#suga x ftm reader

[takamishinko]

karasuno and nekoma scenario + headcanons for ftm reader

pronouns: he/him

warnings: dead naming, slight harassment and tranphobic comments like using the wrong pronouns.

a/n: this was a request from @mi-ts i hope you enjoy this and this is what you're looking for :) i added in some headcanons of my own as well. pls tell me if i said anything offensive in there by accident, i was also super tired when i wrote this so pls excuse me for any mistakes :'D

karasuno:

i feel like the entire team is pretty supportive and definitely not transphobic

the only person that i could possibly think of that doesn't understand transitioning would be tanaka but even then he'll still support you in whatever decision you make

let's start off with the first years

hinata and kageyama definitely uses correct pronouns though i feel like kageyama might forget sometimes but he'll just use they instead

tsuki doesn't care much and i don't think he cares a lot about anything other than maybe yamaguchi

yamaguchi would be really sweet about it, correct pronouns 100%, no mistakes or mess ups. he'll probably pay more attention to you and help you with whatever you need

kinoshita and narita are both super supportive people so they wouldn't care that much but they would definitely use right pronouns and all that

ennoshita is kind of the leader of the group right? i feel like he would advocate your pronouns only if ur comfortable with it though

alright third years

suga.

supportive supportive supportive super supportive

makes sure your absolutely 120% comfortable with your surroundings and if there are people bothering you he's not scared to get asahi and daichi to square up with them

daichi is pretty lowk about it. respectful of course. always tries to help you with suga but doesn't end up helping a lot but that's ok

lastly asahi would be…

pretty nervous about making sure he doesn't use the wrong pronouns or make you uncomfortable

like overly cautious but you find it funny and adorable

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"yo y/n! what took you so long? practice started 10min ago." tanaka shouted from across the gym.

"sorry…i got caught up with something." you replied with a sad tone in your voice.

the team immediately noticed something wrong. you were usually a pretty cheerful person and sulking like that didn't seem right to them. 

"woah woah, you good man?" noya said while tapping you shoulder.

"yah i'm fine guys, thanks." you lied.

"even a dumbass like hinata and king over there would know you're not fine, what's wrong." said tsuki.

"hey we heard that! but seriously y/n-kun, is everything ok?" hinata said while walking over with kageyama. 

"it's nothing much really… some second years called me uhh… "baby girl" today and asked me if i had anything to do after school. they wouldn't let me go either even after i told them i had somewhere else to be…. and the fact that i'm not a girl anymore." 

"they fucking what now?" suga said with an incredibly hostile smile on his face. 

"do you know their names?" daichi asked.

"yah its f/n l/n and f/n and l/n…" 

"those two sons of bitches??" tanaka and noya screamed in unison. 

"yah do you guys know them or something?" 

"they're in the class beside ours, we don't know much about them except that they're annoying as fuck. they've been making girls uncomfortable all year long." noya replied.

"oh… they must've thought i was a girl since i didn't wear a… y'know." 

"that's still no reason to do that to you y/n. first of all you weren't comfortable with them flirting with you, second of all you also told them that you're a guy and they still called you that." asahi said 

"yah that's true." daichi said with the rest of the team nodding their heads in agreement.

"don't worry y/n, we all know it's not your fault the binders don't work. no matter what you wear or how you look, the team will always see you as who you want to be!" suga said with a bright smile on his face this time.

a smile appeared on your face with warm thoughts entering your mind. knowing you have friends that care about you this much is truly a blessing you don't want to lose. 

"on a side note, suga and i know those 2 as well. in fact we know their homeroom teacher too, i'll go report to their teacher tomorrow. he loved suga and i, we were his best students." 

a small giggle came out of you and so did some happy tears. 

"thanks guys! it really means a lot." you said to all of your friends.

the rest of the practice was filled with joy and laughter. a few days later you received a handwritten apology from the two assholes you were talking about.

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nekoma:

same as karasuno i'm almost 100% sure none of them are transphobic and they would all be supportive. same case of tanaka with yamamoto though if anything

after you came out kuroo just gave you his signature smirk and a big thumbs up and continued to do his chemistry.

kai.

omg don't even get me started

he is SO supportive and just the nicest person possible

he's not aggressively supportive like suga but he's literally just always there for you. before you even realize you need something he already has it.

water, food, whatever it is.

yaku (personal nekoma fav), super chill about it

"oh cool, just let me go tell lev so he doesn't mess up your pronouns."

"lev for the last fucking time it's y/n and he/him it's not that hard to remember."

bonks lev everytime he messes up but he eventually got it

fukunaga just goes: 

":3 👍" 

so precious, never messes up your pronouns and names

kenma definitely doesn't mess up, remembers it well and i think he would just be like:

"cool, make sure you let the team know. especially lev…"

yamamoto would maybe mess up but he's trying his best

inuoka and shibayama:

i love these 2 so much btw^

inuoka would be excited cuz this is the first time someone ever came out as trans to them.

shibayama is just beside inuoka also being excited and nodding his head agreeing with everything he says

in conclusion these 2 are baby

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"hey guys what's up!" 

"ah y/ns here." kai said with s bright smile on his face, greeting you to practice.

"yo! what's up we're just getting started can you help me set up the net?" yaku said while waving over to you.

"yah i'm on my way give me a sec." 

"kenma go help yaku-san get off your game." kuroo said while poking at kenma.

"give me a sec. I'm almost finished." 

inuoka and shibayama were on the side listening to yamamoto talk about something. you and shōhei rushed over to help yaku with the net. 

"there, all done. thanks guys. kuroo let's start practice." yaku yelled

"yah everyone get ready-" 

just as kuroo said that, two boys entered the gym. they didn't look like they were up to anything good so kuroo stepped up and asked them what they're here for. 

"how can i help you two?" 

"we're just here to find d/n, oh there she is. hey~ you haven't answered our question yet, you free this weekend sweetheart?" one of the boys said as he attempted to move closer to you.

kuroo lost his shit immediately and pushed them away from you. 

"first of all his name is y/n, second of all it's he. lastly if you don't have anything else to say, please leave, our practice is about to start." 

"chill captain~ we just wanted to talk to this beautiful lady over here." 

"for the last fucking time you bastards it's-" yaku cut off kuroo before he could finish.

"leave it to me. you, tall one on the left, f/n l/n from c/n right?" yaku asked.

“y-yah why?” 

“your chemistry mark, 53% and you didn’t pass the test you took on thursday.”

“w-what ??! i don’t even know my mark yet how do you-”

“and you, the stick on the right, f/n l/n. you’re even worse, 49% as your total and your test? i’d embarrassed for you.”

“what the fuck?? w-who are you?!”

“yaku morisuke, 3rd year. the assistant for your chemistry teacher. now if you don’t want your marks leaked to the entire school i suggest you leave y/n here alone and get out.”

