#sylvain pls know i love u

[figbian]

six sentences sunday :-) tagged by @cedarbranch yayyy thanks for the tag! many tag games lately

rules: post six sentences of your wip

so i did in fact check my poll to see what one won and wanted to post six sentences of the winner but it was a threeway tie. which. well. iconic really.

so heres frat au bcs it was the first one i found six sentences:

felix turned toward sylvain and startled. then he began to glower, which made pretty much everyone except for a small number of people nervous. sylvain personally loved to poke at felix until he glowered at sylvain. he raised a hand and waved, to see if felix’s expression could darken further. it could. it did.

and heres a fences scene ive been sitting on for fucking ever:

but steve knows what eddie’s saying, too—a warning about his parents, maybe. there’s a speech there, one eddie won’t say because he’s too busy being hurt by steve’s words but he’s thinking it and steve can’t practically hear it anyway: your parents aren’t worth this which really means why aren’t i worth it. and then, so low and bruised that steve wants to punch himself in the face, “why the hell did you have to kiss me?” and there’s a lot of answers for that: you were so kissable. i needed to know. i wasn’t thinking and i’ve been wanting to for way longer than i’d like to admit because every time you enter a room it’s like i’m pulled into your gravitational orbit.

heres the opening lines of ingrid fic:

the ride to garreg mach is trying, firstly because ingrid hates riding in a carriage, always turning pale-faced and vaguely green from its heaving down the road, and secondly because sylvain is there. in the gautier carriage pulled by gautier-bred horses, sylvain inches closer to ingrid. he’d implied she was pretty when he’d first seen her: “wow, it’s been a while,” he’d added, and she’d flushed and thought about hitting him. maybe two years ago, or anytime before that, she might have. but somehow two years feels like a lifetime compared to the other fifteen years of friendships. so far the conversation is wooden and stilted––though ingrid knows it’s not just the two years that keep her hands fixed in her lap, but also the gautier money funding ingrid’s journey to the monastery.

tagging some friends/mutuals @weedpoop @parrishh @stillmadaboutpetra @jadedpoets @micamicster @nancywheeeler @sharpbutsoft !! if i forgot u pls feel free to do it and say i tagged u :-)

[wolweroc]

can i request sylvain angst?

ANON PLS😭😭😭 I wasn’t sure what level of angst you wanted, so I went a little mild to be safe! It still broke my heart tho….sobs

[starredfishing]

:000 just saw your hoshaido Felix au and,,, bro it’s so galaxy brain would you be willing to share more about it?

yes ofc thank u for asking!!! ^^

gonna put it under a read more bc ive got alot of thoughts

gonna kinda rehash my thoughts from scattered posts into here ig?

- so first and foremost i figure hoshido and fodlan are Around at the same time. i dont have any historical backing for this but if FEH exists I can Believe,,, anyway fodlan leaders + the church go overseas to discuss political stuff idk what i didnt think id get this far. but rodrigue and her meet and bond and when he eventually leaves hoshido he kinda doesnt want to go but they send each other letters for a few years and begin informally courting before she moves to fodlan to marry him

- she's a spitfire for sure. she strikes me as an archer idk why its just vibes but shes also an amazing swordswoman like her brother. she def challenged rodrigue to a few battles

- i wanna believe the only reason many fodlan nobles accepted her was because of her royal status, forming a mild treaty between hoshido and faerghus with the marriage. many claim it was all a set-up, but those who knew them saw they were truly in love

- her name is Homare, meaning honor or victory. rodrigue has a tendency to stress the wrong syllable and king lambert bless his heart cannot for the life of him say her name. she doesnt think its that hard but gives him a pass bc hes the king and its funny to watch him stumble.

- she is never called by her name in court, or by other nobles. she is only ever Duchess Fraldarius. there are whispers that she is as unruly as an untamed horse (a mare, they say) and that the duke must domesticate her. she ignores the whispers but they just keep getting louder and louder until she has glenn.

- rodrigue sortof implies he doesn't want his kids to have hoshidan names bc of the backlash. homare relents both times but secretly names them something else in her mind, a secret she took to her grave that felix only finds in a letter addressed to him under her bed long long after she's passed. glenn was to be hiro (generous, tolerant) and felix would be kenjirou (intelligent second son). he thinks its ironic glenn was almost named something close to 'hero' and that's who he became in his death.

- they never Talked about it. felix was pretty young when she passed (im gonna guess somewhere like 8-ish, the plague got her and the queen at the same time) and he doesnt really remember her. glenn just says 'she was really cool' as if that like, explains anything.

- after the war felix comes back to an empty mansion and starts the process of going through his father's things. he's in his parents' room and he's searching under the bed when a wood panel knocks loose. underneath it is a box of his mother's things with letters addressed to him, glenn, and rodrigue. felix reads all three and learns about her hoshidan heritage, which she was unable to ever speak about in faerghus.

- he ends up contacting the hoshidan royal family because 'whoops your aunt was my mom and i kinda didnt find out until now'. he kinda wishes he'd seen this coming but there were signs here and there. he and glenn have her sharp eyes, glenn had her nose, felix has unreasonably tan skin for faerghus weather (i can Dream pls i know hes so pale in the art). he thinks maybe he was lucky to look nothing like her. but he also wishes he looked more like her. he does have her spiky unruly hair, though. a staple of the hoshidan royal family.

- he tells sylvain and dimitri first bc of course he does. he gingerly sets a paper fan and a long hair pin on dimitris desk and is like 'i dont. know what to do with these.' and dimitris like...do you want to Keep them? and felix is like. yeah. (he tries to pin his hair back with the thing it doesnt work but for a second he feels connected to something)

- ingrid voice so i found like every book abt hoshido in the library ("there are books about hoshido in the royal library?") for you to read if you want :D

- his mom had an accent he just choked that up to her being 'from outside the kingdom' as rodrigue put it.

- I WANT FELIX AND GLENN TO HAVE THE DRAGON VEIN pls it'd be so fucking funny like all of a sudden it Activates when hes in hoshido and takumis like 'yep youre one of us for sure' as felix is like. i just terraformed the Entire garden behind me,

- glenn grew up with whispers all around him about his heritage but by the time felix is born the talk about the duchess being from hoshido has faded out because they Never Talk About It. he threw a punch at a kid at the academy once for calling him a slur and rodrigue is like aah maybe dont do that?? but homares not around anymore to back him up

- glenn does his. best to pass on the 'be proud of yourself' mentality to felix without revealing Why bc rodrigue is rlly strict abt that (he and glenn had a lot of fights abt it. felix was too young to understand)

- homare, the queen (astrid), and the margravine gautier (giselle) were besties bc i feel it in my soul its abt the heredetary besties,,,,

- bringing it full circle the blue lions go to hoshido to work out trade agreement and it gives felix a chance to Bond with his estranged family. its really REALLY awkward esp bc theres a language barrier but the family is patient with him. both of them have lost their parents so theyre really excited to have More family

- except takumi and hinoka. theyre a bit distrustful of felix at first even though he has Proof that his mother was Princess Homare of Hoshido. and then he terraforms the garden w a rogue dragon vein. and takumis like WHOA ok. and he swordfights ryoma and WINS and hinoka is like YEAH OKAY!!!

- hoshidan royal family vs the concept of crests what will they do. they see the king break smth in half by accident and theyre like damn white ppl r built different

idk if this was like ANY of what u asked for feel free to ask more specific questions if u want!!! sorry its so long i just hhhgnngh sobs felix,,,,

[allbrainrot]

Oh hi! Can i ask for 💚 for felix with a female reader? Thank u! Those prompts were so cute btw!!

YES!! I’m glad you like them! Honestly this is the most realistic way I could imagine Felix confessing since he’d never outright admit it without a little prodding.. 🍄🖤

Felix:

- Felix would appear to be just as much of an asshole, but the other lions who know him well recognize that he is significantly less of an asshole to you. This is Felix code for ‘damn it I secretly love you’.

- In the academy days I could totally see Felix with unresolved feelings for a childhood crush on you, back from your little friend group in Faerghus. You don’t really remember anything out of the ordinary, but as the oldest kid I know Sylvain remembers everything that mini Felix did. Probably Ingrid too, she’s pretty perceptive, and I’m sure they eventually got Dimitri in on it.

- So flash forward to present day with all of you as members of Blue Lions, Felix has been trying just a little too hard to convince them that he definitely doesn’t have feelings for you. Faerghus squad has decided it’s been drawn out long enough, the truth has gotta come out before you end up married off to some other noble and it’s too late.

