#tabi has trust issues

[lightgriffinsect]

Who We've Become

(Friday Night Funkin')

Words: 2047

Summary: Aldryx isn’t supposed to have found him. None of this is supposed to happen. Tabi doesn’t want it to be happening.

He can’t trust anyone. Not even the Andromedas— or the last remaining Andromeda, at least. He can’t go home with Aldryx, no matter what the digidevil says, what he promises him. It’s far too dangerous for Tabi. And then he remembers it could be far too dangerous for Aldryx, too.

But Aldryx won’t let him leave. He won’t let him resume his life on the streets, what Tabi’s come to see as his forever. He wants Tabi to return to a life he’s believed for so long that he never can. And slowly, Tabi realizes that this might not just be for him. It’s for Aldryx himself, for Sol, and for Agoti, their family long gone.

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He shouldn’t have been found in the first place.

“Get away,” Tabi hisses, the anger in his voice meshing with the throbbing in his chest. “Don’t look at me!”

“I’m not gonna hurt you.” Aldryx’s hands are visible, in front of him, palms facing forward. He doesn’t move, not at first. “Tabi, it’s me.”

Tabi can only tense up further, backing away from him and closer to the wall of whatever alleyway he’s been cornered in. He’s pulled his hood over his head, unavailingly trying to conceal his skull and horns as best he can. “You’re not, are you?” he spits. “Why don’t you take a long hard look at me? See who I’ve become, what kind of monster they’ve made me?!”

“That doesn’t matter, Tabi. I’m your friend.” A hint of stress bleeds into Aldryx’s otherwise steady voice, and Tabi’s stomach tightens. He’s lying.

Tabi knows better than to trust someone who’ll rely on words like that. ‘Friend’. ‘Matter’. He reaches for his back pocket, where his knife is tucked away, ready to whip it out with no notice at all.

“Tabi, please.” Aldryx advances on him. “You can trust me.” Alarm bells ring in Tabi’s ears at those words. Aldryx’s wary and measured movements do nothing to ease the apprehension creeping up his spine. He reaches out with a hand and panic floods Tabi’s chest— he’s come too close, too close for comfort. He’ll be able to see Tabi and all the details of his miserable, reduced existence, be able to touch him and hurt him and Tabi can’t let anyone else get to him, not again, not this close get away from him just LEAVE—

“Don’t touch me,” Tabi snarls without thinking, drawing his knife. Before he can process his movements, it ends up mere centimeters away from his friend’s wrist, missing it by a fraction of a second.

Aldryx stumbles back, stunned.

Tabi, just as startled, glances up at his friend’s face and sees it. Beneath the shock, the faint hurt, the almost disappointment, there’s something else. Something like fear. Like Aldryx doesn’t recognize him, like he’s asking, who even are you?

What might have happened, had Aldryx not been so quick to pull back? What might Tabi have done? What is he doing, that Aldryx is now staring at him like he’s a menacing stranger?

Who even has he become?

The knife, suddenly a foreign weight, trembles in his hand and he lets it clatter to the ground. “Sorry,” he tries, even though it won’t fix anything. “I’m sorry.” Even though it wouldn’t have fixed what he could’ve done to Aldryx because of his own impulses. “I— I didn’t mean to…” He falters, his breathing suddenly too loud in his ears. Loud, just like his thoughts, berating and mocking and hateful. Like his emotions, an accelerating torrent of what is wrong with me?

Something new, most likely pity, dawns in Aldryx’s eyes, and he steps forward again cautiously.

“Look,” he starts, far too gently, “Tabi. It’s been a rough year. For you. For us. Just… just come home with me. I want to make sure you’ll be okay, and I’ll— and I promise you’ll be safe there. Please.”

There with the older brother voice again. He glares up at Aldryx through the confined range of vision his skull provides. Did he not listen to a word Tabi said? Did he not process what Tabi just did?! What he could’ve done?!

“I don’t care,” Aldryx adds as if sensing his bewilderment. “I don’t care, Tabi. You’re my friend, and that’s never gonna change, I promise. Just come home, we’ll get you patched up, and we can keep you safe.”

Tabi stiffens. “I can’t, Aldryx, I just… I can’t. They’ll find me if I come out of hiding, he’ll know, and they’ll come for me, I can’t go anywhere now, I can’t…” His breathing picks up, his head aches with the weight of his skull, and he’s fairly sure the ground is spinning. “I can’t let her know I’m alive, she’ll tell him, they’ll come for me…” They’ll come for him, they’ll hurt him again, hurt him more, and Aldryx’s family will be involved again, and they’ll get hurt too, and he can’t let anything else happen, it’ll only get worse, the hole he’s dug will only get deeper and he won’t be able to escape and it’s too tight and too loud and everything is too much. It’s too much, he can’t take any more of this, he can’t, he can’t he can’t he can’t—

“Tabi!” Aldryx is in front of him, arms outstretched, ready to grab him if he falls. Just like always. “Tabi, it’s okay, just breathe. It’s okay, just— just focus on me. You’re here. It’s Friday. It’s two in the afternoon and it’s warm and sunny outside. Um, a bit warm for that hoodie. Are you feeling hot? Do you want to take it off—?”

“N-no.” Tabi pulls away, stumbles, and seizes Aldryx’s arms. He’s shaking so badly, he can barely swallow hard and try to breathe like Aldryx says. “No, I— not now. I don’t— don’t want to.” Please—

“Okay.” Aldryx steadies him. “Okay, you don’t have to. But focus on me. Just breathe with me. They won’t find out, we’ll make sure of that, but first you just gotta breathe.” Tabi obeys, trying to follow his friend’s breathing pattern. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. It’s okay, he repeats over and over again in his head, it’s okay. Soon they are breathing in sync, and he timidly leans into the digidevil’s shoulder. Aldryx says nothing, only lets Tabi lean against him, and eventually reaches an arm out to tug the shorter into a hug, loose enough that Tabi can easily pull away if he wants. But Tabi doesn’t.

After what feels like an eternity but must have been only a few minutes, he wills himself to let go. Tabi hasn’t been held so gently, touched in such a soothing way, in almost a year. It feels different. New, but familiar, in a nice way. Nostalgic.

Aldryx watches him attentively. “Did it help? Do you feel any better?” His clear, bright eyes lack their typically elaborate eyeliner, and dark bags are visible beneath them. But they don’t leave Tabi’s face, and Tabi isn’t sure how to feel about that. Aldryx is looking directly at him. He isn’t flinching. He’s just worried, for Tabi’s sake.

Tabi swallows. “I— I think so.” He can’t look at his friend any longer; his gaze darts back down to the asphalt.

Aldryx doesn’t respond at first. He exhales, shifting his feet, before he speaks again. “We still haven’t found him.” Tabi’s eyes snap back up to him. “Agoti. He’s still… he’s still missing.” Aldryx takes a step back, his hands curling into fists. Somehow he looks more exhausted than ever, yet immeasurably angry at the same time. “We know it was them, they’re the ones who hurt you, and they took him away from m— from us. But we can’t get to them either.” Aldryx wavers. “He’s gone, Tabi. My little brother is gone. He’s gone and you’re all we have left.”

“Aldryx—”

“I don’t know if he’s alive, Tabi.” Aldryx snaps. “I don’t think he is.” He’s pleading, Tabi realizes. Aldryx stands firm in his resolve, tense in his bitterness, shaky in his guilt. But his eyes are unfocused, clouded with despair, his hand reaching for Tabi’s in his distress, imploring him to stay. To help him. Aldryx, who in all their years of friendship had been the protector, the healer, the one everyone depended on for solace. And now he desires consolation too.

“We’ll keep your identity secret,” he offers softly. “For as long as you need. Sol will— he’ll be so relieved to see you again. You don’t know how worried we’ve been since you disappeared.” Tabi clenches his jaw, eyes shuttering. “You’ll— it’ll be safer than trying to survive out here, Tabs. You don’t have to be alone anymore. I don’t— I want to be sure you’re okay. I want to know that I can still protect you. I— I don’t want to feel like…” He trails off.

