#sugarbabywenkexing

[veliseraptor]

OH ACTUALLY also junlian 👀

sicko.jpg but this meme didn't necessarily fully encapsulate what I feel about them....still bingo though. the Devotion is mostly one-sided here but it sure is devotion. hua cheng eat your heart out, you aren't the only one spending eight hundred years incurably obsessed with xie lian

also where is the fucking content, and why is what I have found not nearly weird enough (for me, personally)

[fanghuas]

Ying'er for unhinged bingo 🥺

Double bingo! I don't know how this happened since you picked the character I am, famously, the Most Normal about 💖

[ettadunham]

Top 8 Shows

thnx @antoine-triplett for tagging me! <3

i tried not to overthink it, so in no particular order or as a definite list even, here's 8 shows!

Fringe

Person of Interest

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Black Sails

Farscape

Continuum

Legend of Korra

Stargate SG-1

Tagging anyone, really, but also, let's actually tag some people this time: @thegunlady, @sugarbabywenkexing, @isagrimorie, @car0l-avenger-danvers, @arthurwilde

[theyilinglaozus]

2, 4, 6?

Thanks for the asks, lovely! 😘

2. Did you reread anything? What?

I don't often do rereads, but I did read over some chapters of Qi Ye for fic research + for the Immortal Wanderers group read, if that counts!

4. Did you discover any new authors that you love this year?

Martha Wells and Taylor Jenkins Reid! I'm loving the Murderbot series so far (although I'm waiting until I get a kindle to read any more as the physical copies of the books are rather expensive), and Taylor Jenkins won me over with the Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo. I've read three of her books right now with the fourth on my shelf for next year, so I hope it's as good as her other titles.

6. Was there anything you meant to read, but never got to?

A few novels I haven't gotten around to due to time, but I suppose the one that I'm really annoyed at myself for not reading yet is the last book in the Thrawn Ascendancy series. I don't really know why I keep putting it off either, to be honest.

End of year book asks!

[try-again-bissh]

9 Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better

I never get tagged in things how fun! Thank you to @gosiksmallspace for the tag!!!!!!!!

3 Ships You Like: WangXian, WenZhou and JWDS. Like? More like obsessed will continue screaming into the night about.

First Ship Ever: Probably like Lucas and Peyton from OTH lol, I am an old bitch and truly they are transfemmextransmasc coded.

Last Song You Heard: I wake up most days with music stuck in my head and today I didn't so I had to play some, I was bumping some EXO in the shower.

Favorite Childhood Book: I tried soooooo hard to remember but I cant

Currently Reading: Fanfiction. lol but I am currently on a nonfiction kick as well so I am working my way through an essay collection by Toni Morrison

Currently watching: Doctor Slump, constantly rewatching Love for Love's Sake and She Love to Cook She Loves to Eat, i live for these hoes

Currently consuming: Avocado toast with bacon and hot sauce

Currently craving: Cake, in any form but preferably red velvet cheesecake or cupcake!

Tagging (ZERO pressure): @the-cimmerians @onlyifyoubadd @anxioussquirrel @fridayvelvet @guzhu-furen @katierosefun @untouchedsoap @sugarbabywenkexing @pangzi

[guzhufuren]

Hello! Who are your favourite people and creators on here? Could u please do a blog rec?

hi bun! i will divide my beloveds in groups so it's easier to browse them <3 not all of them follow me and i don't follow all of them but everyone here is still one of my favourite blogs so!!

gifmakers/editmakers: @spicyvampire @agendratum @smittenskitten @magicaldreamfox1 @forcebook @sugarbabywenkexing @liyazaki @bustinbustinbustin @bangzchan @jimmysea @chanstopher @shuyis

artists: @blackwatervial @mortimerlatrice

people: @jdotsodomite @supernovasimplicity @kissporsche @shadowetienne @rythyme @hyunpic @ahxu-laowen @blmpff @shen-zhen @ditch-lily @itsza @legendaryrooftopscene @yeetlegay @snake-and-mouse @sweet-william-writes @superbcandyangel @sapphicblight @chord-assasination @skz-maybe-incorrects @vegasandhishedgehog @arewedoneyet @just-slightly-chaotic @thiccstan @newyearknwwme @benkaaoi @lu-sn @a-slut-for-vegaspete @ophillya @misspoetree @dramarec @porschesbabydaddy @vegaseatsass and probably more people but i have the worst memory

[khaotungthanawat]

so i recently hit 13.5k followers!? omg?? my goodness. thank you to every one of you for putting up with the highs, the lows, and all the hyperfixations. it really means a lot to me. 💕 

to thank you for following my silliness, i’m going to do a requesting event! :) here are the prompts:

🌌 + make me choose (between characters/movies/shows/pairings/music, etc.)

