#sun burra

[sandubittas]

... O amor consegue ser estranho'

𓂃 ࣪˖mas senti-lo é magnífico ★

★!!

[just-a-tiny-goldfish]

“In the nicest way possible it’s absolute shit”

“That wasn’t nice at all” you smile regardless.

“I was being honest” there’s a mocking tilt to her tone you don’t understand. It makes you uncomfortable. You clutch your forearms tightly in the warmth of your jacket sleeves.

“Anathema liked it.” Was really happy to see it too. She even gave you a tiny umbrella to place on top. Blue with the smallest bright red flowers, how did they paint such tiny details on there, you can see each petal. A tiny brush? They were adorable. You almost didn’t put it on your castle, wanted to keep it safe with you.

“She said it was really good” you keep your own tone neutral, still unsure how to respond.

“Then she was lying straight to your face” she huffs, messing with her hair. It keeps blowing back into her face, getting in her mouth—her eyes. No hair tie, just a too small butterfly clip that keeps slipping, too much hair for the poor thing to handle.

You inch closer to her, loose hair strands tickle your cheek. It hurts a little with each strong gust of salty wind.

Anathema wasn’t lying.

You would know. So, if Anathema was telling you the truth— then Julia must be the liar here. It’s the only option.

This is the best sand castle on the beach.

Nevermind that it’s the only one.

“It’s my first one” you feel weird admitting that. You shouldn’t need to — admit it, that is. It being a good sandcastle and all, and her obviously lying — but you feel like you should give her an excuse anyway.

“Ha! Well that explains it”

She goes over and kneels down. You follow feeling strangely protective of your castle.

After Anathemas compliments you wanted to show it off.

Now you're not so sure you want anyone but you around it.

“Anathema liked it…” you’ve already said that, no real use repeating yourself. It’s quieter this time around.

“Just cause she likes it doesn’t make it good”

You think that’s exactly what it means.

There’s a slight mist when she speaks now. The sun is nowhere in sight but you know it’s still there the clouds are still light gray.

You blow hot air out and sure enough yours mists too. Just the same as hers.

You kneel down next to her. The sand is cold. You keep your hands in your sleeves. You can feel the goosebumps climbing up your arm.

“Let see…”

You watch as she grabs handfuls of your castle. You tense. Her palms are slightly red, fingers stiff. It crumbles easily. Domino like. Your jaw goes tight.

So does hers.

“I haven’t built one in a while…” another chunk crumbles. “It’s a little hard without tools” she’s glaring down at the sand in her hand.

You know she’ll complain about sand in her ports later. She’ll be expecting you to help, you’re not planning on sticking around here again tonight.

“Blueprints” you supply. Shuffle closer on your knees, no need to be careful anymore. The castles gone.

“No. We need a bucket and a shovel, burra” she turns over to you and grins, hands you the tiny blue umbrella with its tiny pink flowers.

You knit your eyebrows down at it, hesitate in slipping your hands out of your warm sleeves but the need to grab the little thing is too great.

You take it, the air is cold on your hands. But not as cold as her hands, you pull back quickly.

Examining the umbrella. It doesn't open right anymore. It’s got a broken stick on the inside. You stare at it for a good while, you can hear Julia’s soft and low cursing in the background.

Pocketing it. You watch as Julia continues to grab at the sand. Piles of it but nothings forming. She gets rougher and rougher but it’s counterproductive. You see the frustration build as she worries her lip, cheeks going red from more than just the cold air. She turns to you a few times, almost expectantly.

You don’t offer to help.

Instead you softly thumb the umbrella's paper canopy in your pocket.

Eventually there’s a crack as sand flies, you watch small little white-blue residual currents dance on the surface of her hands. The air feels fuzzy.

You crawl over on your knees, she doesn’t look up even as you throw an arm around her shoulder, stretch and lean yourself over her, cheek squished firmly to her cooled soft hair. Thankfully the wind has settled.

It’s dark now. The light gray is gone, there’s a red tint in the sky.

She stands up eventually, you stumble back a bit. Almost fall. She shakes herself off and helps you onto your own feet.