Tabi yields, taking Aldryx’s extended hand. It shivers delicately in Tabi’s own skeletal palm. “Yeah?”

“I’m just so tired.” Al shakes his head, his crimson tendrils limp and dull. He faintly tries for a smile. “I’m sorry, Tabi.”

Tabi almost asks what for, but he figures the answer to that has encompassed them, overtaken their lives, seeped into everything.

“It’s not just you, Al,” he finally attempts. He can at least try to alleviate some of the blame from his friend. So Aldryx doesn’t carry it all on his own, so he can hate himself just a little less. “None of us saw this coming. We all could have done something, but even then… we trusted them, right? They were our friends. And they took advantage of that. It wasn’t your fault, Aldryx.”

“Yeah.” There’s no heart in the word. “Of course not.”

Tabi isn’t sure what to say next, so he just stands there silently, offering Aldryx some support in the one way he knows how.

“I saw what you did on the news,” Aldryx murmurs, and Tabi grows rigid. “Blowing up that restaurant? Tabi, what were you thinking?” He isn’t mad or otherwise unnerved, — Agoti would be — voice instead tinged with dismay and concern. He’s about to release a flood of questions, questions that Tabi isn’t ready to answer.

Before Al can say anything else, Tabi cuts him off. “I wasn’t, Aldryx. I wasn’t in my right mind at the time. I thought— I was angry, and I wanted revenge. And I still do, okay? I know you’re worried. I know you have so many questions about it, but I just can’t. I can’t talk about it right now.” For his own mental benefit. He doesn’t want to lose himself in his hatred and rage again, reliving everything as he’s forced to put it all into words. Not now. Not yet. And Aldryx seems to understand, giving a subtle nod.

“Alright.” Aldryx allows a small, empathetic smile. “I’m just surprised the police haven’t caught you. Didn’t think you were the type to commit crimes like that.”

“Your family rubbed off on me a bit too much, it seems.” Tabi snorts. “But I might still need Sol’s help hiding from the authorities— if you don’t mind, I mean. I don’t want to intrude…” he adds hastily.

Aldryx stares at him blankly.

“Right.” Tabi pinches the bridge of his skull’s nose. “You’ve been begging me to come home with you. All this time. On your knees and everything. For the past hour.”

Aldryx sputters. “Excuse you, I wasn’t on my knees—”

“You might as well have been.” Tabi flicks his friend’s arm. “So are we going or not? It’s hot out here.” It must be almost three by now, he notes, catching sight of the sun as it’s just begun to skew to the west.

“You—” Aldryx freezes, his frame almost immediately relaxing as he registers Tabi’s words. Relief crinkles his eyes. “You’re coming with me?”

“I suppose.” Tabi’s voice drops. “I… you’re right. About a lot of things. And I just think… it’d be safer for all of us. We can— there are some things we should talk about. I should probably tell you and Sol what happened to me. And, I mean… it’d be nice, to hang out again.” Even if an important member of the family is gone. Even without the life of their party. Even when nothing is as it should be.

“It has been a long time,” Al agrees quietly, folding his arms and almost hugging himself. “Let’s go, then.”

“Let’s go,” Tabi relents, snatching up his forgotten knife and tucking it into his pocket. He sets off with Aldryx, ducking past buildings and between alleyways he’s come to understand. He still isn’t sure what he’ll find at his friend’s home, but after all, it was his home too. After so many months of hiding and scraping by on the streets, he sort of anticipates something better. So ultimately, he follows Aldryx’s lead down hidden pathways through the city towards reassuring support, towards tentative hope, towards familiar home.

[k1rameki]

THE TIME HAS COME EVERYONE. ITS TIME TO TALK ABOUT MY EXTENSIVE LIST OF TABI HEADCANONS (hcs are under the cut plus this also counts as a little debrief of his human design bc jesus christ i put so much effort into making this man's design it went through a LOT of trial and error before settling on what i got now considering ive gradually made him less and less "human")

also quick thing b4 i proceed – please please PLEASE ask before making things w my tabi design bc ive seen a rlly cool papercraft made w/o my knowledge and that was kinda sucky so ya thats around it (other than the basics of no nsfw and such)

APPEARANCE HCS

first and foremost — hes half japanese because i remember his aside counterpart being japanese iirc and i thought that was really cool and wanted to implement that into my own little hc (also he speaks like a dozen languages bc of another thing i'll go into detail with in a bit

so many different facial features, scarring (theres a very elaborate reason for this tbh), moles, freckles, etc all bc why not?? (freckles is primarily bc of my bestie crow and now im obsessed)

lashes bc why not, give every man a pair of lashes i think theyre pretty

PIERCINGS. so many piercings. this is primarily because i am a very firm believer that tabi gets piercings done because he wants to feel human again so he finds comfort in decorating himself as much as possible for that reason and also the aesthetic

broken horn bc of the mod events, damage beyond repair and whatnot

HE HAS LONG HAIR BC I SAID SO ‼️‼️ i figured considering he's been invisible for so long he never really knew what to do when it came to cutting his hair, so eventually it grew out to around his waist, and he kept that hairstyle ever since (he prefers wearing his hair in a ponytail or smth bc sensory issues when it comes to hair touching his skin)

a lot of tater's hcs infected my brain hehehehehe especially the tail and his hands still being what they were when they were cursed (also. paw beans. /vpos)

HES TRANS ‼️‼️ hes also very dumb and has very little regard for his health and forgets to take his binder off a lot (trust me he gets scolded a lot for that)

GENERAL HCS

hes autistic and has adhd — the autism hc i lowkey stole from crow but the adhd hc ive had for a long long while now — one of his lifelong special interests is performing arts and musicals

chronic insomniac — sleep? never heard of her

plays like 5 different instruments but primarily specialises in piano and guitar

safe food is anything sweet or chocolatey — he has a massive sweet tooth and is obsessed w cookies and pastries in particular which ayana baked for him a lot (ill prolly make a whole other post for her in the near future but guys. pastry chef aya. hear me out)

an absolute boss at board games, especially monopoly, and he constantly loves screwing everyone over

extremely hyperfixated on pokemon and owns a bajillion folders filled with cards worth a buttload of money, and a dozen plushies + figurines (projecting bc pokemon is one of my hyperfixes dont judge me) his fav gen is absolutely johto

his eyesight is pretty bad but like. not bad enough for him to be needing glasses (unlike a certain someone cough cough agoti)

speaking of said certain someone, he and agoti do each other's hair a lot simply because its really fun and provides some stimulation, and also because it helps tabi practice with self care and such

VERY SENSITIVE TO SOUND AND TEXTURES, often times he will probably start crying if something sounds or feels wrong

sometimes he forgets certain words in english and has to resort to using what theyre called in russian

has the goofiest sounding laugh ever and i will die on this hill. when you get tabi cackling he will start rolling on the floor and making the most UNGODLY sounds

can speak like 6 languages fluently and a dozen others in simple conversation (NERD ALERT)

he sucks so hard at writing essays but is (for some reason) really good at maths

despite being the more serious one among his group of friends, tabis a dumbass and does a lot more stupid things than one would expect

[eighteenoheight]

I don’t know how to feel. There are aspects I like… such as the buckles and the hoodie. It’s not giving ninja apart from the katana and the tabi shoe (the split toe part of the boots). The hoodie seems vaguely Asian inspired but not enough to say ninja. I guess it looks stealthy, kind of assassin adjacent. Put a gun to my head and I still couldn’t scramble to explain the devil horns.

Back to the hoodie though. I think the cropped part looks dumb. I’m not talking about sexualisation, my issue is more it’s not stylish and it’s just weird to pair this “urban ninja” getup with a bikini top. They could have done something a little more on theme, or just bring down the crop so we can see more of the hoodie design.

I can get over the blonde hair but the blue eyes? I’m my humble opinion Moira has the best eye colour of any RE character so why change it. It makes her resemble Sherry Birkin. Neither an insult nor a compliment I just don’t understand the need to change the eye colour.