- Definitely says dramatic stuff like ‘you’re insufferable’ and ‘I have no idea how I’ve tolerated you for so long’ when he gets flustered to cover up what he really means, ‘damn it you’re adorable’ and ‘pining after you for a decade is getting frustrating’.

- Sylvain’s ability to evoke jealousy and Dimitri’s ability to elicit a protective response from Felix because ‘get the hell away from her boar’ are S rank weapons in the ‘confession war zone’.

- Step One: Get everyone to have an outing in town to “pick up something for Byleth.” Oh boy! Is that a pastry shop? Well Ingrid just has to force you all to go in! Everyone can sit at a booth with her while she eats~ Alright, time for Dimitri to sit right next to you! A success, he earns a mumbled ‘I don’t trust you for a second, boar’ and then Felix is wedging himself between the two of you. Oh man that’s a tight squeeze. Oh goddess you haven’t been this close to Felix since you were little. It is at this point, Felix realizes that he has been duped. And he is now focusing on suppressing his raging heartbeat while touching thighs and arms with the love of his life. Damn those scoundrels..

- Step Two: Lunchtime! Sylvain has engaged you in a ✨casual✨ game of hot or not, prompting you about your opinions on people at the monastery ‘innocently’ while we test just how hard Felix is capable of clenching his fists! Q: So, who’s the hottest house leader? A: Huh, I’ve never thought about that...I mean, Dimitri does have really pretty eyes! Felix is officially >:((((( and oh man when the boar stutters out a thank you Felix almost loses it..but he feigns cool and scoffs at the both of you.

- Q: Hmm ok..then what about everyone in our friend group? A: What? I mean, I think everyone looks pretty good?? Q: Welllll I don’t know man, Felix is hella scary, he has a permanent scowl! Stupid Sylvain!! Felix’s nails are full on digging into his palms now, how dare Sylvain talk shit about him with you?! Then you laugh..Goddess send help please your laugh is too adorable!! A: Quit being a jerk, Sylvain, Felix is totally attractive! OH MAN. Is it even possible for Felix to hide how red his face is? Can everyone hear how fast his heart is pounding? (Y/n) just called him attractive he feels like he’s going to explode!

- Step Three: Get everyone to cycle through sparring together and tell embarrassing stories about Felix. It’s a little evil but it’s a master plan..sparring is when Felix’s emotions show up the most. Everyone pray for my boy Dimitri who agreed to fight Felix while he’s worked up. You’re benched for this match, watching Felix because man he was impressive..when Sylvain and Ingrid engage you in an odd conversation about your childhood to pass the time. Including:

• Remember that time when we were little and Felix scraped his knee up super bad and came crying to you? He was sniffling so hard and he clutched onto you like a baby koala the whole time you patched it up!

• Oh, or the time that we went out by ourselves to go camping and when it got dark Felix was so scared! He kept crying and crying until you eventually let him share a sleeping bag with you!

• What about the time you sprained your ankle and Felix carried you the whole way home and told you he would be your knight in shining armor?

• There was also that time when you and Felix built a pillow fort and he told us that we weren’t allowed inside because it was ‘The Fort of Fraldarius’. And then we asked why you got to play inside the fort and he said that you were ‘Lady Fraldarius of the Fort’

- ALRIGHT THAT’S IT. Rip Dimitri, his sparring partner is in a frenzy of embarrassment masked by rage 💔 Shortly after hitting Dimitri with a sword over and over again Felix goes off to hole up in his room after being called out for his feelings. You’d be lying if you said you weren’t a little flustered, but it was ultimately overpowered by how funny it was to think back to little things like that and then look at present day Felix. You hadn’t thought about him like that in a while, he would always come to you and so you gave him space when he became more closed off.

- But you still mostly retained the ability to pick up on what the underlying meaning of your friend’s words and actions was. It seems he really hadn’t changed so much from the sensitive little boy who sought your attention..his adoration was still there, he just had no idea what to do with it. Truthfully, a part of you has always loved Felix and you had even wondered about the possibility you’d end up married to him, given the ties between your parents.

- The thought of Felix sulking behind you silently yearning for the rest of your academy days and then abruptly having to go into marriage with you was a mess. So, if you were certain Felix liked you despite his words, would it really be so daunting for you to make a move?

- Now you’re knocking on his door and hear a very muffled ‘go away’. The length of the chain bolt keeping the door shut allowed you to wedge it open just about an inch and you quietly peek inside and..Felix is on his bed, well, you can’t really see him because there is a heap of blankets piled over him. As if he’s building a protective barricade against your friends. Wait that’s exactly what he’s doing lol this is just the fuck off fort WAIT HOLY SHIT FORT-

- You whine at him to at least let you chill in his blanket fort because you didn’t do anything with the intention of teasing him. He groans at your childishness and informs you that this ‘fort’ is not yours to invade. Ok this could end up with a million different outbursts but the cards are all on the table-

- ‘But Felixxxxxx!! Even if I’m older I’m still Lady Fraldarius of the Fort 🥺🥺🥺’

- But he’s quick to quip back at you..damn so close!! ‘Well, (Y/n), given that you are 17 years old now I was inclined to believe that you realized that you actually have to marry a Fraldarius for that title. Perhaps I underestimated your idiocy.’ DAMN. He really went there. Ok, if that’s how it is, two can play that game..

- ‘Damn, alright. Well if that’s what it takes to get into the cozy Fort of Fraldarius, where do I sign up to check off the qualifications?’ >:3

- OH BOY UMMM FELIX IS COMING OVER HERE REALLY FAST- Be prepared to be picked up and be thrown into the fort with Felix.. It’s actually quite impressive how many different ways Felix can find to call you an idiot..while still attached to you. Felix, too, has known that there’s a probability you would become eloped by your families, and brings that up now because ‘Whatever. I suppose if I must marry an idiot, it would minimize the negatives if it was an idiot that I’ve already had to tolerate for so long. But if I have to endure such for my family line, I guess I should build up as much of a tolerance for you as possible before then.’

- So basically, the heavily encrypted message you received was ‘Yes, I’ve always thought about marrying you. But, now you have to be my girlfriend and give me as much of your attention and affection as possible’ He gets a little better about covering things up and has at least admitted that he loves you and you’re official, along with that it makes him happy when you hold him like you did when you were kids. He’s gone a wholeass decade now without ever seeking out anyone else, just remembering your childhood affections, so once you’re alone and he’s gotten used to things enough he’ll be pretty touch starved. Now, he just sits and waits, glaring at you until you deliver your routine cuddles that he would never admit to wanting out loud..

WHEW OK I DID IT AGAIN AND WROTE A RIDICULOUSLY LONG HC ON ACCIDENT 🥺🍄 Followers pls let me know if you like the long ones I write or if you’d like me to start making them short! Also lmk if you want me to censor any cussing it’s just a regular part of my vocabulary so I always end up writing some! Tyty for all the support I really really appreciate it 🥰✨ Oh! also! this is a side blog so unfortunately I can’t really reply to comments without it getting confusing, but I read everything and appreciate comments so so so much!

[fellhellion]

can you make a rec list of your favorite fe3h fics? if that's alright?

OF COURSE I WOULD LOVE TO <3 always happy to give my fave works a shoutout <33333

Though mind u this is going to be a LOT so ill pop them under a cut

from the heart in exile

TLDR: platonic hubert edelgard fic that haunts me. It’s extremely good with really well written character voices and focuses on these two characters trying to find out who they are beyond the war with their friends refusing to leave them behind

Summary: 

You can’t speak just yet to whether time—and age? experience? not that war or rulership have given you much of the latter, at least in the area of gardening—has made your thumbs any less brown, but the house in the Oghma Mountains is surrounded by so many growing things it hardly seems to matter. It sits at the edge of a forest, on the gentle lower slopes, and the people in the nearest town had all smiled to speak of it when they pointed the way for Hubert, the day you arrived. A number of them were old enough to remember what it had been like, years ago, in the warm and golden before, and to insist that it had not changed in the ways that mattered. It was still full of light. The air still smelled green.

In which Edelgard keeps a garden, Hubert learns to fly, and those they leave behind refuse to be left behind.

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Watchtower

TLDR: platonic fic and amazing sylvain character study. Like genuinely one of the best i’ve ever read. If you’re someone who really wanted a deeper exploration of Sylvain’s feelings about Dimitri this fic is for u. 

