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sorayep · 23 days ago
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dragon-fuccer · 7 months ago
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Hi!!! If u're reading this u're probably the author of this absolutely amazing fic ✨
And if u're not, go read it;!! It's so good u won't regret it<33
First some fanart jumpscare !!! (I hope u're ok w it bc I haven't asked for permission 😭)
It's just how I imagine Jack to look with a few smaller headcannons based on the fic, and there will be more fic related doodles soon, so prepare for that >;D (ofc as long as u're ok with it!!)
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Second, the thing I lured ya here with, aka mine n my bfs ocs, art and description for ya to use in the fic if u want to ^^
TYSM for this offer, both me and my bf feel hella honored and it actually gave us a ton of motivation to actually expand on these two!
Tws : body horror, brief description of violence n death, mentioned suicide and brief description of murder
Smokey belongs to my bf and Something is mine !
Normal text is all written by me and green text was written by him ^^
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Art and design by my dearly beloved:
Smokey
Real name : Victor Wilson
Age : around 26 yo
possible victor lore
used to be victor by marble hornets standards known as smokey
a dropout uni student with raging nicotine addiction (smokey did not retain any uni info but vic used to be psych student (projecting much lol))
prolly watched marble hornets with friends for fun and against better judgement decided to give a visit to rosswood park thinking its a film project in the beginning
turns out its not and they spotted the lanky guy
smokey the horror movie enthusiast wants out at that point before shize goes down but its late and they r deep in the forest so comes to conclusion they r all p much dead at this point
peeps want to go hunt for the lanky man cus cool and internet views
my guy is like f that yall r following basic horror lore of everyone dies im not playin like that and straight up says hes not going and hed rather go and sleep in the burned down psych ward
he gets called a wimp but decides if hes gonna die hes not dying an idiot and decides to vidtape everything on his mid tier phone camera
not sure what happens to the rest but they do their meet cute w slendy and prolly with time like half of em ends up in the arko e way or another
smokey manages most of the night fine but like luck would have it still end up meeting the guy
does not go well
wakes up in the burned down hospital not remembering the last unknown time and broken phone beyond repair
decides oho this is bad lets go back to uni and never talk abt it
meets with most friends back at uni but like 2 of em r missing and they just pretend nothing happened, friend group dissolves
after that he starts slowly having memory gaps, waking up in other places
all comes to head when it turns out he missed 5 months of uni after he wakes up back in rosswood really far from home and skinnier than ever and suddenly no more uni student
after that victor surfaces less and less till hes just kinda gone at that point
Smokey first shows up the night victor goes with friends to rosewood
in the beginning surfaces confused unsure who they are and what is their purpose
with time smokey goes through both phone and computer of vics
binges whole marble hornets in one sitting and decides he has a personal vendetta against the operator
since then they work on somehow stoping it (and terribly fails given the lack of information) leading to continuous trips back to rosewood and sleepovers in the rubble of the ex psych ward
figuring out the nicotine addiction takes a bit of time and leads to pretty nasty withdrawal symptoms as well as a very wrecked dorm room (he does find the cigarettes tho and is smart enough to connect the dots (smart cookie, here have a star sticker))
smokey learns asl and isolates themself a lot in the months of operator research
he still maintains two personas to some extends which is one the masked smokey who uses mostly asl and rarely speaks (to some extent also a tactic against being caught by police) and times when he goes without mask on library searches and grocery shoppings
smokey starts a yt channel dedicated to catching the operator and ending it which attracts at best some people commenting on obvious marble hornets ripoff and few cents into his wallet
with passing time they do start finding victims in order to keep themselves alive n appease the the big slinky leading to series of alleged suicides then turned to series of murders
he starts off with two of his ex friends who go back to rosewood and start showing symptoms he learned from mh
When they commit murder they hide in the trunk of the car and basically hotbox the whole thing due to smoking making the victim whoozy and confused, moving on they connect a pipe (like garden hose or whatevs) to the exhaustion pipe and suffocate their victims with the car smoke
the thing that tips off the police is the nicotine in the system of every victim and an account of almost to be one that got stalked by smokey who upon being discovered (also while smoking and which earned him the name) decided to bolt
since then he continues on just about the same, aka researching the operator, finding new victims and surviving untill they meet Something
His hoodie is dark green, the mask is greyish from the grime n dirt, the big cross on it is black so are his pants and hair
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Something
Real name : Rae Dyer
Age : 23 before transformation, currently unknown
Something used to be a cryptid fan. They worked at a radio station and had a small night show where they played old rock and often rambled about the latest creature they heard about. While out, looking for a new creature to maybe see, they stumbled upon the Slenderman and became obsessed to document it somehow, quickly spiraling out of control and slowly, bit by bit became a creature themselves.
Something doesn't remember much from it's past life. It used to just wander, guided by the static in it's head towards it's victims, always terrified itself but not knowing why. After Smokey found it, they started wandering together. At first they had serious communication issues - Something only able to speak in tap code and Smokey mainly using ASL - but with time they learned to speak with each other, and now they can understand the other almost without words.
Something doesn't really eat, it survives on fear and between itself and Smokey, it always has more than enough of it. It does steal food for Smokey tho, cigarettes as well, usually leaving them in whatever ruined building he decided to stay in for the night. Something got also addicted to nicotine by just being around Smokey so much, leading to separation anxiety fueled by withdrawal when they're apart.
Something cannot speak, and can only communicate using tap code. When it's particularly worried or scared it does emit a small noise, that sounds like a particularly breathy whine, and more commonly when it tries to speak, quiet spider like ticking can be heard coming from it's mouths.
It usually walks hunched over, used to having to duck under branches, entryways, etc bc of it's height.
Something has pale skin reminiscent of porcelain, and is usually wearing a v neck sweater with a white undershirt and jeans or other pants. It's hair is very thin and scarce, floating around it's head down to it's lower back
Also a tiny doodle bonus of how I imagine these two showing up on Jacks doorstep xjbxbcbcb
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We think the most probable case of them showing up would be Smokey getting bonked on a mission (probably by a car or a would be victim) and Something bringing them over to Jacks cabin to get pached up, tho feel free to do something else ya might think fits =w=
Again, thank you so much for the offer, we're both so honored to have the opportunity to show these two off and maybe if you're so inclined getting them a chapter in ur amazing fic<3
If u have any questions you need answered Abt the two don't hesitate to ask them as well! ^^
-Kai n Bean
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elvesandlanterns · 2 years ago
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Ghost Helpline chapter 40
Secrets before dinner 3
Jack peered closely at the green vials, “No way, you actually pulled off recreating a medical grade ecto degecto?!!”
“What like it’s hard?” This bitch.
Before the two could start another fight Ziyad placed their hand down on the little vamps shoulder. Ziyad took over the conversation quickly, “This is great Wilbur, I assume were being given the test batch?”
“Well I cant just go around poisoning my patients now can I?” the manic man laughed, “Though I suppose I can but that would be bad for business.”
Ziyad held back sighs, he admittedly hated working with Wilbur but this was for the greater good. Magical creatures (half breeds his mind unwontedly whispered to him) in the mortal world needed healthcare, and they surly weren’t getting it. Trust came hard to them. Understandably. And while king Phantom was doing his best he couldn’t be everywhere at once. And even if he could be there would always be a sour taste at accepting aide from royalty.
