to be completely honest with you.”

“I have to confess something to you,” Jonghyun quietly stated, and worry bubbled up in Jinki’s chest.

“Is something wrong?” He asked as he slowly tugged Jonghyun out of the middle of the path and came to a stop.

“Nothing too serious I promise,” Jonghyun squeezed Jinki’s hand before bringing it up to press a kiss on the leather gloved hand. “I just wanted to tell you that I hide my teddy bear under the bed when you come over so you don’t judge me.”

“Oh God,” Jinki breathed, a relieved laugh leaving his lips. “Baby I thought you were going to tell me something horrible or break up with me.”

“No!” He pushed up to press a kiss to Jinki’s lips, a big smile on his face. “Nothing of the sort.”

“Good,” After a deep breath Jinki smiled, “So do I get to meet your teddy bear next time?”

“Totally.”

After a moment Jinki nudged him softly, “So how about those polar bears?”

“Ah! Right, this way.”

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On the drive home Jonghyun was snug in the passenger seat, one arm around his new polar bear plush he named Winter and the other bent to accommodate holding Jinki’s hand in his lap. “So, what do you feel like for dinner?”

“Mm, I kind of want Ramen.” Jinki could see that Jonghyun was beginning to tire out. “Is there any place open?”

“Probably not,” Jinki hummed, checking his mirrors before merging over a lane to the right. “I have some at home if you wanna come over. You can have my bed again if you want to just crash there again.”

“Is that okay?”

“Completely,” When he stopped at the red light he leaned over to kiss Jonghyun’s temple. “And since tomorrow is Saturday, there’s no rush.”

“Only if I get to make breakfast tomorrow morning.”

“Deal,��� Jinki turned left at the next intersection instead of staying straight to go to Jonghyun’s. The rest of the car ride was silent of conversation, but it wasn’t completely silent with how Jonghyun was humming along to the soft music playing through the speakers. Once they were parked Jinki opened Jonghyun’s door for him and they headed over to the elevator, the smaller man curled into Jinki’s side.

Once inside the apartment, Jonghyun hung his coat up and made his way to the couch to pull the blanket laid over the back down around his shoulders. He beamed over at Jinki, “I’m cold.”

“You warm up, I’ll get the food ready.” He kissed the top of Jonghyun’s head before heading into the kitchen. The pot was put on the stove to boil as he brought two eggs out to fry them. Once the noodles were cooked and the eggs were slid onto the top, he moved to grab a fork. It was then he heard the soft sounds of cloth shuffling against the carpet. When he looked up there was Jonghyun, wrapped in the blanket. He resembled a burrito more than a human being. “Hey you, I thought you were getting warm.”

“I was, but then I realized I can become swaddled and move,” Jonghyun smiled cutely.

Jinki felt warmth burst in his chest, and the words came from his mouth before he could stop them. “God, I love you.”

“Excuse me?”

Flustered Jinki fumbled over his words, “I didn’t mean that.”

“So you don’t love me?” Jonghyun’s voice was gentle and full of hurt.

“No, no I do,” Jinki groaned, running his hands through his hair as his eyes fluttered shut. He took a deep breath for a moment before opening his eyes and smiling, “I do love you. I just didn’t mean to confess like that.”

“Oh,” Jonghyun softly giggled, hiding his nose and lips behind his blanket covered hand, “I love you too Jinki.”

Jinki chuckled, “Leave it to me. Confessing over ramen when you’re a blanket burrito.”

Jonghyun shuffled over in quick little steps, opening his arms to wrap Jinki up in the blanket too. He looked up happy at him, a smile curving on his lips. “But that’s us.”

Their lips melded together slowly, Jinki’s hand warm on Jonghyun’s jaw. When they parted he bumped their noses together. “Let’s eat before it’s cold.”

He was almost vibrating, “It looks delicious.”

“Try it before you shower me with praise.”

“Aye aye!”

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What do you get when you mix a dog and a fish?

Jinki laughed softly at the message, I don’t know, what do you get baby?

A seal, awrf awrf

Im concerned Im rubbing off on you too much, Jinki texted back with a soft smile.

We have been dating for like 3 months Babe <3, Jonghyun replied a few moments later.

Time really flies when you're having fun, He set his phone down on the table and returned to his dinner. Taemin was looking at him intrigued from across the table, fork laid against his plate as he leaned on his hand.

“Hey Dad?”

Jinki looked up with a smile, “Yes, Taem?”

“Who are you texting?”

He could feel the heat in his cheeks, but he still tried to change the subject. “Ah, just a client. How's the new job?”

“Job's great Dad, but,” A slow smile spread on Taemin’s face. “In what I can remember in my 24 years you've never smiled like that about a client.”

Jinki ran a hand through his hair and scratched his neck as he sheepishly smiled, “Am I that obvious?”

“Yes. Like a giant flashing billboard,” Taemin beamed, leaning more on his elbows toward his Dad, “So what's their name? How long have you been talking? What are they like?”

“Is this how you felt when you dated Naeun in high school when your Mom asked you a billion questions?” Jinki asked flustered.

“Yes, but stop deflecting.”

“His name is Jonghyun and just over 3 months.” Taemin’s eyes widened and Jinki asked, “What?”