Summary: 

When Sylvain is six and a half and climbs to the top of a tower with no one’s hand in his, he realizes that each and every one of the people he loves has been born as a gift to something else. Dimitri was born for Faerghus, and Felix was born for Dimitri. Glenn was born for the royal family, and Ingrid was born for Galatea and for Glenn. He realizes, too, that what they’re for decides their future. Dimitri will lead them into a better world. Felix will guide his path, and Glenn will protect his life, and Ingrid will bind her future to theirs.

And Sylvain, who was born for the border, will stand in a watchtower. He will see the enemy before it comes, and he will keep Dimitri and Felix and Ingrid and Glenn safe.

Dimitri reappears after five years. Sylvain knows it's his role to fix the mess they're in, but he doesn't know how.

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little light

TLDR: really good exploration of flayn and seteth’s relationship (+ with his wife and flayn’s mother) pre canon (also post canon if i remember right) just a really good if heartbreaking family fic 

Summary: 

"She is beautiful, and she is perfect. It is foolish to say so, because the goddess herself says perfect beings cannot exist - but Cichol knows now she must have been wrong, because his daughter is perfect. They name her Cethleann. In the old tongue, it means 'light.'"

Cichol, Cethleann, what they lost, and who they became.

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conjure the wind, ease my mind

TLDR: this author in general writes FANTASTIC work so pls check out their whole repertoire. a platonic fic between holst and claude w an exploration of claude’s past that’s just so good....found brotherhood i am WEEPING 

Summary: 

“I’d like to know what’s wrong. I’d like to help if I can.”

Calculating green eyes lock onto Holst’s own, but this time they’re laced with something a little bit like resignation

Many people call Duke Riegan a liar, but Holst feels like he knows the young man a bit better than that. To call him a liar is wrong, you see, because all Claude has ever really done is master the art of giving up as little of the truth as possible. He keeps truth close, treats it like a valuable commodity.

“I have three brothers,” he says. “Half-brothers.”

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Claude won’t spar with Holst and Holst wants to know why.

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my fellow passerine

TLDR: same author as before and just...god this fic is so good. a platonic exploration of the relationship between Claude and Cyril. This fic has it all: found brotherhood, worldbuilding about Almyra, Claude character study, CYRIL character study. it’s just fantastic 

Summary:

Then the Alliance delegation shows up, and their offering strolls through the gates of the monastery like he already owns the place.

A reminder, for those who need it: Cyril is not an idiot. He has good eyes and he uses them.

An observation, for those who want it: The Golden Deer house leader is Almyran.

~

Cyril knows a lot more than he lets on, Claude is far less covert than he thinks he is, and messing with the guy your parents told you was a possibly-unkillable demon-prince isn’t usually supposed to earn you a lasting friendship but hey… life is already pretty damn weird.

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Autotomy

TLDR: god this ferdibert fic just fucking...destroys me. i cannot get through it without crying at least twice and usually more. it’s basically a CF canon divergence with a heavy HEAVY exploration of ferdinand and hubert’s perspectives towards usefulness and how abelist thinking affects that in their efforts to find Shambala after Ferdinand loses his sight from one of Hubert’s experimental spells. All while falling in love. this fic is VERY fucking heavy, please mind the tags, it’s amazing but it’s subject matter is something you need to be very aware of. Also i would highly reccomend reading the prequel to this fic as it provides some critical context to Hubert’s actions that you don’t get through Ferdinand’s flawed pov. Basically this author is a master of character perspective.

Summary: 

Ferdinand von Aegir's war record ends in 1182. The war does not.

Or, blind man's bluff.

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Coming of Age

TLDR: same author as before and god...just my FAVOURITE ferdinand character study. Takes place within the period Byleth is away. I don’t want to spoil anything but it’s incredible. Mines the fantastic character drama hook between Edelgard and Ferdinand that canon DIDNT rip

Summary: 

Ferdinand was a general. In theory. Edelgard had promised him continued command of his battalion, and a general needed a certain measure of wealth to supply his horses, his servants, his armor and rations and lodgings and, she’d promised.

But his father sat rotting in a cell, or worse, and it could be nothing more than a fable they thought him simple enough to believe. What did promises matter?

When the house of Aegir collapses around him, Ferdinand struggles to forge a path forward. He quickly discovers he can't manage it alone -- and neither, perhaps, can Edelgard.

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Another Life

TLDR: same author AGAIN (can u tell theyre my favourite fjsdhfk). Ferdibert fic, a man loving his partner and trying to figure out the best way to support them as they silently wrestle with questions about their gender identity is something that can be so PERSONAL and make u CRY god. also dark flier hubert my beloved. 

Summary: 

Ferdinand notices things. He cannot say what he notices, precisely, because he has no one to ask, and if he were to ask Hubert it would damn well result in every questioned moment up and vanishing forever behind a new wall of prickly austerity. Ferdinand cannot risk that. The things that he notices stick in his chest, and he thinks only, but.

Hubert wrestles with unasked questions; Ferdinand wrestles with a pegasus.

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Beneath the Sheets of Paper Lies My Truth

TLDR: Dimilix fic in my FAVOURITE fucking format of secondary in game historical sources exploring their relationship in retrospective.

Summary:

It was said that Duke Fraldarius’s grief at King Dimitri’s death was more potent than even the queen’s—but said by whom, and how, and why?

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A Fair Day’s Work

TLDR: Post CF Canon ferdibert where Hubert and Ferdinand’s overworked aides desperately try to get them together so they’ll be too busy being uhhhh AMOUROUS to give them so much work. Very much a romantic comedy with very fun OCs as our protags. 

Summary:

“I may have some coffee in the place for you,” said Prime Minister Aegir. “Let me show you how much better I have become at brewing it to your taste.”

“If you insist,” said Minister Vestra but he sounded pleased. To Delarivier, who had literally made it her profession to attune herself to his tone (usually ranging from sort-of-murder-y to extremely-murder-y), Minister Vestra sounded very pleased indeed.

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Ferdinand and Hubert's long-suffering aides figure out a way to work fewer hours.

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Roost

TLDR: Dimilix post AM Canon with some pre canon moments. Basically an exploration of the complexity of their relationship with bird symbolism and extra Holy Kingdom lore. Gifting ur lover a vulture is something that can be so personal fksdhfsjkd

Summary:

Dimitri makes an affirmative noise. Then he takes a breath, voice leveling out into what Felix had long ago dubbed his 'future king voice', all steady explanation: “Long ago, the saying fledged right along with the nobles' and royal family's love of hawking, and it has remained a common phrase from one generation to the next. As adviser to the king, the duke is meant to be regal and strong, even deadly when required, from his place at the king's side. To always act as the most piercing, watchful eyes over the Holy Kingdom of Faerghus and her sovereign."

He looks over to Felix as soon as his mouth snaps shut on the final word, as always seeking approval on his recitations.

Felix tilts his head, trying to look unimpressed. “I like eagles.”

A hand automatically comes up to cover the lower half of Dimitri's face, muffling the inarticulate sound of a snort of amusement. “That is good, since you are to be mine.”

***

They say an eagle watches over Fhirdiad.

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A faint and faraway sound

TLDR: Ferdibert with an excellent Hubert centric character study....just so good...makes me warm and fuzzy...the mutual pining and ROMANCE of it all

Summary: 

Hubert learns to be a person, with a lot of help and complication along the way.

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In golden light

TLDR: A really REALLY good ferdibert fic with ferdinand centric pov that focuses on him reflecting on his life as he prepares the Aegir house to become a boarding school. Ferdinand sibling exploration is ABOUND here and it’s great

Summary: 

When his family's summer home at Lake Aegir is set to be converted to a boarding academy, Ferdinand pays it one last visit and contemplates his complicated relationship with family, love, and legacy.

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one three four three four zero

TLDR: the fic that actually got me into dimilix. VERY heavy character study and you NEED to mind both the general fic tags and the content warnings the author lists for each chapter but it’s incredible. Takes a very familiar trope and just. slams you in the face with over 60k words of amazing character study. 

Summary: 

“How are you going to get the One-Eyed Demon of Garreg Mach, the Boar Prince of Faerghus, smuggled past Dukedom soldiers? What plan could you possibly have to get a creature that incapable of even pretending it isn’t a bloodthirsty beast into Dominic without getting caught?”

The Professor gives him one of their steady, unreadable stares. They definitely do not and could not possibly have answered him, “You’re going to pretend to be married to him.”

or, How to Pretend to be Married When One of You Can't Stop Hallucinating and the Other One Uses Hostility to Cope

[sword-of-the-writer]

Hii~ can i get "in the rain", "relief" with felix please🥺🥺 he is just my baby. Thank u! U are amazing💙

I finally did it! First scenario that isn’t headcanons!! Tough ‘cause I’m not sure I like how it turned out but I’m also aware I’m overly critical of my works,,, so pls enjoy

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When the Rain Falls || Felix Fraldarius

The latest battle was rough, there’s no denying it. Everyone seemed to be split from one another, clearly as the enemies intended, and that made it even more so devastating to the kingdom’s armies.

