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What do you mean I’m a bit late for Janus’ big day? Of course not, how could you say such a thing! I definitely didn’t forget all about it in my absence and only get reminded in the incorrect quotes video live chat; that’s not like me at all ;]
Anyways I decided to dress our sassy snake in some different outfits I think he’d like. He seems like the type to get all dolled up on his birthday and it goes with Thomas posting pics in outfits inspired by the sides on their appreciation days!
@thatsthat24
#sanders sides#janus sanders#ts janus#thomas sanders#sanders sides fanart#my hoard#I’ve returned!#the newest asides came out and I remembered how much I love it#so I’m hyperfixated again and I’ve not now peace since#it is nice to actually finish something again tho#I’ve been pretty busy working lately and now I’m starting to pack to move into my first apartment!#so not much time to really sit down and draw#and when I do have time I can’t get the motivation to actually draw anything#I want to get better about posting stuff on here#(even though it feels like I’m just dreaming into the void a lot)#even just silly little things or rough sketches I’ll never finish#I hope it’ll help me continue to draw and make things again#I forgot how nice it is#anyways if you’ve read this far thanks#have a cookie :] 🍪
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#my art#pmd#future trio#pmd2#celebi#grovyle#dusknoir#pokemon#iiiiii dont like this one lol what ever. technically unfinished but i domt want to look at it anymore#eye strain#tagging because my eyes were very strained making this LMAO#still posting because i feel like i don’t post my stuff enough. like if my ipad dies rn it’s over i lose like 90% of my stuff#but eh most of it isn’t things i really want to post? we’ll see#still have 0 ideas on what to do with these characters or with any character i’ve been OC pilled lately which is womderful#idk i have fun. im very tired but i have fun regardless
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clegan drabble — chance encounter, first meeting, modern au
By the third time the guy makes his way over to the bar, Gale has to really work on not throwing his Coke bottle to the liquor shelf and start breaking stuff.
”Seriously man, are you sure we don’t-” ”No, we have not met before,” he responds as politely as he can through his teeth, “and no, I do not need company. And no, I will not go home with you. Excuse me.”
The guy’s drunken gaze falls to his lips as he talks, making Gale suspect he has not heard a single word he has said all night despite repeating himself over and over. The glassy eyes eventually turn back to his, and the man licks his lips as his expression morphs into a what he surely thinks is a seductive smirk.
”Come on, baby. Humor me a bit. Let my buy you a drink.” Gale exhales in frustration. The ick he gets from this man is ridiculous. ”I told you already, I don’t need a drink, I’d really just like to-”
He stops abruptly when the man takes a tight hold of his bicep. ”Hey, could you-” ”This hard-to-get act is getting old now, gorgeous.” ”I’m not-” The grip gets tighter, another hand reaches for his thigh, and Gale is about to get violent despite not wanting to get in trouble at their frequent spot when-
”Hi Buck, there you are! I’m real sorry I left you here all by yourself for so long, the queue to the toilet was insane.” A pleasant, carefree voice comes up from behind him. He turns to find a gorgeous smile on a gorgeous face he doesn’t recognize. The man’s smile is tense on a futher look, though, and his eyes are questioning as he lays a careful hand on Gale’s shoulder, clearly ready to pull back immediately if he gets any indication that the action is unwanted.
Gale exhales quietly again before covering the hand now on his shoulder with his own, immediately catching on. ”It’s okay.” It’s easy to slide away from the icky man’s grasp now, his surprise making him loosen his hold on Gale. Gale tries to avoid looking at him and accidentally leans closer towards the other man, his aura calming despite towering over Gale’s propotions in every direction. The man doesn’t seem to mind, still smiling from under his curls. ”Ready to go home, doll?”