No instead people were more willing, happier even to seek out black market healing guilds like Wilburs. At least then you knew exactly what the catch is.
“Im sure your clientele appreciate it.” Ziyads smile stretched thin. He really hated working with Wilbur, “Speaking of your clientele, when can I schedule my sister to see you?”
Ecto degecto was still in its infancy of being considered a universal blood type for magic kind, but for the death touched it was a necessity. A necessity they weren’t even sure she needed or not. It would be best to check, and Wilburs guild was good at gathering info on his sisters illness. It probably helped that their family paid him so well. Ziyad thought as he bit the inside of his cheek raw.
—- —- ——
Tims heart raced, his sister? His sister?!!! Tim could sill remember the first time he saw the Masters family. The were all gathered about laughing and smiling. They looked so happy.
She looked happy, wheelchair bound and attempting to run her siblings down.
He’d been jealous. Jealous and sad. And suddenly any thoughts of Vlad Masters being some up and coming big bad had disappeared from his mind and he sold his old empty house on the spot. As if the money could somehow be as warm as that laughter.
No no after that first meeting he never suspected Vlad Masters.
He should have suspected his son. Tim grimaced at his own sense of vindication. Guess there not such a happy family after all.
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Jason was actually properly shocked at what he heard. …Was …..was this guy EXPERIMENTING on his sister!!! Green threaded to swallow him whole, how dare he! How dare he hurt someone like that! Hurt his family! Hurt a kid.
Holy shit the kid!
Was the kid his sister?? They needed to intervene now!
This sick fuck is going down.
—- —- —-
Jack wasn’t named after anyone in particular. Violet had renamed him far before she had met the Masters family. Far before they knew. /that/ story. Before any of the kids knew about any of the stories that came before them and by then the name Jack had stuck. But being called Red, even as a code name, felt special in its own way.
Violet and Red like a ridiculous beautiful color combination a pair idiots would make up. And they did. Violet, Konstelacio and Red, Jack. The first time around he had been named Jack because it was common, grounding, easy to play off as foreigner trying to fit in. It was practical. But Red? Red was like roses and hearts and blood and Violet. Like being renamed to compliment her entirely. It made him feel secure.
Now if only it also wasn’t also so common.
“It’s Red —-Red——!”
What ?
All Jack heard was his own name as he tripped over the side of a table clutching his stomach as a bullet wizzed by. Crying out as the bond between him and Violet chooses right then and there to flare up terribly.
“Red!”
“Kid! Oh my gods they shot Red!”
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Ziyad feels something off. Gotham was full of shades and shadows and spirts. He had grown use to the felling of being watched but this felt different. Different he scoured the warehouse turning his eyes up the window just as glass shatters to the ground, damn it, “Its Red Hood and Red Robin!! Get down!” He cant reach Jack before he falls yelping in pain clutching his side, he can hear Wilburs yell clearly too clearly, “Kid! Oh my gods! They shot Red!”
He’ll think about how horrible he is later. Later in bed he’ll think about what Reds blood hands and never seeing that kid in the kitchen at fucking midnight ever again. How he’d never get to hear him and — argue over mechanics and science ever again. Later he’ll think about how lucky they all are to not be mortal. Later, later Ziyad will tear himself apart over his piss poor decision making.
But in the moment all he can think about as he sees the kid get shot is, ‘shit, Violets never going to forgive me.’
He doesn’t think at all as Red Hood rounds closer to them, doesn’t pull back his punch because whoever this guy is he is most defiantly not mortal. Not anymore. And while Ziyad might not be a halfa, he is also defiantly not mortal. He doesn’t think and punched Red Hoods helmet hard enough to crack it.
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Jason is momentarily thrown at the shout of “Oh my gods! They shot Red!” Whipping his head around to look at Tim. Tim whose throat he cut, Tim who he hurt and ignored and mistreated. He looks for only a second and a second is all the man needs to get one over on him.
Gripping his head Jason dodges a kick rights himself back up. The kid is on the floor behind them, shes on the floor. Just like Tim. Jason hadn’t been aiming at her. He didn’t mean to.
Swing. The bastard doesn’t let up for a minute and it takes too long for him to realize the space growing between them and the kid until its to late. Beanie guy throwing various liquids at Red Robin as he yanks the pink teen up harshly and makes a dash for it. Whatever he threw at Tim is turning to smoke, odviscating his view of the man he’s fighting.
All he can see is green eyes. All Jason can hear is Tim choking on smoke. On his own blood. On the blood Jason put there.
Oh it is on!
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The vigilantes take stalk of their surroundings. The men had run off with the case of lazerous water but several crates remained, Marked with letters SBS. Tim walked over to the closest one, he had work to do.
He does his best to block out the sound of Jason behind him, he cant do this right now. He cant. Focus on the case. Focus on the case. This was way bigger than the initial drug ring he assumed it would be and he needed as much info as he could get.
“I need an explanation Tim! And I need one now.” He heard his brother growled out, lovely.
Ignoring his questions he pried the top of the box open. What the hell. What the actual hell? This wasn’t drugs or lazerous water this was so much worse.
“Jason shut up.”
“Fuck no you -“
“Jason shut up and look.”
The crate was insulated, cold. And filled with blood bags.
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mandobls · 5 years ago
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Hi I say your requests where open and was wondering if you could do a Mando x reader based of the song quartet at the ballet from Anastasia or at least the lyric “Someone holds her safe and warm, Someone rescues her from the storm” Please????? 💓💖💗💜💓💖❤️💗🧡💓❤️🧡🧡💖❤️💗🧡💜
warm
pairs: the mandalorian x reader
genre: fluff, angst if you squint, est. relationship
warnings: none
word count: like 200? im not in the mood to check today lmao
a/n: ofc my love!! i took this the literal way, so i hope you enjoy it!
masterlist
someone holds her safe and warm, someone rescues her from the storm
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how did she end up like this?
it’s really, really cold outside, and she’s not wearing much. 
after running from a fight (about maker know what) with din, she’d taken a walk to cool down... but not this much. she hadn’t noticed the whipping winds and snow until she was substantially far from the lodgings the two had found for the night. 
now, the cold bites her skin through her thin nightclothes, and she suddenly remembers the words of the innkeeper. “best stay inside tonight. deadly cold. a storm’s coming.”
“stupid idiot,” she mutters to herself as yet another violent shiver wracks its way through her body.
“i have to agree,” a mechanical voice drawls from behind her. she spins, cheeks suddenly hot, even with the cold.
“din! how-”
“how doesn’t matter.” he lifts a thick coat and a comforter she recognizes as the one from their room’s bed. “come on. it’s only going to get colder.” 
she reluctantly (but secretly thankfully) takes the jacket and blanket, slipping them over her shoulders. she walks quietly beside him, pretending not to notice that he had donned a coat as well. 
the walk back is awkwardly silent, and she can’t really take it anymore, so she speaks up.
“i shouldn’t have run out like that.”
“you’re right, you shouldn’t have,” he bites back almost immediately, and she almost stands down.
“i don’t even remember what we were fighting about.” he’s quiet. like usual. “but... i’m sorry.” the inn is a few steps away, but he stops to turn to her.