Felix, under normal circumstances, wouldn’t think twice about such a situation. He knew he could handle himself, and he knew his long-time friends like Ingrid and Sylvain could hold their own as well. But these weren’t ordinary circumstances. You had urged the professor to let you fight on the frontlines for once.

There was a gnawing dread inside of Felix, something he had never experienced in battle before. He couldn’t see you despite all his best efforts not to stray too far, but now he had cut through the enemy in a bloody path that you seemed to stray from.

The relentless pouring of rain didn’t help either. Not Felix’s line of sight, nor his hope to see you. He almost felt as if the tears were the world weeping. Was it because of the mass amount of losses they would experience today, or because of one particular one? But then again, Felix was never one to ponder these things. His mind was clouded, and he needed to focus on the fight.

By the time Felix zoned back in, it was all over.

The rain was lighter now, though it hadn’t let up completely. Everyone was soaked, exhausted, and ready to head back to the monastery. All but Felix. He was antsy to see you, quickly tearing past Dimitri when you noticed your familiar [H/C] hair.

“[Y/N]! Where the hell did you get off to?” He asked, barely giving you time to even greet the raven haired man

“Well I—“

“I told you to stay with me! You could have gotten yourself killed!”

Luckily, you recognized the frustration in his voice for what it was. He wasn’t frustrated in the sense that he thought you were too weak to handle yourself... he was frustrated by the idea of possibly losing you and not being able to do anything about it. He didn’t doubt your strength, but he wanted to protect you nonetheless.

Quick on your feet, you reach your soft hands to his face and cup his cheeks in your palms.

Her hands are not nearly as battle-worn as mine, he notes.

“Oh Felix, I tried to stay with you, I did! But I got caught by suprise.”

The words didn’t ease him, despite the proof that you made it out fine. You noticed this.

“I was with Ingrid, though!! I swear I’m alright!”

His scowl cracked, and his hard expression softened ever so slightly. His eyes seemed to glisten with a hint of love. It was something you knew he only showed you.

“[Y/N]” he whispered, his hands shadowing the way you held him, and you nuzzled into the touch.

“I’m fine”

And with that, Felix leaned close, Kissing you. It was the easiest way for him to say “I know you’re fine, and I’m grateful” without actually saying it.

[fluffshisuga]

Three Houses characters as things my friends have said

Sylvain: I’m selling a short tempered kitty not only is his temper short but so is he

Felix: why did u pspsps at me

Dimitri: Not @ me accidentally eating paint

Claude: i mean idk about y’all but a caprisun and Scooby snacks do be sounding kinda good rn

Linhardt/Hubert: I arrived and I’m un-arriving. Have a nice day.

Byleth seeing Edelgard and Hubert: tweedle doo and tweedle dum

Caspar: Imagine your card gets declined at court so your lawyer starts snitching on you

Lorenz: kinda homophobic that no one is facebook married to me

Sylvain: Not yall judging the pee kink

Annette: If you tell me to drink my caprisun then you better fucking supply it and it better be strawberry kiwi

Raphael: I was told to raise my grades so i used flex seal to glue it to the ceiling and now people are yelling at me-

Edelgard: I don't need a babysitter

Marianne: Wait so if i don't pay my exorcist, will i get repossessed-

Dorothea: The gays are fighting again

Yuri: PICTURE MY BOOTY IN 3D ILL SHAKE MY BOOTY IN MY OWN MOVIE

Petra: My favorite band is nicklebacco

Ingrid: But in all seriousness, fuck whoever ate my bread tHAT'S my favorite bread and they know this so who the fuck ate it i just wanna talk real quick

No one eats my fucking potato bread and gets away with it 😤

I can't even find the Hawaiian sweet bread tF

WHO ATE ALL THE YUMMY BREAD

Lysithea: Hi 911?

I uh..... cut my tongue...... really bad...... with a dorito........

Flayn: I just watched a video all about owls sneezing this is so cute I'm gonna cry

Hilda: We're not gonna talk about how I'm just laying in the tub fully clothed just scrolling through Instagram-

Bernadetta: FAIRY BLUE KIMI NO TAME NI HOSHI WO KUDAKI

KAZARITSUKETA

BLACK PAPER MOON SHINJITE KURETA NARA!

WHEN YOU'RE LOST "HERE" I AM... "FOREVER" WITH YOUR SOUL

Bernadetta: I miss my room

Rhea: Edge of Dawn 10/10 making me think of the goddess everyday

Edelgard trying to work a phone: My typing is really bad today. Like I am trying to type my hardest but I keep on messing up so I'm using my voice thing to type and it's really hard but I don't know why it's not working, going to cry what what no seriously no save me Asterix sobs Asterix no actually put

Petra: Wow i love going to my two favorite stores, Home, and Depot

Dedue: ArE yOu WiNnInG sOn

Ashe: $50 IS NOT ENOUGH TO BUY THE REMAINING 8 BOOKS THAT I NEED WTF

Petra: Honestly if you talk me to watch something and idk you ill murder (i don't even know what she meant-)

Sylvain: MY LEG JUST FELL ASLEEP AND IM IN THE SHOWER I CANT MOVE SEND HELP PLS-

Mercedes: My foot slipped into a hole on one of the islands and the poor crabs were NOT happy.

I'm sorry crabs i was 6-

Bernadetta: "OK CRIES EVEN HARDER"

Ignatz: Guys I'll do portraits of you on my notes for 1 head pat pls

Lysithea: Guys don't treat me like a child honestly I'm literally not a child no it's not past my bedtime sHUT up-

Caspar:It's a power move to-

A power move to do something but i actually forget what i was gonna say tbh

Petra: How get Charlie horse on elbow help send

The end

[edelgoth]

mesmerizing (dimitri x reader)

pairing: reader x dimitri alexandre blayddid words: 1900 words genre: fluff!! request:  hi! i’d like to request an imagine pls for fe:th with dimitri. the reader is a dancer and she hides it by showing that she is a skilled fighter until she is seen by dimitri when she practices for the white heron cup since she got selected by the professor. i hope this makes sense, and thank u!! a/n: this is the cutest request in the world thanks for sending it <3 i hope you like it!! 

Nobody was supposed to know. 

You had no idea how the professor had worked it out. But there you sat in front of them, shoulders raised like hackles and fingers clenching your knees. 

“Please,” Byleth implored, expression disturbingly calm . “I’ve run through everyone -- and I mean everyone -- in the class, and you’re the best option.” 

“What about Mercedes?” You asked, refusing to look them in the eyes. 

“I’m sure she’d love to, but we both know she can be a bit...” Byleth turned their eyes to the ceiling, obviously trying to pick the right word. “Absent-minded?” 

“Felix?”

“No force in heaven or on earth could make him dance, let alone to represent the Blue Lions.” 

You bit your lip. That was true; and furthermore, the mental image of Felix dancing was... almost disturbing. Like you weren’t mentally equipped for something so powerful. 

“The thing is, we need to win.” Byleth said, sitting forward in their chair. “I’ve seen you on the battlefield. I know you’re very capable, but there’s something else to your movements --” Byleth looked up again, and you wondered how fast you’d have to be to escape this conversation from hell.

“There’s a certain grace to them,” Byleth said, finally, “if you just applied that natural talent with a few weeks training, I’m convinced we could win this damned White Heron Cup.” 

You stared at your professor. You knew your expression was a grim mask of anxiety. They stared back at you, face as unreadable as always. 

There was no way out of this, was there?

“Fine,” you sighed, slumping your shoulders. 

“Excellent!” Byleth gave you a rare smile. “I’ve spoken with Manuela; would you be able to fit some dance classes into your schedule?”

You nodded, unable to do anything else. Your fingers were digging into your knee so tightly that you thought it might bruise. 

“Don’t be nervous,” Byleth said, so nonchalant that it almost made you angry. 

You just smiled bleakly in response. 

You weren’t sure how you managed to get out of that room, but you did. Head down, fists clenched, and legs moving as fast as you could make them... 

“Ah!” You gasped, stumbling back. You’d collided with what felt like a solid wall. Looking up, you realized--

Oh no, you thought, oh no, no, no.