“tch yeah whatever !” the 2 boys said as they scurried away. 

“yaku-san!! that was so cool!!” everyone said.

“don’t worry about it! it’s what y/n deserves” he said with a huge thumbs up.

[gogo-karasuno]

Suga with a FtM s/o?

Suga with Trans!Masc S/O

Dotes on you. Gods, he’s such a sweet boyfriend and just has to tell you how much he loves you.

If you’re okay with being addressed as Name-chan he stills uses it on occasion. It’s something he does with the others too when he’s feeling mischievous. “Daichi-chan” or “Asahi-chan” is a clue he’s totally going to Cause Problems on Purpose.

Shares his clothes or goes shopping with you. He’s more slender than muscular with a pretty face; finding clothes that fits properly or look more masculine takes effort.

If it’s a dysphoric day (if you have dysphoria) then he’ll join you on making it a hoodie or oversized flannel kind of day.

The some of the team jokingly call you, “Mom’s Boyfriend” cause Suga’s the team’s functioning mother figure. They also totally treat you just like they treat each other. 

[bangtan-sonyeon-dang]

BTS drabbles and fics

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Please Stay With Me (Min Yoongi x ftm trans guy)

525,600 Minutes (Namjin comic con au)

Haven (Yoonmin fallen angel au) (unfinished)

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"That Horrible, Wonderful Feeling" (Namjoon x Male Y/N)

Chapter 1: Ideal Woman 🥀🏳️‍🌈❤️‍🔥

Chapter 2: New is Scary 🌸🏳️‍🌈❤️‍🔥

"Heat, Rubber and Hope" (J-hope x Male Y/N)

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OT7:

Sick in Bed (Hyung Line) 🌸💭⚧

Sick in Bed (Maknae Line) 🌸💭⚧

Clothing has No Gender 🌸💭🏳️‍⚧️

RM:

Halloween Treat 🌶🏳️‍🌈

Stuck In🌶🏳️‍🌈🌸

Jin:

Proper Punishment 🌶🏳️‍🌈

Curtain Call🌸⚧

Christmas Came Early🌶🏳️‍🌈

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Just a Taste?🌶🏳️‍🌈

J-hope:

The Feeling's Mutual🌶🏳️‍🌈

Jimin:

No Filter🌶🏳️‍🌈 🥀

Voice Messages🌶🏳️‍🌈

V:

New Year's Kiss🌶🏳️‍🌈

Jungkook:

A Hefty Resolution🌶⚧

Stray Kids Oneshots

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Y/N Coming Out (Hyung Line) 🌸❤️‍🔥🏳️‍🌈💭

Y/N Coming Out (Maknae Line) 🌸❤️‍🔥🏳️‍🌈💭

Y/N Coming Out as Trans🌸💭🏳️‍⚧️

Bang Chan:

Bulking Up, Eh?🌸❤️‍🔥🏳️‍🌈

Lee Know:

Changbin:

Cuddles and Muscles🌸🏳️‍🌈

Hyunjin:

Han:

Felix:

Seungmin:

I.N:

[gremlin-writes-angst]

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Just a Wing-man: KiriKami💘 & BakuKami(💔

The Unkissable Prince: ShinKami💔🩹💫

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Addictive Cologne: KiriBaku💘 & BakuDeku💔

Played: ShinKami💘💔💌

Safety Net: Bakusquad💔🩹

Puppylove: KiriKami💘 & KiriBaku💔

AOT

Touch-starved: Levi x Reader💔🩹💫

Blooming Panic

Don't Breck my Heart: Quest x Reader💔🩹

Jealous Idoit: Quest x Reader 💔🩹💕

Redactedverse

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Chapter 2

Chapter 3

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Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

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Chapter 1

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Not My Partner: Quest x Reader 💔💘⚙️

Chapter 1

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A Collared Wolf 💔🎟⚙️

Chapter 1

Knowing is Safe 💔⚙️

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

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Hanahaki: KiriBaku & Kiri x Reader💘,💔💌

Birthday Wishes: Denki💔

Loud Obnoxious Confident Blond: Denki💔

Blooming Panic

Special Human: LI's x Reader💕💌

Yandere: LI's x Reader💔(💫💘?)

Escaping: LI's x Reader💔💌(💫💘?)

First-kisses: LI's x Reader💕

At Home Salon: Xyx x He/him Reader💕💌

Learn a Lesson: LI's x Reader💕💌

You're Warm: LI's x Reader💕

Haikyuu

The Sixth Choice: Suga x Reader💔💘

Headcannon’s

MHA

Kirishima sexuality: Kiri

Hero Merch: Momo, Fatgum, Kiri, Shoji, Ojiro, etr.

AOT

Attack on Tuition: Eren, Mikisa, Armin, Annie, Ymir, Historia, Jean, Connie, Sasha & Bertholdt💔

Blooming Panic

Long-Distance: LI's x Reader💕💌

Lawyered: LI's x Lawyer Reader 💕💌

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Im on the team pt - 4

Pt 1 Pt 2 Pt 3

Haikyuu x ftm reader

Summery: 1st day of the training camp

When we came back for the longer training camp I was much more relaxed. Last time it was only one night but just a few weeks later and were back. Everyone’s been starting to try new things, I think last training camp had everyone realizing we don’t match up at all. Iv been working with Noya a bit more on receiving and everything a libero does as well as working with Tanaka on spiking. But the most interesting thing Iv been doing is helping Kagayama out, he’s working on a new kind of set and asked me if I would throw for him one day after practice, I was hanging back a bit myself just not wanting to leave the gym and so I decided to help him out. I’m seeing a new side to him I didn’t know, I’m used to seeing him as the perfect setter like he could do anything, but seeing him struggling and frustrated is new. The day before we left for training camp we were practicing his set and he got angrier then I had ever seen him, he threw the ball and shouted.

“Ahhhhhh! Why can’t I get it!”

I’m immediately on the ground trying to figure out what to do to help calm him down, but the only thing I can think of that he likes is volleyball. Sooo

“Kageyama!” He pauses to look at me, “umm I was wondering if you wanted to take a break from your set and maybe help me with mine instead.” I guess that got him to pause since he was now just looking at me, “is just Iv been wanting to work on it for a while now but it’s just, your so good at it and I just wanted to ask for some pointers, and it just seems like you could use a break so.” His breathing has started to even out a bit more, he looks a bit caught off guard.

“Ughh yeah I can do that.” So for the next half hour we worked ok my set, I made sure to praise and complement him on his set to make sure he knew how talented he was, I’m sure working so hard on a set and not being able to get it is really frustrating. After a while we were both tired so we moved to sit down drinking our water in silence.

“Thank you for helping me out, and you know for calming me down.” His voice got quieter as the sentence went on but I understood what he was getting at.

“It’s all good kageyama. I bet it’s frustrating.” He looks over at me and we make eye contact, it’s nice.

