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#Doodleboot#I want to learn how to mix drinks#For like guests and shit#But the struggle is real#Alcohol cw
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I HATE tiktok and the Internet in general rn for the obsession with "oh this person's smellyyy" "Brother it STINKS over here" "BOO 💧🧼🧽🚿" and stuff like that. I wish I could put into words how demeaning and patronising that whole idea is and people implying anyone they don't like doesn't wash.
For one there's something grating about being insulted in a manner like we're in nursery again. But also WHY is that the go to insult. Why do you associate these things? Especially to those you deem "chronically online". Like I don't want to sound pathetic but it feels so nasty to me.
is it extreme to say this feels tied to ableism? And classism too?
#“take a shower” me sitting here with depression and no will to even move rn. That doesnt make me feel worse or anything#dry to wet change is also evil. and i get decision paralysis a lot and just struggle to motivate myself to do basic human tasks#and thats just me#what about the people with physical disabilities that struggle to find the energy and strength to do these things#And also like environmental factors too?#like kids can be unhygienic cause they arent being cared for and learning properly#people with learning disabilities and neurodiversity too may struggle with not being taught properly as its a “basic thing everyone knows”#people are homeless karen.#people cant afford to wash regularly#people grow up or are forced to live in unhygienic places and surrounded by smokers and alcoholics#people who are smokers and alcoholics and generally people with addiction can smell#people with health issues that cause them to sweat more#Like the list goes on#but idk maybe I'm just sensitive#anti anti#profiction#proship#neurodivergent#cringe culture#ableism#classism
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I started thinking about girlbriel
#al art#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#mirage ultrakill#i was thinking like whats the highschool equivalent of being the righteous hand of the father and its a teacher's pet yeah#shes struggling to deal with being a massive tp who is also really struggling with her work#instead of having an awakening after getting her ass beat she fails a really big test and actually feels free for once#she's so teachers favourite who's water bottle is filled with vodka to me#alcohol m
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Notes on Dragon Age: Vows & Vengeance Episode 1
This is more of a dry info post than a speculating & thoughts post hh. (I really liked the episode!)
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Episode 1: Once a Thief…
... "always a thief". 😊
EPISODE DESCRIPTION: Nadia Carcosa, a reformed thief, returns to her criminal roots after a wedding proposal goes sideways and her partner Elio, a revered mage in the Tevinter Imperium, gets dragged into a conspiracy with world-shattering consequences.
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The picture for this episode features the faction symbols of the Shadow Dragons and the Mourn Watch.
It's Neve who appears in this episode. This tweet & art piece were referring to Neve.
In the opening scene, the tavern singer (not Maryden Halewell) is performing Oh, Grey Warden, the tavern song from Dragon Age: Inquisition.
The first piece of elven that Solas speaks is "Ar dirthan'as ir elgara, ma'sula e'var vhenan". It appears in this banter dialogue between Solas and Sera in Inquisition:
Solas: "Ar dirthan'as ir elgara, ma'sula e'var vhenan." Sera: "Pppbbthh!" Solas: "Excuse me?" Sera: "Excuse yourself, whatever you said and what I did, same difference to me." Solas: "I'd hoped, well, our people can sometimes feel the rhythm of the language despite lacking the vocabulary." Sera: "Uh huh? Know what else is good? Words that mean things. Like these. Words." Solas: "Fenedhis lasa." Sera: "Pppbbthh."
The second piece of elven is spoken by Solas and Elio. It's the elven language version of a song from Dragon Age: Origins, I Am The One.
[elven version] Heruamin lotirien Alai uethri maeria Halurocon yalei nam bahna Dolin nereba maome Ame amin Halai lothi amin Aloamin Heruamin Heruamin oh lona Imwe naine beriole Ame amin Halai lothi amin Aloamin Heruamin Ame amin Halai lothi amin Noamin Ame amin Halai lothi amin Noamin Heruamin --- [common tongue, as performed by Maryden] I feel sun Through the ashes in the sky. Where's the one Who'll guide us into the night? What's begun Is the war that will Force this divide. What's to come Is fire and the end of time. I am the one Who can recount What we've lost. I am the one Who will live on. I have run Through the fields Of pain and sighs. I have fought To see the other side. I am the one Who can recount What we've lost. I am the one Who will live on.