“i am too.” he wraps his arms around her, just holding her, and she feels safe. warm.
“can we go inside? i might freeze to death.”
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mando taglist: @llama259, @lustriix, @fic-cheesecake, @fifiyau105, @silteplaittais-toi
complete taglist: @ispilledmyink, @justlovetoreadfics, @asaucecoveredsomething, @multifandom-fiasco, @wolf-lover74
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beelziebabie · 5 years ago
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BRUH i lost the password to this account and i JUST GOT BACK IN im so sorry for being M.I.A guys😭😭😭
that being said.. im not exactly in the obey me fandom anymore. idk i just.. lost interest in the game yk? especially since its not finished and i have to wait for each chapter to be uploaded.
basically im not updating the first deviltuber anymore.
unless by some miracle i suddenly regain interest.. which i heavily doubt will happen lol. but if i do! there will be no schedule and ill post whenever i can :>
though i do have a new blog! its multifandom but theres only haikyuu fanfics on there atm. its @kuroosleftfoot if you wanna check it out!
i hope you guys are staying safe during everything thats happening in the world right now. remember, acab and blm! ✊🏻✊🏼✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿
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krreader · 7 years ago
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GOT7 reacting to you having a sexy performance on stage.
pairing: got7 x idol!reader fandom: got7 warnings: (mentions of) sex ; spanking; idol!reader genre: smut ; fluff ; crack
a/n: I loved writing that one for BTS and I kinda thought it would be fun to do them for the other groups I stan as well, so with me getting more into got7 I thought why not. I genuinely hope that I did the members justice lol (added got7 to my fandoms page) 
ask box | masterlist | fandoms | faq | multifandom reader blog
mark tuan
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Wouldn't have expected the camera to land on him, to be honest. Nobody knew about you two dating except for his members, your members and both of your agencies. You both wanted to keep it a secret for as long as possible, so he didn't think the camera even had a reason to land on him. There were so many other guys in here reacting to you letting your hand glide over your members' hips for the performance, so why did it have to land on him? Who was trying so hard  to keep it together? 
BamBam seemed to think the exact same thing, looking down almost instantly. Mark would be smiling awkwardly and nod slightly, praying in his mind that the camera man would go away as quickly as he came. 
Still, that same night he would ask you why you never told him about how sexy the performance would be, given the fact that you normally shared these kind of things with each other.
“It would have ruined the surprise.”
“Next time? Warn me. I need to prepare myself if I'm watching my girlfriend act like that with another woman.”
You started laughing and wrapped your arms around his neck, while kissing him softly and apologizing to him, promising to make it up to him tonight.
park jinyoung
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Now, he would be one of the most irritated out of all of them. Did he like the concept of your group? Absolutely. Did he like your songs? Most definitely. Did he like you kneeling on the floor with that outfit that didn't leave a lot for the imagination? No. A big, fat no.
You had tried to talk to him about this performance beforehand, but he had just laughed it off, telling you that he wouldn’t get jealous. Yeah, joke’s on him, because he was not looking happy at all right now.
He couldn't care less if the camera would show him on the big screen, all he could do was stare at you and in his head, he was already beginning to think about all the things he would do to you that night.
“See, (Y/N),” he said, while he slapped your butt for the 5th time, “I like your performances. But there is only one person you should go down on your knees for. And that's me. Your boyfriend.”
jackson wang
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Literally the most extra out of all of them (but I'm sure that didn't surprise you). There has been a lot of attention on the two of you ever since you decided to publicize your relationship, so everyone had expected Jackson to land on the big screen when it was time for you and your groups' performance.
Was he turned on by you pretty much riding the floor beneath you like you had been riding him only last night? Absolutely. Did he show it? No. He was just his extra self who acted like your performance was killing him (which was true, in some way). He wasn't even mad or anything, he loved the concept of your group and had always been their biggest supporter.
But that didn't mean that he wouldn't push you onto your bed that same night and whisper into your ear: “You know how hard it is to dance with a boner? This was all your fault, so I think it's only fair that you make it up to me.”
im jaebum
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Similar to Namjoon, he would try to keep a straight face, not wanting the crowd to think he was upset about you swinging your hips side to side, when his face appeared on the big screen, even if he was. He quickly grabbed the water bottle from the table and jugged almost half of it down in one go, suddenly being incredibly thirsty, when your face appeared on the screen next, with that seductive grin of yours that always managed to drive him crazy (and get him hard, without you having to do shit). He almost chocked.
But despite this mask that he put on, he was incredibly jealous and didn't like it one bit. He respected it, of course he did, but he didn't like it.
Because now everyone in this arena was thinking of pinning you against the nearest wall and doing the naughtiest of things to you.
And he was the only one allowed to do that.
So that night, he would. He would shove you against the nearest wall and would make you scream out his name, feeling very triumphant afterwards all of a sudden.
choi youngjae
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Literally a shy baby throughout the entire performance.
He kept wondering how he managed to have a successful and healthy relationship with someone that could lick her lips so sexily that the entire arena was about to drop to their knees. Would definitely hide his face and laughter behind his hand or would look down to the floor, because he knew that if he was watching the entire performance, he wouldn't be able to deal with what was soon to happen in his pants and he really didn't want to get a boner right now.
Wouldn't be very jealous, however, would most likely be super proud and would hug you as soon as he could, telling you how good you were.
“Really? Did you like it?”
“I loved it, (Y/N)” he grinned and kissed your forehead. He might have only seen 20% of the performance, but those 20% he truly loved.
bambam
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Would be jamming to your song the most and would rap all your parts, even when the camera zoomed in on him, he would continue with a big grin, making the crowd go wild.
He would be a bit jealous, because even though you had told him about the performance beforehand, he hadn't expected it to be this sexy.
Nevertheless, he would be supportive and shove that jealousy into the back of his head, trying to tell himself that this was just an act. He did it all the time, too and you never got jealous. What you did do, however, was straddle him every night after one of his shows and made him remember that he was yours.
So he felt like it would only be fair to do the same to you that night.
Which is how you ended up beneath him, while he fucked you into oblivion.
kim yugyeom
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He'd feel almost a little self-conscious. When he was on stage, he danced like you danced right now. He did all those sexy moves too, but not once did he consider your feelings while doing so. Not once did he think 'Would (Y/N) like it if I slammed my hips up like that and maybe grinned at one of my fans?'
Did you think that? Because he was asking himself why you were shaking your ass like that for the entire world to see and even winked at a couple of your male fans. But he couldn’t exactly complain, when he did the exact same, right?
Was very silent for the rest of the night and would only talk to you about it when you asked him what was wrong.
“Are you upset? Because of the performance?”
“You were great.. it just.. feels weird, watching you dance like that in front of so many people. Made me realize how bad you must feel all the time.”
You chuckled and straddled him, “If it makes you feel better, I kept thinking about you tonight.. how good you always make me feel. That's probably why my facial expressions were on point.”
He smiled and wrapped his arms around you, “I do the same.”
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wanna-17 · 7 years ago
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KCON IN AUS FANACCOUNT
i haven’t written a fanaccount in so long and i usually do them on my main blog but i’ll do it here as this blog is active. just a warning, that this will be pretty long so i’ll do headings so you can scroll to the parts you’re interested in. here it goes!