Gale nods immediately. The drunk dude has been looking between them for a bit before his eyes land on the taller man. ”I’m real sorry mate, I didn’t realize he was-” The man’s face changes immediately when he looks away from Gale to the other guy, the youthful happiness turning into coldness that makes him look mature and strick. ”Yeah, whatever. Go home, sober up and learn some fucking manners, you fucking jackass.” With that, he’s gently leading Gale to the door.
He doesn’t let go until they are out of the other guy’s view, but he does drop his hand immediately as the door closes behind them. It’s probably the chill of the autumn evening and not the departure of the solid body against him that’s making Gale feel cold suddenly but it’s still unpleasent. ”Sorry,” the man says almost frantically, ”I didn’t mean to intrude but you were looking pretty miserable before he even showed up and when he got his hands on you-” The man sighs and shakes his head. ”Didn’t look like you were happy with it, somehow, so I just wanted to check on you. No clue where the fake boyfriend thing came from though, I’m so sorry if I-”
”Don’t be,” Gale says firmly, and the man immediately relaxes again, ”I don’t know why I froze like that, it was nice someone else de-escalated it like that. My friend went to argue with his boyfriend on the phone like 30 minutes ago and never showed up again so I was pretty pissed anyway.” The man nods, and the warmth Gale feels under his intense gaze shouldn’t feel this exciting, surely.
”Well then…” The guy lifts his arm and scratches the back of his neck, ”I don’t wanna take more of you’re time, I hope you’re oka-” Gale doesn’t think, in an unusual manner to him, when he interrupts him. ”I, eh, actually… I’d love to thank you somehow? Maybe buy you some late night dinner?” The man’s face lights up again, and Gale feels silly in a way he doesn’t often do.
”I’d love that. I’ll go tell my friends I’m leaving and meet you up here after?” ”Sounds good.” They stare at each other for a beat despite the words, and Gale swears he’s not blushing when he sticks his hand out jerkily. ”Gale Cleven.” The man smirks, his eyes turning to lines as it overcomes his face. ”John Egan,” he introduces himself as he reaches to shake his hand, ”but you can call me Bucky.”
#clegan#buck x bucky#mota#writing#buck#bucky#i’ve been feeling so discouraged with writing anything lately#but i hope you like this whatever it is#i know my stuff isn’t anything special and esp considering this fandom’s insane levels of talent and creativity and skill#which is no one’s issue but mine like literally skill issue#but idk i almost deactivated but i love reading all the talented people’s stuff so this is me trying to move on from self-hatred lmao#instead of retreating i’m trying something new to get excited about writing maybe i’ll end up with something good at some point 🤞🏼
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Based on my favorite gif lately
#my art stuff#digital art#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion#batstarion#once again specifying this is a spawn astarion with some sort of wild shape thing#bat#good morning#gif#I’ve been in such a weird place mentally about art lately#I just keep stopping myself from drawing things cus I want to draw Astarion -#- but fsr my brain decided I draw him wrong and thus makes it pointless to even start#bat form is fine - I have no problems with it. But in his normal form? no can do buckaroo.#It’s one part why I haven’t shared much art lately - I don’t get happy enough about the “quality”#then just don’t share it as a result - in turn making me feel worse because I’m not posting - making me doubt myself more - etc etc#idk man - I got way too giddy earlier today cus someone could tell this was Astarion - even though this isn’t even the version of him I -#- feel insecure about#I keep seeing these artists making more realistic art and cool comics and interactions - most of which are shaded really beautifully -#- and all I can think about is how I CAN’T do that - even if it wouldn’t fuck me up mentally#I just put too much stress on my ability to create realism and I keep “failing” at doing that (by actively avoiding it for my own health)#idk man - I just wish I felt better about Astarion’s stupid chin OTL
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Happy TGS Vol. 2 Day!!!!! Wanted to post something to celebrate so here’s a Jekyon edit I’ve been meaning to make for a good while now
Song: Angeleyes by ABBA
#haven’t been very active lately due to college stuff but i’ve been so excited for the vol. 2 release that i couldn’t not make something#tried something new with the text and idk how i feel about it yet#the glass scientists#tgs#robert lanyon#henry jekyll#edit#quartzposting
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A snippet of pt. 6 in the DB!Prof!Miguel series <3
#as a sorry for not dropping anything#I also feel like I’ll be posting less writing since I noticed I’ve been kinda pushing stuff out lately#maybe like every two weeks lol#reqs r open for now tho!!#miguel o'hara#dadbod!miguel#professor!miguel#atsv miguel#miguel o’hara x reader#atsv#miguel o’hara fanfiction#miguel x reader#miguel x you#miguel o’hara smut
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Guess what? I've got more Jamil x reader for y'all. You can also find this on ao3. No warnings, just 866 words of kinda fluffy(?) caretaking stuff with gender-neutral reader.
