#swiftie on main hrs

[lazyspeedy]

                                red 🤝1989

albums from taylor’s discography that i always ranked low bc i did not like them at the time of their release but now that i am 20 i can see that really i was too young to actually get them 

[aroace-cat-lady]

* sighs * due to recent events (the last 72 hrs) I've decided to use my main (previously @aro-ace-cat-lady/@newaromantics) as a swiftie blog and keep the rest of my Trash™ here. It shouldnt affect in anything but that I won't spam you with swiftie content :)

[krisyyydvd]

Isn’t fun, 2022?

This is my yearly summarization of how my entire year went and felt like. I am writing this right now in a Foodcourt, saving my hotspot to finish my shift, a day after our Year end party. I still feel on cloud 9, realizing how lucky- blessed I am. A friend asked, how will I remember what happened from all previous months and give you a summary? Well, let’s say thank you to IG Archives and phone gallery. So, let’s start! I think this is gonna be long… My 2022 started with fireworks and Family reunions. My relationship got tested, we fought quite a lot this year but thankfully, with the help of proper communication, effort and the same feeling of choosing each other, we survived. As a song said “It’s not always rainbows and butterflies, It’s compromise that moves us along”. This year, I have realized that making major scary decisions can lead you to good plot twist and happy memory along the way. I got an iPhone, which I never imagined myself getting previously. I said it was unreasonably expensive, but it turned out as one of my good decisions. I had a lot of amazing photos and videos, it’s pink (main reason why I took it) and I now don’t rely on ShareIt cause I have “Airdrop”. 

I have been to a lot of places as well, I got to experience a motor ride with my bb to Pangasinan with my sister and her husband. I was so excited because I always felt sad when I wasn’t allowed to come with my bb when they go out on rides and even feel jealous if someone is riding with him, even though I know they are just maximizing resources. This was a day tour trip, we had barely sleep and I almost felt like slipping away from the back of the motor because I was hallucinating because I am sleepless and tired. We both had fun in the beach, its open to everyone and we just stayed in a hut. We took videos and photos in the middle of sunny afternoon but who cares. I hope it won’t be a day tour next time because it was very fun! Then we decided to venture into business! My bb and I opened LOWKEE where we sold preloved Jackets. It was very tiring at first, sorting the clothes, laundry and posting. It made me realize the hard-work of online sellers and how every order you have with them no matter how small are greatly appreciated. We are very much happy that we are supported by Family, Friends and even strangers! It was definitely worth a try and very worthwhile experience. I was very enthusiastic to have do LOWKEE things, because I was inspired by a motto I read “work on weekdays and work on the life you want on weekends”. It is something I will have on my heart forever. 