CONTEXT 
so i went to kcon with my sister and my friend. my sister went on friday only cos she stans exo and my friend went both days bc of exo and wanna one (she actually had day 1 p2 only but then upgraded to combo p1 last minute through a good deal) we all got p1 eventually. when they announced kcon at first i was really only into exo, wanna one and pentagon and knew the other groups songs. but i commited to p1 and checked out all the groups adn i fell for all of them HARD as i watched a lot of variety shows and got to know their songs and music. i became a hardcore monsta x stan omg i even watched their survival show and all of monsta x ray.
TLDR; hi touched WANNA ONE, monsta x, pentagon and sf9!!! selfie with kevin woo
THURSDAY: CHECK IN 
i cheked in for my friend and sister and the funny thing is, they’re really only interested in exo and/or wanna one so i basically took all their benefits. so at first we had audience passes for all groups (except wanna one and monsta x lmao) and hi touch for victon, wanna one and girls day. i love victon though (saw them that day but will talk about it later). i first traded my victon hi touch for a sf9 hi touch. there was this super kind girl who was helping everyone trade and she was super sweet. there was someone wanting a girls day hi touch and they had victon. the trading girl advised me to trade cos sf9 are in higher demand than girls day so it’ll be easier to trade. i wanted a monsta x hi touch. so the girl tried to help me it didn’t work so i was getting really stressed as i had 2 sf9 hi touches with me. after 2 hours of running around like crazy i managed to trade one of the sf9 hi touches plus cosmic girls and girls day audience for a monsta x hi touch. wanna one and monsta x hi touch were both in high demand and people were selling them for hundreds (highest i heard was wanna one hi touch for 800) i was super lucky to have gotten wanna one hi touch on first go and also got the monsta x hi touch even though it took a while. i’m super grateful though bc tbh im probably the only person at kcon who got both monsta x and wanna one hi touch without paying any extra money. 
SEEING VICTON 
so as everyone knows i’m really multifandom so i was able to get into victon fairley well before the concert, like i could recognise about 4-5 members. as i was trying to trade my hi touches everyone started running towards a direction so i kinda walked there to check out what was happening. when i got there victon were sitting like at the bus stop and they were being filmed by staff and it was the video that was played on friday night!! they’re so cute and lovely. they kept waving at us.  especially sejun and seungsik. after that they headed back inside qudos and we were able to walk alongside them as long as we kept a distance they were super nice and kept waving at fans. i have a really good video on my phone, so let me know if you wanna see. also tbh, when i was watching their shows, i didn’t find them like HELLA ATTRACTIVE like only just attractive but seeing them so up close and in real life, they are so so beautiful, 100000x more handsome in real life. i was really shook. 
FRIDAY 
SF9 HI TOUCH 
my sister and i got to the venue just before 9.30 and i lined up for sf9 hi touch. it was a pretty long line but managed to get an okay spot  at around centre fourth row. im tiny so i couldn’t see well. we waited for about half an hour and my bae kevin woo appeared i love him so much. and he is literally the most beautiful and genuine guy ever. i’ll make a separate heading just to talk about kevin at the end omg. so sf9 they came in and it was pretty hectic but they’re all so beautiful and hwiyoung did push ups for the mission. then it was time for hi touch and i was not prepared at all. i watched for a while before going up. i was undecided about my bias between rowoon and taeyang but it got confimed to taeyang. i took soe pics of them interacting with fans and they were super sweet and handsome. when i went up to hi touch, youngbin was first and he was like lowkey my bias candidate too and hes just so beautiful and smiley?? i legit remember nothing but i think youngbin said thank you. rowoon was at the end and i told him i watched his drama and he gave me two thumbs up i have no idea if he actually heard me lmao. also told chani i love his dramas but he looked like a lost puppy so cute. i honestly don’t remember anything else but they were all super smiley and happy and some probably said hello or thank you. after i got down from hi touch all the original lines got messed up as expected so i ended up in the front right in front of taeyang and he literally glowed in the room. he kept staring and smiling at me and he waved a few times. oh yeah inseong another bias candidate was like WHATS UP and he was so happy. all the boys were in a good mood and spoke english really well. zuho’s gaze is really strong and mesmerising. also jaeyoon smiled and looked me in the eye. i really appreciated sf9 cos they made every attempt to look at each fan in the eye even though time was so short. it was really funny bc one girl kept making big hearts at the members and some made them back, i was so envious of her courage because i always blank out at hi touches. 
VICTON AUDIENCE 
so i was lowkey regretting trading my victon hi touch since i saw them on thursday and was like: they might remember me bc i was so close plus they’re so friendly and handsome. victon were the most friendly with their fans out of all the boy groups hi touches (yes lmao i got to watch all the boy groups and did 4) the pace was slow and security was chill. i guess it’s because they’re relatively new so not as many crazy fans. they were so genuine and patient and giving a lot of fan service to the fans. i instantly regretted not keeping my victon hi touch. they’d grab the fans hands and look them in the eye, bow and talk. most groups would just bow and smile and quick hi five. they were really amazing 
PENTAGON HI TOUCH
so lol my friend that upgraded to p1 (literally the day before) actually got a pentagon hi touch when i checked in for her so i used it as she was at home and gave my sister the pentagon audience pass. i had planned what to say to some of the members as i love pentagon. when they came out, i was blown away their visuals are so on point.  my bias is hongseok. i didn’t get a great spot but could see most of it. so as for hi touch, it was really embarrassing because i was wearing thongs (had heels in a plastic bag for the concert so i looked really trash and hobo) as i was going up the stairs I TRIPPED bc the girl behind me stepped on the back of my thong as i was going up the final step so it fell off and i almost lost my balance. i was already standing on the stage so i literally had to bend down to the bottom step to pick up my thong and put it back on and i think pentagon saw me bc the girl that was behind me was like apologising and made sure i was still in front of her lmao. i had a complete mind blank because i was so so embarrassed plus my thongs were orange and did not go along at all with what i was wearing. a part of me hopes that they saw me trip so at least it’s memorable and funny but in the moment i couldn’t look them in the eye or anything. yanan was first i mustered up my courage and said ni hao and jia you (hello and fighting in chinese lol) and my imagination tells me he said xie xie (thank you in chinese) he was so so handsome. dont remember order but hui and yuto both said thank you and their voices were low and it was so handsome??? kino was super smiley and happy and cUTE. i planned to tell hongseok that i was his fan since mix and match but i literally said half the sentence and he was already looking at the next person. lol tbh was slightly disappointed bc he was pretty stoned and doing the classic bow and hi five thing haha. 
RED CARPET 
lining up was a mess, basically some girl whose just a fan started a raffle thing early in the morning. but it wasn’t even official by promoters so it got scraped because after pentagon hi touch people started lining up and then that girl was suddenly like those with raffles come here and she tried to get them to the front but everyone else started telling her off lmao my sister went on fire and eventually that didn’t go ahead. im so glad that didn't go ahead bc it was basically against the rules. kcon officially stated that lining up for red carpet would start at a later time but ppl were getting there at 4am or camping out which is basically illegal anyways. so then all the different sections were separated to get into red carpet. my friend and i were very close to the front of  the line so eventually we got to the front row of our section. it was such a disorganised method lol. all the groups came on and everyone was just really handsome but tbh we were really far away even in front row so like after exo (2nd last group) everyone rushed to line up for entry into concert. it was chaotic. i was also in heels at this point and was running around like crazy. 
