#strange headspace
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Been artblocked lately, so i decided to sorta reset by trying out other styles, so here's EoW!Zelda in my style and 3 others!
+ some style/process notes
#the legend of zelda#echoes of wisdom#the owl house#in stars and time#omori#loz#loz eow#zelda#toh#isat#josh art tag#this was really fun!! also kinda infuriating at times lol#owl house was verrry difficult for me as the proportions were so strange and the lines had to be precise and consistent#and omori was surprisingly hard!!#at first i was gonna do a real world portrait but the colors looked horriblr#and i decided it would be more fun to do headspace colors anyway#but then i still had trouble! i blame omori's inconsistent art#at first i didnt color it like the dialogue portraits and instead like official art#so she had basil's teal hair and had white skin and i had to try to guess a blue color for the cloak#but with those colors i didnt knoe how to shade it#so i went to the dialogue portrait style#and i almost left the hair to be just that blank color since anything else on the portraits that werent purple were blank#but then i decided to go the basil portrait route and color her hair at the ends and with blue#way too much grief for such a simple style...#and the face is kinda wonky but i wasnt gonna go back and fix it#anyway shoutout to isat for being the most fun and least difficult#honestly thought it was gonna be the hardest#but nope!#also the fact that that style is monochrome was so nice cuz gosh colors were hard for the other 2
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me when my fate approaches me at alarming speed but i am completely oblivious. because i am just a pool toy.
#umm the future as a concept is problematic lowkey :/#cro talks#art#my art#vent art#im in a fucking strange headspace rn. i watched an hour long analysis of we’re all going to the worlds fair and#im like semi high still and everything feels like its blurring. and like im about to be met with a terrible fate#probably bc of the video. lol#fuckit 4am pooltoy horror posting on main#further elaboration on the themes explored in this piece: whats going on? can anyone hear me?#im alone again and this time the problem is bigger than it was!#this is like. nonsensical i feel.#but it means something to me i guess
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“Armand should get to just kill Marius” tbh if Armand ever killed Marius he would pull a Sada Abe. Who said that
#no but I really do mean this literally bc#her reason for killing her client/lover wasn’t even revenge. at least not really#it was bc her entire life she’d been used and discarded and treated like trash#and she thought the only way she could stop him from abandoning her was to kill him and take a part of him with her#which is. actually very armand.#plus#I mean as someone who’s had the ‘hey wait a minute…. I should totally kill that guy’ thoughts about an abuser#even that for me wasn’t truly about revenge I don’t think#I mean I was angry. am angry#but it was almost like. it felt like the only way I could continue to live was if he didn’t exist#it’s a very dark strange headspace to be in and idk if it can ever really Just be about revenge#bc the relationship w the abuser is always way too complicated for wanting them dead to contain only one dimension#armand#iwtv tv#marius
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i cannot emphasise how much the booping fried my brain yesterday i genuinely could not concentrate on anything else
#fearandhatred#me when the neurodivergence and the workload#couldn't even concentrate on watching tv my headspace was so strange#not turning them off though i'm not a quitter#boop
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HAPPY FRIDAY FRIENDZ !! woah woah woah !! it’s friday the 13th !! YIPPEEE !! wishing you a fun day ahead full of awe & wonder !! remember to take care of yourselves and gear up for the weekend ❤︎
#i’ve been a weird headspace all week and i don’t understand WHY !!!#i’ve just been entirely unfocused and unmotivated (more than usual LOL)#very strange !!!#i know what i need but it’ll be another month before i can get it so i hope life treats me kindly until then !!#i am elbows deep in making moodboards and i just can’t stop :(#i made one for my one piece si and now i wanna make an amoro one hm hm#much 2 think about#have a great day my lovelies !!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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Plus the angst is delicious, and how can I say no to angst?<<
I got you Angst! Make the genesis wave happen nad the Fleetway dimension gets affected too, nothing changed but the freedom fighthers don't remember scourge and the only one Who remembers the past is him so Scourge has to Re-connected with them or Re-rizz Sonic.