The walk back to the rest of the hotel isn’t quiet. She’s going on and on about one thing or the other.

You can’t concentrate on it. You keep palming the umbrella in your hand. You’ve snapped a few more of the tiny sticks, they’re sharp against your palm.

When you finally get back to the hotel, Julia hesitates.

Which is more than fine by you. There’s more than just Anathema and Chen in there. A whole flurry of hero’s you didn’t care to learn anything about. It’s too cold to be out here. But you spent the day at the beach anyways. The rest spent it inside.

It’s fine. You like the beach.

You don’t realize Julia’s moved until she places a hand on your shoulder pulling you into her, a tight but comfortable hug.

Her breath is hot in your hair when she mumbles quietly, lips pressed to your temple “it’s the sand here, it sucks…it’s mostly garbage anyways. I’ll take you to a nice beach one day. One you can actually swim in and build a good castle” when you separate she’s still close enough her breath feels almost wet on your forehead. You both stair at each other. She looks at you…expectingly. You feel a shiver go through you, and it’s definitely not the cold.

You turn and open the door.

Inside you and Julia quickly part ways.

You catch Anathema's eye in a corner. She’s alone. She looks relieved as she waves you over. You crush the remains of the umbrella in your pocket, swear you feel a splinter dug itself into your thumb.

“Hey! Did you get to show Julia your sandcastle?”

“It’s gone now” it comes out too fast to stop it. You swear you can feel your cheeks heat in embarrassment.

“Oh, did the waves take it back? I thought you built it far away enough”

You shrug. Think about lying and saying yes.

“Julia said it wasn’t good” you tell her the truth.

“She said that?” Her eyes narrow briefly, an unimpressed frown taking over her features.

You nod.

“Don’t believe a word she says. She’s too full of herself, absolutely full of shit. I’ve seen her make sandcastles, they always suck” she’s smiling at you now. And you can’t help but let a small smile of your own emerge.

She puts an arm around you. She’s warm and you lean against her.

“Next time, show Chen first. He can at least keep his standing, he would have appreciated it. Julia’s too impatient, hers always fall”

[themotimahal]

The Moti Mahal Delux

Moti Mahal Delux stands as a cornerstone in Delhi's culinary legacy. Established shortly after independence in 1947, it prides itself on introducing iconic recipes such as tandoori chicken and butter chicken, alongside Burra kababs. The restaurant offers a unique blend of highbrow and lowbrow experiences.

[magicteepeeevents]

Gold Coast Sleepovers: Where Dreams Meet the Beach

When it comes to dreamy destinations for your next vacation, the Gold Coast stands out as a glittering jewel along the Australian coastline. This captivating stretch of paradise is famed for its sun-kissed beaches, thrilling theme parks, and vibrant nightlife. But what truly sets it apart are the unforgettable Gold Coast sleepovers. Imagine snoozing to the soothing lullaby of waves crashing against the shore, only to wake up to a golden sunrise painting the sky. In this article, we'll take you on a virtual journey through the Gold Coast sleepovers options, unveiling the best places to rest your head for an unforgettable experience.

Where Dreams Begin: Choosing the Perfect Gold Coast Sleepover

1. Beachfront Bliss: Wake Up to the Ocean's Embrace

The Gold Coast boasts a stunning lineup of beachfront accommodations, offering you a chance to start your day with the sand between your toes. It's like having your own little slice of paradise. Here are some top picks:

i. Surfers Paradise Marriott Resort & Spa

Location: Surfers Paradise

Description: Nestled along the iconic Surfers Paradise Beach, this luxurious resort is a haven for beach lovers. Picture yourself lounging in your balcony, watching the waves, and sipping on a tropical cocktail.

Why it's Special: Direct beach access, infinity pools, and a rejuvenating spa make it a top choice.

ii. QT Gold Coast

Location: Surfers Paradise

Description: QT Gold Coast combines chic design with a laid-back atmosphere. It's where style meets the beach, and every room offers breathtaking ocean views.

