#sweetest anon ever?!?!

[meyousing]

AAAAAHHHHHHHH THAT WAS AN AMAZING READ, i'm not joking when i tell you that it has me kicking my feet and all. sorry this will be long but it's just so !!!!!!@!@!@!@!@@ 🫣🫣🫣🫣

In part 1, i loved how you do the scene of : mc noticing chrollo's overall apathy when he saw someone spilled coffee (i feel like chrollo...is the kind of person who doesn't rly show his emotion unless he can gain something from it, like when he "helps" neon) until it sinks in his mind that mc is his soulmate that he's quick to move + when he's wayyyy too interested in the mc's reactions when he drugged her

also, you make use of chrollo's charm point and that's what make me go feral like AGHDSFHDFSHD, that man (canonically) knows he's attractive to some degree (not just for his looks) and he used it to his advantage, of course even if it can be considered as "against" his soulmate

and this line...LORD - “Now that I’ve found you, I don’t plan on losing you any time soon? (...)” i feel like it's not that he "found her" in a genuine sense of the word like yk a niche cliche serendipitous meeting in a cafe and all that jazz. the way he phrased this plus the "coincidence" of mc finding his contact in the pocket of his coat make it sound more of, that, maybe he's been watching her for a while and on the day he's maybe on a lil break of his stalkerish schedule, that's when he officially meets the mc

“She knows how this will end. Best to let her get it out of her system before we get to that point.” GAHHHH THIS IS REALLY THE TURNING POINT FOR ME

Following to part 2, he purposely give mc a slight reprieve from the whole situation by running away + making that as a "lesson" and then gaslit the mc because, really after all he's done for her, taking care of her whether it's financially, emotionally or even physically, this is the way to pay him back? He spins the narrative onto the mc into some kind of "the crazy runaway wife even though she had the best partner someone could ever ask for, not to mention that they're soulmates- that's really a no brainer move on her part, don't you think so?" not to mention the power dynamics

And if chrollo's love has not been genuine at all, a passerby who heard the twisted narrative might sympathize with mc but the love is genuine, just twisted but yk...it's because they're soulmates that the pair should know better of the ahem "shortcomings" of one another because they were bound together in this life...or maybe even the next

He knows, Mc knows, and the troupe understand too that at this point mc is not just a butterfly unaware of the danger when it unintentionally flies towards a spider-web, but more so that the web is built around the mc instead, there has never been a way to escape it. Most, if not all the parts where chrollo has been seen as loving is genuine but at the same time, rather calculated just to ensnare the butterfly. Except the butterfly will not be eaten, not quite so at least, but it will be always under the stare of the spider even if it still struggles to escape

i might have missed some points but for now this is what's on top in my head

😭😭😭🥹🥹 REALLY!!!!! THANK YOU SM FOR TAKING THE TIME TO MAKE THIS AND SHARE IT WITH US

(unrelated to the chrollo fic but your sukuna and geto fic are AMAZING TOO, LOVE LOVE THEM AND HOW DEMEANING THEY ARE BECAUSE REALLY MEN WITH POWERS, SUPERNATURAL OR WHATNOT, IN THE JJK-VERSE ARE BOUND TO BE COCKY AND YOU DELIEVERED IT) - same anon who requested the chrollo soulmate au

no bc,, you literally got everything EXACTLY how i wanted u to anon !!! reading this has me OVERJOYED, its my turn to be kicking my feet ◙‿◙ ◙‿◙

like fr, you got it down to the smallest details that i wanted to include and was thinking, hmmmm did i express that enough? AND UR ANALYSIS IS EXACTLY RIGHT HOW I HAD HOPED so THANK U!!

sidenote, chrollo is just so much fun to write for. delving into his charm and personality in yandere situations,,, he really is one of the best, he's my awful fave (∪ ◡ ∪)

im so glad i was able to do ur request justice, thank you so much for requesting and inspiring me. im also glad you enjoyed my other works as well !!! if you ever have another req do not hesitate to send it over, i had so much fun making this for you id love to make more!!