“Iv always been able to get it, and I just haven’t had to do something new like that in a while.”

“I know it’s frustrating, and I know I don’t know a lot about volleyball but even I know your one of the most talented players, you’ll get it, it’s just going to take a bit of time.”

“Thanks (Y/N)”

I smile over at him happy I could help in anyway, he pulls out his phone to check the time, “holy shit it’s late.” I look over at his phone and realize it’s 12:30 already!

“Oh wow.” Kagayama looks over at me and we start laughing, both realizing how wild it is that we stayed here for that long, “oh my god our buss to head to training camp is going to be here is like 4 hours!” Kagayama starts laughing louder.

“Holy shut we should head home huh?!” Both of us calm down our giggles before moving to walk home, we walk mostly together till we half to part ways, “well I’ll see you in a few hours Kags.”

He smiles at me a little “yeah I’ll see you in a few hours.” And with that we split ways.

It’s before the sun comes up that we have to be at the busses so naturally everyone is very tired. I meet Tsuki and Yams there but once Kagayama shows up I move over to him, he’s looking through his bag and so I ask “making sure you packed everything?” He look up startled but his gaze softens when he sees it’s me, “yeah after how late we got home last night I didn’t really have time to pack properly.” I giggle at him, “lucky I pack like a week in advance.” He chuckles “maybe I should start doing that to huh.” Coach gives a little speech and tells us all to get on the bus, I was originally planning on sitting wish Tsuki and Yams but they ended up sitting together and Kags asked if I wanted to sit with him so that’s what I did. Not long into the drive I ended up falling asleep with my head on Kagayamas shoulder, and he fell asleep with his on my head. But we were rudely awoken by Daichi “come on idiots were here.” I know I have a massive blush in my face so I get up and move to get off the bus quickly, I hear Daichi chuckle at us but ignore it and move quickly, one off the bus I move to find Tsuki and Yams, “so I see you’ve become friends with the king?” Tsuki says skeptically, “oh shut it Tsuki.” Yams laughs at us as we see Nekoma come out to greet us.

I walk over to where Kenma is talking to Hinata excited to see him again since we talked a bit at the last training camp and he seems super cool, “hey Kenma!” He looks away from Hinata and smiles at me “hey (Y/N), I was just talking to Hinata about the camp.”

“Oh yeah! It’s in a different place, do you know why?” Kenma chuckles at that question “yeah it’s a bigger space and a bit cooler here, but there’s a lot of bugs.”

“Fuck I should have brought bug spray.”

“It’s ok you can use mine if you wanna,” he says smiling a bit.

“Are you sure that would be ok?”

“Yeah I don’t mind!”

“Thanks Kennma.” I smile at him but the moment is cut short by a super tall guy yelling over at Hinata “hey did you grow taller yet?!” The two start bickering and I give Kenma a surprised look,

“that’s Lev, he’s the new kid for us.”

I giggle at the distressed look he gets looking over at the tall kid.

“I’m guessing he’s...a lot.”

“How’d you know?”

“I mean he did interrupt our conversation by yelling at Hinata about his height.” Kenma laughs at that.

“So (Y/N) you play any video games?” Me and Kenma talked the entire walk to Karasanos room, finding we have quite a bit in common, from our love of the same video games to our inability to sleep most nights. He’s nice to talk to, his calm and quiet tone is relaxing to listen to and his more subtle demeanor is cute.

We all put our bags in the room and got ready for our first game today. I didn’t play in the first few, but after a couple they switched me into the libero spot for a while and then I played middle blocker. We aren’t doing too good tho, haven’t won a single game, and after the 8th time doing the run for the loosing team I think I’m gunna die. When the end of the day came around we all collapsed after our last run.

“Ughhh I don’t think I can breath” I hear tanaka yell.

“We lost every game, how’d we lose every game.” Suga asked

We looked into the gym to watch the one game that’s still going, we are nowhere near that level. Daichi sits up and says he’s going to work on the synchronized attack, so everyone started to scatter.

I look over and see Tsuki walking away from the gym most of our team was using and Yams yells over at him “you aren’t going to practice Tsuki?” Tsuki turns around “no, we practice enough already.” And starts walking away, I knew Yams was probably itching to go practice his serve so I tell him, “go, I’ll follow the giraffe.” He smiles gratefully at me and I starts chasing after the blond boy.

“Tsuki wait up!” He doesn’t turn around so I start running faster till I catch up with him. “ughhh why are your legs so long!”

“There not that long yours are just short.”

We pause for a moment, it’s awkward. Me and Tsuki have never had an awkward moment, I don’t like it.

“Aren’t you going to practice?”

“No, we do that enough, everyday for hours we practice, I’m done for the night.”

I’m so lost on what to do at this point, I want him to come practice but I can’t force him too,

“Hey glasses kid,” I hear a voice say and turn around Tsuki stopping in his place, “oh and (Y/N)” it’s Kuroo from Nekoma.

“You guys wanna come practice with us? We could use another blocker!” I look over to Tsuki hopefully, maybe this will be the opportunity to get him motivated. Tsuki looks up and with the fakest smile on his face he says “sorry, I’m all done for the night.”

Kuroo and one of the other guys I think from Fukurodani are both appalled by his response,

“You know he may not look it but he’s one of the top 5 aces is Japan.”

The owl looking guy stands up taller and puffs out his chest looking proud. It’s cute!

“Yeah I think he’s still upset he’s not in the top 3 anymore.” I chuckle, there fun, you can tell they all joke around a lot.

“Well I’m in.” I say walking up to the gym and yelling back at Tsuki “don’t make me do this alone.” The three others stay in the door continuing to try and convince Tsuki to join.

I’m walking through but jump when I her “oh hi” from the floor, looking down it’s the tall kid who was talking to Hinata earlier. He looks like a baby dear before it can walk!

“What happened to you?”

“Kuroo did.” I laugh back at him. He sits up more going over to sit agains the wall and I move to sit next you him.

“Your a first year right? How long have you been playing?” A guy like him is clearly a powerhouse, I assume he’s been playing for years.

“Oh I just started!” He says with a goofy grin on his face,

“You just started!!”

“Hey! How long have you been playing!” He says in an amusing accusatory tone

“Well, I kinda just started too!”

“Haha were tied.” I smile over at him, he looks kinda intimidating but he certainly doesn’t act it as he giggles at our interaction. I think back to when I first saw him earlier he was with Kennma, I wonder where he is?

“Hey your on the team with Kennma right, I just talked to him earlier today and haven’t seen him around much since?”

“Oh Kennma?” I hear Kuroo yell jogging over to us “he went to go play some video games, he’s not really the type that needs to practice, nor do I think we could get him too!” He chuckles.

“Oh that reminds me! Did you get Tsuki to join?”