Why it's Special: The Stingray Lounge serves some of the finest cocktails you'll ever taste.

iii. Meriton Suites Broadbeach

Location: Broadbeach

Description: These spacious suites are perfect for families and groups. You'll find yourself just steps away from the beach and surrounded by an array of dining options.

Why it's Special: The suites come with fully equipped kitchens, making it feel like a home away from home.

2. Rainforest Retreats: Reconnect with Nature

While the beaches are undeniably captivating, the Gold Coast hinterland offers a completely different charm. Staying in the lush rainforest provides a serene escape from the hustle and bustle of the city. Here's where you can immerse yourself in nature:

i. O'Reilly's Rainforest Retreat

Location: Lamington National Park

Description: This retreat is nestled in the heart of Lamington National Park, surrounded by pristine rainforest. Wake up to the songs of colorful birds and explore treetop walkways.

Why it's Special: The Tree Top Walk offers panoramic views of the rainforest canopy.

ii. The Mouses House Rainforest Retreat

Location: Springbrook National Park

Description: These charming chalets are tucked away in the Springbrook National Park. With private spa tubs and fireplaces, it's the epitome of romantic seclusion.

Why it's Special: The clear night skies are perfect for stargazing.

iii. Binna Burra Lodge

Location: Lamington National Park

Description: Binna Burra Lodge offers cozy lodges perched on the edge of the Lamington National Park. It's an ideal base for bushwalks and birdwatching.

Why it's Special: The views of Coomera Valley from here are simply breathtaking.

3. Glitz and Glamour: Luxury Resorts and Boutique Hotels

For those seeking a touch of luxury and sophistication, the Gold Coast boasts an impressive collection of upscale accommodations. Here are some that stand out:

i. Palazzo Versace Gold Coast

Location: Main Beach

Description: As the world's first fashion-branded hotel, Palazzo Versace oozes opulence. From the lavish décor to the private marina, it's a playground for the rich and famous.

Why it's Special: The Water Salon cabanas by the pool offer a truly lavish experience.

ii. The Darling at The Star Gold Coast

Location: Broadbeach

Description: This 5-star hotel takes luxury to new heights. With its award-winning restaurants and a rooftop bar boasting panoramic views, it's a destination in itself.

Why it's Special: The rooftop bar, Nineteen at The Star, is a stargazer's paradise.

iii. Peppers Broadbeach

Location: Broadbeach

Description: Peppers Broadbeach offers sleek and stylish apartments with stunning ocean views. It's perfect for those who want both luxury and space.

Why it's Special: The Zen garden and private cinema are delightful surprises.

The Art of a Gold Coast Sleepover

Now that you've seen some of the incredible places to lay your head, let's dive into the art of a Gold Coast sleepover. It's not just about where you stay; it's about how you make the most of your time there.

1. Sunrise and Sunset Rituals:

Imagine waking up to the soft hues of sunrise painting the sky and casting a golden glow over the ocean. Or perhaps you prefer to unwind with a cocktail in hand as the sun dips below the horizon. Here's how you can make the most of these magical moments:

Set an Early Alarm: Don't miss the sunrise! Set your alarm to catch this daily spectacle.

Beach Picnic at Sunset: Pack a picnic and head to the beach in the evening. It's the perfect setting for a romantic dinner or a family gathering.

Sunset Cruise: Consider a sunset cruise for a unique perspective of the coast.

2. Water Adventures:

The Gold Coast isn't just for lounging on the beach. It's also a playground for water sports enthusiasts. Dive into the adventure with these activities:

Surfing: Whether you're a seasoned pro or a first-timer, the Gold Coast's waves are perfect for surfing.

Jet Skiing: Feel the thrill as you zoom across the water on a jet ski.

Paddleboarding: For a more serene experience, paddleboarding along the canals is a must-try.

3. Dining by the Sea:

The Gold Coast is a culinary haven, and dining with an ocean view is an experience you shouldn't miss. Here are some recommendations:

Beachfront Cafes: Many cafes and restaurants along the coast offer stunning beachfront dining. Try some fresh seafood while gazing at the waves.