The podcast features new music which is credited as "Featuring original music by Hans Zimmer and Lorne Balfe". Some of the music bears a resemblance to parts of DA:TV music that we've heard before. Track G7, D'Read Koda, on the Dragon Age vinyl was composed by Hans Zimmer and Lorne Balfe. Given this tweet by dev Derek Wilks, "Absolutely incredible music in our game. Listen to it every day when I’m working, just for fun" [source] which seems to confirm it, it sounds like Hans Zimmer and Lorne Balfe are the composers of the DA:TV soundtrack.
Olen is voiced by Damien Gerard. A few months ago the listing for this actor on this website listed them as an actor for several named characters in Dragon Age: Dreadwolf: ‘Olen’, 'Marek’, 'Lord Borgiani’ and 'Templar Captain’. [source] I'm not sure if Olen will appear in the game or if this listing just called it DA:D as at that time the podcast wouldn't have been public knowledge yet. Given the listing for Olen was legit, we will likely encounter Marek, Lord Borgiani and Templar Captain at some point in DA in any event
The Eye of Kethisca
The Eye is a magical ancient artifact. It glows and exudes a magical hum, with the hint of inaudible whispers. When Elio drew power from the Fade near it, this grew louder and the artifact exploded in some kind of sonic boom, unleashing a wave of energy that tore up the ground and almost killing him. However, Solas was able to 'calm' it by speaking elven. Solas explains that the Eye was made from a rare gem mined in the caves beneath the Silent Plains. It was crafted centuries ago by a powerful Dreamer, meaning that it is connected to the Fade. Solas reveals that Elio's bloodline is tied to the Eye of Kethisca, as that Dreamer had the name An'Dante and was Elio's ancestor. Solas explains that when Elio summoned his magic near the Eye, he unknowingly formed a bond with it and it amplified his powers. When Elio asks Solas if the Eye will help fix the weak Veil in the caves, Solas replies "more or less".
Solas heard that the Venatori had plans for the relic. He obtained it before that happened.
Locations
The Arcanist Hall in Minrathous contains The Archives. These hold every object, scrap of writing, relic or antiquity that is even remotely interesting to the Tevinter Empire. These relics are held on shelves. The building is funded by the Magisterium, which pays the guards' salaries. The building is notoriously difficult to break into.
The Silent Plains: There are caves beneath the Silent Plains. Centuries ago, a powerful Dreamer called An'Dante mined a rare gem from these caves and crafted a powerful magical relic called the Eye of Kethisca. In at least one of these caves, the Veil is fragile as in ancient times, many people were sacrificed there in its grounds, and the spilled blood weakened the barrier.
There are ancient burial grounds in the Hinterlands.
Lore things
Names (podcast-specific): Edmund, Olen, Nadia Carcosa, Magister Elio Andante*, Joren, Vik
*In one place in the official transcript, "Andante" is written as "An'Dante".
Main characters: Nadia is a non-mage, a Liberati and an accomplished thief & cat burglar. Liberati are a class of people who were slaves that were freed. They are still not Tevinter citizens, and have only limited rights. She lives on a houseboat in Docktown, Minrathous.
Elio is an Altus mage, a Magister & member of the Magisterium. He is a powerful Rift Mage. He has his own estate in Minrathous. Altus mages are believed to be the descendants of the Dreamers or magisters who were able to speak to the Old Gods in the Fade. Solas reveals that Elio's bloodline is tied to the Eye of Kethisca, as the Dreamer that created the eye had the name An'Dante, being Elio's ancestor.
Spells: Flame Blast, Firestorm, Stonefist, Neve’s ice magic, a magical blast of wind
Food and drink: Fresh oyster, fresh clam, pickled krone, salt, pig, fish, Orlesian ale, rum
Animals: bird, seagull, oyster, clam, fish, cricket, horse, bat
Plants: Andraste’s Grace
There seems to be a rank in the Tevinter Templars of Sergeant.
The preview for the next episode reveals that there is a character or entity called "The Deathless One".
#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#dragon age: dreadwolf#dragon age 4#the dread wolf rises#da4#dragon age#bioware#video games#dragon age: vows & vengeance#dragon age: vows & vengeance spoilers#solas#alcohol cw#long post#longpost#there's been a lot of new stuff lately so these posts are kinda late hh#tumblr struggles with italics in indents huh
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FORGED BY FIRE PART II D03: Picnic
I'm baaaaack with these two in this second round of @heartsandsparksshipweek ! Here is the new [Prompt List] if anyone is learning about it now and wants to participate x)
Once more I'll grab just a pair of prompts and try to see if I can make them fluffier 🔥
And here are the [Entry 02] & [Entry 04] of the first prompt list.
