#story: tomorrow and tomorrow and tommorrow

[timeforsomethrillingheroicsblog]

remember when this blog was created as a sideblog for my writing? pepperidge farm remembers.

anyways, it’s been two hundred years but my story finally got updated.

tldr; let me introduce you to tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow - a s1 jack/sawyer fic told from sawyer’s pov covering episodes 1.03, 1.08, 1.11, 1.16, and 1.19 with some changes to canon along the way. (1700+ words, 4/6 chapters completed)

check it out if you want! or don't! i’ll be back to my regularly scheduled lost shitposting after this message.

[mijiplays]

【[Funkuro Valentine’s Day 2022] Jeanne’s [Holy President] special story translations (All parts)】

Keep in mind that these translations are not official since I’ve relied on various translation machines and tried my bestest to make it understandable as possible. If there are any concerns or mistakes anyone would like for me to go back and correct/edit, please kindly let me know so I can fix them!

Part 1

The first turning Student Council President Jeanne

With Valentine's Day approaching and the school is in high spirits

An unprecedented declaration is issued by the student council led by Jeanne.

Marco: "Good morning, students. Today, the president of the student council has an important matter to discuss with all of you"

Marco: "Listen carefully"

Jeanne: "Good morning, everyone"

Jeanne: "I have an announcement to make to all of you today"

Jeanne: "Tomorrow is Valentine's Day..."

Jeanne: "However, giving and receiving chocolates is prohibited at this school."

Jeanne: "This is all for the sake of maintaining order at this school... And in return, it's for the sake for all of you"

Jeanne: "I look forward to your cooperation"

Jeanne: "May the school be peaceful"

The day before Valentine's Day

Marco: "Tomorrow, we'll conduct an unannounced inspection of everyone's belongings... Is that right?"

Jeanne: "Yes, tomorrow is Valentine's Day"

Marco: "In order words, at eleven"

Marco: "To crack down on those who are bringing things that have nothing to do with their studies"

Jeanne: "There is also that- but that's not the main purpose."

Marco: "What do you mean by that...?"

Jeanne: "Valentine's Day is an event in which chocolates are given and received."

Jeanne: "In other words, a man and a woman of the same age touching hands...!"

Jeanne: "What would we call it if we didn't call it impure sexual intercourse?"

Jeanne: "Impure heterosexual intercourse is against the rules of this school"

Jeanne: "Violation of School rules means evil... Evil must be destroyed."

Marco: "I see! As expected of Maiden-sama...!"

Marco: "A noble resolve to not allow evil! I fully support you!"

Marco: "We, the student council- will do our utmost to get the job done!"

Jeanne: "Thank you very much"

Jeanne: "Well then, shall we make arrangements for tomorrow?"

Rest of student council members: "Yes m'am!"

Meene: "Well then, Maiden-sama we'll leave you to it"

Venstar: "Please excuse us"

Jeanne: "Yes, I'll see you tommorrow"

Jeanne:" ......"

Marco: "What's wrong?"

Jeanne: "! Oh, no sorry! I was just thinking about something for a little bit"

Jeanne: "Maybe you're tired. Shall we go home for the day?"

Marco: "......"

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Part 2

The Second Turning Jeanne's Melancholy

In order to maintain order at the school, Jeanne and the others decide to crack down on Valentine's Day

All while holding back the rebellious students, they begin inspecting their belongings

Jeanne: "Now then, please line up here in order everyone"

Student 1: "I wonder if the president of the student council is going to inspect my belongings...!"

Student 2: "That... Might make me a little happy"

Jeanne: "Marco please check everyone"

Marco: "Leave it to me"

Student 2: "What, it’s the vice president......"

Marco: "What did you say!"

Jeanne: "Stop it, Marco"

Marco: "...Tch"

Venstar: "...Maiden-sama, I have something to report"

Venstar:" It appears that quite a few students have brought in chocolates"

Meene: "We're getting similar reports from the other group"

Jeanne: "I see......"

Jeanne: "I guess my feelings didn't reach to everyone......"

Jeanne: "I am very sad......"

Marco: "Look, gentlemen! The student council president is saddened by your actions!"

Marco: "Know your sins and repent!"

Student 1: "I'm the one who's sad!"

Student 2: "That's right! This is outrageous! This is an abuse of authority!"

Student 3: "Besides, you're just jealous because you didn't get any!"

Marco: "Y, You bastards......!"

Marco: "...It looks like you guys are in need of some punishment"

Student 1: "Punishment...?"

Marco: "Take him away"

Venstar: "Yes"

Student 2: "S, stop-!!"

Marco: "...Well then, does anyone still have anything else to say?"

Students: "............"

Jeanne: "Everyone, thank you all so much for your cooperation"

Denbat: "Maiden-Sama...!"

Jeanne: "What is it, Denbat?"

Denbat: "It appears that some of the students slipped out of the baggage inspection"

Denbat: "They're on the run"

Marco: "What?"

Jeanne: "......Is that so"

Jeanne: "Well then, let me and Marco go find these students"

Jeanne: "I'll leave this place to you guys"

Denbat: "Yes M'am"

Jeanne: "All for the sake of order and peace in the school"

Jeanne: "Let's go, Marco."

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Part 3

The Third Turning Gratitude

After the short incident with Kanna and the others, Jeanne suspends the crackdown on Valentine's Day

The next day, she summoned members of the student council into the room

Jeanne: "Good day, everyone!"

Student council members: "Thank you for your hard work, Maiden-Sama!"

Jeanne: "Thank you for your hard work yesterday in inspecting everyone's belongings"

Jeanne: "...But, I must apologize to all of you"

Marco: "But Maiden-sama, that's......!"

Jeanne: "Marco, it's okay"

Jeanne: "Please let me apologize properly because I was wrong in my perception"

Marco: "......"

Jeanne: "Valentine's Day is a time to give chocolates to the ones you love and to express your feelings"

Jeanne: "If we forbid it, people will have a hard time overcoming difficulties and"

Jeanne: "It would lead to more disorder"

Student council members: "............"

Jeanne: "I was naive"

Jeanne: "I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused you all"

Marco: "Raise your head, Maiden-Sama!!"

Marco: "All of Maiden-Sama's actions were done with the school in mind"

Marco: "Who on earth, could blame you...!"

Denbat: "If that's the case, then we're all just as guilty as you are"

Venstar: "Yes, Denbat is right"

Jeanne: "......Thank you so much, I am so very happy"

Jeanne: "Actually, there is something I want to give to all of you"

Jeanne: "Meene, are you ready?"

Meene: "Yes, Maiden-sama!"

Jeanne: "It's a token of my gratitude to all of you who have always been so kind to me"

Marco: "Th, this is......!!"

Venstar: "Maiden-sama and Meene are giving us chocolates...!"

Denbat: "It's okay! We'll take it"

Jeanne: "Of course"

Porf: "What is this warm feeling......"

Larch: "I'm beyond elated, it's already reaching the point of full excitement.........!"

Kevin: "Thank you for your happiness....."

Jeanne: "Fufufu"

Jeanne: "I'm glad you're happy, Meene"

Meene: "Yes, Maiden-Sama"

Marco: "Thank you so much Maiden-sama"

Marco: "It's a great honor"

Jeanne: "You're exaggerating, Marco"

Jeanne: "Actually, I've been interested from the start... For Valentine's Day"

Jeanne: "But because of my position as the student council president, I couldn't celebrate it publicly"

Marco: "Maiden-sama......"

Jeanne: "But now it's different"

Jeanne: "You can express your gratitude and love to your friends and colleagues"

Jeanne: "I realized that it's a wonderful event"

Jeanne: "So, let's all enjoy it together!"

Marco: "...That's right"

Marco: "It's a courtesy from Maiden-sama so let's celebrate it right away"

Student council members: "Thank you for the food!"

Marco: "Well, I'll have one too......"

Marco: "!?"

Marco: "Oh, it's hot!! What is this...!?"

Jeanne: "What do you think, Marco"

Jeanne: "Matilda-san went along with me. I worked really hard to choose these chocolates"

Jeanne: "I hope you like it......"

Marco: "I-It's so delicious...... Oogh! Oggh!!"

Jeanne: "Marco!"

Jeanne: "Come to think of it, you needed coffee for your chocolate, didn't you?

Jeanne: "I'm sorry I wasn't very attentive. Here you go"

Marco: "N, No it's no problem, thank you..."

Marco: "UWAAAAAAHHHH!!!"

Jeanne: "Oh Marco"

[elle-smells]

Heyy @franboos thank you for the tag <333 

nickname(s): uuhh well...Dani, Danielita, Lena Heads, China, Scotland

height: ok I actually went to check this time and apparently its 5´´3 or 160 cm aprox.

zodiac: virgo/Libra (I’m done trying to figure it out bcs different wbsites say different things so lets say I’m in the limbo <- apparently thats a real thing???)

last thing you googled: Skam Christmas 

song stuck in my head: Bright from JATP (best soundtrack) 💜

lucky number: 23 i guess

favourite song: why is this a question?? I can’t choose...anything, kdjdksjd but for the sake of answering I’ll say, “Enchanted” by Taylor Swift at the moment :✨

aesthetic: right now? uhh ice water? christmas? dumbass? yeah all of the above 

dream job: anything but 9 - 5 sitting in an office doing routine work (ew)

favourite author: bro idk, I guess Carlos Fuentes bcs “Aura” is so good istg 

random: I’m fucking terrified of living alone but also excited but also what if I dont get into that university and what if- ´

I’ll tag @dirtycandyy @perfectharmony @1havenoidea @suburbanenigma @engelkeijsers and anyone else that wants to do it :)(:

[myrfing]

good to know every song with lyrics in ffxiv got like two more meanings after shb

[kaypeace21]

Omg!! The Stranger Thibgs Official Acc (well...I’m 99% sure it is) posted a video! It’s a bunch of static on these TV thingys with background opera music and they each show a picture of something with uhm blood on it. What do you think? Although You acc probably haven’t seen this yet since they literally JUST posted it lmao.

yep looked it up .The vid obviously hints at brenner’s return like we all suspected-  monitors like the ones used to spy on El and Will at hawkins lab, pic of doors, the rainbow room, eeg machines (all 4 things are associated with Will/El). A bloody 8 ball (uh oh Kali in danger?). The monitors also were filled with static -which indicates El tracking someone .And we all suspected El and Kali would team up to track Brenner-so that makes sense. I also still think the gals and Will  also end up at pethurst (for diff reasons) - talked about that theory a long time ago. Also an anon just mentioned how there are  7 screens so it could connected to Will too (”it was a 7 it got me”). 

other strange things I noticed- we see a bloody chess board and then later bloody dice like d&d dice maybe (probably indicating a plan or plans of our heroes doesn’t go as expected)? Like-bloody 8 ball, bloody chess board,�� bloody dice, plus there was also something else with blood that I couldn’t recognize-  regardless sounds like multiple plans may go wrong for our heroes.

the song choice.Quand le bien-aimé reviendra from the story  ou La folle par amour (The Woman Crazed with Love). cough “crazy together/”only love makes you that crazy”. 

Nina is in love with Germeuil but her father (lonnie), dissaproves. Germeuil and his rival fight a duel. Nina believes that Germeuil has been killed and goes mad, forgetting aspects of the traumatic incident in a manner consistent with a diagnosis of psychogenic amnesia (cough did has similar amnesia too after tr*uma).  Before this though her father separated the 2 and she had already gone mad without him. Nina” is essentially “a young woman  forced by a repressive male relative (her father) to abandon her lover, whereupon she promptly goes mad.”She only regains her reason when Germeuil reappears unharmed . cough me who has seen the st movies and know Will thinking Mike is dead may go dark phoenix... yep. Although i thought that’d be like s5 stuff.

Song lyrics: “When one’s beloved returns close to his lovesick friend, the spring is reborn, the grass will always bloom. But I look around— alas ! My beloved does not return...my beloved’s tender voice will paint its raptures and flames for you, because it is for him to teach you. (Will is a painter, has firepowers, and is a friend)

AND NAH, This isn’t m*leven, we saw what happened when her dad separated  her from Mike in s3- she had a dance party with Max, looked at other boys in a magazine,  and said Hopper was right and they were spending too much time together. And in response to Mike’s love/crazy confession just says “What makes you crazy?”

also, we may get something tommorrow cause the caption on youtube says hawkins lab will be working at 9am tomorrow?

[m111nho]

What a shame

What if after you joined the scouts in order to help Eren get through his Titan experiments with the special operations squad you start getting close to the captain whom you've been bickering with all along?

(A/N) I thought about this while listening to "what a shame" by leyla blue so enjoy,,,I'll probably do sum parts lol.So I'm 4'11 irl,I didn't do it so Levi would be taller.

swearing,kind of violence, insinuated smut, agegap

around 4.8k words<3

(F/N)'s POV

It's now been twenty four hours after the stupid trial they held for Eren and we are about to set off for the old scouts' quarters where Eren will be going under a number of experiments.Now don't get me wrong I love Eren but requesting me to join him with the special operations squad to help him get through it? Couldn't he have asked Mikasa or Armin instead?Well I know they chose me because I was the only one of age,still though at eighteen Mikasa is still stronger than me so I don't see a problem with her replacing me.Yesterday's still fresh in my mind,after the trial Commander Erwin and Captain Levi approached me while I was sitting with Sasha.

"Cadet (L/N) can you join us in my office?"I heard a voice behind me say,I turned around and I was shocked.Commander Erwin with Captain Levi were asking me to join them to Commander's office.Oh shit what did I do?

"Yes sir."I saluted and looked him in the eyes feeling intimidated,I didn't even look at Captain,hell he even scared me from what he did to Eren about an hour ago.He beat the shit out of him infront of everyone for god's sake!

I followed behind them through hallways taking a few turns to Commander's office.I was the last one to enter and I closed the door behind me bracing myself for what's to come.

