#struggling a bit rn lol
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I can’t really be bothered to finish this lol
#like they're my fav bw ship but idk i've been feeling so unmotivated to write recently#melina x yelena#vostolova#or whatever their ship name is lol#sorry for never posting anything I just idk#struggling a bit rn lol
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I made a golem :)
#art#ceramics#golem#Jewish#fucking struggled with the writing on his forehead lol#I poked a little hole on the top of his head for an eye pin#so it could be a necklace or something#but I think he’s a bit too big for that. maybe a keychain#I’m in a ceramics class rn I will post more stuff I made there soon#recently watched the German expressionist movie abt the golem bc I had access to it and bc of Jacob Geller#thank you Jacob very cool#I liked it
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I've never done a poll before, so good luck
Who do y'all think Time'll handcuff to him be with for his group in the dungeon? I've seen a lot of people say he will try to control who goes with who since he's scared for their lives rn (valid)
The options are the individual boys, just go with who you think is most likely to be in his group I guess?
Anyways like I said I've never done a poll so it might be messed up or make no sense, should be fun :D
Let me know if this doesn't work. And yes I know it's not well organised.. it's ok. right?
I think that unlike when they split in the Divine Dark Reflections arc, they might try to stay in bigger groups, and I think Time would probably want to have as many close to him as possible (his group have three or four), but I uhh didn't know how to incorporate that.
It's silly, but right now I can't stop imagining a scene where they reach the central room and everyone sprints off into the groups they want before time can argue.
Anyone who goes with legend will survive physically and anyone who goes with four will survive mentally.
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#just. scatter thoughts it's fine#I never thought I would think this but Wild might end up as the most mentally stable in a group if he's with time or twi#I struggled to find and say a reason for hyrule but. he's important ok. a very powerful magic cave boy#looking forward to legend stepping up since time is out of it and wars will walk in the wrong direction half the time#<a prev tag I wanted to include#this poll should be done in time for us to be proven wrong in the next update! :D#this is terribly put together and that's ok... right? yeah...#tell me if it doesn't work!! I don't know what I'm doing! :DD#I haven't posted in a bit because damn yall#I was waking up to so many hundreds notifications a day#I waited till it's died down a bit but I'm counting on this post to get five notes max#except I have no idea how polls work. lol#sorry my words are terrible I can't even tell rn. is 'most probably' proper grammar? if not that is not fair
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i'm alive btw i've just been, um,
#osrs is PERFECT for adhd working. im deep in my queue rn and usually struggle to work without being distracted#so having a lil game i can clicky on but otherwise mostly not pay attention to rules and is helping me get thru work waaaay faster#but tht also means im um#up until 4 am in my free time lol#i grind all day while i work and then when im done i stay up till 4 questing#this is a regular schedule and i'm sure i will not regret it#oc: milo#fursona#sketchy#dragon#also im bringing back milo....#old reliable and deeply personal fits rlly well into ongoing identity issues#so expect to see a lil more milo than cow or tilly for a bit perhaps
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#i need to draw a post trimax vamery every so often so i dont explode#i was trying smth new here excuse that its a bit weird#ok so allow me to ramble in tags a bit#imdesperate to push my art in a different direction im getting really sick of how it looks and feels at the moment#im so so so thankful for everyones support but i feel if i cant make art i like then im going to struggle making it#so i want to make art i love looking at and making#so expect either a bit more inactivity on the art front maybe. or maybe the opposite if all goes well idk#coz im just not having fun making what im making rn#anyway lol vamery#trigun#vashmeryl#trigun maximum#meryl stryfe#vash the stampede#my silly art#id in alt text
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#it was a hard day today.#sometimes you just gotta cry for an hour about requiring significant assistance to do basic stuff that you don't actually have help with rn!#(my wife is working 6 12s at a job we had to move across the country for)#(which means 1 she is *exhausted* at *all* times and struggling to even meet her own needs)#(and 2 our other partner and all our family and friends are. multiple days away by car. so they can't come help.)#it's getting hard to even stick leftovers in the microwave for myself but no one else is able to cook for me.#it sucks.#(we're moving again in june because this was a 1-year position from the beginning)#(and the idea is for our other partner to move in with us which will help a lot)#(plus my wife should be switching to a reliably 5-day week at that time)#(but we don't know where we're going for another month and a half.)#(so we can't really do any groundwork or anything to make that happen.)#(and having zero agency other than sitting and waiting and getting worse alone Really Sucks!)#I guess this is a bit of a secret part two to yesterday's meducation lol#favorites
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Imma go ahead and post this- its rough and i didnt know where i was goin w it- just drew it cause i had down time. Also its hard to draw w pencil 😅
Gohans lookin at the 4 star ball he still has from his hat (he doesnt really know what it is but its all he has left from earth) and yeah apparently he fucked up earlier. He knows raditz killed his dad but its been framed as justified by every adult in his life cause 'he was a weak coward', and otherwise raditz is the main one always lookin out fir him, so he usually just doesnt think about it, but when he does..