#myart#heartsandsparksshipweek#maccadam#kadewave#rb heatwave#rb kade burns#transformers rescue bots#ifellinrobothellagain#windydrawallday forged by fire#i struggled a lot with the lineart more than i expected#thats why im posting this now and not yesterday sobs#i hope these next pics keep the same quality of the ones i did before#yeah thats an oil barrel in heatwaves servo#and whats in kades hand? you are free to imagine the amount of alcohol on it LOL#jkjkjk#programmed post
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Criminal Minds Characters as Cocktails
SPENCER REID - ESPRESSO MARTINI vodka vanilla | coffee liqueur | brown sugar syrup | espresso
AARON HOTCHNER - OLD FASHIONED bourbon | sugar | angostura bitters | orange twist
EMILY PRENTISS - AVIATION gin | maraschino liqueur | simple syrup | lemon juice | crème de violette | cherry
DAVID ROSSI - NEGRONI campari | gin | sweet vermouth
PENELOPE GARCIA - PORNSTAR MARTINI vodka vanilla | passoã | passion fruit puree | pineapple juice | passion fruit half | prosecco
JJ JENNIFER JAREAU - GIN & TONIC opihr gin | yuzu tonic | lime wheel
DEREK MORGAN - MAI TAI dark rum | white rum | orange curacao | almond syrup | lime juice
PART 2
#source: im a bartender#criminal minds#ngl reid might straight up have absinthe with sugar#tbh i was struggling with morgan because he doesnt seem like the type who would order cocktails#omg i accidentally match garcia and morgan first pics <3#side note strawberry negroni is divine#spencer reid#david rossi#aaron hotchner#emily prentiss#jj#jennifer jareau#penelope garcia#derek morgan#headcanons#my fav cocktails are the first two#cocktail#tw: alcohol
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🍷 Kirbtober 2024 Day 22: Ship or Hangout 🍷
(ID: Kirby series fanart of Daroach and Dark Meta Knight overindulging on “fancy grape juice” together, their faces brightly flushed from the several bottles standing empty around them. The thief sits with a glass held loosely in one paw, laughing and resting the other paw on the unmasked knight’s head as he lays sprawled over Daroach’s torso, disgruntled but not particularly inclined to move, his wing lazily draped over them both. END ID.)
“Ha! Who's the *hic* lightweight now, sunshine?”
“Mmrrghshuddup. Smartass rat with your stupid pretty mouth stupid mmghngh..."
Previous Day | Next Day | Prompt List (made by @/paintpanic)
Started on 10/02/24, finished on 10/03/24. | Kirbtober 2023 Comp
#veins art#veins fanart#veins ships#kirby series#kirby#daroach#dark meta knight#dark meta knight x daroach#darkroach#kirbtober#kirbtober 2024#day 22#ship or hangout#paintpanic#I. Have been thinking about this prompt. For *weeks*#the posing was a bit of a struggle - always is when it comes to putting Orb and Rat together - but we got there in the end#aaa I'm so happy with how it came out! just look at them! my awful crime boys! 💜#you know they must've raided the royal wine cellar for these#DMK generally prefers something stronger (and way less sweet) but these are dry enough that he doesn’t mind too much#Daroach’s infectious enthusiasm certainly helps#RIP these two and the abysmal hangovers they're gonna wake up with in the morning haha#also here me out - Daroach being a clingy drunk and a social drinker feels like it makes sense right? ... but what if also DMK? 👀#that's the galaxy brain pull if you ask me#alcohol tw#veinsfullofstars
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kevin days hair is a crust helmet at the end of the night with all that product
#alcoholism and bad hair? pick a struggle#kevin day needs a genetic refund#he’s a baddie and y’all are afraid to admit it#kevin may be stunning but he doesn’t have my silky hair#kevin day fanart#kevin day#kevin day shitpost#aftg fanart#all for the game#digital art#the foxhole court#sketch#art
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I'm five years sober today! FIVE! If anyone cares! :)
#personal#Sometimes I wonder why I still celebrate the years when alcohol just doesn't seem appealing to me anymore.#Like it's something I don't struggle with it at all. I don't touch it anymore but still... Proud of myself. 🥹#At least it's on an easy date to remember LMAOOO
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it had been completely run on by alcohol. unless the alcohol had only loosened his tongue, letting the words he’d reigned in finally slip free. it would make sense, really. sanemi had been acting more distant recently. even so, giyuu hadn’t paid it too much mind. until now. until sanemi had drunk one too many sips of sake and had laid his thoughts out on the table.
“i don’t think we can keep doing this,” he’d said, turning to look at giyuu. he spoke casually, a small smile playing on his lips. he looked half out of it.