[banbanyaoi]

Hi your art is mega awesome and if you ever delete your blog ill probabyhave your art saved because i await for you to post silly doodles and download them anyways little request can you draw uzi with . long hair

waaa this is so nice, I can't believe you like my sketches that much enough to consider saving them,, I'm so flattered!! Currently flustered to the point of not knowing what to say in the face of this except thank you for sending this in! <:'D

[jesuistrestriste]

the way you write art has got to be my favorite ever

r we gonna kiss .. r we gonna makeout rn ……

keep talkin and this is gonna be us

[youunravelme]

NEW FIC?? RATTHEW???? im SATTTTTTTT do u have any sneak peeks for us 👀👀👀👀 cant wait!!! <33

hmmmmm, well i guess i could give you a sneak peak rn since you're being so nice :)

the fic is split into two different timelines, before and after, so that's why you'll see "before" at the beginning of the sneak peek.

anyway, here's wonderwall

before

you were incredibly aware that you didn’t quite fit in. your mom drove you to school in a beat up 1997 toyota camry which looked incredibly out of place among the bmws and audis. your mom offered to walk you in, but she was wearing her scrubs from her night shift and her face looked tired, so you declined the offer and got out of the car yourself.

it shouldn’t have been as daunting as it was, but your old school wasn’t as prestigious as this one. your previous schools in cedar rapids had been public schools. no one was wearing a uniform, and most of the backpacks worn came from the same walmart in your old neighborhood. 

but your parents had decided they wanted a better education for you, even if neither of them had the money to fork out thousands of dollars for a private school. your mom’s parents, however, were loaded. they were more than willing to fork out a small fortune for your schooling under the conditions of your family uprooting your lives to missouri. you were too young to realize what a sacrifice that was, you didn’t notice the snide comments your grandparents made about your father’s choice of career or your mother’s choice in husband.

you didn’t see your grandparents any more than you usually did since you’d moved to missouri two weeks ago. they’d been out of town on a trip to rome up until three days ago and hadn’t reached out to have dinner or hang out at all.

not that you cared at the age of nine, you were more focused on unpacking your room. but now that you were standing in front of the giant school alone, you felt like you should’ve been more concerned with how nice your school supplies were.

a kind woman greeted you at the entrance of the school. she smiled and introduced herself, though you couldn’t hear her over the roaring in your ears. she stood next to a blond haired blue eyed boy who was your height.

“are your parents here?” you weren’t sure how you heard her over the noise in your head.

you shook your head. “my mom had to go home and my dad is at work.”

the woman blinked. “is today your first day?”

“mom, it’s everyone’s first day of school,” the boy groaned.

“i wasn’t talking to you, matthew,” she said, though her eyes never left your own.

“i just moved here,” was all you said, albeit a bit quietly. 

“well, you can walk in with us.” She placed a warm hand on your back and ushered you inside next to her son.

you took notice of her nicer clothing compared to your mom’s scrubs or your dad’s tattered khakis, though the woman’s clothing wasn’t as ostentatious as other parents’.

“do you know your teacher’s name?” the woman asked.

you nodded and showed her the crumpled paper in your hand. the night before, you were wracked with nerves and wrote your teacher’s on a blank sheet of paper and doodled around it. even at nine years old, you were concerned that you’d somehow forget. you couldn’t be more grateful for it now.

the woman’s face lit up. “oh how lucky! matthew look! you’re in the same class.”

matthew for his part, tried to look happy about it, but his eyes kept wandering to the hallways, like he was looking for people he knew. you felt bad for even being in this situation. you missed your friends from iowa and the light up shoes you used to wear before you were given a uniform.

matthew’s mom pointed out the classroom that was supposed to be yours and walked both you and matthew into the room. unlike her son, who immediately found his friends to do elaborate handshakes with, you stayed by her side. she was a stranger, sure, but she was more comforting that the classroom of fifteen other nine and ten year olds.

the woman sighed and bent down a little to look you in the eyes. “it’s gonna be a good day, sweetheart,” she said. “mr. terry is a great teacher, he’s really kind.” you weren’t sure how she would know that, but you weren’t going to call her a liar. “and if you need anything, ask matthew. he’s been going here since kindergarten, okay?”

you nodded.

mr. terry walked over and introduced himself. he had dark skin and a bright smile, showing you to your seat. your name was on a card with fun stickers on it. next to your seat, you saw matthew’s name. now it wasn’t necessarily an unpopular name, there were three matthews in your third grade class, so you weren’t holding out hope that it was going to be the matthew you walked into class with. but two minutes later, he was plopping down into the seat to your left.

matthew looked almost startled to see you sitting next to him, but when the shock wore off he gave you a crooked smile and stuck his hand out. “i’m matt,” he said, like you two didn’t walk into class together.

you shook his hand anyway and gave him a shy smile and told him your name, just in case he didn’t see it written on your desk.

if it was even possible, his smile widened. “pretty name,” he said.