On April, because it’s my sister’s birth month, we went to Baguio again. This time, we took our time slowly and enjoyed the summer capital. We also went to Atok, Benguet which is a first time. The road on the way to the top is crazy. On the other side of the van it was mountain and the other side is thousand feet deep cliff. We saw the colorful flowers of Atok, houses, and the how easy for it to rain because of the thick mist is definitely amazing. I would love to go back but my Family don’t want to anymore because of the road. But someday I will be back on that road again but to Mt. Pulag. To maximize my summer, my workmates and I went to Zambales, a part of Zambales I knew existed because it’s like a secluded Island. It’s very quiet, the water is very blue and I’m with the best people, it was perfect. I still remember lying on that beach side, it was lowtide and the night was full of stars that they won’t fit in my sight. I was with my Swiftie friends, we talked for hours about her and our life. It’s like you are on open book but it’s fine that you are read because you were understood. From that point, there is no going back. I devoted my 2 hrs every morning to “This is Taylor Swift” on Spotify. Back in 2019, when I was sitting on the fine sands of Boracay, I told myself that I want to bring my Family there. And 3 years later, my Family and I rode a plane and went to Boracay to celebrate mine and my sister’s birth month. This trip was made special because my bb is with us. I was so happy to see my parents happy.  I think one of my goals have been checked from my bucket-list and I would love to come back with them again. When we went home, I celebrated my exact birthday at home very intimately. Despite my bb’s schedule, he still managed to make time to decorate my party. That’s why when his birthday came, I went all out and decided to surprise him using Harry! I think this is the only successful surprise I pulled off because I did everything by my own. BER months came like a flash. As usual, as early as September, our house is already fully decorated with Christmas things and a moving toy train. I colored my hair again and it accidentally turned out awesome like a rose gold pinki-sh, sadly, after one swim at the A house Tarlac, it went to dry gold again. I also vividly remember how I conquered my fears in Aquaplanet together with the best workmates and clients. When I climb the stairs towards the top of the slide, I can feel my knees weakening and I can see my life flash infront of me, but when it’s my turn, I just shouted my fear and had the best time! One of the highlight of this year also Is when my college girlfriends and I finally went to the beach! I thought this will never come true, but with persistence nothing indeed is impossible. My December is full of schedule, I became a bridesmaid, sold perfumes, had a memorable year end party and had a wonderful 2nd Anniversary with my love. This year is not all fun, I realized a lot of things. I felt stuck, insecure and broke. I got my my heart broken in Presidential elections and I’m living the consequence of those 31M unknown people’s decision. I discovered I have PCOS and I am now under medication. I had a huge debt and all those early months, I kept thinking of getting a loan just to pay. But my friends kept on saying that “it will all work out”. God gave me a part time job and I did so many things to earn money and finally paid off my debt. Thinking back, I have nothing but appreciation and gratitude this year, I won a raffle in cash and I will close this year where I have financial freedom, which is something I always prayed for. My Family is complete, I have lovely boyfriend, I have my friends and I have cool workmates! I think there is a reason behind all my answered prayers , and that is to be blessing to others. I would like to thank everyone who has been with me this whole year! I met new people and still had my consistent friends. It is definitely a year to remember. I will be closing this year with a happy and fulfilled me. Tho, I forgot the diet part along the way. Better luck next year! Somehow I think 2023 is going to my year because I am Year of the Rabbit. I think I will be successful in everything I do. So I would like to welcome next year with positivity, plans and dreams. I am excited to get to know the next year version of me. I AM EXCITED FOR YOU 2023! 

My only advise for myself next year is “Keep your faith strong, be consistent in praying and never doubt.” 🙏

[flamestoembers89]

Tagging Swifties I wanna get to know better yay!

Omg I've never been tagged in one of these. Thank you! Tagged by: @vengeful-swift 
Rules: tag twenty Swifties you’d like to get to know!! 
Name: Melissa
Nickname: Max was my chosen name for a bit so some people still call me that. Mel mainly from my parents. And Mussa from my siblings because when they were really young they couldn't say my name so they just went with that hahaha Gender: I'm nonbinary and genderfluid. So basically that means for me that I fluctuate between the two main genders, neither, both, or a totally different gender. I know, confusing. That's me :)
Star Sign: I'm an Aries which is actually really accurate cause I'm very hard-headed, stubborn, and feisty. Yes I just used that word. 
Height: 5'3" Sexuality: Pansexual
Hogwarts house: I'm a Slytherin and proud of it!
Favorite animals: okay so I looove kittens and sea otters. 
Cats or dogs: CATS OBVI
Average hours of sleep: Umm well it really depends. I fluctuate a lot. Some nights I'll literally sleep 5 hrs and then I can't go back to sleep so I stay up. And other nights I sleep 9+ hrs and am lazy af. 
Blankets I sleep with: I sleep with this big fluffy comforter that I can wrap myself into and be like a huge furry pink caterpillar. Sooo yeah
Dream trip: I have a few. In my country the US, New York and Maine. And then I want to go to London and Ireland. 
Dream Job: I really have always wanted to be a mental health professional. And in the last few years I've decided I want to be a therapist for LGBTQ youth. 
When I made my blog: Around 4 years ago I think??
Why I made my Tumblr: I came for the Swifties of course!
Tagging: @jtmaster13 @allofmysurroundings @sunflowershealing @stillgotscars @burninitdown @chandlerbing1989 @candyflossswift @drunkonnjealousy @forgetyouaslongasilive @flirting-with-psychology @gay4tay @starstoshame13 @heartbreaknational-anthem @iknowplacesclean @lovestory @lysssyyy @marineswift @meredithmeows @runningscared @youkiss-onsidewalks