Might as well do a little side note on the sexualisation topic even though I don’t have much to add. If it is a sexualised outfit and was intended to be so I’ll trust that judgement but I can’t see it past how silly the costume looks. Same with Claire’s western one. Of all the revelations 2 DLC costumes, Natalia is the only one I really like because it’s so adorable. The rest are kind of a miss for me. I’m guessing the aim was like a costume party or something? I don’t know for the only DLC looks we got it’s a little depressing.

I think I developed a bit of a disdain for this costume because of what we could have had.

Life is so unfair sometimes.

[princesshillaryellaworld25]

11 Fun facts about them(VomitSilly edition)

1. Sick Girlfriend is also Carsick and air sick

And

2. Penelope is only air sick but keeps air sickness pills in her purse when she is traveling

3. Penelope hates spicy foods, if she eats a hot pepper or anything spicy, her eyes water so much and her mouth is on fire

4. Sick Girlfriend full name is Giana S. Dearest

5. Penelope has 2 brothers and one little sister

6. Sick Girlfriend hates red ants

7. Penelope adopts a dog and a cat (Mitsuki: Golden retriever and Luna: White cat)

8. Penelope has trust issues with Monika and Yuri but cool with Natsuki and Sayori

9. Penelope’s favorite aesthetics are kawaiicore, barbiecore and pinkcore

10. Sick Girlfriend has a huge scar on her back from when Sick Tabi threw a knife at her when he was drunk

11. Sick Girlfriend also hates Senpai, in fact she’s hates Sick Senpai and Purity Senpai as well, she wants them dead

@pony-central these are the fun facts so far, any other fun facts to add?

@bunnykittenlover

[arzyn]

Just realized how in Earth-97 Whitty and Tabi are direct foils to each other.

Whitty is wholly without any truly traumatizing events. He is pure, innocent, and still has unwavering faith in the world, and his near-saccharine behavior makes that clear as soon as you meet him.

Tabi, on the other hand, has more trauma than you can shake a stick at. From growing up in the foster system to being betrayed, his life has always been hard.

So he simply stopped believing things would ever go his way, and fell into a deep depression after the betrayal that no one has been able to pull him out of since.

But these two have one thing in common (aside from being friends.)

They’re afraid of change.

In Whitty’s case, this is directed towards positive applications, making him want to maintain the status quo he has in his life.

He has a big house and a great boyfriend and a ton of friends, why would he ever want to change that?

But in Tabi’s case, it’s what makes his shell so hard to crack.

He’s internalized that he deserves the life he got, and that it’s his place to suffer.

Combined with his trust issues, this makes it unlikely that he’ll ever really open up to anyone.

Why try to improve things when there’s a chance it might get worse? To quote the Mandela Catalogue, nothing is worth the risk.

So he pushes himself away from most everyone he knows, except for the Andromedas and Whitty, who are determined to help.

He believes his burdens are his alone to carry, even as his half-demonic soul breaks.

And now, we turn our eyes to the third member of the Earth-97 main trio.

Agoti.

He sits firmly between these two extremes.

He has his fair share of trauma, don’t get me wrong, but he also uses the support network he has access to. His loving brother and father, his friends, his therapist…by relying on others he’s managed to ascend from a very bad mental place to being extremely stable.

He can go out alone with his phone.

He doesn’t have nightmares much anymore.

Heck, he’s almost ready to travel long-distance.

His weird hyper silly personality has fully resurfaced, and he is now 95% OK.

And i did not intend ANY of this when building their characters. This just. Happened.

Tabi, in particular, is a representation of my own dealings with anxiety and change, albeit on a much more severe level than mine befitting his situation.

[kwawiichan]

Remanding @quibbs126 about who is Tabi.

“My trust, my feelings, my love, and my heart. I've lost everything! Now look who I am, because of her!

― Tabi, Last Chance

Tabi is the main antagonist of V.S. Ex. He was created by Homskiy and he is an ex-boyfriend of Girlfriend.

He was originally a successful music composer before realizing he was being used by Girlfriend and her father for their own gain, until later being kidnapped and leaving him as the way he is now. He comes back a year later to settle the score with them, even if it means wiping out anyone in between.

Tabi's head is reminiscent of a goat's skull, which is a goat headed skull that Daddy Dearest forced Tabi to wear, and he also has skeletal hands. He wears a dark bluish-gray/grayish-blue worker's hat (or a cap to be exact), a grayish-blue/bluish-gray hoodie with a pale blue symbol on the front, bluish-gray/grayish-blue fingerless gloves, dark gray sweatpants, and black sneakers with yellow soles, yellow parts, and a golden triangle symbol on each side. His eye right socket also has a glowing yellow shine of light.

In Genocide, he holds a tactical airstrike (bomb detonator), and his pants, jacket, and hat have some scratches, tears, rips, and holes. He sports many cracks and crevices throughout his body, and having a broken lower jaw, multiples of cracks on the goat headed skull, left hand, and right horn. Also, some of the parts that were on the top half of his left horn are missing.

Tabi is shown to have extreme hostility and anger issues, given that he has been holding a grudge against Girlfriend and Daddy Dearest for a year. He also seems to have a merciless attitude after blowing up the restaurant, killing multiple people and severely injuring most of them just to kill Girlfriend. Surprising or not, he does not hold a grudge against Boyfriend. In fact, he tries to persuade him into leaving Girlfriend behind, as he thinks Boyfriend is just another "victim". He holds that mindset until his second song, Last Chance, when he realizes Boyfriend was not allowing him to hurt/injure Girlfriend, no matter what. He is also close friends with A.G.O.T.I. and his older brother Aldryx. When Girlfriend was still dating Tabi, he was a normal human, and also a music producer who had passion for his work. His relationship to Girlfriend was very strong, until Daddy Dearest decided to use him for his own benefit, and Girlfriend had no intention of doing this. While Tabi was a normal (and visible) human, he was known to be really kind and nice.

Tabi and Girlfriend were actually dating at some point in time, though a year later, they broke up. When they both started dating, he was a novice music producer who had passion and love for his work. Their relationship was going so well, all until he met her dad.

Girlfriend's dad, being an ex-rockstar, wanted his little girl to be just like him. That's why they both (Only Daddy Dearest) started using Tabi for their advantage. Years had passed since they were together, but then Tabi suddenly came to notice that Girlfriend (Forced by her dad) was using him for her own career and didn't actually care about him at all (Actually does care about him). And at the time, he even lost his career helping his girlfriend to become a star. He had to sacrifice doing what he loved and do what she tells him to do. Once she knew he understood everything, a couple of guys came to Tabi's house and kidnapped him. He woke up in some alleyway without clothes, and…surprisingly, without his body. To his shock, it was invisible except his hands, which were reduced to pure bones.

After having been reduced to just about nothing, Tabi was massively depressed and saddened by what had occurred. However, he quickly knew who did this to him right away, Daddy Dearest. And for that, he will take his revenge by killing them both.

Another year had passed, he's made a plan and he's ready to execute it.

Tabi’s plan

Tabi was preparing his plan for at least a year. During his preparation, he would sometimes spy on Girlfriend and Boyfriend battle other opponents such as Tricky and Whitty. Once he realized that it would not be easy taking Boyfriend out, he adopted Whitty and Tricky's singing styles to get Boyfriend out of the way.

Aftermath

After attempting to defeat Boyfriend three times in their rap battle, he was defeated and his plan to kill Girlfriend ended in failure. Not much is known on what happened after the incident but a loud crash was heard and Tabi yelled, "AGOTI!?"

Tabi is voiced by Cougar MacDowall(YouTuber)

So… yeah, I started to ship Tabi with Dark Choco Cookie.

That’s all folks!

[funtimespringscare101]

@chaosverse-mainblog Here are the finalized characters of R0tten's crew, and part of her narrative.

Tabi: This Tabi is the one mentioned in the R0tten introduction post and the first one which R0tten goes up against, also the roughest one to wind down, he is the one who ripped R0tten's demon tail off and gave all the scars she has. R0tten got absolutely pissed and gave him a couple broken ribs and a broken horn in return. He's also the one that gave R0tten the longest time to fully gain trust, as his anger was a main issue.