"Please take a seat (F/N)."Said the commander and I awkwardly sat down in front of them.Then I took the courage to look at Captain only to find steely gray eyes looking back at me,however I kept looking at him while I felt my face getting hot.Now that I've taken a better look at him I don't understand why people don't find him attractive,his face is symmetrical with a straight nose and he has a killer jawline.His hair is pitch black and styled nicely and overall he has a good physique even though he is indeed short,he is taller than me by a few inches though.Of course I've heard the stories of humanity's strongest soldier and how incredible he is but to be honest after today I think that he's nothing more than an entitled ass.A very attractive entitled ass.

I turned my head around to face commander and before I could speak he started talking.

"Don't worry cadet you're not in trouble." I let out a breath I didn't know I held. "What we want from you,is kind of a command." he continued.

"Oh." I said and he probably noticed the glimmer of confusion in my (e/c) eyes.

"Well Eren Jaeger will be brought to the old quarters of the Survey Corps under the supervision of the special operations squad led by Captain Levi,"he motioned to the raven haired man who stood still with an expressionless face."And since Eren will be experimenting all the time I thought that it would be good for him to see familiar faces,so we handpicked you to join him."he finished and I was left speechless.

"Sir,I'm sure Eren would prefer for either cadet Ackerman or cadet Arlert to join him,they're all very close."I said and looked up to the intimidating commander.

"Nonesense the reason we picked you is because you're of age and on top of your class." he replied.

"It's actually cadet Ackerman who's on top,I come in second but okay.I will be joining Jaeger and the special operations squad if that's your command."I slumped down my shoulders.

He nodded and started filling me in on what I would be doing there for the rest of the month.

I sighed turning back to see Petra who was talking with Eld.Oluo was talking about something irrelevant with Eren while Gunther was just waiting for Captain's order for departure.I learned all their names yesterday at dinner since we'll spend quite some time together.Eld and Gunther were more quiet and laid back,Oluo was the one trying to imitate the captain so he talked a lot about past missions and himself.Petra was sweet and I could see she admired captain a lot.Maybe a bit too much but that wasn't for me to judge,she was a few years older than me so we clicked.

"Oi"we heard from the very front of our formation,"We're leaving,follow my lead."Captain Levi said with a stone cold face.

A couple of ''yes sir's" were thrown and we started our journey on our horses.By noon we could see the White castle nestled in between the green of the forest.I was chatting with Petra about her Father,he seemed very sweet like her,when captain spoke.

"So when we arrive we'll be cleaning the whole place,got it?" he said looking at me and Eren.

Both of us nodded frantically but I sighed internally.I never really liked cleaning,I found it boring but I always kept my body and clothing clean,I hated the feeling of filth on me it reminded me of the streets.

We continued galloping until we reached the gates of the castle,it was massive.Oh hell no we'd spend the whole day and night cleaning it,the place looked dirty and in no way shape or form fit for residence.

It was now starting to get dark, it's been a few hours since we arrived and we've been cleaning non-stop.Captain ordered me and Eren to clean the whole the left wing.Eren wouldn't stop talking and all I could do is mentally block him out of my head to keep going with the cleaning.A knock was heard from the door of the room we're now cleaning, a second later captain Levi opened the door and I had to compose myself so I wouldn't laugh.He wore a white bandana over his hair and a fucking mask.Both me and Eren saluted.

"Are you done here?"he asked eyeing the room.

"Not yet captain,we still have a room left but we'll get right to it."said Eren before I could speak,I was still trying to hold my laughter in.

"Eren go start the other room and leave (F/N) to finish this, you'll get it over with more quickly,she will join you when she's done."he ordered and Eren agreed,running off to the next room.

I picked up the rug I was working with on the window and started scrubbing, painfully aware of captain's steely eyes on me.

"I don't know why Erwin picked you to join us."a quiet voice said behind me.

"In all honesty captain neither do I."I said not loosing my temper or turning around,I was familiar with his rude remarks,having heard a lot of soldiers complain about it over the years.I didn't hear anything apart from the door behind me close,leaving me alone.

In what felt years later we were done and heading down to the kitchen to grab some food.I caught Petra by the stairs and we walked down to the kitchen meeting an already seated captain.Petra practically run to the table and I flinched at the noise her shoes made sliding on the rocky floor.

"Captain would you like me to make you some tea?"she asked while I sat two seats away from the head of the table.

"No thank you Petra,I am already aware that you know how to make tea.Cadet (L/N) will make some for all of us."he said looking at me and I returned his gaze slightly nodding.Standing up I made my way to the kettle that was already filled with water,placing it on the stove.A yellow light filled the room and I took the tray with the cups,placing it on the table infront of the captain.When I heard the water bubbling I walked over to the kettle,taking it off the stove and throwing three teabags in it,swirling it around and letting it steep.Minutes later I took the teabags out and held the kettle in my hands.Now back at the table I started with the captain,taking a cup off the tray and placing it near his hand.I could smell his hair from where I was standing,which by the way was kind of behind him and a bit on the left side while pouring tea in his cup.I looked down to him and found him starring sight back to me.

"Do you take it with sugar or milk sir?"I asked keeping the eye contact.He raised his eyebrows.

"No,thank you."I nodded and walked around the table pouring tea to every single one of the special operations squad,Eren and then myself.I could see from the corner of my eye captain holding his cup in a peculiar way,instead of holding it from the handle like a normal fucking person,he holded it from the rim,his palm over the opening.Pouring the last bit of tea to my cup as I sat down I looked at Eren who was talking with Eld,Eld was sitting both on my left and captain's while Oluo was sat at captain's right with Petra next to him on his right .Next to me was Gunter at my right and at the far end of the table was Eren.I drifted off looking down at my cup on the table,my hand wrapped around it when a noise was heard from the kitchen's entrance.It was section commander Hange Zoë.They were supposed to come in tomorrow but I guess they were too excited.

"I was examining two titans we caught alive in the city,I would love for you to help me with tommorrow's experiments.I came here to ask for you permission." they said to Eren.

"An experiment?What am I going to do exactl-" Hange cut him off before he could finish.

"What else except of the amazing thing you already do?"

"Well I can't give you the permission, you see someone else in charge for me."he replied and Hange turned to captain.

"Levi does Eren have to do something tommorrow?"they asked and Captain seemed displeased.

"He has to clean the garden."his reply was short.

"Fine then it's settled!Eren tommorrow we're going to collaborate!"they said taking his hand in theirs.Eren looked overwhelmed.

"Yes."he stuttered."But what kind of experiments to you do with titans?"he asked and their face lit up.

"Uhm,what exactly are this experiments?"he asked once again.Then Oluo spoke.

"Hey stop.Don't ask them this."he said and I looked back at Hange.

"Ah I knew it,your expression have away your desire for knowledge!"the captain suddenly sat up along with everyone else and I did the same.I waved Eren goodbye mouthing <<goodnight>>.I felt kinda bad leaving him there all alone with Hange but he asked for it.As I turned to the left where my assigned room was I was stopped from the captain.

"Since Eren will be accompanying Hange, you'll be cleaning the garden.Understood?"he motioned down infront of the window where an overgrown carden was.I sighed, tommorrow was my day off and I really didn't want to spend it this way.

"I'm sorry captain I'm afraid I can't, tommorrow's my day off."I said respectfully and his jaw clenched.

"I see Erwin hasn't informed you about this,that bastard always leaves the hard work to me."he whispered the last part,almost to himself."Cadet while you're with us here,you will not be having days off."he stated sternly.What?

"What?I never agreed to this."

"You don't need to,these are orders cadet."

"Then I don't want to follow orders."I am not loosing my long awaited day off for this shit.

"You see (F/N), you really don't have a choice so go to sleep and be up at dawn or there'll be consequences, besides it's almost curfew."he swiftly turned around and walked on the opposite direction.Great.

As if his orders were engraved in my mind I really did wake up at dawn.Groaning I dragged myself out of bed and in the bathroom,I doubt anyone will be awake at this time so I didn't bother to change off my nightclothes which consisted of a long white tank top,I noticed that the awaited morning cold had hardened my nipples,and a pair of loose fitting pants.I actually stole these from Reiner,he was about to throw them away anyway because of a rip on the left knee.I sewed it up and now it was my favourite piece of clothing I owned.The cold water run down my body and it waked me up instantly,grabbing the soap bar I scrubbed my hair thoroughly.It smelled like lavender.Finishing up cleansing my body,I run the cold water once a gain to rinse off.I reached for the towel and wrapped it around my body,with my left hand I clenched on the material in order to secure it on my body and on the other hand I had my nightclothes.Walkind down the corridor I shivered,I almost dropped my towel when a dark figure appeared infront of me whilst I made a turn.

"By the walls captain you scared the shit out of me!"I cursed forgetting the ultimately embarrassing situation I was in for a moment.But that moment didn't last long when I remebered my appearance.I felt captain's body tense up under the back of my hand.I was practically stuck on his front so I took a couple of steps back,my face now red from the embarrassment of my captain seeing me like this.I heard him clear his throat and he most probably regained his composure.

"Uh change,have breakfast and go start with the garden.I'll be joining you shortly after I make sure four-eyes doesn't kill Jaeger."he said and I nodded sprinting to my room.Unaware of the pair of bright brown eyes that just saw my entire encounter with captain.

Quickly I pulled on my chest wrappings,underpants and a white shirt with my military trousers.I didn't have to wear the harnesses today so I ditched them in the chair near my bed and I laced up my leather boots.I combed my wet hair with my fingers,they fell just bellow my shoulders in a middle part.The kitchen was empty but it looks like someone has already brewed some tea and there's porridge on the stove.I ate quickly,drinking my tea in a hurry and I left the kitchen.The garden was peaceful but also chaotic.It was so overgrown with weeds and it desperately needed organisation,the stone path was also cover in moss.I picked up the water/vinegar solution and a scrubber.I started working on the stone pavement,getting the moss off.

Some time later it was finally finished,the sun now brightly above my head.A few drops of sweat run down my forehead,my hand willing them off in an instant.

"Oi cadet!How is it going?"captain's voice said.

"So now you join me? It's been surely hours!"just breathe (F/N) don't let your anger take over you.He seemed to catch on my anger even though I tried my best to cover it.I felt a harsh grip on my chin,tilting it up where I met his cold eyes.I was still on my knees and his force hold didn't help.

"Why are you complaining cadet?I already told you I'd be joining you when it was possible."

"Couldn't you have joined me earlier,it surely wouldn't take you more than a few minutes to ensure Eren's safety."I spat at him.

"Now brat even if I didn't join you,you still would have to finish this garden.It's orders."he said releasing my chin from his grasp.My eyes shot daggers at him,only if he weren't my boss..."Anyways I'll help you finish so we can start training."he finished.Training?

"Training?Why?"I asked

"Because." he replied and began to pull on weeds from the garden.What an asshole.Having no other option I did too and almost an hour later we were done.

"Four-eyes must have finished now,I'll get the others,you though should wear your gear."

Truly in about a quarter of a clock we were standing all together for training.Apparently Eren didn't have any progress in transforming,now with a bangdaged hand.

"Warm up, we're doing hand to hand combat today.I'm pretty sure you know it isn't as important with titans but as a soldier you won't have to face only those.Hand to hand combat is something you should rely on when times get tough."said captain."Petra you're with Eren,Gunther you're with Oluo and (F/N) you're with me,I want to test your abilities."he finished,I suppose Eld was helping Hange with something.

Everyone got in a line,captain in front of me.I made sure to keep my ground while he was just there waiting for me to do something.I could hear everyone else grunting while they fought with eachother,yet me and Captain we're not rushing ourselves, circling around each other.

"Aren't you going to make a move on me captain?Afraid aren't we?"I said with a smirk and he scoffed.

"It's not my fucking skills that are being tested (F/N) so just start."he did have a point so with all my strength I went in with my right fist straight to his face,I already knew he'd avoid it so the moment he did I tripped him using my leg.He did however notice and he wasn't about to fall down,at least without me.His right hand grabbed my waist and I fell on top of him with a whelp.In my state of surprise he took both of my wrists,rolling over on my body pinning them over my head.I grunted,his smug face inches from my own,he really did have beautiful eyes.It looked as if I was defeated but I had another trick up my sleeve.Due to my years spent in the streets I had to learn how to adapt so I learnt how to slide over stuff,making me very flexible.Carefully, without him noticing I lifted my right foot from under him and brought it over his left side,me now rolling over him,in his now surprised state his grip on my hands loosened.I retrieved full control of my wrists so I yanked them off his palms completely.I grabbed each one of his hands and pinned them to his sides,now sitting on top of his waist.

"Shorty has lost finally!" a voice said,Hange.

"Tsk,you win cadet,now get off me."I did exactly as he said.He walked back into the castle after dismissing us.

"Oh my god (F/N)!Captain hasn't lost in hand to hand combat,like never!"Petra walked over to me.

"Really?"woah."Well there's a first for everyone,now let's go to eat I'm fucking starving."

After I showered and changed again,fucking Levi had to choose hand to hand combat the day I showered,I went to the kitchen to eat with the others,everyone was already in there eating.I joined in the conversation with Oluo about how wall Rose has little to no supplies left while eating.It wasn't so bad here after all...

Since Hange was joining us we had to add an other chair,with us moving around I ended up to the captain's left,a bit closer than I would have liked.I looked at Oluo across from me and flashed him small smile.After we finished I joined Hange to their laboratory,them explaining me what happened today,Eren and the others will experiment more in the evening.They asked me if I wanted to join them but I said no,I wanted to relax for the rest of the day,maybe read some more pages of my book.It was about a girl who was helplessly in love with someone she couldn't have,it was more of a diary to be honest.It tugged painfully on the strings of my heart for a reason.

"(F/N) I'm going to need your help in the library once four-eyes is gone."captain said opening the door of my room and I screeched.

"Captain what are you doing?I could have been bare!"who even does that?

"Nothing I haven't seen before now in about an hour I need you in the library, we're going to organise the books in alphabetical order and dust the shelves."I groaned but hid it with a cough.

"Yes captain."he nodded and left,as soon as he did I fell on my bed cursing at him.