“I’m so sorry,” Dimitri said, voice laced with genuine remorse and surprise, “are you hurt?”

“I’m fine!” You blurted out. You cursed yourself for responding so quickly. 

“Are you sure?” Dimitri asked. His frown deepened as he looked at your face. “You look unwell. Do you need to--” 

“Honestly fine,” you breathed, trying your best to give him a convincing smile. “Just a little stressed. Classes, you know? Assessments... the ball.”

You could feel your anxiety rising at the mere thought of it. The dance competition was one thing; the ball was a whole other beast. 

“The ball?” Dimtri tilted his head at you. “Why would that be causing you such undue stress?”

You waved a hand at him, hoping it didn’t come across as frantic. You knew you were bright red in the face already. No need to make it worse. 

“It’s silly, don’t worry about it,” you said, avoiding eye contact. That in itself was nothing special; you always struggled to look him in the eye. It was just too overwhelming. 

“I’ve got to go,” you gave a poor semblance of a bow, and rushed off before he could even respond. 

Of all the people, you thought, I could have possibly run into... did it have to be him? 

The goddess was cruel, it seemed, and she delighted in your discomfort. 

Did you have a crush on Dimitri? Well, you would’ve said no, absolutely not. Your friends would’ve said otherwise. Annette had a particular fondness for teasing you about it. She’d nearly revealed it to Sylvain -- Sylvain -- one time. You’d never quite recovered. 

No, no, no, you didn’t have time to worry about all that. You had more pressing things to think about. 

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Nothing was going according to plan. 

You’d hoped to sneak off during the day, to find a nice secluded part of the forest, and to practice until every muscle in your body hurt. It wasn’t your brightest idea, but you felt you didn’t have anywhere else to go. 

The dance lessons hadn’t been much help. You were too nervous. So nervous that you struggled to follow commands. There were just so many other people there, and having Byleth watch you intently was beyond disconcerting. You weren’t going to say that, though; that was rude. But you could tell they regretted choosing you.

It was only two days to the competition. You were horribly out of practice. What even was a pirouette? Could you do one? Sure, but was it graceful? Byleth said so, but you’d decided they were either a liar or a fool. Probably both. 

It seemed the goddess was against you. Every time you thought you could sneak away, something came up. Mercedes needed help carrying some boxes, Annette asked for help on dinner duty, Ashe needed a study buddy... It had all piled up, and you’d lost that precious, precious time. Busy as you were, sneaking off to the forest was looking less and less like an option. And there was no way you were waking up in the early hours of the morning to do so. You had some self-respect. 

Practicing in your room was proving fruitless. There wasn’t enough floor space. And if there were any more bangs and bumps, your neighbours might start asking questions. 

As far as you were concerned, you had one option. 

Was it a good idea to practice in the training room during the dead of night? No. But you weren’t going to the forest, that was for sure. 

All things considered, it wasn’t the worst place to practice. It was quite spacious, and it seemed to absorb sound quite well. Sure, the dusty floor was annoying, but it didn’t ruin the experience. It served a purpose, and honestly? You were desperate. 

And you’d been there for hours. It’d been a while since you’d really thrown yourself into dancing, and that in itself meant you had to brush up. But, you got into the rhythm of it quite quickly. The stiffness melted away, and before long, it was like you hadn’t even been out of practice. You even laid the groundwork for your performance. 

It wasn’t a full routine, but it was something. A bit like a skeleton that you had to add the muscle to. And sure, it wasn’t perfect, but you were almost proud of it. 

You were finally relaxed, your body flowing with ease as you followed the steps you’d laid out for yourself. There was something freeing about letting yourself go, to move so fluidly, stepping and spinning and -- 

Someone was standing in the doorway. 

You didn’t think about it. You dashed to the wall, grabbing a sword off the stand. Without missing a beat, you held it in front of you, ready to face your would-be assailant. 

Dimitri threw his hands up, eyes wide. 

“What are you doing here?” You hissed, lowering your sword with trembling hands. “You-- you nearly scared the life out of me.” 

“I didn’t mean to,” Dimitri said. He sounded genuinely apologetic. “I-- I couldn’t sleep.” 

You stared at him for a second. Your emotions finally began to process. 

Shit, you thought. Shit, shit, shit. 

“I, ah, I’m sorry,” Dimitri scratched the back of his neck, unable to meet your eyes. “I didn’t mean to intrude--”

“No, no,” you waved a hand at him, trying to muster the courage to look at him. “I shouldn’t have been practicing in such a public place.” You “Sorry you had to see that.” 

“Sorry?” Dimitri asked, confusion laced in his voice. You looked up at that, surprising yourself. 

“Don’t apologize,” Dimitri said, “you were... mesmerizing.” 

That’s it, you thought, this is how I die. 

“Now I should be the one apologizing,” Dimitri coughed, cheeks alarmingly red as he looked at his feet. “That was inappropriate for me to say,” he bowed to you, and you wondered if it really was possible for you to explode on the spot. Could you trick Annette into incinerating you with one swift fireball? 

Oh fuck. The realization that you’d already collosally fucked up this interaction slapped you in a face. 

“I- I- thank you,” you groaned, covering your face with your hands. “That’s what I’m supposed to say.” 

Dimitri chuckled. You paused. He chuckled. Did Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd almost laugh at you?

You peeked at him through your fingers. 

“It’s no problem,” he shook his head. “I surprised you. During the middle of the night, no less. Your reaction was perfectly understandable.”

You begged to differ, but you weren’t about to argue the point. “Sorry,” you sighed, looking down. “It’s just that... nobody’s really seen me dance before.” 

“Really?” He sounded genuinely surprised. “But you do it so wonderfully.”

If this boy gives me one more compliment, you thought, I’m going to throw myself in the lake and never be seen again. 

“The professor chose me to represent the Blue Lions for the White Heron Cup, so I’ve been trying to sneak in some practice,” you admitted. “I thought this location would be safe.”

“I’m sorry for intruding on your sanctuary,” Dimitri chuckled again. You were growing to like the sound. 

You shook your head, still not looking at him. “I should’ve expected someone would turn up.” 

You stopped yourself before you could say ‘and I wish it hadn’t been you’. There was no way to explain that statement. 

“Well, I’m glad I did.”

Your head shot up at that. What did he just say? As your eyes caught his, his cheeks bloomed red. 

“I, ah...” Dimitri cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck, “sorry, that was also... irresponsible of me to say.” 

“It’s fine,” you waved a hand at him, unsure of what to say to any of this. All things considered, you were quite proud of yourself for staying on your feet. 

“If it is alright with you, would I be able to... stay?” He asked, the faintest tint of pink on his cheeks. He wasn’t looking at you, fixing his gaze on one of the weapon stands in the corner of the room. You realised that you’d seen him blush more in this one exchange than you had all year. 

“And watch?” You said. You are a colossal idiot, you thought to yourself, if you die here, you have no one to blame but yourself. 

Dimitri chuckled. “I suppose. But only if you were comfortable with it.” 

You thought about it for a long moment. “Okay,” you nodded, ignoring the light, fuzzy feeling in your chest. “Just-- don’t mention this to anyone, okay? Not until the White Heron Cup.”

“I promise,” Dimitri smiled, giving you a small bow. 

“Don’t do that,” you groaned, shaking your head. 

“It seems I have a lot to apologize for tonight,” he chuckled, raising to full height. “I will stop bothering you, at least.” 

He walked to the corner of the room and sat down, offering you what seemed to be an encouraging smile. 

Well, you thought, maybe this isn’t the worst audience to perform for. 

[derireo]

sylvain - leather jackets and cigarettes

The redhead smiled that weird smile that you normally send to someone you're passing by and Byleth couldn't help but chuckle to herself, trying not to stare at his expression longer to keep from laughing out loud.

[ in an alternate universe, e-boy (or modern day bad boy) sylvain exists ]

Byleth had a type.

She liked.. bad boys.

There's probably been a time where nearly every single girl fell head over heels for a man who wore a leather jacket, had tattoos, and loved to smoke. For sure, Byleth has been there.

The only problem was the arrogant, flirtatious, manipulative attitude almost every 'bad boy' had that girls seemed to like so much.

Byleth is tired of that trope.

So when she met a man who resembled her dream boy type, she almost fell to her knees and sent a thanks to the gods above.

But then he opened his mouth.

"Well, aren't you stunning? Wanna come grab a drink with me and we can chat?" his smile was crooked, and the mischievous glint in his eyes already told Byleth that she shouldn't say yes.

Plus, he reeked of cigarettes and his pickup was just utterly ridiculous.