The Fish House: Located in Burleigh Heads, this seafood restaurant is known for its exquisite dishes and ocean views.

Rick Shores: This upscale Asian fusion restaurant in Burleigh Heads offers both exceptional cuisine and breathtaking ocean vistas.

4. Theme Park Escapades:

If you're traveling with family, the Gold Coast's theme parks are a must-visit. Whether it's the heart-pounding rides at Dreamworld or the enchanting marine life at Sea World, there's something for everyone.

5. Nightlife Extravaganza:

When the sun goes down, the Gold Coast comes alive with a vibrant nightlife scene. Head to Surfers Paradise for a taste of the action, with bars, clubs, and live entertainment.

Gold Coast Sleepovers: Practical Tips

Now that you're all set to embark on your Gold Coast adventure, here are some practical tips to ensure your sleepover is a seamless experience:

1. Booking in Advance:

The Gold Coast is a popular destination, especially during peak seasons. To secure your dream sleepover, it's wise to book well in advance.

2. Packing Essentials:

Don't forget to pack sunscreen, swimwear, and comfortable walking shoes. The Gold Coast offers plenty of outdoor activities, so come prepared.

3. Exploring Beyond Your Stay:

While it's tempting to stay in the lap of luxury, don't forget to explore the surrounding areas. The Gold Coast hinterland, with its rainforests and waterfalls, is just a short drive away.

4. Water Safety:

If you plan on swimming in the ocean, be mindful of the surf conditions. Always follow safety guidelines and swim in designated areas.

5. Respect Nature:

Whether you're in the rainforest or on the beach, remember to respect nature and leave no trace. Help preserve the beauty of the Gold Coast for future generations.

Conclusion: Where Dreams Meet the Beach

In the heart of the Gold Coast, where the sun-drenched beaches meet the lush rainforests, your dreams come to life in the most extraordinary way. With a myriad of sleepover options, from beachfront luxury to rainforest retreats, this coastal paradise offers an experience like no other. As you sip your morning coffee with the sound of waves in the background or dine under the starlit sky, you'll realize that the Gold Coast isn't just a destination; it's a dream come true.

So, when you're ready to embark on your next adventure, remember the Gold Coast – where dreams meet the beach, and every sleepover is a memory in the making. Pack your bags, book your stay, and get ready for an unforgettable journey along the shimmering coastline of the Gold Coast. Your dream sleepover awaits!

[safereturndoubtful]

Tough going on Muckle Roe

Friday 7th July

Rain delay this morning. Fronts tend to come through very quickly up here. I heard the first drops on the roof about 5 am, and by 10 it was fizzling out. I had a second coffee and read more than usual, and just after 11 considered footwear.

As I made a decision on boots, and went to the garage to collect them, the farmer pulled over in his white pick-up. My first question to him was that he needed some access that I was blocking, but he said he was just keen for a chat. For a half hour or so we spoke. It turned out he had had family in Shap, all dead now, but a few years ago he used to visit annually. He told me how Muckle Roe had only been populated as late at the 1600s, and that the demise of crofters in recent years was due to all the peat having been taken. The house below for example, lies empty, and has the most magnificent setting and view, just awaiting a renovation. The view is over Vementry island, and empty island as the guy called it. He said how hard going it was to get around the island on quad bike, as it is so up and down. The hike I had planned, of just over 5 miles, had a suggested completion time of 4 hours, indicating that that was the case on foot as well.

As we spoke the weather was clearing to drizzle. It would be the evening until the cloud cleared, but the rain had gone, with as almost-ever, a refreshing south westerly wind.

As opposed to the other islands I have been on, the Burras, St Ninian’s and Papa Stour, this is much wilder and hilly. I can imagine that for many months a year it would be very boggy as well, though not today. There is a four wheel drive track that bisects the island from where I was parked, and I took that for a couple of miles, then heading off-piste, circumnavigating a number of lochans, and even a couple of lochs, to Roja’s great delight. The bearing I had taken took us to the coast just by the lighthouse, which the farmer this morning had a referred to as ‘our excuse for a lighthouse’.