#uncle raditz#saiyan squad gohan#lol i have this tiny struggling bit of wifi rn#and bro it took 20 min just for it to save this to drafts#lol i hate it here#didnt bring my tablet so paper sketch comics :D#oh and no signal#this lil strugglin bar of wifi really tryin to feed the whole bldg too#aaaaand now i gotta go set up tents 🙃#booo#boo tents. booo#sketchbook stuff
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First Death
#art#help how do i anatomy#hollow knight art#hk art#hollow knight#hk little ghost#ghost hollow knight#little ghost#hk ghost#hollow knight ghost#ghost hk#lil ghost#hk shade#oouuuuggggg !! first time i died i died in greenpath!!#anyway more hollow cells art soon i want to draw them#uhhhhbnnnbh im so sleepy rn!#struggling with artblock a bit so!#anywa ! uhhhhh! ghost dieda.. sad#lol. my art has improved a bit! very happy with it.#new grass? new grass. :]#decided to make the shade look kimda goopy lookin
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I've been rigging in harmony for almost five years and have done so on TV and streaming productions so if you have any immediate questions or anything lmk!
oh wow that’s so cool :0 and thank you!!
Honestly I think I need to mess around a bit more before I have any decent questions to ask haha, but if there’s any general tips or like “remember to do this” type advice you have, that would be so great !!
#I think the biggest struggle I have rn is making animation look fluid and good and not just like I’m moving bits and pieces of a puppet lol#we were working with a single arm before which I didn’t find too hard and lowkey it was a lot of fun#but now we’re posing a full character and it’s moving and flipping and stuff#I was alright doing keys but then breakdowns and onwards it just was not looking hot at all lmaoo#specifically when I tried flipping the character horizontally#it was a struggle to 1.) make it smooth and flow and feel realistic 2.) not break something in the rig#one of the arms just got totally mangled and I couldn’t figure out how to fix it :')#sorry this is a lot lmao but tysm for your offer for real!!#my teacher is scary af and also very mean and The Worst so I would love to take you up on it if I have questions haha#ask
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i do wish i was better at communicating with people online and through technology. i wander into conversations and make new ones all the time irl with random people and its fun but im like hyping myself to type out a single response to a Post. and to say nothing of how difficult it is to get me to say something in a discord server
#or even video or audio calls are becoming hard for me rn. i used to be better at this#i used to be sooo good at talking to people online. maybe. or maybe not actually#now that i think about it ive always been a little outside of everything in both irl and online communities ive been in#you know i was part of the mods for a deviantart species a long time ago. i was pretty bad at my job i was always too slow to actually mod#and one day i came home from school and like the entire modbase imploded because of drama on a discord or smth they had that i wasnt in LOL#tbh i was a bit older than all of them and busy with final year of highschool stuff so i wasnt super present. i think they just had me on#because while i wasnt particularly popular as an artist i did have some eyecatching polish on my art. but it was wild i was like#whats going on. who are you people. where am i. i have to apply to ouac rn i dont know whats happening#wait random ass deviantart drama i was vaguely adjacent to but still dont really know what happened aside. i would like to chat more#i think the easiest way to converse with me is commenting on my posts like theyre forum threads. or dming me. sometimes#im so bad with group chats. especially if they have multiple channels. the only group chat ive stuck with is a tiny one with like#two other friends and we just write thoughts and about our day and pictures of animals and whatever#i get confused and scared in discords. i get so confused and scared#i used to be okay with discord calls but even with that ive been struggling. am i scared of the computer#am i scared of the computer. the machine. whats happening
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dropped signals
