#summer's over by TV girl

[whspermy-name]

𝐒𝐥𝐢𝐩 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲..

Minty, Felix, orr Finley here ☆⌒(ゝ。∂)!! transmasc + genderfluid . he/they preferred, she/her is okay ♡ 26/1 is my birthday. ⋆

prev. @minty-bubblegum ☆ just some guy ☆ now a full-time father and a divorced middle aged man ☆ part time floyd lover ☆ 𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒈

(ﾉ´▽｀)ﾉ♪ moots list!

tags! ૮꒰ ≧ᗜ≦ ꒱ა.。ｏ♡

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞, 𝐚𝐥����𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 ♡

[carefulfears]

thinking about scully sitting on the floor of mulder’s apartment just holding him as he wept after his mother’s death and after she told him through tears that it’s time to stop. it’s time to stop looking for his sister.

and how she had already told him that once, seven years earlier, a month into their partnership, when she chased him out of a police station and told him to stop running after his sister because it won’t bring her back.

she called after him to just stop, because she’s the scientist, and that’s the logical conclusion that she had reached.

except later that night, he told her why he does it. that he’s been closing his eyes and walking into that room, thinking maybe, when he opens them, his sister will be there, since he was 12 years old. “every day” of his life.

and she never told him to stop again.

until seven years later, when she rocked him on the floor, and then the next day was asked “why do you want to bring all this back up now?” and answered, “someone owes it to mulder.”

so she started looking. she reopened files, she tracked down records, she went to his mother’s house to dig through the trash. she confronted CSM about what he knew, she flew to california, she held hands and prayed.

she looked at mulder and said “it hurts me to tell you this” and stayed steady in the truth anyway. she listened to him read to her about a 14-year-old girl’s pain, held his hand and told him to get some sleep. she stayed up, kept looking, and found it. “i got it, mulder. i couldn’t believe it when i saw it. it was like it was looking for me.”

the police report from when samantha ran away.

she read the hospital records, went to the home of the nurse who signed the intake report, asked him if he wanted her to go herself.

she left him by the car and walked up and knocked, asked about a patient in 1979. she listened as the nurse described how “you couldn’t forget her or how frightened she was. scared for her sweet life.” and the man who came for her, who wouldn’t put out his cigarette.

earlier the day before, she had been told to just stop. “word of advice, me to you: let it be. you know, there’s some wounds that are just too painful ever to be reopened.”

and she had responded, “this particular wound has never healed. and mulder deserves closure.”

after seven years, she knows now, that you can’t just stop chasing. she knows how heavy grief is, and she‘s seen the effects of carrying it alone. of walking into the worst night of your life every day, eyes closed, hopeful.

you can’t just stop, and you can’t really have closure, but you can help someone carry it.

and ultimately, that’s what made this the end of the road. sometimes the heaviest burden of grief is feeling that pain is all there is left of someone, and that alleviating it would be to abandon them.

scully’s right, this wound has never closed, but there’s freedom in shared remembrance and shared dedication. she doesn’t ask him to stop until he’s ready to know the truth, and she’s willing to find it. she doesn’t ask him to rest until it’s safe for him to, because it’s not forgetting samantha. she knows and she remembers.

[causenessus]

thank u for the tag @wyrcan !!! aaaa this is so fun but so humbling...did this based off my top artists from the last 4 weeks to save myself the embarrassment

rules: list your top 5 albums from your top 5 artists (can't have a repeat of the same artist) on a poll, so your followers can vote which album they think captures your vibe the best

tags if u want to!!: @cr4yolaas @miyamoratsumuu @yenonnoff @konigceo + anyone else <3

[dykeofmisfortune]

did anyone else grieve and worry this year

[somedeadbeatloz3r69]

most traumatic spotify wrapped ive ever had.

wow okay did not expect that ermm.. top listeners all got me through a certain time in my life where i wasnt doing so great (AT ALL.), same for the top 3 songs.. I did NOT need to be reminded of allat.

[belog-grada-crna-princeza]

Isn't it strange how the shade can burn? How you can go to school but you can never learn? You can fly south when the weather changes We'll be birds in our separate cages...

[maidou]

Isn't it cool how the summer fades? But I'm still here whispering your name Guess the heat drives people crazy Slip up and I call you baby

[starving-marauder-lover]

Number 1 - I give you music

Okay so maybe:

Summer, night, memories

(Very interested in what you come up with)

Also congrats on 50 followers🫶✨

thanks so much! A lot of songs came up, but this song reminds me of staring at the ceiling thinking about summer and all the memories you made. So, that means your song is

"Summers Over" by TV Girl and Jordana!

Hope you like it :)

[manicpixistonergirl]

ok the album summer’s over by jordana & tv girl makes me feel like im sitting

here at this pond & it’s an august afternoon but it’s not too hot & i’m meeting up w my bestie who is an anthropomorphic frog & he is going to go fishing & i’m just going to sit next to him & chat. he is old & wise but also would probably actually be middle-aged if he was a human but also time doesn’t exist here & i’m somehow simultaneously both an adult & a child.

[whspermy-name]

matching tv girl pfps show strong love

[cabeswaterdrowned]

Am about to start watching tsitp because I haven’t been watching anything (aside from stuff for my film class. but like no tv the past two months) and I want to watch something unserious (bcs midterms brain) and set in a small town (for Henrietta vibes because I’ll transpose some trc vibes onto anything I consume rn). Might liveblog

[chubbletea]

she jump my turnstile til I doo-wah-diddy and bust in with the pre-roll

[miss-fortune-thinks]

TV Girl fanart because i am obsessed with their entire discography

[juleswashere3]

I hope my tags will suffice😌