“doing what?” giyuu gently pushed the sake away from sanemi’s reach.
“this. us.” sanemi waved vaguely between them. “us dating.”
giyuu froze. “what do you mean?”
“it’s not really working.” sanemi sighed, sitting back up and shifting on his chair to look at giyuu. he shrugged. “you know?” his hands tucked between his thighs, fiddling with his sleeve. “i feel like we clash badly. like colors. like, uhm… i dunno. what colors look bad together?”
“but… why?” giyuu pressed, ignoring sanemi’s ramble about colors.
sanemi leaned back—only to jolt up again as he realized there was only empty air behind him. he scrambled to turn, his back resting against the counter. his head tilted back and his hair made a show of swooping down. “why? ‘cause… you know. we’re both boys. we’re gonna die anyway. how many years…? two left? also we never worked well before, yeah?” sanemi mulled this over. “i used to hate you. ‘cause you were so annoying and i thought you were an arrogant piece of shit. i don’t hate you now, but still. don’t you hate me for hating you?”
he crossed his legs, sitting back up and cocking his head towards giyuu. “you’re not stupid, giyuu. i think.” he paused. “oh yeah. i’m the stupid one. you’re the educated one.”
he laughed. held out his hand. “where’s the sake?”
giyuu shook his head. he was in some state of shock, so it took him a moment to catch up with everything. “you’ve wanted to break up? for how long?” he asked, his voice hitching slightly. he reconsidered the questions. “why do you want…? i thought we were doing well?”
sanemi huffed, scanning the counter for the sake. his eyes lit up as he caught sight of it and he reached over. giyuu intercepted his attempt, holding him back and simultaneously shoving the sake away. sanemi shot him a look but gave up, apparently too tired to bother.
“are you going to answer me?” giyuu said with a slight frown. he had to ask before the alcohol left sanemi’s system.
“answer what?” sanemi slumped onto the counter, glowering at the sake that was much too far for his liking. somehow, he’d forgotten he could walk. so he resorted to resting his head in his arms. he closed his eyes, letting out a breath.
“why do you want to break up?”
“i do?” sanemi sat up, looking suddenly alarmed. he stared at giyuu. “since when?”
“oh. uhm. well, you were heavily implying it.”
sanemi thought that over. “i don’t want to break up. i just think we’re not gonna end up well. not a lot of relationships do. i’m just being realistic.”
“more like pessimistic,” giyuu mumbled. “how won’t we end up well, though? we’ve been fine.”
“it’s just���” sanemi hesitated. he shook his head. “my head doesn’t fucking make sense. can’t think.”
giyuu sighed. “sometimes, i don’t understand you.”
“me neither.” sanemi went back to resting on the counter. his eyes fluttered close again. “‘m just worried that i’ll fuck up and leave you with the consequences or something. never mind. gonna sleep, now. night.”
#this was supposed to be more angsty that’s why the beginning feels like it’s going to be something bigger and then it ends like that#😭🙏#it almost got fluffy in the middle so i had to redirect it to angst#sigh#sanemi shinazugawa#giyuu tomioka#sanegiyuu#i think sanemi feels like he’d fuck up any relationship#given how much he’s lost#he thinks he cant preserve any relationship#and it’s js a struggle#btw this takes place after the war !#two or so years after lmaoo#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#hashira#angst#sanemi x giyuu#giyuu x sanemi#sanegiyuu angst#:D#idk what to tag pls#giyuusane#uhh cw alcohol#or something#kny thoughts#drabble#i wrote this at night pls dont judge :3
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#me when I was an alcoholic#‘no I’m fine I take iron and stuff#‘#meanwhile multiple organ failure and a stint in the SICU was a BREWIN#drink responsibly kids#I mean adults#alcoholism tw in the tags#I’m sober now#and like if you wanna ask/talk abt it I’m open about my addiction struggles
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hi guys its my birthday hi guys hi its my birthday did u know its my hi guys its hi its my birthday :D
#chilchuck#chilchuk tims#laios touden#laios#art#i hate this old man#alcoholic AND gay#pick a struggle
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(Adam Dudaczyk) The fact that vampires drink blood to get that *meaningful hand-neck gesture* - you made that up? (Andrzej Sapkowski) Yes, I didn't model myself on anyone here, I don't know anyone who wrote before me about the fact that vampires drink blood not to satisfy their hunger, but to satisfy their thirst for… entertainment. Texts: the guys sent me to get blood, I was flying drunk… The fun was great.