[becca-e-barnes]

Hiii I have nothing to do at work so of course I have to day dream about different dark!Bucky scenarios (I do not condone cheating but this is really hot to me aaaa)😩 like imagine your husband and Bucky have always had an ongoing rivalry, They worked together, went to college together, hated every ounce of each other. One night you’re at the bar with your friends when Bucky comes over to you and buys you drink after drink after drink, taking you back to his house. He’s throwing you on his bed and ripping your clothes off, kissing you hungrily. “Get ready baby, this is gonna be much tougher than you’re used to.” “Please.” “Yeah? Is he not satisfying you baby? This pretty pussy deserves to be treated right, luckily I’m here now.” He’s so rough with you, fucking you harshly, the dirty talking is driving you crazy. He’s so cocky and cruel, bending you in several different positions and pounding into you for hours. If only you had seen the camera… (part 2??? Bucky making your husband watch the video 😭) -💒

This, a thousand times over 😵‍💫 and I can just imagine throwing all the stuff at him that you wouldn't dream of doing with your husband. Maybe your husband really doesn't let you explore your fantasies and if you've got one chance to do that, you're determined to take it.

Especially if Bucky is quite a bit rougher than you're used to while still being so respectful. He got the impression that you're not being fucked how you want to be and he wants to give you everything you dream of when you touch yourself. He's not necessarily rough with you because he wants to be. He's rough because that's what you want.

If he's feeling extra filthy too, he'd fuck you in the bed you share with your husband. You're on your hands and knees on the bed, presenting your glistening pussy to him, enjoying the sensation of him smearing your arousal over the tip of his cock.

"Fuck, do you know how bad I want this?" He hums quietly, trailing his leaking tip over your slick folds. "Do you know how badly I want to press inside you? You've made such a mess. Bet you feel like fuckin' Heaven and he doesn't even appreciate it."

With his free hand, Bucky grabs a handful of your ass, squeezing just enough that you feel it hurt.

"Don't want to rush this though." His tip lines up with your entrance, teasing the little fluttering hole and God, you're desperate. "I want to take my time. Want to make sure every time your head hits this pillow, you remember how it feels to have every. Last. Inch of me slip inside you."

You can't have him wait any longer though so you press your hips back onto him, feeling just the tip slide into you. "Good girl, that's it. Fuck yourself on me. You need this, don't you? You need to be fucked right for a change."

He's not wrong. You couldn't stop now, even if you wanted to so you keep going, taking all of him. The weight of him inside you is delightful.

"Oh God, you're perfect. You feel like you were made for me." He doesn't dare move. Instead, he takes a second to just enjoy the wet heat of your body and the snug fit of you around his cock.

"You are. A fucking. Dream." He tests the water with a few shallow thrusts, rutting his tip against the sweet spot inside you. You're so wet, you're convinced you must be dripping onto the sheets and your eyes roll back in your head at the very thought.

This is how sex is supposed to feel. You didn't think you could crave anyone the way you do now. "Buck, please." You whimper, rolling your hips back against him, pressing him as deep inside you as possible. "Don't be gentle."

You hear him groan and feel his fingertips trail down your spine, making you arch your back into the bed. "Is that what you need, sweetheart? Can tell just by looking at you that you need it hard and fast and rough tonight. I'll be gentle with you tomorrow morning, I promise. Gotta work some of that tension out of you first. Bet you haven't cum in months."

You don't like that he can tell so easily but you're not surprised either. The first sharp thrust knocks the air from your lungs but all you hear is a pathetic sob, followed by the crack of a hard spank to your ass and the blossoming, stinging pain he's inflicted.

You're not surprised that it only makes you wetter.

[subway-boss-jericho]

Aside from his cries, What kind of sounds does Ingo make now?

