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Enjoy. This doodle. Apparently. I dunno.
#michie#max x richie#richie x max#max jagerman#richie lipschitz#is this as a sorry for the events of chapter 10 of my fic#sure i doubt it’s enough though
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seriously wondering why WW1 was never brought up at all throughout the show in regards to edwin and the life he was living before hell. I mean fuck we get a WW1 ghost in the FIRST EPISODE but edwin doesn’t say a single thing about his familiarity with the soldier’s garments and circumstances. you’d think that would come in handy in some way, or at least be an interesting thing to reference to emphasize edwin’s age (for lack of a better word) considering this was all during the expository section of the first episode.
1916 is directly in the middle of the Great War, and depending on how long edwin had been 16 by the time he died, he would’ve been somewhere between 1-2 years off from being conscripted and sent off to the trenches– ie; really not far, so it inevitably would be a huge weight on his mind at the time. since it was the middle of the war, he would’ve known decently well the horrors being faced out there– the mustard gas, the widespread illness, the shellshock– from newspapers and such, and I have to think that he’d feel like there was a clock ticking, counting down the days until he’d be sent to his inevitable death (considering he’s not the most athletic and physically resilient boy to say the least). and if he was exempted from conscription? it could very well be for “mental illness” and/or “moral indecency” if he didn’t hide his “effeminate” behavior well enough. all-around, it’d have to be an incredibly stressful time period for more reasons than just being bullied, alienated, and repressed at school– and yet we never hear about the elephant in the room. will they do something with it later? will it play into his family background in some way? for gods sake I need to KNOW
#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#I have a lotttttt of thoughts about this#do you think. while sitting in the office next to charles one snowed-in night. charles would ask him about the war. and he’d actually let#his guard down and lean into him and express that it was something so terrifying looming over his head that all he could do was pray it’d#end or pretend nothing was happening for as long as he could get away with it– which would be difficult for a lot of reasons.#do you think he’d admit that in his studies the past few decades being dead he’d come across names of wartime martyrs he recognized as#classmates of his. and felt something about how so many of them– like himself– didn’t make it to true adulthood#sure he didn’t like his classmates very much on average but. it’d still take a toll on him to think about.#he could’ve seen a few names come up when searching for the identity of the gas mask ghost in episode 1 even. knowing edwin though I doubt#he’d point it out. at least not until he was alone with charles and felt safe and comfortable enough to do so.#aaaaaaaaaaanyway…………….hoo boy#rambling
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Ooo you wanna look at the s4m posts so baaad /j
I hope you're doing well! I suppose since I've just drawn it, do you have any headcanons on Spamton’s identity? Either ygm or regular Spam. Anyway have a nice night you freak /lh
Swerving and skittering on the tile floor like some sort of fucked up creature towards the s4m tag Honestly? Im not super sure. I'd like to think all Addisons are pushed out the factory like a blank slate in terms of identity and pick up whatever they feel like along the way, which may be nothing, a lot of one side, everything inbetween, etc!!!!!! so many variations!!! As long as theyre selling products and raking it in, they could honestly care less what someone decides to be. I feel like for Spam's case he's defo chosen to be masculine because he likes the way he feels about himself that way, but im certain hes not one to shy away from some slightly more feminine things when hes feeling particularly more confident about himself (..not super often this guy is fucked up in so many ways),, makeup in particular he's fond of since hes so used to being slathered in it for ad shoots and whatnot from the BS era (cough because it also makes him look younger than he is, guy is aging </3) I am sure of one thing though, theres definitely something queer about this man, he's some flavor of faggot thats fs, i mean, look at what he's wearing. The duo colored glasses?? The v neckline?? Need i say more?
#Im not sure what that would fall under though#would that qualify him as transmasc? /genq i dont think im educated on that enough to place it exactly#but i wouldnt doubt it#not directly ftm because theyre code/robots without need for sexes methinks but i think that might fall somewhere under the trans umbrella#correct me if im wrong please!!! ^_^#i think this is my hc for both#most of the stuff that arent hcs for canon spam are because i take things and wildly elaborate them for YGMs sake so i can delve into it#and have reasons for reactions n styuff
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The Watcher drama is fascinating.