🌺 + colorful edit (send me a character/movie/show/pairing/music, etc. and color(s))

✍ + quote/poem/lyrics (send me a character/movie/show/pairing, etc. and a quote/poem/lyric)

💖 + my favorite (ask me my favorite character/movie/show/pairing/music, etc.)

it may take me some time to finish, but i will be sure to tag you in the set when it goes up!

thanks again for following my blog and supporting my content! 

tagging some mutuals who i love and admire and who make my dash a joy to behold:

a - f

@aarontveit // @afannishknitter // @afro-elf // @anakinskyiwalker // @andyhozierbyrne // @angela-bassetts // @annundriel // @anya-chalotra // @anyataylorjoy // @aoyamariku // @ashinlae // @bellaramsey // @b1uetrees // @bayleafpaprika // @bartbarthelme // @beckybons //   @belsmultifandommess // @bestoftomhiddles // @bladesrunner // @blakecholls //  @bolshoiromanova // @buckley-robin // @chaos-in-the-making // @chelseadollphin // @chinzillas // @cinemu // @citrinekay // @cloudravine // @cruzwalters // @cuddlybitch // @dawnofus  // @denvilleneuve  // @deokmis-main // @dickprints // @drlaingwillseeyounow // @easyrevenge // @fancykraken  // @fangrui  // @floencepugh // @friggassons // @frostelf

g - l

@ghostcat3000 // @godswallowing // @greensaplinggrace // @hanjuwonsupporter // @hanorganaas //  @heathyr // @heedoyurims // @highwarlockkareena // @hwanginyeop // @hymn2000 // @illwynd // @jingyismom // @jjimin // @justanothervariant // @juwonah // @juukai // @kangseojoon // @khathadome // @katierosefun //  @kimporchay // @kutyozh // @la-fourmi // @laowen // @leedongwook // @limsejun // @liyazaki // @lokifan // @loupsgarou // @l-tyrell

m - r 

@malledhrim // @marshallmatherss // @misspoetree // @mountaincats // @mrsmookie // @nebulasan // @negrowhat​ // @natahjikio // @neo-neos // @noartnowritingsorry // @nonkul // @nyx4 // @obiwan // @ourflagmeans // @paisky // @ptrbprkrs // @rcmclachlan // @rob-pattinson // @roserayne // @rynfinity

s - z

@saltydorkling // @seamayweed // @seawherethesunsets // @seokjinings // @sheisraging // @slamncram // @smingi // @something-poetic // @southernselkieprincess // @spacelabrathor // @spicyvampire // @stilessderek //  @stillqueerstillhere // @sugarbabywenkexing // @suuho // @tennant // @thanawins // @themthistles // @the-mjolnir-owner // @the-prince-of-tides // @thesaltofcarthage // @thisautistic // @thortiddy // @tiffanylamps // @tinngun // @tomshiddles // @tylerposey // @usermachikeita // @userseokkie // @venuseda // @villainelle// @wearehappiness // @weaverhawk // @wongkarawai // @yesdramas // @yilinglaozu // @yohankang //  @yohussy // @xiaolanhua // @xxindiglow // @zorokashi

[sandushengshou]

thanks for the tag mi mapachito @eohachu 😘

rules: make a poll with five of your all time favourite characters and then tag five people to do the same. see which character is everyone's favourite!

Oh that was hard. I couldn't even choose between jc and wwx. How could I? I have two hands and- let me stop there.