Lovely question! 🥺 :D

Steady Tracks Ingo, unfortunately, does not have a proper set of vocal chords to speak most of the sounds needed for English language. While this is still about his cry, his regular sounds that he can achieve just by speaking involve any combination of sounds from his existing cry. A-W-L-A B-O-A-H. This is obviously limiting, but gives him a decent vocal variety to work with. When speaking aloud, most sounds he makes are heavily guided by his instincts, and by extension rarely map to human word forms and sentence structure.

Outside of his cry! He can do other things!!

I am not going to reveal exactly how he can do this because I wanna write about it some time later down the line, but he can make a low, loud wind-instrument sound like a proper train whistle. He does this naturally, but can also do it purposefully as well. It is usually used (when intentional) to express joy or as a warning call. Due to the nature of how loud/harsh it can be on the ears, he tries to be careful when using it in casual settings or when people are particularly close by.

Additionally! Through means I again plan to elaborate on in further chapters, Ingo has abilities that allow him to produce seismic vibrations. Through the same sort of way he can use Earthquake, he can make various buzzing, rattling, and rumbling sounds. This does mean that he can purr and if anyone calls it that he will die On The Spot from sheer, overwhelming embarrassment. I think I meant to post this on its own at some point but I have a drawing I'm gonna put below as an example :> as a treat. Made this last year.

While yes, he does do this to express pleasure, comfort, or ease, it's one of his most versatile forms of verbal/nonverbal/(does it count as verbal if it's not ?? speaking)/auditory communication. He often uses low rumbles to signify nervousness, displeasure, assent, dissent, wariness, frustration, and many other emotions. It's extremely context-based, and is often one of the easiest default replies in response to anything. Higher or faster buzzing is rarer, and I don't have a specific example of intention to offer, but you can imagine it's used in very different contexts. However, I do think he uses higher-pitched buzzes in short bursts as a way to get others' attention or express imploring/goading/approval. Like a phone vibrating. Genuinely I think he's mimicking phone notification sounds, but I don't think he realizes why.

This is not necessarily intentional on his behalf, but when straining his voice he tends to make loud metallic screeching and scraping sounds. This is probably what Boom Burst sounds like, although that move can likely take on the properties of most of his vocal abilities. This is what it would sound like if, for any reason, he tried/needed to scream at the top of his register. Bad for all involved! Including himself!

And just so you all know, he sounds most human when he's laughing. :>

I think that's the majority of his auditory toolkit! Thank you for the super engaging question!

Steady Tracks Masterpost

[theloveinc]

you and Jo met irl?!?!? Crazy where life takes you :’) I remember when you were on ihatebnha back in 2021 just startin out and now look at ya :’) travelling the world, meeting the moots you’ve made way back when irl?!

I hope you guys had fun!!!

yes!! irl!!!!!!! and it was so ... shocking? because when we went to go message each other abt the meetup on discord, it turned out our first message to each other was from 2021 too... CAN U BELIEVE THAT? like i obvs knew jo and i were friends in general now but seeing that really solidified something in my head as to how real an innernet friendship can be even when u don't see each other face to face.

anyway it was a 10000000/10 experience and YEAH, BEEN A WRITING BLOG SINCE 2020 baby!! rest in peace my dear ihb but she's the blog that got me here today so <3

[lcs-scar]

Your drawings are the best I have ever seen in my life, they inspire me a lot!

RAAAAH THANK YOU SO MUCH ANON.... this means soso much... I'm genuinely so glad, I wish you the best with your art journey!!! 💖💞

[starkeysprincess]

gOD yes please shania, handyman!rafe and doctor!rafe are just *chef's kiss* and we miss themmm ☹️ (but pls don't feel pressure hon!!! we will wait for your next works no matter what, we love youu so much<3)

our two men, one is soooo icky and gross and the other one is the sweetest 😓 i promise i will work on something for one of them soon cause i miss them as much as y’all miss them !!!

i just can’t help but feel bad cause ive been slacking with answering asks & i don’t want y’all to ever think i’m ignoring you 😞 this semester has been kicking my ass & i’m so ready for it to be over 🙏🏽

STOPP, THANK YOU ANGEL 🥹 i appreciate you & i know you guys would never put pressure on me, y’all have been so understanding and supportive and i’m forever grateful for all of you, i truly appreciate you guys more than you’ll ever know 😭🩷🩷🩷

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH 🥹🩷🩷🩷

[mercyedes]