as i reread this i couldn't stop thinking of this meme
#EDIT: see replies and asks right after this - hitting the side of the neck means drunk :D#i think the 'gesture' here must have been tilting your head back and lifting your hand to your lips mimicking throwing back a shot#but i don't know because nothing more is described in the writeup of the interview anyways#official translation of above texts: 'the boys sent me to the village to fetch some blood' 'i flew under the influence'#if those ring more bells#the witcher books#c: regis#because i wish to eat a third donut#interviews#andrzej sapkowski#this is why the regis enjoyment does not really extend to other vampires for me. well except wwdits vampires#i guess my rule is that: 'they have to be funny'#the thing is... yes regis can disappear into thin air and turn into a bat and bewitch with a gaze#but... his struggle... is mundane :p#he's... very normal. he sleeps in a bedroll and eats breakfast just with everyone else... idk regis with porridge is so funny to me#fantasy genre: so what is your idea for vampires? unholy demons? walking corpses? humanity in crisis of undeath? sexy aristocrats????#sapkowski: Alcoholism.#i will say though SOOOOO refreshing to have a vampire that's around humans and not struggling with the urge to 'feed' on them jfc#regis' urge to drink not being some inhuman clawing or some lustful thirst nonsense#but the desire to have a drink that comes from being socially awkward at a party...#and of course later... the kind of desire to have a drink that comes from when your life and everything in it has gone to shit#'... all fears linked to my vampiric nature are groundless. I won’t attack anybody...#... nor will I creep around at night trying to sink my teeth into somebody’s neck.'#that milva and cahir (and likely also dandelion though he wouldn't admit to it in writing) checked their necks when they woke up LOL !#one for my fellow geregis enjoyers:#regis: don't worry i wont press my lips to your neck | dandelion milva cahir: wheeewww! | geralt: ... aw :T
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╰┈➤ mayor evermore stimboard requested by the one and only @jacenotjason (of course /pos)
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#requests!#stimboards!#spooky month#sr pelo spooky month#evermore spooky month#mayor evermore#spooky month mayor evermore#i hope yu like this#i kinda struggled lmao#tw alcohol#tw smoking#alcohol stim#drink stim#smoking stim#fancy stim#money stim#suit stim#shoe stim
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spencer/reader + southern gothic aesthetic "I'm just a child, but I'm not above violence My mama raised me better than that..."
the mosquitoes and frogs sing their discordant symphony above the rustling oak leaves and Spanish moss that drape over branches like abandoned wedding veils. you push your toes on the damp floorboards and the rocking chair tilts backward, and your stomach lurches as you sway forward. the old book on your lap with yellowed pages and a musty scent lays open like a vivisected hare. a gnat lands on the corner of the page and you try to flick it away. you accidentally killed it and your brows furrow softly. the hinges on the screen door squeak and you break your monotonous rhythm, the rocking chair sway cut short. "garcia says we're lucky we have cell service," spencer says, with his hands in his pockets, before his eyes flick to your lap, "what're you reading?" "mm." you nod. "nice of the chief to let us use his house." you close the book and self-consciously wipe the title with your hand (the one that killed the gnat). "did you know that franz kafka didn't want bugs on the cover of his book?" "you're reading 'the metamorphosis'," he guesses. "it's a comfort read," you say, shrugging, your toes pushing the floorboards again. spencer slowly sits in the rocking chair beside you and you silently return to the symphonies of the moist, summer night. at least - you do until spencer starts talking about his interpretation of the novel and you listen, your eyes focused on the harsh, slice of darkness where the porch light doesn't reach.
#my edits#my edit#moodboard#ONCE AGAIN making a moodboard to stop myself from writing a fic#!!!!!#this is all bc im obsessed with ethel cain and the aesthetic of true detective (season 1) which is a good Show too Also#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x y/n#i feel like i fucked up the spacing but i am TOO lazy to fix@#i have a vague idea for a backstory for the reader#but i keep flip flopping between the ideas sooo#like she is either a) daughter to a homicide detective who struggles with alcoholism and smoking and is a general misogynist#with an emotionally absent and negligent mother#OR b) she just in general had Not Great parents which ultimately led to an early life of Poor Choices but eventually#she becomes an informant for the FBI to break apart a sex trafficking ring#and that inspires her to climb her way tooth and nail into the FBI sex crimes unit#do they have a sex crimes unit?? i don't actually know but whatever
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Daniel Radcliffe being a good actor and having genuinely one of the best comedic timing of any actor I’ve ever seen is funny because he was bad in the movie franchise that made him famous* and then incredibly good in everything after that
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