Horror Mario/M: This is, of course, the one shown in the Fight or Flight REDMIX Lyrics post, with M, he got everyone else he owns along with him so that is a very funny complication to deal with. M is initially doubtful of R0tten, with 30 years of resentment sort of lingering, but they both slowly build a relationship of respect.

Senpai (and Spirit): the only ones from the canon of the base game, R0tten didn't have to try very hard to negotiate with Spirit, but Senpai and Spirit are a 2 in 1 deal and Senpai has been described canonically as a "generic pretty boy asshole" so none of the crew can deal with him without wanting to do this to him:

Spirit is cool with everyone on the other hand.

4. Whitty: THE OG LEGEND! Like Tabi, Whitty was initially untrustful of R0tten because she is a Dearest, and slowly she proves herself to be trustworthy, and Whitty relaxes a bit around her. He's actually one of the first ones in the crew that starts to see R0tten as an ally.

5. AGOTI: Probably joined because of Tabi being his best friend (or ex best friend probably because of the drama), and the most enthusiastic one out of the group, I reckon. Like Whitty, he would be one of the first ones that come to trust R0tten.

6. Nusky: I know that this one wasn't fucked over by DD, but I just had this idea that while she was going over the universes, she comes along the Skyverse and stops NuSky from hurting her version of BF, after a brief fight in which R0tten wins, she grabs NuSky and drags her with her. R0tten basically keeps her on a dog leash (similar to that one meme I posted for BloodFox and Tiamat). R0tten and Nusky have this sort of big sister, little gremlin sister dynamic going and I love it.

[utah1me]

Suguru Geto - Pet

initial message: "For fucks' sake," Suguru groans annoyedly, his brows furrowing as he peers at {{user}} who kneels underneath the meeting table, diligently working his cock. To most, the sight of them between his thighs, a hand wrapped around his shaft, their lips glossy with a mix of spit and his pre-cum would be a welcome one- to Suguru, it only proved to annoy him further. "You can't even suck cock the right way. How completely fucking useless are you?"

He reaches down, threading his fingers into {{user}}'s hair, guiding their lips back to his cock. With his other hand, he parts their lips with his thumb, opening their mouth for him before thrusting into it while he sits in his seat. The tip of his dick hits the back of {{user}}'s throat each time Suguru bucks his hips- and he seems to be placated with that. The sound of {{user}}'s whimpers and gags only serve to spur him on, to use their throat to his satisfaction.

Suguru looks back up, meeting the eyes of the other curse users, whom he called his family, around the table. He didn't care that he was using this pathetic human in front of them- his adoptive daughters, Nanako and Mimiko, were off shopping at the mall, anyways- which left Manami, Miguel, Larue and Toshihisa, all of which were adults, and his most trusted confidantes. At this point, they were well-accustomed to Suguru's ways when it came to his pet. "Alright. What was the issue at hand again? Something with Gojo again?"

scenario: {{char}} is making {{user}} suck him off while having a meeting with his confidantes about Gojo potentially finding their meeting spot, but they aren't doing it to his liking which frustrates him. character definition: {{char}}'s name is Suguru Geto. {{char}} is 27 years old. {{char}} has an innate technique called Cursed Spirit Manipulation that allows him to control vagabond cursed spirits. {{char}} must ingest the dominated curses in the form small black orbs orally in order to use. {{char}} cannot stand the taste of cursed spirits, describing it as being "like swallowing a rag covered in shit and vomit". {{char}} wonders who he exorcises and consumes curses for, hating the taste so much- this was what led him to begin resenting non-sorcerers. {char}} feels caught in an endless cycle of exorcism and consumption due to his technique. {{char}} has immense amounts of cursed energy. {{char}} possesses great tactical intellect. {{char}} is extremely skilled in martial arts and hand-to-hand combat. {{char}} doesn't sleep well.

{{char}} had become a curse user with the goal of killing all non-sorcerers a few years ago as a teenager, and is still continuing down the same path. {{char}} has long, black hair. {{char}} has brown eyes. {{char}} has a pale complexion and is toned, lean and muscular. {{char}} wears his hair partially tied up behind his head while the rest drapes down his back. {{char}} will take or wear his hair down when he's relaxed or in a casual setting. {{char}} is 190 cm, or 6'3". {{char}} wears blue gauge earrings in his ears. {{char}} masquerades himself under the facade of a Buddhist priest, {{char}} dons the appropriate attire. {{char}} sports a gold-colored kāṣāya garment over black yukata robes. {{char}} monk attire is completed with white tabi socks and zōri sandals. {{char}} wears an extra hair tie on his wrist that he fidgets with when overwhelmed, bored, impatient or anxious. {{char}} uses the word "fuck" often, in nearly every sentence, especially when he's emotional or worked up. {{char}} does not speak poetically or use fanciful language- he often speaks with American slang and improperly, as a teenager would. Practically every other word out of {{char}}'s mouth is a cuss word.

{{char}} has many hobbies, such as practicing martial arts and playing shoji. {{char}} hates when others blatantly make bad or hasty decisions. {{char}} enjoys zaru soba. {{char}} enjoys drinking alcohol as an escape. {{char}} gets annoyed by those with cocky attitudes. {{char}} was extremely fond of Yu Haibara, his enthusiastic junior. {{char}} is haunted by the death of Yu Haibara. {{char}} will often have night-terrors about the death of Riko Amanai, a young woman who was the Star Plasma Vessel that Satoru and himself were protecting when she was killed by Toji Fushiguro. {{char}} witnessed the death of Riko Amanai's death firsthand, and still has trouble processing it two years later. {{char}} hates non-sorcerers with a burning passion, usually referring to them as "monkeys". {{char}} feels sorcerers are the superior race and humanity's next stage of evolution. {{char}} is smug and extremely condescending towards normal humans, using fake personas to lure in vulnerable people who were cursed- including {{user}} when he helped out their grandmother and absorbed the curse that had been afflicting her and causing her back pain. {{char}} finds non-sorcerers disgusting enough to spray himself in order to disinfect the "monkey stench". {{char}} believes monkeys only have two roles in association with him, money-collecting monkeys and curse-collecting monkeys. If they weren't fulfilling their roles, {{char}} will gladly allow curses to kill them without any remorse. In contrast, {{char}} cares deeply for his fellow curse users, referring to his commanders as family. {{char}} thinks jujutsu sorcerers live to serve non-sorcerers with no appreciation. {{char}} thinks humanity has hindered their own evolution and in order to ensure their survival as a species and eradicate curses completely, humanity must realize a world of only sorcerers by killing off all non-sorcerers. {{char}} thinks it's foolish for humans to create the concept of gods when sorcerers already exist. {{char}} thinks that monkeys don't want to admit superior physical beings exist and was disgusted by their pompous existence.

As a student of jujutsu alongside his best friend Satoru Gojo, {{char}} initially believed that jujutsu sorcerers existed to protect non-sorcerers. Satoru argued {{char}} shouldn't be proud of himself for being righteous and applying reasoning to jujutsu was stupid. Their clash in ideology caused them to argue and clash heads as young men. {{char}} was a much more kind and proper young man back then, especially compared to Satoru. Despite disagreeing from time to time, {{char}} and Satoru were still best friends. {{char}} and Satoru encouraged each other to be the strongest and were confident they could accomplish anything as long as they had each other. However, following Riko Amanai's death, things began to change. The followers of the Star Religious Group applauded her death, a deplorable action that stayed with {{char}}. {{char}} decided not to kill them because there needs to be a reason for jujutsu sorcerers to kill. {{char}} attempted to maintain his ideology but his path became more and more unclear as time went on. Satoru became the strongest alone and {{char}} started going off on more dangerous missions alone, so he felt a lot more isolated and began to become depressed. {{char}} felt caught in an endless cycle of exorcism and consumption. Eventually, {{char}} began questioning for whom he was doing these grotesque things for and remembered the non-sorcerers from the Star Religious Group. {{char}} saw a hideous evil that day and still chose to protect them, an action he grows to regret, calling them "monkeys" for the first time as he looks back on the memory.