What caught your eye about hambone? First I thought he was silly bc of the gold teeth but I learned more about the real hambone and I love him sm!! <3 the actor is so beautiful

my first watch of mota when he showed up in ep 1 & the end of ep 2, i recognized him as "wtf this dude has gold teeth oh he's defo a fuck boy" but didn't think much of ham LMAOOO i was still madlyyyy obsessed w/ buck and crosby i didn't have time for my eyes to wander <3

wait hold on i wrote way more than i thought i would lemme read more. i love hambone. he is everything to me

and then like episode 5 came around and i kept rewatching the first couple of episodes and i should've known better because i KNEW he was (is) fine as fuck i simply could not ignore it any longer. i always love the off-putting pretty bitches and hambone is exactly that, an off-putting pretty bitch. i was endeared by his bright ass blonde hair because it reminds me A LOT of an f1/f2 driver i love (liam lawson) so i feel like i kinda was set up from the beginning to be partial to this tall blonde pretty boy 😩💜

AND JUST LIKE YOU when i decided i was way too curious and enamored to ignore hammy's existence any longer, i just started researching more about real ham and just fell in love with brady's crew in general and found hammy so interesting and cool -- there is a part in a wing and a prayer where crosby writes about how hambone (unlike harry) genuinely wanted to get to the war and during training he was worried the war would already be won and over before he got the chance to go fight in it. and another member of brady's crew wrote in a journal he kept about how, while they were still in the U.S., all of brady's crew agreed with one another that they didn't wish to fight for the honor and medals of it all, they just wanted to go do their jobs, help return the world to something peaceful, and then go home. we love humble kings. anyway this is a side note but i'm ngl i feel like sometimes people in the fandom kinda mischaracterize/"Fanon"-ize hambone a lot and it sometimes rubs me the wrong way. but that's just me

obviously he probably still counts as a minor character in MOTA, but idk i love the character jordan still portrayed, he's a lil weirdo and a little silly with his gold teeth of course, but i fully love the bits of personality we got from him <33 he's a funny, witty boy with pride and confidence about his job (bombardiers r so hot it's just true. they are sexy af being competent) but also stubborn and a little aloof and easily irritable, doesn't seem to be all too bothered by being overly kind to people he doesn't know/we often only see him socializing with people from brady, crank, or blakely's crews (all men who irl hambone shared barracks with and had close ties to !) ... i love a dude who keeps to himself / doesn't feel the desire to step too far outside of his close social circle, it makes him even more intimidating imo and i love it. he's so hot. he's like a cryptid to me and i find his freaky vibes insanely alluring. like even the cat killing CANNOT put me off, if anything it made him sexier idk why .... like he's a lil vicious yes but he's also a resourceful bastard like that, like brady said protein is protein & hambone was very kind to his buddies to make them cat soup <3

ALSO he's just very very fun to write. i adore writing him he's so interesting.

[butchesanddykesandqueersohmy]

i just wanted to say coming across your blog made me feel seen in a way i don't think i have before. im so happy to see people with the same traits as i do thriving into adulthood. i didnt think id make it past 18 or 19 and it feels like i barely have, but seeing older disabled queers just gives me hope. sorry if this is a bit silly

Honestly im sad to answer this, not for any other reason than it means it isn't sitting in my inbox waiting to give me the most sincere thrill of joy and pride.

Thank you so so much for this genuinely much needed reminder that living loudly and openly as myself is so worth it

I see you sweetheart and I remember that feeling of barely scraping by in my late teens early 20's feeling like I couldn't exist as I was and grow older and actually be happy, but I promise you

You can actually have friends and family who love you and work together to make your lives better as best you can with open honest loving communication as the cornerstone

You absolutely can be someone loudly queer and disabled and unafraid to be those things even if it's scary sometimes.

It's okay to be rough around the edges and to be vulnerable and accept help when it's offered, but still stand firm on your boundaries; get angry if necessary anger can be a wonderful tool, anger gets shit done.