#art images#endless dark game#<-- as far as i can tell there are no other edheads on this website so this is entirely for myself LOL endless dark is a resource--#--management game w a heavy focus on lose-lose choices about a custodian robot maintaining a ship w 10 passengers in cryo and their--#--struggles to cope with complete solitude+the slowly unravelling past#its in early access rn and is an INCREDIBLE game. fourth image are the current 3 custodians. left to right is FRANK ROBBIE and ANNIE#will absolutely be drawing more images. a bit under halfway through with the in game story rn
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I have so much bionicle in my brain rn and not a lot of art. Thankfully i have old + unfinished stuff like this :)
I wish I’d done more to it, but at least it exists
[ID: A sktchy, unfinished digital drawing of lewa from bionicle perched on a branch of a huge tree in a forest. Lewa is a green robot-looking humanoid with a matching green axe crouching, facing to the left of the image. There are some little buildings nestled in the branches of the tree off behind him, and vines hang from branches. The background is mostly filled in dark green of foliage with only a little bit of sky showing at the top. End ID]
#bionicle#lewa#i don't even think i can tag it as wip#it's not really in progress lol#but yeah i really wanna draw pohatu and onua#since they're my faves rn#but art is not really happening rn rip#also need to draw the toa metru#also kid me would be in awe of even this drawing#i struggled SO hard to be able to draw bionicle even a little bit ok
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#trying not to think about it too much and mope otherwise i'll make myself miserable#but today is one of those days where i'm really upset about being sick#i felt like shit before i realized i was sick. but i miss being able to eat whatever i want#sometimes mcas is the hardest one to deal with mentally lol#vent#delete later maybe i'm just frustrated and upset#and i wanna cry about it a little bit#like. i would do anything to not have mcas rule my fucking life but rn i dont have a choice. and im struggling to find a doctor who knows#what to do with me
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i know this is ridiculous but i feel like im not gposing enough
#im just so head empty re: gpose rn and then ive struggled with it a lot on my last few alskdjfdsa#well. im reading. im writing. those are good things too#will go read a bit of priory i think bc finishing that this week will make me feel better lol#i need a text post tag
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chat how do we feel about zhongli teaching childe how to actually handle a bow as apart of his recovery down the line
#this is about my fic btw#lovingly entitled in my docs as post-narwhal whump#it’s gonna be a hot second before we get to that point bc childe struggles to hold a cup of tea rn so uh. he’s got a ways to go lol#but u know the little shit will be desperate to get back to slicing + dicing despite literally everyone in his life being like dear god no#it’s for your safety childe i’m sorry i know that’s a foreign concept to you#anyway .#i envision homoerotic one-on-one lessons. a little bit of a throwback to zhongli correcting his hold on chopsticks#and also. that boy needs to learn proper form#worst posture i’ve ever seen wtf bro#no wonder it gets frustrated and yeets the last arrow by hand
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you know you’re in a very emotionally fragile state when fucking nickelback of all bands is making you cry lmao
i am… having a night. gotta stop reading romance novels before bed. but anyways. this song came on the radio and i had a mild crisis over it. there’s “gotta be somebody for me out there” right?
#ramble on exie#i am not going to spill all my thoughts rn because that will get so much more depressing#i am… struggling. with human connection. two months post breakup and while i feel nothing in regards to that#i feel a bit empty. lonely. idk. i don’t want to put in the effort to date. i know i can’t make that emotional effort right now#but it doesn’t stop the feelings of wanting it anyways. i want that connection. even if i feel incapable of it#anyways. all this spurred by the thought that i may be just a touch too odd; a bit too intense for anyone else to truly take interest in#i know that’s not true. and nickelback of all bands reminded me lol. hard to avoid those thoughts though
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