Kuroo gets a cocky smile on his face looking over his shoulder to see Tsuki looking angry. I get up but before I Kuroo I say “great, you made our tall guy with glasses angry.” I laugh at him sarcastically, he laughs back loudly and we go to start our first practice game of many.

An: hey guys sorry it’s been too long, I’m currently thinking I’ll make this a Kenma x Reader X Kuroo or maybe a Tsuki X reader not sure yet!! Let me know what you think!!!

[aizawaslovebot]

Can I have a trans male x suga, oikawa, and Kuroo? I don't see a lot of trans male 🥺

—with an ftm! s/o

[suga, oikawa, kuroo, & bokuto x ftm! reader]

also requested by anon: "can i get a trans male fic? idrc who the character is. anyone from karasuno, nekoma, fukurodani, or seijoh.

—note: i don't usually do 4 characters or more but i decided to indulge this time since i combined two requests and made them headcanons instead :)) if i wrote anything wrong, please tell me and educate me :)

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sugawara koushi

more than likely to research, ask for advice from other people if he knows someone who is also trans, etc

bubs is willing to do anything to make you feel yourself

hands down will also be ready to chop anyone who will disrespect his bABY 😤

ready to bark at anyone who doesn't want to respect your pronouns

feRAL SUGA AHQHSHS

on your sad days, suga would be likely to have you coddled up on his bed with blankets while he prepares snacks you like or if you have something you like to do, he'd be down 1000%

oikawa tooru

also very likely to do research

anything to make you feel comfortable bubs!!

100/10 would likely make iwa force kyoutani to go all mad dog on anyone who does you harm

if his fanbase happens to offends you even in the slightest bit, this man is ready to drop everything to defend your honor

he'd be all smiley right? then one comment would be heard right? oikawa would drop his smile and look all

he'd be fuming but a tug from you would make him go back to being ☆ﾟ°˖* ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

scary man go brrr

tooru never fails to make you feel better!! you wanna go shopping? please please pleaaase let him style you so you two could be the fashionable boyfriends that everyone is envious of ❤️

kuroo tetsuro

wants to have you tell him everything you need

your pronouns? he respects that 😩✊🏼

would allow you to style both of you so you two could be the pretty boyfriends

doesn't take disrespect towards you from anyone. not even you.

no doubting yourself in kuroo's house— mans would prepare a 150-slide presentation on why you're the best boy in the whole world and why you should love yourself <3

also becomes scary if he encounters anyone transphobic. like he'd be all 🙂 and passive aggressive towards the bad person

probably willing to make anyone cry if they happen to make you insecure :>

if you've told him before what you do when you're sad, even if you just mentioned it, he'd be immediately doing that!! will exert a lot to make you feel better

bokuto koutaro

will absorb everything you teach him about yourself

already acts like you're a guy anyway so you won't feel dysphoria with this bby

on that note, he actually forgets that you're trans because to him you're his bby boy

so your sad days would probably go like:

"i just wish i'm normal."

bokuto can't ignore the tears in your eyes so he picks his words carefully as he adjusts you in his hug. grasping your hands tightly and kissing your left hand he says,

"there's nothing wrong with being left-handed baby."

he says it so earnestly it lifts you up already

also realizes his mistake but the giggles he hears from you is what's important

he just wants you to be yourself and mans, like all the mans we've mentioned, will be more than willing to do anything for you ❤️

—reblogging helps, thank you! if i happen to offend anyone please tell me and educate me :D

[vs-redemption]

Oneshots

Kurasuno

Daichi Sawamura

Osaka Castle (Daichi x Fem!Reader)

Father’s Day (Daichi x Fem!Reader)

Daichi’s Super Power (Daichi x GN!Reader)

Proposal (Daichi x GN!Reader)

Black Out (Daichi x GN!Reader)

Stargazing (Daichi x GN!Reader)

Historical AU: Samurai (Daichi x FEM!reader)

Springtime Drabble (Daichi x GN!Reader) Astronomically Good Birthday (Daichi x GN! Reader) Valentine's Day (Daichi x GN!Reader)

Koushi Sugawara

Alaska Tour (Suga x GN!Reader) A Proposal (Suga x GN!Reader)

Tobio Kageyama

Body Swap AU (x Fem!Reader)

Traffic Jam: Zombie Apocalypse AU

Historical AU: American Frontier (xGN!Reader)

Shoyo Hinata

Giggles (Hinata x GN!Reader)

Sydney Opera House (Hinata x GN!Reader)

Spring Time (Hinata x GN!Reader)

Kei Tsukishima

Seashells (Tsukishima x Reader)

Seijoh

Tooru Oikawa

Cranky (friend!Oikawa x grumpy!reader)

Case of the Ex (Oikawa x GN!Reader)

Words Hurt - comfort (Oikawa x GN!Reader)

Happy Birthday Oikawa (Oikawa x GN!Reader)

Mixtape (Oikawa x GN!Reader)

First Kiss (Oikawa x GN!Reader) Dog's Birthday (Oikawa x GN!Reader)

Hajime Iwaizumi

First Dance (Iwa x Chubby!Fem!Reader)

Fukurodani

Kotaro Bokuto

Perfect Day (Bokuto x Fem!Reader)

Beach Getaway (Bokuto x Reader)

Inarizaki

Atsumu Miya

College AU (Atsumu x Fem!Reader)

Rome (Atsumu x Reader)

Shopping in Milan (Atsumu x Reader)

First Kiss (Atsumu x GN!Reader)

Osamu Miya

Fireworks (Osamu x Reader)

Nekoma

Tetsuro Kuroo

Cityscape (Kuroo x Reader)

Kozume Kenma

Comfort (Kenma x Sad/Depressed!reader)

Headcanons

Goshiki with a trans (ftm) reader

Kyotani with a trans (ftm) reader

Comfort for Panic Attacks/Anxiety (Oikawa, Atsumu, Bokuto, Kuroo)

Comfort for Panic Attacks/Anxiety (Daichi, Kita, Ushijima, Terushima)

Cute things I wouldn’t mind doing (Daichi, Oikawa, Kageyama, Iwa, Bokuto)

Reactions to you going on a summer vacation without them (Daichi, Iwa, Kageyama, Oikawa, Bokuto, Tanaka)

Soft Iwa Headcanons

Bad day comfort (Tsuki, Osamu, Suga)

Sleeping In with (Miya Twins, Sakusa, Bokuto, Kuroo, Mattsun)

Easter Egg Hunt (Seijoh vs Karasuno)

Father's Day Headcanons: Oikawa, Akaashi

Teacher Appreciation Week (Iwa, Tsukki, Kenma)(

[ukaissugarbaby]

☀️Crush💕

Hitoka Yachi x Ftm! Reader

Tw: Misgendering, dead naming(D/N), age gap(1 year), gossiping, maybe a little bit angsty)? at the begining.

❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎

"So you like... her?"

"Hm?" Yachi looked confused at her friends.

She had just told them she liked you. Yes, the cute clumsy first year fell in love with you, the second year transgender boy.

When you came out, mostly everyone accepted you happily. At the begining, some people dead named you by accident or misgendered you, but everyone called you by your preferred name nowadays. Or at least, they did in front of you. Then, in not-so-private, some people liked to dead name you and misgender you on purpose. In summary, they liked to act like you weren't a boy, thing that you clearly were.

People like Yachi's friends.

"Don't you know, Yachi?" One of them said dramatically. "(D/N), she thinks she's a boy. She called herself transgender or something like that..." She thought for a while. "Well, I don't care, she's still a girl." Then she smiled fakely. "But it's okay if you're lesbian, we totally accept you."

"But I like guys." Yachi said, firmly but a little bit nervous.

She didn't think their friends would be like that. She didn't think they were bad people! Oh, how wrong had she been.

"Hm?"

"I-I like..." She flushed bright red at thinking about you. "...(Y/N), and he's a boy."

She stood up, with her friends looking confused.

"Didn't you hear what we just said?"

Yachi inspired and took out all the courage she didn't know she had.

"I don't want to hear more. I like (Y/N), and you won't gossip about him or ashame me for liking him. Bye." And with that, she went out the classroom.

...

She started running through the hallways, with a mix of feelings.

She was sad, because she had just lost her friends; she was angry, because she hated the fact that they were gossiping behind your back; and she was ashamed, because she didn't know she could snap at someone like that.

She was so deep in her thoughts that she didn't see someone coming straight to her.

Bam!

She closed her eyes, waiting to fall into the ground, but she noticed that didn't happen.

She opened slowly her eyelids, to show you, holding her so she would't fall.

"Hey, are you ok?" You asked, carefully helping her to incorporate.

She blushed intensely.

"Yeah, t-thank you! You're so good... I-I mean, that's so nice of you!"

You blushed, looking at her.

"Y-Yeah, no big deal."

What Yachi didn't know was that you liked her too.

So you encouraged yourself and looked back at her. She was already walking away.

"Hey, Yachi!"

She turned around to look back at you.

"Do you think... y'know... maybe we could hang out sometime? To have an ice cream or go for a walk. Together."

She blushed deeper (if that was even posible).

"L-Like a date?"

You rubbed the back of your neck.

"Y-Yeah."

Yachi smiled brightly, with that adorable red still painting her cheeks.

"I would love to!"

You were surprised that she accepted, but you quickly asked her for her number, to agree on the details of your date.

While you exchanged numbers, your good friends Suga and Daichi passed by.

Suga was the first to speak, looking at you both and smiling gently.

"Could they be more oblivious?"

Daichi smiled too and crossed his arms.

"No, they could not."

❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎❤︎

A/N: I've made this because I haven't seen a lot of fanfiction about Yachi, and as a person that loves her, I wanted to do one. I'm sorry if it's too short. 😅 I want to make clear that misgendering and dead naming are TRANSPHOBIA and that I DON'T promote it in any kind. That's all!

༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ🍪

[prettyboyhq]

☆Rules☆

Heyo, it's mod Sugawara, the owner of this account!! Here are just some basic rules for requests, and unless explicitly stated these are not meant to be bent!!

Please don't request anything with self harm!! This counts suicide/suicidal thoughts, hurting yourself, and ED! Dysphoria, PMSing, and things like that are fine though!!!

No NSFW!! I'm ace and a minor and just,,,,euck. Kissing and like, making out is fine, just not anything further!

Please limit your characters to no more than 4! 2 for anything longer than a drabble!! If you ask for a full team, please realise it will take a bit longer to make them!

Do write: Karasuno, Aoba Johsai, Nekoma, Fukurodani, and Shiratorizawa!! I also write for Kiyoomi Sakusa, Terushima Yuuji and the Miya twins!! These can be bent slightly!

Please be clear in what you want, otherwise I'll take creative liberties, and it may not be what you want! Example: I would prefer 'Sugawara x ftm!s/o where the s/o has dysphoria' over 'Suga x trans reader'

I do writing for any gender!! If you want the s/o to be male, female, enby, just specify!!

There's a chance I may slightly change the request if something about it makes me uncomfy!

I won't do anything with death, abuse, and sexual assault.

Just have fun and dont break the rules!

[bleeding-green]

Sweet Jin (Jin x Reader)

(this is a fanfic about Jin and the reader. The reader is ftm. I am writing this because I honestly can not find one fanfic with a trans reader so this ftm reader is pre-t and everything and I try not to use triggering words so I use “chest” and “down there” for that so yeah I hope you guys like it)

The Day We Met

"Come on Y/N!" Tae said as you were getting your coat. "Do I look alright?" you ask. You were so nervous why? It's not like you've never seen the other members before. But like Tae said earlier he wants you to "talk" to Jin Hyung. He always talks about how many things you both have in common. But you kept thinking...

'But do I pass? What will he say when Tae introduces me as a guy? Will he ask questions? Oh please god don't ask too many questions.' you thought to yourself.

You look fine. He's cool. Don't worry so much. And I'll be there I'll stop them if they start asking questions they don't need to be asking. I got your back."

Taehyung was so kind to you. You've known him for a while but you guys were just friends. He has always been so supportive. He didn't understand it when you first came out, but he's been your rock because he is your motivation to finally call the gender therapist. Well you don't have an appointment for another few months but you finally got to that point.

"Don't breathe so heavy. You are in your binder you do remember. Just tell me a joke. I know it always loosens you up when you're nervous," Tae says as you both walk to the studio. But what joke to tell him. You contemplate what joke to tell him for a minute or so and then it comes to you! "Okay so a man walks into a bar with roll of tarmac under his arm and says, 'Pint please, and one for the road.'" You say and start laughing a little. Tae keeps walking trying to figure the joke out. "I don't get it," Tae says confused. You sigh and say, "Come on. He has tarmac under his arm. tarmac is part of the road and he said a pint and one for the road....get it now." Tae just shakes his head and chuckles. "You're such a dork."

You both get to the studio and get in the elevator to go up to the room where everyone was. Your stomach started turning, your thoughts racing. And as you start fidgeting at your zipper of your coat Tae grabs your hand. "It's gonna be okay Y/N. They all already know so much about you. I've never showed them a picture of you or told them. Uh. Ya know that you were trans because I feel it's not my place. Your my dude. My really good friend. So it'll be alright. I'm right here."