"No." she tried smiling at him as she turned the man down, but it came out as more of a grimace, and it startled him. The man laughed awkwardly at the expression Byleth gave him and scratched the back of his neck.

"Okay, I'm sorry," he cringed. "I know that was a really bad line."

Byleth pursed her lips and took a glance at her wrist, that, funnily enough, did not have a watch. Her eyes darted back to the man in front of her before he could see that she didn't have a watch and shoved her hands into her pockets, her smile sympathetic.

"I've had worse." she shook her head and waved her hand dismissively.

The redhead smiled that weird smile that you normally send to someone you're passing by and Byleth couldn't help but chuckle to herself, trying not to stare at his expression longer to keep from laughing out loud.

He wore typical 'bad boy' garb, clad in a leather biker jacket and a mock turtleneck that hid a tattoo that flared up his neck, his legs covered with somewhat fitting jeans.

And he seemed to have a simple daith barbell in just one of his ears, no other piercings in sight.

How quaint.

"Uh," he gestured towards himself, "Sylvain."

Byleth nodded and sent him a quick smile, brushing a strand of hair back behind her ear as she looked up at the sign of the cafe she was about to enter before he had stopped her and turned her gaze to him again.

"Byleth."

"Oh. That's quite a lovely name." He said honestly and coughed a little, slowly becoming subconscious about the cigarette smell that was probably emanating off of him.

Byleth was still also very aware of the smell, but was kind about it.

She was willing to give this guy another chance.

Taking out her other hand from her pocket, she reached out for Sylvain's hand that was holding onto one of the lapels to his jacket and slipped a piece of paper into his palm.

It was a paper she had on her person all the time if she ever found the chance to give it away.

Closing his hand into a fist as the young man stared at her in curiosity, Byleth gave him a quick salute, getting ready to find another cafe to crash in.

"If you ever wanna try again with a new line, just text me." she made a 'call me' gesture as well in case he preferred talking on the phone, and began to walk away, her body still facing him.

"And make sure you don't smell like smoke the next time I see you!" she shouted as a sudden wind began to pick up, waving at the dumbfounded redhead that stay standing in front of the cafe that she was clearly going to walk in to earlier.

Sylvain ran a hand through his hair, stressed, then waved back at the odd woman. He shook his head in disbelief, but quickly saved the number that was scrawled across the paper she gave him, the contact icon a blurry photo of Byleth walking away.

Byleth sighed to herself and shook her head, already pulling out her phone to text Claude and Hilda that they were going to have to meet up somewhere else.

Claude: i litrly saw u walk away from the cafe, u kidding me??

Hilda: owo i saw u give ur # to that boy!!!!!

Sylvain: i don't have any other pick up lines pls just go out with me

[fethreehouses-imagines]

skfjd can we get some fluffy domestic boyfriends sylvix pls? thank u :")

oh god i love sylvain ;-;

Sylvain is one of the softest boys for someone he truly cares about, and oh boy does he fully embrace this

He brings something home for his s/o just about every day.

Occasionally it’s flowers, sometimes it’s a small pastry from the shop in the town, or sometimes it’s just a small trinket he saw in a store and had to pick up.

He always greets with a kiss to the s/o’s forehead. he’s a very tall boy after all

He loves holding hands. Loves it. 

Going out on the town? he’s grabbing his s/o’s hand. Sitting and watching a play? holding his s/o’s hand. 

One of his favorite things to do is in the summers is take his s/o out on a picnic. 

He gets everything ready. Waking them up early so they could sneak out before anyone really notices they shirked their duties for the day. 

They take two horses out towards the coast, taking shade in the evergreen trees as they watch the waves gently crash into the shore

He loves to hold his s/o when they sleep. Preferably a big spoon kinda guy, holding his s/o close as they drift off

There’s not a night where he isn’t found holding his s/o. If his s/o doesn’t want to cuddle, he finds away to have a hand on them or keep their legs touching.

Just some sort of contact when they sleep

Sylvain loves being loved for who he is and loves loving someone. So he’s going to make sure that they know it.

~mod claude

[kkamist]

tags (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

ok so ive been tagged in different tags by different people ,,, nd have procrastinated on actually doing them ,, so i decided to compile all of them in one post !!

warning: this will be a v long post ,, read only if u wanna ,, know more abt me i guess (why would u lmAO)

fact tag?? i guess

rules: tag 9 people you want to get to know better and answer the questions

was tagged by maria !! @s0ftminho ♡ඩ⌔ඩ♡

Relationship status: single

Favourite colour: yellow,, peach,, nd black

Top 3 ships: oof idk?? oo nomin probably !!

Lipstick or chapstick: i dont use them :”)

Last song: im listening to gfriend - rough rn!

Last movie: spiderman homecoming hAHHAHA ( i was doing a mini marvel marathon bc my dad had the movies and didnt ! tell ! me ! but i uh stopped there lmao )

Top 3 shows: i dont watch shows often,, but i do rly like knowing brothers, night goblin :”) nd its dangerous outside the blanket! oooo theres also cafe amor that is p cute too !!

Currently reading: ok if manga counts, kimi no todoke nd bnha ,, if not ,, waking gods by sylvain neuvel (but i paused like ,, last yr prob hAHHA)

kpop + music tag!

ok so i was tagged by @01yoonjin to do ,, both of these tags if im not wrong,, and @maetaamong tagged me for the music shuffle tag and @hyuunjins tagged me for the kpop tag thingy aha

music shuffle tag

rules: put all of your phone’s music library – no playlists! – on shuffle. list the first ten songs that play. bold the song(s) that lift your mood and italicise the song(s) that makes you the most emotional. then tag ten people!

mad city - nct 127

campfire - svt

us now - vixx

hold me tight - bts

talk me down  - troye sivan

paradise - nct 127

too good - troye sivan

grr 총량의 법칙 - skz

another world - nct 127

blue - troye sivan ft alex hope

kpop tag

rules: answer the questions!

1) 5 favorite groups?

skz

nct

nuest

sf9

w1

2) Top 5 on your bias list? (no particular order)

hyunjin

(lee) chan

(lee) mark

chanhee

jr (jonghyun)

3) Ult Bias group and why you love them?

oof ok i,,, dont know? im not the type to actually Stay ulting a group?? like ill stan then ,,, then,, get into another grp,,, yeah,,,, im not v loyal aa my friends always ask what grps i stan and im liek ,,,,, idk,,,, i stan a Lot,,, (that was a real convo between a new friend i made weeks ago) but i guess,, atm its skz? their music is,, my taste? like the meaning of it nd all,, and uh theyre also v v fun to b with,, there isnt a moment when i dont smile whenever i see one of their vids or during their vlives :”) tbh what i like the most in groups i stan is their humor lmao,,, like if theyre v funny, i automatically love them even more :”))

4) Ult Bias and why you love them?

again,,, idk man,, i dont think i even Ult hAHHA ok but i ,, rlly like bae jinyoung nd chani hHAHHA ok but also ,,,, hyunjin. that boy,,,,,  id do anything for him tbh ,,  also bjy wasnt even mentioned in  2 but,,, i rlly love him ,, like idk,, i dont stan w1 as much now but ,, whenever i see him im like :-))))) (same goes for chani aa) fiuwe idk y i like them sm tho aa

5) Favorite Kpop Meme

iiiiii dont have any guawdeij

6) Favorite pic of your ult? (I dare you to only pick one)

ok what,,, i dont even know my ult hAHAH

7) 5 Favorite Kpop MVs

dont stop - twice (this is in jap tho,, does it count?)

nuest - daybreak

blooming days - exo cbx

you&me - kisum

go - nct dream

8) 10 Favorite Kpop songs?

vivid - loona/heejin

heart attack - loona/chuu

singing in the rain - loona/jinsoul

scentist - vixx

boss - nct u

rollercoaster - chungha

shine - pentagon

blooming days - exo cbx

trigger - vixx

my valentine - vixx

nd a lot more auief

9) Favorite Kpop crack video?

oof i dont watch crack often-

10) Favorite content creator within the fandom?

all of them!! :”)

11) What fandoms would you say you’re an active member of?

aa atm the sk fandom !! i was q active in the svt fandom in my main blog but i dont make content anymore :-( i do want to b active in other grps (like nct nd sf9 nd mayb nuest) but i dont have enough Commitment to run other blogs at the same time :”)))

12) Take your top 3 biases- fmk

these arent my top 3 but-

F(riendly convo with) - murk leeeee

M - oof tbh id marry seungcheol or mingYU OmG :-)))))))) hes not my bias but ,, hes such husband material tbh ,,,,,,,,

K - lee chan bc he,, keeps Killing me w those looks even when im tryna stan another grp ughrei

13) If you could be best friends with any idol, who would you choose?

chani? or chenle!! for chani ,, we’re q similar nd we both like chicken !!!!!!!!!!!! so yes. for chenle ,, we’re also kinda similar but we def have the same humor ,,, which is always great  :^)))))

14) If you could date any idol, who?

hm,,, tbh these days ive been feeling Soft for mark (lee) nd !! also bjy ,,,, ahHa im sorry hyunjin yshvriIHFED

15) What’s one Kpop album you think everyone should have listened to?

vixx - eau de vixx bc nO ONE i know talks abt it :-((((

16) Are you a soft or a hard stan?

swoft??? or medium idK HAHAH

17) An idol that makes you go into soft mode?