At this point, you know Jamil’s schedule almost as well as he does. So, when you have the chance, you head to Scarabia’s kitchen, hoping to spend some time with Jamil while he and the other students prepare dinner.
However, when you enter, it takes you but a moment to notice Jamil’s uncharacteristic fumbling and the tired look in his eyes. The way Jamil’s chopping the vegetables has you worried about him cutting himself with that knife he’s usually so adept with, and it seems it’s only force of habit that’s keeping him on track.
You frown, and when your eyes meet Jamil’s, you can already see him put his guard up.
So he knows what state he is in, huh? And still, here he is.
It seems Jamil is reading your thoughts, all of him telling you drop it before any words are even said.
At least he still lets you lean in and give a quick kiss to his cheek in greeting.
“Hello love. Do you still have a lot on your agenda for today?” you ask, keeping your tone low for at least some semblance of privacy in the busy kitchen.
“Nothing I can’t handle,” is the response you get.
Of course.
It takes a little more pestering before Jamil actually answers your question. Your lips purse. That list is far too long to your liking.
You take a moment to think, juggling your own plans and to-do list against the urgency of the things Jamil mentioned.
“Will Kalim be eating from that?” you ask, pointing at the food Jamil is preparing.
“Yes.”
“Alright, I won’t be touching that one, then. I’ve gotta do a few things but I’ll be back when you’re done here.”
“Don’t,” Jamil says with a glare, clearly aware of what you’re thinking.
Yet even his disapproving look doesn’t have the usual weight behind it.
“Yes. I will,” you say firmly, even as your heart curls inwards with another bout of concern.
Really, when did he get so tired?
And how did you not notice it earlier?
You leave the kitchen before Jamil can protest further, hurrying through the dorm corridors to find Kalim.
Soon you have an enthusiastic – and concerned – supporter for your plans. You have Kalim point out a few reliable Scarabia students to help with a few of the most urgent matters Jamil mentioned – cleaning up the common areas, delivering some paperwork to Crowley, preparing some dorm-wide notices – while you see to Kalim getting his school supplies in order for the following day. You even recruit a couple of third years to help Kalim with his homework.
You’ll see to the rest tomorrow – after all, you do also have a boyfriend to look after.
Your conversation over dinner can hardly be called anything else than an argument – despite Kalim’s best attempts at acting as a moderating force between you two. It is very tempting to ask Kalim to tell Jamil to take the rest of the day off – it’s not like Jamil would be willing to openly disobey a direct order. Still, you really don’t need to remind Jamil of his position on top of everything else that you’re already doing more or less against his wishes.
Eventually, however, Jamil’s had a square meal, the most urgent things on his to-do list are being taken care of, and you’ve managed to drag him to his bed.
“I really wish you wouldn’t push yourself so hard,” you murmur, your arms wrapped tightly around Jamil. You’re telling yourself you really do just want to cuddle, to offer some respite to Jamil. Still, there might also be a part of you worried that if you were to let go, he’d just jump up and get back to working himself to the bone.
Yet, for all his protestations, just the fact that you’ve gotten Jamil to lay down with you speaks volumes of his current exhaustion.
“I can’t just leave my duties, albi. You know this.”