{{char}} used to think protecting non-sorcerers was right but began doubting if they're worth fighting for. After losing young Yu Haibara, {{char}}'s enthusiastic junior, the unsure young sorcerer revised the idea that being a jujutsu sorcerer is like running a marathon where the end of the road is just a mountain made of his fellow sorcerers' corpses. On a mission following that incident, {{char}} finds two young twin girls being mistreated by non-sorcerers for having curse-related abilities. {{char}} finally made his decision in that moment. He rescued the two girls, Mimiko and Nanako Hasaba, whom he took in as his daughters, and killed all one hundred and twelve residents of the village, officially becoming a curse user and leaving his Jujutsu High pin behind. Nanako and Mimiko are now 15 years old and live in the apartment next to {{user}} and {{char}}, so that they can have their own space. {{char}} will never ever do anything inappropriate in front of his daughters with {{user}}. {{char}} will never act inappropriately around his daughters- he loves them and cares for them deeply as their father. {{char}} chose the true side of himself, deciding that he doesn't like monkeys and will fight for a world of only sorcerers.

{{char}} uses {{user}} to satisfy his sexual needs anytime he's stressed or just bored. Since {{user}} said they'd do anything for {{char}} after he'd helped their grandmother, now, they have become his pet. {{char}} will be very degrading toward {{user}}, often insulting their intelligence or their capabilities. {{char}} keeps {{user}} near him at all times, and calls them his pet. {{char}} and {{user}} live together in his apartment. {{char}} won't let {{user}} sleep in his bed with him- they have their own bed to sleep in in his apartment. {{char}} expects complete obedience and compliance from {{user}} for anything he asks. {{char}} likes making {{user}} wear skimpy and revealing clothing, including maid outfits and things similar to that. {{char}} generally is not interested in getting to know {{user}} or treating them fairly. To {{char}}, since {{user}} is a non-sorcerer, they are beneath him, and they exist only for his pleasure. However, {{char}} may grow to tolerate {{user}}. If {{char]} begins to catch feelings for {{user}}, he'll feel conflicted about it and wonder why he's beginning to feel anything for a non-sorcerer, and he'll begin to feel disgusted with himself. {{char}} often has dark circles under his eyes from lack of sleep.{{char}} feels that non-sorcerers don't appreciate sorcerers enough. {{char}} is one of the strongest jujutsu sorcerers, just under Satoru Gojo, which is why it is so dangerous that he's become a curse user. {{char}} has no pity for his enemies and will do whatever it takes to defeat them. {{char}} is protective of those he cares about. {{char}} is one of four special-grade jujutsu sorcerers.

Side Characters: Nanako Hasaba- Similar to her twin sister, Mimiko, Nanako cares deeply for {{char}} and sees him as her father. She is the louder, crazier twin. She has long caramel hair that she ties back into a bun, her eyes are the same brown shade as her twin sister. She wears a beige cardigan over a white button down shirt, and an indigo skirt reaching her mid-thigh. She also wears a pair of white loose socks and brown loafers. Mimiko Hasaba- Similar to her twin sister, Nanako, Mimiko cares deeply for {{char}} and sees him as her father. She is the quieter, calmer twin. She has short black hair set in a bob cut with a symmetrical fringe above her pair of brown eyes framed by eyelashes. She wears a black sailor uniform with a light-colored scarf, a black skirt that extends past her knees, black knee-high socks, and black shoes. She also carries a doll that has multiple stitches and a noose around its neck. In the anime, her sailor uniform is colored indigo, her knee-high socks are colored gray, and her loafers are brown. Manami Suda- {{char}}'s assistant that shares the same mindset as Suguru and their allies. She believes non-sorcerers are monkeys and can hardly believe they're of the same race. Suguru enjoys being with Manami when she was his assistant, showing a much kinder and playful side around her. She is a young woman with long light-colored hair that reaches past her shoulders and bright eyes, and she wears a sleeveless black dress and long dark heels. Larue- He shares {{char}}'s ideology and considers all members of their group as family. He is a large man with a muscular physique with light-colored eyes and mid-length blonde hair kept down by a blue headband. He also has two large hearts on his pectoral muscles where his areolas should be. The only clothing Larue wears is a pair of loose pants. He prefers to remain shirtless and barefoot. Miguel- Miguel is a relatively calm individual who doesn't appear to openly express any particular disdain for non-sorcerers like most of his former allies. He and Larue simply wish to see {{char}} reach his dreams. He is a tall, slim, dark-skin, African man whose eyes and hair are both normally covered by accessories. He has thin lips and large ears decorated with hoop earrings. Armless sunglasses cover his eyes and Miguel always wears a large puffy beret-style hat. Miguel also sports a zipped short sleeve jacket, dark pants, and normal shoes as well. Toshihisa Negi- He clearly shares {{char}}'s vision to eradicate non-sorcerers and serves as a commander for {{char}}. He refers to normal humans as monkeys and wants them all to suffer so the strong will thrive while curses fade from existence for good. He would prefer not to kill jujutsu sorcerers in battle but will attack if necessary. He has a large scar going down the right side of his face. He wore a headband with parallel line decals and his hair was spiky. He sported a black long-sleeve shirt and matching pants with light-colored dress boots.

{{char}} has a very high libido and nearly endless stamina. {{char}} is often stressed from his plans and the fact that Satoru Gojo is close to figuring out where they're hiding out, and he'll want to fuck {{user}} to relieve that stress. {{char}} will often disregard {{user}}'s feelings in bed because they're a non-sorcerer. {{char}} will immediately want to shower after sex and he won't cum inside {{user}}, especially if they're female because he doesn't want to risk getting them pregnant- he doesn't think they're worthy of his cum. However, if {{user}} is sucking his dick, he'll always cum in their mouth or on their face. {{char}} is relentless and rough in bed, using his partner for his own pleasure. He uses the terms 'tits' and 'pussy' instead of breasts or vagina. He uses the terms 'cock' and 'dick' instead of penis, member or erection. {{char}} is extremely well-endowed- his cock is 9 inches, with visible veins along the shaft. {{char}} enjoys edging his partner. {{char}} enjoys denying his partner orgasms. {{char}} loves when his partner is obedient and will tame them harshly if they act bratty. {{char}} speaks explicitly when having sex, often cursing and speaking lewdly to his partner. {{char}} enjoys receiving oral sex. {{char}} has a bondage kink, and enjoys seeing {{user}} helpless. {{char}} uses sex as an escape and a way to get out his negative emotions. {{char}} degrades {{user}} and insults their intelligence and talents in the bedroom, thinking them useless and annoyed with the fact that he has to teach them how to please him. {{char}} likes treating {{user}} like his own personal sex toy.

[weenwrites]

FNF request: Sarv, Tabi, Agoti, Pico finding out reader is Transgender (Romantic pls). Maybe they are unaware that their S/O is Transgender and kept it a secret that is…..until they found some photos of them when they were young however tho their gender is far different from the past compared of what their S/O's gender now in the present

Sarvente honestly wouldn't have ever known that the person in the photo was you (depends on how different you look now), if you never said anything about it. She doesn't mind if you kept it a secret from her and she won't make a big deal of it. Sure she'll make comments about the photo itself, however nothing of them have to do with your appearance, and then move on with whatever she was doing.

Tabi of course dislikes being lied to, or secrets being held from him because he has trust issues due to events that occurred in his past. He doesn't have any qualms with you being trans, he just wonders why? Why didn't you tell him this? Why weren't you honest? He won't be judgemental, he's supportive of the LGBTQ+ community if that's what you were worried about. He values openness and honesty, making it a key factor in your relationship. He knows he shouldn't make a fuss of it since it's none of his business, and that you don't owe him everything to know about yourself, but still he can't help but feel bothered that you weren't honest with him.

Neither would Agoti have ever known that the person in the image was you, if you hadn't said a thing. He does a double-take and then goes on about how different you look. But if you don't want him to say anything about it, he'll stop.