100% hyunjin,,, Also bjy.

18) An idol that makes you want to smash the empire state building with one single punch?

o man is also hyunjin aLSO mark lee :-))))))))))

19) Favorite vocalist?

oof hm,, defo seungkwan ,,, seokmin,,, basically svt’s vocal team :-))) oOF reading this again ,, yo haechan???? God tier vocals,,, pls stan nct :-)))

20) Favorite Rapper?

oo ok so i watched high school rapper nd i really like osshun? nd oH bang jaemin :”) aa i need to watch s2 soon jgafiue

in terms of idols, defo 3racha,,, theyre So Good uiahrfiu

21) Favorite dancer?

aAA in terms of girls: cHUNGHA!! for boys its ,, basically all of svt performance team nd,, ten and taeyong- (i like a lot of dancers its hard to choose ifajoiwe)

22) Things you have in common with your ult?

ok i,, dk my ult but ill just do it w the idols i put in in that q - for hyunjin i feel like we ,, both struggle w cooking lmAo nd have troubles waking up early :”) ,, actually now that i think abt it,, were both v quiet nd shy but when u get to know us? were v Loud nd savage (same w bjy nd chani) also again ,, chani likes chicken, i do too so :-)))))))

23) The mot beautiful trait any idol can have?

hm,, confidence? it takes a lot for someone to just go on stage and sing/dance etc,, like i would Never b able to do that- (proven today: had a skit and had a shaky voice the whole time , also laughed alot oops)

24) Songs that will always make you jam along?

vIVID by heejin nd singing in the rain by jinsoul nD ALL THE OTHER LOONA SONGS-

also rock by skz !!!!! nd nd omg rollercoaster by chungha nd,,, scentist by vixx nd many others hAHAH

25) Your worst wrecker?

in skz its ,,,,,,,, ***** :-)) also nomin have been wrecking me these days ,, rip

26) Any kpop concerts you’ve been to?

0 bc my parents wont let me :-(

27) Favorite choreo?

there r too many-

28) Favorite live performance?

also too many- but i do like concert performances where the fans sing along too- like those Hit me in the feels everytime (eg: smile flower - svt!!!) iahfnie (does this even count lmao)

29) Favorite debut mv?

adore u- svt !! (3rd anniv coming up ihHIWU)

30) Recommend a rookie group

skz obv, loona, unb ,, (g)i-dle !!

31) A kpop song you could listen to every day for the rest of your life?

there is a Lot but prob vivid - heejin hAHAH I RLLY LIKE THAT SONG AUWIFHIAU

20 question tag!

rules: answer 20 questions and then tag twenty people you want to get to know better

i was tagged by em !! @realstraykids  (´∀｀)♡

name: hazirah (oo name reveal :^))

nickname(s): haz

zodiac sign: scorpio

height: i am smoller than em ,, barely 5 feet :-)))))))))

languages spoken: ok ,, eng, malay, arabic, uuuh tiiiiiny bit of chinese and im now (kind of) self learning korean :^)

nationality: singaporean

favourite season: ok we dont have fall in sg,, but fall !!

favourite flowers: baby’s breath!

favourite scents: the scent of fried chicken :-)) or fresh laundry ,,, also petrol smell :-) 

favourite color: i answered above but yellow, peach nd black

favourite animal: shiba inus !!

favourite fictional characters: mmmm kacchan nd aizawa nD TODOROKI IFIAEUR HOW COULD I FORGET HIM O Mg frm bnha !! also baz nd simon frm the book carry on, simon by raindow rowell (one of my fav books tbh) ,,,, also tanaka frm tanaka kun is always listless bc hes goals tbh. ALSO oMg USUI TAKUMI FRM KAICHOU WA MAID SAMA OH MY GODUIHF

coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: ok in cold countries i Always get hot chocolate,, here in sg i always get green tea,, or ice lemon tea sometimes :-)))

average sleeping hours: 5-6

dog or cat person: both but more towards cats tbh

number of blankets you sleep with: 1

dream trip: the world !! or like japan/england ,, 

blog established: feb 1 2018

followers: a number :-)

random fact: mmmmmmmm i broke my fast w two of my friends last night nd caught up w each other nd im v happy :-)))))

nd thats the end !! (not really,, theres like 2 slefie tags but i have 0 pics oops) but if you read through all this,, congratulations,, you probably know me more than my classmates :-))))

[theodora3022]

Hello theo! Can i have a fe3h matchup pls? Im a girl, straight, and very smol. I like helping people and I would like to describe myself as someone kind. Im very emotionally strong, and I really like to make people smile. My friends tell me that I have a way to worm into peoples hearts no matter how cold they are.. I dont know if thats true but hey, Ill take it! If I were to choose a house it would be blue lions! I love them🥺 (Dimitri, Felix, im looking at you two, you precious bois) thank u♡♡♡

Hello there dear Anon! It has been a while since I wrote for Fe3h so I might be rusty...I hope you still enjoy this!

To me you sounds A LOT like Annette (I love her so much), smol adorable girls are the best! I’ll match you with the tsundere cat Felix then!

Your kindess can melt the coldest glaciers! Even Felix is not immune to that. You are just so warm and polite, he feels like a jerk if he puts on his usual distant attitude.

So he would offer you help if you’re carrying too much stuff, reminding you sword techinque moves while you gaze up with admiration. Without doubt Felix is one of, if not the best swordsman in the Officers Acedemy. So you’ll just feel lucky that he is willing to take some time to instruct you.

Sylvain would pick up how he treats you differently the others, and start crack jokes about it. He would blush and denies it, saying he was just being nice to someone. Is it that so weird? “Felix, you don’t even be nice to us?”

Does he have a crush on you? Felix is not sure, he is not Sylvain, he got zero expirence on this type of matter. But then he think about how good he felt when you appulse at his swordsmanship. Damn, he got a problem.

He would hide his little crush well, until he saw you accidently cut yourself during sword training in the training grounds. Before his brain can react, Felix would just swoop you up and rush to the imfirmary. 

“WTF felix?? It’s just a minor wound. Not like I would bleed to death or anything.” Your eyes would scretch wide.

He knows that, but his heart had took the initiative. 

“You were being a fool! You weren’t dodging fast enough. If that training sword is a real steel sword you could have been gravely injured.”

You look down. “I guess I still need to pratice more. Thank you, Felix.”

“I can’t be around to protect you at all times, so you need to get stronger. You can train with me tomrrow so we can fix that problem.”

“Aw, that’s so nice of you. I know you care about your friends.” You smile, which cause him to turn away flustered.

Don’t you get the hint? Felix is terrible at this...Friends? Although he doesn’t admit it, he care about those fools a lot. But you are different, he felt his cold facade crumbling in your presence. He felt so weak, and he dislikes it. 

What’s a better way to make himself feel better by demonstrating how he is better with swords then you are?

Well, it’s time to ask that idiot ginger for some advice on ladies. Felix never thought this day would come. 

[edelgoth]

hihiii! I was wondering if it was possible to get a matchup for FE:3H or DA:I (male characters pls!!)? i'm an ESFJ!! i'm shy around people i'm new to but, with my small group of friends i'm usually quite loud/laugh ALOT, crack a ton of jokes. i'm told i look intimidating at first because of my height but actually i'm just a big ol'teddy bear! i often look out for my friends and help them out if they're down- the mom friend! but add a magarita glass in my hand.

(2) i often underestimate my strength as well by a TON because whenever i playfully slap my friends on the back they tell me i have the strength of 10 men FJDSK my hobbies include drawing, occasionally rollerblading and exercising! :} sorry if this ask was long and thank u!!! have a lovely day !!!!