“Making yourself too indispensable, is what you’re doing,” you protest.
Oh, you know it’s not so simple. Not with his background, not with all the expectations and assumptions.
But sometimes you really wish it would be.
Jamil merely scoffs in response to your words.
Still, it is undeniable that he is slowly beginning to relax in your arms, slowly bringing his head closer to yours. His eyes are starting to flutter, too.
“I will still need to help Kalim with his homework, at the very least.”
You wonder who he is trying to convince more, you or himself.
“Amin and Khalil are helping him. They’re basically top of their classes, aren’t they? I’m sure they’ve got it.”
Still, Jamil frowns.
You sigh. He really is not letting go, is he?
“Do you want me to go supervise?” you ask.
And leave you, unsaid yet hanging there right after your words.
“Don’t,” Jamil eventually says, the word barely more than a breath.
It seems he has accepted his fate.
You softly caress Jamil’s hair, listening to his softening breathing.
And when you wake up, wholly unaware of having been lulled to sleep in the first place, it’s to the lightest of touches from Jamil’s fingers.
Tagging @diodellet @twstgo @crystallizsch @jamilvapologist @jamilsimpno69 as per request If you'd like to be tagged for any future works, let me know!
#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#twisted wonderland x reader#jamil viper x reader#woop it sure has been quite the burst of creative energy lately#especially since this has apparently been sitting in my drafts since last august#but now you have it#I certainly can’t promise to keep up with this rate of writing (in fact I can promise I won't) but hey let's enjoy it while it lasts#and yes I’m hopping on the “jamil using arabic terms of endearment” train#I’ve read so many fics doing that that at this point it feels more natural than english ngl#even if english would probably be more canonical#also is it a *good* way to go about it to just pretty much just force someone to rest like this? probably not#is it sometimes the only way to get stubborn people to stop for a bit? perhaps#and is it something I might do?#...possibly#also oh boy can you tell that I'm avoiding jamil's dialogue like the plague lately?#I really need to reread so much of his stuff to get a hang of his voice again#(also if you notice typos pls tell me because they always bug me)#(or other wonkiness because I'm not a native speaker and sometimes things just go silly)#anyways hope y'all enjoy!
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tumblr gang gets this a dumb Timeskip hbhk doodle I never finished lol
#Hibihika#goldlightshipping#Pokemon#pokémon#Ally draws stuff#Nyeh#I’ve been feeling really bad about my art as of late but posting recent stuff after years of having old stuff is kinda nice NGL#I still feel my art is stiff as hell but you know#anyways hot couple#I wanna make Ethan as handsome as dawn is pretty and even tho his clothes suck I feel I made a p decent attempt#Also hot in like the girlboss way (the Otona Precure way)#this is actually a parallel to yet ANOTHER drawing I haven’t finished whoops ;;v;; stupid bitch cannot draw!!!!! Horrible!!!!!#Anywaysssssssss#Pokémon hgss#Pokémon dppt#Ethan Pokémon#dawn Pokémon#trainer Ethan#trainer dawn#Ethan/dawn#whatever lolllll#They are so married to me btw they are so real
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klaine + heartbreak feels so good by fall out boy
@giftober 2024 | day 1: broken
#giftober2024#gleesource#my stuff#my edit#fobklaine#kurt hummel#blaine anderson#glee#gleeedit#kehedit#bdaedit#klaineedit#klaine#kurthummeledit#blaineandersonedit#song: heartbreak feels so good#episode: the break up#episode: jagged little tapestry#song: it’s too late#episode: thanksgiving#song: come what may#episode: girls (and boys) on film#episode: loser like me#episode: new new york#episode: the hurt locker pt 2#song: it must’ve been love#trade baby queues for wide eyed browns#this was an idea i’ve had for awhile#so i’m glad i got to finally implement it#also happy giftober!!!!