And most of all you can look forward to the future and get excited, I still am; I'm 32 and I feel like there's still so much hope and excitement about every coming year

I wish you nothing but love and joy, please take care of yourself, the future is waiting for you to experience it

X

[recareels]

i think you're trying to kill us with those delicious teacher reca & big brother sunday posts !!!! /pos please keep it coming~

HAHAHAHA oh my gosh anon i am so glad you read my tags lmaoooooo <33 UGH i’m obsessed with it!! can you imagine how upset Big Brother sunday would be to hear that his precious baby sister is fucking a man nearly thrice her age??? that goddamn director who is as sleazy as he is acclaimed??? who is also in a position of extreme power over her as her professor???

he says the term ‘director’ as if it stings his tongue, as if it’s some obscene, disgusting word, face wrinkled as he spits it through gritted teeth—that director. which is weird, you think, considering sunday was such a fan of mr reca’s refined artistry before the renowned director began to take an interest in you…

hehehe <33 i will definitely keep it coming!! it might just be in the form of tiny fragments like this, tho i did write this little piece where reader comes home, breathless with exhilaration, to tell Big Brother sunday that she secured the highly sought after internship with mr reca and sunday responds with such callous indifference to her big accomplishment >.< makes her feel small and stupid and so silly about it all >.< that’s about all i’ve got in terms of a narrative, tho!!

[youunravelme]

OMG PLEASE SHARE YOUR PLANS i have loved the series from the very beginning!! my best friend and i both loved it and would always send each other the new part when it dropped so we could read it at the same time

okay! twist my arm why don't you! (kidding kidding) (also EVERY TIME A NEW PART DROPPED? ARE YOU SERIOUS?! THAT'S SO COOL! I'M SO FLATTERED)

okay cool cool cool.

so

off the top of my head, we'll eventually see:

baby mama drama (where she tries to show up again and be a part of the family while trying to ice mama out)

newlywed mat and mama

mama pregnant with their second kid (aka first biological baby)

a drabble of mat begging mama to wear a wag jacket for the playoffs

and i think that's all for now? like i said, i'm not gonna get to them all at the moment because i have some other things i need to finish (to everyone waiting on murphy's law and cornelia street, i hear you, i'm sorry i'm the worst) but they will be happening eventually!

[neuvistar]

maryse maryse any brainrot you’ve been having abt bachira? i know you like him now <33

YEAH! a lil bit! so sorry for the late reply, but hmm to think of it I like to see bachira as that boyfriend who is willing to listen to you and willing to know your boundaries when it comes to him, there’s just this special piece in my mind that constantly likes to believe that bachira would be a good partner, he’s a little silly but that’s fine! (A shame i’m not finished some of my drafts, so other anons i’ll be finishing them up soon! maybe 😭 I will though, so think of this as a little filler!)

pure pure fluff so no warnings or content warnings! <33

✦ MEGURU . BACHIRA

m. bachira. bachira as your boyfriend is what i’ve been thinking of the most! so so supportive of you the same amount you’re supportive to him! from you come up with the stupidest ideas ever and him agreeing and nodding his head with the sweetest smile ever to you doing what you love and him staying by your side the whole time! what an absolute cutie (」・ω・)」

m. bachira. he’s so so cheesy sometimes it makes you giggle, top tier fashion sense so expect him wanting to match with you, matching clothes in public sometimes whenever you both decide to go out together or even matching pjs together, SO SO CUTE OF HIM! WOOO HES ALSO WILLING TO BUY YOU PLUSHIES! i’m sure he’d buy two dolphins for the both of you! he loves dolphins so he’ll probably buy two plushies of it, two dolphins different colours, it’s like you guys are matching again (SO CUTE MATCHING DOLPHIN PLUSHIES) (」・ω・)」

m. bachira. absolutely the best boyfriend to you, he tries his best and that’s what matters most <33 he cherishes you a lot, yk? sometimes even reassuring you daily he loves you, during your little naps he would whisper to you how much he’s proud of you for getting through another year, he’s always so proud it’s so cute of him to just be there with a huge dumb smile on his face

m. bachira. WAHA I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN BUT perfect pair by beabadoobee (beabadoobee liker omg) is the whole embodiment of your relationship with bachira, it’s just so gentle sounding and sweet! I DON’T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN but the whole vibe of the song just radiates it!

m. bachira. like i’ve stated beforehand, bachira is patient and reassuring with you, if an argument or problems occurs between the both of you, he will try his best to understand your side and try n fix things with you, poor thing doesn’t want you to go to sleep angry or go to sleep with a huge burden and worry on your shoulders, he just doesn’t. even if times are tough for you he’s willing to be patient and wait for you, he would never give up on you! he loves you so much

m. bachira. to him, you’re always the star that shines brighter than others in his eyes. you would be the speck of light he will always try and catch in the deep sea of stars in the sky, admiring you on end like he always does, lucky to have someone like you as his partner. whatever it may be, he wants you to be the star he always lays his eyes on, the star he’s willing to love until the end of time, cherish the most and shower with love. the prettiest star he loves the most is you. the answer is always you (／・ω・)／