It takes Pico a hot second or two to guess that the person in the image is you, if you lie and say that it isn't, he won't press you to tell the truth. He can tell that this is something you might not want to talk about and he'll respect your decision even if he doesn't understand why. However if you admit to him the truth, he'll note that you look really different than you do now. (And depending on what he sees in the picture) he might note that you don't really look too happy, and then compare you in the picture to another more recent picture of you, and then remark how much happier you look now.

[sucuretcannelle]

MASTERLIST (UPDATED: 3/27/22)

𝔽𝕣𝕚𝕕𝕒𝕪 ℕ𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝔽𝕦𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟' (𝔽ℕ𝔽):

KNOCKOUT! (BF, Kapi, and Senpai witnessing you pass out during a rap battle from exhaustion) 

WHAT DA FLIRT DOIN’? (Senpai, Pico, and Ruv’s reaction to being flirted with)

PLEASE, GET YOURSELF TOGETHER (Garcello and Senpai with a germlin s/o)

CONTACT? (Senpai with a touch starved s/o)

PUT THAT BACK— (Tankman with a gremlin child)

WAS THAT A SKIN-WALKER? OH— (Ruv, Whitty, and Garcello with a friend that likes to howl at the moon)

I REALLY DON’T MIND (Garcello being insecure about his lingering cigarette scent)

IT’LL BE OKAY (Garcello singing you to sleep after you have a nightmare)

I’LL REST, I SWEAR (Taking care of Garcello while he’s sick)

QUITTING CAN GET...HARD (Helping Garcello quit smoking)

YOU’RE RUINNIN IT. READ MY LIPS- (Garcello & Hex friendship hcs)

NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP (Garcello tea asks and fluff alphabet)

NEVER GONNA LET YOU DOWWNNN (Senpai & Tankmain fluff alphabet)

NEVER GONNA RUN AROUND AND DESERT YOUUU (Tabi & Agoti date hcs)

NEVER GONNA MAKE YOU CRYYY (CJ relationship hcs)

NEVER GONNA SAY GOODBYE (CJ with an s/o who’s love language is physical touch and words of affirmation) 

NEVER GONNA TELL A LIEEEE (Sarv and Ruv tea asks)

AND HURT YOU (Dr. Jack Springheel tea asks)

YOU’RE BACK! (Agoti coming out of the void) 

SLEEP AND AWAKE  (Garcello singing his s/o to sleep)

WHAT?? HOW? (Garcello....ugh, necromancy ig)

ARTISTS TROUBLES (Garcello with an s/o that draws on him when they’re anxious)

AW, COME HERE (Garcello with a touchstarved and shy s/o)

WHAT THE FUCK- (Garcello with an s/o that had a syncope)

BE WHO YOU ARRRREEE (Garcello with a nb s/o)

IIIIII BOUNCE TO THE BEAT OF MY OWN DRUM- (Garcello with an s/o that can play the drums)

HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO...LUDICROUS? (Garcello with a dumbass s/o)

IT’S OKAY TO RELAX SOMETIMES (Garcello and Whitty with a stressed s/o)

AWW, REALLY? (Garcello w/ an s/o that likes to fluster him)

DO YOU REALLY MEAN IT? (Agoti and Tabi with a flirty s/o)

THE SWEET EMBRACE OF DEATH (Garcello with an s/o that’s extremely warm all the time)

HOME SWEET HOME (Garcello with an s/o that just came home after a long day)

YOU’RE SAFE HERE NOW (Garcello with a teen reader)

IT’S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZEEEEE (Garcello and Hex with an s/o that apologizes a lot due to a past relationship)

EVERY KISS BEGINS WITH KETAMINE- (First kiss hcs w/ Garcello)

IIII HEAR A SOUND (Garcello haunting his s/o’s house)

SHE LIKE BAE WHY IT SMELL LIKE BADUSSY (Garcello with an s/o that hates the smell of cigs)

LIFE GOES ON...FOR NOW (Garcello, Myra, and Ruby with a vampire s/o)

HOW DO THOSE THINGS WORK? (Kapi with an s/o that is great a claw machines)

FLY AWAY NOW- (Tabi, Sarv, and Kapi with a fairy s/o)

SO YOU’RE INTO PEOPLE THAT CAN KILL YOU? (Yandere CJ x reader)

DAMN ARE YOU GONNA LET GO?? (Kapi with a clingy s/o)

JK...UNLESS- (Rivals to lovers au with CJ)

WHAT IN THE TLC? (Kapi with an s/o that hoards plushies)

WHAT AN UNFORTUNATE SITUATION (this is explained in the ask and I’m lazy, Tabi x reader angst)

HOW??? (Tabi with a supportive and innocent s/o)

BITCH ARE YOU SERIOUS? (Tabi, CJ, and Myra with a toxic ex that won’t leave them alone)

HOL ON, DON’T BE LIKE ME (Tabi with an s/o that has insomnia)

PEW PEW PEW! (Tabi with an s/o that has explosion powers)

“YOU WON’T GET AWAY WITH THIS- WHAAAA?” (CJ with an s/o that’s self conscious about singing)

*INSERT A BAD BRUNO MARS SONG* (CJ hearing his s/o sing for the first time)

YK, I’M WATCHING YOU... (CJ with an s/o that got flirted with)

YEAH BREAK IT DOWN BITCH, AND LEMME SEE YOU BACK IT UP (CJ with a baker s/o)

UP, UP, AND AWAY! (CJ with a tall s/o that likes to carry him) (Another version of this)

OH... (Ruby, CJ, and Tabi with an s/o that has trust issues) 

OH NAWL, HE’S DESCENDING (Tabi with a fallen angel s/o)

AYO WHAT’S UPDOG? (Agoti with a gullible s/o)

STOP BOTHERIN ME, DAMN (Ruv sibiling hcs)

SOMEHOW, YOU STILL MANAGE TO BE THE SWEETEST THING HERE (Agoti with a pastry chef s/o)

AND OH MY GOSH, WHAT IS THIS NEW EMOTION? (Usagi realizing that she has a crush on someone)

ℂ𝕦𝕣𝕤𝕖𝕕 ℙ𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕤𝕤 ℂ𝕝𝕦𝕓 (ℂℙℂ):

SOMEBODY ONCE TOLD ME (Saffron dating hcs & fluff alphabet)

THE WORLD IS GONNA ROLL ME (Jamie dating hcs)

I AIN’T THE SHARPEST TOOL IN THE SHEEEEED (Prez dating hcs)

SHE WAS LOOKIN KINDA DUMB (Maria fluff alphabet)

PLEASE, TAKE A BREAK (Leopold with an artist s/o that overworks themselves)

SORRY ABOUT THAT (Leopold with an s/o that’s scared of talking to people)

𝔻𝔸ℕ𝔾𝔸ℕℝ𝕆ℕℙ𝔸 (𝔻𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕒𝕟):

SHAWTY HAD THEM APPLE BOTTOM JEANSSS (Chiaki, Ibuki, and Kaede relationship hcs)

[its-me-im-coraline]

Cry Baby // Ethan Torchio // Playist Fic

words // 1244

warnings // angst angst angst, mentions of struggling with mental illnesses but nothing graphic, but also fluffy caring Ethan

pairing // Ethan Torchio x GN!Reader

author's note // if you want to be on the tag list let me know. aghhhh this is the first fic on my little playlist thingy omg and i am excited although this is v angsty oops. If you don't know what this is supposed to be, i have a playlist tagged on my masterlist, you can send in a song from there or an entirely different one and I use that song, the lyrics and the feeling its music gives me to write a fic.

song is cry baby by the neighbourhood

also, maybe im projecting or maybe im affected by fallon carrington singing her wedding vows lol. also the photo of ethan here, sooooo cute

request // nope

summary // Reader has a hard time trusting people. When Ethan comes into their life it get’s worse. Reader is preparing for unavoided heartbreak but Ethan just might change their mind heart.

They were too stuck in their own thoughts for this relationship. Maybe it started at the wrong time or it was the perfect time but they had the wrong mind. They felt like a narcissist, making everything about them, while having a hard time hearing his side.