It is now almost night,me and Levi have took out all the books off the selves.We are dusting the inside of the selves but I can't quite reach the top.Being 4'11 at eighteen isn't enjoyable,even the military's shorty is taller than you.

"What's wrong?"he asked,he must have saw me struggling to reach the top shelf on my tiptoes.

"It's nothing sir, it's just that I can't reach the top shelf don't worry though I'll just get on top of a chair."shrugging it off I started walking towards the end of the room where a stack of chairs was placed.

"Don't you dare step on a clean chair with your shoes.I'll just lift you."he said gabbing my waist with both hands and placing me on his right shoulder so easily,as if I weighted nothing.God how was he able to do it? Military training,the guy's probably shredded.No don't think about his body right now what the fuck.

"Uh alright,can you go to the left and as I clean move to the right?"I felt his head nod on the outside of my left thigh and I started moving.When I finished I felt the weight under me gone and in a matter of seconds I was on the ground with a big thud.

"What the fuck captain why'd you do that?"I said while getting up.

"Revenge for this morning."he walked off and towards the door.

"Asshole..."I said quietly to myself,or I thought so.

"What did you say?"fuck fuck fuck.

"Nothing sir."I replied my face getting red.

"Look cadet I don't know who you think you are but addressing your superiors like this is unacceptable."his words came off aggressively but his face stayed stone cold.

"Well I'm sorry but what am I supposed to say to someone who won't accept their defeat because they think they're so damn unbeatable?"I snapped and in seconds I was pinned to the wall next to the selves.

"This is the last time I'll go easy on you brat, I'm your captain and I demand respect."venom dripping from his words,his hands tugging hardly on my jaw.

"I only show respect when I know it'll be returned and with all honesty sir you've been quite an asshole to me today." I smirked and I felt a hand slap my cheek,not hard but enough to make me angry.

"What the fuck did you just say?"his eyes burning into mine.

"What the did you just do?"I bit back wiggling my way off his grasp,pushing him down with all my strength.I was on top of him now just like in training this morning.

He reached out to turn me around with his hands but I took them both and locked them behind my back.I knew I'd regret this later,but I was so damn mad.

"Cadet get off me right now and I'm willing to forget what happened today."he said scowling.

"There's no way in hell I'm doing that until you apologize for being an asshole."I replied smugly.He must've not liked that because next thing I knew I was under him,his nose grazing mine.I could feel his laboured breathing on my lips and a thought flashed in my mind.As soon as it did I pushed it away.

"Let me go!"my voice trembled from both fear and fury.His hand had clutched both my wrists in a tight grip,his other hand under my chin tilting it up so I wouldn't miss his eyes.I felt the steely gaze piercing through my (e/c) one.Without thinking I subconsciously looked down on his panting lips and returned my gaze back to his.His eyebrows slightly raised,his eyes now we're traveling down to my panting lips.I knew what was bound to happen any second right now.He slightly shifted, softening his grip on my wrists,his straight nose moved on top of mine,a ghost of a kiss lingered millimeters above my mouth.I closed my eyes waiting for him to lock our lips but that moment never came,on the contrary I heard a sound of steps nearing the door.Captain quickly rose to his feet,pulling me up with him.

"(F/N)! Captain!"Eren exclaimed.He seemed quite disappointed,I wondered if he failed again.

"Jaeger help (L/N) finish organising the books."he ordered and left the room.

Putting the books back in the shelves a realisation came upon me.He wanted to kiss me,and I was to kiss him back.

Dinner approached and everyone was in the kitchen eating except captain.

"Hey Petra do you know where captain is?"Gunther asked and she shrugged.

"He seemed angry so I don't know,he might not want to eat tonight."

"Why would he be angry though?"

"I don't know but (F/N) you were with him right?Did you guys fight?" Eren interrupted and I wanted to throw my spoon at him.We were great friends but he just doesn't know when to shut the fuck up.All eyes on me now.

"Well we did kind of have a disagreement." I said looking at my plate."It's okay I, I'll get him some tea and apologize."they all seemed content with my reply.

The tray wobbled in my hands,I reached his temporary office.Knocking twice I heard a voice behind the door say <<come in>> and so I did.

His gaze didn't falter when I stepped in,walking in a straight line after closing the door,I placed the tray on the desk before him.

"Sir,I would like to apologize for today's incident,I shouldn't have been disrespectful to you and I definitely do not want to be the reason you don't get to enjoy this evening with your comrades."I said and the bastard laughed.He laughed.I've never seen him laugh.That's when I noticed a bottle of dark liquid on the corner of the window behind him.

"Cut the bullshit (F/N) we both know you don't feel sorry for anything that happened today."he said,now I understand,his laugh was a mocking one.I mean he wasn't wrong,I only said that to avoid punishment.He sighed and motioned for me to get to the left side behind the desk so I did.Standing up from his seat,his palm cupped the side of my neck,bringing us closer.He didn't get to do anything else though because I took his face between my hands and pressed our lips together.I sighed into the kiss.He kissed me back,forcefully,teeth grazing my lips.Bevuase of my surprised state of teeth on my lips he took the opportunity to lift me up from my waist,sitting me on top of the desk and slipped his tongue in my mouth.He grunted when my hands left his face and went straight on his hair,running my fingertips over his undercut and tugging at the longer hair on top of it.Humming I slowly tore my lips from his,placing small kissed from his chin to his jaw where I traveled down to his neck,leaving opened mouthed kisses all around until I reached the collar of his shirt.My hands trembled while I unbuttoned the first three buttons off his shirt,moving the collar out of the way I attached my lips on the base of his neck,where it connected with his torso and sucked on the skin,slightly biting it.I was no strangers to lovebites.He sucked in a breathe.

"Fuuuuck." a throaty moan came out of him.I smiled to myself and continued with my work,leaving a few more marks to spots I knew his clothing would cover up.As I pulled away from his torso,I looked up at him.His eyes were full of lust,just like mine.I smiled devilishly at him,kissing him once again.We left the office discreetly and he led me to his room locking the door,pinning me against it.

"After all I don't think you mind discipline."Oh boy.

Streaks of blinding gold twinkled over my eyes the following morning.My face twisted,turning around I let my hand touch the bedding but instead it hooked over a hard surface.Then it hit me.Shit,shit,shit.Last night me...and captain...my eyes widened.Red faced me looked up,captain was sleeping with his hands under my waist.Moments of yesterday's interaction flew through my mind when I heard a groan leave his red lips.His hands tightened around my waist bringing me on top of him.That's when his eyes opened up and found my head in the crook of his neck.The muscles of his stomach tensed up.I rose up using the sheet to cover my chest.

"Uh goodmorning captain?"I said unsure of what to say.He grabbed my nape and forced me on his hard chest once more.

"Shut the fuck up."so he didn't want to talk about yesterday,okay he's saving me the embarrassment.His fingers combed through my hair and I hummed kissing the surface of his chest.He tilted my head up by my hair,I felt something harden against my thigh.Morning sex?Count me in.

When I was about to make a move someone knocked on captain's door.Panicking I pulled away and covered myself in the sheets leaving him naked.

"Captain it's almost nine in the morning,how come you haven't gotten up yet?"Petra.

"I have a headache Petra,I'll come down once the painkiller (L/N) gave me starts working."he replied.

"Oh,I'm sorry to hear that sir.I'll go and make you some tea."her steps became less and less loud until they were completely gone.

I covered him with the sheets and started putting on my clothes.After everything was on I turned to the captain.

"I better get going,see you later captain."I smiled and he nodded.Opening the door and making sure no one was around I returned to my room.Now what the fuck was all this?

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AAside - Gyroaxia Band story - Chapter 4 (full)

Translation of Gyroaxia’s band story from the game ‘Argonavis from Bang Dream! AAside’.

This post contains all parts belonging to Chapter 4.

(Recommendation to read this along the ingame band story, since it’s all fully voiced!)

Part one - “Joint declaration”

-----At GYROAXIA’s sharehouse

Reon: Kenta-san, have you seen this?

Kenta: What?

Reon: How members of Fantôme Iris are dissing us, and that from there fans started to fight each other…

Miyuki: I saw it too. Like, how Fantôme’s comments started it all, although I’m suspicious if they actually did say that

Reon: I was thinking so too but….

Reon: On the contrary, our fans went out to get revenge after Fantôme’s live had ended…

Kenta: I’m aware of it. I had shrugged it off as baseless rumors that would disappear on their own soon.

Kenta: And then it turned out to be a bigger commotion than I had expected it to.

Miyuki: What’re we gonna do? Are we gonna leave it be or

Kenta: The leader of Fantôme shall be coming here tonight. I intend to discuss what we should do about it.

Miyuki: Haha, always first on the move ain’tcha now

Reon: It’d be good if it didn’t influence the voting for the starting live, but…. today they’ll be announcing the results, right

Kenta: What now, are you not confident?

Reon: That’s not….

Miyuki: Well, I’m not worried about our ranking, it just doesn’t feel too good thinking how these strange rumors still out there

Kenta: I’ll be taking care of it. Leave it up to me

Miyuki: Yeah, yeah. Please do so, Kenta-sensei

-

----A few hours later

Felix: ---Then, I shall be taking care of the draft for the statement. Could you verify it for me once I had sent it after returning home as soon as possible?

Kenta: I’m sorry for the inconvenience. I’ll respond as soon as possible.

Felix: I could say the same. Ah… that reminds me, I had forgotten to mention something

Kenta: What may it be?

Felix: Congratulations on reaching first place at the starting live. It’s still an amazing accomplishment, even without the impact of the rumors.

Kenta: Thank you very much. However, I believe that you are not intending to leave things as they are now, right?

Felix: Why of course. We may have ended up last now, but one could say it was a mere warm up for next time.

Felix: It ought to not take long before we get tired of staring down on your backs.

Kenta: …..GYROAXIA will not lose.

Felix: I see… fufu. Now then, I suppose it’s time to---

(Door opening)

Nayuta: Any coffee

Nyankotarou: Nya~

Felix: Good evening, Nayuta. Pardon my intrustion. And hello to you too, you must be Nyankotarou

Nayuta: …..A guest, eh

Kenta: You seem to be well informed, to the point of knowing his cat’s name. 

Felix: Only because I have checked the official blog of your band. A fan ought to know this much, or am I wrong?

Kenta: Haha

Felix: Now, I shall be taking my leave. I would love to sit down and have a nice chat with you when possible, Nayuta

Nayuta: ………

Felix: À bientôt. And to you too, Nyankotarou

Nyankotarou: Nya~

-

Nayuta: …..What did you talk about

Kenta: I had consulted him about what we should do about these baseless rumors. Nothing that should concern you.

Nayuta: ‘Kay

Kenta: Ah, right there is coffee. I’ll go make some right now

Kenta: (Even though I’m doing everything I can to not distract Nayuta with any unnecessary trouble, it has to blow over as soon as it can.)

Kenta: (If... this would put an end to it, though...)

Part two - “Joint interview”

-----At an office

Miyuki: Soft and fluffy chairs, some way too delicious coffee…. at last, the kind of treatment we deserve

Nayuta: ….Oi, Sakaigawa

Miyuki: Mh? What’s up, Nayuta?

Nayuta: It’s time. Let’s leave

Miyuki: Eh? I mean sure it’s been a while since it was supposed to start but… wouldn’t it be good to wait for a bit at least!

Nayuta: Tch….

Miyuki: The management of the Fes had set this interview up for us too. Hold it out just for a bit, okay!

Miyuki: Handling advertising is also an important part for the Fes, didn’t Kenta say so too?

Nayuta: Where is he

Miyuki: He said he suddenly had a meeting to attend and is at the office now

Nayuta: ………

Miyuki: I’ll contact the person in charge too, c’mon sit down!

Interviewer: Excuse me. My sincerest apologies for being late!

Shu: So sorry for bein’ late. Was busy with school an’ all that 

Reiji: Forgive us for making you wait.

Miyuki: Eh? You guys are Epsi’s….

Nayuta: ….What’s the meaning of this

Miyuki: Wasn’t it supposed to be Nayuta’s interview today or...

Interview: Huh? Have we not informed you about it? That it’s a joint interview with the frontmen of the participating bands...

Shu: Aah, that’s ‘cuz I asked to not let ‘em know. Wanted to get a good scare outta ‘em!

Nayuta: ….We gotta leave

Miyuki: Heey hey now! This kinda interview isn’t too bad, is it! And it’s not like you speak a lot on your own to begin with!

Reiji: My deepest apologies for spoiling the mood. Ujigawa has a tendency to enjoy pulling suck pranks...

Shu: Aw c’mon, stop talkin’ as if I’m some lil’ kid

Interviewer: We are very sorry for the lack of communication on our part! I promise it will not take too long, so please….!

Nayuta: ………

-

Interviewer: ----Now then, could you tell us what you think of each other’s bands?

Nayuta: Got nothing

Shu: Eeeh, that’s makin’ me sad. I’mma big fan of Gyro! Nayuta-san’s vocals are a given, but the rest of the band---

Miyuki: Wonder if it’s okay for Nayuta to act like that….

Reiji: Isn’t it more exciting to have an interview with a feeling of tension in the air

Reiji: It’s quite interesting, like Asahi-san himself

Miyuki: Haha… A relief to hear that then

Reiji: ….Speaking of which, that secret live from the other day was exciting too wasn’t it

Reiji: Somehow to the point of Asahi-san collapsing from singing too much….

Miyuki: Hm, aah… that. Yeah, Nayuta just went a bit overboard with giving his all

Reiji: Is his physical condition stable?

Miyuki: All good, good! Not a big deal at all!

Reiji: Then that is fine…. The vocalist collapsing must be undeniably troublesome for the members too.

Miyuki: Well… honestly, what came after that was more troubling than him collapsing

Reiji: Had something happened?

Miyuki: Nah well, it was more silly if anything you know, like a whole coup d’état was being staged! 

Reiji: Coup d'état…. Haha, that does indeed sound quite funny.

Reiji: If you don’t mind, could you tell me more about it?