We were then on the coast path which gained and lost height steeply, but quite spectacularly, until almost the beach where we were last evening, and two fence crossings, that Roja couldn’t get under, and I struggled to get over. Ten minutes at least for each.

Back at the van for late lunch and Test Match Special, then a 30 minute drive around the coast to Esha Ness, and a brief wander on a splendidly cloudless evening, before settling into Lancashire in the T20 quarter - to be well beaten by Surrey, on the night, a better side.

There were a couple of other campervans at the carpark by the lighthouse, and by an unfortunately overflowing bin, but I was a few hundred metres away, and perfectly situated for the sun slowly disappearing over the horizon at 10:26. A few cars came, which is quite understandable at such a place, especially considering that most nights in this extremely exposed situation, will be too windy out the vehicle.

[shehan-mga2022mi5015]

Asset List.

By going through the paintings of Edward Burra i have compiled a list of objects I can use in the structure/ Record store.

Minuit Chanson

Roman numeric clock

Round signposts

Miniature figurines of dancers on the shelves

Phonograph discs

Varnished cabinets

Black lined minimalistic wallpaper

The dockside café

Chandelier 

Pedestal fan

Patterned table top with decorations

Jukebox with intricate design

Cabinets with swirly patterns

Three sailors at the bar

overhead stage lights

ceramic tiled floors

The tea shop

staircase with simple style railings

flower vase with gnarly stand

The Flamenco dancer

Beautiful plant

Railing with “S” shaped fittings

Neon sign 

Savoy Ballroom

overhead ceiling ventilations/ light fittings

Golden gramophone

Harlem works

Beautiful backdrop of the sea

some potted plants with cypress styled plants

Heavy curtains

clean cement pavement with red bricked outfitting

brick separators between balconies

War in the sun

Medieval styled grills

caterpillar track inspired statue/artwork

[scargiulia]

“Mais para menos do que para mais.” Era fácil responder Tomika quando o rosto dela estava a uma distância aceitável, mas quando ela se aproximava Giulia ficava nervosa. E quase nada deixava Giulia nervosa. Porém, tinha algo na forma como os olhos da morena brilhavam, em como seus lábios se curvavam em um sorriso e seus olhos diminuíam que fazia a loira ter que buscar por mais ar. Estar perto de Tomika era se dar conta de que precisava respirar; de alguma forma saber que ambas respiravam o mesmo oxigênio era demais. Foi isso que sentiu quando o dedo dela encostou em seu nariz, principalmente porque Giu não conseguiu evitar olhar para a boca de Tomika quando isso aconteceu. Foi algo que durou segundos já que logo olhava seus olhos de novo, mas foi algo que alterou tudo dentro da loira. Ela queria beija-la? Achava que sim. Não, Giulia não era burra, sabia que sim. Isso era diferente. “Eu nem gosto de café, se quer saber.” Olhou para o lado, passando a língua sobre seus lábios e tentando controlar o que estava acontecendo dentro de si. “I know the things you are. That’s why I know what you’re saying it’s not true.” Voltou a encarar Tomika como se nada tivesse acontecido, até sorriu para ela. Giulia pensava, na verdade, que ela era o que já tinha visto de melhor em Sun City.

sweetest torture one could bear | giutomi

@tomikandrews

Giulia bebia um gole de sua piña colada enquanto procurava com os olhos alguém conhecido dentre a multidão de pessoas ali presente. Pelo menos era isso que ela diria, mas a verdade é que não se lembraria de um único rosto assim que seus olhos pousaram sobre o de Tomika. “Hi, talker.” Quando viu, Giu já estava tocando um dos ombros da morena, aparecendo do lado oposto do qual tocou. “You’re good?”

