#suckage

[isa-ah]

someone swing by and drop off some booze i am too sober to be handing out candy

[studiomkm]

I might be a Millenial but that doesn’t mean I don’t suck at any and all forms of social media

[poorlydrawninstarsandtime]

[HEY STARDUST, CHECK THIS SHIT OUT~!]

[id in alt]

[chemsexholmes]

god this post sucks

[mosswg]

wasps could never compare to the suckage of bees

lets bring wasp discourse back to 196

[rijinks]

snooze and snack

[keeps-ache]

things have been learned 👍 (slight audio warning !)

[fisheito]

You know who you remind me of? Helga Pataki.

Please tell me you (or somebody else) gets the reference 😂

anon u turned my world to static with that namedrop

on the list of things i did NOT expect to happen ,because hUH??: someone dragging [hey arnold] into my tiny nuca inbox

[isa-ah]

man i wish we could just book it n immigrate already. its so expensive to get anywhere but if we can just get a foot in the door yknow? im tired of being so fuckin broke LOL

[crowned-peony]

I am a broke girl, with expensive taste

[peachdoxie]

Another really shitty thing about executive dysfunction is that a day off is never restful because it's still a herculean task to do basic self care like "get out of bed" and "eat something," so I never actually get time to recover.

[sapphoshands]

Sorry I see calgary mention and have to know the calgary sports hate

provincial rivalry successfully bred into me from birth

[femmefae2005]

idk if i've ever talked about this on here (since i know my loyal 50 followers care So much) but i used to be DEEP in the Lana Del Rey Unreleased Music lore..... anyone else here regularly spend 8+ hours reading the Song Lore thread on lanaboards?? does anyone remember TOSTB (toasty-b) when they convinced their followers that there was a Lizzy Grant era song about to leak called Nonny Peeka Monger..... which in retrospect is an obvious lie but I did still show up at school the next day and immediately gossip abt it w/ my one lanapilled friend.... does anyone remember DOIJROIJ or the gunshot in the leaked V2 of Live Or Die being a trader's mark or the Who Is K? debacle.... i feel like I could write a whole unauthorized book about mz grant from like 2005-2014 when she stopped being interesting to me

[shion-yu]

Today sucked again, rant under the cut coz nobody has any reason to read this negativity but I feel like shouting into the void...

Another horrible day where the only reason I stay at my job is because I love my patients and I need health insurance. Another day where management does everything in their power to make it as hard as possible to actually take care of the underprivileged people we're supposed to serve. I work the job of 3 people and yet get voluntold to take new projects on while the people I clean up after daily just chill bc they management knows they don't even do their current jobs so they can't rely on them to take on more. I want to leave it all alone but I literally can't. I have to do it coz I care about the fucking patients and they know that and take advantage of it. I don't get paid more to translate every day. I don't get paid more even though I single handedly increased the capacity of this program sixfold. I turned down a transfer bc I was supposed to be promoted when my boss said he was gonna retire last summer. And then this winter. And yet he's still here and gets paid more even tho I do his whole job.

I wish I could quit. If my parents weren't alive I'd be so out of this country. I mean thank God they are but they're the only reason I stay in the US. I miss Peru. I miss when work was more fun bc I had two of my best friends here but one quit bc of harassment and one got (illegally) fired for reporting a sexual assault. I'm trying to enjoy my pregnancy but instead all I can think about is work. I want to travel, even take a babymoon, but I can't even do that coz I have no leave after work asked me to volunteer in another country for a month last year and then made me use all my own leave to actually carry out the obligation. (But ofc they still so proudly like to say someone from our work did this amazing project!) I'm so over everything and I know the program's gonna literally fall apart when I go on maternity leave and I can't even feel properly smug about it bc I care about the patients too damn much.

UGH. FUCK.

[ace-malarky]

okies one present down aha

I have not done much writing this last month!! I did not find the balance with dragon age oops

I also have a job app to do this next couple of weeks :((

but the present I still have is the fun bitey Maverick one hehehe so I can take breaks to reward myself

also I'm like two pages off finishing this notebook and ok technically yes there are other pages I'm going to fill before considering it fully finished but like. It's been less than a year! I finished a whole notebook in a year! absolutely ridiculous what is up with that

very funny to me that the first thing in here is dnd and the last thing will also be dnd. cyclical y'know I dig it