Part three - “Stand and talk”

Miyuki: ---And with that, the whole coup fell apart. And one way or the other we all got back together again.

Miyuki: See? Told you it was silly, right?

Reiji: ….It’s necessary for the surprise attack to land its mark, if one wants a coup to succeed.

Reiji: For that moment, you have to bow down to those in power and patiently await your turn to strike...

Miyuki: Uum… What’s that about?

Reiji: ….History that I had learned in class about.

Reiji: Either way, thank you very much for talking with me.

Reiji: We’re respectively having our own fair share of issues due the nature of our frontmen, however we shall be doing our best for the Fes going on forward.

Miyuki: Seriously mature for your age, aren’t you….

Nayuta: Let’s leave, Sakaigawa

Miyuki: Sorry, sorry. Got caught up in talking. So, how did that interview go? 

Nayuki: Dunno. You’ll see tomorrow when we get back

Shu: Nayuta-san, good work. Was plenty of fun to talk with you!

Reiji: Thank you for your time too, Sakaigawa-san. I wish you good luck at the live tommorrow.

Miyuki: Ah, hold on Nayuta! Sorry for this, we’ll sit down to talk again some other time

Reiji: ….How did it go with him?

Shu: Wasn’t fun at all. That mister wouldn’ react at all despite pushin’ his buttons

Shu: Anyway, you seem to have heard somethin’ interesting?

Reiji: Yes. Exactly the kind of thing you enjoy.

Reiji: I’ll go collect evidence from the livehouse and hospital at once. I’ll be able to have it done in a few hours.

-

-----At GYROAXIA’s sharehouse

Ryo: Ah, Miyuki-kun and Nayuta, welcome baaack

Kenta: Welcome back, good work today

Miyuki: Huh, you got back too?

Kenta: Yes, it was a simple meeting. More importantly, how did the interview go?

Miyuki: It was… the whole thing turned out different than expected. Nayuta had to do a joint interview with Epsi’s Ujigawa-kun

Kenta: With Ujigawa Shu.... Was there anything strange that happened? 

Miyuki: Nah? It went pretty smoothly, right Nayuta?

Nayuta: Don’t remember. Don’t care

Kenta: Then, that’s fine….

(Door opening)

Reon: Ah, Kenta-san! Did you check online!?

Kenta: What is it, have fans started arguing again?

Miyuki: We commented on it, shouldn’t it have calmed down?

Reon: Not that! Look, it’s about this!

Miyuki: Uuum… “GYROAXIA’s vocalist, Nayuta Asahi has been spotted at the hospital! Troubles arise regarding the continuation of the band”---- 

Ryo: “Which leads to tension between the band members! Are they on the verge of breaking up with LR Fes right around the corner!?”

Miyuki: ...What, what the hell!? Where did all of this come from?

Kenta: I had assumed the possibility about hospital-related rumors spreading but…. not that it would reach about the state of the band itself.

Reon: It’s strange right! And way too detailed! To the point of a coup being mentioned!

Nayuta: ….What’s the meaning of this?

Kenta: I can only think it was one of us that had leaked it. But, how…. doesn’t anyone here remember this?

Miyuki: Think about it, going out of your way to talk about th--

Reiji: If you don’t mind, could you tell me more about it?

Miyuki: ….Eh? Don’t tell me….him!?

Kenta: Is there something you know, Miyuki

Miyuki: ……..Shit! Sure did it this time!!

Part four - “Reiji’s strategy”

Miyuki: While… Nayuta was doing the interview, I had talked to Epsi’s drummer…

Kenta: The drummer…. Karasuma Reiji

Miyuki: But, we didn’t talk too long ago, and I didn’t say anything about Nayuta’s asthma either!?

Kenta: There was more than enough time to spread rumors online about it.

Reon: It’s about an illness, and with how he collapsed at a live, you can make up as much as you want about it….

Kenta: ….There were a lot of awful rumors about Epsi when they were in Kyoto. How they’ll do anything to crush whoever piques their interest, and the like

Kenta: Which makes me suspect that they’re the ones behind our trouble with Fantôme.

Ryo: Why…. why would they do such things?

Kenta: To cut down the amount of rivals for the Fes…. I wouldn’t know for any other reason why.

Reon: Still, to go like that about it… it’s way too foul!

Kenta: They’re still middle and highschool students, but have plenty of funds and human connections to make use of.

Kenta: An example of what happens when a child who doesn’t know any better becomes drunk on power, I suppose

Nayuta: ……….

Miyuki: Goddamnit….!!

Reon: What do we do? Make another statement?

Kenta: Compared to last time, these rumors aren’t completely baseless. Any wrong moves will increase our amount of problems….

Miyuki: I’m sorry, everyone…. All because I just can’t keep my mouth shut….

Kenta: Apologies are for later. We need to focus on what to do about this right now...

Nayuta: Ain’t gonna do a thing

Miyuki: ...Eh?

Nayuta: We’re gonna rehearse. Get ready

Reon: Is it really fine to just leave it at that!?

Nayuta: Don’t give enough of a fuck to play around with some shitty brat

Kenta: Still… will the fans agree to it?

Nayuta: As if I know

Reon: “As if” you say….

Ryo: Then… wouldn’t it be better to admit to everything?

Miyuki: …..Eeeeh!?

Ryo: Let’s admit it at the beginning of the live. About Nayuta’s illness, and our coup d’état too

Kenta: …..Isn’t that asking to invite even more chaos?

Ryo: It’ll be all good!

Reon: How even

Ryo: ‘Cuz we’ll be doing a live right after it?

Ryo: Once our live starts, everyone’s worries will fly right out of the window and they’ll become happy!

Miyuki: What’s with that…

Kenta: ….I see

Reon: You’re agreeing with him!?

Kenta: Because… it might be a chance to demonstrate our power. Rumors and facts, GYROAXIA’s music will bring it all to the ground

Kenta: If it goes smoothly, we’d be back on track for the Fes...

Nayuta: ……..

Miyuki: Nayuta, I’m sorry…. It’s my fault that your fans came to know about your illness…..

Miyuki: But, it’s as Ryo and Kenta said… If it’s with you…. with our performance, everything will be blown away

Nayuta: Cut it out with the whining….

Reon: You’re so….!

Nayuta: I’m only gonna sing

Part five - “What about it?”

----At the livehouse

Gyro fan A: Hey, did you see it? Those rumors online. Like, “Gyro in a crisis of disbanding” and all… 

Gyro fan B: Isn’t that fake? And, Nayuta’s illness….

Gyro fan A: Yeah but… there’s also how Nayuta collapsed during the last song at this secret live the other day, right?

Gyro fan B: Yeah… and it does seem that the members often fight too….

Nayuta: …...Listen

Gyro fan A: Eh…. He’s gonna talk? Isn’t this unusual!?

Nayuta: Everything online, those shitty rumors--- All of it is true

Nayuta: I have a respiratory disease. There’s guys that started going on about quitting

Nayuta: But… what about it?

Nayuta: Even if I fall, I’ll sing. Even on my own, I’ll sing.

Nayuta: As long as I live

Nayuta: …...GYROAXIA

-

Reon: (All you had to say or what… still… it really fired up everyone!)

Miyuki: (Amazing, eh… that it wasn’t ���us” either.)

Ryo: (Yeah, this feels nice… everyone looks happy)

Kenta: (Go, Nayuta…. crush them….!)

-

Gyro fan A: GYROOO!!!

Gyro fan B: NAYUTAAA!!

Gyro fan A: Hey, is that illness part true!? He’s still going at full power during the encore!!

Gyro fan B: The instrumental part was amazing too! No way that they’re breaking up!

Ryo: Aah, how nice… this kind of atmosphere… it’s very happy….

Reon: Haah..haah.. alright! The best performance…. yes… yes!!

Miyuki: Fuuh... for real, he’s some kinda monster... the fact that he pulled off a live beyond flawless

Kenta: You did it, Nayuta…. Alright, time to wrap it up

Nayuta: …….

Kenta: Nayuta….?

Nayuta: Oi… dunno if you’re here… some damned guy that has the nerve to pull some shit---

Nayuta: Whatever you wanna do, don’t drag me in it

Nayuta: That shit won’t crush my music

Nayuta: Still, you’re an eyesore. Don’t get in my way a second time. And if you wanna keep going...

Nayuta: I’ll destroy you… at the Fes battle

Miyuki: Haha… As if he’s some pro-wrestler

Reon: He.. was considerably angry

Kenta: Really? Isn’t that---

Ryo: Yeah, it’s the Nayuta that we know

-

Gyro fan A: That was so awesome! But… what Nayuta said at the end there...

Gyro fan B: “I’ll destroy you at the Fes”.... does this mean that a participating band spread rumors?

Gyro fan A: Seriously… that’s straight up awful

Reiji: ………

Reiji: (Failure, huh… No, they turned the tables around….)

Reiji: (There’s many other bands that aren’t this straight-forward… Well, whether it succeeds or not, either is fine.)

Reiji: (As long as Shu has been entertained)

[novelconcepts]

OKAY I FINISHED IT. I FINISHED IT AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO NOW. YOU MADE ME CRY I SHED TWO WHOLE TEARS AND THAT IS A LOT IM HAVING EMOTIONS.

“You don’t think I’m crazy?” Jamie asks. “For--for telling you I just--

“Think you’re surprisingly sane, considering,” Dani says with a soft smile, kissing her lightly.

HOW DARE YOU MAKE THIS CALL BACK YOU BASTARD

this was beautiful, i never know how to articulate my appreciation properly, but damn do i want to. i was so tense this whole time, like almost in solidarity with jamie i was just on guard tense and ready to go the whole time. that exchange with the lady had me breathing so heavily and forcefully as though i was the one in a freezing cold lake arguing with the stuff of nightmares myself. youdraw emotions out of me very well. congrats. you piece of shit.

this was really well done and i really, really enjoyed reading it. i did not expect an edge of tommorrow esque premis - every time the main character dies; time gets reset, every time jamie disrupts the story; time gets reset. it’s so cool!! anyway you did amazingly as always, and i will be forwarding you my therapy bill :)

I’m glad you had a nice (???) time with it, and also that it...resonated? (Edge of Tomorrow is lowkey one of my favorite action movies, despite not being much for Cruise, and I couldn’t resist using a similar feature for this. Otherwise, it would have been just...entirely too easy on Jamie, and we all know I never allow for that.)

[timeforsomethrillingheroicsblog]

Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow; A Lost Fanfic

Summary: Jack and Sawyer's relationship through season one. Covers episodes 1.03, 1.08, 1.11, 1.16, and 1.19 with some changes to canon along the way.

"Sawyer doesn’t think about Jack’s mouth turning down in disgust in the morning, as he has his first cigarette of the day. He doesn’t think about it in the afternoon, lying under a tarp and sweating like a pig. He doesn’t think about it in the evening as he watches the sunset spread like a stain across the open ocean. He especially doesn’t think about it at night as he feeds log after log into the signal fire."

Pairing: James "Sawyer" Ford/Jack Shephard

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Canon Typical Violence, Internalized Homophobia

Status: 4 out of 6 chapters completed

Word Count: 17,368

LINK TO WORK

[blueberries-ate-my-cat]

Mystery Berries?

I was going through my tumblr out of curiosity and I came across a post about calling people Mystery berries. That has to be the most stupid and cringiest thing I have ever said. It’s almost worst as Carole Baskins calling her fans Cool cats. I offically hate myself more. I don’t know if I should delete it now. I have been deleting some stuff from my tumblr, like stories or rants that don’t make sense. Fuck it I might delete it. Maybe tomorrow, I am very lazy today and tired. Goodbye Tumblr and I might post more tommorrow. I don’t really go on here to see memes anymore, I have twitter and tik tok to see memes now.

[fiammahcosplay]

SH Lisa Garland short MOVIE video - "not tomorrow" Fiammah

If you like my cosplay please send me a comment and a "like" could help me so much to improve my work! SILENT HILL - konami (c) psone - playstation Lisa Garland "Red Nurse" cosplay by Fiammah Price Short movie video "Not Tommorrow" soundtrack fb: https://www.facebook.com/fiammahprice... twitter: https://twitter.com/FiammahPrice instagram: https://www.instagram.com/fiammahpric... Silent Hill is my favorite videogames saga. I love so much the concept, the sad story of the unforgettable Lisa Garland...

[nuevajuarez48]

Phoebe Cates Story

Phoebe Cates Story 

Chapter One: Paradise

Background: This story makes reference to a lot of other sims and game locations which might not always make sense out of context. Inspired by the real Phoebe Cates who started as a model in Seventeen magazine before being cast in The Blue Lagoon rip-off Paradise for which she sung the theme. She went on to star in a number of commercials and movies and released an album. She retired in the early 90s to marry a famous actor and run a boutique.

Aspiring superstar Phoebe Cates was thrilled when she was invited to a meeting at Xuxa Meneghel Productions offices, and shocked when none other than Xuxa herself walked in the room! Phoebe moved to Timbiriche after dropping out of college, and with the money she earned working at Angel Cafe in the Japantown district of Nueva Juarez, she made payments on a small one bedroom house outside the city. She had high aspirations though, and was honoured when the owner of Angel Cafe asked her to be the commercial spokesmodel for his other resturant venture, McDonalds. Phoebe was hopeful this could be the start of a career in show business, so when Xuxa’s secretary phoned her at home and asked her to come to Xuxa Enterprises she felt like her life was about to change.

Xuxa had indeed seen her commercial work as the McDonalds mascot Frenchie the Fried Clown. In fact, the girl Phoebe had replaced in the role Xuxa had signed as a voice actress, and now she wanted to hire Phoebe too- but as a model. Phoebe Cate’s first major assignment: a nationwide sparkling juice campaign to be filmed and photographed at Visual Planning Studios in Nueva Juarez tommorrow. After the contract was signed, Xuxa left Phoebe with the address and schedule for tomorrow’s job and the reminder that she herself had started out as a model.