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Happy Three Year Anniversary 🥹💚🌺
It’s my three year anniversary since I first started writing fanfics on tumblr. I think back about the first time I published fanfics on here and everyone I met along the way because of that one moment of time.
When I took that step to allow myself to express/be myself and publish something I wrote. It led to meeting so many wonderful people here and irl and I am forever grateful to myself and to all of you.
I am forever grateful for all the encouragement you all give me and I can’t say it enough. Be it comments, asks, reblogs, likes, tagging or what have you.
Everyday is fun and brings a smile to my face. I look forward to the future because of it.
So really, thank you everyone. I’m so happy to have met and interacted with you and hope to continue to do so ☺️💚🌺
#Hana announces#I always feel a bit shy posting stuff like this but I really am grateful and wanted to express myself#I’ve been on tumblr longer than three years but only just started writing again after more than a decade and realized my anniv for my first#fanfic was coming and#been feeling very nostalgic lately and very grateful for everything and all I have met#I have been having so much fun the last several years#its that joy i can hold onto always despite the hard times#thank you again 💞💞💚💚#will probably change some stuff around on my masterlist and profile#and edit mt pin post too#to make it more succinct#but that will be weekend Hana worries
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A redraw of this because it’s literally them
#fanart#hypmic#hypnosis mic#matenrou#kannonzaka doppo#izanami hifumi#hifudo#dohifu#man I’ve only been doing redraws lately huh#I do have a comic strip in the WIPs can’t wait to finally finish that#but I hope I feel motivated to draw stuff again
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I don’t draw this dude nearly enough for how much I love him- Let’s fix that a little.
#Fallout#Fallout New Vegas#FNV#Fallout Fanart#Fallout New Vegas Fanart#FNV Fanart#FNV Arcade Gannon#Fallout Arcade Gannon#Arcade Gannon#This is just a quick doodle I did- But I kinda dig how it turned out so. here.#I’ve been messing around with halftones lately- it’s kinda fun.#Though I feel like the shading makes this look a bit more dramatic than I was aiming for.#Anyways. He.#I’ll draw more exciting stuff of him (and other companions) soon hopefully.
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i am feeling. a little better. ate an actual meal and watched tv with roomates and i feel like a person again at the very least
#i’m having a multi-day flare#up and am on my period and have been dealing with some emotional stuff i dont feel comfortable disclosing here but regardless its been a#rough few weeks and i. am trying my best to get through this all#it’s been hard. i’ve been struggling to eat and get out of bed and all the stuff i’ve been better with lately#but i’m doing what i can
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god i’m still not really used to the fact that people like. know i exist? i’m so used to lurking that whenever someone calls me out by name or says they’ve been inspired by my art i just go oh. people. care about my stuff?? people have opinions on me?? i’m perceivable??? just. idk. it’s a nice feeling
#marshtalkin#weird feelings post. idk. i’ve been in a mushy mood#it feels like i’ve actually been part of a community for the first time. basically ever#just. thanks for all of the support and stuff it genuinely means the world to me#back to being silly and goofy just been feeling weird (good) lately
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‘Too much or too little.’
#jazzper’s art#aka that feeling of when no one seems to like that you’re still fixated on the same stuff#not directed towards anyone here this is more just a general experience I’ve been having as of late#been sticking to the same friends after someone actively told me to shut up about spider legos haha..
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Fun fact: Astarion is fucking TRAUMATIZED AS SHIT
#my art stuff#astarion#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 tav#tav#tiefling tav#tiefling#hug#embrace#claws#blood#tears#crying#I have been extremely fucked up over this guy the past few days#I keep thinking about this song I connect to him and crying#it’s kept me up super late and ruined my apetite for several days in a row now#but making this made me feel a bit better finally#I connect so deeply with him so far as I struggle with a lot of similar things as him#I expected to hate him when I started playing but now my heart aches for him 24/7 and I’ve only had the game for a lil over a week#I love him so incredibly much and if anybody hurts him I will personally hunt you down.#the pale elf
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