“You've been dating someone for 3 months and I was unaware?” Jinki nodded softly and Taemin frowned, “You should have told me.”

“I didn't know how you'd handle it,” When Taemin looked confused Jinki continued, “Accepting I'm gay and accepting me actually being with another man are two different things.”

“Oh Dad, I'm happy for you!” Taemin smiled sweetly, but it fell slightly as he said, “Not sure how mom's gonna handle it, though.”

“Pardon my language, but your Mom can kiss my ass.” Jinki looked down at his phone when it vibrated, but didn't pick it up. “Jonghyun’s great, though. He makes me feel young again.”

“You sound very happy Dad.”

The smile on Jinki’s face was soft and easy going, “I am.. I'm very happy.”

“Dad,” Taemin quietly said a moment later when they resumed eating.

“Yeah?”

“Check your phone,” Taemin chuckled, “I can see your eyes flicking over to it. I don't mind.”

Jinki flashed a tiny smile and mumbled, “Thank you.” before flipping his phone over to slide it open. There were 3 messages from Jonghyun and 2 from Minho. Including 3 missed calls from his secretary. He clicked Minho first, it being extremely odd he would he texting him this late.

Hey boss I know you're out with your son, but Ms. Cho is here. Jinki pressed his lips together, annoyance bubbling up in him already. I came back to get the case files for tomorrow's court appointment and she was berating the janitor. She says its urgent.

It's quite alright Minho, is there any way you could handle it?

The speed in which the young man texted back was concerning, I tried sir, but she refused to talk to anyone but you.

Ask her if a Call would suffice, please.

“You look pissed Dad, something wrong?” Taemin quietly asked, laying his utensils down next to his plate.

“There's a client who knows after 6 I'm not reachable at the office and if the need to get in touch with me arises they have my cell phone number,” Jinki sighed before sipping his water, “But instead of using that she's stressing my secretary out at the office.”

“Do you have to leave?”

“If I do it'll be after we finish.” Jinki gave him a comforting smile before checking the new message from Minho.

She says only in person Boss.

Alright. I’ll be there as quick as I can after my meal.

Okay sir. Ty sir.

He was about to check the messages from Jonghyun when he remembered Minho would be stuck with her until he got there. Oh, and Minho?

Yes sir?

Your favorite sport is football right?”

Yes, but why?

You’ll see. Be there soon, If the poor man had to deal with Ms. Cho during his off hours so he could finish his meal peacefully the least he could do is get him something. Game tickets seemed like a good fit, being how often he mentions the sport.

“I’m guessing by your face you have to go in.” Taemin said softly, moving around his pasta.

Jinki hummed as he clicked Jonghyun’s messages. “Unfortunately.”

Babe you should come over after you have dinner with Taemin, Jinki continued to read, completely ignoring his dinner for a moment. I got a new canvas..was thinking we could paint since we're both off tomorrow ^^ I even have chicken!

Jinki frowned deeply, I'm sorry Baby but I have to go into the office right after. I don't want you to wait up

:c its okay, you can come by when you're done. You know I'll be up ^^

Okay Baby, I'll call you when I'm omw

I love you, drive safe

Love you too Baby

“How long do you think it'll take to save your secretary?” Taemin asked after putting his drink back on the table.

“Pretty quickly, but saving myself from her?” Jinki laughed, “Your guess is as good as mine Son.”

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After dealing with that exhausting woman for 3 hours over stuff that could have been done at a later date, all Jinki wanted to do was hug Jonghyun. He texted Jonghyun quickly that he was finished, and asked if he still wanted him to come over.

Of course I do ^^, Jinki sighed relieved as he turned the car on. I was thinking we could throw paint balloons~

Sounds great Baby, I’ll be there in about 15 minutes okay?

Okay, See you soon! Before Jinki tossed his phone into the passenger seat he saw the next message, I love you <3

Jinki quickly typed out, I love you too.

The phone was tossed into the passenger seat and he put the car into reverse. He was exhausted, but just the thought of Jonghyun made him more relaxed.

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“Do you think your shirt is big enough Baby?” Jinki asked with a soft laugh at the sight of Jonghyun in the large white shirt coming out of the bedroom.

He grabbed the fabric with his hands and make it move happily. “Very roomy. Good for aiming the balloons.”

“Ah,” Jinki snorted, “Is that your story that you’re sticking too?”

“Why yes,” Jonghyun crossed his arms over his chest with an exaggerated pout on his face. “And it’s a good one!”

Jinki reached into the giant box full of water balloons filled to the max with different colored paints. The room was dimly lit by the far lamp in the corner and the numerous candles lit around the room. There was a big sheet under their bare feet up until the wall just under the big canvas. Gentle music swayed from the stereo across the way where Jinki’s iPod was connected. He held the balloon out to Jonghyun with a warm smile, “Do you want to start?”

Jonghyun shook his head as he grabbed his own balloon from the box, “No Babe, you go.”

With a hum Jinki looked over the canvas to choose where he’d aim it. When he let go of the balloon he hoped it’d land somewhere in the middle, but it ended up too far to the right. He flashed a smile over at Jonghyun as blue paint splattered on the once blank canvas. “I meant to do that.”

“Sure you did~”

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