It seemed Phoebe could barely get to sleep with excitement, and once she did she was quickly awakened by alarms and commotion in the living room. She burst in on the police wrestling with an intruder! Upon further questioning, he confessed to being a fan of hers from her fast food commercials. Certainly a shocking welcome to the world of fame!

Fortunately the shoot went off the next day without a hitch, especially since it was being photographed by famous fashion photographer and model Erin Mommsen! However, Phoebe couldn’t help but notice the concept for the advertisement was a lot more risque than Frenchie the Fried Clown.

They took pictures for print ads and filmed a TV commercial in only a few hours. Phoebe had a great time and was surprised modelling came so naturally to her!

While at the production offices the following day, Phoebe bumped in to the girl Xuxa had told her about, Kyla Pratt. Phoebe had Kyla over after work and got some advice from her on how to grow her career. Kyla had also started as Frenchie the Fried Clown, but was now a voice actress on the Kidz Tube animated series ‘A Proud Family’ and in training to make her film debut. Phoebe also learned Kyla is dating Erin Mommsen.

With the revenue from the commercials, Phoebe had a huge spike in income. The sparkling juice campaign was heavily publicized and very popular, especially with male sims and Jo. Phoebe had become a public figure practically overnight! As she lounged on her new sofa, in her newly renovated home decorated with pictures of herself, she happened to catch one of her sparkling juice commercials on TV and couldn’t help but think about how far she’s come and how much further she wants to go.

Xuxa also had thoughts of growing Phoebe’s career and booked her a gig performing at Dancerie. After a few poured drinks to calm her nerves, Phoebe performs covers of old disco songs by Xuxa and Menudo. As the crowd gets in to it, she can’t help but think that it’s not so different from doing karaoke at her old maid cafe gig.

After the show Phoebe is approached by a man who remembers her from Angel Cafe, her old maid cafe job. He always thought that she was a talented performer, and an excellent waitress. He works at Nueva Juarez Studios, the record label to which NJZ48 is signed. He wants her to come in and cut a few demos for an album! Phoebe happily agrees, but then remembers that Xuxa runs a rival record label. She might get in trouble for even agreeing to the meeting with NJS. Phoebe decides to ask Xuxa about it, and resigns herself to the likelyhood that Xuxa will not only deny the deal- she’ll lose respect for Phoebe for going behind her back.

Phoebe decides to get her mind off her worries and heads off to the strip club Wedgewood with Brooke Shields. The places is dead and Brooke takes off early, while Phoebe stays to down a few more drinks and listen to Lois Griffin complain about her husband. As Phoebe heads out at closing, an unsavoury character approaches her. Next thing she knows he attacks her and she’s caught in a fight for her wallet, and despite putting up a struggle, the mugger gets away.

What she had forgotten was that there was a spare front door key in that wallet! Fortunately, the alarm goes off anyways and the police step in yet again, but the incident leaves Phoebe shaken. Even more so when the officer concludes that after yesterday’s attack and the previous break-in, Phoebe Cates might be victim to a stalker. They will continue to come out whenever there is an alarm, and even offer to make extra patrols by her house for the time being, but recommend that the best thing for Phoebe to do would be to move in to a safer neighborhood. It’s a hard reality for Phoebe, who worked hard to purchase that home and loves living away from the hustle of the city she works in.

Phoebe dreads going in to work the next day, but decides to get it over with right away and tell Xuxa about her meeting with NJS. Xuxa is quiet and thoughtful for a moment, and then surprises Phoebe by congratulating her for her networking skills as well as her apparent ability to perform. Xuxa makes some phone calls to NJS and reaches an agreement: Phoebe can record an album, but the lead single will be used as the theme song for the upcoming Xuxa Productions film 'Paradise’. Xuxa stuns Phoebe with the next bit of news, she wants Phoebe as the star! Her co-star will be Zack Bryan, a model and actor she recognizes from TV. The two hang out after work to get to know each other.

Phoebe is up bright and early for her first day on set!

They only film a few scenes that day staring just Phoebe, and to her surprise the scenes are nude! Xuxa assures Phoebe that she had also done nude scenes before, and it’s no big deal. Phoebe agrees and is surprised how quickly and easily the shooting is completed.

She wished she could say the same about the recording for her first album. It took quite a few tries but the producer was happy with the final recordings. Her first single is a double a-side titled “Feels So Good (Feels So Right)/My Little World”. The first is a dance number aiming for the club crowd, the second is a ballad dedicated to Nueva Juarez to be released after a deadly virus epidemic claimed lives and caused many residents to move out of the city and surrounding areas.

To promote the single and the upcoming album release and movie premiere, Phoebe made an appearance on “Wake Up, Timbiriche!” For her appearance on the show, she received a complete make-over.

After a few weeks of filming, Paradise finally wrapped it’s last scene. Phoebe noticed that Xuxa heavily praised Zack’s performance but said nothing about her own, and she hoped Xuxa didn’t regret casting her in the film.

Phoebe didn’t have much time to dwell on her worries though, she only had time to grab a quick bite at craft services…

And then it was off to a late-night talk show to promote Paradise and perform the movie’s theme.

Even though they’ve finished filming, there is still lots of promotion to do be done for the movie. Phoebe and Zack spent the day taking photos for the movie advertisement.

Even when Phoebe wasn’t out doing press gigs, it wasn’t unusual to see a member of the press camped outside her house hoping to snap a picture or an impromptu interview.

At long last, the night of the premiere came! The Meneghel Theater swelled with people, and lounge singer Xavier Serbia entertained the guests before the show. Phoebe and Zack were at the center of attention.

It was a surreal, thrilling feeling for Phoebe to see herself up there on the big screen, and she felt proud knowing that countless other sims would see the film as well since it was scheduled for a nation wide release.

At a dinner for the cast and crew after the showing, Phoebe happened to be seated next to entrepreneur and her old boss Julien Cooke from her maid cafe days. She had a good time reminiscing with him and was flattered by how much he admired her success.

The next morning Phoebe read the reviews of Paradise and was pleased they were mostly positive and praised her acting, although they all blasted the chimpanzee sidekicks. Phoebe felt excited for her next movie to show them what else she could do.

-To be continued…-

Future Phoebe stories will focus on her continuing film career, promotion of her album, rivalry with Brooke Shields, a possible move to a different neighbourhood and eventually her retirement from the entertainment world!

[mindofhills]

Sunrise / David Dobrik

Pairing: David Dobrik x reader

Word Count: 1,820

Requested: yup “ Can you write a David Dobrik imagine where the reader is his girlfriend and she visits the apartment one day and overhears him calling her clingy or something so she starts distancing herself and he notices and confronts her. But she doesn’t wanna argue or anything she just says she wants to give him space and he feels bad. “

A/N: I’ve decided to make this a two part story, because it’s getting so long. I mean I’m just getting started. Plus I promised you and David Dobrik imagine and I’m not gonna break that promise. Part two hopefully tommorrow. (Also starting tomorrow I’m a journalist again yay)

Part2

He opened the door. I stepped in and the first thing I saw was two guys sitting on a couch. I walked over there not meaning to bother. One guy, who was wearing all black had a camera in his hand and was filming this other dude without his shirt on. It felt weird I have to admit. At first, I thought they were making some weird fetish type of porn. Knowing Dom it wasn’t a very big surprise.

Then a guy holding his camera turned around and saw me. “Well, Dom brought another girl here. Hey! I’m David,” he said offering me his hand. I took it “Hi, I’m y/n. Dom’s my friend.” David and that shirtless guy both started laughing. “You got friend zoned hard, buddy. I’m Alex, nice to meet you,” he said and came in for a hug.

Friendly. “I’m y/n,” I said. “Do you mind if I interviewed you?” David asked me and I shook my head. “Do we have to do this every fucking time I bring a girl over?” Dom asked them and I giggled. I sat next to Dom. “Well basically, I was scrolling through Instagram and I see that someone had messaged me. That someone was Dom. I answered him, because I’m not rude and then we started talking,” I answered him.

 After that day everything changed. I started hanging out with them, mostly with David and it was fun. It didn’t take long for me to start developing feelings for him. I mean he’s a fantastic person and a friend. He cares about people around him and his fans. Sure he tortures them a lot, but it’s all fun and games.

One night we were having a party, just our friends group. I would say it was a small party, but our freinds group isn’t small so there was maybe 50 people or so, give or take a few. I was having a great time. I danced and then, when the sun was about to rise I went out for a walk to find a good spot to chill, listen to music, smoke and watch the sunrise.

“Hey! You’re already leaving?” I hear David say behind me. I turn around and smile at him. He was kinda sad, I saw it in his eyes. “I’m just going to watch the sunrise and then I’ll come back,” I said to him looking for my backpack. “Can I come with you or do you want to be alone?” he asked me with a soft smile. “Sure, I could use some company. Have you seen my backpack?” I asked him and he giggled.

“I put it upstairs to your room, maybe someone stoles it. You never know,” he said. He took my hand and we tried to push through the crowd to the stairs. When we got into my room, we were still holding hands. It felt good, you would think it made me nercous, but no. It felt right. Yes, my heart was doing it’s best to break through my chest, but I handeled it well.

“It’s here,” he said and crabbed it from under my bed. I laughed “You did a good job hiding it. Thanks,” I said and took my bag. As we were already in my room I thought it wouldn’t hurt if I changed my shirt. It was kinda sweaty from all the dancing. “I’ll just change my shirt and then we can go,” I said to him taking a shirt from my closet. “Yeah, sure” he said and truned his back. Such a gentleman. I don’t even have to mention it. I giggled at the thought and threw my other shirt to my ‘dirty clothes’ basket. When I turned around I saw that he was sitting on my bed. “Getting comfortable?” I asked him and he laughed. “Come on. Let’s go,” I said laughing.

On our way to on top of the hills we couldn’t stop talking. He was such an open book to me. I asked and he told me everything. We laughed, made jokes and before we knew it we were enjoying the sunrise with an amazing view to Hollywood. “Look at all these houses. All those people with their dreams. Trying their best to reach to the top and then there’s people, who failed or life failed them and now they’re just trying to survive the next day,” he said and I looked at him thinking ‘wow’.

If you know David from only his videos you would never think that he would be such a deep person, but he is. “What’s your dream?” I asked him as we were walking down to my secret spot, where I like to sit after a night of partying. I do that every time. It’s my routine if you will.

“Do you want an honest answer or an answer which is honest as well, but right now not my biggest dream, just my goal?” he asked me sitting down. “Honest, that very honest one,” I said and he giggled. “You,” he said and my heart skipped a beat. “What do you mean me?” I asked him. He turned his face to me and I did the same. “You’re my dream, y/n. I like you a lot and my dream is to be with you,” he said in the softes voice I have ever heard him speak in.

He was so loving and he looked at me the way every girl wants to be looked at. I couldn’t think of anything to say to him. I just smiled and looked at him. This couldn’t be happening. It felt like I was dreaming. Then it finally happened. The moment I have dreamt about for almost two months now. 

He smiled softly at me and then leaned in. His soft lips gently brushed against mine. He kissed me so gently, it felt like he was afraid he would break me. He stopped the kiss and then looked at me. I smiled and kissed him again.

We’ve been together for 4 months now. Things are going great. Well, they were going great until I heard him say that I was too clingy. We were at the Vlog house or I don’t know, what to call it. Basically the house with David all over the walls and Jason’s saggy nuts.

He was in Toddy’s room vlogging and I didn’t want to bother him so I was in the living room talking to girls. “So how are things going with you too?” Kristen asked me. “Pretty well I would say,” I said and smiled. I was a little cold, because I was wearing a t-shirt, but it was cold inside, because of the AC and I shivered a little.

“Are you cold?” Erin asked me and I smiled. “It’s okay, it’s just the AC,” I said. “I have Scotty’s merch, do you want to put iit on?” Kristen asked me and I nodded. We were walking to Scotty’s and Kristen’s room as we passed I heard Toddy, Scotty, David, Zane and Jason talk to each other.

We thought it would be a great idea to scare them, specially David as he’s a pain in the as with his ‘I-need-you-to-lay-down-on-the-floor-blindfolded’ thingy. So we took out our cameras and as we were getting ready I heard Zane ask David. “You and y/n are doing pretty great, huh?” he asked with a smile.

I look at Kristen and we both smile. “Yeah, things are going great. It’s just she’s soo clingy. It’s kinda annoying,” he said and that’s when my face and my heart dropped. I smiled to Kristen and walked to the living room. “What happened?” Corinna asked me and I just smiled. Trying my best to not cry. “David said he’s too clingy and it’s kinda annoying,” Kristen said and sat next to me.

Everybody aww’d and Erin took me to her arms. “Do you want to go home?” Corinna asked me and I nodded. “Let’s go to McDonald’s and get a lot of food. Definitely ice cream, it makes everything alright. Then we’ll talk to David. Okay?” Carly said while giving me a hug. “I don’t want to talk to him about it,” I said and I really didn’t. Maybe he was right. Maybe I really was too clingy.

I’ve never thought that, but you never notice these things yourself. We got up and went to Corinna’s car as I came here with David. “I’m so sorry, y/n, but I can’t come. I have a collab I have to film with Scotty,” she said and she looked sad. “It’s okay, Kristen. Don’t worry about it. Stay and film,” I said and it was really okay.

She didn’t have to drop everything for me. “Are you sure?” she asked me. I gave her a hug and nodded my head. “I’m sure.” We went to Corinna’s car and drove away.

KRISTEN’S POV

 I said my goodbyes to them and sat back on the couch. I started editing my video. I felt so bad for y/n. I can’t believe David would say something like that. They were doing so great and she was never too clingy. I mean yes they cuddled, but it’s normal and cute. She would never bother him and gave him space. Why would he say something like that?

They came out of Toddy’s room and I saw David eyeing the room probably looking for y/n. “Kristen, where’s y/n?” he asked me. “They went back to y/n’s place,” I said coldly, but not being rude. “Why?” I didn’t look away from my laptop for once. “Ask her yourself, David,” I said. “Is everything okay?” he asked me and sat next to me. I looked at him kinda angrily. “It seemed to be,” I said and got up from the couch and walked over to my room.