You ease up some after those kind words then the elevator stops. And opens up and all eyes are on the both of you. You gulp. "Don't be strangers you guys! This is Y/N!!! Ya know the amazing guy that I've been talking about! He's so funny. Sometimes. Sometimes they're like Jin's jokes but don't just stare." Tae is so enthusiastic about introducing you to the boys. Namjoon is the first to stand up and introduce himself. "Wow. He's even more adorable than you described. Hi Y/N I'm Namjoon or Rap Monster. But you probably already know that. It is so nice of you to come up here to meet us all." He grabs your arm gently and starts showing you around. You look back at Taehyung and he just shrugs. "...so this is Jimin. He is the same age as Taehyung. And that's Jungkook. He is the maknae of the group. Oh that's J-Hope or Hoseok. He is our dance machine. The hyper one if you want to add. And next to him is the opposite. Well as in hyper. That's Suga or Yoongi. He is the mad producer. He's a nerd when it comes to mixing the music up but we need it. And this over here is Jin. He is the mario cart master. And since you like cracking jokes too well Jin loves jokes. I mean we like his jokes a lot but he makes jokes a lot. And he repeats them. But I still appreciate them."

You listened to Namjoon as he walked you around the room in a circle. Took in each name yet you already knew because you've been listening to their music for a while. But meeting all of them. They are a lot more down to earth than you thought.

"Hey Y/N! How come we've never met you until now? Like Taehyung has been talking about you for the past few months. And every time we ask him he brushes it off." Hoseok asks. You hesitate to answer.

"Well-  I-  you see I didn't want to rush to meet his friends because Tae and I don't really hang out that much. And I mean we are just friends. I guess I was nervous meeting all of you. I know it's crazy. Being an army and then becoming friends with Tae was crazy to me at first. And meeting all of you was just something I wasn't something I was ready for. With my anxiety and all. But you guys seem really down to earth and genuinely nice people." They all listen to you and you just stand next to Namjoon feeling so small and out of place until you feel a hand on your back. You jump and turn and it's Tae. You sigh.

"Why don't you tell them that joke you told me on our way up here? I know Namjoon and Jin might get it." You smile at Tae and you proceed to retell the joke you said when you both were on your way to the studio. And then you look around as everyone tries to figure the joke out. Then you hear a burst of laughter coming from Jin. He sounded like windshield wipers when he laughed. And he started saying. "The road haha one for the road! And he had the road! Ahhhhh such a good one haha"

You felt accomplished. Someone other than you laughed at your joke.

And that was the day we met.

The Love

You have been dating Jin for few weeks now. You finally came out to all of the members separately. All of their reactions were kind. And as expected not all of them knew exactly what to think of it. None of them asked too many invasive questions. Some of them were really quiet about it all yet they did care and made sure they didn't comment on it all the time.

You were cooking some sort of food you found on the internet that you thought would be interesting to try.

Jin came up behind you and gave you a hug from the back. He was so tall compared to you but you still loved back hugs. You looked up at him as he leaned down to give you a peck on your lips.

"So what are you making handsome?"

"Just something I found on Pintrest. I thought it looked good and I had the stuff so...."

You go back to cooking and you feel Jin's sweet gaze on you. You get a little tense before asking, "Do you want to help or are you just going to keep staring?"

"What do you need help with?" Jin asks.  You think for a second then you say, "Well you could set the table. Unless you are thinking about eating in the living room again."

After you utter those words Jin starts taking the plates you have in the cupboards. He placed them perfectly on the table grabbing your favorite chopsticks and his personal favorite and placing them in there proper places. "Done!" you say really excitedly.

You both eat the masterpiece you prepared. He eats how he usually did commenting on all of the flavors and the food groans. He is such a noisy eater but you love it so much. He takes in every detail of the food.

"So what movie? It's your turn to pick," you ask Jin.

"It doesn't really matter. You pick. It's your apartment."  So you just grabbed one and put it in. You didn't understand why he was being like that. He usually always wants to pick a movie.

You both sit next to each other and you get really nervous. Jin is just staring at you. Not in a bad way, but he's definitely staring. You just try to focus on the movie. Jin glances at the movie a few times but doesn't stop staring at you. You gulp and feel your hands getting all sweaty. You scoot closer to Jin and now you both are touching. You can hear your heart in your ears. Every beat a little faster than the last.

Jin reached and intertwined his fingers in yours. You lossen up a little. Jin lays his head in the crook of your neck right on your shoulder. He was so warm. Then you felt something wet on your neck. He was kissing your neck. And you could hear your heart again. He bit your neck a little and then blew on it. The cool air made you shiver. Then he went back at making marks on your neck. You were completely still. You were either in shock or just really nervous but either way you sort of liked it.

Jin started breathing hot breath on your ear and he whispered, "Y/N are you okay? I will stop if you want me to."  

"No it's not that. We've just never done anything. And I feel we should talk about it before we do anything," you say with shaky breath. "So lets talk," Jin says as he moves away from your neck.

"Well first you know how I feel about anatomy words. Just say down there and chest if you want to talk about it." you say to him. He listens and then says,  "Okay. But what about when we go further are you gonna top or bottom or are we just gonna have to see?"

"We're probably gonna have to see. I mean if I am a top I have things if you're okay with it." you say to him. "Oh you mean toys. I have a few but that's no problem. I would let you top me any day." Jin says. Jin starts to blush and looks away. "I didn't mean that. Well I did but. Sorry. It's just not something I talk about a lot."

You grab Jin's face and turn it back towards you. You leave a sweet kiss, then you say, "I'd top you any day too. But it is uncomfortable talking about at first but as soon as we know each other's boundaries we can bond. And do other stuff." You wiggle your eyebrows at him. He starts laughing and you both giggle.

You take Jin by the hand and lead him to your room. "This is where the magic is going to happen," you say as you push him on your bed. "Aggressive much?" Jin teases. You just shake your head as you start kissing Jin.

Your tongue starts tracing his lips until he opens his mouth more so you can travel every corner of his mouth. Soft moans escape each of you as your kiss goes on.

You break the kiss to take a breath then start kissing down his neck. Biting in places leaving marks of where you've been. Jin throws his head back in pleasure. Moans escape his lips as you travel farther down his collarbone. Your hands grip the bottom of his shirt and you start taking it off leaving his bare chest out in the open. Your fingers trail up and down this chest touching every inch of skin softly and slowly taking in every detail of his body. Jin gasps with the touch of your finger tips trailing his exposed skin.

[gogo-karasuno]

Trans Tuesday Master List

*Mind the tags on the actual posts for possible triggers

Nonbinary Kenma

Agender Tsukishima and Demigirl Reader

Trans Kuroo

Kuroo S/O Comes Out as Nonbinary to Him

Gender-Nonconforming FTM Yaku

Enby!Kagayama with ENBY Reader

Bokuto Comforting Nonbinary Reader

Nonbinary Reader Coming Out to Kenma

Daichi with Nonbinary Reader

Trans Bokuto

Tendou with Nonbinary Reader Coming Out

Trans!Kenma Kozume

Asahi x Nonbinary!Reader

Nonbinary!Kenma x Kuroo

Nonbinary!Yamaguchi x Nonbinary!Reader Choosing Name

Trans!Tanaka x Nonbinary Reader

Trans!Reader (MtF) Coming Out to Nonbinary!Kenma

Trans!Yachi

Suga with Trans!Reader (FtM)

Nonbinary!Reader Coming Out to Boyfriend!Daichi 

[kpopperreaction]

Suga x Trans(FTM) reader songfic requested

This is my first time writing a trans character, ever. I hope I did a good job in writing what you wanted anon~! Please let me know if I messed up anything. The story is based on the song Lie by BTS. Enjoy and I am still taking requests for songfics, drabbles and other fanfics that you guys want~!