[luxehqs]

sem conseguir decidir entre muse 2 e muse 14! tem como dar o top 3 mwm para os dois por favor? (pode repetir, não tem problema)

skeleton 02:  chay suade, froy gutierrez, kim donghyun

skeleton 14: jordan fisher, leon thomas iii, willy cartier, park chanyeol

[lizzie-35]

This is why, even though I hate mornings (I am definitely not a morning person) and I struggle to get myself out of bed, I start work so damn early - for perfect moments like this. Autumn sun, clear skies, and the most perfect tree to lean against. You can keep your 9 to 5, finishing at lunch time is a-ok by me. #perfection #autumn #sun #clear #skies #tree #nature #sagreat #southaustralia #burra #country #countrylife (at Burra, South Australia, Australia)

[sandubittas]

nem vale a pena, mas tá dando tanta vontade de voltar a flr baboseira aq !!!

[doidinhadms]

              Sunburst Van Sheff estava vazia de vestes, e ainda que fosse coberta por uma grandiosa toalha de banho continuava possível visualizar boa parte de seu corpo sardento e avermelhado – sinais de seu amor pelos raios solares da estação, e também pelas cortesias da querida mãe natureza para si. Visto isso ela pisoteou mais um tanto pela areia e ao retirar seus olhos do luar assombrou-se numa rapidez pouco digna de si, não só pela presença repentina do alheio, porém logicamente pelo pardo exagerado que contornava sua aura. ❝ — Por que uma cor tão malvada te ronda, pontinho de luz? ” avançou enquanto a pergunta era concluída para o ouvido do outro, parando em sua frente com um sorriso simpático e as mãos seguras ao pano que lhe protegia da nudez completa. ❝ — A Solene costuma lançar raios mais perigosos aos egoístas, sabia? Não dói tanto quanto o beliscão duma abelhinha ao pé, mas te faz apodrecer como berinjela velha. ” eram frases estranhas as suas, mas ela falava com tão demasiada calma que mais parecia real, convencer pessoas sempre fora seu forte. ❝ — Ela não é malvada, mas se estressa fácil. Cuidado, fofx. ”

[ce-sac-contient]

Edward Burra (1905-1976) - War in the Sun, 1938

Pencil, ink and watercolour on paper (112 x 156 cm)

[shqiperialive]

“Po përpiqen të përfitojnë nga lufta...”/ Influencuesja ukrainase që njihet për gjoksin e madh: Disa burra të këqij kërkojnë s*ks...

“Po përpiqen të përfitojnë nga lufta…”/ Influencuesja ukrainase që njihet për gjoksin e madh: Disa burra të këqij kërkojnë s*ks…

Një influencuese ukrainase, e cila është e njohur për gjoksin e saj të madh, është shprehur se burrat në mbarë botën e kanë përdorur luftën si justifikim për të ngacmuar atë. Louisa Khovanski tha për “The Sun” se ajo ka marrë më shumë se një mijë kërkesa për martesë, për t’u larguar nga Ukraina, e cila prej muajsh është nën pushtimin e ushtrisë ruse të Vladimir Putin. Madje sipas saj, burrat që i…

[larentsbr]

oii mari, desculpa se essa pergunta for burra ou óbvia, mas como nós sabemos que o louis vazou home?

oioi!

relaxa! não é uma pergunta burra e nem óbvia, tem todo um contexto por trás disso.

senta que lá vem história

20/10/2015 ficará marcados para sempre na história da one direction.

vou listar tudo o que aconteceu nesse:

saiu um artigo do The Sun falando que o Louis assinou com o Simon para ser um dos jurados no The X Factor em 2016

saiu um artigo falando que a briana já tinha dado a luz e o louis era oficialmente pai

Sai uma entrevista do Simon falando sobre o bebê e que ele deu dicas sobre paternidade para o Louis

Louis anuncia no twitter sobre o clipe de Perfect

O Louis fez algumas entrevistas sobre ser pai antes do show, onde ele aparenta estar nada feliz (louis durante babygate - 1, 2 )

As pessoas percebem que tem existe um "Perfect EP" que contém uma música nova (Home) e que não está no álbum Made In The Am

Belfast: primeiro show da one direction, em 5 anos, foi cancelado porque teoricamente o liam estava doente.

Algumas horas depois do show ter sido cancelado, harry, niall e louis fizeram tweet se desculpando pelo ocorrido. O louis foi o único que falou sobre o liam estar doente.