Extra points if the New Fleetway timeline is better or worse (Maybe It could be the King Sonic dimension? 👀)
👀👀👀 ohoho interesting..... an incident that makes everyone forget him would fuck him up big time I think, because by this point Scourge is comfortable with everyone. He has friends, he has a boyfriend, for once in his life he's... happy. And to have it all taken from him in an instant.... oooo he would not take it well
Maybe at first he thinks it's a prank, because that's exactly the kind of prank Sonic would find funny, but as he interacts with everyone else, he isn't so sure; he doesn't believe Tails alone could put on such a good act for so long, so he starts to get suspicious, maybe panic a little, and that's when the change in behaviour really starts to hit home. Sure the rest of the freedom fighters might be more willing to give him a break, but Sonic has reverted right back to his "No Fucking Lookalikes" policy with no exceptions. Sonic absolutely would not trust this bad boy-wannabe skulking about in their base - meeting him out on the street is one thing, but the base is important, they can't afford to let just anyone wander in - and the distrust would cut Scourge deeper than expected. It was one thing to not be trusted by Sonic when he first arrived, because yeah, he was planning on stirring up trouble then so the suspicion was warranted, but he's over that now, and it's another thing entirely to be accused of being shady when he isn't even doing anything. Like, it's his home, and all of a sudden he's not welcome in his own home. It's going to hurt, and that means it's going to piss him off. It feels like rejection, like betrayal, and Scourge does not take rejection or betrayal well
What also strikes me is if he's in the fleetway zone, Scourge doesn't know about the genesis wave. He has absolutely no clue what has happened, no clue he was supposed to be wiped from existence. So he has no idea what the hell has gone wrong. His first instinct is to blame Robotnik, but Robotnik doesn't know who he is either, and no matter how hard he tries, Scourge can't prove he's lying about not knowing him
Ultimately I feel like his priority shifts to figuring out what happened and how he can reverse it. I imagine the freedom fighters have been moved enough by his insistence that they do know each other, maybe they've even bullied Sonic into giving him a chance, and they've agreed to help him figure out what the hell has happened. But even if they do, he still feels alone. He knows them, but they don't know him. They don't know about his favourite things, Sonic doesn't remember their favourite dates, he's checked Kintobor's records and searched for group photos that include him and everything is gone. Scourge the Hedgehog's entire existence has been wiped clean off the face of the planet, except for Scourge himself. Could you imagine what that would do to even a normal person, let alone someone like Scourge? One million issues he's been ignoring not even noticed yet would flare up, and he's desperately searching for a way to fix it. He wants his home back, and if he couldn't restore everyone's memories... well, it would take him time to heal enough to even begin trying to rebuilding his friendship with the freedom fighters and get Sonic to fall in love with him again. Especially when he still doesn't know how he did it the first time. He wants to run away about it, but how can he run away when he doesn't have anywhere else to go?
Getting Sonic to believe his story that he's been here for years and they've all just forgotten would be the biggest challenge, I think. The rest of the freedom fighters are more inclined to believe the story, but not him. In my head, he only changes his mind when, in the middle of a fight with Scourge - kicked off because Scourge, out of frustration at trying to prove he's telling the truth, brings up Johnny, and Sonic is immediately like "how fucking dare you use my dead friend against me to manipulate me" - Scourge blurts out something no one - not even his friends - knows about. Something Sonic has kept entirely to himself, that he only ever felt comfortable telling Scourge after they grew close
In the heat of the moment, of course, he rejects this train of thought and just argues with Scourge harder, because he's stubborn and hates admitting to being wrong. But after they've both stormed off - and maybe Sonic catches a glimpse of Scourge holding back frustrated tears - and he has a moment to himself, he sits and thinks about what Scourge said and slowly realises maybe, just maybe, Scourge is telling the truth after all
#sonic the hedgehog#scourge the hedgehog#fleetway sonic#stc sonic#fleet!sonourge#asks#headcanon#no idk what the thing scourge blurts out is#we can call that 'leaving it up to interpretation' as a way to slap a plaster over my lack of ideas x#only thing that comes to mind is maybe scourge mentions sonic's crush on johnny. since that's what started the fight and all#but i'm not sure yet if sonic would ever tell scourge about his feelings for johnny or if scourge would ever figure it out on his own#so. up to interpretation it is x#the freedom fighters are way more willing to give poor scourge a chance it's literally just sonic causing all the issues#especially if they see scourge realise he can't undo their memory loss. they see his devastated reaction#and none of them - not even sonic - can deny that that's a very very real reaction#if there were any doubts about his story all of them immediately vanish when they see his response to that news#if they've been working to help scourge figure out what's going on i imagine they've already grown a little attached to him#so while scourge is overwhelmed because he thinks he has to start entirely from scratch with them and he doesn't know how to do it#he's completely oblivious to the fact they already like him. maybe even already consider him their friend#sonic is gonna feel bad about doubting him too. guy was already hurting and he treats him like shit. not cool#the ensuing apology is extremely stilted and awkward#possibly made worse by the fact scourge is in no headspace to receive it#they'll work it out though#sonic will make it right. one way or another. it's his job#and besides. the strange fluttering of his heart and butterflies in his chest insist he shouldn't let scourge go#for reasons he can't quite understand (yet)
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I love thinking of the Dark Forest as this strange place with many eerie but beautiful locations that don't quite make sense. A place that would be really scary to the living as a result of its strangeness, but a place where those who are stuck there can appreciate its wonder. A dark twisting of the scenery you can find in the real world, uncanny but still bearing the splendor of real nature.
If I knew how to draw scenery, I'd be drawing these settings constantly.
#the concept of the distortion world in pokemon d/p/pt did a number on me as a kid lol#also i just get really emotional about the strangeness and beauty of nature sometimes man#pigeon mews#i love thinking about the dark forest like this especially as I'm sorting my soundtrack collection lately#i have plenty of music that's... somber but peaceful. a bit unsettling but calming at the same time#it's a bit hard to describe these songs but it's perfect for getting me in the headspace to think about the dark forest apparently#the dark forest as a concept has SO much fascinating potential beyond ''basically cat hell'' and it's sad that the series doesnt utilize it
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hhhhhhh i need someone in my fandom be into burps bc i neeeeeed burping headcannons for the guys i like😭😭😭😭 i cant make them myself and i know i’ll never get them:’)
Anon, I see you and feel this so much. It's hard being into something a bit more out there kink-wise or fandom-wise, but the intersection of both is even tougher. Believe me, I know how much it sucks for there to not be anything out there!