CONCERT 
my friend and i got in and like p1 is mostly behind platnium except for the end part which is like super close to second stage. so i ended up there at like row 3 or so my feet were killing me but luckily the girls in front of me were around the same height as me so i could see fairly well when idols were on the second stage (the front one). it was very difficult to see the main stage tho. kevin woo came out mc’ing for pre show and some dancers performed. lmao at this point my friend and another girl we met were basically sitting on the ground chilling. 
the concert finally started and sf9 were first. i couldn’t see much at first as they were on main stage BUT THEY CAME AND DID EASY LOVE WHICH I LOVE LOVE SO MUCH. i have a really good fancam of it ksdhqkdhqek and like idk guys they’re so beautiful. like i’ve watched sf9 vairety shows and im so glad i was in mosh so i was closer and could recognise them like if i were far away i probably would struggle too. they did a lot of fan service too. taeyang is so gorgeous he’s my bias for sure lmao
pretty sure pentagon were next THEY WERE SO GOOD TOO. i honestly dont remember much was trying to find hongseok and yanan . then it was victon i think, they were really great too but didn’t see them that well. it was kinda sad cos when hanse introduced himself there was obviously very little screams compared to sf9 and pentagon. i tried to scream but it wasn’t able to like echo through. 
GIRLS DAY QUEENS TBH bc i know them and all and was getting excited and then they did expectation and that was like my jam when it came out. hyeri and minah gave so much fan service and they’re so amazing and on point live i love them. 
omg chanyeol and seola did stay with me AND THAT IS ONE OF MY FAVE OSTS SO I WAS SO HAPPY AND IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND I APPRECIATED IT SO MUCH lowkey felt bad tho cos everyone screamed whenever it was chanyeol’s part and most people didnt know it was seola. it was amazing tho defs one of my highlight performances on the night. 
so then the first 3 boy groups covered the top songs, so hard carry (MMY AHGASE HEART) fire and monster. they were so good
ALSO MC SEGMENTS. SUHO AND SEHUN WERE FIRST AND I DID NOT EXPECT THEM AND I SCREAMED SO HARD AND ALMOST CRIED. inseong and rowoon were the perfect pair, inseong’s english is amazing and they’re so funny. and they danced to like gangnam style, TT and gee. i can’t remember if there was a third set of mc’s
omg so when exo were about to come on I RAN OUT OF STORAGE AND NEARLY STARTED CRYING i had to delete my fancams from bts as well as the previous covers of hard carry, monster and fire cries. EXO WERE SO GOOD I CANT EVEN COMPREHEND IT WHEN THEY WERE DOING TENDER LOVE CHEN CAME OVER A LOT AS WELL AS KAI AND SEHUN i barely saw xiumin and suho. BAEKYEOL CAME OVER A LOT TOO. KAI WAS ACTUALLY SUPER CLOSE MY BIAS IS YIXING BUT SINCE HE WASNT TEHRE KAI IS MY BIAS AND OMG KYUNGSOO ALSO COULDN’t MAKE :( i have really good fancams of sehun, chen, kai, chanyeol and baekhyun KJHSKJWDGKJ
so for the ending, pentagon were on our side the most and e’dawn omg had his hoodie up and he was so effortlessly HOT he kept making peace signs and waving. jinho was there too. made eye contact OH AND I MADE QUITE A BIT OF EYE CONTACT WITH KAI DKUHQU CRIEs there were more interactions with so many ppl like waves and stuff but honestly don’t remember. sehun was the cutest, he was i think the last to leave and was waving at like everyone sobs my boy and yeah i was wearing heels during entire concert, red carpet AND sf9 hi touch so my feet were ded
SATURDAY 
UP10TION AUDIENCE
so i got there later at like 11.30 lmao right before up10tion audience where i’d help a friend film, i actually could have gotten a free up10tion hi touch but my friend likes them way more so my original friend with the pass sold it to her. while waiting in line, i made a friend who was super cool and chill and we kinda fangirled in the same way if that makes sense. like we got along well, liked kpop for similar amout of time and she wasn’t like a super delusional fan and just very nice and chill and we love the same groups soOOOO we clicked well. we were like very near the back of line and we were both filming for our friends anways so we just chilled at the back waiting for up10tion I LOVE XIAO THO we grabbed a chair and stood on it for like 20 seconds before being told off my security. XIAO WAS SO HOT THO WTHH HIS HAIR???? he’s so beautiful 98 liner forever omg i couldn’t take my eyes off him. yeah so we were just chilling at the back.
MONSTA X HI TOUCH 
well before up10tion had even started lines for monsta x and wanna one were already happening so rip me. i was near the back ish of the line and struggles i really wanted a front row spot but it was obviously impossible since all my audience engagements were back to back. i also made a friend and we got a selfie with kevin woo. lined up for a while and got in. i ended up like right on the side where i could see them come in but crap view of stage. THEY ARE SO SO SO BEAUTIFUL IN REAL LIFE freaking hyungwon TBH blew me away. my bias is changkyun and he was so cute when coming in and making his random movements. his english was just aksudkuqdkqu. ok so for actual hi touch, shownu was first and i blanked out bc hes so gorgeous. hyungwon WAS SO HAPPY like he was so smiley and made eye contact and everything i think he was my fave person to hi touch??? maybe??? i told wonho not to lose weight (in light of what happened recently on his v app) but unsure if he even heard or understood me bc he was just nodding and smiling so beautifully at me. i told changkyun he’s my favourite but dont even remember if i got to finish my sentence or not or whether he even heard or replied to me. kihyun was gorgeous i dont know if i said i liked his voice (that was my plan lmao) or just a hello. i think i generally just end up stuttering a hello or thank you. minhyuk was last and he didn’t look that happy???? he’s probably tired tbh. so when monsta x were exiting i was like on the barrier near the stairs again with the new friend i made. so when monsta x did their end greetings they came down to hi touch front row fans again my arms are short so i missed out on some. i know i definitely got another hi touch from changkyun SOBS MY BABY BOY, wonho, hyungwon and possibly shownu too. i know i missed kihyun and was devo
WANNA ONE HI TOUCH
this was a nightmare lining up omg as soon as i got out of monsta x, the line for wanna one was already ridiculously long and i was contemplating on not even lining up. i also didn’t get to make friends with fans bc the people around me were in their 30s/40s so it was difficult to communicate or chinese fans which were so annoying cos they were constantly letting others in and out there was so much pushing in. thai fans as well omg wth. tbh i was paranoid for all of the audience engagements bc they suddenly had a new rule where no water bottle allowed unless sealed but for friday i openly went in with my 1L water bottle and no one said anything. it was all fine the day before but for up10tion no water bottle was allowed so i gave it to a stranger in monsta x line and when i got out she had left it in a visible spot next to the bin. but for monsta x and wanna one, the security guard allowed water bottles it was just so inconsistent and stressed me out. 