I casually like their stuff. I've fallen behind on it, and feel no urgency to catch up, so I don't feel like I'll miss out by not subscribing; I can clearly live without.
And I don't think indie creators wanting their own platform is a bad thing, which ofc will need money to run. Depending on algorithms and pleasing sponsors is shitty. I truly do get that.
But their extremely corporate video really focused in on how much they need money, and boy, they really do not know their audience. It's so tone-deaf, it's honestly impressive. Saying production is too expensive when the channel has a series all about eating expensive foods is insane. No one wants more streaming services. The economy is so bad, plenty of people really cannot afford that price (international fans especially) contrary to what the video says. Their audience skews young, too, which means spending 6$ for only a couple episodes per month probably sounds unthinkable to a lot of them who can afford it, period, even if it is indie (I'm sure some think the pricing is all the more unreasonable because it IS indie.) I'm old enough that 6$ for a couple episodes I don't physically own is too much and only the indie label could change my mind--if this was framed entirely as a creative freedom decision and not about budget lol. There's just so many reasons this reads as a Bad Business Move.
But they had a countdown to this for Big News! They must have thought people would be excited! I'm just so curious to see what their response is and whether or not this risky move pans out for them.
#watcher#personal thoughts#they have such a massive audience maybe enough people will subscribe#but i doubt it#they surely will respond though and i want to see how thet choose to go about that#im not trying to shit on the Youths either#the rise of f2p games and big youtubers and such just kinda primed people for free content#or else a subscription which gives you a LOT for your money#meanwhile i remember spending 60$ for 5 episodes of an anime. but at least i would own those dvds. i hate subscriptions
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pov you’ve just reread the yi city arc… except that clearly wasn’t ENOUGH because of course your analysis brain had to take over and search for parallels, so you have to go and reread and save the most depressing WWX scenes right after…
i’m fine :))
#catalyst was “at that momrnt wwx saw himself in xxc”#brain: but was there a specific moment on wwx’s end too (or was it more general)? which instant?#(the description made it seem more like a specific moment but it doesn’t ABSOLUTELY rule out the other option)#my money’s on nightless city just post jyl death but it’s not 1:1#of course seeing as it’s describing a feeling. it does NOT have to be 1:1#but you have the parallels between xxc finding out he killed the person he was closest to (sl)#and then wwx seeing i’d say the person he was closest to (jyl) die for his sake#while accusations from others are being thrown#and they’re currently not denying#i was wondering if it could be referring to some time during the siege as well but i’m not sure wwx would be-#unable to “do anything except silently acknowledge the critiques and accusations” then? since he does have sth he’s fighting for there#unlike nightless city#(though that specific wording is partly why i doubted nightless city as well��? since it doesn’t seem like he’s silently acknowledging them)#(instead “he could no longer hear any of them”)#not sure that’s a big enough point of contention though bc context around NC definitely fits the best#of course it could be right afterwards (when he came back to proper consciousness anyway) too and it’s thinking ABT the accusations???#but idk#i do think referring to that moment is most likely#…anyway pictured above is the brain that MADE ME REREAD NIGHTLESS CITY (and “what am i supposed to do now” + wn wq giving themselves in as-#(-other points of comparison)#so thank you very much for that brain….#i’ll probably write sth short about it when my thoughts are less scrambled#or i may keep it to chapter by chapter analysis when i do that#but right now it’s too late#skye rereads mdzs
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Jimmi Simpson Has A Disappointing Update About A Return In Psych The Movie 4, But Promises "Mary Will Never Die"
Simpson also discussed the possibility of reprising his role as Mary Lightly in the fourth Psych movie. Although Mary died during the television series' fourth season, he has returned a number of times. Simpson reprised Mary Lightly in a dream sequence in both Psych: The Movie and Psych 2: Lassie Comes Home. Simpson also explained why he has returned to Psych so many times, even after his death.
Jimmi Simpson: Yeah, I don't think so. But here's the thing. James Roday is my ride or die. James Rodriguez is my ride or die. Half the times early on, the reason why Mary kept coming back is, I don't know, early on I needed health insurance. James was like, Well, I'll come up with a reason why Mary's back, and so I'll always be a part of Psych that will not be the last one. He's always throwing ideas at me of, What about this? What about this? And I'm always like, yes, yes, yes. Mary will never die. Don't worry.