 (Y/N); a young person with a dazzling smile, a wonderful personality and the most amazing boyfriend…..but like most people, they have a secret. A secret they are so afraid to admit to their friends and family….that they are transgender. So, only in the private of their apartment, does our sweet boy dress how he really feels and feels like he is truly himself, but in the eyes of others, he dressed how he looks on the outside. He smiles his fake smile and pretends to be what he looks like on the outside.

“Babe, you ok? You have barely touched your food,” a voice questions and (Y/N) looks over to see the worried face of his boyfriend, Suga or Min Yoongi of BTS.

“No worries oppa. I guess I’m not very hungry today,” (Y/N) says with his most convincing fake smile, praying that the elder believes his lie.

“If you say so babe. You know you can tell me if there is something that is bothering you,” Yoongi says and takes the younger’s hand in his own then gently kisses the back of it.

‘Really? I can just tell you that your girlfriend really feels like a boyfriend and you would understand that?’ (Y/n) thinks to himself and gives a small nod to the elder. All of a sudden, Yoongi’s phone goes off signaling that he has a phone call and the elder looks at it.

“Crap, I gotta get back to work. I’ll call you when I’m on my way for dinner tonight. I love you baby,” Yoongi says and gently kisses the other before getting up and heading back to his company. (Y/N) sits at the table for a bit longer then gets up and throws the food away. He heads back to his apartment that Yoongi sometimes stays at when he has a few days off. (Y/N) quickly locks the door behind him and takes off the clothes that he is wearing to change into clothes that make him feel more comfortable and free. He grabs his binding and quickly, but very careful, wraps his chest then heads to his closet. (Y/n) finds an outfit that Yoongi used to wear a lot and puts it on then looks at himself in the mirror. He feels tears start falling looking at himself and sees the only thing he has left that reminds that he isn’t truly male; his long hair. (Y/n) glares at his reflection before he grabs a pair of scissors that sit on the dresser and he begins to cut his hair (I would advise NOT doing this unless you know what you are doing). He cuts it until it is an uneven neck length and he throws the scissors across the room while he sits on the bed behind him as he breaks down.

“I’m filth….horrible disgusting filth,” (Y/n) says to himself and lies on the silky sheets in the fiddle position.

*Hours later*

‘I wonder why (Y/N) didn’t answer me. She must be sleeping,’ Yoongi thinks as he walks to the younger’s apartment. He pulls out his key and unlocks the door.

“Babe, I’m home. Are you feeling better?” Yoongi calls out when he enters the place and he notices the clothes that are on the floor. He smirks, thinking dirty, and he sneaks to the bedroom after taking his shoes off. The elder carefully opens the door and shocked to find the other fully clothed, in his clothes and their hair cute to a short length.

“(Y/N), what is going on?” Yoongi asks causing the other to jump from their spot on the bed. (Y/N) looks at the other in the door and his tears fall seeing that the other is quite shocked.

‘This is it. My secret is out. He’s gonna hate me now,’ the younger thinks and sobs into his hands. Yoongi rushes over to the other and gently cups his love’s face with his hands to try and make the other look at him.

“Baby….tell me, please. Don’t shut me out,” the elder says and his heart breaks slightly at the fact that the person he loves his crying. (Y/N) breaks down and explains everything; how he doesn’t feel right in female clothing, how he desperately wants to be a man, how he couldn’t tell Yoongi because he was afraid of being rejected and hated. The elder keeps quiet and after a few minutes of silence, he pulls the other into his lap and holds his as close as possible.

“Baby, I could never hate you. I love you so much and you mean the world to me ok? I want you to be happy and if being a man makes you happy, then who am I to stop you. I will support you 100% and help you through everything I can. You are not alone ok?” Yoongi says and makes the other look at him. (Y/N) looks into his eyes expecting to see a bit of hesitation, but all he sees is love and acceptance. The younger hugs him tightly and they share a kiss while lying on the bed together.

“I love you Min Yoongi. Thank you for accepting who I am,” the younger says and takes his boyfriend’s hand in his own then falls asleep hearing 5 words that make him feel safe and happy.

“I love you too baby boy.”

[spacedadsammy]

Please Stay With Me ~ 2

Previous

Slight???? Angst???? Warning????

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“Well?” Hoseok prodded for answers. The sun was setting, casting everything in an orange glow. Yoongi had left for his own room to “turn in early.” Jimin followed shortly after, and now Carter sat stiff on the sofa. Hoseok and Taehyung sat on either side of him, so close they practically sat on his lap. Namjoon, Jin, and Jungkook sat cross-legged on the floor as if being told a story.

    “Well what?” Carter played dumb.

    All the boys rolled their eyes or sighed in frustration. “Well...Yoongi???” Hoseok pressed further.

    Carter raised an eyebrow, “How old are we? Is this a twelve-year-old girl’s slumber party?” He stood, not sure where he was going but stepping past the boys on the floor to give himself some room.

    “So we’re supposed to forget that he practically made out with you in front of us the last time you saw him?” Hoseok asked.

    “That was a long time ago,” Carter replied flatly.

    “So?” Hoseok actually looked a little sad.

    Carter swallowed his guilt, “so I’m here to see my friends and to support and be beside all of you while i can. Yoongi included.”

                                                            ***

    In Yoongi’s room Jimin sat perched on the end of his bed while Yoongi pawed through his bag trying to avoid interaction.

    “Well?” Jimin finally spoke up.

    “Well what?” Yoongi replied coolly.

    “Well...Carter.”

    “What about him?” Yoongi’s voice trembled just slightly.

    “Well aren’t you at least happy to see him?” Jimin spoke softly trying not to irritate him too much.

    “Of course I am,” Yoongi replied. He hadn’t noticed but he was frantically digging through his bag, scattering clothes about the floor, “he’s our friend. Of course i’m happy.”

    “Yoongi…”

    “I don’t know what you expect me to say,” Yoongi’s voice was soft this time. “You all know what happened back then. It was good. Amazing in fact. I’ve never been an open person, but you saw it on my face didn’t you? I couldn’t hide anything around him.” He composed himself with a deep breath, “but that was a long time ago. People change. It’s different now. This isn’t just about my feelings.”