HI THIS IS AWFULLY LATE I’M SO SO SORRY 

oh your description made me laugh~ i dub thee margarita mum 

so for fire emblem three houses, i match you with…

raphael!!

mum friend and dad friend,,, match made in heaven,,, my PARENTS,,,

you may be tall but raphael’s probably taller, so you guys would have this incredible aesthetic of “accidentally intimidating but actually the biggest softies you’ll ever meet” going 

you’re shy around new people, but that’s not going to be a problem with raphael. he’s just so gregarious that i think you guys would hit it off very quickly!! 

everyone can always hear you guys because you’re constantly laughing together. everyone’s accustomed to the sound, and honestly? it’s kind of comforting to hear 

no seriously, you’re always cracking jokes,,, you have so many inside jokes that sometimes it feels like you’ve got your own language

cuddliest couple around,,, raphael honestly looks so nice to cuddle with, and you described yourself as a teddy bear, so,,, 

you’re both the sort to look out for people when they’re down, and you think you guys would be absolute angels. you adopt half the monastery and you’re always checking in with them, making sure they’re eating well and that they’re feeling okay please adopt me

i feel like raphael would probably be impressed by your strength, and would always be encouraging you to come and train with him; finding out you like to exercise would probably seal the deal for him 

even when you’re not training yourself, he likes it when you’re there; it helps motivate him to work harder, and he’ll constantly be grinning at you whenever he does anything impressive 

okay just bc of the “strength of ten men” line, i can imagine him always challenging you to arm wrestles. it becomes a tradition for you guys; whenever you finish a training session together, it’s TIME TO WRESTLE 

oh you bet he’s a big fan of all your hobbies. that drawing you’ve done? this is amazing! watching you rollerblade? that was incredible! (i hope you read that in his voice bc i certainly did)

i just love this pairing so much,,, i hope you love my boy because you two would be incredible together,,, 

alternative matchups

sylvain: i think the fact that you don’t seem to take life too seriously would be surprisingly charming to sylvain. while he plays off that he doesn’t care about anything, he does, and there are undertones that hint at him being very bitter about life. having you around would help lift his spirits a bit, i think? and you’re both the sorts to look out for your friends! i feel like you might miss it when he flirts with you a first? i don’t quite know why but that’s the vibe i get, and i think that has great comedic potential. 

lorenz: i feel like you’d be a very surprising pair; you’d be able to bring lorenz down a peg, and show him that there are things to enjoy about life outside of being noble. you seem very affable and i think that’d help break through lorenz’s pretenses, and whoops he’s fallen in love with you now,,, i just think you guys would have such a funny, endearing dynamic

idk how old you are and he’s married but i think you and alois would get along really well,,, my emotional support parents,,, 

dragon age matchup under the cut!

and for dragon age inquisition, i match you with… 

iron bull!!

OH BOY i love this concept,,, you’re also my new parents now 

again, bull is a big boy, so you’d have that same “we look super intimidating but we’re actually the coolest, most caring people you’ll ever run into” vibe going 

bull is less overtly caring than you, but i think you’d help to bring that side out of him. like, you guys’d be helping out more subtly? i don’t know if that makes sense, but i think you guys would always be helping out in “sneaky” ways

bull has a tougher exterior, and it’s one he’s honed and worked on for quite a while. but, he does genuinely care a lot about the people in his life, and i think he’d always be coming up with ways of letting you know he loves you (without having to say it) 

look,,, the man probably names his weapon after you. he says it’s a joke, and that it’s to tease you, but come on,,,

on that note,,, bull is going to tease the hell out of you. i hope you’re ready for that. he’s very clever and perceptive, so be on your toes! 

you both like to laugh, and that’s something else you’d bond over! you’d always have a joke for each other, and you can bet on the chargers getting involved. it becomes a competition. you must out-joke each other. krem has a tally. 

OH MY GOODNESS you become the second mum of the chargers (bull is their first, of course),,, they all love you,,, you’re always checking in with them and sharing a drink down at the tavern,,, they love you and bull together and they always let you know you’re welcome,,, 

i think bull’d also be impressed by your strength, and honestly? he’d always be challenging you to a friendly fight. like always. it usually ends up in a tie. he tries to mix up the weapon of choice to throw you off but it never works. unstoppable force meets immovable object. a match made in heaven. 

bull is less openly affectionate, but i think he’d get quite cuddly later in the night. he’s actually super clingy when he’s asleep (it’s one of the things you actually tease him for)

oh you are absolutely a power couple, on the battlefield and off. you’ve both got the strength of ten men, after all

you’d be such a great pair,,, my other parents,,, 

alternative matchups

varric: my reasons for matching you with varric would be very similar to those listed for bull. i just think you two would have a lot of fun together!! i think your dynamic would be quite similar as well, but varric is more likely to engage you in wordplay than swordplay. you’d be the funniest couple around, and everyone loves hanging out with you because you always have the best jokes and stories. also you’re both mum friends, so you’re constantly looking after Everyone. 

blackwall: i think you’d have a nice balance!! blackwall definitely enjoys some levity and banter, but i think he tends to hold back a bit. i think he’d be quite comfortable around you, and you’d get to see more of that light-hearted, playful blackwall! i like this concept Very Much 

[edelgoth]

hi! can I have an fe three houses match? a boy pls! I’m 5’5, female, ENFP and for my enneagram I’m: the giver! Im very loud and enthusiastic and I love to joke around and be silly, I talk way too much too and that can get me in big trouble! I’m also a huge airhead and I can’t focus sometimes and guess what that gets me in? you guessed it! Trouble! I also have a good sense of humor and I know how to make anyone smile or laugh. 1/2

2/2 My hobbies: I consider myself a very artistic person and I love to write stories and create characters, act on stage, draw and paint and play my bass! I love 90s rap, makeup, daydreaming, hanging out with friends, family, dogs! Definitely dogs! Dancing, rap, classical music, and aesthetics! Thanks! 💌

after M U C H deliberation, i’m going to match you with…

sylvain!!

okay this was H A R D but you and sylvain? match made in heaven

you’d be the giggliest couple ever, and everyone else is also so suspicious; what do they have to laugh about? why are they always laughing? what’s so funny? 

i really get the feeling that sylvain would find your enthusiasm and airheadedness kind of endearing? probably because he’s a Dumb Thot and would love the fact that you don’t take things too seriously

the two of you just joking all the time, and that’s the sort of thing I think he needs in a relationship, you know? so much of his life has been swallowed up by this sort of understated melancholy, so having you around to remind him of the humour in it all would be invaluable to him 

honestly, i can easily imagine him flirting with you, and you responding in just… completely off-the-wall ways. and he can’t figure out for the life of him if you just didn’t get it, or if you’re messing with him. True Love

okay but sylvain? most supportive boyfriend ever. you’d be up on stage, and you’d just hear a “woo! You GET it babe! Go OFF!” and it’s all very embarrassing, but his sheer earnestness makes it kind of sweet 

sylvain’s D E F I N I T E L Y the sort to pester you until you finally concede and draw him. like, as soon as he finds out you like to draw and paint, he’s just constantly waggling his eyebrows at you, and dropping egregiously unsubtle hints about how you should take advantage of the sheer work of art in front of you

also, he’d L O V E your stories (his supports with bernadetta honest to god S E N T me), and he’s definitely obnoxious enough to pester you about including him as a character in one of your tales (and if you don’t, he just guesses that every character is based of him, followed with an “aw, babe, you shouldn’t have!”)

you like dogs? well sylvain is A B S O L U T E L Y just one lovesick puppy in a relationship, and he’s going to be so hopelessly devoted that people are genuinely confused 

also, he’d absolutely recommend that the two of you get a dog together, and it would just be your little baby. He’d be a great dog dad. you CANNOT change my mind. 

okay but Sylvain coming in while you’re playing your bass and just doing The World’s Goofiest Dance? this has Definitely Happened 

this match does my heart good, you two would be the cutest couple around (and that 8 inch height difference sure does help)

alternate matchups

raphael: he was the other guy that I could imagine you with S O vividly… this was such a hard decision! but I could easily imagine you and raphael being a sunshine couple, and so, so goofy together. i think raphael would be less purposefully sarcastic than sylvain (raphael is honest to the heavens one of the MOST earnest characters I’ve come across in a long time), but that’s charming in another way! honestly? date both.

caspar: enthusiasm colliding with enthusiasm. a relationship with caspar would be less goofy than the other two, but it would be cute in its own way! he’s always asking you to draw or paint him, but with a few extra inches (and muscle). also, caspar and dogs is a top tier concept, so get! on! that!