— buuuwwep !! ૮꒰ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ꒱ྀིა

tears streamed down your cheeks, hands keeping a firm grip on bachira’s arms as you sobbed our apologies for being such a burden to him, always being so difficult and hard to handle.. you felt lost and you didn’t know what to do. you felt like such a burden to your boyfriend, always needing constant reassurance from him, always worried he’d get irritated with you. but he isn’t, he almost understands you twice as much as you understand yourself.

“don’t cry, ‘s okay sweetheart i’m here for you. i’m not mad at ya for anything.” his hands reached for your cheeks, wiping the tears with his thumb before planting a kiss on the temple of your forehead, melting in his touch as your arms wrapped around his figure. he wrapped his arms around yours, at last.. you felt protected in his embrace. your sobs died down as the minutes go by, feeling soft pats on your back from your boyfriend

what a sweetheart he is.. always willing to reassure you any time he gets, he just wants you to know he’s always there for you even if something tells you he isn’t, he’s so patient with you and you don’t understand how he can handle someone like you. bachira deeply cares for you and your well-being, he knows human life is special. he knows that in this once in a life time experience he will meet someone special and that special someone is you, it will always be you. he will always be there for you, willing to wait and be patient, willing to help you realize how much he really does love you with all his heart

“i’m always here for you, ‘kay? remember that sweetheart. cmon, do you wanna go out somewhere to take your mind off of this? or do ya want to stay like this for a bit?”

“stay.. stay like this for a bit please.”

he grinned as he gently ran his fingers through your hair, kissing your lips. “mm. we can stay like this as long as you want, as long as you feel better sweetheart. from now on, i’ll show you how much i love you, kay?”

[andromeddog]

i just discovered your art and just- wow. where did you learn to draw??

hi wow thanks for the ask!! this is such an interesting question let me see if i can do it justice uuhhhHHHH ive been drawing basically for most of my life but i only rly started taking it seriously/wanting to rly study and improve when i was in junior year of hs i think. then i went to art school (shout out vcuarts) and got my bachelors in communication arts (basically illustration)

since i left school its been a whole thing to keep myself learning. i do figure drawing stuff here and there, i study other artists i admire, i try to keep it fun for myself and also! the past few years i’ve been rly pivoting my professional career to a graphic design + illustration sort of thing and it’s been going well, getting more into design has rly helped with color and hierarchy and composition

THO i have to say while i learned a lot of technical stuff in school i didnt rly feel my work improving until post college… the stuff i made in school was so heinously bad im a little shocked lol (this is where id post some college stuff if my laptop didnt die and lose almost all of my digital work from 2013-2017ish) after college i just…. kept drawing! except it was mostly for my enjoyment which is where i rly began to get better. something about getting to do what i wanted to do instead of what i thought people wanted me to do was really an incentive to keep going

ALSO SHOUT OUT TO 2019 ACADEMY AWARD WINNING FILM 1917 for setting me down a path of insane obsession that years later has me averaging 3-6 hours a day working on uniform and various war related drawings. being disgustingly and obscenely obsessed with something is really how you learn and improve

[arcanegifs]

Hey there!

This isn't a request, I just wanted to mention to you that because I saw something in your tags about you missing all the great edit makers that used to be on this site - I feel you, but I think your edits are amazing!

I'm so glad there's still content makers on here, I can't tell you how many parallels you've drawn that I just adore. Thanks for loving this series enough to pick up these threads + all the work it takes to share this awesome content with us!

It's so lovely to see. You never get tired of seeing a great piece of media from another person's perspective - the sharing of the content it just makes the impact of the art come alive in a different way!

Totally grateful for you and to have you in this space!

:-)

Oh anon thank you!!! This is going to make me cryyyyyyy. Thank you so much for taking the time to write all these kind and sweet words!

I truly, truly miss all the amazing gif makers of Tumblr back in the olden days, so I just do what I can for this particular fandom!

Fingers crossed that a lot of amazing edit makers come back during Season 2 :)