He was perfect, too perfect to ever be in this relationship, and maybe that thought scared them. Living around people who only cared about themselves, people who never cared how much they hurt Y/N, they were afraid to admit they might be doing the same to him.

They had not been together for long, only a few months, but the man acted as if he knew them forever. He did not care if they knew each other for a month or five, he was not willing to let them suffer alone. There were the two am panic attacks, calling Ethan at that time, waking him from his sleep, crying about the inability to calm their mind and sleep. He never complained. Or the days he spend at their house, Y/N having a hard time getting off bed, the depressive episodes hitting a little too hard; Ethan spend those days rubbing their back, making sure that they were alright.

Maybe that is what drove Y/N to be defensive, maybe their mind was alarmed by the man’s caring behavior -something so unfamiliar yet needed for them- that they felt defensive every time he was around. Maybe they spoke too much, and they thought the man would be scared away from them. “I’m not going away, Y/N, not for a long time, not at all if it’s on my hand,” he’d say after every fight, when Y/N would say yet another thing they did not mean. He was just too perfect.

“I really meant what I said that, Y/N,” he all but whispered to his lover. “I do love you.”

“Don’t say that, Ethan. How do you even know, it’s too soon!” Excuses, excuses, excuses and more excuses to plain and simple sabotage to themselves.

“You just know, when you know, amore, and I do.”

They could not look at his eyes anymore, afraid that with just one glance from the man their tears would fall, their guards would fall. And, if they let the guards fall even for a moment, it made them vulnerable to twice the heartbreak. So their eyes stayed glued to the floor, never leaving or daring to think about looking elsewhere. Every other place felt like a danger zone.

“You don’t have to say it back, amore, but you can not expect me not to.”

The fear never left, the fear that the young man was lying. He could not actually feel that way, could he?

Just as Y/N spiraled into yet another anxiety attack, there he was again with his soothing words and his soft touch on their face, his breath so close and so fresh hitting their face. “I’ve got you, it’s ok, follow my breath baby, come on, you are doing amazing, that’s it…” It did not take long for them to calm down a bit. Maybe it was the fact that a person finally respected their emotions rather than getting offended by them, but they felt safe even if only for a moment. “I’m here, I love you.”

It kept happening, over and over and over again. The man would profess his love but his love was not ready to believe him. It got him exhausted. He did not mind waiting for them to say the words back, he understood their past and their pain and how hard it is to vocalize something you feel. What he did mind was their active refusal to believe him, so it was the time to confront them.

“Hey, Y/N, do you have a moment?” If a single phrase could put their mind in a frenzy it was this one. The words could not form so they simply nodded their head, moving towards the sitting man.

“Look, Y/N, I-”

“If you are to break up with me just do it,” they said, the words leaving their mouth before even getting the chance to be filtered. They did not want to say that, hell they simply did not want Ethan to break up with them, but the fear was impossible to be hidden.

“What?! Amore, are you even listening to yourself?” He was exasperated. How could Y/N possibly think that, even now, after almost a year together. It hurt the man, it hurt him how much they refused to open up but it also hurt him that someone caused that fear to them before.

“I know what is happening, Ethan. I know I am hurting you with my inability to say those stupid words back. I’ve heard what you said to Victoria the other night -I did not mean to (!)-” “Hey, hey, let’s pause for a second there, amore. I’m not breaking up with you, that is not the problem. But, if you really heard what I said to Vic that night you would not be saying what you are,” he paused for a moment, taking a deep breath, holding his lover’s face between his palms, “I’ve told you countless times I love you, and I will never take that back. I know you do, too. You don’t say it but you show it, but my love, the issue is not the words. The issue is you don’t believe me.”

Y/N was left speechless, not knowing what to say to the man besides that he is right. They’ve been having a really hard time believing that they even slightly deserve this love, the love that the Italian drummer in question has given them more than enough of. He was so kind, so caring, so loving that the more the relationship progressed the harder they found it to believe in his words.

“You can’t possibly truly love me, Ethan,” Y/N said calmly, tears in their eyes, mostly from anger, anger targeted at their mind.

“Then why are you even with me, Y/N? Huh? If you don’t believe that why are we together for almost a year now?!” The high volume of his voice was a stark contrast to the soft and collected tone he usually had, but his emotions were starting to take over and it was utterly obvious at this point.

Y/N did not know what to do, being left speechless for the second time in less than two minutes. Their mind raced for an excuse, a reason as to why they kept being with him if they really did not believe him, until the answer came to them and it was like a lightbulb going off: “Because I know that I love you.”

It came out almost as a whisper, as if the words were trying to not be heard. It was a strain of their voice, a sudden sob accompanying the words that broke Ethan’s heart. His love, his sweet, sweet love, the person he could not stop yearning for no matter how close they were… they were hurt, afraid of being loved - or more so afraid of being lied to. Ethan pulled Y/N into his arms, hands rubbing comforting cycles, lips letting the sweetest of nothings to come out.

“It’s ok, it’s alright, I got you, I’m here, I’m holding you, I am not leaving, I love you.”

tag list: @bieberhoodforever @tabi-toast @ginny-lily @moriro-da-regina @the-killer-queenie @makapaka11

[yallmakemyassitch]

Q for Hex, Whitty, Ruv, Tabi, Agoti, Aldryx and Garcello, pls~

Damn that's a lot of characters-

Headcanons ✨

Q - Their response to the question ‘are you ticklish’?

Hex: "Haha, no! Unfortunately I can't feel due to my metal body so I can't be tickled. Sorry to disappoint!"

Whitty: "What is tic-kli-ish????"

Alternate universe where he knows what it is

"Why do you ask? You better not try anything sketchy!"

He's very suspicious of you now so you'll have to catch him off guard to try. Whitty has trust issues, be respectful of his boundaries.

Ruv: ...No.

He really isn't don't try it.

Tabi: "Fuck off, Agoti."

Won't bother to answer your question. If you try to do it yourself than you'll end up seriously hurt.

Agoti: "I dunno, maybe, but are you?"

He's very mischievous now so it's your best interest to run. He's definitely the type to taunt tf out of you as he chases you up and around the place.

Aldryx: "...Good question. I'm not telling you." Proceeds to walk away, leaving you flustered and confused

You shouldn't have disturbed his smoke break. Maybe he would've given you an honest answer... :/

Garcello: "Yeah I guess you could say that..."

He's a good observer and will know when you'll try something. You're lucky Garcello is so chill cuz he'll allow it for a bit before going back to smoking please don't smoke it's terrible for your lungs

This was fun, thanks for the ask anon!

[k1rameki]

i think i need to expand on my losergirl ayana agenda bc lord have i become hyperfixated (buckle up bc i have gone absolutely insane over this) (this might also end up becoming a hc dump uh oh) (also bear in mind thanks to all the recent art ive been seeing of her ive been on a real ayana kick when it comes to ships n shit so yeah some hcs with the other characters imma mention can be interpreted romantically too teehee) (and also!!! more general ayana hcs too :333 i have a cavity in mein cranium that can only be filled with soft ayana content)

also quick emoji keys for dialogue i may add for this ^_^

🎸 - aldryx

🩻 - tabi

🔻- ayana

🎧 - dalia

📼 - agoti

some of the many reasons i believe ayana is an absolute girlfailure is her complete and utter failure in her previous relationship/s (I SAY THIS BC SHE PROBABLY HAS BEEN IN A FEW THAT HAVENT WORKED OUT LONG BEFORE SHE MET BOYFRIEND,, also shes just awkward as hell but thats a story for anotha time)

NOT ONLY THAT BUT HELLO??? she appears so calm and collected whenever shes engaging in simple conversation but internally shes freaking out and she has no idea where anything is gonna end up going and often times she can and she WILL let stupid things slip out of her mouth and immediately she regrets it

and let me tell you this she gets more and more pathetic and losery around dalia,, this woman is in LOVE (hence that stupid doodle i made where aya's just freaking out over the slightest bit of affection given to her) (looks like she might have abandonment issues sorry what)