BUT while it might not be optimal, not all hope is lost. It never hurts to ask around in kink spaces if anyone else is into [x media]. Or alternately, simply try daydreaming. It might sound silly, but a good dose of fantasizing and seeing where your mind takes you can be a great way to come up with hcs. You don't have to do anything more with them or share them (though you always could)- sometimes there can be something enjoyable about finding kinky joy in daydreams all for yourself.
#i mean take me for an example#there is nothing else i've found out there about burping and my fave beyond the single fic i wrote#yes i keep saying i'll write a post about my hcs for him but honestly?#i have not had the time or the right opportunity to get in the right headspace for it lately#so i'm letting these ideas come to me one by one so i can do something more with them eventually#but until then- and even if i weren't going to post about them- what i have are still ideas i enjoy thinking about#tune into your desires and let your mind wander#it may end up in some strange but fun new places#imagination is a wonderful thing#but if that's something you struggle with (as in you have a hard time even coming up with ideas)#there's 0 shame in looking at things people have written about burps irt their faves or in general#it is human to see another's creativity and spin it off in your own way#anyway i clearly wish you luck!#ask#answered#anon
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#gonna do a little throwback and vent a bit here lmao#I may have pushed myself a lil far by doing a couple impact scenes and then wandering thru a bunch of crowds to watch the fireworks 💀#felt incredible on sunday night had a bad panic attack last night and haven’t been right today I just feel so down and strange#idk if it’s cause we got to discussing trauma and mental illness or if I’m just a lil depressed but I’m in a very pre-medication headspace#and then I rly feel bad cause he walked me home so he was out later than me and then soon after he got home there was a shooting near where#we were. and he’s the one who gets nervous about being out at night I’m always flippant about it#n I feel stupid and careless keeping him out so late just making sure I was alright#idk idk. hoping this is all part of coming off all that adrenaline and I’ll be normal in a couple days#I didn’t anticipate it at all cause the pain was pretty light. but it was all insanely good so maybe it’s more about how high up you get lol#idk! advice welcome if you’ve had a similar experience hdjfjsj
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unbothered; leaping and playing
#inklings of a sifaka shift..... :]#my limbs feel so weird i didn't expect this would be where it directed for this shift#tail is prominent but notably primate and my feet feel CRAZY i am Gripping spread-toe style#my arms feel too long too which is strange - i don't usually have that come with a shift; it tends to be hand-focused troubles#it's weird !! i haven't had a physical sifaka shift before so it is kind of new to me. the headspace i am used to though hehe#flashing gif#just to be safe i think it is riskily fast#moment of reflection
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Drew Cobweb on the plane
An eye strain version under the cut
#my art stuff#attitudes#sophie brannt#sophie#attitudes au#spiderverse au#sophie cobweb brannt#i don't know why the latest pics are so punchy in colors#I'm kinda overstimulating myself with them tbh#it's a strange headspace#tw: eyestrain
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reorganized my bathroom so that the little drawers on each side correlate to what stuff is on the counter and only everyday stuff on the counter, circumstantial/weekly in the drawers, and special occasion/travel in the linen closet area
#more stuff could go under the sink but that’s something for another day lol#don’t ask how things were not correlated before moving puts you in a strange headspace
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Stephen uses the runes of Kof-Kol to forget something traumatic, unfortunately he makes the parameters of the spell to broad and forgets like half his life. Unfortunately, the runes don't erase his reaction to things.
Cue Stephen trying to fake things while hiding his lack of memory from everyone he interacts with while wondering why just the thought of getting in a car makes him nauseous or why the word "bargain" makes him shudder down to his toes.
#fic ideas#Doctor Strange#I know where I'd go with this#and I'm not in a headspace to write that right now
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this body is very cute but god. god this thing is not mine
#having thoughts. headspace appearance vs the body's appearance sort of stuff#i think this body looks very nice. but it feels very wrong in many little tiny ways absolutely none of which i can do anything about#i'm fine it's just. a very strange feeling. i know what i'm supposed to look like and wheeewwww. it is not this#please give me my headspace appearance . Please god#voidposting
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tagged by @idcutmyarmsoff for my top 5 songs lately
Your Bed - Cub
It's A New Find - Shonen Knife
Titanic Vandalism - The Go! Team
Don't Let's Start - TMBG
Jenny Come On - Dressy Bessy
and im tagging @himejoshikomaeda @voz-12 @clubpenguinkiller @jammysammys @rotting-girl and @oceanflowerrs if u want ^^
#insects news service#i always feel so vulnerable talking about the music i like#i am in a particularly strange headspace rn sorry
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hmm looked in the mirror too long and realized my face kind of doesnt look like my face. okay. interesting
#can you guys tell im having a weird time#of it right now. like im in a strange headspace. and tuis kind of isnt helping
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