#psych 4#jimmi simpson#psych usa#psych peacock#psych#i love that everyone talks about psych 4 like there's no doubt it'll get made one way or another#with or without mary#the question is when not if#take note peacock#ngl though the way this was written had me very confused for a minute#do better screenrant#also love that they keep casting people for health insurance reasons#and by “love” i mean wtf is wrong with SAG Aftra that someone like jimmi simpson has to worry about not getting enough work to qualify#i'm pretty sure the strikes had that on the itenirary and i hope things have improved
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this is mental illness.
#i agree that mbb’s parents are weird when it comes to her image but i doubt the whole marriage is forced#and i also doubt jake is awful and possessive lmao he may not have his own money but his dad is worth a LOT more than millie#so marrying ~up doesn’t work in that case. that’d be millie marrying up but she’s not#and yeah the PR is excessive but that’s the brown family. greedy fuckers. not sure about the bongivios bc idk them well enough#but also. maybe it’s what millie wants? maybe? remember when emma watson cut her hair after she wrapped the final HP film? it’s like that#but on an extreme level. millie is transitioning into adulthood and she wants to shed her 11 image even though she loves the character#but she is ready to move on. pls give her some credit. this isn’t another britney situation (and i rly hope it’s not) but c’mon#also ofc noah is the chopped liver. he was there for her 18th and possibly will attend the wedding. funnily enough if anything goes wrong;#they will blame noah for being a shitty friend and enabler 🙄 and the cast were right the whole time for disliking jake. apparently#all this simping for finn is cringe btw. he is finn NOT MIKE and not even mike is like that 💀 y’all are stuck in your mlvn fantasy that you#have projected the ship onto finn and millie ffs. have a word with yourself
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why can't my job be Writing Posts About Disco Elysium On The Internet
#pay me to do research on kras mazov's sexuality or revachol's culinary culture (i would do it for free)#if I wasn't working in animation i would have loved working as an academic but im not sure if im smart enought for that#i love doing research. i love learning#i dont like writing though. or talking in front of a big group of people#not to mention in hungary being a teacher is one of the worst jobs right now#they get paid really badly and they also got some of their rights taken away#and i doubt people get enough money to do research#sigh.
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2024 reads / storygraph
Apollo Ascending series
Greek myth inspired fantasy romance series
Apollo is forced to spend a year with the prince of a neighboring kingdom before ascending to godhood, despite hating everything gods stand for and wanting to stay mortal with his sister
Prince Hyacinth is dealing with taking over his father’s responsibilities, and having to host the unruly almost-god, while his sister tries not to be forced into a role and marriage she doesn’t want, as she’s in love with a stablehand
romance, drama, tragedy, and a war against the gods,
5 POVs, m/m m/f & aroace
#a veil of gods and kings#apollo ascending#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#Okay I did entirely read this for the aroace character. I doubt I would have read all of them if I wasn’t offline for a few days lmao#Overall though I enjoyed it? Enough to read all of them anyway. I feel like they were about what I expected them to be.#the greek myth inspired fantasy world was interesting (though definitely inspired and doing its own thing#I almost wanted it to be a little More in the direction of originality (renaming more of them etc))#there sure is a lot of drama and tragedy and politics!#I felt like there was a good balance of romance and plot (obviously going into it knowing that it is romance heavy)#I appreciate that it built up the girls’ friendship a lot (in the first book at least)#I wasn’t sure about the writing initially but I got used to it.#Have to say the repeated use of the word badass felt anachronistic compared to the rest of the worldbuilding.#val & epiphany’s back and forth started to get a bit tiresome.#and gotta say the last book felt a bit drawn out - it kinda felt like what was going on with hyacinth was dragged on#for the whole book so that they could fit all of epiphany’s plot in there#but anyway since it’s why I read these: artemis is aroace. it’s only really brought up briefly 3 or 4 times but I feel like the fact that…#it’s artemis…. there’s some precedent. she’s got POV in books 2-4 and has just as much of her own plotline as the others#I thought the platonic take on her relationship with orion was interesting#would I recommend reading just for aroace reasons? probably not unless you’re otherwise interested
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seb. seb hes not smiling. and has a fatui background................