for wanna one, pushing was crazy when entering. once again i ended up like next to the stairs where they would go up so i couldn’t even see the stage rip. it was such a hard a wait but omg they finally came out and i couldn’t believe it they were so gorgeous. daehwi was being so extra and some were waving. everyone sang happy birthday to guanlin. tbh im most disappoiinted in wanna on hi touch bc they didn’t even do missions beforehand??? and the hi touch was super rushed security guards were so pushy and violent and there was no time to do or say anything some fans might have even missed out on a hi touch with some members. like i understand that security was probably much tighter as wanna one are super popular so they dont want the members getting hurt and stuff. i was just so upset because i had a crap view and also didn’t get to say what i planned to. like guanlin was first so i said happy birthday in chinese but i dont think he heard or even if he did i dunno if he replied. i told seongwoo i love you but like there was literally not enough  time to process their replies, they were all smiling though. i think i told jihoon i love him, i had the best thing planned to say to daehwi but he was bowing and gazing at me and i kinda blanked for the 1931319th time that day, his smile is so beautiful. i either told daniel to be healthy or that he was my favourite but looking at him so up close was too much for me. i dont even remember what happened for every other member they were just smiling at me and hi fiving. some probably said thank you and hello and stuff. omg minhyun tho SO BEAUTIFUL he was in such a good mood and gave me a really hard hi five and his smile is so beauiful. the moment i got off the stage, regret swept through me, i’d planned to do the jisung clap to jisung but i was so scared of security like tbh even if i did it, what could they do to me? at most push me but at least jisung might remember me lol. the wanna one hi touch was so bad and rushed and after it ended wanna one just left. they walked past again but unlike monsta x they didn’t hi  five any one but maybe thats the instructions they were given. i was honestly disappointed, i’m glad i didn’t spend money for a wanna on hi touch though bc it was just dumb and ppl were selling audience passes for like 200
CONCERT 
omg i was actually in the same spot as the previous day except on the other side cos they swapped sides. the only problem was that there was this super tall girl in front of me and she had heels on too...that was really annoying cos she completely blocked my view :( at this point i was feeling pretty gross and dizzy and even more annoyed as i couldn’t even see the damn stage. 
sf9 started and they were amazing as usual, then it was up10tion I COULDNT EVEN SEE ANYONE OR ANYTHING COULDNT SEE MY BIAS XIAO AND HE LOOKED SUPER FINE AT AUDIENCE ENGAGEMENT. then it was cosmic girls and omg this girl near me had the highest pitch screams ever and she’d do a high pitch scream every 5 seconds my eardrums were legit about to die and then this guy behind me spat all over me when cosmic girls came out...it was so unpleasant lmao
THEN WANNA ONE SDHKSDUKSYUKD everyone pushed even more forward when wanna one started. they played like a video but i couldn’t even see the screens :( they did energetic first and it was on main stage so i couldn’t see a single thing. then they did wanna be my baby and they walked to the front stage halfway through and i could see like a teeny bit. then they did pinata time and INTRODUCED THEMSELEVES GUANLIN WAS ON MY SIDE and daehwi is legit the cutest he was straight up like: guys this isn’t on the script but it’s guanlin’ birthday so let’s sing happy birthday. daehwi is like friend goals he’s so caring towards everyone and his english is the nicest and most soothing thing ever. everyone was screaming so much and pushing and it was really hard to see. but then they did like pinata time where it was like younger boys vs. older boys team and younger boys had to be sexy THEY DIDNT COME OVEr tO MY SIDE AT ALL but i saw some fancams and woojin full on did the thigh move and daniel was cringing hahaha and daehwi was being extra as usual. the hyungs came over more AND THEY HAD TO BE CUTE AND DANIEL WAS LIKE ALMOST SITTING ON THE STAGE IN FRONT OF ME AND POSING AND HE WAS SUCH A CUTE BUNNY he’s so extra and everyone was pushing so hard :( jisung did the peace sign and he’s so cute. i like legit did not see half the  members for the whole concert :( 
OH YEAH SO MONSTA X BLEW MY HEART AWAY THEY WERE SO PERFECT AND LIKE WHEN KIHYUN AND CHANGKYUN WERE MC’ING KHKWHWKU their english. they’re like my two biases (kihyun and hyungwon are bias wreckers tho) and like wonho came down to propsal to the girl that was sorta near us so all of monsta x were crowded around my side of stage and they WERE SO CLOSe their performances were amazing lowkey wish they did newton BUT THEY DID HERO AND FIGHTER WHICH IS AMAZING AND EX GIRL I LOVE MONSTA X SO MUCH. and changkhyun was being al greasy he was like to the girl: angel, why are you here? what about heaven I NEARLY CRIED OMG HE SSO BEAUTIFUL LIYWFDHKWYF wonho is super fine and kind i just love them so much 
BUT OMG AT THE END YOUNGBIN AND THE REST OF SF9 WERE ON MY SIDE AND YOUNGBIN STARTED TAKING FANS PHONES AND TAKING SELFIES WITH THEM OR VIDEOS AND MY ARM WAS JUST TOO SHORT AND HE WAS SO CLOSE TO TAKING MINE BUT I MISSED OUT KHKJSDGKWULICUSLU 
alright this was such a crap fan account BC SO MUCH HAPPENS AT KCON AND ITS SO HARD TO REMEMBER EVERYTHING MAY ADD MORE THINGS LATER but if you read the the end you are a legend
and yes i said hi to kevin woo like every time i was in audience engagement and also got a selfie with him!! he’s honestly the sweetest and kindest guy ever and super chill!! and honestly like monsta x were so so amazing 
ok i think i need to end this here lmao i will post my hi touches and my selfie with kevin woo on my blog too!! ^^ thank you guys1! 
oh yeah ok and like i hardcore stan every group that was at kcon now bYe 
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avengeultrons · 7 years ago
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Title: A MilkShake Date (Part 8 Back to the Future(Reader x Peter Parker) 
Summary: The reader and Peter are finally off on a date! A date that has to, of course, be ruined by certain devastating news.
Word Count: 1330
A/N: YAY I HAVE FINALLY POSTED! It’s been a crazy emotional whirlwind of a week but I’M HERE! I hope you guys enjoy :) 
Part 9
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“Where are you off to?” Tony hardly peeked over the book he was reading to see you speed walking to the elevator, the heeled boots you were wearing giving you away instantly.
You tugged at the sleeve of your blouse, your blouse from home, nervously. A sheepish smile made its way to your face, “Milkshakes, with Peter. I have money and I'll be careful and I'll be home by ten. Bye!” the elevator arrived just in time, right before Tony could ask any questions.
“They grow up so fast, don't they?” Bruce snickered from the cushioned chair opposite of Tony, rolling his eyes. He was becoming so incredibly attached to you and had taken you under his wing; Bruce knew that it would be hard for him to see you go when the time came.
The time was arriving a lot quicker than all of you had hoped. Natasha ran in breathlessly, looking all disheveled. She tossed her bag over her shoulder and grabbed an ice pack, pressing it to her cheek. Both Tony and Bruce gaped at her. She looked positively bitter as she collapsed onto the couch, glaring at them, “So, when were you going to tell me that Y/N was from the forties? Oh, right! You weren't! You were just going to wait until a HYDRA jackass cornered me in an alley and threatened me for information!”
“Peter, this very important. Stop laughing!” you took a slurp of chocolate malt and shook your head while he shook was laughter across from you, “Pancakes or waffles? This is a make or break, sir.”  