[wizkiddx]

a friendly face

a lil one inspired from seeing the recent interviews abt cherry - yes im a couple days late but am very slow. This is basically stolen and adapted from another of my stories so I don't think there's any bits left over by my dyslexic proof reading isnt that great so apologies!!! very speech heavy so sorry am trying to balance my writing more

Summary: Tom is having a hard time filming Cherry and dealing with the emotional baggage of it, so Harry recruits someone to make everything that little bit better.

tomhollandxreader

fluff and a little angst I guess?

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Harry, Tom and their driver Sian where all sitting in the car having left the set 20 minutes ago, heading back to their accommodation. Or more precisely, Harry and Sian sat in the two front seats- Harry only in the front as to allow Tom to lie down across the three back seats. He was asleep, or at least looked asleep, but Harry knowing his brother so well knew he was just wishing he was. The day had been torturous for Tom, they’d been filming a hospital sequence in which his character was heart broken. The sequence had involved him being thrown onto the floor multiple times, by a heavy handed stunt double who was not nearly as precise as those he’d worked with at ‘marvel’. Furthermore, there was also multiple scenes of him having to properly cry on camera, which although it sounds tame, is one of the hardest things you can ever ask an actor to do. At least, someone who commits half as much as Tom. For him to show that emotion, he had to go back to a place in his life where he didn’t really ever want to venture again. But even then, this character was such a fuck up, he had to do deeper.  He felt completely drained, emotionless and cold. But he couldn’t sleep, not for the guilt he felt for being short with everyone on set- he had never been like that before, he just felt like no one was respecting or understanding what he was going through. So instead he just lay on his side, facing the backs of the leather seats, arms folded in stubbornness- even if he had no idea why.

“Tom?…Tom, I know you’re awake… Look, we need to make a quick stop. You gotta come out.” Harry was actually slightly nervous his brother would just point blank refuse, even if he needed this so bad.

“I just need to get back to the apartment. Please Harry. Can’t we do it tommorrow?” The desperation dripping off Tom’s voice actually pained Harry to listen to. He knew Tom was having a crisis about how he treated everyone today, so chose to ignore his please in favour of some assurance.

“You know everyone understands… They just kept asking me if you were alright?” Harry could see the guilt radiating off Tom. It hurt him to see his big brother like this. 

“Please… I just need to get back” His small voice barely made it to the front of the car, but Harry heard it all. 

“It will take 2 minutes tops, I had a delivery but I need a hand carrying it, come on” Harry spoke as Sian turned on the indicator to pulled up next to the sidewalkpavement; the car slowing to a gentle halt. Tom didn’t reply, instead huffing as he used the head rest of the middle seat to pull himself up. Already out the car, Harry opened the door for him waiting patiently, because Harry knew he would be a hundred times better off in just a few moments. 

“What the hell have you even ordered that’s so big?” Tom sighed while ducking through the door into the cold Cleveland air, keeping his eyes on the sidewalk as Harry motioned for him to follow his feet. 

“Oh um don’t know, a good friend sent it actually” Harry tried to hide the grin that was spread over his face from showing in his voice, as he saw a very familiar head of hair running toward them.

“What friend?” Tom looked up sassily toward Harry, shortly questioning who would send Harry a parcel from England that was too big to be delivered or carried by himself. Only then, nearly 5 metres away from Sian in the car, did Tom look up to see where they were. It wasn’t the nearest post office or delivery warehouse - they were at the airport. “Harry what’s going on?” Tom questioned with a low and warning voice, skipping a step or two in order to catch up with his younger brother. 

“We’re collecting her” Harry smiled as he nodded forward. Following his gaze with eyes wide open, Tom turned forward just in time to see Y/h/c  flying over his face as he was engulfed by someones arms. Immediately sensing exactly who this was, Tom did not hesitate to wrap his arms around your waist and push his head into your neck. Smelling the familiar perfume, Tom couldn’t help but scoff, allowing a the jerky breath to leave his lungs as you arched away from the hug, cupping Tom’s face with both her hands. 

“I’ve been reliably informed you could use a friendly face” you smiled, noticing his raw emotions threatening to overtake him, so swiftly pressing just pressing your lips onto his. Seemingly frightened to move, Tom barely reacted to the kiss, so you pushed and deepened into it a little more- till you felt him relaxing against you. With that, you arched away again and smiled massaging his stubbly hair behind his left ear.

“How are you here?” He croaked staring deeply at her, switching between her left and right eye as if that somehow would confirm that this was real, not some cruel dream he was having. 

“Someone somewhere knew you were in need and bought me a plane ticket over… I’m coming home with you on monday” You grinned while  watching Tom’s eyes light up, he leaned in again to your lips instead of replying. 

“Er-cuh-huh” Harry loudly cleared his throat, causing the two to pull away from each other. “Sorry to interrupt, but Sian isn’t really allowed to stop there long sooo” They both nodded, before Tom lunged at his brother, holding him close and whispering thanks too. It was clear this was at least partly Harry’s doing, and he could never thank his brother enough.

“Umm.. as much as I’m enjoying this brotherly love we really do have to get back in the car” Harry awkwardly spoke as he almost pushed Tom off him. 

“Awww my favourite little brother being all mature” You giggled, taking your turn to hug Harry, admittedly a little shorter than Tom’s, but still with lots of gratitude.

“Please get stop loving me and get back into the car!” Harry yelled as he stormed off to Sian, leaving both you and Tom in fits of laughter. Grasping each others hand simultaneously the laughter continued as you followed Harry down the street to the car. 

Seeing you standing there; feeling your arms wrapped round his neck ; hearing your oh so sweet voice had Tom feeling…. Feeling lighter. It was as though your mere presence gave him the strength to carry all the things that were previously weighing him down like a truck. What was extraordinary though, was how it wasn’t just psychological. He literally felt his joints feel looser, he felt his body flood with warmth and he felt his heart calming down. When you’d first been getting close to each you’d had rather the opposite effect. Which was surprising because that was at the point Tom had never felt more confident - he had just returned form a avengers press tour, where naturally everyone had just loved him and played up to his every whim. He had legions of girls, some of them drop dead gorgeous where falling at his feet. And yet, when he met you it was as though he was transported back into his incredibly awkward teenage years. It was infuriating, he knew he could act cool and unbothered and smooth however as soon as you stood informant of his it was like his mind melted, filling it with utter gibberish and garble. In fact, he was plainly floored by you - how kind and pure hearted you were, how respectful and how you found hhis jilted flirting adorable and not to forget how drop dead gorgeous you are. 

It had taken a while and a hell of a lot of opening up, but over time he found the opposite happening. Your presence became something else entirely, not one that would put him on his toes and have his heart racing - more of a comfort. He slept better when you were beside him, his nerves never got the better of him if you were there to cheer him on. He could relax completely without any fear of judgement, any worry at all with you. What you had done is change the definition of something so fudemental and a given in life. You’d changed home from a place to something much more intangible. A person; a feeling; a connection. You were his home.

“Sian are we close?” You asked, turning your attention away from the two brothers annecdotes from filming, realising Sian must’ve been driving for about 30 minutes. 

“Yep just the next right I think” Sian replied gently while turning the wheel as the indicator clicked.

“Where are we going?” Tom asked, looking first at you then pleadingly at Harry- knowing he had more of a chance with his brother. 

“Well” You started and he whipped his head back round “I know it’s late and you’ve been working all day, but you have alater  10 o’clock call time tomorrow instead of 6, so this is the best night to do something. We found a driving range-with heaters” which was a very important factor since Cleveland was bloody freezing “- that we thought you’d like to play a game or two?” The massive smile in response meant you’d hit the nail on the head.

“And soz but I’m crashing the game otherwise- and no offence, but you would win waayyyy toooo easy Tom” Harry butted in and sniggered as he interrupted the lovey-dovey stares. You gasped at that in mock offence, holding your hand over your chest. 

“Oi you, Paddy has been teaching on the Holland boys days out you both missed- I’ll have you know I now am aware that you have to get the ball into the hole, not a goal as previously thought.”

The boys both groaned in unison and Y/n wiggled her eyebrow grinning, elbowing Tom slightly in the side. “Things might have changed since you left you know?”

Yet another thing Tom loved so completely about you, was how effortlessly you had fitted into his family. Honestly, none of the Hollands could imagine life without you anymore - especially Nikki, who had quite literally attempted adopting you so she officially wasnt the only female in the immediate family. Sam used you as an expert taster for all his marvellous culinary creations (even if your judgement was always the same, it was very good); Dom often ended up picking your brains about your work, he found you ‘actual proper’ job as a doctor simply amazing , where all his family had never been especially acadmeically gifted; and Paddy just plain saw you as his older sister. So it was hardly surprising at all that when two of their actual kids flew across the world , you’d been the obvious placeholder. Yes, golf was most definitely your forte - but you were enthusiastic, with a positive (if flightily misguided) give it a go attitude. 

The try-try-and-try-again attitude that never really worked … until Paddy taught you how to hit a clean drive.

“I am not joking, I am asking the lady at the desk there’s no way!” 

“Tom you are the worst looser I have ever met! I didn’t cheat, I’ve just taken up a new hobby”

“There is no way Tom… no way she can get that good” Harry huffed as he ran straight past you to catch up with Tom, making sure that you did see the harsh glare he shot him. The outrage that Y/n had beaten them both at the driving range was way worse than anything you could’ve predicted- now you sort of were wishing you’d let them win. Oh wait…. Of course you weren’t  - this was priceless. Especially their faces when you’d launched your first ball super accurately inn the centre of the second furthest away target. They had reacted as if you had just stripped butt naked, you thought; standing their jaws hanging with a look of almost fear in their eyes.

“You could see the balls land with your own eyes! Practice makes perfect!”

“Thats not fair though! It took you like 8 weeks to be like that?”

“I mean you were obviously just taught by the wrong Holland, Paddy’s a  pretty good teacher!” You smiled as your trio turned the corner and walked through reception, seeing Harry desperate to ask the receptionist but Tom just looking over his shoulder to give a hurt look to at you.

“I’m going to ban you from being closer to my brothers than me”

“I can’t help if he’s cuter then you alright?” You smirked and raised an eyebrow, as Tom stopped in his tracks and turned to face you.

“That’s it… your gonna get it” he spoke in a low voice, with a mischievous look in his eye, abruptly he launched himself at you -  barely having  time to swerve away from him and start a sprint towards the exit, giggling as you took a glance back to see Tom chasing you out, Harry quickly in tow too. 

“Your not allowed to beat me at golf!” In a jokey voice, you heard Tom yell, just as you reached the sleek black 4x4 and hurdling yourself into it. 

“I’m in the car it’s a no fight zone!” You cowered in the corner,back pressed up against the opposite door and  arms crossed to make an ‘x’ sign in front of her body. 

“That is not how it works” Tom and Harry grinned from the open door. As fast as lightning they both vaulted in and started tickling you, making you screech curses at the two of them.

“Alright alright kids, no fighting while I’m driving thats an order.” Sian calmly spoke, trying to hide the laughter from her voice, as the two men retreated and helped to pull you up from the position half on the floor that your squirming had gotten you to. 

“Get off my leg Tom… arghhh… thanks Sian, I’m sorry they’re so moody, I just whipped their asses at golf”

“You’re here to make me feel better right? Not doing a good job so far” Tom’s snide remark meant you scrunched up your nose while plugging her seatbelt in, making sure to jab Tom’s side hard as you did so.

“How did I end up sandwiched in between you two twats then?” You grinned from the middle seat as Harry just rolled his eyes looking out the window, and Tom gave you a loving smile- not able to hide his relief of your presence.

“Think it’s about a 40 minute drive you gotta enjoy” Sian smiled looking at you via the rear view mirror, to which Tom couldn’t quite stifle the yawn that escaped. 

After all he had done much more than the typical 9-5 hours work, and the golfing was an unexpected addition to the already long day. His excitement and just pure joy at having you here had made him forget about It all for a couple of hours - but now his exhaustion was catching up with him with a vengeance. Instinctively you wrapped you arm round Tom and in doing so pulled him into your side. 

“Get some rest huh?” You whispered into his forehead, and all Tom could do was reply with a weary nod, letting his eyes slip close to the constant beat of Ally’s heart. You immediately sensed Tom was properly out of it, and contented yourself looking out his window for a few minutes,  before you felt something heavy briefly whack your other shoulder. Jumping a little at the contact, you looked round to see Harry’s head bobbing side to side in a light slumber. In the midst of worry for Tom, you hadn’t realised the kid had been doing the same long hours as him. Plus dealing with Tom and being Tom’s support, which surely took it out of him. Harry had always been ‘the most important brother’ in your eyes. Just because Tom trusts him so implicitly and completely, they had an understanding only real brothers could get to but also extended far beyond blood. When you’d first been introduced Harry had been colder to you. It wasn’t personal though, he just wanted to be sure on you and your intentions with Tom because as he well knew often when people saw Tom they didn’t just see an opportunity for love. It was an opportunity for a lifestyle, for fame, for relevance. Harry took a while before he trusted you but now you were miles and miles beyond that point. So now, being at a stage with Harry where he was phoning you to come and fly out to save Tom (and him too). It was not to be taken lightly.  Therefore, you gently pressed your hand to Harrys face and pushed him to lean against her other shoulder too- hoping to cure the dark circles under his eyes a little bit too. 

You were quite content for the rest of the journey, feeling warmth radiate through your body as the two men breathed deeply and calmly either side of you. You sort of didn’t want the car journeyer to end - but sure enough it wasn’t long till Sian was pulling into the hotel entrance.

“Get you a girl that can do both, beat yo ass at golf and look after your family” Sian whispered as she handed the phone back to you, after having taken some of your favourite ever photos, the 2 boys asleep on your shoulders while you pulled a variety of different faces. Smiling back at Sian, you then sighed-knowing she had to wake the two up, given their exhaustion you didn’t really want to either. 