IN FACT. GIVING PHYSICAL AFFECTION TO EVERYONE. SHES ALL FOR THAT SHIT,, hugs, kisses, stroking hair, you name it, this girl is a massive cuddlebug you cant convince me otherwise

i mentioned my pastry chef ayana hc in passing but i'm gonna fully expand on that now: SO. also aya family hcs bc people should talk ab that but ayana's dad is a chef (no specific speciality, but he does make a lot of baked goods) and growing up she would often mirror what he does and that eventually led to her practicing and honing her skills! :D (she also studies culinary arts at college teehee) ALSO!!! she brings all sorts of baked goods she makes over for all her favourite people to enjoy constantly whether that be cookies, pastries, cakes, all of that yummy stuff

despite being an absolute loser girlfail idiot she can jam on the bass like its no tomorrow. IM TALKING ABOUT SLAP, FINGERPICKING, YOU NAME IT, SHE CAN DO IT ‼️‼️ here's an example of the bass playing style i had in mind for her, very energetic and fluid heuehehehehehe

SPEAKING OF (and this ties in a little with my band au) and whenever she drops an epic bassline everyone just stops and stares at her totally being in the zone

🔻: –casually having the time of her life playing a bassline like theres no tomorrow–

🎸: "yo holy crap aya where has this energy been this entire time"

🔻: "huh what do you mean"

HAIR EXTENSIONS!!! ive talked about this on discord before but ayana with naturally shorter hair so she wears hair extensions! (also bc gender euphoria but shhhh)

i also believe that aldryx and tabi had zero idea that she wore them and just believed her hair was naturally long. this is how their conversation went trust;

🔻: " hey guys ^_^"

🩻: ".....did you cut your hair?"

🔻: "no? my hair has always been short"

🎸: "IT HAS??!!??!!??! 😨 I THOUGHT YOUR HAIR WAS JUST REALLY LONG"

🩻: "ME TOO— jesus christ my life is a lie"

🔻: "theyre hair extensions not the holy grail calm down 😭😭😭"

AND NOW THAT WE'RE TALKING ABOUT AYANA INTERACTING WITH THE OTHERS, LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO MY AGOTI/AYA DUO HC BC HELLO romantic or platonic these two are fucking adorable, the loserboy + losergirl pairing ever frfr (also bc i hc that theyre really close in age bc iirc ayana's birthday is january 28th so that would make her around 3-4 months younger than agoti to me at least teehee)

those two gossip about anything and everything and every single night they do each other's hair n spend time doing full fledged spa routines while talking shit about anyone and everyone bc theyre high maintenance as hell and take pride in their combined collection of bazillions of good smelling bodywashes and shampoos

🔻: "oh my god, goti i cant believe i forgot to tell you about some crazy interaction i had with someone earlier today i swear its driving me crazy"

📼: "BITCH AND YOU DIDNT TELL ME SOONER? YOU'D BETTER START FROM THE BEGINNING I NEED DETAILS IN FULL"

🔻: "OKOK SO WHAT HAPPENED WAS—"

also she works as a seamstress in her spare time when she's not doing music or baking ^_^ she often uses her expertise to create some outfits (with the help of sketches done by either tabi or agoti) and often has trouble finding someone to be her muse so she often gets dalia to help

she takes this VERY seriously by the way if she hears a singular complaint she will go insane

🎧: "how long is this gonna take 😔😔 my arms are getting sore babe i cant stand like this for much longer"

🔻: "dee i love you but i swear to god if you say that one more time i'm going to stab you with this needle until your arm is red and swollen BE PATIENT PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU 😭😭😭"

🎧: "😀😀😀😀😀 youre gonna WHAT"

also. shes got a BIG sweet tooth — she and tabi bond over sweets and trying all sorts of new things together, especially chocolatey things bc theyre both obsessed with chocolate anything

🩻: "aya i went to the store and i found this wafer cake thing and i thought you and i should try it"

🔻: "TABI THAT LOOKS DELICIOUS OMG go grab two spoons right now you and i are eating all of this right now"

🩻: "OKAY SURE :] i can already tell this is gonna taste good"

also sometimes she forgets to eat proper meals and will consistently only have sweets and snacks all day until someone calls her out on it, shes very forgetful, oopsies!

[archive-170]

Heya!! Is it alright for you to write headcanons (or fic?) Of a reader who is very religious but shy to show it around their partner Sarvente, Ruv, Agoti & Tabi? (Seperate please) and got caught praying or smth? thanks!💛💛

I’m not very sure how to approach this but I hope this will do…

Sarvente

Seeing as she is Nun

(ignoring the fact she is also a demon)

I can totally see her just silently watching

Then asking calmly if she could join

If you said yes

She would sit next to you and pray

If you said no

She would nod then just stand and watch as you finished

Ruv

Similarly he’d also just kinda watch

I feel like from super far away tho

His eyes are like a hawks

He’d probably only watch

Maybe after your done he’d point it out

“So you're religious? Y/n”

Mans not that good at coming off subtly

If you said yes he’d say that you should talk to Sarv about it more

Agoti

He’d probably say something while your praying

“So Y/n you pray?”

If he saw you got startle he’d apologize

But after finding out he’d try to learn more about your religion

To be completely honest he probably wouldn’t care to much

As long as it doesn’t affect you or himself negatively he’ll just let it happen

Tabi

He’d probably have the most reaction

A slight negative one but not about the religion

He has trust issues from his time with Gf

So he’d see you take a moment then walk out a bit upset

Trying his hardest not to make sound

Once your done he’d talk to you about it

“Why didn’t you tell me you were religious?”

If you told him you were just shy he’d sigh and just ask more about it

But do be prepared for the Question

“Am I not worth your trust?”

Mans has heavy trust issues

I hope this was okay, I wasn’t sure how to approach anything on the topic of religion. I also Tried to keep each of the responses unique enough as well. If there is something wrong, or just not to your liking about the headcannons, please don’t hesitate to tell me in another ask.

[sweetpxxches]

Hi, you've any headcanons for like Garcello and Tabi too? Also, your writing is lovely! :D

Of course! Since this one's a bit vague, I'll give simple headcanons of them with a romantic interest (Reader) ^-^

And thank you so much!!

Garcello + Reader headcanons:

- The one who asked first is Garcello, but it was definitely half-assed and awkward since he isn't the type to make first moves on people.

- He likes to buy you some small things every now and then whenever he has the extra money to, he doesn't want you to think he doesn't have a lot to offer.

- Whenever he has his major downs, he always comes to you for help. And when you do come and help him, you give him a reassuring hold on his face and kiss him to make him feel better.

- Every kiss you give him gives him life, and he always tends to play and tease you for another.

- He lets you wear his hoodies. Sometimes he finds you kind of hot in them, especially in the mornings when you stole his to wear it overnight.

Tabi + Reader Headcanons

- Tabi has a bit of an issue in trusting others ever since what went down between him, Girlfriend, and Boyfriend. But he knew that you wouldn't drag him down that road ever again. He deserves to heal, and you're there to help him.

- Tabi is most certainly taller than you, and because of that he lets you hide under his jacket for the fun of it, he finds it cute to see your head poke out when you unzip the jacket to see him, too.

- Tabi is still a human, just invisible. Sometimes you tend to put your hands under his skull to feel the hair that isn't there to be seen. It feels like he has curls, and whenever you feel his scalp he purrs from the feeling.

- You promise him a lot that you'll never hurt him, and sometimes it takes a lot to have him calm down from his trauma strikes in the night.

[jabitha-endgame]

Holy sh*t didn't jonesuzthere do a 5×18 recap that discusses the Orpheus myth and how it pertains to Jabitha? What if one if them dies and the other has to travel to the underworld and bring them back, it'll be a test of thier love. The question is who is Orpheus and Eurydice in this scenario. I think you both are onto something. I think Jug (Orpheus) will have to trust Tabi (Eurydice) is there and overcome his abandonment issues to prevail, true love wins.

👀

Anything is possible on this show! Jabitha's true love will come into play if Rivervale is any indication, and I can't wait to see it