I knowwwwww he's still everything to me you do not know how smitten I am with Lyney as a character
#he's soooo#i love it when the silly magicuan has a mysterious past and isn't actually allll that silly#I'm a little angry at the traveler for reacting the way they did at the end if the archon quest ngl#how is Lyney so different from Ajax please explain to me why you think him beingba fatuus is unacceptable but Ajax can get away with almost#commiting genocide#i mean ik it's kimd of about the withholding of information but come on.#they were nothing but nice to you the entire time cut them some slack and give them the benefit of the doubt will you#and god lyney in his voicelines is so. is flirty the right word he certainly is very very friendly good god man#Lyney and Lynette can do no wrong in my opinion I'd forgive them about anything#i don't mind the fatui that much tbh i mean yeah sure as an organisation they're. bad. to say the least#but if we look at the individual fatuus it's just kinda. okay.#Dottore sucks sure I like Tartaglia i really like him he's a very interesting personality Signora is dead she doesn't concern me anymore#and I don't know enough about the rest#Arlecchino looks very promising though I'm very intrigued by her#and so far Lyney and Lynette just seem like two people who got caught up in the organisation i don't have their vackgrounds unlocked yet#but!!!! i am intrigued Oh so very intrigued#Venti Kaeya and Diluc are my favourite genshin characters they have such a special place in my heart they mean so much to me#but Lyney is my favourite character in terms of I am normal about him Fontaine has SUCH a good cast#we have the girls of all time we have the silly magician and the socially anxious diver and then theres Manfred von Karma#if he was a genuinely nice man that had a solid moral compass and was actually devoted to the concept of justice#I like Neuvillette he also seems very interested i would Love to know more about his relationship with Furina#and Furina!!!!!! she's so silly I adore her being all confident and then if cuts to her inner monologue and she's just losing it#i love that#I really really like Fontaine so far the only grievance I have is that they should've put more accordion into the soundtrack but that's#irrelevant in the face of the osts just all being absolutely gorgeous#yumefan🌠🎼
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To follow on from that last ask answer:
Lorenza’s succubus companion (screen left) compared to her initial form directly after the Flood of Darkness (centre) ..compared to her form directly before the Flood of Darkness (top)
And if you want to know the full story (Endwalker spoilers for the last picture, technically)..
This is (my in-game recreation of) her counterpart shard ^-^
(Cessair is apparently an Irish name meaning “sorrow” or “affliction”, so part of me is tempted to call her Thirteenth counterpart Tristezza, which means “sorrow” in Italian. But I’m not sure if I will go that far yet; my focus is moreso on Cessair herself. I have quite inexplicably gotten attached to her despite this encyclopaedia entry and Cait Sith’s dialogue during the Shadows of Mhach quests being just about the only information to exist regarding her. When Lorenza enters the Source in the main story, it is the third time she has done so. Appearing to Cessair in the Fifth Astral Era was the second! The first was to the Allagans.
How do I know Cessair had counterpart shards, you might ask? Because you can see her unsundered self in the game as well - next to Cait Sith, at that!)
(..You would not believe how much trouble I had to go through to unmask her and the others. But I got there in the end!)