“Boys…boys… hey let’s get you both into bed yeh?” You spoke softly, gently raising your shoulders in order to disturb them both. Harry’s head immediately shot up, his eyes puffy and half open, but a sheepish look on his face as he realised how he was sleeping. Just responding with a smile that said it was all okay, before  you turned her attention to Tom- forever stubborn to wake up, at least nothing had changed there. 

“Come on Tom, can’t have you sleeping in the car all night” You pushed again, this time lifting Tom’s head, earning a very deep groan as his eyes slid open and he pushed against the movement. It was at this point Harry slammed the car door shut, making Tom jump out of his skin, you loosing the hope of any serene wakeup call. Rubbing Toms arm, relaxing the tension now present in his body you encouraged him once again. “Come on lets get inside mister” 

His hotel room was exactly what you’d expect for an a-lister and lead actor in a million pound film. Large, modern, squeaky clean and posh. It was almost too big to be filled by one person though, Tom had always found it a bit cold and just not cosy - why he opted to spend the majority of his down time either fast alseep or in somebody else’s company. Both of those also stopped him getting too much in his head - or more accurately in his characters head. Cherry was a weird character and from interviewing all the veterans and lengthy discussion of his past, Tom almost felt as if he had in some small way experienced what Cherry had. Felt what Cherry did. Thought like Cherry did. 

And that was a sure fire way to fuck yourself up.

Now, with you here in his room haphazardly digging through your case, if felt warmer. The cold but brilliant white lights seemed to have softened to a gently warm glow that bounced off your skin and made your figure look almost angelic to Tom. You were his home. 

“What are you waiting for?” You mused while turning away from your (now) inside out suitcase, proudly carrying her pyjamas which you had found hidden at the bottom the whole time- not the most practical packing in the world. All the while Tom sat on his bed, back leaning against the headboard and arm bent behind his head too.

“Just thinking that I need to go through all the scenes for tomorrow” A monotonous tone laced his voice, for he knew he couldn’t spend the night the way he really wanted to, safely wrapped up with you.

“Oh… well let’s go through it together then hey? We will be done in no time; but if you want we can go over them again tomorrow morning.” It was a practical suggestion, a helpful action you could implement - even if you had a feeling Tom wouldn’t just agree. Since his lines clearly weren’t the only thing on his mind this evening. 

“Yeh but everyone on set is already sick of me after today… I can’t be being shit as well as horrid” his voice was small as the memory of how he snapped at some of the extras had him cringing inwardly at himself. He shouldn’t have been that rude, shouldn’t have blurted it out, should of offered a solution rather than just critiquing.

“Hey would you kindly shut it? No one is sick of you, everyone is just ready for christmas and missing their families. Now get changed” Your soft tone turning into an imperative order, as you threw his pyjama bottoms at the him, smashing into his face before falling into his lap.

“Oi” he shouted, but followed instructions and stood up reaching round to pull his hoodie off. Stood shirtless, his side was exposed to the now changed you, the sight making you gasp and clamber over the bed to gently touch Tom’s back. You followed the outline of an impressive patch of bruising, stretching from the bottom edge of his shoulder blade all the way to his hip. 

“Tom, what the hell happened?” Whispering in fear, Tom turned round to face you, seeing your eyes watering up as you kept glancing at his back. He was littered in a variety of purple, yellow and slightly green marks on the whole of his left flank. It looked like a minor crush injury, not something a pampered actor gets after a day of filming infront of tens of people including an onset medic and health and safety risk assessor. 

“What?” Tom asked before turning to the mirror and looking back over his shoulder to see the bruises for himself. He hadn’t expected the ache to look that bad. “oh - I - er… Today the scene, I get smashed to the floor by someone and I kept doing it wrong so we had to do it lots I guess.” He looked away and down at your feet, not being able to meet his girlfriends eyes suddenly. You just nodded, trying to blink back the tears-  he had truly been broken by this role both physically and now mentally- he hadn’t even put a stop to the constant and clearly severe pain. 

“Put your stuff on” your  voice was muted, as you waited for Tom to get prepared. He turned around again and then replaced his trousers and quickly pulled a top on to hide the marks, suddenly embarrassed. In the silence the sound of his clothes dropping to the floor, then of him sitting on the bed again- throwing his legs over so now he mirrored your position - the sounds were pretty defeaning.

“I love you so much….” Barely whispering, you suddenly ripped the duvet out from under you both holding it over you as you swung a leg over Tom so you straddled him, slightly leaning over him and letting the blanket rest on top of your back.In your position you looked down in an almost scary way to his warm brown eyes. Tom swore you were literally reading his thoughts, your intense gaze absolutely crumbling any walls he thought he’d be able to hold up. Pressing a gentle peck to his lips you then whispered onto his lips, letting him feel your words as well as hear them. “ …So that’s why we are going to sleep right now and you can worry about all of that tomorrow”

“Y/n I-“

“Your safe with me.” You were not standing for his nexuses and arguments, as you slid down his body - ending with your head resting on his chest, you legs tangled with his. Once you’re properly rested you’ll learn them ten times faster than what you can now… Before you get ill I am telling you to take a break. I’m not going to let you not. So relax and-….Tom?” Ending with a whisper, you delicately lifted your head off his slowly rising chest to see your broken boyfriend already asleep; lips parted as soft snores crept through the silence. In reality as soon as you’d said that he was safe the exhaustion had completely over taken him. Desperately needing to recharge his batteries, no matter how much he had wanted to stay up and work late it could never really happen - at this point physically impossible.

“Sleep well Tom” she smiled, planting a kiss on his cheek with a sad smile.

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The next day rolled around all too quickly, but the morning was much better than any of the past couple of months because you were together. Tom, having had a solid 7 hours of sleep compared to his normal 5, was for once ready for the day. He’d gone through the script with a certain someones help in record time, and now the three were just pulling up at the set. 

“You’ve been awful quiet this car ride…” you grinned as she clasped Tom’s hand across the empty seat, making Harry turn around and give you a warning glance. Oops. In a moment where Tom went to the loo at breakfast, Harry had fully disclosed everything that had happened on set yesterday- especially the  burst of anger. So naturally, Tom was feeling nervous and scared to face everyone. 

“It will be fine I promise… and if not tell them I’m your personal body guard- no one will be rude to you if me and Harry are ready to attack” Tom let out a breathy nervous laugh, only then meeting your eyes.

“ A fly wouldn’t be threatened by you two. Harry would just take a photo while you’d check their pulse or something”

“Errrm” Harry furrowed his eyebrows as he contorted round from the front seat so Tom could see his disapproving look, meanwhile Tom was dodging your affectionate fake-slaps.

“Children we’re here” Sian sighed as she brought the car to a steady halt “and if you could get through the day without killing each other I’d appreciate it, otherwise I’m out of the job”

“Not promising anything when I’ve got these pair to deal with” Tom grinned as he opened the car door, before anyone else could retaliate.You laughed before quickly following suit, joining Tom at the front of the car and interlocking your fingers with Tom’s. Hesitating for a moment Harry took a second before unplugging and leaning for the door handle.

“You see what I mean?” Turning his head to look at Sian “It’s sickening how happy they are.”

“Yeh but your glad about it don’t lie” she grinned, before practically shooing the poor boy out her car.

“But dont tell them!” Shouting in reply, as the car was already pulling out. 

Tom’s body seemed to tense more the closer you walked to the crew tent, you could feel the way he squeezed his shoulders back and his jaw tensed and untensed. There was little you could do apart from squeezing his hand that little bit tighter - further reiterating the fact you would always always be in his corner. Perhaps the most telling about Tom’s own character was how truly guilty he felt for the way he was with the crew. Normally, he was one of the most down to earth actors around - no trace of an ego or superiority complex. It didn’t matter if you were a cleaner or head of a multimillion dollar studio, Tom would pay both the same amount of respect. He always out that completely down to his upbringing and mum and dad, but even that was being humble. He was just a good person to the core, no one saw that more than you either. It’s part of love, you see the good and the bad parts of a person and promise to unashamedly love them all. 

Just before you both had made it into the main tent, Tom was pulled away. “Oh Tom we wanted to talk to you about yesterday!” The familiar voice of Joe Russo called, as he and Anthony  ran up to Tom from his left, giving a little nod of greeting to the actor, before falling in step with him.

“Morning, I-uh I wanted to apologise actually-“Tom was cut off while you hung back off to his right, not wanting to intrude on this conversation.

“No we should. The team were all being slow yesterday, and they were making some hard scenes harder on you. We really appreciate what you are putting yourself through for the sake of the film.”

“But still I acted like a brat and I’m sorry”

“Tom” Anthony spoke up for the first time. He was a man of limited words- but whenever he spoke everyone listened. “ You are one of the best, most-dedicated actors we’ve ever worked with. We’re all overtired, run down and ready for the holidays. You’re missing your family too. It’s already forgotten… So let’s just get on with the movie?” Tom smiled, pressing his lips together to stop their kindness overtaking his emotions. Tom always felt safe with the Russo’s. They’d dealt with him when he really just was a kid actor - overwhelmed and without a clue what was happening. They’d dealt with hiM adjusting to fame and the much bigger part Marvel seemed to want him to play in the future. They trusted him with this, most incredibly complex and also personal film for them. So when they spoke and they said it didn’t matter, Tom was much more likely to agree.  Then proceeded the bro-hugs, as the men all showed they were good with each other. 

“Well lets make a motherfucking movie!” Tom exclaimed once they broke the hug and the brothers laughed at him. “Oh where-d….” He muttered as he looked round before meeting your eyes, still standing rather awkwardly a couple of meters behind them. “ Joe, Anthony you remember Y/n?” Nodding and smiling the brothers beckoned you over; both greeting you with a warm handshake. 

“Good to see you again!” You grinned and the directors responded nodding.

“We didn’t know you were coming! I would’ve made a list of all my doctor question for you.” Joe winked, knowing your pet-peeve was people asking you all their gory body questions as soon as they found out she was a doctor. You didn’t need to know about you dentists acid reflux issue, you didn’t need to know about your granny’s friend’s constipation, and you really really didn’t need to know about an old friends erectile dysfunction.

“Ha ha ha “ You rolled your eyes sarcastically “ and no it was a bit of a spontaneous trip, I just landed last night.” Throughout the whole of the exchange Anthony had taken an aloof stance, just  observing you and Tom. Observing the bright smile Tom gave you, even when you were simply making small talk. The way he looked so much healthier, well rested and just happy, in the space of a single evening.

“I’m glad you’re here” Anthony basically interrupted the conversation, addressing you then immediately turning on his heel towards the set. 

“Uhh right- get to make up we’ll call a cast meeting in a bit” Joe stammered, giving his brother a funny look before addressing Tom “ and we’ll have to have a proper catch up later.” You nodded in response, as Joe turned and did a half jog to catch up with his brother. 

“That was weird!?” You frowned as you looked up at Tom. He explained the encounter in rather simplistic terms.

“That was Anthony.”

The morning was spent with Tom doing what he does best in front of the camera. They were shooting a larger scene for the army section of the movie, with at least 100 actual soldiers as extras, all geared up in full camo outfits. It was impressive, but also gave you a chance to meet Ciara - you’d been dying to meet her since Tom told you what a laugh she was. Fair to say you weren’t disappointed at all, you guys hitting it off instantly and you going as far as giving Ciara some embarrassing Tom stories that she could wind him up with in the future. Of course though, the main attraction was seeing Tom act first hand. Every time it astounded you, even though you knew that face so completely, in all his movies he fully had you believing he was someone else. It was mesmerising and you couldn’t be any prouder. 

“You’re amazing! I seriously forgot how good you are!” You ran over as Joe Russo called cut to the end of the morning shoot. 

“Well er thanks I guess” Tom furrowed his eyebrows as you wrapped him in a hug. He’d just canned a pretty hard scene and everyone was more than ready for a lunch break. You’s been watching from behind the cameras with Harry the whole time, after Tom gave you permission to sit in his special set chair.

“Seriously I’m very…. “ Her speech broken with an impressive yawn “….very proud of you.” In thanks Tom gave you a kiss first to your nose and then lips. 

“I take it someones not adapting to jet lag?” He chuckled as he pulled away and cupped your face in his hands.

“Which I’m totally ashamed about considering I work night shifts… my body clocks supposed to be better than this” Angrily, you vented, frustrated at your own body when all you wanted to do was stays within reaching distance of Tom. Even if Tom had had the best sleep of this whole shoot last night, you’d been to over excited and enthralled just absorbing every little thing about him that you’d missed so much that you’d been wide awake the majority of the night. If you blamed you fatigue on jet lag alone, it would be an impressive lie. 

“Go take a nap in my trailer… Harry can you take her?”

“Yes master” Harry bowed down and wobbled his head sarcastically, making you giggle. 

“At least this way you get a break from him” You grinned to Tom’s brother, which Harry could only agree with. Giving Tom a parting kiss , you followed Harry away from set. It was at this point that Anthony excused himself from the monitors reviewing the footage, and approached Tom.

“Kid… that was great that scene.”

“Thanks mate, means a lot” Getting his directors approval forever reassured Tom, letting him relax his shoulders a bit as he nodded gratefully to Anthony. 

“Well it’s just truth… so your girlfriend, Y/n right?”

“Yeh that’s her” Tom nodded, suddenly a little concerned as to where Anthony was going with this. You had met the Russo’s a number of times, and it never before seemed as though Anthony had an issue with you- at least to Tom’s knowledge.

“Right well um… you know how I don’t really get involved in all this stuff…” Tom nodded, folding his arms apprehensively. “But I just thought I should say that she’s really good for you.” Tom silently breathed a sigh of relief and waited for Anthony to get to the point. “Joe told me you had a rough patch at the beginning of the year so… I don’t know our industry is hard. And harder for you and her in the spotlight… Just seeing you with her today…Don’t be afraid to take the next steps with her…Don’t let her get away.” Tom was stunned to say the least. Anthony is the last person he had ever expected to get relationship advice from. 