Tagging: @radellama @furupops @sugarbabywenkexing @veliseraptor @psqqa @aemondtargaryenss @davinciae @svibian @elysean @majestictortoise

[petrichoraline]

UPDATE: the site seems to be very shady so if you want to leave me a message please do so in my inbox!!!

i'd quite appreciate it if you left me a message 🥰

thank you to @sparklyeyedhimbo and @belladonna-and-the-sweetpeas for tagging me! i'll do my best to soon send my messages to you and to everyone else doing this 💓

i'm going to tag quite a lot of people - no one should feel obligated to do anything!! but you might be interested in creating one yourselves and in case you do (or already have) i'd be more than happy to gift you smth so please let me know 💌

@idletype @howitrulyam @khaotunqs @gizkasparadise @solana-ceae @catboyjosten @littleragondin @tenprem @catwalkninja @hello-n-goodbye @spicyvampire @stormyoceans @celestial-sapphicss @gillianthecat @lelephantsnail @jyuubin @benkaaoi @dangermousie @tytangfei @loserlesbianongsa @chicademartinica @voicesofreasons @respectthepetty @sommmnus @xiaolanhua @justafriend-ql @magicaldreamfox1 @imminentinertia @dekaydk @fangirlmedstudentblog @alcairsei @forcebook @rythyme @sugarbabywenkexing @chawarin-panich @poetry-protest-pornography @soundwin @lovesickfolly @smittenskitten @potatoes-in-bloom @sollucets @saturnskyline @biochemjess @electric-rabbits @lotusclouding @thewayofsubtext @uptownseblaine @peerless-airplane

i'm using the opportunity to thank everyone, tagged or not, who's shared the joy of being in a fandom with me this year :) whether we've randomly interacted once or twice or we've talked through asks and dms - you made my experience on here more exciting and fun <3 i'm sending all of you lots of love and i wish you happy holidays! 💖

[veliseraptor]

🔪

“I know you are flesh and blood.”

“Would you claim yourself something more exalted?” Lymond asked, but the quickened breath belied the calm of his voice. “An angel – lightbringer, perhaps?”

[make me write ✍🏻]

[fanghuas]

3 and 14 for Han Ying?

3. Scars/Painful spots

I NEED Han Ying to have a scar at the base of his neck, a knife that was held there in threat and broke skin but that he ultimately escaped from.

I don't have a real hc for how it came to be! I just think it would look extremely sexy and that wenzhou would agree with me and kiss it, often.

(He probably has whipping scars as well.)

14. Ingrained habits/forces of habit

Casing rooms when he enters them, circulating his qi when he's drinking to stay sober, carrying at least two (2) knives on his person.

[ettadunham]

@sugarbabywenkexing

Also the way you can let Shadowheart make her own decision but not Wyll!

Oh, true! If I remember correctly, the game does that thing with Wyll, where some of the choices have persuasion checks, so you can tell which one he'd prefer, but even then, there could have been an option to at least give that agency over to him to make his own decision. My boy really has been wronged. :(

okay, now that i had a sleep on it - i'm not sure how i feel about the game giving the same choice to wyll and shadowheart but framing it completely differently

[agendratum]

thank you for tagging me @call-me-shriggy this is indeed so cute (but also what were those questions 😭😭) also we're compatible hello!!

quiz link

tagging @greenwitching @guzhufuren @sugarbabywenkexing @braceletofteeth and anyone else who maybe wanna do this cute thing 👀

[orchisailsa]

Last Line Game!

I was tagged recently by not one but two wonderful mutuals, the lovely @minnarr and the inimitable @ripeteeth !!!

rules: share the last line you've written, then tag some people, and have fun

“Stop it! We don’t have time for that!” he protests, but it’s utterly unconvincing since he arches his back and allows his feet to be kicked apart a little wider without even nominal resistance.

What fandom is this from? I'm not telling. 🤭 But I will say I'm working on three WIP's right now, so it could be either: - Horrible Machiavellian Sociopaths (affectionate) (Qi Ye) - Escape Room Gays (The Spirealm/Kaleidoscope of Death) - Van Life Polyam Disaster Triad (Mysterious Lotus Casebook)

Tagging: @jaewritesfic, @howlingmoonrise, @philologicalbat, @saki-the-cup-bearer-blog

@nyxelestia, @sunriseverse, @cryptidafter, @fanghuas, @sugarbabywenkexing

[bloody-wonder]

book/fic acronym

thanks for tagging me @magpiefngrl 💜

rules: spell your name/url with the titles of your favorite books and/or fics📚

this was fun but much harder than i thought bc my url with its three os and a y doesn't lend itself to this kind of tag game lol but i'm nothing if not persistent😅