Thank you to anyone who has taken the time to read this ^-^ I’m just having fun here, hehe
#I might change her hairstyle to look more like the actual wind-up doll#but I was trying to keep it consistent with her counterpart shard#the same is true of her eye colour because I somehow failed to notice the doll’s eyes are gold#heart of the void#selfshipping#sure#friend: mage of forbearance (cessair)#I kind of want to just keep everything for her under that one tag#even if it isn’t 100% correct#platonic F/Os#of shards and crystal (final fantasy)#maybe I should change that to “setting’’ instead#funnily enough despite the exact horns being available in-game it is very difficult to make a glamour that looks like the succubus outfit#I don’t exactly think of her as acting how they normally do in things but. let me know if I need to tag that outfit attempt nevertheless#I highly doubt I will really do much with it though. that’s half the reason she just exists as the doll /lh
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Drinking from the absolute firehose that is Elizabeth's gender
#i cant get enough of the pure femininity of her power#I'm on a very specific kick about womanhood and Elizabeth is scratching that itch in a way that makes me kick along with the scratching#I want to be her when I grow up and that gives me about 15 years to be someone who decides to train butterflies#good news is I cannot see my friends being surprised if I announced I had trained a butterfly#aside from doubting they live long enough to be trained in any way#i could probably train a hummingbird though#not sure to do what but still#The Great
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I went and got korean corn dogs with my mom and dear lord the cashier was so fucking gorgeous and while we were waiting I kept accidentally making eye contact with him and then we’d like both look away and it just kept happening and it was so awkward and nerve wracking and he was GORGEOUS. Pretty people scare me
#his hands were so pretty. like a models. he had such a nice face and his outfit was so cool too#like the girl that usually is at the counter was bad enough with how pretty she was#and I’m pretty sure it’s a family run business too like BRO#these two cashiers. fuck man#part of me wants to entertain the idea that he was looking at me too cuz of that interaction but I doubt it cuz he had to be at youngest 19#and even though I’m like. barely younger than that I look like a middle schooler and thus no one ever looks at me like that lol#i get no bitches 😞
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my stubborn dedication to only voting in the symphony bracket polls once i've listened to both options even if i'm already familiar with one or both of the symphonies in question is on one hand great cause i'm hearing a lot of new to me stuff this way but also i am. so busy. and i am rapidly getting behind cause i just can't sit and focus on close to 2 (or more!) hours of music every day after work/school/rehearsal
#sasha speaks#checking out pejacevic rn. it's cool so far! extremely doubt it'll beat the titan that is beethoven 9 but it's a neat symphony regardless#but man i hope i don't get so behind that i miss any polls moving forward#funny compared to my attitude towards the opera bracket though in which my votes are very heavily vibes based haha#if i didn't have enough time to listen to two (2) symphonies every day.#well i don't have enough time to watch 16 operas that's for fucking sure LOL
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“i want to steal his gender” no actually i really just want top surgery. i just want his flat chest
#fuckkkkk like. god sometimes looking at flat chested people makes me so upset#hhhhh#i know i wont be able to get top surgery any time soon though.#i doubt my mom will support top surgery for me in the next 5 years.#from middle school her whole thing (read. not accepting me as trans) was that she didnt want me making ‘rash’ decisions#but its been like 8+ years. i think thats enough time for me to be sure im trans#also like. im already taking private loans out for college and theres no way she would even consider surgery.#shes already constantly on my back about my loans. and i get it. but there becomes a time when its too much :)#jace.txt
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Going to the ocean to dunk my head under the waves and scream would cure me I know it would
#it has to be the ocean this is non-negotiable#well. I guess a fast-flowing river could be a good second#but god the unmatched THERAPY of SCREAMING UNDERWATER#another thing that would cure me is horizontal scrolling on gdocs#or a version of gdocs that didn't make me want to claw my own eyes out#WHAT DO YOU HAVE AGAINST SQUARES? AND BUTTONS??? AND THINGS THAT ARE NOT BOUNDLESS WHITE SPACES????#WHEN WILL YOU GIVE ME BACK A VISIBLE TOOLBAR#okay I lied this post is not entirely about gdocs#but I would rather it be entirely about gdocs so#it's about gdocs#genuinely though if anyone has alternative recommendations of a free thing one could use both on computer and phone#to edit documents both on and offline#I would be so grateful to you#this is even worse than the discord font update a while#at least that's only occasional bursts of ire and disgust#this is like I cannot LOOK at this anymore#I'm sure part of the ‘I can't write’-ness is definitely reluctance and doubt and low energy and low mood#and whatever the heck else keeps us from doing fun creative things#but it's also just SO ugly to look at I cannot stare at it long enough to work on it#at this point I would almost consider long form if I didn't despise the idea of leaving a paper trail#Cheese's personal molasses#finishing this fic would cure me...I know it would...#(that is a lie)#(still want to finish it though)#(every day I want to throw it in the torment nexus and every day I'm more certain it would not come out alive)
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