    “You could at least talk to him,” Jimin offered.

           “Maybe so,” Yoongi agreed, “I'm sorry... I'd like to be alone right now.” Not once had Yoongi looked at Jimin.

                                                      ***

                         Carter shut the door to their room behind him. He couldn't contain the shaking of his hands or the heartbeat drumming in his ears. He took a deep breath before setting off to his own room. His fingertips felt frozen as he passed Yoongi's door and froze. Move! His mind screamed at his legs to move, but he couldn't. He only stood there wanting so badly to go inside. He's sleeping, he thought. He's sleeping so you should go too. Before he could do anything the door opened, making him jump back to his senses.

            “Carter!” Jimin’s voice rang.

            “Hey!” He replied with a smile.

             “You get a chance to talk to Yoongi yet?” He said bluntly.

              Carter blinked, “no uh...he kinda left in a hurry.” He could practically feel Yoongi seething from inside the room.

             “Well I think you should...soon,” Jimin replied.

             “I will. Promise,” Carter said, smiling awkwardly.

              “Good. See you tomorrow then? We'll be up early so you should get some rest.”

              “Thanks Jimin.” They exchanged goodbyes and Carter headed to his room feeling heavier than before. He shoved his bag into the closet and flopped onto the bed. He laid there watching the light in the room fade from gold to soft blue, and finally dissolving into city lights twinkling through the window. A knock came at his door, jolting him back to his senses. He mumbled as he opened the door, “Jimin I told you I-” but it wasn't Jimin at the door. Instead, he was met with Yoongi’s heart-stopping crooked smile.

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End notes: feel free to drop in my asks if you have any inquiries or thoughts! Don't be shy I love hearing feedback!

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[spacedadsammy]

Please stay With Me ~ 5

Previous

Hhhhhhhhhh this was a little difficult for me to write bc family n things like that. But I hope it helps some people feel better!

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    “Carter!” Hoseok yelled  across the table at breakfast, “Is it true what Namjoon said??”

    Carter almost spat out his coffee. Yoongi glared at Hoseok, but that didn’t stop the whole table from erupting into laughter. “Namjoon what did you tell them??” Carter  squealed.

    “Only what I saw,” Namjoon replied between fits of laughter.

    “What were you two doing so late at night huh?” Hoseok teased.

    “That’s for us to enjoy,” Yoongi smirked, taking a sip of his coffee. Carter’s face burned bright red.

    “Oooooooh,’ the boys remarked in unison at Yoongi’s comment.

                                                   ***

    The day ended up being more overwhelming than Carter thought. He knew he’d only be there to assist and support the boys, but this was a whole world he was unfamiliar with. The only time he could talk to the boys was in the car on the way from one destination to the next. Otherwise, he kept his distance from them and especially Yoongi. He didn’t know what he expected. He understood why it was like this. He kicked himself for feeling so overwhelmed. They are literally famous. It’s not like their relationships with him could follow into public. Still, he felt a bit lonely, and doubt started to take form in his chest every time he looked at Yoongi.

    The time finally came for him to leave. He only wished he’d told Yoongi the truth before.

                    ***

    When Yoongi got back to the hotel, the first thing he did was head to Carter’s room. He’d been given a key, but he knocked anyway. No answer. “Carter?” He called. No answer. He unlocked the door and stepped inside. His eyes scanned the room to find it empty save for a set of clothes laid out on the bed. They were nice clothes; a suit and tie. Yoongi smiled at the thought of Carter wearing it. He’d look so sharp under candle light, maybe a dance floor, definitely dinner. Yes. He definitely liked the idea of Carter in this. He’d have to plan an occasion. Set on top was something Yoongi didn’t quite recognize. It looked like...some sort of sports bra, he thought. But the fabric is different  What is he doing with this?

    Yoongi’s train of thought was interrupted by a muffled man’s voice from behind the bathroom door. “Have you talked to mom about the surgery?” The voice asked.

    “No…” Carter’s voice replied.

    Yoongi stepped closer to the bathroom but stopped dead in his tracks when the voice said, “What about Yoongi?”

    “No…” Carter said again.

    “This is kind of a big deal, Carter. You gotta tell them,” the voice scolded.

    “I know, Taylor,” Carter said apologetically. “I was gonna tell them tonight or tomorrow.” Yoongi’s heart was racing, but he decided it wasn’t right to evesdrop any further. He knocked softly. “Uh Taylor, gotta go okay?” Carter said, “Call you tomorrow?”

    “Okay,” Taylor agreed. “Take care okay? If you need anything call me okay little brother?”

    “I will. Thank you for everything. Bye.” Carter opened the door. He was drying water droplets off his hair with a towel. “Hey love,” he greeted Yoongi with a bright smile. “Sorry I was on the phone with my brother.” His face fell when he noticed Yoongi’s hardening expression. “What’s wrong?” He asked softly.

    “You’re having surgery?” Yoongi’s  voice was low and soft, “you said you were okay.”

    “I am,” he defended, “where are the rest of the guys? I’ll explain everything.”

    “They’re in the other room,” Yoongi replied. Carter took his hand, setting off for their room.

                    ***

    Carter once again found himself sitting stiffly on the couch in the boys’ room. He was squeezing Hoseok’s hand so tight it started to ache. Yoongi was put off a little by it but he found later that it was Hoseok’s hand he needed. Not his. Carter took a deep breath, “Okay. I don’t really know how to say it other than to just...say it.” The room was silent, all eyes on him. “I’m um...I’m transgender, female to male...which means I was born female, but i’m going through a medical and physical transition to become male.” He scanned their faces for reactions. Taehyung, Jin and Jungkook wore proud smiles. Hoseok brimmed with the most pride, flashing his bright smile. Namjoon and Jimin nodded in silent understanding. The only one he couldn’t read  was Yoongi. “And,” Carter continued, “I’m having surgery done in about a month on my chest as part of my transition.” The room fell frighteningly silent for a long time. “Well?” Carter’s voice cracked

    Namjoon spoke up, “Doing this makes you happy?”

    “Unfathomably happy,” Carter answered.

    “And  it is safe?”

    “Yes. I’ve done lots of research on the surgeon and the hospital. I’ll be staying with my brother here in California while I recover. It is absolutely safe.”

    “Then we support it. We support you. If this is who you are, we will stand by you.” Namjoon’s voice was soft and reassuring.

    Carter’s smile beamed with happiness. His eyes landed on Yoongi who was smiling softly but still hadn’t said anything. “Yoongi?” Carter’s voice was pleading.

    Yoongi stepped forward, his smile widening joyfully, “Get dressed sweetheart. We’re celebrating tonight.”

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End notes: Min Yoongi???? Transpohobic????? Not in my house. Also I wanted everything to be as healthy as possible. Like I wanted Carter to come out himself without anger turned towards him or having someone else out him when he wasn't ready.

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