B boy parts by eliza clark | the book of secrets by are (thomas barrow/jimmy kent)

L a little life by hanya yanagihara | lessons by profenity (andreil)

O oglaf | of saints and sinners by morningstar_writes (radioapple)

O on the use of gerunds by fuckityfardisgetinthetardis (stuart dakin/tom irwin)

D the disorderly knights by dorothy dunnett | dream a little dream of me by architecture_in_f1ll0ry (viravos)

Y your heart inside my hands by williamshooketh (xuexiao)

W the wicked king by holly black | where all ladders start by emungere (hannigram)

O only the freaks come out at night by shippingmyarmada (harringrove)

N network effekt by martha wells | no hiding place down here by ReminiscentBells (radioapple)

D defekt by nino cipri | day six or on desire by Deanon (laurent/damen)

E empire of the vampire by jay kristoff | l'excuse by yunitsa (lymond/will)

R the ruin of gabriel ashleigh by kj charles | restoration ecology by aralias (snowbaz)

tagging @figuringthengsout @fugitoidkry @pinkasrenzo @oliviermiraarmstrongs @fandomreferencepending @sugarbabywenkexing @doh-rae-me @counterwiddershins @weirdsociology if you guys want to do this :)

[inaconstantstateofchange]

astarion/durge/halsin & hanwenzhou: a manifesto

For @sugarbabywenkexing and @realitycheckbounced, because you asked, and I am more than happy to deliver.

Starting notes: I do not at all like reducing characters to simple archetypes/tropes, so trust that the complexities of the characters and their interactions are implicitly maintained, and this is of course not anything like a 1:1 connection (how could it possibly be), just core themes that stood out to me from both relationship dynamics.

Also, the Durge connection is going to be affected by how you personally conceptualize/play Durge, but I am writing this with a Neutral Resist!Durge in mind, so that's what we're going with for the sake of this meta.

Spoilers for both canons, but especially the Dark Urge backstory.

Durge & Zhou Zishu

[Using my own Durge, Kelis, for the image - incredible art by @somespareserotonin-please]

A cult leader of a murderous organization, with an ocean's worth of blood and evil on their hands, who has broken away from that past but doesn't expect or even pursue anything like forgiveness or true redemption.

These characters are so unique to me because they hold regret for their actions, but not in the traditional "past evil seeks redemption" way that is familiar. They're so much more complex in their motivations, desires, and conceptions of the world than that.

Astarion & Wen Kexing

Steeped in blood and spending the majority of their lives being taught that power is all that matters, and those who have power will only ever use it against those who do not. The only way to get out from under the heel of those above you is to overthrow them, take their position, become worse than they could ever be.

When free from the oppressive darkness they were "raised" in, even for a brief period, they grasp onto it with a bloodthirsty glee.

Halsin & Han Ying

Loyalty and devotion are the very core of these characters, deep-rooted. They feel the weight of responsibility upon their shoulders and they wear it like a mantle. When they make a promise, especially to one they are devoted to, they will see it through, no matter how long it takes, or how much it requires of them.

Relationship Dynamics

Astarion and Durge are to each other, in so many ways, what Zhou Zishu and Wen Kexing are in another universe. They find each other at a time when their fates are at a point of divergence, and they find a kindred spirit - a kindred monster - within each other. They make each other better, but they do not make each other morally good.

Durge and Halsin have the capacity for a very similar relationship dynamic to Zhou Zishu and Han Ying. In an ideal situation, Durge is the one who makes it possible for Halsin to make good on his century-old vow to see the Shadow Curse broken. He showcases a great deal of respect for Durge as a leader, and a significant amount of loyalty and adoration for them as well.

Finally, Halsin and Astarion have the potential for a relationship with similarly disparate and flexible conceptions as Wen Kexing and Han Ying. They can be equal partners in truth, bonded first over their shared devotion to Durge, if provided enough time and narrative support to build such a relationship. They can be comrades with a bond of devotion only, not engaged romantically with one another but appreciating the other for their importance to Durge. They can be neutral parties, without true care for one another, but still cordial for the sake of their shared love. These are just three examples of a truly infinite number of variations.

Thank you for coming to my TedxTalk. All six of these idiots are so absurdly important to me. I'd love to hear any thoughts you may have!