Louis tweeta duas vezes: 🏠 e "I'll make this feel like homeeeee"

Depois disso os ursos começaram a fazer uma contagem regressiva para sair da hibernação e reaparecerem para continuar falando sobre a indústria. (tumblr que tem tudo organizado sobre os ursos)

Agora resumindo tudo: tudo o que aconteceu nesse dia tinha muitas conexões com babygate, bebê estava em volta de tudo - o louis fazendo entrevista, simon falando sobre dar conselhos de paternidade, saiu artigo que o louis virou pai; primeiro show deles foi cancelado porque o liam estava doente - o que não faz muito sentindo porque os meninos já tinham feito vários outros shows enquanto estavam doentes. Por exemplo o Harry e o Niall com botas ortopédicas, Harry sem voz e bombinha de ar etc

Então a teoria sobre Belfast é que louis provavelmente descobriu que teria que continuar com babygate por mais tempo do que imaginava e que não seria só para um escândalo para chamar mais atenção para one direction. Provavelmente os meninos, o louis principalmente, bateram o pé no chão e se recusaram a fazer o show e consequentemente o louis também vazou "home", já que é um hino gay e não ia entrar no made in the am.

gostaria de deixar esse post falando sobre o max clifford também.

[sang-jeune]

27 de outubro de 2021, quarta-feira.

Querido Baekhyun,

Acredito que o sentimento de insuficiência seja o pior dos sentimentos, também não gosto muito de sentir impotência, mas nada é tão forte como achar que não é bom em nada porque está faltando alguma coisa; beleza, inteligência, carisma... Enfim. Ultimamente venho me colocado em situações que poderiam ser evitadas de alguma forma, porém, não evito e caio em um emaranhado de problemas.

Eu sei, às vezes consigo ser mais burra do que normalmente.

O que quero dizer é que estou cansada de me privar de coisas por achar que não tenho algo a oferecer ou porque não tenho um valor. Eu gostaria de me apaixonar, de que alguém se apaixonasse por mim e que tivéssemos todos esses momentos bons em conjunto. Eu só me prendo ao fato de que ninguém me quer ou me paraliso com alguma ideia fixa e mirabolante para não prosseguir.

Afastar pessoas é quase um dom para mim e o que mais tenho facilidade de fazer. Mas, eu estou cansada disso. Estou cansada de ser sozinha e ter medo de me abrir — aliás, gostaria de ter algo extraordinário para compartilhar que não seja todos os meus inúmeros problemas e inseguranças. Porra, eu sou chata pra caralho!

Tem tanta coisa acontecendo que faz com que eu reflita nas coisas que poderia ter feito que me sinto uma verdadeira palhaça. Invejo tanto aqueles que não tem escrúpulos de ser quem realmente são porque sei que sou uma farsa, um fracasso. É, estou com sérios problemas de aceitação e autoestima (nada de novo sobre a luz do sol).

Eu gostaria de ser mais confiante, bae. Eu gostaria de não ter medo de me entregar, gostaria de conseguir estudar e de buscar tudo o que almejo, mas até para escrever para ti tenho desmotivação. A real é que eu só queria desaparecer e ao mesmo tempo quero ser encontrada, sabe? É esquisito. Eu não entendo.

Reativei meu instagram e agora vejo o quão fútil sou. Não sei como mudar isso em mim e, sinceramente, morro de medo de ser para sempre assim.

Com amor e inseguranças, sun.

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Battle of Belchite

For the aging Burra his trip to Spain was a reality check and was a turning point in his art form. He was discreet. No one knew where he went or what he did. Sometimes his family would see him walk out the door and possessed no knowledge if he went out to the grocery store or to some forgotten landscape. This was a common behavior amongst most people back then. As a post-war generation, they wished to escape the monotony of life. And travel was the only answer and escape.

It was here in the town of Belchite that Burra found himself caught in between the cruel brittle arms of the Spanish civil war.  After creating artworks such as “Medusa”, “Beelzebub” and “War in the sun” only one conclusion can be drawn. Mankind was, is and always will be hardwired for war.