“I um yeh… I don’t know I hadn’t really thought about it. I mean we’ve been together for 2 and a bit years, well including the break… she means the world to me-“

“Well don’t waste it”

And that was the end of the conversation. Anthony turned to his trailer to get lunch and Tom just stood, replaying the conversation in his head. Weird to say the least. 

But it did get the cogs turning. It did get Tom really seriously considering his future. Or rather considering your future together.

And that was for certain. It was you and him, always. 

[the-fiction-witch]

From The Sea P3

REAL LIFE: X LITTLE MERMAID COUPLE: TBS X READER RATING: SWEET + CUTE!

PART 1:http://whatifwearefiction.tumblr.com/post/181996932392/from-the-sea-p1

PART 2:http://whatifwearefiction.tumblr.com/post/182023476554/from-the-sea-p2

The gardens where quiet almost dead quiet, I reached the little metal gate, pushing it open with a quiet creek I hopped out and shut it again I felt so happy taking my shoes off and running though the whispy grass till my feet reached the soft sand I giggled opening my little bag as I walked across the sand picking up cute and sweet little shells putting them in my bag I kneeled down close by the waters edge picking up a little thing it glintered in the moonlight it was a bit of glass but the days at sea and on the sand had sanded it down so it was duffered and no sharp at all I liked it so I put it in my bag I heard a strange sound like something diving in or out of the water I looked around nothing I saw a little bit away from me a mark in the sand it looked like the marks of where a fish had been dragged out of the water but it must have been huge lucky fisherman I guess when suddenly my eyes when dark.

“Ehh who's there?” I complain as I felt hands over my eyes no answer “show yourself!” I complain

“Guess who?” a voice asks behind me

“Hehhe Thomas let me go” I complain

“Alright” he laughs letting me see and I turned to see him he looked the same as last I saw him his hair all wet again “hello princess” He smiles

“hello Thomas” I laugh

“I brought you a present” He smiles grabbing a large swirly shell with little golden edges and handing it to me I looked at it, it was beautiful the most wonderful shell I had seen

“Where did you find this?” I ask

“Ohh just down the beach a little” he shrugs “I know what your like with shells” He laughs

“Umm thank you” I smile putting it in my bag “What's that?” I ask as I spotted something strange on his neck I couldn't tell in the dark and from here what it was

“Ohh nothing” He says covering it up with his hand

“Let me see” I giggle moving closer tugging his collar to see it neck better and he moved his hand and nothing was there

“see nothing” He laughs

“Ohh? Could have swarn I saw... Nevermind, just my head playing tricks on me” I smile holding his hand “Come on” I giggle tugging him down the beach to our normal spot a few flat rocks that are beside the sand but lead out to the sea it has a few little rock pools on it with starfish and hermit crabs and it was our little spot always has been ever since we where little we just can't be out to late or the tide comes in and your trapped over here I sat by one of the little pools washing my shells and stones in the watermy feet draped over the side into the water

“What is your obbession with shells Y/N?” he asks me his foot up on the rock his elbow on his knee and his head leant on his hand his whole odly seemed to be far away from any water

“I don't know” I shrug “I like them like little trinkets from another world” I laugh “Can't you just imagine little crabs going to little crab shops paying for things with little shells or little fishes collecting nice shells for there walls in there houses” I laugh

“You a funny little thing” He laughs

“Come on Thomas, I love the sea, it's a whole unexploreable world under there no man can journy down into and tell the tale” I smile “Who know's what could be out there? In the depts of the ocean? Glow in the dark fishes? A kraken? Maybe even merpeople” I suggest and he smiled a little at me

“merpeople? Like what pirates rave about? Some big breasted fish girl with beautiful blonde hair that kisses anyone?” He smirks “You wanna see something like that?” he asks

“Wouldnt you?” I ask

“No, the whole concept is stupid, merpeople and humans what a stupid idea, how is a guy meant to get it on with a mer girl she has no...you know, knowhere for him to stick his thing” He explained

“True I supose, but wouldnt it be cool a human like create able to swim like a fish one with the water and able to swim forever... I would give anything to be like that” I smile

“anything?” he asks and I nod

“but everyone has crazy dreams I supose” I sigh finishing up with my shells and moving next to him resting my head on his shoulder

“Humm yeah, your right” he laughs putting an arm around me resting it on my waist and giving the top of my head a kiss

“Umm, what would daddy say if he found us out here?” I giggle

“Likely throw me out into the sea” he laughs “and lock you in your room for the rest of your life” he smiles and I giggle cuddling into his slender chest keeping my hand on his shirt

“Thomas?” I ask him

“Umm?” he asks clearly half asleep with me cuddle up to him

“Come on I wanna nuzzle” I giggle

“I'm as close as I can be Y/N” he laughs I giggle rubbing my foot against his shoe and ankle “Ohh Come on its about time we get back” he says

“yeah your right” I sigh grabbing my bag and slipping my shoes on to walk back we wondered across the sand hand in hand he walked me as far as the grass

“Y/N? Could you came back tommorrow just as it gets dark?” He asks holding my hands

“Course I will” I smile nuzzling my head close to him

“Okay, see you tomorrow Princess” he smiles

“Tomorrow” I giggle going off towards the garden gate I turned back in hope to wave goodbye but he was gone so I snuck inside and rushed up to my room looking and sorting all my pretty new shells.

I smiled cuddling close to my pillow I looked out and saw the rain it was a harsh storm must have rolled in over night I got up getting dressed and sitting in bed with my book I didnt see the point going around the castle I am never allowed out anyway and even less in the rain I tried my best getting into my book but I couldn't I saw the rain was starting to ease now so I went down looking for food and the delivery guy was dropping off food and such Mrs winters wasn't here she must have been up serving lunch

“Mr Lenly? Where is Thomas today?” I ask him

“No clue, dam boy never shows up when it's rainy, pitty I need him when it does” he sighs “Well good day to you” He smiles going out to his cart so I sigh grabbing a apple and going up to the living room where my mother sat having a coffee and my father sat reading his book

“Did you ask for that apple?” My father asked

“No I popped down to get it” I shrug going to the fire to poke it and toss a log on

“no you went to see him and got an apple to cover it, I know it's delivery time” He sighs

“See who?” I ask taking another big bite of my apple

“That delivery boy you like so much” he answered

“No, he wasn't working today” I shrug throwing the core of my apple on the fire

“Alright, not to many of those you'll spoil your dinner” he says so I grab a new book from the shelf and run up to my room I ran a bath making sure my door was locked and stripped off my clothes sitting in the warm water with my book after a while I threw the book and dipped my head under the water letting my hair move around in the flowing water I turned the tap off with my foot I blew bubbles into the water I like it empty out all the air and holding my breath my mind flashed back as it often does when underwater the earliest memory I have, I was a little girl I think about five I was playing in the sand collecting shells in a little bag my mother was watching me my father sat in the sand my grandmother was sat on the sand too drawing my grandfather picked me up

“Now Now Y/N don't want to get sand in your pretty hair” He told me tieing up my hair for me and putting me back down closer to the sea edge “There you go sweetie all the best shells are close to the water, you can watch them float in sometimes” he told me pointing to a little shell it came on a wave across the clear water onto the sand next to me to I picked it up and put it in my bag with a giggle “Don't go to far now sweetie” he told me as I went off exploreing, but the next thing I remembered I as screaming for my family they where screaming for me but I couldn't get back to them my whole body was underwater sinking to the sand when something had hold of me

“Your beautiful” it told me a voice I never knew and next I knew I was back on the beach with my family I sat up knowing I had been down to long I got out getting dry and quickly getting dressed as I would be late if I didn't hurry I grabbed my little bag and ran off down to the garden luckly knowone was around so I stuck out the gate and shut it up behind me running down to the beach as the sun began to set

“Finaly! I was starting to wonder if you where coming” Thomas laughed as I spotted him he had a little row boat on the sand and he was leaning against it

“I got held up” I smile hugging him tightly “what is this?” I ask

“A suprise, come on” he smiles taking my bag and putting it in the boat so I giggle climbing in and he laughed pushing the boat out and jumping in with me as we cast off he rowed us out a little while and I felt in heaven leaning my head on the side of the boat and running my hand along the little waves as we went out towards the setting sun I couldnt see much below the water but I was just happy to be so far from home the castle still in sight but so small the lights in the windows a blur they where so far away he threw a little bag down on a string making us anchor there “happy?” he asks and I nod “Good” he smiles sitting with me looking at the water but as the sea became still I noticed where I was looking into the dark mysterious deep he wasn't he was looking at my reflection in the water

“Thomas? Why did you bring me out here?” I ask him a little nervous

“well... you love the sea, I didn't want you to be parted from it anymore” He says “I would do anything to see you smile like that for me” he smiles moving some of my hair away from my face “Y/N? I- I wanted to ask you something” he says

“what is it?” I ask sitting up a little

“You remember the story you where telling me the other day... about the fishy people?” he laughs

“Course I do, I love telling you that story” I smile “why?” I ask as he took my hands

“and you said yesterday you would give anything to live like that to be part of the sea?” he asks

“Thomas what are you talking about your scareing me?” I ask

“Just- Just... I want to show you something, thats why I brought you so far out promise me you wont run off?” He asks and I nod very confused “Okay” He sighs shutting his eyes looking scared giving my head a kiss and standing up letting our hands be dragged apart he took a deep breath and jumped into the sea

“AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!” I scream “Thomas what are you crazy!” I Yell the sea settled again and I couldnt see him he wasn't coming back up I was about to jump in after him when I suddenly saw light coming from below the water like someone had opened a bottle of sunlight under the water “Ohhh nooo.... Thomas whatever the joke was very funny, stop this now your really scareing me” I said to the empty quiet as the light died down I kept looking around in case he remaurged somewhere else when I heard water moving I turned and saw Thomas his arms on the boat his hair drenched beats of water running down his skin

“Hi” he smiles

“Hi? You scared the living.... you really frightened me and you say hi what on earth was all that about?” I ask him “come on get back in the boat before you get cold” I tell him going close to him

“No... Y/N, Listen to me okay” he told me

“I am listening” I shrug

“The story you always talk about what is it called?” He asked

“Thomas is now really-” I began

“Just tell me” He laughs

“The Beautiful Mergirl, why?” I ask

“and who's the main character?” he asks

“My grandfather always put my name in there as the mergirl, but I always tell it as Lilla?” I explain “what does this-” I began

“and what race is she?” he asked

“Race?” I ask a little puzzled

“Like what is she?” He asked with a laugh

“a mermaid Half fish half human” I shrug “Now Thomas please can you just tell me what's going on?” I ask

“Okay” he smiles holding my hand “Well... merpeople?” He smirks

“what about them?” I ask

“Your story is real Y/N” he smiles

“What are you talking about? What do you mean my stories real? What do you mean? And what does my sotry have anything to do with you jumping of the boat?” I ask he just lightly chuckled at me moving a little away from the boat and... a tail poped above the water not a fish it was huge like the size of two legs held together and then a little more it had large half moon scales that where a dark blue but a lighter blue where moonlight touched them the large fin at the end was split into two large parts it was a thin fades light blue

“Please don't freak out?” he asked “You promised you wouldn't run off” He says

“hummm...” I say quietly not sure what else to say “Take me back to the beach” I tell him

“But I-” He began

“Take me back Thomas” I tell him

“Okay” he sighed moving to the back of the boat and pushing it along back to the beach it running to shore quickly

[errased]

‘ i want you to stop insisting that i’m not a lost cause. ’

PARAMORE STARTERS -- || ACCEPTING

                                      Tired Tired Tired TIRED TIRED TIRED ---

                                                           Troublesome.

        How long has it been?       Since castle walls crumbled ‘round the old graveyard and he wound his hands in brittle fists around the barbed wire in your chest -         How long since his corpse found a coffin in your ribs? How long since you devoted the last of your silk lining to trying to make the man of bones and war stories want to live again? 

You were splintering at the edges but you were born tattered. Your edges never quite lined up, their misshapen nooks and crannies only becoming fitting after you crested twenty and stopped remembering why you woke up in the mornings. 

You have always been one bottle short of the last chapter and a hesitation from a plummet. Some days you entertained the thought of letting yourself become another unknown name in the headlines because living is as much of a tedious challenge as keeping others alive. But you’ve always told yourself       ‘tomorrow.’         You’ve gotten by on tommorrows for fifteen years, as silent as a prayer. Maybe if you fixed other people’s lives it would give yours some kind of meaning.         That’s what you thought. . .

            But all of that was fine until you found yourself looking into the twisted mirror image of self hatred in soft strands of blonde and hallowed cheeks. He was martyrdom personified, Atlas past his prime pretending heroism wasn’t the bitter aftertaste off the bad high addiction of making meaning out of his life. He was brittle bones and dwindling cartilage and somewhere behind scar tissue and sunflower petals he was counting his tomorrow’s too.

It was different with him.        For you it was fair, just, a penance of your life you carried like nails in your palms just waiting for your cross. He was different, this was undeserved. He’d given every last scrap to everyone else, he was too good to be this TIRED.

How long has it been? Since the side of your fist found the wood grain in the table with enough force to knock the mugs from their places, since your voice raised through your throat in an uncharacteristic shout --

         “ That’s enough Toshinori !!

                                Enough of this-   this--  BULLSHIT!    You’re NOT a lost cause, and I won’t sit here and let you spout this like you think I should hate you as much as you hate yourself-

I will never give up on you.    No matter how much you detest that image in the mirror and no matter how many times you insist you’re obsolete, even if I have to spend every moment of my life proving it to you, I LOVE you and I will be here for you. You will NEVER BE A LOST CAUSE, and I won’t let you talk like that. ”

           For you to be threads and strands is fine, such is the way of life, in the grand scheme of things, you were nothing. Sands in an hourglass, borrowed hands on a clock. Your life was a waiting game for when you would finally choose rest over the effort of lungs and legs and sunrises.

But him? No. Not him. He was something, more then something. The world would dull without him in it. And should you have to, you’ll dedicate every last of your days to making him see it.