He rolled his eyes and pretended to ponder his answer, his brows furrowed as he thought, “Can I please choose both? The world would be terrible if we could only have one,” he laughed. You had to nod in agreement, stealing a fry from his plate.
“Okay, my turn to ask a question,” Peter announced, taking a big gulp from his cold glass of cherry cola. You laughed at him, sitting back in your seat to take it all in. You were on a date, in the twenty-first century, with a boy who actually liked you.   
A groan escaped your lips as your phone started ringing off the hook. Only three people had your number; Peter, Tony, and Natasha, “Hold that thought, please. Sorry,” you sighed, clicking to accept the call from Tony.
He was yelling into your ear so loudly that you had to pull your phone away. It was frantic, panicked shouting that made your face fall and a rock drop in your stomach.
“Y/N, what's wrong? Are you okay?” your eyes stung with tears and you tried to mumble incoherent replies to keep Tony at bay. If that was possible.
You shook your head, pulling cash out of your bag as you grabbed your things, “You're kidding, right? How do they know? I-I'm so sorry, tell Natasha I'm sorry. I'm coming home, we’ll figure out what to do?” a shaky sigh escaped your lips as Tony ended the call before you could get a word of goodbye in, “I can't believe this is happening.”
“Y/N, wait. What's wrong, what's happening? I thought we were having fun. Is everything okay? Jeez, you're shivering,” it was true, you were shaking from the cold. Peter draped his jacket over your shoulders and jammed his hands into his pocket, “You look like you've seen a ghost.”
A shaky sigh escaped your lips, “I-I'm sorry,” you tremored as you said it. Your whole world was crumbling around you. Everything was coming to a sudden halt. Well, everything except you. You were sent flying over the edge, “I’m scared,” you told him. His eyes softened as he looked at you, your own eyes sparkling with tears shining from the streetlights. Peter took your hand in his nervously, giving it a gentle squeeze.
The short walk home was long and dreadful. Your impending doom awaited you, just one short elevator ride away. You would have to leave and go back to 1946. Away from the lavish, exhilarating life of 2017. Away from the tower, the bustling city life of the twenty first century. Away from Tony, Natasha and Wanda. Peter.
You sighed as the elevator doors slid open, “I have to tell you something and...just don't get mad. Please,” Peter took your hand and nodded, insinuating that it was the silliest thing in the world. Whatever you were going to say surely couldn't be that bad.
“We have to figure out what we’re going to do, Y/N. What's our next step? Natasha was pissed, but not at you. She loves you. I really don't want-ugh, Y/N I really don't want you to leave,” Tony’s eyes widened as he saw the person standing next to you, the last person who’s supposed to know about your secret.
You bit your bottom lip, looking over at Peter wearily, “What’s our next step for what? Is there a mission? I can do it, Mr. Stark. I really can,” his face lit up, eyes as bright as his future. You sighed and shook your head, pulling him off to the side.
“I’m the mission, Peter. We have to figure out the next step for my mission,” the two of you slowly tiptoed out to the terrace, the cold night air brisk on your face. It nipped at your exposed skin, wicked away at your tears.
He laughed, his head cocked to the side. It would've been cute in a different setting, “I don't understand,” he said, his chin resting in his hand. You weren't sure how Peter was still looking at you like you were the greatest human on earth. You were a liar.
“Remember when we first met? You asked me when I was from, and we both laughed like it was a joke,” you could see his eyes widen as he suddenly started to put two and two together, “I’m not from this time, Peter. I...I traveled through time to get here?” Saying it made it all real. You sounded like some creepy wizard in an unknown land, or a troll blocking a bridge in a make believe board game world.
Peter laughed nervously, tugging at the collar of his tee that suddenly felt like it was suffocating him. It was all so confusing, “You're a time traveler? Wait, what? Are you saying that time travel is real? When are you from? Are you even related to Mr. Stark?” he slid down the wall to a sitting position, you following suit.
“Well, yes time travel is real. I'm from the year 1946 and I'm not related to him, I work with his dad,” you watched Peter look down at the ground, trying to process everything.
His eyebrows were furrowed as he thought, sighing quietly, “Awesome,” Peter said, looking up at you with bright, wide eyes. He truly was awestruck, that was the only moment you'd ever seen the word ‘awesome’ being used correctly. You shook your head abruptly, swiping a tear off of your cheek.
“The HYDRA base I was held at? They know. And Mr. Howard Stark said that if anyone find me out I'd have to go back,” you were talking quickly to keep from crying, but it wasn't really working. You were crying skyways.
Peter nodded slightly, taking your hand in his, “It-It’s going to be fine,” he said, a rock forming in the pit of his stomach. You rested your head on his shoulder and shut your eyes, feeling the weight of your secret releasing. So much for a great date.
“Y/N?” Natasha tiptoed out onto the terrace, a grimace on her face. You knew exactly what she was going to say, but you could also tell that there was no way she could say it. You clambered to your feet and smiled weakly at Peter, “Tony needs to talk to you. We need to figure out what to do.”
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sehxnismylover-blog · 8 years ago
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my adventures of being an anti to being the biggest stan of EXO
Hey ~ this post isn’t really a need-to-read blog but if you do read it then thank you. Since EXO’s 5th year anniversary is coming soon, I just wanted to share how much I fucking hated the whole genre KPOP itself and how EXO like legit changed my life. cheesy af but bear with me it’s a good story i tell ya, or so I think lol.
I haven’t been a kpop fan for long, but since I’ve been exposed to kpop since I was a kid I grew up listening to a few selected kpop songs which are from the groups every kpop stan should know about. I’m from the Philippines, and I’m still a junior in high school ~ ever since I was a kid me and my elder sister (who also legit turned into a kpop fan herself because of me // both of us were antis before) always tuned in on MTV because music is just the world to us. Back then, I was the biggest brat for One Direction ever since they debuted. So me and my sis would always tune in on MTV to see them, but since it was MTV Asia, ofc they would show groups from all over Asia. That’s when I saw all legends and the biggest hits on kpop  like SNSD, 2NE1, 2PM, BIGBANG, SUJU, WONDER GIRLS, PSY, and EXO themselves. 
Since EXO was already a big hit during the Wolf era, that was the very first time I saw them on TV and I sure as hell hated them the first time I saw them. I was all like, “Ugh, they’re disgusting” and “Why do they even exist” during that time ~keep in mind this was 2012 ~ I tried to let myself watch them but they never just grew on me that time, like ever. And so at school, my classmates were already aware of this rising kpop group EXO, and I could always hear the name Luhan and Chanyeol. I can never forget how much of a fangirl my friend was to them and I was always glaring at them for liking those types of music and bands since I was a hardcore Directioner during that time. 
It wasn’t long since Growl was released, and it became a really huge hit here in the Philippines! I swear to God I remember always hearing the song in malls, in public markets, in stores, in the sidewalks and basically just everywhere! I began to hear more about this group but just ignored it since kpop just really wasn’t my style back then. I saw them around tv, on the news, newspapers and magazines and they just legit boomed during that time. My classmates went really crazy for them and I was still like, “Meh, those idiots aren’t even as famous as One Direction”. 
Then came Overdose and EXO boomed even more but I still ignored. I saw them on TV when they had their first concert on Manila, they were on the headlines for singing a very famous filipino song called “Hawak Kamay” and was praised a lot by people and impressed some elders for that. ugh such an iconic time says my exo-l self who missed a lot during that time
Tons and tons and TONS of EXO merchandise were around the Philippines and everyone I see was always wearing them! Although some were not aware of who EXO was, the name EXO and the members numbers were a big fashion hit here in the Philippines. I always saw WOLF 88 printed on their shirts, some with the other members numbers and printed names like shit they still are a big fashion hit here in the Philippines until now. 
Moving on, I didn’t hear much about EXO during the Call Me Baby era but I still saw them on tv and online. I kind of faded away from 1D since Zayn left lmao lol iconic time but I still liked the band and their music and all. After I faded away from 1D I was addicted to anime and became an animaniac lol. This isn’t much of an important part of my story so I’ll fast forward.
Fast forward to when I was like in the middle of high school, I have a friend who was a kpop fan since 3rd grade according to what she said, and as I’ve mentioned, ever since before I used to listen to a few kpop songs and I forgot how but I did discover Jay Park on tv and then listened to his music and had a huge crush on him for about 2 years before I became a kpop fan (i still listen to him now i luv his music) and then I listened to some of Taeyang’s music (ofc Eyes,Nose, Lips), with which I had no idea was part of legit the biggest kpop band in the world until I was tempted to listen to some BB songs and secretly listened to Growl when my sister wasn’t watching lmao because who doesn’t like that song???, So back to my point, my friend whom I never knew was a die-hard kpop fan since 3rd grade, was always silent since understandably not much of my friends were kpop fans when I first entered high school.  
This part is for me, a hilariously pathetic excuse since this is the time I started being a kpop fan: 
It was when we were tackling about the Music of Korea in class, our book had SNSD, Red Velvet, SUJU, 2NE1, and Wonder Girls and had a fun fact part about Dara since she’s called the Pambansang Krung-Krung (”krung krung” is a filipino slang which means foolish weird or crazy and “pambansang” meaning national so she’s legit called the National Weirdo of the Philippines lmao nothing offensive btw dont take it srsly) here in the PH. So after our class, our teacher told us to prepare a dance or a song in korean and put us in groups and I was a group leader since, not to brag, I’m pretty good at singing lmao, I got a little excited over the thought that we would probably sing Eyes Nose Lips or dance Growl and Fantastic Baby like that was already awesome for me. I had a friend who was really good at dancing so I assigned her to help out learning the choreo with me and I searched for what we were gonna present. I ended up choosing Come Back Home by 2ne1, EXO’s Growl and Good Boy by GD and TY. We didn’t have much time for practicing so we just dropped Growl and mashed up Good Boy and Come Back Home. 
But while we were practicing our dance, we considered Growl and I downloaded the dance practices for our chosen songs, me and my group watched the choreos carefully and guess what? While watching the Growl dance practice, I suddenly felt weird while watching this EXO member I never noticed before. I asked my kpop friend about it, and I eventually found out this little cute boy was Baekhyun. He wasn’t my bias though, my first EXO bias was Tao but after I found out there were 3 members who left the group and Tao was one of them, I became sad. Tao wasn’t my ub tho. 
After our presentations in class, when I got home I suddenly itched to search for EXO some more. I mean it wouldn’t hurt to know about them right? And so I searched and started watching interviews and watched EXO Showtime since people had recommended that watching that would be a good start for a new fan. I din’t watch all the ep’s of EXO Showtime but I did watch the famous episodes of the show, including the last EP which was when I suddenly fell head over heels for the fucking maknae Oh Sehun. 
After that, Sehun just became my universal bias, and then I watched Monster and fell in love, and then I became their biggest fan after just one month. Always keeping up with updates, following all the members who had IG accounts, and officially became an EXO-L just when I celebrated with other EXO-L’s online during Yixing’s birthday last year when What U Need? MV came out and then eventually Yixing became my biggest bias wrecker ever. 
I’ve only been an EXO-L for seven months, but I have memorized almost every lyric of all their albums and have downloaded every album on my phone. I know all their birthdays and their facts and their ideal types and I’ve memorized some choreos of their songs, I havent’t met them yet but I’m positive to see them before Xiumin’s military enlistment this 2019. 
I’ve realized there’s nothing wrong with trying something new out, EXO became a big inspiration for my life, they made me change into a more hard working person. Because of them I actually considered not giving up my dreams of becoming a singer and because of them I actually learned to appreciate dancing lmao. They’ve helped me into focusing on my studies and suprisingly my grades went higher ever since I entered a new life of being a kpop fan.
I explored kpop a bit more after becoming an EXO-L, I also joined the BTS Army fandom shortly after becoming an EXO-L and after seven months of being a kpop fan I legit stan a lot of groups and singers now. I’m a multifandom girl now even tho EXO is my bias group.
I stan BTS, Seventeen, NCT, KARD, 2NE1, BIGBANG, BLACKPINK, DEAN, Red Velvet, GOT7, Jay Park and Heize. I know almost 500 kpop groups and I know a lot about the history of kpop and I know how to speak average Korean now and its only been seven months lol.
Anyways, that ends my long post lol. Cheers to you if you finished reading this. EXO SARANGHAJA! EXO AND EXO-L FIGHTING! Cheers to 5 years with our beloved idols! 
(IM LEGIT SO EXCITED FOR THEIR NEW COMEBACK OMF BYE)
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princesswritediary-blog · 7 years ago
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Follow my journey on how i fall in love head over heel for Deantrbl
Dear diary,
Im so excited for dean's comeback 😍 His voice and visual are soo ethereal im obviously in love.
I still remember the first time i saw him. I was watching Yu Huiyeol's Sketchbook and he came as last performer ( i guess lol im bad in remembering small details )
And i was like who i dont know him i heard his name before since he wrote songs for exo and vixx but i never listen to his music so i was uninterested. I was going to change the channel when he suddenly sang I'm Not Sorry and i was too mindblown to even react. HIS VOICE. AT SOME TIME I THOUGHT HE WAS AN ANGEL ( lol )
Then he sang Put My Hands On You and i lovee it. I rushly get into my room , grab my phone and googled him , search him on youtube , stalk him on his instagram which is @deantrbl btw ( lol im shamelessly promoting him here as well ) AND BAMM HE'S IN MY FIRST LIST OF GUY IM IN LOVE WITH 😂
I am a multifandom but i have this only one guy that i talk about everyday , dreamt about everynight ( eheyyy ) .
As long as i can remember the first guy was Chanyeol. Since i got my first phone at that time so my fangirling mode are more dangerous i can search , listen and support them whenever and however i want.
Then Bts made a debut with No More Dream and i am soo in love with Jungkook . I saved like 78925361563 pics of him and even showed him to my mom bragging about him ( thinking that im not going to change my bias at that time innocent me )
Dean came in my life after that ( please read this in more dramatic sound ). An angel. Im in love with.
I know. I talk about Hyungwon a lot in Instagram. But i still love Dean. Let just say i cant choose between both of them. Like how people ask you to choose between burger or pizza. I'd rather have both kekekeke ( with extra cheese🤤 )
Thats all for today i guess. I just want to remember this feeling whenever Dean made a comeback !! 😩
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